#this song is 100% a malex song

[nico-di-genova]

okay be prepared for a long ass message right here 'cause i'm going through your playlists and they're interesting and cool af 👀

first of all, i'm gonna be listening to your lightyear playlist, the 'max and billy's get along mixtape' and your lewis playlist daily (even if it reminded me that unfortunately kanye is a really good artist 🙃🙂🙃) also the title + description of the lewis playlist?? 😎👀

i feel like i'm really learning things about you here 'cause eduardo saverin???? when i tell you that pulled me back about 5 or 6 years to my 'a social network/andrew as eduardo' phase. and, 'you love him, you do. and here's the miracle, he loves you too. and here's the tragedy; it's not enough' in the context of eduardo/mark???? ouch.

alex manes???????????????????? do you know how in my emotions i still am about that man??? malex??????????? devastated me for four years. the first song on the alex playlist being 'numb'????????????? PERFECT SONG CHOICE FOR ALEX. (also one of my favorite songs of all time. tho i am very partial to numb/encore as well.) 'i wanted to be the kind of person who won battles, but now i look in the mirror and i don't even see myself sometimes.'????? 😢 i do appreciate that you left out the last and for me, the most painful part of that quote tho.

the max and billy playlist????? dear billy????? 'i imagine that we could have become friends. good friends. like a real brother and sister'?????? again. ouch.

kili?????????? why are you out to hurt me cass??????

dick grayson??? 👀 i'm personally more of a jason todd fan but very interesting 👀 'dick gray's getting ready for a night out on the town mix (night on the town being beating the shit out of the joker' and you know.... maybe killing him for murdering your little shit of a baby brother?????? (only for your fail-dad to bring him back to life)

the love i have for you for putting bezos I on your kendall roy playlist 💖

(also how the fuck did i not know that the tu-tu-du-du max verstappen meme was an actual song????? that fucking slaps?????)

buck piñata era 😂😂😂😂😭😂

grandson *chef's kiss*

(this might have been even longer to begin with 'cause i added like 30 songs i LOVE that you used on playlists but it was getting so riddiculously long 😅😅😅)

(also last point, i happened to spot some songs from assassin's creed 2 and uncharted 4, you gaming???? 🤨)

Jas 🥺 ily.

Making playlists is my passion maybe actually, lol. I am the Road Trip Music Conductor in my friend group, and I always need something that fits the Vibe. I don’t play around about my playlists, I can’t lie. (Dream job maybe used to be making those Spotify official playlists because I learned that was a real job when I was in high school, and let me tell you!! I am lowkey sad it did not happen).

My playlists at this point are also kind of a scrapbook of all the interests I’ve had (though I have like 100+ more that are private/incomplete from other fandoms) and I kind of love you sending this because it’s like a trail of all the things I’ve loved 😅.

Malex had a CHOKEHOLD on me, and social network was on repeat in my dorm room for like a whole semester. I think I could probably quote that whole film if promoted - 100% I could tell you sorry my Prada was at the cleaners along with my hoodie and my fuck-you flip flops (iconic, we must never let it die).

And yeah, anything involving protective older sibling/younger sibling they couldn’t defend forever, very much I am going to latch onto it. Hence the many Billy & Max playlists and kili and dick Grayson (my beloved blorbo).

(YOU DIDNT KNOW ABOUT THE TU-TU-TU-TU MAX VERSTAPPEN??? I break the speed limit to that song on the regular (jk, jk, or am I 😏))

And yes, I game, lol. But it’s literally exclusively F1 23, uncharted, Jedi fallen order, and the Assassins Creed Ezio trilogy on rotation (the Witcher thrown in occasionally).

