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Tadashi Koi no Hajimekata ćŁăăćăŽĺ§ăăă 2023, dir. Horie Takahiro
#jdramaedit#jdrama#tadashi koi no hajimekata#romance 101#how to start a right love#otomo karen#toyoda yudai#subtitle credit: @DonSubbers#japanese drama#.gif#this is only a special but why are they literally my favorite pairing so far this year... đ
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wanna be yours 2.0 // ln4 social media au // part one
part two | part three
pairing: lando norris X american!reader / mclaren photographer!reader and slight pato o'ward X reader
warnings: swearing
summary: a remix of my fic wanna be yours in social media au form. or basically lando and the reader both being in love with each other but being too stubborn and scared to say anything so they suffer in silence until one finally crumbles.
contains: best friends to slight strangers to lovers, pining, angst, jealous!lando, asshole!lando, clueless!lando, and perhaps a little lando or pato? situation.
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may 5th, 2024
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y/n.jpg: miami baby! i think the guy in the second pic won some kind of race involving super fast cars but i could be wrong.
landonorris: who is that guy???? he's really good looking...
âł y/n.jpg: i think his name is lando onewin.
âł landonorris: bye. that doesn't even work.
user1: you always take such good pics of lando.. thank u queen
user2: lando always being the first to comment. dude's down bad lol
y/bsf: the kids miss you. please come home.
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y/n.jpg: back at the mtc today for a very special reason! everyone was there to celebrate my amazing photography skills and editing on all the pictures from the season so far! lando was even kind enough to show up with a trophy to give to me! i love my job <3
in all seriousness. could not be more proud of you lando!!! it's been a long time coming, but we both know it's only the beginning!
landonorris: that awkward moment when you tried to take the trophy from me....
âł y/n.jpg: DON'T SAY THAT PEOPLE ARE GONNA THINK IT'S TRUE.
âł landonorris: i'll make sure they engrave the next one with your name too.
âł y/n.jpg: ok but as long as my name is listed first.
mclaren: our favorite photographer â¤ď¸ -liked by author
user1: ok but where is y/n's trophy fr??? she's hands down one of the best photographers in the game rn.
user2: y/n and lando you are so dear to me
user3: pato in the likes??
âł user4: y/n used to work for arrow mclaren before working for mclaren f1. also pato is literally the reserve driver for f1 this season... honestly the web that is y/n, lando, and pato intertwines so much it's kinda crazy...
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âł WHY WOULD YOU POST THAT??? IT'S MORE THAN A JUMPSCARE!
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âł why do you always catching me folding in front of lando like that :/
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y/n.jpg: imola 2024.
y/bsf: best photographer in the world. i love you!!! -liked by author
user1: not even a pic of lando's car.... oh no :/
user2: no funny caption... no lando like or comment... guys we are in the trenches
user3: we love you y/n! -liked by author
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âł what the hell?
#lando norris#lando norris x reader#lando norris fic#lando norris imagine#lando norris smau#pato o'ward#f1 x reader#f1 smau#f1 fic#mine#writing#this is my first time ever doing one of these#please don't flop#i hope it isnt complete dog shit
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Never Ending ||m.yg||
Description: wasn't Yoongi the one that was supposed to give you flowers for no reason?
Genre: One-shot, Yoongi x f!reader, established relationship, fluff, Yoongi is literally the sweetest man alive (wbk)
WARNINGS: None, this idea came after seeing this really sweet like reddit post, it will be at the end of this post.
Word Count: 2.6k+
Ever since coming back from service, BTSâ comeback preparations had been nonstop. It was almost like their debut days, they started early and ended late, whether they were practicing the choreography for a new song or recording their parts again, or getting back into recording RUN BTS.
You and Yoongi had seen very little of each other, working almost opposite schedules with a Saturday or Sunday off sprinkled in where you would mostly sleep and catch up on what you had going on so far, having those little moments made all the time you missed him worth it, you loved them, it was how you were able to build your relationship in the first place.
You and him met when your best friend practically begged for you to come with her to a double date. Yoongi was the one you were paired with, and you connected almost instantly. You had so much in common, more specifically your mutual love for music and the art behind it, you had small dates where he would take you to his small studio space, he'd told you he was a trainee, and that he was set to debut soon with the guy your friend was on a date with.
A year later, the guy your friend dated didn't debut, but Yoongi did, and that's when the small gestures started, you were at every music show that you could be at, bought every album, and went to every showcase or small gig you could afford. Yoongi showed his gratitude in small ways, he would get you a single rose, or a small cheap necklace, or if he wanted to really treat you he'd save up and take you to a nice restaurant. And as his success grew he was able to give you more, although he wasn't one for extravagant gifts, he always gave you something that made you feel special.
Even whilst he was serving, at the end of each week when he came home he'd bring you flowers and your favorite food, you had never felt more loved.
And now that he was back, you wanted to show him just as much gratitude. He was working so hard to make their first comeback grandiose, and even if he was exhausted, he'd spend his days off spending his time with you only sleeping if you were accompanying him.
You decided to do something simple, you found a flower shop that did the most beautiful arrangements and you called, setting something up that you imagined Yoongi would like; they even gave you the choice to add some fruits, and what better for your boyfriend than to give him the absolute love of his life, tangerines. You hoped this would help him relax a bit, and feel your support even if you didnât see each other much.
âOkay guys, why donât you take five, hmm?â Sungdeuk announced to the room, the seven men and their backup dancers immediately heading for water or laying flat on the floor, the latter was Yoongiâs case.
âI said it in 2013 and Iâll say it again, I was told we would only rap, not dance,â Yoongiâs breathing was heavy as he spoke, causing his hyung and Jungkook who were laying on the floor to laugh. âThis is good for you hyungs, at your old age you need to exercise to keep your joints healthy,â the maknae giggled, followed by chuckles and laughter around the room from their members and some of the dancers.
âYah!â Jin yelled as he smacked Jungkook in the back of the neck.
âYoongi-ssi!â he sat up as he heard their managerâs voice from the practice room door, âcome to my office please,â Yoongi nodded, carefully standing up from his spot on the floor, softly kicking Jungkook after he loudly announced he was in trouble.
Yoongi giggled at the the whole thing, his mind slowly making his way back to you, he didnât have to record anything today, maybe heâd go to his studio later and call you, yeah, thatâs what he would do, they were told they wouldnât be here till midnight today, and that they could sleep in tomorrow before they had to do some photoshoots for their upcoming album, so that meant he could get home before you did and make you dinner. You worked as a nurse, and unfortunately had been assigned 12-hour shifts the past couple of months; going into work at noon and getting out at midnight, by the time you got home and ready for bed, Yoongi would arrive, exhausted, but he still would want to at least have small conversation, your relationship was built with communication, and he wasnât one to disregard it.
He met the man at the door and followed him to the elevator, reaching the floor where the offices were, they made it to his quickly, where Yoongiâs eyes almost popped out of his sockets when he noticed a medium-sized vase with a beautiful arrangement of flowers and small basket of tangerines. A little white piece of paper stuck out in the middle of all the flowers, Yoongi opened and he smiled so wide.
From Yn, just because. I love you âĄ
âAs you can tell, they are for you,â the manager chuckled humorously, âyou better not fuck it up with her Yoongi-ssi,â he said candidly.
âI havenât fucked up in 10 years, I donât plan on starting now,â he kept re-reading your note, he thought your handwriting was beautiful, even when you didnât.
When he made it back to the practice room with his flowers and tangerines his members immediately started teasing him, especially Jungkook. âLook at our hyung with his flowers! And they say chivalry is dead,â he would say, âyeah hyung, I thought youâre the one thatâs meant to get her flowers?â Taehyung added, grabbing him by shoulders and ruffling his hair.
âYah! Stop it, Ynie is sweet for doing this, donât see how Yoongi hyungâs face is about to split into two?â Namjoon pointed out smiling, his dimples showing proudly.Â
They had lived together for 13 years after all, all Namjoon wanted was for his hyung to be happy, and the fact that you did that for him had his heart swelling with warmth. You were so good for Yoongi.
âI need you guys to talk me off of running to the jewelry store and getting her a ring,â the room went silent.
âYou donât have one already?!â Hobi piped up, smacking his shoulder, his good shoulder. Yoongi shook his head.
The guys look at each other, and then at Sungdeuk, âI donât think no oneâs going to talk you off of it Yoongi-ah, in fact, I think everyone should take the rest of the afternoon off,â he announced loudly, âyou six, please help him set up,â he asked the other members who immediately pulled the cat-eyed man, grabbing all their stuff, including the flowers and tangerines, and headed out to prepare.
It was 8pm
They had made it to the jeweler just in time, they were lucky he owed Jimin a favor, otherwise Yoongi wouldâve had to wait, and he sincerely didnât think he could.
You guys had started talking more seriously about marriage about 5 years into your relationship, mainly because you had started to feel scared that with idol life, Yoongi would enjoy not being entirely tied down to a person. Thankfully that wasn't the case, and he'd promised you, when the time was right, he would get down on one knee.
He wasn't sure why it took him 10 years to come through with that promise.
Yoongi was grateful for your late nights of conversation after that, every so often you would have little YouTube marathons that would start with alcohol reviews and end in proposals, and he had remembered every comment you made about those rings, heâd also remembered the comments youâd made when one of your friends got engaged. He was able to find a beautiful ring, something he knew youâd like. His members helped get all the materials he needed, as they rushed to your shared apartment and started decorating the place, Yoongi and Jin cooked whilst the rest added finishing touches, at some point Jungkook went and got his camera, stating heâd be the one to stay so he could capture the moment.
Yoongi could complain about the maknae all he wanted, but there was no one as loyal and dedicated to his friends as him.
It was 11:30pm when they were finished, Jungkook and Yoongi were saying goodbye to the others as they made their way into the car they would have to share back to the HYBE building so they could get their own vehicles, they had all ran around in Yoongiâs car, a medium-sized SUV that barely fit all of them, but they managed.
âI call shotgun! I deserve it after going in hyungâs trunk,â Jimin ran after he had said his goodbyes, with Taehyung following closely behind as he whined about him getting shotgun, the rest walked away at a normal pace, not eager to deal with the soulmates and the game of rock-paper-scissors that they would certainly be playing.
Yoongi was pacing around, it was 12:48am now, youâd be home any minute now, Jungkook had hid behind the black sectional in your living room, thankful you had left some space between it and your wall due to the heating system. Yoongi started serving dinner, heâd kept it as warm as he could so that you could enjoy a warm meal before he asked what he believed to be one of the most important questions of your lives.
He heard the digital ping of you punching in the door code and he knew there was no backing out now.
You opened the door to find your house lit by small candles, your dining room table set up with your good plate set, and the flowers you had sent Yoongi as a centerpiece.
âHi baby,â Yoongi smiled widely as approached you, kissing your lips softly, as if he was savoring you, âhey,â you sighed as he pulled away, as always he took your breath away, âdid I miss an important day? Our anniversary has already passed, hasn't it?â you went through the different options nervously, and Yoongi could only chuckle at your silly concerns.
âNo baby, I just wanted to thank you for the flowers,â he explained, taking your jacket off and grabbing your bag, putting them both away. You took off your shoes and slipped on your home one on, walking hand in hand with your boyfriend.
He pulled a chair out for you, you whispered a thank you and sat down; Yoongi left a kiss on your hair and went to sit down himself. Heâd cooked your favorite meal, you both started eating, it was a comfortable silence at first, which you broke when Yoongi sat up to clean your dishes after you were both done. âHow early did they let you all out for you to have pulled this off?â you asked him, supporting your chin on your fist as you watched him.
âMaybeâŚ8:30?â
Your mouth dropped, heâd invested this much time to thank you for something so simple like flowers? You truly didnât deserve him. Once he was done, he scrolled through his phone a bit, selecting one of the songs on the 3rd CD of Proof, he walked toward you and held out his hand, you recognized âQuotation Markâ almost immediately.
âWeâre planning on making it a full group song,â Yoongi explained as he spun you around, making you giggle, how he wished to hear that sound forever.
And maybe, after tonight he would.
He danced around you, because truly they were planning on making it an OT7 song, and there was this bit of the choreo he had added for the purpose of what his plans were tonight. He truly hoped Jungkook was recording this, if you said yes like he hoped you would, he wanted to rewatch this every day until you were married, and eventually show it to your children. Here it came, the part that heâd be taking over once the song was done, the first half of Hobiâs rap was perfect for this.Â
â...Today, I make sure to throw my heart to you first, a safe landing with you, the catcher,â He got down one knee, pulling out the small velvety box from his pocket, you hands immediately covering your nose and mouth in shock, your eyes filled with tears as the song went on, Yoongi had stopped after he found himself tearing up.
âIâve always known you were the one for me, youâve been with me when I was nobody and when success came, you kept me humble, you kept my feet on the ground whilst being one of my biggest support systems. I told you when the time came, Iâd get down on one knee, and your kind gesture today was what tied it all together for me, I donât care if people think itâs not that big of a deal, it was to me.â your chuckled mixed with your sobs, âI want to be able to hear you giggle every day, and selfish as it maybe, I want you to be mine forever, would you marry me, Ynie?â the words left his mouth miraculously, as he was fully sobbing now.
Did your small gesture truly lead him to such a big decision? To join your lives as one was something you had dreamed of for a while, hell recently youâd had a dream of yourself and Yoongi dancing in what felt like cloud, with a beautiful white dress and him in one of those suits that made him look like absolute prince, you could only assume you dreamt of your wedding day.
âBaby my heartâs about to fall out of my ass please say yes,â he chuckled nervously, bringing you out of your thoughts. Poor guy, heâs probably watching you watch him and heâs thinking the worst.
âIâd like nothing more,â you thought Yoongiâs face would split in two, he wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you in for a tight hug âand I promise to send you pretty flowers and tangerines every chance I get, for the rest of our lives,â you whispered. Yoongi couldnât help himself, pulling away slightly so he could give you the kiss of a lifetime, he knew how much you love his lips.
âShe didnât say no hyungs!â You heard Jungkookâs distinct giggle and muffled cheers.
âYou FaceTimed them?!â Yoongi whined, hiding his face in the crook of your neck. His dongsaeng walked out of his hiding spot, camera in one hand phone on another hand, âI thought you were recording with it!â
âI was recording with my Samsung, you know when you post this video theyâll want to see that,â the younger rolled his eyes, bringing the camera over so you could see the pictures.
âI wish I wasnât wearing scrubs for this,â you complained, thanking your lucky stars there was no puking or excess of blood spilled on you tonight.
âYou couldâve worn a burlap sack and Yoongi hyung would still think youâre the most gorgeous person alive noona,â Jungkook laughed, causing your fiancĂŠ to blush intensely. And between the guys congratulating you and Yoongi actually putting the ring on your finger, it really hit you that he was now your fiancĂŠ, and that your biggest dream had come true.
Your life would have a never ending amount of love, laughter and chaos, and you wouldnât want anything else when it came to Yoongi.
A/N:
Hello! Sorry this took so long to get to you! I had a plan for this and when I saw this particular like reddit story thing I just NEEDED to do it with Yoongi. I hope y'all like it!
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â:: Secrets in plain sight ?
cl16 | instagram au
pairing: charles leclerc x reader
summary: you and charles prefer to keep your relationship private, so when you start posting a little girl on your instagrams, it leaves people questioning whether or not you may have been hiding a big secret
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yourusername core memory watching charles teach her to play piano + special feature from dumb and dumber (charles and carlos) đ¤
charles_leclerc sheâs almost as good as me at piano, and itâs only been a few days
â yourusername sheâs a natural protege
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livelaughloveleclerc need to see the picture from carlosâs pov
â astrid.olin itâs prob his blackmail material
â carlossainz55 donât expose my secrets
â ferrari4life LMAO he actually replied đ
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leleleleclercfan okay but whoâs the kid in the pictures?? and why is no one talking about them
â selene.daska no because what
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f1fanforevss babe wake up, new y/n and charles conspiracy theory dropped
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charles_leclerc enjoying the short weekend before the next race.
yourusername so happy we get to spend these small breaks together during breaks between the races <3
â charles_leclerc đ¤
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16isthebest stopppp you guys are literally the cutest igh im so jealous
â ferarrarrarrari when will it be my turn
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grandgrandprixfanxoxo going to the next grand prix, hope theyâre both there so I can get a picture with them ahhhh
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user8495103 yall the little girl is in the pictures again, iâm telling u that conspiracy going around rn is true
â carlosleclerc highkey agree tbh
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f1wags is there a new kid in the paddock? fans have begun speculating that @/charles_leclerc and @/yourusername may have a little girl theyâve been keeping secret based on recent photos posted to their instagram accounts. what do you think?
sienna.layi honestly would be so happy for them not like itâs any of our business anyway
â user83773 right itâs only their business
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ferrarif1xxxx i wanna say itâs their kid but like how would they of been able to keep it a secret this long ??
â khloeponta probably had ndas signed tbh
â charles161616 oh definitely
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keepingupwthewags okay hear me out, maybe theyâre babysitting because you know y/n wouldnât want to miss out on posting cute pregnancy pictures
â user2375 the only voice of reason so far
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yourusername behind the scenes if the paddock during a race đď¸
livinlifefastt y/n i desperately need an answer to this, whatâs your favorite charles moment so far this season?
