#this is for that mutual ask thingy for everyone curious

[nebulaofchaosandwoe]

i saw in your intro post you’re vegan? how so? this is me being genuinely curious because you said not in the way we think

im vegetarian btw 💪 i dont think i’d ever be able to be fully vegan but i might try!

hiii thanks for asking!! i get sooo excited when someone asks me that sdflkisfhg tysm :D

so yess i am! technically i follow the description of "what a vegan is". like i don't consume anything that is or belongs to an animal, but i usually say that because of the political part. there are many "divisions" (idk if there's a proper name to it?) inside the vegan movement, such as the pragmatic one and the popular one! i'm not sure of the translations of those though, that's how we call them in portuguese.

i'm not getting into the pragmatic/strategic one bc i'm not part of it and i also don't wanna say anything that isn't true. now the popular/political/idealistic movement (my beloved <3) defends that veganism must be a fight that includes everyone and every other fight, since anti-speciesism should defend both non-human and human animals. it says that veganism cannot go on and change the world for the better if it isn't against capitalism, racism, misoginy, ableism, queerphobia and everything else.

oh and one of the most important things in this group is that veganism must be an accessible way of living for everyone. it defends local producers, familiar agriculture. real food and not ultra-processed stuff that cause so much harm to this world and to people themselves.

all the materials i know about this are in portuguese, but i believe that it's possible to translate the pages

this one talks about the pragmatic 'right wing' one: https://veganagente.com.br/veganismo-liberal/

and this one is for the political: https://veganagente.com.br/veganismo-popular-politico/

im so sorry, this is way too long aaaaa no one ever asks me to talk about it

and a vegetarian mutual??? i couldn't be happier fjstgjjdg i believe in your potential, i also thought i couldn't but after doing way too much research i found out veganism is actually a pretty easy thingy! my biggest trouble nowadays is dealing with people tbh haha

i prob wasn't clear at all here, but if you have any questions I'll be more than happy to help! :3

[mjkltoad]

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One of the few people I’ve allowed to see at my most embarrassing. You like a lot of anime I don’t understand, but at least we can like cute girls together

[buckys-other-punk]

Hold on..THIS IS YOU?!

Pairing: Sebastian Stan x Reader

Request: where she is a fanfic writer and Sebastian stumbles upon her blog and messaged her as well not letting her know who he was but being an open person she is as to who she was, sending pictures and all, and until one day, decides to meet with her and she is surprised that it was the one she was writing for?

Word Count: 3.6K

Warnings: fluff, sarcasm (of course) and cussing? i think that’s all

A/N: Hello my lovelies. I am sorry I haven’t been posting as much, but that’s usually how I roll..no jk I legit had no time to write because of my classes this semester, so if this sucks I’m sorry lol. I’m still trying to get back into my writing groove...Also don’t mind my minor mistakes 😅

A/N 2: Anyways I AM BACK AND this is my first request ever!! I’m so excited to write this, I am soo sorry this took forever, but hope I did your request justice and that you like it (and so do others). I feel like I wrote this kinda cheesy, but whatever.

[Y/B/N = your blog name]

As always lemme know if you wanna be tagged in my future works and feedback is very much appreciated. Enjoy! <3

Just another normal day without stress and a less anxiety filled world...no, today was actually awful. You were swamped with work and your best friend was complaining about her boyfriend. Let’s just say that the stress she was having with him was making you feel happy that you were single. Trying to relax you heated up some coffee (a/n: or tea) and sat on the couch of your small apartment. Grabbing your laptop you wanted to unwind reading. Probably some fanfics on Tumblr usually does the trick. 

After reading some pretty good marvel related fics by your mutuals, you got inspired to write some fics yourself. Opening up a new tab you began writing about your favorite actor, Sebastian Stan. That man literally makes your miserable day a little better. Sadly, like all the girls and women who fantasize over him, he doesn’t know you. But, whatever right? You can always use your imagination and conjure up a make believe world where the two of you are happily engaged and have a German Shepard puppy named Stitch. Shaking your head to clear your thoughts, you opened another tab on your laptop to pull up your writing playlist, you began typing away on your keyboard writing a new AU where you’re the celebrity of the world you were creating and he was a huge fan of you. After you finished your new fic, you posted that immediately without edits because you were so excited to see people read it.

