#this is not a john winchester appreciation blog

[guiltye]

also i shouldn't talk about the way that despite the emotional, physical, and mental abuse that dean has endured throughout his entire childhood, there's still that part of him that will be entirely loyal to his father and will do anything that will make his father proud of him, even if it is just for a mere few minutes. which is why the impala is so dear to him, especially in the first season, because dean only simply started to drive the impala on his own as his own for a short period of time. it's shown in the pilot episode when sam asks dean "dad let you hunt on your own?" "i'm twenty six, dude."

it's not uncommon for those who are victims of abuse to still be completely loyal to a fault to their abusers; because growing up, dean will always try to find a way to make john proud of him or to just SEE him, and that still bleeds into his adulthood. in john's disappearance, and purposely keeping his boys in the dark, dean starts to break some of his old habits, but we find out in SHADOWS that dean will still revert to his old ways and be the soldier that john shaped him into.

[spoopy-action-at-distance]

Here's a painting based on this screenshot (which I like to gaze upon lovingly whenever I'm stressed because it adds a couple of months to my life each time)

[ilovejohnwinchester]

Thank you for your service as John scholar 🫡 Bottleneck profession

Thank you, lol! For some reason after being away from both Tumblr and this fandom for several years I was possessed to return and make a John Winchester blog on the Hating John Winchester website. But I am glad there are some people out there who appreciate it!

[dyouknowwhatimean-archive]

you deleted your post but it's a difficult question bc I know dean's motherly instincts would have kicked in. it wouldn't be that he's picking sam over john it's just different and inevitable

i deleted my post cause i was like okay 6 minutes and no answers? time to delete my entire blog or the next best thing jajsjsjdjs i don't have an opinion on it i really just wanted to hear other people's btw i really appreciated this💘 imagining what the winchester family dynamic might've shifted into had john stayed alive is something i think about CONSTANTLY with no definitive answers it truly obsesses me

[destroyyaa]

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#5

supernatural! unless someone asked that then devil may cry!

Oh I am absolutely doing both lmao ok first, supernatural:

Blorbo (favourite character, character I think about the most):

Dean… I will always be a dean girl ahsjshskakk

Scrunkly (my baby, character that gives me cuteness aggression, character that is So Shaped):

Castiel, absolute angelic himbo

Scrimblo bimblo (underrated/under appreciated fave):

Jo, I’m still so mad she died omg 😭😭😭😭 and Kevin 💖💖💖

Glup shitto (obscure fave, character that can appear in the background for 0.2 seconds and I won’t shut up about it for a week):

ADAM! my boy deserves justice I’m glad he came back for like the final few episodes ;w;

Poor little meow meow (problematic/unpopular/controversial/otherwise pathetic fave):

Balthazar, Gabriel or just like any of the original angel crew from seasons 4/5

Horse plinko (character I would torment for fun, for whatever reason):

Sam… I just really don’t like him the later seasons made him so boring :(((

Eeby deeby (character I would send to super hell):

Metatron, I couldn’t stand him from the first moment he was on screen blech also John Winchester, all my homies hate John Winchester

Next up, devil may cry:

Blorbo (favourite character, character I think about the most):

reboot Dante, like actually obsessed with him…. He’s been living rent free in my head since January 2013 💖💖💖💖❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥🖤🖤🖤🧡🧡💚💜💛💚💙💙💜🤎🤎❤️❤️❤️🧡🧡💛💚💜💙💜🤎🤎❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🔥💝💝💘💘💓💗💞💞💝♥️♥️❣️💕❣️❣️❣️

Scrunkly (my baby, character that gives me cuteness aggression, character that is So Shaped):

Kat and lady and Trish just all 3,,,,, so fucking good

Scrimblo bimblo (underrated/under appreciated fave):

Nico! As much as dmc5 kinda bored me in parts nico was the right level of unhinged love her 💖💖💖

Glup shitto (obscure fave, character that can appear in the background for 0.2 seconds and I won’t shut up about it for a week):

Eva! From both the reboot and original series she just really wanted to protect her kids ;w;

Poor little meow meow (problematic/unpopular/controversial/otherwise pathetic fave):

Dmc3 specific Vergil, he is my fave lil moody asshole

Horse plinko (character I would torment for fun, for whatever reason):

Jester….(is his name jester I can’t fuckin remember the clown from dmc3 lol)

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#4

I got 5 teeth pulled on Friday and all I've wanted to eat the whole time is fish

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#3

I was tagged by the ever lovely @dontcryonmyporch ! Thank you for the tag

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#2

Oh the Americans aren't getting today's wordle

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My #1 post of 2022

Have a Joey

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[whateverthedragonswant]

Some things to note for this blog

I should have put this up sooner but honestly, I didn't think I needed to, until now. Everything below the cut.