â yourusername the vegas videos <3
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kimiii.ohonnn lmao istg charles just does duck lips in every photo at this point đ
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ferrarrigofastt sooooo are we just gonna completely ignore the whole secret kid thing
â liliannaalmaa literally like câmon
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scuscuderia y/n marry me
â yourusername sorry, iâm already taken
â livetheleclercss sobbing crying
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#charles leclerc#charles leclerc x reader#charles leclerc x you#f1 imagine#f1 instagram au#charles leclerc x y/n#charles leclerc instagram au#charles leclerc imagine#f1 x reader#f1
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a simple favor
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pairing: demigod!minho x gn demigod!reader
summary: you happen to ask a favor to the guy that has a crush on you
genres: fluff, demigod!au, camp half-blood!au, crush!au, son of hermes!minho, child of demeter!reader
tw: flirting, magic
notes: minho is a simp in this one and i'm not apologizing for it. i'm reposting the works i posted while shadowbanned, please don't mind me
networks: @kflixnet @k-labels @whipped-kpop-creators
permanent tag list: @badwithtenâ send ask/dm/comment to be added!
Minho was a chill kid from cabin 11. He wasnât about all that âthievery and trickeryâ lifestyle. Of course, as a Hermes kid, he was skilled for both, but it didnât mean heâd use them if he could help it.
You were a sweet and beautiful child of Demeter, like herself in many ways. Need a hand? You were there to help. Tending to the Strawberry fields and chatting with the nature spirits about gardening and agriculture in general were your favorite hobbies.
Back in your dadâs neighborhood, you had a best friend. You two shared everythingâ quite literally, since she could see through the Mist.
She passed her driverâs license test the day you went to camp, so she promised sheâd let you know the results.
But only if you could find a way to contact her, because everybody knew phones were monster magnets.
A cabin mate had once said he saw Minho from the Hermes cabin successfully deliver messages in dreams for a friend of his from cabin 5.
It could be a long shot but you wanted to know how your best friend did.
Now, I know what you might askâ
âWhy me and not any Hypnos kid? Theyâre specialized in sleep and dreams.â
Minho was arms crossed against his cabinâs wall, examining you with his cat-like eyes.
âIâve been told youâre good at it and youâre way more focused than any of them. I donât want to spend hours explaining something that could take minutes.â
He smirked. âYou couldâve just told me you wanted to spend time with me, gorgeous.â
Cheeks burning, your eyes opened widely. âThatâs notââ
âItâs okay. So, what do I get in exchange?â
Ah. You didnât think this far.
â... A flower crown? Cookies?â You were genuinely searching for a fair trade when he bursted out laughing.
âYouâre cute.â
âIf youâre just gonna make fun of me, Iâll just go to Jeno, sorryââ
He straightened, suddenly serious. âNo," he said loudly. He coughed, "I mean no, Iâm sorry for laughing. Iâll do it. Iâll take the flower crown and the cookies, though.â
You smiled so sweetly, his heart hammered in his chest.
âThank you.â
âSure,â he coughed again, probably to hide his red ears this time.
You walked away a few steps then turned around. âWhen do you want to do it?â
âTonight, if itâs okay for you.â
âOkay, see you soon!â You waved him goodbye and, as you jogged away, Minho couldnât keep his eyes off you.
Deep down, he was thrilled to have you asking him for help. He had developed a tiny crush on you after seeing you using your magic in the fields on sunny days, your skin glowing with beauty. Or whenever you gracefully walked past him on your way to the dining pavilion or the combat arena.
He wanted to know more about you. That was the only reason he accepted your request, because he wouldnât do it for anyone.
âI really thought youâd only do it for friends,â Changbin fake pouted, âor am I nothing to you?â
âShut up, I did it because you begged, and you are my friend.â
âOh⌠so that means that Demeter kid is someone to you. Got it,â he grinned before running away, avoiding his friendâs murderous hands by a centimeter.
âYou better not tell a soul!â Minho yelled, before getting ready for his archery lesson.
After dinner, Minho followed you to the Demeter cabin.
âEveryone is at the bonfire, I thought it would be better if we were alone,â you said, sitting on your bed.
The gifts were placed on your bedside table and Minho was standing in front of you, a little uncomfortable.
âAre you okay?â you asked.
âOf course. Letâs do this.â
He made you lay down on your bed, walked to the front of it and placed his hands around your temples without touching you.
âRelax, think about your friend. Iâm going to touch your head, you can tell me to stop at any time.â
âAlright, you can proceed.â After giving him a smile of encouragement, you closed your eyes and focused.
Minho quickly shook away his feelings and concentrated on the task at hand.
It lasted a few minutes, and you could see your best friend vividly like you were actually there with her.
Thanks to him, you got to talk to her, cheer for her when she said she aced the test and give her a hug.
When you finally opened your eyes, Minho was standing next to your bed, contemplating the flower crown you made for him. It was placed on the bedside table along with a batch of cookies.
âEverything went well?â he asked.
âYes, thank you Minho,â you beamed. âTake it, itâs yours.â
He hesitated, so you got up, took it and put it delicately on his head, all the while his eyes were locked on yours.
âI thought youâd be more interested in the cookies. You look handsome with it,â you complimented, taking a step back to take in his appearance.
Doing his best to ignore the sensation in his chest at your words, he bit into a freshly baked cookie. âHonestly, you didnât have to give me anything, I wouldâve helped you either way. Hm, itâs good.â
âYou literally asked for those,â you reminded him.
âYou proposed, I accepted,â he countered, shrugging. âBut if you insist, you can remind me of our earlier conversation while we walk on the beach together.â
âAre you asking me on a date, Lee Minho?â you smiled, biting on a cookie too.
He mirrored your expression. âDepends, will you say yes?â
âItâs indeed good. Yes, Iâd love to talk some more.â
thank you for reading! if you enjoyed, here's the masterlist <3
#wkcnet#kflixnet#k labels#stray kids#lee minho#kpop demigod au#stray kids demigod au#stray kids x you#gender neutral reader#stray kids imagines#stray kids scenarios#stray kids drabbles#percy jackson au#pjo#hoo#stray kids minho#stray kids x reader#lee minho x reader#lee minho fluff#stray kids lee know#stray kids fluff
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Pairing: Randy Orton x Mavis Pete(oc) x LA Knight
Warning: public fingering, degradation, use of the word âcuntâ not suitable for minors 21+
Word count: 7k âI hope you heathens are happy now
Special tag: @wanderingpages s/o to my main beta reader, the bitch slayed me again. â¤ď¸âđĽ
A/n: Listen, this on was edited, not only that but I literally army crawled and struggled to get this shit done lol. Yes LA Knight was indeed in a boy band with his friends back in the day heâs said so himself. Heâs literally so baby girl sometimes I love him. Anywho hope yâall enjoy this chapter and the story so far. Again Iâll reiterate that sometimes Iâd prefer to use a wrestlers real name for the most part, and in this case itâs LA Knight, oc calls him by his government. Iâd imagine he wouldnât mind closer friends and such doing that. Also also also, reblog, leave comments and like please and thank you â¨đ
Chapter 4
My week has already started off somewhat chaotic, I nearly missed my flight from the last town, and I had a bit of difficulty with the rental place. After that was handled, and I settled, I finally got to do one of my favorite things, go to the salon,and get my hair done. After a month and a half, Iâm finally getting a new weave installed. Luckily, our next stop was New York City, so it was nothing for me to meet up with my stylist, Peach, at her salon. I pulled up to the suite with an overnight bag containing a change of clothes, a hair accessories bag, a pair of sweat suits on, and my hair piled up on the top of my head. From afar, I caught a few men with cameras pointed at me. I sigh and place my shades over my eyes, trying to pay them no mind. Paparazzi in my face is something Iâm used to considering my time in the WWE, but thereâs a constant nagging in the deep recesses of my mind, wondering about the possibility of a bad shot and a misleading story concocted from it. Still, my lips tilt in a smirk giving them just a little something to work with.
Peachâs set up is so professional, the front has chairs lined up against the windows where customers can sit and wait. The receptionist desk is made out of gray, and white marble. Pictures of beauty icons lined the walls of the hallway that led to the back where the shampooing, and styling stations were. The receptionist at the front greeted me, and had me sign in. It wasn't long before I was being taken back by a shampoo girl to get my hair washed, blow dried, and then braided for the wig. By the time I actually sat down in Peachâs chair, the process was more than halfway over. She smiled at me through the beauty mirror in front of us; this was my favorite part of my work week, and I never take this time for granted. This is probably the only other time I don't talk in depth about wrestling, which Iâm absolutely grateful for. Sometimes it feels like the gig is 24/7, but going to hair and nail appointments was one of the more mundane things that kept my brain intact.
âWhat are the plans for today?â She asked, guiding my head back to lean into her chair, helping me get comfortable as her work takes time. I inhaled deeply â the first thing that popped into my brain was Shaun. Tonight was our first official date, although he didn't actually call it a date, but hanging out with someone you're consistently having sex with is definitely a date to me.
âApparentlyâŚâ I hesitated in telling her, only because I could already guess her reaction. âIâm going on a date.â And without having to look at her , I knew Peachâs face was set in a grim, almost unimpressed expression.
âEw, why?â She then caught herself, not wanting to sound too put off, âWait, who with?â She was suspicious of my answer; sheâs made it evidently clear she doesn't really agree with my choice in men. Especially since she found out about Nic and I via twitter. I think she just naturally assumed Iâm surrounded by jackasses and sheâs partially right.
I peek an eye open, taking in her reaction, âRemember my co-worker, LA Knight?â
âStupid name.â She mumbled, rolling her eyes, but nodding her head. I couldn't help but let out a chortle of laughter. Itâs understood between us that she just cares about me, and wants the best. Which, if you don't have a friend thatâs willing to beat someone's ass, or at the very least tell them off in a very passionate manner, then are they really your friend?
âHey, be nice, thatâs a future Hall of Famer youâre insulting.â I playfully scolded her, only for her to give me an indescribable response somewhere between a mumble and a grunt. I rolled my eyes this time, âWell, he asked me on a date a few days ago, and honestly Iâm kind of nervous because it was so, like, left field, ya know?â I replayed the scene in my head, finally being able to reflect on that day from a birds eye view. Truth be told, I still wasn't sure if I wanted to entertain the idea of us dating, even if it was just meant to be âfunâ as he described it.
Sheâs quiet for this run as well, letting me ruminate and maybe taking in the situation herself. âYou wanna know why youâre nervous?â Peach asked, voice softening a bit, and suddenly I was all in, willing to listen to a married woman, and anything she had to tell me. âHe likes you â more than a situationship, and more than a friend. I mean, he might be in love with you, Mavis.â She said earnestly. I felt my face heat up, and my eyebrows scrunched together as denial fought its way through.. It is something I thought about, but I wanted to be wrong.
âWhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?â I asked awkwardly, my voice cracking, eyelids widened. A chagrin expression morphing onto my face. Peach pressed her lips together, a stern expression written across her features; we stared each other down through the mirror, and off course I broke first. Letting out an uncomfortable kind of laughter to fill the silence, I bit my lip when I realized she wasnât laughing with me.
âAnd you knew that didnât you? But you said yes anyways.â She confirmed without me having to. A part of me felt bad, because the truth of the matter was, if I cut off Shaun I felt like I wonât have anyone else to entertain me.
âWhat happens when you fuck around and actually like him back when itâs too late? Like, I love you a lot but, is this a game you really wanna play?â Peach asked, her tone firm, and serious now. Boy, did she always ask the hard hitting questions. âIâm not getting on you, itâs just something to think about. Either way, itâs your choice what you do.â She said softly after observing how my lips dropped into a frown.
I sighed heavily, deciding to let it go for now, I turned my attention towards my stomach. As soon as I thought about food, my stomach grumbled, and I didnât wanna eat out again since Iâm going out with Shaun later. Maybe just something to knock the edge off? âHungry? Iâm buying.â I offered.
âSort of, I kinda just wanted a smoothie or something, though. My boyfriend made dinner at home,â Peach grinned letting me steer the conversation elsewhere. she already had her phone out scrolling for open restaurants nearby, and my stomach growled louder at the thought, causing us both to burst out in laughter. We took a small break, waited for the smoothies, and while we waited I decided to play a silly game of smash or pass with Peach. She passed all the options; this set a record for the most eyerolls in one conversation, but then we got around to Randy.
âPlease, for the love of God, don't say smash, Mavis.â Peach deadpanned, a light hearted, yet disappointed expression etched across her face. I opened my mouth to explain, but she immediately cut me off. âIsnât he supposed to be your mentor or something?â
âAnd youâve never wanted to fuck your teacher?â I argued back without hesitation, she couldnât contain the smile that broke out onto her face and she threw her head back.
âYou know what, am I even surprised? I know more about that man than I should, no thanks to you,â she grumbled, only pausing her rant to check the notification on her phone, indicating our food had come; Peach ordered us both smoothies, a nutella waffle, and some mozzarella sticks. We nibbled, and chatted for a little while longer, then Peach got back to work on my hair. By the time she actually finished, the sky turned a pink lemonade hue outside, and the foot traffic on the streets began to pick up.
âWow, Peach, another banger, this looks amazing!â I ran my fingers through the grape colored curls gently, then turned to wrap my arms around her. We squeezed each other tightly, â Hey do you mind if I use your bathroom to change my clothes real quick.â
âAre you gonna ask me every time to use the facilities you help to keep up?â She asked playfully, her lips curling up into a grin, but she pointed me in the direction of the back rooms where the bathroom was located. I grabbed my duffle bag, then slipped inside, and put on the light. I made sure to flick a few pics of myself, before and after my outfit change. I quickly opened Instagram to post them, not thinking anything of it. I packed my worn clothes into my bag, collected my things, then walked back into the salon. I made sure to hug Peach one more time, and swiped my debit card on the way out the door. I hopped into my rental, then made my way back to the hotel.
With the time I had left, I wasnât really in the mood to wear a full face of makeup, so I decided to strategically draw on a sharp batwing eyeliner. Just as I was applying my second coat of mascara, the phone rang and I nearly jumped out of my skin. âUgh.â I groaned, reluctantly I picked up my phone, it was Shaun. âI almost stabbed myself in the eye thanks to you.â I grumbled, from his side of the video call, it looked like he was already outside the hotel.
A bright smile stretched across his face, I hated how handsome he was sometimes, it made it hard for me to deny him. âDon't worry, doll face, you wont need âem where weâre going,â he joked. The scenery behind him changed as he walked into the hotel, smiling to anyone that passed him by. He was damn near glowing â I don't think Iâve ever seen him this happy before.
âA doofus you are.â I quipped, to which he snorted. Thereâs a tapping on my door and I wasn't surprised to see him on the opposite end of the threshold. His eyes softened upon seeing me. I hung up the phone on my end, and threw my arms around his neck. He seemed stunned by my eagerness. Shaun and I communicate a lot outside of work; even when weâre not physically together, weâre texting, or talking on the phone all day. This makes me feel uber important considering heâs usually busier than me at the moment with the company pushing him to be a made man, so heâs been booked a lot more than usual. It made me tear up thinking about it, I guess I was staring too long, Shaun held me at arms length observing my expression.
âHey, you okay sweetheart?â With one hand gently squeezing my shoulder, the other held my fingers to his chest. My free hand wrapped around the back of his neck, and my fingers dug into his honey blonde hair. The corners of his lips curled upward into a tiny smile, and his eyelids drooped slightly. A while ago, we discovered thatâs one of his âspots.â I tilted my head to one side, my smile mirroring his.
âIâm just so happy for you, ya know? The company is really trusting you to be in a top position. And all of your success â you know how I love to watch my friends win, Shaun.â My voice just above a whisper, a sparkle of pride flashed in his eyes. He let out a breath, and quickly deflected the attention to me, like I knew he would.
Kissing me on the nose, he said, âWell, Iâm just trying to keep up with you, little miss. hottest thing to rise out of NXT, little miss. First, womenâs money in the bank winner. Now, sheâs up on main roster, rolling with the big dogs, face on posters, and cups. Nike shoe deals, cameos in tv shows, music video vixenâŚI could go on, sheâs got an extensive resume already.â He listed off my accomplishments, all those things were nice, and Iâm grateful for all my opportunities, but I always felt as if I was the background character in my own life.
âSo I guess you could say, Iâm aâŚMegastar.â I wiggled my eyebrows suggestively, and Shaun threw his head back, chuckling deeply. He was able to recover quickly, then leaned down and kissed me on the corner of my lips.
âYeah.â My impression of LA Knight always won him over, even if it was stupid, and sometimes a far cry from what he actually sounded like. I was a fan before anything else, which he found endearing, thankfully.
âAlright, save some fun for the actual date, huh?â Shaun unwrapped himself from me so that I could quickly run to grab my purse, and phone. With our arms linked, we walked out only to be stopped shortly by a few of our inner circle. Xavier turned just before we crossed each other, tailed by Tyler Breeze and Big E.
âDamn! New wig, who dis?â Big E called out to me, the boys slapped hands with Shaun before they gently brought me into a side hug. Tyler is wholly responsible for Shaun and I âbumpingâ into each other at that christmas party. Now, whether Tyler shoving me into Shaun was actually an accident or not⌠well that was still debatable. While Big E and Shaun were busy making some small talk, Xavier and Tyler pestered me.
Tyler slapped me on my shoulder, a grin on his lips, âI bet right about now youâre thinking, âgee, Iâm so glad Tyler accidentally bumped into me at that partyâ and to that I say, youâre welcome.â Xavier instantly bubbled up into giggles, which initially I wanted to be annoyed by Tylers statement, but Xavierâs laugh is so undeniable, and contagious.
âWhatever, doofus.â I rolled my eyes, by that time, Big E, and Shaun had rejoined our group. He threw his arm around my shoulder, I could feel my face heat up by the way the guys looked at me. Tyler was ready to burst, and Xavier wasn't too far behind him. They were the big brothers I never wanted sometimes. Shuan and I havenât ever been this open with any form of affection, maybe a love tap here or there, or a playful flirt. But tonight, heâs practically waving a banner around for everyone to see and for some reason, it was making me anxious..
