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I know I’ve been in the MCSM fandom too long because people use Lukesse and Jesskas interchangeably now. (Boomer VC) Back in MY day, Lukesse was for Fem!Jesse/Lukas and Jesskas was for Masc!Jesse/Lukas…
#///kyler talks#///kyler rambles#mcsm#minecraft story mode#local fandom veteran thrown for loop by these kids changing the game more at 7#this isn’t a serious post btw lmao#it’s just fascinating seeing the fandom evolve#I love seeing opinion on Aiden changing as well#so many ppl at least like him#back then liking Aiden was a good way to get bulllied#NEVERMIND if you liked Aidesse my GOD#can FEEL the kids going ‘sure grandpa let’s get u back to bed’ on this one#it’s true though!#they were different ships#same thing for Jesstra (F!Jesse/Petra) and Jetra (M!Jesse/Petra)#think there might have been and Aidesse (F!Jesse/Aiden) and Jaiden (M!Jesse/Aiden) thing going on but it’s just Aidesse now#Jaiden is for Jaime/Aiden Teehee 💕💕💕#<- my beloved idiots 💕💚💕💚💕
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TW BLOOD
(bit ltr on)
TW REFERENCED CHARACTER DEATH
@naffeclipse
Part 1 | Part 2 | This is Part 3 | Extra
Gonna add some after comic shenanigans because I have thought of a LOT
It'll be linked as Extra
likely will be comprised of memes with maybe some serious
Long post under the cut!
And rambling right after like. a lot. jkfdjklsd
It’S DONE
Well besides the extras and memes I’ll include in another part that. I don’t know when I’ll finish. But stay tuned I’m gonna go ham. I can't wait to share the memes especially loll
Fair warning my rambling here gets a little all over the place so if I repeat myself. Sorry lol.
If I knew how to include a second read more I would
anyway , I think I've made this comic lighter towards the end of this comic (both on purpose with the backgrounds and story lol) but this ending I hope is a combination of bittersweet and hopeful. Y/n gets to have a new family and connection to humanity that I think would be beneficial.
How they’d take finding out Y/n is a VAMPIRE is it’s own can of worms that you can decide for yourself how would go down. Best outcome is that Y/n continues to watch over the generations influenced by Vanessa and her family during their immortality.
Gregory and Cassie still haven’t been introduced in the Naff’s Cryptid Sightings universe by the time I post this, so if/when they are their characterization most likely will be different. And ggy likely won’t be placed in the au. Which is completely understandable! Tho an alternative path following canon fnaf more with 3 star fam, ggy n such is a concept I LOVE in the Cryptid Sightings world! I’ll go into it more ltr
Greg and Cass already have cryptid parents but now they get Uncle Eclipse and Uncle/Aunt/Pibling/Auncle/Etc Y/n. And Y/n gets to have one more purpose in protecting these ppl they will grow to care a lot about that knew Vanessa when Y/n couldn’t connect with her. Lots of sharing stories abt Vanessa occurs.
I’ll joke abt this in the extras & memes part but I think It would be so funny if Y/n can one moment be depressed and then Eclipse mentions Cass & Greg and they’re like “RIGHT I NEED TO PLAN HOW IM GONNA SPOIL THEM FOR THEIR BIRTHDAY” or “I LOST TO GREGORY LAST TIME IT WON’T HAPPEN AGAIN” or “I NEED TO CHECK UP ON THEM AND MAKE SURE THEY’RE ACTUALLY RESTING AFTER THEY FOUGHT THAT CRYPTID”
Eclipse is simultaneously grateful they have a new source of motivation, they haven’t seen you like this in a while, and he doesn’t dislike Gregory or Cassie. BUT since Cassie and Gregory are still Cryptid Hunters, it isn’t IDEAL lmao
On to elaborating on the comic: I love 3 star fam (by extension cassie) and Vanessa had growth offscreen so now her dying wish to y/n is like:
Nessie: hey. Make sure my kids (that aren't kids anymore) don't die ok cool cool
Sure Greg and Cass have Freddy and Roxy but between:
Demonic cryptids that have no experience being a human NOR a cryptid hunter human at that
Vs
Friend that might just be there still since if these cryptids could have humanity there's a chance my friend sending me memes that are so in character with their personality is ALSO still human despite being vampire and maybe ness & them could reconcile and Greg and Cass could finally meet the only person ness would have considered family and-
Nessie never would have considered y/n still having their humanity if it weren't for Freddy and by extension Roxy
And btw Ness would not have given her phone to y/n if she wasn't sure that y/n wouldn't hurt Greg and Cass.
She. Didn't expect y/n to go the extra mile and meet them in person. The phone would give y/n their contact information and all the photos of memories they missed out on
Y/n cries when they unlock ness's phone and Nessie still hadn't changed her password
The video she made that y/n sees at the end is when she was first entertaining the idea of y/n possibly still having their humanity, but still wasn’t sure. It was a video that she only ever planned on y/n seeing if she either died and/or she was sure y/n was still human in some regard. She wanted to leave y/n with something in that scenario.
Vanessa here meeting Vanessa in Cryptid Sightings and Lost episode canon would certainly be something. Vanessas from canon Cryptid Sightings would just. Not know how Vanessa got over it and neither does Ness here know
Also, there are some details for this canon divergence au that are completely settled to me and other details I don't have a solid idea for. Like, I'm not SET on how Nessie and Greg would meet, ness and Cass, if it would be at the same time, who would be doing the glitchtrapping. Prob becuz some of those are still unclear in canon canon FNAF and others I'm just indecisive
I'll leave it a little loose, up in the air
Also the possession being done by the same cryptid wouldn’t be possible with Cryptid sighting’s universe rules so. I’m not gonna bother figuring out those details for this comic.
But I do love the idea of Nessie growing closer to Greg and Cass and at least Ness and Greg sharing a bond over dealing with Glitchtrap
Speaking of glitchtrapped GGY in cryptid au-
The wizards FAVORITE now being in same universe as demonic cryptids that would absolutely want to slaughter Glitchtrap for possessing a KID? Making him kill multiple people, including a kid his age? Tasty. Scrumptious. I want to make a separate post just thinking Abt how canon crew for cryptid sightings might react to GGY, especially Cryptid Sun & Moon/Eclipse. I'll save most of that rambling for that potential post since there's so much angst potential.
While im here, I’ll ask. Naff, how would Eclipse react to a child, possessed by a demonic cryptid, having killed other children? Or. Is that a spoiler since these characters could be introduced in a reunion work and whether Cassie gets possessed to mirror canon fnaf is still up in the air? 👀
@/puhpandas can be blamed for my brain rot of the GGY story and dr rabbit stuffs and the potential it could bring.
