#this is such a polarizing moment so idk
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polarized-here · 11 months ago
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were all just mentally ill about rei and i love it lmaooo
Yeah lmfaoooo like. Gosh dang. I think it’s just us three Rei fans against the world atp 😭🙏
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jupitermarss · 2 months ago
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a show for the closest
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band leader!chan x drummer!reader 
warnings: everything that a band lifestyle implies aka partying, drinking, depiction of drug use (we don’t approve of it, it’s for the sake of a fictional story ok, don’t do it irl, also idk how they work so if it’s not accurate you gotta forgive me). reckless unhealthy behaviors, unprotected piv while high. also, beware there’s a lot of exhibitionism and public stuff. it’s a pwp
the adrenaline of the stage is something you’re sure is a far worse addiction than that line of coke you’re snorting up with chris after the show. he sharply inhales it in and almost coughs, you assume from the intense burning and itching on the inside of his nose and throat. you follow your own white line and wince. it’s never a pleasant process but the instant kick washes over you in a second, so you’re well distracted. 
you’re in the dressing room with all the band members, chilling out after your gig, unwinding and just having a fun time. jeongin and seungmin prefer alcohol, so they stick to gin or whatever it is on the rocks in their glasses. felix, your bass guitarist, rolls up a thick blunt of weed and lights it up, sitting right next to you — you catch his reflection in the mirror. 
when the buzzing warmth fills up your entire body and settles somewhere deep in the fabric of your organs, your entire being feels at peace. chris smiles at you with the same knowing smirk because he’s feeling the exact same thing, he also knows very well that this particular dosage has the lovey dovey side effect, which is mostly why the two of you prefer it over everything else. it just feels nicer to kiss and touch. everything's softer, warmer, more welcoming and friendly, loving almost.
you reach for chris’s lips on instinct and a mere moment later he’s kissing you back with that chemical-y taste on his tongue. or the taste's in your own mouth, you can’t really tell anymore. 
it’s stuffy and hot in the confined space of a small dressing room packed with five people but you can’t bring yourself to care. to make the heat less suffocating, you take off the first layer of your clothes, now only covered up with a cropped top that truly doesn’t hide much. you’re still hot, and it’s probably because you’re burning from the inside but the freedom of movement is nice, the clothes finally less annoying on your overly sensitive body. 
the kiss lasts a while and time itself feels slower, thicker and less meaningful. the way your lips are moving against each other — it’s filthy and deep, all saliva and wet sounds that only make it more lewd. chris’s mouth is warm, welcoming and familiar. grounding after the deafening performance and the overwhelming vibrations of the drums. 
“ew, guys, you might as well fuck right here or somethin',” seungmin interrupts with a grimace of utter disgust while sipping on his gin next to an already noticeably tipsy jeongin on a tiny sofa in the corner of the room. 
it’s not unusual you’re intimate with chris in front of your members. if anything, they should be used to it by now because shameless kissing and butt slapping (that goes both ways) are just as regular in your routine as having breakfast. multiple times lix and seungmin gave you very telling glances after the two of you indulged in your sex life right on the tour bus, basically next to them since the only thing separating your bunk bed and theirs was a useless, definitely not soundproof curtain. 
seungmin’s comment was meant to shame you and make you stop or at least slow the fuck down a little but, judging by chris’s daring grin, it had a polar opposite effect. you don’t think much of it, assuming boys being boys, winding each other up as they do, but chris’s implying gaze lingers, and you raise your eyebrows.
“what? no,” you shake your head in complete rejection of the idea, even though your body reacts to the thought immediately. 
“why not, baby? they’ve already heard it, why not give them a show? maybe they can learn a thing or two,” chris laughs quietly and glances at seungmin, hinting that someone isn’t getting laid for a reason. 
“oh, please, i’d rather watch flies fuck on my dinner plate than you two.” he huffs and rolls his eyes to hide the slight embarrassment, clearly regretting he’d said anything at all. 
“that’s exactly your problem,” chris notes as he makes his way down to your collarbones and starts kissing and sucking on the exposed skin. you notice you’re barely breathing.
“i wouldn’t mind a show,” felix says quietly as he’s taking another hit, obviously less shy and more loosened up by now which makes you blink a few times with a little huh? to make sure you heard it right. your innocent, pure felix casually disclosing his voyeurism like that? 
there’s too much going on, and you can’t concentrate on shit. especially not when chris is touching you the way he knows you like.
“are you for real? do you wanna-... ?” you address him looking down as he’s already nose deep in your tits, hands grabbing at your waist. 
chris graces you with a confident nonchalant m-hm and looks up for a split second, pupils blown to the size of a coin, cheeks and lips flushed red from the high and the thrill, and it gives you all the reassurance you needed as you’re no longer forced to ignore the tingles in your lower stomach for the sake of decency or courtesy you and chris are clearly lacking. 
“guys, no, i made a joke,” seungmin protests watching things unfold and almost jumps from his seat only to be met with a calm “then laugh, seungmo” out of chris’s mouth. 
dirty. 
he unbuckles his belt with no hesitation and manhandles you easily into the most reasonable position: bent over the table and almost pressed against a mirror, forced to not only watch yourself get railed but also observe everyone else’s reaction to the show. 
you really don’t mind. everything kinda swims, your vision is overly saturated but blurrier than normal, you’re all feelings and needs. will probably be embarrassed about it tomorrow but tomorrow is yet to come, and what matters to you is now, and now only. 
the ability to focus isn’t lost but certainly changed by your high. everything feels different yet the same. same arousal, same familiar hands on you, same wetness in your underwear but everything is heightened, narrowed into tunnel vision leaving every other distraction unnoticed and meaningless. you barely register that the members are looking at you, or rather, you do but it doesn’t make you shy or ashamed. it just makes you smug. 
“hey, i’m not actually a baby, i’m of age, ‘kay?” jeongin objects as seungmin is trying to cover his eyes with his hand like a parent during a spicy scene in a movie the entire family is watching. 
felix seems unbothered and pleased, staring with unmasked curiosity as chris is sliding your shorts down and undoes his own pants. 
“you’re sick,” seungmin utters in defeat, falling back onto the couch and sighing. still watching, though. 
chris caresses you and plays with your folds a little, takes his time with the foreplay, the performance; his other hand is pressing down onto your back to keep you pinned to the table. he looks good doing it. maneuvering you the way he likes, keeping you where he needs you, taking what’s his any time and place he pleases. felix shifts in his chair puffing out the smoke from his blunt, mesmerized by how easily control and leadership comes to his hyung. you feel the air of the room touching your bare skin, even your clit pulsates at the subtle sensation, already swollen and aching to be touched. chris lines himself up with your entrance and teases with his tip, barely moving and sliding in just an inch and back only to make you jerk your hips and ask him for more. through a mirror reflection he catches his members silent and frozen, eyes locked on him, on the two of you.
you lazily try to put yourself up on your elbows and look over your shoulder, hissing at chris:
“fucking move.”
he hums in response and gets a better grip on your ass to then force himself all the way in and kiss your cervix with the head of his leaky cock. it’s heavy and hot inside you, slippery, dripping precum. the sigh of relief leaves your mouth, and you lay back on your chest, relaxing into the table and giving the green light to pound into you as hard as he wants. 
chris groans at your compliance and gives your asscheek a loud slap, thrusting deep and fast like he does when you’re having a quickie. the sound of skin hitting skin fills the room, and the air feels electrified, completely reeking with the smell of sex in a matter of seconds. 
jeongin watches in awe and doesn’t seem to notice that his mouth fell open, while seungmin nervously hides his face in his glass, even though his eyes are boring into the scene of chris’s dick taking ownership over your cunt. felix looks reserved and almost indifferent, the only thing giving him away is the hardening boner that is now beyond visible through the fabric of his jeans. he doesn’t seem to want to do anything about it, just enjoying the moment and relaxing after a long tiring gig. feels almost casual. as if it’s not the most outrageous and perverted thing ever to watch your leader fuck your bandmate close up.
although you're totally content with mindless pounding, besides, apparently, being an exhibitionist, chris is also a forever gentleman, so, seeing how fucked out and barely there you are, he decided to treat you to an orgasm and do all the work himself.
"see, seungmo? it's not enough to just put it in to get a girl cummin'. you gotta make some effort too," chris explains as if he's teaching a class and giving out a lecture, demonstrating and putting his theory to practice as he speaks. seungmin probably does know, he's watched porn and had hookups, he's a grown guy, but chris just can't help his desire to tease him further.
as soon as chris's skillful fingers find your clit and draw a wide circle you almost wake up, getting taken out of the hazy foggy high back into some sense of reality.
"there you go, baby," he whispers and nods, setting a nice pace harmonized with his own thrusts. he's done that numerous times, he knows how to work you just as well as he knows his own guitar. knows what string to pull and what chord to press to make that sweet sweet music.
"ngh-aah, fuck, 'm close," you mewl under your breath as your body is starting to tense up in anticipation. that's the music he enjoys.
the euphoric release hits in a matter of minutes, and chris follows right behind you, too worked up by the view and by the fact that his bandmates are still in the room to hold it off any longer. his hot sticky cum spills all over your ass, and it feels good. soothing almost. familiar.
as chris cleans you both with wet wipes and helps you up, making the two of you look decent again, if that's possible at all after what just happened, lix speaks up and utters a raspy "i need some air" before rushing out of the dressing room.
"you guys are fucking shameless," seungmin concludes and lightly taps on jeongin's jaw, signaling that it's about time to close his mouth now.
chris simply shrugs his shoulders and takes a seat on the other sofa, pulling you onto his lap and soothingly, calmingly rubbing the small of your back which pushes you further into a satisfied nap on his chest.
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sanjisblackasswife · 1 year ago
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Can u pleaseeee do a part 2 to the nanami cam girl fanfiction 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Part 1 Of Nanami x Cam!Girl Reader Here
Blk!Fem Reader in Mind
CW: Pervert Nanami, Nanami with a voice kink, Idk. Smut fr w some plot.
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“Sssshit, yes baby….” Nanami’s voice growled from the back of his throat, his legs beginning to rise as his body tenses for a moment. His groans echoed through his empty apartment, only thing luminating his room was the lights of the city and his phone in his hand.
He threw his head back to land on the headboard, mind feeling a little fuzzy. This orgasm definitely drained him way more than any this week.
Maybe because this particular video he was using to get off was his and only for him.
“I um…i hope that was good for you Mr. Nanami.” She spoke breathlessly holding up the camera above her face as she laid on the fluffy pillows on her bed, eyes were dilated, cheeks flushed despite her skin tone, strands of hair on her forehead. She must have overworked herself this time. She did cum more than usual, as requested of him. “I never came that much, I almost feel embarrassed i couldn’t last as long as I should of.”
“You did amazing, sweetheart.” Nanami thought as she began to ramble a bit….per requested. Her voice was almost the equivalent to an angel through his ears. So soft, feminine and gentle.
Almost the polar opposite of her whiney, loud, slutty voice when she moans his name.
“I never gotten a um…private suggestion and you’ve been…so sweet with your donations I actually was able to get a new camera for it so of course I had to show you!”
“I noticed.” He thought, a faint smirk arising on his face.
“As promised though please do not share this video or post on any other platforms. Please.”
Nanami clicked off the video to give a long sign of relief. Her voice was too cute;
“Please.”
His thoughts still going a mile a minute, “Maybe next time she can beg to cum for me.”
Shaking his head to clear some of his perverted ideas he got up to take a quick shower and put on some new sheets. He actually tired himself out tonight, but he still couldn’t completely fall asleep.
He was tired yes, but everytime he shut his eyes they fluttered back up.
Tossing and turning on his bed he reached for his phone again, maybe another rewatch?
The shame nanami felt watching the streamer was now completely gone, he only watched her anyways and something about her voice always helped him not only get off, but fall asleep.
He remembers hearing a very….perverted conversation with Geto and Gojo about listening to sexual audios when they are too sleepy to watch a video, but too awake to fall asleep.
…It was 7am and honestly Nanami tried to ignore it, but Gojo was so damn loud.
With a moment before reconsidering he reached for his airpods and phone off the dresser again and scrolled through her videos.
This one. This video where she first moaned his first name was soothing
….to him.
Laying on his back, gently allowing the weight of his lids to fall shut he turned up the volume of his phone and just listened to her.
He replayed the video so much he almost can invision what she was doing in the exact moment she was speaking.
Nanami had no intention to touch himself again, just to simply hear her, but how naive of him to think he can listen to the wet sounds of her cunt and her soft moans and NOT have a body reaction.
He felt himself get hard, palming his shaft he rubbed it through his boxers, face getting red from the lewd thoughts he imagined from the video.
Nanami invisioned him on top of her, throwing her pretty thick leg on his shoulder, kissing her ankle to distract her from the full feeling of his tip and a few inches of shaft pushing its way inside her. When she moaned Nanami’s name he imagined that’s exactly how she’d sound the moment he bottomed out.
Without noticing his hand was down his boxers moving his fist at the same pace she was fingering herself.
Nanami wasn’t the type to make A LOT of noise when hes self pleasuring. He’s more vocal when with a woman, but his thoughts almost felt like reality he started to speak to himself as if she was there.
“Goooood good girl, sweetheart. Keep your eyes on me…yesss fuck—-so good taking me in like this….”
He never really got off to just audio before, but somehow with his eyes shut he felt more sensitive and it wasn’t long until he felt close again, but he tried to hold on until til she was as well.
“C’mon baby…just like that cum with me. Yes fuck—-“
It probably would seem embarrassing to see such a big strong man whimpering in his bed alone at the thought of fucking a girl he doesn’t even know, but fuck it he did not care. It felt too good to him
It wasn’t too long until he made another mess. Sucking his teeth he just grumbled to himself knowing he needs to grab a towel, but before he does that, he moves over the table in his phone and clicks “New Message”.
While still coming down from his high, Nanami sends another $200 donation and private message to the pretty streamer stating;
“How much would it be for a private phone call?”
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usahanahaki · 1 month ago
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Love me in Ruin
[Trafalgar Law x Reader]
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PROMPT: After being lovers, becoming enemies was easier than becoming strangers.
Synopsis: You're held hostage on your ex's ship, and the past you and he both supposedly buried resurfaces along with the feelings you both harbored.
Author's Note: Oh my god, a decade later and I finally got around to writing my first Trafalgar Law oneshot (might become a fic? idk). I've been so down bad for this man since I was in middle school lmao, and I've always wanted to write a lovers to enemies story for him. Please note that I gave the reader the epithet Titania (the first Law fanfic I ever read did this, and I wanted to pay tribute to that). Lastly, this takes place in Wano, so if you aren't that far yet, some things may not make sense. There are some slight? plot spoilers (but nothing major), just characters that may not be familiar if you're not at Wano yet.
Side Note: Wrote this while listening to the following songs on repeat: Disease by Lady Gaga, Crashing by d4vd (with kali Uchis), and TILT by Irene & Seulgi. If you don't mind listening to music while reading, I recommend putting these three on repeat.