[bigbroemen]

🎶✨when u get this, list 5 songs u like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favourite followers (positivity is cool)🎶✨

SALUTE

Buck-Tick - Coyote i asked malex for some buck tick songs and this was one of the ones he left me, and its all ive been listening to from him, i like it too much to explore his discography more lol

Echo OST - Book of Job i can't remember when in the game this track plays. it sounds like it would play for one of the endings? but i like it a lot

Susumu Hirasawa - 庭師KING ive also been listening to a lot of susumu hirasawa bc im Always listening to susumu hirasawa but this is the track im picking. favorite of all time

Natasha Bedingfield - Unwritten this song had been picking me up recently. quarter age crisis etc 100 gecs - xXXi_wud_nvrstøp_ÜXXx i dont listen to a lot of 100 gecs. but i like this song so much. the noise at 0:49 is bearable and also kinda cool and then when it comes back later + the vocalizations i love it a lot

ty cam this was fun, time to send this to Others

[darkshrimpemotions]

Speak Now TV Fandom Associations

I would not survive if I tried to talk about my real life associationd with every song on Speak Now (Taylor's Version), but I thought it'd be fun to get a little tag game going with fandom associations. So! Here are my fandom associations for each song. And at the end I'll tag some folks to do this too (only if you feel like it, no pressure!).

Mine - Brittana 🥺

Sparks Fly - Destiel, 100%. Their meeting, obviously, but every time they show up for each other.

Back to December - I have no justification for this but it's Bella about Jacob, especially when she's a thousand years into her horrorfail marriage with the dusty glitterbag watching Jacob follow her daughter around and knowing he didn't want this.

Speak Now - April and Jackson from Grey's 🫣

Dear John - Dean about John, maybe also Mary when she finds out what John became (she was 19 when they met 😭)

Mean - This is Kurt Hummel's song to all his bullies for me

The Story of Us - Silverhardt 💔

Never Grow Up - Dean 🥺

Enchanted - Klaus about Caroline

Better Than Revenge - Katherine Petrova. I'm not saying she's right, I'm just saying this is how she sees Elena and Stefan

Innocent - Dean again 🥺 (seriously half this album is on my Dean playlist, you know that man is a Speak Now girlie)

Haunted - I want this to be about anything else, but it's that fucking sex scene from True Blood

Last Kiss - Bughead's breakup

Long Live - Quentin, Eliot, Margo, Alice, Josh, Fen, and Julia. With heavy emphasis on the Queliot vibes.

Ours - Bughead during the good times, especially season 2 🥹

Superman - Juliette Silverton watching Nick drift farther and farther from her as he becomes more focused on being a Grimm (especially in season 1 when he's lying to her about it)

Electric Touch - Ethan Waite and Lena Duchannes (rhymes with rain)

When Emma Falls In Love - IT'S EMMA SWAN 😭 and all the bad boys who tried to be good for her

I Can See You - Haylijah but also somehow Klaroline?

Castles Crumbling - Dany when everyone began turning on her in season 8, but also Rhaenyra as she becomes more angry and paranoid throughout the Dance

Foolish One - Caroline with Matt, Tyler, and Stefan

Timeless - Malex and their incredible love story that transcends time and space

@thehomohomosapiensapien @pixiedustandbluebutterflies @darcyfangirlsfrequently @moonlightspectre @pinknatural @spookybibi

(I wanted to tag 13 people but failed)

[psychopatyc]

Not another hobby and OTPS Tag game

Tagged by @meltsoul 💜

First ship ever in you life: Probably some couple from a telenovela lol

The ultimate three ships:

Malex

Robron

PatPran (newest entry)

The first crush (Fictional Character/Fandom) : The horse from the movie Spirit (2002)

Last Song: Red Light - f(x)

Last Movie: Oldboy (2003)

Favorite Flower: I don't think I have one (?)

Currently Reading (you can added a link):

I love dick - Chris Kraus (loving the vibes. kinda cynical joan didion)

Currently Watching:

Zom 100 (i'm LOVING this one. so much fun!)

Jujutsu Kaisen

Last thing I wrote- ship/Fandom?: Nothing. I only have some underdeveloped ideas on my notes app lol

Currently writing (you can added a link): Also nothing

I want to tag: @insomtiny @taeminie @gaykey @sanayeon 🤠

[lire-casander]

🎢🍦👀

thank you so much for playing along, my dear!

