#this is fuckjng torture

[ovaruling]

having chronic hypoglycemia this past week for the first time in about 4 years and i want to kms i hate this so much it’s like living in petrified fear all day long every day unable to do a single task bc even the slightest exertion tanks my blood sugar and then i have to be drinking apple juice and eating constantly and i feel ill from it like i cannot stand all this pure sugar it’s so gross it’s rotting my stomach and i have no energy i hate everything so much. my life has become nothing but waiting for the next blood sugar drop and i thought i was done w this years ago like wtf do you want, body!!!!! i give you so much food every day you are NOT in danger wtf!!!! please just stop this i’m so stressed i just want to cry but i CANT cuz it’ll prob tank my glucose lmfao!!!!!

[angellurgy2]

y'alll this mousegirl is actually soo squeaking me...,,

(artist is bringeall i normally wouldnt put random art on my blog but i just have to squeal about this like fjfbf)

[fangirlsovertoomanythings]

I made Lupin fanart after several months 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶💀💀💀💀🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴😏😏😏😏😏😏😏

[jennrypan]

I need people to stop tryna gaslight me into thinking this show was good and it did Lokis character justice

Like what do you MEAN there are people that fucking like this shit and think it was good?? I thought that was a joke, please be so fr.

The series started off as being about Loki (Avengers 1 loki mind you, the loki that stabbed out a guy's eye. Who was in his worst state and getting shit done by any means. The loki still fresh of his family problems and Thanos mind control.)

But then. It's abou5 fucking Time nazis and stupid shit and then oh low and behold there's a BETTER loki, and oh! She's a girl so he can have a crush on her! Nevermind how fucking weird that is and then this version is better than him in every way (Also she's a fucking oc. Lady loki is nothing like this. 🙄)

This fucking girlbossified nonsense is what Loki became. It wasn't about Loki or HIS struggles but how much Sylvie suffered. And how he has to deal with his issues cuz it's not as bad??

Like nevermind the issues Odin placed on him at a young age, hiw he never felt accepted, how he never felt equal to Thor cuz Thor was the favorite. Nevermind the torture he went through with Thanos and how Frigga died and how that affected him. (No yeah let's blame him for that. Thanks Mobius you cunt.)

And then! Let's frequently insult, belittle or hit him whenever it's necessary cuz I'm such a girlboss I can be an asshole 24/7 cuz My universe died. Or let's put Loki in a fucked up little memory where he's repeatedly kicked in the balls for some stupid ass reason. (Wow Mobius is SUCH a good person to ship with Loki, woooow. This is yalls ship?? Be so fr.)

AND THIS IS ALL FROM SEASON 1

And then we meet the Loki varients..which most of them shouldn't be a variant cuz Loki isn't some fucking title it's literally LOKI. Himself.

I can't even get through the stupid shit that was Kang and how Sylvie fucking destroyed timelines and oh wow she beat Loki again cuz shes just sooo cool, and SHE ruined the timelines and yet. Loki has to clean up her shit??

Come the fuck ON.

Loki should've stayed dead in Infinity War this is so fuckjng insane.

Lokis whole thing was how much he loved Frigga and his brother, even Odin but he felt inferior and wanted to prove he could rule, despite being a frost giant (which we barely see mention of??) He barely talks about his family and now his fuckingg tag is allll about how these people tricked themselves into thinking Loki would get with Mobius of all people and giggling about this nonsense ship of himself.

Why is Loki allll about shipping now?? And the people he's shipped with trest him like shit!!!

Fuck. This series was shit and we needa realize that

[arachnidanon]

Cw: talk of child murder, abuse, etc… ancients are fucked up. just talking about how ancients might’ve treated kids :(

I think about the ancients and how they treated their children a lot. In a society where friends, creativity, and straight up existence is illegal, when someone would have a child, either it would be taken away from the parents to be killed immediately before the kid became a part of the cycle (they would likely call it a mercy for extra fucked up™️ points), or be sent to an orphanage type building so the ancients would eventually have more people to work on the latest iterator or something.

The parents would be shunned, even punished. Like, being tortured and not allowed to die until the end of the cycle to “teach them a lesson.” The parents’ names would be removed from logs of the incident to protect them and the kid. More “religious” (think of belos from the owl house. that kind of “religious” person.) and angrier ancients would likely go after the kid to kill them before they become a part of the cycle if the name wasn’t censored.

generational trauma is literally what the ancient’s society was built on. the orphanage would be so fucking depressing. Like imagine a ancient kid drawing or writing and being told that being happy and doing things that they like and liking things is a sin and they weren’t ever supposed to exist and they should die permanently while they still can because the ancient “educating” this child was told the same thing and that they shouldn’t exist and that they are a sin and that they should die while they still can and so so much more.