âLove to stay and chat fellas, but thereâs a steak with my name on it.â Shuanâs light hearted tone put me at ease, reminding me that these are my friends, and that if I could trust anyone, it would be them. Probably with my life if Iâm being honest. At last, we were alone again, walking through the hotel lobby and towards the parked car. Thankfully, the sun had gone down, and a nice breeze blew through the air. Shaun opened the passenger door for me, and I made sure to plant a soft kiss on his cheek before getting in.
I checked my phone as I settled in. Randy, had apparently he had been calling me all day. A few hours ago he had sent me a few texts. I bit my lip, guilt tightened in my chest â how could I have forgotten about him?
12:30 pm Randyđ: Hey kid, ready? Iâll swing by in a little bit
12:40 pm Randyđ: You forgot about training, didn't you?
1:15 pm Randyđ: Câmon Mavis, youâre killing me, call me later. Weâre gonna have to talk about this.
I puffed out air from my cheeks, nothing worse than being scolded by your idol, Randy Orton at that. I had been concentrating on the screen so intensely that I didn't even realize I never asked where the hell Shaun was taking me. âUmm, so you never told me what our date was.â I finally spoke up, it wasn't out of the ordinary that we sat in silence, I appreciated the fact that he didn't take my constant dissociating personally.
âBoy, I thought youâd never ask.â He joked, he glanced at me for a moment, a grin on his lips. One hand on the steering wheel, the other on my thigh, and hiphop music in the background. My heart thudded, I felt like a girl in one of those cheesy romance comedies, like I was Kate Hudson or something. Right when I think Iâm out of the trenches with this man, he somehow reels me back in with the simplest of things, and I wonder if he knew that. Because besides Nic, Iâm not exactly known to keep men around that long. Shaunâs been here almost a year.
âShut up.â I rolled my eyes halfheartedly to which he chuckled.
âItâs a surprise, I think youâd like it though, itâs a little place where you can really let your star power shine.â He said vaguely, leaving me with more confusion than before, but soon my questions were answered. We pulled into a packed parking lot, the front of the building said âMelodysâ in bright red led letters.
My heart pounded with excitement, and a little bit of nervousness. I recognize this place from when it came across my Instagram timeline two weeks ago. âShaun! Why didnât you tell me weâre going to karaoke? I would have been more prepared.â I groaned, no matter how hard I tried to rack my brain for the perfect song, there were simply too many for me to choose from.
âSorry man, I just assumed youâd have one, everyone has a karaoke song!â He claimed, to which I went silent for a moment, and he looked at me expectantly.
âIâve never been before.â I said quietly.
âWhat?â He seemed genuinely surprised by this.
âYeah.â I whispered, now feeling embarrassed under his gaze. My eyes tore away from his, no longer able to hold his stare. He seemed genuinely shocked by this information.
âI never knew that. I figured weâd go and just have a blast.â His large hand held mine gently, our fingers laced together, and with his other hand he grabbed me by the chin turning my face back to him. âWe can always go somewhere else if you wantââ
âNo, I wanna do this. Iâve always wanted to go, so maybe this is a sign.â Then I leaned in, and placed a sweet kiss on his lips. Even when I pulled away he lingered, eyes still closed, and lips slightly puckered.
âIâm waiting for another one.â He mumbled, the corner of his mouth turning up slightly into a lopsided grin, and I couldnât help my giggle. I rolled my eyes, but granted him one more kiss, this time more heated than the last. I pulled him closer by the back of the neck, his tongue caressed the inside of my mouth, and caused me to moan into him.
Reluctantly we both pulled away for air, âWe could always make a bed out of the backseat.â Shaun offered, his tone suggested he was joking, but his eyes said otherwise. I reached my hand out to his check, my thumb swiped over his lips cleaning the gloss I smeared across his mouth.
âAnd waist this outfit? Nah nah.â
âI love it when you say my catchphrases.â He breathed, still leaning forward to catch another kiss, but I moved away before he could swoop in. He rolled his eyes, turned to get out of the car, and walked around to my side. He opened the door for me, took my hand, and helped me out. Our lips pressed together again before I could even process him pushing close the door behind me. My lips parted in a gasp as his hands moved to grip at my hips, pressing me back onto the cool metal of the car. My hands moved to his neck, that spot where he liked, weaving my fingers into the hair on the nape of his neck. I wasn't sure what had gotten into him, but I was a long way from arguing with him. I was pulling him closer against me, searching for a lazy sort of dominance in the way our tongues seemed to collide. His thumbs moved sinuously over my skin, feeling warm despite the layer of clothing between us. My knees started feeling weak. Something about the way his hands were caressing me, and making out in a dim lit parking lot felt scandalous.
âShaun,â I murmured, pulling away enough to let my words out, âI'm wearing a skirt.â I whispered through kisses that were turning more ravenous as we went on. I did nothing to stop him, even when I felt his hand squeeze my thigh, and slide up the back. I lifted my leg, wrapping it around his hip, and his fingers crept up further, disappearing underneath my skirt.
âI know.â He said playfully, and my heart jumped when I felt his fingers graze me over my panties. A soft caress at first that had me keening, then a little harder, causing my vision to blur with every intense beating of my pulse. I slur out his name, forgetting my own momentarily as I leaned my head against his neck. His fingers stroked up and down before tugging at the satin and pulling the material to the side. Cool air sent a shiver up my spine, tightening my nipples almost painfully. If I hadn't been holding onto Shaun for dear life, I fear not much would have stopped me from pulling at my shirt and begging his mouth towards the pointed tips. His palm cupped me in a way that made me think it was possible he felt every throb of my clit against his skin. My breaths were labored against his skin, and his soothing words felt akin to nonsense with the way I was struggling to stay focused. âSweet girl,â he murmured into my soul, âDid you wear this tight little thing in hopes of me doing this tonight?â I bit down on my lip to stop the startled noise threatening to escape when slowly, he slid a finger into me. âYouâre already so fucking wet,â he said, as if I wasnt so completely aware. He stroked in and out almost torturously slow, curving his digit just slightly.
âOh my God.â I whined, tilting my head to stare up at him. I couldnât see his eyes in this lighting but I bet he was enjoying the fuck out of this. As soft as Shaun was with me, I knew there was a side of him that wanted to hit me over the head with a frying pan, most men did.
âI love the faces you make,â he admitted. âI wonder what happens when I do this.â He pushed a second finger into me, making my eyes grow wide at the intrusion. The stretch wasnât anything I couldnât handle â if anything it made me crave more. My eyebrows drew together, and my head fell back when this palm bumped my clit.
âFuck.â I moaned, lips parting and toes curling. I felt the muscles in my stomach tighten and contract against my will, and my hips began to undulate, hoping to gain more friction. My breath stopped in my throat, it was getting harder to breathe. The air seemed to still around us and my heart began to thump loudly into my ears. I almost didnât hear the sound of someoneâs car door slamming. My fingers gripped him tighter in fear, and I turned my head, looking to see if anyone was headed towards us. Shaunâs hand still at my hip suddenly rested against my neck. He slid it up, wrapping his rough fingers around my chin and forcing my gaze back to his, all the while his steady fingering had yet to stop.
âEyes on me, little miss,â his demand was so low it felt like the sweetest caress. My lidded eyes grew only heavier as his palm pressed into my clit again. I had thought it was an accident at first, but this time he did it again. Over, and over, bringing me right back to him, and the heat he was sending through my body with the way he was working me. âJust me,â he murmured, tenderly. I nodded almost imperceptibly, but it was enough for him. âSay it,â he whispered, and my knees began to tremble.
âJustâŚâ My voice was hoarse, barely above a whisper, âOh God,â I gripped him so hard, I knew his blood would be beneath my nails if I looked. He moved faster and faster, edging me until I told him what he wanted to hear, âJust you,â I nearly wept and the hand on my chin slid down to the base of my throat, adding pressure to my whispered chants. âJust you, just youâŚâ and it felt like a little more than just for this moment right now. âPlease.â I begged, and I wasnât even sure what I was begging for, I just knew I needed it. He leaned in to me, his lips close to my ear, and he whispered things to me I thought heâd never say.
âI always knew you had a slut in you, out in the parking lot getting fingered in public, but this is what you wanted wasnât it? â The deepness of his voice, vibrating in my ears, traveled straight down between my thighs. My breath caught in my throat, I could feel it right there, the edge was so close, and I was about ready to jump over it. âLook at you,â he said softly, lips tickling the tip of my ear, âTaking my fingers in the parking lot like a little slut. Did you want him to watch?â took my earlobe between his teeth and I can only gather he meant whoever had just come out of their car. âWant to put on a little show so they could see uptight little Mavis come undone by sweet nothings and a LA Knightâs fingers in her tight little cunt?â
âFuck you,â I murmured, eyes screwing shut as his fingers slammed into me faster and harder. âYes,â I blurted out, âYes, yes,â I felt a coiling heat start at the pit of my stomach and encased me fully. A sheen of sweat coats my skin despite the cool night. Iâd say anything this man wanted me to if it meant getting me closer to climax.
âEverytime I say no, you bat those pretty little eyes at me, and I come running. A spoiled fucking brat, isnât that right?â The sound of wet flesh on flesh filled my ears. It was so hard for me to see straight, let alone speak.
âYes⌠ah! Iâm such a fucking bratâŚâ I stuttered out, my words mixed with moans, and my back arching. He pressed his lips to me, kissing my cheek, my ears, anywhere he could reach. âUgh⌠Iâm gonna come⌠donât stop, please donât stop,â I begged in a way I never thought I would.
âI know baby, I know. Iâm not going anywhere till you finish, I donât care how long it takes.â He breathed huskily into my ear. I pulled him in closer, my arms wrapping around him tightly. I brought my other leg up around him, and rocked my hips against him. That was just the right amount of rhythm I needed, and seconds later my hips halted, and just like that I came undone.
âThatâs a good girl, let it out, come all over my fingers.â He encouraged me.
âUgh.â I groaned, squeezing my eyes shut, and burying my face into his shoulder, trying to not scream out into the void of night. . Shaun held me there, slowly pulling his fingers away, and causing my inner muscles to flex. After a moment passed, he slowly, and carefully let my legs down. One hand helped me smooth out my ruffled clothing while I held his other wrist, slowly bringing his fingers to my mouth, sucking him clean of my own essence.
âGlutinous.â He teased, though his eyes glinted something equivalent to carnal desire. We take a moment to come back to our senses, then he gives me a smile I couldn't help but return.
âWhat was that?â I asked, finally as we began to walk through the parking lot. Shaun had wrapped an arm around me protectively as a group of what looked to be drunk men stumbled in our direction. They didnât bother us, but he had an eye on them nonetheless.
We paused at the back door, he signaled to the door man to give them a moment. âI sensed you were a little on edge, or at least distracted. I really just wanted to take your mind off things.â He said honestly, he held me by the hands, looking coy and charmingly boyish for a split second. I canât help but mirror him, giving his fingers a squeeze.
âThen fun I shall have.â I giggled.
âThatâs my girl.â Shaun pulled me by the hand. He passed the door man some money, and he happily opened the back door to the club. The sound of the music carried out into the night time air, engulfing us as we entered.. We held onto each other, his hand tightened around my wrist with an iron grip as he navigated us through the sea of bodies. There was seating sectioned off by a red velvet rope, and from what I could tell a small group of people were already seated there.
âHey girl!â I squinted my eyes, to see Bianca waving me down from behind the vip. Montez behind her, they both danced up to us, she wrapped her arms around me, and instantly felt at home.
âHey! What are you guys doing here?â Shaun didnât tell me Bianca and Montez would be here, I would have been ecstatic to hang out with them.
âHe didnât tell you? We told him like two weeks ago to ask you out, Montez and I planned on going out to karaoke anyway. We figured it would be a great excuse to tag along.â She shrugged her shoulders, then took a sip of her fruity looking drink.
I gawked at her in shock, âSince when the hell do you like Shaun? And how come no one told me about any of this?â I wasnât sure whether to be upset or not that she had set me up like this. I mean of course it was out of love, but I would have liked to have been included, damn it.
âSince Montez told me he wouldnât shut up about you on one of their guy nights out.â Bianca revealed, a small smile stretched across her lips, and a knowing look on her face. Shaun was talking about me to his friends? I could feel my face heating up, I looked over to where he and Montez stood talking about God knows what. I swallowed thickly as the fluttering in the pit of my stomach went wild when he turned to glance at me. He held his thumb up to me, then switched to a thumbs down, but I answered with a thumbs up. He nodded his head, and went back to his conversation. âYou two are so very much dating, I mean Iâm pretty sure everyone else thought so, but now you wonât be able to fake the funk.â
âGod, shut up.â I laughed. We chatted for a while. As it turned out, they only arrived a little bit before we did, and apparently Bianca signed us up as a duo. Which Iâm thankful for, but then she made me sign up for my own solo song. After the boys came back from getting us some food, they sat down at our table.
âSo, did you know, LA used to do Karaoke all the time with his friends?â Montez happened to have offered this information that Iâm sure Shaun didnât expect him to share at all. It wasnât like he was embarrassed per say, but knowing him itâs probably something he wanted to brag about himself.
âYou did what?â Already a large grin was forming across my face, being a Scorpio and would not, he had that whole mysterious vibe going on. It was so fun to peel back his layers, and find out something new every time, especially when it came via other people.
âAh well, yes. It was more so a band; my friends and I would cover songs.â He was caught off guard by the topic, but explained nonetheless. This was by far the most interesting thing I found out about him.
âWhoa, okay JT.â I giggled, he rolled his eyes, he feigned a look of offense. In my peripheral I could see Bianca snapping pictures of us, and she didnât even try to hide it.
âOkay, not too much, calm down.â He took a sip of his drink, from what I could tell it was maybe scotch, but he had gotten a margarita for me. Our names were further down in the queue, so we talked and had a few more drinks. By the time I had my third margarita I was feeling slightly buzzed, then I got the bright idea to sip on Shaunâs.
I grunted as I swallowed, burning on its way down my throat, and warming up my chest. âI was trying to warn you, but you gulped it down before I could say something.â He chuckled, but rubbed my back in an effort to soothe the pain. It only helped in the sense that he was sweet enough to do even that, even if it was while laughing at me. Bianca had brought a tray of shots back to the table, I think there may have only been four or five.
âWhatâs this for?â I looked up at her, she smiled, and picked up a glass. Without any more words she brought it to my lips, I didnât question it, instead tilted my head back, and swallowed the liquor down.
Then she downed her own drink. Putting a hand on my shoulder, she said, "We're next.â Shaun clapped his hands together, and slapped fifty dollars on the table.
âAlright girls, I got money on you, get these people up off their feet.â He grinned, Montez followed his lead by also slapping money down on the table, and then a plastic card.
We looked at him confused at first, âAnd thereâs been another fifty plus twenty five dollars off at The Cheesecake Factory,â He said proudly to which Bianca and I just rolled our eyes, and went up on stage. The crowd buzzed with mixed reactions for a moment. I could tell a few people recognized us, because then they proceeded to pull out their phone. Of course I posed for a few of them. The crowd really started to stir up when music started up.
âCâmon now, thatâs the best yâall got? Let me hear some noise!â Bianca shouted, and I was quick to follow her lead.
âIf itâs some laddies in the house thatâs tired of scrubs lemme hear you holla!â On cue, the women in the club shouted and whistled as loudly as they could. Putting on a performance for people wasnât out of the norm for me, but being able to do so without any restrictions was otherworldly. Especially being side by side with one of my closest friends, and when the music started it felt like everyone else didnât even matter. No Scrubs is a song you could sing in your sleep, but when Left Eyeâs verse came up, I was the only one of us that knew it by heart.
âSee if you can't spatially expand my horizons, then that leaves you in a class of scrubs never rising..â I sang, the pop from the crowd really let me know they were with me, and from our VIP section, Montez was the loudest. Bianca, now my personal hype man, wrapped her arm around my shoulder as we bounced in sync as if weâve done this before. It felt like as soon as the song started it was over, a few people had stirred up in the crowd chanting, âHottie,â then another group of people started chanting, âEST.â Next thing we knew the crowd was going back and forth, âHOTTIE,â and âEST.â
âMuch love yâall.â I held out my hands making a heart symbol, Bianca and I posed for a few more pictures, but eventually got off the stage. When we came back to the table it looked like a waitress had cleared our mess, and had left our unfinished drinks. Montez was chanting for us, and fist pumping. Shaun looked up at me from his seat. His eyes shined with desire, he clapped his hands together, I held my hand out, and he placed the money in my hands.
He chucked deeply, I took my seat next to him, and fanned myself off with his money. Then I stuffed it in my chest, Bianca picked up the gift card and waved it around. âI guess weâre having a girls night at cheesecake.â We fist bumped then giggled, the night was far from over, but I didnât have any more drinks. When it was Shaunâs turn, the crowd was absolutely jumping, without him having to work for it, and I wasnât surprised. He just had that kind of energy. That and Iâve learned NYC crowds love himâ must be an east coast thing.
The opening guitars of Beat It blasted through the packed nightclub, and I was in awe of how shockingly amazing he sounded. He moved on the stage with such confidence, and aptitude, it was weirdly turning me on. Now I wished this was how I met him. Shaun didnât hold anything back, he was full out dancing, and playing air guitar. I was gobsmacked. I felt like a groupie the way I slipped out of the VIP section and ran up to the front of the barricade where people crowded around him. I threw my body in every direction, banging my head as hard as my body would allow. I turned to see Bianca had followed me, we held each other by the shoulders dancing, and singing. When the song was over, we maneuvered our way back to our section.