🎢 which of your fics would you call your wildest ride?

oh man i wrote some wild fics back in the day. i started writing fic when i was about 13, so i have my fair share of wild rides.

if we're talking about plot and/or pairing, i'll have to go with anything i wrote for the hanson fandom, when i used to write hancest. yeah, you read that right.

however, my wildest ride story plot-wise would be a drabble that's no longer published (it no longer exists) that i wrote around 15 years ago. in 100 words, i showed a character witnessing a very disturbing scene and enjoying it. it wasn't me saying that that scene was good, or me condoning the fact (i'll tell you about it if you're really interested but it's very disturbing). it was me writing a drabble. that story cost me some friendships, and one of my friends from back then even tried to send me to the psychiatric ward for that fic which was, dare i say, very well tagged thank you very much.

now, if we're talking about a wild ride related to how it made me feel while i was writing it, i have two examples:

#1 - oscuridad y silencio. written in spanish, it's a sttory about domestic abuse that hits way too close home

#2 - from wedding bells to private hells (to fresh new starts and wish you wells). written in english, it's also one of the most personal things i've ever written. like, in forever. you can feel my feelings while i was writing it, i swear.

🍦 what's the sweetest fic you've created so far?

me, writing something sweet? horrified gasp. the nerve! i'm not sure about the sweetest, but one of my fluffiest fics is mousetrap, for the harry potter fandom. it's short, it's sweet, and i think it serves right for this category!

i do have other sweet fics, or better phrased, other sweet scenes in other fandoms. one of my favorites comes from a fic you know well. the raining scene from arashi (malex) is by far one my faves. i love writing rain scenes because they make me feel cozy, even if that doesn't make sense.

there's also a scene in por si acaso no recuerdas mis abrazos (yo te dejo mi canción) (david cook/kyle peek) that's way too sweet even for me. there's a moment inspired by mcfly's "all about you" when david is dancing with kyle's son on the kitchen floor that just melts my heart. btw, if you squint you might find versions of that scene, inspired by that very same song, scattered across all my fandoms. i love that image so much!

👀 tell me about an up and coming wip please!

i've been trying to write a story in a new fandom (which is already dead since the tv show was cancelled like 5 years ago), but it's proving to be very difficult because, somehow, i've managed to convince myself that what i have to say isn't worth saying. hence, i'm suffering from a major writer's block.

it's a m/f story where the main plot is angsty, as one may expect from me. the main pairing broke up in canon seven years ago. nowadays, she is a renowned oncologist coming back to los angeles from boston to attend her mentor's retirement party. he is a renowned neurosurgeon coming back to los angeles from london to attend the very same retirement party. they take the same flight from boston to la, and we can't say that they're excited to share the same space for hours after how they parted ways seven years ago. but apart from having to deal with seeing their ex after so long during a celebratory time, they also have to work together when the venue where the party is being thrown collapses and threatens the lives of everyone they love... including their own.

(i warned you it'd be angsty)

i'm also planning a tarlos christmas fic but that i'm not sure about yet.

ask me anything from this writer emoji meme!

[bisexualalienss]

me trying to explain how illicit affairs 100% is an early s1 malex song

[meggiejolly]

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I tagged 303 of my posts in 2022

#jatp - 73 posts

#julie and the phantoms - 52 posts

#911 fox - 49 posts

#9-1-1 - 48 posts

#buddie - 37 posts

#comment exchange - 27 posts

#roswell new mexico - 25 posts

#malex - 19 posts

#911 spoilers - 18 posts

#rnm spoilers - 18 posts

Longest Tag: 140 characters

#casey looked down at her feet and along the track of wet footprints leading back to the stairs. “yeah that’s probably best. sorry about that

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

I really want to get back in the habit of writing but I haven't really managed to find the motivation to work on any of my WIPs lately, so I took a prompt from this prompt list from @creativepromptsforwriting and ran with it.

