#this show makes my head hurt sometimes kkkkkk

[septemberrie]

Hi! I was thinking about blood witches and what we've been shown so far about them and I noticed that Sebastian didn't put his plan in motion until Rosalind "came back" and became headmistress again. This got me thinking (I haven't rewatched s2 yet so I could be missing some things): Sebastian knew Bloom had the dragon flame and was at Aster Dell and that Roz took her, but did he ever find out where Bloom was all this time or that she was at Alfea when Farah was still headmistress? If he did, was he already planning how to get the DF? I just find it interesting that while Farah and Saul were in charge of Alfea and for the short time Bloom was there while Farah was alive, Sebastian didn't make any moves against them. Was it because he still didn't know where the DF was? His quest (including the violent attacks to steal fairy magic) started when Roz returned or at least it escalated; did the BW fear Roz would get in the way of their attempts to bring back the people from AD? Did they feel threatened and thought she'd try to start a war so they decided to make the first move? Roz told Farah that a greater threat was coming, was she talking about Sebastian and the BW getting ready to attack or was she talking about a war SHE was going to start against the BW? It kind of feels like her mere presence served as a catalyst for this conflict.

IIRC Saul said that Sebastian helped imprisoning Roz, how did he help? Does that mean Farah and Saul told him what happened or did they just ask for his help and gave no explanations? Is that how the BW even know what happened at AD since there didn't seem to be witnesses/survivors? And how did Sebastian know that Roz killed Farah and where she was buried?

Also, did Rosalind leave Bloom in the 1st world to protect her from the burned ones, to hide her from the BW or something else? Because leaving a fairy who hosts such a powerful and unstable magic to be raised by humans while not knowing magic even exists was a recipe for disaster. I feel like she didn't want anyone to know where this great power was so she'd be the only one to control it.

(I'm so sorry this is a mess but I still feel like there were many plot points I missed when watching s2 😂)

BABE how did you know I was sick at home just itching to answer long asks 😌 thank you Caro 💕💕💕

"I noticed that Sebastian didn't put his plan in motion until Rosalind "came back" and became headmistress again." I think we can chalk this up to Bloom's transformation more than Rosalind's return. Both happened the same day but I think her transformation is what signalled to Sebastian that she was the bearer of the Dragon Flame. Maybe he didn't know she was enrolled at Alfea until then, which is why he didn't make his move when Farah was headmistress. So once he hears about Bloom, and then finds out Roz is in charge and thus has the Dragon Flame in play, he starts escalating and building his army because he knows that Rosalind is planning to revive her side of the war as well.

"Roz told Farah that a greater threat was coming, was she talking about Sebastian and the BW getting ready to attack or was she talking about a war SHE was going to start against the BW?" While she might have been hoping Bloom would believe it was only the former, I think she was inevitably referencing the latter, and in any case was using it as a threat "I know more than you, you'll never know as much as me so you better heed me because I know best."

As far as Sebastian helping imprison Rosalind, man that's some interesting fodder for fic! If Roz has always had a vendetta against Blood Witches then I imagine he was only too eager to help, zero questions asked. I think you're onto something, that that's how the BW found out about Aster Dell.

And I think you're bang on about Rosalind hiding Bloom. She was definitely hiding Bloom from everyone--BW, Burned Ones, even Farah, by placing her in the First World, so that when Beatrix got to Alfea and released Rosalind, the Dragon Flame would be primed and ready for Rosalind to influence, manipulate, and ultimately control.

What do you think? Anything I missed?

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FOR EVERY ♫ I GET, I LIST A SONG I LIKE!

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Awake My Soul - Mumford & Sons (Essa música é uma das favs da @ofthemysciras e eu AMO a letra dela, AMO Mumford & Sons e como achei justo escolher uma deles pra colocar aqui...então lá vai.)