*across town*

“Have you guys ever read any fanfiction about your characters or yourselves?” the interviewer asked the pair.

“You know I’ve seen a few that were quite impressive. These writers are damn creative.” Anthony replied with a smile. ��I will also not lie. I’ve read a few steamy ones and y’all are dirty.” he added with a slight disgusted face shaking his head towards the camera.

“What about you Sebastian? Have you read any?” the interviewer lady asked, looking over to the man.

“Honestly. I haven’t.” Sebastian chuckled looking back at her. “Maybe, if Mackie here finds a good one about me I’ll give it a read.” shrugging towards his friend.

“Oh man, I got a few that are worth reading.” Mackie laughed, rubbing his hands together.

“Hey, might as well share them with the world. Let’s give that writer a shout out!” she exclaimed, placing her notecards on her lap.

“Well, like I’ve said I’ve only read a bit, but I do have some blogs that I’ve saved. Maybe next time I’ll name drop a few and give fans some well deserved praise.” Anthony smiled looking at the two.

“Alright, well you better have a huge list for me.” the lady said with a smile looking at Anthony. “Thank you both again for your time. For everyone watching Falcon and the Winter Soldier comes out in March 2021.” She finished off the interview smiling and waving at the camera and the two men followed her actions as well. Once the cameras and mics were turned off the lady came back to the two men.

“Thank you again guys for your time” the lady said to the pair shaking their hands (a/n: ok let's pretend there is no corona in this world so yeah. Everyone is healthy and so is the world!). The two replied with a simple you’re welcome and another thanks in return.

“Wait, have you really read fanfiction before?” Sebastian asked his co-star as the pair walked towards their manager, who was waiting for them outside the room, getting their schedule for the pair’s next interview.

“I mean yeah. I got curious on what people were writing about us and our characters.” Anthony responded with a shrug looking down at his phone.

“Aren’t most of those like fifty shades of grey?” Sebastian asked, staring at his friend as stood near their manager.

“Only if you want them to be..” Mackie stared at his friend with a blank face as they came to an abrupt stop. “Nah man, I’m just playing. Some of them are steamy, others can be sad, like crazy sad and some are like tooth rotting cute. Like I recently read one that was with Captain America and this original character that the author came up with and it made me say ‘aww’ when I finished it. Me. A grown man said ‘aww’ after reading a fanfic. A FANFIC!” he added. Their manager quickly explained their schedule and walked them over to their car to head off to the next location. The two were seated at the back, while their manager sat next to the driver.

“You know what. Send me that story you read.” Sebastian said to Anthony.

“Are you sure Seb?” Anthony asked with a chuckle.

“Yeah, why not.” he replied with a shrug. “Might as well read a good story before our next interview.”

“Alright let me send it to you right now. Honestly I think this writer is one of my favorites. I don’t know if it's her writing style or how she portrays our characters, but she’s amazing.” Mackie said with a smile getting the fic he recently read and sending it to his friend. 

“So all her stories are good?” Sebastian asked, looking at the notification.

“I just said that she is my favorite writer.” Anthony looked at his friend with a ‘are you serious face.’ 

“Okay. Okay.” Seb said with his arms up in defense. After a few minutes of reading the fanfic Sebastian actually said ‘aww’ aloud just like Mackie after he first read the story.

“It was good wasn’t it.” Anthony asked with a toothy grin.

“Yeah this was really good. Y/B/N is a pretty good writer.” Sebastian said looking through your feed.

“You should tell her!” Anthony exclaimed.

“What, like make an account?” Seb asked.

“Well yeah, but I mean not your actual name of course. Make a fan account. Show these writers your appreciation, I know that if I were an author I would love that (a/n: wink wink). I’ve messaged a few writers complimenting their work without actually telling them who I am.” Anthony said, placing his hand on his friend’s shoulder.

“I’m gonna read more stuff from her before I message her.” Sebastian chuckled. Sebastian clicked onto your main blog page to find that you had just posted a new fic about him. “Wait, dude she just posted a new story...About me!” Sebastian exclaimed, showing his phone to Anthony. 

