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so…daddy’s home.
#angel’s altar 💒#SJSJSJSJSJSJDJ#this isn’t in reference to me btw#JJK SPOILERS IN THE TAGS!!!#jjk.spoilers#idk how many tags it takes#but you’ve been warned#anyway i saw that my main babygirl gojo has been freed from his box looking beefier than ever <3333#all the edits of him on tiktok to hey daddy by usher inspired this post#idk how big my love for gojo on here was but a while back i was craaazaaay for him#so it only makes sense that i come back for his resurgence right?#my main chick <3#my be(hated)loved through it all
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(DCXDP) The obligations of a rogue versus those of a parent (Pt. 5)
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Tw: torture scene (GiW agent receiving), general angst, canon-typical violence (DC), nobody is having a good time
Will be crossposted to AO3 eventually
(Masterlist/subscription post)
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It was pretty easy for Danny to forget that Dr. Crane was a rogue at times.
Most of the time he wasn’t comically evil, like what he’d expect of a Gotham rogue. He was helping Danny, even if only because he didn’t want to be taken in by the GiW as well. He was even downright nice most of the time, or at least neutral.
Sure, he had a strange obsession with fear and psychology, but that wasn’t really out of the ordinary for Danny. It didn’t feel like living with a rogue, just like…staying with a distant relative, or something.
He seemed like just an ordinary person.
Today, though, Danny was brought back to reality.
The GiW agent they’d tracked down together writhed on the ground, screaming in pain and terror. Scarecrow was sat a few feet away, setting up a syringe of the antidote he’d made.
After a few more moments, he injected the man with the antidote, watching him like a hawk the entire time.
Suddenly, the man surged forward, lunging at Scarecrow with a feral scream.
Unluckily for him, though, he was still weak from the fear toxin in his system, and from the beatings he’d received prior. Scarecrow easily wrestled him to the ground, settling himself on the broad part of the agent’s back with a vice grip on one of his arms.
“Let’s try again,” he said sharply, all of the warmth Danny had grown used to gone from his voice. “Where is the GiW base of operations?”
The agent took several shuddering breaths before spitting at Scarecrow, defiance and hatred written all over his face.
For just a moment, the room was utterly silent.
“Fine, have it your way.”
Scarecrow began to twist the man’s arm further. It wasn’t long before the agent began to squirm, then writhe, beneath him. Danny’s stomach churned.
“You know,” Scarecrow began, almost conversationally, “there are plenty of jobs that one can get without the use of their legs, especially with the level of education you have. Anything that doesn’t involve hard labor, really.”
The man’s face was beginning to turn red in his struggle not to scream. He took in gasping breaths, the way that his mouth moved almost reminding Danny of a goldfish.
(He felt awful for the comparison, but it was true.)
“However,” Scarecrow continued, “I find you’d be rather hard-pressed to find a job without the use of your arms. Especially in a place like Gotham, where you can always be replaced by someone eager to do your job for even less money. Of course, you could most likely coast off of savings and severance pay for a while, but…”
He leaned closer to the man’s head, his voice lowering.
“Would you be able to live like that? To live with yourself, if you no longer have a purpose?”
He allowed the agent a few seconds of rest before increasing the pressure on his arm. The agent gasped, letting out a strangled hiss. His arm bones were making fascinating noises in response to the strain. Danny felt sick.
“You seem like a rather driven young man. I’m sure your family would hate to see you unmotivated, directionless. Would they resent you, do you think?”
“Fuck you, you—”
The man was cut off by his own scream as Scarecrow finally allowed his arm to break, audibly splintering into thousands of useless shards of bone.
He had the exact pressure memorized. Clearly, he had done this before.
This was wrong. This was wrong.
Shouldn’t Danny step in, do something?
“That won’t heal cleanly. Even with the best medical care in the world, you’ll end up with permanent damage.”
The man below him wheezed and sobbed, choking on air as Scarecrow let go of his arm carelessly, letting it flop back onto the ground.
