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oshinohoshi · 2 months ago
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Oshi no Ko - In defense of Ai's "lies"
Warning: Manga spoilers below.
This post is a reaction to people occasionally saying, "Maybe Ai was the real villain all along" or "But Ai lies" as evidence of her character being sucky. And just... come on. I know, dear reader, that you understand how silly that is but I'm gonna spell it out anyway.
I always want to say in response: "Who did Ai hurt with her lies?" There is one character you may be thinking of and I'll get to that, but the person she hurt the most was herself. Because she told herself nonsense about how she was an irresponsible, dirty liar.
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This breaks my fragile heart because this, right here, is the lie. Her negative self-talk stemming from a childhood filled with abuse and loneliness framed her issues with understanding love as if it were her fault and not, I dunno, the woman who fed her glass (see 45510) and abandoned her.
What were Ai's lies? Should they even be classified as such? Let's break it down:
She hid her kids. I would hardly call this a lie so much as a totally normal boundary for a celebrity with a public and private life. It only mattered because of the absurd standards for idols. It was more of a lie by omission anyway, but if someone asked her point blank if she had kids (maybe after one too many times nearly mentioning her kids lol) it would be perfectly acceptable to say no.
She put on a happy face at all times, hiding her emotions. This primarily hurt herself because it increased her social isolation and caused the girls in B Komachi to view her as untouchable and inhuman. Nino wouldn't have been so hurt by their fight if Ai better knew how to express herself, or maybe even if she had shown that she cared by yelling back, but that's a lot to expect from someone with Ai's background and lack of experience with relationships.
There's also Ai's neurodivergence. I don't want to speculate too much about that as I am not hugely familiar with the topic besides what I've learned by googling, but it can cause difficulty with social situations and expressing emotions. Sounds pretty familiar.
We are told in ch 137: "She could neither love nor trust people. She was timid and sensitive. She got hurt after being at odds with her friends. She really was an ordinary girl you could find anywhere. That's why she lied. A big lie that concealed her weak self completely."
Another description for this is a defense mechanism. Ai was not raised in an environment where vulnerability was met with reassurances. Moreover, as an idol it was hammered into her that she needed to hide anything about herself that could be deemed as negative or ugly. Anything that made her human. Ichigo told her at age 12 to lie until she understood love. She was set up from the get go to consider herself nothing but a liar.
She lied to Hikaru when she said, "I can't love you." This is actually not a big lie so much as the most negative take on her emotions. She wasn't sure she could love him but she wanted to. The real untruth is the way she flippantly strolled out the door as if she didn't care about him. But that doesn't make her a villain and her reasons are obvious given everything told to us about her in ch 137 and her avoidant tendencies she used as a shield to protect herself. She handled the breakup with all the grace of an elephant wearing ice skates but I'm not about to blame her for it.
She lied about love. I saved the big one for last. The thing her characterization hinges on. But it was hardly a lie at all. Not only because she actually did love her kids or that she was trying so hard to love which was its own form of love ("lies are love"), but because the idea of having to love her fans in a personal manner that goes beyond appreciation is actually ridiculous.
Nobody expects an office worker to love their clients or someone working at Starbucks to love their customers. But as an idol she was marketed as a perfect, pure girl, someone men could project their fantasies onto and who was supposed to genuinely love each and every one of them in return. It's nonsense. Ai was certainly not the only idol failing to live up to this. She just took it incredibly hard because she felt her lack of understanding of love was a personal failing.
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We are told that Ai was a liar but she was honest as often as she hid the truth. She asked Gotanda to film the real her after he called her out about putting on an act. She was candid in the fan Q&A in 45110. In Viewpoint B she wrote a song that expressed her genuine feelings. She adored her kids so much that she slipped up and nearly talked about them on camera. Ai wanted to share how they had impacted her life but couldn't except through veiled statements. She was completely honest with Ryosuke, treating the moment as if she was in a confessional detailing her sins.
None of this is to say Ai was perfect. We're bonked over the head with the fact that Ai was a regular person who could get angry, who was too timid to push herself to connect with her fellow members of B Komachi, who undoubtedly did and said things that did not reflect her best self just as we all do. But I don't think liar is her defining trait. It's probably not even in her top five. I would describe her as sensitive, loving, mischievous, playful, and intelligent (she could be airheaded but she was incredibly savvy about her image) before I'd call her a liar.
There is no Real Villain Ai. And I can't tell you how glad I am that the theory some people held about her forcing sex on Hikaru was thoroughly debunked. Right up there with people speculating that Crow Girl is actually reincarnated Ai. That just made me laugh. The last thing reincarnated Ai would do is jerk her kids around.
We're told Ai was a liar because that's how she viewed herself. It's not an objective fact or at least not a fact that trumps everything else about her. So the next time someone says "Ai was a liar" my response would be "OK. So what?"
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midwinterwings · 4 months ago
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I dont know my name or anything right now. I'm a new alter formed over the past couple of days and well.
Thats the thing. I got medicated for ADHD and my mind has quietened down and its so calm here. When I'm not stuck in the static of my thoughts, playing in several realms at once, I just feel like Loki. Right now anyway. Shifts do still occur but I find that unsavoury ones from alters who would take over for coping purposes, happen much less frequently. Its become kind of odd, actually. When interacting with the body's family and friends, instead of shifts occurring (I have no idea what happens when theyre in the same place. I feel only one of us is fronting and pretending to be the other one that would front to talk to a friend if family is also present) I kind of just stay me. Whoever I am right now.
Thats the thing. All of us are Loki. We're always Loki no matter who we are. Right now I feel more connected to the 'essence' of Loki, as I feel the flame flickering in my chest, nice and warm. But there's kind of a conflict because I want to put feathers in my hair and fly across cold plains which...I can't do that. Not in this realm at least.
I feel there needs to be a distinction between 'corporeal' - 'real world' - physical world, external world whatever its called, and the...er, other one. Incorporeal? Spiritual? I dunno. Yeah. Two things can be true at once. I've always thought of things as absolute - autism haha - so if one thing is true the other can't be. Because I like computers and gaming and maths and programming and doodling, it seems, well, kind of the opposite to what the fire in my chest makes me feel. When I'm more connected to my self as Loki, I think...pine needles for some reason or pinecones, that appeared somehow, and the opposite of tech, and falcons and swifts. Lots of swifts. Snakes too. Haha banana snake
Maybe shit isn't that deep. Maybe I can be two things at once. Well, three. Even though I'm the only one fronting right now.
Theres...me right now, kind of unknown name, maybe T(). Who wears modern clothing and has tech related interests.
And there's me right now who is the opposite of that. I'm Loki chilling out somewhere. It's either a mind palace of the past or me doing other stuff in other planes. Not sure. Completely different.
Oh and there's me in animal form. That's why I identify as a therian. I'm usually a snake, swift, falcon, or a shrike.
And these are true at the same time. That's the thing I've been struggling with grasping. If one thing is true how can that other thing be true? If im here and like these things and like this, how can I be pretty much the opposite in every single way, at the same time?
Answer: I don't know. But I do know that I operate in 3 planes default. (Not counting if im covering for another alter while they're off doing god knows what and theyre the one who made a friend who thinks I'm that alter so shit is really awkward and I just pretend it's me)
So I guess, 3 planes authentic.
1 plane (covering+masking plane) non authentic but still happening.
Before the meds I was operating on like...20 🗿 also, I couldn't tell which were intrusive thoughts and which were actual stuff that was relevant. So. 3 is perfectly OK.
So...tldr : stuff is weird. Very weird. It keeps getting weirder.
The more I realize what's going on the more I hate covering for other alters because now I know its not me my friend thought they talked to. In the past before I knew I was plural I got an odd bodily sensation like I was watching my body talk, like they were talking through me to somehow behind me and I'm just relaying info from the person behind me to them. Actually I think that's pretty accurate. I didn't understand why. I've only understood why more and more recently and...I guess, I'm angry that it is this way. Really angry. And because the body I live in is tainted with trauma, especially since I look like SK (first alter) it keeps triggering shifts to SK which is really annoying. Also I get confused and think I'm SK which I'm not. Also SK isn't really active, he kind of grew up a bit to Cleo, so...I feel Cleo ends up fronting every time I just...see a picture of my body's face. I can't express things well, even anger, in the external/physical/corporeal/'real' world because everything is twinged with trauma and one specific alter, some versions of Cleo, have been carrying us through for years and years and none of us know how to really exist outside of the internal worlds. I feel we will be able to with time, but its one of those problems that are relevant every second, every movement, just you can't ignore it and if its a problem it will continue to be a problem every moment. If you can't ignore it you deal with it. Oh and I'm trying to learn acceptance rather than problem solving. "Yeah this occurs. Yes it sucks. Yes its a problem. And that's OK. I dont have to try to solve every problem immediently, especially since its not possible, sometimes the solution is completely unknown to you right now, a new experience or perspective is needed. I'm going to live with it instead of feeling things that aren't desirable are villains to be killed. Theyre part of me. They make up bits of me. I can't choose the good bits and try to kill the bad bits. It's just not even true."
So, yeah. Gonna have to live with the fact that existing as of now is very confusing, uncomfortable, and weird. People are talking to other people and I have to pretend I'm other people and its frustrating and invalidating. My body is riddled with trauma and associations with the body's parent that are no longer relevant. Seeing it makes an alter who technically dosent exist anymore front - or try to. Or his thoughts bleed into mine. I dont know my name or my story. I exist 3 times at once. Annnd that's OK. It is what it is.
Written by T - 'Midwinter'
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Once Michael goes full avatar, he actually goes back to looking like himself, at least to himself and Jon. When he looks in the mirror, he just sees his normal reflection.
To everyone who isn’t at least a little eye-aligned, however, he looks like whatever they expect him to look like/be, except when he’s in their peripheral view. When they’re not looking directly at him, he looks completely normal.
His movements are VERY odd-looking, though, if you’re paying attention. Him “walking” doesn’t actually look like walking so much as…. Continuously moving through layers of glass????? Without even moving his feet???????
Like, he might take a step at first, but then suddenly he’s at the other end of the hallway and it looks like he just jumped through every single XY plane (or ZY plane depending on the direction he’s heading in) on his way there in less than a second (I used to use inventor for an engineering class, forgive me).
(I actually miss Inventor, I understood it better than blender 🫠)
So Michael basically bends light to move instead of just walking, now.
And there is no warning. He will just Appear suddenly, do stuff, and then Disappear.
If Tim’s dead I will be sad but if he’s-
Oh ok so Melanie wouldn’t have been the one who came along for the Unknowing. Michael found Gerry’s book/page. Trevor and Julie (Julia????) weren’t there because he and Gertrude never bothered to leave london, oh hey wait that means-
Wait.
That means no c4.
Possibly still destroyed the gorilla taxidermy, but no c4, cause she… didn’t feel the need to take care of the Unknowing.
She made no preparations.
Because she already knew it wouldn’t work.
Because the twisting failed on its own.
She’d stopped making sacrifices.
I completely forgot about that- wait, then- what are they even gonna do??????
ATTACK NIKOLA???????????????????
I mean that would be the most logical conclusion for someone to come to?!?! I assume?!?!?????? I SO want Tim to shoot her. REVENGE!!!!!!!!!
Well ok that wouldn’t work though would it cause
Oh wait they get that statement from that dude who saw someone use a cannon before everything goes down, so they MIGHT be able to figure it out.
What would they do, though- they have nothing that they can use, unless someone knows how to make a really, really big bomb…????
Hjdhdhdhs wait Martin giggled excitedly when they found the C4 in the og canon- I feel like he probably knows how to do some stuff-
WHGHGHH JUST GOT SNUCK UP ON BY A SPIDER IRL
Aaaand now I dunno where it went ok moving locations
Location moved, resuming train of thought-
I lost everything I wrote god dammit I’ll come back to this then I guess
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gorogues · 1 year ago
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Fictober 2023
Prompt number #4 Fanfiction Fandom: Flash Rogues Rating: G – General audiences Warnings: None Notes: Science doesn't work that way, shhh.
Day Four: “Do you even know what this means?”
Roscoe had been hard at work in his lab when Axel flounced in -- which was odd, as he was certain he’d double-locked the door.  Either way, he ignored the youth who was literally dancing around his worktable as he soldered.
“Dude, it’s time to get up and do stuff, you can’t sit here all day,” the kid said after ten lonely minutes.
“Watch me,” Roscoe replied without looking up.
“Come on, I want you to show me some cool tops or whatever it is you do all day.  Mark told me you made a machine gun top once, which is way more interesting than one that spits glue.  I wanna see it shoot something!”