Football game - Merlin/Arthur Pendragon

Merlin hated Football. He would never get the appeal of 22 people running after one ball. And why people thought it was fun to watch others do the running was even more of a mystery to him. 

Somehow he had gotten sucked into the whole thing anyway and had been made the water or towel boy or whatever they called someone who was supposed to do little tasks like make sure the players had water, clean towels and shirts was called in football. 

Merlin didn‘t have a clear idea how it had happened but he knew it was Arthur’s fault. Things like that were always Arthur’s fault. Merlin could never really say no to him and then one very hot day, the previous towel boy had gotten sick and Arthur had been all dramatic about dehydration and how Merlin was the only one who could save the team. One thing lead to another and now it was months later and Merlin was forced to spend a really nice Saturday afternoon watching football and keeping water bottles and towels prepared for halftime and players that got switched out. He could have been doing something so much more enjoyable, like helping Gaius with his weird but interesting experiments, or read, or just hang out with Will or his Mum. But no, he was at the football field for the third time this week. 

The only upside to the whole thing was Arthur. Merlin might not enjoy watching football, but he very much enjoyed watching Arthur play football. Well, if he was honest he enjoyed watching Arthur. Period. 

Arthur was just so graceful, energetic and passionate while playing football. He was the team captain and his team was a well oiled machine, a testament to the kind of leader Arthur was.

Merlin may have gotten a little distracted by Arthur because he startled when Gwaine clapped him on the back with a wink before jogging out to the field to… switch in for Arthur. Arthur, who was now jogging towards Merlin, glistening with sweat, tousled hair and slightly panting. Merlin’s mouth went dry and he didn’t react when Arthur held out his hand for a bottle of water. With and eye roll he grabbed one himself. “Seriously Merlin, your job really isn’t that hard.” 

He took a long drink from the bottle and Merlin watched as his Adam’s Apple moved with each swallow. When he finished he handed the bottle to Merlin and pulled the hem of his jersey up to wipe the sweat off his face, revealing his glistening abs in the process. Merlin gulped and now he was the one who had to take a sip of the water Arthur had just handed him. Suddenly he wasn’t quite as annoyed at having to spend his Saturday like this. 

@creativepromptfills

11 notes - Posted August 6, 2022

#4

Brotherly Advice

“So Forrest,” Greg kept up the interrogation “were you on a date?”

“I guess, he invited me to the open mic night a couple of times, I just didn’t say yes before.”

Gregory couldn’t help but snort slightly. “So on your first-“

“Second.”

“-second date with him you decided singing a very personal love song to and about your ex, who you’re clearly still in love with, was a good idea?”

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Greg talks to Alex after his performance at the open mic night and gives him some relationship advice.

Read on AO3

I felt like someone had to call Alex out on singing a song about and to the love of his life while on a date with another guy, and who better to do that than Gregory? This is pretty short, probably not the most in character, not beta read and barely edited. I've been pretty stressed with finishing my thesis and figuring out what comes after university and in the mids of that I found RNM and completely gave in to the escapism.

12 notes - Posted April 12, 2022

#3

So in 3x12 Heath talks about the place where he and Dallas “used to quiet the voices” and in 3x13 Liz says to Max “you quiet all the noise” when talking about their first meeting at the playground. Those lines have to be intentional parallels to “together we could quiet all the noises, drown out the voices” from Alex’s song right? 

27 notes - Posted April 5, 2022

#2

Since there are prequel spin offs made for shows left and right these days, I think they should make one for Call the Midwife about Sister Monica Jones as a Young nurse and midwife. I feel like that would make for some really interesting stories.

29 notes - Posted September 25, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

If I had a nickel for every time I fell in love with a character on a TV show named Alex M. who loves music, has homophobic parents and has a chaotic, supernatural boyfriend with great hair, I’d have two nickels. Which isn’t a lot, but it’s wired that it happened twice.