GoT

When I post anything GoT-related, I am talking about the showverse only. This is why I do not include "asoiaf" in the tags of each post. While using the same characters and universe that GRRM created in ASOIAF, Game of Thrones is an adaptation. Which is why we don't see characters like Lady Stoneheart, Val, Gryff, or Dacey Mormont. (I know most of us know this already but I feel the point needs to be reiterated for some...certain stan groups in particular) Same goes for House of the Dragon.

I do post about Daenerys (and will continue to) and I can be critical of her but I still love her. She is actually one of my favorite characters in the show. But while I consider myself a fan of hers, I don't stan her blindly and I can see the mistakes she's made. I will call out her bad behavior while still maintaining my love for the character. I appreciate her dark turn because of the fact that she, as a woman, got to have that arc and make her own choices. It's incredible storytelling that was layered in since season 1 (though the execution of it in the end was botched here and there). Same thing goes for the Targaryens. For example, while I might not be a fan of Daemon, I do appreciate his character and Matt Smith's portrayal.

If I see any ridiculous Dany stan or anti Sansa bs in my travels on here, I'm calling it out. Not specifically to the individual(s), I don't do that, but I do respond to ridiculous claims made about characters, their story arcs, the writing, fandom bs, and the show in general.

SPN

I do love SPN but I am very critical of the series finale. But while being critical of it, I can understand why some decisions were made behind the scenes and it is what it is. It doesn't mean I don't hope that a reboot or continuation down the line won't attempt to fix the mistakes that were made (imho Dean's appearance in the finale of The Winchesters already started that ball rolling in a way).

I have been critical of the Wincest pairing in the past but that has been more about some of the behavior of the shippers rather than about the ship itself. I've also listed why I don't feel comfortable with the ship itself but I also have the attitude of ship-and-let-ship. So I'm not attacking the ship but just stating why I don't care for it while also challenging some of the shippers' assertions of how the show was intentionally going that way for the brothers all along as well as their misunderstandings of Dean and Sam's actual familial relationship.

I am anti John Winchester and will forever be. Any posts I make on this subject is not criticism of Jeffrey Dean Morgan or his portrayal of the character. This is not challenging Jeffrey Dean Morgan's or Jensen Ackles' opinions of the character, but sometimes can be a respectful disagreement (meaning I have a different school of thought on the matter for those who aren't able to grasp this everyday life concept). This doesn't mean I don't acknowledge Dean's, Sam's, and Mary's love for John. While I agree with JDM and Jensen that John did the best he could in that time, he absolutely could have done better and had many opportunities to. Not to mention what was implied that was right underneath the surface of the story the whole time and how it was confirmed starting in season 12.

Imho, the idea of Destiel went canon in the show, not the pairing itself. We only saw Cas' confirmation of his feelings and how it all connected back to Cas' own story line over the years. By Dean not having time to respond one way or the other, I believe the show intended to keep that open-ended and ambiguous. So people can still speculate on his feelings should they so choose (personally, I think Cas was extremely important to Dean, more important than antis feel comfortable acknowledging which is why they consistently do their best to undermine the 15x18 moment and attack anyone who asserts that Destiel is canon).

I am very much pro-Dean (not a stan but a huge fan), pro-Winchesters 2.0 (Dean, Sam, Cas & Jack) or TFW 2.0, pro-Jack, pro-Jack and Cas as family to both Sam and Dean. My posts will usually operate from this stance.

If I see any ridiculous anti Dean, anti Destiel bs, pro-toxic codependency bs in my travels on here, I'm calling it out. Not specifically to the individual(s), I don't do that, but I do respond to ridiculous claims made about characters, their story arcs, the writing, fandom bs, and the show in general.

