#this is just an excuse for everyone to see all my comfort characters LMAOO

[oversizedsunhats]

Idk why im sharing this here but its been a while since ive made a fav character bingo😭

[wherethehellismysupersuit]

EP - 12 review

Let me just say that at this point, 25 21 is just a series of memes of baek yijin looking shocked with his hand on his mouth lmaoo-

Am i late? i can’t tell. i was just impressed at heedo’s fluent french, just like yijin.

So. I may or may not have been guilty of the same reaction through this entire episode. 

Where do i even begin? The argument between heedo and her mum was realistic and hilarious af. one moment u guys are happily holding hands, the next u are bickering. it stayed true to their characters without being overly sappy.

Ji Seungwan is a freakin’ queen. I have never admired nor crushed on someone so hard before.( i lied. I’m crushing hard on all the characters in this series) I’m glad this ep gives her the spotlight she rightfully deserves.

Corporal punishment, although banned, still continues to prevail in a lot of countries. Idk about the western ones, but i can safely vouch for the asian ones. My blood was boiling the entire time i saw the teacher. The harsh reality is, not everyone is like Seungwan. Some people who are toppers, usually use their status as a way to get away with literally anything, all because of a set of numbers on their paper. That’s fucked up. The entire system of judging someone by numbers is fucked up imo, although we have no other choice.

Although i did feel like the scene between her and her mother was slightly unrealistic; cause if i did something like that my mom would’ve screamed at me, locked herself in a room, thought about it, grudgingly agreed, and then comfort me. i liked the fact that the mum didn’t just agree and tell her that her decision was brave like a game npc. Unfortunately, the real world is harsh, and you’re not always able to uphold your beliefs. Partly that’s why i admire seungwan- because i know i would’ve bent unlike her, who broke. her mom reading the teachers at Taeyang High to filth had me whooping at my screen. Like mother, like daughter.

The fencer Yeji struggling also got to me. The feeling when something u used to love, is now something you’ve grown tired of, is heartbreaking. imo, the coach was giving her an out; a chance to reevaluate her determination. Maybe i’m biased, cause i love coach yang.

yurim and heedo were peak besties. we love to see it.

yijin and heedo doing coupley things like making excuses to walk under an umbrella had me squealing and dying of cuteness. oh, if i knew what was yet to come.

Jiwoong and Seungwan have the most natural friendship i’ve seen in kdrama history. that easiness of confession, and the comfort in hanging out makes me wistful, ngl. Also, we get the male crying? and the female comforting? and it’s purely platonic? we love it. (although i would not be opposed to a friends since diapers -to- lovers trope if u know what i mean ;] )

And now the most important part. excuse my aggressiveness.

THE FUCKING KISS? IN A DIMLY LIT ROOM, SOFT TV BLARING IN THE BACKGROUND, THE ANTICIPATION IN HEEDO’S FACE AS SHE COUNTS DOWN THE SECONDS, YIJIN’S SUDDEN AWARENESS OF THE CLOSE PROXIMITY OH MY GOD I’M ACTUALLY DEAD-

And there’s that. I must say that the next preview makes me anxious. as it always does. and i have to wait a week for it. boo.

also, if i don’t post on the next weekends, please feel free to assume that my family has called the exorcist on the account of thinking that i am possessed due to the amount of unholy noises i make when watching this drama. i’m truly sad to think that this will soon end and then what am i supposed to do with my life?

stan seungwan’s perm.

signed, your resident psychoanalyser. 

[apenapaperandadoofus]

Can you make a list on who you think is the most to least reliable of the RFA (+ Minor Trio if you want!) when it comes to pets 👀

gasp you know what yes (I've been wanting to make some lists for a while -maybe least to most bottom of each of the RFA characters LMAO-)

MysMe characters least to most reliable with a pet and what pet would they have:

11. Rika

LMFAO bet ya didn't expect that did ya!? Nah you probably did, anyway the reason why she's the least reliable for a pet it's kinda obvious, first of all, she would refuse to get her pet treatment when it almost turns blind and ma'am? Please help your dog???

Also if at any time the pet dies she would start another cult so let's not risk it with her. Instead of an animal maybe give her a rock instead pfttt (actually wait-no she'd probably throw it at our poor mint coloured hair boy just give her a dog plushy it smth she can't be trusted with alive things)

10. Saeyoung

You may be asking me, Amanda, why, Saeyoung absolutely loves cats he'd be a cool cat dad, and yes, you're right. But you also don't understand that this man's love for cats goes SO far that he will actually cause chaos all around him. He'd give the cat SO many treats, not only that, but he'd also cuddle them, and that's nice tight? Wrong. This man will try to stretch the cat, grab it and twirl it around, reenact the lion king and do the 'Simba' bit and everything. Not only that he'd completely use it to prank Zen and everyone else, overall, he'd be a great pet owner but it'd be too much chaos so let's just stick with loving cats from afar.

Also I feel like he'd get a snake for some reason, and he'd dress them up in like a fancy bowtie a hat, or an iguana or chameleon y'know? He'd go for the amphibian type :o

9. Ray

I love our boy, I really do, but honestly how do you expect him to take care of a dog if he can't take care of himself. 😢

Actually scratch that, if he had a dog he would definitely love it and spoil it, and we live for that but also:

honey focus on yourself too we don't want you to D I E

Maybe give him a hamster or smth, while he's hacking away and watching MC in their room the hamster will be spinning on it's wheel super happy

Or he can have some cute fishes 🐟🐠

And like his brother, because great minds think alike, maybe a chameleon. He'd be pretty scared of them at first but he found one under some flowers and decided to rescue it, and now he sort of ended up adopting it :D

Although I find it pretty unlikely that he'll get a pet, he's more into flowers anyway

(OH WAIT WHAT ABOUT BEES? YA LIKE JAZZ -im sorry pft but now I need to see Ray in like those bee farmer dress things lmao)

8. Zen

I could see him as the pet owner that takes their dogs on walks and such, but honestly, if he's allergic to cats he's probably allergic to other animals too, at least some with a lot of hair! Although I feel like he'd get one of those big dogs and he'd go on runs with it all the time. The dog would be like the ones that are mostly thought of as super dangerous or aggressive but it turns out they're a sweetheart. Either that or a poodle 🐩💀 (but like I said, he's probably allergic to animals with lots of hair.)

HOW ABOUT A PARROT? ZEN COULD TOTALLY PRACTICE HIS LINES AND SONGS WITH THE PARROT AJDNFBFB

7. Jihyun

Jihyun would be pretty good as a pet owner but honestly he'd be super nervous at everything at first. Welcome to the Jihyun apologizing to his pet show akdjdn. But would we trust him with a pet? He wasn't really able to take care of two teenage boys -although it was mostly because he was in a toxic relationship 💀

When he has his sight problems he could totally get those helper dogs? (Forgot what they're called I'm sorry T_T)

He'd probably get a more chill pet tho, maybe a cat (he probably likes them a lot too! Also they're pretty calming.) So he could have like the guide dog and a small kitty too!

6. Jaehee

She'd be an awesome pet mom lol. I don't think she'd get a cat after being traumatized from pet-sitting Elizabeth. Maybe she could get like a turtle 🐢

Or maybe a rat to reenact Ratatouille lmaoo

She wouldn't get big pets unless the MC wanted to adopt something (and if they're a couple, we all know what people who want kids but can't or just aren't able to adopt at the moment, do, they get DOGS AND CATS!!!)

So honestly she'd start understanding why Jumin pampers Elly so much, since your dogs basically your child now PFTTT

Maybe a bunny too? I could see her working with the bunny on her head lmao and that's adorable

Omg imagine her with a SNAKE, HOW BADASS WOULD THAT BE???

5. Suit Saeran

You may be wondering once again, WHAT AND WHY

Let me explain.

Suit would dffinetly get those scary and big dogs that have spiky collars and everything, and he'd probably call him something like Killer or Skull Destroyer, or maybe Blade lmao

And we all know he'd die for his dog. It's the only one he can trust ajdhdbdbd

He'd be like the bad boys that walk around with their dog everywhere growling at people (not just the dog, the two of them)

And "Spike" would be so well taken care of. Believers have to start doing draws to see who feeds the monster dog that always bites them PFTTT

The dog would also dffinetly know how to fight. It'd be cute if the only person he likes appart from Saeran tho is MC hehe

AND you cannot change my mind in this, ever since Saeran got "Dark Knight" (I'm experimenting with the dog names pfft) he's shown him a picture of Saeyoung and taught him to absolutely hate his guts, so Seven, buddy, maybe don't get to close to them lol

AND the backstory for this dog is that Saeran found him under some bushes, hurt, and the dog reminded him of when he was younger, so he took him in and that's how the doggie came to be :3

3. GE Saeran

Idk, he'd also get the normal-ish animals, like a bunny or a cat (he'd like how calming they are.)