How fickle my heart and how woozy my eyesI struggle to find any truth in your liesAnd now my heart stumbles on things I don't knowMy weakness I feel I must finally showLend me your hand and we'll conquer them allBut lend me your heart and I'll just let you fallLend me your eyes I can change what you seeBut your soul you must keep, totally freeHar har, har har, har har, har harAwake my soulAwake my soul

In these bodies we will live, in these bodies we will dieAnd where you invest your love, you invest your life

Migraine - Twenty One Pilots (Vocês acharam que eu não ia falar de 21p hoje??? Bom, migraine é a trilha sonora da minha vida e ela não podia faltar aqui, ok? Ok.)

I-I-I I've got a migraineAnd my pain will range from up, down, and sideways,Thank God it's Friday'Cause Fridays will always be better than Sundays'Cause Sundays are my suicide days,I don't know why they always seem so dismal,Thunderstorms, clouds, snow, and a slight drizzle,Whether it's the weather or the letters by my bed,Sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head,Let it be said what the headache represents,It's me defending in suspense,It's me suspended in a defenseless testBeing tested by a ruthless examinantThat's represented best by my depressing thoughts,I do not have writer's block,My writer just hates the clock,It will not let me sleep, I guess I'll sleep when I'm dead,And sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head.

Am I the only one I knowWaging my wars behind my face and above my throat?Shadows will scream that I'm alone,But I know we've made it this far, kid.

(...)And I will say that we should take a day to break awayFrom all the pain our brain has made,The game is not played alone.And I will say that we should take a moment and hold it,And keep it frozen and know thatLife has a hopeful undertone.

See Me Now - The Kooks (Ainda lembro bem que essa música no show do lolla foi o mais próximo que cheguei de chorar em um show, quer dizer, eu chorei em outro show mas...BOM, essa música é bem bonitinha então vou deixar a letra toda aqui, beijos)

Well I've been a lot places,I learned to tie my own tie too,I've met a lot of faces,I've got some questions I'd like to ask you.If you could see me now,If you could see my smile,See your little boy,Oh, would you be proud?I've been in sticky situations,I fell in love with a girl who likes girls,I know mom's thinking of you,I'm busy trying to make it in this world,I hope I'm living your dream, daddyHave a drink on me upstairs.

Snuff - Slipknot (ACHO QUE EU NÃO IA TE FAZER AFUNDAR NA MINHA MÚSICA DE FAV HOJE, ARINARA?? Snuff é a minha música fav do Slipknot e eu amo muito o clipe mesmo ele sendo bem confuso kkkkkk MAS É ISSO, slipknot é uma das minhas bandas favs...O que pode ser um pouco surpreendente pra algumas pessoas. AMO COREY TAYLOR, AMÉM COREY TAYLOR. AMÉM SLIPKNOT. AMÉM STONE SOUR.)

So if you love me, let me go.And run away before I know.My heart is just too dark to care.I can't destroy what isn't there.Deliver me into my fate -If I'm alone I cannot hateI don't deserve to have you...My smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never know

(...)I couldn't face a life without your lightsBut all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight.

So save your breath, I will not hear.I think I made it very clear.You couldn't hate enough to love.Is that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren't my friend.Then I could hurt you in the end.

(...)So break yourself against my stonesAnd spit your pity in my soulYou never needed any helpYou sold me out to save yourselfAnd I won't listen to your shameYou ran away - you're all the sameAngels lie to keep control...

Ooh, my love was punished long agoIf you still care, don't ever let me know.

Therapy - All Time Low (Um minuto de silêncio pra música mais Rhysand Avery que existe nesse mundo, obrigada. Eu AMO essa música, é uma das minhas favs do All Time Low e combina muito com um dos meus OCs favoritos e isso me fez amar ela ainda mais)

In a city of fools,I was careful and cool,But they tore me apart like a hurricane...A handful of moments I wished I could changeBut I was carried away.Give me therapy.I'm a walking travestyBut I'm smiling at everything.Therapy...You were never a friend to meAnd you can keep all your misery.

(...) Arrogant boy,Love yourself so no one has to.They're better off without you.(They're better off without you.)Arrogant boy,Cause a scene like you're supposed to.They'll fall asleep without you.You're lucky if your memory remains.