The Winchesters

I am very critical of The Winchesters but it is not personal criticism of Jensen or Danneel Ackles. I am not critical of it for the sake of being critical or fandom drama; I am looking at it through the same critical storytelling eye I look at everything else. I focus on the story and not anything beyond that. Whatever feuds the fandom drama queens believe are going on between Jensen and Jared, Danneel and Genevieve, Jared and Misha, etc, I am not engaging in any of that nor am I going to allow it to taint my perspective as a viewer.

911

While I have been critical of certain relationships for Buck and Eddie (like BuckTaylor, BuckAli, EddieAna, or EddieShannon for example), I am not completely critical of the female characters themselves nor am I anti them (their characters all served a purpose in the story). Except Abby and that was due to her severe mishandling of Buck. But even then, as long as she stays far away from Buck, I'm good with her and hope she finds her own happiness.

I still believe in the possibility of Buddie but I will admit that the season 6 finale left me dumbfounded, even knowing what was happening bts. So I have not posted as much for this pairing or fandom because I'm waiting to see how season 7 will go.

Speaking of which, I am very critical of the writing of the last two episodes of season 6 especially, not just for Buddie but all of the other characters and relationships as well.

Big Sky

I am very critical of the writing of the last season as well as the push the show made for a certain pairing to happen (Beau x Jenny). It is not criticism of Jensen Ackles or of Katheryn Winnick (I am a fan of both), nor is it criticism of the characters Beau Arlen or Jenny Hoyt (I also love both). I honestly believe Jenny's (and Cassie's) character got shafted in the last season as a bid to stay on the air by the showrunner. And I am very critical of that showrunner and some of the decisions he made that I think sunk the show the final inch over the edge into oblivion.

Celebrities/Actors

While I am a fan of Jensen Ackles's career and try to be supportive, this is not a stan blog. I will not be posting about Jensen's personal exploits (outside of FBBC and a social media post here and there possibly), any gossip/rumors surrounding Jensen, anything about his marriage to Danneel, etc.

I will not be posting anything about Danneel Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Misha Collins, etc.

I only post about people I admire and it's usually in relation to their acting and/or portrayals, or directing (like Miguel Sapochnik for example). I appreciate talent where I see it.

[clairenatural]

I think about this all the time and I know that there are other people who would be much better at putting it into words than me, and this is going to be very long (sorry) but like. there’s a very clear narrative that Dean is fed about his parents his whole life, which is: 

- His dad is trying his best. His dad just wants him to be strong, like a man, to protect Sam. Everything his dad did was for his own good. He should be grateful to his dad. He should want to be his dad.

and

- His mom is a mythic figure. She is warm, and soft, and perfect. She exists in the memories that he has of her, where he associates her only with being safe and taken care of, and in the stories his dad tells him, where she is flawless. She is not a real person, she’s an idea--a symbol of the life they could have had. She is why they do everything that they do.

And Dean’s entire character arc from the very beginning is set up to have him break away from these thought patterns--from season 1 we see Dean idolize John, but then see John behave in ways entirely undeserving of that praise. He wears John’s coat. He drives John’s car. But as early as 1x09 Home we start to see that John is not the idol Dean talks about him as. 1x18, Something Wicked, is one of the more heartbreaking episodes when we see just how much John expects of him at age 9, both how much he has to take care of Sam and also how angry John gets when he accidentally puts Sam in danger. In 1x22, when John is possessed, Dean realizes it’s Azazel because “John” tells him he’s proud of him. Literal yellow-eyed demon Azazel overestimates how good of a father John is. And it’s a little later, but it’s still fairly early on in the series (3x10) when Dean has his “he wasn't fair! I didn't deserve what he put on me” moment (and it also has the “daddy’s blunt instrument” line). Like this was clearly set up, from the beginning, from Eric Kripke’s hand himself.

But it’s interspersed with these moments where John sells his soul for Dean, or has uneasy reconciliation with Sam, where it’s possible for the audience to stop and go “Wait. Maybe he....cares about them in his own way?” It’s supposed to be confusing because that’s why it’s so hard for Dean to break away from it, too. John sells his soul for Dean and Dean thinks, okay. He wasn’t bad. He did love me. I can’t be mad at him, because that would make me bad and ungrateful, etc. My dad was brave and I should want to be like him. And the cycle continues.