“Just the sort of thing something like you deserves,” Scarecrow hissed, his voice cold.
“You tortured a child, and you enjoyed it. You laughed with your friends about it. In your notes, one of your friends complained about the screaming,” Scarecrow brought his leg around, grinding his boot into the man’s broken arm. He howled in agony, writhing uncontrollably.
“Was it inconvenient to him, do you think? Too loud? If you were joking about it, clearly you thought so, too. I could fix that as well.”
He drew out another needle, this one once again filled with fear toxin.
“Scarecrow, wait,” Danny choked out.
Scarecrow turned to look at him.
Even his posture was different than usual. He looked… stiff, more like an animal than a man. When he tilted his head at Danny in a silent question, it looked like something in his neck had snapped, his head lolling to the side.
Danny wondered if he was consciously moving like that, or if it was habit at this point.
“You—we don’t have to do this. We can get information some other way, right? You don’t have to…”
Danny looked down at the GiW agent below Scarecrow. He didn’t even have it in him to glare up at Danny like he had before. Instead he laid limply on the ground, tremors rolling through his body uncontrollably.
“We’ve exhausted every other option and you know it,” Scarecrow said, his voice low, “this is the only way we can move forward.”
“Still, I—I don’t,” Danny swallowed, his throat tight, “this isn’t—this isn’t right. Isn’t there some other way to do this? Like—a truth serum, or something?”
“Truth serums are notoriously unreliable. They’re almost as bad as lie detectors. We’re much more likely to get a reliable result from this.”
Danny just stared at the GiW agent and his splintered, ruined arm. He began to weakly wriggle in Scarecrow’s grasp, which was graciously ignored.
He vaguely remembered himself doing the same thing when he was on the operating table; even if he knew there was no chance of escape, he still thrashed and screamed, desperate to get away. The jagged I-shaped incision on his torso felt uncomfortably warm.
What was there left to say?
“The Bat does the same thing at times, you know,” Scarecrow said, “him and the rest of his brood. By using my toxin, I’m actually lessening the amount of permanent damage that I’m doing. Physically.”
“Still, that doesn’t make it right,” Danny said desperately. “Even if—even if everyone in the world did this, it wouldn’t make it right.”
Scarecrow hummed.
They were both silent for a moment.
His next words were gentle, absurdly so when compared to the scene in front of him.
“I would love an alternative. But…”
He shrugged, hand coming to rest on the break in the GiW agent’s arm. Even without applying any pressure, the man stopped squirming immediately.
“There aren’t any other options,” Danny repeated, his voice flat and his body numb.
“Yes,” Scarecrow said. “I’m sorry.”
There was a pause. No one moved a muscle. Eventually Scarecrow spoke again, his voice strangely empty.
“You can stand outside and keep watch, if you’d like. At such a short distance their radars won’t pick us up.”
Danny said nothing, leaving the room silently.
He sat outside for quite a while.
He was grateful that Scarecrow had, with his help, dragged the agent to one of his previous hideouts. It was soundproofed, after all.
He was glad that he didn’t have to hear the rest of what Scarecrow did to the man.
After what felt like an eternity, Dr. Crane left the building, joining him outside. He guided Danny back to his beat up old truck and they drove home in silence.
“Did you at least…do you know where they are, now?” Danny asked as they entered the apartment, his voice small.
“They didn’t share the details of all of their locations with any one person. I know where one of their locations are, but not their main base of operations.”
Danny felt disgusted. With himself, with Dr. Crane, with the GiW.
He was disgusted by the agent, too. Did he just hate the restless dead so much that he would prefer to be tortured than to give them the upper hand? Did he really think he was in the right?
Was there a chance that he was?
Danny felt very, very small, and very stupid. Stupid and weak and cowardly.
“Danny,” Dr. Crane spoke, his voice soft.
