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The OC Halloween Challenge - Day 18
You can find the challenge here!
Today's prompt was...
Whatâs The Opposite Of Miracles?
Places of worship are supposed to be places of good, where people go for guidance and safety, places full of good beings and devoid of sin. But what if the bad beings sneak in or the sinless place is just a hiding place for those full of sin?
Once again, inspiration struck me for this only once, so there was no poll. I simply remembered a fairly famous scene in a convent about a certain group of paratroopers and realized I needed to write something for Anita. So, here you go:
Anita felt the water run down her skin, a feeling she had missed very dearly these last few months. Week after week, day after day, huddled up in foxholes, not having showered in ages. She had tried to decline the sisters' generous offer multiple times at first. The men weren't allowed inside the living area of the sisters where they had their showers, only Anita was, because she was a woman. Usually it was always her who was denied something because of her gender, so she had tried not to abuse this situation. But in the end, after Lip had encouraged her multiple times, Captain Speirs had ordered her, and so she had taken up the offer in the end. At first she had still felt a little guilty, but the water raining down on her had washed the guilt away along with the dirt.
Anita stepped out of the shower and dried herself off, including her hair, as best as she could. She braided her hair into two braids along her head, turning them into snail-like buns above her neck, the way she had done it so many times since first putting on her jump boots. Finally, she slipped back into the same old, worn-out uniform as before, only that, beneath the fabric, she finally felt clean again.
When she stepped out of the shower room, she was greeted by a whistle and a familiar voice:
"Heeey, Anita! Lookin' sharp! Ready to perform a striptease again?"
Anita scoffed, the response coming out as a reflex:
"Shut up, Skip."
But then she remembered. It hit her like a mortar shell directly to the heart, exploding her flesh without harming it at all, yet the pain was the same. Everything that she had miraculously managed to ignore during her shower came back to her now, all at once. Immediately, tears formed in her eyes. She was frozen in place, couldn't move, couldn't think, only remember.
"You don't wanna talk to your old pals?" Another voice asked, clearly that of Alex Penkala. "Come on, it hasn't been that long."
Shakily, Anita managed to turn around. Behind her stood Skip Muck and Alex Penkala, clothes and bodies stained by dirt and remains of a mortar shell. But there was no blood. Immediately, Anita started sobbing, doubling over.
"Sh," Alex said softly. "It's okay, don't cry."
"Please, don't cry," Skip continued. "We can only have one person see us, so, please, keep quiet if you can."
Anita nodded, covering her mouth with her hands, trying to steady her breathing. This couldn't be real. It had to be a hallucination. By everything she knew, she had probably gotten shot during Dike's awful attempt at an assault on Foy, and everything after that had been either something she was cooking up during a coma or her way of dealing with the journey to the afterlife. Whatever it was, she wasn't going to resist. Even if she was definitely only imagining Skip and Alex being there, she was going to cherish every minute she had with them. They sat down against a wall together, Anita in the middle, Skip on one side, Alex on the other. Their arms touched hers, an odd coldness radiating off of them like a foggy mist. She didn't comment on it, and neither did she mention the fact that they were supposed to be dead. They definitely were dead. But she feared that saying it out loud would cause their apparitions to disappear.
Just as that thought crossed her mind, Anita saw silhouettes around her. She recognized them immediately, having grown so used to identifying them in pitch black nights. Donald Hoobler, Kenneth Webb, Harold Webb, Herron, Mellet, Sowosky... They were the fallen of Bastogne and Foy. All of them gathered together, sitting down in a circle on the floor.
"So, what did we miss?" Skip asked, throwing Anita a smile.
So, Anita started to tell them everything, trying not to sob too much. She couldn't stop herself from crying, the tears steadily flowing down her cheeks, dropping down onto her uniform. All the while, she kept talking, as if there were nothing odd about the situation at all. She summarized the action of the last few days like she would to someone who had just gotten back from the aid station. Nevermind the fact that these people had been even further away. After she was done recounting the events of Foy, they started reminiscing about Toccoa, about Aldbourne, D-Day, Holland... That was until there were steps down the hallway. One by one, the images of her brothers in arms faded as Anita gave them one last smile, doing her hardest to swallow her cries.
"There you are."
"Johnny," Anita replied, giving him her best fake smile. It was just now that she realized how exhausted she actually was. She felt like she couldnât get up, so she stayed right there, on the ground, where she had been surrounded by fallen friends only a few seconds ago.
"You were expecting someone else, huh?"
"Kinda. But itâs not a bad surprise." Anita patted the floor next to her, prompting Johnny to sit down where a corpse had been sitting a minute before.
"I was starting to think you'd drowned yourself in the showers. I wouldnât blame you. Nice way to die, compared to out there. At least it's warm. I was worried you'd had the same thought."
"What, and take Don down with me? You know damn well that, at this point, if I die, Donâs gonna follow right behind. I can't do that to him. He's gotta live."
"So do you. Your dad would be losing his only daughter, Arizona would lose a hell of a performer, and we'd all be losing a great friend. Some even more than that."
Anita smiled and shook her head. "You'd be losing your chance at seeing me naked is what you'd do."
"I didn't say that but you did promise that you'd perform for us one day. All the way back in Aldbourne, a few days before D-Day."
"And as long as there's one Toccoa guy still alive, I'll keep that promise."
"See? You don't get to die."
"Hm."
They sat in silence for a while, just staring down the hallway and enjoying the warmth of being inside after so long. But the memory of Skip, Penkala and the others didn't want to leave Anita alone.
"Johnny, do you believe in ghosts?" she finally asked.
Johnny shrugged. "Can't say I've ever seen one. But I could've sworn I heard you talking to someone on my way here and then there was just nobody there."
"I was talking to Skip and the others," Anita admitted before she'd had any time to think about it. "I figured they might wanna know Dike is gone, maybe celebrate a little now that they're not busy fighting anymore."
Johnny scoffed and shook his head. "I hope they get beer in the afterlife. They can make a toast to Dike's incompetence and send a poltergeist to trip 'im up."
Anita sighed. "Please don't tell anyone I talked to dead people, I don't want a Section 8. I'd rather bite a bullet than that."
"I'll stay quiet."
"Be honest, do you think I'm insane?"
"No, I just think youâre tired and you need to sleep." Johnny patted her back, then got to his feet, holding a hand out to her. "C'mon, up we go." Anita took his hand and let herself be pulled up from the ground. "Go cuddle with your boyfriend, hm? Maybe it'll help you both fall asleep. Last time I checked, he was sitting there like an exhausted toddler with a beard. I think he needs a kiss and I'm not giving it to him."
Anita smiled. "I get it. Do you need a kiss? Special offer, you know I'm taken."
"If Don tries to beat me up tomorrow because of this, I'll steal your hairbrush."
"Jokes on you, I wonât be needing it for the next few days."
Anita gave him a quick peck on the cheek, then pulled him back towards were the others were.
"Come on, you need sleep too, otherwise you'll be permanently grumpy again."
#this is just a very weird mix of angst fluff and banter#i kinda love it#band of brothers#skip muck#alex penkala#johnny martin#band of brothers oc#oc: anita reed#ohc2023#tw suicide allusion
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Geto Suguru - Poison
Synopsis: you officially started a relationship with Suguru a few weeks ago, but he always doges your attempts at kissing him, so you decided to get to the bottom of his weird behaviour
Wordcount: 3.5k
Content: Geto Suguru x reader, newly established relationship, smoking (Suguru and reader), fluff, angst? very little, comfort mostly
A/n: English isnât my first language soooo be nice T-T
The water reflected the sun, making the rays dance on the ripples of the shallow river. Your bare feet were being cooled while you were watching the creatures, running your hand through the water to make them move around. Suguru was sitting on a beach towel behind you, the fingertips of his right hand barely brushing the grass next to the towel, watching you get excited over the freshwater animals. You stood up straight turning around to face your boyfriend making the water swoosh under your feet. Sugurus's gaze met yours, the features on his face softening seeing you all excited about the beautiful nature.
His heart fluttered. You got together a few weeks ago and you still melted Suguruâs heart with your smile. He desperately wanted to keep this forever, to never let you slip away.
His eyes settled on the water reflecting the trees, grass and sky making the colours mix while you walked over to plop yourself next to him on the towel letting your gaze fall where his was appreciating the peace and resting your head on his shoulder. For just a moment Suguru tensed under the sudden touch before doing his best to relax, feeling the thump of his beating heart in his ears now. He sneaked a look at you, drifting his eyes over your face. Your hair tickled his neck comfortably, your eyes sparkled in the sun. A smile crept on his face and a little blush. His hand moved towards yours. His heartbeat picked up in speed. His pillowy soft fingers tickle your hand with a soft brush letting his hand rest on yours and just loosely intertwining your fingers.
Of course, you had noticed him looking at you, but you didnât want to disturb the moment knowing heâd look away the moment you made it apparent that you knew his eyes were on you. You wanted to feel his gaze for just a while longer. It made you a bit embarrassed to see him stare at you from the corner of your eye, but it also made you feel so loved. You wanted to keep this tender moment forever. Neither of you were talking, just basking in the peace and comfortable silence, something that both of you didnât get enough of in your day-to-day lives. But feeling his hand settle on yours broke the camel's back and you couldnât stop your head from turning to look at him, just like you couldnât stop the pink that tinted your cheeks.
Just like you expected his eyes swiftly looked back to the river trying to hide the fact that he was staring at you just moments ago.
âSuguruuuuuuu⌠stop pretending like you werenât staringâ
Your voice sounded almost winy with a touch of amusement. You loved teasing him.
His gaze stayed glued to the dancing water. A smirk sneaked up his sharp features and his eyes narrowed.
âAwww, what you wanted me to stare a while longer?â
While Sugurus's heart thumped from being caught, he couldnât help but want to tease you back. He Snapped his head back towards you looking into your eyes. The smug smirk still plastered across his face.
You started to get lost in his dark eyes. They reminded you of dark chocolate, making you forget about your previous banter and feeling your heart speed up from his intense stare. He saw the way your facial expression softened and so did his. Softly your thumb brushed comforting circles on his hand intensifying the intimacy of the moment. Your eyes fell to his lips which now curled up in a soft smile, the soft smile you fell in love with, the kind spirit he was behind all his teasing and bickering with Satoru.
His lips look so soft
You wanted to kiss him so badly it almost ached in your heart. Without even realizing it you started to close the distance between you two. Almost instantly Sugurus's expression shifted. His body tensed up. You felt it in his stiffening hand. Looking up to his eyes again it was hard to make out his expression.
fear
Like a deer in the headlights. His hand swiftly moved away from yours and he placed his elbow on his leg. His hand lazily dangling in the air. He desperately tried to conceal his discomfort and the awkwardness of his rejection of your move.
âHey, it's getting late. We should probably head home.â
âOh, ye youâre right⌠the sun is starting to setâ
âWanna stay over at my place tonight? I mean I do live closer, youâll probably fall asleep in the car if I drive you back homeâ
His teasing and the pained chuckle he breathed out was an attempt at hiding the slight tension in the air. Nonetheless being invited over to his place, still gave you a warm feeling in your stomach, but not without the sting of being rejected⌠once again.
âYe Iâd love to!â
While packing up, putting your shoes back on and walking to Sugurus car you couldnât stop thinking about what happened. The first time he avoided your kiss you thought it was a coincidence, maybe he read the room wrong. The second time you thought he needed more time or perhaps more privacy, somewhere without other people around since he never seemed big on PDA. But now again? You two were completely alone, engulfed in nature, with no one in sight, you were looking deep into each other's eyes so there was no way he read the room wrong and was concerned about the time. His avoidance made no sense to you. You have cuddled before, he has held you close and kissed your neck, but he was so terrified of kissing your lips.
As if he was scared heâd poison you.
âHere passenger princess, be my DJâ
His voice pulled you out of your deep thoughts. You looked around confused. You hadnât even noticed that you were already in the car. Suguru reached his phone out to you which was connected to his car. He was looking at you waiting to take his phone.
âAh right, ye of courseâ
Your voice sounded a bit distant, still trying to take in the situation as you took his phone out of his hand.
âYou ok? You seem in veeryyy deep thought. Hopefully about meâ
âOf course, Iâm goodâ
Sheesh, that distance in your voice stung a little. He noticed how deep in thought you were and despite being used to you sounding a bit aloof especially when someone asked you if you were ok, this time you sounded especially distant. Suguru figured it was from before, but felt too uncomfortable to bring it up. You swiped through his music crafting a queue with all of your favorite songs. While driving back home the air in the car was getting thicker, you were still deep in thought and left Suguru to fend for himself in the awkward silence. Finally, he pulled up to his place.
It was now dark and cool outside making you shiver when stepping out of the car. A strong reassuring arm wrapped around your trembling body. Suguru stroked your upper arm in an attempt to warm you up.
âLetâs get to the apartment before you freeze to deathâ
âIâve already frozen to death! Letâs get to your apartment before I become a full-blown ice block!â
He laughed a bit at your whiny remark.
In his apartment, Suguru threw his keys on the kitchen counter after kicking his shoes off and headed straight for the kettle to boil some water for tea. You joined him after shedding your shoes as well and hugged him from behind. This time you were careful, more than usual, with your touch and affection, scared he might shy away once again. He leaned into your touch, his weight shifting further to his heels, to feel your entire body against his. He hummed in delight with one hand sneaking to yours around his midsection while the other was setting the full kettle down to boil the water.
âHey, Suguru?â
âHm?â
Your voice sounded concerned? Sad? He couldnât make it out, but he knew what you were going to bring up. He was dreading this moment and nervousness seeped into his heart, but on the outside, he kept full composure.
âHave you⌠Have you been avoiding kissing me?â
Suddenly the tension was back. Suguru looked down at the counter where his hands gripped the edge keeping him grounded. Yet he didnât speak so you took further initiative. You were determined to get to the bottom of this.
âI just noticed that youâve been avoiding all my attempts at kissing you and I thought you mightâve needed more privacy for our first kiss or you were bad at reading the room, but all of that doesnât feel right. I feel like there is something you arenât telling meâŚâ
You looked at his avoidant eyes. They were still glued to the counter, but his expression was now conflicted. Part of him wanted to keep up his tough front. Face contorting with a mix of emotions. He was so deeply afraid and embarrassed. Desperately trying to avoid this topic and to be vulnerable, but right now you left no room for his avoidance. He knew you wouldnât back down and thatâs why he fell for you. You stand your ground, you get to the bottom of things, you donât let problems just hang in the air unspoken or swept under the rug and without even knowing it youâve become Suguruâs most important anchor and source of comfort. Something he didnât want to admit, but you were breaking his walls down in the most gentle way possible.
Your hand snaked up to cup his cheek and turn his head towards you. You placed your forehead on his, a very comforting and grounding touch. You werenât here to judge, to pry or to force him into anything, you just wanted to understand and he needed to know that. He needed to know that he was safe to be vulnerable with you.
âBaby you can talk to me. Iâm not here to rush you or force you to kiss me. I just want to understand whatâs going on with you. I want to be here for you and help youâ
Sigh
âAlright, letâs just sit on the balconyâ
He moved slowly determined to finish making tea. Uncomfortably shifting on his feet, taking his time to pick out the flavour, pouring the scolding water slowly into the cups. It was evident that he was doing anything to delay this conversation as much as possible. You noticed this of course. It didnât annoy you, the last thing you wanted was to rush him while he was distressed, but you couldnât help but worry.
He was finally done. The two mugs full of tea in hand, he turned around to face you for the first time since you got home. He looked you in the eyes and nodded his head towards the balcony door, signalling to both of you to go over there. At face value, his expression looked stern, calm and collected, but you looked right through that. Despite how hard he tried you saw the faint turmoil in his eyes, the embarrassment, guilt and shame. Seeing all those emotions in his eyes made you all the more desperate to figure out what was wrong.
You grabbed an oversized hoodie that belonged to Suguru on the way to the balcony. He always kept it on the couch for when youâd come over and chill outside with him. Both of you lighting up a cigarette and letting the view of the Tokyo city lights and melancholy music set the perfect vibes for a midnight balcony date. You quickly noticed that Suguru only smoked outside and never in his apartment making him kind of bond with the small outdoor space that floated high in the air. It became his safe space. One of the little places that was only meant for relaxation and when he needed comfort, the balcony was where youâd find him.
He clung to the comfort of the space hoping it would make this conversation at least a little easier. Suguru fumbled with the pack of cigarettes in his pocket. The one he pulled out was placed to hang lazily between his lips while he tilted the open pack to you and looked you in the eyes.
âWant one?â
âSureâ
Your voice was soft. It was hard to look into Suguruâs eyes, seeing the desperation to delay this talk. While he offered you a cigarette his look was pleading. Pleading with you to let this go, but you didnât let that persuade you. After lighting his and your smoke Suguru leaned lazily back on the small balcony couch that barely fit the two of you.
âSuguruâŚâ
Your hand snaked to his interlocking just your pinkies. Suguru looked up, his tired eyes fixated on the city lights. With a heavy sigh, he blew out the smoke in his lungs and his lips parted just barely to start speaking. His heart was racing and aching scared of your reaction, but you got him cornered. He had no other chance than to tell you, to speak with you about this deeply embarrassing fear.
âLook y/n. I canât kiss youâŚâ
âBut why?â
His words were almost cut off by a sharp chuckle. The kind of painful laugh that heâd let out when he was in distress, knowing exactly that if he didnât laugh about his desperation heâd have to cry. The sharp words hit you straight in the chest, you didnât know why, but his insult to himself cut you deeper than any insult youâve ever had thrown at you.
âWhat?! Youâre not disgusting! Why would you think tha-?â
âY/n I consume shit and vomit on the daily. Do you understand how disgusting curses are?! And I have to eat them! Why else do you think I eat so many sweats just to mask that fucking tasteâ
He now looked you straight in the eyes and the bite and anger in his voice thickened the air further.
âSuguru, I promise you, you are not disgusting to me and you never will be. I know you donât taste-â
âYe you know, but you donât know. I canât let that happen, I canât lose you to that disgusting taste lingering in the back of my throat. I canât have you be disgusted by me, not youâ
His stare into your eyes was intense. A mix of sadness and anger swirled in his dark eyes before looking away and taking another hit of his cigarette.
âYou donât know that. You donât know if I will be able to taste it or be disgustedâ
âY/n donât you understand⌠I simply canât risk thatâ
His sharp voice was a stark contrast to your soft comforting tone. The accusations made your heart burn, you desperately wanted to shout at him how much you loved him and that nothing could stir you away from him, but you knew that would just create distance between you two. So just like all the time he has comforted you, you opted for a calming and comforting tone. You were the calm to his storm.
âSuguruâŚâ
Your soft voice cut through the tension in Suguruâs chest. You took his hand in yours drawing comforting circles on it. You took his hand up to your lips placing soft kisses on his knuckles and feeling his tense body slowly relax from your affection.
âYour hands are the same hands you kill and trap curses with. Your hair and body are the same which get covered with their blood. The same as mine. My hair, my hands, my face, my lips - everything has once been covered in the disgusting blood and guts of curses. Yet thatâs never scared or pushed you away and neither has it disgusted or pushed me awayâŚâ
He looked back into your soft eyes, which were pleading for him to understand. To understand that nothing like that can push you away.
âSo why would your mouth, your lips, your tongue be any different to me than any other part of your body? I understand it's terrifying and disgusting to you to think that horrible taste can stick to me, but I promise you, it wonât. Just like curses donât defy any other part of your body they donât defy your lipsâ
You can see how your words comforted him by the way his shoulders relaxed. He squeezed your hand and searched for your touch. He felt how you slowly chipped away at his insecurity and replaced it with your love. He wanted to keep his walls up. He was so terrified of disgusting you away, but it was hard not to believe your words which were filled with nothing but sincerity. The only thing he wanted to do now was rip this bandate off, never realizing how much he wanted to feel your lips on his. This beautiful yearning for your kiss was just always clouded by his fear, but now that you broke down his insecurity he could let you in.
His hands moved up to cup your face careful to hold the burning end of the cigarette away from you and he could feel himself start to trembe. Still terrified youâd hate him if he kissed you. That youâd run away from him and leave forever. Your reassuring eyes met his and silenced the fast beat of his heart in his ears. Finally, you granted him the confidence and security to kiss you. Just like that, he lowered his head towards yours still a bit unsure of what he was doing. Your hands snaked up to his neck under his arms and leaned towards him. Your fingers played with the strands of hair on the base of his neck hoping to comfort him and show him that everything was ok.
Your lips connected. You felt the softness of Suguruâs lips on yours. A contrast to your slightly chapped ones from the cold. His lips were warm and left a comforting sensation on yours, warming you from the cold outside air. And just as quickly as you felt them on your lips he pulled away far enough to look at your expression. The weight of what had happened settled in Suguruâs mind and
his fear returned, waiting impatiently for your response and thinking of the worst. His mind started to play a bunch of scenarios of how you were frantically wiping at your lips and looking at him with disgust or running to the bathroom because of the taste of his lips. He was so deep in thought that he didnât see the soft smile on your lips as you looked up at him.
âSuguru, your lips are so soft? How the hell do you keep them like that in this cold ass weatherâ
You opted for playful banter to bring down his nerves. To show him you were still here and that you loved feeling his lips on yours.
âThey are?!â
Suguruâs words came out a bit more surprised than he wanted to. Perhaps because he put all his worries in them from waiting for your response for what felt like ages to him.
âYes! And they taste like the cherry lollipop you had earlierâ
You let out a soft laugh and now Suguru felt stupid. Stupid that he delayed this beautiful feeling for so long. Stupid for thinking youâd be disgusted. Stupid for thinking youâd leave him over this. The relief overwhelmed him so he pulled you into a tight hug and buried his face in the crook of your neck while putting out his cigarette in the ashtray. You did the same and intertwined your hands with his raven strands scratching and tugging at his hair comfortingly. His fear wasnât completely gone, but this was already a step he never thought heâd overcome and the fact that you helped him so effortlessly and made him feel so safe made his love for you only grow stronger.
âI love you y/n, youâre the most beautiful person Iâve ever been with. The girl with the most beautiful soft lipsâ
âAwwww I love you too, my mushy Suguruâ
He let out a sigh from your remark and smiled into your neck. He felt the way your body slowly warmed up from his touch. You both knew youâd move with baby steps. This fear isnât something you can fix overnight. Despite this Suguru knew youâd be ok. The way you could make him open up and feel safe with his vulnerability was truly baffling to him, but thatâs exactly why you knew youâd be ok and youâd battle this together.
God, he loved you so much.
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Oh my gosh I made insta posts for a fanfic?? Yeah I did.
My favorite part was adding the little music add on that shows on instagram. Very fun trying to figure that out and I chose that song cause I can picture it being Mn and Felix's favorite song. Not because of the meaning of the song but because they like to sing it.
Did I accidentally post the one with Felix tagged? Absolutely not đ But i've never deleted a story so fast in my entire life.
Tags: Fluff, separation, dumb stuff with the company, was having a Felix moment, Angst? Yeah I think so, Mn is called "Sunny" cause I was trying to portray Mn having a Sunshine personality like Felix.
The practice room was alive with the familiar chaos of Stray Kids. Music thumped loudly through the speakers, drowning out the rhythmic pounding of synchronized steps against the polished floor. Playful banter echoed around the space, the tight bond of the group evident in their teasing laughter. Yet, despite the energy that filled the room, something felt off. The usual vibrant warmth and laughter radiating from Felix and Mn, affectionately known as the Sunshine Soulmates, seemed inexplicably dimmed. It was clear to everyone that the behind-the-scenes filming they were doing lacked the spark fans had come to love and expect.
Felix, his hair damp with perspiration, struggled to catch his breath. He fumbled with his damp locks, retying them into a makeshift ponytail, his body yearning for a break between routines. Across the room, Mnâknown as Sunny for his infectious, sunny energy that matched Felixâsâoffered him a gentle smile, the corners of his mouth curving up in a semblance of cheer. But Felixâs response was not equally bright; it was tinged with an unmistakable heaviness. The light in their eyes appeared muted, as if they were merely going through the motions of practice rather than genuinely enjoying it. The other members could feel the tension, the unease hanging in the air like a thick fog.
âAlright, take five!â someone called out, clapping their hands together. The boys quickly dispersed, a mix of frustration and concern visible on their faces as they grabbed water bottles and towels to wipe the sweat from their brows.
Jisung plopped down next to Minho, who leaned against the wall, his expression one of deep concern as he scrutinized Felix and Mn, who were seated at opposite ends of the room. Felix had settled onto the floor, nervously fiddling with his water bottle, while Mn's eyes were glued to his phone screen, though he couldn't resist stealing glances at Felix every now and then.
âTheyâre not even sitting together,â Jisung muttered, nudging Minho with his elbow.
Minho let out a frustrated sigh, shaking his head. âYeah, itâs really weird. I hate seeing them like this.â
Hyunjin joined their side, wiping the sweat from his forehead. âDo you think the company will ever ease up? Felix and Sunny barely even touch anymore, and itâs killing the vibe of the group.â
âNot just the vibe,â Seungmin chimed in, walking over to join them. âItâs killing them too. Just look.â
As if on cue, Felix looked up from his water bottle, his gaze landing firmly on Mn. In that moment, Mn had put his phone away, arms crossed over his knees, resting his head atop them. The others observed the painful distance between the two; Felix leaned his head back against the wall, eyes closed. He bit his lip, seemingly fighting back tears, and the sight caused Mnâs smile to falter as he turned his head into his arms, a gesture full of pain.