I fuckjng love the ancient society because holy shit. it’s so dystopian. ancients killing their kids reminds me of that scene in The Giver where the main character finds out what his dad’s job really is. so messed up jesus fucking christ

[avpdgirlfriend]

theyre putting me in the fuckjng torture labyrinth

[spitfountain]

my first ttrpg experience WAS dnd and it was like. fine. but only because i had nothing else to compare it to. i remember being frustrated about how long it took to get through a skirmish when everyone was much more interested in story and character but hey you gotta hack goblins before u can have shenanigans that's just the way it works!!!!!!!! and then i played Dungeon World and was like wow this is exactly the same but its so nice how streamlined this all is and how easy it is to understand the ruleset and its so neat how the game prioritizes players interacting with eachother and how failure is something that gives you experience points since that makes for really interesting charactergrowth. and then i played a bunch of other games and had so much fun with them. and then my really great ttrpg group that i've had nothing but exceptionally great collaborative experiences with attempted a back to basics dnd run and i was so bored and mad and exasperated the entire time because it was just 47849595 hours of listening to people hit or miss combat rolls before we could back to the FUN INTERACTIVE STORY PROGRESSING PARTS of the game. such a shitty system only fun if you're a guy who likes to crunch numbers and constantly replay the same game again and again just to see how different strategies pan out. absolute dogshit for beginners and even worse if you're a guy who gets into ttrpg bc u like the collaborative aspect of creating a world together with other people. never again will I subject myself to the abysmal torture of playing such a decrepit agonizing awful monotonous system i will flip that fuckjng table over and kill everyone in the room including myself

[sinren]

[[ been watching invader zim again so I have brainrot for that atm

And listen I know I have a verse for it already, but I just got the stupidest and funniest idea in my head and like..

Zim would be the idiot to find out about monsters and folklore right?? And hed be like “yeah I need me some of those to torture the hoomans. this is definitely a good idea.”

Then let’s say he managed to not only CATCH a literal, thought-to-be fake SIREN. But he also comes up with this invention that is supposed to take a siren’s song and amplify it so it’s ten times more powerful and reaches far distances.

He gets ALL of this done. Has Haven in his lab. Has protection from the sound and everything so he and Gir are sittin there with ear muffs or something on

And then he just goes ..

“SING FOR ME MY FISH OF DESTRUCTION!!! SING FOR ZIM!!!!!!!!”

And then it’s just… silence.

Haven just floating in their glass tube with arms crossed and glaring.

And zim just,,

“… SING!!!—— please?”

SO BASICALLY HE TOOK THIS ENTIRE PLAN INTO CONSIDERATION, PULLED IT OFF KINDA, BUT HIS ONE MISTAKE WAS HE DIDNT COUNT ON THE FACT THAT THIS SIREN ISNT GONNA JUST SING ON HIS COMMAND

Idk man I thought that was fuckjng hilarious sksjddh

He literally catches a whole ass mermaid and has this pretty solid idea.. but he fails to realize that they aren’t just gonna sing bc he asked them to

Not to mention if he tried to FORCE them, all they’d have to do is splash him and he’d burn and shrivel up like a raisin SLDJDDH

Now he ends up with a useless dog robot AND a useless fish ]]

[born-in-hell]

If blues not cursed im a double door fridge bc explain to me WHAT ARE THE ODDS the man was HEALING and now the same creatures he was using to torture himself are on fuckjng purgatory

NO FUCKING SHOT

A SOUL VULTURE

R U SHITTING ME

[website-com]

today we had to come up with quirky and funny similes about love in teams and then vote on which team did it best. the voting consisted of one person from the team standing up and saying, ‘love is like uni. it takes all my money and leaves me broken.’ that is a ver batam statement that got a full room laugh and some clicks. our team name was ‘the nerds’.

i am not a bitch, i don’t believe i am better than these people, and i don’t like to make people feel bad about themselves especially when they are doing something that makes them happy. but i could not do that. i truly. i faked a late assignment. i felt as if i were transported to 2015 tumblr and it sucked every ounce of energy out of me

[somedisastergay]

@fuckingniall decided to absolutely torture me with this challenge (Katie, I love you but why would you do this to meee?? 😭 hdjsks)

I tag: @stronghaz, @lxvelylouis, @bigsparrowharry ,@sunflowrhaz, @sunflwerlou because y'all can suffer with me :) 💕 dhxjsks

[zuffer-weird-girl]

What if Kai gets a little chubby due to his angels sweets and she’s obsessed with it

Kai probably has a fuckjng well balanced diet but if this happened then he would be like 'ok fuck.'

Extra and torturous workout. Just so he can eat the sweets without a problem.

But this definitely happens at some point I guess? Not chubby just... a little? Ok I'm confused on how should I answer this.

[xphanuel]

As much as I dont want to obsess I keep succumbing to it

Your eyes are burned into my memory, your hands gripped in mine, that night replaying over and over again in my head, confirming everything I've felt for the past year, and chose to ignore.

