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niuniente · 3 years ago

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I took a part in a book research project about people with no children. The premise was that everyone who was childless (precisely said “childfree”) could participate in the research. No story was a bad story, no experience was a bad experience.

I got the research project into my hands recently as the long work was finally done. Very exciting!

Except that turns out it was more the researcher’s own trauma project of her own life without children which she so greatly wanted but never got. Not even finding a partner who would have had children. The book is full of stories from other women, who mourn their life without children, experience of how it drove a marriage into a turmoil, how the couple struggled and still struggles with this loss, how horrible life feels when there’s no child, not even one.

Feels really morbid and inappropriate that there’s me and 3 other people in the book celebrating like “NO CHILDREN, YES, THE BEST THING IN LIFE, YAY, THIS IS AMAZING NO CHILDREN TO ME EVER, NOT EVEN IF YOU PAID FOR ME, I WON’T HAVE KIDS! ʸᵃʸ♪o((〃∇〃o))((o〃∇〃))oʸᵃʸ♪“

Not the best organizing for research project I must say... The author should have underlined that she’s looking for people who suffer, not people who live the best time of their life because of no kids. It should have been said that it was a project to mainly support her own experiences with other lamenting women without us happy childfree people dancing on the graves of the children these women never got.

#niu's life #childfree #I left feedback to the person runnign this project #that I didn't know this was about the pain of being childless #not about all childfree people #I wouldn't have participated in this if I knew as my experiences mock the target audience

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lovelylemonfluff · 3 years ago

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Okayyy hiii lovely person content below is fluff so don't worry <3

→Talking about marriage with ayato

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Youv been living with ayato for about 2 weeks now although you too have been dating for some years now and you both are very happy together, your still getting used to Inazuma it's nothing like were your from but ayato understands and is helping you along the way

You wake up and rub your eyes, you look over and see an empty spot were ayato usaly sleeps, although your not worry he's working, you get up and stretch you see out the corner of your eye ayato left some clothes for you to wear in your size and your style ✧⁺⸜(●˙▾˙●)⸝⁺✧ʸᵃʸ he knows you so well

You decide to get dressed and cheak yourself out in the mirror you love it so much, you suddenly feel hands on your waist you jump a little startled he giggles "I'm sorry my love I didn't mean to scare you" he says nuzzling his face to your back "you smile" HE'S SO CUTE you can't take it sometimes, his smile his laugh his eyes his hair his personality crappppp you love it so much no no you love HIM so much

He looks at your outfit "I see I picked something good although you look lovely in everything darling" you blush and thank him he lifts your chin up with his thumb and his pointer finger his thumb under your chin and his pointer on top he then places his free hand on your cheek "may I kiss you my love? " he says GODDDDD HIS VOICE your like about to die youv been with this man for years but you still can't handle his charm "of course" you say and you both lean in for a kiss

He sighs, hmm? Was the kiss not good? , he looks at you sadly "I would love to spend more time with you and your lips this morning but I have more work to do please forgive me love" he least go of you "it's okay ayato get back to your work" you smile at him although your sad you can't spent time together "okay I will my love but I came here to ask you something" you look at him and lean your head to the side a little he clears his throat and he looks a little nervous "would you like to accompany me on a walk tonight" your confused why dose he looks so worried about a walk interesting.....you don't ask questions though you expect his offer and he leaves

TIME SKIP!! ♡

It's around 10 pm time for the walk!!

You hold on to ayatos are as he takes you to a lovely spot to spend time at your amazed by the sites you see Inuzuma is so beautiful and gourgess you can't helped but be wowed although ayato dosnt look as amazed as you do mabye it's because he's used to this or mabye it's because he has something on his mind..........."ayato this is the most gourgess place iv ever seen thank you for taking me hear" you smile wide at him trying to eas his nervers dosnt help oof

Ayato looks at you attempting to make eye contact but he fails, youv known him for so long yet you've never seen him this nervous you decide to break the ice, you stop walking "hey ayato, you okay? " he looks terrified now I guess he didn't know you could tell he was nervous he looks down "i-i umm I would like to talk about something with you" OH DEAR BARBATOS IS HE ABOUT TO BREAK UP WITH YOU, you start crying "wait wait don't cry my love" he hugs you tightly

"Are you about to break up with me? " your voice is all shaky "of course not ayato says kinda the opposite actually" your confused now, he least you go, "I'm not sure how to say this but I was thinking, what if we got married, I wanted to propose a long time ago and then a year ago I suggested moving in and that's when I was going to propose but i was scared and I still am what if you don't want to get married" you look at ayato trying to hold in your smile "you don't know how much I would love to marry you" you see him smile and get all excited "really?" He says he looks like so much stress is off him

The both of you end the night with kisses and cuddles

Tysm for reading <3

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#fanfic #kamisato ayato

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