I threw my arms around Shaun when he met up with us, âHow come you never told me you could sing? That was awesome!â Suddenly, I was struck by a burst of energy, forgetting all about where we were. I pressed my lips to his out of excitement, he body froze for a second, but he quickly recovered. We pulled away for air, when my eyes opened I was caught in his pretty blue irises. The fluttering stirred up again, my head felt a little dizzy, and my knees weakened. Bianca, and Montez cheered from the sidelines and brought me back to reality. We stayed for another hour, but the post performance crash was hitting me hard.
âHey, yâall ready to get out of here?â Montez asked. Bianca was already standing with her phone, and purse in hand.
I let out a yawn, âYeah, besides I have media to do tomorrow morning.â When I stood from my seat I stumbled a little, Shaunâs hands were quick to catch me before I landed on my face. He held onto my elbows, and carefully steadied me. âThanks,â I smiled. He winked at me in response and if he hadn't been holding me, I would have stumbled again.
We all said our goodbyes then split. Shaun held onto me, his grip tighter than before. The sun had already gone down when we got here, but now it was approaching midnight. âLooks like we got outta there just in time, one more rock song and the roof would have popped off.â He joked as he started the car. Feeling a chill, I reached for the heat. I didnât notice Shaun was already doing the same thing, so when our fingers touched it came as a surprise to me, somewhat jolting me out of shock. When my eye met his, a smile grew across my lips, and my heart skipped a beat.
I pulled my hand out the way, and let him hit the buttons for the heat. Shaun glanced over at me, a curious expression on his face, âwhat are you all smiley about?â He asked, quoting my words from earlier.
âThat was the most fun, outside of work, Iâve had in forever.â I giggled, my hand reached over to caress his cheek and ear as he drove.
âSee, it wasn't so bad, was it? And our friends were there, the crowd gave you a big ole pop.â Shaun complimented me sweetly.
âYeah but the way you worked the room was crazy business, I had no idea you could sing. Like sing sing!â Not once did this come up, he told me how shy he used to be as a kid, and how he used to go find a place to hide and let loose with music. But being a part of a band was something else altogether.
He shrugged, a sheepish grin stretched across his lips, âJust never thought you were interested in hearing it, honestly.â
âIs it because I talk about myself a lot? I'm sorry.â A feeling of guilt settled into my chest as I recall our past conversations. Most if not all, consisted of me doing what I felt like was yapping while my head laid on his chest, and his arms wrapped around me.
âAwe no, listen doll face, thatâs just our dynamic. You talk, I listen, and if I wasnât okay with that, Iâd tell you. I never brought it up because I just didnât feel like it was interesting, and the boys and I havenât done it in so long.â His voice sounded soft, and baritone as he reassured me. His hand found its way to my knee, squeezing it lovingly, before it traveled up to my thigh where his hand rested for the duration of the drive. My body relaxed, soon my forehead was pressed against the glass window, and I thought that Iâd close my eyes for a moment.I was falling asleep, as the next time I opened my eyes, we were back at the hotel, and Shaun was opening my passenger side door.
âOh shit, that was fast?â my voice was ladened with sleep.
âNot really, you 're just snoring the whole time.â Shaun teased, he handed over his keys to the valet, then took me by the hand, and walked us through the lobby to the elevators. He wrapped both arms around me from behind, pulling my close, and resting his chin on my head. My hands rested atop his, and my body melted into him. His cologne engulfed me, the warm scent beckoning me to sleep, but I fought to keep my eyes open till I made it to my bed.
By the time we made it to my hotel door I was ready to pass out, âThank you.â A goofy grin plastered onto my face, my voice lowered to a whisper as I was too sleepy to talk any louder.
âAnytime, princess.â I pulled him in for a kiss, and I lingered for a moment, my eyes still closed. Reluctantly I pushed away, and entered my suite. I threw my clothes off near the door, grabbed a makeup wipe, and cleaned off as much makeup as I could knowing Iâd regret it if I didn't in a few days time. I grabbed my bonnet, and the moment my head hit the pillow I passed out.
* Small mention: I do not own any lyrics by TLC, the verse/lyric I am referring to here is from No Scrubs by TLC. However, the only version to exists with Left Eyes rap verse is in the music video, to my knowledge. I will link the music video within the story for you all to enjoy.
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our love is god [ethan landry] pt. 5
read part 4 here || all parts
pairing: ethan landry x fem!reader
warnings: major character death, depictions of murder/suicide
a/n: okay here we get to see the toxic psycho behavior start to come out! this part is so different from the last that it gave me whiplash to write. n e ways hope you like
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Even before I turn over, I can feel Ethanâs eyes on me.Â
He grins. âHey, good morning,â
âHi,â I say, sitting up against the backboard. âHave you been up very long?â I check the alarm. Itâs relatively early still, only 8:15.
âNo, no,â he says. âI just didnât want to wake you. You looked so peaceful.â
Thereâs an awkward tension between us, neither quite knowing what to do now. Eventually, Ethan clears his throat. âSo I, uh, I had a really special time with you last night, and I kinda want to keep hanging out? If you want to, I mean.â
âYou mean like, go on some dates?â
âUm, yeah? If thatâs cool?â
I donât know if heâs ever asked a girl out before because he absolutely cannot look me in the eye, but his expression is so sweet that I lean over and gently kiss him.Â
âThat would be great.â
He smiles, and I almost lose myself in this moment, until I remember the rest of last night.Â
âShit, shit, shit,â I say, untangling myself from his arms. âI gotta go see Tara.â
Ethan frowns. âWait, why?â
âI have to apologize. Sheâs all alone right now, Sam left last night.â
âI donât see why itâs your job to tell her youâre sorry, though,â he says. âShe literally slapped you.â
I pull on some discarded jeans and a t-shirt. âItâs more complicated than that,â I sigh. âI donât want this to become a big thing. Easier to just apologize now, you know?â
He gets up and wraps me in his arms, resting his chin on my shoulder. âAlright. At least let me drive you? Itâs too far to walk right now.â
I know that itâs a bad idea to bring Ethan, but the feeling of his arms around me and the faded scent of his cologne is intoxicating. I canât help but be persuaded.
âFine, okay,â I say. âThank you.â
He gives me one more quick kiss on the neck before pulling away to get dressed.
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Usually, the drive to Taraâs is ten minutes long. Thanks to Ethanâs driving habits, we make it in five.
Pulling up to the house, a wave of nausea and jitters passes through my body. Iâm considering turning around until Ethan takes my hand in his. The non-verbal reassurance calms me down, and we walk into the house together.
Iâm surprised to find that the door is slightly ajar, deadbolts forgotten without Sam in the house. I know that sheâs still goneâ her car is missing from the drivewayâ but my theory is confirmed when I find a note on the kitchen table:Â
At gmas. Donât text. Call when you can have a real conversation -Sam.
âThatâs brutal,â Ethan whistles.
âYeah.â I remember how Sam looked at all of us last night, and it sends chills down my spine. I push it away. âI think I should bring her something.â
Ethan laughs. âDonât you think thatâs over the top?â
I roll my eyes at him. âOh, whatever. I just want this to work.â
Opening the fridge, I find a bottle of orange juice that Tara once mentioned was her favorite. âHey, thatâll work.â
Ethan grabs a ceramic cup from the cabinet and hands it to me. âHow about making it special? Got any mixers?â
âLike Sam keeps any alcohol in this house,â I scoff, pouring the juice into the cup. âPlus, a mimosa isnât the best hangover cure.â
âI donât know⌠I was thinking something more like this.â He reaches underneath the kitchen sink, pulling out a bottle of drain cleaner.Â
I laugh, thinking he's kidding, but he doesnât crack a smile or put the bottle away. âCome on,â he continues, pulling out an identical cup. âSheâll puke her guts out and youâll get a little revenge before you apologize.â
He pours in blue liquid and mixes it with equal parts orange juice. I canât lie, Iâm a little horrified. âDonât be a dick, Ethan, that stuff could kill her.â
He pauses for a second, and I canât read his expression before his face softens. âYouâre right, Y/N. Iâm sorry. I didnât think about that.â
He leans in and kisses me unexpectedly, and even though Iâm still weirded out by his suggestion, I melt into him, letting the moment take me.
âIs okay,â I mumble into his mouth. âWe gotta go. Sheâs probably waking up now.â
Without looking, I grab the cup from the table, distracted by Ethanâs eyes raking over me. It feels good to be wanted like this. I smirk at him and turn on my heels.Â
He follows me up the stairs, and together we approach Taraâs door. I know sheâs in there by the sound of her sleep music playing softly, even though itâs past 9:00 at this point. Taraâs usually an early riser, but Iâm willing to bet that the hangover is preventing her from starting her day.
Out of courtesy, I knock gently on her door. âTara? Are you in there?â
No reply. Not wanting to give up, I turn the knob and let myself in. Sheâs laying in her bed, facing away from us. âHey, Tara?â
Tara turns over, and I can tell sheâs not happy to see me. âWhat are you doing here, Y/N? And with⌠Ethan?â
Even though sheâs trying to ice me out, sheâs clearly interested in whatever happened between us. I clear my throat. âYeah. Listen, Tara, I know both of us said a lot of stuff we didnât mean last nightââ
âDid we?â she interrupts. âI donât know, you seemed pretty fucking sure of yourself when you got in the middle of my family business.â
Her words hurt, and I can feel Ethan shift uncomfortably behind me. âI know. Can we just forget about it?â
I hold out the cup and she eyes me suspiciously. âWhat, did you spit in this or something?â
âJesus, Tara, no,â I sigh. âI came to say sorry or whatever. You said itâs your favorite.â
This seems to persuade her. She takes the cup from me, sitting up in her bed. âIf this makes me feel better, Iâll consider accepting your apology.â
This makes me smile slightly, and I can see a glint in her eye that tells me she might not be as mad anymore. She lifts the cup to her lips and drinks, and I relax a little, thankful she accepted my peace offering.Â
But something is wrong. Really, really wrong.
As soon as she swallows, her face scrunches up. She drops the cup, spilling the contents on her comforter.
âTara?â I say, âWhatâs going on?â
Sheâs hacking now, and I see her start to convulse. Iâm full-on panicking now. âOh my god, Ethan, call 911!â
Heâs completely checked out, watching Tara choke. âFuck, Ethan, just do it!â I scream.
This seems to wake him up, and he grabs his phone from his back pocket. âJesus, itâs fucking dead!â
This canât be happening. I take her head in my lap, trying to elevate it so she doesnât choke, but thereâs no use. Tara wheezes and wheezes, then suddenly goes still, blood starting to trickle from her mouth.
Iâm frozen. I canât do anything but stare slack-jawed at Taraâs gaunt face in my lap.
Then it hits me, and I start screaming.
âOh my god! Fuck, fuck, how could this happen, how could we killââ
Ethan suddenly slaps his hand over my mouth, frighteningly out of character for him.
âY/N, stop, please, stop! Someoneâs going to hear.â He retracts his hand, and I feel my eyes welling with tears. Iâm shaking.Â
âJesus Christ,â I say. âI just killed my best friend.â
We sit in silence for a second until the reality of the situation dawns on me. âHoly fuck, what are we going to tell the cops?â
I can see the cogs in his brain turning, and he stumbles around the room. Suddenly, Ethan stops and picks up a copy of The Bell Jar from Taraâs desk.
âOkay. Now, we did a murder, and that's a crime. But, if this were like a suicide thingâŚâ
âA suicide thing?â I donât follow.
âI mean, you can do Taraâs handwriting just as well as your own, right?â
I suddenly understand what heâs asking me to do, and the thought makes me sick. But we have no other option.Â
I gently lift Taraâs head off of my lap so I can get up and rip out a piece of paper from her half-full history notebook. âFuck, what do I say?â
Ethan thinks for a second. âWe have to tie it back to last year. Make sure to talk about her fight with Sam last night.
It feels impossible, but I force myself to start writing.
Dear world,
You might think what Iâve done is shocking. To me, though, suicide is the obvious answer to the impossible challenge life has given me.Â
Though Richie Kirsch and Amber Freeman did not kill me last year, they stole something much more valuableâ my will to live.Â
The absence of my father and sister, the deaths of some of my closest friends, and then the departure of my mother, all combined, made me realize that there is no one left who really knows me, no one who really cares.Â
I canât live like this any longer, alone and afraid of an enemy who isnât there. I died knowing that there was no other option for me. I hope you can understand.
Tara
By the time Iâm done, Iâm shaking so hard that I drop the pen. The page is stained with my tears, but thereâs no time to rewrite it.
I collapse on the ground, and Ethan wraps his arms around me. âI know, I know,â he says. âItâll be okay. Weâll be okay.â
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Hiiiii!!!! I saw you were doing Bg3 Pairings and if youâre able Iâd be interested in submitting mine. Iâve only donât this like one other time but I think these a fun so far :))
Age: 19
She/ Her Cis
Myers Briggs: INTP
Likes: Cats (especially mine), Animals in general, classical art, most kinds of music (especially rock and alternative), horror movies, gothic literature, being outside
Dislikes: Cat and Animals Haters, loud noises, people who are very angry all the time, modern pop, Wasps, people who donât appreciate art and artists, Peas, Lima Beans :(
Favorite Feature: My eyes, most people say I have pretty eyes so I guess thats my most outstanding feature
Favorite Food: Steak and Lobster (also cookies, god I love cookies)
Song that would describe me: Squaring Up by Sir Chloe
Interests: Art, Writing, Going outdoors especially in the rural countryside or in the woods, cats
Hobbies: Drawing, Writing, Reading, Swimming, Weightlifting, dancing, spending time with my cats, listening to music
Mini Description: Iâm 5â6, 175 lbs, muscular build, I have shoulder length black dyed hair with purple roots and blunt bangs. Iâm goth so I dress in all black like all the time, sometimes I add in some darker colors. Im kind of a quite person until you start talking to me and then I canât stop yapping about one of my hobbies or interest or some niche topic I really like. Itâs funny though because some people are scared to talk to me when they first meet me, and trust me im literally just a goofball who is obsessed with art and cats. When im not studying for my classes im usually working on my comic book that I want to publish and/or working on animation because I want to be an animator and make a show out of my comic book. I like to keep busy, I donât like to stay still lol
Anyways have a good day/night! Thank you for your time! :D
(i am staring at you with jealousy and disrespect, also you have good taste in music.)
this was a bit more difficult, but ultimately made my decision because sir chloe is very karlach coded, and so is disliking lima beans.
i get that in people are afraid to talk to you, i've heard in some alt subcultures that's the general vibe! i find that those who may be the scariest are the sweetest at heart.
i feel like both of you have an orange cat energy about you, if that makes sense. im feelin, red velvet cupcakes, and those chocolate covered cherries people buy from the dollar store during Christmas time. no clue why anyone would like them, but they're sold nonetheless.
(dunno if that's the most American thing i've said, will someone let me know if it is.)
a couple of odd balls if you catch my drift.
also, you can steal her clothes, though in a modern sense karlach would probably just be in baggy tees and sweats. always the best outfit to have in ones wardrobe.
one thing of her affection would be insisting for you to do her eyeliner, special bonding time, per se.
it reminds me of that image of the two girls doing each-others makeup. :'D
i think because you both have scary dog energy she probably will need to offset it by being bright and bubbly.
a date seems like snuggles when you cant sleep late at night, so you give into the insomnia and watch video essays together, with cups of tea of course. perhaps building a pillow fort!
im sure she would love cats, a little guy in her house!!! a creature just chilling there!!! wow!!!!!
scents would be, rain on concrete, and water left in a water-bottle for too long. both positive things i suppose.
hope you enjoyyyed
#bg3#bg3 karlach#karlach bg3#karlach#karlach cliffgate#baulders gate 3#bg3 pairings#bg3 pairing#asks#anon#anon ask#answered#ask game#ask#pairing
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Sync Pair Retrospective - Hoenn VA (Common Pool)
And the other aspect of the Villain Arc: the commons.  Looker was finally added to the game, fulfilling my personal wish for his presence, while Courtney defied the odds and was added as the first team admin.  For some reason. So, how did the new general pool additions do?
Looker Badly, moving on.  ...okay fine.  He did get Poison Zone from H!Iris, and he now can partner with Emma, but his "partnership" with Emma is that he has a better poison rate to let her Buddy move take over.  Looker's so incredibly sad as a sync pair, I'm kinda mad about it.  I don't know why they did this to him. Like you couldnât make him Tech? Give him some kind of poison and debuffing focus? It had to be a shitty Strike pair?
Looker is so bad that Roxie can outperform him. ROXIE. A common, who just received her EX, is stronger than Looker, a 5* pair. Grid expansions cannot come fast enough, but given how late he was added, itâs far more likely that Plumeria will get one first, and eclipse both. Looker may as well be bottom of the barrel at this point. As far as general pool goes, Looker does not offer much, and itâs...very distressing. Courtney Comparatively, we have God-Queen Courtney, who some argue is the best general pool unit in the game.  They're wrong.  It's Lucian.  But Courtney puts up enough of a fight I'd consider her #3.
Courtney's big defining feature is Ground Zone. Â Previously relegated to limited pairs, Zone effects were wildly coveted, and having it show up on a general pool was insane. Â DeNA were pulling out all the stops to get you to spend on everything before the anniversary event, so man, whatever they had planned was going to be amazing (*agonized internal screaming*). Â Courtney also packed a Ground-type sync nuke, with a decent Bulldoze DPS on it, and potentially perfect self-setup. Â Moreover, she had Defense Crush. Â Pre-mega evolution, it only had a 30% chance, while post-mega was a 100%. Â This was a glorious effect that paired her perfectly with every known Ground-type damage dealer, as literally all of them were physical. Â Also, note the Def/Spd debuffing again. Â Three sync pairs in under a month. Â Is that not weird to anyone else?
Her drawback?  SLOW AS DIRT.  Courtney's gauges are horrendous, and with a three-bar move, this is really bad.  Any team she's supporting needs to pack a lot of gauge control, or there are going to be problems. And guess what Ground types suck at!