The problem! The problem is that a huge amount of the audience, and even a chunk of tptb, also buy into this narrative. Huge amounts of people believe exactly what Dean was told, even though the whole story is designed, from the beginning, for Dean to realize that’s all wrong--so the result is that there’s never any narrative closure. The audience is continuously told “John Winchester was an abusive monster who really fucked up both of his kids. Except, no, he was a Good Man and the boys need to forgive him and Dean should want to be a Good Man like him” which is also the message that Dean gets, which means he can never break the “Dad was abusive, except no, he was a Good Man and I should be like him” cycle.

This also happens with Mary, which is potentially where this post gets more controversial. We also start to see the “perfect mother” façade of Mary being dropped fairly early, when it’s revealed that she was a hunter and that she made the deal for John in exchange for Sam. But, obviously, the “perfect mother” ideal is fully deconstructed when she comes back in s12. 

I do think there are valid criticisms of Mary and I think they could have done parts better, and she does go on to betray them, but on a basic level Dean’s first instinct is to be angry that she doesn’t fit his perfect memories, not any of the other stuff. This leads to actual character development--to start to heal from his childhood, it’s important for him to realize that the mom he had in his head that he was Doing It All For wasn’t really a full person--just the idealized stories from his obsessive father and his own memories of 4-and-under, drenched in childhood nostalgia and the warmth of the only stable home he’s ever had. 

For some reason, Mary doesn’t have the untouchable status of John, so they’re actually allowed to grapple with this a bit and she and Dean are able to have the face-to-face “I am your mother, but I am not just a mom. And you are not a child.” “I never was.” conversation, which is heartbreaking because they’re both correct. I have not-so-positive thoughts about how the narrative holds her more accountable for simply not fitting into the idealized version of Mother Mary that her sons hold than it does John for being actually abusive, but that’s not this post, and ultimately they do move forward with the storyline of Dean coming to terms with it.

But people got so angry. I’m not talking about the people who have valid criticisms about how her character could have been more interesting, or how she does betray them, or any legitimate stuff--I’m talking about people being mad specifically because she “abandons” her sons again, and being mad that she didn’t just appear in the bunker’s kitchen baking endless pies. Those people have fallen into the exact same trap that Dean did--they idealized Mary and are angry when she’s a real person and not just a fantasy mother. 

This is a really long post but my point is that: when we meet him, Dean believes a set of fake truths about both his parents, which the narrative then tries to deconstruct. But, for some reason, a good chunk of the viewers (and, at least on John’s part, at least some of the production team) have also fallen for those fake truths; they think John was misguided but not abusive and ultimately was a good father, and that Mary was a perfect, pie-making mother. The end result is that John is never allowed to be held accountable, so Dean can never heal and grow, and Mary is absolutely demonized the moment she strays from that paradigm. And I just. Don’t know how to end this post but I think about this a lot. And it’s interesting. And I wonder how the show would have been allowed to go if it hadn’t happened like that.

[morganofthefairies]

Me: Okay, brain! You need to focus today because we have a lot to get done!

Brain: John Winchester sent Dean to salt and burn two lesbian nuns ON HIS BIRTHDAY for his first solo hunt

Me: No. No, that’s not what I meant by focus.

Brain: Imagine how scared Dean must have been wondering if John knew....

Me: Look... I have things I need to do....

Brain: John Winchester wanted to spend Dean’s 17th birthday with Sam instead.

.....so how is everyone else doing today?

[laurelwinchester]

Did you read John’s journal that’s been surfacing around lately? Fuck John. Abusive prick.

oh yeah, i’ve read it before. fun fact: i actually own it. like i have an actual physical copy of it on my bookshelf. i think it was a gift back when it first came out. and as someone who has read every single word of it i can safely say without a single doubt - 

fuck that guy.

if any winchester deserved a shitty rusty nail ending, it was john.

[therosebrain]

John Winchester is the real big bad of supernatural lol

[deansmom]

listen, I LOVE all of the john hate I am seeing today. I am always, always here for trashing on john winchester and never letting anybody forget what a trash human he was and what an abusive father he was, specifically to dean. 

BUT, why do so many people seem surprised????? did you not watch the show??? did you not see how dean reacted to him?? how dean talks about him??? how sam, THE KID JOHN ACTUALLY LIKED, talked about him???? how MARY talked about him??? bobby??? they all HATED him. 

john winchester was an abusive drunk and his boys would’ve been better off if he had just dropped off the face of the earth. 

[tarthserjaime]

Every single time I see a terrible spn take on this godforsaken hellsite and trace it to the source I find a w*nc*st shipper or a w*nc*st apologist. No matter what the subject, that seems to be the common denominator.