He'd be awesome with animals too!

Also uhm, someone please draw him as a farmer AJDHDHD lmaoo that's the first thing that came to mind 😂

He'd be the person that likes animals but like....other people's animals? He'd love to see Elizabeth and such, but he wouldn't really want to have one (unless MC wanted to of course.) It's not that he doesn't like them, it's mostly because he feels more comfortable with other people's pets ajdjdbd

Also he doesn't want them to ruin the garden oop

3. In a tie with Saeran, Yoosung

I forgot about him and didn't want to change the numbers lmao

Yoosung is a vet, c'mon he knows how to deal with animals!

At first he'd be so freaking nervous and would be just like a helicopter parent, making sure the doggie is alright and such, but then he gets the hang of it and he's perfect.

We all know we got a bunny with him too in his GE :D so maybe a dog and a bunny! He'd have more than one pet I'll tell ya that.

2. Jumin

Listen he's the king alright? He pampers his cat SO much, and you can just TELL how much he loves Elly. We all stan a man that loves animals.

He'd probably get some exotic pets too, maybe a few horses and birds that are really exotic or something

But can you imagine him with like....a tiger PFT

He'd be like: omg this is a cat but bigger let me have one

It'd be like Sebastian from Black Butler lol

He'd also be up to a dog, it'd take a bit of convincing but if MC wants one then he'd snap his fingers and get them one immediately (I love this man he's so ADORABLE) and then they'd have two children and Zen wouldn't have to worry about just Elizabeth

1. Vanderwood

Yes! The one! The only!

He's the only one appart from Jaehee that has more than one braincell PFTTTTT

He'd have a pretty big and scary dog that would've an absolute sweetheart when you get to know them. Everyone at first is scared but the dog just wants to sleep and eat, that's all.

Vanderwood is super responsible, I mean after Saeyoung I'm sure a dog would be nothing. He'd also compare Seven to his dog lol "Not even Capitan America is that dirty!"

"you named your dog Capitan America...?"

"shut the hell up or I'm tasing you."

His dog would spend all day sleeping. Sometimes Vanderwood will take him on walks, and they really enjoy that time together.

Vanderwood romance route? Uh, no he's far too in love with his dog to be doing anything else PFT

And you cannot once again change my mind on this:

He talks to his dog when he's alone.

He will tell him about his day as he cooks or does the laundry. He'd be in an apron making some dinner and be all like:

"Ugh, today I had to take care of that no-good for nothing guy again. It's incredible how messy his house can get in just a matter of hours! Not only that, he wasn't eating properly again, that idiot. I had to practically drag him out of his chair and make him eat some food. Not that I'm worried. It'd just be a hassle to have to find another hacker as good as him. Seriously that guy...."

And the dog would be like excuse me do I look like your therapist please just give me food lolol

[terushimas-n1-hater]

Baby sitting 👶

Your parents had to go away for a business trip, and you were left alone with your younger sibling and they help u baby sit them bc yea

Character(s): sakusa kiyoomi, shoyo hinata, iwaizumi hajime.

Genre: fluff!

Warnings: kids.

An: everyone!! Im the youngest in my family and I never babysat anyone so if nothing makes sense..uh idk just imagine? Also im sorry that hinatas imagine is shorter than the rest. *Mwah mwah* everyone, hope u enjoy!! <3

Masterlist.🏐

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໑ sᴀᴋᴜsᴀ ᴋɪʏᴏᴏᴍɪ:

↳ Okay I personally headcanon sakusa being the type that is okay? With kids I guess. Like sometimes in the store kids would stare at him just *👁👁* he would just get a bit confused but would wave at the kid and just continue with his shopping lol. Anyways you invited sakusa over telling him that you wanted to hang out plus your sibling was getting a bit handy and you were tired. He came, did not expect a child but didn't think much of it. You told him you will be making dinner while your sibling sits on the couch and watches TV. He told you no worries he would keep an eye on them, and you trust him sooo why not? Surprise surprise sakusa was on his phone half of the time 😐 but he would like glance and the kid for three seconds and go back to his phone again LMAOO he was chilling till he feels something touch his knee he looks down to see your siblings hand on his knee looking at him. He was confused and asked the child if everything is alright and the kid just? Collapsed on his thigh??? It finally clicked, its either the kid is bored or they're sleepy. Sakusa tried to hold the kid but obviously he never held a kid before so he just uh flipped the kid around till he got it somewhat right AHAHAHHA

He sat the them on his thigh and they let them watch whatever he was watching on his phone. He was scared he would hurt the kid because of his big hands so he was extra careful. Moments later he hears very quite snoring, he looks down to see their head resting on their stomach :(

You left the kitchen for a minute to see how they're doing, to see sakusa sleeping with the kiddo on his chest. You felt bad that you had to wake them up, but its dinner time so you had to :(

໑ ʜɪɴᴀᴛᴀ sʜᴏʏᴏ

↳ okay hear me out hinata is the type that is rlly good with kids for some reason. And he's definitely the type to play with the kids when they're bored or have too much energy. Its really funny watching hinata with a kid. you and hinata were chilling watching TV cuddling and stuff. You looked at the clock and you see it was time for your sibling to go to bed. Ofc its not easy putting these things to sleep, so hinata decided to help!! Basically these two full of energy creatures played just dance! For two fucking hours 👹 hmm? HMM? Why two hours? WELL MABYE ITS BECAUSE THESE TWO KEPT FIGHTING ON WHO WOULD WIN THE NEXT ROUND TILL THEY BOTH COLLAPSED ON THE FLOOR.

You left hinata on the floor and took your sibling and put them to sleep. And came back later to hinata in pain lmaoo. You helped him get up and told him to sleep on the couch ��

໑ ɪᴡᴀɪᴢᴜᴍɪ ʜᴀᴊɪᴍᴇ:

↳ beef he's good with kids too! But a bit awkward LMAAOO. You invited iwa over an hour ago it was all fun nothing much. He excused himself to the bathroom, coming back minutes later to see you sleeping on the couch while your sibling is?? Where the fuck are they? WHERE IS THE KID SHIT. He looks around the whole house looking for your sibling till boom he sees the little kid in the backyard playing with some toys they took with them back there. He sat down on the grass next to them asking then what the hell they were doing here. All they did is just look at him and continuing playing with their toys.

You woke up looking around to see no one next to you. You got up quickly looking for your sibling thinking that iwaizumi probably left to leave you sleep? Who knows. You look everywhere still not finding that gremlin. You heard giggling from the backyard, you quickly ran to there to see your sibling SITTING on iwas shoulder how tf do i explain this and iwas like SPINNING IN CIRCLES?!?! You wanted to hold in your laughter but honestly you couldn't hold it in anymore 💔This hot mf looks starts laughing with you too and stopped for a sec to admire you and hes just looking starring at you with like HIS CUTE LIL SMILE AND THE KID IS LIKE LAUGHING TOO!?!? COME ON..

Also you and your sibling got tired and decided to sleep on his titties 🥺 very comfortable 10/10

[leavetwn]

* AMANDA CAMPANA, NOBINARY + SHE/HER/THEY/THEM  | you know RAMONA GALLO, right? they’re TWENTY-THREE, and they’ve lived in irving for, like, TWENTY-THREE YEARS? well, their spotify wrapped says they listened to CRYING ON THE BATHROOM FLOOR BY MUNA like, a million times this year, which makes sense ‘cause they’ve got that whole COLD PIZZA AS A HANGOVER CURE, TALKING SHIT ABOUT CUSTOMERS IN THE BREAKROOM, LONGING FOR WHAT COULD'VE BEEN,  thing going on. i just checked and their birthday is AUGUST 17TH, so they’re a LEO, which is unsurprising, all things considered. ( claire, 22, est, she/her )

HEY , BESTIES ! happy new year (the way it’s 11:55pm here so barely) !! my name’s claire and i’m 22. i’m livin in the est timezone, and my pronouns are she/her. i’m bringing y’all a mess of a muse 😈 because well  ,,, it’s what i’m best at. if you’re feelin ramona & wanna plot, just go ahead and like this & i’ll hit you up. i usually plot on discord, but if you prefer the tumblr ims, that’s no problem at all. anyway, lemme stop waistin time and get to introducing you to ramona. * tw: mentions of cheating & alcohol. 