Finally Roscoe got up, heading out of the room to look for any other member of the Rogues to babysit the toddler; he found nobody.  The entire building was oddly deserted, seemingly leaving him as the only adult around.  Strange.
Somebody will pay for this, he brooded to himself, and resumed his work with a distinct scowl on his face.  Axel, of course, was still around and in search of entertainment.
“C’mon man, just show me your coolest stuff and I promise I’ll be quiet for a while.  Just one of the absolute coolest weapons!”
“Have you thought about playing in traffic?  I hear that’s pretty cool,” Roscoe snapped, but Axel just smiled and pulled out a strange blob from his satchel, which he held in his palm.  It glowed a bit and hummed, and even changed colours as the two of them watched.
Curiosity finally got the better of the older Rogue, against his more reasoned judgment.  “What is that?”
“Dunno!  I got it from Alchemy’s lab.  It was labelled 'methyl-glyceryl trinitrate'.  Looks neat, huh?”
Roscoe went pale.  Chemistry wasn’t his field of expertise, but he understood explosives very well.  “Do you know what that is?  And do you know what this means?”
“Gonna guess by the look on your face that it’s bad,” Axel replied, though he didn’t seem overly concerned.
“Levelling the entire city block is frequently bad, yes, unless you’re observing from a safe distance.  We are not, and based on the increasingly rapid colour changes it’s probably extremely unstable.  I cannot say it was nice knowing you.”
“Same, same.  You’re weird and mean and you remind me of my dad, but at least we’ll go out with a blast!”
“Your…dad..?!” Roscoe exclaimed with bewilderment, but he didn’t have time to finish the thought.  Alchemy’s blob suddenly enlarged itself and shone with a blinding light and—
--and it soon ended.  The blob abruptly went inert, turning a sickly pale colour and remained that way as they stared at it.
“That’s it?!” Axel demanded incredulously.  “What a complete rip-off!  I wanted a huge explosion!”
“I…suppose Al’s experiment was a failure,” Roscoe concluded, relieved but at a loss to explain what had just happened.  “I will have to let him know, for his notes.”  And perhaps kick his ass for leaving explosives for the toddler to find.
“I’m gonna go find something else to do,” Axel announced sullenly as he left the room, and it was quietly blissful for a moment but Roscoe quickly realized he’d better not leave the kid unsupervised.
“Wait, ah, give me a moment and I will demonstrate the machine gun top for you,” he said hurriedly through gritted teeth.  Then he paused, frowning.  “And just what did you mean by ‘remind me of my dad’?”
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septic-skele · 8 months ago
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US - Odds and Evens
Summary: Blue has a downward spiral after getting a diagnosis.
A/N: Warning for internalized ableism and some ableist language stemming from it, though it does get firmly shut down and refuted
It turned out the humans had a term for him, for people like him. Blue hadn’t even imagined there could be others like him. Despite the never-ending tension needling at his back, reminding him of all the ways the world around him could go wrong, he had tried to twist it into a positive thing. He wasn’t anxious; he was staying alert and aware of any and all possible problems—qualities a royal guard should certainly have.
The phrasing of these papers explained it differently. The wordage may be neutral and clinical but he understood what it was really saying about him, how it branded him.
Obsessive—domineering, all-consuming.
Compulsive—ungovernable, out of control.
Disorder—confusion, chaos.
All this time he thought this was a strength, that he saw things more clearly than everyone else, that he could work hard and course-correct a messy, complicated reality, when he was just too blinded by his anxieties to realize he was the problem.
Disorder. Disarray. Wrongness.
“There’s something wrong with me.” His voice sounded as distant, weak and shaky as he felt.
“Hey, that’s not what this means,” Papyrus protested, despite all evidence to the contrary spelled out in black and white. “You look at things differently, think about them differently, and when they seem off somehow it can stress you out. This isn’t about judging you for that, it’s about making a plan to help you destress.”
“My stress? My stress is the last thing that matters! What kind of stress have I been causing everyone else without ever realizing?! I’m supposed to be helping! I’m supposed to do good, make things better for everyone, for you, but according to this I-I’m simply some overbearing control freak!” Letting the papers slide out of his hands, Blue pressed them to his stinging eye sockets. “H-How many times have I barged into your space because I thought it needed cleaning? Fixing? Because I thought I could do it better. Am I really so blind and egotistical that I thought I was better than you? How many times have I nagged at you for how you eat, how you dress, your posture, your—everything? And you just stood there and took it, as if I had any right to—I never—I thought I was—but I was just making it worse, I make everything worse—!”
“Sans, stop it!”
The ferocity of Papyrus’ tone and the use of his actual name startled Blue out of his wild storm of realizations, though he continued to stammer in a panic until Papyrus pulled him into a tight embrace. The smell of smoke on his jacket made him balk and hold his breath by instinct. The firm, near painful grip Papyrus had on him didn’t ease, however, even after he fell silent.
“That’s enough, Sans, okay? I’m not just going to stand here and take this, like you apparently think I take everything else, so listen up. Listen carefully. You’re not a freak. You’re not making things worse for me. If anything, it’s my fault I’m one of the messes that’s always stressing you out.”
Blue tensed. “N-No, brother, it’s not—”
“Listen. There’s a lot I ought to be working on and I just never seem to know how to get it together. Never have.” Papyrus’ voice softened briefly to more of a mutter. “Actually, I’ve…kinda been thinking about asking the doc if there’s something different rattling around in my skull too. But that’s beside the point. You think I’d be half as well off as I am now if it weren’t for you? You butt into my space to keep it clean because I know how but a lot of times I just can’t. Even when I try really hard, it takes me twice as long as it takes you. I dunno how you do it.”
I do it because I have to.
“And you see things, tiny details that I forget or just completely miss. You think of things I never would, you have a full picture. You know what needs to happen, you get it planned down to a tee, and all that detail, that structure helps keep me on track. You also know all the ways it could go wrong; you’ve got backup plans for your backup plans and those keep me safe. You think my 1 HP and I can’t appreciate that?”
Blue swallowed hard, turning his head to better detect the faint thump of that fragile soul behind his brother’s ribs. Ten beats. Count them.
“And sure, there have been times it was annoying ’cause I felt like you were pestering me over nothing; I didn’t get why it was such a big deal. But I don’t resent you for it and I don’t think it’s 100% full-stop a bad thing. Juggling all these moving parts like you do, it’s actually impressive. The bad part is that your head drives you to do it all out of fear. When you’re scared and worried, it scares and worries me.”
Four, five—oh, stars. Blue’s nonexistent stomach turned as he lost count. “I-I don’t mean to do that to you.”
One of Papyrus’ hands finally loosened from his shoulder to gently flick his skull. “I’m worried about you, bonehead, because I want to help. Now that we’ve got an idea of how your mind works, you don’t have to do it all on your own, you know?”
He’d lost count again but that surge of shame was unfortunately second fiddle at the moment. “You shouldn’t have to, starshine. If it’s really that hard for you to look after yourself…”
“We take care of each other. That’s what family does. And who knows, if there ends up being a word for what’s up with me too, maybe we’ll hash out some ways to help that’re easier on both of us. We can figure it out together.”
Together. Eye sockets slipping closed, Blue let that idea sink in between each soft soul beat as he counted. …Eight, nine, ten. Success, finally. Relief.
Ten was a pleasant number, two odds made even when united.
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writeforfandoms · 1 year ago
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Ship Cat
Find my Halo masterlist
Because I couldn’t resist continuing The Trouble with Tribbles. This fic is now alternately titled “How Many Sci-Fi Franchises Can I RIp Off?”
In this chapter, there is a new ship cat. Tom and John talk. Things go as they ever go.
Warnings: Lasky is done with everything. More Star Trek references. Swearing.
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If Tom hadn't been in a mood, he'd have been impressed with the fact that he hadn't found out about the creature for three weeks. 
As it was, he was very much Not Amused. 
"What is that?" He asked, clinging to calm by the very tips of his fingers. 
The that in question mrrp'ed and blinked big eyes, impossibly green, from its place sheltered in Fred's arms.
"New ship cat, sir." Fred's tone was remarkably even. 
Tom was silent for a few long moments, working his jaw. "That is not a cat."
"The species is remarkably similar to Earth cats." That was Kelly, cool and composed as anything. 
Tom sighed, dropping his head for a moment. "Be that as it may. How did it get here?"
Silence. Absolute silence. All four Spartans were completely still. 
Dammit. Tom hated this. A tribble had been one thing, but this? "Roland." 
"Sir?" The AI shimmered into existence, normal grin notably absent, well attuned to his captain's moods. 
"Any other unauthorized animals brought aboard will be confiscated. Make sure everyone is aware." 
"Yes, sir." Roland didn't vanish though, watching the standoff between captain and Blue Team. 
"Chief." Tom tipped his head up, jaw tight. "Walk with me." He turned sharply, not waiting for confirmation, and started walking. A moment later long strides caught up, Chief keeping pace easily enough. "I don't care where it came from. I do care how you smuggled it in, but I suspect Roland helped you." A quick glance to the side showed Chief as impassive as ever with the armor on. "I understand Blue Team is used to making a lot of their own calls but I need to know about these kinds of things." 
"Understood, sir. It won't happen again." 
“And John?” Tom stopped, working his jaw for a moment to try and release some tension. “If any more of those appear, you’re responsible for giving them away. Dismissed.” 
He waited for Chief’s nod before he walked away. He had other things he had to take care of.
He even managed to not think about the ship cat-like-creature for another week. Until he took some coffee down to S-deck, rather hoping he’d catch John. 
The cat-thing was loose in the corridor, gray fur fortunately too dark to blend with the metal, those unnervingly green eyes focused on the captain. It meeped up at him, tail swishing from side to side, all six feet on the ground.
Tom was not one to be unnerved easily. He’d seen a lot, done a lot. 
But the thing that looked like a cat but wasn’t, staring up at him? That unnerved him. Just a little. 
Tom took a step forward, and the cat-thing perked up, stretching and then reaching out one paw to bat at his boot. 
“I should have made them take you back,” he grumbled down at the thing. “Where are they, anyway?” 
“...this way,” came a voice from down the hallway.
“I dunno, man,” a second person answered. “If it got loose on another deck Palmer will kill us.”
The two rounded the corner and stopped. Tom noted with some amusement that they both looked shocked before they snapped to attention. 
“Looking for this?” Tom glanced down at the cat-thing, which had progressed to attempting to chew on his boot. So far, his boot was winning, but he didn’t want to give the damn thing enough time to shift the odds. 
“Ah, yes sir.” One of the two stepped forward. “He, uh, slipped off.”
“So I see.” Tom eyed the two. “Try to keep a closer eye on it.”
“Yes sir, we will sir,” the Spartan hurried to agree. He stooped and picked up the cat-thing, and both of them jogged off again at Tom’s nod. 
He sighed. Apparently it was no longer a Blue Team pet, but a Spartan pet. He’d have to find out what Palmer thought of this.
Finally free, Tom made his way to John’s room and knocked. The door opened a moment later, John blinking once at him, towel draped over the back of his neck. 
“Coffee?” Tom offered up the cup. 
John’s lips twitched and he took the cup, tilting his head inside in silent invitation. Tom stepped into his room, the door closing after him. 
“I ran into your pet on the way here,” Tom said, taking the desk chair while John lowered himself to sit on the bed. 
John raised one eyebrow, taking a sip of his coffee. It had taken Tom days to figure out that John liked a couple spoonfuls of sugar in his coffee (although he’d take it any way he could get it, much like Tom himself). 
“The not actually a cat.” Tom took a sip of his own coffee. 
John shrugged. “Not mine,” he said, dry and low. 
Tom rolled his eyes. “Fred?” he guessed.
John’s lips twitched but he didn’t confirm. 
“Has he named it yet?” 
John shrugged, but his eyebrow twitched. Tom was getting better at reading him and leaned in, curious. John looked to the side for a moment. “Nothing’s been decided yet.” 
Tom narrowed his eyes, just a little. John didn’t want to tell him. Well, he’d just get the answer out of someone else, since it seemed all of S-deck was involved now. “I see.” 
John watched him carefully over the rim of his coffee, and Tom smiled a little. 
“We’ll be coming up on a colony planet in a few days,” he offered, leaning back in his chair and stretching his legs out in front of him. 
John nodded once, clearly waiting for more information. 
“And I have to go down there to play nice.” 
John’s lips twitched, a tiny expression of mirth at Tom’s wording. 
“You want to come with?” This was new. Tom wasn’t exactly the best at asking for things (as Palmer and Roland liked to remind him), and the added complications of this, of him and John, of this new… whatever this was, just added to his anxieties. But Tom didn’t let that stop him this time. 
John blinked at him once. And then nodded, slow but sure. 
