#this might be the longest wallpaper I've done

[gavinosbornedrors]

It’s that time of the year again.

Month of Mecha 2024!

This is the month where I normally challenge myself to draw (hopefully) a lot of mecha! But this year I've been doing a bad job at juggling things right now so not a lot of my own mechs this year. It started in 2011 - which makes this the thirteenth time I’ve done this thing!

[sparatus]

🧃 🌸 🎨 ❄️

writer's truth or dare

thank you!!

🧃 ⇢ share some personal lore you never posted about before

mmmm people who've talked to me in dms might know this but (cw shootings) i was in a school shooting when i was 12. nobody was hurt thankfully, he tried to jam .22 rifle bullets into a .22 handgun and the gun jammed when he tried to fire it, but there was a lot of property damage done and i wouldn't discover i have post-traumatic stress disorder from the incident for several years. it's one of the things i don't mind talking about and will be open and honest about if it comes up, but it's obviously not something i go around shouting about, because it's not fun to recount and i've been known to have dissociative episodes when i talk about it.

and in case anybody's wondering yes that is indeed why i'm particular about how people use the term <3 "teehee blorbo hates mashed potatoes he has ptsd from eating a gross batch once" the word you're looking for is AVERSION and i will kill you. with my teeth.

🌸 ⇢ do you have any pets? if you do, post some pictures of them

cast please,

there's onyx (solid black), rhett (black and white), and joakim (orange and white)

🎨 ⇢ link your favourite piece of fanart and explain why you like it

this piece of desolas by anjian was my phone wallpaper for the longest time and lives in my head forever. the pose. the gold. the near-deific imagery. it means everything to me and is a huge inspo for how i write how the hierarchy at large views him and sometimes how his own ego lets him see himself

❄️ ⇢ what's your dream theme/plot for a fic, and who would write it best?

man i dont think i could pick an author but. more case/mission fic, always, this fandom desperately needs more regular mission fic i don't even care if they're ship-centric i just want more fun sexy mysteries feat. my favorite blorbos. yes i know i'm already writing them but i need more and i need ones that AREN'T WRITTEN BY ME!!!!

[way-too-short-formysoul-corazon]

I posted 578 times in 2021

96 posts created (17%)

482 posts reblogged (83%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 5.0 posts.

I added 365 tags in 2021

#save for later - 81 posts

#twenty one pilots - 57 posts

#my wallpaper hoard - 38 posts

#skeleton clique - 37 posts

#tw caps - 30 posts

#tw bold - 28 posts

#livestream reactions by v - 28 posts

#trench - 23 posts

#tw big text - 22 posts

#dema - 21 posts

Longest Tag: 136 characters

#the only driving force i had for getting this done is the fact that i want to start reblogging the answers from the logan slife ask blog

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

did a lil bit of singing !p

I know I'm no good at singing but this is the first time I've felt comfy with posting my singing so...

7 notes • Posted 2021-09-29 22:40:27 GMT

#4

people: asking me if I'm ok

me, who has had friend please from the self titled album on repeat for abt an hour: yea, yea I'm good why?

8 notes • Posted 2021-11-30 23:56:43 GMT

#3

I swear with all the weirdness running thru my head constantly I might make an incorrect quotes blog for top songs/bishop interactions...

any input from the clique?

11 notes • Posted 2021-10-03 15:46:49 GMT

#2

made something with my new water drop brush! hope u like!

15 notes • Posted 2021-09-21 18:21:09 GMT

#1

found a nice incorrect quote generator made by @thatincorrectquotegeneratorguy, these are the goodies I came out with:

22 notes • Posted 2021-10-14 18:26:30 GMT

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[words-from-j]

This blog is not dead

08.09.2021 | 16:24

Hello,

This hiatus was a little longer than intended.

There are so many moments from this past month that I've wanted to share but always end up occupied with something else. I don't plan on deleting this blog, so I want to create more photography posts of what I'm up to and places I've visited. Full-time work has really had me on my toes. Just got done with month-long training back in August. It's been a struggle to find set aside downtime for yourself when you're left feeling dead tired and drained from information overload x.x It also doesn't help that my mind is wired to jump from one task to another. I get easily distracted and hyperfocused ^^;

I'm starting to grasp the idea of what postbacc life is. Not just the responsibilities and stresses that come after college. But learning how to unravel myself + my goals in the workforce. In a field that I'm passionate about. I was so set about leaving grad school on hold for a while. My whole life, the main thing I've identified with is academics. After the pandemic, I was desperate to be 'out in the field' - working. An awakening that I'm sure others have also had over the course of these 18 months. I'm grateful to be working in a field that's related to what I studied. Many usually struggle with this, let alone landing a job right out of college. So I'm super grateful.

Some changes over this past summer: I've started drinking coffee a lot more. My love for tea is still there, but I've been more active about seeking out coffee shops. Personally a fan of independent, small-owned cafes. Can we consider her a new addition to the family?? Our neighborhood tends to have a lot of stray cats. This one somehow ended up sticking around and forming a bond with us. I think she might be less than 2 years old, but I never imagined I would've been learning about cats this summer. Now how do we convince the dogs to like her :") I've been more motivated to go out with friends. Yes, delta variant but we take our precautions. I can't say this summer has been a rose-tinted experience without any lows. Half of this season feels like it's been spent battling mental health. But it's definitely gotten better! My nails are the longest they've been in the 20+ years of life. Long nails = bettering mental health for me :) And through my job, realizing I might be an introvert with extroverted tendencies. Still socially awkward tho~ I look forward to exploring new places. Currently daydreaming about traveling to Japan for winter break 😅 But it might be spent being isolated the whole time due to quarantine travel measures

I'll stop here before it gets any longer. Maybe I will compile a post of summer outing photography. I love being near the ocean, so here's some beach wallpaper if you made it this far :) Captured on samsung

(Life update 1/2)

📍 Dockweiler Beach