As a Zone setter, Courtney lives and dies by the strength of her same-type partners. They all do well, but many, like Maxie and SS Giovanni, are so slow as to be catastrophic without speed-boosting support. Ingo is a godsend for many, but Maxie actively doesnât work because of the weather conflict, and until Lyra gets an expansion that hopefully improves her bulk, itâs not looking good for either of them. Cynthiaâs the winner of the type. Relatively fast, loves Ingo, boosts her own speed under Sand. The expansion really just highlighted that they were going for Cynthia favoritism. Shame about her Lodge pair.
The intervening year hasnât seen much change for Courtney. Naomi was the first specially offensive Ground type in the game, but even then, Naomiâs so frail and aims to clear quickly, so Courtney remains her best partner with Ingo. Victor showed up with secondary typing, and I imagine theyâre able to do something together, especially with his Ground-type Max Move hitting all opponents. Speaking of, Rose is coming in with similar, albeit much stronger, Max Move potential as well. So thatâs fun. Thereâs also the new Raikou Legendary Arena. Itâs pretty easy, but Courtney is notably well equipped to counter its entire stage. The big loss was SC Lyra. Ground Rebuff should have been the next step in Courtneyâs evolution, but Lyra is also slow as dirt with poor gauge management, so as far as helping allies? Itâs still not a valuable partnership.
Ground hasnât really taken off. There arenât many pairs that function with Ground-type damage specifically. Courtney does well as her own damage dealing, being the most competent of the generally available pairs. Low bar, but she clears it nicely. The problem for Courtney tends to come with her partners. Gauges plague Courtneyâs existence, and until she gets a really helpful speed-boosting support pair, not much will change. Thereâs Sonia, I guess, but one point of team speed per hit taken isnât exactly solving her issues, you know?
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sorry if my asks start not making sense, im low-key kinda sick and also very sleep deprived
Also, if it's alright to ask, how did Rowan find out he had autism? Was he diagnosed at a young age or only later? If later, what made him seek out a diagnosis? What does he struggle with the most? Does he have a special interest?
I have more questions but I'll keep them at a minimum for now,,
HIHI SO SORRY FOR MY LATE RESPONSE ON THESE ASKS!! Kinda got in the way so I didn't have time to ramble.... BUT NOW I DO!! mwahaha
Rowan found out he had autism at ages 14-15. He sought out diagnosis because he got peer-reviewed about it đ like straight up his friends and people around him told him they thought he was autistic. Not in an insulting way, in a genuine "get a screening" way. The reason his parents didn't get him a screening earlier or even think he was autistic was the fact that they are ALSO undiagnosed neurodivergent, which made them assume his behaviors were normal. (Neither of them seek out diagnosis themselves)
I'd say he struggles the most with being overwhelmed/overstimulated. He loves music- and can handle a loud environment when it's loud music (that he enjoys), or handle a loud environment when he's comfortable and having fun, but most of the time he's quickly overstimulated. It doesn't take long for him to shut down in a loud environment, no matter what it is. Other things like crowds or crowded spaces have the same effect on him. He REALLY needs noise-cancelling headphones so he can manage life better, but he doesn't get any until Lynn gifts him a pair at his birthday meeting. (Which is so much later than he should've had some-) Even then he will forget to bring them around lmao. Poor guy thinks he can thug it out. (He literally shuts down)
He himself doesn't know a lot of what he struggles with- since he's been making all his life. Part of why a lot of girls go undiagnosed is the fact that other girls will *make* you mask, which I think played a part in Rowan's late diagnosis. He was forced to mask- and he has good memorisation skills so he would memorize social cues and social rules he learned as he grew up. Even if they didn't make sense- he would make sure to learn from the times people looked at him weird or called him rude. A lot of stuff he doesn't even know he struggles with or is a symptom. He chalks everything up to being "how it is" when it most definitely is NOT how it is.
He has two special interests (that are also my own)- marine biology.... and fandom culture. IK THE SECOND ONE SOUNDS CRAZY BUT LISTEN. LISTEN. It's specifically fandom culture and studying how people act in fandoms. What behavior begins, why things are done, the social landscape and how different demographics act differently. Especially the odd behavior and why the HELL that stuff happens! Really, you could call it a fascination with human behavior (which he also really enjoys), but his specific special interest is in how people act in fandoms and why (he loves knowing about the oddities and what motivated those people to act in such a way as a fan)
This is a reason he's such good friends with Alicia- since they both like to study people and their behaviors. In very different ways, but they can still relate to each other and talk about things.
With marine biology? Don't even get me STARTED on that. Rowan could go on for hours and hours and hours about his favorite facts, animals, you name it. He accidentally rambles about it all the time. He always has a fun fish fact, I can assure you. He's most interested in the deep sea, and deep sea exploration. His favorite sea animals are the ones found deep under the water, and he's OBSESSED with learning about how they've adapted and how they live so far down. Many people find the things that live in the deep sea horrific- but he loves it ALL. The creepier and weirder they look, the more intrigued he is. The more he wants to know. He wants nothing more than to have a hand in the discovery of *more* of these beautiful creatures!
#natelawtism#oc rambles#everett called rowan psychotic when he was calling creepy ass fish cute and silly#rowan doesnt care tho. he loves those creepy crawly fish#nate has so much unnecessary fish knowledge now#he also thinks ro's kinda crazy for it but he likes seeing him happy#also rowans actual favorite sea animal is an octopus#if you even care
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hi once again i am a day late cus iâve been so busy đ but never busy for ur work!! itâs like a gift fr i see it and get excited like iâm a kid whoâs gotten candy (it literally is candy)Â
The rain looked like it was starting to pick up, bigger droplets started to kiss Wednesday's cheeks, making their way down to her chin. The sky was darkening, with the moon fighting for a chance at a last goodbye to the one responsible for her favorite lullabies.
damnnn esther ur so poetic i love that about u n ur writing. donât try to woo me already (it is working)
You had transferred to Nevermore a little over two months ago â adorning a pair of dark sunglasses you never took off and dressed in all black, save for the light pink pendant of your necklace â instantly getting into Wednesday's nerves the moment you stepped foot into the school and called her 'sweetheart'.
apparently i am a babe fr wowza. so unique đđ ur crazy good w ur characters (ocs) and their personalitiesÂ
Wednesday didn't know what your deal was, no one did. No one knew who your family was, what were your abilities, or the reason you enrolled in Nevermore; not even Enid knew, and she was the gossip queen. Despite the ever-present sunglasses, one thing Wednesday knew for a fact was that you weren't a vampire, just by the way you scrunched your nose at the mere sight of blood; but that's about everything she knows so far.
ooo all mysterious and unknown i like i like , itâs v interestingÂ
Too smug for your own good, you leaned back on your chair. Wednesday could feel your gaze roaming up and down her body, before you said, quietly; "you're welcome-"
There was sunlight coming through the dusty windows. Wednesday could see her reflection in your glasses. "Shut up."
"Sweetheart," you finished with a grin.
The pencil that was thrown in your direction missed you only by an inch.
ENEMIES TO LOVERS OMG like the teasinggg the smugness ugh what a perfect relationship alreadyÂ
Every time you're near, every time she can hear nothing but your voice or feel nothing but the warmth radiating from your body; Wednesday's little black heart gains a burst of color that should never exist, it picks up a faster rhythm and makes her skin crawl uncomfortably. It's a feeling that's been there once before, fleetingly, much smaller than it is now.Â
SHE ALREADY HAS FEELINGS ugh thatâs so cute sheâs so cute just wait till she acknowledges it then sheâll be legit a w girlfriendÂ
No one else but you could make Wednesday feel the slightest bit of remorse for snapping.
weâre special frfr sheâs so considerate of our feelings and thatâs already a green flag đ
Begrudgingly, Wednesday glanced up at you, and the moment her eyes found you, she knew it'd be a whole challenge in itself to look away again; the dim golden light of the table lamp framed your profile and the way your hair fell over your shoulder â for a second, it reminded Wednesday of her wolf.
thatâs exactly what love is supposed to feel like imo , engulf u and u will barely b able to look away. nahh the way weâre enchanting herâguess weâre her wolf already đ¤ˇââď¸
"Jesus Wednesday, what did the door do to you?" Enid grumbled, sitting up on her bed.
ENID BAE i love her sm sheâs js a cutie at heart đŤś
The wolf backed away as soon as Wednesday tried to take a closer look, bright eyes looking at her one last time before it bolted away into the woods.
too close bae sorry â we gotta be anonymous yk canât reveal the secret simpingÂ
A loneliness that shouldn't be there, but it was.
:( sheâs so baby. i would def call her baby girl bcs she is
Why would you look at the moon as if it held your heart's affection?
Why would look at the moon like that, when Wednesday was standing right there?
oh?? oh my god that made me melt because that is so wednesday, just possessive and the accurate thinking. my god u nailed this i am losing my mind over two sentences but when itâs ur work iâm not shocked
You couldn't care less. Part of you wanted to yell at him to stop living in the past, but you'd probably lose your tongue for that. Literally. He had called you yesterday to let you know he'd be coming, as if you weren't stressing over it for a whole week already.
the parental issues kicking in fr
"You're my wolf," the words rolled off her tongue against her volition, her wide eyes darting from your necklace to the dark sunglasses resting on top of your nose.
yes bae iâm urs đŤśđŤśđŤś
There was a distant ache in Wednesday's lungs, because she refused to breathe. Her heart was thundering against her ribcage as she took in each of your words. No one has ever made her feel as if she was a piece of art, worthy of a display at the most renowned museum, like you just did.
itâs what u deserve always ugh bcs have u seen urself?!! literally thatâs what she isâart from a museum that u canât help but be entranced by so i agree
And you weren't hers. Wednesday knew you weren't hers to worry about, to care for, to protect. Yet she had the annoying urge to do it all anyway.
says who?!! iâm urs if ur mine babe đ¤ˇââď¸
Wednesday would never dare call herself an empathetic person, but her chest clenched in pain to see you hurt. One of your tears fell on her thumb that rested on your cheek, and she wanted to take all the pain to herself.
:( heart achingÂ
Wednesday didn't look like the girl who threw pencils at you in class â there was a faint blush to her cheeks and her pupils were blown wide â she looked like someone you could love.
Oh my goddd bro how do u do this how do u write things so perfectly i literally need it inserted in my veins atpÂ
On what was usually the worst day of the year for you, Wednesday managed to make you go to sleep with a smile.
AWWW thatâs so soft omg sheâs so soft i love her n how she acts around those she loves
She captivated you in a way no other soul ever did.
ur romance is my fantasy no joke
Because Wednesday realized that you were looking at her the same way you looked at the moon. Maybe you always have been, for all of those nights you laid outside in the cold only to watch her play. She wondered for a moment if that is what love looked like.
oh my god i am kicking my feet toes curling blushing insanely eyes dazed. there is no way to explain how ur romance makes me feel, it makes me feel legit delusional with how much i need this because isnât this what love is?? oh my god how do u do this nobody has had an affect on me like u do
âI mean, every time that I hear you play I'm just-" you choked on your words, your eyes finding hers when you realized that with each beat of your frantic heart, she was coming closer, closer.
heart fluttering i am excitedÂ
"I'm just in love," you told her in nothing but a whisper.
Wednesday had taken a hold of your jacket, and she halted only for a second when the word love left your lips. She didn't say it, but the way she was looking at you with the softest of eyes held a lot of love too.
WHAT?!! OH MY GOD WHAT I MEAN THE TENSION WAS IN THE AIR BUT OH MY HODDD I SM SVREAMINGÂ
Wednesday cupped your cheeks, holding you in place as her nose bumped yours and she gave a gentle nip on your lower lip.
She kept her lips on yours until her lungs screamed for air, pulling away slowly, feeling each one of your deep breaths grazing her lips. Wednesday felt your nails gently pressing against her spine, she felt you trace a path from her jaw to right below her ear where you chose to place a lingering kiss.
I SCREAMED I SCREAMED I STILL AM OH WIW THE BUILDING IT UP THIS KISS IS EVERYTHING U DONT UNDERSTAND IT IS SETTING ME ON FIRE WOW TMWMFWMW
And she knew, right then and there, that she'd never be able to look up at the moon again and not think of her wolf.
atp i am speechless i am nauseous i am sick and throwing up i cannot think properly all of my senses are going crazy oh i canât even explain it
this was Too Good. like u seriously need to reflect on ur actions and the way u execute things bcs itâs kind of selfish like u needa b considerate of how others r handling this. honestly i couldâve had a heart attack from the passion it was quite literally setting me on fire and making me lose my sanity (iâm barely every sane)Â
ANYWAYS Iâm playing w u babe this was crazy good (emphasis on the crazy) like ugh everything about this character was amazing and the fact sheâs wednesdays wolf is so romantic and the kiss at the end?!! please i could go on forever but itâs annoying so iâll stop here. love this as always đđđ
I told the moon about you
Wednesday Addams x OC/Reader
Summary:Â Wednesday finds herself enchanted by the black wolf who always watches her play the cello in the dead of night.
A/N:Â This was written for a request sent by @roleplayfandom and I combined it with an idea of mine that I've had for a while, hope you don't mind and can still enjoy it. Arguably one of the most important stories I've written, because this oc has been my baby for so long, and I'm so happy to finally have the opportunity to include her in one of my stories; just hope I was able to do her justice with this. <3
Word count:Â 6,4k (sorry)
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There was a drizzle in the air, the wind carried it around easily; tiny droplets of rain landed on the strings of Wednesday's cello that shook with each note she played.
Past the thin rain and clouds, the brightness of the full moon was nothing but a faded blur, casting a silver glow over the Addams girl and serving as the only witness to her spectacle.
The strong melody traveled with the wind same as the rain did, reaching the deepest parts of Nevermore and undoubtedly waking up a few students from their slumber. It only served as incentive â Wednesday could feel the burn on her fingertips as her song reached its momentum. The pain was welcomed, embraced.
When she released the strings, a soft sigh was let out as well. She blinked up at the moon above her, silently thanking it for its loyalty in keeping her most vulnerable moments a secret.
With uncanny delicacy, Wednesday lowered her cello, closing the case with a soft click.
The rain looked like it was starting to pick up, bigger droplets started to kiss Wednesday's cheeks, making their way down to her chin. The sky was darkening, with the moon fighting for a chance at a last goodbye to the one responsible for her favorite lullabies.
Wednesday walked up to the railings, her hands leaning against the wet concrete there. Save for the howling wind, it was strangely quiet.
But there was something different with today. Wednesday could feel it. She could feel the weight of a mysterious presence nearby.
As expected, her instincts never failed. It was dark, pitch black, the shape of trees blending together with one another in the distance.
But in the middle of the darkness, a pair of caramel eyes were spotted. They belonged to what appeared to be a black wolf; big in its size, ears pointy and tail long, fur a little spiked as it glinted from the raindrops that fell on it, almost resembling a starry night sky. It was just sitting there, on the grass of the gardens outside. Its golden eyes fixed intently all the way up to the balcony where Wednesday was standing.
The Addams girl expressed no reaction other than angling her chin up with furrowed brows, a dare; and the wolf understood, because it slowly stood up, its ears resting back against its head before it trotted out of sight and into the woods.
Wednesday remained under the rain until she could feel the wetness of it seeping into her clothes. Her hands held onto the railings tightly.
Turns out the moon wasn't the only witness tonight.
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Those same golden eyes followed Wednesday in her dreams, and she woke up frustrated for not knowing who they belonged to.
Was it just a wild animal passing by or a student braving the woods past curfew?
The thought of the wolf being a student seemed⌠unlikely, because it looked much different from Enid when compared to her 'wolfed out' form. The black wolf was simply that, a wolf â albeit a tad bigger. Yet Wednesday didn't discard the possibility of it being someone. Someone who was watching her.
She tried pushing the thought out of her mind during the day for the sake of her grades.
"Miss Addams?"
Wednesday snapped her head up, only to see her anatomy teacher and the whole entirety of the class with their heads turned her way, eyes expectant as they waited for something to happen.
A scowl came to Wednesday's face at the unwanted attention. She rested both hands on her table, briefly realizing that the board had three extra paragraphs of lessons written on it that weren't in her notebook yet.
"I made you a question," the teacher continued, one of her hands coming to rest on her waist, "for how long can a gorgon stone a person?"
Wednesday gulped, her lips hovering open as she searched her mind for the useless information yet came empty-handed.
The teacher was annoying, one of the least liked by the Addams girl. She was old and wore long and colorful skirts, with obnoxiously large glasses resting atop her nose.
"It depends on the gorgon," a familiar voice suddenly said, "but usually from two to four hours."
Wednesday glanced beside her to where the owner of said voice sat, and was met with a smirk being directed at her. She huffed in annoyance, visibly rolling her eyes.
You had transferred to Nevermore a little over two months ago â adorning a pair of dark sunglasses you never took off and dressed in all black, save for the light pink pendant of your necklace â instantly getting into Wednesday's nerves the moment you stepped foot into the school and called her 'sweetheart'.
"Very well." The teacher looked between you and Wednesday, not entirely pleased that Wednesday wasn't the one who answered but deciding to let it pass, and turned around to write on the board again.
Wednesday didn't know what your deal was, no one did. No one knew who your family was, what were your abilities, or the reason you enrolled in Nevermore; not even Enid knew, and she was the gossip queen. Despite the ever-present sunglasses, one thing Wednesday knew for a fact was that you weren't a vampire, just by the way you scrunched your nose at the mere sight of blood; but that's about everything she knows so far.
Too smug for your own good, you leaned back on your chair. Wednesday could feel your gaze roaming up and down her body, before you said, quietly; "you're welcome-"
There was sunlight coming through the dusty windows. Wednesday could see her reflection in your glasses. "Shut up."