That had been… easy. Easier than Tom had thought it would be. He blinked, his only outward expression of surprise. “Well. Good. Thank you.”  
Which is how Tom ended up boarding a Pelican, John right behind him, to go down to the planet. This should be easy - he just had to say hi, be nice, accept some kind of gift. Maybe go on a tour. And then he’d be done. 
Should be easy. 
And, mostly, it was. The mayor of the town was nice. A bit pompous, but nice. (Everyone here at least looked okay - no gaunt faces, no shredded clothing. Tom hated that he looked for these things, but it was too ingrained in him now.) What should have been a simple thing became a little bit of a circus, with the mayor trying to push Tom into having a meal and Tom using every excuse he could think of not to sit down for a meal. 
Finally, though, he got through it. With no small amount of relief. 
And then he was handed the gift. Or a small portion of the gift, anyway. 
“This contains quadrotriticale,” one of the mayor’s aids told him. “It grows well here, and can be used on other planets. We’ve got a few containers for you, but, well, the mayor wanted to give you some specifically.” 
“I see.” Tom looked down at the box, which was no longer than his hand and rattled gently when he moved it. “It’s a very generous gift, and I’m sure it will be a great help.” 
“One more thing, Captain.” The aid looked a bit nervous now. “I know tribbles are becoming more common, but, uh. Do not let the tribbles eat the grain. They convert it faster than most food sources. There, uh. There was an incident.” 
Tom felt John shift behind him, and he nodded. “I’ll make sure to pass the message along.” 
After that, finally, they got to leave. Tom gently tipped the box in his hand back and forth, considering. He might keep a little of it for the Infinity. They did have a garden, after all. It would be interesting, if nothing else. 
“That could have been worse,” Tom murmured once the Pelican was in the air again. 
John shifted his weight, a silent agreement. “At least he warned you about the tribbles.”
Tom sighed, though it was mostly for show. He was never going to live down that fiasco with the tribbles. “Could have been worse,” he reiterated, looking down at the grain to hide his grin. 
(He would remember his decision to grow some of the grain much less fondly after the not-a-cat got loose and hid in the garden for two days, scaring the daylights out of no fewer than ten crewmen.)
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ten-thousand-year-elegy · 1 year ago
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Lorepost: Chapter Twelve, “Insomnia”
By popular reader request, TTYE lore posts are companion pieces for each chapter of the story breaking down all of the Legend of Zelda lore and references made in each chapter, for readers looking to learn more about LoZ or just refresh their knowledge. This chapter contains explanations for: The Mirror Shield, “You’re met with a terrible fate...”, the Book of Mudora, Dragon Roost Island, the Fairy Ocarina, the Fierce Deity Mask, Yuugi’s Truth-Sight, Midna, and Zelda’s Lullaby.
Spoilers again :D I’m going in-depth on the Yuugi-tachi’s hallucinations in the jungle, and often these will be things that the gang themselves don’t manage to figure out - tons of foreshadowing, references to other timelines, etc. etc. No direct spoilers for future TTYE chapters, just hints.
Part Two: The Items
Time to finally reveal the purposes behind the hallucinations throughout the jungle - they were all seeing future visions hinting at the items they would get! But it wasn’t one-to-one - each member of the nerd herd was seeing a hallucination of someone else’s item.
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Honda’s Mirror Shield
Honda shrugged. “I dunno. I saw a big temple in the desert with a giant lady statue. I was standing in one of her hands. I felt scared as fuck when I woke up, but looking back it was really cool.”
“Checks out,” Eri said. “That’s the Spirit Temple, where you get the Mirror Shield.”
The Mirror Shield is found in a few Zelda games. The one Honda receives is from Majora’s Mask. Kaiba dreams of the Haunted Wasteland leading to the Desert Colossus, which is where the Mirror Shield is found in Ocarina of Time.
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Anzu’s Vision
“Um…” Anzu frowned, and wrapped her arms around her knees. “No. I just heard…odd music, and…a voice. It said something strange.”
“What was it, Anzu-chan?” Eri prodded gently.
Anzu looked at Eri, her eyes fearful, and quoted: “You’ve met with a terrible fate, haven’t you?”
There was a long pause.
“Oh,” Eri said faintly, “that’s not good.”
The nerd herd doesn’t know yet what exactly Anzu got at the Spring of Courage, if anything. But the phrase she heard - you’ve met with a terrible fate, haven’t you - is the arc phrase for The Legend of Zelda: Majora’s Mask. This line is spoken by the Happy Mask Man, a wandering mask salesman. He was in possession of Majora’s Mask, an artifact of unspeakable power and evil, until he was injured and robbed by Skull Kid. The Happy Mask Man tasks Link with recovering Majora’s Mask before Skull Kid can use it to bring doom to the land of Termina.
Throughout the jungle, Honda had been hearing the Skull Kid pattering along behind him and occasionally letting out his signature cackle. He was also kept awake by a suspiciously bright moon.
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Kaiba’s Book of Mudora
Yuugi looked over at Kaiba, finally taking his appearance in for the first time. He was clearly completely awake, but scowling up at the sky as if refusing to accept whatever had just happened. It was an expression Yuugi had seen on him many times. Clutched to his chest was an open, heavy-looking book.
“And that’s the Book of Mudora,” Eri said after a moment, following Yuugi’s gaze.
“What’s in it?” Yuugi wondered, tapping Kaiba’s shoulder. Kaiba ignored him.
“It’s a guide to ancient Hylian text,” Eri said. She poked Kaiba too. “Hey. Kaiba-kun. Can you even read that?”
“No,” Kaiba said, in a tone that Yuugi somehow understood meant yes, and I hate it.
The Book of Mudora appears in just one Zelda game: A Link to the Past. From the Zelda wiki: “The Book of Mudora is a collection of ancient Hylian lore and stories, as well as a guide to translating the ancient Hylian Language.”
As you’ll recall from the last post, Eri’s hallucinations have been olfactory in nature - she mentioned smelling a forest (the Forest Haven) and the sea (Outset Island.) In this chapter she elaborates:
“I saw something!” Eri chimed in suddenly, patting Honda’s shoulder. “It’s not only you.”
“Don’t lie to make him feel better,” Kaiba snapped.
Eri deflated. “Okay. I didn’t see anything, exactly…”
“Neither did I,” Anzu said. “I only heard the music and the strange voice. It’s something like that for you too, ne, Eri-chan?”
“Yeah.” Eri nodded. “It’s kind of hard to explain. I heard two voices talking to each other in a language I couldn’t understand, but…I was on top of a volcano.”
“How did you know that if you couldn’t see anything?” Yuugi asked.
“I smelled it,” Eri answered sheepishly. “You know. Like…smoke, and mountain chrysanthemum. I’ve never been to a volcano, but I’m sure of it.”
“Okay,” Honda said dubiously. “Did you recognize either of the voices?”
Eri nodded again. “One of them was Kaiba-kun.”
The volcano Eri smelled was Dragon Roost Island, home of the dragon Valoo.
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Put together, Eri hallucinated the three times in Legend of Zelda: The Wind Waker when Link hears the Ancient Hylian language - spoken by The Great Deku tree at the Forest Haven, Jabun at Outset Island, and Valoo at Dragon Roost Island. You may also recall that Eri seemed to hear Kaiba talking a few times when no one else did:
Yuugi looked around, bemused. “You like this smell?”
“Don’t you?” Eri inhaled deeply. “It’s so light and fresh and flowery.” Suddenly, she turned to face Kaiba, folding her arms. “What did you say? You have a problem with me breathing in air now?”
“I didn’t say anything, moron,” Kaiba snapped. “But since you brought it up, you’re aware that you can breathe air while walking, aren’t you? Let’s go already.”
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“Dunno about that,” Eri chimed in, popping up at Honda’s elbow, “but I couldn’t sleep either because someone was talking to himself all night.” She shot a glare at Kaiba’s back.
“What?” Honda glanced at Kaiba. “I didn’t hear him.”
“How could you not?” Eri crossed her arms. “I think he’s finally gone off his rocker. He’s been muttering to himself the whole time we’ve been in the jungle.”
She looked back and forth from Honda to Anzu to Yuugi, all of whom were wearing matching concerned expressions. “Um…unless there’s someone else around who can make their voice go really deep? Did Jounouchi-kun finally figure out how to do a proper Kaiba-kun impression?”
The reason she couldn’t figure out exactly what Kaiba was saying is because in her auditory hallucinations, he was speaking in Ancient Hylian.
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Eri’s Fairy Ocarina
“And you’ve got, what, a little flute?” Honda said, reaching over to uncurl Eri’s fingers, which were clamped in a death grip around something small.
“Oh,” Eri said, sounding surprised that she’d even been holding it. She looked down. Her face was puzzled. “It’s…the fairy ocarina? But why?”
The Fairy Ocarina is a musical instrument that can play multiple songs with magical effects. It was given to Link by his cherished childhood friend Saria as a parting gift. Anzu dreamed about this exact scene, and then later heard Saria’s laughter echoing through the forest.
The catch with the Fairy Ocarina is that you have to know both the song and the magical effect it will produce before it will do anything - you can’t really just take a blind stab at it and hope you play the right thing. Intent is key. So even though Eri has an advantage, being both a musician and a Zelda nerd, she still has to figure out exactly what the Ocarina is capable of before putting it to good use.
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Jounouchi’s Fierce Deity Mask
The Fierce Deity’s Mask is from The Legend of Zelda: Majora’s Mask. Link obtains it just before his final battle with Majora, the evil entity sealed into the mask. It is unspeakably powerful and turns Link into a Fierce Deity version of himself. Because the Fierce Deity’s Mask has appeared with the intent of being wielded by Jounouchi, it has taken on Jounouchi’s face.
A note on Jounouchi’s hallucinations: these are not canon to any entry of the Zelda series, so you won’t recognize them from any games (although particularly eagle-eyed readers may recognize a character or two.) I’m not going to go into any depth because all will be explained later in the story. :)
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Yuugi’s Truth-Sight
Eri does a pretty comprehensive job of explaining the Lens of Truth and how it’s likely connected to Yuugi’s truth-sight, but for a little extra background: the Lens of Truth appears in multiple Zelda games and allows the bearer to see through minor illusions (such as false walls and enemies that are capable of concealing themselves with dark magic). It also reveals hidden ghosts.
Yuugi and Jounouchi are the only two characters who hallucinate about their own items/powers instead of someone else’s. Yuugi actually proves mostly immune to the effects of the jungle because, between the Shadow Realm and his forays into the Twilight Realm, he’s built up an immunity to dark magic that the others don’t have. Hylia uses her magic to lower his defenses and allow some visions through as a warning, which is why his hallucinations all happen in one go at the end. (What is she trying to warn him about? Well, I won’t spoil that.)
Other Lore
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Midna
Midna is the Princess (later Queen) of the Twilight Realm. In The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess, she slowly grew to trust Link (seen above him his wolf form) and eventually put herself in danger to save Princess Zelda, despite previously expressing disdain for light-worlders. Princess Zelda sacrificed herself in turn for Midna and Link went to great lengths to save both Hyrule and the Twilight Realm from Ganondorf’s evil. At the end of Twilight Princess, Midna shattered the Mirror of Twilight, thus severing the only connection between her world and the light world, but made it clear that she would always see Link and Zelda as her friends.
It has been many, many years - centuries, or even millennia - since the events of Twilight Princess. The Link and Zelda alive now are not the ones that Midna knew and trusted. She has been hiding and watching Yuugi all along as he pops in and out of her Realm, waiting for the right time to make her move. The fact that Midna is around means that the other Twili are still in their Realm as well, hidden from the sight of any wanderers who would stumble into their dimension.
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Zelda’s Lullaby
This tune has been present as Zelda’s theme in every Zelda game (give or take one or two.) When played on magic musical instruments, it can sometimes put people to sleep, or reveal secrets hidden by the Royal Family. Is Eri really wielding magic here, or just playing a nice relaxing song that Anzu happens to like? That’s debatable :)
Give it a listen - it’s a very beautiful song!
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6, 9, and 15 or the bunny gets it 🔪 🐰
Is the bunny named KARMA? BECAUSE SHE'S IMMORTAL IN THAT CASE, BITCH.
Anyway, since you asked I guess
6. Make a sampler plate! Which three fics should a first-time reader of yours read first?
Oh, real funny. Kat can't write short works so she'll struggle with this question—I see your ass Jinx. JOKES ON YOU, I HAVE AN EASY LIST THOUGH.
care for a death? - my darling favorite child of an au. My edling Hades au. This one-shot is only 2k and honestly an odd one out next to all my other longfic works, buuut, it's super cute and loosely establishes the grounds for a more extensive au if anyone's interested in further exploring it (in the 14k sequel hehe). I'd like to think I characterized edling very well with their new backstories in mind! And there's not nearly enough flustered Ling content in the world.
