#this shouldn't be a thing so early on
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Look. I may not be a dedicated haurchefucker blog but. If he wins this poll, and only then, you get to choose which one of these pinups I put some work into. I still don't have tumblr polls so we'll have to take this to twitter though.
#i'm deeply sorry that we have to choose between him and aymeric#at all and in round one especially#this shouldn't be a thing so early on#also have you seen the earlier tags on this from back when haurchie was losing?#those people sounded DEVASTATED#i'm doing this for them#bc they've collectively already gone through a loss#i won't let that happen again#ffxiv#haurchefant greystone#haurchefant de fortemps#own: next lvl
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can i just say. and this is probably a niche hill to die on. that i am so gobsmacked every time someone vaguely hints at the idea that jotaro doesn't care meaningfully for the other crusaders, usually particularly kakyoin and joseph, when those two actually tend to be the ones he reacts to being hurt the hardest
like he cares for his loved ones!!!! that literally plays into his character motives in every single part he shows up in!!! stop lying to me!!!!!!!
#me.txt#jjba#i'm going to ramble in tags actually. excuse me#ok. rereading sdc and so confused at the general perception of jotaro and his friends/family. he's not NEARLY as flat or as dickish#i understand that the anime (particularly the dub) tends to slander him but even then he still clearly cares for them! i'm confused#i also understand that a lot of people dig against jotaro and kakyoin as a dynamic because 'they're popular' and that generally disliking#popular things across media is a thing that i've seen consistently everywhere but the discredit to them simply as a DUO and not even as a#pairing is so..... odd..... like they're considered to be a duo that clicks for a reason. i enjoyed them even before i got into the fandom#every time i see someone say jotaro is overrated/dull i take a shot and assume they're an anime-only or only read the manga like once btw#joseph and jotaro also have a neat dynamic and they obviously both love and care for each other. like they're not going to go around loudly#or anything but literally the entirety of the lovers and the prelude to the dio fight IS jotaro being worked up over joseph getting hurt#equally i don't know if it translates to the anime as much but joseph is VERY complimentary when it comes to jotaro. like he sings his#praises so often and reminds everyone that he's his grandson so frequently (d'arby the gamer is a good example of this). either way it's so#peculiar....... there's not enough avdol and jotaro content btw (also in canon) because jotaro obviously looks up to him and avdol jokes#around with him on the occasion they interact after their intro which doesn't start very well. it's very cute#i do think an important thing to note about jotaro's character is how he acts AFTER his intro because he's so drastically different. early#jotaro and later jotaro aren't the same character and i do not mean this in a character development way. excluding the jail incident he's#completely different and probably shouldn't really be taken into account (especially considering the amount of slapstick in araki's intros)#and i think that's really???? what people center on for his character? Which sucks balls bad!#anyways. i could ramble more about this if asked i have so much to say but sigh. jotaro cares so much for his friends and family he's not a#flat fully cold asshole character regardless of whether you watch the anime or ova or read the manga. you just have poor media literacy#i wouldn't recommend watching solely the anime for his character though. the dub also changes a lot so it's... questionable#i love the anime and it's still important for him though. also adds neat stuff. i need to stop myself. i have many thoughts on the matter#jotaro kujo#joseph joestar#noriaki kakyoin#adding in case anyone sees: i am not saying that he is perfect about this. in fact he is very ass about it with jolyne and holly and that's#very important. he also is in fact an asshole sometimes. NOT as much as you guys are making him though!#please don't get me started on how much of a dick etc people make kakyoin to veer away from the 'woobified' characterizations of him#in fact i think that's bad if not worse because it CLAIMS to be in character. hes a prim asshole at times but not that angry or dishevelled
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guys please pray for me
#I don't know how to explain what's going on but I'm struggling and don't know how to get a handle on it#I think that there's two issues going on that are probably somewhat intertwined because I'm fixating on them as such#so maybe I need to separate out the one that is stupid and I shouldn't be fixating on it#and then just focus on the other thing as it is and not as a symptom of whatever else#idk but it's so weird and complicated that I just can't figure out how to explain it#and I've gone to my mom over stuff related to this enough lately so I won't again#idk I'm just. maybe I'm having a hard time because I'm so tired. I've been getting up early every day this week#and yet still can't fall asleep earlier so I'm not getting enough sleep I don't think.#I haven't had a break since friday#maybe that's part of it#bc I was fine for a while and then this week I'm fixating on what ifs and my own failures (that are somewhat out of my control#because I... don't know how to capture my thoughts while I'm literally mostly asleep? probably habit when I'm awake lol)#so i think there's a level of spiritual attack making me fixate and also just#tiredness#yeah.#anyway.#prayer request
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I love Steph's origin as told in the Secret Origins 80 page giant- I just overall think it strengthens her character by giving her a lot of pathos and adding to her heroism (which isn't something writers were focused on in her actual intro in detective comics #647 since she was just meant to act as a plot device back then) BUT there is one tiny detail in it i will begrudge, and that is the portrayal of her having a minor love at first sight moment for tim
Secret origins 80 page giant, ID in alt
(or well, technically this was their second meeting in that story (the brick was the first) so...love at second sight?)