"Sweetheart," you finished with a grin.
The pencil that was thrown in your direction missed you only by an inch.
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When Wednesday walked out onto the balcony of her dorm the next night, the wolf was already there.
She got a little taken aback by it, halting in her steps and gripping tighter onto the case of her cello. Wednesday immediately discarded the possibility of it being a coincidence or just a wild animal passing by. The wolf was there for her.
Those caramel eyes held a staring contest with Wednesday, and they eventually won. Satisfied, the wolf then lay down on the grass⌠and waited.
Long beats passed by until Wednesday finally sat down on her chair and adjusted her cello to be played. Her movements slow and calculated, all too aware of the heavy stare on her.
The moon was bright in the night sky, and Wednesday briefly glanced up at it, partly searching for some kind of reassurance but only finding that it wasn't a night of full moon.
When her gaze found the wolf again, she saw it looking up at the moon as well. The sharp silhouette of its muzzle being highlighted by the silver glow, fur flowing like silk with the wind.
Wolves sing for the moon, maybe that's why this one took a liking to the Addams girl.
There was hesitance on the way Wednesday's fingers hovered over the strings. Save for the occasional twitch of its tail, the wolf was unmoving on the grass, patiently watching.
Wednesday could tell the wolf to leave again, part of her knew it would obey. She didn't. She only closed her eyes, and started playing.
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The next day, Wednesday made a trip to the school's library. She dug up every single book about werewolves and lycanthropy that she could find â some of them old, pages fragile to the touch and covered in a thick layer of dust.
The place was mostly deserted as per usual, and Wednesday saw no harm in staying. A table waited for her in the middle of the tall bookshelves, the only one hidden from sunlight.
She would be lying if she said she wasn't at least a little thrilled at the prospect of a new mystery. Things have been dull at school without an evil pilgrim trying to destroy it.
Though she was able to read in peaceful silence for all of ten minutes.
"What's with the sudden interest in furs?"
A heavy sigh left Wednesday's lips when she heard your voice. She sat straighter on her chair and chose to ignore you, pointedly turning the page of her book and focusing on it.
You hopped up on the table, sitting there cross-legged so you could face Wednesday, "you know your roommate is one, right? I bet she'd be happy to answer your questions."
See, there's a reason why Wednesday is bothered by your presence. Every time you're near, every time she can hear nothing but your voice or feel nothing but the warmth radiating from your body; Wednesday's little black heart gains a burst of color that should never exist, it picks up a faster rhythm and makes her skin crawl uncomfortably. It's a feeling that's been there once before, fleetingly, much smaller than it is now. But she's no stranger to what comes with it.
"I don't remember asking for your advice," Wednesday said, still refusing to look at you, her bangs hiding her eyes from you.
"Ouch," you mumbled, leaning back on your hands, "was just trying to help."
No one else but you could make Wednesday feel the slightest bit of remorse for snapping. And it's not like she paid attention to the last three lines she just read in the book anyway. Begrudgingly, Wednesday glanced up at you, and the moment her eyes found you, she knew it'd be a whole challenge in itself to look away again; the dim golden light of the table lamp framed your profile and the way your hair fell over your shoulder â for a second, it reminded Wednesday of her wolf.
Her wolf. The thought jolted her back to reality and she cleared her throat, heat rising to her cheeks as if you'd be able to read her thoughts.
"When are you gonna stop chasing after me like a lost puppy?" Wednesday didn't sound half as confident as she should for those words.
You raised an eyebrow at that, almost as if you wanted to be challenged. You leaned forward, bracing your elbows on your knees, so you could cast over every twitch on Wednesday's expression, your personal space shy of mingling with hers. "When you ask me to," you whispered.
The air felt electric, there was something enticing about the way you refused to back down sometimes. Wednesday felt the hair at the back of her neck rising with a shiver. If looks could kill, you'd be six feet under already â or at least fighting for air between her and this damn table. Wednesday couldn't decide which outcome she liked best.
Wood scratched against the floor as she suddenly pulled back the chair beside hers; "sit down properly, stay quiet," without looking at you, she shoved one of the books in your direction, "we're looking for a werewolf who can transform without a full moon."
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Nothing. There was nothing in any of the books.
Wednesday walked back to her dorm without having learned a single thing. None of the books in the school had anything remotely close to the creature she saw the past two nights. Frustration was eating at her insides because she was running out of leads to follow, a dead end steadily approaching.
She went up the stairs of Ophelia Hall in a haste, pushing the door to her room out of the way and causing a loud thump that got Enid jumping on her bed, almost throwing her cell phone to Wednesday's side of the room.
"Jesus Wednesday, what did the door do to you?" Enid grumbled, sitting up on her bed.
Wednesday didn't respond, she threw her black backpack by the feet of her bed and came to stand in front of Enid. "What do you know of werewolves that can transform without a full moon?"
Slowly, a frown came to Enid's features. She turned off her phone when Wednesday kept glaring at it. "Nothing? Werewolves don't usually change without a full moon," Enid explained, confusion evident in her tone.
"And what if they did?"
"Then they're most likely not a werewolf."
Wednesday clenched her jaw in annoyance, she tugged at the tie around her neck, taking it off and messing up her hair in the process.
"Uh- my mother used to tell me about people who could shift into wolves at will, when I was younger," Enid kept going, wondering if that's what Wednesday was after.
The tie fell to her feet and Wednesday came to sit beside Enid; "tell me."
"Well, I don't know much about it, just that they're technically not werewolves. At least not like me," Enid shrugged, her colorful nails tapping her knee as she searched her brain for the stories she heard as a kid. "Oh, people used to call them hellhounds⌠pretty creepy if you ask me," she grimaced momentarily, "because they could change form whenever they pleased, and their⌠looks didn't help either, it made others scared of them. Most of the hellhounds succumbed to the fame and lived up to the name in the early 50s, from what I know."
Wednesday narrowed her eyes, "lived up to the name?"
"Killers," Enid gulped, "or hunters, as they'd call it. My mother always told me they were no good, so I guess the bad rep still follows," she shrugged, "maybe that's why no one has seen one for the past twenty years or so."
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Wednesday didn't sleep that night. She kept staring at her ceiling and going over everything that Enid had told her. And the only other thought on her mind was you. It was inevitable, too fitting for it to be a coincidence.
Every time she's seen that wolf she felt the exact same tug on her heart that you so inconveniently brought. It couldn't be a coincidence.
For a week straight, Wednesday waited for the wolf to appear every night so she could start playing her cello. And every night without fail, the wolf was there; same place, same time. It would lay down, watch her, and then leave.
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On the tenth night, Wednesday wasn't on the balcony of her dorm. She decided to break the pattern.
There was no moon in the sky tonight, it almost looked like a storm was brewing. The air was frigid outside, the grass already coated with a thin layer of ice. Wednesday enjoyed the cold, but even she was reprimanding herself for having only one coat on.
Glancing down at her phone, Wednesday saw that it was already five minutes past the usual time the wolf showed up. She wondered if it saw the empty balcony and left. Or maybe it wasn't going to show up at all tonight. She felt strangely disappointed at the thought.
A twig snapped behind Wednesday, causing her to hastily turn around with a gasp lingering on her tongue. The trees stood tall in front of her, creating a blanket of pure darkness between them, nothing could be seen. Nothing, except a pair of golden eyes. For a moment, they looked like they were floating on nothing, intently watching the girl in front of them as if she was prey.
For several beats, Wednesday waited. And then, one paw stepped out of the woods and into the grass, causing a chill to run down her back â not from fear, at least not only fear.
The name hellhound has never seemed more fitting. One paw in front of the other, white air huffing from its nose with each breath, fiery eyes, and fur as black as the night. It was almost as if darkness became alive.
Admittedly, it was bewitching.
The wolf, even on all fours, was almost as tall as Wednesday; and still, it kept its distance. If she didn't know any better, Wednesday would say it was afraid of her.
The night was suddenly calm, with not a single soul around to witness. Wednesday had come all the way down here tonight to put an end to things, discover who this wolf was and the reason behind all this⌠stalking?
Yet any words had died on her tongue and she found herself taking a step closer. The moment felt strangely delicate. When the wolf didn't move, she took two more steps.
Wednesday was reaching out before realizing it. The wolf's ears twitched, caramel eyes following her every move until her hand was barely grazing the dark fur. It was silky, engulfing her hand in a blanket of darkness as it sunk into the wolf's cheek.
Wednesday didn't dare breathe, trapped in a moment that felt unreal. But her attention was soon caught by a glint of color, dangling from the wolf's neck.
The wolf backed away as soon as Wednesday tried to take a closer look, bright eyes looking at her one last time before it bolted away into the woods.
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The next night, her wolf didn't show up. And Wednesday sat on the balcony of her dorm in silence, waiting for something she knew wouldn't happen. She didn't play. Loneliness clawed at her heart.
A loneliness that shouldn't be there, but it was.
Wednesday found herself slipping away when the moon was highest in the sky, her bare feet feeling the cold of the wooden floor as she walked the empty hallways of Ophelia Hall. Maybe a walk out in the cold would take her mind of off foolish matters.
She walked until she eventually reached the main doors that led outside, stopping short of crossing the threshold. There was a figure sitting on the grass just ahead, cross-legged and looking up at the moon.
Wednesday would recognize you anywhere. She wondered why, for a fleeting second. "What are you doing?"
You tensed when you heard her voice. You had heard her coming, you heard the soft pattern of her steps down the stairs. You just weren't expecting her to talk. You didn't turn around to face her when you spoke; "admiring the moon."
Subconsciously, Wednesday's gaze shifted to the natural satellite in the sky, before settling back on you. She could barely make out the silhouette of your nose and cheeks, but she could tell you were smiling. Foolish. She thought to herself.
Why would you look at the moon as if it held your heart's affection?
Why would look at the moon like that, when Wednesday was standing right there?
The Addams girl let out an indignant scoff at her own inner thought, reprimanding herself for even coming up with it. She couldn't possibly be feeling jealous of a floating rock.
"What are you doing up?" You eventually asked, your voice gentle into the night.
If you turned around, you'd see Wednesday chewing at the inside of her cheek as she tried to chase away the mess of feelings swimming in her stomach. You'd see her take half a step toward you before deciding against it, and instead rushing back inside without giving you an answer.
But you didn't need one. Part of you already knew why she was there. It was the same for you, and it was bittersweet that you ended up meeting in the middle anyway, even if for a moment. Part of you wanted to run after her and just tell her.
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You weren't sure why you did it.
On the first night, it was mere curiosity. You could remember the coldness of the grass beneath your paws, announcing the inevitable arrival of winter. You could remember the howling wind, causing your ears to twitch as the fur there felt sensitive to the force of it. You could remember the first drops of rain hitting your nose as you walked and how that's when you heard the first note of her song.
You followed it easily, soon finding yourself in the gardens that her balcony overlooked. And even seeing her all the way from down there, she was nothing short of entrancing. It was like you could feel her emotions through the music.
You never meant for Wednesday to see you though, even if all she'd see was a black wolf. But it happened, and yet you kept coming back, night after night; you couldn't help yourself. You started missing her. Because listening to her play felt like an escape from your unfortunate reality. It put you at ease.
But you should've known Wednesday would not settle for so little, you should've known from the moment you found her in the library, already digging up every last bit of information on anything regarding werewolves. You should've stopped then.
You didn't. Instead, you allowed her even closer, close enough to touch. On that night, part of you knew she'd already figured it all out.
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It was a gray day outside. Fitting, you thought to yourself; as it was also your most dreaded day of the year. There was no more dodging it, you could fake sickness or an injury only so many times until it gets too obvious.
From your dorm's window, you could already see the familiar car pulling up in the parking lot. There was a bitter taste on your tongue, a suffocating feeling weighing down on your chest for what was to come. It felt like drowning.
It's tradition. That was what your father always told you. It's keeping the memory of our ancestors alive. As if they were anything worth remembering.
You couldn't care less. Part of you wanted to yell at him to stop living in the past, but you'd probably lose your tongue for that. Literally. He had called you yesterday to let you know he'd be coming, as if you weren't stressing over it for a whole week already.
There was a chilly air outside, you could feel it even before walking out the doors that led to the quad; and it was right as you were making your way out, that she bumped into you. A quiet grunt left her lips at the impact, and she only didn't fall to the ground because your hands steadied her; your hold warm on her waist, keeping her body the closer she's ever been to you.
Now, you never intended to fall for the resident Addams of the school. It just happened. Maybe it was your incredible bad luck; or those dark eyes that sometimes put the midnight sky to shame with their beauty. The teasing came with the package of your growing feelings for her, it was your natural defense mechanism whenever your heartbeat skyrocketed at the mere smell of her perfume. Though you could swear that, sometimes, you managed to get her cheeks a tad rosier than normal. It got you wondering if it was wishful thinking to consider the small possibility of her returning your affections.
"You good?" You asked, subconsciously squeezing her waist.
Wednesday stumbled back when she realized that if she leaned forward just a tad more it would result in her nose brushing yours. She blinked multiple times to focus back on you, yet the first thing her eyes found was the light pink pendant of your necklace, the very same she saw on the wolf the other night.
For someone who's always so hard to read, she let the facade slip pretty easily this time. Wednesday's features did something complicated, as if she wasn't sure what she should be feeling.
"You're my wolf," the words rolled off her tongue against her volition, her wide eyes darting from your necklace to the dark sunglasses resting on top of your nose.
An awkward chuckle escaped you. You felt a lot more timid than you thought you would, "what?"
Wednesday clenched her jaw, she felt anger but wasn't sure towards what; "you're the wolf I see every night, aren't you?"
Your lips hovered yet no words came out, you took a step away from her. If it where any other time, you'd be happy to bounce arguments off of her until inevitably confirming her idea; but her timing wasn't ideal, "W-Wednesday, now is not a good time-"
"Why did you hide it-"
"What part of 'hurry up' did you not understand?" A gruff voice interrupted both you and Wednesday. You only gulped and looked down at your feet, while Wednesday turned her head to see a tall man walking towards you. He wore a dark red suit and had the same golden eyes Wednesday saw on her wolf every night, though his held a much darker undertone to them. The man's gloved hand closed around your arm with a tight grip. "We don't have all day."
"I'm sorry, father," you mumbled as he dragged you away and you tried to keep up with his steps. You turned around to give Wednesday a last tight-lipped smile, "see you later, Wednesday."
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The sun was nowhere to be seen when your father dropped you back at school again.
You had brushed your teeth three times already, but it still felt like the taste lingered, making you nauseous.
Part of you was grateful to have come back late, Nevermore's hallways were mostly empty at this hour already so you didn't have to explain your looks. It's not like you couldn't have freshened up at your family's cabin, you just didn't want to stay a minute longer than necessary.
So you hurried into the first bathroom you found, not really considering the fact it was a communal one and anyone could walk in on you.
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Wednesday wouldn't call herself obsessive, more like committed. She had pending matters with you, and she was going to get to the bottom of them.
So of course she kept an eye out for when you'd return to school. She saw the car drop you off by the gates, following after you as soon as you walked inside.
When Wednesday pushed open the bathroom door, you were standing in front of the mirror, damp paper towels in your hand as you tried to clean a rather nasty cut on your cheek. Your sunglasses rested atop the sink, giving Wednesday a clear view of your eyes; they were a shade of caramel she was all too familiar with, the same ones that have been keeping her company at night.
You tensed up when you noticed her, your hand freezing midair as you were about to throw the paper into the trash can.
There was a silence that stretched uncomfortably as none of you seemed to know what to do next. You were shifting on your stance, breathing unsteadily and Wednesday feared you might run away, again.
She took a single step in your direction and asked the one thing she came for; "why have you been stalking me?"
As if breaking from a trance, you looked down and away from her; allowing your hair to fall from behind your ear and hide your profile. "I wasn't stalking you."
"What would you call standing outside my window at late hours of the night only to watch me play the cello?" Wednesday raised her eyebrow pointedly.
You chuckled humourlessly, "now you make me seem like a creep." You felt small under her piercing gaze, embarrassment twirling inside your stomach. Sure, when she said it like that, it sounded weird. But you were just enjoying good music, right?
You slowly turned around to face her, your hands gripping tightly onto the sink's edge behind you. "You never told me to leave," you said quietly.
Any words Wednesday might have thought of died on her tongue. She felt uncharacteristically shy knowing that it was you who'd been witnessing her late-night lullabies. Yet she was also glad that it was you, and not someone else.
You shrugged weakly, focusing your gaze on your feet, "I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable, I just- I heard you one night and-" you glanced up at her with a bittersweet smile, fragility still lingering on your heart and making your vision blur over. Even under the cheap artificial light of the bathroom, she was the most beautiful person you'd ever seen; alabaster skin contrasting with soft dark hair, sharp eyes, and burgundy lips â she had your heart on a leash.
"And I was blown away," you continued quietly as your feelings escaped you, "it was like I could feel what you were feeling through the music, and it was so freeing⌠I had to come back to it."
There was a distant ache in Wednesday's lungs, because she refused to breathe. Her heart was thundering against her ribcage as she took in each of your words. No one has ever made her feel as if she was a piece of art, worthy of a display at the most renowned museum, like you just did.
"I'm sorry if it seemed like I was stalking you," you breathed.
"Why keep it a secret?" She asked then.
Her sudden gentleness startled you. You've never heard her voice so soft. "I feared you might hate me." It went beyond just late-night encounters with a wolf Wednesday didn't know was you; you feared she'd hate what you could turn into; you feared she might see you as the thing you least want to be if she ever found out what you try to hide behind sunglasses and a snarky attitude.
It's because of the way your voice breaks at the end, that Wednesday finally looks at you. And she sees the tiny splatters of blood on your cheek, a cut running from your lip to near your ear, scrapes and bruises in your hands â you're nothing short of a mess.