[foruwithallmyheart-blog]

as minhas partes favoritas de cada música da playlist - parte 1

“i guess i always knew that i had all the strength to make it through… not gonna be afraid, i'm gonna wake up feeling beautiful today and know that i'm okay, cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways. so see, now… now i believe in me” – believe in me – demi lovato

“you can take everything i have, you can break everything i am, like i'm made of glass, like i'm made of paper. go on and try to tear me down, i will be rising from the ground like a skyscraper.” skyscraper – demi lovato

“my love is like a star, you can't always see me, but you know that i'm always there. when you see one shining take it as mine, and remember I’m always near. if you see a comet, i’m on it making my way back home. just follow the glow, it won’t be long, just know that you’re not alone.” – my love is like a star – demi lovato

“i used to hold my freak back, now i’m letting go. i make my own choice, bitch i run this show. so leave the lights on, no you can’t make me behave.” – confident – demi lovato

“and when your hope crashes down, shattering to the ground, y feel all alone. when you don't know which way to go and there's no signs leading you home, you're not alone.” – gift of a friend – demi lovato

“i want a gentlemen who treats me like a queen, i need respect, i need love, nothing in between. i will not spell it out for you if you can't see, cause you're not worth it, you don't deserve me and now i'm gone” – everything you’re not – demi lovato

“i don't know what i’d do without you, your words are like a whisper come through. as long as you are with me here tonight i'm good. […] cause you’re my sanity, you bring me peace, sing me to sleep… say you’ll be my nightingale.” – nightingale – demi lovato

“and we stand together facing a war, and our love is gonna conquer it all, we are lionhearts. you're here like a silhouette, when the darkness rules you're the brightest moon and i am safe.” – lionheart – demi lovato

“baby, fineness is the way to kill tell me how it feel, bet it's such a bitter pill. and yeah i know, you thought you had bigger, better things, bet right now this stings. cause the grass is greener under me, bright as technicolor, i can tell that you can see.” – sorry not sorry – demi lovato

“every night is like looking at a dark screen,you're never too young or too old to dream. you can make a fantasy into a reality, because you're creating your own masterpiece. close your eyes and dream it, seeing is believing.” – work of art – demi lovato

“i just entered this brand new world and i'm so open hearted. i know i’ve got a long way to go, but i'm just getting started.” – me, myself and time – demi lovato

“all the youth in the world will not save you from growing older and all the truth in a girl is too precious to be stolen from her. it’s just the way it is and maybe it’s never gonna change, but i got a mind to show my strength and i got a right to speak my mind. and i’m gonna pay for this, they’re gonna burn me at the stake, but i got a fire in my veins, i wasn't made to fall in line.” – fall in line – christina aguilera feat. demi lovato

“there's always gonna be another mountain, i'm always gonna wanna make it move. always gonna be an uphill battle, sometimes i'm gonna have to lose. ain’t about how fast i get there, ain’t about what's waiting on the other side. it’s the climb.” – the climb – miley cyrus

“don't be afraid to make a move, it won't hurt you, just do what you were born to do and everything works out right. don't listen to all the people who hate, cause all they do is help make your mistakes for you.” – liberty walk – miley cyrus

“i wanna fly, i wanna drive, i wanna go, i wanna be a part of something i don’t know. and if you try to hold me back i might explode. baby, by now you should know, i can’t be tamed.” – can’t be tamed – miley cyrus

“you’ve got every right to a beautiful life, c’mon. who says? who says you’re not perfect? who says you’re not worth it? who says you’re the only one that’s hurting? trust me, that’s the price of beauty, who says you’re not pretty? who says you’re not beautiful? who says?” – who says – selena gomez

“the world can be a nasty place, you know it, i know it. we don’t have to fall from grace, put down the weapons you fight with and kill ‘em with kindness.” – kill ‘em with kindness – selena gomez

“don't go and waste your precious time with all the nonsense on your mind. don't criticize yourself no more, you got a smile worth fighting for. you've got everything with your perfect porcelain, ain't no one compare to it, you just gotta remind yourself that you're amazing babe, you break it down in every way, could be smiling every day, you just gotta remind yourself. […] cause you’re brave, yeah, you’re honest and you’re beautiful, girl.” – brave, honest, beautiful – fifth harmony