Mostly because Stephanie showed no interest in her introduction and only showed romantic feelings towards Tim AFTER this moment here:
Robin (1993) #4, ID in alt
Straight up the progression here goes:
The adventure in 'tec where they first meet -> Tim investigating the same crime scene as Steph -> she beats him up not knowing it's him at first, apologizes but says he shouldn't have scared her -> he remembers her/the moniker she goes by -> they talk about plot for a few pages -> Stephanie starts flirting
Robin (1993) #4, ID in alt
Which...is so fascinating to me and says so much about Stephanie. She highlights the fact that Tim "remembered" her. Like. Steph. Girl. This is our bar? It's sweet but kind of speaks to how much Stephanie is ignored at home/how little and sporadically she's shown interacting with her peers (and rarely ever the same kids twice). Her idea of peak romance is just...being on someone's mind even when you're not there.
Kind of also adds layers to Steph's proclivity towards jealousy later on, a manifestation of her insecurity and loneliness (though don't get it twisted, she's not written this way bc Dixon and co think it's an interesting character flaw, they wrote it bc they think it's an inherent character flaw of (particularly young) women/girls, which is very apparent in how he approaches Ariana's character as well from what I've read)
Also the fact that Steph becomes so smitten for Tim almost immediately after this is (a few issues later she aggressively flirts with him during AN ACTIVE HOSTAGE SITUATION. WHERE SHE'S THE HOSTAGE) again is kind of a mixture of kind of funny and sad. One boy is nice to her once and she's fully ready to wife him. Girl you are deranged (affectionate) (concerned)
#ramblings of a lunatic#dc comics#stephanie brown#tim drake#timsteph#meta#< ??? ig#robin 1993#made this post and forgot to finish. saved it in drafts. saw posts that annoyed me. proceeded to finish it#the subset of fans who think they're doing a righteous feminism by giving steph more flaws than she has in canon...headaches#yes flawed female characters are important representation no i dont think you projecting chuck dixons conservative values onto her-#-is doing her character a great favour. if so you need to commit to the bit and make tim a stone cold nark /j#sorry okay im done vaguing. there's real things going on in the world that matter. the bad take is the mind killer etc etc#anyway the zero to 100 progression of early timsteph is fascinating. on the one hand i know it's mostly a product of its time#both in terms of portrayals of romance (esp teen romance) and partially of women and girls by dixon (not extremely boy obsessed-#-but there's a. dark shadow of the boy crazy trope. a gentle whiff of it in the air. just a little)#but bc this aspect isn't blatantly/egregiously author bias i choose to analyse it#i could also analyse how steph in general is portrayed as liking guys she can't/shouldn't have a little#(her crush on the much older detective in bg2009 and also tim a little bit w/ the secret identity thing)#(but that's a whole other discussion. also that aspect of the romance in bg2009 is. also a little sexistly motivated-#-and also dropped part way through to an extent so like..not exactly ripe for analysis)#ANYWHO i love you Steph <3 you're unwell and yet so adorable and compelling Steph <3
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i will not participate in the discourse but once again, i think some people would really enjoy watching interview with the vampire or lost or hannibal if what they want is to over analyse facial expressions and make theories about body language and what that look from three seasons ago means instead of weewoo procedural #384772 on air this week that is as straightforward as shows come where you're supposed to take most everything happening onscreen at face value
#like i'm sorry but the writers that write their characters going through life altering situations that have no physical or mental#consequences two episodes later are NOT carefully writing a characters' body language to contradict what's going on onscreen that only a#select group of viewers who are already wantching with a biased lens will catch that will eventually make sense in two seasons#911 is pretty tell don't show as things go. when they mean something they make sure to make it obvious on screen. if they want you to be#distrustful of a character or situation they will play it in a way that makes obvious you shouldn't trust it#that's just not the case with tommy#we're being shown a tender and loving relationship between these two characters and what we're supposed to take away from it is that...#they're happy and comfortable and falling in love. tommy leaving the date early wasn't supposed to show how you shouldn't trust his#relationship with buck and meant to foreshadow how he will eventually break his heart. it's there to move the plot forward so buck could#have his coming out scene with eddie and the scene at the cafe where we're once again shown how much buck wants this relationship to work#if you want shows that show you the opposite of what you're supposed to take from it go watch interview with the vampire#//hayden#tv:911#anyway!
