#this song ahsghshs

[slowdive1994]

i wish I thought that was pretty so that I could turn you on and i had a dream you called me pretty and i told you you were wrong and i look for parts of you in every person that I meet bc my brain is dissipated and you’re where it used to be and it’s so typical of me to get so easily obsessed but in my head we’re in my bedroom and you’re getting undressed i want to take you to a rock show and kiss you in a bathroom stall i want to tell you that you’re mine and put you against a wall like a painting or a poster of a teenage crush i play it out inside my head as if you’re with me on the bus and we’re talking and you want to look inside my mind i say you can’t bc I LOST IT WHEN I KNEW YOU WERE ALIVE!!