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hi, im going down a rabbit hole for a video essay, did you happen to run the turbotasticasks blog back in 2012???
SCREAMS if you've managed to connect me to A TURBO ask blog in 20 fucking 24 that is insane....
I DID run a Turbo ask blog on deviantArt back in 2012
I hadn't checked on it in ages but there are some SOLID STUPID ASS POSTS i was fucking obsessed with his ugly ass as a 14 year old (still am tbh) and I didn't realize how many goddamn pageviews this page got holy christ
There were quite a few Turbo ask blogs on dA at the time, and I was more of a crack/shitposting Turbo, so my version was off the shits insane. Eventually, the fandom died, and I moved onto Homestuck around late 2013 early 2014 and also started using tumblr more than dA! I had some great memories of shitposting, rping on the chatboards, and answering the few questions I did in the short amount of time the fandom was alive
We got some great hits in this crusty era... including but not limited to:
"I'm okay..."
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Turbo selfcest à la 2012 tumblr sexymen ask account selfcest shipping .... THE REAL OGS REMEMBER
WE were very chummy with the onceler fandom. You could imagine the relationship between these 2 sexymen selfcest shipping fandoms to be like the unbreakable bond between early 2011-2013 era homestuck and hetalia fandoms... very very good memories indeed...
My original tumblr username was like @im-turbo-fucking-tastic and I mostly lurked and rbed art back then! I wasn't the most confident posting art on tumblr at the time (it was new and scary and full of cool older people) and it wouldn't rly be until around 2016/2017 when the homestuck obsession came back in full swing, grabbed me by the cock and swung me into a high voltage line
If you have ANY OTHER QUESTIONS, feel free to pester me. I'd love to see what you're working on!!!! I MISS THE WRECK IT RALPH FANDOM SO MUCHHHHH
Thank you for the ask <3 XD
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GOOD FOR HIM?? I THINK???
#like i gotta learn that this is NOT a show i can have on in the background. this shit requires my full undevided attention#the finale absolutely knocked the wind out of me too. but in a good way!!#mismag#mismag 2#misfits and magic 2#misfits and magic#dropout#dropout TV#dimension 20#d20#sfw#comic#sketch#artists on tumblr#this was just a little warmup sketch but i had to get my emotions out somehow. because what the FUCK/pos
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December you rotten cunt. You will not get the best of me
#the heron speaketh#i feel. so not good today. mentally#i sense i will be feeling off kilter for the forseeable future#the first of the month really knocked the wind out of me god how is it december already#but we will persevere because i have shit to look forward to next year. im just not gonna feel good the entire time i think
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i would actually slit my own throat if i ever get to see long haired max verstappen
#i would give up my kidneys for this to happen#he looks majestic#holy shit#like the wind is knocked out of me rn guys#he looks perfect#oh god i need him#like it's actually a physical pain in my chest#oh fuck me#i am on the verge of insanity#max verstappen#mv1#mv33
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"let me be clear, there is nowhere you need me that can keep me from you."
AABRIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaa..aaaa..*runs out of breath*
#there's at least one line in every wbn episode that knocks the wind out of me#that shit got me#thanks quiddie#wbn#wbn pod#worlds beyond number#wbn wwwo#wwwo#the wizard the witch and the wild one#suvi the wizard#suvirin kedberiket#the wizard sky#aabria iyengar
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baby’s first file not saving correctly after working very hard on a commission
#god im angry#its animated too#it was turning out so good#now i have to redo a bunch of it#not before i take a break from it for a few days holy shit that knocked the wind out of me
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Cardio said my echocardiogram ultrasound, exercise stress test, and week long heart monitor all showed no serious issues, my resting heart rate is fine, but that my heart rate does seem to rise very rapidly under even small amounts of stress (postural changes, taking stairs, casually walking around my house) and rises very high (160+ bpm according to the monitor) so now I get to be put on beta blockers to see if they work and if they do she said that is sufficient evidence to confirm for sure that it's POTS.
Obviously could confirm it as well with a tilt table test but those are TORTURE based off what I've heard from fellow POTSies so I am very thankful that she doesn't think that's necessary and will not be making me do one.
