#this song really made me think of Ziggy tho
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dumbistsmartass Ā· 11 months ago
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saying something about every hatchetfield production
spoilers, some nonsense, zero consistency with what I talk about, hurriedly written text, and back Cinderellaā€™s Castle, QUICKLY, the kickstarter ends on May 4th. Also I mostly wonā€™t be talking about the message to take away from all of them because I plan to make that another post.
TGWDLM: the catalyst of it all, it set up many fan favorite characters. Also my personal interpretation is that the musical we watch is actually happening in canon and is being put on by Pokky/Paul. Also how much of someoneā€™s personality remain after infection?
Black Friday: it does pretty good as our first (true) intro to the LiBs it works very well. We get more General Macnmara who quickly becomes one of my favs. It also adds a lot of my other favs to the Hatchetverse, Hanna, Lex, Ethan, and Tom
NPMD: probably my favorite of the mainline musicals. I really hate Dirty Girl tho. The musical version of Hatchet Town is better than the OST version. The characters all have really good chemistry. I love Grace as a warning about the consequences of using religion as a fear tactic, when she sinned and wasnā€™t instantly punished for it she decided to take matters into her own hands and became a bloodthirsty maniac. The fact we got so close to a good ending if Max hadnā€™t fallen is darkly funny.
Hatchetfield Apeman: I donā€™t know how to feel about this one, itā€™s an interesting story but I think shouldnā€™t have been the first nightmare time story as it set a bad precedent for a lot of people.
Watcher World: I FUCKING LOVE WATCHER WORLD. The horror buildup of ā€œwhat the fuck is happening here?ā€ was genuinely amazing. The idea of a paranormal amusement part made for the amusement of an elder god id so cool. I feel uncomfortable saying the work ā€œSnigletā€
Forever and always: one of my favs, the mystery of the two Emmaā€™s is amazing, and the twist of which Emma Paul chose is amazing. It does make me wonder tho, is Emma a robot in every timeline? Also im just gonna assume that Tinky is connected to this one.
Time Bastered: another of my favs, the way it connects with FaA and the very clever time travel writing were highlights. The Ted is The Homeless Guy twist is really clever, and the ending is tragic
Janeā€™s a Car: holy shit my opinions on this one is so mixed. I love the bonding of Becky, Tom, and Tim is so wholesome. I REALLY hate that scene. Also is Jane turned into a car in every universe?
The Witch in the Web: our true into too Webby. Massive lore dumbs sort of weighted it down for me but it was still good.
Honey Queen: god I love this one. The fact that the LiBs arenā€™t mentioned until the very end was a really good choice. Both Zoey and Linda going to any length to win was some great tension.
Perkyā€™s Buds: I went into this one expecting it to be kinda mid, and I was right but it was on the high end of mid. Ziggy being NB and played by a real NB actor is great! The bird hive mind is genuinely kinda unnerving despite how cute they are. I personally think they should have died, then content on the rooftop with the fire would have been such a good ending, but the police showing up to arrest them packs less of a punch.
Abstinence Camp: again, one of my favs, I fucking love this one and it also has the best Nightmare Timr song. Itā€™s a fun way of exploring the ā€œif you have sex in a horror movie you dieā€ trope. Grace once again gets some sort of power and abuses it.
Daddy: I have mixed feelings, itā€™s a genuinely interesting plot but it get pretty uncomfortable. The song at the start made me think it would be a more empathetic take on Sherman Young but it definitely fucking wasnā€™t.
Killer Track: what is there to say? Killer track is actually so fucking amazing, if you will watch anything from this list watch this. Iā€™m saying nothing else
Yellow Jacket: not at all what I was expecting, but it was great! From what I heard I was sort of expecting a high school drama with Pokky doing his bullshit in the background, but I loved this too. Also the ending hurt me.
Workinā€™ Boys: Pokky strikes again, but Iā€™m not sure why TBH. Motherfucker just decided to fuck with his one most loyal subject and for what?
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dissectedgrrl Ā· 11 months ago
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okay fir starkid
whats ur favorite song and why?
whoā€™s ur favorite character? and whats ur favorite moment from them
were you sad or happy with the ending, and what do you think it contributes?