Reliable Conclusion - yet another edling pride and joy of mine! This time a Monkie Kid au, and this one actually follows my more "canon" take on edling (or, well, Ed), so this can serve as a very nice appetizer to my characterization of them in Crown. I also put a lot of effort into the bg world-building and the casting! It has a nice blend of romantic (well, queerplatonic to me) and platonic too, with edling and greedling respectively! I also finally take a crack at my guilty pleasure of Ed & Lust being besties too~ 03 my beloved you were SO real for redeeming her. All in all this fic captures a ton of my trademarks!
Falling Impressions - last but not least RIVALSHIPPING! Yes, yes, I do write outside of edling from time to time, and Yugi/Kaiba are esp a love of mine. This fic was written before I completely fell into longfics, so it's also a shorter work, but it's cute and captures some of my favorite tropes of gruff characters softening for their loved ones! Which is... quite the common trope that I find myself writing. Ehe.
9. Oops! Your entire fic repository has to be permanently deleted, but you can pick three to remain. Which three fics are you saving and why?
Well, first, I'd need to cry—but after that!
A Crown with Gems and Gold - yeah, OBV my edling magnum opus is going on this list. Crown is my first (published) fic to breach 100k and SO much heart and soul went into it, from the rewriting of the plot to the established relationship to the blessed whump; this fic has been a goddamn test of my love, for better or worse. But by god if I don't adore it to pieces. It has all the tropes I love and it's so shamelessly catered to ME. It's truly my pride and joy. I dunno where I'd be without it, considering I've spent the better part of a year now cracking at it.
We'll Be a Sweet Disaster - this fic is def one of my lesser known ones but it means THE ENTIRE WORLD TO ME, OKAY. Stalia is one of my favorite ships to this day and this fic specifically was my first successful crack at a longfic canon rewrite, one of my favorite genres. S4 of Teen Wolf was particularly my favorite because of Stalia and I just. I love them so much. And I'm honestly still so proud of the work I did here, even if it's notably older in terms of writing style.
Apple of Your Eye - yet another canon rewrite, this time of sk8! This one is esp dear to me tho because I finally got to write a darkfic for the first time. And by god was it SO FUN. I was honestly afraid that I'd overdone it with the dark aspects in this fic, but so many people commented on loving it FOR those aspects and I just. I've never felt that much love and support on a fic of mine before, honestly. It boosted my confidence by MILES and ultimately pushed me to pursue my other guilty pleasures! It was soooo worth slaving through Ramadan for it.
15. Which three fics were sleeper hits?
Okay so how I understood "sleeper hit" was as a fic that unexpectedly got popular, or took a while before it abruptly skyrocketed. That being said:
Apple of Your Eye - THIS FIC, HOLY SHIT. I posted it back in 2023 long after the sk8 hype had died down honestly, and given the prompt of the fic (a roleswap with Reki as Adam's object of obsession rather than Langa), I wasn't expecting it to get popular either. I felt lucky that I'd get even 2k hits or any comments at all. As of its stats today, it has 13k hits and. Way more comments and bookmarks than I can even wrap my head around. Idek how this happened tbh, like did someone just go around reccing the fic?? Was sk8 experiencing a resurgence I didn't know of? Either way, this fic continues to top my yearly fic stats.
What Sort of Imminent Threat - now this one. This one I had even LESS expectations for because—it's a fic about a musical, ffs. Who's gonna read that? Not many, at first! I wrote this fic loooong before the Ocean Saga (3rd out of 9) even released, so reception was predicably low at the start. But then. Then the UNDERWORLD SAGA happened. And the fic really exploded then, because ig we all needed collective sanctuary from the angst that was that goddamn saga. And then everything after was just pure trauma after trauma so. I'm not surprised when the numbers spike anymore lmao.
Mother(ghost) of Mine - THIS fic is the one I'm still most skeptical and embarrassed by, buuuut, yeah, I wrote this DP fic all the way back in 2020—and it was painfully self-indulgent. Like, in a way I was still anxious about, even as I was posting the fic. It didn't help my expectations that this fic was just. A series of fluffy one-shots. No real plot to be seen (which is most certainly not my brand anymore, and I find myself bored of that genre in fact). And yet, somehow, to this day, I am still getting comments and hits and the numbers just keep racking up. Not that I'm complaining, ofc, but it's just... extremely bizarre. Esp given the DP fandom tends to favor soul-crushing angst instead of fluff lmao. And this oddball is in fact my most popular fic still today. (Crown is looking to top it soon tho 👀.)
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puffedupmoth · 8 months ago
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Occasionally, I worry that I'm severely Schizophrenic, or have some kind of dementia, and one of my delusions is that I'm autistic(don't ask how, my brain is very anxious, and I'm not formally diagnosed). But, then I remember everything I did as a small child. Here is a comprehensive list of everything I remember. I will add more as I remember more. This is mostly so I can pull it up to any counselor, or smth.
Sucking/Chewing on my sleeves bc... I dunno, it tasted good, or good texture.
Stimming with my sleeves
Every single barbie/doll I had must be painted and customized by me, or it's not "mine". (I still have a little bit of this, but it's mainly my bookbag, jackets and shoes now.)
I used to cry everytime people sang happy birthday for anything.
I don't remember what the first Hellenistic Myth I ever heard was, but I've also never not been interested in it, as if I was born with the knowledge of Zeus' uncontrollable trouser-snake.
Accidentally harassing one boy in my daycare, because I didn't know how else to express my affection towards him. (If he ever finds this, I'm so sorry.)
Undertale hyper-fixation.
Fnaf hyper-fixation.
Creepypasta hyper-fixation, which lead to
SCP Foundation hyper-fixation.
"I don't know who this Spock guy is, but I feel an odd gravitation towards him."
Oddly verbose/advanced vernacular, grammar police.
Highly gifted, followed by an intense burn-out when a change is brought in.
My first good father figure was an English Teacher, and now I'm obsessed with creative writing and reading.
My best friend of almost 10 years is Autistic.
Every single creator I've related to has either ADHD or Autism.
Speaking fluent sarcasm, but I'm completely lost if someone tries to speak it to me.
Everyday at recess, I would do nothing but walk around the playground. Later, I would exclusively dig a hole by the tree line.
Learning to repeat people's questions back to them to get through small talk.
I never asked a doctor a single question, prior to the age of 13.
"This lesson is difficult, so don't go ahead," when I was already done with, and fully understood the lesson bc it was just the last lesson with different words.
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earths-roots-grow-up · 1 year ago
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Honestly, it was so good. The only thing I didn't quite like, or maybe was vaguely disappointed by? Well: the way I understood the ending of Unburied was that the relationship between Bruce and Edward, although not exactly allies, was more friendly. This doesn't seem to translate to The Riddler podcast at all, which is a bummer. I hate it when there's character growth/arc in a relationship, and then it just disappears in order to keep some kind of "status quo" or who knows why. Same thing with Barbara, tbh. The way Eddie talks to them is like Unburied happened - especially the way he talks to Barbara -  but the way they talk to him, it's like Unburied did not happen and it's a bit perplexing. Some moments gave me lowkey whiplash, when he talks to Barbara in this very "we obviously have a rapport established" way that fits their backstory in Unburied, and she just completely doesn't react at all, like she's from a different fairytale or something, and no one clued her in on the backstory they are supposed to have. The effect is odd.
Also, Batman's lack of concern for the murdered rogues. I get that we didn't see his inner conflicts and angst in this podcast, since he was less on screen than Eddie and rarely by himself, but it still felt like he kinda didn't care about the deaths. Edward actually calls him out on it openly, like at least twice, and it kinda just fizzles out?
Maybe it just went over my head - not gonna lie, I tend to be bad with subtleties and may want things to be hammered home a bit too much. I understand that things can't be explained to me like I'm a toddler, as a viewer I have to be able to pick up on suggestions too, and the way Batman walks out of the infirmary after Edward criticizes him may be a sign that he DOES care and the criticism hit a raw place. But, to be honest, it's not actually in the show. I'm kinda adding interpretation to make it more emotionally IC for Bruce, so I dunno..
But, on the bright side, I LOVED the dynamic Edward had with Waylon :D It was so wholesome. That big softie <3
In the middle of The Riddler: Secrets in the Dark, and oh my GOD Eddie is so freaking well done. He's so entertaining, charming, witty, clever, scarily competent, yet totally ruthless and a bastard. I can't get over how excellent he is.
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scpoversimplified · 2 years ago
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SCP 4833 - The Syncope Symphony
a group of people that fuck with memories and reality
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noyaism · 4 years ago
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No Manners
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Pairing: Tsukishima Kei x Fem!Reader
Word Count: 5k
Warnings: enemies/rivals to lovers, public sex, hate sex, heavy degrading, edging, choking, overstim, teasing, size kink, power dynamics, sir!Tsukki, dacryphilia, humiliation, spanking, slapping, exhibitionism, sadism, masochism, dumbification, creampie, this shit is pure filth (let me know if I missed any warnings!)
Song Inspo: No Manners - Superm
If there was anything you prided yourself on, it was being the smartest person in any given room you walked into. School had always come so easily to you, no subject too hard, no concept you wouldn't understand. That was, until you got to college. University was a beast unto its own, and it showed you that maybe the genius you had always believed you possessed could indeed be threatened. 
While you found yourself at the top at almost every single class you took, your economics class was your Achilles heel. It irked you how the information just didn’t seem to mesh with you. It made you feel so inferior, and that wasn’t something you were used to. It also wasn’t something Tsukishima Kei was used to, however, thanks to you he was feeling a new sense of inferiority that was completely foreign to him. He, like you, was used to being at the top of his class, nobody coming close to him academically. Then, he got to university, and unfortunately for him you two shared a major, and took the exact same classes. It was odd enough in the first semester, and when it ended he was so glad to finally get away from you, and to regain his status.
Then the second semester came and once again, you both signed up for the exact same classes. This time was different, though, because finally, Tsukishima held something over you; you couldn’t understand economics to save your life, and it came to Tsukishima as easily as everything else did. 
Understandably, the two of you had developed a bit of a rivalry. It would come around every so often that Tsukki did better than you on a test, scored higher in a lab, and it drove you insane how he would rub it in, so when you did better than him, you did the same. The two of you were starting to hate each other’s guts. However, you were on the verge of failing your economics class, and there wasn’t going to be anyone better to help you study than Tsukishima. When you asked him to help you study he straight up laughed in your face, entertained by the fact you were actually coming to him for help. It was such a stroke to his ego, he couldn’t possibly say no. 
You two scheduled a study session for the following Friday evening. You met in one of the study rooms up on the third floor around five, intending to stay for a couple hours. Tsukishima had arrived a little early, as you walked in you saw him with his notebook and laptop out on the table, writing down some notes. You took a seat next to him, getting yourself ready to begin. As he attempted to explain all these concepts to you; rambling on about monopolies and price ceilings and deficits, none of it was clicking. You asked him to explain things time and time again, and he was getting visibly irritated the more you seemed to not be getting things.
“You agreed to help me study, Tsukishima. You can't go on and complain now that I don’t get it, you knew I didn't.”
“Yeah, I got that part, but I wasn’t expecting you to be this utterly dense.” 
You folded your arms across your chest, letting out a small huff under your breath.
“You're such a dick.” You muttered, not thinking much of the remark. It was an unequivocal fact that anyone who ever came in contact with him had to know, which you yourself already knew quite well, but you hadn't expected him to be this bad personally. You thought since you were undoubtedly better at him in any other subject you would at least be spared of his ill mannered remarks, but it seemed to be the opposite; he'd get on you because you were so much better at him in everything else. It was the one thing he held over you, and he was going to make the absolute most of it. 
“What did you call me?” He asked, snapping his head in your direction. 
“I called you a dick, because you are. I get it, okay? I don’t understand the material, it’s above my intelligence level, I’m the dumbest bitch in the world. Cool, fine, awesome. If tutoring me is that much of a pain I’ll just go, alright? Enjoy the rest of your evening.”
Utterly fed up, you tossed all of your things into your backpack and got up from your seat, starting to storm away. Tsukishima watched you as you went for the door, only momentarily, before getting up and following behind you. You barely got the door unlocked and open before a forceful push of a hand from above shut it, and you turned and looked up at the man, confused as to what it was he was doing.
“We aren’t done studying.”
“Yes we are. I can’t take your shit anymore, I’m done.”
“No, we’re gonna stay here and work on this until you get it,” He lowered himself down to make more direct eye contact with you.