#i was not expecting to get dx and meds this fast tbh but im very happy about it#i think the fact that she also has POTS herself helps because she is very well acquaintaned with what it looks and feels like#and how hard it is to actually catch with orthostatics in office unless youre having a bad heart day#so my orthostatics not being within range was unsurprising to her and she was like#'that doesnt mean anything you clearly still have a heart rate issue going on even if it didnt show itself right now'#i didnt do shit the entire week i had that monitor on to like physically exert myself but my heart rate still hit almost 170 a few times#also the doctor who did my stress test asked me if i ever experience any chest discomfort or pain and i was like hm no dont think so#and he went 'your chart says you have palpitations though?'#and i was like '... those count as discomfort???' akdjaicidjwjcjsn the answer is yes apparently#im just so used to them now because i have them daily that they dont even really register to me anymore#unless theyre bad enough to knock the wind out of me or make me cough#they just make me anxious which... ig is also a form of discomfort#chronic illness and chronic pain problems though lol not having a normal baseline for discomfort and pain#ndr#not dog related#health stuff#not that anyone probably cares lol but im excited about getting things that have neen affecting me for years FINALLY figured out#im not crazy im just disabled!!!!#*been
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Can finally rest easy now I don't have to wistfully think about never having a chance to get this skin anymore.
#text#Okay which OW dev is looking at my account. I have some other things to request-#LOL.#Aight back to bed this shit knocked the wind out of me.
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Back on my bullshit answer my questions
while doing some rudimentary research for this poll it has come to my attention that pins and needles are a feeling felt while the limb is asleep, not the period of intense sensation/tingling/sensitivity experienced while it comes back online. or maybe it's both? the stuff i read referred to it as tingling that happens while the limb is pinned/under pressure/numb. i cannot find anything that references what i have come to think of as "the agony" but ive referred to it as the pins and needles in the options for this poll anyway.
Mild: limb has muted sensation but can be moved and used carefully, pins and needles begin almost immediately after limb is moved from whatever position caused it to fall asleep. Pins and needles not painful and do not appear painful, and last a few seconds, person affected is capable of speech and moving other parts of their body during pins and needles, which last a few seconds.
Middle intensity: limb is numb or partially numb and can twitch but not be moved precisely. Pins and needles begin a few seconds after limb is unpinned or when it is moved. Pins and needles not painful but intense and appear uncomfortable, taking a lot of the affected person's attention/capacity. they last between 5 and 7 seconds.
Intense: limb is numb and cannot move/be used, pins and needles begin 5-7 seconds after the limb is unpinned. pins and needles are intense and may be painful or not painful but 'unbearable', causing the affected person to cry out, grimace, or otherwise appear to be in pain. Person cannot speak or move their other limbs during pins and needles, which last 10 or more seconds (without shaking) and have residual tingling for a few seconds after limb regains movement/becomes bearable to move
obviously this all depends on how long the limb was pinned but just answer whichever is the most common for you, and if you want you can put in the tags what positions make your limbs go numb/how you deal.
#polls#poll#tell me your secrets#idk i was just shaking out my hand but im sick/tired rn so i was actively crying out and was thinking#that limbs falling asleep/pins and needles are a very common and intensely unpleasant experience#and its kinda fuckin weird that we as a society dont talk about it more#and that it can be brushed off or be a single line in books n stuff#and like theres a lot of things that get done dirty in books for how intense/scary/dangerous they are irl#like the first time i got the wind knocked out of me and thought i was dying cause its only ever described as#getting the wind knocked out of you#rather than you can't feel the air coming in and out of your lungs#and the only way you can tell youre not dying is that you aren't experiencing air hunger#which can happen when you are dying in certain situations so fuck if i know#and like headrush like i see new colors/lose track of reality/twitch or faint when its real bad and in books its always like#a bout of dizzyness or some shit#and before i get called out yea i know what an iron deficiency is#also rip to all book characters who've been knocked out for several hours after a head injury or passed out from blood loss lol#anyway#then theres shit like my psycosomatic faux asthma symptoms or swallowing issure or the foot thing that are unique to me as far as i can tel#and boy howdy does that suck shit#but to conclude#bodies are weird why dont you tell me how yours works.