(assuming u mean hatchetfield since thats my obsession atm)
omg okay so. i have so many favorite songs its ridiculous . . . . so i'll color code them. if the words r in color it means im still on this question šŸ˜­
from tgwdlm i LOVE join us and die, cup of roasted/poisoned coffee + not your seed
join us and die because it just feels so. CREEPY !!!!!!! and the scene itself is so great i love that charlotte's guts r spillin outta her eww
cup of roasted/poisoned coffee because again VERY CREEPY. and the choreo is so nice to watch. not to mention their VOCALS when they sing the last "hey mr. business how do ya, how do ya, how do ya doooooo ?" like omgggg
not your seed because i relate to it a bit AND the scene is so important 2 me. when alice says its "all your fault" while addressing bill . . . . she wasnt thinking abt bill when she thought that originally she was most likely saying that to herself and UGH my baby šŸ˜­
from black friday i <3 caliform.i.a + do you wanna play
caliform.i.a is js such a sweet song to me idk. you can tell how much lex and ethan care abt each other and hannah and and and. UGHHHH. in my mind they made it to california idc idc
do you wanna play because. EVIL. WOMEN !!!!!!! becky is so hot i mean what who wrote that. seriously tho i just love her voice sm UGGHHHH
from npmd my faves r hatchet town, nerdy prudes must die (omg they said the thing !!) + just for once
hatchet town because. good lord. THE VOCALSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. send tweet
nerdy prudes must die bc the scene ?? the line delivery ?? the peak villainy radiating off of man jagerman ?? hello ?? omg ?? im in love ??
just for once because its from the pov of a character in an in universe play but it also shows us how ruth really feels. she just wants to be seen. me n her r twinning frfr
i have a lot of faves (becky, linda, ruth, richie, paul, zoey, bill, etc etc) but background characters always capture my heart so im gonna go with ziggy. they r sooooo important 2 me and they barely even talk omg. when they said "so is that a crime?" to being called out for being a drug dealer . . . . oh ziggy they could never make me hate u
i was happy with every ending !! i feel like theyre all so perfect especially black friday's. they always leave you wanting more
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retrogarden Ā· 3 years ago
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Ziggy Sobotka edit I did awhile back with Youā€™re Wondering Now by Amy Winehouse
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sapphosclown Ā· 3 years ago
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ok i wanted to make this a fic but i truly donā€™t know how to start writing it so this is how i imagine cartero becomes canon for doafp week day 2
mid season 3 camilla and danielleā€™s wedding
bobby was supposed to bring CJ as his date but CJ ended up not being able to make it for some reason
bobby was like damn and he remembered that camilla had said he could invite all his friends but he didnā€™t because he felt like itā€™d be awkward so he only invited cj but now that he canā€™t go he needs another plus one bc seating charts whatever
he decides to invite liam as heā€™s a little afraid nanny and ziggy may not be the best wedding attendees
liam is like ok i can make that work
the ceremony is beautiful obviously camilla was not about to have a dull wedding
the party is a lot of fun too, he and liam kind of just chat until liam ends up pulling bobby onto the dance floor and heā€™s a little embarrassed and flustered at first but then theyā€™re having a good time
and then a slow song comes on
liam: may i have this dance?
bobby: oh, iā€™m, i donā€™t really know how to dance
liam: thatā€™s ok, i donā€™t either. but iā€™ve seen enough movies itā€™s just like a bunch of swaying
bobby: haha yeah iā€™m idk
liam: come on, just one dance
bobby thinks about it a second and then a smiles slips his face and he accepts the hand liam had reached out to him
and itā€™s a little awkward for a minute but then liam starts up a conversation again
liam: i canā€™t believe camilla didnā€™t make you guys learn how to dance for her wedding
bobby: oh i think there was a dance lesson but i didnā€™t go
liam: why not? didnā€™t you expect to dance
bobby shrugs: i donā€™t know. guess i didnā€™t think about it too much.
liam: well, i actually lied. my grandma taught me and my brothers how to slow dance when we were kids. i could teach you now if you want?