𝐈. ━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐬 .

full name: ramona gallo.  nickname(s): anything your muse wants to call her tbh. age: twenty-three. date of birth: august 17th. zodiac sign: leo. gender/pronouns: non-binary, she/her/they/them. sexual orientation: bisexual. romantic orientation: biromantic. hometown: irving, north carolina. current residence: irving, north carolina. occupation: employee at zoinkies currently,  a lifeguard during the summer. eye color: brown. hair color/style: had long hair up until her breakup then had one of those breakdowns and cut her own hair into a bob and then her own bangs. i bet it was a mess lol so she probably called her friends or went to a salon the very next day to get it fixed. also highlighted the ends red but her natural color is brown. height : 5′5″. clothing style: simple and comfortable. t-shirts, croptops, turtlenecks, all usually paired with either jean shorts or jeans in general. she prefers to feel cozy rather than cute. tattoos: yes. a small one on her wrist. wants more eventually. piercings: both ears peirced & a navel piercing that she did herself against better judgement lol.

𝐈. ━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐡𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 .

you were born on a scorching hot day in irving , your father says so, anyway. you’re convinced he’s being dramatic. your birth went smoothly; after two previous children, your parents had become disillusioned by childbirth. just another one to add to the bunch, and one that was meant to save a dying marriage. still, they loved you nonetheless. your father, to this day. your mother, until you were ten, and then she up and left without a warning. 

your father keeps food on the table by fixing cars. you spend your days in the hot sun watching him replace parts and continuously try to crank vehicles until they run. he fist pumps every time one does. ‘ how lame, ’ you think, but it’s inspiring how hard he works to take care of three kids. and he does a good job. 

therefore , you spend much of your early life trying to make him proud. you’re smart as a whip, and all your teachers have good things to say about you when it comes to academics. you’re a bit of a troublemaker, though. your father doesn’t mind that too much; he was the same at your age. and he’s proud  —  proud to see you work so hard. 

you spend your teenage years doing much of the same. though , you begin to come home a bit later than usual, and your excuse is that you’ve been at ashley’s or samantha’s, but really all three of you were out partying. you don’t think your father would care (your grades are fine & he wants you to live like a normal teenager) ,  but you still lie about it. why ? well, who knows, maybe you like the adrenaline rush it gives you. like most things, you do them for the thrill. 

you join the swim team. you’re kind of bad , but that’s okay. just like always , you work hard, and you realize that you’re kind of a natural. your father cheers louder than anyone else in the stands. it pushes you to do better. with your good grades and athletics , your guidance counselor tells you you’re a shoo in for a scholarship from whatever university you want. you apply to several. if it’s one thing you hate, its this town. you can’t wait to make it out, and you figure, this might be your only way. 

you’re eighteen, and you’re in love. it’s crazy how love can make you see things differently. suddenly , this town doesn’t seem half bad. all your friends find it cute , and you tell them everything. the things he tells you or the way he makes you feel. it’s a crazy feeling; you never want it to end. 

you throw your cap in the air. finally , high school is over. college is looming. you’ve been accepted to several & received scholarships from at least a few. you lie in bed thinking about it. now, you suddenly don’t want to leave so bad. don’t want to leave him behind. how could someone leave another they love so easily? it makes you hate your mother more.

for the first time, you disappoint your father. you don’t go to college. you don’t give a damn. you want to stay where love is. you’re addicted to the feeling. this lasts for three years. now, you’re twenty-one; you’ve gotten a job at zoinkies, and that keeps you away for most of the day. you randomly decide to visit your boyfriend during a lunch break one day. you find him in bed with someone else. suddenly , you realize love isn’t as addicting as you once thought. what once made the world beautiful now made it hideous. what once made you feel so high had somehow made you feel so low. it was horrible, and you’d realized your mistakes. 

you threw away your future for love. something as rotten and twisted as love. something you swore you’d never let yourself feel again. something that you put away in a locked box with no key. irving was the same place you’d always known it to be. boring, drab, familiar. at least you had your family. that was barely enough to keep you sane, though, and it was hard to feel normal.

you turned to the thing that help. alcohol, partying, any escape at all. you lacked coping skills   —  that much was clear, but you didn’t care. you blamed it on something else entirely. just as your teachers had said, you’re a bit of a troublemaker. you do anything to make yourself feel alive, to make yourself feel free of the hurt. 

it’s two years later now. you’re still not over it in some ways, as regret turns to anger and resentment. you’re bitter. who wouldn’t be? but you feel like you’ve had time to mourn. maybe it’s because you never acknowledged it in the way you should’ve ( it’s still locked away in that box. ) you still have your bad habits. you still work at your stupid job that you hate. you’re lost, but you’ll figure it out. you always do. so, you continue to float , seemingly stuck in the town that you never let go of, and you wonder what comes next. only time will tell.

𝐈. ━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐬 .

still swims but doesn’t have as much time for it. probably not as good, but since she spends the summer lifeguarding, she uses that time to practice & try to get back to where she was. also kinda jaded asf so even if she says she wants to get back into it, she probably won’t lmaoo.

is a horrible driver. how did she get a license ?? not even she knows. def the type to like have a leg up on the dash board, hand out the window, and only one hand on the wheel while speedin idk how she makes it out alive

can take a car apart and put it back together again thanks to her dad. also changes her own tires so let her change your tires. im just sayin 

stays up way too late & would sleep until 2 pm everyday if she didn’t have to work. should probably work on being an adult and going to bed at a normal time but just half the time doesn’t give a fuck so she’s probably sleep deprived a lot. therefore also has a 

character parallels: alice ayres/jane jones (closer, 2004) , clementine (eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, 2004) , fiona gallagher (shameless, 2011-present) , more to be added.

𝐈. ━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 .

ok but plots really do be making my world go ‘round. 😳 i love em, so literally hmu with anything you’re feeling, and i’ll be down. just wanna plot & write with everyone 💕 but here’s a couple of wanted connections for y’all. i’ll prolly have a most wanted tag sooner or later & i’ma be make a plot page soon.  

* the unholy trinity  — these two are the friends she cherishes most. i’m assuming they’ve been friends since at least early high school , maybe earlier. they went through a lot together. these two were with her through all her relationship troubles. true ride or dies. she’s do absolutely anything for them, and she trusts that they feel the same way. they’re rowdy & wild, do whatever they want, and have a damn good time doin it. also have a gc where they just talk shit and send tiktoks idk just gimme this plsss 🥺

* friends with benefits / one night stands  —  this would probably be the extent of ramona. clearly not over what happened to her the last time 😭, so she’d have plenty of these tbh. she probably wouldn’t think too much about it, but it could be awkward for you muse maybe, etc. 

* unrequited love / crush  —  here’s a toast to the ones who crush on ramona. it would be an absolute tragedy lmaoo. she’s not really mean about it, but she is 100% certain she’s not looking for any type of relationship. could be really dramatic and messy and those are tha best kind. literally this

* former friends / enemies  —  she’s lived here her whole life, so she’s at least got one. these two just don’t get along/no longer get along for whatever reason that can be plotted out. 

* coworkers   — she works zoinkies throughout the year and picks up shifts as a lifeguard during the summer so your muses could know her from that. could delve into a close friend territory too lmao. they probably just sit in break rooms and talk about rude customers or bossy managers lmaooo.

* literally anything your heart desires — a lot could work. we could even just start from nowhere & have them meet for the first time if they’re newer/just to town. 

[threeletterslife]

chana, what are some of your pet peeves while reading a story? like things such as bad grammar. btw i love your works!!

god i love this question so much. and thank you for reading! 🥺🥺🥺i really appreciate the love!

i’m seriously going to sound like a grumpy ol’ bitch saying this but i have a LOT of pet peeves lol. i have such specific, meticulous taste that it’s hard for me to find stories (internet fics and irl books alike) that pertain to my weirdass standards 😀

quick disclaimer! just because i don’t like some of these popular/infamous/adored tropes doesn’t mean they’re not bad at all! remember, i’m just rEALLy picky! here goes:

fake dating. (i hate it. i can’t stand it when a story’s main idea is fake dating. i just can’t seem to understand why anyone would want to fake date. the scenarios always seem so bs-ed or middle school-esque to me. but someone is always welcome to prove me wrong.)

bad grammar. (this one speaks for itself. i can’t stand bad grammar. this doesn’t mean i’ll jump on you if you make oNE little mistake <because, i mean, we’re all human, you know>. but if the grammar mistakes are consistent... and far too many... i will be pissed 😀😀😀) honorary mention common mistakes: every day vs everyday; your vs you’re; .” vs ”. ; affect vs effect; anymore vs any more; their vs they’re vs there; lay vs lie; except vs accept; then vs than; -- vs —

bland/generic y/n. (i love writing in 2nd pov. but just because this ‘y/n’ character doesn’t technically have a name... doesn’t mean... she isn’t allowed to have a personality. a bland or mary sue-type y/n with zero dimension can single-handedly deter me from reading the rest of the story. remember, y/n deserves a personality too 😭😭)

starting the story with “I woke up in my bed after hearing my eomma call my name from downstairs.” (this is just a very specific pet peeve of mine that triggers my fight or flight. i’m blaming this on wattpad.)

