#this is self indulging but whatever idgaf

[dickgraysonisnothereforthis]

we gotta think outside the box….Ive said it before and I’ll say it again…he is a manga weeb ok and i will die on that hill

Also prev tags said sci-fi and now that I think about it in my head Martha wells’ All System’s Red spoke to him. She carved out his heart and sliced it open for him to see when she wrote Murderbot. Same goes for Barb in I Sexually Identify as an Attack Helicopter. (listen if the stories he likes have queer/trans themes that’s neither here nor there, he likes them because they’re about changing and becoming something else ok he doesn’t have any more fucking self discovery journeys to go on so just back the fuck off ok)

sometimes, when people exaggerate the “jason loves to read” headcanons where he’s jane austen fan no.1 etc, i can’t help imagining that picture of jacob elordi holding a paperback while he has another tucked in his back pocket (derogatory)

[real-skel]

[wuffen]

how are you doing? ❤️ i missed your art!

idk how to answer that question anymore lol, i guess the most neutral thing i can say is that i remain unchanged – which is a bad thing, really, i guess, but ehhh it is what it is

i miss my art too. or rather, i miss making it

[macbethz]

Society if POV outsider fics were as popular as shipping

[thechosenanubis]

The Star Wars x HOA crossover AU [ that nobody asked for]

In honor of being of today being Star Wars day.... here are some of my headcanons for my very real and original Star Wars x HOA crossover AU that will never be written:

In this AU, everyone from the Star wars universe is alive 🥰 ( except for Palpatine... fuck that guy )

Nina and Anakin are besties. Chosen One solidarity for the win! Plus Anakin and Nina would benefit from having someone who would actually understand the pressure of "saving the world/galaxy" on their shoulders!

Eddie would 100% worships the ground Anakin walks on. He would absolutely want Anakin to teach him everything about podracing, and Anakin would actually do it no questions asked. They would be breaking traffic laws on Coruscant every night, but Anakin (since he is an 9 year old prodigy) would never let him and Eddie get caught.

Fabian would absolutely want to be a SpacePilot in this verse! You would find him with Anakin , Luke and Han in the corner talking about ultra-specific piloting moves and being absolute nerds about spaceships. ( nobody understands any of the gargon they spit out.)

Mara would enjoy learning all about the different economies and politics and worlds of the SW universe. She would absolutely spend thousand of hours in the Jedi Library trying to learn more about each planet.

Willow would absolutely be a Jedi in this verse, no questions asked. (and to make it more hilarious... she's Mace Windu padawan. Think about the hilarity of the situation: This no-fun-allowed-ever™ stoic Jedi with Willow who is the epitome of sunshine it's a dynamic I need )

Patricia and Leia would actually hate each other at first sight ( if we are talking about AnH!Leia she and Patricia would be fighting every other day.) But if we are talking about RotJ!Leia, I think she would be a good role model that Patricia would strive to be like.

Amber would be absolutely in love with Naboo's culture and their extravagant and perfect outfits for every event!

The handmaidens would absolutely adore the Anubis girl "Sisterhood" club, and would try to teach them eveything about self-defense! [ just girly things y'know? badass girls helping other badass girls ]

Joy I think wierdly enough, would get along brilliantly with Obi-wan, who would have her for tea every once a while. The two would enjoy some quiet company almost peaceful.

Alfie would be Obi-wan's ( and Mace Windu's) new bane of existence. He would literally make both masters loose their composure atleast twice a day!