bobby: yeah, why not.
so then liam is teaching bobby how ti dance and theyā€™re having a good ole time
hereā€™s the kicker
cj shows up. whatever reason he had to not be able to go changed and he managed to get into the afterparty
bad news tho, he sees bobby and liam dancing. and he really didnā€™t think much of it until he really saw the look on bobbyā€™s face.
he just turns around and leaves
the next day or a few days later or something cj asks bobby to hangout and bobby is like yeah !
bobby meets up with cj and immediately notices something is off and is like whatā€™s up?
cj: yk how i wasnā€™t able to make it to the wedding?
bobby nods
cj: well the thing changed and i made it to the after party. danielle came to see me at the front and let me into the party, she said one more wasnā€™t gonna hurt anything. anyways, i walked in and saw you and liam dancing
bobby: oh
cj: i mean, i didnā€™t really care, itā€™s a wedding people dance. but. the look on your face while you were dancing with him. (cj pauses as he thinks back to it).
bobby: no itā€™s not like that, i donā€™t even think of liam like that anym-
(bobby catches himself before he finishes the word but cj already knows. heā€™s had a feeling for a while probably a bunch of built up subtext from prior s3 episodes)
cj: listen, i like you a lot but iā€™m leaving for college soon and honestly, i just donā€™t think youā€™ve ever gotten over him. i just donā€™t think we were meant to work out bobby.
(in my head he says something ab liam liking him too i just donā€™t know where it fits here)
bobby is sad and whatever but to sum up they end on good terms maybe a goodbye kiss just for gay rights yk
anyways upset bobby canā€™t sleep so he goes for a walk and finds liam at the tennis courts
they do the whole what are you doing here dance thing and they say their excuses and bobby tells him that he and cj broke up
liam: oh. man that sucks, iā€™m sorry.
bobby: itā€™s chill i guess. i had a feeling itā€™d happen at some point. usually the sophomore and the senior arenā€™t meant to be.
liam: youā€™re still allowed to be upset tho.
bobby: i know. the crazy thing is he said he thinksā€¦. he thinks i like you.
liam: ā€¦oh
bobby: yeah. crazier than that he thinks you like me. i tried to tell him weā€™re just friends butā€”
liam: i do.
bobby stops and looks at him: what.
liam: I do, like you.
bobby: ā€¦oh. since when?
liam: end of freshman year? maybe? but you had just gotten with cj so. i tried to get over it but. (liam shrugs)
bobby doesnā€™t really know what to do with himself. he does notice that the overhead lights from the tennis court are creating a halo effect around liam. he notices that theyā€™re standing kind of far apart. he notices heā€™s feeling a lot of things, he just canā€™t pinpoint what it is. joy? sadness? fear?
liam: sorry, i shouldnā€™t have said anything, you just got out of a relationshipā€” pretend i didnā€™t say anythingā€”
bobby: liam?
liam: yeah?
bobby: can i kiss you.
liam: i- like right now?
(bobby nods)
liam: um. yeah, yeah you can, yes.
and then bobby is kissing his middle school crush and at first itā€™s quick and uncertain and confusing. but the second they stop and look into each otherā€™s eyes, another kiss begins, much more comfortable and now an answer to a question theyā€™ve both been dying to know for a very long time.
and thereā€™s probably some more drama but thatā€™s as far as i got. thank u happy doafp week
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fkevin073 Ā· 3 years ago
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Hello! I've been reading your Ziggy x Nick fics (big fan lol) and I just love your stuff! Also just love to see more Ziggy x Nick in general haha. I was curious, do you have any songs that make you think of them? I actually have a playlist that I made and I found some really great songs that I feel like encapsulate them pretty well!
well firstly, thanks so much! I'm glad that people have been enjoying my fics. Nick x Ziggy are so messed up, but heā€™s a pretty intriguing villain (tho heā€™s obviously a scumbag).  excuse me as I go on a rant:
well, if we are talking in terms of canon, I think these are a few songs in particular that encapsulate them perfectly: 
- Favourite crime  by Olivia Rodrigo - Traitor by Olivia Rodrigo, The Man Who Sold the World (which was such a great soundtrack choice for the movie holy shit, probably my favourite of all time ngl) by Bowie or Nirvana, My Honest Face by Inhaler, and Be Nice to Me by the Front Bottoms (I've seen a few edits to this last song and holy shit they are so good) 
In terms of the stories Iā€™ve written, it really changes. for smells like teen spirit, the last part lists all of the songs that are referenced in the piece and that I think capture their story there. 