51 notes - Posted April 1, 2022

Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

[angrycowboy]

For spotify, 16, 32 and 44

one thing about my top 100 - it's very obviously a lot of songs from my personal malex playlist :)

first... #16 - follow your fire by kodaline

next... #32 - just say yes by snow patrol

and finally, #44 - can't love me by novi & tyler blackburn

[burntotears]

Spotify Wrapped

My top 100 songs is literally comprised of my Malex playlist that I listened to the last 3 months while writing fanfic. Which is pretty crazy because I listened to a lot of low-fi video game music this year too (and they made me a couple of

[thesquidkid]

Through the clouds, I see love shine

Little fic for @unbearable22, thank you for putting this song in my head while I was doing homework 😆 Hope you enjoy! (Read on AO3)

In my life, there's been heartache and pain

I don't know if I can face it again

Can't stop now, I've traveled so far

To change this lonely life

Michael was sitting on the bed of his truck, leaning his weight on his left arm, legs slightly crossed so he could fit. His hat was off, the fingers on his right hand playing with its hem. He was looking at the man in front of him, who was leaning his back against the truck, a laptop positioned on his thighs. Alex looked peaceful, even if nothing about this situation brought peace, the features on his face were relaxed.

They were somewhere in the mountains where Michael had driven them, following a certain signal, stopping every once in a while under a radio post, allowing Alex to connect the Lockhart machine to the post and observe the frequencies and code something that would lead to understanding the machine better. They had talked about the machine some more after Michael had been allowed into Deep Sky to get a look at it, Alex focusing more on the informatic part of it, whereas Michael was more interested in the mechanics and the alien tech used.

This time, their stop was quite long, Alex seemingly having found what he was looking for. In reality, they both knew that Alex could’ve done this all alone, it didn’t require any of Michael’s special skills, they weren’t after Jones or anyone, anything, particularly dangerous. They were just after radio signals for the Lockhart machine. But the fact that Alex had asked Michael to accompany him meant a lot to the both of them and so they drove away from Roswell.

When they were driving they would mostly talk about the machine, about the different theories they had. But once they stopped, Alex would take his computer out and Michael would sit silently, either next to him, or in front of him, and would think. He would think of Alex, of them together.

They didn’t really get a chance to properly talk after the kiss. They did talk about their relationship, and had agreed not to fall back into old habits. But, then, Alex had gotten Michael clearance to get into Deep Sky and the machine had been their main focus.

“Michael?” Alex said, with a smile. Michael realised that he probably had been talking and stopped seeing that Michael wasn’t paying attention.

“Huh,” Michael asked, bringing his thoughts back to the present, “sorry, you were saying?”

“Are you okay?” Alex asked instead, putting his computer to the side, his entire attention on Michael.

Michael breathed out deeply, gathering his thoughts before answering. They both were making efforts on communication, and Michael wasn’t going to stop there. “I, uh, I don’t want to mess this up,” he said with a faint smile, looking back up at Alex.

“I’m guessing you’re not talking about this very boring mission,” he said, with a smile, closing his laptop and waving to Michael to sit next to him.

Michael scooped himself up smiling back at Alex and sat down next to him, turning his upper body so that they were still facing.

“I don’t want to mess us up either,” said Alex once Michael had stopped moving.

“So what do we do then?” asked Michael, his voice low, barely a whisper, feeling like if maybe he said it louder it would curse them. “Because I know we can do better Alex, I know we can be together without hurting each other.” He breathed deeply and blinked a few times, feeling his eyes sting with the beginning of tears. “I am done with all the pain and heartbreak in my life, I just want to love you, freely.”

He raised his head, as if it was a challenge to the universe. Alex put his hand to Michael’s cheek, wiping the tears there with his thumb, ignoring his own. Michael however, not one to ignore Alex’s emotions, brought his hand to mirror the gesture, bumping their arms and making them laugh a bit, before it died down, and they were back in the current time, in the current conversation.

