#this made me confront the fact i literally have like 3 friends lmaooo

[alliecatstrophe]

Rules: Answer the questions and tag some folks, if you’re up to it!

i got tagged by @agendratum! wow! it’s been so long since I got one of these

Name: Allie

Gender: Cisgirl (questioning?? lol)

Star sign: despite popular belief that i’m an aries, i am indeed a cancer

Height: 5′1″ at best. shut up.

Time: 12:22 PM. I just woke up

Birthday: Same day that gay marriage got legalized in America. You figure it out.

Favorite bands: Uhmm I actually don’t have favorites really. I’m constantly cycling but I guess Fall Out Boy and Dance with the Dead?

Favorite solo artists: Gunna be real I don’t listen to many of those, idk, Halsey

Last movie: Last NEW movie? Klaus. Last movie I watched period was Easy A

Last show: Last New show was Critical Role, last show I physically watched was Derry Girls

When did I create this blog: This blog was made in 2016 probably, but I’ve been on tumblr through various accounts since 2011

What I post: A whole lotta shit. Atm I think it’s mostly The Untamed and tiktoks?? With some sprinkling of Reddie and Critical Role

Last thing I googled: the ‘it makes no damn sense. compels me though.’ meme

Other blogs: uhhh i technically have an art blog i haven’t updated in years, but this is where I’m active. 

I’m on twitter a lot though, here, it’s where I do my livetweeting of the shows I’m watching (currently doing Critical Role, The Untamed and BNHA) 

Do I get asks: Only when I piss people off with my opinions, lol (or when it’s Harper). But I lurk more nowadays so. 

Why I chose my url: My name is Allie, and it’s a pun on both Alliecat and y’know, I am a Catastrophe.

Following: 74, lol one less than Yana, and my reasonings are the opposite, I am super picky about who I follow lmfaoooo I’ve been in a lot of fandoms with annoying as shit people so I curate my dash a lot more now.

Followers: 285, again, I mainly just lurk and reblog shit, so /shrug

Average hours of sleep: i try to get 7, do i usually? well

Instruments: Ah, no, lmao, I used to play the flute, tried learning guitar and piano and gave up on both

What I am wearing: A purple shirt with wolves on it and grey sweatpants

Dream job(s): Used to be an animator, then a graphic novelist, back to animator, comic illustrator, animator again, streamer, than animator again... who the fuck knows i’m just trying to vibe

Dream Trip: Italy, I think. I dunno, I don’t really have dream trips anymore

Favorite food: I love me a mean dish of chicken alfredo

Nationality: Unfortunately, American.

Favorite song: Hmmm, yeah, I really don’t have one right now

Last book I read: Atm I’m trying to tackle IT by Stephen King lol

Top 3 fictional universes I’d like to live in: Avatar the Last Airbender (not LOK that shit was fucked), surprised myself with this one but maybe BNHA?? Cool superpowers, maybe Skyrim?? Guys I’m trying really hard not to say H/P because fuck JKR but... I really like magic

as for who I’ll tag, uhm... lmao i don’t talk to anybody uh @necroscura @serkonans anddd @remusjohn?? but u don’t have to do if u don’t want to

[merrysithmas]

idk if this has been done before but i'd like to hear your more in depth opinions on katya and julia! did either of them really love them? were they even real?

Katya I used to headcanon as real but maybe like sex worker Boris really loved (like PERSONALLY, as a human being) because they became friends after he paid her one night but they didn't end up hooking up (Boris... gay... does stuff for show). But they talked all night and became close. Like why does this person Boris loves have to be romantic? Esp when there is literally (literally) zero textual evidence that Boris has any positive connections with (real) women in a romantic lens. And he straight up bold face lies about being "married", which Theo notes heavily.

But THEN, this brilliant post by @katherinebarlow pointed out the inconsistency in Katya even existing. Theo asks for Jerome's "connection" Katrina, and the man in Boris' bar confronts him, "Katrina? Not Katya you mean?" as if they were both code names for some covert Drug Exchange and Jerome (or Theo) simply got/heard the name wrong.

It's super fishy. So I am thinking Katya is also kind of made up. There's a few options, (1) she's real, has been to the NY bar before and the staff knows her, (2) she's real and Boris used her name as a Drug Exchange code (like Molly for Ecstasy) because he was fond of her, or (3) it's just a code name for drugs with no human person attached. I mean look at this:

Lmaooo Theo's response. And is it just me or does literally every "girl" Boris has been heartbroken by sound exactly like ...Theo?

Like who is the person Boris walked through hell for and endangered his gang and way of life for? Who is the one he got shot for, giving his life? Who is the one he lost? Yeah.

