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i think that after his horrible horrible breakup crowley should get really into abba. idk. trust me on this guys .
#like idk take a chance on me and waterloo and i mean they have so many good songs to cry over a breakup about i think#and then like he hears angeleyes one time and hes sobbing immediately#this is my personal belief forever#also he takes over the bookshop and gets way more into music because all of his music doesn't turn into queen so like#he can have more variety of taste#i mean he LIKES classical he just never gets to keep it so like. i imagine maggie is getting a good amount of records bought .#i mean idk their opinion on eachother haven't watched s2#but still#i am sure they would work their way to a nice healthy symbiotic relationship#good omens spoilers#i mean i guess right#good omens#crowley#abba#sorry i am right always
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wincest is so interesting because there are Endless points in their lives where the relationship could go from gen to full wincest and all of them feel equally true. weecest? valid. awkward coming of age? valid. right before stanford? makes perfect sense. pilot reunion? obviously. pre/post hell? Very valid. late season realization? sure. Literally Any Point during the entire run of the show? Yeah.
like that’s… such a unique ship dynamic. they’ve been so Like That for their entire lives that at any point you could slot in a little kiss or whatever and it wouldn’t feel strange. i don’t think it could feel strange. their love runs so much deeper that classic romance/ sexual behaviours just seem like a given
#they’re so weird <3#like it is my personal belief that they had feelings for each other forever and then finally did something abt it#maybe a bit before sam left for stanford#and then they’ve had like an on/off thing going on#spn studies#hc#mars.txt#wincest#meta
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#shoot from the hip#sfth#99% chance someone did this already but what the hell#we stan andre beetroot in this house#it is my personal belief that after the somerset fire he fled the country#hence why he is now hosting a bobsledding tournament in sweden#although how being a celebrity beetroot farmer makes you qualified to host bobsledding tournaments is beyond me#burglary and bobsleds#almost tagged this as beetroot and bobsleds#now that would the ultimate crossover#it would have to be about andre and would bridge the gap between the two plays#hang on that should be a fic#i can't be arsed but if anyone is reading this far into the tags and is inspired i would love you forever if you wrote it
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My sex and gender class is cool and I enjoy it bcuz it’s allllllll discussion every day and even if I disagree with people I like hearing thoughts. Expands my perspective. But it kinda weirds me out because my prof keeps talking about how lesbians have it kinda easy and we’re not that oppressed or made into outcasts as much as like… bisexuals. Or something. Thinking emoji. It’s not a competition but I just think it’s kinda weird !
#the thing about me is that my beliefs especially about the lgbt community are so nuanced and bendable that I contradict myself#my rule is basically do what you want forever + my personal beliefs should have no effect on what you do + it doesn’t matter + but I can#still be annoyed#BUT this one thing just irks me. and idk why but discussing how lesbians have less sex than literally everyone else is#well I don’t necessarily DONT believe it but I think it’s more nuanced than how my prof says#lesbians are more ~emotionally interested~ we like to ~hold hands~ and such. rubs me wrong. IDK!!#statistics are probably right but still I don’t think that’s the reason.. 😭🫶#at least not the ONLY reason. maybe it’s a part of it. but in my opinion#it’s the combination of… the effects of estrogen. socialization (women taught to be submissive+not take the lead). umm#idk. stuff like dat 🫶👍
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surprised how much of commieblr wants to be mutuals with me considering how catastrophically lame and not well read I am I guess that just means I really am a Good Poster
#its scary#by not well read I just mean I havent read nearly enough books to match the average person with my beliefs#not that I'm against it it just takes me forever to really process text (not skimming for fun)#txt
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I DONT KNOW WHY BUT i was kinda imagining earlier barn having abandonment issues, and constantly feeling the need to ask howdy if hes gonna leave him, and when he gets upset infront of howdy he starts apologising and asking him not to leave ect ☹️‼️
anyway sillies 😋
im not sure what you mean by earlier barn!
#but either way hmmmmm that sorta angst/drama isnt for me i think!#and idk... if barn has issues he strikes me as the type to shove it all down plaster on a smile and act So So Fine And Normal#and also i simply cannot imagine him being in any way insecure when it comes to him and howdy being in a relationship!#its important to me that even if they have other issues#when it comes to each other theyre on the Same Page and like. unbearably healthy lmao#they can talk to each other about anything & they Know It! they're both terribly in love w/ each other and! They Know It!#utmost trust and confidence in each other! stability! understanding!#they look at each other and go 'ah yes. my forever person. but also if he wanted to leave id let him go'#'id be devastated beyond belief but i wouldnt fight him on this'#yk...?#if barnaby was ever fearful that howdy would leave#i think that a) howdy would pick tf up on it & ask whats wrong#b) barnaby would either bite his tongue OR try to (casually) ask howdy about it#rambles from the bog#ah sorry sorry i like misunderstandings but only In Particular Circumstances! and if it Makes Sense for the situation / characters!