Warnings/Content: toxic!exes, mentions of past betrayal, anxiety, co-dependency, spoonfuls of angst, not necessarily a happy ending?I don't actually know what this is; Law and reader are just doing what toxic exes do best: dancing around each other till one folds. Law and Reader match each other's freak. No smut (yet) just kissing and sensual touches. In terms of citrus scale, I think this is lime? Def not lemon lol
Roaming these halls once more, you were reminded of your place. Nothing but cold grey metal pipes, cold chilling vents, and cold grey doors adorned the walls. Letting your fingers trail the metal pipes lining the submarine, memories of the past of when you first boarded the Polar Tang played like a silent film in the confines of your mind. This is my home too, right Law?
God, reminiscing on the past was such a drug. Indulging in the sentiments and feelings left in those memories was so addictive. You're my home Law. It was hard to leave the mind, when rationally, the only happiness and safety you had left remained in the depths of those fleeting moments. I can't live without you Law. Indulgences after all, were meant to provide relief and temporary asylum from past transgressions. But this is reality, not the past. And in this reality, this very moment, survival is the only means of perhaps rediscovering happiness and safety.
But being back aboard the Polar Tang was anything but relieving. No, not like the past. This was not the home you once found safety and comfort in.
These walls, these floors, and halls closing in are enemy territory.
He knew you were here. He knew where you were. It was only a matter of time before the distance that he and you put between yourselves became zero. The rhythmic click of his heels against the metal floors that reverberated throughout the hall was a sound you were all too familiar with. Yet again, reality was not in alignment with expectations. That familiarity was completely null, and in its place, was the sound of your archenemy slowly approaching. 
You knew all too well that Law wasn't one to let his enemies come anywhere near his family, especially not after Corazon. And that principle once used to apply to you too. But this time, you are not a Heart Pirate. You are not family. Like an ancient curse, the words "you are no longer his family" were mentally and erratically repeated over and over. 
Once a confidant and once an equal, all that remained were past titles of what you and he once were. 
His languid movements, yet firm grasp on Kikouku only reaffirmed what you and he both knew. This was not the reunion either of you ever anticipated having. 
Law did not move from his position, and his face remained hidden in the shadows, but you didn't need the light to know the nuances of his expression. Brows furrowed and cold eyes that did not look upon you with the softness and love you once knew. This was the cold, sharp, and calculated demeanor that the seas and its inhabitants knew of the man that donned the title "Surgeon of Death". A terrifying man rumored to carry life and death in his palms like playthings stood before you.
"Lost already? I thought your time with the navy would have fixed your stupidity, Titania". 
You scoffed. "Rest easy, Surgeon. These halls are engraved in my bones." Your hands remained in your pockets, but the chilling numbness that slowly spread wasn't alone. Digging your nails into your palms proved useless in ceasing the tremors. They were muscle memory—reminders of what would inevitably come.
You spoke again, "Congratulations on defeating Doflamingo, Law. Kaido, sends his regards". Law took a step forward into the light. "If you're gonna tell a lie, you should at least try a little harder to sound more believable." "Oh but he does!", you mused, "After all," your eyes wandered back to the walls, before settling back on him, "he personally sent me to greet you. He knows just how much you miss me." 
The pounding of your heart, seemed louder and louder with each beat. Law smirked, "How kind of him." He continued to move towards you, his grip on Kikouku did not waver, and his eyes remained locked onto you. Standing before you, the time you both spent apart was clear. You were not the same person you were two years ago, and he was not the same man that once held your vulnerabilities with care.
The man that stood before you was the same one that ripped your heart out in exchange for becoming a Warlord.
His free hand slowly made its way to your jawline, fingers grazing your cheek before slowly caressing your face. His eyes roamed freely, carefully analyzing the vision before him, "You haven't changed." Your right hand trailed up Kikouku, then moved to envelop his clenched fist lovingly.
"Are you sure Law?", with your left hand, you swiftly pressed your thumb right under his lips and index below the chin, forcing him to look at you directly, "Why don't you take a closer look then." Your steel resolve was not lost on him; he knew what the consequences were when he made his decision to be a Warlord, and he stood by his decision. At least, that's what you told yourself.
What gears were turning in his head? What did he have planned? What was the purpose of you being aboard his sub? Much to your dismay, there were too many unknowns at play for this little game you and he had going on to continue. Right now, you were a hostage on an enemy ship playing hooky with your ex.
Getting back to Onigashima to report back to Kaido was your top priority at the moment. After all, he had ordered Bao Huang to summon you and the other members of the Tobi Roppo for a special announcement. Yet here you were, not in Onigashima, not with the Tobi Roppo, not present for the special announcement, but stuck with your ex on his ship.
Law sighed, before letting go of your face. "You might have changed Titania, but my feelings for you haven't". You scoffed. "You certainly have a funny way of showing it, Surgeon." "Oh? We're back to Surgeon? I liked hearing my name leave your lips," he leaned in close to your ear, "Maybe I should leave you singing my name again, hm?" 
Countless times under the moon’s piercing glow, Law repeatedly had taken all that you had to give and more. What was even left of you for Trafalgar Law to take? A man who hid his immense need for unholy retribution against a foe like Doflamingo from the rest of the world and to an extent, his own crew, was one that needed to be clinically studied. 
And the papers may have concentrated on the Strawhats' conquests in Dressrosa with brief mentions of Law's contributions here and there, but it didn’t take a genius to guess who was the mastermind methodically moving each piece in place for checkmate. 
Eyes remaining glued to his figure, you gently placing your hands flat above his chest, then let them glide down softly as you recommitted his tattoos and anatomy to memory. "Sorry to disappoint", hands stopping near his stomach, you hooked your index finger around the belt loop closest to his zipper, then pulled him in even closer with your eyes glaring back at him, "but my concerts are no longer exclusive to you, Law".
Oh you had his full attention now.
Law was no longer mentally multitasking between his plans and what to do with you. There was nothing left for him to mull over. He had claimed you many times before, and now? Well, the tally was about to increase once more. Hell, who knows maybe he'd take you over and over again until he got his fill. There were many who dared to wonder what the Surgeon of Death looked like beyond his steel exterior, but only you had managed to see the fragility that lay beneath it all. At least, that's what you had hoped.
Hell if you became privy to what the man's intimate life looked like after your once shared one ended. How revolting. The mere thought of another person engaging in the same intimate acts with him that you and he once shared, was enough to push you over the edge. It's fine, you half-heartedly told yourself. You lay your head gently on his chest, pressing your ear to hear his heart beat. He's alive.
You lifted your index finger, and dragged your nail across his bare skin down his chest, and his breath had run ragged, "You want me Law?"
Tilting your head up, you began to press light kisses into the side of his neck and smiled, "Earn me." 
He was in for it now.
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theodorenmyth · 3 months ago
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Idk how far into One piece you are. But maybe something fluffly with like Law where reader is playing with his hands because they love his tattoos. And then maybe later Law finds the reader painted their hands like a fake tattoo and just messing around in the mirror. Preferably with a male reader but gn is ok too
Anyways this is the first time I've done this but i absolutely love your writing so much and hope you have a good day!!
Ink and Imitation
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Pairings ; Trafalgar D. Water Law x M!Reader
Summary ; You were fascinated by Law’s tattoos, you spend time tracing them while sitting between his legs, dramatically declaring your admiration. Inspired, you sneak off to the bathroom to recreate his tattoos on yourself using ink, striking dramatic poses in the mirror while pretending to be the next Surgeon of Death. Unfortunately, Law catches you mid-performance, unimpressed but amused. After teasing you for misspelling ‘DEATH’ as ‘DEATN,’ he effortlessly flusters you with a kiss before smugly walking away. Despite the embarrassment, you’re still convinced you *totally* pulled it off.
A/N ; I loved writing this so much :3 enjoy bb!
warnings ; none
word count ; 1.2k+
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The Polar Tang had its moments of chaos, but right now, it was peaceful. Warm light filled Law’s quarters as you sat comfortably between his legs, your back pressed against his chest. His arms rested loosely at his sides, medical journal in one hand while the other lay freely in your grasp. You were utterly fascinated with it.
“You know,” you mused, running your fingers over his knuckles, “I think your hands might be my favorite thing about you.”
Law hummed, flipping a page. “Not my intelligence? My leadership? My life-saving surgical skills?”
You scoffed dramatically. “Ugh, those are so expected. What, am I supposed to be impressed that you can rearrange someone’s insides like a Rubik’s Cube?”
“I would hope so,” he deadpanned.
You ignored him, gently stretching out his fingers before tracing the bold ‘DEATH’ tattooed across them. “These hands tell a story. They’re calloused, strong—capable of destruction, but they’re also careful, precise. They save lives.” You sighed wistfully, resting your cheek against his arm. “Tragic, poetic, effortlessly cool… If you weren’t already my boyfriend, I’d propose on the spot.”
Law snorted. “So dramatic.”
“I’m not dramatic, I’m appreciative.”
“You’re ridiculous.”
You grinned, pressing a quick kiss to the back of his hand before continuing your inspection. Your fingers trailed down to the intricate tattoo covering his wrist and forearm, tracing the thick, circular patterns.
“These must’ve hurt,” you murmured.
Law tilted his head slightly, his eyes flicking down to watch you. “Not as much as you’d think.”
You gasped, clutching his arm like you were hearing a scandalous secret. “You mean you didn’t shed even one tear?”
He smirked. “No.”
You placed a hand over your chest, shaking your head. “The strength. The sheer willpower.”
“You’re insufferable,” he said, but his lips twitched in amusement.
Your fingers stilled as an idea struck you. A ridiculous, impulsive, absolutely necessary idea.
"Law," you said, voice suddenly serious. "What if I got tattoos just like yours?"
He blinked, caught off guard. “What?”
“I’m serious!” You held up your hands, flexing your fingers. “Imagine us standing side by side, matching tattoos, striking fear into our enemies. We'd be unstoppable. Iconic."
Law stared at you for a moment before exhaling through his nose, returning to his book. "You're not getting my tattoos."
"Why not?" you whined, flopping back against his chest.
“Because you’d cry after five minutes.”
You gasped so loudly, it could’ve been heard across the Grand Line. “Excuse me?!”
“You heard me.”
“You think I can’t handle it?” You sat up, pointing an accusatory finger at him. “I am a pirate, Law—I’ve been stabbed, thrown off ships, electrocuted by a Marine with an unfortunate Devil Fruit, and you think I’d cry over a tattoo?”
“Yes.”
You narrowed your eyes. “I hate that you’re probably right.”
Law chuckled under his breath, and before you could argue more, he lazily draped an arm around your waist, pulling you back against him. "Just stick to playing with mine," he murmured, pressing a kiss against the top of your head before turning a page.
You melted instantly. "Fine. But I will prove you wrong one day."
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Later that night, you stood hunched over the bathroom counter, sleeves rolled up, face scrunched in concentration as you carefully painted ink onto your skin.
This was serious business.
You had "borrowed" some ink from the supply room, along with a fine brush, and you were currently painstakingly copying Law's tattoos onto your hands and forearms.
You'd return it later…
Maybe.
The knuckle tattoos were the easiest part, even though writing backwards in the mirror was a nightmare. The tribal patterns on his wrist and forearm? That was where the real challenge began.
You stuck out your tongue in deep focus as you worked on a particularly intricate swirl.
"Okay, okay, looking good so far," you muttered, nodding in approval. The only problem was that your non-dominant hand was absolutely not cooperating. The moment you tried painting the other side, the lines became crooked.
You groaned dramatically. "Why am I cursed with only one good hand?!"
Still, after about an hour of dedication and minor suffering, you stepped back to admire your work.
You stood in front of the bathroom mirror, hands covered in ink, admiring your reflection like an artist marveling at their masterpiece.
It wasn’t perfect—your handwriting was a little crooked, and the lines on your forearms were messier than you’d hoped—but still, it looked cool. You flexed your fingers, grinning.
"Captain Y/N," you whispered to yourself, striking a pose. "Surgeon of Death 2.0."
You waved your hand dramatically. "Shambles!"
Nothing happened, obviously.
You tried again, this time with more enthusiasm. "Room!"
Still nothing.
You sighed. “Lame. Law makes it look so effortless.”
A slow clap echoed behind you.
You froze.
Turning your head ever so slowly, you found Law leaning against the doorway, arms crossed, face unreadable.
You opened your mouth. No words came out.
Law exhaled through his nose, stepping closer. "What," he said, reaching for your hand, "is this?"
"Admiration," you answered quickly, standing up straight. "Respect. Dedication to my captain. Love, even.”
His fingers traced the ink on your knuckles, eyes scanning your handiwork. “You misspelled ‘DEATH.’”
Your heart dropped. “You’re lying.”
Law turned your hand so you could see. The ‘H’ was slightly smudged, making it look like an ‘N.’
“…DEATN,” you read aloud in horror.
Law’s smirk widened. “Truly intimidating.”
You groaned, dramatically leaning against him. “All my hard work… ruined.”
“Maybe if you actually got a real tattoo—”
“Don’t say it,” you warned, pointing a stained finger at him.
“—you wouldn’t have this problem.”
You pouted, but the warmth in his voice betrayed his teasing. "You're just jealous."
He quirked a brow. "Of what?"
"My natural artistic talent."
“Right.” He let go of your wrist, giving you a once-over. “You look ridiculous.”
“You’re just mad because I pull it off better than you.”
Law chuckled, shaking his head before gently wiping a smudge from your cheek. “Keep telling yourself that.”
You huffed. “You just wait, Trafalgar D. Water Law. One day, I will get a real tattoo, and then you’ll regret ever doubting me.”
Law leaned in, his voice barely above a murmur. “I’d never regret anything about you.”
Your breath caught in your throat.
Stupid. Infuriating. Unfairly attractive man.
Before you could formulate a response, he pressed a soft, lingering kiss against your forehead.
You blinked up at him, momentarily dazed, before remembering yourself. "Don’t think you can distract me with affection!" you huffed, even as your face burned.
Law smirked. “Seems to be working.”
You groaned, dragging a hand down your face. "Ugh. You’re the worst.”
He patted your head like you were an annoying but beloved pet. “And yet, here you are.”
You sighed, giving in to your fate as his eternally bullied boyfriend. “You’re so lucky I love you.”
He chuckled. “Now,” he said, pulling away, “go wash your hands before you stain everything.”
Then, with one last smirk, he turned on his heel and walked away.
You stared after him, then looked back at your reflection.
Your fake tattoos looked awesome.
You let out a defeated groan, turning toward the sink.
He was so lucky you loved him.
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queenofwands89 · 10 months ago
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Do you do fanfic requests? If so I was hoping for maybe an angsty enemies to lovers with Tyler Owens, like they are rivals and just got off on a bad start that spiraled into them hating each other but slowly seeing there's more there but being in denial until maybe like Reader gets injured in a chase or helping someone and Tyler realized how he truly feels? Idk lol. Just need some good angst and hurt comfort.