Jerome once tried to scam Han, but Han understood his intentions immediately. But I think Han would be actually kind of impressed by Jerome's cunning mind that he would take him under his wing, teaching him all about the SW underworld ( and even how to be a better friend to Alfie in the process yes i'm still bitter sbout that )

KT and Luke would enjoy talking about their family, and how they had hid something important from them until it was too late. (cough*somethingvader*cough)

Mick would love learning all about Jedi training and battle forms ( but i don't know if he would have the patience for becoming a jedi tho.... 🤔)

[ezlo-x]

totk au where its self-indulgent and it fits MY wants AND needs for the series 🙄

anywayz fun whimsy au for the sillies. there's for sure holes in this but idgaf I wanted to draw the Zonai as Minish as I hced a while back the Zonai are a Minish tribe and whatevs <3 I replaced the Master Sword for the Picori Sword cuz idk it made sense to me. ngl tho I was debating who Ganondorf should kill off first, Rauru or Sonia, but just ultimately decided to stick to canon with that part so sorry Sonia enthusiast 😔 I will repay you one day

ALSO THEIR HEIGHT CHART TEE HEE THEY ARE ALL ITTY BITTY except for Ganondorf and maybe Sonia, she's average height. And that's as tall as Zelda is going to get el oh el

[sinkjustlikeastone]

12 and 18 for the outsiders musical asks!

What's a song/ line/ scene that you have an emotional reaction to basically every single time

While listening to the album it’s always Throwing in the Towel, it always gives me the feels. Watching the bootleg, Little Brother literally makes me SOB without fail every single time.

What's a headcanon you have about the musical that's super obscure/ self-indulgent?

OKAY OKAY OKAY SO Idk if this is THAT obscure or self indulgent HOWEVER. Amputee Soda. Lost the lower part of his left leg in a rodeo accident. He is so special to me. I love him. Idgaf what anyone says. This hc is so special to me aksndndjenfjdkdnskndnd. It’s not necessarily specific to the musical but yk. Whatever. If we are talking musical-specific, I think Bev and Steve probably had a middle school relationship that lasted two weeks.

[consistentsquash]

Day 12: A fic from your favorite author

@hprecfest

I have two! I love them both always and forever <3 Reccing a fic each from them

Green Grow the Rushes, O by eldritcher. Rated M. 11400 words. Snarry - Incredibly beautiful, incredibly profound, full of rage, love, grief, regret, sacrifice, revenge, mourning and love. It embraces the drama and the whimsy of the canon including the darkness under the surface of a children's story and creates a stunning, beautiful myth. It's a fic you can sing. But also, it's a fic that sings to you. Snape is almost a hostage in this fic whether it is a hostage to Harry, McGonagall, his losses, his guilt, his relationship with his father, the eroding church and shoreline and even the constellations in the sky. We are also co-hostages with him. When he's in TOTAL disbelief of his imperfect, sexy happy ending we are right there with him :D The most atmospheric fic of its wordcount range.

Year of the Thestral by @perverse-idyll Rated E. 127200 words. Snape/McGonagall - Tragically beautiful, intense, complex picture of love, rage, betrayal, grief and loss and a whole lot of other emotions. Because folks don't feel exactly one or two emotions at any given time after experiencing intense life events like what happened to the characters during DH and nobody can write that full, unnamed range and depth of emotions with the specificity and intensity PI can. A wildfire of a fic. Like any wildfire you get some pine cones bursting and new life/new emotion in the end but it's bittersweet and you can see how the dawn poured like weak tea through the eastern windows, feel what it's like to be accepted beyond the wildest imaginings of the lank-haired, half-feral child who'd once scrambled aboard the Hogwarts Express, feverishly reaching for a better life and like Snape you are going to spend a blissful hour dreaming of the taste of tea. The most Snape Snape ever Snaped.