That night, after the practice ended, the dorms felt unusually quiet, a stark contrast to their usual laughter and chatter. Mn returned home later than usual, a growing frustration bubbling inside him. He had begun to speculate that he was being given extra schedules deliberately to keep him away from Felix, and it only served to intensify the irritation he felt, not just at being separated from Felix but from the rest of the members as well. When he finally removed his shoes and shuffled out of the entrance, he hardly expected to find Felix already curled up on the couch, utterly exhausted.
âPixie,â Mn called softly, his heart warming at the sight of Felix. He crouched down beside the couch, studying the boy's weary face. âWhy'd you wait for me?â
Felix blinked up at him, a faint glimmer of light sparking in his eyes, but the exhaustion soon overtook him. âI missed you, SunnyâŚâ he whispered, leaning into the warmth of Mnâs hand as it cupped his cheek tenderly.
âI hate this,â Mn admitted, his voice thick with emotion, a mixture of frustration and sorrow. âI hate pretending like youâre not the most important person in my life when weâre out there.â As he spoke, he connected his forehead to Felixâs, their breaths mingling in the charged silence.
Felix nodded slowly, an emotional ache settling in his chest. His voice wavered as he confessed, âMe too. I miss you, MnieâŚeven when youâre right next to me, I miss you so fucking much.â The tears he had fought so hard to hold back began to fall, and Mn instinctively pulled him into a comforting embrace. He lifted Felix from the couch and shifted his weight so that he could sit, holding him close as he leaned back against the arm of the couch. Felix held onto Mn as tightly as he could, a desperate attempt to rekindle the connection that felt too strained.
âIt wonât be like this forever,â Mn promised, pressing a soft kiss to Felixâs temple while delicately rubbing his back, feeling the tension begin to ease as Felix buried his face in the crook of Mnâs neck. His sobs were muffled by the fabric of Mnâs hoodie, but the emotional release was palpable, a dreadful weight lifting ever so slightly as they clung to one another.
âWeâll get through this together, PixieâŚWeâll be okay, I promise.â
Weeks passed, and although the restrictions remained rigid, Felix and Mn discovered small, fleeting moments to connect amidst the chaos. During practice, their pinkies would accidentally brush against each other, a barely-there touch that spoke volumes more than words could convey. In interviews, they would subtly link their pinkies while sitting behind other members, a silent promise to one another. Even Seungmin and Hyunjin, who sat in front of them, seemed to instinctively lean closer together, creating a subtle barrier that shielded Felix and Mn's hands from view. Hyunjin, ever the perceptive one, shot a glance back at Mn, offering a smile and a wink that conveyed understanding in lieu of words.
The small smiles they exchanged throughout practice grounded them, bridging the distance that felt insurmountable when they were apart. Yet, it was never enough; the weight of separation bore down heavily on them. The other members tried to help in any way they could, offering back hugs, intertwining fingers during group outings, yet for Mn and Felix, that connection was essential, almost as fundamental as breathing.
With each passing day, their shared laughter and joyous interactions seemed to dim, and it was evident to everyone that their flames, once bright and fierce, were flickering perilously low. The group could see it; two souls intertwined, slowly losing their spark over something beyond their control. Everyone knew that they needed to face these shadows together before the vibrant light they brought into each other's lives faded away entirely.
Then, one day, everything shifted dramatically.
It seemed that the company's strategy had finally prompted a realization: their efforts to minimize the connection between Felix and Mn simply werenât effective. Speculation surrounding dating rumors was nonexistent, and it was clear that both Felix and Mn possessed the maturity to handle themselves with poise in front of the cameras. However, the enforced restrictions cast a gloomy shadow over the group, triggering an outpouring of concern from fans. Stay had noticed the distinct dimness in Felix and Mnâs spiritsâafter all, Stray Kids wasnât truly Stray Kids without its two brightest stars.
The first day that Felix and Mn were given the green light to express themselves freely once more felt like the sun breaking through a tumultuous storm, illuminating everything in its warmth.
Before entering the practice room, Mn was informed that he and Felix no longer had to restrain their interactions. They could return to their genuine selves, and Mn could hardly contain his delight. He bowed deeply to the staff in the room, thanking them profusely and professionally walking out of the room before he bolted down the hall, his heart racing with anticipation.
He dashed back to the practice space, flinging the door open with enough enthusiasm to make the others jump and draw shocked looks as Mn ran past the ones near the door and over to Felix. Without a momentâs hesitation, Mn was barely able to slow himself down before enveloping Felix in a bear hug that lifted the smaller boy off the ground. âPixie!â Mn exclaimed, his voice alive with joy.
Felix erupted into laughter, instinctively wrapping his arms around Hyesunâs neck for support. âSunny!â he chirped. As soon as Mn set him down, he couldnât resist the urge to cradle Felixâs face in his hands and press a firm kiss against his lips. Startled, Felix let out a delightful squeal but quickly leaned in, his hands migrating from around Mnâs neck to cup his jawline, a radiant smile sparkling on his face.
The other members watched with wide grins, warmth surging through them as they witnessed the joy radiating from Mn and Felix. It was a refreshing breath of fresh air, bringing life back into the practice room.
Mn slowly pulled away, keeping his left arm securely around Felixâs waist while his right hand lingered on the younger boyâs cheek. Felix was breathless, still processing the sudden joy that flooded him as Mn leaned forward, their foreheads touching gently. âWh-What was that for?â Felix giggled, gazing up at Mn, his eyes regaining their characteristic shimmer.
Mn chuckled softly, âI just got back from being told that our separation is over.â
âW-What?â Felixâs eyes widened in disbelief as Mn nodded, a breathy laugh escaping him. âYeah, Pixie, we can go back to how we were. I told you weâd get through thisâŚâ
Tears pooled in Mnâs eyes as he tightened his grip around Felixâs waist, his heart swelling with emotion. Felix responded instinctively, wrapping his arms around Mnâs neck, their bodies drawing closer together. âI love you, LixieâŚâ Mn whispered, the vulnerability of his words hanging in the air. Felix smiled wider, shifting to his toes as they pulled each other even closer, and then, in a swift move, Mn lifted Felix into his arms.
Supportively, Mnâs right hand cradled Felixâs left thigh, while his left arm held him securely against his back. Felix buried his face into Mnâs shoulder, gripping Mnâs hoodie tightly, the fabric crumpling in his fists. âI love you too, Sunny,â Felix replied, his voice muffled but filled with genuine affection.
Mn held him there, simply savoring the moment of being able to hold Felix again, letting the warmth of their connection envelop them both.
Suddenly, a voice broke through their moment of bliss. âFinally!!â Mn turns so he and Felix can watch a dramatic quokka fall onto the floor with an exaggerated sigh of relief. âI was aching for both of you; you looked miserable!â he gestured dramatically, tossing his arms into the air before letting them drop back to the floor. âItâs just not the same without you two,â Chan added, his voice gentle as Mn readjusted Felix in his arms, the blonde resting comfortably against him. âStay will be thrilled to see you two back together.â
Later that evening, the dorm buzzed with laughter and life once more. Felix cozied up in one of Mnâs oversized hoodies, his head settled on Mnâs chest as they sank into the warmth of their space. âI missed this,â Felix murmured, sincerity etched in every word.
Mn tightened his embrace, the sound of Felixâs heartbeat echoing in his ears. âMe too, Pixie. Thereâs so much to catch up on. I can finally sleep soundly tonight knowing I can hold you in public again.â
A few days later, in a display of playful rebellion, Mn and Felix shared matching pictures and stories on their social media accounts.
The response from fans was overwhelming; excitement erupted online. Comments flooded in, celebrating the long-awaited return of the Sunshine Soulmates. Edits transformed from sorrowful reminders of the past to joyful tributes capturing the unwavering love and happiness shared between the two.
The other members, too, felt lighter in spirit. The dorms glowed brighter, the practice room radiated warmth, and the family seemed whole once again.
âThat's a sight I missed,â Hyunjin remarked as he plopped down on the couch beside Mn and Felix. Mn reclined on the extended right side of the âLâ couch, while Felix was dozing peacefully against him, wrapped in one of Mnâs hoodies that swallowed him whole, his fingers poking out of the sleeves. With his hand still clasped around Felixâs smaller hand resting on his chest, Mn wore a soft smile as he rubbed Felixâs upper back, the motion soothing, occasionally brushing through his hair.
âCan I join?â Hyunjin asked, already reaching for a blanket from the back of the couch as he leaned onto Mn's shoulder. âSure,â Mn replied warmly.
Hyunjin nestled beside them, covering himself with his blanket, feeling comfortable in the close proximity. He gently reached up to tuck a stray hair behind Felixâs ear, then let his hand rest placidly on the boy's shoulder, yielding to the tranquility of the moment. âNot sure if itâs been said yet, but weâre all really happy to have our Sunshine Soulmates back together,â Hyunjin said softly, closing his eyes, soaking in the atmosphere of warmth and camaraderie.
Mn smiled, his heart brimming with gratitude and joy as he patted Hyunjinâs head lightly, the love for his friends and for Felix swelling within him. âMe too.â
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White Clover
Oscar Piastri x Reader x Max Verstappen
Genre: Angst, hurt/comfort, fluff
Summary: Childhood crushes are normal. Max has been racing for a while now, he's a world champion, it's only natural they would look up to him. It wasn't supposed to go this far...
Warnings: Hanahaki disease, authors limited knowledge of flower language, sickness, Oscar and Reader literally deteriorating, blood,
Notes: One of my favorite tropes! I hope le requester likes it! Hoping to get some loscar comfort out soon!
Side Note: Reader drives for Aston Martin in place of Lance
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It really doesn't make sense in her head. Every time she tries to rationalize it, the answers come up even more ridiculous then the last.
It's always been her and Oscar, Chasing their dream together. It was meant to be, it had to be destiny with the way the two of them fit together so naturally.
Then Max Verstappen happened. A supposed childhood crush. Then a hero they looked up to. Then a rival in their sport. It was supposed to end with that.
Her and Oscar and their weird fascination with Max Verstappen.
Then there was a shift. Suddenly Max was acknowledging their existence. He was talking to them, giving them pointers, including them in the usual playful Max like banter. Their mutually discussed respect for Max turned into a full blown crush.
Not a small crush either. The kind that has them both fumbling around him.
Lando is no help either. He picks up on it immediately. Teases them about it relentlessly.
They are sitting in Oscar's driver room when it happens. The first of many coughing fits as Lando is trying to cheer them up. Because Max is with Kelly; It would never work. They don't even know if he would be into it.
She starts it. Hacking up a storm and Lando and Oscar trying to get her to take water. Oscar starts up a minute later.
The cough up white clovers. Small ones, but a handful.
Lando looks at them sympathetically. All three to in shock to say anything.
"There is no way this is real, right?"
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It is, in fact, very real. The tiny white clovers continue for about a month. Frequently enough that when their helmets come off, they tumble onto the ground.
Being around max makes it better. The ache in their chests lessens enough to breath deeply again.
Then it switched on them. Gone were the little white clovers. Now there were bigger pink camellias. A longing for Max that they didn't know they had.
They lay in bed for most of the winter break. The toll this stupid disease is having doesn't feel fair.
Both of them stare at their breakfast. Neither wanting to eat knowing it'll be a waste.
"We're not going to be able to hold out for much longer..." She trails. Both of them know what's going to happen sooner or later, but losing the memories they do have feels worse.
Oscar sighs, having weighed the options on numerous occasions. "Lets give it until Australia. My mum knows a doctor who'd be willing to do it privately and make sure it doesn't get out."
"Will she make us food while we recover too?"
"I highly doubt she'll let us move until we're cleared."
~~~~~~
Pre-season testing - for lack of a better phrase - fucking sucks. They've moved onto red roses. The thorny kind that catches in their throats. She didn't realize it until she was coughing in the car again and it burned more then normal.
She hustles her car into the pits and stumbles her way through the garage until she can't keep herself up anymore.
The stem that comes up with the full rose is speckled with thorns that catch on things as she pulls it out.
She's so lost in trying to get it out, that she didn't notice who had come in. A hand rubs her back and moves any loose hairs away from her face.
The drops of blood mixed with bile causes the panic to finally set in. Her body gives out, but her teammate is there to get her sitting upright.
"Do I want to know who it is?"
"Just need Osc, please."
Fernando leaves to track down Oscar and ends up coming back with both McLaren drivers in tow. The Aussie doesn't look like he's fairing any better then herself. Paler than usual and still coughing.
"If Max doesn't get his act together then I'm going to run him off at turn one." Lando, their self designated caretaker, sets about getting her cleaned up since Oscar look seconds away from passing out.
"He doesn't have to, not like Max would want us anyway-"
"Oscar Jack Piastri, I swear if I have to listen to anymore of your self-loathing I will tell Max myself." Since when did Lando become a mom? "Plus, he does. He won't shut-up about you two. Daniel is losing his shit and begging him to just end it with Kelly if he adores you two so much!"
Fernando ends up driving them back to the hotel.
~~~~~
Being in Australia with Oscar has always been something to look forward to. This time feel more like dread and guilt.
Telling their teams had been the easiest part. The off week after Australia will be for recovery. It almost made her cry with how supporting they were.
They just have to get through the weekend now... and hopefully avoid Max in the process. The harder part of this whole thing. Specifically when he won't leave them alone.
It's during the drivers parade that everything goes downhill. They are standing in Max's vicinity, Landing becoming a wall between them and Fernando keeping him occupied. It's helping ease the weight in their chests and burning in their throats.
Max, inevitably, makes his way over to them and starts up conversation. Only it doesn't make the pain better this time. The second he starts up conversation she feels the rose blooming in her lungs.
"How have you two been?" Max is awkwardly stammering his way through pleasantries with Oscar while she chokes back her coughs. She throws Lando a pleading look, trying to get him to understand what's happening.
"Doing pretty well, you?" She can hear the strain in Oscar's voice, but he's holding it together. Unlike her, apparently.
She stays silent the rest of the parade. Unable to tune into the rest of the conversation.
Her physio is there waiting for her when she gets back to the garage. The amount of blood she loses is concerning. The bundle of roses makes her want to scream.
Something isn't right. Her body is screaming at her not to move. The flowers refusing to stop.
She doesn't know how Oscar manages to finish the race. He looks miserable when he meets her at the car. Lando has an arm slung around his shoulders to keep him upright.
"Are you sure you don't want to talk to Max first?"
"What would we even say, Lan? That he's the reason we're dying?" Oscar slides into the back with her. Nicole sits in the drivers seat and Chris on the passenger side. They get sympathetic looks from both of them.
"I mean he broke up with Kelly-"
"Lando, we appreciate what you're doing but it's to late for this. We are knocking on deaths door and we'll still have each other. We'll be okay." She tries her best to comfort the worries Brit.
"Promise."
"Pinky."
The car ride is painfully silent. Not like either of them can talk anyway. It's just her and Oscar wrapped around each other as much as they can be.
They enter the hospital with fingers intertwined. They sit together in a private room waiting for the pre-op to start. A hard decision but one they know had to be made.
"Is it bad, that I don't want to forget?" She peers up at Oscar through watery eyes.
He sighs, the heavy kind followed by another cough. "No, I don't want to either."
She feels like falling asleep in Oscar's arms. Pretending that this isn't what's happening. That she's not growing flower bushes in her body. That she'll remember Max when she wakes up in a few hours.
"At least we get the next week off."
"Nando said he's going to drop some kind of care package off later." She laughs, remembering how he'd fussed over them with homemade remedies. "And Mark, I thought he was going to lose it when you handed him a rose."
"The look on his face was priceless!"
They can do this. They have each other and that's all they need.
Then the door bursts open.
"Max?"
~~~~~~
It's not like he thought he would ever find himself in this situation. Smitten with two of the younger drivers and driving himself insane by not confronting his own feelings.
He tried his best to just be friendly and leave it at that. He invited them to do things with the other drivers, struck up conversation, did his best to give them tips for their driving when he had the opportunity.
But the two of them have Max wrapped around their fingers. Both are smart and intuitive. They think he's funny. Max also thinks they are funny and compliment each other well.
This cannot be a normal kind of attraction... Right? No, it's not. It's the whole reason he had to split with Kelly because he knew this went much deeper then he wanted to admit.
The last minute driver change took him off guard. Then he saw Oscar on the grid talking to Lance. The Aussie looking miserable and on the brink of falling over.
He jogs up to Lando, concern lacing his facial expression. "What's going on? Why the last minute driver change?"
"She's sick." Lando doesn't look at him, anxiously fiddling with his fingers while getting ready. "She's been sick so they had a contingency just in case."
"And Oscar?"
"... Also sick."
Obviously Lando isn't telling the whole truth. If the lack of details is anything to go by. "Are you going to tell me with what?"
And Lando is a terrible liar. Max has known him long enough to read his expressions. "The flu?" Max raises his eyebrows in suspicion. "Okay but if i tell you then you can't say anything because it's really bad."
Max gives him a confirming nod. Not like he wants to spread gossip about the two.
"It's hanahaki, but they should be better soon. Surgery is after the race today. She's our due to blood loss and Oscar is nearing that point but determined to race."
Max gapes. What is his reaction supposed to be? "Do they not love each other?"
Lando rolls his eyes. "Max - there is a third that they are both in love with."
"Who is it because I swear-" Maybe anger wasn't the right emotion to have given Lando's annoyed huff.
"It's you! You're just so oblivious that you didn't notice. You were with Kelly so long and they didn't want to make things weird for you that they didn't say anything."
Max gets two steps towards Oscar before he's being shoved into the car. Forced to race despite being able to fix the problems of two people. Heâll just find them afterward.
He, unfortunately, does not escape the people wanting to speak to him. By the time he ends up at the McLaren garage, Lando looks miserable sitting on a counter and swinging his legs. âYou just missed them.â
Max deflates to the floor. It looks obnoxiously dramatic and leaves Lando to huff at the scene. âRelax, you can catch them at the hospital if youâre quick enough.â
Lando ends up driving because heâs in no state to do it himself. The anxiety heâd been fighting off is hitting full force now. Enough to make his entire body shake.
He dives out of the car. Disregarding the fact that the sleeves of his race suit are hanging off his waist and nearly collides with the ground because of it.
Oscarâs parents are in the waiting room. They look at him with the most aghast looks he has ever seen. âWhat are you doing here?â The death glare Nicole is giving him strikes fear into his heart.
âI need to know where they are, please.â
âNow you want to see them?â
Chris puts a hand on his wifeâs shoulder. âThey are getting prepped for surgery at the moment. You might be too late.â He gives Max a sympathetic smile.
âPlease-â desperation is evident in his voice. â-please, I love them back. I have to try!â
He gets the room number and continues his sprint to the pair. The weight of possibilities comes crashing down on him, that they might not remember him if he is too late.
Times he went to them when he didnât want to be alone.
When he sought them out at the bars and clubs when Lando subsequently ditched them.
Dragging them around Monaco when they were there for the Grand Prix.
Max shouldâve made himself think about it. How he spent hours with them when he didnât have to.
He doesnât bother knocking on the door when he gets there. He slams the door open wide and almost sobs in relief when he sees them still waiting.
While her face is buried in Oscars shoulder, the Aussie is staring right at him. âMax?â
He takes a tentative step forward but stops when they both start violently coughing. âSorry - Iâll stay over here.â
âWhat ever are you doing here?â The rasp is her voice makes him flinch. Itâs scratchy, like her throat has been torn to pieces.
âI just - Lando told me whatâs been going owns I know itâs not fair that Iâve made you suffer for so long.â He wants to get closer, hold them, provide them comfort. âIt took me too long to get my shit together but, I love you both.â
Oscar tentatively tries to get up, the female not able to move without falling over and the Aussie in no position to carry her. Max lunges forward to catch him when he stumbles and down to the floor they go.
Max attempts to get him back up, but isnât fast enough when the female slides down to join them. They end up falling asleep against him, breathing evenly.
They stir when the doctor announces himself, but donât move from their spots. Max assumes that they are exhausted from coughing up literal flowers.
âThis was not what I expected to find.â There is an amused tone in the doctorâs voice. âI take it you were the one?â
âYeah, that would be me.â
âWell, weâll keep them for observation and make sure any lingering thorns donât do anymore damage. Would you be alright saying near them?â
Max nods hastily, eager to do whatever is necessary.
The hardest part is actually getting them to let go of him. The second he retracts contact is the moment they start panicking and coughing again. Itâs a stressful few hours until it dies down again.
Nicole and Chris look ecstatic to see the three of them together. Theyâve informed her parents about the change in plans and are also happy to know theyâve had a good outcome.
The residual flower petals come in waves, but they are dying down in intensity. The painkillers they are on make them wake up with dopey smiles on their faces.
âHey Max?â She whispers. The three of them laying in the hospital bed together despite it being cramped and having a second one.
âHmm?â
âThanksâŚâ The drowsiness in her voice evident.
âFor what?â
Oscar is somewhere between asleep and maybe consciouses. âFor noticing us.â
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Wallflower
synopsis; in which you refuse to let Jungkook be by himself.
pairing; bff!jungkook x bff!reader ft. ot6 (cause no yoongs)
genre; angst, fluff, humor, f2l, JITB party au
rating; PG-13
warnings; mentions of alcohol and consumption of it, jealousy, terrible dancing, equally as terrible singing (on your end), playful banter, drunken confessions, drunk and clingy koo
w/c; 1,892
a/n; this fit looked so good on him and donât even get me started on those BOOTS. and yâall already know I had to include a snippet of that live yesterday with our koo. this was meant to be just a drabble but HA HA jokes on me I guess. OH and guess what?! feedback makes this author happy, so leave some love, would ya? đŤśđť
âHey, JK.â
He looks up at you from his sitting position on the steps that align against the side of the main stage, having tucked himself in a far off corner away from everyone. He gives you a lopsided grin in greeting, hand coming up to give you a lazy wave. His arms then do some kind of weird movement that you deem is him trying to dance with just his arms. His entire body sways side to side from the amount of force heâs putting into it.
âHey, Y/N.â
When the song is over, his arms dangle off his bent knees, one hand clutching a half glass of some kind of liquid he seemingly pulled out of nowhere. Judging by the color, and notes of cinnamon that wafts through your nose as you settle yourself down next to him, crossing your ankles in order to keep from flashing the crowd around you, you believe it to be whiskey.
He raises his glass towards you, and you clink your own half glass of a mixed drink against his, both of you taking a sip. Your eyes scan over his outfit of choice for the evening â a thick silver chain hangs loosely around his neck and settles in the middle of his chest just past his collarbone, oversized plain black shirt that you know for a fact hides his well chiseled torso, black jeans, and your personal favorite, chunky black combat boots.
âDid you purposely choose that fit in order to hide yourself away in the shadows?â
He gives you a mock glare, gently bumping his shoulders with yours.
âNo, I wore it cause I knew it would inevitably attract you to me. What with your fixation of black clothing yourself.â His free hand grabs onto the thin, black, spaghetti strap of your mini dress on your shoulder, and before you could stop him, he snaps it.
You smack at his chest in retaliation, mouth open in shock.
âI hate you.â You purse your lips at him, eyes squinting.
All he does is laugh and lean into you with fake puppy dog eyes.
âYou love me.â
You roll your eyes, choosing to take another swig of your drink instead of confirming what he just said.
If only you knew.
A waiter passes by with a tray of flutes not too long after the next song ends, full of what you can only assume is dry champagne. He bends at the waist, tray in between you and Jungkook, both of you setting your now empty glasses on the tray and taking a flute of champagne each. You thank the waiter, and he leaves.
For what seems like the upteenth time since youâve arrived to this intimate listening party for Hobiâs new album, the âButter: Remixâ song begins blasting through the speakers. Jungkook perks up, eyes immediately attempting (and failing) to meet yours, cause you know once you lock eyes with him, thatâs it.
âY/N~ieeee.â
âJungkook, no.â
He slides himself closer to you, leaning his head onto your shoulder while he keeps giving you the same puppy dog eyes.
âI wanna dance.â The liquor on his breath floods your nostrils with how close he is, heâs probably not even aware of it himself due to the amount of drinks heâs probably had long before you arrived.
âOkay, thatâs cool.â You sweep your arms at the cluster of people around you. âGo and find somebody to dance with then, likeâ,â your eyes scan the room, falling on someone you know very well thanks to being best friends with Jungkook since his trainee days. ââlook thereâs Jin.â
âHeâs not staying long though, and heâs only reading webtoons on his phone, heâs no fun.â
âReally?â You question, voice flat. âActually, yeah. That sounds like him, Iâm not surprised.â
You perk up yourself this time, noticing a figure dressed in white making his way through the crowd to your seemingly huddled figures.
Jungkook notices your demeanor change drastically, eyes trailing past your hand that points enthusiastically at someone who he normally would have no problem hanging with, but right now he was just trying to dance with you, alone.