Stormfront Showdown (Part 1)
Tyler Owens x fem!Stormchaser!reader
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Summary: Y/N and Tyler have been longstanding rivals, their past filled with unresolved conflicts and clashing opinions on storm chasing. With vastly different approaches to tracking and studying storms, their heated debates have become legendary. Now, with the upcoming storm chasing convention on the horizon, tensions are set to skyrocket. You know Tyler will be there, and the question is: will this be another explosive encounter, or will the storm finally bring them together in unexpected ways?
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Warnings: Enemies to lovers, rivals to lovers, verbal sparring, competition, dumb blonde joke, teasing, a little angsty idk.
Notes: Thank you so much for your request! I apologize for the delay; I recently started school and things have been hectic. I took a bit of creative liberty with your request and turned it into a short series. I hope you don't mind! If anyone wants me to make a taglist, just let me know. I hope you enjoy it—bye! 💜
The storm chaser convention is your annual pilgrimage as a weather enthusiast or professional. The ballroom of the Kansas City Grand Hotel buzzes with anticipation. As you stand at the entrance, your eyes sweep the room with a mixture of curiosity and wariness. You don't particularly enjoy these crowded events, preferring the solitude and precision of your solo chases, but your presence here is a necessary evil—an opportunity to share your findings and emphasize the importance of safety and scientific rigor.
You smooth the front of your blazer, double-checking your notes for the panel discussion. It’s then that you spot him: Tyler Owens. The Tornado Wrangler himself stands surrounded by a throng of fans and admirers, his laughter loud and infectious. His rugged appearance, complete with cowboy boots and a well-worn hat, seems to dominate the room. Boone is there too, camera in hand, capturing every moment for Tyler's YouTube channel. Lily, Dexter, and Dani mingle nearby, each in their element.
You inhale deeply, trying to steady your nerves. The name Tyler Owens epitomizes everything you abhor in storm chasing—recklessness, unchecked bravado, and an insatiable thirst for sensationalism. To you, he is the living antithesis of diligent scientific inquiry and responsible journalism.
Your last encounter with Tyler was nothing short of disastrous. What began as a simple disagreement escalated into a full-blown public feud, broadcasted for the world to see via social media and various news outlets. You had penned a scathing article, meticulously criticizing his methods as dangerous and irresponsible. Your words were sharp, intended to signal a wake-up call not just to him but to the entire community of storm chasers.
Tyler, never one to retreat from controversy, responded with an incendiary video. Filled with passionate retorts and dismissive gestures, his rebuttal ignited a firestorm of reactions, polarizing the storm-chasing community and capturing the attention of a captivated audience.
The bitter memory of this exchange still lingers in your mind, a festering wound that has yet to heal. Now, as you anticipate another face-to-face meeting with him, you feel the weight of that unresolved animosity. You brace yourself for the confrontation that seems as inevitable as the approaching storm you both intend to chase.
The panel is called to order, and the moderator introduces the speakers with a flourish. You take your seat, your heart pounding in your chest. Tyler settles into the chair next to you, flashing a charming smile that belies the tension crackling between you.
"Welcome, everyone," the moderator begins. "Today, we have a diverse panel of storm chasers who will share their unique perspectives on this thrilling and dangerous field. Let's start with you, Y/N. Can you tell us about your approach to storm chasing?"
You take a moment to collect your thoughts before speaking. "I believe storm chasing is an essential tool for advancing our understanding of severe weather phenomena. My approach focuses on meticulous planning, data collection, and public safety. The goal is to minimize risk while maximizing scientific value."
Tyler leans forward, a mischievous glint in his eyes as he addresses the room. "You know, while I truly appreciate Y/N's unwavering commitment to safety," he begins, his voice smooth and confident, "we sometimes overlook the bigger picture. Storm chasing isn't just about data and caution—it's about raising awareness and capturing the awe-inspiring power of nature."
He pauses for effect, letting his words sink in before flashing a charismatic smile at the crowd. "My team and I, we're not just scientists; we're storytellers. We bring these magnificent storms to the world, showing people a side of nature they rarely see."
His smile widens, eyes sparkling with excitement. "We have a saying in our crew: 'If you feel it, chase it.' Because in those moments of raw, untamed nature, we find our stories, our inspiration."
The room erupts in appreciative murmurs and nods of agreement, some even breaking into applause. Tyler's infectious enthusiasm and charm work their magic, swaying the audience to his perspective, if only for the moment.
You resist the urge to roll your eyes. "Raising awareness is important, Tyler, but not at the expense of safety. Your methods put not just you and your team at risk but also the communities you travel through."
"And your methods," Tyler shoots back, "might yield scientifically valuable data, but they often lack the human element. People need to see the raw, unfiltered power of these storms to understand what we're dealing with."
The panel has been raging on for twenty minutes, each of you firing verbal volleys that keep the audience captivated. The tension is palpable, and it’s clear that you and Tyler aren’t on good terms.
Tyler leans forward, a cocky grin spreading across his face. He’s baiting you, and he knows exactly which buttons to push. "You know, ever since that article you wrote, questioning my methods, I've been wondering. Maybe you're just not a fan of a little excitement? Gotta admit, though, it did spark quite the public feud."
The hint of satisfaction in his voice is unmistakable—he’s reveling in the attention, the controversy, and most of all, the fact that he’s gotten under your skin.
You snap back, your tone fiery and unapologetic. "And with good reason. Your methods are reckless, Tyler. Capturing nature is one thing, but ensuring the safety of our team and the community is paramount. Data collection can be done without playing Russian roulette with our lives."
Tyler smirks, his eyes glinting with amusement. "Ah, but without taking risks, we miss out on the most stunning phenomena. The beauty of a storm isn't just in its data points—it's in the visceral experience."
Your eyes narrow, voice sharp and unyielding. "Visceral experiences are meaningless if they end in tragedy. We need to strike a balance—pushing limits, yes, but with calculated caution. Not reckless abandonment just to feed your adrenaline addiction."
Leaning in slightly, his voice drops to a teasing whisper, "Careful. If you play it too safe, you might end up in a cozy weather office instead of out there chasing the real action."
You raise an eyebrow, your smile icy. "Better a cozy office than a hospital bed, Tyler. Besides, in the office, I can keep an eye on your antics, making sure you don’t turn yourself into a cautionary tale."
Tyler chuckles, clearly unfazed. "Touché. But admit it, you'd miss our epic sparring sessions out in the field."
You smirk back, your tone dripping with sarcasm, "Maybe. But I'd miss watching you lose a battle of wits with a breeze. It's like a real-life dumb blonde joke, but without the punchline."
Boone, with his characteristic enthusiasm, interjects, "You both have valid points! The thrill and the data—can't we find a middle ground here that marries both perspectives?"
Tyler grins at Boone's comment, "Maybe, Boone. But finding that middle ground is easier said than done."
The moderator, sensing the escalating tension and the need to maintain decorum, finally calls for a break. Their calm yet authoritative voice cuts through the cacophony of arguments, bringing a temporary ceasefire.
"Let's take a ten-minute break to gather our thoughts," the moderator says, brokering no argument. "This will give everyone a chance to cool off and reflect."
The announcement is met with a collective exhale from the audience. You can feel the adrenaline coursing through your veins as you step away from the podium, your mind racing with the flurry of ideas and rebuttals. Tyler shoots you a confident smirk, clearly reveling in the public sparring.
As the room buzzes with low conversations and people stretch their legs, you glance towards Boone, Lily, Dexter, and Dani. Boone gives you a thumbs-up, his eyes sparkling with excitement for the next round. Lily offers a supportive nod, while Dexter's contemplative gaze meets yours, as if silently urging you to remain steadfast. Dani approaches you quietly, her concern evident.
"Take a moment to breathe," she advises softly. "You’re doing great, but don’t let him get under your skin."
You nod, appreciating the support as you resolve to keep your composure for the next part of the debate. Tyler may have won the crowd for now, but the debate is far from over.
You step away from the panel, finding solace in a quiet corner of the room. You sip your water, your mind racing with a mix of frustration and determination. A voice interrupts your thoughts.
"Y/N," Tyler says, his tone unusually soft. "Can we talk?"
You turn to face him, your eyes narrowing. "There's not much to say, Tyler. We clearly have different philosophies that will never align."
He sighs, running a hand through his blonde hair. "Look, I know we've had our differences, but we're both here for a reason. We're passionate about what we do. Maybe... just maybe, there's a middle ground we haven't considered."
Before you can respond, a group of Tyler's ardent fans—mostly attractive young women whose adoration for him is barely concealed—swarm in, interrupting your conversation. Their laughter and excited voices fill the air as they clamor for his attention, each holding out their phones for selfies.
"Tyler, can we get a picture with you?"
"You're amazing, Tyler, can you sign this?"
Their voices form a cacophony of admiration and eagerness. Tyler gives you a fleeting look, a glimmer of regret in his eyes. As he turns to handle the eager fans, you seize the moment. You walk away quickly, your strides purposeful and filled with resolve.
By the time Tyler manages to take a few pictures and sign a couple of autographs, he looks up to continue the conversation, but you're already gone. He scans the room, his expression shifting from hope to dejection as he realizes you're nowhere to be seen.
His shoulders slump slightly, and a look of displeasure shadows his face. The admiring fans around him continue their cheerful chatter, but his thoughts are elsewhere. He looks in the direction you went, frustration evident as he contemplates the vanished opportunity to bridge the chasm between you.
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The second day of the storm chaser convention dawns with a swirl of excitement and anticipation. Yesterday had been a whirlwind, with Tyler and you continuing your intense, verbal sparring match during your panel. As soon as it ended, you purposely avoided Tyler for the rest of the day, determined to keep your distance and focus on the upcoming events.
Today, however, is different. You feel a surge of excitement as you head towards the sign-up area for the competition on advanced research—a competition you have won every year. You stride confidently through the bustling convention hall, ready to claim your victory once more.
Approaching the registration table, you're taken aback to see Tyler there, pen in hand, scribbling his name onto the sign-up sheet. Your eyebrows knit together in a mixture of surprise and annoyance as you walk up to him.
"What are you doing here, Tyler?" you ask, folding your arms across your chest. "This competition has strict rules that you couldn't follow even if they were spelled out in neon lights."
Tyler smirks and meets your gaze. "Decided to sign up this year. Thought I'd give you some real competition."
You lock eyes, each ready for a verbal duel. The air between you crackles with tension.
"If you think you can handle it, by all means, try," you retort, your voice tinged with sarcasm. "Just know that this isn't your usual chaotic escapade. This requires precision and knowledge—qualities that, frankly, I don't think you possess."
Tyler chuckles softly. "We'll see about that. Underestimating me might be your biggest mistake."
Before you can continue your exchange, the host of the panel steps up to a microphone, capturing the attention of everyone in the room. The host, a renowned meteorologist named Dr. Sandra Jacobs, greets the crowd with a warm smile and a practiced ease.
"Good morning, everyone! I'm Dr. Sandra Jacobs, and it's my pleasure to welcome you to this year's storm chaser convention!" Dr. Jacobs begins, her voice carrying effortlessly through the room. "As many of you know, this convention is a celebration of the fascinating and often dangerous world of storm chasing. It's a place for experts and enthusiasts alike to share their passion and knowledge."
A murmur of agreement ripples through the crowd as Dr. Jacobs continues.
"One of the highlights of our convention is the competition on advanced research. It's a chance for storm chasers to showcase their findings, methodologies, and innovations in storm tracking and prediction."
Your eyes shift back to Tyler momentarily, a competitive fire igniting within you.
"This year, however, we’ve decided to change things up," Dr. Jacobs announces, her eyes twinkling with excitement. "There will be no rules and no limits! The stakes are higher than ever, with $100,000 in research funding and a special feature on Discovery Plus for the winner!"
A collective gasp and murmurs of surprise and excitement ripple through the crowd. Your eyes widen slightly, processing the unexpected twist. Tyler glances at you, a satisfied grin spreading across his face.
"No rules, huh?" he teases, his eyes twinkling mischievously. "Looks like your little rule-book speech just got thrown out the window."
With that, he turns and walks away, leaving you standing there, both frustrated and fueled by the sudden turn of events. You watch him go, your mind already strategizing how to adapt to the new, unpredictable landscape of the competition. The game had just changed, and you are more determined than ever to come out on top.
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goldfishinaplasticbag · 10 days ago
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whats your opinion on fanon tim drake id really love to know also just how did he become so completely divorced from his canon counterpart?? his fics and the comics r polar opposites its so funny
ooh, fun ask! i'll start with my personal feelings, and then get to explaining how i think it all became to this. might get a bit long, so strap in for my usual yap
i have no particular likes or dislikes about fanon tim. in fact, i do enjoy a good fic once in a while with heavy fanon aspects because it's fun and everyone deserves to live a little. let the boy drink his coffee! let him be allergic to shrimp! have the drakes be bad parents if it drives the plot! i am all for having fun, first and foremost. if it writes good, i don't mind it! i think my only line is when it's emphasised over and over again?
i have my own interpretation of tim which i called "canonised fanon" or vice versa which is basically just tim but with a lot of realistic headcanons.
now: the reason. i think there are a few.
a lot of people don't read the comics! i don't necessarily think you HAVE to consume the original media in order to enjoy it, but i do think a lot of fandom just bounce off each other and see what there already is put out. i'm not a comic purist—not everyone has access, time, or the want to read comics—i do think the lack of comic reading does allow for a lot of these fanon traits to slip through
now, those fanon traits! i think they do genuinely come from a place of realism, firstly. just want to set that record straight. tim gets flanderised the most out of the batfamily i'd personally say. the coffee addict fanon trope despite him canonically enjoying sodas? realistic, because tim commonly works long nights. not just as CEO, but also as a vigilante. i think all the bats drink coffee; tim just got stuck with that label the most because of his reputation as "detective". him having abusive parents? unsure "realistic" is the right word, but current versus past standards of raising children are different. while i would definitely say the drakes were neglectful in some capacity, the fanonisation of "abusive drakes" probably comes from the 1) potential angst that comes from it, and 2) easier bonding with bats. also, it's much easier to create a "villain" instead of a difficult-to-balance nuanced character. villains are interesting because they are bad, and seeing the drakes, who already weren't super "good" parents, as villainous ones, is interesting for others! tim being extremely angsty and whumped always? again, potential angst is high, and it's mostly picking from certain moments of comics (e.g., damian and tim beefing, the entire RR comic run, titan's tower attack, general tim crashouts).
essentially, i think these fanon traits come from a place where it started with imagination and realistic roots (tim drinks coffee because he stays up late; his parents are more than neglectful because of the current time period; outsider of the family due to his unique position of robin, a drake, and a son, etc etc). then it just grows and grows into it's own thing.
personally i find the fandom charming and i don't really understand WHY there is so much hate and bashing in DC fandom. it's just silly ideas. i get disliking, but i think it's all in good fun at the end of the day. unpopular opinion, i know, but idk. kids just want to have fun. fandom is free, and people are creating work for free!
anyways, end of my yap. sorry for how long this got—i'm a tad passionate about fanon vs canon tim. thanks for the entertaining ask!