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Muse Theme Challenge (Instrumental)
Main Theme - Save Room - Resident Evil 2 Remake OST
Danger Theme - Sky Islands (Threat) - Rain World OST
Battle Theme - The Nest - The Last Guardian OST
Boss Theme - Laboratory Hunt - Lost World Jurassic Park: PS1
Emotional Theme - Creature of the Night - Batman: Arkham Knight
#🦇 || dashboard games#🦇 || memes#🦇 || soundtracks#Stole this from... gnarledbite I think?#It's been a while#Struggling to focus because ADHD wants to do all the things#So winding down with a bit of music so I know where to begin#Here's to annoying you all with my horrible taste in music <3#Okay but these tracks make me so emotional???#Main theme and emotional are more suited to Kirk while the dangerous themes are absolutely Man-Bat#But main and emotional can apply to Man-Bat too#Just some fun stuff while I knock out some responses#Tried a long drabble on my OC but tumblr won't post long stuff anymore#I'm crying bc of the wasted effort shsgdsgfd#ADHD LEAVE ME ALONEEEEEEEEEE#Oh yeah tagging all you shits if you wanna do this meme btw!#Edited a song bc I remembered a better one ajshdh
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being friends with someone who constantly throws pity parties for themselves is fucking exhausting.
#this isn't about anyone that follows me here or that i follow here.#but i have a friend in a group where just..... every time someone says something good about us as a group#they feel the need to put themselves down on main and interrupt the conversation.#it's fucking tiring.#the comment was 'i can't believe we're all academics' and i responded 'it's wild but great'#and then they just go 'i feel really dumb but i guess i'm an academic sometimes' and then the convo gets derailed#like the two of us were literally celebrating that we're all nerdy academics together but now it's managing their emotions on how stupid-#-they feel.#i am so tired. this happens all the time.#i get it. i get it. when i had horrid self-esteem (as if i don't have that now) i felt the need to do this#but like. it's not productive and it's killed the vibe. and i wish they would knock it off but it's unfortunately a pattern of behavior#that happens all the time. and i wish i knew what to do about it bc it's getting on my nerves.#like i said. nobody here is doing this. this is a different person. if you think it's about you No It Isn't#(and if you think you know who i'm talking about no you don't)#idk i just wind up in the position of talking them down all the time and trying to steer them in a more positive direction#and i'm running out of energy for it and it's wearing on me.#they're fun to talk to sometimes but i think over the last few years i've turned into their therapist friend.#'how do i ask someone out' 'do i drop my crush bc i haven't confessed and they aren't acting the way i'd hoped'#'why do i feel like shit all the time' idk man stop fucking asking me#i'm not cut out for this. One Single Class stressed me out so badly i wound up in therapy again. like. i'm Unqualified.#and i'm dissatisfied that i'm stuck in this role and idk how to get out of it
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it is so so so surreal seeing vibrant, active (if sometimes small) fanbases for things i was super into as a child/teenager that i had little to No online community to participate in, either because it didn't exist (or barely existed) or i couldn't allow myself to engage in Gay Stuff back when i was repressing everything
it is this weird sort of psychic damage and psychic healing immediately canceling each other out every time i see really dramatic and/or gay fanart for like anim@ niacs or h/2/g2 or whatever, it's like strangers (or sometimes mutuals hello! this is a positive post!) are pulling images out of my brain ages 12 to 17
#this post brought to you by the fanart i'm about to reblog#im disabling reblogs on this bc i dont want it escaping containment and looking like im shitting on other people for having fun#i want to be absolutely clear i think its Great that people are doing this it just personally knocks the wind out of me lmao#me: oh this fanart is good! [suddenly hyperaware of the passage of time] :) oh no#i like running into it though i think#sometimes i do look for it just to see whats happening
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2020s interesting time period for various reasons but for me personally its included my older step brothers partner, pregnant with their child, looking through my art instagram and instantly recognizing the portrait of tavros i had posted at some point. incredible moment
#WITHIN ONE HOUR OF MEETING HER FOR THE FIRST TIME BTW.#he was into fun nerd shit when i was a kid tho he let me watch him play oddworld and he knew invader zim. ALSO#he showed me a softer world for the very first time#we came a long way from him punching me so hard in the solar plexus it know i the wind out of me bc i touched his hat#that was mutual autistic on autistic violence 😔#*it knocked the wind out of me. again i do not have the texters temperament
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earlier i woke up and it took me ages to figure out if the christmas train is real (it wasn't)