For a Ziggy x Nick wholesome vibe, Wonder Woman by Kacey Musgraves and Dandelions by Ruth B. are pretty great. 
Other songs that I suit them are: Oceans by Seafret, Harvest Moon by Neil Young (which was ā€œtheir songā€ in a fic of mine, this love is treacherous), I miss you, I'm sorry by Gracie Abrams, the night we met by Lord Huron, and right were you left me by Taylor Swift (which is also the name of a fic of mine). 
and of course, ā€œEver Fallen in Loveā€ by the Buzzcocks, which was honestly such a good choice too. 
Sorry for the rant! I'd love to hear what your playlist choices are. šŸ˜ŠšŸ˜Š
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roguetatertot Ā· 7 years ago
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Rules: Answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people
IDK who to tag. oAo
Tagged by: @kimieviiā€‹
What was your lastā€¦
1. Drink: Coffee!!!!
2. Phone call:  My mommy about some cute curtains she got for my Grandpa.
3. Text message:  To my brother about my new modem.
4. Song you listened to: Something on Diamond City Radio in Fallout 4...but canā€™t remember which one it was.
5. Time you cried: Like two weeks ago when I saw something sad on Facebook about a dogā€™s final day, and then I cried into my dog (who wanted nothing to do with me at the moment....the jerk)
Have you everā€¦
6. Dated someone twice: Yep. My first boyfriend. He broke up with me on my birthday and then exactly one month later he came crawling back to me.
7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Nope.
8. Been cheated on: Iā€™m like 95% certain my first boyfriend cheated on me.
9. Lost someone special: Do pets count?
10. Been depressed: What? Me? Depressed? HAH! (Thatā€™s sarcasm btw) 
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Nope. I donā€™t like alcohol. 
Fave colours
12. I was so obsessed with turquoise that I got entirely sick of it.
13. My old favorite color used to be red.
14. I really donā€™t have one right now I guess.
In the last year have youā€¦
15. Made new friends: Sadly no. 
16. Fallen out of love: Nope.
17. Laughed until you cried: While watching The Disaster Artist, I think.
18. Found out someone was talking about you: No, but I donā€™t care if people are anyway.
19. Met someone who changed you: Not in the last year, no.
20. Found out who your friends are: ĀÆ\_(惄)_/ĀÆ
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook friends list: Nope.
General
22. How many your Facebook friends do you know irl: Most! I have a few internet friends on there that Iā€™ve never met in real life.
23. Do you have any pets: Three cats, a dog, a turtle, fish, and I dunno if my 2000+ worms count in my compost worm tower?
24. Do you want to change your name: No way. I love my name. Although I would change my surname to be one of the traditional Irish spellings. It got hacked up and changed when my great grandpa came here from Ireland.
25. What did you do for your last birthday: My brother and I are two years and two weeks apart so we celebrated our birthdays together on my birthday. The family gathered here at my house and we ate our favorite childhood meal that my mom used to cook! And we had a huge black forest cake which was sooooo gooooood!
26. What time did you wake up today: 10:30ish
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Beating Fallout 4 (sided with the Railroad). I feel like I shouldā€™ve sided with the Institute after all was said and done, but oh well.
28. What is something you canā€™t wait for: Getting the FUCK out of San Jose, CA. I absolutely ABHOR living here and want to move to Oregon or Washington. This city has gone down hill and is just one giant cesspool of trash and trashy people.
29. What is your favorite animal: It used to be pigs, but I got burnt out from all the piggy things people would give me. I really donā€™t have a favorite. I love all animals....except sloths. Ugh.