Tho I don't expect to see GGY in any continuations of cryptid sightings lol I don't know how that would work when cryptid sightings already has laid down rules for possession in that universe and Glitchtrap is already gone. I'll happily see what Gregory and Freddy are like when they (hopefully) appear in future continuations of cryptid sightings
But since this is canon divergence I can indulge in three star fam real quick
To follow canon canon FNAF (or at least the fanon built off of the scrapped security breach canon as well as what stayed in sb), Vanessa would be saved by Gregory and Freddy, I'm undecided if Cassie would join in sooner or later. Nessie would regardless have to stomach being around kids that remind her of her trauma since she can't just fully IGNORE them. Gregory would have no one since I love the angst of the theory he killed his loving family as GGY
So. Nessie would probably know that and it would make the situation hard.
Vanessa would grow a bond with Gregory and Freddy at some point, Gregory has a head start due to. Y'know. Glitchtrap. Hard to not have some sort of connection to the kid that went through what you did too.
Anyway, Vanessa here would be saved by Gregory and Freddy to match up with canon. Or at least, the fanon I subscribe to for security breach since canon was lack luster and scrapped all the good ideas for Vanessa last minute.
Nessie and Gregory would have the shared experience of dealing with Glitchtrap trauma and Cassie gets roped, just like canon, with the whole Mimic situation. Then Nessie has two kids that she can't fully ignore but also can't stomach COMPLETELY being there for. Fun.
But since I adore 3 star fam too much, Vanessa is able to grow attached to Gregory like a big sister eventually (i adore big sis nessie dkljssfkld look at @/boringa55binch 's stuff you'll get ITTT)
When I'd imagine Cassie would be introduced, I bet Nessie would have a harder time with her around since what we've seen of Cassie in canon is only of her getting fooled. I bet Nessie would have a harder time around her for that reason.
But it's not like she COULD leave them completely alone since she's the one with the most cryptid hunting experience. And if these kids are SO INSISTENT about getting into trouble, fine. She owes them after all
I've been undecided if Cassie would be apart of the gang when Nessie is saved so that's up in the air for what ppls like most
Time skip is about 20-30 years ltr I've determined so, Ness did die when she was relatively young. (The circumstances of how she died are a plot device yes i will admit shush it isn’t terribly important sorry jklfdsjksfd)
I'm not the greatest at drawing aged characters so there you have it, Cassie and Gregory are in their late twenties early thirties.
Nessie knows it is a gamble to ask Y/n this favor. But, she's a worried big sis, being around Roxy and Freddy I bet would have softened her heart to the general idea of cryptids not being bad, and y/n doesn't seem to be bad atm. It could be a ghost that'll haunt watch over them, or Nessie's best friend can continue to be long distance buds with Nessie's new family.
And if Y/n was truly gone and all that remained was the vampire tendencies, by this point she has trust Gregory, Cassie, Freddy, and Roxy can keep each other safe. If it was truly a mistake to give y/n her trust.
So, that's why y/n hypes themself up and visits the graveyard when Gregory is there. And it did take a lot out of them but y'know I like the idea of y/n getting close with the gang.
It does make the next cryptid reunion a little weird.
Y/n & Eclipse: YOU DIDN'T MENTION VANESSA WAS A PART OF THE CREW NOW??
Freddy & Roxy: YOU NEVER TOLD US ABOUT VANESSA
Like, imagine both describing Vanessa in previous reunions, and NOW they're finding out it was the same person.
Vampire reveal set aside for later, this is y/n's newest reason to LIVE (mentioned earlier im gonna indulge on details down here)
They can't die yet! They still have memes to send to these kids! Jokes to tell! Series to make them binge with Y/n over a call! This is the gosh darn happiest Eclipse has seen them in decades!!
Flipping between seeing Gregory and Cassie as their nephew and niece and competing with Freddy and Roxy over the title of parent. Regardless of age. (they joke but Y/n never actually competes for the title, they are much too anxious of doing something wrong. Plus, Roxy and Freddy would be pretty tough to beat)
I also think it would be hilarious if Y/n sent out Eclipse with a chancla when Gregory does a Human Hero Complex goof up that painfully reminds y/n of their Human Hero Complex goof ups. He isn't allowed to make the same mistakes without consequence. And y/n WILL stay back in the bushes with goggles to SEE IT HAPPEN. Eclipse ain't worried abt y/n's mental state when they're too invested with their Nephew and Niece.
Gregory: We are adults.
Y/n: Yeah but you're also stupid humans who don't know when to quit.
Eclipse does get a chuckle they're now complaining so much abt human's having these stupid hero/martyr complexes when they were a human not so long ago themself lol
and
didn't mention before but
Y/n and Vanessa compared to Cassie and Gregory parallels that would could be explored.
ANYWAY (get an “anyway” tracker for this post 💀)
Cryptid Sightings doesn't have Cassie or Gregory in their cast of characters yet so (i think I mentioned this earlier but still), this could age. As of writing this, no reunion fic has been published. Might make a note of that if I release this after the fact. But still. Indulge with me in the hyjinks. I haven’t even begun on Freddy being a dad to y/n and possible Roxy dynamic with y/n lolll.
This au of an au of an au still has lots of angst to be explored like. Oh yeah, Gregory was controlled by Glitchtrap too and has a fuck ton of ptsd SINCE HE WAS TWELVE
Fun discussion for later at thanksgiving over zoom. One that Greg is just like: Can we get back to video games pls. now.
The bombshell that will be Y/n revealed to be a Vampire is still up in the air like I said earlier. But, y'know, it might go better this time.
Y/n hopes for that. Hopes. Funny, you haven't smiled this much in a while.
Vanessa's death hurts. Both of them were too young for their fates. It hurt especially when they were saying goodbye for the very last time. Nessie's death was coming and Y/n knew that, but at the same time. Y/n can focus on caring about people Nessie cared about. People Nessie trusted them to care for.
I like the idea of Y/n continuing to watch over and keep in contact with the people Nessie has impacted in some way. Nessie to Gregory and Cassie to whoever they inspire and have become their successors. And they got so much more they are looking forward to now. Knowing humans and sticking around them even digitally has its risks but I think it could be pretty grounding. They have even more dates to look forward to aside from halloween. Which, will be fun to celebrate with Gregory and Cassie fam.
They can't wait to do some more living.
