#this is the seventh night in a row with barely any sleep hehe 🙃

[superbattrash]

I don’t know why I do this to myself… but making “maybe, let’s message when we get up” plans? Is the worst fucking thing on the entire planet

I have slept a grand total of 96 minutes and 90 of those were full of nightmares of me not being awake when they are, of me walking past their house (???) and getting lost and so on. And then at fucking 5am my brain would not even try to sleep anymore

And now? Now it is 9.30am, I waited until 8 to text her good morning and I have still heard nothing. So guess who’s stuck in waiting position over a “maybe, let’s see how we feel” plan 🥲