“Got me?” He finished, once the two of you were level. You let out a chuckle, shaking your head a bit. This situation was unbelievable, and he was totally impossible. You weren’t sure how much clearer you could possibly get, but you had no problem reiterating yourself.
“No, I don’t. Makes sense that I don’t, right? ‘Cuz I’m ‘utterly dense’, as you said.”
“And incredibly mouthy, apparently.”
“Only when dealing with assholes like you.” Tsukishima let out a chuckle of his own after that line, straightening himself up and looking down on you once again. You hated when he did that, but it wasn’t like he had much choice, he towered over your much smaller frame. It personified your current situation almost too well. 
“You know, someone should put little girls like you in their place.” He fairly quickly retorted.
“And someone should knock tall elitists like you down a peg.” You scoffed. 
“I’d love to see you try.” Tsukishima took a couple steps back from you after speaking, as if to quite literally challenge you to do something. You weren’t a violent person to say the least, but at that moment you would’ve paid good money to punch the man before you in the face, and it seemed you were going to get the opportunity for free. How could you possibly pass that up?
You dropped your backpack onto the floor, lurching forward at Tsukishima before it even hit the floor. To your utter surprise he caught you before you got too close, his hand wrapped around your neck. It was nowhere near a tight grip, but it left you breathless, and forced you to look up at the blonde. There was this smirk on his face, like you had done exactly what he wanted you to, like he now had you in the palm of his hand. The look in his eye was so devilish, nobody had ever looked at you like that. You almost didn’t know what to make of it, almost.
“Now now, dumb little whores like you don’t get to touch me.” The pure filth that fell from his lips confirmed exactly what you rationalized from his gaze. It was all you needed.
“Fuck me, now.”
Tsukishima needed no further instruction, moving his hand off your throat and down to your thigh, pulling your leg up and prompting you to wrap yourself around him. He caught you midway through your small jump, and in an instant your lips crashed together. You couldn’t shake just how angry he made you, and he couldn’t shake how sexy you looked when you were mad. That little body of yours held so much aggression in it, and since he was more than willing to let out the beast in you, Tsukki was just as willing to tame it.
In fact, he would take great pleasure in doing so.
Tsukki walked back over to the table you two were sat at, placing you down onto the cold, manicured wood. The exchange of your lips was filled to the brim in the most carnal, lustful intent. The two of you fought for dominance with it, neither of you having even the slightest intention of backing down. Tsukishima was already more than frustrated with you, and your attempts to gain control of the situation weren't helping. 
With a swift move he pulled away from the kiss and brought a hand around your neck once again, this time giving it a fairly decent grip. His face looked so calm, like this was nothing he hadn't done before, but his actions told a completely different story. How he managed to keep his expression so composed while taking full control of you made a shiver run down your spine, and the heat between your thighs grow exponentially. 
“Listen; I’m the one in charge here, y/n. What makes you think a tiny, powerless slut like you could ever even attempt to control someone so much bigger, so much stronger than them, hm?” 
“I-I dunno…” You stuttered out, much to Tsukishima’s liking. 
“You don’t know, that's exactly what I thought. Well then, let me teach you where your place is.” While his left hand maintained its place around your throat, his right hand snaked up your thigh and under your skirt, his fingers ghosting over your clothed sex. The faint contact made you whine, you couldn't stand how badly you needed him to touch you. Your eyes pleaded for him to do something, and he basked in the glory of making you so weak so quickly. He then obliged, rubbing small, slow circles onto your clit.
“Your place is right here; being dominated by me. You will feel pleasure only when I allow you to. You will cum only when I allow you to. You will be obedient, and you’ll love every second of it. Am I understood?” 
You nodded your head with what free range of motion you had, your hips bucking in the direction of his fingers, trying to gain more pleasure in the only way you currently could. 
“Use your words, and address me only as sir.” He instructed, moving his fingers away from you. It was bad enough his moves were teasing at best, but denying you of any contact completely was infinitely worse.
“Yes, sir. I understand.” 
Tsukishima let go of your throat, using both hands to undress you, leaving you in nothing but your panties, which were horribly stained with your eagerness. It stroked his ego immensely, looking at the girl who plagued his mind, who made him feel so inferior so many times, naked in front of him, so ready to be ravaged by him. So exposed, so pathetic, but so undeniably sexy. 
He pulled up a chair, taking a seat in between your legs. His fingers danced over the skin of your inner thigh, leaving a trail of goosebumps in their wake. You felt so needy all you could do was whine, not a single beg or plead coming from you. He hooked a finger onto the side of your panties, pulling them over to get a good look at you. Your pussy glistened under the fluorescent lights, coated in wetness you had never experienced before. It was like a work of art for Tsukki, who took a minute to admire the piece before he pulled your underwear off of you entirely. 
He took his left thumb and ran it down the length of your sex, dipping between your folds before coming back up to your clit, finally starting to please you again. A moan slipped from between your lips, filling the quiet of the room. Tsukishima brought two fingers from his opposite hand up to your lips, and without needing instruction you allowed them entry. Your tongue swirled around his digits, a slight hum ringing from your throat as your oral fixation was satisfied. 
His fingers left your mouth with a small pop, and they were brought down to your core. They prodded at your entrance, teasing you by the anticipation of entry. You wanted it, wanted it so bad it was much more a need, and at that point you weren’t too proud to beg for it. Just as your lips parted Tsukishima pushed them into you, a whine coming from you instead. You fell back onto the table, your back arching off the wood as his fingers worked wonders unknown on you. With an upward curl he brushed up against your g-spot, your hips bucking upward in response. The pads of his fingers massaged the rough patch of flesh momentarily, making your legs shake as helpless little curses fell from your lips.
As he began pumping his fingers again he also sped up the rate at which his thumb circled your clit, and it became quite clear to Tsukki that your orgasm was approaching, and was doing so fast. You could feel the knot in your stomach getting tighter and tighter, it was almost unbearable. You heard his voice say something, but your head was spinning you could barely make it out.
“Answer me, slut. I’m not repeating myself.” Was all you could make out, but considering you didn’t know the question, it was an impossible feat. Just as your orgasm was about to arrive Tsukishima removed his fingers from you, his thumb ceased all movement, and you were left with a ruined orgasm and your hips bucking into the air.
“You’re not cumming until you can answer one of my questions correctly. That should be good enough incentive for a stupid, needy little bitch like you, right?” You propped yourself up on your arms, looking at Tsukishima in utter bewilderment. You couldn’t believe what he was saying, or that he was going to make you answer questions in order to cum, but you had to admit he wasn’t wrong. It was a pretty good incentive.
“Y-yes sir.” 
With a quick smirk Tsukki sank his head down between your thighs, his tongue dipping into your pussy, savoring your delectably sweet taste. His his hands held the backs of your thighs, giving himself unrestricted access to your sex. His tongue flicked over your clit every so often before lapping up your juices again, until he finally gave the bud uninterrupted attention. His lips latched around it, starting to suck as his fingers entered you once more. Your back arched sharply, and your hands moved to tangle into his hair, tugging on the blonde strands. Before you could even process what it was you had done, Tsukishima was hovering above you, slapping your cheek before taking a rough hold of your chin.
“I told you not to touch me, did I not?” You nodded your head frantically,
“You d-did, sir. I’m sorry.”
“Yeah, you will be. Off the table.” 
You followed your instructions, and as soon as your feet hit the ground Tsukishima pulled you onto your knees, and held your chin in his hand once again, forcing you to look up at him.
“I don't think I need to tell you what to do here, do I?” You shook your head lightly, your eyes full of wonder as you looked at him. 
“No, sir.”
“Good, then show me that you're actually good at something.”
You shimmied in between Tsukishima’s legs, frantic hands fiddling with his belt as you tried to get his pants off as quickly as possible. You didn't know what was causing you to be so eager, but something in you urged you to act as quickly as possible. As you pulled his pants and boxers down his erection sprang free, the pure size of him catching you off guard. You were no inexperienced woman, this wasn't your first time seeing a penis, but you had yet to deal with anyone of his size. It was a bit intimidating, if you were to be completely honest. 
As you were told, you weren't allowed to actually touch him. You presumed if you used your hands at all it wasn't going to end well for you, but to that you could fairly easily oldige. You licked a long stripe from the base of his length up to his tip, your tongue pressing along a vein that ran that same course. You circled his tip before sucking on it, letting out a satisfied moan around him as his precum leaked out onto your tastebuds. 
You started to take him further into your mouth, each bob of your head adding another inch until you had all of him. Your eyes watered as you felt him in the back of your throat, and you gasped as you came up for air. Tsukishima looked down at you, smirking as he saw a tear run down your cheek.
“You should do more of that.”
“More of what?” You asked, tilting your head in confusion.
“Crying for me.” 
Tsukki took hold of your hair, forcing his cock into your mouth and once again making you take the entirety of him. He held you there, letting out a groan as you choked around him. He brought you up for air and marveled at the tears running down your face, and the desperate look in your eyes. It was art for him and him alone to scrutinize, and he was most certainly a fan of the piece. Before you could fully focus your attention he was in your mouth again, his hips pushing up off the chair as he fucked your face. You gagged around his length, the sounds remarkably gratifying for Tsukishima to hear. 
He brought you back up for air one final time, holding your head up so the two of you made eye contact. He chuckled at you, admiring your current state. Spit dribbled from the sides of your mouth, tears spilled out of your eyes, and you were perilously trying to catch your breath.
“Messy little girl. You're looking more and more like the stupid little slut I've always known you are. Cmon, say it for me, tell me you're a stupid little slut.” 
As if his words weren't degrading enough, this request was surely the icing on the cake, the cherry on top of the sundae. He had you exactly where he wanted you, powerless and obedient. Just a small little toy for him to play with how he pleased. He wasn't satisfied with your lack of obedience, and slapped your cheek once again, roughly grabbing your face after.
“I wasn't giving you an option. Say it.” He demanded.
“I-I’m a stupid little slut.” You complied, your voice barely above a whisper.
“I can't fucking hear you.”
“I’m a stupid little slut!” You repeated, much louder this time. Tsukishima let out a satisfied chuckle, nodding his head. 
“That's right, and who's stupid little slut are you?” 
“Y-your stupid little slut, sir.”
“That’s right.”
Tsukishima pulled you up off the floor, laying you out on the table. He pulled his shirt off, your eyes combing over every little detail of him. You knew on top of being a student he played volleyball, so he had to be fairly muscular, but you weren't expecting what you got. He had a body even Odysseus would be jealous of, making you the ever loyal Penelope.
Tsukki lubed himself up with your wetness, as you were far from falling short of it. No man was ever this rough with you, ever this dominant. It turned you on more than you would like to admit, but there was no need to with Tsukishima. He could tell from the look in your eyes, the tone of your voice, the way your hips slightly bucked as you sucked him off. 
Without warning his tip began to prod at your entrance before starting to slip in. It was no easy feat, though. You were incredibly tight, and even then you hadn't taken anything even close to Tsukishima’s size. He took things slow, watching as every inch of him stretched you further. You whimpered at the sensation, it was intoxicating beyond what your words could even describe. A groan slipped between his lips as he bottomed out, light curses following it. The way you tightened around him made it so hard for him to control himself, but he knew you needed a moment, and he wasn't trying to hurt you.
Not at the moment, at least.
You nodded your head lightly as you felt adjusted, giving him free reign over your body once again. Tsukki grabbed your hands, pinning them above your head before he began to move. He slowly started to pull out, and with a sudden snap you were once again taking all of him, a soft scream coming from you. He did this a couple times, watching how your body jolted. Feeling how your thighs tensed up next to him. Each of these thrusts hit your cervix, sending you reeling each time. 
He picked up the pace, starting to pound into you at a relentless pace. You wrapped your legs around his waist, keeping him close and forcing him to go as deep in you as possible. Tsukishima brought one of his hands down to wrap around your neck, the other still holding your wrists in place. He gave the sides of your neck a squeeze, the lack of circulation rushing toward you just as he hit you with a particularly hard thrust. A light scream fell from your lips, the pleasure in that moment so crazily overwhelming. This routine continued; harder thrusts while he actively choked you, very slightly less hard ones as he gave you a moment to breathe correctly, all the while denying you of your high.
“You better not cum, slut.” He warned as he felt you once again starting to get just a bit too tight around him.
“W-wanna cum....so bad.” You weakly replied, tears welling in your eyes as you spoke. Once again, just as you were on the precipice of release, Tsukishima denied you again, pulling out and leaving you empty. Tears fell from your eyes as you uselessly whimpered and protested, all of it only earning you another slap to your cheek.