#*ends with direct thingie from lost episode* oh yeah Im so smurt#Last Goodbye and First Hello comic#I have to go write an essay now#yes those are scars on cassie she did not get away from the cryptid mimic unscathed#3 star fam#<- mostly HINTED at/referenced#my art#MDN art tag#cryptid sightings#cryptid sightings fanart#vampire!y/n#the lost episode#cryptid sightings the lost episode#glamrock freddy#fnaf vanessa#vanessa a.#fnaf vanessa a.#fnaf cassie#dcamv#daycare attendant multiverse#gregory fnaf#fnaf gregory#gregory fazbear#cryptid hunter!y/n#cryptid hunter y/n#tw blood#blood#cw blood#cw character death#character death
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You know, I love your blog and your funny/shady comments about 🐟 unable to handle her husband getting the attention and not her.
But I’ll admit, I always laughed it off because we can say that but nobody really knows what’s happening.
Until yesterday. LMAO. I know, I’m sorry for not really listening to some of y’all… but she needs some serious help and for once, to put down her goddamn phone.
I also realized that I knew she was going to try and do something to put the attention back on her and nothing she does on IG is ever a coincidence. This is the actions of a very manipulative but also very stupid individual with narcissistic tendencies. To her five asskissers, look away.
She follows that light and dwell designer the day after people made fun of her for showing her PT apt (btw, now I wonder if she was hoping people would think it was the house her husband was allegedly building for her in PT like some blogs believe)
When that didn’t work, follow this designer lady back after months (funny how she does this quite often when she’s not getting the attention she wants).
Follows some random directors. She still wants a job. That custom ugly furniture ain’t gunna pay for itself!
Posts a random photo dump of suggestive photos to indicate nothing but also making sure the ones who care will try and figure out if she’s in MA, NY, NYC, Canada, Wherever the narrative of where she lives fits.
meanwhile, her husband is in NYC filming with his attractive female costar who is much more well known than her (even if it’s the nepo baby comments) and has two films of her own coming out this month and her Madame web movie is still doing pretty well on Netflix.
Their pap photos are much better received by the general public and have comments shipping them and wishing they were together instead. Yikes!! Also…they actually do look good together. They fit.
Btw, I don’t think 🐟 is jealous of Dakota because of Chris. TBH, I don’t think she’s into her “husband” at all. From her actions, she doesn’t care about him or his well being. She cares about what his name can do for her. That’s it. And right now his name is being lumped with Dakota and not hers and I think it’s pissing her off. She needs to get those cheap outfits comped one way or another and her Liberia film isn’t cutting it. Miumiu not calling her back and nobody wants to see her in a solo pap walk….so.
Sorry to all the team asslickers on here but even you have to admit yesterday was a hilarious show your ass moment.
Sidenote: I like to think CE is putting on a bigger effort to look like he likes Dakota because Celine song is directing this film and he wants to do well for her. And also, he seems to simply just like Dakota. She’s pretty hilarious in her own right when she’s not being a flat actress 🤣 and maybe…just maybe, he wants to show you all whose watching that he does know how to act like he’s in love with someone. He just didn’t want to the last time he was in that park.
😉❤️
Yep, she doesn't care about him (and I don't think he cares about her). It's all about using his name to be mentioned in some gossip magazines. Otherwise these magazines wouldn't talk about her. And even the Portuguese magazines have to mention him when they talk about her. The Portuguese people don't care about her. I'm not even sure if they know her name.
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Nah girls we have a serious problem 😭, we are so delulu like, one girl Think that she CAN CHANGE OTOYA???? (No offense bae, i'm delulu enough to think that I can change Sae 🤭🤗) Like how many girls here have daddy issues 😭😭😭
(🙋🏽♀️)
Btw what happended last night??😭 I just woke up and see like 25 notifications w/ “New Post: Merlucide ha contestado a la pregunta de anonymous” like I just downladed tumblr and yall making me confused 😭😭 bc idk how tf to use this App
(Sorry if I make some mistakes, english isn’t my first languague 😩✋🏽(i felt Like an ao3 author in the description lol)
HAHADKFKEKSJ LMAOOO I CACKLED “HOW MANY GIRLS HERE HAVE DADDY ISSUES?”(DELULU IS THE SOLULUUUU)
I KNOW IM SO SORRY. I WAS TOTALLY SPAMMING POSTS LMAO SO SORRY ABOUT THAT- NORMALLY I DONT DO THAT 😭💀
ikr tumblr can be confusing af 🙄
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Ranking the relationships in my fics
A/N: I have so many requests right now and no time to do them and I’m kinda burnt out on the one I’m doing so here’s something easy for right now :) both platonic and romantic as long as it’s a main relationship also half of these Fics have been either deleted or never posted but might be in the future!! I will include links to those posted :)
Tw:some nsfw? Some cursing, some angst, mentions of murder and suicide mentions of abuse (physical mental verbal) lmk if I should tag anything else!!
Bc at least 4 for each pairing
Misc Masterlist
1) Denali x Naomi (Escape the Fog)
From a deleted fic that I am currently rewriting its a dead by daylight fic with two original main characters
The reason this is number one is because out of all of the relationships this is the one that is strictly platonic
Like yeah romantic relationships aren’t bad but
Out of all the relationships this one is the most demanding and pure
I mean not to spoil but Naomi is literally taken to the Entity’s realm and Denali is taken there simply because her need to find her friend is so strong!!!!
Like she doesn’t care that she’s being killed every single day
She’s just happy that she’s found her friend that went missing
And loves her friend so much that she’s willing to be permakilled to get her back home
2) Sebastian x Reader (When You Fall)
From When You Fall which is a Stardew Valley fanfiction
The least toxic out of the romantic relationships
And by least toxic I don’t think they’re toxic at all
Like even if there’s a little angst (there’s gonna be a little angst btw) they’re a strong couple
Actually makes each other better rather than making each other worse.
They love each other for who they are including all of their flaws and they would be number one if Denali and Naomi didn’t have a relationship that goes above and beyond.
Like what kind of person would help you through your depression?
A person that loves you that’s who.
Like 80 years from now the two will be old and grey and still acting as if they’re in the honeymoon phase
3) Eden x Eleventh Doctor (The Garden of Eden)
From an unpublished Doctor who fanfiction that I am in the process of writing
Here is where we’re getting into the ohhhh this relationship is kinda toxic really
And it’s a shame they’re number THREE on the list lmao what does that say about my writing?
They are constantly arguing (90 percent not in a serious way)
And Eden sort of sees the Doctor as a God due to how they met which puts him on a pedestal
BUT the relationship doesn’t start off romantic which I think is healthy for them
And they are both fiercely protective of one another due to how long she’s spent traveling with him
So while she does see him as a God it isn’t in a very obvious or serious way unless you can see inside of her head as she doesn’t treat him as such at all.