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she's beauty she's grace she's Miss Eevee Cosplay 3.0
#personal#pls don't ask me why i'm up at 2am i don't wanna talk about it#anyway i think she's mostly done maybe#i did some more work on the bangs on the wig after i took these pictures so they look better#and i might try to find some flowery earrings when i go to the store for some other stuff tomorrow#but all the major things are done. i think.#honestly i'm all over the place rn so i could be forgetting something#i keep bouncing back and forth between the one million things i have to do (con and not con-related)#anyway i usually try to do a different cosplay every day of con but idk i think i'll just wear flower eevee both saturday and sunday#bc i've put so much work into it and tbh i don't think i can handle trying to get another cosplay ready rn#the only exception would be maybe doing eevee 1.0 or 2.0 bc have everything except the wigs for those ready bc of eevee 3.0#totoro is friday bc my friends and i are doing a ghibli group!!#i wish i had a different ghibli cosplay just bc i've done totoro so much but i do love totoro and she's easy and comfy so that'll be nice#sorry shutting up now i need to go to bed i have WORK TOMORROW#cries#i should start taking off the whole week of convention lol#(no i shouldn't i should just get back in the habit of getting my cosplays done early and not con crunching -.-)
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Y'know one of the fun things about having dyspraxia is the way my brain can just completely bork up sequences of actions I've been doing for the last 30+ years, especially if I get distracted at all.
The other day I went to get undressed for bed while I was watching a youtube video and instead of taking off my shoes and then socks, I took off one shoes and the corresponding sock and just ??? That is not how the sequence goes! Sitting on the edge of my bed feeling like a lemon with one fully booted foot and one bare to the world.
More than a few times of a morn, I've gotten dressed and stuck my feet in my shoes only to stop and think "nope, trousers first, then shoes".
Cannot tell you how many times I've poured cold water into a mug because I filled the kettle, put it on the base and just forgot to actually turn it on. I come back a minute or two later and assume it's boiled, but no, it was never on.
One time working in a restaurant I scraped a plate over the bin, and then went to drop the cutlery into the bucket on the far side of the bin, as I did many times every day. Except this time I just let go of the cutlery over the bin and then extended my empty hand over the bucket. Just straight up did the moving my hand and opening it steps in the wrong order.
Anyway, dyspraxia is ridiculous. And so co-morbid with ADHD if you've got one it's definitely worth knowing about. Especially if you were diagnosed with dyspraxia before like 2000 or something - I was diagnosed with dyspraxia aged like 7, and they didn't catch my ADHD until I was about 24.
Tbh, a bunch of the symptoms of dyspraxia I grew up knowing about and suffering with I now think are actually just ADHD. That they're commonly observed in dyspraxics because over half of us have ADHD. I was always told that dyspraxics often struggle with internal organisational stuff, timekeeping and attention and it's just like...yeah I don't think that's the dyspraxia actually.