On a lot of levels, my fav authors have similar vibes in their writing. I feel they write similar subjects but with different frequencies if that makes sense. The writing has similar tones of IDGAF self-indulgence and zero adherence to fandom zeitgeists. They have the ability to write multiple characters and pairings in different settings with the same level of passion, originality and conviction. They are both insanely obsessed with language/prose/poetry and intertextuality and can actually make that work for their fics. They also have the rare gift of makebelieve in the classic storytelling sense of "I can make you suspend your disbelief" which leads to gorgeously sublime fics that are full of confidence + earnestness in the world/setting which means you have no choice but to make it your reality until you are on the fic's last word and it's going to haunt you after that for the rest of your life. They commit 100% to the story and to the romance of the story. They go 100% into the good/bad/ugly mud of human stuff without making me as a reader feel squicked out/dirty. Also flesh? Like I always feel they write characters with flesh and everything associated with that in a poignant, humorous, wistful, fully engaged with the flesh + its flaws sense. The overall ending feel is always bittersweet joy that stays with me and changes my understanding of life in some mysterious way. In both cases, I feel I can analyze the fics for days in whatever Doylist or Watsonian framing I want. But even without those things, their fics mean 100% of everything for me. Love love love <3

[pxxrthotie]

Good men just aren't really interested in a child who has yet to develop a personality. You only attract people who see you as an easy mark that they can manipulate. You're not ugly, but you're not Helen of Troy either; nobody is going to risk throwing their life away for a 6/10 that posts the exact same girlblog memes as 10,000 other kids with zero personality and that self identifies as toxic, unless that man has nothing of value to lose in the first place. Ignore the weird predators and work on yourself and you'll get some real men interested in a few years.

Took your time to write allat huh 🤣 u seem so pressed up for no reason, If you think that Helen or wtv the fuck her name is, is beautiful then your opinion don’t matter .. calling me a 6 outta ten, who do u think you are lmao, get off anon and show your deformed face before talking , and let me tell ya ain’t no one manipulating me cos I don’t indulge into sexual things w grown ass men or whatever, if something bothers me I ghost them or block them, I’m not daft. And “good men”? u ain’t one of em to be actin like their “spokesperson” . And what the fuck do some memes have to do w my personality? They ain’t even bad lmao ahaha , I’ve got a great personality 🤗 + Yes I’m toxic af and idgaf, you pmo honestly you talk ab me like if you fucking know me, you clearly don’t have a clue about me at all so shut your bitch ass up bc you’re talking nonsense 🧍🏻‍♀️ touch grass please n take your own advice instead cause you typing all this bs won’t change my life. Lame ass🐖

[multiverse239]

My self indulgent Trolls headcanons because might as well

Guy Diamond calls Floyd hot nonchalantly

Velvet has a celebrity crush on Marina and The Diamonds and she cries while listening to Teen Idle

Veneer accidentally called Floyd “dad” once which made Floyd cry tears of joy

Floyd uses any pronouns and gendered terms in a “just call me whatever idgaf” kind of way

Floyd doesn’t have the heart to fully hate Velvet despite the absolute hell she put him through cause she reminds him a lot of a Certain Someone Else and is willing to forgive her if she does change her ways

When JD was 6 he made Rosiepuff pancakes for her birthday she said they were overdone and he cried for two hours straight

Floyd has the dirtiest sense of humor ever and will make anything into an innuendo to annoy his brothers

Veneer decided to feed his goldfish Sparkles glitter one day and got sad and confused about why it stopped moving

Floyd sleeps butt ass naked

Veneer was taller than Velvet throughout most of their childhood until Vel reached her growth spurt in middle school and she NEVER shuts up about it

Bruce and Floyd both have body dysmorphia and have bonded over it at some point

Whenever Branch gets anxious, he chews on a giant Hersheys kiss to calm himself down

Floyd is the kind of guy to write his name really big on a broken arm cast

V&V are both cat people (Ven is terrified of dogs)

Branch, Viva, and Veneer all have bpd. Branch and Viva are somewhat aware of it and often bond over it and Ven hasn’t recognized the symptoms yet

Said before Floyd gets stress induced stomach aches, I’d also like to add he also has emetophobia what a great combo ;)

Pretty much canon that Veneer has a shopping issue, I also like to add he is an absolute monster on Black Friday

Floyd is in physical therapy which V&V generously payed for

[phinjeet]

You really inspire me.

