#this makes me sososo happy

[pineappical]

commission for @cristinadrawss thank you again!!! 💛💛

[brainrot-yumm]

Had a shower thought. This is my bowsette bowuigi vision

no listen

Listen Im tired as shit and Im getting 5 hours of sleep again for the 5th time in a row but I NEED you guys to get this

tell me you get the vision

this is bowsetteuigi

tell me you get it

tell me

[skrunklydoo]

in this essay i will

[blissfali]

can you guess what episode im on

[lemonofthevalley]

hello transfem sparrow enjoyers . thoughts abt me redrawing this as sparrow and hero

[nyaitsu-writes]

hi i see that you dont really write enstars x reader stuff anymore which is ok! but i just read most of what u wrote (especially leo's) and i just wanna say that im thankful!! i really like your writing 🥹🥹 thank u!

hii!! i am so grateful for this so thank YOU!! it feels really rewarding to see there's people reading my old stuff and taking their time to send little things like this!! i promise it is really really validating as a writer to see not everyone is a like-and-run kind of enjoyer (❁´◡`❁) like yeah we all enjoy content in different ways but i love love love receiving any little "i liked it" kind of thing, totally makes my day!!

a little more info about the blog under the cut (i am once again rambling but this time it might be interesting!)

i need to say i haven't posted stuff in a while but i haven't stopped thinking daily about enstars, it's just health that has gotten in the way ;; especially leo. oh leo. i've fallen even deeper for leo oh gosh. actually, the last poll i made was meant to be some sort of way to,, test the waters. maybe. for a little comeback and revamp i've had prepared for ages (i even have new graphics!! yay!!)

a lot of the friends i have made in here have moved on to different things (big kiss to my enstars moots i love you) and i'm just. unsure if people do genuinely enjoy this because i have a million ideas (are they mostly knights related? maybe) and i'd like to get back into writing and doing requests but sometimes it feels a little lonely. like you're just talking to the void and hoping for a little wave back www

so if this is an idea anyone would be interested it would be super nice if you could comment maybe? i want to get a big, chunky signal i can't ignore (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ) pretty please make some noise so that i know i'm not talking to the wall again?

[kajibunny]

it's finally the 22nd where i am so HAPPY BIRTHDAY MII!!! 🎉🥳

nyx aaaaaa i can feel the love all the way from our different timezones ♡ (*´▽`*) !!! thank you very much for the super sweet birthday greeting !!! i hope you and kiryu can come to the party waaahh . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖

i think he's super excited to be your date to the party hihihihi

love always,

�� mii ✿

[softdreamlesssleep]

God, "I missed you" sex is the best

[hyunpic]

[pekoposting]

okay suddenly my 24 followers seems less impressive (IGNORE THE BREATS I'M TRYING TOO OKAY THAT'S JUST HOW IT IS)

[heartstringsduet]

Hi there, I'm your Tarlos secret santa. Other than your prompts to pick from, please let me know if there is anything you want included that will make your gift extra special. Excited to do this for you!

Hi Secret Santa 🤶🎅🎄 Thanks for reaching out. I'm so excited to get this started myself and create something! I really hope you go to town into any direction you want to take my prompts in. First, because I enjoy people enjoying creation and not forcing it, and second, because I have zero memory of what I asked for 😂 I will love whatever you create regardless, like a parent getting their first drawing of their child and pinning it to the fridge.

💓

[eyenaku]

It's strange! I think it's less uncanny and perhaps an association thing? When I was younger the whole doll genre of horror movie (i.e. chucky) terrified me So Deeply that despite never watching any of them I essentially refused to touch Any horror media particularly movies and made me of course get rid of all dolls and stuff.

Something similar is that I remember in grade school (maybe grammar school) I walked into a room where on the tv there was a murder mystery show one of my family members had on, and even though I didn't see anything actually scary there was a stuffed animal with button eyes on the screen and for some reason that 10 second source of association left me so terrified of a couple similar stuffed animals in my dad's room to the point he had to remove them from sight. But yea, I think it's more so association than it being uncanny cuz I tend to love that type of stuff! unnerving things, things a little too human and yet not enough to not be unnerving, eyes of all kinds in general! those are thinks i LIKE in Particular!!