Also a very goofy relationship overall
4) Grace x Seth Clearwater (unnamed fic)
It’s an unwritten and unnamed Twilight Fic that I might post when I’m done with the whole thing lmao
The only reason they’re number four is that I think that him imprinting on her is taking away his choice
Like yes they would probably still end up together regardless of if he had the ability to imprint or not because they’re soulmates
But him having the trait does take away the ability to actually choose
Like it’s literally a one look and that’s it thing. It forces you to live someone platonically or not so he doesn’t have a say in the matter
BUT the two do genuinely love each other so so so much that after their angst is done they’re inseparable
Which again sorta toxic when it’s a codependent relationship but they actually RARELY argue
Seth is actually so sweet that again after the angst is done they might have an argument once every like 5 years.
5)Quinn x Spencer Reid (Baby Blue)
From my Criminal minds fic that is currently posted on ao3 that I am debating on posting here.
Actually they argue so often
If he hadn’t have gotten her pregnant in a one night stand they would have still met and would have a love hate relationship
Like without the baby they would be an enemies to lovers trope but instead he immediately and accidentally got her pregnant so now they’re stuck with each other
Do genuinely love each other and after they finally figure out that they have feelings for each other everything calms down
But with her being pregnant and them not being in a relationship and then the jealousy and miscommunication everything is just toxic
Like could they tell each other that they accidentally fell in love with the other and they wanna try to have a relationship?
Yes.
Will they?
No.
But again after the drama they’re actually a very affectionate couple that manages to keep their passion into their old age
6) Ashanti x Cárter Walsh-Kim (unnamed fic)
From my deleted twilight fic
While he isn’t a main main character he serves to be the Jacob of the plot but they actually date and he doesn’t force himself on her or fall in love with her future child :)
They’re a healthy college age couple?
Kinda boring but not toxic at all until Emmett enters the mix
They’re stable and comfortable and honestly would be endgame if it wasn’t for Emmett
She loved him and he loved her not much else to say. They’re low because they break up lmao
7) Ashanti x Emmett Cullen (unnamed fic)
From the same deleted fic as above I might rewrite and repost
toxic because they can’t figure out if they wanna be together or not
Like actually they have a really good relationship when they’re not arguing and he’s being a wannabe Edward with his angst
Like when they’re not fighting a great comedic duo
And he’s her biggest supporter and she’s his.
And while I know I just compared him to Edward they don’t have the whole turn me I don’t wanna turn you drama like it’s a very easy discussion and decision
He’s literally just hung up on Rosalie and that’s where the drama comes from
And the arguing kinda makes some of his old human traits reappear
8) Fawn x Johnny Slaughter (Accidental Prey)
A Texas chainsaw massacre fanfiction that isn’t finished
Would be lower because he’s actually a murder and is keeping her hostage????????????
Like he’s forcing her to live with his murderous cannibalistic family
And he kinda abusive
But he’s genuinely in love with her (more like obsessed)
And hes the only reason that she’s alive
I can’t spoil the end but dude LOVES her more than Johnny in my other fanfics loves their partner more than just being possessive and obsessive
9) Bucky Barnes x Reader (Mr.Right)
From a deleted marvel fic that I haven’t finished and probably won’t until I get the urge
These two just absolutely JUMPED into a relationship without thinking about it
And tbh idk if they’ll last or not but they do currently love each other
It’s super middle/high school vibes but they do have a good relationship
He’s an assassin though
And has gotten them almost killed
And has taught them how to murder people
And is actually kinda a fucked up guy AND relationship because they kinda lose their mind.
10) Evangeline x Danny Johnson (Between a Rock and a Hard Place)
My dead by daylight x Texas chainsaw massacre fic that only has like a single chapter posted
Is higher than Johnny because he isn’t physically abusive like Johnny is
But still low because he’s actually insane
Is a serial killer but isn’t a cannibal
Is obsessed with her and probably wouldn’t kill her
Loves her I guess if obsession counts lmao
Is willing to take care and love a child that isn’t his if she chooses him
11) Evangeline x Johnny Slaughter (Between a Rock and a Hard Place)
From the same fic as above
Physically, Emotionally, and Verbally abusive
And while you’re thinking IM HOW IS HE NOT LAST
He did leave his family to go find her and does somehow love her that he hasn’t murdered her yet
And even though he threatens to kill her he never actually would unless he has a breakdown and kills her and himself
12) Corinne x Johnny Slaughter (unnamed fic)
From an unnamed unfinished unpublished Texas chainsaw massacre fic that will be posted when I’m done with all three chapters
Actually one of the WORST relationships and probably should be last
But the reason why it isn’t is because Corinne is no longer stuck with him
He physically, verbally, and emotionally abused her
Forced her to kill their child because the police were close to catching them and a child would slow them down
Constantly cheated on her with victims after he kidnapped her and forced her to live with him and his family
He doesn’t really love her (he thinks he does) he really just sees her as a possession.
13) Peter Parker x Reader (the Beauty of You)
A marvel fanfic that I deleted that is a You AU so Peter is in the role of Joe lmao
While he isn’t abusive he is VERY manipulative which is mentally abusive
Has murdered people to get to Reader
Has threatened to kill them
They’re lower than Corinne because Reader is stuck with him like until they die
Isolates them from literally everyone and uses his powers to keep them isolated and needing him
Loves them I guess lmao
14) Rasmodius x Reader (the Wizard and I)
From the stardew valley oneshot
Reader is also stuck with him for life
And this relationship is kinda romantic but the reader is being held hostage as some sort of slave
Like dude doesn’t actually love her just wants to keep his place
Like they’re literally his pet and is stuck like this
And unlike the other bad guys he literally has the ability to make them immortal
Like there’s no love at all, Reader is just possessed/enchanted to be okay with this.
Like their choice was no but this is still how they ended up unfortunately
#stardew valley#sdv#stardew#texas chainsaw massacre fic#Texas chainsaw massacre game#Texas chainsaw massacre#twilight#the twilight saga#twilight saga#dbd#dead by daylight#mcu#marvel#marvel cinematic universe#criminal minds#cm#Johnny slaughter#sdv sebastian#magnus rasmodius#spencer reid#peter parker#seth clearwater#emmett cullen#danny johnson#bucky barnes#doctor who#eleventh doctor#dw
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oh wow
hey y’all
it’s been a fat minute
so life update i guess?