“where’re you from? must be heaven. you’d be rich if looking good was your profession. think i’m in love, cause you’re so sexy. boy, i ain’t talking about you, i’m talking to my own reflection.” – reflection – fifth harmony

“C-O-N-F-I-D-E-N-T, that’s me, i’m confident. don’t want your compliments, use common sense, i’m on my michelle obama. shhh, shut your mouth, boy i think you know who run this house. i ain’t thirsting for no bae, cause i already know what you’re tryna say.” – bo$$ - fifth harmony

“you’ve been down before, you’re been hurt before, you got up before, you’ll be good to go. destiny said it, you got to get up and get it, get mad independent and don’t you ever forget it. got some dirt on your shoulder, then let me brush it off for you. if you’re feeling me, put your five high, that’s my girl!” – that’s my girl – fifth harmony

“cold, cause she has been here before, she doesn’t cry anymore, no looking back. no, she doesn't go to the bar, too many lovers she's scarred, and they want her back. she loves control, she wants it her way. and there’s no way she’ll ever stay unless you give it up.” – she loves control – camila cabello

“darling, come on and let me in. darling, all of the strangers are gone, they're gone. i said, darling, come on and let me see. darling, i promise that i won't run. so tell me, who are you in the dark?” – in the dark – camila cabello

“i’m a survivor, i'm not gonna give up, i'm not gonna stop, i'm gonna work harder. i'm a survivor, i'm gonna make it, i will survive, keep on surviving.” – survivor – destiny’s child

“but there’s a hope that’s waiting for you in the dark, you should know you’re beautiful just the way you are, and you don’t have to change a thing, the world could change its heart. no scars to your beautiful, we’re stars and we’re beautiful.” – scars to your beautiful – alessia cara

“you don't have to feel like a waste of space, you're original, cannot be replaced. if you only knew what the future holds, after a hurricane comes a rainbow. maybe a reason why all the doors are closed, so you could open one that leads you to the perfect road.” – firework – katy perry

“you tried to break me, but you see. what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, stand a little taller, doesn't mean i'm lonely when i'm alone. what doesn't kill you makes a fighter, footsteps even lighter, doesn't mean i'm over cause you're gone.” – stronger (what doesn’t kill you) – kelly clarkson

“don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars, seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing, it's okay not to be okay. sometimes it's hard to follow your heart. tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising, just be true to who you are.” – who you are – jessie j

“pretty, pretty please, don’t you ever, ever feel like you’re less than fucking perfect. pretty, pretty please if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me. you’re so mean when you talk about yourself, you were wrong. change the voices in your head, make them like you instead.” – fucking perfect – p!nk

“i’m beautiful in my way, cause God makes no mistakes, i’m on the right track, baby, i was born this way. don't hide yourself in regret, just love yourself and you're set. i’m on the right track, baby, i was born this way.” – born this way – lady gaga

“i woke up like this, i woke up like this. we flawless, ladies tell them. i woke up like this, i woke up like this. we flawless, ladies tell them. say “i look so good tonight”, God damn, God damn. say “i look so good tonight” God damn, God damn, God damn!” – flawless – beyoncé (na verdade a minha parte favorita dessa música é o discurso icônico da Chimamanda, mas é muito grande então deixa essa kkkkkk)

“i've gotta keep the calm before the storm, i don’t want less, i don't want more. must bar the windows and the doors to keep me safe, to keep me warm. […] God keep my head above water, don’t let me drown, it gets harder. i’ll meet you there at the altar, as i fall down to my knees, don’t let me drown.” – head above water – avril lavigne

“you know that i'm a crazy bitch, i do what i want, when i feel like it, all i want to do is lose control. and that's why i smile, it's been a while since everyday and everything has felt this right.” – smile – avril lavigne