Like I'm not kidding-

You inspire me in ways that just allows me to draw freely- happily that doesn't go by others likings n'stuff. It's nice

Because I see your art and I'm like

"Woah..that's so cool"

And I like- than start thinking of my own and it makes me want to draw for me like you draw for you

Thanks for being a really inspiring voice in my bouncy ball filled brain, it helps a lot.

You inspire me

* THIS IZ THE SWEETEST THING I COULD CRY ?!???? OMFG . SMILEZ SO JOYOUSLY . TYYY 4 ur kind wordz and . yw ?? ig ??? :))))) i am so overjoyed that my posting rezonatez w u in this way ….. YEEESSS go out there and draw 4 urself and b sincere and self-indulgent and free !!!!!!!!!!!! thatz what itz all abt !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

* getting 2 the point of “actually idgaf if The People will like this , it makez ME happy and i can do whatever i want 4ever” waz not eazy at all , i still struggle somtimez w wanting 2 pleaze the ppl and make smth Every1 will like but that just doez not make my heart happy , and it meanz THE WORLD 2 me that pushing myself out of it in2 art that i genuinely want 2 make can inspire some1 else 2 do the same thing OOOUUHHH . wishing u nothing but joy and rainbowz 4ever anon

[gummyparasitosis]

HELLO WE R DA PARASYTE SYS

🍟 call us PEPSI or TORD or both at da same time ... he + neos also we r SOURCANDYBLASTIC 🌈

we wanna stay anonymous! 🌟 all alters will b usin aliases ^_^ plz don't ask us for our main blog or other ID/socials !! 💢💢

abt me + warnings + dni below :-3

ABT ME(&)

i liek (hyper fixated on) BNHA ^_^ i self ship with bkg and izk 💖 i also liek vocaloids n nijiura maids and ikiguare idols and menhera-chan aaand and and total drama island (selfship with chris) aaand uhhh tf2 anddd

im 16-18 years old and wld prefer if MIDDLE SCHOOLERS didn't interact with me 💢

im an age regressor with no cg :;-(

physically disabled (POTS, chronic pain, screen reader, unreliably verbal) & mentally disabled (mdd, gad, pmdd, AuDHD, cluster-b pd, and ofc OSDD)

I AM NOT HUMAN.

...(not all&) PRONOUNS

he/him it/its beer/beers thing/things that/thats gloop/gloops ick/icks lick/licks gup/gups goop/goops pop/pops boing/boings star/bursts gleep/glorp xe/xem zim/zims gir/girs 💢/💢s 🍬/🍬s 💖/💖s 🌈/🌈s

B4 U FOLLO...!

we r endogenic "neutral",,, i don't think endo systems can exist but im not gonna fight them online idgaf. i consider myself a dark shipper but NOT a proshipper. this is because i enjoy dark media however i don't think it's sexy or whatever (like ill make a adult x minor relationship but i don't get gratified off of it and think it's gross 👍👍)

i also don't gaf bout good faith identities

DNI

basic dni/T.R.A.S.H (transphobic, racist, ableist, sexist, homophobic), proshippers who think illegal ships are sexy or attractive, problematic/condoning tcc community, transID people (specifically trans harmed/trans harmful uglies) paraphilic community

>> note i suffer from a paraphilia due to childhood trauma. that doesn't mean i go online and talk about how much i wanna touch kids. those thoughts/urges disgust me and i will never indulge in them and neither should you ^_^

SIGN OFFS!!!!

Meee :3- 🌈

Old Man- 🌟

Doggy- 🐶

Creep- 💢

Pinkie- 🍬

[lesbiancharliedalton]

i have a multi-chapter fic with followers that i haven't updated since april but instead i sat here writing another stream of consciousness Delulu self-indulgent fantasy about the fictional life i've invented for us in 1960's greenwich village. literally full delusional mode i've written so many of these and fantasized about it so often idgaf whatever. like beat me take my blood. whatever. idk.