And when he gets hooked on heroin:

Like... who is the only person we see leave Boris? The person whose absence sends Boris into a toxic and terrifying downward spiral? And couple that with the romantic line from It's A Wonderful Life immediately after pairing the image of the Prep varsity sweater with the silvery Moon. Mhm.

Now I'm not saying Boris has not had a plethora of connections apart from Theo in their eight year distance but I am saying he's a huge liar and gay af. Even Theo, THEO, Queen of Petty Jealousy to the point where we STILL don't know Kotku's real name (Kotku who he determined as not as important as He&Boris following confronting Boris, the kiss, Kotku and Boris' breakup), legit just laughs whenever Boris mentions any women in an apparently romantic sense. In fact every time he's straight up just like:

I mean look, lmao:

Theo:

And:

Theo:

Like you can't out lie the liar or out gay the homo, Boris. Theo actually knows what's up in these passages and it's funny and touching bc we see him know Boris so well after so long. And Boris pretty much immediately drops talking about about his "wife" following Theo's total expressed disbelief and proceeds to hardcore flirt with Theo and, yknow, give his life for him until the end of the book.

As the gays do.

Julie on the other hand definitely existed and it makes me sad Theo hated himself so much and was so alone and vulnerable that someone like Julie took advantage of him.

[themanicgalaxy]

SPN 7X7 The Mentalists

This Week has been ABSOLUTELY dfa;os'ias, I am Tired, and my schedule is WACK, but

eh...I think I need an episode here, comfort shitshow here we go

ah yes angsty Sam

ah a medium

ouija board

man literally nothing good happens on a ouija board

there is science somewhere in there

huh what was her reaction

what was that face

sir the important papers?

this is not going to go well

uh oh

vengeful spirit?

oh god why are you ANGERING THE SPIRIT

oh boy actual spirit signs

HOLY SHIT THE PSYCHIC IS FUCKING DEAD

he's stealing a car? huh?

he looks so disgruntled

THE FUCKING RADIO

AHAHA HE FOUND A JOB THROUGH SHITTY RADIO

bruh where's the Impala, isn't the impala always with Dean?

I was gonna say they should call Cas and then I remembered :(

ah he notices the lil know..fake psychic stuff

ooo vibe

he's gonna say something incredibly out of pocket isn't he

BEN ACKER AND BEN BLACKER WROTE THIS AHAHAH

this is a fun themed cafe tbh

"special of the day: you" LMAO

ah hippies

DEAN'S FUCKING FACE

LMAO SAM'S WORKING THE SAME JOB

Sam's gonna be a lil bitch about this

I miss Pamela

I miss Missouri

WHERE IS SHE

"virile manifestation of the divine"

DEAN'S FACE

HE'S SO PRESSED THAT SAM DOESN'T CARE

...it is a little bit like Sam cares too little and Dean cares too much

"we're not the winchesters, lmaooo we get that a lot"

"we're completely harmless" LMAO

"energies" "completely gentle"

what the actual fuck is going on

"I'm Russian, I can spot the law"

THIS IS HILARIOUS

ooo a necklace that passes down the next of kin through fake psychics? interesting

"he broke my spoon" he's so huffy

they're literally both so huffy

"It's an honest living"

S I R WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR JOB IS

ah she's a profiler

body language

"I've got a open mind"

oh they're FUN tho

she's also a nonbeliever like he was, but they both kinda read people? I think?

Sam sorry bud ur third wheeling gain

"we did NOT know"

b r u h can you maybe chill

THE SIMULTANEOUS BADGE RAISE

bruh EVERYONE CAN READ THEM LIKE A BOOK THIS IS HILARIOUS

like yes I know I'm supposed to find this sad, but it's so funny how they're like "oh we can work together and bury things" AND THEN EVERYONE LITERALLY READS THEM LIKE A BOOK AHAHAHAAAA

ah man not the Russian

oh god not the fork

oh god nonono

I SWEAR TO GOD SINCE WE CAN ACTUALLY SEE IT IT'S EVEN MORE GRUESOME NOW

OH GOD NO PLEASE CUT AWAY

WHY DIDN'T THEY CUT AWAY

WHAT THE FUCK

OH MY GOD

I have no idea what the hell the tone is supposed to be anymore

"agEnT bouRNe"