#dyspraxia#adhd#actually adhd#honestly the number of things I was taught early on that were dyspraxia things like memory issues and attention problems#that were well established as being issues I suffered with#idk how they missed my rampant ADHD#except I *think* at the time people didn't really know about the link between it and ADHD so it was just like#oh yeah that's the dyspraxia we know what's going on#instead of hey this kid clearly has adhd lets get him some drugs#anyway it's still funny sometimes the way my brain can just totally whiff basic sequences#I'm 35 I really shouldn't fuck up getting dressed 🤣
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sitting in the parking lot thinking i might vom
#it's a chain place and ive been on the other side of places like this#(i wasnt an interviewer but i was friends with them)#and there at least people would show up late + in sweats for the interview and they'd get it!#they would show up with 'oh yeah interview today almost forgot' and they'd get it!#meanwhile im having a breakdown trying to do everything right and perfect#making sure i look nice but not too nice bc again its a chain fast food place and i cant try Too Hard#also these pants dont have belt loops and they tend to shift#AND my right hand is swollen from the wasp sting yesterday so im worried its gonna be 'wtf is wrong with you'#but also shouldn't it say something that im here anyway even though i could have rescheduled#but then its like... im not gonna kill myself for this place like i did at mcd and does it give that impression?#or should i have rescheduled bc they'll think it's bad decision making to come anyway with my hand swollen#also worried that i should have parked nearby and come over closer to the time bc am i the freak sitting in the parking lot#but at least im early! but am i too early? but im out here not rushing them. but should i be so they know I Am Interested#not to even mention wtf im gonna say to them to explain my employment gap#and im so paranoid that im gonna go in and say im there for an interview and they're gonna be like ???#bc it was through an automatic text/email thing when i applied#which was how my last job happened but idk. maybe im an idiot and it's all fake so they can point and laugh#and i KNOW thats ridiculous. but that's how it feels rn.#also im worried they'll ask if i want something to eat/drink and i dont know the right answer#like i feel like i should say yes bc what do you mean you wont eat here? but the wrong thing means im taking advantage#and how will i be if im actually working there?#and its all so dumb bc#AGAIN people roll out of bed confident and they're fine. meander their way through and theyre fine. theres no reason to think i wont be#but ANXIETY#its gonna be an out of body experience no matter what and later I'll wonder about all the things i dont remember#if i fucked up or not#and now i have to go in bc it's 7 minutes until my time and i want to be a little early but not too much#fuck#wish me luck#ks talks
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Somewhere in here I gotta fit a speech bubble BUT. Sillies...
#I KNOW I SHOULDN'T SPOIL THIS ONE. I KNOW I SHOULDN'T. BUT AT THE SAME TIME.#i feel like it WILL hit different w the context/dialogue. so. i'm not spoiling anything at all actually.#i'll probably have to move around the sparkle effects anyway. but. it's so funny to me. the way it is rn#I'M MAKING PROGRESS!!!!!!!!! almosd ALL THREE PAGES have basic pencil work done now!!!!!!#LIKE. THAT'S SO CLOSE TO BEING INKED. WHICH IS SO CLOSE TO BEING COLORED. WHICH IS SO CLOSE. SO CLOSE ......#i'm. really not all that close i shouldn't set myself up for unrealistic expectations LMFAOOOOO#BUT... BUT...... I'M MAKING PROGRESS.............#i am gonna be a little busy though! so. unfortunately won't be able to keep chipping at it lmfao#but maybe that'll help too. i do almost feel i was stuck in a rut about it.#ALSO. CRAZIEST THING. WAS DRAWING ALFONSE'S HAIR LIKE. CONSISTENTLY. FROM PANEL TO PANEL.#like yes i draw him all the fucking time. but i am developing A Method for it. after like. don't make me count the years again .#i gotta rest up though i got an early day tomorrow! helping out the neighbor 🫡🫡🫡 yard sard....#fe alfonse#moe tag#summoner oc#wip#my art
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Okayo I did a bit of echoes in the mountain, and now that we know Semmelweis only has a few months to live and chose to work as a field agent instead of staying on a hospital bed, that would mean that... something happened in this mission that got her turned into a vampire? Since she is playable come 1.9 and is one when introduced to us.