using honorifics and romanized korean. (this is going to be very controversial. but... i think it kinda has to be said. i do not want to read an english story that is very obviously not set in korea and have to go through words like “eomma” “oppa” “jagi” “saranghae” “hyung” “jimin-ah” “taehyung-ie” “unnie” “noona” and sometimes a whole SENTENCE in romanized korean. as someone who is korean, i find it—for the lack of a better word—cringy. because of some of the stories i’ve seen, i can’t even speak my own language sometimes without cringing. you could NEVER catch me calling my older cousins “oppa” anymore even though i’m supposed to out of literal respect and culture. and it’s thanks to the fact that some (thankfully, a minority of) fanfiction authors romanticize/sexualize it. don’t even get me started on my younger cousins/siblings calling me “noona.” i wanna d-word every time i hear it because it’s been so sexualized in the ff community that i just don’t feel comfortable with them calling me that for platonic/respectful reasons. but i digress. if i can tell the author has done research and it is written well and correctly and in a non-sexualized manner, then i don’t have a problem with it. still wouldn’t read though 😭😭)

idol au’s. (also controversial. but this is mainly my fault LMAO. once upon a time, long ago, little chana first stumbled upon bangtan and decided she wanted to venture into the fanfiction world for them. her first fanfiction was a jungkook idol au. and now she will probably never write another idol au again because she is scarred. but seriously. idol au’s make me want to cry inside because 1. they’re unrealistic 2. the writers usually do little to no research on korea/the music industry 3. personal (humiliating) history 😔which again, is totally on me. i feel like this pet peeve of mine is unjustifiable tho lmao. a lot of people adore idol au’s. but i just can’t get into them)

adding photos in the middle of the story. (this just boils my blood for no reason i’m sorry 😭😭to me, it seems unprofessional. BOOKS may have illustrations. but only if the illustrations are showing a SCENE that the writing describes. not necessarily an outfit. usually, when internet authors put photos in their stories, it’s to show the ootd/makeup/hairstyle/what y/n is supposed to look like. i’m personally not into that. i think that should all be up to the reader’s imagination! that’s why we read, isn’t it? to be able to create our own faces and scene layouts from scratch!)

social media au’s. (VERY controversial. and kinda ironic since i’ve actually made a whole ass text fic. but lemme tell you it was not fun and i will never do it again 😭i don’t know. i’m not very big on social media lol. and a possible romance developing from such unauthentic apps like instagram, twitter, snapchat doesn’t sit right with me. i’m more into traditional/authentic romance! the kind where you sit down face to face and talk and giggle for hours—without the presence of devices)

a bad ending. (man this one’s a very personal pet peeve of mine. imagine slaving away reading a 100k+ fic just to find out the ending is abrupt, the strings are left untied and your favorite character just... dies. for no reason at all. i hate that feeling of no closure. a bad ending doesn’t necessarily mean a SAD one. i prefer sad/angsty endings to a happily ever after. but i think the ending makes up the whole story. and to have a good ending, the ending must somehow still connect to the rest of the story.)

character inconsistencies. (i love character development as much as the dude next door but just because a character does a 180 out of nowhere doesn’t mean they actually developed at all. real people take time to change!!)

when there are author’s notes IN THE MIDDLE of the story. (believe it or not, i’ve seen this happen. it interrupts the flow of the plot and it looks unprofessional. and the fact that i used to do this when i first started writing ff’s bYE—)

when the romance escalates from 0 to 100. (i’m guilty of this. but it’s also a pet peeve of mine to read something like this LOL. but i get it. writing subtle developments in romance is hard 😭😭but it doesn’t excuse itself from being one of my major pet peeves 😀😀)

when mental illness, domestic abuse, trauma is romanticized. (this is a given, i think. don’t romanticize someone else’s struggles for your fictional pleasure, please!!)

telling instead of showing. (probably one of the biggest pet peeves of mine. too often, i see writers outright telling me that their oc is ‘independent’ and ‘strong’ or that oc and jimin’s romance is ‘unparalleled.’ but if i don’t feel that from the writing itself, i’m not going to be able to believe it. but if you show me that oc is independent and that oc and jimin are meant to be with little scenarios and anecdotes, that’s gonna be a lot more effective!)

when’s there’s no chemistry between the couple. (this is probably everyone’s pet peeve LMAO)

the “oh no! there’s only one bed!” trope. (i never understood this because. damn just take the couch or sleep on the floor. OR just sleep in the same bed with a pillow barrier. it’s literally not a big deal 😭unless 👀 idk this one 100% depends on execution)

and i saved the worst for last:

when you read 50+ chapters for an ‘ongoing’ fic but when you get to the ‘end’... you realize it’s been discontinued since 2017 😀😀😀(the pain is fucking real y’all)

um.... that was a lot 😭😭i’m sorry. i actually thought i’d be a lot pickier, but i guess i’m actually really lenient on types of tropes and au’s. i’m okay with basically 99.9% of all tropes (yes, including vampire, abo, love triangle, etc) because i believe all tropes depend solely on EXECUTION. so generally, i keep an open mind. (with the exception of fake dating, idol au’s, social media au’s and the tHeRe’S oNlY oNe bEd trope lmaoo) 

basically, i’m quick to give things a chance but quick to leave too 😔😔

i swear i have more penchants than pet peeves 😭😭but that’s a story for another time!!

[woo-do-hwan]

Eternal Love of Dream: Episode 1

Helloooo, this marks the start of this commentary/review whatever you want to call it. [if you want to call it utter nonsense, go ahead!] Let’s get started! 

Things you should probably know before starting this: 

1. You DO NOT need to have seen Ten Miles of Peach Blossoms (Eternal Love) to watch this. 2. If you have seen Eternal Love, ignore what happens between these two. (They weren’t able to gain copyright access to this novel for Eternal Love, so their storyline was made up and put in as a filler) 3. This is based on a novel, you don’t need to read the novel but it is a great read if you’re interested.  4. I may refer to this as The Pillow Book or TPB.  5. Lastly, there will be some comparisons and I will relate to the novel at times. 

And of course, spoilers ahead! 

*There is one major spoiler, I have bolded the warning of when to stop reading and when to start reading again if you do not wish to find out.* 

Episode One

The opening sequence is full of pain and spoilers already... we’ll just skip that until we have to face it head-on. 

Damn look at those special effects, this made the wait worthwhile! 

ALL HAIL THE QUEEN OF EVIL! She has my support. (Not for what she’s going to do to my bbys but just being generally evil) I do love to see women play the bad guy, I’m all in favour of it. However, some dramas I have seen in the past have made those characters hard to watch. To be fair, those dramas did have about 50 episodes or more. 

Donghua Dijun in all his grace... as calm as a cucumber in every situation you can imagine (seriously). 

This screenshot really doesn’t do the special effects justice but I really love this whole scene. The colours are so pretty. 

Our Fengjiu being mischievous as ever. Some reviews I’ve seen have said they can’t stand Fengjiu but please stick with the show! She will mature. 

(Dubbing... I really don’t like it. Fengjiu’s voice caught me off guard but I’ll bear with it.)

To be honest, I was particularly confused at first because the book starts with the present and brings up flashbacks when they’re relevant. However, the show is doing the opposite and starting in the past, which by all means I don’t mind because not everyone watching this will have read the novel. It’s easier for the viewers to understand the storyline but it may put people off watching it. 

This scene really makes me laugh... You would think Fengjiu (having a crush on Dijun and all) would be good at both the study of Ancient Gods and Buddhist Theories.  *Dijun reads a lot of Buddhist Scriptures* 

Dijun isn’t himself if he’s not teasing someone. He’s just a wise old ass emperor who sits around fooling his companions. *He teases Fengjiu a lot which I hope to see* 

This guy is harmless don’t worry about him. Although he may go and force Dijun to fight him, he’s just a fool in love. He’s like that cinnamon roll thing, ‘looks like he could kill and could actually kill’ given the right circumstances but he’s harmless. *Spoilers: In the novel, he and Fengjiu become besties.* Also, he LOVES calling Dijun ice-face. I believe he only calls Dijun by his name once in the book.