“Really thought I’d let you, huh? Dumb little bitch.” He said as he turned you over onto your stomach. He filled you up again, but before he moved any further he began raining spank after spank onto your ass. You could only assume it was punishment, but it felt far from it. The pain was nothing but masochistic pleasure for you, and sadistic pleasure for him. Each stung more than the last, and thus each felt even better than the last.
Your senses were so overloaded as he started to thrust into you again that your brain had turned to utter mush. Coherent thought was so far behind you it was like it was never something you could’ve done in the first place. The only thing you could process was pleasure, and to enhance it you lifted one of your legs back up onto the table, the other continuing to stay hanging over to keep yourself up. This new angle let Tsukishima hit sinfully deep in you once again, adding to the utter brainrot you were experiencing. Words no longer were an option for you, only whines and whimpers, a stray profanity at the very best.
Tsukishima grabbed a fistful of your hair, picking your head up off the table. He made you look in the direction of the door, bending down to speak into your ear.
“Look, you left the door unlocked. Someone could come in at any moment and watch you getting fucked like the little whore you are. But I’m sure you'd like it if someone saw us, wouldn't you?” 
You couldn't bring yourself to form any sort of coherent response, and Tsukki very well knew that. He chuckled at your attempt to reply, which was just a rhythmic whine as if you were trying to get some words out.  
“You're not very quiet, either. Stupid sluts like you like having everyone know how good they feel, don't they? I’m sure someone's come by to spy in, hearing how utterly pathetic you sound.” 
His words only made you whine and whimper more, your head in an absolute daze from the sheer amount of pleasure you felt. Tsukki let go of your hair and your head fell down, and you got a good look at yourself in the mirrored wood table. Your mouth was hanging open, your hair a tangled mess and drool slipping from the corner of your parted lips. He had fucked you so past dumb you didn't even know you could be this far gone, and all the while you still had no clue if you would be allowed to cum.
Your hips pushed back against his, meeting every one of his thrusts and forcing him deeper. Each time he re-entered his tip made quick contact with your cervix, the repeated feeling driving you absolutely crazy. Your eyes rolled back as you let yourself fall onto the wood once again. You took everything he gave you, all the while holding your orgasm back. Each time he felt you were a little too close he pulled out, you couldn't even count how many times you'd been denied release, you were sure the number was shameful. You could tell this was getting harder on Tsukishima as well, the twitching and pulsating of his cock inside you letting you know he was having trouble holding back as well. 
You saw no use in begging at this point, and you couldn't have mustered the words for it even if you wanted to. You simply whined and whimpered with every thrust, your body jolting forward each time. Tsukki held on tight to your hips, keeping you in place as he pounded mercilessly into you. In your daze all your senses had dulled, but you could hear just enough for Tsukishima's next four words to be heard, almost as clear as day. 
“Cum. Do it now.” 
In an instant you finally let yourself topple over the edge. Your voice was so hoarse you couldn't scream, rather you let out something between an incredibly loud moan and a whimper, your back arching and your legs shaking vigorously. Tears spilled from your eyes as your body was overrun by an orgasm unlike any other you had experienced. The feeling was only intensified by Tsukishima cumming inside you, depositing a sizable load inside of you. Your vision was blurry and a little white around the edges, and your chest heaved as you let out shallow breaths. Soreness set into your body as you took time to regain yourself, almost ten minutes passing before either of you even thought to move. 
Tsukki pulled out of you slowly, admiring how fucked out you looked, your small body sprawled out on the table. He figured moving would be hard for you, so he gently let your leg down and peeled you off the table, sitting down in the chair behind him and sitting you on his lap. Your head fell on his shoulder, your eyes still a little glazed over, but for the most part it seemed you had come to. 
“Are you feeling okay?” You nodded your head lightly, your breath finally leveling out. Your throat was pretty scratchy, and you knew your voice would be raspy, so you just didn't bother speaking yet.
“What have you learned today, then?” 
“A good couple things.” You croaked out, wiping a stray tear from your cheek. 
“Oh really? Enlighten me.”
“Well, I learned that economics is just something I'm never really going to understand. I also learned that you are a complete and utter asshole, even worse than I thought. Finally, I learned that you are a way more experienced man than I thought you were, and maybe I don't hate you as much as I was letting on.” 
Tsukishima laughed out lightly, giving you a bit of an approving nod.
“Good, I’m glad I at least taught you something. Maybe not what I originally intended, but learning is learning. I think with a couple more study sessions you’ll start to understand the econ material, though.” 
You didn't say this out loud, but the thought of getting to spend some more alone time with Tsukishima actually wasn't the most terrible thought in the world. It seemed clear enough to you that the resentment between you two was clearly something much, much different than that, and so you were open to the thought of exploring what it actually was. Maybe not in as much of an erotic way as you just had next time. Not that you would've minded if it escalated to that point. 
Although, you thought, if Tsukki was going to fuck you like that every time, brainrot from class material was going to be the least of your worries. 
The both of you made yourselves presentable again, packing up all your belongings and leaving the room clean before walking out, which you did fairly slowly due to how sore your legs were. You both walked through the library, which was overwhelmingly empty besides a few staff members working hard at hardly working. It was to be expected; it was a Friday night and you were the only two in the world who'd pick studying over any other activity. You stopped just outside the entrance, turning to your side and giving Tsukishima a wave.
“I guess I’ll catch you later then, Tsukishima.” 
“Oh, so no thank you for helping you study? I guess the one thing I didn't teach you was manners, huh y/n?” You chuckled at his comment, shaking your head a bit.
“Guess you didn’t. It’ll have to wait until next time.” You turned on your heel and started in the direction of the train. Before you could get far Tsukki grabbed your arm and pulled you back over to him, holding your chin so softly with his other hand, the action so outrageously condescending.
“Oh no, I’ll gladly teach you right now.”
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five-rivers · 3 years ago
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Changeling Chapter 1
A DP Fae Au fic. I've been promising you this for so long XD. I can hardly believe I'm finally delivering, even if it's only one chapter for now.
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Chapter 1: In the Beginning, There Was an Offer
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They studied legends. According to those legends, today, Beltane, was a time of renewal, of birth, of fertility.
It was not supposed to be… this. Their dreams weren’t supposed to be crushed today. Not under this sun, not under these blue skies and among softly blooming flowers.
This kind of news should have come with rain. It should have come with storms.
Maddie wiped tears out of her eyes and Jack patted her on the back. The air smelled sweet and dusty at the same time. The bench was uncomfortable.
“We could try adoption,” said Jack. He sounded shocked, too. Drained. His voice was pulled taught over a great hollowness. “Lots of people adopt. We can- can do some good in the world, maybe.”
Maddie sniffed and cried harder. She’d wanted her own children, and Jack knew it. Adoption was all very well and good, but at this point the suggestion felt like some consolation prize, and she felt terrible for even thinking it was, because Jack was right, it could be a good thing, and…
She wanted children. Her own children.
“Excuse me, I believe I can help.”
There was something about how he said that, about how the voice wound and slipped through her ears that had Maddie’s head snapping up. The man who stood to the side of the bench wore a long coat with a deep hood. Symbols, symbols that Maddie had spent hours, days, weeks, researching were stitched into the fabric. His eyes glittered in the shadows. The fingers of his hands, clasped in front of him, were too long, their coloring faintly lavender, as if they had been dipped in ink and retained the stain even after they’d been washed clean.
This was not a human.
“How?” asked Maddie, feeling hope drip back into her limbs even as Jack tensed behind her. “How can you help?”
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“We shouldn’t have done that,” said Jack as they drove home. “We really shouldn’t have done that. Maddie, they’re evil, there’s always a catch and it’ll always be looking for a way to push us into it.”
“The catch is in the open,” said Maddie, leaning back against the seat of the car and closing her eyes. “It isn’t as if it’s in the fine print and we’re going to stumble into it. We have one, and then I get my tubes tied, or you get snipped, and we go on with our lives.”
“What if we have twins? Triplets? Maddie, we should have talked about this.”
“There wasn’t any time,” Maddie said defensively. “I had to decide right away.”
“What are we going to do if we have twins, Maddie?”
Maddie bit her lip, her eyes opening without her full permission as she thought. “We know how to deal with things like him.”
The car jerked just a little to the right as Jack failed to suppress his flinch. “Do you remember our work on motivations? On why they take artists, musicians, children?” he asked. He forged on without waiting for an answer. “Creative sterility, we called it. For this one to be able to cure sterility, he has to be powerful. I don’t think nails in pockets and inside-out clothing is going to stop him.”
Such protections were hit and miss to begin with. One faerie might hate bread, another might love it. The sound of bells would drive off one, and another would wear them in their hair. Even cold iron was no guarantee against them.
“We’ll have to find something better, then,” she said, firmly.
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Maddie laughed. Not a twin. A single child showed on the ultrasound monitor. A girl. A beautiful baby girl. Perfect.
On the other side of the bed, Jack sunk into a chair, obviously relieved. “She’s healthy?” he asked the OB/GYN.
“Completely,” she said. “This is quite the miracle the two of you put together here.” She shook her head. “We must have gotten something wrong during our examination. I can’t even begin to tell you how sorry I am to have put you through all that, and I won’t blame you if you wanted to find a new doctor.”
“It’s fine,” said Maddie, patting the woman’s arm. “It happens.” Yes, being approached by a powerful fae just ‘happened.’ “The important thing now is to make sure there aren’t any complications.”
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They made sure Jazz was born on a Sunday, with two middle names, one of which Maddie made sure to forget. They scheduled her baptism for as early a date as possible, even though both Jack and Maddie were as lapsed as it was possible to be.
Precautions.
Jack had his surgery only a month later.
They were safe. They had won.
The family of three snuggled together on the couch. Well, Jazz snuggled inasmuch as a newborn was able. They watched TV.
“Jack, dear,” said Maddie, roused to awareness by a news story about a rising young businessman. “Is that our Vlad?”
Jack blinked at the screen. “I think you’re right,” said Jack. “I haven’t seen him since college. I don’t think we’ve talked to him since college.” He frowned. “Did something happen? The three of us used to be so close… He was the only one in the whole folklore department that would put up with our theories, do you remember?”
“I don’t know,” said Maddie, trying to remember. “It was like he was there one day, gone the next.”
“Do you think he’ll mind us getting back in touch?”
“Only one way to find out.”
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(As it turned out, Vlad did not particularly care to get back in touch.)
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Jazz was not a normal child.
She saw too much. She understood too much. Her teeth grew in early. She learned how to get the milk out of the fridge at about the same time she learned how to walk. Her eyes were too large, even for her age. She didn’t start talking until she was almost two, and when she did, it was in complete sentences. She took to responsibility like a duck to water. No, she demanded responsibility, from waking up the family in the morning to answering the door. She loved rules and games, and the rules of games.
But they had never raised a child before. Perhaps this was simply how they were. Perhaps this was within the expected variety of humanity.
Most importantly, Jazz was theirs. Completely.
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Maddie was not terribly concerned when her period missed a few days, or even when it was late by a week. But when it started pushing two…
She bought a test.
It came back positive.
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Danny’s birth was different from Jazz’s in almost every particular. Instead of being infused with a sense of joy, proceedings were overshadowed by dread. Jazz had been born in a hospital. Danny would be born at home, behind every ward and protection Jack and Maddie could conceive of. The midwife they hired was more than used to odd belief systems and threw a few of her own traditions in as well.
It couldn’t hurt.
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It didn’t help.
After the birth, Maddie held Danny in her arms. He’d been born in a caul, which had been slightly alarming, even though Maddie had known that it was a thing that happened regularly, and that, by most accounts, it was lucky.
He was such a tiny little thing. Smaller than Jazz. Which made sense, he was a little premature.
“I won’t let anything happen to you,” she promised him, whispering into the silky, wispy curls on top of his head.
Someone knocked on the door. Maddie jerked her head up, even though the front door wasn’t at all visible from the basement. Jack flinched hard enough to drop the towels he was holding. The midwife froze.
“Hospitality,” croaked Maddie. Those rules were always humanity’s first defense against the uncanny. Don’t want something in your house? In your life? Don’t invite it in.
Although, she had arguably already invited in the fae they were worried about. Hence all the other contingencies.
The knock came again. And again, louder.
Jack let out a sigh of relief. “It can’t get in,” he murmured. Then he smiled, broad and bright. “We just have to wait it out.”
Maddie nodded, tears in her eyes. The knocking continued. This was far from ideal, obviously, but she’d been half expecting the fae to simply rip through the wards like tissue paper.
Perhaps the theory that more powerful fae were more bound by custom, more vulnerable to their weaknesses, held water? She and Jack had always dismissed it as fanciful, but they’d never been able to gather evidence before.
Then, a sound that made her heart stop.