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penkura · 1 year ago
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Connected to this scenario request, here's a little part two! I might be making this into a small series, idk yet!
Law’s office door is rarely ever wide open. Everyone knows how it works, if the door is cracked just a bit he's welcoming anyone who wants to come in so long as they knock first. If it’s closed completely, you better keep walking, he doesn’t want to see or speak to anyone at that moment thank you very much. It hadn’t changed at all with the two, small additions to the crew in the form of Noa and Luna, though Law is less likely to get onto either of the children if they simply barge right in. They’re just kids, they don’t know all the rules of the ship yet, it’s only been about three weeks at this point since you brought them on accidentally.
It hasn’t been bad at all to have them around, they haven’t interrupted his work so Law is fine with the two kids staying aboard for the foreseeable future. Not like you, Bepo, or Ikkaku are going to let them go any time soon anyway. He has to admit he doesn’t mind how lively it’s become with them around. Despite being your responsibility, everyone has been helpful in getting the five-year-old and nearly two-year-old settled, even helping at night when Luna becomes fussy or Noa has a nightmare.
Law doesn’t realize how much he actually enjoys having them aboard until one day when the Polar Tang makes it’s way into much colder waters, he’s first one up as always and has his coat on quickly, stopping long enough in your shared bedroom to throw an extra blanket over you and the two children asleep in your bed, you’ve got to stay warm too. For once he’s glad this office is so close to his room, less of a walk in the chilly hallway though he stops Clione, who is just coming off night watch, to turn up the heat so no one complains they’re freezing to death. He’s barely done any work when he hears his office door open, expecting a ‘good morning captain’ from whoever it was, but he never hears anything, instead being slightly startled when something grabs onto his leg and starts burying it’s face in his coat.
“…good morning, Luna-ya.”
The toddler looks up at Law, a sleepy grin on her little face which makes him smile softly at her. She’s very good at slipping into his office and nearly giving him a heart attack, since she doesn’t talk yet she’s quiet enough to sneak into various places. Her favorite place to slip into being his office because she just adores Law, he doesn’t get why but won’t argue it.
It really makes him think of Lami when she smiles at him.
“Uh! Uhh!!” Luna lifts her chubby arms up and grabs at Law, making him nod as he sets down the book he was holding. “Uh!!”
“I know, I know. You want up.”
She’s so small and light, Law has zero problems lifting her up, Luna gives a little squeal of delight before she hugs him around the neck. Law has rarely thought about you two having kids, but has constantly pushed it away because he’s just not sure about it. Having Noa and Luna around has been more than enough right now, they’re helping him see if you might be able to handle having kids of your own, but for now, this is fine.
Once Luna catches sight of the book he’s been reading, her eyes light up and she starts to point at the pictures of the next island you’ll be docking at.
“That’s where we’re going next. You think it’s pretty?”
“Ooo…”
Luna’s little ooo’s and aah’s at the pictures makes Law smile while he flips through the book for her. He’s watched you read through picture books with her and Noa, Luna loved to stop you and stare at the pictures, the colors make her happy and she has nearly torn a page out multiple times, but you’ve been able to stop her. Law hasn’t told you about the few times she’s slipped into his office and he’s stopped everything to read her a book she’s brought to him, only because of his original insistence about not having them aboard. He still doesn’t think it’s the safest place for them, but it has to be safer than where they were living at that point.
Luna keeps making little sounds and grabbing at the pages of the book, especially when she sees the flowers, Law tries to explain to her what each one is but she’s not really interested in that. She just likes looking at the pictures and seeing the pretty colors.
“This is a park there, it’s nothing but flowers,” Law points at a picture while Luna ‘aah’s at all the flowers on the page, “We can take you and your brother there. You can see all the flowers in person.”
While she doesn’t respond with a word, Luna nods a little before yawning and rubbing her eyes, laying her head on Law’s chest. It’s way too early for her to be awake, he realizes, as she sticks her thumb in her mouth while he adjusts so her head is against his shoulder. Closing the book, Law is quiet while he takes Luna over to the couch in his office, laying across it and covering her with a small blanket he has.
“You go back to sleep, all right? When [Y/N]-ya gets up, she’ll come get you for breakfast.”
She’s asleep so quickly he doesn’t notice at first, not until she starts drooling on his coat. Ah well, it’ll wash later, for now he’ll let her stay comfortable and safe, even when he dozes off on his own.
You do find them a little while later, Noa by your side and feeling relieved when you find where Luna had snuck off to. You’re glad Law has come to accept having Noa and Luna on board, it’s like you two have your own little family now and all the help in the world with the rest of the crew.
This is more than you could’ve ever asked for.
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demigod-of-the-agni · 21 days ago
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we be talking about rusty and kai this whole time (they're kings why lie) but not many are talking about my WIFE DAIDAN PLEASE I NEED MORE PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT HER
if rusty parallels kai by contrasting grief with hopelessness and perseverance, then daidan parallels kai by delving deep into her rage. i see a lot of s4 kai in daidan's segment; she props herself up with her anger, because if she lets herself feel she's going to crash so much harder. she's trapped herself, much like kai and rusty have done, in the singular moment in her grief.
'you're weak. you made me weak'
idk about you but this isn't an insult. this is a genuine fear on daidan's part. she's afraid to let herself be vulnerable because it will consume her in a way her rage has not. it's almost a polar opposite of rusty recognising his loss but wanting to remain stagnant after everything, to sink into the inevitability of the immutable fact (ironic, then, that he's found in the 'cave of change').
daidan is not like rusty. she does not feel the way he does. she can't. she's too wound up. there's so much wrong in the world. she needs to draw her strength from somewhere
better to bloody herself after fighting with vengeance than to actually process and acknowledge what she's been through, or the possibility that grief will not be all that is left
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harkovsangel · 1 month ago
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꒰ঌ ㅤ♡ྀི ₊ Corrupted angel ‪‪. . . ❤︎‬ ໒꒱
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꒰ঌ prologue , chapter 1 , psychotic!Rafe x nice­!reader ໒꒱ 18+
♡ྀི ₊ Summary: polar opposites is the best way to describe you and Rafe. You’d be surprised if Rafe even knew you exist- he was the king of your university. All the girls all over him. And for a long time he didn’t know you existed, nor would he care, but that quickly changed when he finally laid eyes on you.
♡ྀི ₊ Content warning: 18+!, mdni, unsettling porn descriptions, extreme breath play(with plastic bag), no actual smut but descriptions of the above at the end.
♡ྀི ₊ a/n: I’m so excited that i finally chose to get this idea out of my head and into writing… i hope you guys like this series because i’ve been fantasizing for it for a good couple months now. Butt the prologue is kind of.. idk how to describe it, chocky? 😭 Just meant to give you an idea of the series! 💞
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The sounds of instruments were the only thing you heard, the sounds harmonizing together to make the familiar sound of ‘clair de lune’.
Orchestra. Your escape from the stress of university work. Being able to just play an instrument and enjoy the sounds of harmonization between multiple instruments being a good relaxation for you. Helping to prevent you from getting burnt out.
Or, it usually did. Now you had the nerves of the upcoming concert to deal with. It was your first ever concert with this group of people.
Your eyes scanned your page of music. You didn’t have much notes for clair de lune. Occasionally playing the melody and thats about it.
Your focus was primarily on your solo piece, ‘swan theme’ from swan lake. Of course, it had to consist primarily of high notes, which you struggled to play the most on clarinet.
The upcoming concert was part of the summer fair that was showcasing multiple student performances, along with yoga, food trucks, carnival games etc. A supposed-to-be joyous event for students.
The sound of the door to the orchestra room opening tore your attention from your page of music.
“Ah! Hello Rafe, what do you need?” Your conductor and professor, Mr. Charles, said, leaning forward in his chair to see the door that was partly blocked due to a poorly decided placement of a bookcase, full of musical songs, history and so on.
Rafe Cameron. The multi talented frat dude. You’ve heard mixed things about him, some being good, some being more… concerning. But you’re always one to give everyone a chance, well aware of the gossip that can spread out of jealousy and dislike, even if you luckily have not had to experience it first hand.
Rafes head peered in, eye’s scanning the room before his eyes made way to Mr. Charles. “Hey uh.. Anisa’s looking for a uh…” Rafe trailed off, making a motion with his hand as if that’ll make him remember what ‘Anisa’ was looking for. “That a uh.. wax..? that people use on the violin?”
“Rosin?” Mr. Charles grinned at Rafes attempt to describe it. “There’s one right here.” He said chuckling, grabbing one next to him on his desk and reaching towards Rafe to give it to him.
Rafe grinned, a laugh escaping his lips as he took the Rosin from your professor. “Yeah.. sorry,”
‘Cute..’ You thought, admiring the slightly adorable laugh that left him and the smile that formed on his face. A small smile of your own forming on your lips.
And in that exact moment, Rafes eyes went straight to you. Eyes darting to the smile on your face as you looked at him, eye’s instinctively narrowing as if he just discovered something in his head.
Rafe then muttured a half-hearted “Thanks.” Towards Mr. Charles while still staring at you, a smile making its way to his face, directed towards you before he left the room.
The moment was simple, if anything just a friendly moment between two people. But your little, hopeless romantic brain started spinning, warmth making its way to your cheeks.
So it was, your mind was now occupied for probably… what? A week? All around thoughts of a guy who just smiled at you.
As your mind started to immediately make up scenarios, you smiled to yourself, barely being able to contain it as you looked down and tried to focus back on your notes.
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You huffed as you finally got back home. Your half done up sweater half way down one of your shoulders as you lazily kicked your shoes off and plopped your bag onto your desk chair.
Where was your mind at? Rafe of course. How could it not be? You were dying all day to get out of the torture of classes to just lay on your bed and confess all your made up scenarios to your best friend, Lisa.
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♡ྀི You: Lissaaa !! Omg i’m going crazy !!!
♡ྀི Lisa: what’s it this time?
♡ྀི You: So you know Rafe Cameron right? He’s like superr popular?
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You sent the message, smiling pathetically at the thought of Rafe, but your smile fell when Lisa took a few seconds to respond. ‘Lisa is typing’ coming on and off the screen.
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♡ྀི Lisa: god angel no! not RAFE CAMERON of all people
♡ྀི Lisa: please, listen to me on this, i already know that you’ve probably already been thinking about him all day over some little communication but he’s a complete dirt bag
♡ྀི Lisa: trust me on this please
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You cocked your head to the side slightly, eyebrows narrowing as you considered Lisa’s words. Unlike you, Lisa believed in gossip and that’s what formed her opinions. You just sighed, internally rolling your eyes as you went back to typing.
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♡ྀི You: Got it. No Rafe.
♡ྀི You: But a girl can still fantasize right?
♡ྀི Lisa: lol yes i suppose
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It was 12am at night. Complete silence in Tannyhill. Everyone else sleeping, resting and preparing for the next day ahead. Everyone except Rafe.
His breath was heavy, one hand picking at the skin of his lips while the other typed away at his laptops keyboard. Sweat coated his forehead and eye’s showed evidence of his coked out state.
And in his mind ran rapid of thoughts about you. How did he not notice you beforehand? How was he unaware of the ‘angel’ of his lame excuse of a university?
The words his friends used to describe you. Cute, of course. And ‘bunny-like’, ‘polite’ and so on.
Rafe had common, random obsessions with girls. But those were more so quick fucks that he was taking advantage of for the time.
But you? no, he felt something different. Sure, he only met you, but he could feel it. And the way you looked at him? It was so… peace inducing. It was a way girls never looked at him before.
Rafe let out a shaky breath as he clicked ‘enter’. His laptop loading up his commonly visited, most likely would be illegal, porn website.
You were so pure.. fragile. A being too good for this world. A being that without his help, will be wrongfully treated, need to face the truth of the world eventually the hard way. He needed to have you. Needed to corrupt you to the truth of the world before it’s too late.
His eye’s scanned the already perfectly loaded videos of hard bdsm or taboo porn.
His breath hitched when he scrolled and saw the thumbnail of a video. A girl, one picture of her crying and practically passed out, and a second with a plastic bag roughly wrapped around her face. His mind instantly thought of you, and he felt two things stir in him.
One of them being an odd sense of anger, as he imagined a guy forcing you into that situation. But another sense of lust, at being the one to teach you how to take such treatment like the good angel he knows you are.
Rafe wasted no time, clicking on the video and moving one hand down to unzip his shorts, eye’s trained on the video while his free hand grabbed his card and straightened up another line of coke.
Fuck, you were totally going to be his.
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Lily of the valley
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Warnings; Female reader, No reader body/race descriptions (if any pls lmk)A little ooc. NO USE OF Y/N. English is not my first language. Sn*w is here a little more than I would like. Btw every time I make fun of him I’m targeting his description in the book, not just throwing strays at the actor I promise. Actually, 90% of the characters I picture are from the book. (I haven’t seen the movie.) 
Summary; 3 months in district 12 can change a lot about a man, ask Sejanus. Covey!reader. Fluff but the ending isn’t nice lol mb. 
A/N: EDIT!! 27/04: I changed the ending lol
Idk if this is unpopular but pk!Sejanus>>>>Capitol!Sejanus. Buzzcut included. I SAID WHAT I SAID
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The Covey’s performance truly was a must-see sight, bringing life to an otherwise desolate country. He wondered how different the capitol would be if they had something like them, so full of passion and pretend freedom, capable of making even the most prideful of miners get up to swing some. His spot from the back by Coryo gave him a full view of the attendants as well as the stage, the colourful outfits swirling around giving the eye a show to go with the tunes. In Coryo’s deference, Lucy Gray was a fantastic singer, he could see why he’d leave everything behind to listen to her voice, not that either of them really had a choice. At least one of them was benefiting from the next twenty or so years. Though he found the two of them a strange pair; she was his polar opposite, but who is he to judge? 
A boisterous round of applause erupted as the band each took their bows, signaling the end of their set. He gave them a few loud whistles of approval, bringing his hands together with the rest of the crowd. He looked a little sheepish, standing next to his friend who was only applauding softly. 
Even in joy, there’s a code of conduct… he thinks, rolling his eyes inwardly.
Even if this isn’t his district, he felt right at home. There were no rules here, no specific expectations or watchful judgy eyes. It was pure, rowdy, unfiltered feelings for the eyes to witness. They were much more alike than the capitol would wish for them to know, from the very first to the very last district. He observed a few drunk men sway together to an old miner’s tune, arms around one another for support as some other guys drummed on stools. He had a half mind to join them, but he wasn’t an exceptional singer. Not that they were, either, but he was contempt just watching them attempt to dance. 