Thank god for the block function.

[mvdeanw]

I didn't need another hole in my already broken heart but go ahead shoot... 😭💔🥺

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thinking about the part in john’s journal that says dean didn’t talk for like a whole fucking year after mary died and how when confronted with intense emotion dean’s instinct continues to be to swallow it and go quiet until the feeling either goes away or becomes so overwhelming he has to let it out physically (either through violence, screaming, or tears. often all of the above) and how putting words to his emotions comes so slowly to him that if he’s given even a moment to think through what’s about to come out of his mouth he can hardly speak. thinking a lot of things right now

[buckyownsmylife]

Just One - John Winchester smut

The one where John has been obsessed with killing you but now that he found you...

Warnings: smut, as close to hatefucking as I can write, witch!reader, masturbation (f), oral (m, f), dirty talk, degradation laced with praise?, hairpulling kink, namecalling (bitch, whore), John wants it to hurt, slight size kink (blink and you’ll miss), p in v, spanking, biting, unprotected sex, cumplay, unspecified age gap

Word count: 2.2k

A/N:  This one is a part of my kinktober celebrations. My original intention for this October was to work exclusively around prompts that my wonderful friend @darkficsyouneveraskedfor created for her challenge and dedicate each story to a different friend. My new plan became then 31 days of different kinks, which expanded on a poly relationship with Stucky, as you might know by now. However, some of the stories I started were already truly loved by me, and so I kept on writing them. It worked well because as it turns out, I am fortunate enough to have more than 31 friends on Tumblr, so here is the story I wrote for @negans-attagirl​. This most likely celebrates my last time writing for John! Special thanks to my @sweetkingdomstarlight-blog​ for reading this even though she’s not really into Supernatural! I love you for it!

I knew he was there. Watching. I’d been running away from him for so long, it felt like second nature now - to look over my shoulder, hold my breath when a stranger got too close. Watch the shadows and see if they took the form of a well-built man who wanted nothing more than to see me dead.

But I didn’t just wait around for my inevitable ending, oh no. I’d studied him just as much as he did to me, prepared myself for what was to come as I fled the state and traveled borders in the hopes of throwing him off. I concocted potions and spells and thought about everything I could do to him whenever he found me again.

Most of all, I thought of him. How could I not? Not only was he my main concern in this life, but the man was just walking sin. And if I were to go down, I was determined to at least go down on him before he killed me.

So I slowly left the diner across from the motel I’d been hiding in for the last three weeks and returned to my room, making sure to leave the door unlocked while I took off my clothes. The sound of the door closing behind me wasn’t unmistakable, and we both knew that. “Feel like joining me?” I asked as I sat down on the bed and spread my legs for his eyes, my hand traveling down my body, playing with my nipples before settling between my thighs. He didn’t look confused, not even for a moment.

This sexual tension between us, it’d never been one-sided. It was there from the beginning, electrifying our interactions as desire swirled in the air around us. I was convinced it was the main reason why he couldn’t just let me go.

He leaned his head to the side, but didn’t say anything. He was too focused on what I was doing, the way my fingers rubbed my clit before dipping inside my hole only to come back up wetter, the sounds of my actions filling the air around us.

“I don’t see why not.” The words sent a thrill up my spine, and without even stopping to consider what I was doing, I dropped to my knees before him, reaching out for his jeans. “Can’t let you get off all by yourself.”

I hummed appreciatively as I stuck out my tongue to lick the red head of his cock, already intoxicated with his taste. “Such a gentleman… even when you’re planning to kill me.” His chuckle was like thunder, reverberating through me and making my clit throb as I wrapped my lips around his member.

“It would be a waste if I didn’t put this pretty mouth to work.” His thumb brushed against my lower lip until I licked it and enveloped it with my mouth, making him groan. “So fucking warm. I’m gonna enjoy filling this hole with my cock.”

His words had me clenching around nothing, the overwhelming wetness that dripped from me now slathering the inside of my thighs, no doubt reaching the floor. It made me desperate to please him, desperate to fill my mouth with his cock.

So I wrapped my lips around the head of his member and began sucking, at first looking up to see his darkened, lust-filled eyes before actually closing mine to fully appreciate his taste, the weight of him on my tongue.