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i can't stop thinking about eiffel's birthday. he's almost forty. there's no way he ever thought he would live to be forty, by bad luck or bad habits; he was facing twenty-six years in prison before he was thirty, he thought he'd die in deep space (in a multitude of ways), and even before all of that... i don't think eiffel ever planned to have a future, not really. he's almost forty. he's old enough to watch his daughter grow up. to get gray in his hair. to have all of the junk food he's eaten in his life finally catch up to him.
and on the other side of that, you know he teased minkowski relentlessly when she turned forty, with no foresight that it would one day be him. and he is so, so lucky she's not as petty as she could be. i don't think turning forty bothered her that much, but eiffel? oh he's going to have a crisis. he should get a motorcycle; he tinkers with it and shows it off and talks about it constantly, but he never learns how to actually ride it. he keeps putting that part off.
he's turning forty. i realize the implications of that really depend on how you feel about eiffel post-canon, in a variety of ways. but to me it's like a celebration of his long history of unlikely survival. it's so funny and heartbreaking and heartwarming in equal measure, and i think that's a very doug eiffel combination of emotions.
#wolf 359#w359#doug eiffel#his birthday is in less than a week... don't forget...#sorry i have to be unwell about him sometimes#and yes like there is a way that characters are always. the ages they are in canon forever. but have you considered#he's turning forty and his daughter is like sixteen now and that's driving me insane#also i believe in lanky eiffel it's my personal belief that he's just been able to eat whatever junk he wants#for his entire life without really putting on weight. but once he turns forty he will start putting on weight specifically#and maybe only in his stomach. and he is going to have such a crisis.#have you ever seen like. a wiry old hippie with a gray ponytail and a motorcycle. smoke preserved type of man#i have a vision of eiffel's future spiritually i think he is that man
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I know we as a fandom all love to shit on Duncan whenever we get the chance (see: me posting Duncan GruncanWuncan) especially since the like, two times we ever see him he's shitting on us for being ourselves then tries to kill us because of his own delusions of grandeur but I thought about it and I was like, "......man that's kinda Sad actually"
BECAUSE seeing this from Duncan's perspective; he's The Best, he always has been the best, but reality constantly shows him that isn't true (Malorn, The Wizard, anyone else)
Like imagine how painful that can be when you think something that you truly deserved and something that you've fought for, maybe for your entire life, is seemingly handed to others who aren't nearly as deserving as you
And yeah WE know that Duncan has neither worked (very hard, at least) for his perceived greatness NOR does he truly """deserve""" it (Duncan has been shown to be shirking his duties off to us and possibly others for his own gain), but DUNCAN doesn't know this. Like in his mind he truly, honestly, genuinely believes with his whole fragile heart that he is just above everyone else and puts more effort in trying to convince others of that rather than literally just trying to work towards that himself
And then there's the extra added insult that even in his own class he's pretty mediocre. Duncan INSISTS that he was Malistaire's best student and that he praised Duncan maybe once and that all other Death students only wish they could be like him, but... Malorn. And I bet deep down Duncan KNOWS that in fact Malorn was Malistaire's best and most talented. And Duncan can't even really twist that in his mind because it was made solid when Malorn took over Malistaire's duties instead of him. It was proven as a hard fact that Malorn was more suited to the job than Duncan was and is widely recognized as being The Best Death student (if the YW isn't a Necromancer)
Okay so fine. Whatever it's just Death right? At least Duncan can be the best at ANYTHING ELSE, maybe he's not the most talented Necromancer but there's 6 more types of magic to excel in!!!
