#this isnt even tagged tma but you know the vibe

[veradragonjedi]

@many-legged

total solar eclipse

[image description: a watercolor painting of a solar eclipse shaped like a giant glowing eye in the sky. its eyelashes are formed by rays of light spearing out into the clouds. it sits in a dark purple sky, surrounded by thick purple clouds dotted with outlines of smaller eyes, over a yellow glow on the horizon, like a sunset. the lower edge of the painting is framed by silhouetted trees. /end i.d.]

[definitelynotshouting]

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Ask me fanfic writer questions!

Hey Book!! :D wouldve answered these last night but as you know tumblr crashed on me 😭😭😭😭 so im answering it now instead!!

62.) what’s the weirdest reason you’ve ever shipped something?

Idk if this counts as weird per se but i straight up started shipping winteriron (Tony Stark x Bucky Barnes) because of THIS FUCKING FIC. It sold me on them SO HARD. Sometimes all it takes is one godtier fic that does everything right to get you hooked on a rarepair ✌️😔😔😔

65.) what is your favourite title for a fic you’ve written? 

If we're talking og titles i came up with myself, the title of my unpublished TES Oblivion fic is The Stars Have No Names, which ive always been fond of, especially combined with its planned sequel, But Those We Give Them-- which makes a full sentence that just sorta encapsulates the vibe of the whole thing in a way that really scratches my brain just right. This is closely followed by the piece i did for the DSMP Comics Zine, A Few E.G.G.s Short of the Full Scramble, which has multiple layers of puns loaded into it and makes me laugh like a lunatic every time i remember them

As for stuff that isnt original (aka song lyrics or poetry verses, which i steal from shamelessly), i'd have to say im most fond of sightless, unless the eyes reappear, which is the tma fic i wrote that accidentally predicted a decent chunk of the podcast's ending 😭 if i had a fucking nickel.... The verse is ripped from T.S. Eliot's "The Hollow Men" and i really loved how it just perfectly hits the vibes i was going for in that fic. Extremely on-the-nose titles are a game and brother i am WINNING

81.) if you could go back in time and give your younger self a piece of writing advice specific to you, what would it be?

"Hello tiny TJ. First of all, you are a transgender dyke. No this isnt relevant i just thought you ought to know. Anyway cool it with the perfectionism man one day people are gonna read a fic where every individual tag warning you've added is its own separate vine boom and you're gonna get tons of compliments on it despite the fact that it isnt what you consider fully polished. Got that written down? Cool. Now go forth and kiss women, peace<3"

91.) how has your writing style changed over the years?

My writing's always been pretty descriptive, but over the last few years its REALLY shifted into overdrive on the imagery. I think thats always been my biggest strength as a writer, and its something i really, really enjoy doing. As ive said in the past: if im not painting pictures with my words then what, pray tell, is the point!!!

The other thing ive noticed is that ive been dipping my toes into more experimental formatting, whether thats in regards to the story's structure (shout out to that time i planned to write a fic in reverse chronological order), the points of view (second person my beloved), different narration styles, or just the way the words on the page look-- something i know has been directly inspired by my cousin, who has an unpublished 85k Dead Space fanfic which replaces an ENTIRE CHAPTER with a twine game. The man is insane and i love him so much and one day i will bully him into finishing this fic because its not even halfway done what the fuck. Anyway thats my answer THANK YOU BOOK FOR SENDING THESE :DD

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I posted 5,233 times in 2022

That's 4,233 more posts than 2021!

22 posts created (0%)

5,211 posts reblogged (100%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

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@whycellothurr

@rearranging-deck-chairs

@headcanonsandmore

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I tagged 3,745 of my posts in 2022

Only 28% of my posts had no tags

#dw - 3,217 posts

#cat! - 240 posts

#lotsd - 223 posts

#ace <3 - 85 posts

#fef65b - 39 posts

#tma - 30 posts

#prev tags: - 26 posts

#tbb - 25 posts

#tbs - 22 posts

#aloto - 19 posts

I sent 1 gift in 2022

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

okay but so true bestie 😭 13 is NOT the longest running doctor (counting eps) but yaz IS the longest running companion (counting series) im fine being a hypocrite about this

wait but. shes been there from 13's first until 13's last episode thats like. must be a record. at least in new who. like only rose did that and 9 only had one series. anyway even if it's not a record it still feels special <3 there hasnt been a companion doctor duo who was together the entire time in new who

yeah! so my source is tardis wiki:

(note the clara one is stories not episodes, so while yaz has been in 31 episodes that only counts as 25 (? if I counted right) stories, because spyfall 1&2 count as 1 and flux only counts as 1, which is bullshit)

so for calendar time yaz is the undisputed longest, and for modern companions she is the only one with 3 complete seasons (I believe clara would be the runner up here, 2.5 seasons)

In terms of calendar time counting for companions but not doctors, it somehow feels different? idk why, it just Is. vibes

I do believe yaz is the only companion (other than rose&nine) to be with the doctor from first to last episode, and even that is somehow different as we dont know how long 9 was alone between regenerating in the 50th and meeting rose, while yaz is certifiably there from just after one regeneration to just before the next

18 notes - Posted October 17, 2022

#4

#okay Im pretty sure I had Thoughts(tm) while watching this but 'you are loved' with tecteun at the end broke me and now they're all gone