And you weren't hers. Wednesday knew you weren't hers to worry about, to care for, to protect. Yet she had the annoying urge to do it all anyway.
She wordlessly closed the distance between you, the sound of her boots loud against the bathroom tiles. Taking a few paper towels, Wednesday dampened their edge under the running water of the sink. She hesitated before coming closer, it felt like crossing a line, walking down a road with no way back. Her eyes never left you as she came to stand in front of you.
Your grip on the sink's edge was bruising, knuckles white. You were so quiet, so on edge, so shaky; your eyes had a darkness around them, your lips quivering. It felt all wrong. Wednesday hated seeing you like this, without your usual light.
She raised her hand slowly, stopping short of reaching your cheek, "may I?"
You nodded, feeling a warmth rushing to your heart at the delicacy you didn't know she was capable of. A barrier had fallen between you. When you leaned against her touch, Wednesday started gently cleaning the few places still stained with blood on your skin.
"Did he do this to you?" Wednesday couldn't hold the question back anymore. A different kind of anger bubbled in her chest â one that was mixed with an unusual sense of protectiveness. "Your father?"
"Not him," you choked out, unable to look her in the eyes â not wanting to, "not directly."
Wednesday frowned at that, her eyes tried to chase after yours but you avoided her.
"He makes me do it." A tear rolled down your cheek, you bit into your lip to contain a sob, "he always makes me do it."
Wednesday would never dare call herself an empathetic person, but her chest clenched in pain to see you hurt. One of your tears fell on her thumb that rested on your cheek, and she wanted to take all the pain to herself.
"But I hate it, Wednesday," you told her fiercely, desperate for her to believe you, a new batch of tears coming to your eyes when you finally looked up at her, "I hate the killing."
The moon was high in the sky when Wednesday walked out of the bathroom, with you close by her side. The darkness of the night easily hid the way her hand was holding onto yours.
And as you walked through the gardens together, Wednesday could feel the shift in the air. You had told her about the 'stupid tradition', how your family gets together once a year for the hunt, and how you felt dirty, disgusted at the feeling of sinking your canines into the white fur of the rabbit. Yet they still make you do it.
The door to her dorm came before yours. You stopped in front of it with her, nothing but the dim yellow light hanging from the ceiling to make you company. The moment felt more intimate than it should be. Wednesday didn't look like the girl who threw pencils at you in class â there was a faint blush to her cheeks and her pupils were blown wide â she looked like someone you could love.
"Why don't you ever take it off?" Wednesday asked, shooting a brief glance at the necklace hanging from your neck.
You take the light pink pendant between your fingers, tracing the nooks and crannies in it, "it was my mom's," you said softly, "she was the only person who ever told me I didn't need to be what others said I was. That I didn't have to carry the sins of my forbearers."
Wednesday nodded softly, glancing up at you before she turned around. Her hand left yours and she instantly missed the warmth there, it made her think of how lonely the nights started to feel when her wolf wasn't there.
Her fingers hesitated on the doorknob, she looked at you from over her shoulder, "if you wish to see me play, stop lurking around," she pushed the words out quickly, "Enid is out until nine most nights."
And with that, Wednesday closed the door in your face, not giving you an opportunity to ask about the abrupt invitation.
On what was usually the worst day of the year for you, Wednesday managed to make you go to sleep with a smile.
â
There was suddenly an unspoken thing in the air.
Wednesday went about her day as per usual, following her routine precisely. But there was something making her feel as if spiders were crawling around inside her stomach; it happened each time she walked into a room hoping to find you there, each time she'd feel you looking her way and doing a poor job of pretending otherwise, each time she found herself checking the time on the clock to see how long was left for the sun to set, and especially, each time Enid pointed out her looking at you.
When night came, Wednesday had her cello already set up outside, and she sat on her bed with her eyes fixed on the door. She felt a little silly, waiting on you like this even if you hadn't given her the slightest hint you'd be coming at all.
But she hoped you would.
It was two minutes past the usual time she'd go out to play her songs, that Wednesday heard three knocks on her door. She opened it to reveal you on the other side, looking as nervous as she felt.
"Hi," you greeted with an awkward smile.
"Hello," she bit back a smile of her own.
You followed after her when Wednesday quietly made her way outside. You felt a little out of place, up here instead of down there on the grass. But when Wednesday played the first note on her cello, it was as if the whole rest of the world went quiet, and it was just you and her.
You figured you'd never be able to settle on watching her from a distance anymore. Not when you'd just had a taste of listening to her music so loud and clear, of watching her up close, following each small movement of her fingers on the strings and the twitches on her expression as she immersed herself in the melody. She captivated you in a way no other soul ever did.
Wednesday had her eyes closed the whole time, she knew she'd stumble on the notes if she blinked them open and saw the way you were looking at her â she could feel it though, the weight of your gaze; it was enough.
Only when the last note stretched out, that she did look back at you. And sure enough, the song ended with abruptness as she lost her focus.
Because Wednesday realized that you were looking at her the same way you looked at the moon. Maybe you always have been, for all of those nights you laid outside in the cold only to watch her play. She wondered for a moment if that is what love looked like.
And maybe that's the reason why, before even getting up, she decided she'd take that gamble.
"You are so amazing," you breathed out, your lips hovering as you gestured around in search of words good enough to describe your feelings.
Wednesday put her cello aside, getting up from her chair to take the few steps that separated you.
"I mean, every time that I hear you play I'm just-" you choked on your words, your eyes finding hers when you realized that with each beat of your frantic heart, she was coming closer, closer.
"I'm just in love," you told her in nothing but a whisper.
Wednesday had taken a hold of your jacket, and she halted only for a second when the word love left your lips. She didn't say it, but the way she was looking at you with the softest of eyes held a lot of love too.
The kiss she pulled you into might have been long overdue, given both of your eagerness. You were quick to grasp her waist and pull her body as close to yours as humanly possible.
Wednesday cupped your cheeks, holding you in place as her nose bumped yours and she gave a gentle nip on your lower lip.
She kept her lips on yours until her lungs screamed for air, pulling away slowly, feeling each one of your deep breaths grazing her lips. Wednesday felt your nails gently pressing against her spine, she felt you trace a path from her jaw to right below her ear where you chose to place a lingering kiss.
And she knew, right then and there, that she'd never be able to look up at the moon again and not think of her wolf.
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A/N: This is a storyline I'm definitely willing to expand, so if you have any requests regarding Wednesday and her wolf, feel free to send them in.
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Antimony Brewing, Lenox MA
12 July 2023
Antimony opened in 2022 and I didn't even know they existed until I was searching for places to stop on my last day's drive home! They're definitely going on my list of places to revisit.
To start with, the building seems to be brand new and they've really done a great job on it. There's lots of space inside and there are outdoor areas both front and back.
Even the bathrooms are remarkable -- this view is of the shared sinks with the entrance to the men's room at the far end (the women's room entrance mirrors it to my right). I don't see this setup very often at all, but it makes so much sense -- why have separate sets of sinks when one shared set works so well?
Antimony's beer list is small, at least at the moment -- it seemed that they have a lot of extra taps at the bar that could be filled with other offerings. They had six of their own beers available plus one cider from another local establishment and I tasted five of their six.
From left to right:
Catalyst (American Blonde Ale, 5.1%) - They created this one "as an easy drinker for those embarking on their craft beer journey" and I can definitely see that. It was light, but very refreshing; at the same time, I didn't feel that I wasted my time drinking it as it was very satisfying.
Coastal Fusion (American IPA, 7%) - There are so many tasty IPAs of this type out there in the craft beer world; I certainly liked this one, but at the same time it was my least favorite of the flight simply because this style has become so common. That's not to say I wouldn't drink it again, because I would!
Inner Displacement (Hazy/Juicy IPA, 6.5%) - Here's another crowded category of craft beers, but Antimony has created a very special one with "intense dry-hopping with Citra, Strata, and Nectaron hops." It was really enjoyable; as they say, "Experience your own Inner Displacement."
True Resonance (Dry-Hopped Saison, 6.9%) - I can't lie -- this was my hands-down favorite of the flight! They've married American hops with French saison yeast and the result is absolutely delightful. I could drink this one all day and go back for more.
This was my last chance for a Reuben on this trip and Antimony's kitchen did not disappoint. The Corned Beef was sliced thick but was so tender that the only indication it was even present was by the taste -- it literally melted in my mouth.
I didn't really have room for any pints at this point, plus I really wanted to try their amber ale but I also wanted another taste of the True Resonance, so I ordered a 10oz pour of each.
Elektron (American Amber Ale, 5.5%) - "Elektron" comes from the Greek word for amber. As I've said before, I don't always like amber ales, but their other beers were so tasty I had to try this as well. Wow, this one gives True Resonance a run for its money in my book! I usually find ambers to be overly malty, but Antimony has achieved a perfect balance between the malt and the hops in this one.
I almost wish I'd had the Double Covalent Double IPA instead of the True Resonance in this pairing so that I could say I'd tried all of their beers, but that just gives me an excuse for a return visit in the near future.
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Cryoskin Side Effects
Toning happens as a result of thermal shock, which delivers immediately in terms of improving circulation and producing healthy collagen. Even one Cryoskin toning session can have anti-aging effects that are visible to the naked eye.
Slimming occurs by freezing fat cells, targeting those specific areas as mentioned above. When those fat cells go below freezing, they undergo cell death and get absorbed by your lymphatic system. This is a natural non-intrusive way of losing fat instantly.
Finally, skin rejuvenation happens as a result of decreased cellulite, smaller/closed pores, improved circulation, and stretch mark reduction. This is considered an overall benefit of cryotherapy in general, and will result whether you book a slimming or toning session.
What Are the Cryoskin Side Effects? Other than the feeling a bit chilly, there are very few side effects. Your skin may have some mild redness for an hour or two afterwards. Also, since part of the way your body gets rid of the dead fat cells is through urine, you may urinate slightly more in the days following your treatment. Besides that, thereâs not really any side effects.
Is Cryoskin Safe?
What Is the Procedure Like?
Cryoskin feels like youâd expect; itâs a sensation of localized cold, not unlike putting a cold pack on your skin. There is also a special gel used to protect the direct surface of your skin from the extreme low temperatures so it doesnât feel too cold. If the sensation feels too cold for a moment, your technician will apply the machine to a different area until youâre ready to resume back on the first area. Many people find Cryoskin to be a relaxing, spa-like experience.
How Long Until I See Results?
Everybody is different and reacts differently to cryotherapy. That being said, most people will be able to see results after their first session. As with anything, the more sessions you have, the better your results will be. Your results from each session will peak around 2-3 weeks after your actual appointment, as this is when your body has finished expelling the dead fat cells from the cryotherapy. As far as lasting results, thatâs up to your diet, lifestyle, and individual body response to Cryoskin.
How Often Can I Get Cryoskin Treatments?
You must wait a minimum of two weeks between Cryoskin appointments for safety reasons. Cryotherapy literally kills fat cells, and your body needs to process that waste naturally. You donât want to overdo it and cause any negative effects such as hypothermia or fatigue, either. Those only occur if you do it too often. Best to wait a couple weeks between sessions.
Will My Skin Be Affected Afterwards?
Although you donât want any product on your skin before you have your Cryoskin appointment, itâs totally fine to begin applying products to your skin after the treatment is over. It's wise to make sure you donât have any makeup on before the procedure but afterwards, it should be ok.
Where Can You Try Cryoskin?
Looking and feeling your best is important in South Florida. Cryoskin treatments can be a fantastic and easy way to achieve that. Sometimes, all it takes to brighten your week is for a pair of pants or a favorite dress to fit just a little bit better. Or, to look in the mirror and see those love handles starting to finally shrink away. Or for the redness in your cheeks to finally even out and lose the inflammation.
If youâre interested in a natural, safe, non-intrusive way to slim, tone, and improve your skin, chances are that Cryoskin was made exactly for someone like you. Best of all, the friendly and professional staff at Liquivida Lounge will make your appointment a relaxing and rewarding experience. They have a warm and inviting atmosphere to make you feel at home. You obviously want to feel comfortable before having any kind of procedure done, so why not check out Liquivida Lounge, where that is their specialty.
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I feel Iike part of the reason Bugs likes Daffy so damn much is that Daffy doesnât buy into his hype at all. Itâs canon that Bugs like Daffy because his unpredictability brings a certain chaos that is lacking in his life. (Thanks Looney Tunes Show)
Bugsâ whole shtick is that heâs cool under pressure and never loses because he knows how to meta-textually game the story by making himself an under-dog. Towards the end of the looney tunes originally run of cartoons, Bugs starts replaying the same dynamics over and over, being depicted as universally beloved and unable to fail. Considering what a menace he is in his early work, I imagine him getting very bored of that very quickly. (This isnât dunking on Chuck Jones era at all, heâs actually my favorite of the directors) Then he starts being paired with Daffy in shorts and itâs electric. The Hunting Season trilogy is probably the best remembered of the shorts for a reason. Daffy sees through Bugs usual gags, he literally snatches his wig and calls him out for being cliche. He canât win against him as it would break the formula, but he makes it interesting again.
Over the years thereâs a real kinship there that Bugs doesnât have with anyone else. Do we get shorts or cameos about Bugs going on vacation with Elmer Fudd or Wile E Coyote or even Porky Pig? Of course not, as far as we know Daffy is his only REAL friend. I mean he has friends in the Looney Tunes Show but before that we never see him hanging around anyone else in a significant way. Even in Space Jam 2 despite them forcing that whole Looney Family thing we donât see him talk to anyone other than Lebron and mandated loved interest. (I love TLTS Lola but Space Jam Lola doesnât have a personalityâŚsorry) The truth is Bugs is pretty closed off, he acts too cool for the room and keeps himself distant. However Daffy isnât one to back down from anything no matter how futile, and thatâs exactly what makes him daffy. Heâs too crazy to know better and finds a way under Bugs skin. He doesnât let Bugs retreat into his untouchable star persona, he calls him out and shows up at his burrow for dinner every night and gets him into competitions or new sticky situations. He brings out a side to Bugs that literally no one else does which is why Bugs will fight to keep him around even if he doesnât want to admit it.
And of course, Bugs gets Daffy in a special way. Thatâs why heâs able to piss him off so much lol. These two are a truly iconic duo for a reason. They get each other in a way no one else can and thatâs why they should kiss sometimesâŚ
#baffy#looney tunes#bugs bunny#daffy duck#space jam#itâs forever hilarious to me that daffy is bugsâ best friend but porky is Daffyâs best friend#but donât worry bugs is his boyfriend itâs a different dynamic lol#space jam 2#porky pig#lola bunny
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( pairing ) : ben hargreeves x reader
( about ) : inspired by s3ep8 â ben wants to know what was so special about the old ben. the reader lets him know that theyâre not so different.
( warnings ) : some angst, profanity
( words ) : 1800
( note ) : i wanted to write a multichapter fic but i literally canât commit to anything so hereâs one if my fav ben scenes this season! hope you enjoy! (and iâm really sorry if itâs a little specific for an x reader. i havenât written anything in about a year and i used to strictly write x oc fics. but appearance-wise, there arenât any descriptions, so feel free to imagine whomever youâd like)
Itâs weird to see Klaus all chummy with Reginald. Theyâd always had so little in common, so you wonder how messed up the timeline has to be for the two of them to suddenly form this weird bond. It seems like a lot of things are different here, but thatâs not your main concern right now.
Klaus is on a mission. Youâve watched him strike up a conversation with nearly everyone in the room and, not only is it killing the mood, itâs also alarming. If there was anything you learned about him growing up, it was that he couldnât be stopped once heâd made up his mind about something. And, so far, he seems dead set on convincing everyone to accept Old Reggie into the family.
Itâs a lot easier said than done.
Your eyes follow him as he walks over to Ben, alone at a table now that Allison has abandoned him. Heâs sulking, more so than usual, with a plate full of shrimp and a half-empty bottle of wine. Even from across the room, you can see his brows furrow and his bottom lip jutted out. It was a classic Ben expression, very predictable considering he was at a party. He never did like big events. Itâs small similarities like that you find endearing.
You watch him and Klaus bicker back and forth for a few minutes, a sense of nostalgia setting in. They used to do this all the time. You could almost pretend that this was normal, that Ben had lived until this moment, to attend Lutherâs properly-timed wedding as if you arenât waiting for the world to end. Again. It isnât until Ben throws a shrimp at Klaus that you decide to intervene.
âPlay nice, children,â you tease.
âY/N!â Klaus claps, like some kid exited to meet a favorite celebrity or hero. âIâm so glad you could join us!â He nudges Benâs foot under the table, a gesture he most certainly does not appreciate.
âWhat are you up to?â You narrow your eyes suspiciously.
âOh, weâre just taking a stroll down memory lane. My memories, of course. Our new buddy-roo seems pretty interested in our lovely, lovely brother. You know, his more pleasant look-alike?â Ben looks like heâs about to explode.
âKlaus, play nice,â you remind him. âWeâre at a wedding.â
âOh, youâre no fun! Youâre not even drunk, Y/N!â
âWell, someone has to keep you kids in line. Canât have you setting the Hotel on fire just as weâre sucked into some weird black hole, can I?â Klaus whines.
âOkay, okay! But if I canât have any fun, you can deal with Bitchy-Benny over there. I donât think Iâm drunk enough to deal with him for the rest of the night.â
âWell, you canât just leave.â You try your best not to sound panicked because you do not need to be left alone with an overly-intoxicated Ben right now.
âEh, Iâll see what Vik is up to, maybe congratulate the newly-weds some more. Oh! Maybe Five will let me sing another duet with him!â
âNo, no. Klaus, pleaseââ
âHave fun! Donât do anything I would do!â
âYou son of aââ Your voice trails out as Klaus continues his⌠well, whatever heâs doing. You force your eyes away from him, ending up face-to-face with very irritable company.