“I’m truly sorry that this is happening to you. I really, truly wish that you didn’t have to endure my company. I…”
He fell quiet. Danny wondered if he was just saying this to pacify him, or if he truly meant it. He wondered if it really mattered in the end.
After a few moments of silence, Dr. Crane sighed, looking truly pained.
“I don’t know. I’m sorry.”
Danny was quiet.
“I’m going to bed early,” he finally said, turning away and leaving without a second glance.
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#dcxdp#dc x dp#dp x dc#dpxdc#dp x dc crossover#dc x dp fic#liminal scarecrow#this kinda shit is how the fic got its name btw.#like yeah obviously it’s also in reference to the contrast between crane and danny’s actual parents#but it’s also about doing what you need to survive vs what is best for the people dependent on you#tshirt that says I love moral quandaries I love when no matter what you do you lose I love torturing characters#Scarecrow: why isn’t torturing everyone who wronged you healing this child. it worked for ME#meanwhile Danny is undergoing the torment nexus#and red hood is doing some doomguy shit#getting swarmed by GiW agents bc he’s one of the only ones showing up on the radar#Tucker voice Wow Mr red hood this is kinda fucked up. can I use the bat computer to hack the pentagon btw
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now THIS stuff is much more recent
i still have some older stuff i wanna post, but for now, i wanna share my most recent assortment of eah doodles.
#the one where hopper and briar are taking a selfie is actually a redraw of a drawing i did a few months ago#it was so bad#i have a complicated relationship with hopper btw#i just think he and briar could eventually be good friends if he learned boundaries#also no way is he taller than her#not only do the books refer to her as the tallest princess#but you cannot tell me the dude who comes from a long line of dudes who turn into frogs isn’t significantly short#it just doesn’t make sense otherwise#in my heart he’s as tall as kitty and maddie are#eah#eah fanart#ever after high#raven queen#dexter charming#hopper croakington ii#briar beauty#faybelle thorn#dexven#raven x dexter#bribelle#briar x faybelle#duncart
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We are livin our liiiivvvveeesss abound with so much informatiooonnnn
#LMFAOOOO#I am a shadow the true self— PERSONA 4??? PERSONA 4 REFERENCE???? PERSONA 4 MOMENT????!?!#btw#I love all of Takaya’s sprites he looks so sinister#absolutely devious…isn’t he just so dreamy 💕❤️#KIDDING#except I am actually not. i am deeply enamored with him.#WOAHHHH WHO SAID THAT!???! 😧😧😧#so normal abt him!!! so normal!!#also the way Jin is always just standing around#the way he stands is funny to me idk#he’s so#he’s so funny idk#he’s so squishable I wanna chew on him and shake him around like a dog toy#oh okay#sometimes I write things out in the tags and then I read over them like ??? huh#I wanna bake him into a pastry and consume him#hmmmmm#okay! that’s enough tagging for me tonight gn!#persona 3#persona 3 reload#p3#persona#persona 4#p4#persona 4 golden#persona 4 remake PLEASE ATLUS PLEASE PLEASE PLEA
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if you’ve been on my blog any time recently you have seen the drawing above… BUTTT I wanted to make a post for him bc he’s my hcs for Ace’s older brother whom me n @localanimeidiot named Felix :D
some doodles of him + one of the crackships he’s in
#twst#twst oc#technically ig#ace trappola#ask questions ab him I’ll probably send paragraph long responses#ace’s brother#big brother trappola 😍😍#♥️!- felix trappola#twisted wonderland#twst ace#heartslabyul#twst heartslabyul#fellow honest#their ship name is felfellow bc#🩶!- twst siblings#his shirt is a direct reference to all in the afternoon / the flowers from Alice in wonderland#he’s pointing to ace in the u are gay image btw#my version of aces brother where he isn’t in a odd ship#Sorry that’s me being petty#He still is in an odd ship#Potentially odder
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the way that in mandy’s first ever scene she stands tall and walks and speaks with such confidence, but by her last scene she seems embarrassed and more timid. free my girl she did nothing wrong
#this is not an invitation to whine about prefering her in the first season btw#but season 6 mandy reminds me a lot of a deer#<- idk how to explain that she just does#i just feel so fucking bad for her#she deserves the world#but referring to what i just said- can we start acknowledging that despite the actress change she is the same character?#she wasn’t the only one who’s personality changed from s1 - s2#ever heard of kevin ball?#her personality in the later seasons is what happens when you’re seriously abused your entire life#you realize she was impregnated by her father at sixteen right? her life is FUCKED#of course she isn’t bubbly anymore she’s a sexually abused teenage girl#she’s also only 19 when we see her last#i just want to give her the biggest hug ever and apologize to her because of everything she had to go thru#shameless#mandy milkovich#1x03#6x09