-i’m 18! i turn 19 in less than a month actually
-i’m currently in college, im an english major with a minor in art history
- i no longer live with my mom! i moved out a few months after i made my previous post because
-i got pregnant! i gave birth in march, and i’m kinda going through a serious but not serious custody battle because well, my BD left me for a 15 year old, and now there’s a new girl and possibly another baby? lol not very swag of him
- im still doing debate, i never stopped doing debate, and i don’t plan on ever stopping debate (i literally was still winning tournaments while i was 7 months pregnant LMAO)
- my high school debate coach who i considered a father figure completely iced me out at the end of my senior year, but i’m healing and doing a lot better
- in fact i’m healing a lot from the way people treated me for a few years, i’ve cut off most everyone from high school because well, i didn’t deserve to be treated that way and i didn’t wanna tolerate being looked down on
- oh yeah i’m autistic btw
- i met the love of my life! well i met him a long time ago but we’ve both figured out we are meant for each other but unfortunately a relationship isn’t right for the time being
- my mental health improved drastically since moving out, and i only have bad relapses or panic attacks when i talk to my mom (we are LC for a reason)
but yeah fun times at clone high, im excited for my future, and i’m finally at a place where i feel good about my life
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my all time favs are haikyuu and your lie in april !! i started watching in middle school as a deal to get my friend to listen to kpop LMAO 😭 on that note svt needs to sing an anime ost ASAP because run to you and together... woozi i know you got another one in you!!! (btw pls do tell me about those underrated shows!!) -prom anon
I LOOOVE YOUR LIE IN APRIL!!! i had a big haikyuu phase back in summer 2020 kfnakfk i met so many good friends because of it too 😭😭 i soooo agree with that i know woozi would be cheesed to produce an anime ost 🥹🥹🥹 i watched that one 5 hour vlive of him ranking all those anime and i’d never felt so seen before KFJSKFJSK but hmmmm ok well . my top recs are always always going to be fruits basket (2001 version and remake!) and fullmetal alchemist brotherhood :”)
but for underrated shows if you like a good historical action/romance, yona of the dawn is literally SO good people always forget about it when talking about good shoujo!! the next few shoujo im about to list aren’t exactly underrated in the shoujo world but in terms of the greater anime fanbase is sorta overlooked is ao haru ride!! super cute high school romance i think fondly of it! andddd hmmm this is less approachable but i also really like chihayafuru :”) AND. oh my god. this one anime called kamisama hajimemashita (or kamisama kiss in the english title) ITS SO GOOOOOODDDD i wish more ppl talked about it 😭😭😭😭😭 but i’m not gonna lie a lot of shoujo that are considered classics didn’t exactly…..Age well without nostalgia kfjakfnwkfk which is why i’m not recommending Too many 🥲
a good action anime i think isn’t mentioned Nearly enough is noragami :”) its sooo heartfelt and the characters hurt me so bad but i love them so much and i need a season 3 stat!!!!!! and demon slayer isn’t underrated At All but i do still really really like it 😔🫶 i have other action anime recs that fall under a more like . darker/more eccentric vibe that ill refrain from recommending for now cause i’m not sure if you’re into that genre but :”) if you’re ever interested lmk 🫶
also if you liked your lie in april for the music aspect of it there’s this one anime called kono oto tomare that’s about this koto club in high school and how they grow in both koto and themselves and their friendship in each other….💔💔💔💔 its so good im so serious …….
ALSO FOR SAD ANIMEEEEE OMG. ok not underrated but i recommend it every time . anohana: the flower we saw that day….THIS ANIME CHANGED ME FUNDAMENTALLY AS A PERSON IM SO SERIOUS…… (i can make a whole other recommendation list for anime Movies that i think everyone should watch . but ill refrain from that so this post doesn’t get Too long fjwkfjdk) but a good like. oh my gosh this anime makes me cry when i think about it but march comes in like a lion…. its definitely not for everyone like the tone is so sad and melancholic but its so healing 😭😭 you could find it a little boring considering a lot of the plotpoints center around shogi but like THATS NOT WHAT RLY MATTERS HERE …..its all about the Feeling………..
but yeah i have. so many recs i could talk about this for days but i don’t wanna recommend something that you might not like so 💔💔💔💔 i’m stopping myself Here even though there are so many personal favorites of mine that i adore JFNSKFK i hope i gave you an anime in this list that you haven’t heard of before!!
#q&a — prom anon#a lot of the anime here tho im like . the anime comes with a footnote of ‘READ THE MANGA AFTER’#like theres so much content thst ppl miss out bc it wasnt adapted and it prbly will never be adapted…..i punch a wall
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Unfortunately I don’t think it’s true at all but let’s say it is Isabel that is running her own fan account(s)? I’d say yess you go girl - bc that means she’s taking full control over which pics would be shared on the internet - and if that isn’t girl power then I don’t know what is !!! and also I hope Erling sits with her laughing his ass off at her tags :D Btw these fan accounts of her was spamming pics of her & Erling while they were celebrating together on the pitch and later when they were partying together - so that means she was actually posting pics of them while it looked like she wasn’t even on her phone!?! Thats some serious dedication girl - I love it actually and I wish so much that this is true lmao QUEEN <3
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A small note before I begin; The lore/background of my OCs are divided into two parts. There’s the canon storyline & there’s a completely separate storyline I made where I pair them together. 🥴What I wrote here is based on the canon storyline. This also isn't the full and completed story either, just incredibly vague and summarized bits & pieces on what I little I have of these two specifically as of now.
The setting is an average modern/urban city but just a bit more futuristic.
There’s a certain category of androids who are all each named after the a letter in the Greek alphabet that spawned on earth one day. “Iota” is just one of these 24. (I’ve only created 4 others other than him, which are Alpha, Delta, Chi, and Zeta) These androids all have their own personalities and affiliations. So some are villains and some are heroes. They also don’t work as an “organization” or part of a team (as in they all act on their own volition and not as a “whole”)
The letter order of the Greek character doesn’t affect strength. So for example Alpha woudnt be stronger than Omega (or any other letter) just because “Alpha” is the first letter and “Omega” is the last. Strength is based off anything, not the order number of the letter.
They’re all aware of each other’s existence but unless it directly affects them, they almost never interact with each other, & just like humans they don’t know when, how, where, or why they exist. They all just simultaneously appeared out of the sky one day and that was it. How they go about their lives is completely up to them. Some are chill, some aren’t & some are just reclusive. (Iota)
(I haven’t specified their goal(s) yet either btw, only how they appeared, and some of their personalities. Iota, Delta, Zeta and Chi to name a few.)
🔵 Iota:
Iota actually isn’t the main character of my story. He’s an antagonist of the story that plays a major role at one point. (I just draw him a lot because I like his design out of all my characters) I don’t have much background for him. He’s one of the strongest OCs I have as of now.
His personality is reclusive, arrogant, and aloof and almost always sticks to himself. One other random thing is he has a mini Sprite addiction. (The drink) that’s literally all I have about him lmao
🔴 Void:
Void (who is half human and half android) isn’t part of the “Alphabet” but is part of another droid classification called Virus, which are equally as strong. He works in a team with three other androids of the same classification. Again, some of the androids of this class are villains and some aren’t, but he and his team aren’t villains.