âJiminie!â Your excitement makes a small frown pull on his face, wishing you shared the same sentiment upon seeing him. His champagne flute sloshes dangerously, a little spilling out onto the floor between his legs as you abruptly get up with the help of Jiminâs outstretched hand who pulls you into a tight hug.
You wrap your arms around his neck carefully, being sure not to spill any of your drink on him. His arms squeeze your small waist as he gently sways you both side to side in the hug. Without you knowing, Jungkook gives Jimin the look, and Jimin has to bite back a snicker that threatens to spill out, before pulling away from you.
âY/Nâ,â Jungkook tries to gain your attention, even going so far as to push himself up off the step heâs been sitting on since he arrived, planting his boots right next to your black pump wearing shoes.
âJimin! Perfect timing. Jungkook here was just trying to find someone to dance with!â When you place your hand on his shoulder, he uses the opportunity to slide the same arm around your waist to tug you into his side. You let out a small squeak of surprise at the action, but Jimin isnât bothered by it at all â in fact, he expected it.
Jimin gives a sly grin to you both, before tipping his invisible hat at you with a cheeky wink.
You whine, hand stretched out towards him to save you from Jungkookâs clingy wrath, but all he does is wish you both a âgood danceâ, and you a âgood luckâ.
âTraitor!â You jokingly shout at his retreating figure, and all the while Jungkook just keeps pulling you both further on the dance floor, and closer to the stage where you see Hobi already dancing himself to the song.
Before you know whatâs happening, your both somehow up on the stage, and even you are dancing with them (albeit terribly but still). When Meganâs verse comes up you use your champagne flute as a fake microphone and (badly) sing her part while all the boys danced their choreo around you, and at the same time were hyping you up. As soon as it gets to the end of her part, you join the boys in their final pose with your tongue out.
All of them fake bow down to you when the song is officially over with praises, bending at the waist, and you just laugh giddily, the alcohol more than doing itâs part now with easing your nerves and allowing you to just have fun and let loose.
The scattered applause from the crowd gradually comes to an end, and once the high wears off, you tug on Jungkookâs hand, who follows behind you willingly. He plops down in a vacant both, a good distance away from the stage allowing you both to be able to hear each other while even talking normally.
As you go to sit down next to him, he grabs you by the waist to pull you onto his lap sideways. You take your usual position in your cuddling sessions that happen quite often, head nestled in the junction between his neck and shoulder as you close your eyes and allow his heartbeat to soothe you like it normally would, but not this time apparently.
His chin rests on top of yours, one hand lays across your lap to make sure your dress doesnât ride up, the other behind your back. His hand drums against your semi bare thigh, restlessly.
Eyes still closed, your fingertips lightly rub soothing circles onto his chest in an effort to slow down his heart rate, but to your surprise, it just makes it worse. Furrowing your brows, you ask him a question.
âWhy is your heart beating so fast? Itâs like you ran a marathon.â The chuckle he releases deep within his chest, makes your head jostle, and you whine in discontent.
âKoo, Iâm trying to relax here.â
âYeah, well. Itâs hard for me to relax around you, Iâm sorry.â His voice is mumbled by tufts of your hair that makes its way towards his mouth.
âWhy is that? Iâm your best friend, babe. Thereâs no need to be nervous around me.â
You miss the deep frown that appears on his face at your words, them effectively decreasing his heart rate along with his mood.
Using up whatâs left of the liquid courage that still remains in his bloodstream, he says something that gets your own heart racing now.
âWhat if I donât want to be best friendâs anymore?â
You sit up quickly, brows pulled in worry, waterline beginning to turn red at his insinuation.
âYou donât want to be friends anymore?â Your voice cracks, and his eyes widen when he realizes how bad that mustâve sounded. Heâs frozen for a minute too long in your mind, and you try to stand up, but his biceps flex only a bit and heâs secured you back into his hold, voice coming out jumbled with how fast heâs talking.
âI-Wait-No-, Thatâs not what I meant, y/n!â He places a hand underneath your chin to get you to look at him. His breath catches in his lungs when he realizes youâre on the verge of crying because of him.
Throwing caution to the wind, he just says it.
âI donât want to be just best friendâs with you, I want to date you.â He stretches out the word âjustâ and âdateâ to make sure you understand what he means.
You do. Oh god, you do. But he didnât need to know that yet.
Feeling brave, you tease him a little.
âDo you want to date? Are you confident that youâre going to be able to handle me? Iâm not that easy.â You lean closer to his face, his eyes fight hard to stay on yours and not your lips that are getting dangerously close to his as you speak, breath fanning over his soft pants. âIâm not the kind of person that gives permission easily, you know.â
His Adamâs apple bobs with the quiet gulp he does. Your serious facade begins to crack when you see his eyes shifting nervously, and you smile widely before whispering against his lips.
âOf course I want to date you, you idiot. Everyone already knew that, but you.â
âEveryone? Whoâ,â not giving him enough time to talk, you crash your lips against his and his mind goes blank. It takes a second for him to respond, but when he does, his teeth clash against yours, tongue slipping past your lips to dominate the kiss, which you allow more than willing.
Itâs not until a loud âwhoop!â sounds off from behind you both that you part, both of your attentions getting torn to Jimin who is skipping around a sullen Hobi. The latter reaching into his pocket to fish out a $20 bill, smacking it into Jiminâs awaiting palm as he glares at you both, pouting.
âAish, you two couldnât wait until after the party was over? Then I couldâve won the bet!â
Both of you just flip him off, lovingly, of course.
This is his party after all.
#jeon jungkook x reader#jeon jungkook x you#jungkook x reader#jungkook x you#jungkook angst#jungkook fluff#jungkook drabble#bts jungkook#jeon jungkook#kim seokjin#park jimin#jung hoseok#JITB party au#masterlist; main
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What other ships do you like aside from junerezi
if we're talking just homestuck ships a lot of my favorites are june centric LOL. i can see at least some of these being connected in some weird polycule situation. junerezi is my #1 all-time favorite forever, but here are my other favorites:
junerose/grimdorks : pretty much my #2 at this point. i love their friendship and interactions and banter a lot. i know the pair was described by hussie in the past as "milquetoast", and i know in my heart it will never be because of rosemary being the most official pairing on the planet, but i can dream!!!!! they play off of each other really well!! (making it june and jasprose for that extra pre-retcon GAME OVER timeline angst/spice is also really good....)
juneroxy/roxygen: used to be my #1, post-canon stuff kinda soured it for me a bit, but i still like it a lot! they're cute! nuff said!
rosemary: needs no explanation. they are great together. i wish post-canon stuff would stop torturing them.
jaderose: post-canon nearly ruined this for me, but their potential outside of all of That is great imo. i wish they interacted more in-canon...
neprezi: i just think they're neat! very cute fluff stuff right here
davekat: the lads. their dynamic is fun and hilarious, and they bring out good things in each other. their interactions always tickle me. no notes.
junevrisrezi: this is a tough one. on one-hand, I have mixed feelings about vriska as a romantic partner in any capacity personally, but on the other, the three of them together just seems really fun. i guess it depends on which "vriska" we're talking about...
these are the ones at the forefront of my mind! there might be more i like but these are at the top!
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⧠GMMTV '22 Line Up Analysis Pt.2 â§
ăBL Showsă
(Note: these are not official synopses this is what I got from the trailers)
1. Star in My Mind | Sky in Your Heart
My Synopsis
Star in My Mind
Daonuea confessed to his crush the day before he left for Germany and got nothing to show for it. Now, years later, fate throws the two back together when theyâre assigned to the same dormitory. Will love finally blossom at this second chance? Or has holding on to this torch all these years finally tired Daonuea out?
Sky in Your Heart
Kuafah finds himself the only doctor at a remote villageâs health centre. While there he falls into easy banter with the villageâs school teacher, who seems distrustful of the young doctorâs intentions. In the backdrop of the quiet wilderness, casual rivalry gives way to a blooming romance.
My Thoughts
This is a two part series, hence the two separate synopses. Both stories show a lot of potential to be solid romance dramas but Iâm more interested in the second story than the first ngl. As if seeing Mek in a BL isnât exciting enough we get to see him in what is essentially a reverse atots enemies to lover plot? How could I not be intrigued? Overall, Iâm expecting this show to be a nice little fluff break in between the many, many heavy dramas that are going to air in the coming year.
2. Cupidâs Last Wish
My Synopsis
Winâs fatherâs will once ripped his friendship with Korn apart. But now, waking up in his sisterâs body after a car crash, thereâs no one else who can help Win but the very man he claims to hate.
My Thoughts
There were rumours on twitter about them being cast in the adaptation of this bl novel and I, frankly, really wished they werenât true. Iâm not big on body-swaps to begin with but body-swaps involving siblings are a big pet peeve of mine. Just the idea of him, like, doing stuff with Korn while in his sisterâs body weirds me out. I might still try to watch it bc I love Earth and Mix, theyâre some of my favourite thai actors, but I highly doubt Iâll actually watch this show.Â
3. The Eclipse
My Synopsis
When strange acts of rebellion start popping up on the campus of a prestigious all-boys school, the head prefect has no choice but to investigate. In his endeavours he finds himself drawn to the mysterious new kid, who leads him down an entirely different path.
My Thoughts
Synopsis is so fucking vague bc I have no clue wtf is actually going on here. All I know is that I like it. First and Khaotung is not a pairing Iâd have expected but now that itâs here I definitely want more. Need it honestly. Iâm super intrigued by this dark and mysterious setting that has taken over your classic high school romance plot. This oneâs definitely high up on my most anticipated shows list rn.Â
4. Never Let Me Go
My Synopsis
Following the untimely death of his father, Neung finds himself surrounded by danger and forms a deep bond with the boy brought into their home to help him and his mother in these trying times somewhere along the way.Â
My Thoughts
Just like the last one, the synopsis for this is so short and vague bc the plot seems very convoluted and I donât trust that I actually know whatâs happening. That being said, what I do know is that this PondPhuwin starrer has great potential to absolutely wreck me. So proceed with caution here. But hey, whatâs life without a little angst, right?
5. Vice Versa
My Synopsis
When Talay wakes up from a near-death experience, he finds himself trapped in another world, in a body that isnât his own. His only shot at getting home is a person connected to the one whose life heâs currently stuck living.When he finally finds what heâs looking for, though, heâs hit with a revelation- the person in that body is someone from his own world.
My Thoughts
You know how I said Iâm not big on body-swaps? Well my love for inter-dimensional travel plots cancels that shit out so this oneâs gonna be an exception lmao. This plot really intrigued my inner shonen manga fanatic so much. It looks so different from any other bl Iâve ever seen. I'm super excited. Plus, the second Jimmy (Wai from Bad Buddy) showed up on screen I knew I was gone. Like, the scene where Nanon transitions into Jimmy? Cinematic gold omg. All in all, this one is on the top of my most anticipated '22 BL list rn, hands down.Â
5. My School PresidentÂ
My Synopsis
When the student body president shuts down the music club for performing poorly, the club president promises to do whatever he wants to get the club back up and running.Â
My Thoughts
Iâd write a bigger synopsis but thereâs very little plot and I caught zero names. This is a cutesy high school romance with a dash of love triangle drama. Not much else to say about this- follows the classic BL formula, itâs fluffy and straightforward. Not the most memorable trailer but Iâm sure it will satisfy all fluff lovers.Â
7. Midnight Series: Moonlight Chicken
My Synopsis
The story of two men who meet at a chicken shop late one night and fall into a fiery relationship.
My Thoughts
Honestly, Iâm confused as to why this is part of the Midnight anthology. The plot and the vibes sorely clash with those of the other two. It just stands out like a sore thumb in between the other two. Aside from that, the plot seems quite bittersweet and there are hints of cheating so I highly doubt Iâd enjoy it since I donât like cheating plots. Iâll still give it a shot bc itâs directed by PâAof and starring EarthMix and it does genuinely look like a good show, even though itâs probably gonna have a bad ending.
8. You Are My Favourite
My Synopsis
When ____ (Krist) finds a magical item that can send him back in time, he thinks he can use it to go back and change his first meeting with the girl he likes before she marries her current boyfriend. But time is a fickle foe and the more he tries to change his fate the more he finds himself drawn towards the wrong person.Â
My Thoughts
I love the concept. Itâs fresh and interesting and emotional. But why the fuck did they have to cast Krist âmen kissing for real is grossâ Perawat. They couldnât find anyone else? Why the fuck is he doing another BL when he said he wonât take anymore BL roles? Why is he doing this when kissing men grosses him out? LITERALLY WHY ARE THEY DOING THIS ITâS A FUCKING HATE CRIME!!!!! Anyway, will I watch it for Mike and Aye? Probably. Will I hate every second of Kristâs screen time? Absolutely.
#the eclipse#midnight series: moonlight chicken#never let me go#you are my favorite#star in my mind#sky in your heart#vice versa#cupid's last wish#my school president#gmmtv 2022#thai series#thai show#thai bl#thai bls#earthmix#earth pirapat#mix sahaphap#khaotung thanawat#first kanaphan#neo trai nimtawat#mike chinnarat#mek jirakit#my reviews
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for now; forever
pairing â kwon soonyoung x reader
word count â 9015
genre â mostly fluff, angst âłÂ tags: ooh boy. firewatch au, banter, like a little bit (a lot) of pining, strangers to friends to⌠something, FLIRTING, readerâs kinda fucked up but its ok, hoshiâs weird and endearing (as always), a tiny bit of hurt/comfort, minghao best boy, soonyoung is very sweet it makes me want to cry
synopsis â after an unfortunate burnout that lands you in every criticâs negative and all-seeing eye, you decide to take a break from the one thing you know. youâre not sure if youâll find what youâre looking for out in the middle of the woods - if youâre looking for anything at all - but at the very least, soonyoung will make the hunt a little less lonely.
warnings â thereâs eventually a forest fire (starts on day 64 and is mentioned throughout the rest of the fic) that leads to an evacuation but itâs not super detailed, mentions and descriptions of creative burnout/breakdown
a/n â ITâS FINALLY HERE!!! i made a fancy banner nd everything <3 i know 9k isnât a lot to some people but this is probably the longest one shot iâve ever written LMAOO so i hope itâs paced ok and everything <33 PLEASE let me know what yall thought about this i am insanely proud of it. ok thats it hehe. hope you enjoy!!! see u on the other side!!!!
btw hereâs a fun playlist of songs i listened to while writing mixed with some songs i think reflect the fic super well <33
DAY ONE.
So. Youâre⌠out here, now.
Save for the bugs you have to swat at every fifteen seconds, the outdoors doesnât seem that bad. The weather isnât too hot (yet, your mind reminds you) and thereâs something about the color of the sky that makes your heart constrict in your chest. You canât tell if itâs good or bad, but given your luck recently, youâre hoping itâs not a warning for the coming months - God knows you need a break. The weight of the journal in your bag feels heavier than any of the camping gear you brought with you.
You debate texting Minghao that youâve made it to the park safely, but when you check your phone after deciding yes, you see the words no service instead of the familiar lines of a signal. Itâs not that big of a deal - youâd told him when you left that you probably wouldnât have service at all - but a little part of you feels the tender shake of anxiety at the thought of not being able to contact your best friend.Â
He was the most worried out of everyone when you told him you were leaving for the summer. You canât really blame him - it was abrupt, you saw the flyer at the grocery store and took it - but after what happened⌠doing something felt, feels, better than sitting around and waiting for nothing to happen. Waiting for a healing you arenât sure will ever come, at least not completely.
âIs this reallyâŚâ Minghao had started upon first entering your apartment after getting your text. Clothes were thrown all over your bedroom floor in an attempt to pack. âDo you need to do this?â
The tone of his voice told you he wasnât going to try to stop you, that he just wanted to make sure this was what you needed. You had only nodded, sitting down on the edge of your bed to fold clothes and pack them into your suitcase.
âI just donât want you to run away from it all,â Minghao said softly, sitting next to you. âYouâll need to face it eventually.â
âIs escaping really such a bad thing?â You asked, looking at Minghao. He gave you the look he did when you said something stupid, and if you werenât still so wired from everything, you might have laughed. Instead, you sighed, placing a pair of pants into your suitcase. âI just need some time.â
Before you can face it, before you can come back, before you can write again⌠you still donât know. Minghao had placed a kind hand on your shoulder to tell you there was no rush.
Itâd taken no more than two days for you to get everything ready - including buying some apparently necessary survival equipment from Target. In a matter of a few hours you had gathered everything up, texted some other friends and your family that you might not be available the next few months and then⌠you left.Â
(Your manager was pretty pissed off that you left so suddenly, but she was also pissed off at you when you told her you needed a break for at least a few weeks, so youâre not really offended.)
You take one last longing look at your car before locking it, pocketing the keys, and starting on your hike.
The hike takes almost the whole day.Â
You think you almost cry when you finally see the watch tower youâre supposed to be staying in, your legs barely able to hold the rest of your body up. The hike wasnât hard, really - long, though, and for someone who usually spends a work day sitting at a desk, youâre surprised youâre still alive. You find the little lock that holds the keys to the tower at the bottom of the stairs, fastened onto the railing. It takes a few seconds for you to enter the code youâd been given earlier, relishing in the soft breeze the cools the sweat on your face and neck. The sun is just barely starting to set beyond the mountains, a beautiful sight that you canât properly focus on because all you want to do is pass out. Youâre pretty sure you almost do on your way up the stairs.
The cabin at the top of the tower is pretty scarcely furnished, save for a few basic necessities (a gas stove rests on one wall, a small desk opposite to it by the door, a mini-fridge, and a bed in the corner plus what looks like a map table in the center of the room). Itâs a little weird, a feeling caught between the nostalgia of moving into a new place and something you canât quite name, but you figure you have a few months to make it all a little more comfortable.
For now, though, you feel like youâre on the last leg of your energy. Your mind is saying eat, sleep, eat, sleep on repeat and you have to agree with it, so you change the sheets on the bed, take down the boards over the windows while you wait for the macaroni from the Kraft box to cook. You end up eating a few forkfuls of poorly-made mac and cheese before crashing.
When you wake up, itâs to gentle static and a semi-clear, unfamiliar voice. It takes you a minute to remember where you are and what youâre doing, too disoriented to even think about the voice, but then - oh. Forest. Watch tower. Escape. Okay.
âYo, Cottonwood! Am I coming through okay? Pick up your radio!â
Right. The voice. Radio?
âCome on, I saw you get in yesterday, I know youâre there. Unless,â a gasp, âyou died! Oh my God, this is like a horror movie⌠and Iâm next!â
You manage to wake up enough to locate your radio (a walkie-talkie resting on a charger on the desk) and, after a few seconds of gentle struggle, work it. âNot dead,â you say, then clear your throat because your voice does not sound good right after waking up. âI mean⌠almost. But not dead.â
Thereâs barely a moment of hesitation before the person on the other end hoots, apparently excited. âArisen from the dead! Brought back to life by none other than the legendary Hoshi!â
A brief thought crosses your mind about having to listen to this guy all summer, but you quickly shoo it away. You wonât have to deal with it for the whole three months, right? âWho⌠who is Hoshi?â
âMe!â The voice answers, sounding a little too smug. âBut itâs really just an alias. You can call me Soonyoung. Iâm at Twin Peaks tower, west of yours!â
You spin around your cabin, looking through the windows cluelessly - how long have you been asleep, itâs practically afternoon - until you see a very small silhouette of another tower in the distance. You nod, then realize Soonyoung canât see you. âOh. Cool.â
âArenât you gonna tell me your name?â Soonyoung asks, but his tone is light, breezy. You blink, reciting your name to him in a daze. âPretty! So, what brings you out here?â
You werenât expecting that question. âWhat?â
Soonyoung giggles into the radio. âEveryone comes out here for some reason. Like⌠Jihoon says itâs âcause it helps him write music. And Joshua loves the outdoors, so⌠whatâs your reason?â
âYouâŚâ you start, not exactly wanting to tell a stranger the reason you ran away from everything you know. âDo you normally ask this many questions?â
âYeah!â
You feel yourself sigh, already tired again.
âI⌠just wanted to get away for a while,â you end up saying. A half-truth. âI live in the city.â
âNo way,â Soonyoung gasps excitedly. âMe too! I wonder if both of us have ever been walking and, like, passed each other without knowingâŚâ
This isnât exactly what you had in mind when you thought of escaping.
DAY TWO.
The next morning, you dedicate time to getting a little more settled into your home for the next few months. You didnât bring a lot of decor - you didnât think you needed any - but even seeing your blanket on the bed and a few books you need to catch up on reading stacked on the desk makes the place feel a little bit more like you. You eventually reach the journal you packed (that Minghao made you pack) and stare at it like it might do something. Like it might tell you to write again, or like it might tell you to leave everything behind. You donât really know what you want from it.
A sing-songed version of your name comes from your radio and you blink away from the journal, set it down on the desk. âGood morning!â Soonyoung says from the other end, and you feel yourself take a deep breath as you pick up your radio and press down the button so he can hear you.
âMorning, Soonyoung,â you respond, calm compared to his excitement.Â
âSo⌠what are your plans for today?â
âUm,â you pause, brows furrowed, looking towards the direction of his tower even though you know he canât see you. âLooking out for fires?â
âThatâs boring,â is Soonyoungâs immediate response, and you laugh a little.
âKinda my job for a while.â
And listen, youâve known Soonyoung for less than a full 24 hours, but even before your brain really comprehends what heâs saying you know youâre not going to like it. âWait, that reminds me,â he says, tone of his voice a little less overexcited puppy. âWhat did you do before this? Or, like, whatâs your career? I mean, you donât have to answer, I just thought it could be a way for us to get to know each otherâŚâ
His voice fades away for the split second you remember a little too much all at once, but somehow your voice still sounds put together when you speak. âNothing special,â you say. Thereâs a pause when you donât elaborate any further, but instead of asking about it, Soonyoung changes the subject.
âOkay!â he says, back to a more playful tone. âAnyways, I asked about your plans âcause I kind of need you to do something for me.â
âAlready asking favors?â you tease. âWe just met, Soonyoung.â
You hear him laugh, loud and hearty, and itâs contagious even through a radio line so you feel your own smile pull at your lips. âOne of the other lookouts found some teenagers with fireworks,â he informs you. âI need you to meet him and get the fireworks from him.â
Your feet are already in your shoes, one halfway tied. âYou canât do this?â
Soonyoungâs voice is strangely thoughtful, but you catch a hint of mischief at the end of his sentence. âI would, but Jihoonie said heâd eat me if I tried to see him again and I think heâs serious this time.â
He tells you where the other lookout - Jihoon - should be and gives you a quick lesson on how to properly use your map to get there. Youâre not really excited for another hike this early on (youâre still sore from even getting up here) but by the time you meet the halfway mark youâre convinced itâs not that bad. Itâs neither long nor challenging, and⌠well, Soonyoungâs insistent on keeping you company the whole time.Â
When you see what looks like a guy at the edge of a now-abandoned camp, you tell Soonyoung youâll radio him when youâre on your way back to your tower. âHey,â you call out as you get closer. The man looks up at you, his eyes sharp but not unkind. âJihoon?â
âYeah,â he replies. Under his cap you notice that his hair is a gentle silver, almost purple. Heâs dressed casually, like you, and you suppose itâs a given since thereâs no exact dress code for this job. âYouâre the newbie?â
You didnât know people knew about you. âI.. I guess,â you say, then tell him your name.
âCool,â Jihoon says, voice flat like heâs distracted. He picks up the bag next to his feet and hands it to you. âTake these. Thanks.â
He starts to walk away, down a trail opposite the direction you came, but you think of earlier, when Soonyoung asked about your job (or when he didnât). You call after Jihoon, hesitate, but then opt to make this quick since he looks like heâd rather be anywhere but here. âHave you and Soonyoung⌠known each other for long?â
Jihoon turns around. He shrugs, then nods. âWe met in college, a few years ago.â
âWhat kind of person is he?â
You watch in vague amusement as Jihoonâs nose scrunches up, but the small smile on his face refuses to hide and it makes you giggle. âReally annyoing,â he tells you, then pauses for a second like heâs looking for the right words, âkind of overwhelming sometimes. But heâs good. Heâs someone you want around.â
Someone you want around, your brain repeats to you. You nod with a friendly smile as you haphazardly stuff the fireworks in your hiking bag. âOkay. Thank you.â
Jihoon offers an acknowledging nod of his own before continuing on his way back to his tower. Youâre about five minutes into your hike back to yours when your radio sounds from your pocket with a now-familiar voice.
âAre you on your way back?â Soonyoung asks. âYou forgot to tell me!â
âSorry, yeah, I am now. I was talkinâ to Jihoon for a second.â
âReally? Thatâs weird. He rarely talks to anyone, especially strangers. Whatâd you talk about?â
You canât help the small smile that lands on your face as you speak. âStuff to blackmail you with.â
You think you hear Soonyoungâs groan all the way from his tower, and your smile only grows when it turns into a laugh.
DAY FIVE.
The clouds look dark today.
They havenât covered the sun completely yet, but theyâre closing in fast. You hope that it rains, already sick and tired of the disgusting heat, but also. Something else.