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#undescribed#dumbing of age#me latching on to one alt-text joke on a doa strip ages ago PAYING OFF#this is so exciting for me i feel pandered to. i know this isn’t for me but also it is because i say so#also btw this is in fact what my url references. these are the terrible lizbians#the one webcomic that i kept up with from my webcomic phase of the early to mid 2010s
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genuinely i could not sleep until i drew this. sewing jokes ft a very confused kirby
at first i thought this idea was silly but i mean. it probably would be a big deal for the prince of patchland to be made of synthetic fibers, so uh
bonus doodle of me when i actually am sewing lol (sorry for the anatomically incorrect iron)
#yeah it’s anatomically incorrect (like everything i draw) because i really didnt feel like getting a reference#okay here’s your explanations#singer and brother are both sewing machine brands lol#inter facing makes stuff stiff#smth not cut on the bias won’t stretch as well (basically he’s saying they’re not flexible. i didn’t mean literally but ig you could#interpret it that way. idk whatever)#tulle is a light and airy fabric yea but it’s also a bit stiff and scratchy so…don’t tell kirby that i guess#anyway these made me giggle and i lost sleep because!!!#I kept thinking about them for so long#and now ive had awful insomnia all week and have hardly slept lol so hoping posting this will help (I wish)#but i have more ideas so i might do more later#kirbyposting#kirby#prince fluff#king dedede#also fluff just looks angry a lot i promise he isn’t#can interpret as kirfluff#btw i suck at sewing so feel free to correct me
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Ngl I think Abbacchio act more like a parent to the gang than Bruno does
Now it’s not ONLY based on the fact that they actually listen him when he tells them to do something. It’s mostly just in the way he’s always around them and partaking in the conversations they have while Bruno is usually out doing some sort of mafia business or sitting in awkward silence unless it’s relating to mafia business
But it is mostly based on the fact that they actually listen him when he tells them to do something
#don’t get me wrong#Bruno has a lot of familial moments with the gang#but you’re not exactly a proper parent if you can’t control your kids#jjba#jojo vento aureo#bruno bucciarati#bruno buccellati#bruno jojo#leone abbacchio#leone jojo#my random thoughts#this isn’t bruno slander btw he’s literally my favorite character#as annoying as he is Bruno would not survive if he didn’t have Abbacchio to help him with the gang#(Abbacchio is the annoying one I’m referring to btw)#(Both of them kinda suck at parenting at the end of the day but they’re also too young to know exactly what to do anyways)#Abbacchio just happens to be a little better
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IM COOKING RN TRUST 👩🍳🍽
#taking this chapter so seriously that I even had to pull out the pen n paper 😢 got me drawn diagrams n shi#this isn’t one of my best theories n I don’t think it’s gonna be canon but I think the concept is interesting#so I’ll think about it harder than post ab it#sbg#school bus graveyard webtoon#school bus graveyard#schoolbus graveyard#sbg (webtoon)#referring toooooo chapter 66 btw^^^
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every now and then I go to my doctors and I go hey. can I do something about my shitty brain. and they go of course. how about the thing you keep telling us didn’t work for you.
and I go. well you see. I think that would make the problem actively worse. and they go oh! sorry can’t help you
#this isn’t about meds btw I love my v basic ass anti d med#except for the part where I have to go back and get more#and well you see. every time I go back#they’re like so how about trying cbt -#and god. I can’t. I can’t#i need my meds I just can’t have them keep referring me to the same shitty service again and again
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forgiveness is so insane
#imagine sitting down and playing a normal game of chess with a man you wanted dead five years ago#this isn’t a reference to like a show or something btw it’s a real thing that happened to me last night.