In my story, Void is a legendary hero who one day took down a demon the size of a skyscraper with his own hands. His personality is funny, immature, down to earth & he never brags or boasts. He gets very serious when he needs to be. Him and his team work along with humans to fight off defected androids & machines.
With Void, I wanted to make him the main character but haven’t decided on it yet. I don’t have much on his background either and I’m still figuring out how to make him look under his mask.
Completely random fact: One of his teammates is canonically transgender. The other teammate is named Chi (short for Ophiuchi (Pronounced: O•Fio•kai) which is the name of a constellation btw) Chi is an aloof older guy but powerful. He’s half Alphabet, half human & half Virus, so he’s a hybrid like Void.
🟣 Both:
In my story, Iota and Void encounter only twice. The first time by chance, the second by fate. The second encounter is a battle takes place in a completely separate realm because of a glitch in their abilities (which are similar) Iota tells Void his feelings for him there. I made it where Void doesn’t feel the same way (at first) but he later understands him and vice versa. (It’s very complex)
Their Profiles:
⚠️ Note: This is for these two only as of now. I’ll probably update this with other OC’s profiles once I’ve posted them for anyone who’s interested.
Iota:
Name: Iota
Gender: Male
Age: 23 (human years)
Height: 5’10” (178cm)
Affiliation: Villain (alone)
Species: Android
Favorite food: Sprite
Abilities: Soul Control, Can open up his own realm, Can manipulate the chemical make-up of almost any matter, excels in speed & physical combat
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Void:
Name: Void
Gender: Male
Age: 24
Height: 6’0” (182cm)
Affiliation: Hero
Species: Human, Android, Virus
Favorite food: Sweet food
Abilities: Mind Control (different from Soul Control and not as strong), Teleportation, Shapeshifting, Can fight with a staff, excels in speed & physical combat
(Note: Void was once fully human but became part android & virus, which I don’t have an explanation for as of now)
(Note 2: I want it to be very clear that both of them are completely equal in strength. One is not stronger than the other which, in my story, is how they meet the first place.)
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That’s all I got for now lmao.💀 I’ll update this with any new information as I go. Like I said, they aren’t the main characters of my story as of now, & the story isn’t centered around them, nor is this the full synopsis of the story. I just like these two specifically out of all my original characters so they’re the ones with the most art & development. But yeah that’s it. I hope this clarifies a lot of things 💀
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story time cuz I had a memory pop up and I like writing this stuff down
but like…it’s not PG (and kinda…wacky…cuz I’m wacky) so making a cut
but..but you are welcome to read because posting it for a reason, I guess idk?
So, some years ago, I used to work as a cashier at a certain grocery store
which I ended up leaving because the upper management there was driving me nuts. And also the guy who I had uh…major….something…like I don’t even know what I was feeling if I think about it genuinely lol…moving onnn holy
the guy I had major thoughts for was leaving
oh btw he was at least 10-12 years older than me (I was like 19-ish for heh…ugh…)
btw btw he had a kid
btw btw btw he was one of my supervisors…lol
Anyway, so I’m on my last day and like I don’t know I was feeling good
And it just so happened that my parents were gone somewhere and my brother who was still living with “us” was out somewhere and wasn’t gonna be back for the night
…I used to online date and when I say date I don’t actually mean date
and I decided to message one of the guys I had been messaging and I ended up getting a teeny bit high with him and his (much hotter, this is actually…sadly relevant lmao) friend
(OH BTW don’t be like me for the love of everything holy shit, I cannot stress that enough if you are reading this. PLEASE do not be like me. BE SAFE ❤️)
and then after getting high with them, dude and I went to his dorm; OH YEAH he was living in college dorms (he had a single, plz 😭)
and did some such or another 😗
and a few days later I decided to ask him for
his friend’s phone number
lol
and perhaps the funniest…or saddest thing about this is…
I didn’t really get why he was upset? 😭😂
like I remember telling an old friend and she was like “you asked him for what!? whyyy?”
and I was like “idk he was hot lol” 💀
also it was a one-time thing and I was probably thinking “this isn’t that serious, help a girlie out” lmfao
and uh…yeah…
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One thing that will always haunt me is the evil leafy fanfics I wrote in 2018/2019. Probably majority of my online friends followed me because of a fancomic I made in 2018-2019 that was basically evil leafy slasher thing. I didn’t even draw evil leafy correctly. My art was. Well, it was bad. But I’ve NEVER been tagged in as much posts as I did when I made that comic. People drew fanart for it.. People barely ever draw me anything anymore 😅 besides like close friends occasionally. However I don’t really draw much for others either so who am I to complain?
But that comic is not really growing at all. Nobody is learning if it’s existence anymore tbh. But yknow what is??!?!?!? My evil leafy fanfic from 2019. I remember when I first was posting it it was like super high up on the bfdi tag on Wattpad, I’m pretty sure it got in the top ten at some point.. maybe even to number one but I don’t really remember, that was ages ago. Currently it’s in the top 200s.
I haven’t updated it since uhm. 2020 I think? Maybe 2019? Every few weeks I’ll get back into Wattpad and there always seems to be more notifications for it. And like yeah I’m glad people like it but like. There are so many things I’m putting effort into NOW that barely get an ounce of the recognition my poorly written evil leafy fanfics got/get.
It’s just so odd. They aren’t like super duper ultra popular, but compared to most of my other stuff… they are?
And like sometimes I’ll mention it and people will be like “THATS YOU?!” But overall I’m not sure how much of the osc actually knows they exist lmao.
And it’s not that I don’t like the attention. Man. I love attention and I love compliments. It’s just that I feel like I peaked art-wise with my poorly-made evil leafy fanfics from 2018-2020……….. which like. Okay. But currently my main passion is with my object OCs… and it’s obvious people aren’t as thrilled with those as they are with my fan content 😞 which I understand. I just don’t really know how to get peoples attention and love without making fan content… like I wanna do what makes ME happy (drawing OCs ) but it’s so lonely sometimes. I’m alright.
It isn’t super serious btw I just occasionally will think about it. Shout out to all the evil leafy fans. They’ll return some day I think. TPOT bring back evil leafy please
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I honor Freddie Mercury by getting a full combo in I Want to Break Free on expert even though my eyes are so so so dry.
#🥺#I got really good at this game really fast lmao#I usually can’t do songs on expert first try tbh tho I need to do it like 60% then 75% then 90% then full speed#this post isn’t serious btw but I do think he would be happy the impact that him and his music still have in 2022
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(Kind of a follow up to my silly little comic since I had WAY too many thoughts and I couldn't fit them in because I wanted it to stay light hearted)
My personal take on komahina is that they both absolutely end up falling in love at some point, but Nagito would never allow Hajime to date him.