“I think,” started Alex, “that out of the two of us you’re the one with more experience with free love.” Michael shrugged at that, and Alex decided to move on, neither wanting to reminisce about the past, but rather choosing to look towards the future, their future. “I want you to show me what it’s like, Michael. I want to experience everything with you. I want-” he cut himself with a breath, “I want to know what it’s like to not be scared of loving you, Michael.”

They stared at each other, only now realising that it was the first time either of them said that word in present tense. I love you. Three words that for the longest time have been unspoken between them, and finally, breached the surface.

“And as for what we should do,” Alex continued with a sniff, “how about we start with dinner?” he asked, looking into Michael’s eyes.

“Your place or mine?” replied Michael, with a breathless chuckle.

“How about the Roadrunner Cafe? We could definitely make it there for 8 tonight,” Alex replied with a nervous chuckle. The Roadrunner wasn’t so different to the Crashdown - less good quality, obviously - and it wasn’t something too fancy. But it was different. It felt more important somehow, like there was no mistaking in what Alex meant. Not dinner as ‘friends’, but dinner as boyfriends.

Michael looked at him with a smile, “I don’t know about you but I’d probably feel bad, you know? Cheating on Arturo like that.”

Alex laughed at that, “Fair enough, rumors go around quickly in this town.” He looked at Michael with so much softness in his eyes, his face and his body relaxed, that Michael needed to actively fight his instincts, not to jump Alex and kiss him, right here and there, but he also knew that they couldn’t fall back into who they were before. Not if they wanted them to work out. And judging by the way Alex cleared his throat, looking pointedly at Michael’s lips, he would say he wasn’t the only one in that state.

“So, it’s a date, huh?” Michael asked, wanting to make sure they were clear, on the same page, before they did anything else. “Us, tonight at the Crashdown. And not as friends, right?”

Alex chuckled and leaned closer, “I mean I thought we were friends.” At Michael’s teasing raised eyebrow, he quickly added, “but yes, tonight we’re having dinner in the best place in town, as boyfriends.”

As Alex talked, he leaned in closer and closer, until the final word was whispered, Michael feeling it more than hearing it, the two men crashing their mouths together. But unlike all the times they kissed in the last decade, until the night at the Wild Pony, that kiss was slow. Still burning like fire, but without an expiration date.

In the end, they drove back into Roswell, and parked outside the Crashdown. From the moment they walked out Michael’s truck, until they sat down at a booth, their fingers were intertwined. And once they were seated, their bodies touching, from shoulder to knee, Alex on Michael’s left. They knew that people were looking at them, but neither cared. They were too busy getting to know what being loved felt like.

I wanna know what love is

I want you to show me

I wanna feel what love is

I know you can show me

[lsobelevans]

I know i’m bad news, I saved it all for you

for @partsofthesamecosmicbeing <3

[manesguerin]

[justlightlysedated]

ha my sister just tried to put on some music that wasn't dermot kennedy and i shut her ass the fuck down we're on a 48hr dermot kennedy lockdown

[chasingshhadows]

∞

Hurt By You by Emily Warren

‘Cause I wanna give, give you all that I gotAnd I wanna believe we’ll defy all the oddsAnd I hope you don’t hurt meBut oh, if you doIt would be worth getting hurt by you

I’m just gonna….

[bekkachaos]

24,26,28 for Malex for the OTP asks ;)

24.Who whispers inappropriate things in the other’s ear during inappropriate times?

I'm going to write a fic with the description being "5 times Michael whispered inappropriately dirty things in Alex's ear and 1 time Alex got him back for it" because 100% Michael is this little shit but Alex is a smart ass and would find a way to return the favour.

26.What would be their theme song?

Answered in the previous one but have another! Home by NEWCOAST is giving me big Malex feels right now.

28.What do they do when they’re away from each other?