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hey I just called myself a boydyke and got so giddy it made me lightheaded
#gender tag#I do also like to be called a girl btw this isn’t like an exclusive way to refer to me but that particular word#feels SO good when thinking abt my attraction to women lol
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I love and hate both canon and fanon at the same time. I am very complex
#this is directly in reference to Tim Drake#I will say i largely have more positive opinions on both it’s just certain contexts I don’t like them in#I enjoy quite a few things that are largely fanon (bat stalker Tim emotionally abusive Jack and Janet etc etc)#BUT I hate if they are talked about within the fandom/analyzed as if they are canon#or god forbid made to be canon by dc (I kinda don’t count Wayne family adventures since that’s basically fan content (still enjoy it though)#at the same time I do get annoyed by people who are like ‘oh my god why do people in fandom write this dumb cringe stuff!!’#‘you guys aren’t real comic fans/don’t understand the character/are ruining everything about him’ like. we do it because it’s fun man#what I want out of my canon content/storytelling is very different from what I want in fandom lmao#this isn’t meant to start arguments btw. just me expressing some thoughts/opinions#fuck it I’ll use tags#Tim drake#batman#dc#white weasel talks
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i’m joining the war on fanon. on the side of the fanon
#sorry everyone who believed in me. unfortunately i am having fun over here and do not wish to stop#this is abt specific fanon btw i’m not talking abt general trends bc those can be rlly bad in ways that i don’t have the energy to get into#if you know what i’m autistic abt rn you will know which fanon i am referring to#elliot should shut up challenge#tim drake can have a little major parental neglect and creepy child stalker phase. as a treat#‘‘red robin isn’t indicative of his character as a whole and you should stop characterizing him based off of it’’ have you considered.#i enjoy his sadboy pathetic loser swag in red robin. also just bc he was at his lowest point in that run doesn’t mean he can’t continue to#be depressed afterwards. usually when a bunch of bad things happen you don’t magically become not depressed as soon as bad things r no#longer happening. which is what i have fun exploring#anyway. we (cringefail swag) are so back
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Speaking of book recommendations, I just finished reading "Annapolis Autumn: Life, Death, And Literature At The U.S. Naval Academy" by Bruce E. Fleming (he was/is a teacher at the Acedemy) and I thought it was interesting. It gives a glimpse at some workings of the academy but also what is like to be a civilian in a military environment specially when one doesn't exactly drink from the same kool aid (hope that's how the expression works, I'm not American)
i will look into it!! But now i get nervous reading about the usna because i don’t wanna know how inaccurate my portrayal of it is. Lmfao. Posting for the rec
#will read it someday maybe#when my reading list isn’t ten kabajillion books long#sounds interesting for like Charlie’s perspective too#civilian contractor type beat#That’s pretty much the saying btw 👍🏽 jonestown massacre reference#it’s not American it’s Guyanese#or at least Jonestown happened in guyana#not top gun#book rec#when i was abroad last week i had a two-night stand with a kid who did a wrestling camp with the SEALs at the USNA#he showed me videos on his phone and it was. Uh. the most hellish possible thing i can imagine#SEALs kicking down your door at 4 am for drills#wild hazing rituals#straight lying to kids for psychological torture#anyway#a girl i know her boyfriend just got into the USNA and she was like ‘so i should break up with him right’ and we were all like ‘…yeah…’#does not sound fun but that’s my limited experience of it
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