(Warning, it’s kinda long)
Not only would he feel like Hajime is too good for him, that Hajime would be wasting his precious time on trash, but it would also make Nagito too happy, and Nagito has a bad tendency to link his happiness with his ultimate luck. It would make him think that the joy of dating Hajime would cause catastrophes, so the best, most hopeful thing he can do is avoid dating altogether. In his head, he’s doing the reasonable thing ! He's shielding everyone from his bad luck ! But he would still love him so he would absolutely tell Hajime how much he means to him and hang out and even flirt with him…. so long as he doesn’t reciprocate. Which would probably upset Hajime at first, thinking he’s being played with.
It would require serious mental wrestling to convince Nagito that it’d be ok for him to date anyone, let alone the Ultimate Ultimate. You’d need to convince him that his happiness isn’t always tied to his luck. Dare I say, you’d have to make it so that him being treated with respect and even affection isn’t an exception anymore, just a normal part of life, thus not something he'd feel overly lucky to have. (That one would be more of a collective, long term effort though)
It’s a very arduous task, especially with how unconvinced Nagito probably would be. ESPECIALLY especially if you take into account the fact that you’re on a goddam timer because of his illness.
There is a possibility that Nagito feels more of an equal to the others post game though, since they were all bad guys and thus, all much closer to his own perceived level of trash (not a particularly good way to think, but it's a start nonetheless) I can see everyone working on themselves and their guilt and learn to forgive themselves for the horrible things they all did, and Nagito on the side being like “you all are doing such a good job!” Without realising that he could apply this to his own existence… though he would probably think it can’t apply to him. In his head, he'll forever be trash.
At the end of the day, I think the quickest way for them to make this happen is for Hajime to bring up his talents and basically tell Nagito that his luck is nothing compared to his own luck, and therefore can’t hurt anyone with it. Althought it's probably the most convincing argument in Nagito's eyes, one might wonder if it's really the best solution for these two, especially for Hajime who most likely has his own bagage to unpack regarding his talents. Like, first of all, is Nagito in love with him or the hope his existence apparently brings to the world? Or maybe even Izuru? There's just.... So much to take into account man
Tl;dr komahina is a really cool concept and they totally fall in love but the real challenge is HOW they end up dating because i can't see Nagito allowing that to happen so easily. To me it would either take an extraordinary amount of hard work AND/OR use Hajime's talent flex. But then is that really a good solution when Hajime probably has a complicated relationship with his talents?
Not saying that it's impossible but yeah. It's so hard to pinpoint how ! And I still feel like I'm missing some parameters !
(Not bashing on anyone else’s interpretations btw, just sharing my own, these two have invaded my brain as you can probably tell)
If you’ve read through all this, congrats, here’s a random sketch I drew while figuring out how to draw the comic lmao
#komahina#hinakoma#hajime hinata#nagito komaeda#goodbye despair#danganronpa#danganronpa 2#ive had so many thoughts about them since i finished that comic the other day#like#I had so many different dialogues that weren’t fitting with the fun vibes#but GOD do i think they'd be a mess#and the worse thing about all this?#I’m probably going to change my mind#again and again#because these two are so confusing#also#just as a warning I try to take the dr3 anime as a general idea of what is going on#but I’m not too reliant on it either
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Sorry for this ramble, but seriously. It’s largely people being upset about *their own anticipation* of racism. (Doesn’t make the prequel inherently racist! Feelings are valid, but they aren’t fact!) Yet they still blog about spn, which was racist at many times and in many ways. They still enjoy the content with white men in the same breath they use to condemn the writing of *main characters* who are Latino/Black/South Asian and mostly female, and the hiring of diverse writers and crew. All of which were not common on spn prime!!! I hate the finale too. I didn’t like some creators on the old show. I want more Destiel as much as the next person. But enough to go “well then any attempt at progress or rep will be meaningless and these marginalized actors/crew — under new, actually progressive showrunners and producers — should suffer for it”? Does that make sense?
I won’t speak against other poc, people who are being appropriately critical, or people who just don’t wanna watch. That’s fine. But race-centric call outs I see largely keep coming from white bloggers and it’s just ??? are you serious. I’m a woc btw, hi! And I’d love it if white fans would stop speaking over us and stop using other fans of color who are anti prequel to further their own agenda. We are not a monolith. We are not here to tokenize as fuel for their rage-posting about a cw show lmao. They can watch the show and see for themselves if they care about this so much, or listen to *all* fans of color, not just the few whose beliefs align with theirs. I already see how many of them are perceiving these characters through a white lens and assigning stereotypes. Their anti-racism is about their vendetta against a network that wouldn’t give them Destiel, and a white guy from Texas who isn’t the only creative behind this. And they’re yelling racism without even paying attention to the show or analyzing the content to judge it rationally or having conversations with poc actually viewing the show. Which means they are centering their own feelings, not ours. Vile.
Ohmygosh hello anon!! I absolutely love your rambling, thank you so much for it!! And yes I 100% agree with you!! Like so many of the criticisms I've seen as reasons to not watch the prequel have been completely excused for a show they're continuing to engage in. I don't mean to be harsh but people turning up their noses at supporting actual real poc in favour of hating white Texas man just makes no sense. It feels so performative.
Esp considering the poc in the show, they're all new!! This is their beginning!! Nida and Jojo and Demetria are real life actual poc that we're supporting by watching this show!! You would think this would be a time to support them to have more actual poc in the industry but instead their hatred outweighs it all
And you said this perfectly, we are not a monolith, and to only seek out voices that match their own is frustrating!!! For us to be labelled as racists for being excited at characters that we see ourselves in simply because they hate white Texas man so much is so unjust and frustrating
#PLEASE feel free to ramble at any time!!#latika is a south asian woman and carlos is a bisexual poc#i love you MWAH#fantastic fucking points#from one woc to another i am here to listen or get excited or rant or anything related to this#this is all so well said thank you beloved#spnwin#anon#mailbox
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nooooo i can assure you im NOT joking. you’re still not saying anything that’s rooted in reality lol!
like layla lies to everybody?? are YOU joking, im just completely flabbergasted by such a statement. as soon as she kissed spencer (which im not defending btw) she told asher. remember that happening? meanwhile she was lied to for months about asher/olivia. she was lied to for months abt why olivia dropped her as a friend without reason. later she was lied to AGAIN about spencer and olivia lol.