[starswallowingsea]

hi shayyy :3 🏳️‍⚧️ 🧵 🎶 💖 🐾 for renga+ten ang liguang if youd like ^_^

ask game

this is probably going to be long so under the read more it goes

🏳️‍⚧️- A gender headcanon

Renga - I'm really open to anything for him tbh... Love when he has Kiba related repression around anything and gender is the biggest one honestly. I don't really feel committed to any one headcanon but if I had to pick one he'd be agender with any/all pronouns

Ten - Another fully repressed guy you could convince me of anything. Probably transgender but he's to busy for that.

Liguang - Local idgafer. Genderfluid but who gives a shit.

🧵- A hobby headcanon

Renga - He should sew and darn and do little things to fix up his clothes and keep them usable and offer to do that for some of the other members of Hama house. Has been learning to add cute little embroidery to some of his fixes recently and he's so proud. Keeps a little pin cushion that has seen better days on his night stand.

Ten - Parkour head. He needs to jump over things constantly and likes high places and the thrill of jumping over gaps between buildings. If he wasn't addicted to cigarettes and alcohol, adrenaline would be his drug of choice.

Liguang - I need him knitting little sweaters for his bunnies so so so bad. Also probably makes little accessories for his sisters. Will stab your eye out with his knitting needles if you're anyone else asking for a gift. This is probably one he keeps on the down low though and I think only Yukikaze would know due to them being roommates and Yukikaze doesn't really care that much since he's a closet mtg lite nerd.

🎶- A music headcanon

Renga - His personal playlist includes music from almost every language and country that he can find. He really enjoys finding new artists to listen to and has really been vibing with South American music.

Ten - I've said before he's a mon laferte girly to me and fr whatever reason i'm also thinking of para vivirla by alvaro soler (english lyrics) which just encapsulates the journey i think he's on in his character arc. nothing he'd listen to that often though, its renga's influence on his playlist.

Liguang - Would like everyone to think he's only listening to traditional Chinese music but his younger sister listens to the most bubblegum pop to ever exist and its starting to grow on him.

💖- A relationship/ship headcanon

Renga - Definitely did not date in high school or middle school at all whatsoever. He was curious about it, how it felt to give yourself so completely to someone and also the physical feelings of things like kissing but is soooo set on being kiba and he doesnt know if kiba would want to do those things so better not do them at all!!! Has a weird idealized version of love from romantic movies in his head.

Ten - Did/does not believe in love for himself at all for the longest time. He's so dead set on being detached from everyone and knows if he lives long enough the family will probably just arrange something for him and that's for the best, to be involved with someone in the family and knows what's going on. Not that he'd be attached to them either.

Liguang - Absolutely refusing to get romantically involved with anyone and isn't naturally inclined towards that anyway which is all the better for him. Less people to potentially be hurt in the future.

🐾- A niche, incredibly specific and self indulgent headcanon

Renga - PERUANO RENGA NUMERO UM CAMPEAO DEL MUNDO!!!!!!!

Ten - Poor little smoko who has smoked a pack a day since he was 10 years old (joke). I need all of his girlfriends to host a "personally harmed by ten murakumo" meeting and realize they're lesbians and are so much better for each other than ten ever will be.

Liguang - The closest he gets to letting his guard down completely after moving to Hama house is when Sojun does his hair. He's at Sojun's mercy but trusts him fully to just braid his hair and nothing else. Yukikaze is allowed to stay in the room while this happens since he's not very likely to use that information against him.

[frutigerr]

🔞MINORS DNI🔞 seriously I will block. Also just in general I will block freely I have no block shame

❌DO NOT REPOST MY STUFF❌ on this platform or any other. Reblogs are perfectly fine and welcome. Like especially onto other platforms I don't want to breach containment. I picked here to post and not idk xwitter for a reason.

Hi I'm frutigerr

I decided 2 make a blog to post kink things I make. Just straight outta the gate I think my 'art' sucks but emeto/eructo's really niche I think and even when it's super low effort I always love finding it in the wild so I'm putting it out here on the internet for my fellow freaks.