Lucy Gray made her way through the sweaty bodies that parted for her presence, picking off a few wildflowers from adoring fans as she had her sights sent on the only blond head in the crowd. Hot on her trail, one of the younger members of the team had been desperately clawing at her skirt in an attempt to get her attention, but it came to no fruition, the brunette was determined to reach her fling. An attempt at an introduction was made, but Lucy Gray clearly had her mind set on getting Coryo alone, barely allowing a quick name exchange before she swept him away, leaving Sejanus alone with the younger girl. He crossed his arms awkwardly, leaning on the wall as he exchanged a look with the kid; his of boredom and hers of exasperation. She studied his figure, narrowing her eyes at his buzzed hair, taking a moment to make the connection. 
“Do you know him?” She peeped, sighing a little at the end as she pointed over to where Coryo and Lucy Gray disappeared. 
“We’re…friends.” He shrugged a little. 
“You’re a peacekeeper too?” It was more of a statement than a question, his haircut already outing him. 
“I guess.”
“Like him? From the capitol?”
“Is this an interrogation, ma’am?” He smiled down at her, causing her to giggle a little, breaking her serious demeanor. 
“I’m Maude Ivory,” She stuck her hand up for him to shake. 
“Sejanus Plinth.” He gave her little palm a firm, gentle shake. 
“Can I ask you a favour? I would ask what’s his name, but Lucy Gray is a bit caught up with him right now…” she trailed off, pouting a little. 
“Anything for you,” He tugged at his pants, crouching down to meet her eye to eye.  
A smile bloomed on her face, she brought a hand up to tuck a strand of hair behind her ear. 
“Our cousin, she’s being held for some petty accusation, she’s been there ever since Lucy Gray got reaped!” Her words all but spilled out, the issue having clearly been weighing on her mind. “I just want to make sure she’s okay! If you can tell her that Lucy Gray is back, and if you could maybe get her anything to eat- or any help- or tell them she’s innocent- or- ”
“Slow down, slow down,” He soothed, arms gesturing in front of him. “Can you give me a name?”
At the end of their exchange, your name hung loosely on his tongue as he strolled back the short distance to his quarters. The town was quiet, busted cobblestone made for an uncomfortable path as he thought of his little exchange with the girl. Petty crime, she said, he wondered what that really was. From his short time here, he’d gathered that most peacekeepers were pretty easy going, often only here for temporary placement and definitely eager to get out of the slums. Whatever it is you did, must’ve been significant enough to warrant an arrest. It was late, but his curiosity was eating away at him, plus the security at this hour would likely be a bit more lenient. 
He asked the sergeant by the cell block about your details, earning a skeptical look from him. Ultimately, he pointed him in the right direction, and Sejanus took a small serving of his ma’s cookies to offer to you. 
The block contained a pathetic grand total of 4 cells and 1 temporary holding cell, each being a small room with a surprisingly sturdy metal door, only a small opening at eye level to allow him to look in, as well as one by the bottom for food. He tiptoed over to cell number 3, knocking on the door which caused a loud sound to echo into the room. He could have just opened the small window, but his ma raised him better. He heard quiet shuffling from inside. It was late, he must’ve woken you up. 
“Can’t help ya if I can’t see ya,” You groaned, voice laced with sleep. “Genius,” you muttered that last part, but he heard you, and opened the barrier between you two just in time to catch your eye roll. He could only see the top half of your face, the rest of the room behind you was pitch black, making it a miracle that you were even able to find the door. 
“Maude Ivory sent me,” He whispered, wasting no time. At that, your eyes softened and he felt more at ease. “Cookie?”
He clumsily pushed one through the narrow hole not meant for such an exchange. You accepted it with grace, narrowing your eyes at him skeptically. You were pretty good with faces, even just half of ones, but his was unfamiliar. You made the connection between that and the fact that you heard some of the older peacekeepers grumbling about new recruit training. 
“You new?”
He smiled, and you could tell by the way his eyes narrowed. “That obvious?”
You chuckled, rubbing the sleep from your eyes. You doubt that he was there to flirt, like some of the others are, taking advantage of your inability to walk away. After all, he mentioned your cousin. 
“What did she say?”
“What?” He had been lost in thought. “Oh! Lucy Gray is back, she’s alive and well.”
The breath had been knocked out of your lungs and you struggled to keep your thoughts in check. “Are- are you sure? You ain’t messin’ with me?”
“Nope, saw her perform just an hour ago.”
“Oh my-” The relief that washed over you was overwhelming. You spent the last who knows how long in this cell, heart aching at her departure. Every cell in your body believed that she’d be dead, that they’d send her back in a box. You spent your days in this cell mourning her. Your cousin was back. Your head rested on the cool metal of the door as you tried to blink away the tears of relief. 
“She also wanted to know if you were okay.”
“Yes! Yes I’m fine.” You were a bit enthusiastic, feeling oddly out of breath. “Thank you, you have no idea how much all this means to me, thank you.”
Pride bloomed in his chest, really feeling like he was already making a difference. He nodded his head in appreciation, almost walking away before…well he just had to know.
“Can I ask you a question?”
“Sure, go ahead.”
“What are you in for?”
You giggled, “Well if I told you, I’d be admitting it, won’t I? Nice try though.”
“That wasn’t my intention I-”
“I know. Don’t sweat it.”
He sighed, stepping away from your door to head back to his bunk, before you called him back.
“You’re supposed to pull the shutter closed.”
“Right.” He scurried back, eyes locked with yours as he hesitated with the task. 
“Thank you again. Have a goodnight.”
You said it so sweetly, it almost made him freeze in place, desperate to hear you speak more. You were covey, of course you sounded like music. 
“You too,” He begrudgingly pulled it closed, losing sight of you.
He could clearly see why the covey would spend their time out here, a gentle breeze rustling the grass served as a great soundtrack for such a view. He felt a little sheepish, tagging along Coryo and his girlfriend, but he really had nothing better to do. He had never really been this immersed in wildlife before, the feeling was quite refreshing. The sun out there was a lot more forgiving than in the capitol, being more of a gentle kiss than a scorching slap. He opted not to swim this time around, seeing as the couple was practically eating each others faces off in the water, so he didn't want to intervene. 
He took a spot close enough to the water, but far enough so that he was still hidden in the tall grass. The ground was quite rough on his back, but not unwelcome. He shut his eyes, his hands resting behind his freshly buzzed head. The sounds of splashing water along with dancing leaves were slowly lulling him into a quiet afternoon nap.
Oh, he could get used to this. 
He felt all his worries begin slipping away, all the thoughts of what his life had abruptly come to fading out with the birdsong. Maybe he had been raised a city boy, but he wasn’t doing too bad with nature for the time being. Guilt had attempted to sneak into his mind at the thought of his ma, alone in the capitol, but she’d understand, she always did. Especially if she’d seen this place. 
For the first time in his life, Sejanus felt his shoulders release their tension fully at the thought of being a no-body. He’s not the traitor they said he was in 2, not the district scum they said he was in the capitol, either. Here, he was just Sejanus. No expectations were upon him anymore to act a certain way or bite his tongue from talking back. 
He was just about to fall asleep when a figure blocked the sun’s rays from his face, dripping a few water droplets onto him, one landing directly into his open eyes. 
Maude Ivory. 
He sat up suddenly, squinting his eye from both the bright light and the lakewater that had begun burning his sclera. 
“Didya find her?” She leaned down to him. 
“Yes, ma’am. She said she was fine.”
“Do you know when she’ll be out?”
He shrugged, “They won’t tell me these things. I doubt they knew, anyway. What is she bein’ held for?”
Maude Ivory bit her lip, looking around as if trying to detect if anyone had been listening in. She plopped down by his side. “Someone snuck into the mayor’s house, left a bunch of mice in there. They think it was her.”
He leaned in closer, “Was it?”
Her brows shot up, eyes widening, then narrowing in suspicion. “I don’t know, depends on who’s askin’”
He chuckled, “S’ js’ me, Maude Ivory.”
She turned her head to where Lucy Gray and snow were, once again, doing things that should not be done in front of the general public. She made a face at them, not that they were aware. 
“I don’t like your friend.” She turned back to him, hands playing with some daisies by her foot. “Don’t trust him.” She grumbled as her hands began making a flower crown from muscle memory. 
“You can trust me, though.” He cocked his head at her, only wanting to know out of curiosity. 
She looked up at him with admiration, nodding softly. 
“Okay…I’m tellin on her.” That earned a gasp from her as her eyes widened frantically. “I’ kiddin’, m’ kiddin! Bad joke on my part, sorry.”
She let out a sigh of relief, slapping his thigh with all her might before she got up to place the crown on his head. He couldn’t help the stupid smile that made it’s way onto his face.
“Wanna swim?”
“Was actually hoping I could just-”
“Lucy Gray!” Your voice boomed across the clearing, having spotted her in the water. You ran with all the energy you had in you to where she was as she swam back up to the wooden pathway into the water. You two met in a crushing hug, having previously thought her surely dead. The force of your run knocked you both off balance, landing you an impromptu dip in the lake, despite the fact that you were fully clothed. 
Maude Ivory grabbed his hand with excitement, “Cmon!”
Lucy Gray resurfaced first, being helped back up by Coryo. Without giving it much thought, he crouched down, extending a strong hand out to you. 
“Need a hand?”
You took him up on his offer, your dress making your movements a lot more sluggish. Plus, your muscles ached from sleeping in that dingy cell for about 2 weeks. 
He stood off to the side, Coryo joining him, as they observed your heartwarming reunion. 
“I thought you’d be dead!”
“I told you to have a little faith in me.”
“You talked to Jessup’s family?”
“No-I…couldn’t bring myself to.”
“S’ alright, I’ll go. How was the capitol?” You giggled mockingly, as if you were asking your cousin about some vacation she’d been on.
“Nothin’ fancy-”
“How did you even survive?”
At that question, Lucy Gray moved aside to allow you to look at the blonde, who stood smart- but shirtless, and his much, much finer, taller friend. Their haircuts stood out to you, recognising them as ones that belonged to-
Peacekeepers. 
Lucy Gray had brought two peacekeepers along to the Covey’s spot. 
Now, you were no stranger to buttering soldiers up, but this was a bit out of line. A lot out of line actually. Lucy gray put her arms around the blond’s shoulders, a dopey smile on her lips as they made love eyes at each other. Sejanus bit back his smile as he watched your expression change from confusion to pure disgust, with no attempt at hiding it. 
“This is Coriolanus, he helped me win.” 
Anus stuck his hand out to you for a formal introduction, a futile attempt at winning you over. You looked between his hand, Lucy gray’s face and the rest of him. 
“Lucy gray, may I talk to you- for a minute. Over there?” You pointed to a tree far enough away. 
Sejanus watched from afar as you tore into her, arms flailing around with a shocked face. 
“This will not end well.” Maude Ivory peeped from his side, facepalming, which made him giggle a little. “She really doesn’t get along with peacekeepers.”
“Is she your cousin, Maude Ivory?” Coryo asked, hand fiddling with his dog tag. 
“We’re all cousins, just not by blood, anyway.”
“A peacekeeper? Are you serious? Do you want to hang, Lucy Gray?”
“It ain’t like that- he’s from the capitol-”
“They all are! You ain’t helping your case!”
The argument only dragged on, both sides  holding onto their opinions with force. Eventually, you parted ways, with Lucy Gray returning to Coryo, and you turning to find your way back home. Most of your clothes were still a little damp, and even though it was the middle of summer, you ought to change out of them soon, lest you catch a cold. 
Maude Ivory, once again, pulled Sejanus along, citing that you had not gotten the chance to talk to him yet. 
“Wait up!” She called out, causing you to stop and turn around. When they finally caught up to you, she took a moment to catch her breath before introducing you two. 
“...This is Sejanus.”
You gave him a tight lipped nod, still uneasy and wary of his presence.
“He’s the one that spoke to you yesterday! I told him I wanted to get some news to you and he helped me.”
You straightened up at the reveal, “Oh! It’s you!” You recognised his eyes, “That was an awfully kind thing of you to do. Thank you once more…officer.” 
He mirrored your position of clasped hands behind your back, smiling at the title. 
“Please don’t call me that. Sejanus is fine.”
He had such a dizzying smile, so genuine for someone stationed here for the capitol, his eyes barely showing, that it made you lose your train of thought for a second. 
“Right. Thank you, Sejanus.”
“Any time, consider me at your service.”
You looked down shyly, bottom lip tucked behind your teeth so that you don’t giggle like an idiot, while he took the chance to observe you. Surely there must be something in the water here, because, in all his years of life, he’d never seen-
“Eugh!” Maude Ivory fake gagged at the two of you, causing you to shoot her a pointed look. 
“Right,” You sighed. “I best be goin’ now.” You shot him one final smile before he watched you disappear between the trees. 
He made his way back to his spot, catching a glimpse of the other couple still enjoying the water.
“I think she likes you.” Maude Ivory sing-songed.
“Really? What makes you think that?”
“She did the thing where she-” She mimicked your movements of looking away and biting your lip, before ending her performance with an exaggerated eye-roll. “Plus, you’re just her type, so.”
“Really, and what is that?”
“Tall, dark, handsome. Kind. ‘Sad eyes’, whatever that means.”
“You think I’m handsome?”
“No.”
“Okay. Thanks.”
“Anytime.”
….
He used to dance with his ma in the kitchen on nights where both of them were overwhelmed. He’d spent the better part of a year trying to get his brain to put the steps and the beat together, finding it difficult to keep up. Eventually, he was able to nail it down beautifully, keeping the district swing dance tradition alive in him. The one his ma taught him was a little different, but it was close enough to the point where he could always guess the next move as he tapped his foot along to the music from the back of the hob. It was a wedding, or a celebration of some union, so the people were dressed in their best suites, making the night truly one he would remember. 
“Care for a dance, officer?”
He hadn’t noticed your presence that night, much less your approach to where he was  posted. Last he saw you, you were fresh out of detention, now your face seemed a lot brighter, the colour having returned to it. You looked well rested, too, wearing an outfit similar in fashion to what the covey would typically wear. 
“Thought I asked you not to call me that.” He raised a teasing brow, looking down at you. 
“Right. Care for a dance, Sejanus?”
“M’ afraid I’ll step on your toes.” He wasn’t really, he didn’t know why he said that. But what he didn’t expect was, 
“S’alright, don’t need 'em for much anyway!” 
You grabbed his hand, pulling him onto the dancefloor, he used the same hand to pull you flush into him, his other finding its way to your side and you narrowed your eyes at him skeptically, having a funny feeling that he wasn’t being truthful about his skills. 
When the next musical bridge began, you began to move in tandem with steps you were familiar with, surprised to see him not only keeping up, but also leading you through. You moved to the music, stepping apart to clap before joining each other once more. You were so lost in the rush, barely noticing as the crowd cleared the floor, leaving only the two of you. The beats got faster, but so did your steps. There was a permanent smile on your lips as you etched your brows together in concentration, Sejanus just barely breaking a sweat. At the familiar final crescendo, he twisted your arms across your body, pulling you flush against his chest, keeping you there for a beat before letting go of one hand and pushing you away into a twirl. You were just about registering what was happening when he snaked his free arm around you, ending the number with a dip. 
