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beth-likes-cherry-cola · 3 days ago

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“And if they don’t believe us now”

Average/ overweight but extreme restrictions

“Will they ever believe us?”

Becoming sk!nnier and being told you “look fantastic”

#tw ana bløg #soupinmyshoes #to the bone #tw ed ana #tw skipping meals #tw ana rant #🕯️as a feather #€dblr #low cal don’t mean no cal #light as a leaf #I told yall I made everything into euphemisms #the boy with the thorn in his side #this one was better in my head but alas

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illdragyoudownwithme · 8 months ago

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smth smth age regression smth

#wip? maybe #rottmnt raph #rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #tmnt #teenage mutant ninja turtles #my art #I'm running out of ideas #I mean I'm not but #running out of motivation I guess #anyways I've giving up on this one #pictured it better in my head but alas #wip

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inthehouseoffinwe · 2 months ago

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Finarfin Fades.

No one expects it, no one’s faded in Valinor since Miriel. The War of Wrath is won and he comes back, waving off the courtiers, well wishers, and congratulators with his usual grace, and walks into the palace of Tirion. To rooms abandoned since their owners left so long ago. Winding deeper and deeper his feet take him to what was once Finwë’s favourite garden.

He’s so tired.

He’s fulfilled his promise to Fëanaro and Nolofinwë, to avenge them. To make the agony of their final moments - agony Finarfin felt, falling to the floor screaming as fire and darkness consumed his spirit - count for something. Now Morgoth is finally gone, but he’s not the only one.

His brothers, larger than life, larger than death, are gone. With them his sons. Niece. Nephews. Grandchildren. His daughter is never to return. He Saw little Nelyo’s death in his dreams and is sure hopes for the child’s own sake that Makalaurë will be close behind.

Little remains. Even less on these golden shores.

So Finarfin sits on a bench long overgrown with vines and weeds, and watches the sun filter through the thicket, wishing the ghosts he sees in his father’s garden would flesh out.

He sits. He waits.

And by the time anyone finds him, it’s too late.

…at least he’s smiling again.

#au i guess #Every so often I’m hit with Finarfin feels #and it *hurts*#we love Finarfin in this house #my poor guy deserved better #I know Finrod is reembodied but let’s say it would’ve happened after the war #the Valar didn’t expect this though #and they can’t make it better #Finarfin’s lost too much and he’s tired #tired like his half-brother’s mother #and they know he won’t return until his brothers are let out #maybe that’s what finally convinced them to let out Fëanor and Fingolfin #they’re waiting in the Halls btw #the whole fam is #they’re proud #and Arafinwë finally gets some rest #Finarfin #Arafinwë #war of wrath #fëanor #fingolfin #they’re haunting this whole thing #you can decide where Eärwen is in all this #I usually hc her as having stayed with her husband but maybe she leaves in this one #or maybe she’s gone for a few weeks trying to settle the new arrivals before heading back #not my best work but alas #midnight writings yanno #silmarillion #ITHOF Writes

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cuppajj · 1 year ago

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@sleepyeule heehee

(i realized halfway through drawing nyx that i was going off his old ref WHOOPSIE... anyway your ocs and art are lovely and i love your character designs, they're so good!! here are silly doodles of your boys)

#not my oc #cjj arts #not transformers #sleepyeule #my art #wanted to doodle them for fun esp because theyve been in my head the past few days (thanks @ your animatics lmao)#it could be better but ahhhh my good drawing tablet broke so alas i am rudderless #maybe one day i will draw em again!