Rainy days always used to be the best to write, your brain supplies to you. You brave a glance at the still-unopened journal on the desk, thinking that maybeâŚ
Your radio turning on drags you away from the crack in metaphorical door, coming at the perfect time as if to tell you that youâre not ready yet. You listen to it, grab the radio, murmur a greeting to Soonyoung.
âItâs getting pretty dark out, huh?â He says. He must be looking at the sky, too.
âYeah,â you hum. âHopefully the storm isnât too bad.â
The line goes quiet, but you know that Soonyoungâs still there even if he isnât saying anything. The knowledge comforts you, just a little.
âWell... got any rainy day stories?â
DAY SEVENTEEN.
âSo, Soonyoung,â you call into your radio as you step outside. Youâve taken advantage of the small balcony around the entire cabin, setting up a few chairs you found in the storage unit at the bottom of the tower (just in case someone stops by, you tell yourself) and a small table you werenât using inside. The nights are hot but still relaxing, and you find yourself sitting outside often, catching up on reading or taking in the stars.Â
âI canât believe you radioed me first,â Soonyoung responds, and you hear the smugness in his voice. âIâm so happy!â
Soonyoung somehow almost always manages to be with you in the nights, too, even if not physically. Being away from the urban civilization youâre used to has been a little difficult to adjust to, but you feel significantly less alone whenever you hear him calling you. You tell him to be quiet even though both of you are laughing. The distant crickets make your chest warm.
âWhat do you do? You didnât tell me before,â You ask him after a second. Thereâs a small wave of anxiety that rushes over you at the idea that he might call you out about when he asked you the same thing. That was two weeks ago, though, you think, and Soonyoung wouldnât. Youâre sure heâs been able to tell that itâs a touchy subject. Youâre not as discreet as you think you are, even if (and youâve learned this the past few weeks) Soonyoungâs a bit more on the oblivious side sometimes.
âI dance!âÂ
Somehow, despite having not even seen what he looks like, itâs fitting. âLike⌠teach, or choreograph, orâŚâ
âA little of everything,â Soonyoung tells you, and then starts elaborating. His voice echoes through your radio and you look up at the stars as you listen to him, trying to map out constellations from memory. He sounds so excited to simply talk about it, you canât imagine what he must look like when heâs actually on stage. You hope you get to see it one day.
âYouâll have to teach me something sometime,â you say once heâs finished, voicing your thoughts. With a giggle that sounds like the stars above you, he tells you heâd love to.
A moment of quiet passes, spent focusing on the tiny specks of fireflies you see in the field around your tower and feeling the summer breeze as it passes. The words slip out of your mouth with much less resistance than you thought they would.
âI used to write,â you murmur into your radio. It takes you a moment to register the heavy beat of your heart, like you just got back from a run.
âUsed to?â Soonyoung asks, curious but soft.
âFor now,â you answer. The ache youâve become familiar with throbs in your chest. âHopefully not forever.â
Itâs not the whole story - not even close - but you figure you might be able to tell him with time. The thought stresses you out even when you have nothing to stress about, and you think Soonyoung is psychic because he says, next, âthe stars are really pretty tonight.â
Youâre not looking at the sky when you answer. Your head is tilted in the direction of his tower.Â
âThey really are,â you say.
DAY THIRTY-THREE.
Youâve fallen into a bit of a routine with Soonyoung.Â
Not a day goes by where you donât talk to him - the one day you radioed and he didnât pick up you genuinely thought something happened to him, seconds away from calling a park ranger. Right before you actually did it, though, he picked up his radio and said he had been taking a nap.
(His voice was a little groggy from sleep, sounded like he was pouting whether he meant to or not and youâd be lying if you said the thought didnât make your heart skip a few beats - but if anyone asked, youâd definitely lie about it.)
One of you calls the other around the same time every morning and you donât put down your radio until the sun is well behind the mountains. Youâve grown used to his presence, in a way, even if you canât really feel him with you (though sometimes you swear you can). Itâs comforting to have him out there with you, and itâs been so long since youâve talked to someone the way you do with Soonyoung⌠you find yourself looking forward to every morning, waiting for when you hear him over your radio.
Today is no different.
Well, in an unrelated way, it is - you have to hike to a supply box to get your surplus of food for the next month and a half you have left. But even as youâre doing inventory of what you have left in your cabin on a piece of paper, youâre waiting for Soonyoungâs usual good morning. It comes as always, makes you smile when you hear it.
âGood morning!âÂ
You leave your scratch paper on your desk and reach for your radio. âMorning,â you say after youâve pressed the button down.Â
âSoâŚâ Soonyoung trails off. âSupply drop day.â
âYeah,â you reply, sitting on your bed.
âBoth of us are getting crates of food todayâŚâ
What is he getting at? âUh-huhâŚ?â
âBoth of us⌠getting supplies⌠from the same place.â
A confused laugh leaves your lips. âSoonyoung, what is your point?â
Even for as often as you talk to him, youâre still always surprised when he starts yelling. âLetâs meet up!â he exclaims, obviously excited, and it clicks in your head.
âOh my God, can we do that?âÂ
âYeah!â Soonyoung sounds like heâs grinning, smile palpable in his voice. âIf we pull some strings with the other lookouts and get hiking at the right time, itâs totally possible.â
Holy shit. Your heart is beating wildly, butterflies swarming around it at the thought of meeting Soonyoung in person. âOkay,â you tell him, noting that you sound a little breathless. âOkay, yeah, letâs do it.â
It takes a few minutes to work everything out - the supply boxes should be dropped off by midday, so you can leave your tower around then and get to the drop location in a little over an hour. Soonyoung has to leave earlier than you since heâs farther away, but if everything goes well the two of you should get to the drop location close to the same time, margin of error small. You radio Jihoon to cover for you while youâre out, and he agrees, although he sounds a bit miffed.
When you finally leave for your hike, youâre not expecting how quiet it is. Soonyoungâs usually there to cover it up with his voice - you donât hike often (youâve not had to, given your job for the summer is to watch for fires) but whenever you have heâs been there to keep you company. You plug in your earphones about halfway through your trip just to drown out the quiet, something more to listen to than just trees and the sound of your own footsteps.
Eventually you make it to the supply box, and, well. Thereâs a guy. Standing in front of a long, green box - you think you see lookout tower names engraved ever few inches: Thorofare, Cottonwood, Twin Peaks. Packing some ready-to-eat meals into his backpack.
Holy shit, Soonyoung? your brain automatically asks, and it sends your heart spiraling up and down. Youâre not sure what you thought he looked like, but it wasnât this. Tall, lean - wait, you donât even know if this is actually him yet.
Before you can think too much about it, you call out, voice tentative. âAre you⌠Soonyoung?â
The man turns around, shakes his head with a kind smile. âNo,â he says. âIâm Joshua.â
You think about throwing yourself into the river by your tower when you get back for absolutely no reason. Somehow you manage a polite smile and a gentle sorry.
âNo, donât apologize, youâre fine!â Joshua chirps, adjusting the cap on his head. âYouâre looking for him?â
You pause. Those arenât the exact words you would use, but theyâre not technically wrong, so you nod. After all, you donât know what he looks like (you probably should have asked him before both of you left, but you werenât expecting another person to be here).
âPlease donât tell me he got lost again,â Joshua says, suddenly looking tired, and you look back at him wide-eyed because... again? Has this happened before?
âNo,â you tell him. âNo, I mean, I donât think so. I donât know. Since we both have to pick up supplies he thought itâd be cool if we met up in person.â
Joshua sighs, seemingly relieved, then continues packing whatâs left of his supplies into his backpack as he hums. âThatâs weird.â
âWhat is?â
He shrugs. âSoonyoung likes the outdoors, yeah, but the supply box is a pretty far hike from his tower. I think the last few summers heâs had them delivered.â
Oh, you think, and maybe say out loud, because then Joshuaâs looking back at you, a mischievous smile on his face.Â
âHe must really like you to come all the way out here,â he tells you, and you laugh like it might get rid of all the thoughts popping up in your mind that you keep telling yourself to stop thinking about.
âAnd yet,â you say wistfully, looking towards the horizon. âI still come second to Jihoon.â
This time Joshua laughs, a friendly sound, and the two of you fall into a playful conversation. Heâs somewhat a superior of yours, though not by a far gap - as the lookout whoâs been on the job the longest, he oversees the rest of you (which is you, Soonyoung, Jihoon, and a few others you have yet to come across). You get along with him easily and itâs weird to think that if you hadnât gone through what you did a few months ago you wouldnât be here talking to him, establishing what could be a new friendship. You wonder if thatâs a new step towards healing, finding a way to be grateful even if it was horrible.
You talk to Joshua for a while until he says he should get back to his tower. You nod, tell him goodbye (and thanks for his company) and he starts to walk away -
âShua!â
A burst of platinum blonde hair rushes past you from the opposite direction you came from, heading for Joshua. The new guy drops a bag at his feet and almost softly crashes into Joshua, who has this look on his face you canât really decipher.
âHey, Soonyoung,â he says, and you blink.
Soonyoung, like⌠your Soonyoung? The Soonyoung youâve been talking to for weeks?
You watch as the two hug, Soonyoung excited to see Joshua and completely ignoring you (though youâre not sure heâs doing it intentionally). All you can do is stand there. This is him, your brain keeps telling you. This is the guy.
âI havenât seen you in forever!â Soonyoung exclaims, bouncing on the balls of his feet excitedly. âHow are you? How have things been?â
Joshua shrugs, a small smile on his face as he puts a gentle hand on Soonyoungâs head and starts⌠petting. âIâve been good, same old deal. I know that youâve been doing good too, though, as far as Iâve seen from your reports.â
Soonyoung beams at the praise and you take note of it in the back of your mind (you also note the way Joshuaâs treating him like a toddler and how itâs working). He opens his mouth to say something else but looks around and meets your eyes - for a second thereâs nothing at all, but then you think you see an exclamation mark actually pop above his head.
The yell of your name is so loud it makes you jump. âOh my God,â Soonyoung whines, falling to his knees dramatically. âI canât believe I didnât recognize you!â
âThis is the first time youâve seen me,â you say. You canât seem to hold back your smile.
Joshua excuses himself (again) and finally moves on his way, says heâs in Thorofare lookout if anything happens. The sun is mellow on your skin as you look at Soonyoung, take him in - light hair, warm eyes, tan skin. His smile matches your own. A breeze shifts by, slow and sweet.
âHi,â you say.
Soonyoung grins.
âHey.â
-
So the bag you saw Soonyoung drop on the ground before was, in fact, for a picnic.
He didnât bring a lot of food (the whole point of the hike was to get supply boxes anyways) aside from a few candy bars heâd saved for today. He did bring a blanket, however, and the two of you set everything up on the edge of a rock not too far away from the drop location, under some trees. It looks over a small ravine, a stream cutting through at the bottom.Â
The time goes by like it was never there in the first place, spent talking and laughing. Soonyoung is just as animated in person as you thought heâd be, telling stories wildly as the two of you snack away a portion of your supplies. You know the two of you donât have much time together, given how late it already was when Soonyoung arrived and both of your hikes back to your respective towers, but itâs still⌠refreshing, almost, to be with him like this, to finally get a piece of him you didnât before. To hear him without the crackle of the radio and to see him.
To see him.
Something stirs in your chest when you look at him lying back on the blanket, arms supporting his head with his eyes closed. The sun lights up his skin in a golden glow, like honey, and the dark roots growing into his blonde hair are somehow endearing. The breath leaves your lungs when you finally label him as pretty. You hope you can blame the heat in your cheeks on the sun.
âI wish we could stay like this forever,â Soonyoung sighs, still not opening his eyes. You almost reach out to brush the hair away from his face, but a breeze comes by and does it for you. You hope itâs not a sign.
âIt would be nice, huh,â you murmur in response. You finally break your gaze from Soonyoung and lean back on your hands, soaking up the feeling of the blue sky.
Itâs now that you remember what Joshua had said earlier about Soonyoung usually getting his supplies delivered, and you turn back to him. âHey, before you got to the supply box, Joshua and I were talking.â Soonyoung hums in acknowledgement. âIs the hike from your tower to here really that bad?â
His voice strains as he stretches, opening his eyes to look at you. âI mean, yeah, itâs a bitch of a hike to take sometimes. But itâs not really hard except for a few spots, just long.â
You furrow your brows. When you agreed to meet him, you didnât think itâd be this much trouble for him. âAnd you came all this way so we could⌠what, sit here and eat? Like we do most of the time anyways? Just separately?â
Soonyoung pouts at you and you feel personally attacked. âFood tastes good when youâre with other people.â
You give him a soft, semi-playful glare, and Soonyoung offers a small giggle. You turn back towards the view in front of you.
âDid you not want me to come down?â He asks, and he doesnât sound⌠sad, really, more observant. Like he wants to know where youâre at.
âNo,â you answer almost immediately (Jesus, your brain says). âI just⌠itâs a long trip. It doesnât really seem like itâs worth the effort.â
Like Iâm worth the effort, you think to yourself.Â
You hear Soonyoung shuffle behind you and turn around to look at him again, finding him sitting up straight. âIt is to me,â he tells you, and thereâs something in his eyes that holds you in your spot. The tips of his fingers brush against yours on the blanket. Youâd look down if you didnât think youâd miss something. âI wanted to.â
In a second, it clicks.
-
Itâs not much longer until Soonyoung needs to start heading back. The two of you get your things together, and you help him pack up the picnic supplies he brought. When everythingâs said and done and the two of you are back by the supply box, thereâs a second of uncharacteristic quiet that falls over you.
âLet me know when you get back,â you say after a moment. Soonyoung grins.
âYouâre worried about me!â he swoons, and you hit him on the shoulder playfully, but donât deny it. It can be dangerous out there, and even if Soonyoung has been out here longer than you, anything can happen.Â
âJust radio me, okay?â
Soonyoung smiles, something a little softer from before. He nods. âI will. You be safe too.â
You nod in return, taking a few steps back towards the trail that leads back to your tower. âTalk to you later, Hoshi.â
The last you see of him before you turn around is the grin on his face.
DAY THIRTY-FOUR.
It feels like forever since youâve been here.
A window is open and welcomes a distant ambiance of the forest around you, trees and birds and animals. The journal you brought with you is open to the first page, but remains untouched - nothing on the pages. At least, not yet.
(The not yet you always tell yourself seems closer, this time, not so far away. Within reach, or at least within reason.)
Soonyoung had called in that the hike from yesterday had worn him out and he needed a nap. You had laughed fondly at how tired he sounded, told him to sleep well and that youâd be waiting for him. And you feel the words, right at your fingertips, the way the rest and wait to be written. Their presence is both terrifying and reassuring.Â
You donât think theyâll be able to bleed out correctly, not the way they used to since itâs been so long. But theyâre there, in your mind, in your heart.Â
You pick up the pen you got out, feel the weight of it as you click it a few times. You tap it on the desk once, twice, and then.
You take a deep breath and start to write.
DAY SIXTY-FOUR.
âAre you lookinâ at the fire?â
Your eyes leave the page of your book at Soonyoungâs voice crackling from the radio, looking around your cabin windows to see that, oh, there is a fire. Youâd kind of forgotten that itâs⌠literally your job. At least there are multiple lookouts.
You fold the corner of the page youâre on as a makeshift bookmark before closing the book and setting it down on your bed as you stand to get your radio. You grab a can of soda from the mini-fridge youâve started to utilize (as best you can, given it does a mediocre job at keeping things cool) before walking out onto the deck, sitting in one of the chairs you set up. âNow I am,â you tell Soonyoung as you adjust the chair so it faces the direction of the fire. You think youâre the closest lookout to it - which makes the fact that you didnât notice it even worse - but not in any danger. The smoke paints the evening sky red-orange, washing over the purples and blues the sun used earlier as it set. âYouâve called it in?â
âYeah, told Josh, who told the higher-ups,â Soonyoung responds, voice strangely⌠solemn? He sighs his next words. âTheyâll probably send a crew in for suppression by morning.â
âIs there a reason you sound sad about putting a potentially dangerous forest fire out?â You tease, cracking open your soda and taking a sip. The carbonation feels good in your mouth, pops on your tongue.
âIâm not!â Soonyoung denies after some sputtering, and you laugh. âJust⌠ugh, looking at it - Iâve worked here every summer for the past, like, five years, and Iâve only ever seen two fires. Three, counting this one.â His voice gains a certain softness, like heâs lost in thought. âI donât want the place to burn down or anything, but⌠donât you think itâs kind of beautiful?â
Itâs a little morally ambiguous, but as you look at the distant, licking flames you have to agree. In the dark, itâs vibrant, more than just ashy smoke and the smell of burning - it glows red, flushes out silhouettes of the trees in between it and you.
âI guess it is,â you hum into your radio as you stare at it.
âSo. What should we name it?â
âThe fire?â
âYes,â Soonyoung says, dramatic as always. âShe needs a name! Iâve always given them names, but Iâll let you do the honor this time.â
Thereâs something sweet in the way he offers you the chance to name it, and you try not to dwell on it too much. âAh,â you start, thinking for a moment. âBarbara. The Barbara Fire.â
Soonyoung howls out a laugh and itâs infectious; you feel the tugging of your lips into a grin. âThat is the worst thing that has ever come out of your mouth,â he says, and you roll your eyes. âWe are not naming it the Barbara Fire.â
You huff out a fake whine. âCome on, itâs just Barb! Sheâs beautiful.â
âBut deadly,â Soonyoung adds in a voice that sounds like it came straight out of a crime documentary. It makes you giggle, the two of you throwing around silly, stupid names.
âOkay, okay,â you say after a few minutes. âThen⌠hmm, the Hoshi Fire.â
Thereâs a long, long pause, and you hold down the button to your radio again. âUh oh, is he broken?â
Soonyoungâs voice comes through, joking, but you sense a pinch of sincerity. âYou want to name a raging forest fire after me⌠I feel like I shouldnât be happy but I kind of am.â
You remember to push the button as you laugh, looking directly at the fire and shouting, âI hereby dub thee⌠the Hoshi Fire!â as loud as you can.
After the laughter dies down, for a second, thereâs quiet - not awkward or for the sake of a bit, just quiet. Soonyoungâs not telling a story, youâre not giving witty comebacks. Itâs just the two of you and the fire, alone in the forest.
It breaks eventually. Soft, gentle. âIâm glad youâre out here, you know,â Soonyoung says.
His words make you stiffen and relax all at once, and almost on instinct you look in the direction of his tower. You canât really see the silhouette - the sun too far gone, taking the last of its light with it - but you know itâs there, can pinpoint exactly where it should be. You hope Soonyoungâs looking over at you, too.
And even if the reason youâre here in the first place is still a tender bruise to be pressed, you find yourself recovering a little more every day. âI am, too,â you respond. âI⌠I wish you were over here.â
Itâs a roundabout way to say I miss you, but a part of you thinks neither of you are ready for something that explicit. You reach a hand out in the direction of Soonyoungâs tower, grasping at it like it might bring him to you. Itâs not as if you canât meet up with him again, but⌠between the distance and the fact that thereâs an actual fire to keep your eye on, it certainly wouldnât be easy. This is the closest you can get for now.
âI wish I was too,â Soonyoung says. You close your eyes to picture him, pretty smile and fond eyes. âWe could hang out, like last time.â
âWithout the radios,â you add.Â
âWe could, um⌠you know.â
His words make you giggle, and you feel a little lucky that youâre not holding down the button. Your heart is pounding in your chest, nervous but stable, secure, as you reply. A welcomed beat, even if startling.
âNo, I donât,â you tell him. Your soda sits forgotten, half-empty, on the floor of the deck by your feet. You donât bother paying attention to the fire. âWhat could we do?â
Soonyoung groans and this time you laugh pushing the button so he can hear you, warm and affectionate. âDonât tease me! You know what Iâm talking about.â
You do. âWhat could we do, Soonyoung?â
Thereâs a pause, but you know heâs still there.
âWell,â he says eventually. âLet me tell you.â
DAY SEVENTY-SIX.
The fireâs gotten big.
You feel like you shouldnât be surprised by it - itâs a wildfire, theyâre not exactly easy to contain, but seeing it up close like this is vastly different from being in a city and barely even noticing the smoke. It is larger than life out here, consuming more and more of the forest each day. The last few days youâve spent inside due to the low visibility (though itâs not as if you take a hike every day anyways). It makes you wonder if itâs safe to stay out here.
â...Hey,â Soonyoung radios in. âI have a question for you.â
Rationally, you know whatever it is, it canât be that serious. But your heart picks up pace anyways, beats a little harder as you pick up your radio to respond. âLook, it was Jihoonâs idea to use the fireworks, I promise neither of us knew it would start the fire.â
Soonyoung sputters out a laugh and you match him, feeling yourself calm down. âIâll⌠Iâll ask Jihoon about that later, but - I really do have something to ask you.â
You lay down in your bed, unmade and messy. âIs it⌠bad?â
âI donât think so,â Soonyoung responds. âMaybe?â
âOkayâŚâ you say, timid. âShoot.â
âWhen you first got here, I asked why you took the job,â he says, and you nod to yourself, remembering the first call you got from him. âYou just⌠never really responded. I get it if itâs, like, a touchy subject, I donât want to pressure you at allâŚâ
âNo,â you interrupt before you realize what youâre saying. You take a deep breath, Soonyoung waits. âNo, itâs probably⌠it might be good to talk about it. Iâll tell you.â
He murmurs an okay, tells you to take your time and you do. Itâs not like youâre scared to tell him - youâve come to trust him, you know he wonât judge you for anything that happened or think any differently of you. Youâre not even sure thatâs why itâs hard for you to talk about - rather than any sort of outside force that might affect you, itâs more⌠more of a part of you that you felt you lost. Itâs more coming to terms - even after these months - and going through the motions. Itâs scary to talk about disconnection, especially from the one thing you loved (love?) more than anything.
âI⌠write,â is how you start, looking at the ceiling of your cabin as you speak. âOr wrote, maybe? Iâm an author. I have a few books published. Writing is something Iâve loved since I was so young, itâs⌠a part of me, really. Itâs special to me.
âWhen I finally got a manager and a publishing company and all that official stuff, I was so excited. It was like I was finally living my dream. I wrote my first book and got it published and it did really well, so my management asked me to do another, and I did. Then they asked for one after that, and I didnât⌠it felt too soon, in a way. Rushed. But I guess I did it because I had to, because I figured this just came with being a writer and not everything is what you want it to be - and I didnât want to risk losing what I had wanted almost my entire life.â
You take a moment to steady yourself, note the tremble of your fingers and take a few deep breaths. Soonyoung waits for you, patient and kind. âIt went like that for a while, and I lost touch with writing. I stopped loving the only thing I knew how to love. I was so detached from it. A few months before I took this job my manager set up a press conference for me, and I⌠kind of⌠had a breakdown. At the conference. So Iâm out here to run away for a second. Be away from it all.â
The quiet that follows doesnât make you nervous, really, but youâre still waiting for a reply of any sort. Even if itâs the common oh or itâll be okay that you got from distant friends and relatives who didnât know what was really going on. But Soonyoung was patient with you, so you can be patient with him.
âHave you written since?â He asks after a minute, and your eyes flash over to the journal on your desk. One page has the familiar strokes and loops of your handwriting, written after you met Soonyoung in person.
âOnly once,â you respond, truthful.
âWhen you start to write again⌠will you show me?â
And for some reason the question is so tender, filled to the brim with something you want to name. It makes tears spring to your eyes as you look out over the rising fire, trying not to let your voice shake too much as you reply.
(Maybe itâs because he said when and not if, maybe itâs because he didnât tell you itâll be okay, maybe itâs because itâs him and not someone else telling you the same thing.)
âYeah,â you say, letting go of the button to sniff. âYeah, I will. If you let me see one of your dances.â
You hear Soonyoungâs smile through the radio as he tells you itâs a deal.
DAY SEVENTY-EIGHT.
For the first time since you started working, someone who isnât Soonyoung calls you through the radio (not counting the time you radioed Jihoon to make sure he was still alive, because you only saw him once and hadnât heard from him since then). You hear the familiar click that tells you someoneâs on the station, and youâre fully expecting Soonyoungâs voice to light up your cabin the way it always does. Instead, Joshuaâs voice rings through.
âYou there?â He asks after a comfortable call of your name, and you pick up your radio.
âYeah, Iâm here. Itâs been a while,â you respond, and Joshua hums. âHowâve you been?â
âIâve⌠been,â he tells you, which earns a small laugh. âAnyways, I called in to let you know that theyâre having trouble controlling the fire -â
You take a look at the giant flume of smoke north of your tower, nodding to yourself. âI can see that.â
Joshua tells you to be quiet. You hear the friendly smile in his voice.
âThereâll be an evacuation team here within the next two days,â he says. âMaybe less, shouldnât be more. Theyâre gonna get all the lookouts evacuated.â
Oh. Evacuation? That means⌠the city. Your apartment, back to your family and friends. Youâd forgotten an entire world exists outside of the bubble you created for yourself.