30. What are you listening to right now: Iā€™m listening to my dog panting. We just got done playing fetch in the yard.
31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yep! My grandpaā€™s name was Tom! Tom Tucker. He was a remarkable man and had some fantastic tales of his youth. He once was flying an airplane and thought he spotted a friend fishing down on some docks, so he dropped his cargo of tomatoes on him. Turns out it wasnā€™t his friend, but the mayor of the town. Oops.
32. Something thatā€™s getting on your nerves: The city I live in. Itā€™s so fucking noisy. Car horns, motorcycles, speeding vehicles, sirens....itā€™s all giving me bad anxiety as of late. I canā€™t stand it anymore. I canā€™t stand any loud noises, or really any noise at all now. Maybe Iā€™m just getting old and grumpy. lol
33. Most visited website: I guess just google to google things. Or maybe Amazon.
34. Hair color: Right now itā€™s a mix of my natural medium brown with very faded blue and purple streaks. My hairdresser was sick when she bleached my hair and did my color, and so she didnā€™t do a good job bleaching it at all. Itā€™s uneven and just.....icky right now.
35. Long or short hair: Having had all lengths, I think long hair looks the best on me. I love the ease of short hair, but my hair is so pretty that itā€™s kind of a waste to have it short.
36. Do you have a crush on someone: Actor Sam Heughan at the moment. But as far as someone I actually have contact with? No, no one. Iā€™ve no interest in having interest, if that makes sense.
37. What do you like about yourself: I guess itā€™s my McGuyver-like brain. I can come up with some wacky solutions/fixes to issues or problems. 
38. Want any piercings: Nah, I already have enough. In fact, I have three in each ear and I donā€™t even bother wearing earrings. Theyā€™re pointless.
39. Blood type: O+
40. Nicknames: Ziggy, Adriee, Adri, Sissy-Boo, my dad calls me Squirt, and my mom calls me Momma or Mommas. LOL go figure
41. Relationship status: Single and loving it
42. Sign: Pisces
43. Pronouns: she/her, although recently my dad called me Sir for some reason and I was like ā€œMeh cool whatever.ā€
44. Fave tv show: Bobā€™s Burgers!
45. Tattoos: I really want one of my kittyā€™s paw, but I canā€™t afford it. Nor do I have a design in mind.
46. Right or left handed: Ambidextrous!
47. Ever had surgery: Yup. Microdisectomy on my lumbar spine back in 2009. I actually need orthognathic surgery, but thatā€™s gonna be difficult to have done.
48. Piercings: Three in each ear, and my nose.
49. Sport: Hockey! Baseball is okay too. 
50. Vacation: I really want to go to Scotland, Ireland, and basically all of Scandinavia.
51. Trainers: As in PokƩmon or....?
More General
52. Eating: Nothing at the moment. Thinking about raiding my fridge soon.
53. Drinking: Watered down cranberry juice.
54. Iā€™m about watch: IDK not in the mood to watch anything. Iā€™m thinking about firing up Fallout again tho.
55. Waiting for: My workers comp case and Social Security Disability case to come to an end. Itā€™s been going on for seven years and Iā€™m just so over it all.
56. Want: To have my childrenā€™s books published. ; u ;
57. Get married: Ew gross no. I honestly canā€™t picture myself married anymore. That was something younger me used to daydream about, but now that Iā€™m older and much more comfortable with myself, I donā€™t even entertain the idea. I donā€™t think I would ever trust anyone to fully love me anyway. 
58. Career: Author. Hopefully a beloved and successful author of a childrenā€™s book series.
Which is better
59. Hugs or kisses: Neither, thanks. I donā€™t even really like when my family hugs me.
60. Lips or eyes: Eyes
61. Taller or shorter: I would hope taller, seeing as Iā€™m short enough already as it is.
62. Older or younger: Older
63. Nice arms or stomach: I have a thing for arms.
64. Hookups or relationships: Neither.
65. Troublemaker or hesitant: Troublemaker. I love deviousness.
Have you ever
66. Kissed a stranger: Gross no.
67. Drank hard liquor: Yes but ew.
68. Turned someone down: Yep, especially when I worked graveyard at Walgreens. :T Got a lot of creepy men asking me out all the time. Shudder.