Would you call this the first meeting? Probably not. Dijun didn’t know she was even there at first, I don’t think he realised he saved her. *SP: Their first actual meeting human to human is at Bai Qian’s wedding, this is when he acknowledges her for the first time. We’ll have to wait a little while to see that though because that’s technically in the present and the starting point for the novel* 

Pretty sure Zhe Yan wasn’t interested in that convo until the hairpin Bai Zhen made became involved. Lmaoo. 

Quick side note. 

Bai Zhen is fine as hell. That’s all I’ll say about that. 

asking the deep question indeed.

Bravo. Very Graceful. 

She’s so innocent, bless her. 

Now that I think about it, do you think Dijun had ever done it with another person? (Before Fengjiu came along) (SP: He seemed to know what he was doing in the novel. heh.)

Excuse me while I proceed to hysterically laugh.  

Fishing, reading Buddhist scriptures, painting, teasing the crap out of others and most recently cooking... I love how this is up for debate. 

Aww one of the trailer moments. She can be a badass fierce princess when she wants to be, she’s just being a uwu princess atm. 

Yes. Let this ship rise. *cough* ‘special relationship’ *cough*

You didn’t hear anything from me. 

Zhe Yan running away as fast as he can. Heh. 

Lmao. Si Ming getting pushed into a corner. This man needs a break. I’m very glad the actor decided to reprise his role here. I loved Si Ming in Eternal Love as well. 

How to guilt-trip a deity into getting things you want a guide by Fengjiu. Coming to your local bookstores soon. 

As much as that was a lovely moment, we hit reality again. Fengjiu and Dijun are not fated. 

I want to talk about this now because I’ll probably forget I want to include this later to coincide with the relevant episodes. (MAJOR SPOILER PLEASE STOP READING NOW IF YOU WANT TO WAIT TO FIND OUT. Fengjiu & Dijun really did have no fate, but due to Fengjiu’s persistence in her love for Dijun the Gods took pity on them. In Aranya’s dream, their shadows were fated to be together. But again, someone had a different idea and that’s a whole other can of worms I don’t want to spoil until those episodes air.)

CONTINUE READING FROM HERE IF YOU DON’T WISH TO READ THE SPOILER.

Look how cute & excited she is! Si Ming is regretting this already. 

*sigh* Not this one again... (sorry! I’m trying to get through Ashes of Love atm and boy does she make it difficult)  She seems like a lovely actress though, I wonder whether she’s done any light-hearted dramas... I’ll have to go look her up.

Ahem. Anyway, I take comfort in knowing she really doesn’t cause too much trouble. *in the novel ofc* 

And we’re finished! 

I thought this was getting a little bit too long, I was hoping to do a few of the episodes together. Maybe I will be able to. 

Any questions, please just ask and I’ll try my best to answer them! 

See you next time! 

episodes 2 & 3

[crunchyspicysalmon]

I was tagged by @mellowyellowwitch!! Thank you!!

1. Are there any songs that make you cry? What are they? Do you have a specific memory with them?

We could be here all day alkhdla (12H Pisces moon problems). The ones off the top of my head I’ll list: A Little Fall of Rain // Les Mis Cast (2012); The Gunner’s Dream // Pink Floyd; Ride // Lana Del Rey; My Love, My Life // ABBA; 13 Beaches // Lana Del Rey; Don’t Let the Kids Win // Julia Jacklin; Wish You Were Here // Pink Floyd; End of the Earth // MARINA; Believe in Love // MARINA

I think I’ll end it here lskdhlksf 

2. Do you like wearing jewelry? If so, what type/style?

I don’t wear jewellery too often, but I do have this cute layered necklace that has moon, star, and gem charms! I got it in a surprise bag from Ardene’s LMAO but it’s my favourite necklace! Otherwise I don’t really wear jewellery but I’d like to get my ears pierced at some point soon. 

3.Do you believe that there is another human “out there” for you to love and for them to love you? This doesn’t necessarily mean romanticly.

Yes of course, I don’t think just one though. We can have soulmates throughout our lives I believe, romantically or platonically. 

4. What’s your ideal aesthetic like?

Totally late 1960s/early-mid 1970s. I love bell-bottom jeans! I also like the basic 1970s band tee tied in the front and bell bottoms.

5. How do you prefer to listen to your music?

Always loud whether it’s earphones or out loud at home (but im also not totally inconsiderate to my neighbours, especially after certain times). 

6. What do you think about spirituality?

I think it’s totally great as long as you’re happy and you’re doing you, yk?

7. Do you ever daydream? Care to say what they’re about?

I can be a realist, but I do daydream a lot of scenarios that usually don’t happen LMAO!! Mix of my 12H Pisces moon, and 7H Libra venus lmaoo. 

8. If you could ever go back in time where in the world would you go and what time would it be?

I had to think about this one, but I think in the earlier 1970s, being able to see Led Zeppelin and Pink Floyd live while high. That would be such a spiritual experience for both! 

9. Do you have any role models? Who are they and why?

I don’t really know who I look up to. I was thinking Lana Del Rey, but I never saw her as a role model, but more so as an inspiration.

10. What do you want to create in this world? What do you think needs to be created?

I don’t really know, I just think that everyone deserves to be loved and have their story heard. I want to make a safe space where everyone can be comfortable I guess? I’m going into social work for that reason. 

My questions:

1. How do you usually find new music?

Usually on Spotify, I use Apple Music regularly but it’s easier to find other artists on Spotify. I’ll also find new artists through my sisters and friends! 

2. What are you proud of, but never have an excuse to talk about?

Honestly how I’m proud of how I was able to overcome a lot of mental issues over the past year! I’m also proud of being fully able to accept who I am regarding my bisexuality and it’s made me also a lot happier and confident!

3. Given the choice of anyone in the world, whom would you want as a dinner guest?

I don’t even know tbh. 

4. What do you think the world will be like in ten years?

I hope more accepting, and empathetic. I feel we’ve been losing compassion for one another a lot lately and it’s depressing and emotionally exhausting to see.

5. What’s something new you learned today?

I can’t find my debit card, I learned that today LMAO!

6. Have you ever been to a concert? If so, what is the best concert you’ve ever been to?

Yes I’ve been to a few! The best I’ve been to was probably MARINA last September! I was pretty much front row, and it was the best I’ve ever seen her perform (I also saw her in 2015)! She seemed so much happier and I just loved LOVE + FEAR so much as an album, it meant a lot to me when I was going through a hard time. 

7. What makes you feel supported?

Knowing people have my back when I need them! 

8. Do you have your favorite fictitious character? If so, who is it and why?

I definitely do but I suddenly can’t think of any at all... no thoughts head empty..

9. What music put you in a good mood?

Definitely ABBA, they’re just so fun and happy and disco-y I love it!

10. Where’s the weirdest place you’ve found something that you lost?

I wouldn’t say weird, but for me I lose a lot of stuff and it always ends up in the most obvious spots which is so dumb!! But also I find a lot of stuff in old suitcases, bags, or drawers. 

I tag @roberts-dick @passingthetime @sickaddiktions @marauderofworlds @kountessbathory

[tkl-tee]

Violet Evergarden Tickle Headcanons

I did a thing!

since I couldn’t find Violet Evergarden tickle stuff anywhere. There are so many characters that I just did the main squad at the CH Postal Company. I also tried not to go into a bunch of detail rip, since there are so many, but it is still kinda long. Anyway, I love this anime and its characters, so here it goes!

Violet Evergarden

��Violet is honestly the best and would be very sweet when tickled/tickling (once she got used to it). It never really happened when she was in the army, so she wouldn’t know how to react at first

◈She probably saw it happen with the other dolls, Iris teasing Erica, and Violet was just like??? So Iris was like, “here, let me show you” and tried tickling her sides, and Violet again was like ????. She reflexively stopped Iris, but later said she “wanted to understand tickling” so of course, the girls began to teach her things

◈She was really interested to try tickling out on Hodgins (he was an awkward mess that had to explain to her that she couldn’t just do that)

◈Everyone thinks she is really cute when tickled (and Hodgins is super glad to see her laughing and having fun with the other Dolls). She doesn’t tire out easily so she can be dangerous in a tickle fight

◈Her laugh isn’t super loud, everyone thinks it’s cute and can’t help but smile when they hear it like

◈She is most ticklish on her stomach, sides, and back. She doesn’t mind being tickled if she is comfortable with the Ler (like she is with the other Dolls) but it is almost impossible to catch her off guard.