âOkay,â you say slowly, still looking at the fire. âI assume youâve told the other lookouts?â
âIâve got a few more to call, but other than that, yeah, everyoneâs covered. I told Soonyoung and Jihoon first,â Joshua tells you, and you blink at the fact that you didnât even have to ask. âIâll see you on the other side.â
âYeah. Stay safe, Josh.â
You sit for a while after that, trying to cope with the feeling in your chest. You⌠you feel better about everything, about writing, for sure, but. But. Itâs cut short, even if only by a little over a week. You havenât even started packing anything up - so much of you is strewn around the cabin, in the field around your tower, in the trees of the forest you hiked through. You donât think youâre ready to say goodbye to the place youâve made your home and the people (person, your heart whispers) with it.Â
The sun starts to set and the fire grows. You sit on your bed and look at the things youâve made your own, a sunken, unfinished emotion spreading through you. Eventually it is Soonyoungâs voice that comes from your radio, low and humorous.
âThe Hoshi Fire canât be stoppedâŚâ he murmurs, and you laugh despite the loss you feel.Â
âPlease,â you groan into your radio after youâve grabbed it. âWeâre getting evacuated!â
Soonyoung giggles, something mischievous that makes your heart warm with slow appreciation. âI canât believe itâs ending so soon,â you say, standing up to walk around aimlessly.
âYeah, the summer went by super fast, huh?â Soonyoung replies. âIâm kind of excited, though. Iâve missed a proper dance studio.â
Thatâs⌠oh.Â
A current of mild surprise rolls through you and you think you physically feel your jaw drop, just a little. That - that hurt. More than you want it to, more than you think it should - but itâs... fine. Youâve only known Soonyoung for a few months, itâs not likeâŚ
You realize you havenât responded and open your mouth on purpose this time. âI wish we could share the sentiment, Hoshi,â you joke, hoping it doesnât sound too stiff.Â
If Soonyoung notices anything, he doesnât say it. Only laughs, sweet and genuine. âIâm sure youâll find something to yearn for just as I yearn for dance,â he says dramatically. You laugh, forced, because yeah, you will. Maybe you already have.
DAY EIGHTY.
Evacuation day.
Last day in your tower. Last day in the forest. Last day of the job you took to escape, to heal. Itâs spent packing up the things you brought with you, throwing away everything else. Joshua said helicopters would be touching down at two points - Twin Peaks lookout and Mule Point lookout. Twin Peaks is Soonyoungâs tower, and if you planned it out right, you could probably get there and leave with him.
You tell yourself that the reason you canât is because Mule Point is closer. Safer. Theyâre evacuating you for a reason.
âHey.â
Speak of the devil, you think, grabbing your radio from its charging port. âHi.â
âSo,â Soonyoung says. For the first time since youâve known him, he seems awkward. âEvacuation day.â
âYessirâŚâ
âWhat evacuation point are you hiking to?â
You pause, hesitate like youâre about to say something you shouldnât. âMule Point,â you manage to get out. âItâs closer,â you say after, your brain telling you to justify it, explain.
âWhat did the Hoshi Fire ever do to you?â Soonyoung huffs out through a laugh, and it sounds so unaffected that you feel that ache from before again. After a second, he adds, âso⌠thisâll be the last we talk. At least for a while.â
That realization hits you like a brick and the sting behind your eyes seems normal - regardless of whatever was built between you and Soonyoung or what lead you out here in the first place, itâs so sad that itâs ending. âYeah,â you say quietly. Everything is packed, you just need to get hiking. âI, um. Is it cheesy to say thank you?â
âMaybe,â Soonyoung chuckles. âBut itâll also make me feel really good, soâŚâ
You feel yourself calm down and let out your own small giggle. Maybe it was always meant to end this way, a little too soon, a little too sad. âReally⌠thanks, Soonyoung. I think it wouldâve been worse for me if I got the silence I came out here for. Iâm glad I had you to talk to.â
âThank you, too,â Soonyoung says back. âI hope⌠you write again. Iâll talk to you later.â
The mention of it doesnât hurt as much as it used to, and you feel the smallest of smiles on your lips. âYeah. Later.â
The radio clicks off and thatâs the last you hear from Soonyoung.
EPILOGUE.
Itâs hard to come back.
From nature, from Soonyoung - everything, really. To go from trees and fires and talking every night back to car horns, busy sidewalks and your own apartment. Itâs weird to wake up and not see the immediate shine of the sun through your windows. But you come back, slowly get used to the life you had before.
And you start writing.
Given - you get back in August only start writing again in October, but you write. Little by little, page after page. Maybe not every day, like you used to, but the words are back and they are eager to get out, leave their mark as your work. You stand up to your management (with Minghaoâs support) and take control of your own writing schedule. The pressure from before leaves. Writing becomes special more than ever, returns as the one thing you never get truly tired of.
Minghao asks about the job, your summer. You tell him it was easy and peaceful, and that youâre thankful for the time. You mention the other lookouts. You mention Soonyoung. Only in passing, though.Â
(Minghao definitely suspects something, but even if he asked, you wouldnât tell him much.)
Sometimes you allow yourself to think of him - when you got back, you looked for a Soonyoung in the multiple dance studios in the city, but since you didnât have a last name or any proper title, nothing came up. After that, you gave up, but he still shows up in your thoughts from time to time, bright blonde hair (the roots growing in) and glowing smile. Itâs cold out, now, so you hope he isnât getting sick and that heâs staying warm.
Youâre reminded of just how cold it is when you have to brace the outside world to get your mail. Thereâs not even any wind, just an undeniable cold, and it makes your nose burn and eyes water as you walk the short trek to your mailbox. You find your slot and push your key in, unlocking it and gathering your mail. Most of it is junk, but you could have sworn something you ordered was supposed to come today -
âExcuse me?â
You turn your head to the voice and find a man walking towards you, his head turned down towards a small piece of paper. His voice sounds familiar, but you figure it must just be a neighbor you havenât spoken to in a while. You turn your body to him, waiting for him to look up from the note so you can place a name on him. âDo you know where I can find an authorâŚâ
He looks up.
Itâs Soonyoung.
He looks a little different - his hair is shorter, dyed black instead of the platinum you remember from last July. But itâs definitely him. The longer you stare at each other the wider his smile gets, and you stand, speechless. Heâs looking at you like youâre the only thing in the world. Your heart starts to race, warms you up beneath your jacket.
âFound you,â Soonyoung grins. You canât take your eyes off of him.
âYeah,â you breathe. âYou did.â
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La Cuervo - Chapter 12
She is used to the biker-life, having grown into a woman in the familiar embrace of SAMCRO. A bad decision and a gun-shot later, she gets whisked off to Santo Padre, and put under the protection of another club. What is supposed to be a short stint in the Mayan headquarters just north of the border to Mexico, turns into something more; when la quervo begins to develop feelings for el angel - and he seems to return them in kind...
TW: violence, blood, drug use, alcohol, smut, fluff, angst
In the spirit of "The Crown Princess of Charming", this is a story about O.C. Nina and Angel Reyes. It is obviously non-canon, as characters who have passed on on Mayans M.C. are present in it, and others have been excluded completely. Nina is written as a cis-female, but I have tried to keep her race and looks as ambigous as possible. Should you find any of this story offensive, please let me know.
12.
She stepped out of the trailer the next morning, freshly showered and made up. The sun was blaring down from a cloudless sky, but in spite of her determination to make the best of a shitty situation, it was still difficult to enjoy the beauty of the day. She went in to the clubhouse, and was met Chucky; holding out a mug of coffee at her. âItâs good that youâre still hereâ, he smiled. âYeahâŚâ, Nina said quietly, before leaning forwards, and planting a chaste kiss to his cheek. Chucky immediately blushed, and rushed out of the door, to go open the office.
EZ had set up a couple of plates for them, with donuts and orange juice. âGabyâs been busy with schoolâŚâ, he said apologetically. âHow very dares she?â, Nina gasped in jest. They sat down, and began their usual morning banter. It felt almost like a normal morning, save the murky cloud of gloom from Ninaâs breakdown the night before hanging over them.
Coco and Gilly came in to the clubhouse, and the smaller biker immediately walked over to her, and put a hand on her cheek, before bending down to press a kiss to the top of her head. He didnât say anything â he didnât need to â but his gesture was welcome, and Nina gave him a half smile. âIâm goodâ, she replied to his unspoken question. Coco nodded, and Gilly squeezed her shoulder. âHow is Camille?â. âHealing. But sheâs not talking about what happened to her; probably too scared. Creep went down earlier this morning to check on herâ. Ninaâs smile widened. âCreeperâs in loveâŚâ, she said. âHeâs probably just hornyâ, Gilly muttered.
âI hope thatâs just it. That chula is too clingyâŚâ, Coco said. âCoco! She just had her ass beat by a complete psychoâŚâ, Nina said. âI can feel bad about that, and still think sheâs annoyingâ, Coco shrugged. âSheâs one of those girls whose so desperate to belong to an MC in one way or another, sheâll fuck anything in a cut, and do anything to be let into the family. Like she gets off on the patch in itself". âThatâs harshâ, EZ said. âYou didnât hear her talk, boy scoutâ, Coco said. âI love your bike, Coco. Iâll do anything for the club, Coco. Donât take off your cut when we fuck, Coco⌠Fucking locaâ. Nina scowled at him for a moment, but Coco seemed steadfast in his opinion, and disregarded her chiding eyes. The four of them sat for a few moments, and talked about nothing and everything; before the men had to get to work around the yard. Nina went into the front office, and put on the oversized Romero Bros. shirt. She spent the rest of the morning taking calls, and filing paperwork.
In the afternoon she finally had a few moments to relax with a book, before she needed to restock the shelves and fridges of the clubhouse. It felt good to keep busy â it kept her mind of her shitty situation â but her foot seemed to be more busted from her kicking the barbell than sheâd thought, so having some time to put her feet up in the trailer was a welcome break. Sheâd left the door ajar to let in some fresh air. The tiny fan sheâd nabbed from templo â which Bishop hadnât complained about her taking, probably feeling guilty about whoring out her old man â was not strong enough to work against the heat that would stream in, if sheâd left it completely open. Sheâd taken the picture of Abel and Thomas, and set it next to the small framed picture of the Reyes family on the beach, that EZ had set up again; after heâd thought he had the trailer back.
She recognized the sound of Angelâs bike rolling onto the lot. He wasnât alone, as she heard Daniellaâs voice once he turned off the engine. âBaby, Iâm just saying; donât you think itâs weird that she just dropped out of nowhere from up north?â, the blonde said. âWhat are you saying?â, Angel asked. âWhy is she here?â, Daniella replied. âDoes it matter? Iâm not with her anymore, Daniâ. Nina peeked out between the blinds of the small window over the cot, and saw Angel putting an arm around Daniella, and placing a short peck on the corner of her lips. Daniella giggled, and tried to pull him in for a deeper kiss, but Angel seemed to get distracted by something else, and went to hang his helmet on the handlebar of his bike.
Unable to sit by quietly, Nina put down her book, and stepped out of the trailer. She shot a hard look at Angel, who managed to keep his cool demeanor; but she saw a ghost of something resembling pain in his eyes. âHi, Ninaâ, Daniella smiled overbearingly. âI heard you felt under the weather last night. How are you doing?â. âDaniâŚâ, Angel muttered. âIâm great. I finally got rid of that case of the clap Angel left me withâ, Nina replied. âJust some friendly advice; you can get it in your throat as wellâŚâ. Daniellaâs eyes widened. âRight⌠You probably knew that already. Was it a present from you?â. She walked by them, and onto the porch to go into the clubhouse. âAre you gonna let her talk to me like that?â, she heard Daniella snarl at Angel. âIâll talk to herâ, Angel muttered. âYou betterâŚâ.
Less than a second after Nina had closed the door behind her, Angel slammed it open, grabbed her arm, and pulled her with him towards templo. His expression was angry, and Nina saw Daniella smile smugly at her as they went. She went to sit by the bar with Riz and Hank, who looked confused at the situation. Once inside the dim room, Angel pressed Nina against the wall next to the door; keeping them out of sight of the people in the bar-area. He pressed his body against her, and grabbed the back of her head; before devouring her lips in a deep, passionate kiss. Nina tried her best to keep quiet from the pleasurable signals Angelâs lips were sending to her groin. She pressed her hands against his chest, and made him step back. âIâm sorry, cuervoâ, he whispered, his eyes almost desperate. âFuck. I hate thisâ, Nina whispered. âMe tooâŚâ, Angel replied. âI gotta set you right⌠She needs to thinkâŚâ. Nina nodded. Angel frowned deeply, and pressed a short kiss to her lips, before his voice boomed at her. âYou donât talk to her like that! What the fuck is your problem?â. In spite of the plan, Nina was too proud to just stand by. âFuck you, AngelâŚâ, she roared. âWatch your mouthâ, he growled in reply. He kissed her again, and Nina gasped against his lips. âWhat are you gonna do? Smack me around?â, she said. âDonât fucking tempt meâŚâ. He blew out a deep breath, and pressed a final kiss to her lips, before kicking the chair by the door, creating a ruckus. They nodded at each other, before Angel stomped out of the room, leaving her behind.
Nina took a long moment to calm down. She was flustered, as a strange mix of anger, pain â and if she was being honest to herself, horniness â rushed through her veins. Finally, somewhat settled, she went back into the bar-area, and got behind the counter; looking appropriately chastened. Angel was stood next to Daniella, looking every bit the returned champion, and without a word, Nina set down a beer in front of him. Daniella very obviously ignored her, and focused on running her hand up Angelâs chest. Nina wanted to barf at the sight, but managed to keep her lunch down this time. Hank raised a brow at her, and she shook her head slightly, before beginning to fill the fridge. Riz got behind the counter, and squeezed her hand covertly, before handing her a cigarette, and taking over her task. âGo take a breakâ, he said shortly. Nina gave him a thankful smile, and went back outside.
She sat down on the steps, and blew out a deep breath. âI deserve an OscarâŚâ, she muttered to herself, and lit her smoke.
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Spending the evening serving beers and drinks to the club members, her âexâ and his date wasnât the easiest task. EZ had apparently been told to keep his distance from her, while Daniella was around; to make it clear how unimportant, and last weekâs news Nina was. This left her behind the bar alone, and the friendly banter she was used to from the Mayans was limited. Angel and Daniella left at around 10 pm, and Nina sighed in relief as she saw them close the door behind them. Having to look at Angel laying it on thick while flirting with Daniella, made her want to scream. It was beyond any kind of petty jealousy sheâd felt in her life before. Daniella wasnât just touching something she wanted; she was touching what was hers, and Nina couldnât do anything to stop it.
Bishop came up behind her, as she was cleaning some glasses at the end of the night, and patted her shoulder. âLet the prospect do that. Come sit downâ. She quietly followed him over to a table, where Taza and Hank were seated. Bishop sat down across from her. âPaloâs been in touch. He says the attack on Camille was all Salaâ. Nina frowned in confusion. âI pressed him a bitâ, Taza said. âHe swears her attack had nothing to do with Gaelâs deathâ. Nina scoffed, and chuckled sarcastically. âSure. Thatâs why they left her in one of your tunnelsâ, she said. âWeâre not saying we believe himâ, Hank said. He pushed a packet of smokes towards her, and she took one, letting him light it for her.
Nina sat for a moment, going over everything that had happened the night of the party, and the day after. âDaniella was acting weird when she came by the other dayâ, she said. âShe seemed surprised I was hereâ. âShe probably wasâ, Taza said. âSo far, everything points towards her being the snitch; but we still need to know how much sheâs been sharing with the Vatos. Thatâs why Angel needs toâŚâ. âYeah, I got it⌠But thatâs how he found out she wasnât meâŚâ, Nina sighed. âShe called him after she saw me; and then all of a sudden, Camille gets dumped where they know youâll find her⌠He was trying to send a message. He got the wrong woman; but he knows Iâm hereâ. âPalo claims that he doesnât suspect us of hiding you, and that weâre still at peaceâ, Bishop said. âBut what about Camille?â, Nina asked. âSheâs innocent in all thisâ. âVatos Malditos are paying her recompense for the beating at the hands of one of their members, plus something on the side for us; as a show of good faithâ, Taza said. âBecause sheâs part of the Mayan familyâ, Nina muttered. âAnd they arenât supposed to touch familyâŚâ. âI donât know if Iâd call her family. Sheâs mostly been spending her time as a human condom for whoever she can get her hands on. I think even Riz tapped that, before she climbed on the Coco-trainâ, Hank said, a slight smile on his face. âAnd now itâs Creeperâ. âNina, youâre still safe hereâ, Taza tried, having figured out what she was actuallytrying to say; but Nina just shook her head in irritation.
She leaned back in her seat, and let out an exasperated sigh. âThis is bullshit⌠We know they took her because they thought she was me. Why is Palo stalling?â âPossibly to get more info on Mayan business before he makes his move. If he can take out us and get you at the same time, thatâs two birds with one stoneâ, Bishop said. âHe wants our business with SAMCRO. He doesnât suspect they have anything to do with his primoâs killingâ, Hank said. Nina took a deep huff of the smoke. âDoes SAMCRO know?â, she asked, and blew out the smoke. âIâm calling Chibs once weâre done hereâ, Bishop said. âBut I think you know where their allegiances lieâ. âWith the Mayansâ, Nina said. âWith you, mijaâ, the president said. Nina looked down, feeling her cheeks burn. âSOA wouldnât go back on their deal with you⌠Theyâre loyalâ. âYeah, they are⌠But us taking you in has only sealed that deal even moreâ, Bishop said.
Nina took a moment to let his words settle. âAnd Daniella? Whatâs gonna happen to her?â, she finally asked. âFor now, nothingâ, Bishop said. âAngelâs going to treat her like a queen; and hopefully sheâll slip up, and tell him about her deal with VM. We might even be able to use her to give them false leadsâ. âAnd me?â, Nina said. âYou do what youâve been doing up until now⌠Except Angelâ, Bishop replied. Nina shot him a dirty look. âFor nowâŚâ, Taza added. Bishop looked like he would have rolled his eyes, if he wasnât too proud for gestures like that. âLook, I donât care what you two do when this is all over, but we canât let anyone outside the club know you havenât split. That includes hangarounds who might talk to the bitch. Keep it in your pantsâ. âYes, sirâ, Nina muttered, and got to her feet. âAnything else I need to know? Or do I just go put on the chastity-belt youâve probably had forged for meâŚ?â. âYeahâ, Bishop said, almost in a growl. âWeâre gonna have one of us here each night, to keep an eye on the placeâ. âAnd me, Iâm guessingâ, Nina said. âYou make it sound like I grounded youâ, he said. âDidnât you?â. Bishop frowned at her, but Nina simply turned around, and left the clubhouse.
âI like that kidâ, she heard Bishop mutter, just before she closed the door behind her.
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There was a quiet knock to the trailer-door, just as Nina had finished getting ready for bed. Outside stood Angel, with a look on his face, which Nina recognized immediately. âDaddy says Iâm not supposed to let you inâ, she said, a smile ghosting her face. Angel stepped inside, pushing her backwards, and closing the door behind him. âPapi says he doesnât give a fuckâ, he growled, and attacked her lips. He turned her around, and pressed her against the door; leaving no room between their bodies. His presence invaded her senses, and as he moved his lips down her neck, Nina winced.
âYou smell like her perfumeâŚâ, she said. Angel stepped back, and brushed his thumb across his lower lip. Ninaâs eyes were hard, and her heart was beating a million miles an hour. She grabbed the collar of his flannel, and sniffed it. âItâs your shirt⌠Take it offâ. Angel looked confused for a second, before a fire lit in his eyes, and he quickly shrugged off his cut, and opened his shirt, yanking it off, and leaving him in his beater and jeans. âWhat else do you want?â, he asked with a ragged voice. âI want to know what you did with herâ, Nina said. âI didnât do anything. I just took her homeâŚâ, Angel said. âNo, before all this⌠what did you do with her that makes her want you so much, that sheâs willing to sell out me and the club for you?â.
She pushed him backwards to sit on the cot, and straddled his lap. Not wearing anything other than panties and a top came in handy, as her core rubbed against his hardening bulge. It was all she could do to not moan, and grind against him. âI donât knowâŚâ, Angel almost whispered. Nina took his hand, and placed it against her left breast. He stroked his thumb against her hardening nipple, over the fabric of her top. âDid you make her come?â, Nina asked. Angel looked almost offended at her words. âMaâ, I donât fuck a woman without making her comeâŚâ. âNo? Then; what did you do? Did you touch her like you do me?â, Nina said. She moved her and down between them, palming Angel's bulge; and he responded by letting out a short breath, and swallowing thickly. She leaned in to put her lips to his ear. âDid you have her on her knees in front of you, as you drank a beer, and let her suck your cock?â. Angel didnât reply, and Nina sat back again. âNina⌠IâmâŚâ. âYou didâŚâ. âMami, itâs a powermove⌠I was just trying toâŚâ. Angel was flustered, and in spite of Ninaâs angry expression â or perhaps because of it â he was growing harder by the second. âDid you eat cereal off her skin, before fucking her senseless?â. âNo. That was only youâ, Angel said. âAnd thanks for the complimentâ. He tried for a sly smile, but Nina drew her lips back in a sneer. âWas she ever in your bed? In our bed?â. He shook his head, and cupped her face. âShe was never in the house⌠everâ.
Nina pushed his hands away, and got on her feet. âDid you lick her pussy?â. âNoâ, Angel whispered. His eyes were earnest. âWhat? I canât hear youâ, Nina said. Angel stood up, and stepped over to her; towering over her, and placing a hand around her throat, to hold her in place. His face was less than an inch away, and his expression was hard. âNo! I didnât lick her pussy. I only do that with women Iâm serious about!â. Nina nearly crumbled in front of him; all of her anger and need for control washing away. âBut⌠You tried to, the first time weâŚâ. âYeah. I didâ, Angel growled.
Suddenly, his lips were on hers again, and she melted in his arms. Angel put his arm around her, and turned her around, to make her lay down on the cot. He tugged her panties down, and threw them somewhere behind him; before he pushed her legs up, and instantly dove to the apex of her thighs. Angelâs tongue made a languid stroke between her labia, before he let it dip just inside her opening. He lapped at her wetness, while his fingers found her clit, and began rubbing circles on it. There was no gentleness. Angel was like a hungry beast, and Nina was like the first meal heâd had in weeks.
The smallness of the cot didnât leave room for them to both lay on it, and Nina had to put one foot on the table to make room for Angelâs shoulders between her thighs. Nina felt herself beginning to shake. âFuck⌠fuck, Angel!â, she gasped. âWhen Iâm good and ready!â, he growled against her heat. He thrusted two fingers inside her, and moved his mouthâs focus to her clit. He suckled at it as if life itself came from that tiny spot, and his fingers curled back and forth inside her; drawing her closer to her undoing. The thumb on his free hand began probing at her back entrance; pressing and making her sphincter work. It was overwhelming and so, so good. Nina grabbed on to Angelâs head, simultaneously wanting to push him away and pull him closer. She began whimpering, and her abdomen began convulsing, as the most intense orgasm sheâd ever had washed over her. Everything went white, and Nina cried out an almost pitiful yelp.
Before she had a chance to come down from her high, Angel got on his feet and undid his jeans to let himself spring free; and then â with no gentleness â moved Nina so he could sit down on the cot. He pulled her on top of him by her hips, and pressed her down onto his cock. âSo⌠fucking⌠tight!â, he growled, as he finally bottomed out. âMove!â, he demanded. With shaking legs, Nina pressed her knees into the mattress, and began moving on top of him. Rutting to get as close to him as possible, Nina desperately searched Angelâs lips for a kiss, which he willingly gave.
Angel took a firm hold of her neck, and each time she lowered herself he let out an almost angry grunt. âI love youâ, Nina gasped, as once again he entered her further than sheâd ever felt anyone before. Angel instantly froze. His eyes were wide, and he looked at her like sheâd just told him the most unbelievable thing in the world. âYou⌠what?â. Nina felt her cheeks beginning to burn. âI⌠love you, Angelâ. âMe?â. He laughed in disbelief, and Nina bit her lip to keep from grinning. âTe amo, querida... I fucking love you!â, Angel said, and grabbed the back of her head, to attack her lips in a passionate kiss.
Angel snuck out of the trailer a few hours later. All bikes save Angelâs and one more were gone, and as he kissed Nina goodbye in the doorway, Hank came out of the clubhouse. He looked at them, and shook his head. âAlright, Romeo. Get the fuck out of here, or Iâm calling Bishâ, he said. Angel pecked her lips one more time. âSay goodnight, Nina!â, Riz called out. âGoodnight, Ninaâ, Nina grinned, and went back inside the trailer, closing the door after her.
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The next few days went much like that one had. During the day, Nina was quiet, and pretended not to feel sad about being ignored by both Angel and the rest of the Mayans, whenever any non-patch was around â which was pretty much always, as there was always some hangaround or other in the clubhouse. Daniella made an appearance each night, throwing herself into Angelâs arms; and shooting smug glances at Nina.