I licked every single inch of his skin until my saliva coated his member. It was a beautiful cock, a cock that deserved to be worshiped. I wasn’t one to enjoy being on my knees too much, but his thickness was just too tempting. I needed to pay it the proper respects.

So I took him as well as I could, ignoring the way tears rose to my eyes as I willingly choked myself on his cock, trying my best to breathe through my nose in an effort to reach his navel.

I wasn’t able to. But he didn’t seem to mind, hand wrapped around my hair, forcing my movements as I slobbered all over his dick. “Such a good little cocksucker…” he absentmindedly commented, almost to himself.

“Were you expecting me?” I looked up to see him looking down at me, actually waiting for an answer. So I pulled away, wiped the spit from my jaw before replying honestly, “Always.”

Because, well… How could I sleep peacefully without thinking about the man who wanted to kill me?

But his answer was a chuckle and an almost condescending head pat, his deep warm voice making me even wetter when he complimented, “Good girl.” God, he could kill me right now. I’d go willingly and happily.

I eagerly sucked him off a bit longer, losing myself in the almost-sounds that I could pick up from his body: the little groans and pants, the way he cleared his throat instead of growling his desire for me. He wouldn’t give in, wouldn’t show his satisfaction to a little witch.

I could live with that.

“Stop that.” His words were accompanied by a harsh tug on my hair, pulling me up until I was standing on my tip toes, my face mere inches from his. “Wanna fuck you now. I can kill you tomorrow.”

The fact that he never kissed me didn’t escape me. This was a quick fuck, it would not be mistaken as anything else. Still, that didn’t mean I wouldn’t drag as much fun out of it as I possibly could… especially considering these might very well be my last hours of living.

“So you want me?” I questioned, smirking at his answering huff. He didn’t want to admit it, of course - that would be recognizing I had some sort of power over him. So he opted to tighten his grip on my hair until I moaned from the pleasurable pain, eyes sparkling in their darkness as he took in just how desperate I was for him.

��You’re such a fucking tease,” he settled for saying as I laughed. “Always a fucking tease. Is your cunt as bitter as your soul, brat?” I bit my lip as he threw me on the bed, already anticipating his next move.

“Find out for yourself.” His expression made it clear that he was doubtful when he tore off my underwear and threw the scraps of it over his shoulder, pulling me to the edge of the bed by my ankles without much care.

He pressed on the inside of my thighs to keep my legs spread for him, and when his tongue licked a line up my cunt, I clenched around nothing, eyes closing for just a second to relish in the barely-there sensation.

“Oh, fuck…” His voice was barely over a whisper, but I still heard it and when I opened my eyes to look at him, he was staring directly at his meal, like he couldn’t believe what he had just tasted. “So fucking sweet…”

He went back there with a newfound hunger, and although I knew he wasn’t doing this to make me cum, I also knew he would achieve that - easily. It didn’t take many of his long swipes over my hole, the twirls around my clit to make me gasp for him, hands flying down to pull on his hair.

I think the only reason he didn’t slap them away was because he seemed to like the slight sting I provided him.

“Fucking cum, bitch,” he growled at some point, surprising me until he revealed why it was that he wanted me to orgasm. “I want to drink all of your essence before I shove my cock into you, make sure it’ll really sting.”

But I knew it was more than that - I knew he wanted more of my taste. It was everywhere now, dripping from his beard, smearing the inside of my thighs, but he kept his eyes focused on me, waiting for my breaking point.

I saw embers of flames when it arrived. Maybe it predicted my death at the stake, but I couldn’t mind it. Not when John was rising to his full height and very easily turning me around to lay on my stomach, keeping my legs dangling off the edge of the bed when he kicked them apart.

I was trapped under his much larger body and I didn’t mind it at all. He shoved my face against the bed, like he didn’t want to see it as he slowly started to stretch me out.

I bit my lower lip as I struggled to adjust around his thickness, and by the sounds John was releasing, I could see he was just as overwhelmed by me and the pussy he wanted to destroy.

I couldn’t believe how good it felt to be ravished by John Winchester. No one had ever fucked me like this before, and I was sure he knew, with the melodic moans that kept slipping from my lips, try as I might to reel them in.

“Those fucking sounds…” He groaned behind me, seconds before his hand landed harshly on the right cheek of my ass, making me whine even louder. “You’re a filthy little whore, aren’t you?”