◈She is not crazy sensitive, like medium, but she doesn’t really mind it and it’s just kind of relaxing and therapeutic to laugh/hear her laugh

◈She is still trying to get used to tickling other people; she is most comfortable with tickling #1 Mom™ Cattleya and also really wants to get Hodgins someday (she just wants to see her “parents” smile honestly)

Claudia Hodgins

◈Claudia is pretty ticklish but hardly anyone can get away with even attempting to tickle him. He’s too professional with most of his employees friends for that kind of behavior (of course this just sounds defensive/like an excuse lol)

◈He’s most sensitive on his sides and ribs, especially when caught off guard (which can be easy to do when he is working or lost in thought)

◈Cattleya. Is. Such. A. Troublemaker. When it comes to this sort of thing. She just loves to tease Hodgins and he gets so flustered

◈She will often sneak up on him at work- waiting for him in his office, hiding just around corners etc; she’s sneaky ;) - and while just attack his ribs (she finds that he gets squeakier the higher you go). She can be especially brutal when they are alone. Once she starts tickling him, it is hard for him to fight back, but when he has the upper hand he can dish it out almost as well

◈The person he’s most comfortable with his Cattleya (both as a Lee and a Ler). He get’s embarrassed of other’s seeing him flustered, but Cattleya thinks he is adorable and funny

◈Oh, Cattleya always tickles Hodgins in public, much to his despair, when they are at a bar together or shopping or going on a walk

Cattleya Baudelaire

◈Cattleyaaaa my queen, I love her. She is pretty sensitive but definitely more of a Ler! She will let people tickle her for a bit, but she is strong and will almost always win a tickle fight; she loves to tease people and see her friends laugh

◈As previously mentioned, her fav person to tickle/be tickled by is Hodgins (honestly any excuse to get her hands on him lmaooo)

◈Her worst spots are her lower sides/stomach and hips, but her thighs can be a pretty bad spot. Her laugh is so nice, and can get a bit loud/high pitch at times (especially if Hodgin’s is tickling her and they are alone)

◈Violet is also one of her favorite people to tickle because she loves seeing Violet grow as a person and interact with others in new ways (and everyone loves Violet’s smile/laugh c’mon)

◈She is really lenient with letting Violet tickle her, especially when Violet was still learning how. She was also proud when Violet tried to tickle Hodgins and definitely wants to see that happen lollll

◈She also teases the other dolls, especially when Iris is being sassy or a brat, she will just poke her ribs and tell her she needs a “better attitude”

◈or when Erica is feeling down or had a bad customer or she’s criticizing herself, she will tickle her a bit and tell her she “cheer up,” “smile more,” etc.

◈She’s def tickled Benedict before during their fights, and it is strictly as a means to get him to shut up/to punch him/etc. lmaoo (it is at these times that she can be pretty ruthless)

◈He gets so embarrassed that once she is done it ends the argument immediately; he dips as soon as he can and goes off to pout somewhere. It doesn’t help that she is deffo stronger than he is so he can’t really fight back (not that he would; Cattleya when angry is scary enough, but Cattleya when vengeful?? no thanks)

Benedict Blue

◈speaking of Benedict, here he is. Honestly, this boy is pretty delicate let’s be real. He’s the kind to be pretty sensitive everywhere, but his thighs, underarms, and lower back are the wooorst

◈he will try so hard not to laugh at first, but his face will get red and his eyes will water and he will start like, cough-laughing 

◈once he starts laughing, it is a pretty soft laugh. It’s super breathy and he gasps or curses a lot. He is subconsciously still trying to not laugh even once he has started

◈Aside from Cattleya, not many people tickle him. Violet does since learning how, and unfortunately for him, she is also stronger than him. Unlike Cattleya, Violet does it as a friend and never takes it too far. He appreciates this and sometimes tickles her back.

◈Hodgins might tickle him a little bit, especially if he was he was messing with Hodgins first, but usually not more than a few pokes, or running a finger up his back

◈oh also, the first time Cattleya found out how ticklish he is was definitely one of the times he hurt his ankle cause of his high heels (why is this fool hurting himself so much?) she was helping tend his foot and accidentally tickled him

◈he made this gasping noise and yanked his foot back and got all flustered like “Watch it!” and she filed that important info away for later use

Iris Cannary

◈Iris is another one who tries to hide her sensitivity and will attempt to hold in her laughter when tickled. It’s really cute because she gets this pouty “focused” face

◈but when she does laugh it can get pretty loud and sometimes she snorts. She has the kind of laugh that makes people laugh along with her. Also, she repeats “Oh my god oh my god” a lot when being tickled

◈Out of the Dolls, she is more ruthless (but not as bad as Cattleya). She is the kind to try and tickle her Ler back while she is being tickled lol; when she is in the mood, she finds tickle fights pretty fun

◈Her worst spots are her arms/underarms (her uniform has no sleeves and honestly, she pays for it) and her knees

Erica Brown

◈Last but not least, one (1) Soft Girl™ Erica is so sweet and cute that how could people not want to see her smile and laugh

◈her laugh is so soft and sweet it is like music. She is usually so straight-faced but when she is tickled her eyes squeeze shut and her nose scrunches up and her glasses can end up crooked

◈Ivy is the number one offender who tickles her, but Cattleya and Violet do as well

◈she isn’t to bothered by it but gets embarrassed of her laugh. And honestly, as soon as she says “stop” they will (but they will be back for more eventually)

◈She doesn’t really have the courage to tickle people, but sometimes Cattleya will urge her to get Iris and encourage her, and Iris will definitely be caught off guard by it and tickle her back

◈but it is all in good fun and it’s really nice to see everyone playing around and getting along

[iiasha-archived]

genshin anon! lol idk i have fun with xinyan. if you have the sacrificial greatsword for her it helps. that's what i usually keep on her. the violets though are annoying to get.. ooo yeah i can see having the original voices on being good. maybe one day ill do that. i feel like im just so used to the english ones that it would confuse me a bit lol. i should try it sometime though! yeah i'd definitely give bennett a try! i like him, but for some reason he just never fits in so i dont use him much

:D

(2/5) but yeah it's so weird not being far in the story lol. my sister sent me a pic with i guess estimated dates for when things are released (so who knows how accurate they are) and things won't be done until like 2026 which is WILD to me haha. like one new region a year. yeah the namecards... sadly you can only use one. although i think you can use multiple in the next update? OH SPEAKING OF QIQI i pulled her randomly (not pity) the other day lol. trying to get her to a decent level so i can

(3/5) use her lol. so my next 5 star is the main character banner.... do i go for my c2 hu tao or get venti or childe... im so indecisive :/ OO YEAH. i think there is another part of the story being added? the boss they were showing off i think is more story? which will be exciting!! can't wait to get my oceanid pet hehehe. and yeah rosaria does seem pretty cool. she annoyed me so much during albedo's quest though lol. so... i don't know how to feel...

(4/5) yeah the theater thing was kind of boring. i played it enough to be able to buy the character and maybe a little bit more the last day. it was just so SLOW which made it so boring. but yeah the new minigames are looking cool and i hope they're fun! yeah i would love the jade spear for xiao. i've tried several times for staff of homa for hu tao. the only 4 stars i get apparently are the catalysts :/ id at least like the lithic spear since i use a lot of liyue people usually.

(5/5) yeah i was watching a video and ascending the last time is useful but actually leveling up to 90 for the most part isn't. it's only good to lvl to 90 if the person relies on hp or def since attack doesn't change much in those 10 levels. yeah artifacts can really help out a lot. you have to like choose if you want to do talents or artifacts each day and its kind of annoying :/ and yeah agreed! i did my lvl 45 ascension quest like right away lol. its not been that bad.

ooooo yeah that’s the claymore that speeds up cooldown right?? i have the prototype animus and p much use that on whoever’s my current team’s claymore user lmaooo but i’ll keep that in mind when i get to using xinyan!!! (will have to eventually since i’m more or less using the 10 friendship thing as an excuse to rotate out characters)

omg same for me but with the japanese voices... i’m just so used to them i can’t really get comfortable with anything else lmaoo. like for some characters they sound more or less the same across the 4 languages but for some others they don’t sound alike AT ALL. yeah bc i have jean bennet just never had a place on my current team either LMAO but speaking of friendship i actually also just got jean to 10 friendship (basically everyone from my first main team has reached that point) so i might swap her out w bennet to try him out. 

yeah that’s literally insane and while genshin does have good momentum right now in terms of popularity i don’t know if that will last the next 5 years.... i get that making new regions and stuff is probably a lot of game dev work so it’s easier to just have a lot of events in the same area but godddd i love exploring new areas so much so it’s a little :(((( with how long we have to wait for them. 