But then another person ruins that. The Young Wizard poofs in from another world and suddenly, Duncan is overshadowed once more because a literal child prodigy and Local Hero arrives and literally saves their world and then, the universe. Multiple times in fact
Like bro I can imagine that could be at least a little bit painful for anyone, but imagine with Duncan's already low self-esteem and his fragile, large ego, he literally and genuinely took that personally and a hit to your pride is devastating for anyone, no matter who you are. That was like, Strike Three for Duncan and it was so very personal and important to him that it left him in a deep and vulnerable state
But I think the absolute saddest part of Duncan's downfall is that near the end, he was ultimately manipulated by an adult. A grown ass adult noticed and acknowledged his insecurities and purposely struck where it hurts the most, in his weakest state. Duncan already wasn't thinking clearly from the start but when everything went to shit for him and he was clinging, Gretta DarkKettle approached him and completely broke him down to make him into something else entirely for the Schism's benefit.
Of course Duncan was a piece of shit from the start but he truly didn't have any malicious intentions until Gretta messed with his mind. Like, he went from a pretty much harmless bully to an actual criminal of the state and a threat to the literal universe. Duncan was CORRUPTED and all of his worst fears and delusions were solidified the moment Gretta """validated""" those feelings Duncan had.
Is Duncan completely blameless? Fuck no he did some fucked up shit actually and I'm glad he was held accountable for it by the narrative and the fandom!!! But I think it's something to be said that at the end of the day, Duncan was still a child that was suffering from many type of issues before being recruited and manipulated by a powerful literal cult. Wizard101 does have a theme of malicious intending and less than responsible adults using children to get what they want (Malistaire, Morganthe's brother, GF Spider, GM Raven, coughcoughAmbrose) but unlike the Young Wizard who successfully stays true to themselves despite that, Duncan had a more Morganthe-like route and ultimately succumbed to it. Of course their situations are a lot different since the YW wasn't brought in by a cult, but you can't help but feel bad for someone so young being preyed on by older people who are supposed to look out for them and protect them from something just LIKE that.
I will always shit on Duncan because it's funny and hold him accountable for his actions because he should, but I also feel bad for him and I hope he had a better ending after he was defeated
#this isnt like a callout post btw LMAO everyone is free to feel how they feel#this isnt me like shitting on the fandom or anything pls dont feel that way#i just think duncans situation is really interesting and kinda important to look at beneath all the memes and stuff#duncan is a loser in my heart but he's a victim in my soul. poor kid#also think about the fact that he STILL wasnt strong enough even after all that. we still defeated him#he spent most of his young life having all that resentment and anger and hatred in his heart-#-and thought it would all finally be worth it once we were dead but that also fell apart#my fave types of villains are the ones who trult believe they were right/were wronged by the world#duncan literally had delusions of granduer. thats super tough to get over#the feelings and belief of self can be so so important to someone#what you truly believe about YOURSELF is like the core. it can even be more important that religion/family/etc. for some people#it personally makes sense to me that duncan would feel so broken after having that 'taken' away from him#because if you dont have yourself to count on then who???? what else is there#also sad because literally the wizard did nothing to him. we were just minding our own business but duncan still took it personally#it didnt have to be that way at ALL and i hope he gets some therapy and gretta gets locked up forever#anyway. im normal#wizard101#w101#wiz101#duncan grimwater#long post#text post
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Sanzu waited for Senju to leave the house before slashing Takeomi's eye and run away. For two reasons:
1. He didn't want Senju to see that, not only because she would've intervened, but because he wanted to spare her the bloody spectacle.
2. So Senju didn't try to stop him from leaving. Because despite what complex feelings he harbours for her, he couldn't bear having to say goodbye to her or the pain that moment might've caused. So he avoided it.
#on my delulu hours#because i'm on the belief that senju was the only person sanzu gave a damn about in his family#it's canon that he practically raised her#that's a bond he wouldn't been able to ignore no matter how hard he tried#and i find it curious that his last act before running away was attacking takeomi like that#but did nothing to senju (in fact nothing indicates her presence in the act)#so my bet is that sanzu did it when she wasn't around#he got his revenge on the brother that mistreated him for years and spared senju from having to see him leave forever#auch#i hurt myself#akashi siblings#takeomi akashi#senju kawaragi#akashi senju#sanzu haruchiyo#akashi haruchiyo#tokyo revengers#tokyo revengers headcanons#tokyo rev#tokyo rev headcanons
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brb spiraling into insanity about Lae'zel's story themes being about letting go of high-demand religion/society and carving your own path with your own values and allies and morality despite the intense pressure from your old group to remain in a place that's eating you alive
#having to build your belief system from the ground up because you've realized it's rotten to the roots#knowing that the community you grew up in will forever think you're lost#rejecting what you're told is exhaltation in favor of what you know is real and good now#devoting your life to a cause and then being called traitor when your conscience diverges from that cause#'mourning the loss of the person she once was and can never be again'#'better a short life built on truth than an immortality woven of lies'#'vlaakith cannot unmake she who no longer exists'#'i crawl among my own people low as an asps belly'#'what good this heart of stone for it to be shattered'#GOD#bg3#bg3 spoilers#laezel#bg3 laezel#laezel spoilers#bg3 act 1 spoilers#bg3 act 3 spoilers#my post#jay rambles
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literally lez esp butch community was the first place i really learned it was possible to be seen as like. attractive. my confidence on off wavers often very often but sometimes i just remember there are people who find it possible to view me attractively.