You both stayed in this position for a second, only to be applauded by the audience you hadn’t realised had formed. You stood back up, a little awkwardly smoothing your dress down and fixing your jewellery, letting go of his hand in the process. The clapping didn’t stop, so, in true covey fashion, you grabbed his hand once more, nodding at him to take a bow with you. 
The noise finally dwindled down as the couples got ready to say their vows and end the night, crowds reforming around the two of you. You held his gaze, biting your lip in playful disbelief. He was panting a little, a proud look on his face. He was about to say something, when Coryo pulled on his shoulder jokingly, forcing him to look at him, but Sejanus looked right back to where you were, finding your figure retreating to the Hob’s exit. Coryo was rambling about something he was too dazed to figure out, mind set on following you. So, he wordlessly picked his friend’s hand off him and set off behind you. 
The air outside was refreshing, the amount of sweaty bodies in the place had made it borderline humid, along with the brewing drinks. Sejanus had broken out into a light jog, finding no sign of you in the immediate vicinity of the exit, steps only illuminated by pure moonlight. But due to the lack of light pollution in the district, it made everything clear as day. He furrowed his brows, confused at your absence, before he took a few more steps to find you leaning on the side of the building, tucked away from the exit’s proximity. His face softened, the lovestruck smile finding its way back onto his lips. 
“You alright?” He treaded the short steps towards you carefully. 
“Yeah,” you let out a short, breathy laugh. “M’fine, just needed some air.” 
He nodded reassuringly, taking his spot next to you, leaning back on the wall with his hands behind his back. You looked up at him, tongue in cheek as you scrunched your nose. 
“So much for steppin’ on my toes.” You rolled your eyes. “They teach you that at your academy?” 
“No- uh…Used to dance with my ma, she taught me.”
“Your…ma?”
He nodded and you narrowed your eyes at him again.
“I can’t figure you out, Sejanus.”
He chuckled, “I’m from 2, born and raised.”
“No kiddin?” Your brows shot up, everything suddenly making sense. Namely the sheer differences between him and his friend. 
“Yeah. Moved to the capitol when I was 8, then I spent the rest of the time there with my ma an-”
“Wait, wait, wait.” You stood up straighter, “What do you mean moved to the capitol?”
“We- My father, bought a place there and we finished some paper work and we moved.” He sounded unsure, scared that he’d accidentally reveal who exactly he was, unsure if the Plinth name had ever crossed your path. It would ruin the life he’d pictured for himself here. 
“That…must’ve costed a fortune…”
“It did.”
You whistled, ending the tune with a pop. “Didn’t even know you could do that…”
The air between you felt heavy as you mulled over the weight of his words. “And your friend, mr. forecast, he district born?”
“Forecast-oh I get it, cause Snow.” He snorted, “No, purebred Capitol.”
“Knew it.” You grimaced. “And how’d you two end up here?”
“Well,” he rubbed his chin. “I snuck into the hunger games’ arena.”
“Why?”
“We had to mentor some of the tributes for our final academy project and something happened with my tribute-he was my friend. They…Never mind, long story short is, I wanted to give him a proper district farewell and it got me in trouble. I knew it would, js didn’t care.”
“A rebel.”
He sucked on his teeth, “That’s a naughty word.”
You giggled. 
“So this is your punishment? Peacekeeping?”
“Yup, for the next 20 or so years.”
“Wow,”
“Yeah.”
“You’re properly stuck with us. Don’t worry, we’ll put you to good use. Maybe you can even perform with those quick feet of yours.”
He laughed, looking down to his shoes awkwardly. 
“And how are you liking 12?”
He took a deep breath in, hands finding their way to his hips as he puffed his chest out. 
“S’ nice. Been a while since I’ve listened to music, so that’s a plus. They’ve got lots of pretty girls here, too.”
You looked over to him from the side, “Oh yeah?”
He turned to fully face you, stepping in front of you and cocking his head. “Yeah.” He shot you a quick wink. It caught you off guard, causing you to look away into the distance so that you don’t make a fool out of yourself. He watched you struggle to keep a smile at bay, lips quivering with giddy as you bit and tugged them back into place. You fake coughed in order to compose yourself, looking back into his welcoming eyes.
“Well, we are happy to have you here, Sejanus. S’ nice to see someone who can dance so well, you ought to give folks classes.”
“I’ll need a partner for that.”
You sighed playfully, “I’ll try to find someone willing to sacrifice their nights to dance with you, officer. But it might be difficult.” You shrugged. 
“My apologies, I meant I’ll need one specific partner for that.”
“Oh yeah, who’dya have in mind?”
Sejanus swallowed thickly, feeling the rush course through his veins. He’d been emboldened by the animosity he had in the district, placing a tender hand at you side as he pushed you back into the wall a little, abruptly crashing his lips onto yours. 
It was a welcome surprise, really. Hesitating for a moment before you moved your lips with his. Soft music was still pouring out of the hob, the gentle night’s glow making the scene something straight out of a movie. His hands came up to keep you in place as yours cupped his cheek, stroking your thumb against his skin lightly. 
“Where have you- oh?”
You pulled apart suddenly to find Lucy Gray standing with a very shocked expression on her face, eyebrows practically touching her hairline with how high they were. A sly smirk made it’s way onto her face as she cocked her head at the two of you, caught red handed. You cleared your throat, fixing the sides of your dress that were still warm from where he’d kept his hands.
“Coriolanus was askin if I saw where his friend went. Said they need to be headin back. And I needed to find where you went, cause I needed a hand with the instruments, cause we also need to be headin back.”
“Alright,” It was difficult to find your voice, breath having been knocked clean out of your lungs just moments earlier, so it only came out as a little peep. 
You walked past her awkwardly as Sejanus followed in step, shooting her a sweet smile as she turned to watch you walk back in. Inside, you found that the others had already put most of the stuff away, allowing you to leave the place together almost immediately. Coriolanus was conversing with Sejanus, which meant you couldn’t pull his attention to bid him goodnight without your cousin noticing again, so you bargained with the idea of maybe stopping by their training yard sometime this week.
….
Bang! Bullseye. 
He remembers when he first fully learned how to handle a gun, scurrying off to show all his friends his new talent. It was, of course, very impressive, even back then. For as long as he could remember, he could feel that the gun was an extension of him, only because he was so familiar with it. 
Now, however, he wished that he could just miss. Even when he tried to; it looked way too calculated for it to be his natural aim. He knew it sounded stupid. 
Oh look at me I’m Sejanus and I’m so sad because I’m just way too good at shooting things right oh woe is me. 
He could practically hear Coriolanus’ seething by his side, struggling to land a single shot. But all he really wanted to be was a medic. It was no secret, in fact everyone knew, that Sejanus Plinth was a lover and not a fighter. And he never will be. But on the plus side, it got him in with Commander Hoff pretty quick, which meant he could take most training days off. 
He didn’t want to only see you when he’s trailing behind Coryo, which is why he opted to hang back that day, find you on his own terms. He asked about date spots around the base, but, being 90% men who are seconds away from putting a bullet in their own skulls, turned up with mostly nothing. The only piece of info he got was that there was a girl that works at the bakery, maybe she could help him. So he decided he’d be using that evening to explore the town a bit, stopping first by the candy shop to grab a few bags of gumdrops, the next spot being the cosy little bakery that was cast in a warm yellow light. 
The door jingled open with a short tune, the warmth of the ovens inevitably hitting him in the face. He’s sure that comes as a relief during winter, but during this hot month it only made his clothes feel sticky. The place was old, exposed brick all around with a wooden countertop opposite to the door. There was no display or anything of the sort, you had to use your imagination, but the smell of freshly baked goods helped. It was cozy, and reminded him of his ma’s baking. He waited for a good minute in silence due to the lack of an attending to take his requests. He felt a little stupid, coming here with the ulterior motive of dating advice. Eventually, someone walked out with their head in a small notebook as they scribbled something. 
Of course. The girl in the bakery shop was you. Now he looked even more stupid. 
You hadn’t noticed him yet, muttering a ‘one second..’ with your brows furrowed as you fit some calculations in your mind. When you finally looked up at him, the smile found its way back to you. 
“Sejanus! Hi! What’re you doin’ here?”
“Thought I’d come to try any of the local delicacies,”
You giggled, “so what can I getcha?”
“What would you recommend?”
You bit your lip, looking quickly off to the side to check that no one was there. 
“Well, I’m not supposed to offer it, but I just made a batch of muffins, fresh out the oven. Hold on.”
He was a little confused, watching as you disappeared into the kitchen and came back shortly with a steaming hot chocolate muffin, handing it to him in a brown paper bag. 
“Anythin’ else you recommend?”
“Well…no. We mostly just make bread here, there’s not a high demand for treats.” 
“Alright, what do I owe ya?”
“Hm? Oh! Nothin’, it’s on the house.”
“I can’t accept that,” 
“Well, I’m not supposed to be sellin’ them anyway, so I can’t ask for money on something that wasn’t for sale.”
“How come?”
“They’re for the mayor, he’s hostin’ a dinner or somethin’ tonight. They’re one of the only folk that could afford these things.” 
“So you’re giving me someone else’s property?” 
“No, silly. We always make extra, for tastin’. Baker’s dozen.”
“So this one is yours?”
“Uhh..” you shrugged. “I guess.” 
“Please, I can’t-”
“You’re goin to get me in trouble, Sejanus.” 
He sighed, watching your giddy face. What was he even here for? Oh. Right. Date ideas. 
Well, it seemed counterintuitive to ask you like this, might as well just ask you out properly. 
“What time do you finish work?” 
You checked your empty wrist. “Well, we close in an hour, but I’ve got to leave in 30 minutes to make the delivery. Afterwards I’m done.” 
“I can wait 30 minutes. Then we can split the muffin!” 
You chuckled, dropping your head before straightening up suddenly at the sound of your boss walking in. She was a petite old woman, but had the bite of a wild dog, running the little bake shop like the military. 
“Can we help you?” She raised a brow at him. 
“Oh, he just wanted somethin’ sweet-”
“And you told him we’re fresh out, right?” Her tone was angry, accusatory. 
“Of course. What could I have even offered him.” 
Sejanus held back a smile at your aversion to the woman. 
He cleared his throat, “Well, I’ll be on my way.” He grabbed a bill from his pocket, stuffing it into the near empty tip jar. The woman was unamused, a questioning look on her face as he retreated slowly. 
“You’ve got…great employees…”
Your hand came up to cover your face to attempt to stifle your laughter at his actions as you shook your head. 
It was 30 short minutes later that you exited the shop with the boxes in your hands. You didn’t really expect him to have actually waited for you, but there he was, crouched on your steps. 
“You didn’t have to wait for me,”
“I know,”
He got up, immediately grabbing the boxes out of your hands as you led the way to the mayor’s house, promising that you’ll stop by a nice spot to share the muffin later. 
“I thought the covey didn’t work?”
“Not all of us, just those old enough. Singin’ n’ dancin’ doesn’t always pay the bills.”
“Hm.”
“Did you come to the bakery for me?”
“What? Oh. No.” He chuckled. “Was actually askin’ around about where a fella could take his girl out on a date, they pointed me to ask the girl in the bake shop.” 
“His girl? Don’t recall you askin’.” You bumped into him. 
He didn’t reply, keeping his eyes straight ahead to avoid embarrassment. 
“Well, if you’re still lookin for answers, I’d say a great first date would be swing dancin’ at the hob, that’s what most folks do anyway. Though, it’s a rare event, you’d have to wait till it happens again.” 
He laughed. “Well, what if he wanted to do somethin’ sooner?”
“Well then, you two could go swimmin’, or have a picnic in the meadow. Maybe you she could cook you a nice meal. I’d recommend you just ask her, but what do I know?” You crossed your arms over your chest. He dropped his head down, admitting defeat. 
You’d finally reached the mayor’s house, taking the goods from his hands and handing them over. The man gave you two a skeptical look, unhappy that the likes of the Covey were mixing in with the peacekeepers. He was especially disgruntled that you were the one making his delivery, considering he wasn’t especially fond of you, so he gave no tip, citing that he’ll make the transaction with the bakery’s owner. 
Sejanus watched the whole interaction in discomfort, it reminded him of how they’d treat him, well, everywhere. But he tried to push that thought away to allow himself to enjoy the night. He followed after you in silence as you led him past the seam, but only by a little, to a willow tree atop a hill that overlooked a valley. It was peaceful, not that district 12 was loud, but you two were alone here. Secluded in plain sight. You sat side-by-side as he split the Muffin, handing the bigger half over to you. You took a small bite, wanting to savour every crumb of it, all but moaning at your work.
“I’ve really outdone myself, limited resources an’ all. But then again, when do I not.”
“It’s great to see it hasn’t affected your humility,”
“I know. I’m so humble, it should be studied.”
You two chuckled and you watched him eat the rest of his share in silence. He had tried not to be so bashful under your gaze, like you were trying to read him, inside out, but it proved difficult. 
“Tell me about 2,” You cocked your head. 
His brows shot up momentarily, then he let out a sigh. How much could he tell you about his home without slipping in the fact that his family-his father had a hand in the capitol’s victory. 
Would you still look at him the same? If you knew that they handed weapons over more than voluntarily, would it matter?
“It was like here, kind people. Less nature.”
“Oddly vague for a description of your home, dontcha think?” You sensed his unease. “Nevermind, tell me on your own terms.”
“No- It’s just-”
“It’s ok, really. Tell me about your ma?”
He felt his shoulders relax. 
You two stayed there until the sun began to make it’s presence known over the horizon, talking about everything and nothing. He ended up napping with his head in your lap as you sang softly, unwilling to shake him awake for duty. You knew you needed to, otherwise, he’d get scolded, but he just looked so peaceful, all his previous troubles and worries. You could tell he was going to be trouble on your heart, a man far sweeter than the world would let him. 
And you kissed him awake anyway. 
Almost 3 months later.
Bang!
Your form had improved greatly since you’d started practicing, all thanks to your amazing teacher, or so he called himself. It was just another thing to keep you two busy, a fun activity you enjoyed together. While you were hesitant at first, seeing as he snuck his gun out to show you, but you came around. It was actually more entertaining than you’d like to admit, though you only shot stationary targets, cans and other pieces of trash. Usually, he’d sit back with a proud smile, watching the contrast between your clothes and the weapon. He’d get up after a while, lazily grabbing the firearm from you to show off, earning a kiss for every bullseye. 
Bullseye. 
He hated that.
Today, however, his eyes are glued to the ground, brows etched with sadness as he remained deep in thought. On other occasions, he would’ve been thinking about his future, what he wants for his life here, but today he’s thinking about that letter. 
Back to the Capitol. Coryo is going back to the Capitol. 
And he doesn’t know why it bothers him so much, but maybe the comfort of having a familiar face here being taken away made him uneasy. It made him second guess everything, not that he had the option to go back, but he was suddenly hyper aware of the fact that he’s unlikely to see his ma for a long long time. He had already pictured a life for himself here when he got on that train months ago; a nice girl, a family, a small house by the clinic he worked at- will work at, and it was all coming nicely. Hell, just the image of you was enough to root him in 12 for good, but his friend’s departure was hitting him more than he would like to admit. 