"chest full of cutlery" lmaooo

"it's either this or los angeles" (in terms of policing)

they're both different kinds of cynical ha

they stopped talking like FBI agents

his FACE aHHH

self recognition through the other yada yada

is lily dale really like this

wait HOLY SHIT THEY ARE APPARENTLY LOTS OF PSYCHICS

"I hate this town" of COURSE YOU DO DEAN OF C O U R SE

this is not sarcastic it's literally everything he would hate

"family is a pain in the ass anyhow" LMAOOO

"thank the spirits" Ma'am this is a wendy's

"now will that be cash or credit"

it really must be lucrative

huh oh there we go vision of death

ah accent gone

and she called the girl, who brought Dean

they're all kinda phony

ah the camera

there we go caught on camera

ah chokes from behind

two am huh

oooo and she gives people visions of their death interesting interesting

heh sibling acts

the costume design is really cool though, honestly the concept is kinda cool

lmaooo ham fisted "sibling acts never work"

...the campbells

ah they were gay

DEAN YOUR FACE

bro the adr in that one bit sucks

lMAO THE PARALLEL

"no magic powers(full of crap) but took care of her younger sibling with Magic" aka Dean and Sam

ELLEN?? TELLING HIM NOT TO BE STUPID?

THANK GOD FOR FUCKING ELLEN I LOVE HER

"you lied to me and killed my friend" ok finally mention her

bruh and you didn't kill Sam

"That's what family does, the dirty work"

he is kind of acting like a dick though

AHAHA THE BAD SIBLINGS HAVE TO DIG

what if one warns and the other doesn't

Dean doesn't want the powers lmao

DAMMIT I THINK SHE WAS WARNING YOU

Always the fucking lighter

that was a fun design though

aw they're vibing that's fun

aw she'll stay with her

uhhh

SHIT YEAH THEY DIDN'T KILL HER

THE SALT

HOW ARE YOU OUT OF SALT

AH THE IRON

ah yay dies right in front of her

ah of course Dean hug

good sis bad sis

aw he's mad he killed an innocent ghost

they really focus on Dean I swear to god

ah the questioning

she was smiling ah jesus christ

ah they're doing it in the morning

ah the juicy lighter

ope bones are gone

the headliners of a specific carnival?

top psychic dogs

ah it's her next of course

ah sand circle

"does it hurt 'em"

"never thought about it"

OH AND HE ACCEPTS IT BECAUSE SHE'S ALSO A SKEPTIC

Ah here we go

find the bones before she kills them

this is like genuinely creepy tho

ooo vibes

ah a gun

OO TRAINING

"I hate when they do that" LMAOO

ooo the dual monologue

real thing isn't pretty or entertaining ok

"I can't pay my rent"

Is...is there a cultural appropriation thing in there

he missed

wasn't Sam also a psychic

ah the yellow teeth

ah JEEZ

bro poor Melanie jesus

"he was boning her"

it was right there

THIRD WHEEL SAM YA BOI

heh she got him

"I wish I had better weeks

bruh his eyes are SO GREEN wow

wow one episode to get over Amy huh

no Dean is not ok

"ever since cas, I'm having a hard time trusting anybody" UH

"we're poster kids of functional family life"

SIR

1. horror. Ok here's the thing. It's less vibe-y, but it's clear as day, it really drives home the mundanity of the horror. Like it could happen to anyone is the thing, and since the thing is bright, lit normally, it drives it home. Seriously I think the horror(when done well) works better.

2. Dean and melanie. Listen. He understood her bright-eyed questions and considered them better not because she was hot(let me have this) but because they were both skeptics. Like bright eyes without the bright eyes, yk?

altho third wheel Sam lmao

3. concept. Listen the concept of a cursed locket, but then it's the sister ghost and then the other sister was really fun! like it was an actual mystery, and lily dale itself(being a town of frauds, Dean feeling like fraud, Sam having to be the one that confronts the real psychic) was excellent, I liked that concept.

they were annoying as shit to deal with tho.

4. reading people! I just like that the whole idea was based on reading people(something neither of those fuckers can do) and how they, with the lies and repression, were uncomfy with it. I thought that was neat.

5. the cultural...appropriation? Like it kinda reads as "I wasn't as Flashy or Palatable so I starve and everyone else gets to be fine and profit off of what's fake versions of mine. Like..you can make the reading. The way it was done makes me uncomfy, but also that's a kind of real reading.

6. Sam(and Amy?). IT felt like Sam forgot about the fact that Amy was his friend and was more angry that Dean lied to him. But his lil Huff was in character and made sense for Anger Issues Winchester.

7. Dean's spiral(CAS). Dean's guilt spiral and trust spiral literally after Cas? Like the man is fucked, Ellen from beyond the grave is trying to tell him to shut up, and it's basically...entirely hinging on Cas and his feeling of doubt and insecurity there.

Bro I'm sorry but what the fuck even when he's not here he's here

[dismalzelenka]

About Me tag game!

I got tagged by @kunstpause! Thank you, my friend!