#the thing is i also know im not even that big. but im not skinny. in the slightest. and also lived with my mama who while only literally#one time ever was unkind to me about my weight when i was a child. did not enjoy her body for the size it was very much.#so i unfortunately that combined with general societal attitudes i have never been a huge fan of Who I Am. but i remember thinking for the#first time in high school but like with full genuine belief that it was possible that one day. i could be someone who was liked physically#not just learned to be loved physically after learning to love my personality. but that i could just like. be a randomly attractive person#to someone else. bc of the love for fat butches out there and the praise of them as attractive. and again while my confidence is always#on off forever. it's like i have small bits of knowledge i can always cling to. i always mean it when i say being a butch lez has made my#life better. it truly has.#static.soundz
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If you support the ongoing Human genocide in palestine, DRC and Sudan or you are a "nUWUtral cutie patootie oooooh i am so neutral I don't care 💅💅💅" type of person and STILL be a fan of one piece ...
Then I've got bad news for you
Your ass is reading too fast or you're too damn dumb to understand what the story is about. Either way get off the fandom and shut up forever
#If you don't like this post then boohoo I don't care#Human lives are precious no matter the color or gender or beliefs or religion#And that's what Oda is trying to show but some of y'all are very very dence and can't understand that#“B-But i enjoy it” yeah ok cool but you also automatically enjoy seeing people dead and seeing kids and civilians dying#I have been supporting the cause with my friends on my priv instagram and the amount of OP fans who are pro genocide like?????#Bitch get your shit together and go watch paint dry... Or don't; paint is too precious for your ass#“all lives matter” until it's about black people or native americans or Balkans or south asians or Inuit or Quechua or Homeless people or-#-Latin Americans or Arabs or Holocaust survivors or Central asians or chechens or Tatars or Rohingya or Uyghur-#I could go on forever! But y'all go “all lives matter” the moment a black person says “black lives matter” because let's be real for a sec.#You say “all lives matter” and you know DAMN well you don't give a single shit about those lives as long as they're not white#The hypocrisy is showing baby and it's on you if people hate your guts for it#Also... Support Palestinians by donating to Palestinian aid services; E-sims; Palestinian owned businesses and damilies ❤️#Same goes for the Congolese and Sudanese ppl. Send them aid; donate; help the artists and people who speak for their cause and speak up ☝️🙏#There are some very trusty organizations out there to help but I can't link them since I'm afraid some of them can turn out to be scammers#I'll try to find legit ones#As for anybody who wants to come and whine about me becoming “too political and whiny blah blah”-#You can eat shit for all i care 🤗🥰🤩#Unfollow if you disagree I don't give a damn#free congo#save congo#DRC#I STAND WITH CONGO#FREE PALESTINE#غزة العزة#غزة حرة#فلسطين حرة إن شاء الله#جمهورية الكونغو الديمقراطية#الكونغو#السودان#Sudan
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At the root of my problems.
#sif personal#obviously just watched the movie so spoilers#after a failed ADHD test because the numbers were too crazy i was suggested treatment for anxiety#which i assumed wasn't the case. definitely depression and a few other medical things#I'm so good at making appointments and public speaking even if don't do it right so i obviously don't right#but the last couple weeks after the test I'm noticing when exactly my clenching gets worse instead of always there#and slowly putting a name to a feeling#and then THIS little shit in the movie#says literally everything i have thought forever#especially the reassurance that this is to help and protect me. the planning.#like i have a memory of me literally convincing my therapist it provides me comfort#even the core belief things is hecking anxiety#all attempts to help myself are like 'fear you need to slow your roll and follow this 20 step plan or you'll kill us all'#rather than consider anxiety#I'm feeling shitty? blame is on depression#I'm feeling good? it's because I'm doing so well everything is paying off! FOR NOW-#i know it can't all be broken down from this this movie but literally word for word damn#headcanon is that every suppressed anxiety attack is just another tightened muscle that never goes away#already my brain is like how can i stop having anxiety ever again otherwise i have failed?