69. Sex on first date: Hahaha yeah right. I donā€™t even really like hugging on the first date. LOL About a year ago I went out on a date with some dude off OKCupid and as we were saying goodbye, he leaned towards me while closing his eyes and I just went ā€œNOPE.ā€ and got out of his car.
70. Broken someoneā€™s heart: Probably.
71. Had your heart broken: Yep. Twice. 
72. Been arrested: Not yet, but hey things could happen.
73. Cried when someone died: I cry when fictional characters die, so yes I have cried when actual people have died. 
74. Fallen for a friend: Nope.
Do you believe in
75. Yourself: As in that I exist? Sometimes.
76. Miracles: Iā€™ve been witness to a few strange things happening, so I guess so. 
77. Love at first sight: Hell no, what am I, ten? Love at first sight is not real. Itā€™s infatuation at first sight.
78. Santa Claus: I mean, why not? Whatā€™s the harm in entertaining the idea?
79. Angels: In a strictly mainstream religious concept? No.
Misc
80. Eye color: Hazel, gold in certain light.
81. Best friendā€™s name: Django, my doggie. <3
82. Favorite movie: Panā€™s Labyrinth.
83. Favorite actor: Sam Heughan! Nnghgjkhsjdkghsd
84. Favorite cartoon: Toss up between Bobā€™s Burgers and BoJack Horseman.
85. Favorite teacherā€™s name: I guess itā€™d have to be my first grade teacher, Mrs. Little. When I was in the second grade, I would get horrible anxiety when there would be a project (like art or something). Iā€™d cry for some reason, and the teacher got so frustrated with me that one time she kicked me out of the class. Mrs. Little was on a break at the time and so she took me out of school and drove me to her house while she did a quick errand (Iā€™m pretty sure she called my parents and got permission first). She was nice to me and calmed me down. ; u ; Years later I saw her in a clothing store and she recognized me, and was so excited to see me. She told my mom that I was her favorite back then. <3
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whoisken Ā· 8 years ago
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Coming Of Age Comedy: A Soundtrack of My Emotional Journey in H.S.
Freshman Year is a an entire stream of consciousness that I have willed into being a blur since I loved myself too much and acted and dressed and felt like a bashful fool. So that yearā€™s soundtrack will not be addressed.
Sophomore Year
September-November, 2014 - Make Me Wanna Die - The Pretty Reckless
                                               - Heart-shaped Box - Nirvana
Left in the haze of my grunge, drugs (but didnā€™t do drugs), and partying (but I didnā€™t party) phase, that section of my life went out in a bang when I discovered the sounds of the Pretty Reckless. This phase ended because of my feelings of loneliness subsiding because I met some pretty great(?) people that year.
December-March, 2014-15 - Love Shack - B-52ā€²s
                                             - All You Need Is Love - The Beatles
                                             - You & I - One Direction
At this stage in my life I fell in love, with my friends, the feeling of belonging to a group. I thought that I finally found a group of friends who understand me an accepted me and embraced me with love and friendship. I was loved up, and felt confident, because of them and them introducing me to One Direction.
 May-July, 2015 -This Is What It Feels Like - Banks
                           - Cherry Bomb - The Runaways
                           - Undone - the bird and the bee
                           - Losing It - Summer Camp
The Summer I felt like a typical teen. Iā€™ve always wanted to feel the way the characters in movies seemed to feel. During summer there was this gust of confidence and personality on the screen. I wanted to feel that, and I did. This was the summer I actually had friends to be around and hang out. This was the summer I got my license and started talking to my first soon to be boyfriend. This was the summer my friend and I liked the same boy and made a choice. It sounds like a movie and it was one of my best summers ever.
Junior Year
August-October, 2015 - Feels Like We Only Go Backwards - Tame Impala
                                     - Gold - Chet Faker
                                      - Itā€™s Too Late - Carole King
This was when shit started to get bad. Iā€™m probably misinterpreting the meanings of these songs as I add them to this portion of my emotional stream, but they have the feel and idea of how I felt during this period. I had a small batch of depression wave over me. I was trying to take care of myself while also appeasing someone else and my friends. This was the worst time to get a SO because I physically and mentally could not be present. I tried to push them away and be with friends more for some normalcy. But I felt like I couldnā€™t take care of myself because of my mental state, oncoming stress, and family. My relationship wasnā€™t a relationship because I couldnā€™t be in it emotionally.