(Ps and) Qs and As below

Q: is this mpreg

A: no

Q: do you draw mpreg

A: no

Q: do you draw anything other than vomit

A: I draw regular comics but the punchlines suck

Q: you suck at drawing vomit

A: true I just start scribbling. I'll figure out fluid dynamics someday

Q: your art sucks, your proportions are shit, and the way you draw hands/arms/legs/etc makes me want to hurl

A: true and me too (also hot)

Q: can I give feedback

A: sure. Especially if its constructive and not just 'this fucking clicks' I'm getting back into art after a really long time just to draw vomit. So I'm sure I'm very rusty

Q: will you do [insert other kink]

A: probably not

Q: will you do hyper/unrealistic

A: I actually really hate hyper so no

Q: are you kinkshaming me :( ^

A: no idgaf what you're into I'm in no place to judge it's just not my thing ykyk

Q: do you take commissions

A: no I don't have the self confidence for that

Q: ok can I request something in your inbox then

A: go ahead. If I like the idea enough I might draw it, but don't come in expecting me to do it and then get mad if I don't. I really only want to draw things I like, this is a fun indulgent hobby for me not a job

Q: can I dm you

A: sure idc especially if you wanna talk shop (puke) nd bounce ideas off each other. But I'm really really shy so it might take me 17 business days to get the guts to reply

Q: are you into any fandoms or are you oc only

A: currently not 'in' any fandoms but used to be in a ton (wonder if you can figure them out by how I draw?) if ur asking so you can rec something umm if I like the character design and what I read abt them on their wiki enough I'll maybe do it. I love Pokemon tho been playing it since I was super young and currently into Arceus and SwSh. And. Uh. Deus Ex. The first sickfic I ever wrote was about JC actually lmfao idk if I could draw him tho he's so perfect... </3

Q: do you draw women

A: I mean I can it just doesn't click the same for me. I like to see men miserable and whimpering

Q: do you actually get off to this

A: surprisingly no I just really like it for some reason. I don't get the psychology behind it. I'm emetophobic irl and so are a lot of other emeto artists/writers I've seen online the psych behind it is probably cool but I'm not a psychologist I'm a freak on the internet so

Q: I have another complaint abt your art that doesn't have to do with the actual art it's like a moral or personal preference complaint

A: ily but I actually idc <3 I draw whatever makes me feel like that guy in the 'sickos' shirt at that moment. Which is kinda why I don't want to post but at the same time maybe someone else out there will like the self-indulgent stuff I draw so this is for you man wherever you are

Q: you're a disgusting fucking pervert freak I hate you I think you should perish instantly I'm going to send you so much hatemail

A: true. At least make your hatemail creative tho put some effort in

[hahniana]

Ok I know I said inwojld stop obfuscating but I'm scared because it involved mutuals in law on my main SORRY SORRY SORRY. Wait IDGAF about these people. ok so like

Crosses one leg over the other. You all know me and my Veex shenanigans. I am on that self shipping beat. I don't engage with the wider community because I prefer to keep my indulgences to myself and a small collection of people I like so I'm wholly unaware of whatever subculture discourses exist. None of this shit matters to me. But I've been around the block with other stupid online subcultures so things like possessiveness/non-sharing don't exactly surprise me. and much like previous stupid online subcultures all I can really say to that is, Okay? Like yes yes this ultimately doesn't impact me and I can simply look away and curate my own space and so on and so forth and I Do but God some of the people who I greatly associate with That just peeve me sooooooooo bad. And I feel like it's, A Sign. Like oh of course the people who are Like This About That Are Also Generally Insufferable. a correlation or perhaps causation type beat. I'll gladly not interact with these people but I'm afraid I'm also fond of ruminating. Gestures Vaguely

Thou shalt not vague or be mean but like some people within a niche of a particular community are quite insufferable and I do not like them very much.