The first three nights â where first Coco, Creep and then Gilly had watch â Angel showed up at the trailer just after midnight, and they spent a few hours together. They didnât just have sex; theyâd also talk and share stories from their lives. The more Nina got to know Angel, the more the words; I love you, made sense. She was beginning to understand how heâd become the man sheâd fallen for. His Mayan brothers knew heâd come by, but kept their mouths shut; up until the fourth night, where Riz caught Angel giving Nina a goodbye kiss in the doorway of the trailer. The next day, Bishop tore both Angel and Nina a new one; and in the evening, Riz found himself taking a beating from Angel in the cage. Daniella was there, cheering Angel on. Heâd apparently told her he caught Riz checking her out, and needed to show him who she belonged to. After that, there were no more night-time visits.
The pda between Angel and Daniella â mostly coming from the latter â was painful beyond belief to watch. The blonde would crawl onto his lap whenever she could, and she had no shame in going in for a kiss, any chance she got. As far as Nina saw â and she couldnât avoid seeing it â Angel didnât respond in kind, but accepted the kisses with closed lips, and sly smiles.
One night, after Daniella had shown up in an outfit that resembled a bikini more than a top and shorts, and a bright, sequined purse â which, when she opened it, revealed a none too easy to hide pack of condoms â Angel managed to get her to take a ride home from EZ, by telling her he was needed at the table. It wasnât a lie, as they had a run in a few days, but none the less, he looked relieved when she left. The rest of the Mayans left after about an hourâs meeting, but Angel and Bishop didnât come out of the room with them. Nina was around the corner, out back; so, the two men didnât see her, when they finally emerged from templo. It was the presidents turn to take watch on the lot that night. âI canât keep this up, manâ, Angel said. âIâve been laying it on thick, but sheâs more interested in my dick, than wanting to talk about what happened that nightâ. âThen fucking sleep with her!â, Bishop said. Nina almost dropped the tray of glasses she was carrying. âIâm not doing that!â, Angel said. âWhy? You usually donât have a problem with bedding pretty girlsâ, Bishop replied. Nina gently sat down the tray, and went to stand by the doorway, to better be able to listen. âBecause of Nina⌠I canât do thatâ, Angel said earnestly. âAngelâŚâ, Bishop began. âI fucking love her, ok? I love herâŚâ. There was a moment of silence before Bishop spoke again. âGood⌠Thatâs what I wanted to hear. God knows that girl could do better; but for some reason, she seems to care about you, and she deserves to be treated rightâ. Nina couldnât stay hidden anymore, and walked out of the back room. âThen let me end it with Daniellaâ, Angel said.
âYou canâtâŚâ, Nina said. Both men turned to face her, looking surprised at her appearance. âNot until you have the information the club needsâ. Angel stepped towards her. âQuerida; treating you like I have⌠Itâs killing me. You donât think I see the look on your face when sheâŚâ. âIt hurtsâŚâ, Nina said. âAnd itâs hard to keep reminding myself that itâs not real. But if Daniella is feeding Palo with information; if she gives me up⌠Itâs not just me who goes down, itâs the entire MC. You said it yourself; itâll be warâ. Angel clenched his jaw, and his brows were deeply furrowed. âIâve been taking three showers a day for the last four days, to wash that bitch of me. I donât want to do it no moreâ.
Bishop sat down at a table, and gestured for them to join him. âWhat do you have so far?â, he asked. âLike I said in there⌠She talks about how itâs weird that Nina suddenly showed up. That I shouldnât trust herâ. He lit a cigarette, and took a huff from it, before handing it to Nina. She gave him a soft smile, and accepted the smoke. âThatâs all? Sheâs not a rocket scientist. She must have let something else slipâ, Bishop said. âWhat about that night with Sala?â. Angel rolled his eyes in annoyance. âShe just said he lost interest, and spent an hour making me tell her how it was his loss; and that she was a hot piece of assâ. Nina chuckled slightly. âWhat about what youâve been feeding her about us?â, Bishop said. This was news to Nina. âI told her about the run the day after tomorrow. Weâll know when we knowâ.
Nina coughed up some smoke. âWait, what? You told her youâre meeting up with SAMCRO?â. She continued coughing, and Angel took the cigarette from her; and reached for her pocket, where heâd obviously noticed sheâd been keeping her inhaler. Nina slapped his hand away. âIâm fine!â, she growled. âAre you trying to get SAMCRO in trouble?â. Bishop shook his head. âThereâs no trouble, Nina. Reaper knows the VM might show up, and theyâre ready for a fight if it comes to it. But most likely â if they do come â itâll just be to check what kind of business weâve been doing together. And weâll be able to confirm that Daniellaâs the snitchâ. She blew out a deep breath. Bishop was right â again â but she still didnât like it. Angel placed a hand at the back of her neck, and gently massaged it. He was trying to calm her, and succeeding slightly. âWe got the Sons back, and they have ours. Weâll be fineâ, he said.
Bishop looked between them, and sighed. âLook, Iâll close up here. No oneâs around; so, go⌠Netflix and chill, or whatever it is you people doâ. Angel looked at him confusedly, while Ninaâs heart jumped in glee. âBishâŚâ. âGo! Before I change my mindâ, Bishop said. âDonât let outsiders catch you coming out of the trailer in the morningâ. At this, Angel got on his feet, and more or less dragged Nina out of the door by her hand.
They hardly made it to the trailer, before Angel had his lips on hers. He pressed her against the side of it, and had his knee between her thighs. Nina was giggling at his frantic attempts to open the trailer door, while he simultaneously tried to open her bra under her top; when the sound of a trashcan falling over, made her jolt. âRacoons. Thereâs a shitload of them around hereâ, Angel said. He finally opened the door, and smacked her butt. âGet in thereâŚâ.
They spent the rest of the night in each otherâs arms again; back in their own little bubble of bliss.
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tags: @doloreschanal
#angel reyes#angel reyes fic#angel reyes x oc#angel reyes smut#mayans mc#mayans mc fic#ez reyes#coco cruz
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Try and Try Again
Pair: Hinata x Reader
Genre/Warnings: NSFW, Thigh Choking, Thigh Riding, Slight Angst, Fluff, Porn With Plot
Summary: Sometimes itâs not about meeting the right person. Sometimes itâs about the right timing.Â
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Hinataâs always been a ball of sunshine, so when he took his first step into elementary school it was only a matter of minutes before the bright head of orange was surrounded by new classmates, all itching to talk and laugh with him. But as a grin spread across his face, he turned his head and saw you and for a second you were all he could pay attention to as he watched you chat with a group of girls in the corner of the classroom. He doesnât really understand why his cheeks feel warm or why he canât stop staring at the way your eyes glimmer in the sunlight and when he tries to tell his mom about it when he gets home that night, she laughs at him while he pouts up at her.Â
âYou think sheâs pretty, Shouyou.â
Pretty.Â
Itâs not a word Hinata really understands. His mom is pretty. Flowers are pretty. But you? Pretty doesnât quite seem to fit, but he canât think of a better way to describe the way he feels when he stares at your hair moving as you nod your head or the way his chest feels weird when you look at him and he sees the gap in your smile as your adult teeth begin to grow in.Â
Hinataâs never been shy and with his interest piqued, itâs not long before he comes barreling into your life. You still laugh when you vividly remember how shocked you were when Hinata had jumped in front of your desk and told you that he thought you were pretty and that he wanted to be friends. Neither of you had talked much before that incident, so talk about a strong first impression. But when you had finally picked your jaw up from the desk, you had scrunched your nose and said âeww boys have cooties, go awayâ and you facepalm when you remember the sequential looks of disbelief and then determination on Hinataâs face.Â
Hinata sat next to you at lunch. He hovered near you during recess. He asked to be your partner when the class needed to pair off for assignments. And despite the teasing nudges and giggles your girlfriends sent you, you began to warm up to the rambunctious little boy who never failed to brighten your day.
The two of you enter middle school together side by side as friends, having moved far beyond the years of believing in cooties and you beam at each other, excited to see what this new chapter of life has in store for you. Well, youâre excited to see what this new chapter of life has in store for you. Hinata seems to already know the title of his new chapter and you watch in amazement as he steadfastly practices with his volleyball, roping in the other boys and girls from your class to help him out despite the fact that thereâs no official volleyball club and that no one really knows anything about the sport.Â
Your club activities are done for the day and you begin to stroll towards the athletic fields, your ears already honed in as they try to listen for the familiar thumping sound of a ball hitting flesh and sure enough, there he is with an exhausted Izumi whoâs begging him to call it a wrap while Hinata keeps on asking for one more set.Â
You laugh as you draw near and Izumi gives you a grateful look as you flick Hinata on the forehead and tell him itâs time to walk home together. But in true Hinata fashion, he pleads for you to wait a bit longer and you sit next to Izumi, easily chatting with the sweet boy as the orange-haired boy continues hitting the ball by himself. None of this goes unnoticed by Hinata and he fumbles more than he should as he watches the two of you from the corner of his eyes.Â
Middle school is different from elementary school and that comes as a striking realization to him when he chats with Izumi and Sekimukai at lunch one day. Heâs a little late and he rushes over to the table where the two boys are sitting only to find them concentrated in conversation, their attention on the group of girls sitting in the back of the room. âSheâs cute, right?â âYeah, but her friend is also pretty.â Puzzled, Hinata asks them what theyâre talking about and as his friends educate him, he begins to see you in a different light. Youâre not just his friend anymore. Youâre his friend that his classmates find attractive and he begins to notice the things Izumi and Sekimukai see about you. He notices the shape of your lips. He notices the color of your eyes. But most of all, he notices how his male classmates look at you when they pass and thereâs a tight feeling inside of him when he sees you happily conversing with them. But itâs not until middle school graduation and the moment you hug him when you find out youâre both going to Karasuno High School that he realizes he likes you.Â
You on the other hand, are not nearly as naive as Hinata and thereâs nothing subtle about the way Hinata flushes whenever you look at him or vies for your attention, and for once, youâre truly grateful for Hinataâs innocence, unsure of how to let down your friend if he ever musters up both the realization and courage to confess to you. But it was only a matter of time and here you both are, first-years in high school, standing underneath the schoolâs cherry blossom tree, you biting your lip nervously as Hinata asks you to go out with him. Thereâs only the sound of the wind rustling through the branches above you as you contemplate the right words to say. You gently let him down, telling him thereâs nothing more in the world that you want than to still be good friends, but that you just donât see him as anything more than that and for a second you think your heart might break at the downcast look in usually bright eyes, but youâre taken aback by a sudden squaring of his shoulders as he fiercely looks at you and tells you he wonât give up.Â
The next few months are a tentative dance between the two of you as you hesitantly tuck away the little gifts of chocolate and candy Hinata places in your locker and continuously emphasize that youâre just hanging out as friends when Hinata insists on asking you to go on âdatesâ with him. But day after day of this desensitizes you and the wrapped goodies find their way into the garbage more often than not and you find yourself more easily brushing off Hinataâs invitations to hang out. It becomes a strange game as Hinata makes his moves and you bat away every attempt, but thereâs a certain playfulness to it and the two of you remain friends even if you do roll your eyes in exasperation when Hinata insists on trying to woo you. But thereâs a twist to the game one day when you open your locker to find a confession letter not in the usual scrawl youâve become accustomed to seeing and Hinata watches with his heart in his stomach as you smile at the boy who asks you out.Â
Thatâs the first day you donât walk home with him.
The two of you still playfully banter and hang out, but thereâs a hint of tension everytime you tell him you have other plans when he asks what youâre doing on the weekends. He doesnât need to ask for more details. He knows now by the way you avert your eyes and canât meet his gaze that itâs another date, another guy. And he watches from the sidelines as you go through boy after boy, no stranger to dating by the time you both finish first-year. But he takes solace in the fact that no one seems to stick around and when youâre single once again as summer break comes to an end and second-year is about to begin, he asks you out seriously once more.Â
But this time youâre more prepared and you graciously turn him down again only for your eyes to widen in surprise when he retorts right back, asking you what all of the other guys youâve dated have that he doesnât. Why wonât you give him even one chance? Your stomach churns at the hurt you see in your eyes, but you try to laugh it off, ruffling his hair as a smirk spreads across your face and you tease him about his height, joking that youâd never date someone so short. And your gamble pays off when you see hurt turn into a familiar furious indignation. This you could handle. And the two of you walk away from that confession with Hinata grumbling to you about the fact that heâs still growing and you laughing at his fighting words.Â
You still go on dates that never seem to pan out and Hinata keeps on flirting with you in his own silly way, but when third-year rolls around, your normal cadence is broken as you introduce a boyfriend to Hinata for the very first time. Youâd never bothered mixing your dating life with your friends and family before seeing how short-lived all those flings had been, but this is different and Hinata sees the difference in how you say his name and how you look at him and for the first time since he had started pursuing you at the beginning of high school, Hinata feels his resolve wane.Â
He gives the two of you space and he tries to ignore the way the two of you smile at each other during class, the way you two hold hands as you walk through the hallways, the way you lean your head on his shoulder as the two of you eat lunch at a separate table from him. But youâve always been able to reel him back in like a fish on a hook and he hates the way he canât stop his heart from leaping every time he still gets a text from you or when you chat with him during class. And you donât make it easy to shove you out of his heart when youâre wildly waving your arms around as you go on a rant about the latest thing your boyfriend did as the two of you devour a bag of chips or when you softly knock on his door, your eyes brimming with unshed tears that stream down your face when Hinata wraps his arms around you and holds you as he patiently listens to your relationship issues. Itâs not ideal and he knows heâs just second place in your mind, the backup when things go haywire with your boyfriend, but if he makes you happy and if this is the only way Hinata can still stay close to you, then so be it.
The two of you are still dating when graduation comes around and he forces a smile on his face as he congratulates your boyfriend and you for getting into the same university. But he waits and waits until youâre by yourself before drawing near your side, making sure no one is nearby to witness how he removes his school uniformâs second button and places it in your trembling hands, gently closing your hands around the piece of metal. And itâs his turn to cry when he asks you out one last time, just for old timeâs sake, even though he knows what the answer will be and he gives you a watery smile when your bottom lip quivers and you let out a shaky apology. He wishes you all the best and tells you to keep in touch before walking away and even when Hinata is long gone and out of sight, you remain rooted to your spot, eyes still gazing in the direction he left in until your boyfriend finds you. And before you interlace fingers with your lover and get ready for a new adventure, you safely place the button in your pocket, the tiny piece of metal weighing heavily on your heart.Â
You never do throw that button away and it remains in your jewelry box, a constant reminder that your eyes seem to always be drawn to no matter how much time passes. College is a whirlwind as you try and balance a new environment, studying, socializing, and your relationship, but you learn the hard way that people change and things are rocky at best between you and your boyfriend. The door slams as you throw yourself onto your bed and scream into your pillow after another stupid fight that led to both of you shouting at each other and your hand instinctively reaches for your phone, desperate to rant about your latest argument with your girlfriends. But you stop yourself when Hinataâs name flashes across your screen as you scroll through your contacts. Â
Your eyes flicker over to your jewelry box sitting on your desk and you guiltily reminisce on the times he would have been the first person you reached out to when the going got tough. You were selfish back then. You see that now. And your throat chokes up when you think of how it must have hurt Hinata to see and hear the person he liked rambling on and on about her love drama. Itâs guilt, nostalgia, and the memory of an orange-haired boy smiling at you despite the tears trailing down his face when he asked you to keep in touch even though you broke his heart that has your fingers moving and before you can doubt yourself, you press send.Â
Hey. Itâs been a while. How have you been?
Hinataâs never been one to hold a grudge and a surprised smile spreads across your face when a friendly message is instantly sent in response. The two of you remain in touch even as college ends, even when you officially end things with your boyfriend, even when Hinata is across the world perfecting his athletic skills in Brazil, even when you pursue your own career. And even though you havenât seen him for years, you canât help the way your lips curve up everytime his name pops up on your phone, a new message waiting to be read. But one particular message freezes you in your tracks and you stare stunned at your screen.Â
I got accepted by a professional team in Japan, so Iâll be back permanently. Letâs meet up once Iâm back!Â
You donât respond immediately despite a large part of you wanting nothing more than to eagerly agree, desperate to rekindle your friendship. Itâs been a long time since high school and yet the haunting image of Hinataâs tear stained face eats at you and you wonder what right you have to re-enter the life of someone whose feelings youâd played with and carelessly tossed around for years. But in a moment of weakness, with a few glasses of wine and loneliness pooling in your stomach, you send your response.Â
Sounds like a plan.Â
You tug the hem of your skirt down as you seat yourself at a stool by the bar and despite the excitement you feel, you canât help the way your fingers nervously fidget with the sleeves of your cardigan as you wait for Hinata. Youâre distracted when your drink is placed on the counter and as you turn to sip on the cool liquid, you miss the athletic figure that enters the establishment. Thanking the bartender, you turn your attention back to the doorway only to almost collide with a toned chest as you spin around and youâre about to apologize when your eyes look up and the words get stuck in your mouth as you stare into familiar bright eyes.Â
Hinata looks good. That might be an understatement as your eyes trail across his body, taking in how muscular and broad heâs become, how his thighs bulge in his pants and your neck cranes as it adjusts to his new height. But you flush when he chuckles at your ogling and you internally smack yourself before you both catch-up, laughter and surprised exclamations punctuation your back and forth as you share the highlights of the years youâve spent apart. Hinataâs changed so much and you stare in wonder at the newfound confidence and maturity heâs gained that mixes so perfectly with the boyish energy and vibrancy he still has. Time flies by, but you grimace when the question youâd been waiting for is finally asked.
âSo are you still dating that guy from highschool?âÂ
âNo, we broke up in college.âÂ
Thereâs a pause as both Hinata and you quietly sip your drinks, but you canât help the way you throw the question right back at him, unused to the insecurity you feel around your old friend, your head imaging all the fangirls that must throw themselves at the handsome professional athlete beside you. So when he responds by shaking his head and saying there isnât anyone in his life right now, your heart flutters in the silence that follows his words.Â
Conversation continues as you talk about how the rest of your classmates are doing, but when glasses empty and bills are paid, you let a calloused hand hold your hand and your cheeks warm when brown eyes nervously, but sincerely gaze at you.Â
âCome home with me?âÂ
You canât recall exactly how the two of you end up stumbling into Hinataâs apartment, too focused on the warm presence by your side, holding you close and your lips crash against each other once the front door is locked. Itâs everything that Hinata is, urgent, intense, and sweet and your eyes close as you relax into the wiry arms wrapped around your waist, but you squeal when youâre suddenly being carried bridal style and swiftly plopped down onto a bed. You assist Hinata as the two of you practically tear your clothes off in your haste to touch each other, but just as youâre about to pounce on the orange-haired man, you whimper in confusion at the growled order to âstay stillâ. You watch as Hinata positions himself until heâs seated on the bed with you, his back against the headboard as he languidly strokes his cock, all the while pinning you with his stare as your thighs clench in your kneeling position on the opposite end of the mattress.Â
âI gave you so many chances to have this, to have me, but no, you decided to go off with almost every other boy in our class. What makes you think you deserve to touch any part of me now? If you want my body that badly, you better prove to me just how much you need it. Crawl over here and suck me off.âÂ
You can feel arousal beginning to well inside of your aching pussy as you stare wide-eyed at this new side of Hinata, but you hardly need any convincing and you slowly place one hand and knee in front of the other as you crawl across the mattress, your body slightly sinking into the plush material with every moment, your tongue unconsciously licking your lips as you stare at his now completely hard cock. And when you reach him, you canât stop yourself from practically worshipping the hard shaft in front of you, peppering it with kisses and lathering it with tiny little kitten licks, desperate to thoroughly taste him and you moan when his pre-cum mixes with your saliva.Â
Hinata hungrily stares at the way your eyes flutter and your thighs rub against each other in desperation just from tasting him and when you finally open your mouth in a pretty little circle and sink your painted lips down his length, he has to stop himself from bucking into your tight throat and choking you. That could wait for another time. But for now he gently cards his hand through your hair as you bob your head up and down and his thighs clench at the feeling of your tight wet hole sucking him in.Â
He watches how your hands caress the thick muscles on either side of your head and experimentally he begins to close the gap between them until his thighs are clenched around your neck and he thinks youâve never looked more beautiful than you do now, your mouth stuffed full as your nose brushes against his abdomen and your eyes rolled back in your head as his thighs tighten and dig into your oxygen supply. He relaxes his hold on you, letting you get your breath back, but heâs stunned when you whine around his cock and press the outside of his legs towards each other again and with a lewd pop, you briefly pull off of him and beg to be choked again before diving back down on him. Who is he to deny what the love of his life wants? And thatâs how he cums for the first time that night, coating the back of your throat as you moan louder and louder as he continues to clench his muscles around you and only when you begin to claw at the sheets does he finally release you.Â
The two of you pant for breath, but before you realize whatâs happening, youâre being pulled into Hinataâs lap and you wail when your dripping pussy is pushed directly onto one of his thighs. You should be ashamed of how easily you slide back and forth on his skin as your arousal paints and glistens the surface, but you canât bring yourself to care when youâre frantically humping and grinding against the hard muscle like a bitch in heat. Hinata watches in amusement at the lewd shaking of your hips and the way your tongue lolls out from your open mouth as he tweaks and tugs at your hardened nipples.Â
He knows itâs a little cruel to just sit back and watch, not helping you in the slightest as you desperately struggle to get yourself off, but considering the years youâd left him high and dry, surely you could live with a few minutes of your peak being just out of reach. Not to mention how he also wants to play the melody of your begging and pleading over and over again until itâs ingrained in his mind and he soaks in your wanton cries for him to help you, carefully wiping your frustrated tears away as you continue to rock back and forth on his taut muscles.Â
âIf you cum all over my thigh like a good girl and put on a show that makes me hard again, Iâll fuck you with the cock you want so badly, okay?â
You rapidly nod your head and spurred on by the way Hinata begins to suck on one of your nipples while flicking the other with his fingers, you resume your desperate motions, your moans and the slick sound of your cunt and Hinataâs mouth filling the room. Thereâs nothing in your mind other than the desire to cum and the desire to be filled by Hinataâs cock and you move faster than you thought was possible as you stare at his hand slowly stroking his cock to its full length once again. And when it finally becomes fully erect and drool seeps out of your mouth at the thought of having that inside of you, the coil that had been slowly twisting inside of you finally releases and you scream as Hinata grinds his muscles into your clit, helping you literally ride your orgasm until you collapse in his arms, your body trembling from exhaustion as he murmurs how beautiful you are in your ear.Â
He gives you a few minutes, waiting until your body convulsions simmer down to a few twitches here and there, but you gasp when youâre thrown back onto the mattress and despite the way your mind feels like pleasured mush and despite how delirious you already feel, your thighs clench at the sight of Hinata hovering over you and you let out a high-pitched keen when you feel something hard nudging against your entrance, your leg hooking around his back, urging him deeper and deeper and you both groan when his balls bounce against your ass as he fully settles inside of you. And despite having just come down from a high, your pussy clamps around him and the intoxicating feeling of being stretched has your hoarse throat begging him to fuck you.Â
Hinata watches the way you writhe underneath him, eyes unseeing as you babble for more, more, more and he laughs at how the tables have turned. He pulls out and slams into you once, enjoying the sight of your breath catching and your breasts bouncing with the motion, but he remains still after that, smirking at the way your nails claw at his arms and the way you try to move your hips to fuck yourself on his hard shaft.Â
âLook at you. You act like youâve never had good sex before. All the boys you dated in high school and college couldnât satisfy you? Is that why youâre so desperate? Think about how much fun the two of us could have had if youâd just said yes the first time I asked you out. You could have had years of having this cock stuffing you full. I donât know. Maybe I should make you wait some more. Really teach you a lesson for rejecting me year after year. Teach you a lesson for making me jack off by myself every night to the thought of you.âÂ
âNo! Hinata, Iâm sorry! Please, please, please. I need you to fuck me. Your cock feels so good. Please make me cum. Wanna cum around your cock!â
And after years of pining after you and years of imagining what youâd look like underneath him, what youâd feel like around him, thatâs all it takes for him to start a neck breaking pace as he slams into you over and over again, the sounds of his balls slapping against you lewdly echoing throughout the room and mixing with your pleasured screams. You feel so much better than anything his mind had made up and he hisses at how easily he slides against your wet walls, how perfectly your pussy sucks him in and milks his cock, how your head wildly tosses back and forth as your brain tries to compute the overwhelming pleasure heâs drowning you in. But even the best things come to an end and he can feel his balls tighten and his pace stutter as his release draws near and he furiously circles your clit, urging you to fall apart once again and itâs like your body is completely in tune with his as your back arches when you reach your peak at the same time he spills a second load inside of you.Â
Heavy breathing fills the air as Hinata carefully slumps down beside you on the bed and tugs you close to his body, brushing his nose against yours as he tenderly kisses you. And you nuzzle into him, basking in your afterglow as he murmurs praise after praise about how good you are, how beautiful you are. But when he whispers how much he loves you, you blearily try to blink the sleep from your heavy eyelids and Hinataâs face flushes when he realizes what heâd said in his pleasured bliss.Â
Thereâs a heavy atmosphere in the air as the clock on the wall ticks and Hinata prepares himself for another rejection, but the tension in his body seeps away into surprise when you just sleepily close your eyes once more with a yawn and wrap your arms tighter around Hinata.Â
âUsually people date before they start proclaiming their undying love for each other. Take me on a date tomorrow and weâll see about this whole love business.âÂ
And as your breathing evens out and a toned arm turns off the lights, brown eyes gleam in hope and excitement and the two of you fall asleep, dreaming of where your next shared adventure would take you.  Â
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hiii!! hope you are well, may i request a super duper fluffy minho x reader where they are both having late night talks about life but minho is not taking reader seriously?? but it ends up to a very cute cuddle session (fluffy please :>) thank you :DD
I made it as fluffy as I could! I hope you like it! đ
Understanding | Lee Minho
{Stray Kids Masterlist}
Members: Lee Know
Genre: fluff with a pinch of angst
Summary: You want nothing more than to talk to your boyfriend Minho about his emotions, but he wonât take you seriously
Word Count: 1.8k
Warnings: minor swearing
*reader is gender-neutral
Minho has never been the best with deep conversations. Having the personality that he possesses, he makes it rather hard for people to bring up serious topics with him. His teasing and somewhat impertinent aura always overrides peopleâs determination to become emotionally vulnerable around him.