I also was deeply terrified of chuck e cheese as a kid, which would add to that. I recently got really into the history of showbiz pizza, and all the rock a fire explosion animatronics, were very unsettling (though i still love them) with, again, the exception of their sun and moon, which again did not have the doll-like eyes! i've seen plenty of people online think their creepiness was on par with the rest of the band though, so it's for sure the eyes for me, not them being animatronics or uncanny?? which is something that fascinates me!! It's also less bad (by a little but not completely) on the glamrock animatronics, bit I don't think that's because of the space around the eyes so much as the "irises". The older games' irises look much more doll-like, similar in my head to Anabelle, for example, where the glamrocks' eyes aren't as.... detailed? I don't think detailed is the correct word but the glamrocks's eyes are flatter colours if that makes sense?

also i would Gladly talk about their designs All Day i am a Large Fan of that type of conversation in fact

ALSO THANK U SO MUCH AGAIN <33 I tend to get very extremely invested in topics that don't have enough interest to have produced informative pieces/graphics. I'm a large fan of information! I love to organize data for fun and just as much of that i very much enjoy Talking about it and Explaining it in easy to digest formats! although i often get too invested and what I think is a simple explanation is far more in depth than i perceive it as! Thankfully pierrot was a more conventionally enjoyable subject than normal- I spent a big chunk of today researching the history of water softeners for leisure ehsajkdhsjdsa but truly it means very very much to me what you said <33

Also I actually had a very similar non-canon idea of their joints sound! When working with ceramics you sometimes use a fine grit grinding paste to smooth the space between the lid and vessel- and it's a wonderful mortar and pestle-like gritty porcelain-y sound! I was able to find a video if you'd like to hear it here (the end part that is post-grind is the bit I mean, smooth yet slightly gritty): https://www.instagram.com/reel/Cr0u1dWL-Re/?igshid=NTc4MTIwNjQ2YQ== in any event i am also a very Large Fan of all their in-game noises! moon's broken music box sounds in particular make me go :3

also YES YES YES I also must have you know that the sentence "It's like being chased by Roger Rabbit if he had a Prey Drive." will live in my head until the day I die and I will be incorporating it somehow in to a number of things it is so amusing for no reason! if you do not mind i would like to replace some part of my blog's editable text to it because it's so amusing and so ever i cannot describe it??

The way they act reminds me a lot of small children, they dont know how to act like a Person yet and it's a lot of playing around, playing pretend even, except that they are very much Not human children and so it comes off in such a way it's just. so ever. I'm love fr fr! it's like trying to pass off a theatrical performance as genuine! Trying to pass off pantomimed emotions as things like being comforting when it's overbearing, and it's double unsettling because of their physical appearance!

Something else I especially like to think about is their computer aspect, and as such the true lack of comprehension! like a puppy howling along to humans singing happy birthday there is seeing and there is doing but there's no comprehension (or need for comprehension for that matter!) outside of an expected output, particularly with moon's behaviour ! that lack of Feeling is what makes their behaviour so funky because it's so easy, as a human, to interpret it As feeling! Like projecting feelings onto roombas and stuff!

ANYWAYS they are so silly i am a Big Fan for sure what creechurs

YOU SAID SEND ASKS EVEN IF THEY'RE DUMB SO I'M GONNA SEND ONE.

WHAT DID YOU THINK OF THE DAYCARE ATTENDANT WHEN SAW THEM FOR THE FIRST TIME (IN GAME AND IN FANDOM) AND WHEN DID YOU REALIZE YOU REALLY, REALLY LIKED THEM?