Though it seems like she has no actual connection to real life Ignaz Semmelweis asides from her name. Man 😔 no anime girl father of hand hygiene for me then. I was banking on that so hard.
#reverse 1999#playing rev 1999#certified storm moments#disclaimer i am only at the second part of the event#i quite like the event. im taking screenshots of every event that you get.#i shouldn't be jumping that gun but. damn im thinking of archiving it but then i still haven't even gotten so many things done with the sit#but there's a lot of moving parts and allat stuff. ergh#im a bit lost on whats with some of the mechanics but things are still going smoothly. well except the time i accidentally ended the missio#early because i quit one of the battles which. whatever
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US Pap question - Does he like to play pranks/jokes on people? If so what kinds? Does he have an instance where everything turned out perfect for the prank/joke? If not is there another way he likes to mess with people, playfully or not?
I actually already answered this in this post!
But overall, even if not much of a prankster in a traditional sense, he is definitely very playful and silly. I think people have a tendency to overlook how teasing/joking UT Papyrus is, I mean, pretty much every time he and Sans are in a scene together they turn it into a bit, but for some reason a lot of people tend to water it down to Sans being a jokester and Papyrus getting mad at him. They play off of each other!
So in that same vein, I feel like Stretch is more about hitting verbal beats and physical goofs than planning or preparing things usually :*)
#he’s so silly tho ilh#he was probably scared away from pranks at an early age bc it would initiate prank wars and I feel like us sans gets WAY too intense abt it#has anyone in this thread seen new girl? Winston's pranking problem is how I see Blue probably#but ONLY if it's escalated. if he pulls a prank first probably just a very ut sans level prank but if it's as revenge? things can spiral#someone: we should prank your brother!#stretch: -has flashbacks that you can't see but can hear screams explosions a building collapsing. blinking back to the present-#stretch: um maybe we shouldn't do that#sun spots#underswap papyrus#ty for the ask!!!!!! ✨#us stretch#neonstarslight#clear sky sunset
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Hi! I love your blog! I just want to let you know that you should not be fasting if you have an eating disorder/disordered eating habits! (It’s the same thing if you are pregnant or sick - always necessary to take care of yourself first!) I just wanted to let you know with yom kipper coming up soon! I’m not judging you at all, this comes from complete genuine sincerity (hence all the exclamation points lol)
No, I totally get it, and I appreciate the thought you had to send this!
I totally agree with that sentiment - I've personally decided to at least try fasting since I feel I'm in a decent place to do so. I wouldn't hesitate to end a fast, and I haven't observed minor fasts (e.g. Esther's fast) currently.
If someone is seeing this who might apply: this goes for you. Fasting does not outweigh your life; if you do decide to fast, you can break it any time you need to🩵🩵
#ask#jumblr#eating disorder tw#ed tw#like most everything else i have a complex relationship with this#honestly the only thing i don't have a super nuanced/complex relationship with is music i've realized#so i really do appreciate the thought and kindness#if i ever find that i can't or shouldn't continue a fast i just break it#i broke mine a little early myself
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Finally got around to finishing Netflix's ATLA adaptation. I have a LOT of notes, but I think the biggest one is this:
At the end of Season 1 of the original, Aang had at least started learning waterbending alongside Katara, and a little bit of Firebending with Jeong Jeong. Outside of the Avatar State, he had at least started 3/4 elements.
By the same point in NATLA, he's only at 1/4. I don't think this kid has bent a single drop of water. So far he is just a *really* good airbender who can do some spirit world stuff. That should give you a good idea as to why I have a few issues with it.