“Nice, but we have to finish these interviews. You gotta read it during your free time man, sorry to crush your dreams.” he chuckled, unbuckling his seat belt and getting out of the car. Sebastian sighed and followed his co-stars actions getting out of the car and continuing the rest of his day filled with interviews.

*later that evening*

After the interviews Anthony and Sebastian had dinner together at a fancy restaurant. During their dinner they talked about how crazy some interviews were. Sebastian brought up the subject of how Mackie publicly announced that he had read fanfiction. With that still stuck in his mind the two finished their meal and after parting ways. Sebastian took a cab and arrived at his apartment, changed out of his fancy suit to some comfy clothes and grabbed a bottle of water from his fridge. He walked over to his couch turning on the tv, not really paying attention to what was playing, grabbing his phone he opened the tumblr app finally creating an account.

*one week later*

Sebastian has read almost all of your works and texting Anthony almost every time after he has finished a new fic giving his reactions to each. He has liked and reblogged everything he has read from you and other writers, but he favors your stuff the most.

Mackie: dude you should tell her you like her stuff and stop texting me!

Seb: Alright I will, I just don't know what to say.

Mackie: Just say you like her work. It's as simple as that.

Seb: okay okay I will

Mackie: ok good, no stop texting my its legit 2 am

Seb: fine

Sebastian opened up the messaging area of the app and began typing away his appreciation to you. He didn’t know why he felt so nervous after he pressed send. Getting out of the app completely he tried to focus on whatever was playing on the tv. Then all of a sudden he heard a notification go off and his phone light up. Looking down on it he saw that it was a notification from you. Again his nervousness took place as he unlocked his phone to read the notification. The app opened and the direct message filled his phone screen.

(a/n: this is my first time using a fake dm thingy so just imagine that Seb is following you)

Seb: Holy shit dude, she actually replied back to me!

Mackie: Well of course she did, she's not a robot. But maybe she is since she’s up so late...

Seb: shut up and why are you still up? I though you were mad at me for texting you

Mackie: well you woke me up so what am i supposed to do

Seb: whatever I’ll let you go

Mackie: alright. bye lover boy 

Sebastian shook his head at the text, he went back to the app to reply back to you. “What should I say?” he said to himself. “Maybe she’s in a different time zone or lives across the world or something… Okay okay. Maybe be chill and say I hope i didn’t wake you? No that sounds weird.” he shook his head trying to come up with something to say. Eventually he fell asleep trying to think of what to say to you.

*the next morning/later that day*

Sebastian woke up with his phone gone from his hand. He quickly got out of his bed in panic to look for it. Maybe you had said something to him or he had said something dumb to you. Once he found his phone he quickly unlocked it to check and thank god he didn’t say anything stupid. But he didn’t say anything. He shook his head clearing his thoughts. “Alright I think I know what to say.”

Y/N’s POV

You woke up to the sound of cars honking, groaning you looked at your clock. “How is it already 10 am?” you said aloud to nobody in particular. You sat up on your bed and grabbed your phone scrolling through various social media apps. At the top of your screen you saw a notification from tumblr. Opening the app to the notifications section, you noticed it was a blog that had messaged you from earlier in the morning.

sebstan_fan: Nice to meet you Y/N. I’m Carter. I don’t know where you live, but I just woke up and had a dream about one of your fics. (wow I hope that didn’t sound creepy)

You smiled at the message, since you loved interacting with your followers.

y/b/n: haha its ok. I actually live near New York City and I also woke up. What was your dream about? (if i can ask)

Sebastian’s POV

Sebastian had just finished taking a shower and began preparing his late breakfast. “Holy shit she replied again!” he said to himself looking at the message.

sebstan_fan: Wait, you live near NYC! Me too! Wow such a small world. But anyways my dream was honestly just a reenactment of your fic.

y/b/n: that’s so crazy how we live near each other lol. But that's so cool how you dreamt about my work. You must have really liked it.

sebstan_fan: yeah it was really interesting how you wrote such a life like scenario.

y/b/n: thank you Carter <3

sebstan_fan: ok I now this is random, but what’s your favorite place to eat in New York?

y/b/n: ooh that’s tough. Let’s go with Lombardi’s since its the very first pizza place to open in the US

sebstan_fan: oh wow an excellent choice :)

