#this is gonna be torture sjfnjckfkf

[airenyah]

ah fuck i just remembered that my mom and i agreed that tomorrow (today) when my mom has come back from her night shift and has slept for a bit we'll spend the afternoon watching the second half of thk (eps 4-6). and FUCK. how am i supposed to keep a pokerface during ep6 when literally every little thing makes me cry as i think about the ending?? how the fuck am i supposed to keep a poker face while style and fadel are being cute in the bed in the beginning when i know how it's gonna end? HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO KEEP A POKER FACE WHILE STYLE DRAWS LITERAL TEARS ON FADEL'S FACE WHEN I KNOW HOW THE EPISODE IS GOING TO END?? how the fuck am i supposed to keep a pokerface while style hops and skips into the diner when i know how the episode is going to end and fadel doesn't see how genuinely and with how much sincerity style loves him. how the fuck 😭😭😭😭😭