1: Why did you choose your url?

I decided around 20...14? 15? Right around when I transitioned, I think. Anyway I decided that with my real life name change, I wanted to reinvent myself in fandom spaces. Which, at the time, was mostly just my fanfiction dot net account. So I decided to just make a new one, which meant coming up with a new name, and I literally didn't think about that until I was sitting at the account creation window like SHIT NOW WHAT.

So there I was glancing around frantically for inspiration. And the pro choir I was in at the time was doing a Lent series featuring the Jan Dismas Zelenka Miserere in D minor. Zelenka is one of my favorite Baroque composers, and my potato brain was like hahah Dismas sounds like Dismal and THAT PIECE DO BE DISMAL so I cackled at my stupid pun and typed dismalzelenka into the username box and haven't looked back since.

2: Any side blogs? if you have them, name them and why you have them.

@projectdizposition is my hilariously inactive barely put together blog I made in a hypomania fueled frenzy a few years ago when I was like I AM DEFINITELY GOING TO PRACTICE COMPOSING MORE USING FAN MATERIAL and then did like two short pieces and never touched it again. I might start posting the fandom covers I do on there, but for now it's kind of dead so don't look bahaha

3: How long have you been on tumblr?

I genuinely do not remember. I think I made one back in 2012 and never got on it and forgot both the username and password? I did a lot of drugs back then during my idiotic and misspent youth so my memories are. Woof. Not clear. I made a transition related blog in 2014, and I think I deactivated it for trauma reasons. Maybe deleted it. I don't really remember that either.

The current one has been around since I catapulted myself into the Dragon Age fandom in December of 2017. I've been a brightly burning trash heap ever since. 😊

4: Do you have a queue tag?

I tried to but I could never keep in my memory what it was and kept having to go back to old posts to remind myself and eventually just gave up lmaooo

5: Why did you start your blog in the first place?

So I could wake up every morning and lovingly gaze upon pictures of Anders. I'm a trash can trash man and I own this, ok?

6: Why did you choose your icon/pfp?

I recently updated all of my fandom pictures to be of Blitzkrieg Bop, my Very Photogenic Cat who loves to pose for pictures and is very good at it. Purely because I felt like it.

7: Why did you choose your header?

hahahaha it was a ridiculous Skyrim mod glitch and it just so perfectly encapsulated my general mood and also the constant mood of the character in question that I had to make it public.

8: What’s your post with the most notes?

A Solstice blessing I posted around Yule really blew up. I didn't expect people to like it so much but it made me happy to know it brought joy to so many people. The next highest one is my "the Amells are a walking shitpost" meta post 😂

9: How many mutuals do you have?

Gonna be honest, I don't even know how to start looking for this information.

10: How many followers do you have?

1057, but I never bother going through for porn and spambots so the actual count is probably much lower. I can never be arsed to care enough to put forth the effort of cleaning it up.

11: How many people do you follow?

878? I don't ever go through that either. I probably should soon, but. 🙈 It sounds very stressful.

12: Have you ever made a shitpost?

I am in fact a walking shitpost. Shitposts tumble forth from my void on a daily basis. Sometimes I fear it is the only language I speak with any measure of fluency.

13: How often do you use tumblr each day?

Probably too much.

14: Did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won?

Y'all, listen. I am a Grade A WEENIE. I am a walking Pisces stereotype. I hate confrontation with a burning passion. If someone tries to start a fight with me, I make one (1) attempt at a civil conversation and then I block, because my mental health is not worth that shit. I have to yell at people in real life enough for work things, I do not have the energy for it in fandom too. Please be nice to me. I am fragile. 🥺

15: How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

Please Do Not. I hate this shit. Why does anyone think guilt tripping someone into reposting their content is going to do any bit of good in this world?

16: Do you like tag games?

I am a cat, and tag games are my catnip. Tag me in literally anything.

17: Do you like ask games?

I do! As you have probably surmised at this point, I am a Very Wordy Boy. Especially when I get to talk about my characters. I'm like Maes Hughes with the photos of his family in his wallet. HAVE YOU SEEN MY CHILDREN TODAY? That's me. Let me show you my children.

19: Do you have a crush on a mutual?

I have a crush on several of you motherfuckers. Stop being so goddamn attractive and cute. It's woefully distracting and I'm probably in love with you.

I have no idea who to tag, because from what I've seen just about everyone who I could tag has already been tagged so I'm just throwing my usual tag list on here and hoping it catches the very specific intersection of people who both haven't yet been tagged and would like to do this. Feel 100% free to ignore it if this sort of thing does not appeal to you. I love you pls don't hate me I am Very Scattered today. 🥺

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