I was too far gone to even try to deny it, fucking myself back against his delicious thick cock, desperate to cum again, this time feeling completely full of him.

“Who would have thought…” He panted, hips maintaining their onslaught against me. “Nasty fucking witch, such a tight little pussy.” Each word was accompanied by a particularly brutal thrust and I relished in it. I relished in witnessing the great John Winchester get carried away because of my body.

“Fuck,” he cursed after he managed to locate my sweet spot, which in turn had me instinctively clenching around him. “Why do you feel so fucking good?”

Under him, I just giggled, my hand easily locating the spot above where we were connected so I could rub myself to an orgasm. “I’m convinced you’re the devil, little witch.”

Stifling a laugh, I started to move my hips back so I could fuck myself on him, showing him how I liked to be treated - even harder and rougher than he was already treating me. And because I really was a brat, I couldn’t help but taunt, “Do you feel sorry you have to destroy it?”

I knew he understood I was referring to my pussy, and when his hand slapped mine away so he could take over the motions over my clit, I closed my eyes to let bliss take me.

“Almost,” he grunted, a confession I almost lost in the fog of my high. But here lied an opportunity, and I wasn’t about to let it slip away without a fight.

“I mean… you could just keep it,” I offered, barely over a whisper so as not to anger the man who kept fucking me. I didn’t want him to stop his movements, so I hoped even if he did get pissed at my suggestion, he’d just take it out on me. “Use it whenever you want.”

I didn’t get a response from him - at least, not verbally. But he did speed up his movements, pounding me so hard the bed started to hit the wall and I knew we were seconds away from having the neighbors banging on it, telling us to keep it down, but I couldn’t care less.

Not when John was burying his face in the crook of my neck, beard tickling me as he bit on my shoulder to keep his roar from reverberating in the room when he shot his cum deep inside of me.

He didn’t wait even a second before pulling out. I missed his weight on top of me, but the feeling of his cum slowly slipping from my used pussy was enough to give me some comfort.

“Shit, I really opened you up, huh?” He chuckled, rubbing his cream around my hole before pushing it back into me, making me whine. “I’m still fucking hard. Did you put a spell on me, brat?”

I laughed as he massaged my ass, apparently incapable of fully retreating his touch from my skin. “Is that why I’m still aroused?” He insisted, rutting his very much, still hard member against my thigh. “Tell me.”

Stretching, I giggled at his silly accusation. “I think I just turn you on, old man,” I teased, wiggling my ass at him. He took the bait and spanked it, before I felt his weight leave the bed altogether.

“Well, I’m going to take a shower, wash you off of me,” he explained, stopping at the door of the bathroom to stare at me. “You better be there when I come out,” he warned and I bit my lip, understanding exactly what he meant.

“I don’t think I can walk if I tried,” I giggled, but he just tipped his head back, humming noncommittally. Before long, I heard the shower turning on, the sound of the water running down the drain almost lulling me to sleep.

I made sure to leave my panties right next to the note I wrote for him to find when he got out of the shower. Three simple words, a promise: “Until next time”.

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thinking a lot abt how like.........john was abusive. like we all know that but also the narrative knows it. it’s said multiple times on screen. dean says it himself, that he didn’t deserve it. john’s journal, official merchandise, paints him in the worst light possible. at multiple points in the show dean’s entire development arc centers around distancing himself from john and not becoming their father, and yet. because of a few people in the writers and producers room, you get episodes like lebanon where the boys forgive him and he ends up in heaven, down the road from dean. and obviously on one hand it just shows the split in tptb on how they approach both this and other parts of the show, and that makes everything (especially the ending) make more sense, but it also means neither dean nor sam can ever heal or move on. it means dean is allowed (and, even forced) to stay angry, like john, and he gets stuck in this cycle where he can never really break away from that because that would require the narrative to say, once and for all, john was abusive and dean deserved better and he is going to be better--and when they do start to go there, like the beginning of s13, they walk it back immediately as soon as it hits the “once and for all decry john, for real, with no retconning this time” line and i just. idk. a lot would be different if they had just actually gone the full mile and said yes, john was abusive. and then not gone back on that. and not put him in dean’s heaven as one last ‘fuck you’. not least because dean would have been actually allowed to grow more than two steps forward, one step back. 