let’s dig into that a little bit shall we, since ive mentioned it. interesting that when spencer and olivia were beginning to happen, simone actively encouraged it and was excited. she didn’t care about girl code then or her ‘close friend’ layla. now that’s human to feel differently when it’s YOUR situation, but we can still acknowledge it’s hypocritical af, we can still acknowledge she was harsh to layla who did nothing with jordan until after she and jordan had broken up when she had no issue with olivia/spencer lying to layla for so long. especially when you factor in how much she was about damon whilst still with jordan. let’s also acknowledge that simone gave layla more grief than she did jordan, even though, y’know, JORDAN was the one in a relationship with her. mad double standards there.
let’s talk about how nasty the layla tag is and how almost all of the hateful takes correspond in some way to her mental health. ive seen your take on how layla (always lying apparently except that she’s the one always being lied to lol) is dragging jordan down with her which is just. a shitty thing to say when she’s made it very clear she wants to protect this thing that’s so special to her — makes sense, given what she went through with carrie and makes sense given how she’s been cheated on multiple times. she wants to stay in a safe bubble where it can’t be touched. to say about someone with severe depression she’s ‘dragging down’ another person is just ugly. ive seen someone write about how her studio must stink cus she’s always holed up in there when her doing that was CLEARLY related to her mental health. like??? its always care about mental health until it’s not done in a way that’s palatable to you (general you, not specific you) or it’s a character you don’t like 🤷♀️
layla HAS NOT spent two seasons lying lmao. point me out these lies! layla always makes ppl leave, she pushes them away???? again, show me where lmao. she spent last season, as in one out of four, isolating herself bcus someone she trusted tried to kill her. a pretty normal response, no? but again, that’s mental health shit and we don’t care about that, do we. not when it’s layla, who isn’t liked. jordan pulled her out of it and she immediately apologised lmao. in fact, 9/10 its layla who apologises, even when it’s not her in the wrong. she rectifies she apologises she tries. she has one season where she acts not the best because she’s traumatised and she’s a devil though, i know. as soon as she got to bringston she went to talk to simone. again she didn’t lie lol. she’s not keeping jordan a secret bcus of any maliciousness, it’s out of fear. and fear she’s right to have given what jj said and how most of this god awful fandom have been agreeing with him left right and centre. you slut shamed her too in your other post lmao like wtfffff. jordans just pants down walls up you said?? again FALSE. it’s def more serious than that but ok.
y’all live in another reality i swear. it’s called the ‘i don’t like this character lens’ but there’s no truth to it however much you say. sucks to lose your fave ship, i get it, but im so tired of the tag being clogged up with complete nasty rubbish. we are never going to agree but ive seen a lot of ppl commenting the past few days abt being upset the tag they go to for their fave characters is full of hate. so for the love of god stop tagging it! you don’t need to put layla keating in the tag. at the very least you could do anti layla keating so ppl can blacklist it.
My thing with Layla is she pushed everyone away and is like everybody left me without accountability. Everyone reaches out to her and she pushes them away over and over until they say fuck it and leave. She had to literally go on an apology letter tour for her own behavior of treating the people that care about her badly. This whole everybody leaves me thing is not on other people but rooted in the fact that she was the one who was insufferable to others but she manages to flip it like why does nobody stay and not I make people leave. Jordan himself told her that. She is her OWN problem. She’s hard to be around. And now she lost Simone doing the same thing. Being hard to be around.
Simone considered her a friend. She was her bridesmaid at her wedding to Jordan and she was hiding the fact that she’s been fucking Jordan. She didn’t give her the decency of a heads up before it started or felt bad for Simone. Layla cared more about the boys in beach houses opinion than Simone, HER FRIEND. Now she lost another person. She keeps losing people and that’s on her. How you treat other people matters. People drop dynamics that don’t serve them.
Simone handled that so fucking well. Jordan wasn’t just some boyfriend, that was her husband. And she was kissing the same week they broke up? She was nicer than I would have been.
#goodbye#ur all gonna try with me but#ur wrong so ❤️❤️#she makes ppl leave like god what an ugly thing to say when the origin is her mum dying her dad leaving het#and it helped trigger her mental health episode#just gross
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I was re-watching the show and when Midge gets the flowers from Lenny, I love that she seems skeptical about them, inspecting them… like she’s expecting a prank or a joke out of them. I think that even though their chemistry is so electric Lenny knows his feelings for her, but he seems so farfetched to her that she isn’t even aware of her feelings for him, or his feelings for her either. I feel like she doesn’t even think “them” are a possibility.
Been thinking about this all day lol, I wanted to share 😬
Wouldn't you expect at least a cheeky card though? Hee.
Yes, what you're saying fits perfectly with my post with my thoughts on the fight specifically. It really seems like Lenny is consciously smitten, but not Midge. She can't see how far he's gone for her, which is why she didn't go inside the apartment with him in Miami. They were both a bit inebriated (him more so than her, and I *love* that she can hold her liquor much better than him), they'd had an adventurous night that had culminated in a very sexually-charged dance and she held back in the end because she didn't wanna be another of Lenny's conquests. In her head, it would have been just sex, because she can't really see him being "serious" with anyone, and I bet she'd have no problem with it had it been any other guy, but not Lenny. Not someone she respects and appreciates and really adores so much.
Lenny *is* somewhat aware of how much he wants her, which is why he was so upset waking up in her fancy apartment. How could he let her see him in such a state that he needed to be rescued from some sidewalk? How could a poor, alcoholic, drug-addicted bastard like him ever be worthy of being in that world, in that home, with a well-adjusted three-generation family and a maid...in her life? You know? Midge sees absolutely no problem with any of it because he *is* part of her life. He's one of her dearest friends, one of her favorite people in the whole world, and OF COURSE she didn't hesitate in bringing him home to take care of him. When he left like he did, she was mad maybe in a small part because he was being ungrateful, but most of it was probably because she took that "this isn't my scene" as if he was saying she was way too rich and proper, way too square, not, you know, "cool" enough for him to even want to be around any of it.
TL; DR: Lenny feels insecure because he feels he's unworthy of Midge's "day life" (which to him is probably the "real" her) and she is way out of his league. Midge doesn't let herself even consider the possibility that she may be in love with Lenny because she doesn't feel nearly as cool enough, like, you know, he's way out of her league.
LMAO you guys are sending way too many asks and I'm getting excited for Friday even though I know it will be a disappointment to some degree. I mean, we know from the pics that they make up, so there's that, but as far as anything more...yeah.
But hey, keep sending the asks if you have them, because it's pretty clear I love to analyze them and also to write a lot lol!
BTW, you guys don't have to send all asks anonymously, let's be pals! If you want me to answer privately instead of posting the reply for everyone to see, just say the word and you shall receive!
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