Minho wasnât aware of this fact. He was quite socially dumb sometimes, not being able to see that his friends and those around him can become quite sensitive to his bickering. Everyone knows he can sometimes go too far, it was just part of Minhoâs personality. Even then, there would always be someone to tell him to stop, which he never argues with.
After meeting you, his significant other for four months, he knew he had to learn to be more careful with his words, never wanting to hurt your feelings or make you uncomfortable.
He wanted nothing more than for you to be able to become emotionally vulnerable around him. He always knew that serious conversations were not his strong point, but he was willing to try his best for you, in case you were ever in a situation where you want to talk to him about something significant.
You yourself always struggled with opening up to people. Although you loved Minho with your whole heart, his attitude sometimes made it even more of a struggle.
Recently, youâve been trying to bring more serious topics into your chats with Minho. Things like being anxious about work, feeling overwhelmed from minor things and just overall your true thoughts and emotions. He would definitely convey that heâs trying his best to look after you, talking in a sweet tone and cooing at you, but it seemed a bit too baby like. You wanted to just discuss it with him, not be babied.
He seemed to have taken it as you being upset, when it was more that you wanted to just talk to him about deep subjects. Honestly, you had always wished to hear his honest thoughts on you and why he feels the way he does about you. You wanted your relationship to be a mix of both fun, teasing, laughing moments as well as loving, honest and emotionally affectionate moments. But obviously at that moment both of you were only accustomed to one of those.
You didnât particularly blame him because you knew your relationship was still quite new. But you knew you had to become more emotionally vulnerable around each other if you wished to stay in a relationship together.
One day, you had had quite a frustrating day. You woke up late, your alarm clock not going off, meaning you had to rush out of the house to get to your university classes, not having time to give Minho a goodbye kiss. Then you were yelled at by your professor, leaving you annoyed and upset. At lunch, it only got worse when you realized you rushed so quickly out of the house you forgot to pack anything to eat.
You came home, soaked from the rain because you didnât look at the forecast and didnât take an umbrella, trudged through the door and threw your bag onto the bag hook aggressively. Minho had the day off, having been at dance practice and the recording studio so often during the past few weeks, so you saw him in the kitchen cooking some pasta when you walked through the house.
âHey Y/N! How was your day?â he asked without looking at you. You didnât answer and walked up to him briskly, throwing yourself around him and rubbing your face on his upper back. He jolted in surprise. âWoah! Haha, someoneâs excited to see me,â he giggled with a cheeky smile on his face.
Although, his smile dropped when he heard small little sobs coming from behind him. He felt you grip his shirt into your fists, pressing your face harder into him.
He turned around and looked at you in worry. He wasnât sure what to do. In the short time you have been together, he has never seen you cry. Heâs seen you shed a tear while watching a sad movie with you, but he would usually tease you for it. Seeing you cry like this made his heart ache.
âBaby,â he cooed. He pulled you into his chest, kissing the top of your head and fiddling with your hair as you sobbed quietly. âSorry, Iâve just had such a shit day and I wanted a hug,â you mumbled into his shirt.
Minho stayed quiet for a short moment. âOf course,â he said hesitantly. âAnything for you my lilâ muffin.â
Minho tried his best to comfort you for the afternoon. He wanted to treat you like a queen to make up for the stressful day that youâve had. He was a little bit awkward, patting your head at random moments and wiping your tears with a tissue.
You appreciated the effort he was putting into making you feel better. It made you feel less embarrassed for crying in front of him. You became happier about the ordeal because this was the first time he has really seen a weaker side of you, and he was taking care of you perfectly.
Later that night, you two were getting ready to climb into bed together, feeling tired from both the yucky weather and the frustrating day. You had gained back your happy and cheerful personality, making Minho glad that you were feeling better. You both joked around playfully while brushing your teeth in the bathroom, him pinching your waist making you almost choke.
After you had gotten changed into your pajamas, you clambered into your bed where Minho was already laying, looking at something on his phone.
You crawled up to him and leaned over him on your elbows, looking at his face in curiosity. He glanced at you from his phone and smiled, poking your cheek with his finger. âWhat do you want?â
You thought for a moment. Maybe this was the time to actually open up a bit. Minho had been taking care of you all afternoon, making you feel so loved and happy. It would be just the icing on the cake if you could have a cute conversation with him before sleeping. It would be a nice break to your usual antics of bantering and teasing every minute of every day.
âWhat are you staring at?â Minho asked, snapping you out of your daze. You smiled and looked down into his eyes before beginning to talk.
âMinho, where do you see yourself in five years?â you asked, being serious about the question.
Minho giggled and looked back at his phone. âWeird question but okay,â he answered, making you frown. âIâd want to be on an expensive yacht drinking champagne like a king.â
He wasnât looking at you, so he didnât see that you didnât smile to laugh at his response. âNo, I mean where do you see yourself with me?â you tried again.
Minho smirked and looked at you mischievously. âI mean, will we still be together in the next five years? I think we would end up tearing each other apart out of annoyance.â
You could tell he was joking, but you thought it was rather cruel to say after the day youâve had. He was having one of those moments where he goes a little too far with his teasing, but you didnât have the patience to deal with it that night.
 âYou know what? Forget it Minho,â you said coldly. You pulled yourself underneath the duvet and rolled onto the other side of the bed, facing away from him.
Minho felt the harshness in your words, and he realized you werenât joking. He put his phone down on the bedside table and sat up to talk to you, panicking a little about belittling your feelings.
âWait baby, Iâm sorry. That was probably a bit mean of me.â he said sorrowfully as he shakes your arm to get your attention.
You rolled over and looked at him. âWell yeah it was. I mean weâve had such a lovely afternoon together and I actually thought you would have a nice chat with me before we sleep considering you were so worried when I came home crying.â
Minho looked into your eyes and brought his hand up to your cheek to stroke it. âI know, Iâm sorry Y/N. I shouldnât have said that, it was insensitive of me,â he mumbled, looking at you with so much love in his eyes.
You laid there for a second, enjoying the feeling of Minhoâs warm touch on your skin, feeling comforted already.
âCome here,â you said to him.
Minho laid right next to you and let you wrap your arms around his shoulders in a close hug. He closed his eyes and leant his forehead against yours, his fringe and breath tickling your face.
âIâll be honest,â he finally spoke up. You opened your eyes to look at him. âI want to stay with you for as long as possible. You make me feel so at home and happy. I would never be able to find someone who matches with me just as well as you do. I wonder everyday how you manage to deal with my teasing and blunt honesty, because I know if it was anyone else, they wouldnât be able to handle me.â
You tightened your arms around him and chuckled at him. âYouâre right, Minho. No one else can handle you and your sly tricks. Youâre lucky to have me.â
Minho looks into your eyes and how they were reflecting the moonâs light that shone through the window next to your bed. âI know I am,â he said.
He leaned into you and pressed his lips to yours in a heated kiss. You moved your lips against his slowly, enjoying the moment while it lasted.
Minho wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you closer to his body and rubbing your skin lovingly. You felt so loved and safe in his arms, happy that both of you finally had a moment where you showed your true deep feelings.
Finally, you pulled away from his lips and he chased after yours, making you giggle and place a hand against his chest so you could speak. âThanks Minho, I love you so much,â you admit, rubbing your nose against his playfully. He smiled and looked away from your eyes, flustered.
âAww is my tough boyfriend flustered by me?â you teased, pinching his waist making him squirm.
âShut up,â he whined, ticking you back.
You both fell asleep soon after, facing each other and feeling each otherâs breaths on your faces. Minho was finally beginning to learn how to be more sensitive and open about his and yours emotions, and he was happy to keep trying his best to be the most amazing boyfriend you could ever have, as long as he got to cuddle and kiss you like that every night.
Authorâs Note: I want to clarify that this was not at all written with the intention to bash Minhoâs real personality! This is purely for fictional purposes!
I hope you enjoyed anon! I added a bit onto the storyline if thatâs okay.
#stray kids#skz#lee know#lee minho#minho lee#minho#stray kids imagines#stray kids scenarios#stray kids one shots#stray kids headcanons#stray kids reactions#minho imagines#minho one shots#minho scenarios#minho fluff#stray kids fluff#lee know imagines#lee know one shots#lee know scenarios#lee know fluff#minho x reader#lee know x reader#lee minho x reader#skz imagines#skz scenarios#skz fluff#skz headcanons#stray kids minho#stray kids lee know#skz minho
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KIWI | t.h.
Summary: Tom goes to a Harry Styles concert expecting a good time but instead is met with his girlfriend, Y/N, singing a much too intimate song with the star of the show.
Warnings: angst! platonic!best friend!harry 𼺠jealous!tom with a little heartbreak but da fluff! comes through at the end :)
Pairing: singer!female!reader x Tom Holland
A/N: this is super long and all over the place but i hope you like it! my requests are open!
"Man, I'm really excited to see Harry Styles tonight! Filming in London just got so much better." Zendaya spoke with a huge smile on her face. Tom, Harrison and Jacob all agreed with her in unison, feeling quite jittery themselves. "You know, I heard he's bringing out a guest for one song, I wonder who it'll be." Harry quizzed aloud, causing the group to spring into a debate about who it'd be. Tom stayed silent, feeling a little ache in his heart. He had been apart from his girlfriend, Y/N, for only a day due to her rehearsals and his filming which he usually would be able to deal with but tonight was different. Harry Styles was Y/N's best friend. The two were always attached at the hip, enough to the point where any third person around the pair would feel like the odd one out. Harry always made Tom think of you, which he didn't mind usually but tonight he did. He wanted you to be there with him singing along, having the time of your life. Tom himself was quite close with Harry and he admired the friendship you two shared so, not having you here tonight was really getting him down. But, he put on a smile, getting ready to enjoy the night and cheer Harry on for the both of you.
"Alright London, for this last song I'm gonna bring out a very special guest." The crew's ears heightened at this, Tom feeling especially excited to see the guest. "In fact, I actually wrote this song about her. She's been my best friend for ages now and we've had a lot of adventures together." Harry spoke with a chuckle and it seemed that the fans had gotten the hint as well as all of Tom's friends but he was still dazed. It couldn't be you, you would've told him. Before his thoughts could continue, Harry spoke up again, "So, London, put your hands together for the very special and beautiful, Y/N L/N!" and out you walked in all your glory. You sported red silk trousers with a flare at the bottom, a black lace tanktop, that fit your body perfectly and a red silk blazer to go overtop. To top the look off, a big red bow made of toule was tied around your neck. When you stood next to Harry, you two looked perfectly in sync. He sported the same style but in yellow and purple. "Hi London! Just F.Y.I, I made him say all that." You said with your signature smirk adorning your face. The crowd broke into an uproar of cheers and Harry laughed in the mic and said, "'Tis true, I really don't like her that much." At which you shoved him. You two continued your banter on the stage, interacting with fans while Tom sat starstuck. "Holy Shit! It's Y/N!" Harrison said causing the group to break out in cheers. "Aye, that's our girl!" Zendaya said, sporting a proud grin. "I can't believe it's her, she didn't tell me anything about this." Tom said, feeling dejected, an unkown and uncomfortable feeling of jealousy settling over his heart as he watched Harry pull you into his side, telling jokes to the crowd to which you fondly laughed. "I think it slipped her mind, mate, relax." Harrison piped up, sensing that his best friend felt excluded and forgotten. Tom only nodded, keeping his eyes trained on you, noticing the grin on your face and the way you had your arm slung around Harry's neck, staring up at him with the personification of heart eyes.
"She worked her way through a cheap pack of cigarettes, hard liquor mixed with a little bit of intellect." Harry began the song, looking over at you as you shouted it out at the crowd. You brought your mic up to sing the next part. When the chorus rolled around and both you and Harry's voices were mixing perfectly, the lyrics stung Tom's heart. "I'm havin' your baby, it's none of your business." The moment those words left your mouth, Harry's introduction from earlier rang loud in Tom's mind. "I wrote this song about her". Tom listened to the rest of the song, his mind playing a game of tennis between each lyric and Harry's words.
"When she's alone, she goes home to a cactus, in a black dress, such an actress." - "I wrote this song about her."
"Driving me crazy, but I'm into it." - "I wrote this song about her"
"Hard candy dripping on me 'til my feet are wet." - "I wrote this song about her."
"Shes all over me it's like I paid for it." - "I wrote this song about her."
The song finally ended, Harry and you laced hands and bowed in front of the crowd, thanking them and then walking off. "That was so sick! They killed it!" Jacob said excitedly, no one picking up on Tom's discomfort. They all walked out of the stadium, talking to fans and taking a few pictures here and there. Just as they neared their cars, someone called out, "Guys! Wait for us!" followed by two pairs of footsteps running towards them. Harry and you ran across the street with your hands linked and as soon as you neared Tom, you leaped into his arms. "Hi baby, I missed you!" you said into his ear, to which he grumbled a "yeah me too", leaving you confused but you simply brushed it off, greeting and conversing with the others.
"Tom, why are you being so weird! You were quiet while we were talking to everyone and you were quiet the whole way back! What is up wi-" he cut you off before you could finish, "Why didn't you tell me you were performing tonight?" You looked at him, entirely confused, reaching for your phone. "I did, Tom." you replied while unlocking your phone and pulling up the texts. "Look I said it ri-, oh shit!" your eyes scanned over the texts, seeing what you had told him, "hey bub, im rehearsing tonight for the concert, sorry i didn't tell u earlier, it's a bit last minute! i'll see u soon, love u" "Tom I'm so sorry, I wasn't paying attention to what I was typing, this text was meant to tell you about the concert. I'm sorry, that's on me." you said feeling guilty about not informing him, making him feel completely out of the loop, which he hated. "Yeah it's okay, I was overreacting anyway, let's just go to bed." Tom said, the lyrics of the song still ringing in his mind. Before he could walk away, you tugged on his arm, pulling you both down onto the couch. "Thomas, I know you better than this, I know somethings bothering you so please tell me what it is." He sucked in a deep breath and began, "That song you both performed together, he said he wrote it about you, the lyrics, t-they were so, so intimitate, it, uh, sounded like you guys have had more than just a platonic relationship and I-i guess that made me, uh, real uncomfortable." he finished with a blush adorning his cheeks and a few tears pooling in his eyes. "Oh, Tommy, I'm so sorry, it's not like that at all! Harry and I wrote this song together about 5 years ago and it's actually just this joke we have, even among the fans, about a night that never happened! All of the lyrics are pulled from imagination, I promise! I totally would've told you about it but to be honest, I completely forgot about it, it was so long ago and so unimportant. Still, that's no excuse and I'm so sorry it made you uncomfortable." You let out, grabbing his hand tightly, afraid to let him go. "Oh my God, that's such a relief." He sighed out, pulling you into a bone crushing hug. "Jesus, I almost died of heartbreak. I love you and thank you for clearing that up." "I'm so sorry baby, I love you so much." You pulled him into a soft kiss, caressing his arms, as if telling him how much you love him and only him.
#tom holland fluff#tom holland and y/n#dating tom holland#tom holland angst#tom holland one shots#tom holland x reader#tom holland imagines#harry styles#tom holland blurb
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â personal
name - kai + naba (naba is my local name, kai is my online/international name; call me kai it makes me feel special ;3;)
birthday - 4th June
mbti - enfp
ethnicity - (south) asian
pronouns - she/her
zodiac - gemini
languages - fluent ; english, urdu. somewhat ; hindi, arabic, korean
colors : dark shades of any color, pastels, pale colors, greens, blues, whites, browns, reddish shades of pink
flowers : hibiscus, daisy
biases : seungmin, donghyuck, yeji, ryujin, jihyo, sana, taeyong, ten, renjun, jisung (nct), hendery, yangyang, doyoung, jay, jake, sunghoon, sunoo, yeosang, mingi, hongjoong, yoongi, namjoon, hoseok, sejun, subin, byungchan, chan (victon), yeonjun, heuningkai, beomgyu, moonbyul, jennie, wonpil, jae (ill add more if i missed someone aaaa)
â my hero academia, strong woman do bong soon, zootopia, toy story franchise, cars franchise. sky castle, inside out, the amazing world of gumball, sonic the hedgehog, five nights at freddy's, ben 10, kpop, basically every disney/pixar movie in existenceÂ
â video games also played and still play a very big role in my life and i relied on them growing up and it brought my family closer together. Which is why i literally take everything way more sensitively when it comes to video games! so if you see me crying on the dash over a video game not saving or messing up, this is probably why. Iâm not overreacting, its just one of my most happy escapes and not being able to access it when I need it most triggers me beyond than what I thought it would aaa :( Â
â writing
 groups (this can change tho) -> nct -> stray kids -> enhypen
genres -> fluff -> angst -> comedy -> maybe slight dark themes (like mentions of murder, maybe mentions of bad pasts, mentions/usage of alcohol or something like that, just for plot development or something like that, never just for the hell of it, and it wonât take a big part of the story either lmfao) -> no smut (you heard me)Â -> nothing too sensitive, like mentions of s//cide, none of the characters have mental illnesses, itâs a big topic and definitely not something I would be making imagines for young 14 year olds about. Though, exceptions can be made, depending on me. Iâll give a warning and include a âread moreâ cut if I do include it in a fic. Please read with caution.Â
alot of aus thoÂ
-> also some flirty banter so be prepared
-> also be somewhere around 13 or above when you read bc the idea of getting into a relationship before the age of 13 or so is just so weird to younger audiences. My stories also do involve some sort of mature stuff that an 11 yr old would find weird like the triggering topic of murder, heavy descriptions, maybe a little make out sessions which may or may not influence you in the wrong way and make you perceive things weirdly which is totally not my intention. Itâs weird pls donât be 11 and be reading my stories itâs gonna be weird uwu
-> my works are all fictional and do not involve members in their real personalities, so do not perceive them in that way. Any situations/settings are all made-up, are fictional, and if there are any mixes up with real life, its all a mere coincidence unless as stated as otherwise.
damn this got longer than I thought it would
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Prank Wars - ch.5
> pairing | jungkook x reader
> word count | 3k
> genre | college!au, fluff, smut, angst
> warnings | swearing, alcohol consumption
> synopsis | College can be a stressful time in anyoneâs life as it is, why donât we throw a little prank war in the mix to make it harder?
> fic masterlist
> A/N | English is not my first language, Iâm sorry for the eventual spelling mistake, please let me know if you find any!Â
CHAPTER 5 - Yogurt
âHey y/n, can I borrow a pen?â Jungkook was sitting across from you at the library, you just turned your case at him so he could grab whatever he needed.
There were a few of you studying for your exams on the shared table. Alice was already used to this new weird friendship between you and Jungkook, seeing as she met with you at the entrance of Yoongi's building the day she got back after your terrible date had happened, and you just ended up explaining everything to her, but the rest of the group was still very much confused and not really adapting to these new dynamics.Â
Every time you and Jungkook had any type of friendly interaction, a weird look would be exchanged between the boys who happened to be near, this time it was Namjoon and Jimin. Namjoon was actually studying for a test, while also helping you out with yours, seeing as he still had his notes from when he took that class, but Jimin was just hiding out from Hoseok, as the older one had been texting him for hours now wanting to have an extra rehearsal that day.
âWhy is Hobi texting the group chat asking where you are?â Alice was taking a break on her phone.
âI swear to god if any of you rat me out our friendship is overâ Jiminâs desperation was made clear in the tone of his voice, and none of you dared to contradict him.
âWhy canât you just tell him youâre tired today?â You asked, pushing your laptop away from you to rest your eyes for a bit.
âOr maybe just tell him the trueâ Jungkook added âwe canât put up with his shit anymoreâ he then found a pack of gun in your case and took one out, not really asking if he could, and extending another one to you, which you took gladly. Jimin looked weirded out by the small interaction again, but didnât say anything.
âHe helped me out a lot last year, I canât do this to himâ he dropped his face on the table with a sight.
âBut you also have a lot to do, just tell him the truthâ you insisted âbesides you canât keep this up for long, heâs coming to meet me here in a fewâ at that both boys across from you widened their eyes.
âfuck, where can we hide?â Jungkook was already gathering his stuff.
âwait, youâre also hiding from him?â Jimin was quick to follow.
âYeah, I told him I had a dentistâs appointment, now hurry, he can be here any secondâ Jungkook was already putting back his coat and grabbing his stuff.
âyou can hide at the studio, Iâm going there now, I can let you inâ Alice took her chance to scape the extra studying she was supposed to be doing, and started packing her stuff.
âwill Yoongi be cool?â Jungkook stopped his frenetic getaway moves. Ever since his prank, and specially after Yoongi heard what came after with your date, he was banned from the studio. Yoongi even went as far as changing the password for the front door, and refused to help Jungkook out with the music classes he was taking on the side, even though he promised he would.
âYeah, weâll grab him food on the way there, I can help you out, he was talking about needing you this past week anyway, this might as well be your best shotâ Alice started moving to the door without looking back, and the boys shared a look before following her. They were halfway out when Jungkook turned around and ran back to you, dropping the pen he just borrowed in front of you and giving you a quick peck on the top of your head while saying a barely understandable âthanksâ, you couldnât even respond and he was already gone again.
Your brother gave you the weirdest look, at which you only rolled your eyes and slammed your notebook shut. âlet's go to Jinâs, I need coffee, Iâll explain everything thereâ.
âWow ok I wish I knew all that a couple days ago when I bumped into Rayâ Namjoon was beside you at a small table in the corner of your older brotherâs cafe.
âIt's honestly not that big of a dealâ you sipped on your latte, wishing it was still as warm as when you got it. The story took longer to tell then you expected because of the thousand questions Namjoon interrupted you with. âIf anything it helped me realize that Jungkook is not that badâ
âOf course heâs not that badâ Jin took the empty chair across the two of you âbut why is he not that bad, again?â
âoh my god itâs such a long story, ask Joon to update you laterâ you grabbed one of the scones he sat in front of you and took a bite âhmm thatâs actually the best one so farâ. It was becoming routine for whenever you dropped by, youâd be forced to try a new recipe.
âRight? I told Alice this was the best one, but she insists on arguing the pecan one is what should be on the menu.â He took a piece of it as well âsee? Itâs great! Iâm a genius!â That being said, he stood up and disappeared to the kitchen again, only to pop his head back out âI havenât forgotten about Jungkook, once these cookies are ready Iâm coming back out and want to hear everything about it!â. You rolled your eyes and Namjoon dismissed him, the two of you being used to the gossipy side of your older sibling.
âAs I was about to tell youâ Namjoon continued âif you ever need anyone to beat him up-â
âIâll ask Jinâ you completed, and although annoyed, Namjoon couldnât really contradict, you all knew that Seokjin was the one who putted more hours in his working out and was definitely the strongest of your friend group. âbut no one is getting beat up, letâs just forget he ever existedâ.
âItâs your callâ Joon finished his iced americano in a gulp âbut you and JK are good, right?â
âYeah, I think weâre friends. The morning after I slept over I woke up to him making me scrambled eggs, I canât really stay mad after thatâ. It was true, you woke up really confused, not knowing where you were, but your sense of smell was the one to remind you, first with the peach scent all around you, and then with the smell of fresh breakfast. You were surprised to see Jungkook at the kitchen, specially because he never helped when all of you got together to cook, and the sight of him in an apron, in front of the stove, humming softly to himself, was an image that warmed your heart and you couldnât shake off of your head ever since.
âIâm glad, we were all starting to worry how far the pranks would go, Tae even started a betâ he chuckled âthe strange thing is that he betted on youâ at that you laughed out loud. The thought of Taehyung siding with you was not a frequent one on your mind. You were about to ask Namjoon what the actual bet was, when Jimin bursted through the doors of the cafe, startling a couple of girls in the table by the entrance.
âYou!â Jimin pointed your way, and took four steps, if much, to cross the whole cafe and stand beside the table âYouâre going to help meâ.
âWhat now?â You were already dreading your next task. The last time Jimin requested your help with such urgency you had to pretend that you were his jealous girlfriend to get him out of a horrible date.
âJungkook. I must kill himâ he was out of breath as if he ran all the way to the coffee shop as he plopped himself down on the empty chair your older brother was just in a few minutes earlier.