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𝐒𝐡𝐞 𝐖𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐑𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐞

" 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢." 𝚂𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚢𝚜, 𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚐𝚞𝚗 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊 𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚍𝚒𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜. " 𝙼𝚢 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚋𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝙸 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚜𝚑, 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚕𝚕 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚏𝚊𝚛 𝙸'𝚖 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚐𝚘 𝚝𝚘 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝. 𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚏𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚟𝚎."

There’s something about female villains that intrigue me. It’s never caused by simple things like many believe, it takes more than one bad day to make such a big change in your morals and take on such a role. In movies, female villains are one dimensional, often portrayed to make you hate them and love the hero, but what if we flipped the tides?

I want you to illustrate a villain that’s just more than her tragedy, someone who uses her wits to get anything done, someone with more dimensions and if you wanna throw it in there, a killer backstory. I want your fic to make me hate the hero and love the villain. Keep reading if you’re interested in more.

How Will This Work?

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Choose a prompt below and if you’re feeling a little more inspired take a look at the challenge playlist, pick a song and make a fic from it !! Make sure to name which song you used so I can listen while I read !!

Playlist for this Challenge found here !!

The Rules;

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Two blogs per prompt, I will add more if many join. I made each one up so it might take a lil while. Send me an ask with your chosen character + prompt !!

Minors are NOT allowed to participate. Neither are blogs without any indication that they’re an adult being on their bio.

I have squicks which will prevent me from reading your entry if they include scat, assplay, anal, nipple clamps, knife play, blood play, machoism, priest!kink, choking, piss kink, incest, pet play, suicide. 

THERE IS NO DEADLINE

TAG YOUR FIC ACCORDINGLY; PLACE PROPER WARNINGS; DARK!FICS ARE WELCOME.

Almost any AU’s allowed (ask if you’re not sure), yandere too

A/b/o is also allowed

Since this includes reader, it’s reader x character only, no ship pairings !!

Each fic MUST include a villain!reader, not the other way around. 

Each fic MUST include angst of some kind, remember this is centered around a villain!reader

Remember to add hashtag #She Wants Revenge Challenge within first 5 tags of your fic !!

If I have not reblogged it, dm it to me after 24 hours !!

Just changed the rule to allow RPF, as of 9/14/21 since it’s an AU which should be okay. Wasn’t sure at first.

PROMPTS:

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" Quite the contrary amigo, I don't dabble in heroism."

"I told you, this wasn't going to work out like the movies."

" You see?? You're just like me, fighting a never ending battle of someone's cruel game."

" I'm not a pawn, bitch I'm the Queen."

"What's yours is mine. always."                                                   ​

"Aww, are you done with your little speech about honor?" @romancherry​

"Boring, enough hero monologue."

“You’re so stupid.”

“I’m going to fucking ruin you.” @slothspaghettiwrites​ ​

“ I don’t want to be saved, I just wanted respect.” @all-alone-he-turns-to-stone​

“ Corruption works both ways.” @sparkledfirecracker​

“You’re a fool if you think you can fix me.”

“Sweetheart, I thought this was a man’s world? I thought you knew that by now.”

“Shame, I don’t have time to fuck and kill you now.”

“See you in Hell bastard.” @specialk-18​

“A one man army? I’m flattered.”

“Lemme guess, you’re gonna wear spandex to fight me? Try denim.”

“Throw the first punch then, show me you’re worth antagonizing.”

“ Does this jail cell come with you in a maid’s costume serving me food on Fridays?”

“Honestly, I could steal a coffin.”

“You don’t forget the past, it’s the stepping stone for your revenge silly.”

“Look I appreciate the offer but I don’t screw heroes sexually, however non sexually is a whole other ball park.”

CHARACTERS ( RPF ALLOWED FOR THOSE LISTED ONLY):

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Chris Evans Characters (Andy Barber, Ari Levinson, Mr. Frezzy, Ransom Drysdale, Steve Rogers, Curtis Everett, Johnny Storm, Colin Shea and Jake Jensen)

Jensen Ackles Characters (Dean Winchester, Deanmon, Michael!Dean, Bruce Wayne/Batman, Red Hood)

Danneel Ackles characters (Rachel Gatina and Anael)

Ben Barnes Characters (Billy Russo and General Kirigan)

Pedro Pascal Character (Javier Pena, Agent Whiskey )

Jeffery Dean Morgan Characters (John Winchester and Negan)

Michael B. Jordan (Kilmonger)

Poison Ivy

Ursula