I had such low confidence in myself that I never even thought you COULD like me that way. I want to give this a shot. I wanted to wait at first, but I'm sure now that I'm sure, haha

Fuck, am I going through it all over again while life is torturing me full force

I didnt fall in love, I fucking kept walking with my shoes untied and finally ate concrete. I'm so fuckjng dumb I should have just told her earlier ugh

[rubbish78]

Dude that was torture ….what the fuck

And that airplane still hasn’t left yet

But I got another plane and got a fuckjng middle seat and I was regretting getting on this flight because I was upgraded to first class but that airplane still hasn’t LEFT

So I’d still be stuck in Houston if I waited for that plane omg

Longest and most painful trip of my life what the fuck

[jobone123]

YACHT JAYSON got life fucked up HOW STUPID BLACK MAN TOLERANCE was n is HOW HAPPY THEY ARE FOR FREE TRIPS to get that white girl THAT HATES BLACK DICK TASTE revenge

ITS NOT OUR FAULTS YOU GREW UP IN PRISON n today is your first day of FREEDOM IN 15 YEARS OF LIFE

Pushing old men over in wheelchairs I CALLED IT old white men are kids Baby Killer SYNDROME retards

THE NEXT BLACK MAN TO CALL YACHT SON ima have a jar of GRAPE JELLY waiting for SENATE from any SUNRISE at ANY AIRPORT your an asshole

I GET TO ABANDONED CITYS N ITS FULL OF BLACKS MADE sat never left WITH A WHITE HOUSE SATELLITE WATCHING

Ice box gems for TOMORROW'S WAR

A SUICIDAL BLACK MAN TOD N MIC yelling at YACHT JAYSON because his white dick CUT OUT EYES VS BLACK HAIR WHITES are accidents KICKING A DEAD BLACK GIRL for a white girl 911#

WHEN BLACK PEOPLE STARTED CALLING YACHT JAYSON accident because hes white I THOUGHT oh my fish CUT OUT EYES

WHITE PRIVILEGE voids the best place to be in war time YACHT VS ANY SUNRISE is black I lied ITS WHITE

Black PEOPLE are til stupid

#/report black Toad n Mic LOVE YACHT JAYSON TO TALK TO HIS ARMY OF WHITE BOYS a black man dreams of never making white boys dicks WAITS UNTIL 3'4 DATABREACH to talk to my all white ARMY

CORONAVIRUS VOICE was a suicidal general TALKING NICE TO WHITE BOYS does it matter HES BLACK 150% YES

ITS THE ACCIDENT# a school of irack white boys sent on a plane FOR A BLCK MAN TO KIL THEM for showers vs BLACKS ARE STUPID

ITS SUPPOSED TO BE A CELEBRATION OF YACHT JAYSON HAD HIS FAMILY but a suicidal black man TAKES THE OPPORTUNITY TO TEACH VS LIE to talk to white boys

Fish were right black bae ideology NEVER SHOULD OF GROWN UP right now the black suicidal GENERAL is kicking a black girl dead for a white hair BABY not red#

It's the ACCIDENT

You waiting in SUNRISE to talk to YACHT JAYSON s white armys of SOCIALISM SUCCESSOR BOYS u cant make white boys

AH FOUND WHY ANY SUNRISE is black WAITS on planes of white boys from IRACK# PLANES

ACCIDENT was SHAME

YELLING THROUGH WALLS IM FUCKING raping your white girlfriends IS THAT TORTURE

WE NOW FOUND THE MIC DRAFT 15 YEARS AFTER YACHT JAYSON SOCIALISM TOURS BLOG databreaching

I UNDERSTAND KILL MIC EVERY TIME BACK IN SUNRISE 150% not Sorry anymore WHITE MIC ACCIDENT HE SAID I hate goldson 150$%

NEVER ONCE HAS YACHT JAYSON become therapist FOR GOLDSON N BROWN EYES WHITES SONS it's the ACCIDENT #/report we found any jason SUNRISE to hide out in n satellite SHE CARRYS THE I.P. addresses OH WAIT BLACK BAE ACCIDENT whoops I CALLED IT JASON SUNRISE terrorist dead family

I GET TO HIS AIRPORT N THERES LINES OF BLACK MEN around the BLOCKS fuckjng white girls BECAUSE HE NEVER LEFT just born vs just born NAMED JASON

Glad you all said it TELL JASON HIS BBY KILLER FAMILY IS HERE MAKNG SAFETY JOKES ABOUT WHERE TO BRING THE WHITE GIRLS to rape n kill in SAFTEY

DONT NEED A SATELLITE OR PLANE just a building to keep the SLEEPING BABY GIRLS

Jason n manson any SUNRISE not my dead english speaking family I SPEAK RED now HIYA chip KICK slap

I LEARNED 10 LANGUAGES TO COME HOME AFTER 15 YEARS to talk to English white girls I SHOULD BE SPEAKING CHINESE 2STEPS BACK 1 FORWARD I'm not teaching HE SAID THE WHITE HAIR BABY GIRL said to OUTSIDE dog YACHT god hates him DID U SEE THE GOLD SUNRISE MEDIA snap back RASICT T V I'm Sorry BLACKSON FACES the only PEOPLE that like those white hair BABIES are the black #boys ITS THE ACCIDENT# for you to pretend MY SISTER ISN'T GOING TO KILL THEM she told me then showed me AIM THE 1 TIME YACHT JAYSON SEES THE OLD WHITE HAIR LADYS babies Go fuck YOURSELVES