âOk I canât deal with this againâ Namjoon shoved the rest of his croissant down his throat âleave Jungkook aloneâ you could barely understand him, but you figured out what it was, as he took his book and moved to sit on the counter where Jin was now finishing up a few orders.
âI donât know if you realized, but our war is overâ you clarified to Jimin âno more pranks for meâ.
âOh but it isnâtâ Jimin stole the rest of the scone you still had in front of you âyour new bff-â
ânot my bffâ you interrupted.
âwhatever!â Jimin was clearly not up for the banter. âthat asshole that we let hang out with us sold me out to Hoseok and I just spent the last hour of my life filling up his and Taehyungâs placeâ
âand my brother is not the target here becauseâŚ?â You stole back the final bite of your food.
âbecause he set me up with a freshman last week and I swear to god it was the best head I've ever-â
âew okay TMI! How many dates can you even fit in your schedule?â You were honestly impressed.
ânot importantâ he then tried to steal a sip of your latte and you just gave it all to him. It was cold anyway. âthe point is, I want blood -or at least some very public form of humiliation- and I need your helpâ
You rolled your eyes but you knew that you could never say no to Jimin. âokay, what do I have to do?â.
You were outside the boyâs changing room. Every Monday and Wednesday you had running practice, and every single time you ended up bumping into Jungkook as he went to his swimming practice. It was so routine that you never even acknowledged it. But Jimin noticed it, apparently, as he texted you your sign.
Chim Chim: yogurt You: ? Chim Chim: thatâs the sign You: you couldâve just said that Chim Chim: just go ffs You: ok ok You: but if I get caught You: youâre paying for my food for a month Chim Chim: just fucking go omg
You tucked your phone inside the pocket of your hoodie and carefully opened the door. You could listen the sound of the showers running, and a few boys talking on the room next door, but there was no one on sigh. You tiptoed your way to locker number 10 -of course his number would be 10- and was about to unlock it with the numbers scribbled down your hand when you noticed it was open. What an idiot, honestly. The door cricked as it opened and you stopped breathing, afraid anyone could hear it. But no, all the human noises still came from de other room. You opened the bag you had with you and quickly began shoving everything in the locker inside it. After a few seconds pondering -you couldnât spend that much more time in there anyway-, you retrieved his bucket hat and his car keys, putting those back into the locker and closing it without locking it back, as if you were never even there.
Once you were out of there, you finally released the breath you were holding in, and texted Jimin to let him know it was done. Then you made your way outside the building to meet up with the rest of the dancers that were waiting in the cafeteria across the entrance of the gymnasium.Â
âHow did it go?â Taehyung was sipping on a soda can, while Hoseok scrolled through his phone and Jimin looked at you expectantly.
You set your bag on the table and opened it, revealing every single one of Jungkookâs itens of clothing, as well as his phone, wallet and house keys. âI left behind his car keysâ you pointed outside the window, to a car parked up front that you knew was his âand his hatâ you smiled triumphantly and highfived the three boys, taking your empty seat again.
Now it was all a matter of time as the three of you patiently awaited for the show. It was about 5pm of a Monday, and the cafeteria, as well as that area of the campus, was fully packed. It took longer than any of you anticipated, as you watched while Jungkookâs friends left the building laughing, but with no sign of the younger man. You were typing away an idea for a short story in your phone when you heard Jiminâs loud laugh beside you, startling you. Soon enough, everyone near you was laughing, as they all looked outside to a, you guessed, very naked Jungkook streaking across the street with only his hat covering what he could manage to cover with it, and car keys in hand.
Just as he unlocked his car, right before he got in and away from all the stares, jokes and, surely, people photographing his ass, he looked straight at your table -straight at you. You smiled apologetic and could see a glint of something in his eyes, although you could not understand what that meant. As Jungkook drove away, the three remaining boys congratulated you and each other once again, and Jimin stood up with Jungkookâs things to drive to the younger boyâs place and give it all back. Jimin had his fun, but he was not a terrible enough person to leave someone at our day and age more than a few hours without their phone. Besides, how could Jungkook check out the pics already being posted all over social media without it?
Once again, you felt a bit bad, but it didnât last long as when you were leaving the cafeteria, you could already hear a group of girls sitting by the register commenting on Jungkookâs physique, and you could tell that the whole scene that took place minutes before would only bust up his reputation. You could understand why, the amount of sports the kid did really were showing, but just before you could let your imagination run too wild, your phone rang with a twitter notification. Yup, definitely a reputation booster. Jungkook would have to thank Jimin, after all.
The last few weeks of the semester went by fast, and soon enough your last week of classes was here. You had just left Hoseok final performance, the one that Jungkook, Jimin and Tehyung had been practicing with him, and went out to grab a few commemorative drinks. You were all a bit tipsy by them, with Jimin and Taehyung leaving the group table to dance and Namjoon off somewhere with a girl. The rest of you still on the table were making small talk to the best of your ability, trying to ignore the loud music coming from all around you.
âIâm going to get another beer, anyone want anything?â Jin stood up first, and all of you nodded, agreeing on another round.
âIâll go with youâ you had to stand up to let Hobi pass, and thatâs when you noticed the whole room spin around.Â
âCareful thereâ Yoongi held your arm, giving you support and helping you sit down again.
âSomeone already had too muchâ Alice teased and you glared at her general direction, not really being able to focus.
âI canât believe I agreed to thisâ you had your last big final in a couple of days, and could already tell the next one would be lost on you, you were never good at studying after a night out.
âWe can go home now sweetsâ Alice extended her hand to hold yours across the table âI canât have a late night today anywayâ she turned to Yoongi to give him a pack on the lips, and then motioned you to stand up with her. Jungkook ended up helping you out, but you were not that drunk that you couldnât walk straight, it just took you a while to get used to the change from sitting to standing. You locked arms with Alice while she ordered an Uber, and the two of you made your way to the front door.
Yoongi and Jungkook watched as you left, and soon after Jin and Hoseok came back with the drinks.
âWhere did they go?â Jin took his sit back by Jungkook.
âThey leftâ Yoongi took a sip of the fresh beer in front of him ây/n was drunk and Alice has to wake up earlyâ
âWell, more for us thenâ the three man clinked their bottles and were about to chug them down when something buzzed under Hobiâs butt âwhat the-â he took your phone from under him, which was buzzing with some unknown number on it âsomeone forgot their phoneâ.
âItâs y/nâsâ Jungkook recognized your case straight away. It was a simple transparent one, but you had the habit of pressing flowers in the middle of your books, and then using them to decorate everything you own. And there it was, in between your phone and the case, a small turquoise dry flower. âI can drop by to hand her tomorrowâ he extended his hand, but Hoseok was hesitant to give it away.
âHow can I trust that this is not another one of your pranks?â He moved the phone further away from his friend.
âHow could it be if I didnât even know she was going to forget her phone?â He stated the obvious, at which Yoongi agreed, motioning for Hobi to just give it away. "I spoke with Alice about dropping by tomorrow to do my laundry anyway, the last machine in our building broke a few weeks ago and Iâve been using theirsâ.
âThatâs convincing enough for meâ he gave Jungkook the phone, and the boy tucked it in his front pocket after setting it to silent mode.
They kept drinking for a few more hours, but ended up having to carry Taehyung and Jimin out as the two boys were too drunk to walk properly, and the night ended with a lot of babysitting on the older guys side, with Jungkook disappearing as soon as he could, along with Hobi, and Namjoon never returning from his escapade, Yoongi stood around to help take them to Jinâs place and just spent the night there. Because of the confusion, however, they didnât see the many missed calls from Aliceâs phone the next morning, with you freaking out on the other side.
>A/N |Â not gonna lie I really love writing the pranks. Have a nice day, wherever and whoever you are :)
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que-pasa-calabasaâs Good Omens fic rec masterpost
In no particular order, except for the fact that Iâm putting all the PWP (or close approximations thereof) together at the bottom. Some will be not be show-canon compliant as they predate the release. Summaries are copy-pasted from the ao3 summary; italics are my own commentary added.Â
is it that we are dying? (5k, G): England, 1349, the middle of the 14th century. The black death rages, and Aziraphale has to help a dying demon escape from a church. Sad and sweet, completely indulgent hurt/comfort
Donât Play With Holy Water (30k, M):Â When the Bentley goes missing, Crowley isn't sure what to make of it. Unbeknownst to him, a certain lurking demon is waiting to settle an old score... A wild ride full of peril and body-swapping, Aziraphale is a BAMF
Mirror, Mirror (44k, T):Â Adam, Eve, and Crawly flee Eden through the Western Gate, and it turns out that that simple decision makes all the difference in the world... Parallel-universe Crowley is hilariously evil, regular-degular Crowley takes a turn as the bad-ass
with my mind on my money (and my money on my mind) (3k, T):Â Mr. Fell was as eccentric as Tim might expect a rare book dealer with a connoisseur's knowledge of cannabis strains to be, and he couldn't help being fond of him. Aziraphale and Crowley do weed, what more is there to say?
In which Adam challenges Crowley to a drinking contest and it is a terrible idea (1k, T): It is a rather foolish thing to set a bet with the devil, or even with a devil, unless you have an aceâor better yet, all the aces in the deckâup your sleeve.But if you are the Antichrist, the Adversary, Destroyer of Kings, Angel of the Bottomless Pit, Great Beast that is Called Dragon, Spawn of Satan, etc., etc., wellâŚyou were born with all the aces up your sleeve, and the only admonishment you need is âHave fun, kiddo, and donât screw him over too hard.â Pure humor, entertaining drunk!Crowley
Game Over, Insert Coin (14k, M): An Account of Certain Events occurring in the Groundhog Day AU no one asked for, in strict accordance as shall be shewn with Narrative Interference of an (Un)predictable Nature for the Sleepless Reader. Exactly what it says on the tin, all your normal Groundhog Day AU angst
A Matter of Convenience (12k, T): âYou know,â Crowley rasped as he struggled to scrape himself off the ground, âI can't shake the feeling that there must be an easier way to go about this.âA possible take on the birth of the Arrangement. Thereâs some sadness, some historical fun, and some Hurt Boys (tm)
Rarefied Air (3k, E): Earth is getting older, news is getting worse, and an angel has to go to extreme heights to get any peace and quiet at all. But as close as you can get to Heaven, you're still never far from Hell. (Hell hasn't frozen. Crowley nearly has.) Thereâs explicit sex in this but itâs so much more than PWP
Dark and Stormy Night (or Never Underestimate an Angel)Â (5k, T):Â âHmph. I suppose you think that, just because Iâm an angel, that Iâm too tame to read a scary story properly?â Silly and cute, Crowley and Aziraphale are weird godfathers to the Them
The Curse of Horemheb (66k, M): âThe locals call her Bibân el MolĂťk, but sheâs better known as the Valley of the Kings.âOr: Aziraphale and Crowley run into each other in Luxor in 1908 and find themselves confronted with the consequences of actions three thousand years old. Sprawling multi-era adventure with some good fun tropes
off the record (8k, T): Crowley has to submit a biannual report, but there are some things that he often neglects to include. Cute, sweet almost-meta on the natures of Crowley and Aziraphale
A Sticker Situation (1k, G): Everyone's favorite angel and demon are innocently driving past a gas station when Crowley notices a giveaway that he absolutely must participate in. Crowley is a huge James Bond nerd
Under the Apple Tree (6k, T): Crowley finds himself in a tight spot, and Aziraphale dares to hope his help could turn into something more. Devastating, if you like tragic hurt/comfort this is the one for you
Essentially Social Chameleons (2k, G): In short, Aziraphale and Crowley are not as good at blending in with mortals as they think they are. There are better places to discover this than Newton and Anathema's baby's christening, but, well, we're here now. Very silly, one my my favorite genres (humans are confused by Crowley and Aziraphale)
the bucket list (13k, E): There was a certain look that Aziraphale wore occasionallyâa pinched sort of moue that looked like heâd just taken a very large mouthful of cinnamonâwhich meant he thought Crowley was being ridiculous. He had put it on.âHang on,â he had said. âYou want us to do human things?â *If you're going to go native, you might as well go all the way. Crowley and Aziraphale decide to try some fun human things, thereâs some obvious smut but itâs not what itâs really about
Milton Was Right (1k, T): Adam knows where most babies come from, but is pretty sure that doesn't apply to him. Aziraphale and Crowley show their usual levels of competence in explaining where antichrists come from. Just...extremely funny
it's the light (it's the obstacle that casts it)Â (5k, T):Â It's like having a curtain pulled back on something he wasn't expecting to see. A surprise punch-and-judy at an up-scale restaurant, a lobster thermidor when he's ordered an ale.Crowley's gleefully trying to wrap his head around the fact that Aziraphale is speaking Polari. Because of course he is. Or: The Patron Saint of London's LGBT Community is real, and he lives in Soho. One of my favorites
HERE BE SMUT
The One in Which Crowley Discovers Wanking (5k, E):Â It began, like most memorable events in Crowleyâs life did, with a bad decision; like most bad decisions, it involved poor impulse control and copious amounts of alcohol. The Antichrist had been born, and he put on lipstick and kitten heels to deal with it, but knew that the clock was ticking, and at times when time was slipping away, it helped to hold onto a bottle of gin. Also what it says on the tin, Crowley jacks off while Aziraphale sort of helps
Come Fuck Me Hips (5k, E):Â Crowley has had a fantasy about Aziraphale for centuries now. Too bad the angel would never take him up on it. Except, as it turns out, he absolutely would. Crowleyâs a bottom and Aziraphale is a service top, this is pretty much the only dynamic I accept
I Was Born to Love You (28k, E):Â Crowley shows up to take Aziraphale to lunch, and for the first time in quite a good while, he flashes just a bit of ankle. And that's how it all begins. Fun banter, hot sex
The Mysteries of Ladiesâ Knickers (2k, E):Â Somewhere in the fall of 1963, Aziraphale was issued a new body. Later, he was never entirely sure if the mix-up following the assignment of its replacement was intentional or purely accidental. He had his suspicions. Crowley was not sure how to feel about it. Itâs hot, Aziraphale is a woman temporarily, thereâs sex, you know the drill
Love Hath Made Thee a Tame Snake (3k, E):Â He was the bloody Serpent of Eden, and he wasnât going to stand for this kind of flagrant trespassing. Kind of borderline fluff/smut, the first half is mostly cute snake!Crowley
Killer Queen (2k, E):Â In hindsight, Crowley reflected, it was probably not one of his best or brightest ideas to introduce a six-thousand-year-old virgin to the subtle and intricate matters of sexual intercourse. Things could, frankly speaking, get a little out of hand. (Or, Aziraphale has a sexual awakening.) Oh God, hilarious and sexy, Aziraphale treats sex like food and wants to try aLL THE THINGS
Tryst on a Hot Church Roof (2k, E):Â Crowley has some fantasies. Aziraphale encourages him to explore them and not to be embarrassed. Neither of them can really take roleplay seriously but they still have a good time. Those nerds trying to sexily roleplay and failing is one of my fav tropes
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Captain Marvel fic recs
i wrote this ages ago, during the summer, and then forgot to post it - but better late than never! itâs got a mix of gen, carol/jess, and carol/maria fics on it, including both comics and mcu fic. enjoy!Â
Gen
Galactic Response Time by SassySnowperson (Carol & Fury, 5k):Â All the OTHER times Nick Fury texted Carol Danvers. // May 4th, 2012 Â Â Get your ASS over here there is an INVASION. Aliens are coming out of the SKY HELP US // May 10th, 2012 "Invasion, Fury, the word you used was invasion! I made it across three quarters of the galaxy in six days! Where are the aliens?" [I love this fic and the way it so perfectly captured Carol and Furyâs dynamic. THE DIALOGUE! ITâS JUST SO GOOD! Their banter is fun and there are some genuinely sweet moments.]
whatever it takes (and i couldnât whisper when you needed it shouted) by pratz (5k):Â In which Tony called Carol glowing space Jesus, and Carol did her best to understand the weight of 3.2 million lives lost. [An AU of Endgame focusing on Carol and her journey in processing what happened and what she can do about it. I love the characterization and her interactions with the other characters, particularly Tony.]Â
Carol/Maria
All Around [Reminders of You] by sinandmisery (1k): The first year is the worst. [Maria and Monicaâs grief over Carolâs âdeathâ, framed around Christmas. Some good and painful angst.]Â
another place, another time by sorrybaby (1k):Â In every lifetime but this one, Carol gets to love Maria. [Oof, this one hurts and itâs absolutely brilliant. Itâs Carol/Maria and endgame Carol/Val and sometimes you can love someone but not be with them. Because sometimes life is like that and you miss one another. Lots of good pining and learning to let go. Bonus Nat + Carol friendship.]
a simpler place in time by Elisattack (3k):Â It starts like this: Carol blows up. // Actually, it starts like this: Carol falls down, then she gets right back up again. Her dad shakes his head at her bruised knees and cut face, and calls her unladylike. She says fuck him, and fuck any man that tells her what to do. [Tracks through Carol and Mariaâs relationship from the early days to getting together to the events of CM + Endgame and afterwards. Lovely writing and character work. One of my favorite works of this kind]
brave face talk so lightly by lesbiyawn (1k):Â Carol is stubborn. Carol is hot-headed. Carol canât help it if some people deserve a just beating. Maria knows this. Itâs why she loves Carol calls Carol her best friend. [Pre-canon and pre-relationship fluff that is both sweet and very them]
do you have to let it linger by whyyesitscar (2k): Â in the wake of carol's crash, maria has to explain everything to a lot of different officials. only one of them seems to get it. (Maria talks to Peggy. Beautiful fic about grief and the people who can understand it.)
jambalaya (please be my baby) by carol_danvers (6k):Â Loving Maria comes easier than anything else ever did. Carol won't say she wants to be more than friends, not when she has so much to lose, but she'll tell her in everything but name.AKA Carol tests out pet names, Maria gets pregnant, and they fall a bit more in love. [One of my favorite get-together fics, the writing is so good and I love the development of their relationship, the PINING and the obliviousness, itâs gold.]
kisses under my palm by neon_air (1k):Â Carol Danvers has been kissed before but never by the one person she wanted it from most. [All the different kisses Carol has had, and love. A lovely one-shot.]Â
Lightning Crash by Monochrome_girl (2k):Â Carol is here to stay. Maria is still getting used to having her back. [Carol stays and they reconnect. Itâs a lovely progression of the two relearning each other and building a life together that also involves collecting alien scraps and itâs sweet.]Â
Loveâs Labors Lost by lesbians_and_puns (3k):Â After Carol finds a home planet for the Skrull, she returns to Louisiana to try to get her old life back, but when she finds an old photograph of herself and Maria on Maria's bedside table, they both realize how much they're still missing. [An angsty take on Carolâs return and the things people can say because life is stressful and complicated and sometimes you hurt the people you love without meaning to. Itâs really good, it also hurts.]Â
we were too close to the stars by inkwelled (1k):Â "God, what did they do to you," Maria whispers, wrapping another bandage around Carol's bicep. / For all it's worth, Carol doesn't even wince. [This hurts but in a delicious way. Thereâs a kind of soft aching quality to the angst, itâs premium, good stuff, you can feel the love.]Â
Carol/Jessica
Always Falling by sariane (2k): âWhat do you want?ââI donât want to be her sloppy seconds. I want all of it, all the corny relationship stuff. I want the dumb date nights, the stupid fights, the awkward breakfast-making elbow bumps. I want to take her up flying â someday. I donât know,â Carol says suddenly, scuffing her foot on the street, âI want stability.âCarol wants a lot of things. She does not want to be Jessica's rebound girl. [Basically Jess and Clint break up, Carol is a great friend on the comfort front, and then Jess kisses her. And Carol assumes itâs because sheâs a rebound. Thereâs some light angst over that, itâs very well-done. Characterization is very good.]
Fly, Fight, Win by singalellaby (1k): Â It's not a sign of superhero lesbian bed death, whatever Peter says, it's just that Jess is an Adult. A Mature Adult. In a Mature Adult Partnership with a woman who happens to wear skin-tight suits as her work uniform and it was either become habituated to her girlfriend being the hottest anything with Kree DNA around or living in a state of permanent arousal in her own pretty damn tight costume. And since S.H.I.E.L.D doesn't spring for laundry expenses, that was so not an option. [Jess POV, admiring her really hot partner.]
He Picked the Wrong One by beckydawolf (Carol/Jess, 34k): When Captain Marvel and Spider-Woman are knocked unconscious on a mission, they wake up in a world a lot like their own. In fact, itâs almost identical. Except that the Civil War never happened, Jess doesnât seem to exist and their Carol is dead. Oh and then thereâs Natasha Stark.Turns out, slipping between universes might not even be the most complicated part of this mess. (Fantastic characterization, really love the perfect Carol and Jess banter, nested in this wonderful comic book-y plot that works as perfect background for the development of the characters and the relationships. Also the plot is entirely driven by characters and their relationships and their love - both unhealthy and healthy. Itâs great)
In My Dreams by sariane (3k):Â Carol may not have her memories, but she has her dreams.(But, of course, she dreams of kissing Jessica. As if her life isn't already complicated enough.) [This fic takes this concept and does a phenomenal job with it. You really get Carolâs growing frustration with the dream as she tries to work out what it means by subtly asking everyone other than the person in her dream.]Â
Itâs A Slow Slide Into Misandry by bendingwind (800):Â Carol's all fixed up and Jessica's moved on, and things have... changed. [Short little fic post-Hawkeye break-up, dealing with feelings. Itâs cute.]
once you live a good story by pummelwhack (Carol/Jess, 13k): Â Carol and Jessica redefine what it means to be happy, in the context of coffee, philosophy, and each other. Or: the one where Carol and Steve own a used bookstore, Sam runs the coffee shop next door, and Jessica searches for more than what life is currently offering her. (Lovely, soft fic about falling in love and finding happiness in each other and your life. Some truly beautiful lines and musings about philosophy.)
Pin the Tail by Alsike (Carol/Jess, 7k): Â Carol doesn't know who she is. But she knows Jess. She likes Jess. There's probably a good reason why she's not dating Jess, but, you know, amnesia. [Glorious, this fic has pining and angst and trying to deal with amnesia and it just gets Jess and Carol down. And the emotions, theyâre just really good as they navigate their relationship and the baggage they bring]
Red by awesomocity (1k):Â If Carol had been a more self-conscious person she might have worn stale jeans for another day. But years of dealing with brothers and locker rooms and the general knowledge she was both hot AND powerful made standing in a laundromat in her underwear at three in the morning tolerable, if not comfortable.(or, the one where Carol and Jess get romcommed by laundry.) [Love the characterization in this, just a really good fic for cheering you up.]
Smell Like I Sound by Sineala (6k):Â Carol likes Jess a lot. That's not the weird part. The weird part is that Carol likes Jess a lot more when Jess isn't in the room. [A pheromones fic taking place in the Marvel Adventures verse. Itâs really cute and I really like the push-pull of Carol figuring out her feelings and wondering why she keeps having these moments of revulsion around Jess.]
Snow Day by Traincat (1k): Â Jessica Drew goes missing. Carol and the Hulk team up to get her back (and maybe fight some ice monkeys along the way). [Absolutely delightful fic, I love the dynamic between Carol and the Hulk as well as Jessica and the Hulk, and Carolâs concern for Jess. I could easily see this being a real comic]
Such a Cunning Disguise by WhenasInSilks (2k): Carol is fracturing again.Carol and Jess started dating six months before Stamford. Eight months before Captain America died on the courthouse steps. Ten months before things like the measurement of time ceased to be part of Carolâs personal universe.Now she sits alone in the darkness of her cell and feels herself fall apart.A Secret Invasion AU. [This fic HURTS. Itâs beautifully written too which makes the angst all the more delicious. Warning for heartbreak and self-loathing and mental instability]
the small rain down can rain by tigrrmilk (3k):Â When Jess was jumping between universes, trying not to get killed, she had wondered - was there a version of her and Carol who had... made it work? [Jess dealing with Carol having amnesia and going off to space. Really good character stuff, all the complicated feelings Jess has about what Carol did, and then Carol showing up, you can really see the connection between them, regardless of memory loss or distance.]Â
Turn Around and Look Back by Sineala (Carol/Jess, 6k): Â When Carol first lost her memories, to Rogue, Professor Xavier healed her and let Jess experience all of Carol's missing memories. When Carol loses all her memories -- again -- it's up to Jess to give them back to her, in exactly the same way: Jess has to link with Carol telepathically. But Jess' mind contains a lot of feelings about Carol that she doesn't exactly want Carol to know about. [I love this fic, just all the feelings, the pining, the concern, the character voices, itâs all really good.]
Unshackled by beckydawolf (27k):Â Carol's in space and Jess is alone again. But that's the pattern of her life. The hunt for a missing teenager leads Jess to some new friends, reminds her she still has some old ones and forces her to face a part of her past she'd rather ignore. [A darker take on the pheromones and the trauma + complications of Jessicaâs powers. This fic is really good at how it handles it, and I really love how supportive Carol is. Also Anya and Kamala and America and Kate show up and theyâre awesome!]
#monthly fic recs#fic recs#captain marvel#carol danvers#this doesn't have any new fics on it because i haven't read any capmarv fics since the summer
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