✌ that was my evil intention im glad it worked. also: 😭

because thats the thing isnt it? river telling them "i asked for help for you" and the doctor going "THATS SO STUPID"

amy and rory setting out a place for them. "but you didnt know i was coming, why would you set me a place?" "because we always do"

the doctor disappears and you dont know if or when they'll ever be back but i dont know if they expect you to wait for them. so many people throughout time who have told them "i waited for you" and it never seems to sink in that they wait for them. that they miss them.

the doctor quietly removing themself from people's lives bc they only bring chaos and destruction anyway. it's better like this. theyre saving them by leaving.

clara going "i mean it's not like im never gonna see you again" "isnt it?" "is it?" "i thought thats what you wanted" "but youre gonna come around for dinner or something arent you? do you do that? come around peoples houses for dinner?" "of course" they lie because they dont "thought you mind find it boring"

"do you want to come for tea at mine?"

maybe they do find it boring. or maybe thats an easier sentiment to express, an easier idea to grapple with, than the fact that there are people who care about them enough to spend time with them when nothing particularly exciting is happening, spend time with them just doing human maintenance things, when they dont need them. because theyre not necessary when there is no danger. theyre not needed, just wanted. because theyre not loved by the people who love them for being The Doctor, theyre loved for being the doctor.

river voice: but thats not the sort of thing you could ever understand, is it?

and maybe it’s easier to say it’s boring, that they dont do that sort of thing, than to say they want to, but they dont know how, because it’s never quite right, because their big blue box breaks chairs in the living room, and whats missing from them is so much more evident when theyre surrounded by people who are connected, who have a place they belong and each other and a shared history

“have you got family?”

AWSOK: It's over, Doctor. It has been ever since we let a virus into the experiment. DOCTOR: What sort of virus? AWSOK: You.

so they just leave, because youve got your own good safe human life to lead, because they cant fathom the idea that you will miss them, because it hurts to try to make connections on top of the gaping craters of broken ones, because they cant quite fix themself to anything, because theyre out of place everywhere, because it hurts less to swoop in, save the day, be unknown but adored for a day, every day.

......i got carried away. sorry for being depressing in your inbox 😭

no no don't apologize, this is excellent!

so many people love and wait and miss the doctor and they don't get it! But then to contrast that with their mother, someone who is supposed to love you, and maybe even does in some weird twisted way, but never in a way that compares to the people the doctor finds themselves, is ugh. how do you do this. please keep making me sad with your videos

20 notes - Posted April 26, 2022

#3

latest Thing that won't leave my head

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29 notes - Posted February 2, 2022

#2

69 notes - Posted January 26, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

fuck.

FUCK

117 notes - Posted September 14, 2022

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[searuin]

NAME    -    ffion !  but i don’t really like to associate with that  -  so to friends and online i usually go by carys (  which is my middle name  )

NICKNAMES    -    i don’t actually think i have any ?   so thats lame.

HEIGHT    -    i don’t know exactly but i’m around 6ft ?

NATIONALITY    -    british.

FAVORITE  FRUIT    -    i pretty much only like strawberries. pears in concept i could get behind but the actual eating isn’t something i vibe with.

FAVORITE  SEASON    -    autumn >>

FAVORITE  SCENTS    -    rain,  cinnamon,  incense.

FAVORITE  ANIMALS    -    i love cats & snakes but ?? goats are funky too.

TEA,  COFFEE,  HOT  COCOA    -    i mostly drink more energy drinks but i like all three. coffee is only good if it’s really sweet though.

AVERAGE  HOURS  OF  SLEEP    -    probably 6?  i try to get 8 though.

WHEN  MY  BLOG  WAS  CREATED    -    i only properly rejoined tumblr in 2020 ? but i don’t know the exact date. this blog was made in december i believe.

#  OF  FOLLOWERS    -    23 when i looked this morning.

RANDOM FACT    -    i still don’t understand how tumblr rp works. last time i was here properly i was maybe twelve and mostly illiterate. ever since i came back i’ve had to google things about rp here at least once a week because it’s so different to igrp.

FAVORITE  FOOD    -    chocolate covered strawberry supremacy !

FAVORITE  T.V.  SHOWS    -    agent carter, saiki k maybe ? i don’t watch a ton of tv and when i do it’s mindless stuff like haikyuu!! .

FAVORITE  MOVIE    -    your name !  or friday night frights.

FAVORITE  VINE    -    i like what do you have / a knife but i missed out on the whole vine era because i was 12 when it shut down and i didn’t have a smartphone yet.

SEXUALITY    -    yikes this is where i start discourse isnt it. sapphic aroace.

PRONOUNS    -    i’m cool with any tbh ?  i usually tell people they & she though.

FAVORITE  BOOK  SERIES    -    magic 2.0 even though it kind of sucked !  also harry potter (ofc), the kane chronicles and i’m currently into shadow & bone.

FAVORITE  VIDEO  GAME / S    -    i ... don’t really play any so love live ! sif.

FAVORITE  SUBJECT    -    psychology !  but i don’t have classes for that at the moment so i’ll pick illustration as a second choice.

GUYS  OR  GIRLS    -    i’m sure guys are cool and all but ... girls are neat.

LAST  TIME  I  CRIED    -    yesterday night i think ?  i made a playlist but it made me sad when i listened to it oops.

FAVORITE  FANDOMS    -    most fandoms i’m in are pretty yikes with some of the stuff that goes on but parts of hp are cool, bungo stray dogs / wtnv / tma have all been fun recently.

tagged  by  -  look i stole this from @drcomalfy​ like 15 minutes ago when i realised i hadn’t posted today  !    &&.  tagging  you  !  ( repost dont rb )