His head shot up at the sound of your tsk, finding you struggling with reloading the gun. He wasn’t stupid, he’d seen you do it a dozen times over without his help, you were only pretending to struggle so that he could get up to help you, snake his arms around you and shoot straight with your back flush against his chest. What a minx. 
But he’d humour you anyway. 
He gently took the gun from your hands, resetting the cartilages before shooting the last three standing targets, one shot after the other. 
Bullseye. 
You grabbed his chin, bringing your lips to his in three short pecks. His eyes shut subconsciously, savouring your final few kisses. 
“What’s goin’ on, pretty boy?”
He blushed, chuckling before turning his attention back to his fingers fiddling with the gun. “Nothin, js’ thinkin’.”
He repositioned himself, trying to find anything to aim at. 
“This about your friend?”
He stiffened, hands dropping from their position with the gun.
“Yeah.”
He looked at you and you tilted your head slightly.
“Wanna go with him?”
“No,” He chuckled. “Not that I can, anyway. I’m stuck here.”
You pouted, “We that bad?”
“No! That’s not what I meant. It’s js that-” He sighed, repositioning himself with the gun. “He was my only friend. I know that we weren’t really friends, but he was the only decent person back in the capitol. Aside from my ma, I didn’t have anyone there. It’s just that, he was present in the life I pictured for myself here, and now he’s leavin’, makes me wonder if stayin’ here is right for me.”
Bang!
Bullseye.
“And don’t get me wrong, I love it here! I love…you.”
Bang!
Bullseye.
“My head’s js not right.” He sighed, dropping the gun back down. You stepped closer to him, placing a comforting hand on his shoulder. 
“Can you buy your way back?”
“...Probably.”
“Then? What’s keepin’ you here?”
His eyes shot down to your lips momentarily. “Lotsa things.”
You giggled, “Then why the worry?”
You pressed your thumb into his forehead, smoothing the wrinkles there. 
“You’ll figure it out Sejanus, we both will.” You began circling him teasingly. “Maybe folks will take you up on those dance lessons, maybe you’ll make it as a medic. Maybe we find us a nice house by the seam and you put those arms of yours to good work, build us a home. With your pay and my tips, we would be barely gettin’ by, but, who knows? Maybe at some point we’ll add a third, start a garden in our slice of land so we could keep up with the demand.”
He pulled you in, a dopey smile on his face. That life, those promises you were making, they meant the world to him. He’d always wanted to be the family man, especially some place where his kids wouldn’t have to suffer through the same childhood he did. And the way you said it all so sweetly, had he not already been committed to staying here, your words alone would’ve convinced him. 
But then again, 
“And our third? What if the hunger games is still goin’? If they get reaped?”
He could tell you were not taking him seriously by the way you feigned being deep in thought, before an idea seemingly struck you. 
“Simple, we add a fourth!” You bit you siling lip as he shook his head. “You’re worryin’ about somethin’ that seems ages away!”
He took off the dog tag they gave him when he just got here, throwing it over your neck before pulling you in from it for another kiss. He sighed against you, all his troubles melting away at your taste. 
“Okay, fine. Whatever you say, gorgeous.”
You packed your little picnic up, walking back to the house hand in hand.
“I wanted to send my ma a photo of us, is there a camera we could use?”
“I think we’ve got one in a closet somewhere, but it’s rickety and likely broken. You can check with the merchants if someone knows how to fix em’. Or we could get Barb Azure to paint us instead! She’s as good as a camera, hell, she’s even better!”
“Yeah, that sounds nice. ”
A comfortable silence came over you two once more as he replayed your conversation like a fool in love. 
“I only want girls.” He said abruptly. “I don’t want to have a boy, I don’t wanna turn out like my father.”
“I love your enthusiasm, but you’re not getting either until I’ve got a ring to show for it.”
He laughed a little, stopping you by your hands and pulling you in. 
“Yea, ma’am. On it.”
“Sejanus?”
“Yeah?”
“I love you.” You whispered into his skin, it set his soul on fire.
“I love you more.”
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iwriteforthetincanman · 1 month ago
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A Prince Nuada x genderneutral!reader
A/N: This one took my a couple years to write even though it's short idk why, but my boy Nuada deserves all the affection the world has to offer. For the people who love him as much as I do, here you go and I hope you enjoy. (please reblog and comment)
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You weren’t quite sure when your relationship with Nuada had shifted from acquaintances to friends and you were even more unsure when it had started teetering into something more than that. There were times in the past, over a year or so ago, that if you had gotten in the prince’s way he would have sneered or shoved past at just the mere sight of you. After all he hated humans, but you hadn’t done anything to personally offend him, so you couldn’t help but feel hurt.
Over time, you had become friends with his sister Nuala, they were complete polar opposites, she was so welcoming to the idea of friendship between an elf and a human. She couldn’t help reassuring you about her brother’s behavior. Ever since he had been arrested by the BPRD, thwarted in his plans to take the Earth back from the humans, he had been angry. Not just at himself but everyone around him, calling his own sister a traitor to her kind, attempting to fight the people who fed him and he would refuse even the littlest of comforts he received in his cell.
You couldn’t help feeling sorry for him. Yet, he relented and with some good behavior on his end, he was allowed to wander the grounds of the BPRD. Although this did include putting an ankle monitor on him in case of any attempts of escape. Which, you suppose, is why they assigned his bedroom right next to yours. 
Months had passed, trust had been gained, missions had been successful and a sort of bond had formed. You dared to think he would call you his friend. Sometimes you even spent time together casually but you blamed it on boredom and the fact that his sister spent most of her time with her boyfriend, Abe. 
But there were moments when you would wonder, if he felt any sort of affection towards you, platonic or otherwise. At the time it didn’t really matter which, as long as Nuada saw you as a friend and never again as an enemy. It would mean all the world (and more) to you if he did. 
What plagued you day in and day out was the fact that you were absolutely smitten with him. Yet he was practically immortal. You were a mere speck in comparison to the nebula of possibility that was, and is, him. 
The future was an endless sea. 
It’s why it’s so goddamn unpredictable.
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Being a water witch, you had no idea what the future had in store for you. 
It’s why battles were so scary...why you tried so hard.
Why you fought for the people you loved. 
So when Nuada and Nuala joined your small and disjointed family you learnt one thing. Protect both of them at all costs. 
That night you had a nightmare, a horrifying yet somehow true one. 
Nuala took her life just to save the rest of the world from Nuada’s tyranny. 
It was poetic. 
But it scared the ever living shit out of you. 
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“Y/N PLEASE WAKE UP!”
So when you awoke to Nuada practically shouting your name...you didn’t know what to think. 
“...are you alright?” Maybe it was the way he phrased it or how much you wanted to hear his voice. But you were in pieces the moment you opened your eyes. 
As you cried yourself to sleep all you could hear were his kind words as he wrapped around you in the softest kind of way. Despite what everyone believed, when he wanted to be...he was a total softy 
Especially for you…
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You weren’t entirely sure what the dream was about now. 
Yet somehow...all of that had led to this.
“You really stayed with me all night?” Confusion laced your tone.
“Of course.” his eyebrows scrunched together like it was the most simple answer in the world. As if he would ever choose to do the opposite. The notion caused your chest to fill with a warmth you had never known before. You were acutely aware of the feelings that had been bubbling to the surface, whether they were mutual was a whole other thing. 
Although a friend would stay until you fell asleep. Nuada had stayed with you all night, even when you were asleep, protecting you from the constant fear of nightmares that plagued your psyche. 
He was something you had never known. Eyes fluttering shut, you savored the feeling that crept into your heart. The prince must have assumed you had fallen back asleep because soon afterwards he placed a chaste kiss upon your brow. You couldn’t help the soft gasp that escaped your lips. He stilled beside you, tense and dare you say, afraid? 
It felt like the atmosphere had drastically changed from soft and comforting to something charged with unknown answers. A question pressed into your tongue, begging to be asked. 
“Nuada...do you care about me?” It wasn’t what you wanted to say but it was the closest you were going to get. 
“...yes.” His hesitance was obvious but you weren’t going to point it out. 
“Good...I care about you too.” You had to see the look on his face, but nuzzling into his neck just made the whole scenario more warm. Everything just felt right.
“Y/N?” A moment of silence passed before you hummed against his throat. “I think...I think I’m falling in love with you.”
It was your turn to still, your breathing ceased at the confession. Was this real? Maybe last night you had been killed in your sleep and this was some form of heaven. This was so unexpected...gods above, you haven’t said anything!!!
“Nuada-” you started, raising yourself onto your forearms, glancing into his eyes before he turned away from you.
“It’s alright if you don’t feel the same. I just- wanted you to know. It’s been weighing on me...I’ve never felt so deeply for someone before and it...it scared me.” Another confession, although this one made your heart still with empathy. You knew what he had been feeling because you had been going through the same thing all this time!
You knew you had to say something before he retreated to his quarters. Lifting a hand, you rested it against his back, only barely feeling the jittery heartbeat through his undershirt. 
“Nuada...I’m falling in love with you too.” You breathed. So certain and yet so fearful.
It was a fragile walk over a tightrope. You were on the verge of steadiness or falling.
But falling into what exactly?
Nuada moved, your eyes fluttered as you met his gaze. He was staring right into your soul, you felt him looking at every single part of yourself. The warmth spread from your chest, down through your arms and legs. You felt like you’d just drank hot chocolate. Was he really capable of making you feel all this with one look? 
Yes.
This time, it was you who moved closer, hoping he understood your intentions. Your gaze formed a question. His brow softened and his breath stuttered in his chest. Was Nuada…nervous? 
Your hand fell to rest against his heart, it was thundering away. He was a nebula alright, but even that nebula held its own astrology of emotion. It went without saying that you had to be gentle with one another. 
“Nuada?” Breaking the silence felt so right…you wanted to hear his voice. 
“Yes, my starlight?” 
Starlight.
“Can I-” the sentence died in your throat.
His expression gave away that he was on the edge of his seat, eagerly awaiting your question. 
“Can I kiss you?” 
There. You asked him. 
“I…I would be honored. Yes.” You beamed, Nuada smiled in response. His smile was so beautiful. You yearned to cause every different kind of smile upon his face. 
Leaning in, you let out an airy laugh as his grin matched your own. You had never seen him smile so widely and freely before. 
It was the most beautiful thing you had ever seen. 
Taking the final leap, your lips met his and you melted into his embrace. His lips glided against yours, shy as he pressed into you. Being bold you decided to open your mouth slightly and let his bottom lip fall between yours, gently sucking it into your mouth. 
He groaned in response. 
Your heart practically stopped at the sound. 
Quickly, you climbed on top of him, invested in giving him all of your attention and affection. 
He broke the kiss for a split second as he took in your position on his lap. He seemed startled before he reached out for your lips once more. 
The kiss grew heated as you practically devoured him. He had become your oxygen, he was far more addictive than oxygen anyway. 
“I love you.” 
Even though Nuada had confessed his affections for you, your heart stilled again as you awaited his response. It had slipped out in the heat of the moment and you felt regret for not waiting longer…but then
“I love you too Starlight.”
Tears filled your eyes at the sight of his honest smile, he was the happiest you had ever seen him. Because of you. 
“Nuada…you’re killing me.” you laughed, pressing your lips to his once more.
“My love, I need you to know right now…if I begin courting you I have every intention of spending the rest of my life with you.” 
You pulled away from him. 
“Nuada…you can’t spend the rest of your life with me.” Your heart practically broke as you said this. 
“Why not?” His brow scrunched.
Did he…did he honestly forget?
“Nuada…I’m mortal, remember?” The tears began to spill from your eyes for a completely different reason now. 
His face fell as his heart caught up with his mind…the reality of what you two had fallen into. 
Nuada had fallen in love with a human. One who could easily spend the rest of her life with him, but he could not do the same. 
“Nuada…I would be honored to become your spouse one day, don’t get me wrong. I understand if this puts you off being with me…the fact that I will die one day and you will just keep going. But if I’m being completely honest, I want you to keep going.” You smiled softly, placing a hand on his cheek. 
Your heart broke when you saw the tears filling his eyes. 
“Why?”
You gave him an honest yet pained smile in return. 
“Because if we had children you’d be able to stick around for them when I can’t.” 
You watched in awe as hope filled his eyes once more. 
“You…would wish to have children with me?” He asked tentatively, unsure of your answer. 
“Of course…I love you Nuada, I want to be with you always and raise a family with you if you are willing?”
The smile on his face was all the answer you needed as he spun you back onto the bed, covering your face and neck in feather-light kisses. 
“Y/N, I would be honored not only to become your spouse but also the father of your children…I wish for nothing less.” 
Your heart mended itself before it burst. You couldn’t remember if you had ever been this happy. 
“Nuada, my heart is yours. Forever.” You declared. 
“Forever? Forever is a mighty long time my love.” He advised, clearly well versed in how long ‘forever’ felt. 
“My heart is yours for as long as you shall live…and forever after that.” You sighed, skimming your hand down his face. 
“...my heart will always be with you Y/N.” Nuada confessed before leaning down, sealing his promise with a soul melting kiss. 
You couldn’t wait to start the rest of your life with him.
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weirdgenetic-fuckup · 1 year ago
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idk if you write threesomes or not, but plsplspls do something spicy with izzy stradlin and dave mustaine. yk how i come up with the combo if you've seen that pic of them 🤭 (my cute boys omgomg)
A/n: I don't think I've written a threesome until this point (except for the gnr gangbang thing) so I hope I wrote this good? Also going through a writers block so please bear with me <3
Warnings: Smut, threesome, fingering (f receiving), oral sex (f + m receiving), double penetration, if you think I missed anything let me know otherwise enjoy!
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You had no idea how it ended like this, honestly even how it started was a bit of a blur.
You’d been waitressing at a club, making just enough to pay rent for your apartment. It was a normal night, busy as per usual. Guns N’ Roses had come in, Megadeth trailing behind shortly after. While it was unusual for such big bands to come in it wasn’t unheard of. You sold booze, it’s dangling chum for sharks.
You’d spoken to them a few times because they happened to sit at your tables, never did you expect that to have led to now when lead singer Dave Mustaine had his cock down your throat while rhythm guitarist Izzy Stradlin was behind you, fingering you and getting you ready for the rest of the night.
You gagged around Dave’s girth, tears already trickling down your red cheeks. Izzy’s long, skilled fingers fucked you nice and slow, learning every part of you, what made the sweetest moans come from you. They’d vibrate around Dave who groaned in satisfaction.
Izzy pulled out of you for a moment and got on his back, pulling you down to sit on his face. He lapped at your folds like his life depended on it, his nose bumping your swollen clit over and over again and bringing you closer to the edge.
You could feel Dave twitching in your throat and you knew he was close as well. When Izzy moved to suck your clit you came hard on his face, grinding down on him to get every ounce of pleasure you could.