Ben glares at you through half-lidded eyes, his face held in his hands.
âWhat?â you snap. âIs it past your bedtime?â You look around the room, hoping for an opportunity to escape. Maybe you could clean up that table over there, or help with the music selection. Five already downed half of the champagne, maybe you should get moreâ
âWhy do you hate me?â You turn your head back so fast you think you might have pulled something in your neck.
âWhy do I⌠what?â
âAll you idiots talk about is the other Ben and how heâs sooo much nicer. You all act like heâs the best. What about me? Why donât you like me?â
Oh, God. This isnât happening. He couldnât honestly be asking you to compare them, not now. Not when youâve managed to bottle up every nasty thing you have to say about him. This was supposed to be a fun night.
âAre you serious?â
His jaw shifts and his lips press into a frown.
Oh, itâs happening.
âWell, youâre an insufferable bastard.â
âOkay, but you like the other Ben.â
âYeah, we love him.â He whines, unsatisfied with the answer. Itâs like arguing with a child who asks too many questions.
âWhy? What was so special about him?â
âHe wasnât an insufferable bastard.â
âBut Klaus said he was a know-it-all.â You hum in agreement.
âA smartass.â
âA scold!â
âWorse than anyone I know.â
âLikeâ like a dark cloud on a perfectly sunny day.â You figure heâs quoting Klaus. The description sounds weird when he says it, like imagery shouldnât be his preferred method of expressing things. Thatâs unexpected, considering the old Ben loved to draw. He could see the world differently, through the eyes of an artist, something you never really understood.
âYeah, he was always a bit emo. I donât think he would have ever outgrown it, honestly. I mean, look at you.â
âSo whatâs so good about him? All of those sound like bad things.â
âYeah, but they looked great on him.â
âHe sounds like a jackass.â
âWell, you have that in common, donât you?â
âSo how come I donât deserve what he gets? Why is it so easy to like him but not me? If he was so insufferable, what makes him any different from me?â
Heâs upset. Well, he always is. But this is different. Ben sounds vulnerable and panicked. His voice sounds hurt and it feels wrong. Asshole or not, in this universe or the next, seeing Ben fall apart is just wrong.
âThat was just how he was.â
âSo heâs just naturally an asshole but everyone loves him anyway! How is that fair? Dad thought I was good enough to be Number One. Iâm so much better than him! Why do you still like him better than me?â
Underneath the part of him that isnât so desperate to claw his way to the top, you find something familiar. You hear the old Ben who, as a kid, was so eager to find his place â the one who hated missions with so much passion but obeyed every order Reginald had to give. Itâs heartbreaking to watch him fall apart all over again when you couldnât even do anything to help him the first time.
Thatâs when you feel every bad thing youâve ever thought about him dissipate. Reginald Hargreeves is tearing Ben apart again, and youâll be damned if you make the same mistake twice.
âItâs because youâre not Ben.â
âI know that! Everyoneâs always telling me that.â
âNo, I mean youâre not⌠you.â
âBut I am! You just donât think Iâm good enough!â
âBen Hargreeves, get that bullshit out of your head,â you say, fuming. âNobody decides whether youâre good enough or not. Nobody but you. I meant, youâre not yourself because youâre too busy trying to be Number One. Youâve spent your entire life doing every single thing Reginald tells you to do, and you think you have to keep it up all the time. News flash: you donât.â
âThatâs easy for you to say. You have a family.â His voice gets quieter. âThe academy is all a have.â Your head leans to the side, subconsciously challenging the statement. You donât mean to, but itâs almost an instinct to prove him wrong.
âIs it?â
âYeah, or it was. Because now theyâre dead. All thatâs left is Sloane and Dad, but you stole them. You⌠itâs just me, now.â
âThey havenât been stolen from you. Theyâd just rather find people who care about them than be alone. You know, youâre welcome to do the same.â
âNo, Iâm not. They hate me.â He mumbles. âThey didnât even invite me to that stupid bachelor party.â
âThey donât hate you. They love you. Itâs just⌠this isnât you. Youâve been so busy proving yourself worthy of being Number One, you stopped being Ben. And we want the real Ben, not the one whoâs constantly forcing himself to be someone he isnât.â
âBut Iâm not your Ben. It wouldnât matter if Dad was here or not because Iâm never gonna be your Ben.â
âYou are,â you assure him, and you believe it. âYouâre always going to be my Ben.â
âWeâre not the same.â
âYou donât have to be!â you say, louder than you meant. âI donât need you to be a shitty dancer or to sing in the shower like you want to shatter the bathroom mirror.â
âGood! Because I donât!â he shrieks, outraged. Undoubtedly offended. You laugh because you know heâs lying.
âI donât need you wipe my tears away after a bad day or let me clean the blood off your face after a bad mission. I donât need you to buy me souvenirs every time you sneak out with Klaus or try to play every song I like on the piano by ear.â
âHe did all that?â
âYeah. He did. But I would have loved him anyway, if he didnât.â
âWhy?â His voice is desperate, pleading.
âBecause there isnât a single thing that wouldnât make me fall in love with Ben Hargreeves.â
The silence hangs in the air, thick with tension. Ben frowns. You think the moment will end there. Maybe heâll be offended, or worse, maybe he wouldnât care at all.
âI would have done the same.â
He looks into your eyes, dark irises swimming with something youâve never seen before. Not it this Ben, at least. It melts your heart just enough to flood your body with warmth. Itâs like the sun peering through dawn.
âIf I was your Ben, I would have wanted to do those things, too. For you.â
You let your heart bask in the moment, afraid to let go. This was, and is, Ben Hargreeves. He was the soft patter of rain above an empty house, the whistle of the wind across an open field â the reminder that life holds more than you and the isolated path you tread.
Ben Hargreeves is everything lovely about the world, and itâs a shame heâll only grace it for the next few hours.
It is, perhaps, the greatest loss the universe will ever know.
You choose to make up for lost time right then and there, coaxing the corners of your lips into a smile. You unravel the knots in your heart and watch his face relax, a new day on the horizon.
Ben Hargreeves will spend the day getting to know love, the world be damned if you didnât make sure if it.
âI think I would have liked that.â
#ben hargreeves#where are all the ben oneshots#ben hargreeves x reader#tua3#tua netflix#The Umbrella Academy
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The Gift
Fandom: Criminal Minds
Pairing: JJ x fem!reader
Words: 2.4k+
Summary: You didnât know what to expect when JJ said she had a gift for you. But it definitely wasnât that...
Genre: Smut. Literally pure smut. I need to go to like horny jail for this...
Warnings: Top!JJ, bottom!reader, use of pet names, fingering (r receiving), strap-on (r receiving), a little bit of uhhhh roughness. Let me know if I forgot something.
A/N: So I actually had some of this sitting as a random WIP in my drafts and I kinda just made a fic out of it. This is probably the spiciest thing Iâve ever written and unfortunately I have something spicier sitting in my drafts... How have I become a smut writer oh my god lolÂ
Anywayssss, itâs for the anon that said itâs their birthday. Youâre welcome. ;)
You werenât really one to celebrate your birthday, but when you had a girlfriend who insisted on making your day special you could hardly refuse. It was the first birthday you were to spend with JJ and she was excited to go all out. The both of you just hit the sixth month mark of being a couple too, so JJ knew you enough to plan the perfect evening. Though, for a moment in the upcoming weeks to your birthday you were starting to get a little scared sheâd throw a huge party with all the team. You werenât one for parties.
Luckily, that was far from the case. Instead, it was a quiet, intimate evening with the woman you loved. She took you to your favorite restaurant, shared a lovely bottle of wine with your favorite food, and ate the most decadent dessert youâd ever had. It truly was the perfect evening and it just showed you how well JJ already knew you. When dinner was over, she had taken you back to her place where she said she had gifts waiting for you. You had really insisted on letting her know gifts werenât necessary. She paid for your dinner after all, and honestly that was enough for you. But itâs JJ, she went all out with everything for you. Constantly sweeping you off your feet.
The first gift took your breath away. It was a gorgeous necklace with a small topaz pendant and it definitely didnât look cheap.
JJ couldnât wait to see you wear it. She stepped behind you and gently brushed your hair away from the nape of your neck before clasping the necklace on.Â
âThereâs one more,â JJ murmured into your ear as she stood behind you. Her hands lingered on your neck and the way you felt her hot breath on the shell of your ear made you shiver.Â
âOne more?â You cleared your throat to try to compose yourself, hoping JJ wouldnât notice the effect she had on you.
âMhm.â She slid her hand into your own and began to turn and tug you with her. âItâs in the bedroomâŚâÂ
Your curiosity definitely peaked at that. When you reached the bedroom you saw a small box sitting on the bed, waiting to be opened. JJ let go of your hand once you reached the bed and looked at you anxiously as you picked up the box. You had a few guesses as to what it was, obviously you had a feeling it was a gift that was meant for only your eyes. Why else would it be in the bedroom? But you were eager to find out so you tore it open as fast as you could.
What you saw inside made you freeze. You placed it back on the bed and all you could do was stare at it. Any thoughts had left your mind the moment you saw it.
You had a couple guesses before you knew what it was, but none of them was this. Honestly, you expected lingerie, cute new underwear JJ wanted to see you in, or even possibly a vibrator to try with her. What you didnât expect to see in the box was a rather large strap-on.Â
Not that you thought something like that was even unusual. Itâs just that JJ knew youâve never used one before. Only ever having had fingers inside you. So, to get a gift like this⌠well, you werenât expecting to try something new on your birthday. You werenât opposed either, immediately picturing what JJ would look like with the harness strapped to her waist.Â
âThatâs more a gift for you than a gift for meâ you chuckled nervously as you continued to stare down at the box. After all, sheâs the one whoâs been hinting for weeks that she wants to fuck you with one. Not that you werenât curious to try, you were. But you were also perfectly satisfied with the blondeâs long, skillful fingers.Â
âYou wonât be saying that when I give you the best few orgasms of your life.â You just rolled your eyes. Sometimes she could be so fucking smug.
âBest few, huh?âÂ
âOh, definitely.â She gave you a cocky grin. âIâm not going to want to stop at just one.âÂ
You looked down at the toy laying in front of you and weighed your options. She really wanted to fuck you like this and you really wanted to give her everything she could possibly want, but youâve never used a strap-on before. You were trying to mentally compare the size of the toy to the size of three of her fingers inside you. Usually she fucks you with two, only using three occasionally when she wants to test your limits. You could barely take three, but youâd be lying if you said the feeling of being filled like that wasnât absolutely addicting.Â
âJJâŚâ you trail off. âIt looks kind of big.â
âYou can take it.â Her voice lowered when she said that. You looked back up at her to see her eyes had darkened and the smugness that was there before was totally gone. The look she had now was already making you wet. You couldnât help but squeeze your thighs together and just hope she wouldnât notice.Â
Hesitantly, you took the toy from where it lay in its open package and examined it closer. Yeah, itâs definitely fucking big. JJ was watching you like a hawk the entire time, her hunger for you growing just watching you hold it in your hands. Tons of absolutely filthy scenarios ran through her mind as she watched you. There were so many ways she could fuck you with it, and she was going to carry out every single one.Â
âSoâŚâ JJ trailed off, eager for a response.
âOkay,â you relented, still eying the toy. âBut go slow, okay?â
âOf course.â JJ honestly didnât know if she could go slow with how excited she was, but she knew it was a must for you. Sheâd definitely try.Â
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Watching JJ put the harness on had you both nervous and excited. You were not expecting your reaction to seeing her wearing it, but honestly it was short circuiting your brain. Currently sitting on the edge of the bed totally naked, you couldnât help but squirm in anticipation for whatâs to come. You also couldnât stop yourself from pressing your thighs together so you could feel less exposed.
JJ walked over to the bed, her hands placed on either of your knees.Â
âYou look so beautiful like this, baby,â she whispered, her hands nudging your legs back open.Â
All you could do was sit and watch her as she looked you up and down. Her hands went from your knees to brush up the insides of your thighs. When she reached between your legs, you both shuddered as she cupped you and felt how wet you already were.Â
Suddenly, JJâs hand reached up to your shoulders and with a gentle push, you found yourself on your back. She crawled onto the bed after you, her knees placed on either side of your waist to balance herself. JJ stared at you like that for a moment. You underneath her, your legs parted, your chest already rising and falling rapidly in nervousness and excitement for what was to come, your cheeks slightly flushed. She loved seeing you like this, but she knew she was going to love the sight of you absolutely ruined by her even more. And thatâs when she dove in.Â
Any hint of hesitation from her was completely gone. She had leaned down, with one hand cupping your chin, the other grabbing at your thigh to spread you open more as she kissed you. When her lips pressed to yours, she wasted no time in invading your mouth with her tongue and you couldnât help the soft gasp you let out against her lips. If the kiss wasnât already making you squirm, it didnât help that you could also feel the toy resting on your thigh. You were still nervous about the size, but you also were getting desperate to feel her inside you.
The hand that was on your thigh returned to between your legs, her fingers running teasingly through your folds. She had barely touched you and yet you were already struggling to keep yourself still at the feeling of her fingers brushing over your clit. What shocked you was when, without warning, she easily slid two fingers into. You moaned against her mouth and your hands went to grip onto her shoulders.Â
Her fingers moved in and out of you at a slow pace and she finally broke the kiss. You couldnât catch your breath though, as her lips immediately attached to your neck. When you felt her fingers begin to spread inside you, you couldnât help but wince slightly. Still not quite used to the feeling.
âYouâre doing so good,â JJ groaned against your neck. âAlmost ready for me.âÂ
Your hips began to move with her fingers after adjusting to the feeling. You knew, with the way she was touching you and the way her mouth was all over you, you were already building up to your orgasm. JJ knew as well and when she pulled her fingers out of you, you couldnât stop the whine of protest.
âShh, baby,â JJ cooed as her hand went to the toy, rubbing the wetness on her fingers all over it. âThe first time you cum tonight will be on my cock.â JJ had never talked to you like that before, but it absolutely floored you. You felt her line up the toy to your entrance and held your breath the moment she started to slowly move her hips and slide it in. Immediately, you felt the burn of it stretching your walls. You gritted your teeth when she had it fully inside you.Â
âYou have to breathe, princess,â JJ said, her hips still as she waited for you to adjust. Taking a deep breath at her words, you nodded your head and then she started to draw her hips back, before thrusting them forward hard.
You cried out when you felt her set a fast pace almost immediately. What the fuck happened to going slow? JJ had promised that, but seeing you like that, a whimpering mess being absolutely stretched out by the slightly too big faux cock that she purposely chose. It was too much for her. She couldnât hold back, fucking into you with utter desperation, letting her lust for you cloud her every thought and take over her entire body. You thought youâd break, but only for a moment. Then you got used to the feeling and fuck did it feel so good.Â
Your hands flew to JJâs hips and you moved your own to match each thrust. Her lips moved down to your chest and when she took your nipple into her mouth, tugging it slightly with her teeth, and paired it with a particularly rough move of her hips, you couldnât stop yourself from crying out. She was grunting and panting on top of you, the force of her hips pressing into yours and the way her hands were gripping at your thighs to keep you wide open for her would surely leave marks. You honestly did not care at this point. This feeling was addicting, to be absolutely filled by her while her hands and mouth were touching every inch of you. Your eyes rolled back and your head fell limp as she sped up. You didnât even know she had this kind of strength in her, but she was feeling almost as good as you were. The base of the harness pressing against her clit in just the right way mixed with the combination of hearing you moan for her was bringing her close to the edge, and she wanted to fall apart with you.Â
âYou feel so good,â JJ groaned as she felt your body tremble beneath her. âSo fucking good, princess.âÂ
All you could do was moan her name in response as she began to fuck into you with all of her might. Moving her hands to the backs of your legs, she bent your knees upwards until they were pressing against your chest. This gave her the perfect opportunity to fuck you deeper and harder and with each thrust you felt your walls tighten around her cock. You were seconds away from coming and she was too.
âF-Fuck, JJ, Iâm so close,â you cried out.Â
âI know, baby,â She grunted as her movement became more erratic. âI am too. Just hold on a little more.â
JJ rutted into you with desperation, her rhythm lost as she chased her own orgasm. You were struggling to hold on, yours quickly approaching with each time you felt JJ slam inside you.Â
âI canât, I-â
âShh, I want us to cum together,â JJ pleaded. Your nails dug into her skin as she moved roughly inside you. Your entire body was shaking and to stop yourself from constantly crying out, your teeth sank into JJâs shoulder as she kept fucking into you. The feeling of your nails and teeth digging painfully into her skin is what sent JJ.Â
âNow,â JJ groaned. âCome for me now.â
You both came together, you muffling your moans into JJâs shoulder and her moving her cock inside you sloppily until you both came down. She stayed inside you when her body collapsed on top of you and you shuddered at the feeling of the toy moving slightly inside you.
âSee,â JJ said between taking deep breaths. âItâs not just a gift for me.âÂ
âShut up,â you chuckled. Even with both of you absolutely spent, she still found a way to be smug.Â
JJ grinned before kissing your lips. When you tried to deepen it though, she pulled back. Her grin grew wider and before you knew it she had flipped you so that you were now forced to sit on top of her, the toy still buried deep inside you.Â
âWhat the-â your sentence was cut off by JJâs hips thrusting up into you with force, turning your protests into a moan.
âI believe,â JJâs hands grabbed your waist as she sat up, rolling her hips up to move her cock inside you. âI said best few orgasms of your life.âÂ
And fuck did she mean it. As the night stretched on and JJ continued to turn you into a moaning mess, you completely took back what you said about the gift. This was definitely a gift for you, and she proved it over and over again.
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