“you're not alone, together we stand. i'll be by your side, you know i'll take your hand. when it gets cold and it feels like the end, there's no place to go, you know i won't give in. keep holding on cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through, just stay strong cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you.” – keep holding on – avril lavigne

“tenha dentro do seu coração pureza e verdade, o que você transmitir volta com intensidade. quando não souber o que pedir, peça felicidade. quando não souber o que doar, doe sua metade. e depois vai sentir a energia e satisfação de ver nascer um novo dia.” – peça felicidade – melim

“used to cry about some crazy shit before, i used to feel so obligated to be so much more. i used to let some people tell me how to live and what to be, but if i can’t be me, than fuck’s the point? no, i don’t care about it anymore.” – i don’t care – ariana grande

“baby, don’t you know? all of them tards gonna come and go. baby, you just gotta make up your mind that every little thing is gonna be alright.” – be alright – ariana grande

“here's one thing you can trust, it take you and me to make us. one of those days you had enough, i'll be there. cause if it ain't one thing, it's another. if you need someone to pull you out the bubble, i'll be right there just to hug you, i'll be there. where are you? are you home? call me right on the phone, i'll be there. i don't care who is gone, you shouldn't be alone, i'll be there.” – get well soon – ariana grande

“right now i’m in a state of mind, i wanna be in like all the time. ain’t got no tears left to cry, so i’m picking it up, picking it up, i’m loving, i’m living, i’m picking it up.” – no tears left to cry – ariana grande

“sometimes it’s hard to find my way up into the clouds, tune it out, they can be so loud. you remind me of a time when things weren’t so complicated, all i need is to see your face. feel my blood running, swear the sky’s falling, i know that all this shit’s fabricated. time goes by and i can't control my mind, don’t know what else to try, but you tell me every time: just keep breathing and breathing and breathing and breathing, oh, i gotta keep, i keep on breathing.” – breathin’ – ariana grande

“and i can be all the things you told me not to be, when you try to come for me i keep on flourishing, and he see the universe when I'm in company, it’s all in me.” - God is a woman - ariana grande

“you're insecure don't know what for, you’re turning heads when you walk through the door, don't need makeup to cover up, being the way that you are is enough.” - what makes you beautiful - one direction

“you never love yourself half as much as i love you, you'll never treat yourself right darling but i want you to. if i let you know, i’m here for you, maybe you'll love yourself like i love you.” - little things - one direction

“we all need something, this can't be over now. if i could hold you, i swear i'd never put you down. diana, let me be the one to light a fire inside those eyes, you've been lonely, you don't even know me, but i can feel you crying. diana, let me be the one to lift your heart up and save your life, i don’t think you even realise, baby, you'd be saving mine.” - diana - one direction

“if this is love then love is easy, it’s the easiest thing to do. if this is love then love completes me, cause it feels like i've been missing you. a simple equation with no complications, to leave you confused. if this is love, love, love, it’s the easiest thing to do.” - love is easy - mcfly

“quando não houver saída, quando não houver mais solução, ainda há de haver saída, nenhuma idéia vale uma vida. quando não houver esperança, quando não restar nem ilusão, ainda há de haver esperança, em cada um de nós, algo de uma criança.” - enquanto houver sol - titãs

“tudo vai ficar bem e as minhas lágrimas vão secar. tudo vai ficar bem e essas feridas vão se curar. se recebo dor, te devolvo amor, e quanto mais dor recebo, mais percebo que sou indestrutível.” - indestrutível - pabllo vittar

“lights will guide you home and ignite your bones, and i will try to fix you.” - fix you - coldplay

“cause you're a sky, you're a sky full of stars. such a heavenly view, you're such a heavenly view.” - a sky full of stars - coldplay

“beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful angel, love your imperfections, every angle. tomorrow comes and goes before you know, so i just had to let you know.” - beautiful (remix) - bazzi feat camila cabello

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Girl Spirit review -Ep 3- *Fight Song Team “B”*

This week is the part two of fight song theme, team “B” will be performing .. as they called themselves the team of death XD it’ll be a fierce competition for sure !  The order of performances as it was decided by Bohyung in the first episode goes like this: 

1- BESTIe’s U.Ji 2- April’s JinSol 3- Ladies Code’s Sojung 4- Fiestar’s Hyemi 5- Spica’s Bohyung, 6- Laboum’s soyeon 

Let the fight begin ! 