#THEY COMPLETELY REMOVED AANG LEARNING WITH KATARA ON THE WAY TO THE NORTH#LIKE I UNDERSTAND REMOVING THE BRIEF FIREBENDING EARLY ON TO SOME DEGREE#BUT THE TWO OF THEM LEARNING WATERBENDING TOGETHER WAS PRETTY IMPORTANT#I have a whole lot of other nitpicks like how they kept sprinkling in moments with Azula that didn't add much of anything#and how all of season one of natla didn't seem to establish her as well as the very first episode she was in from season two did#but this is just the biggest thing I have at the moment#atla#avatar the last airbender#netflix atla#natla#natla spoilers#netflix avatar the last airbender#cryptid says stuff#OH DON'T EVEN GET ME *STARTED* ON WHAT THEY DID TO BUMI HE FELT LIKE A DIFFERENT CHARACTER#overall it is better then the movie did by a HUGE margin and they got the main character's name right so thats something#there were definitely things about it I liked and places where there was clearly love put into it but also places that were not done great#there were changes they could have done better and changes that shouldn't have been made#and I think most of the problems I have comes from the 'could have done better' category and overall it wasn't THAT bad
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it's like the thoughts saw me all worn out by being sick and decided this is the time to move in. so many possibilities. so many ways i could kill myself. not going to though
#not today#nor am i actively planning to kill myself at any point#there's a style of discord status i use when im seriously considering suicide and i realised the other day that it's consistent when i took#it down#(did i mention i was extremely close to committing suicide last thursday? talked myself out of it though)#idk why im saying this#tw suicide#ignore me#truly though im fine#a part of me is tempted to simply present to emergency instead of turning up to my exam on monday idk#or maybe i just do the exam and hope im with it enough to pass. maybe kill myself after. as a treat#no no i joke#i really shouldn't joke about this stuff tho sorry#just ignore me#i dont want to die i just want things to be different#and i rlly want to stop seeing all medical professionals but thats currently not possible unless i just. cancel everything. hide out in my#house. whatever.#which im not gonna do rn#it's too late for this lolol#im just staying up for another like. half hour. before it's not Too Early to go to bed. i am so tired
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"i feel like luffy knows right from the start who to fight." chopper gets it! the rest of the crew is waiting for him out on the bridge because they know this isn't their fight and all they can do is wait for their captain. the marines can't believe that this tiny group of pirates wiped out cp9 because this straw hat was a rookie, and the rest of the crew shouts out to him that they made it to the bridge, they got robin, and all he has left to do is kick lucci's ass and they can leave. and luffy smiles.
#the marines: WE HAVE IDENTIFIED PIRATE HUNTER ZORO AND NICO ROBIN#... and NO ONE ELSE#god zoro the reputation you have that your name is known throughout the east blue and across the grand line#(yes i know he got his first bounty poster after they crossed BUT THE POINT BEING his name is KNOWN by many and was early on/first)#luffy picking a fight with the 'big bad' can easily be written off as 'oh he's just picking fights with the biggest guy' which yes but no#picking fights is more than just throwing a punch at the first person he sees#and it's been well established from jaya that you need to be able to gauge which fights are worth it#(luffy's fight with bellamy is actually one of my current favorites because it's him yammering and then just one punch)#and i think luffy's logic is a mix of things! one being that this guy has it coming because he had a major hand in robin's plight here#and other that he's the captain so is it not his job to look after his crew? take on the fights they shouldn't have to?#it's very important that each straw hat (and pirates as a whole but esp this crew because they're small) can pull their own weight#but you know luffy won't be pulling any of his punches#does any of this make sense my brain is fried#kate watches op#enies lobby#this was a post about chopper lmao
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growing up being denied getting what you ask for for birthdays/christmas because of x & y reasons you get older and you find yourself not able to ask for the things you want 😬
#lex waffles#or really asking for things in general#or is this just a me thing#like even non-expensive stuff i never got#so idk after a while i stopped asking for things and just accepted whatever i got which is fine whatever i'm grateful but still#even if there was things i wanted or needed#meanwhile my brother got everything he ever wanted lmfaoo#but that's not my bitterness coming out or anything#idk my brother never had any shame in asking for things even if they were mega expensive#meanwhile me who hasn't had a new phone for god knows how long & has a battery so bad i need to charge it at least twice a day#is like hmmm i can't ask for a new phone because that's too expensive#birthday saga#this is why i'm so bad at spending money because i learnt early that i needed to save money because i wouldn't be given any#and now i'm just like uh i can't spend it on this thing i need because what if i need that later lmfao#tho i shouldn't feel guilty because it's my dad who will pay for it and that's the least he can do smh
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