#this is from jan.4 :)

[inkskinned]

it is all chaos and entropy. the thing is that the chaos and entropy make it beautiful and lovely.

yes, it's true that nature and the universe are uncaring and unspecific, and that is terrifying. i have lived through some of the unfairness - i got born like this, with my body caving into itself, with this ironic love of dance when i sometimes can't stand up for longer than 15 minutes. i am a poet with hands that are slowly shutting down - i can't hold a pen some days. recently i found a dead bird on our front porch. she had no visible injuries. she had just died, the way things die sometimes.

it is also true that nature and the universe are uncaring and unspecific, and that is wonderful. the sheer happenstance that makes rain turn into a rainbow. the impossible coincidence of finding your best friend. i have made so many mistakes and i have let myself down and i have harmed other people by accident. nature moves anyway. on the worst day of my life she delivers me an orange juice sunset, as if she is saying try again tomorrow.

how vast and unknowing the universe! how small we are! isn't that lovely. the universe has given us flowers and harp strings and the shape of clouds. how massive our lives are in comparison to a grasshopper. the world so bright, still undiscovered. even after 30 years of being on this earth, i learned about a new type of animal today: the dhole.

chance echoing in my life like a harmony between two people talking. do you think you and i, living in different worlds but connected through the internet - do you think we've ever seen the same butterfly? they migrate thousands of miles. it's possible, right?

how beautiful the ways we fill the vastness of space. i love that when large amounts of people are applauding in a room, they all start clapping at the same time. i love that the ocean reminds us of our mother's heartbeat. i love that out of all the colors, chlorophyll chose green. i love the coincidences. i love the places where science says i don't know, but it just happens.

"the universe doesn't care about you!" oh, i know. that's okay. i care about the universe. i will put my big stupid heart out into it and watch the universe feast on it. it is not painful. it is strange - the more love you pour into the unfeeling world, the more it feels the world loves you in return. i know it's confirmation bias. i think i'm okay if my proof of kindness is just my own body and my own spirit.

i buried the bird from our porch deep in the woods. that same day, an old friend reaches out to me and says i miss you. wherever you go, no matter how bad it gets - you try to do good.

[gunsatthaphan]

GMMTV Outing 2024 out of context (not that it would make more sense with context) - part 2

[sealrock]

saw this template going around and decided to throw this together: behold my 2024 gpose wrapped! december isn't over yet but I'm pretty sure this is the best gpose I'll make before the year ends

jan / feb / mar / apr / may / jun / jul / aug / sep / oct / nov / dec

2023 version

[waxerboilmonth]

Waxer*Boil Month preview requests

Hi everyone! How are your wips going?

I’m sure we’d all love some teasers, so if you’d like to share wips or small previews of your contributions to W*B Month, just tag @waxerboilmonth or send an ask or DM!

Feel free to use tags like #waxerboilmonth and #waxerboilmonthpreviews, but in previous years, I found that not all of those show up in Tumblr’s tag search. So please @ the account as well if you want me to reblog your post.

Any kind of fan work that can be presented incomplete or in parts is welcome—from short fic/podfic snippets to cropped digital images to photos of a knitting project.

🧡🧡

[mysouliswithbyler]

milevens actually post 2nd grade level proof and expect us to believe them.

Like, sweetheart, I'm gonna hold your hand when I say this, but youre not fooling anyone.

[rhydart]

Meant to do this last year too. And the year before. Better late than never !

[taevayu]

☆★ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏── ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏ ͏͏͏@ ͏͏͏tae ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏: ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏  ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏🍓 ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏ ͏％ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏ ͏͏͏ᶻz

╰ ╮ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏͏ ͏͏͏  ͏͏͏⇾ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏  ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏📨 ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ﹒ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ 🥤 ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ﹒ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ 🎧 ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ﹒ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ 📁 ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ꜝ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏₊ 

[mitamicah]

No but dont talk to me about the last five seconds being clear eye contact with the Bojan - he really did his best this concert turning me into a Bojan girlie 🥺

Malmö 03.15.24

[improvapocalyps]

as a drawing req… can i ask for spider-man kiss cletho?

first ask of 2024🎉

no actual kissing but almost👍 thanks for giving me an excuse to draw them anon!

[gunsatthaphan]

GMMTV Outing 2024 out of context (not that it would make more sense with context) - part 1

[invece-sto-sdraiato]

everyone's losing their shit at 'we love together' and a lot of random moments from the wttb ep, here I am not forming a single coherent thought since 'capybara capybara capybara' and nace's pure existence

[inkling0121]

So Ive started reading Usagi Yojimbo and yeah he is heavily mischaracterized in the tmnt fandom, idk about his descendent yet cause I havent seen his show but- wow

Also sidenote I seriously love this dork, almost every story is "I am not involved in this situation, I shall leave it be" *gets involved in the situation*

[mellosakicc]

haiiiii anyone who has sims 4 installed on an SSD i have 3 questions for u today!!

does it improve the performance at all having the game on the SSD?

if you happen to use OBS w the SSD to record, is that an improvement? with sims specifically or just in general

and is it really as simple as just moving my game files and telling EA play (and S4S, sims ripper, etc) where to find them or am i being a buffoon?

i will probably be installing OBS on my SSD regardless because i do not have the storage for recording on my puter, not too worried about that bc ive used before. im gonna see if my laptop will even run it first tho lol

[nashmusicguide]

TPAC announces 45th Anniversary Broadway season featuring six Nashville premieres and two-week engagements of HAMILTON and Disney’s BEAUTY AND THE BEAST

A storybook season awaits as the nonprofit Tennessee Performing Arts Center® announces its 2025-26 HCA Healthcare/TriStar Health Broadway at TPAC season, presented in partnership with Nissan and Farm Bureau Health Plans, as part of its 45th Anniversary. The upcoming season features six Nashville premieres, plus the return of a classic fairy tale and the revolutionary re-telling of American…

[extemporaneousmusings]

1/2/25

Happy Month!

Today I:

-finally found nooch in a grocery store at the Mom's organic market within walking distance of the place where we got our oil changed. Giant supposedly has it but we've never actually seen it on the shelves

-made a really good vegan pasta, chickpea, and broccoli soup for din using the last of last year's Primary Beans chickpeas we had in the pantry. we are almost done with the final few packages of fancy beans and will need to do some stocking up

-had two 45+ min Lulu walks with no negative encounters at all :)

-unlocked the sunflower in forest which is the second to last plant I have on my list to unlock 🌻 yay!