okokokok so basically i was avoiding fnaf like the plague bc i am terrified of animatronics and horrible with jumpscares in particular! but my best friend is a long time big time fnaf fan and so since like 2017 i was consuming fnaf content passively through them, and even since the game came out i was seeing stuff about it i just never got into it bc it wasn't super appealing

i was really invested in afton family lore n such so i got into fnaf because of that but was avoiding most animatronic content bc weee big fear (a few exceptions of animatronics though i.e. ballora) I could not figure out why i was so scared of them but I FIGURED IT OUT!! more on that later-

so fnaf sb came out n ofc I was watching playthroughs on call w/ my friend (before i played it, i played it soon after) and when sun showed up i was very much,,,, not scared of em?? i could not figure out why?? but i didn't really *focus* on them cuz i wasn't super into fnaf outside of afton family stuff

my friend kept sending me sun and moon fanart bc I did not have an upset reaction to them which was abnormal up until that point, and so i started to actively think they were neat! not super into them to the extent i came to be though- but i did figure out that the reason i have no issue with them and do have an issue with outer animatronics is because of their eyes! even moon who has "pupils" doesnt have the horrible doll-like "realistic" eyes most of the animatronics have- which is what was so unnerving about them to me. absolutely hate dolls and stuffed animals with eyes i have no idea why but one day they were just BAD and as a kidd i threw all the ones i had away and never looked back for the most part,,, but anyways sun and moon's designs were very appealing to me as i've always loved clown/jester type designs, celestial designs, pantomime-esque designs, marionette/bjd type designs (every time i draw them they have ball joints even now), etc. i also love love play structures and i've also always lowkey wanted to work in early education or in a daycare so the very environment was appealing! the designs really hit all of my interests AND were free of what was terrifying about the other animatronics

ANYWAYS i think the turning point (like it was for a lot of people in this fandom) was bamsara's work/solar lunacy! up until that point i had specifically avoided and never touched self insert fics + art, but it's so well written it changed my initial views about the whole category entirely ! because of that i was able to appreciate/consume more of the dca fandom content, which has so many talented creators! aside from that i remember being really really invested in 8um8ble8ee's dca work!

the designs being so appealing to my interests is likely one of the main reasons though aya!! jesters! bells! glow in the dark! stars! sun and moon motif! they remind me of those porcelain pierrots- one of my interests is the history of pantomime/commedia dell arte! i really don't think there's one thing about them or one moment i can remember that i was like YOOOOOOOOO!!!! it kinda just took over my brain hdsjkhsad

anyways i do remember distinctly sometime last year going wait- wtf?? because i'd thought this was a small time interest! something small i'd only taken casual interest in for a month or so, like so many other things, but then realizing i'd been making ART (not just consuming media) of them since at least december of 2021??? which is kinda insane to me!! (/pos ofc) before that time i was going through a really messy and just bad point in my life, and one of the ways I was tracking time was by the way my hair looked- i'd gotten obsessed with mykull afton after all the bad stuff and impulse cut my hair into a mullet and re-dyed it my natural colour after having bleached it brown, but this "first" drawing of sun was BEFORE my hair changed?? which i had not realized at all?? somehow in my head it was bad thing->mykull->dca but it looks like i was consuming and creating dca content through it all

anyways hsjhsjakjas i forgot what i was saying but i think i just really really liked them since i first saw em- i just didn't realize how much they had infiltrated my life until later somehow?? so ~may 2022 was when but really it was more like ~dec 2021? they make me so so happy i have no idea what it is to be honest

so ye in-game wise it was sorta on sight, fandom wise it was bc of solar lunacy + 8um8ble8ee !!

i still think its really funny that i like em so much, considering some of my biggest fears are Animatronics, Jumpscares, and The Dark BAHAHAHA

[mizumuu]

>Laughs Out Loud

I thought that piece was just about people focusing too hard on labelling Mizuki instead of letting them be themselves like they ask, not that it was transphobia ._ .

its ok to have ur own interpretation of that piece but its very clear to me that that wasnt ame's intention

[marcmorrigan]

i rlly cannot express enough how much love i have for the death note fandom... im fairly new to it obviously but everyone has been SO NICE ABOUT MY ART OH MY GOSH. ive been in a lot of fandoms where ppl were sweet abt my work, but the level of interaction and enthusiasm i have gotten since starting to draw death note art has been like incomparable tbh... i am always so excited when yall leave nice tags and stuff bc they ARE always SO nice

[fivestoriesfallingg]

whoever invented making mixtapes for people as a gesture of love was a fucking genius by the way . nothing will ever compare to that i’m so serious

[coldslaws]

Alder+N interaction????

(love this au!)

N decides he's had enough of house arrest

part 1 (will post and link the second part as soon as it's ready)