Dave pulled out and jerked his cock a few times before cumming on your face.“Oh, fuck, look at that pretty face.” He gleamed, tapping his tip on your cheek. “Izzy, come look at her.” Izzy gave a final kiss to your clit before going to see what Dave was seeing. Your tear stained cheeks and bruised lips, covered in cum.
“Fuck.” Izzy sighed, taking your face in his hands and kissing you, biting your lips with such passion.
Dave chuckled and moved behind you, slipping his cock through your slick folds before pushing into you, causing you to moan into Izzy’s mouth. “Like being stuffed full, huh?” Dave mused.
“No,” Izzy hummed his infamous word, “she can take more, can’t you, sweetheart?” He lifted you up, and you fell back onto Dave’s chest. The ginger was quick to wrap his arms around you, keeping you upright.
Izzy kneeled in front of you, stroking himself a few times before pushing into you. You whined at the sting from the stretch between your legs, god you felt like you were being torn in two.
Izzy held your face again and kissed you sweetly, polar opposite to the other feelings you were having. Dave joined him and kissed the back of your neck, wanting to relax you as much as possible.
The initial pain subsided to make room for pleasure as they started moving, filling you up so good and hitting every spot. You held onto Izzy’s shoulders, needing to hold onto something as you were sandwiched between the two.
One of Dave’s hands went to rub your clit and it sent you over the edge a second time. Your eyes rolled back, your nails dug into Izzy’s shoulder blades which seemed to hit a nerve somewhere in him because his hips snapped into you and he came with a soft moan in your ear, his big hands holding your thighs and squeezing them gently.
Dave was quick to follow, fast grunts matched with even needier thrusts. “Fuck, so fucking tight, so fucking good.” He muttered before finally cumming inside you as well.
Several moments passed before they pulled out, having waited until they’d both calmed down. Both their cum dripped out of you and onto the bed, mixed white liquids pooling between your legs.
Dave pulled you close to him and had you lie down, you face now inches away from the puddle of cum. “Be a good slut and clean up for us.” He smacked your ass an Izzy laughed as he lit a cigarette.
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lila-went-missing · 1 year ago
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Can I have a whipped!Clarisse x sunshine!reader headcannons or one shot idk (could reader be either a Hecate daughter or just unspecified?) :3
Have a nice day/night
Ugh, I love Grumpy X Sunshine.
Clarisse x Sunshine!Reader Headcannons
Okay, literally no one expected you two to start dating.
Plot-twist of the century vibes.
You're so sweet and kind to everyone, offering your magical insight to anyone who asks you.
And she's so tough and brutal all the time, always picking fights with people over the smallest things.
Literal polar opposites, but opposites attract.
I feel like she would be pining over you from the moment you met.
Something about you drew her in. Maybe the way you carried yourself, maybe it was your natural talent for magic.
Either way, she's so whipped for you.
You have her wrapped around your finger without even trying.
I feel like she's the kind of person to practice what she's going to say to you before she actually asks you out.
I can just imagine her pacing around her cabin when no one is around whispering the script she made in preparation.
Because of her dad constantly ignoring her, and what little attention she does get being him telling her that she'll never be good enough, or never as good as her brothers, she has a MASSIVE fear of rejection.
That really plays a role in how she asks you out.
She'd literally be so nervous it's not even funny.
When she does eventually ask you out there is a lot of stuttering and stumbling over words.
You would probably be in your cabin, just finishing brewing a potion when she comes to you.
You can't help but laugh at how nervous she is, finding it rather adorable.
Obviously she gets really offended and tries to leave, telling you to forget she said anything in the first place.
You pull her back to you and kiss her.
"I wasn't laughing to make fun of you, I was laughing because you're cute."
From that moment on, her protectiveness SKYROCKETS.
Someone looks at you wrong? They're in the infirmary getting stitches.
Someone calls you a freak because of your mom being Hecate? She's lost dessert privileges for the next five months.
Eventually you do have to talk to her and tell her to tone it down.
But that just ends in y'all making out on her bed.
How is she supposed to be serious when her girlfriend is sitting there looking so pretty and perfect, and her lips are just so kissable.
SPEAKING OF, you can't tell me this girl isn't obsessed with kissing you.
Doesn't matter where you are or who you're with, she will kiss you at any point in time.
Lips, forehead, nose, cheek, neck, shoulder, you name it.
She could literally be about to break someones bones until you come up.
The mood switch is IMMEDIATE.
From "I will literally murder you." to "Oh hey baby, how was your day." and just kissing all over your face.
It gives everyone whiplash.
But they get used to it eventually.
She's just so in love with you.
You're literally the first person to ever show her what it's like to genuinely be loved and not just wanted as a weapon.
You're the first and only person she says "I love you" to.
You're especially the first person and only person she means it to.
It takes her a while to open up because she hates being perceived as weak or soft. After a while though, she will start coming to you with her problems.
She'll occasionally come to your cabin in the middle of the night after having a nightmare, usually about you dying.
She never wants to talk about it, she just wants you to hold her until she falls back asleep.
Everyone in both of your cabins comes to love y'all.
I like to think that Ares cabin is sworn to a mutual secrecy because almost all of them have someone they sneak in at night to cuddle.
But they all have a reputation to uphold no one talks about it.
If you think regular Clarisse likes to cuddle, Whipped!Clarisse is 10x worse.
She'll never admit it, but cuddling you is one of her favorite things ever.
Her guilty pleasure is laying on your chest or being the little spoon.
She just likes the feeling of being held by the only person she's ever loved.
This ended up being A LOT longer than expected. Sorry (not really) y'all, went on a tangent.
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481mclarg · 3 months ago
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Hello! You're the first MotoGP writer that I've seen so I'm super excited to be requesting this.
How do you feel about Marc Marquez x fellow championship winner!male!reader who's also Rossi's protégé? The two have near polar opposite approaches to just about everything, Marc being, well, Marc: aggressive on track, playful, energetic etc.; and reader being such a clean and precise pilot that it genuinely throws people off, quieter, more prickly and avoids the press like it's the plague (and when the press do get ahold of him, he acts like he has said plague). Everyone was shocked when the two got together due to a variety of factors but they don't let that stop them.
Thank you very much and congrats on 100 followers!
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✶ Idiota, I do care about u
      ┈       The best love story is when you fall in love with the most unexpected person at the most unexpected time.
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★ Marc Marquez × VR46 Academy Male Rider – MotoGP Championship Winner.
☆ "Rivals" to Friends to Lovers. || WC: 965
Warning: Not really rivals, but yk VR46 - Marquez rivalry. Cursing as love lenguaje? (idk, I do that a lot tbh). And mention of Marc's injuries and surgery.
« K » Im excited too !! I thought no one was going to ask for anything about MotoGP, because there is very little that is not about two riders.
'k, this is pretty long too. But I really love the idea, so maybe I'm writing something similar in the future (plus the The Devils × El Diablo smau & the Chef × YT22).
Sorry Joan Mir, I steal ur Championship... maybe the 2022 from Pecco too. I tried to do it a little unclear so you can imagine other result if u want .
Hope yall enjoy it!
          2020 was a crazy year, but it was YOUR crazy year.
          You just win your first MotoGP championship!
          But you really wanted to fight with Marc for it, so you were disappointed that he couldn't race all year.
          Then, Portuguese GP 2021, and he's back.
"Hope to see you on track again, Marc" "You're gonna see my back the whole race" "You wish."
          Actually, you were pretty surprised when you saw him walking with his brother through the paddock. Internet was already flooded with articles talking about his come back— but you never read the news. Not even from the official MotoGP Instagram.
          You don't have all that time to waste,
          ... and even if you did, you wouldn't waste it reading junk news.
          Since Marc has a completely different style than yours, you get more excited about racing against him. You want to defend your title with the best riders on track too, and no one can deny that he is making history in the sport.
          You're not afraid to say it, even if you're at the VR46 Academy.
          Obviously, you're also excited to race alongside Valentino before his retirement & to have been able to celebrate your championship with him. Being part of his academy is an honor. But that doesn't blind you. You always try to treat all the riders with the same respect.
          Valentino's fights aren't yours, and Marc never gave you a reason to hold on to that resentment.
          Although, you can't deny that Valentino was right when he said that Marc is annoying as fuck (on the track, at least).
          Aggressive; he's never afraid to take risks, even if the odds of coming out well are low. He never stands still. He can't accept a place within the points, and he rides only thinking about winning.
          You, on the other hand, can sacrifice an on-track fight for a better place if it ensures you a consistent number of points in each race.
          If you're not sure you're going to succeed, you don't even bother trying. You think it's a waste of time and effort. You prefer to wait for the right moment or create it more passively, without running over others and risking crashing with them.
          That's led you two some good battles in past races, and you really hope you can continue competing against him.
          And you were doing it. The audience couldn't complain about the season they were watching.
          You, Marc, Enea, Fabio, Pecco... You really enjoyed the season.
          Although you enjoyed more a new closeness between you and Marc.
          Maybe you can call it a friendship? You two now talk when you see each other on the paddock, actually stopping to talk a little more, or even walking together. You two are always together when meet at press conferences, even if you are with other Academy riders.
          During the 2022 season, that friendship gets... closer? Like, really close.
          You meet his house, befriended with Alex too and their dogs... You love them. At this point, the Marquez brothers think you only go to their house for Shira and Stitch.
          Can anybody blame you? They are the cutest.
          At some point... maybe you started to think that Marc was also very cute. And maybe Marc started to think the same about you.
          But all that determination you had in the races seemed to stay on the track.
          It wasn't until Marc was injured (again) that your feelings were confessed.
"Idiota, don't scared me like that ever again" "What did I do??" "Get injured? And you make me think that you're about to retire, you asshole"
          He laughed. He knows that you actually care for the other rider's health, but doesn't understand why it seemed to affect you that much.
          Then, you asked for a moment without his documental's cameras.
          Deep breath and...
"I'm worried because I care about you" "Yeah, I–" "I like you... It's that kind of care" "Oh"
          You thought you were about to be rejected in the most stupidly tender way. Only Marc would care enough to reject you, taking care not to completely destroy your feelings. You were about to apologize, starting to mumble some "Forget it" or "I'm sorry."
          But you never apologized.
          A pair of lips made sure you shut up.
"Oh" "Sí, oh."
          He was laughing again when you two kissed a second time.
"Never scared me like that, I need to figure out how to ask you to date before" "I'll be more careful in the future"
          You never left a day without texting him or Alex to ask about his recovery. And when you were free from the MotoGP calendar, you went to his house to see him and help with whatever he needed.
          Alex was really happy that his brother had someone else to care about him too.
          Back to racing, you always had an eye on him, looking for him from your garage or walking around his. At this point, the whole academy was suspecting something. You didn't deny it; even talked to Valentino about your feelings. He didn't like it, but there was nothing he could do but wish you the best. Maybe take the opportunity to threaten him a little in case he hurt or betrayed you.
          So, after winning the Australian GP with Marc in second place, you two make it official. Not public yet, but you two are happy being discreet enough.
          The press didn't need to know about your relationship, only the people you both care about.
          You are happy like this, in your little bubble, which is sometimes questioned by the press for how "strange" it seems that a pupil of the VR46 Academy is so close to Marc Marquez, but you're together, which is the only that matters.
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moonsuke · 5 months ago
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Episode Nagi 31
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I love how the difference between Nagi and Isagi/the traditional Blue Lock ego is highlighted here again: “いま世界で一番熱いのは俺だ!!!" "世界一のストライカーは俺だ!!!"
"The most fired up in the world... is me!!!" vs "The best striker in the world... is me!!!"
It's just the way it’s said with "Ore da!!!" (is me!!!) at the end. That's their ego speaking and Nagi really doesn’t care about being the best striker lol. What he, who never felt nor experienced much before Blue Lock, really cares about is more personal, like feeling the heat, fighting for something at stake, the joy of “winning”, being reborn, finally feeling alive and just having his existence validated. It’s very much linked to personal growth.
I guess Kaneshiro said it best with geniuses having self-type egos. It's becoming clear how much he takes into account Nagi's character when creating all the different ego dichotomies considering how neatly he fits into each. Same with Isagi. I guess they really are meant to be the ultimate representatives of their type and the polar opposite of each other.
And speaking of Isagi, I’ve quite mixed feelings about his phantom appearing lol, mainly because I wanted some genuine BarouNagi team up (fuck u knsr). But reading it again, in a way it’s highlighting to us they were both on the same wavelength. At the last critical moment, both were able to summon an ultimate play by visualising their ultimate rival, a very “genius” way of doing things.
Also seeing these panels made me feel some type of way:
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How you can’t tell whether they’re looking at Isagi’s phantom or at each other in understanding (I think it’s the latter), to their quiet acknowledgement of each other as their shared visualisation of Isagi vanishes… In a way it’s kinda cool? How it shows them teaming up but still keeping that distance and friction between them while connected by their common goal to win Isagi. It’s a very “manly” (otokorashi) team up lol.
But also fuck you knsr, he always does this!! This “giving you what you want but not in the way you completely want” schtick. Always!!! He’s always treading on mixed allusions and “the borderline” <_<
I guess he really doesn’t want any other rivalry outside of Isagi so whatever’s between BarouNagi shouldn’t be labelled as such. He’ll never stop my yearning for more BarouNagi tho, in any form <_<
Anyway, I’m convinced now that he’s trying to match up events between the main series and the spin off. Idk what’s he trying to do but the Isagi focus in the newest chapters of both series ain’t a coincidence. Personally, I actually kinda like Nagi being “obsessed” with Isagi mainly because I like it contrasting and complementing his attachment to Reo, but the Isagi glazing by everyone is getting a bit much x_x
And speaking of events matching up, the next Episode Nagi chapter will be released on March 7, and it’s titled “いつか死ぬ君へ” (to you who’ll die someday)… I’m convinced the current BM vs PXG match will end before then and we’ll get to see Nagi again in the main series… And the EpiNagi chapter with the ominous title is gonna be linked to that…
Nagi in the main series has been set to “die” for a while now considering his talk with Barou “Go die and come back, you coward”. Even with Rin, death was mentioned “Do babies think about death when they’re born?” “This place is filled with tepid losers so I’ll go down to hell”.
Kinda side tracked but interesting how Barou’s talking about being reborn after dying, yet Rin’s talking about descending to hell willingly. I think it might be a foreshadowing to Rin’s downfall… or not… but anyway…
Nagi’s written to be set to die because no way is his downfall arc gonna be magically resolved in such an anticlimactic manner. He can’t be reborn when he hasn’t even died which makes it very fitting for “to you who’ll die someday”… right? Not to mention his whole skull motif and telling Reo to not die before him… So if anyone is dying during/after their final match… it wouldn’t be Reo.
But what I find most “telling” is probably this last page:
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It matches up completely to how Nagi looked losing his ego after beating Isagi. I’m pretty sure it’s on purpose, to make us think back to main series’ events and with that title…
Fuck, I’m getting so scared and sad yet also excited thinking about this next chapter. March can’t come soon enough, I’m only hoping Nagi’s story will be handled well ;-;
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