OMG CONGRATS!!!!!!!!! i hear a lot of people like using her. and i hear venti is basically broken so i’m probably going to go for him lmao but a c2 hu tao would be fun too!!!! tbh i didn’t like playing as childe when i did his tutorial/demo thing, although tbf this was literally when i first started playing bc i joined in the middle of his banner and i was so confused about his fighting style lmao (+ i suck with bow users generally)

yeah that boss is like suuuper heavily implied to be ur twin too so like!! story time!!! and OCEANID PET i’m really excited for that in general i’m super excited for a lot of the mini events they have in store this round (like the mini character quest thing with those 4 characters? MY BOY CHONGYUN BEING ONE OF THEM!!!!) 

lmaoooo yeah rosaria was kind of. mean during albedo’s quest ajsdfklaj like chill girl what’s your problem... lmao yeah i just get a shit ton of claymores if i ever do get 4 star weapons i rarely get anything else adsjkflas 

and oooo i hadn’t thought about that that makes sense!! bc you get bonus attributes when you ascend right but not necessarily when you level up. and man i gotta start paying more attention to artifacts i guess lmaoo

[swearronchanel]

6.08, my last commentary™ R I P to me

I wanted to post this right away but my phone died and I broke my charger so I had to handle that but now I’m finally able to. I’m literally dead, I STILL can not process how amazing it was. So I’ll just get on with it post my earlier thoughts  

¡¡TODAY IS THE DAY AHH!! IM FREAKING LATE KILL ME

BUT HOW ARE WE ALREADY HERE? IM NOT READY FOR THIS SERIES TO END BUT I NEED TO SEE SHELGAH *SAFELY* GIVE BIRTH TO A HEALTHY BABY. ANYWAY IM LITERALLY GOING TO DIE AFTER THIS EPISODE SO ENJOY THE FINAL THOUGHTS OF MY LIFE, LETS GET IT ..

MY HEART IS ABOUT TO EXPLODE ITS BEATING SO FAST

TBH I MIGHT SPONTANEOUSLY COMBUST

SCREW THESE CREDITS BUT I NEED THEM BC IM NOT READY OMG

IM SCREAMING

aw baby! & hey val

Does this mean Delia had No letters from pats this whole time??

MY BBY SHELAGH OMG HER BELLY

SHE CANT REACH HER SHOE OMG SO PRECIOUS THOUGH

Sister MJ I love u 😭😂

Family planning clinic!

YES VAL! they’re women not criminals !!

YES TRIXIE THANKS BBY FOR SPEAKING UP

aww poor Barbara

“..There are tales of missionaries served for luncheon in those climes” LMAO OMG SISTER MJ THATS NOT WHAT SHE NEEDS TO HEAR RIGHT NOW

It’s so sweet that Babs really wants her dad, I feel. My grandfather officiated my parents’ and brother’s wedding, I hope he does mine. If someone wants to marry me one day ofc lol 😂😭

SHELAGH IS ACTUALLY YELLING .. WHY DO I LOVE IT?

All the shit she’s been through/delt with and pregnancy sets her off huh..

BUT TRIXE AND SHEALGH INTERACTING YESS NOT THE WAY I WANTED BUT ILL TAKE IT FOR NOW

AWW MY BBY CRYING SOMEONE HUG HER 😭😭💕💕

MY BBY TRIXIE IS SMIRKING AT MY OTHER BBY LOL STOP 😭😭💔

“Hot and bothered” 😭😂 Violet having hot flashes. That’s not funny but i giggled I’m sorry immature of me

I can’t imagine being around when the pill was just coming out(or antibiotics even) like that must have been so wild ? you really would think they were magic *remember Vanessa Redgrave saying that in series 2?*

my mom is a nurse at a gyn/fertility office and she informed me of so much at a young age lol maybe that’s why I’m so curious idk?

lol I remember being like 13 and my friends didn’t know there was more than just the pill when it came to birth control and I really felt I was an expert😂 but *a judge’s voice* irrelevance moving on.

Needing your husbands permisson for a bank account? *sucks teeth* Vete ya!

Aw my bby shelagh 💔💔😭

“And I’ll warrant you’ve never felt more scared” I AM! AND THIS ISNT EVEN MY FICTIONAL PREGNANCY

“Oh lass“😭 PHYLLIS COMFORTING HER OMG I AM CRYING ALREADY, I NEVER KNEW I WANTED THIS

"Phyllis you’ve been a real friend” IM NOT OKAY OMG, THEY’VE COME SO FAR I CRY

OMG SHELAGH BEING SO CUTE WTF OMGGG 💖

PROTECT MY BBY & HER BABY AT ALL COSTS 💕💕

THE NONNATUNs CHEERING SO PURE 😭

“What if something goes wrong?” stop tempting fate Patrick !!

“I’ve made up my mind” MY BBY I CANT DEAL .. once upon a time she couldn’t speak up and was so timid 😭 my bby has grown

Her lipstick is a nice color, wait what’s this lady’s name?

The nurses all together makes me so happy omg why is this so adorable, even Phyllis is there !! SO PURE💕

Lol poor Fred tries his best !

Damn secondment to st Cuthberts, I guess Trixie couldn’t even be considered for to be Shelagh’s midwife

SHELAGH IN THE CARDIGAN >>

OF COURSE SHE CHOSE SISTER JULIENNE WE WOULDN’T HAVE ACCEPTED IT ANY OTHER WAY

“‘MY DEAR” BRB DROWNING IN TEARS

but omg was Phyllis disappointed 😭 no don’t be hurt that’s her basically her mother! (sister j and Phyllis would’ve been a good tag team though)

this montage just reminds me brb #irresponsibleme

Future Hereward’s take a note from the Turners, find out about each other sooner rather than later

LOL TOM’S AWKWARD FACE BC BABS IS GETTING CONTRACEPTION

it’s Wilma! her name is Wilma, noted.

Lol what does she sell? Is the company like Avon ? 😂I’m confused but also screaming too much internally

poor Babs is so nervous and feeling awkward 😂

Her face while on the bed😂 I feel

LMAO BABS TAKING OUT THE DIAPHRAGM & DROPPING IT HA

BUT WAIT THAT WAS THE TURNERS BATHROOM WTF ??

Patrick putting on or tying Shelagh’s shoes my fucking heart is melting

She doesn’t want him there .. for now?

“..We’re a team” 😭😭💕💕 marriage goals

“The minute I look at you I’ll give you everything you ask for” BRB I AM INDEED GOING TO SPONTANEOUSLY COMBUST

I CAN NOT DEAL

Phyllis exercising 😭😂

“I have chosen one of my friends” OMG MY HEART

PHYLLIS BE MY BRIDESMAID !??

why does she only have one though? is it more like a maid of honor?

HERES COME MORE TEARS

THE SPANISH AYE DIOS MI CORAZON

Aw good for Wilma being happy with her job! Does everyone call the sofa the settee?

There’s that babycham! Still was never sure if it was alcoholic or nah? sparkling cider maybe?

OMG I HAVE A BOTTLE IN MY BAG THAT I BROUGHT FROM FLORIDA

new drinking came, shots every time the show makes you cry lol jk i’d be on the floor 20 mins in 

that sports car aye

My bby looking good 😍😍

she knows what it’s like to be hurt Christopher😭

You’re not supposed to take 3 at a time Wilma, I’ve been scolded enough

Okay so Babs just fell asleep and that’s all?? Preview made it seem more dramatic

Now is Val going to listen and not touch anything? lol probably

Violet always rocking blue eyeshadow haha

Is that a silicone faja?? that looks hella uncomfortable

TRIXIE’S FACE OF DISGUST HAHA

OMG THE FAM HELPING OUT WITH FUNDS MY HEART

I WANT TO BE APART OF THE NONNATUS FAMILY!

PHYLLIS AND BABS DRESS SHOPPING I LOVE THIS

“.. she’ll have me to reckon with”  TE QUERIO MUCHO PHYLLIS

I NEED A PHYLLIS IN MY LIFE

SHE HAS A FAV DRESS OMG I LOVE HER

HER FACE OMG I NEED THAT SCREENSHOTTED

SHELAGH MY BBY😭😭

Their new bedroom is so 60s I love it

She still didn’t read the pamphlet !! I love her omg, such pure intentions

OMG SISTER J REMINISCING, AH FINALLY SOME ACKNOWLEDGEMENT THAT SHE WAS A NUN, I AM SOBBING BYEE IM DYING. MY HEART RATE IS SLOWING DOWN

POOR DEELS AW OMG she doesn’t deserve this, she barely has screen time don’t hurt her 

Shealgh’s got another nightgown! 1962/2017 is apparently the year of nighties #thebrinylonforthewinthough

I love pink waffers 😭😂

SHIT WHAT’S WRONG WITH WILMA IM SCARED, IS IT A HEART ATTACK?? BLOOD CLOT??

poor vi!! aww she misses reggie too!