November-February 2015-16  - Tainted Love- Soft Cell
                                  - Aladdin Sane - David Bowie
                                  - Babyā€™s On Fire - Brian Emo
This was when Shit was bad. I stopped associating with other people in hopes to figure out what was going on with me. I fell into glam rock because it seemed to reflect my mental state. I began worshipping Ziggy as if he was a real god, because the music of the glam rockstars seemed to express how I felt. At this point in my life I was pretty isolated and didn't want to do much (which is usually usual, but I mean less so)
 March- May 2016 - Dreams - Tish Hyman
                               - Cry Baby - The Neighborhood
                               - My Song 5 - HAIM
At this point I almost got over my depression and was functioning again. But when I woke up from my mentally draining haze, I realized I lost 75% of the very few friends I had. I canā€™t remember what happened exactly, I remember there was no one right answer, but I do remember how it felt. The feeling was pretty bad, because I used to move around a lot. I knew what it was like to leave friends that way, but I was not prepared for just drifting a part. That never happened to me before. I had a hard time accepting the fact that I still thought they were my friends months after they stopped inviting me to things and hanging out with me. So, yea. That hurt.
June-August 2016 - Fooled Around and Fell In Love - Elvin Bishop
                               - Donā€™t You Worry ā€˜Bout A Thing - Stevie Wonder
Looking back, I started to appreciate myself more. I used to think that I was distracting myself with happy thoughts and acts to maintain a content mental state, but I think I actually started loving myself slightly more. It was more a feeling like: ā€œya they dropped you, but why thoā€. I asked why  A LOT. To give the reader an idea of A LOT, I mean, I got into my car wreck over the summer because I was asking myself ā€œwhy did they drop meā€. That summer I kept wondering why, but I also prospered mentally.
Senior Year
September-November 2016 - 3AM- HONNE
                                              - The Night Has Opened My Eyes - the Smiths
At this point, I would like to say I was over it, but not really. Seeing everyone again after summer, when I just put myself back together was pretty bad, and I kinda felt like one of those cliches in movies that hardcore believes high school is hell just conservative Christians hardcore believe Jesus is our Savior.
September-January 2016-17 - New Person, Same Old Mistakes - Tame Impala
                                               - High For This - The Weeknd
                                                -Mary Jane - Rick James
Weā€™re almost done. Sorry this is so long, but this is what I went through. It was long and almost unbearable, which is what you are now going to endure with me as I relive this. Nothing really significant happened at this point though. Just the normal stress that comes with college and senior year.  I was a new person, with some old mistakes. I didnā€™t think enough funk was being represented so I added some classic Rick James. And I just like this Weeknd Song.
February-May 2017 - Iā€™m Still Standing - Elton John
                                  - Dancing in the Street - David Bowie and Mick Jagger
I was pretty indifferent to the feeling of high school ending. I wanted to get out of there, but Iā€™ve already made new relationships and wanted them to last. That probably doesnā€™t make sense. I was happy, as you could tell by the music of the time, but was basically chill.
Present Day - Wham Bang Shang-A-Lang - Silver
Now Iā€™m done, Iā€™m past high school. Iā€™ll still be feeling even though itā€™s over. My thoughts and emotions about my time spent will constantly change, and Iā€™ll have to update it. Right now Iā€™m feeling a lot of emotions I want to incorporate into this part, but thatā€™s for another blog post.
The point of this was because Iā€™ve always wanted to make a soundtrack for my life, and whatā€™s more cliche than another typical high school soundtrack. I also just wanted to give people (who probably donā€™t care) insight to how I felt while they were around me in high school. This was just a normal blog post, but with a twist, to make it memorable, so that I always have to look back at it. 
Thanks for reading!!! 
P.S. listen to the last song, it sums up the entirety of this post...
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