“I’ll get it!” called Jazz, childish voice muffled by distance and the obstacle of the floors above. She’d been told not to answer the door when Danny was being born, to wait patiently in her room, but for all her unusual maturity, she was only three.
Faster than she’d ever seen him move, Jack bolted for the stairs, pushing aside several pieces of furniture and medical equipment in his haste. He took the stairs four at a time and nearly taking the door off the hinges.
He wasn’t fast enough.
“Who are you, mister?”
“Me?” said a voice Maddie had prayed against ever hearing again. “I am your uncle, my dear. Did your parents not tell you about me?”
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Jazz tipped her head to one side and stared up at the man, making her eyes extra big. She knew it made a lot of people uncomfortable when she looked at them like that, so she treated it as a kind of test.
The man smiled, kind and patient. He was kind of funny looking, but in a good way.
“No,” she said finally. “Are you Mommy’s brother or Daddy’s brother?”
“Ah, you already know about uncles, then. I was worried I’d have to explain. May I come in? I would like to greet your little brother, as your parents promised I could. I have gifts for both of you.”
Jazz liked gifts. “Okay,” she said. “But I dunno if Danny’s been born yet. Mommy said it can take a while. And I dunno if he can have gifts, yet. He’s gonna be really little. That’s what all my books say, and also the internet.”
“Jazz! Don’t!”
Jazz turned to see her Daddy skid around the corner, just as her uncle stepped across the threshold.
“Not quite on time, I fear,” said uncle. “Young Jazz has already let me in.” He patted Jazz on the head. She ducked away and stuck her tongue out, like she always did when Daddy did that. “Having greeted my niece, I would like to see my nephew.”
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The fae did walk past the rest of the wards as if they weren’t even there. It didn’t even break them, just ignored them. Some of them he even commented on, as if approving.
He gazed down at Danny with his otherworldly eyes. The midwife had retreated to the corner of the room, refusing to look at what was happening. Jack had attempted to attack the fae with his bare hands, only to be pushed away with something approaching gentleness by an invisible wall. Maddie didn’t know where Jazz was. Upstairs, somewhere, hopefully.
“So beautiful,” the fae said, brushing Danny’s forehead with his off-color fingers. Faster than Maddie could react, he had a pair of scissors in his hand and was cutting off a lock of hair. “A lovely child.” The lock of Danny’s hair disappeared into the fae’s coat.
If Maddie didn’t know better, she’d call the expression on the fae’s face love. But she did know better. Love was as incomprehensible to the fae as fae laws were to humans, so she’d call it by its true name: avarice.
She tightened her grip on Danny, as if she could keep the fae from plucking him from her arms.
“Not now,” said the fae, after another moment. “Soon, I should think.” It ran a hand over Danny’s head. “Soon.” The fae looked up, meeting Maddie’s eyes. “I will return,” he said, “in one year.”
“For what?” demanded Maddie, unwilling to get her hopes up.
The fae blinked slowly. “For his birthday.” He tilted his head. “To determine whether or not he is ready. Perhaps, also, to visit my niece.”
“You stay away from Jazz!” snarled Maddie. “You have no claim on her.”
The fae merely shrugged, then smiled, slyly. “She does, however, have a claim on me. I promised her gifts, before your husband whisked her away.”
“Gifts,” repeated Maddie, hoarsely.
“For the sister of my child, yes,” said the fae, voice and face as calm and even as ever. “Would you ask me to forswear myself?”
“Then,” said Maddie, “you can leave them here, with us.”
“You will give them to her?”
“Yes,” said Maddie, through her teeth. She did not say how long she would let Jazz be in the presence of these ‘gifts.’
“Very well, then,” said the fae, pulling a number of boxes out from beneath his coat. “One year. Be prepared.”
And, with that, the fae faded from view, as if he had been an illusion all along.
Danny was still with them. Their son was still with them. Still theirs.
“One year,” she said, breathless. “Only one year.”
“One whole year,” corrected Jack, rushing to her side. “You’ll see, Maddie. Next time, that fae won’t know what hit him!”
“One whole year,” echoed Maddie, weakly.
“One year to prepare,” said Jack. “Look what we did with half that time! We’re Fentons! We can do it!”
“We can do it,” breathed Maddie. “One year. We’ll be ready.”
Jack nodded, firmly. “We’ll be ready.”
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elias-code · 3 years ago
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Two Left Hooves [1/7]
Choose your own adventure ~ "Intro"
Characters: Technoblade x gn!reader, Philza, Eret
Summary: This is a choose-your-own-adventure!! You met Techno through Phil, helping him get rid of his headache after hibernation. He was immediately infatuated with you. Techno invites you to go to Eret's banquet. When you arrive to prepare for the banquet, he tells you that he will only sleep in his room with you if you wanted, now you get to choose if you want to sleep with him or not…
Warnings: Cussing
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“Hey, Techno,” I peeked my head around the corner, holding the letter behind my back away from his line of sight.
“Hullo,” He turned to me, hands still in his hair, pin sticking out of his mouth. He was braiding his pink hair, unaware that his worst nightmare was about to come true. “So, mate,” I walked in, hands still behind my back, “I got some mail.”
“Mhm,”
“You remember the egg?”
“Yeah, what about it?” He turned back to the mirror, inspecting the last loop he’d made.
“Eret is hosting another banquet,”
“Huh?”
“Yeah, you’re invited,” his face in the mirror went pale, “since you’re the one who yeeted it.”
Techno paused, unmoving. Slowly, he tied the ribbon at the bottom of the braid, securing it with the pin. He made eye contact with me, his eyes were begging me to yell psych! and run out the door. Instead, I held the opened letter, once hidden behind me, up in the air, presenting it to him.
“Phil…”
“Yeah?” I laughed, this was the most scared I’ve ever seen him.
“You’re joking, right?”
“Nope, look.” I shook it at him, flipping it over to show Eret’s handwriting: To Technoblade and Philza Minecraft.
He shuddered slightly, finally turning to me and taking the letter from my hands. It read:
Technoblade and Philza,
This may seem strange and menacing, but I promise it’s not. Ever since the red banquet disaster, I’ve been thinking about how much I think the people of this server need a pick-me-up. We needed a re-do.
So, I’ve decided to host a banquet, this time out in the open with no bullshit. There’ll be drinks, games, and dancing, and I want you to be there. Since you had a lot to do with the egg’s eventual downfall, I personally think you need to be there, Technoblade.
I’ll tell you what I’ve told everyone else. There’s a plus-one requirement for safety reasons (buddy system), and so I’ve addressed this to both of you. I look forward to your attendance! I suggest wearing something else since I don’t want anyone having flashbacks when they see your royal gown.
On the back of the card, Eret wrote the coordinates and information about the dress code. The card had gold decorations on the edges, curling and twisting like vines, dotted with golden roses complete with thorns. The dress code specified that the suggested colours were black, white, blue, and gold, hence the bordering roses.
“Do you own anything you think you could wear?” I asked as he handed the card back to me.
“I still have the Arctic coat, but if this is anywhere near L’Manburg, it’s gonna be too hot for that.”
“Right, I might have to make something for you then,”
“Alright,” He hesitated, “Do I have to go? That’s a lot of enemies in one place…”
“Yeah, sorry mate, you have to go.” I put the card back into the envelope, closing and pocketing it. “Oh, wait, one thing Techno,”
“There’s more?”
“Um, I can’t go.”
“What?” “I can’t go to the banquet,” I was lying, but he didn’t need to know that, “I’m supposed to be at the ocean monument that day.”
“And your fishing can’t wait?” He raised an eyebrow at me and I shrugged. “Who am I supposed to bring?”
“I dunno, mate,” I shrugged and clicked my heel against the floor, “Maybe you can bring that bird I introduced you to… if you can find them.”
— Techno —
“Phil, who’s this?” I had walked into the kitchen, half-dressed. I was not expecting to see someone else sitting at the table. They looked at me, smiling and waving.
“Oh hello sleepyhead,” Phil remarked, stirring the rabbit stew that hung over the fireplace, “I dunno, they don’t seem to have a name.”
“Hello!” I looked back at them. They were dressed in forest green pants, tucked into black boots lined by silver buttons with fancy engravings, laced in leather strips, looped and tied at the top of the boot. Their top was one of mine, an old long-sleeved white cotton top Phil had probably found in the back of the closet. They had a golden-yellow scarf slung over their shoulders. I waved awkwardly, still half asleep.
“You don’t have a name?” I asked, still confused.
“Uh, I guess not. Phil’s the only person I’ve seen in a while.” They said, pointing at him. He was closing the white under-curtains, almost like he was avoiding the interaction.
“Then what do I call you?”
“Phil’s been calling me the bird.”
“Bird, huh?”
“He says it's because I’m migrating.”
That was strange enough as it was, and I decided to leave it there. Talking was making my headache worse, so I walked over to the stew, immediately recognizing the smell of carrots, potatoes, and chicken over the rabbit smell. My stomach grumbled, attempting to convince me to shove my face into the pot and gorge myself, but I pulled back.
“Is it ready yet, Phi?” I asked.
“No, it still has a couple of minutes, don’t go touching it yet. We should all eat together.”
I could wait a bit longer, I supposed. The smell was enticing, but my attention still lingered on the “bird” sitting at the table, reading a book. I sat down at the table and thumped my head onto it, only to make my headache worse.
“Ughhhh,” I groaned.
“You ok?” The bird asked.
“Headache,”
“Ah, I have something for that!” They picked up a bag from the floor and rummaged around in it for a bit before pulling out a small vial of green liquid. They uncorked it and an overwhelming spinach smell washed over me. “It might smell odd, but it works wonders.”
I lifted my head off the table and took the vial from them, inspecting it.
“Is this thing safe to drink?” I furrowed my eyebrows at them, looking for dishonesty.
They snatched it from me and took a swig, swiftly handing it back to me. “Take that as a yes.” They said.
— The Bird —
I knocked on the door, shivering slightly in the cold. I wore three layers, an undershirt, a turtleneck, and a thick coat. I got a letter a couple of days ago from Technoblade, asking me to go to the banquet with him and inviting me to stay at his cabin before the banquet. I accepted and sent the letter the same day since I knew the mail was slow. Just one day later, I hopped on my horse and made my way to the far arctic.
Techno opened the door and ushered me inside, shutting the door behind me.
“Jesus, you’re shivering,” he said, grabbing his cape off its stand and wrapping me with it. Thankfully, my face was already red enough from the cold that he didn’t notice me blush.
“Is your horse outside?”
“Yeah, I tied her up to the post,” I pulled the enormous cloak tighter to me, “but I don’t think she should stay there for long, it's too cold.”
“Alright, I’ll be right back.” He said, turning from me and walking out the door. The sudden freezing breeze pushed me into the living room, near the fire. I sat down in an armchair and Steve wandered over to say hello.
“Hey, Steve…” I offered my hand to him and he sniffed it, grunting in my face with his fishy breath, “You do not smell good, big boy…”
He huffed like he understood what I said and I chuckled. He sat at my feet as I scratched his head. “At least you’re soft, Steve.” You smiled, “Good boy…”
The door opened and slammed again, Techno walked over dusting his hands off and Steve lumbered over to greet him.
“Hello Steve, you’ve inspected them, yeah?” He baby talked at him. The polar bear was big, almost as tall as Techno standing on all fours. It was strange to see such a big man 'baby talk' an apex predator, so you laughed a bit to yourself.
“What?” He asked, patting Steve on the head.
“Nothing, you’re just being cute.”
He smiled and sat himself down on the couch, crossing his legs and looking at you.
“If I’d left you out there any longer, you would have gotten frostbite,”
You realized you were still shivering in his cloak, “Yeah, thanks for not letting me die out there, and for the cape,”
“If I’d let you die, I wouldn’t have a date for the banquet.”
“Ooh, I’m a date now, am I?” I teased.
He blushed and looked away, still smiling.
“I suppose so,” he whispered.
He stood and offered a hand to me. I took it and stood, following him upstairs to his room, the only bedroom in the house. The room had recently been tidied, the paintings on the wall included snowy landscapes and one of a wither. The curtains were open, the night sky illuminating the room. The moonlight made everything a pale blue, almost making Techno’s hair purple.
“I don’t have anywhere else for you to stay right now unless you want to sleep on the couch.”
“Are you also sleeping here?”
“Only if you’re ok with it,” He said, kneeling by the fireplace and setting logs on the grate.
Would he really? He seems so shy…
— Technoblade —
I could feel my blood rush to my face as they asked if I’d sleep with them. I turned to the fireplace and lit the fire, trying to hide my embarrassment.
“Only if you’re ok with it,” I said.