First one to head to the stage was U.JI .. I had no idea about her past with Exid or about BESTIe either tbh, but I felt so sad for her, many people address idols in a harsh attacking words that they don’t see how hurtful they are, but they can drive those idols crazy or even take  dramatic decisions, I hope people would stop assuming and attacking from behind the screen it’s really frustrating and those idols have already enough to be depressed about so cut them some slack please u_u I hope her group becomes more successful in the future U.JI sang Whitney Houston’s “I Have Nothing”, Brave choice I must say, but from the first note she sang she pas amazing, you could tell she felt the song and that she poured her emotions into it,I was almost moved to tears at some point, also it was a very mature performance, she did so well, she plays with the notes and volume and techniques, you can tell she’s a very good singer, I feel sorry again for not knowing her before, many people would name Hyorin for songs like these but I feel UJI was so much better with her techniques.. I love Hyurin it’s just a reflection on how narrow our thinking can be in Kpop.. anyway what an opening stage !! She got a super high score which she deserved totally everyone was WOWed 

Next was JinSeol, poor girl she was terrified after UJI’s performance XD yet she did well, at first she played a clip of her froom 2 years ago, these things always tangle the audience’s hearts and make you relate with the person, she sang well overall it was a nice light stage good for her age 

next is Sojung , I was so so happy to see her exercise like that, she talked about beating eating disorders and strength and breathing control, which is all very important for singer, I wish more girl group members start eating healthy foods and workout more to have a healthier mind and body *fighting* 

Sojung  performed Lee Hi’s “1.2.3.4″ which I thought wwas a good choice for her voice and style, it was a shame she had a cold though, the performance couldn’ve been so much better if her condition was good because of that she looked nervous and regretful too T-T still she gave a very good performance and  the guys were just drooling there hahaha  then the Guru was complaining about the score XD I feel him, the audience can be weird sometimes 

Forth performer is Hyemi, side note I always like to see idol stars going to college and pursuing their studies, not many can have that but it’s very important so props to her for doing it. She decided to sing is Miss A’s “Hush” she performed well her dancng and stage appeal was very good, her voice worked well and the EDM fusion was interesting, but it was almost a forgettable stage which is a shame, I think she’s still looking for THE song that will make her shine, also I don’t see how is Hush a fight song but that’s a personal perspective which I have no say about XD 

Time now for Bohyung to take the stage, she’s performing “The Unwritten Legend” by Shin Seunghun, she only had one day to prepare for it but .. man that girl can sing :o She picked a song she relates to, more that relating it was what inspired her to become a singer in the first place, the way she arranged and sang it was so great I want it on my phone tbh, her confidence and style of singing is so different from others, it shows a lot of maturity and contol I really admire her, I also hope Spica get better songs from now on like PLEASE!! 

Last stage already, Soyeon’s fight song is Lee Mija’s ‘Lady Dongbaek” she wanted to dedicate it to her teacher who helped her during her high school years, you could tell from the start that the performance was gonna be very emotional and that what it was, the song is so beautiful itself (I love older songs excuse me) and she sang it with grace and beauty I liked her stage overall. When she finished they showed her her teacher who was actually in the audience the entire time, I cried rivers at that moment, it was just too emotional and touching for everyone, Teachers have a great impact on our lives I hope more of them realize that and help their students more !

After all the performances were over, the second round of votes was held and based on it here are the top 3 of this episode: 

3- A tie between Sojung and Soyeon

2- Bohyung 

1 UJI 

It was a nice episode, the final ranking made sense to me too so I can’t wait for the next one ^^  ps: I wasn’t wrong to call Seunghee the female Sandeul lol her reactions are amazing kkkkkk 

That’s all for this Episode, I hope to write my reviw on 4th episode soon 

Bye Bye~~