AW FRED HUG HER

and he’s fanning her omg so pure

SHEALGH’S GOING IN TO LABOR ?? AHHHHH OMGG IM NOT READY

but also she has a housecoat how cute

SISTER J SAID “HIS SPINE” OMG HOW DOES SHE KNOW ALREADY

“I knew it” bless u bby😭😭 she is a GEM. WHY IS SHE SO LOVABLE?

omg Wilma don’t die, Trixie can u save her 😭

shit not looking good, maybe this was the death they meant

shelagh throwing up yikes

“She’s smiling and waving” yea we know that smiling and waving😂😂 but omg doesn’t this remind anyone of when you’ve been partying too hard but you’re trying to convince your friends that you’re not ready to tap out yet😂😭

if not nevermind I’ll feel trashy lmaoo

PASS THAT GAS AND AIR SISTER J

AW BBY YOU ARE BRAVE!!!!!!!

IM CRYING BUT RUNNING OUT OF TEARS

HOW TF DOES LAURA LOOK GORGEOUS ALL SWEATY AND IN TEARS WHILE PRETENDING TO BE IN LABOR?? & i’m still a creature?

Poor Patrick! He must be going as crazy as I am!

I DONT HAVE ASTHMA BUT I NEED AN INHALER BC I CANT BREATHE IM SO ANXIOUS OMG

IM NOT A SMOKER BUT I FEEL LIKE I NEED A CIGG BC IM ABOUT TO LOSE IT

Trixie is doing Wilma’s makeup omg I can’t take this 😭💔💔

“I can’t believe I used to dream of this” OMG SHELAGH & SISTER J

“Every woman alive is the sum of all she ever did, and felt, and was.” ..“and how do you know that?” ..“ i wasn’t aware that I did until just now”

¡¡¡IM A W R E C K!!! l o v e that

SHE IS SINGING DORIS DAY’s SECRET LOVE AND I AM F*CKING DEAD GOODBYE

PATRICK SINGING ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE DOOR SOMEONE SEND H E L P IM DYING I BET IT’S “THEIR SONG” & YOU ARE ALL CORDIALLY INVITED TO MY FUNERAL IMMEDIATELY AFTER THIS EPISODE  

I’M NOT GONNA MAKE IT

“We can’t just be like any other couple.. because we’re us”

MY HEART WTF I SWEAR IT IS ABOUT TO BURST BUT IT’S NOT BEATING

IM DEAD INSIDE AND MY BODY WILL FOLLOW WHEN THIS IS OVER

Get in there Patrick!

“The children are here” .. to say goodnight omg no😢

OMG PATRICK HOLDING HER I AM FUCKING SCREAMING

“YOU CLEVER GIRL” OMGG WHO CALLED IT

I CANT SEE WHATS HAPPENING TOO MANY TEARS IN MY EYES

IT’S A BOY I KNEW IT WELL I HAD A FEELING !

BABYTURNERLAND 2.0!!!! QUE LINDO DIOS TE BENDIGA 💖👼🏼

WHAT IS HIS NAME???

THIS IS THE BEST EPISODE OF MY LIFE WOW I CANT PROCESS IT ALL

“May the lord bless you and keep you” OMGGG, JESUS HEIDI WTF ARE YOU DOING TO ME ??!! I’ve never been so invested in a show or fictional characters’ lives like this 😭😭

I NEVER THOUGHT WE’D SEE THIS DAY AND IM HAVING SO MANY FEELS, I BARELY HAVE ANY THOUGHTS I AM S h o o k, I AM NOTHING IN THIS WORLD. JUST USELESS TRASH FOR CTM

WELL, ALMOST 19 YEARS OF LIVING WAS GOOD ENOUGH RIGHT?

HONESTLY JUST PUT ME IN THE GARBAGE BC I HAVE NOTHING OF SUBSTANCE TO SAY IM JUST GUSHING AND DYING

BUT SERIOUSLY LAURA MAIN IS I N C R E D I B L E AND DESERVES EVERY AWARD SO PLEASE GET IT TOGETHER @ THE EMMYS, THE SAGS, THE GOLDEN GLOBES & ALL OTHER AWARDS OF ALL PRESTIGE!!  STOP PLAYING GAMES & GIVE LAURA + CTM THE RECOGNITION IT DESERVES  !! & no excuses it happened for downton!

NO WILMA IS DEAD NO

The pill is so great and useful and miraculous in a way but I’m glad they showed some of its issues but DID THEY REALLY HAVE TO KILL THE FIRST WOMEN THEY GAVE IT TO? I’m still here tho, I’m rolling

NO TOM DONT SAY THaT WTF? TRIXIE IS OVER U AND U ARE OVER HER don’t ruin the moment

why did I think bab’s dad was the rev Applebee Thornton 😭😂😂😂?? where’s Jane lol

My bby trixie serving looks as always 😍😍

Aw his daughter is cute

CHRISTOPHER LOOKS GOOD TOO UGH😍

What are knickerbocker glories?

lol Boots! lowkey want to go there to satisfy my 15 year old self who liked to watch British youtubers affordable makeup videos (tbh I still do when I’m bored)

REGGIE! OMG HE CALLED VI MUM I DIE

OH YEA THE WEDDING OMG LOL I DONT FORGOT FOR A SEC

IM STILL SCREAMING, MY FREAKING BBY JUST HAD A MIRACLE BABY !!!!! I LEGIT RAN OUT OF TEARS WHAT DO I DO

LOOK HOW FAR WE HAVE COME MY GOD

THE GIRLS SINGING “HAPPY WEDDING DAY” TO BABS OMG THAT WAS GREAT, I NEED FRIENDS LIKE THAT

I NEED TO WATCH THIS AGAIN AND IT DIDNT FINISH YET

LMAO TOM AND FRED HUNGOVER, relatable AF😂😭

SO IS TOM’S SURPRISE IS MONEY? Or is he going to buy her something!?

Barbara’s cape reminds me of Phoebe’s from FRIENDS

The stain glass !! love it

PHYLLIS LOOKS SO ADORABLE OMG HER BOUCLE SUIT AW

WHY A HEADBAND ON YOUR WEDDING DAY BABs? BUT good for them lol 😭 I don’t care enough at the moment  but let them be happy they’re so great for each other !

HE GOT A FUCKING CAROUSEL OMG

damn. Nice one Tom. I’m a little jealous, someone needs to love me like that.😭

“At times, the present seems most perfect when it seeds lie in the past. And others, life is rendered flawless when we look towards future, glimpsing from within one golden moment all the joys the days to come might hold” 💕😢😭

THE TURNERS, NOW A FAMILY OF 5 OMGGGGGGG 😭😭

THE NUNS SO PURE ❣️ lol obviously

“We can not stand still because the world keeps turning. Every year must give way to the next and it’s stories must be folded, tucked away like children’s clothes outgrown, cherished and never quite forgotten”

VANNESSA ALWAYS SAYS THE RIGHT THINGS UGH

Aw Angela with Tim!

My BBY SHELAGH IN HER BLUE OUTFIT WITH UNNAMED BABY TURNER ID CRY IF I COULD

“1962 was a year of great change at Nonnatus House, but there’s always change, everywhere, there are always new faces, new tears to shed, new joys to invest in , yet the circle of love is not broken, it expands.” YOU GOT THAT RIGHT🙏🏼👏🏼🙌🏻😭😭😢😢💖💖

I NEED THE CHRISTMAS SPECIAL LIKE TOMORROW PLEASE

lol Val screaming it’s snowing 😭 same

PATSY!!!

SHE AND DELIA KISSED OMG

GOOD FOR THEM 😭

ALSO GOOD FOR ME bc I was tired of the same complaints that BBC broke them apart and Patsy was “sent away” nah man Emerald was busy!

“Love bares all things, love believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things and love never ends”

THIS WAS INCREDIBLE WOW IM A MESS

IF I DIDNT KNOW THEY WERE COMMISSONED FOR 3 MORE SERIES I’D THINK THIS WAS THE END??

BUT UGH NOW WE MUST WAIT

ANYWAY I SEE THE LIGHT FOLKS

IDK IF THIS IS HELL OR HEAVEN BUT I AM DEAD, I SEE THE EARTH BEHIND ME

TBH ITS PROB HELL

Someone throw me in the damn ground already!!

In loving memory of Gabby Nuñez (1998-2017) taken far too soon because of the emotional toll brought by call the midwife, she didn’t choose to get so emotionally invested it just happened. She is grateful for her time on earth, you may leave comments, flowers or send money. Thank you for putting up with her nonsense and foolishness *now someone give my eulogy & someone else may come up and sing a hymn to conclude*