They paused and my heartbeat harder, unsure what they were going to say. I started preparing the fire, putting the hesitation out of my mind.
////////UNDER CONSTRUCTION BRRRRRRRRR (2/3 complete)///////
Do you allow him to sleep with you?
Yes, tell him you’re going to be cold and need the body heat. (NSFW)
Ask where he wants to sleep. (Fluff)
No, respectfully suggest he sleep on the couch. (SFW)
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cynettic · 4 years ago
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Kaeya x Reader x Diluc Platonic ( just a sip )
Summary - As the younger sibling of Diluc and Kaeya, they were strict on you not drinking since you were too young for it. What if you took a quick sip-
Pairings - Platonic Sibling Squabble
Warnings - Nonee
A/N - I’m tempted to make another one shot of them lecturing Y/n- also kids, don’t drink, and don’t take this one shot as an idea to do so 😅
Just a Sip
To drink or not to drink.
You leaned over the wooden counter, peering idly at the customers that bustled out of the Tavern doors with sheepish grins. Playing bartender for a few minutes posed no problem, being as you often managed the tavern on your own on certain nights.
Of course, the problem being that you could never drink.
Your brothers had made that clear to you from day one, Diluc teaching you the mechanics of the machines. How to make certain drinks, slide it across the counter with ease, offer a comforting smile to the customers who did pass by. Kaeya had simply played customer, demanding the most atrocious of drinks just to get you riled. That, and to get you used to the speed of each order. On the occasions that you fumbled with a glass, or began to panic, he always offered his aid.
Yet the rule stayed in the same state of inertia.
You understood to some extent, alcohol was illegal to anyone below the age gap that you unfortunately found yourself grouped in. Odd considering it wasn’t illegal for you to be working in a tavern that selled it.
‘Ah, fuck it.’
You inclined the glass to your lips, welcoming the cold drink, bitter against your tongue.
Pity it was the same time that both Diluc and Kaeya entered from the back room.
After all, you’d just been covering them for a little bit, letting them settle concerns with Charlie just behind the bar counter. But now that they re-emerged from the back, spotting your form hunched over the bar counter, drink in hand.
Shoot-
Now that they were here, that meant that you could run right?
“Y/n, what are you-“ Diluc started first, a step taking him half the distance between his tall towering figure and you. Of course you didn’t let him finish, grip tightening on the cup as you slipped out of inside the counter.
Maybe running was the best option-
The drink burned down your throat, a sensation so unknowingly foreign you could only want more. Despite its awful taste, you could slightly understand why Kaeya chugged so much of it down.
The glass in your hand didn’t even quiver as you kicked the tavern door open, sprinting out just as Kaeya hopped over the bar counter. Both him and Diluc were practically at the doorframe by the time you’d gotten two steps out the doorway. Probably because you were trying not to tip the drink in your hand, and because they had longer legs.
Unfair advantage-
Nevertheless, you were racing down the streets of Monstadt, occasionally taking sips of the drink as if the seething burn against your throat encouraged you to faster. The footsteps that raced behind you certainly did, and a pang of terror filled you when you felt hands lace around your waist, pulling you to a stop.
Oh well- they caught up.
It was Kaeya that had gotten hold of you, and Diluc stepped just in front of him, gingerly taking the glass from your hand as he flashed you a glare. Eyeing the remaining content of the beverage, he frowned, hand coaxing his temples.
“I told Charles to take care of the tavern,” Diluc simply said. It didn’t take long for you to realize that it was meant for Kaeya, and that he was completely ignoring you as you nearly dangled from the blue haired boys grip. He hadn’t let you go, and after what you’d just pulled, you had a feeling he wouldn’t be lenient to let you loose tonight either.
“I’ll take them home,” was what Kaeya replied with, tugging you even higher in his hold so you were dangling.
No further words were spoken, and the two of them walked side by side as Diluc headed to the tavern, Kaeya to his own household. It was probably one of the few times where they were able to walk side by side without clawing at each other’s throats, and you probably would’ve delved in the situation if it weren’t for the fact that you were practically being carried at this point.
“I can walk…”
Silence ensued, Kaeya’s voice rising after a minute of awkwardness. “Fine, but don’t try pulling anything silly.”
As if you could do that with Diluc on your right and Kaeya on your left-
Let back on your own two feet, you let out a deep sigh, glancing back at the near empty cup. Certainly not enough to get drunk, or even tipsy, and a part of you wanted to try it. You knew that despite being underage to drink alcohol yet, that it wasn’t good for you and such, but your curiosity seemed to push through that.
“Why’d you do it?”
“The wine?”
Diluc shot you a frown, “What else?”
“Dunno, wanted to try it I guess?”
Kaeya beside you sighed, shaking his head as if disappointed by the response. “We’ve told you before Y/n, just wait a bit longer, you’ll be old enough soon.”
“You drank when you were underage,” you accused, a sour look making its way on your lips.
Kaeya simply shrugged in response, Diluc offering another glare at the cavalry knights next words. “Well, I wasn’t stupid enough to get caught.”
If only it was that easy…
Yet a smile etched onto your face at the thought of sneaking a drink at the tavern. Definitely not today, or anytime soon with these two by your side, but eventually..
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twordytings · 4 years ago
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When It Comes to You
(Bucky x Reader)
Summary: You get drunk at a party that Steve has no idea about. Somehow, Bucky is always there to keep your worries at bay.
Word Count: 1,582
A/N: okay this was actually a sentence starter prompt from an anon, but I’ve had this in my drafts for a while now so I just decided to incorporate that prompt into this. Hope this is okay!!
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You probably should’ve thought this one over. Well, going to a high school party seemed like a good idea in the moment, but now you weren’t too sure. And right now, you were drunk; drunk would be putting it lightly, actually. You told Steve you were going to a friend’s house, which, technically, you did. You just didn’t say why for obvious reasons. Mentioning the kegs of beer that would be available didn’t seem like a very important detail to add.
In all fairness, you were pretty good for a sixteen year old. This was your first party and all you wanted to do was enjoy being young while it lasted, no matter the obstacle; that obstacle being Steve, of course. Steve was your older brother, your best friend, but he definitely had his downsides, one of them being his brutal overprotectiveness. He would die before he’d let you go to a party, let alone one with alcohol.
Once you had arrived, one drink led to another, even though it tasted absolutely horrible, and that was that; there was quite literally no going back. It felt as though your head was spinning in every direction possible. The friend you came with decided it was time to take you home, so they helped you up from wherever you were - you couldn’t remember - and you had both started to walk home. Driving wasn’t an option, since you were both unfortunately drunk, and by the time you got home, it was midnight; not necessarily the Cinderella story you had dreamed of when you were younger.
As you stumbled toward the front door, you clumsily found your house key to unlock the door, almost tripping as you stepped inside. You squinted to see a worried Steve and even more worried Bucky look up from their seats on the couch, only to get up and walk straight toward you. This was gonna be bad.
“Heyyyyyy guyyyysssss.” You smiled cheekily as you looked up at the two. To put it plainly, they weren’t smiling.
“Where have you been. It’s midnight, y/n.” Steve said with the most serious look on his face, but you not being in control of yourself, found it oddly funny.
“Hahaha! Lighten up.” You said as you brought your hands up to squeeze his cheeks into a smile. “There ya goooo Mr. Grumpyface.”
He pulled your hands from his face and looked at Bucky in disbelief.
“Are yo- are you drunk?!” Bucky asked.
“Whaaaat? Psh no way!” You said as you waved your hand away from your face to show how crazy that idea was. It wasn’t.
“How much?” Steve asked.
“Uhhhh maybe uhhhh one...... orrrr two....... actually maybe 4 I dunno. Not that much though that’s for sure.” Nailed it.
“Not that much? Do you know how worried I was? How worried we were? You lied to me y/n, and got wasted with god knows who... I- I cant believe you right now!”
You had royally screwed up this time. You were also way too drunk to comprehend half of what Steve was even saying, so you stood there looking practically brain dead.
“- are you even listening to me right now?” Not one bit, you thought to yourself as a stood in front of the two men.
Your blank gaze made Steve realize he was probably being a little too much right now, considering the condition you were in, so he let it go for the time being. He sighed, “Forget it, just go to bed.”
Bucky offered to help you upstairs, which you desperately needed since you couldn’t tell your left from your right at the moment. As he was walking you he quietly said, “Just so you know, I’m not mad at you.” You smiled at that, but you also felt a gurgling in your stomach that told you you needed a toilet immediately.
You sprinted to the closest bathroom you could find, and that’s when everything, like, everything came out. It honestly felt really good to throw up, but Bucky definitely wasn’t appealed. He winced but came quickly to hold you hair back. As you finished with the disaster that was now inside of the toilet, you felt a bit more like yourself. “Ugh. Gross.” You said as you flushed the toilet. You then went over to the sink to splash some water on your face and was met with a sudden feeling of regret. “What have I done. Steve is so mad at me.” You said as you threw your face into your palms. Bucky was unconsciously rubbing your back the entire time.
“Hey. Don’t be so hard on yourself. Just think of it as a learning lesson. I’m sure you were just trying to have fun... and then things happened to take their own course.” You nodded, but not understandably.
“No! That’s exactly where your wrong, Buck. I cant stand it when Steve is upset with me,” you huffed, placing your head back in your hands. You were just as disappointed with yourself as Steve was. There was a reason why you hadn’t done anything like this before: Steve taught you. The fact that what you had just done probably completely diminished any and all trust you had with him, was slowly beginning to creep over you. “He probably hates me now,” you uttered through your hands.
“Hey hey hey! Don’t say something like that!” Bucky scolded, holding you up a bit and walking you over to your bed to then sit down beside you. “Listen,” he said sharply, pulling you by your chin so you were looking at him, “the only reason why he acted the way he did was because he cares about you. Bug, he loves you more than anything... even more than me, and I’ve been his best friend since high school!” You furrowed your eyebrows at that; Bucky has been best friends with Steve for so long; how could he love you more?
“Really?” you said skeptically.
“Yes. I know I’ve been his best bud for a while, but time doesn’t mean anything to him when it comes to you. He could never, ever hate you. I need you to understand that,” he said to you with a serious, yet tender smile. You were taken aback by that. You knew Steve loved you, but you didn’t know it was to such a large extent. He was pretty hard on you most of the time, which made sense as to why you had never really figured it out.
You hummed in response, just barely moving one side of your mouth to show him you understood.
“Can you smile for me?” he said, having to move his head down to look at you in the eye.
“Not now Bucky...” you spoke as you looked all the way down, fiddling with your fingers.
“Guess I’ll have to do it for you,” he said casually, pushing you down on the bed and clawing his digits into your stomach.
“BUHUHUHUCK! NOHOHO!” you squealed, bubbly giggles spurting from you like hiccups.
“All you gotta do is smile...,” he sang as he grinned widely from ear to ear. You knew he was probably only doing this to cheer you up after just being yelled at, but the alcohol in you wasn’t going to let him have it too easily, so you tried your hardest to suck in your lips, keeping them tightly pressed between your teeth.
“Wooow, you want it that bad huh?” Bucky grinned evilly, knowing that you had just given him the opportunity to go in for the kill. He then pulled you towards him so he could sprawl his legs across yours, shaking his hands into your ribs in a flash. You felt like you were about to explode, given the fact that you were practically screaming through your nose as to not crack a smile. “Still nothing? Okay...,” he said as he cracked his neck and knuckles, then pulling your shirt up and blowing a huge raspberry right in the center of your stomach.
“HAHAHAHA! OKAHAHAHAY IHI GIHIHIVE I GIVE!” you yelled in defeat.
“Smile,” he threatened as he hovered over your limp form. You followed with an all too exaggerated smile.
“There,” you said as you switched to a straight face, “ya happy now?” you rolled your eyes as you yawned widely.
“I’m only happy if you’re happy doll. Now get some rest, you’re probably gonna have to hear what I said all over again from Steve tomorrow.” You groaned at that as you slipped under your covers.
“Yeah yeah, I know,” he sympathized, walking over to the door of your bedroom to shut off the lights.
“Wait! Can you- maybe... sleep here?” you asked hesitantly. Neither Steve or Bucky had slept in your bed with you for a while now, so you were afraid he might think it was odd considering you were now a teenager.
“Who said I was leaving?” he said almost offendedly, running up to your bed and throwing himself beside you, pulling you towards him as he snuggled you tightly, making you giggle a bit. “G’night bug,” Bucky said softly as he kissed the top of your head.
“Night Buck.” He just barely heard you over the weight of tiredness that quickly overtook you; you weren’t excited about what tomorrow might bring with Steve and all, but you were satisfied with the fact that you had Bucky’s support, and for that reason, it made no sense to be worried.
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