*a couple weeks later*

You and your new tumblr friend have been talking about one another’s favorite hobbies and interests for the past few weeks. You feel like you have grown a new connection with your new friend and telling them about your shitty days at work. Today your best friend wanted to bring you with her and her boyfriend to some fancy restaurant. 

y/b/n: Carter, I’m practically third wheeling with her and her boyfriend. 

sebstan_fan: well that sounds awful. Where is she taking you?

y/b/n: idk to some fancy restaurant I’ve never heard of. Anyways she’s making me wear fancy clothes, but I just wanna wear my pajamas!

sebstan_fan: y/n come on. you gotta dress nice if other people are dressing nice too 

y/b/n: ughh ok I think I found something nice. *sends picture of yourself in an elegant dress* what about this?

Seb’s POV

Sebastian got a glass of water and sat back down on his couch. Unlocking his phone to see the new dm from you he spit his water out of his mouth wetting the coffee table in front of him. “HOLY SHIT SHE’S GORGEOUS!” he yelled aloud staring at his phone in awe of your beauty.

sebstan_fan: Y/N, you look amazing! That dress is literally making you glow!

y/b/n: stop you’re making me blush..my friend just pulled up. I’ll dm you later once this stupid night is over. 

sebstan_fan: alright have fun 

y/b/n: <3

Sebastian quickly called Mackie to tell him that you sent him a photo of yourself. 

“Dude, she is unbelievably gorgeous. I actually spit my water out all over my coffee table when I saw the picture. ” Sebastian said on the phone.

“Man you are so obsessed with her, it's kinda creepy.” Anthony replied through the phone.

“What? No man, we just clicked. We have a bunch in common and she’s really easy to talk to.” Sebastian gushed to his friend.

“Yeah, but she doesn’t know that you’re lying to her about your real identity. You’re like fucking Superman with a secret persona!” Anthony snickered at the man on the other line.

“Dude no, but I’ll tell her eventually that I’m me.” Seb replied back to Anthony.

“Well you better do it soon because I’m tired of hearing about you gushing over this woman.” Anthony huffed under his breath. “Anyways I gotta go so bye bitch.” 

Sebastian laughed at his friend hanging up the phone and heading to his room getting ready for bed. As he laid on his bed he couldn’t take his mind off of you in that dress. You were so open with sharing your life to him, a complete stranger, yet he couldn’t do the same.

*the next day*

y/b/n: Carter! I forgot to dm you once I got home, but that dinner was terrible. I hated every minute of it.

sebstan_fan: what happened? Also good morning :)

y/b/n: good morning, sorry if I woke you. But anyways my best friend and her boyfriend brought some dude to make it a double date and the guy was a complete douche. I couldn’t stand a minute being there.

sebstan_fan: damn I’m sorry to hear that. I bet if I was there with you the night wouldn’t have been so bad haha

y/b/n: creepy..jk But I bet we would have completely ditched my friend and her boyfriend lol

sebstan_fan: wait, I got an idea! I mean since we live around the same area why don’t we meet!

y/b/n: what like in person?

sebstan_fan: no through zoom, yes in person!

y/b/n: wow the sarcasm in this one, but that sounds like a lovely idea. I feel like I already know so much about you tho...

Sebastian huffed under his breath, “not everything.”

sebstan_fan: lol yeah but it’ll be different to meet in person. Anyways where should we meet?

y/b/n: lol that’s true. Well I know this small cafe that’s so cute and I heard they have pretty good pastries. It would be awesome to meet there :D

sebstan_fan: alright how about Saturday afternoon? You don’t have work right?

y/b/n: nope I’m off! but that sounds good to me! I’m so excited and nervous at the same time. Like what if you’re some creepy stalker...

Sebstan_fan: why would you accuse me of such a thing?!

y/b/n: lol you know i’m just messing with you. But I gotta go my friend is now calling me, probably about that douche from last night...but I can’t wait to see you Carter!<3

“Yeah, me too.” Sebastian said to himself smiling.

*Saturday*

You sat at the cafe where you told your new tumblr friend to meet you. You ordered a drink and once it was finished, you grabbed it and sat near the windows saving a seat for Carter. As you waited you pulled out your laptop and began on typing away a new fic idea drawing inspiration from the small cafe and the gloomy weather outside. 