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Getting legit anon hate for saying that people would enjoy Destiel if they didn't hate us so bad and really unsure if they're like reinforcing my point intentionally or what?
#not the stupidest anon hate i've ever gotten (shout out to ofmd for holding that crown forever more)#but honestly kind of funny#anon hate#ladyluscinia#edit: ah so that's why. person who admits they've never seen gundam and voted because they hate destiel screenshotted me#to own on my beliefs that *checks notes* people hate destiel enough to vote for a ship they've never seen#guess i'll be blocking anons all day 😮💨#also reading comprehension is so bad on the piss on the poor site my guys
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Much love for Iggy. He is so sweet and reminds me of my sweet departed girl Ryoko, who left us at age 17 and 3/4, spoiled empress to the very end. You seem to have much more discipline about not giving Iggy things that he shouldn't have. Good for you (so sad for him, deprived shibe). I ❤️ every picture that you share of him, thanks for keeping us up to date on his now happy life!
This is such a sweet ask 🥲 I'm glad that Iggy reminds you of your beloved girl and that you got to have so long and so much love with her! Iggy's only been with us 5 months, but I worry all the time about what I'd do without him. I actually cried reading this ask haha (meanwhile he was outside sulking about how evil I am for giving him a bath 😂)
And he is *also* a spoiled little prince who gets lots of treats :) We're just supposed to avoid high-fat foods!
#real talk: they don't tell you how immediately you'll love them and how much it will change everything#i've spent an abnormal amount of time and emotio thinking about how terribly i will miss him someday and everything that could ever go wron#(hopefully he will live forever#or at least outlive me)#i think that's *partly* a function of my anxious personality and the new responsibility#and partly my brain trying to process how much its structure was upended by loving this handsome little cop#(oh i can't remember if i've mentioned it here but iggy is a total cop.#it's unfortunate but what're you gonna do#he cannot read and does not keep up on the social temperature#we adore him regardless of his fascist beliefs#which include: no one better make any noise at any time for any reason#or walk or speak where i can see them#or where i can't see them#why do other people exists please stop it#etc etc)
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Just going to vague about it because I don't actually follow any of these people and this is tangential to the post itself, but I saw an anonymous ask to the tune of "Why do you care about atrocities going on in the world if you're an atheist (unlike me, a principled believer)? Everyone dies; why does it matter how or when if you're not concerned about the afterlife?" and like...
It's really hard to deny the death cult allegations when you're out here straight-up admitting that within your moral framework, the only thing that matters is death, and the only thing that gives death any meaning is adherence to your religion. Death + Cult = Death Cult.
#i'm assuming this person would claim christianity as their religion because it's probably the biggest loudest english-speaking religion#that can tend towards death cult#especially at this time of year#i'm also assuming american because the boldest flavours of death-cult christianity seem to come from there#but really this is something that needs to be guarded against in any social structure that focuses on an afterlife#and regardless of whether you believe in the divine provenance of a religion#it is - in its earthly form - fundamentally a social structure#and like. a belief in an afterlife is a very powerful thing when your present life on earth is hard and painful (as everyone's is sometimes#it can help you keep going! it can be the foundation of hope when there's no hope to be found anywhere in the world around you!#but *that* should be its purpose#and even then it's a very dangerous way to live for both you and the people around you when life on earth is just a means to an end#and death is that end#that's why you have to add on all these other rules like:#'NO SHORTCUTS!' (because otherwise why *wouldn't* you just kill yourself and everyone you love? why not kill babies at birth?)#'oh but you have to live a GOOD life if you want a GOOD end' (because you've deprived life of meaning; gotta add that back in somehow)#'you have to say the right words / do the right actions' (gotta check that goodness against our rubric; how else can we KNOW???)#and the 'no shortcuts' leads to 'but what if it's not my fault' leads to 'okay look. permitted exceptions include...'#leads inevitably to people trying to game the system by making themselves martyrs because people are people and we work like that#like i'm sorry but if - as a religion - you're big on the promise of an afterlife#(makes sense! the world sucks a lot in a lot of ways! imagine if you could live in a world that didn't!)#then you really have to guard against the death cult that WILL be forming within your membership even if that's not what you're going for#and you have to keep watching out forever because the minute you let up#whoops! death cult!#fun and spicy religious thoughts brought to you in part by easter and the catholic church
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