#I went thru so much shit in that dream#accidentally locked myself out of my house in the snow with no one home in my pyjamas#bc I was trying to find the perfect kpop song for my oc animatic and thought it was a good idea to look in the CHRISTMAS TRAIN#then debates taking the CHRISTMAS TRAIN to town square but none of my friends would be there to hang out with me#also my pyjamas were fucking ugly. bought an apple from the train vendor but it was rotten so fuck that#had to climb in thru the window and knocked over a bunch of my mom's decor#found really swag clothes in my closet and at the same time briefly remembered I'm dreaming#long enough to get sad that I don't actually own those clothes!#went on youtube and accidentally somehow uploaded an entire movie#later went back to delete it (after i thought i woke up but didn't it was just another dream)#and saw some old dude commented thanking me for the upload but telling me I should prolly delete it before I get in trouble#try to delete it but also have to deal with huge wind turbines . AGAIN. WHY ARE THEY A THEME IN MY DREAMS?#eventually wake up and can't remember if the christmas train is real until now#wish it was :/
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#this has truly been the most Monday coded monday i've ever experienced#first i wake up and learn 1) my bus isnt running so i have to change plans and wfh#2) the water main break ruining my commute also cut off water to my entire condo complex#then the water proceeds to be out for the entire day so i cannot go pee i cannot wash dishes nothing#so i go to my parents house (rly glad i still live close to them in this moment)#and have dinner wash my face brush my teeth etc there#get back to my apt and ofc the water's still off so my regular cat care gets screwy#(im sorry i will not clean the boxes if i cant wash my hands. it can wait a day.)#then ofc i cant sleep which ultimately is maybe a good thing bc THEN#my building's alarm starts going off at like ~10:30pm#first off it took me a solid 5-10 minutes to realize that it was a fire alarm (?) not someone's like security system or smth#it was weird it was like a constant blare instead of the usual rythmic screeching#anyway so i then find myself outside freezing my ass off for a good 30+ minutes while the fire dept comes and investigates the building nd#ig finds nothing wrong??#so fine w/e get back to my apt try to start re-winding down to sleep#not effectively ofc#then my god damn cat#who has a FIXATION on my vanity to the point that i have it barricaded#with various crap to try nd keep her from knocking things off and scratching the mirror#she at 11:30pm decides to LAUNCH at it knocking absolutely everything down#so i have to get up again to pick all the shit up#so now here i am :)) tired but cant sleep at almost midnight and the damn cat is still zooming#im gna be so miserable tmrw pray 4 me#oh and even tho the water's back we're now under a boil water notice or w/e so i fear im gna need to pick up a gallon or two of water tmrw#and like the notice says u can shower and wash and whatnot normally#but im v scared that if i wash my face - or hair or anything really - my skin is gonna freak tf out#it's been a day#feels like a bad omen i fear
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there is something so special about self fulfilling prophecies
#txt#i woke up early this morning to take advantage of the good weather after the hurricane left#because i tried to get a skate in yesterday. failed miserably. and made it a maintenance day instead. and had to adjust my wheels.#anyways everyone else thought that as well because there was a lot more people on my route than usual so early in the morning#and i was like 3/4ths of the way through my route and there was this really pretty woman with preformance fans that were flowing so prettily#in the high winds with a cute traditional dress dancing and then i promptly ate shit staring at her because i was trying to slow down#but the winds knocked me off balance and i couldnt catch myself in time because of said staring and realised a little too late she was#filming and she finished her dance stopped filming and turned to me in utter disbelief as she smiled like#YOU COULD JUST PASS BY??? YOU DONT NEED TO STOP??? because she thought i stopped because i didnt want to mess up her video#and i didnt have the heart to tell i only noticed after i was kneeling on the floor waiting for her to finish that i even saw her tripod#and i was like nono!! youre good its okay!!! im okay 👍!!! and scuttled off and went honestly this is what i get for wearing the tank#i got at pride today of all days like this one is on me ive fufilled the prophecy i never wear it out because the sun is a ferocious thing#and the last time i did my shoulders burned pretty bad even with sunscreen but i had a hoodie ontop because it was windy today#and i thought oh its fine itll be fine. chat never change your habits and routines. superstitions are real. and the gods will punish you.#anyways why self fulfilling prophecy. well if you guessed the tank had the best buy logo but instead of “buy” it replaces it with “bi”#youd be correct. and also the disaster bi allegations are very strong with this one.#anyways im think im just afflicted with dumb shit happening when im in the middle of the route because last time a guy did chat me up#while i was resting and invited me back to his hotel room after i yapped his ear off about the pantrs#and i didnt say it but i did turn it down because... the cats were playing in like 2 hours so...#or like that other time-#okay you know what i do have to stop
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