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naivety · 7 months ago

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For if not…

#j.jpg #black sails #parallels #can anyone hear me. is this. something #it sure was something TO ME upon my first rewatch #like why are some of the lines identical. as well as the profile shots.......... To Me #you must know this.....#on all levels except physical john is on his knees begging in this scene. idk what to tell you #feel like i'm going crazy fr i stayed up for like 2hrs just to finish putting this together like the red string theory wall meme #it's not right #could i have made this parallel better in a fanvid YES i thought about and made it in my head all day today #alas. i do not have the episode files....#WHATEVER.......... post for like 3 people and i am one of them

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victor-aguilar · 6 months ago

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♫ just run away with me, alight to parts unknown! ♫

#ali.txt #ali.art #miss holloway #starkid #hatchetfield #idk how to feel abt this one #the vision was so much better in my head but alas

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drowning-moonlight · 7 months ago

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what if Sabo ends up dying for real. what if Luffy has to mourn Sabo all over again and know that he won't come back this time. imagine him crying and sobbing over Sabo's dead body like he did with Ace. what if Luffy begs Dragon to save Sabo again like he did last time. "you saved him back then, why couldn't you save him now?!" imagine that being the first time Luffy and Dragon even meet each other.

#flame emperor sabo #revolutionary sabo #monkey d luffy #monkey d dragon #one piece #had this lovely thought stuck in my head. maybe I'll write a fic about it some day...#or draw it... no... I haven't drawn in years. alas I can't do any better than stick figures

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ctl-yuejie · 6 months ago

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the projected results for germany are fucking dismal

#ctlyuejie writes #eu elections #idk if there is analysis already but i will never understand how nominally center to left parties move more and more to the right #(especially on immigration issues) to appease some kind of 'consensus' on these issues for the nth time #and AGAIN do not recognize that they are alienating what is their actual base #actually checked whether i could vote closer to my interest with the pirate party or more left wing parties #but alas...they're not doing much better in terms of policies #will end up voting in the same block anyways #and there is a chance they get an awkward number in votes so that mine isn't as effective #heartened by the anti-right wing protests happening almost every weekend #but it does feel like getting hit over the head repeatedly with how that isn't only necessary but also couldn't prevent the amount of votes #right wing parties are getting right now #always careful with how much of an argument for a self-own the rejection by the front national is #but the fact the german right wing got rejected by the right wing block in the eu parlament towards the end #does tell a certain story on how bonkers their 'politics' are #the more cynic reading is that more center and left wing parties do not actually care that they are alienating the base as long as the base #still votes for them begrudgingly (sp?) and they either gain a phantasy of an eco fascist vote #or don't care about racism etc that much on a party leadership level #met my ex roommate yesterday and we were talking about her travelling through germany #and she just remarked how many foreigners are at this one city's central station and how that's different to the south #and i was just like...'so?'

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jupiter--dream · 6 months ago

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"I should lower my standards for myself because I've never played a rhythm game before and it's late at night so I'm even less coordinated than usual" I say through gritted teeth, one missed combo away from rage quitting the game because I just started today and I can't full combo the song on normal difficulty

#Yes this is absolutely pjsk #Actually lemme tag them #project sekai #pjsk #This is my very first time playing a rhythm game outside of like some mirai dx and melatonin levels and I'm So Mad #Bc in my head it's So Easy but my hands fumble it every time and like that's why I wanna get good at rhythm games #I feel like having better hand-eye coordination would do me wonders #But alas I'm mad that I'm not perfect on day one moment one like an idiot ajfbsnbfbd

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fio-of-the-fae-realm · 1 month ago

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Born to be nocturnal, forced to get no sleep at night and work in the daytime

#Nocturnal #sleep schedules #sleepy #tired #you’ll never find the bottom tags #which is probably for the better #it’s one in the morning and I’m so tired #please let me sleep #I have too many ideas and inspiration swirling around in my head #I want to twirl around and embrace the world #But alas #doomed to diurnal

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flowercrowngods · 1 year ago

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tried to get nice things for myself. 1 dead 3 injured

#that voice inside my head saying: you’re not worthy of nice things!!!#that other box is inside my head saying: you’re incapable of feeling joy so getting nice things will only be a reminder of that and how the #illusion of nice things is better than the reality of them due to your absolute emotional numbness so don’t even try #and another voice tiny tiny voice saying: things cost money #it’s the same thing always always always i hate it #everyone showing me their little trinkets and their funky little internet ordered things and comfort items and i’m there like #wow i’d sure like to experience that kinda joy one day #but alas the depression and absolute apathy has infested every last cell of this being and the only outcome is repression #blah

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