Text, a lot. Especially after last time where Michael was trying to let Alex do his thing, not worried because he was going to be out of signal a lot, well, now he's worried all the time. And Alex has figured out that Michael freaks out less if he leaves him on read because at least he's seen the message, but not for too long because that's suspicious. So when Alex is too busy to properly reply he'll just send him cute emojis, but then that becomes a thing, and damn it Alex actually was busy but now they're having a conversation in just freaking emojis and he can't stop smiling because why does he love this man so much??

Thank you 🥰

[skinsharpenedteeth]

a03 tag game

I stole this from @catboyadamparrish bc I want some of y'all to play with me here!

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1. How many works do you have on ao3?

50! (holy shit, that's half of 100)

2. What’s your current AO3 wordcount?

549,342 words (jfc)

3. How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?

On Ao3, just two. I started the fanfic life writing Hanson fanfic back before most of you were born. (*bones creak ominously*)

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

all of these are Teen Wolf fics, which makes sense since they've been on Ao3 for 5-6 years.

Can't Be Seen Alone (teen wolf fic)

Mating Moons (teen wolf fic)

Alpha and His Good Boy (Teen Wolf)

Oh, what a nice surprise! (Teen Wolf)

Sterek Song (Teen Wolf)

***Also going to post the top 5 kudos in the fandom i'm currently active in bc why the fuck not? If Vlamis has taught me nothing, it's be shameless in your self-promotion. LOL***

Can I Stay? (RNM fic)

Like A Hearse You'd Die To Get In Again (RNM fic)

A Working Title (RNM fic)

Michael Guerin is a Grower (RNM fic)

Kinktober 3 (RNM fic)

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not.

Yes and no. I respond if I think I have something to say? Or if my brain is letting me. I want to be the person that responds to all comments and responds to all fics I read, but (esp with responses) I tend to drop the ball a lot. I just feel like sometimes I sound disingenuous saying the same "thanks for reading and commenting!" over and over and over in my comments section? like it's an auto-response and someone else looking at that might be like "oh, well they never really comment back, they just like thank you and go" and i don't want anyone to feel like that? Like, better to just stay silent? Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe it's my anxiety and depression talking. LOL. If I haven't responded to you, it's not because I don't appreciate your comment, it's because I don't know what to say besides Thank You. But Thank You. Seriously. Keep responding to fics. It sometimes is the only thing that can keep my fingers moving over the keys.

6. What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?

Oh uhm... probably either Wash the Guilt and Longing from His Limbs or you are the reoccuring kind. (damnit, now I'm singing that stupid Bright Eyes song again. Hello angst my old friend)

7. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve ever written?

I don't! And I don't usually read them either? I think people who do write them are amazing, but I like my peas and carrots not to touch? I dunno. They've just never appealed to me. (That being said, I like AU's based on movies/books, but I just don't want Elizabeth Darcy and Elizabeth Ortecho to hang out and be friends?)

8. Have you ever received hate on a fic?

I haven't! (Thank God) I see other people who do and I'm always flabbergasted why anyone would take the time to read something in its entirety just to yell that they didn't like it? There's a back button, my dude. There is an exit button. There is free will and all that. Curate your own fandom experience. If you don't wanna see things that upset you, then quit reading and find something you do wanna see?

9. Do you write smut?

Yes.

10. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

No! Or at least if I have, I'm not aware of it.

11. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

No I haven't! I don't even know how that works, tbh. Like, part of me would like to try and part of me is like.... scared of being the Bossy One in a group project.

12. What’s your all time favorite ship?

Malex. Followed by pynch and then sterek. TW became such a shit show by the end it kind of tainted my love for them.

13. What was the first fandom you wrote for?

Hanson!

14. What’s your favorite fic you’ve written?

Next question... Oh wait, we're finished!

I'd like to tag @pastelwitchling, @pippsmcgee, @thep0rnfairy, @im-the-punk-who, @lambourngb, @jocarthage, @flightspathfic, @malzysaur, @stayextrafrosty