“I’m sorry that seat’s taken...” you muttered to a man who pulled out the chain next to you, looking up at the figure. “Holy shit!” you exclaimed to the man who sat next to you.

“Shhhh...Please don’t say anything.” Sebastian whispered to you, sitting on the chair next to you and taking off his sunglasses.

“What? But how? You’re!? I can’t breathe.” you exclaimed erratically looking down at your drink.

“Hey, hey Y/N, just calm down and take slow deep breaths.” he said calmly placing his hand on your back.

“How the fuck do you know my name?!” you exclaimed again staring wide eyed at the actor. “Am I getting pranked or something? Where are the cameras?!” you nervously laughed looking around the empty cafe.

“No, you’re not getting pranked. It’s me Carter…” he said quietly rubbing the back of his head.

“You’re Carter?! I thought you were a girl!” you said looking into the man’s blue eyes.

“I may have lied about who I was, but I wanted to meet you.” he started as he stared down at the ground. “I didn’t want you to freak out knowing that it was actually me.” he said looking back up at you.

“Let me just gather my thoughts for a sec.” you said, putting your hand to your temples.

“Wait, why did you assume I was a girl?” he asked with a smirk.

“I don’t know! Carter is a unisex name.” you frantically said with a shrug. “And I mean most of my followers are female, so I just assumed you were one too.” you added grabbing your drink and taking a sip to calm your nerves.

“That makes sense I guess.” he said chuckling, looking out the big window of the cafe.

“This is so crazy that you are here. Sitting next to me and talking about my stupid tumblr blog.” you uttered. “Like you’re famous!”

“Yeah so what.” he looked back to you. 

“I mean aren’t you busy filming and stuff?” you asked the man.

“Nope, we just wrapped up the interviews a couple of weeks ago. I’m on vacation.” he said with a toothy grin, which made you blush. “Aww look she’s blushing.” he said sweetly towards you.

“Shut up. It’s not like I get to meet my favorite actor who I’ve had a crush on since forever sitting next to me and casually conversing with.” you muttered quickly hoping he didn’t hear your profession of love for him.

“You got a crush on me?” he smiled at you.

“Fuck you. I do not!” you exclaimed looking away from him.

“Aww I think you do.” he said, nudging your shoulder.

“Whatever.” you said under your breath trying to hide your embarrassment.

“Hey, I’m in awe too.” he began, which made you look at him. “It’s not like I get to see a beautiful woman who I like.” he smirked at you.

“I think I’m dreaming. Did you just say you like me?!” you asked pinching yourself back into reality.

“I mean yeah. I really like your work as a writer and the past what month we’ve been talking I think you’re a really cool and sweet person.” he said now blushing. 

“I bet you say that to all the women you meet.” scoffing at his comment.

“No I’m serious Y/N. I think you’re a really talented writer. And I think you’re also really pretty.” again blushing, but this time he looked straight at you.

“Oh, wow. Thank you so much Sebastian.” you hesitated, your cheeks heating up. “That means a lot coming from you.” you smiled.

“Of course. And also I wanted to ask you in person if after coming clear about who I actually am, if you wanted to go out sometime. I know its weird and all sudden but-”

“Yes!” you exclaimed quickly cutting him off. “I mean. I would love to.” you said more calmly. “God, I’m trying so hard to keep my inner fangirl in.” you huffed under your breath. 

Sebastian laughed at your comment and then asked, “Alright then. What about tomorrow I take you out for dinner?” 

“That sounds delightful.” you smiled at the man. The two of you fell silent watching the people who passed by the small cafe.

“Oh, but can I ask you one more question? Why are you wearing a hat? And shades earlier? It's legit rainy and cloudy as hell outside.” you asked, looking at the man with your head resting on your hand.

“I’m going incognito. I don’t want my fans to recognize me.” he replied, taking a sip of his coffee.

“Are you embarrassed of them seeing you with me?” you hesitantly interrogated.

“No, I just don't want them to interrupt our first date.” he responded with a smirk looking at you.

“Wait, this is a date?!” you exclaimed with wide eyes.

“Only if you want it to be sweetheart.” Sebastian smirked, winking towards you.

“Fuck you.” You said with a smile.

A/N: Yay you finished! Was that good? bad? cheesy? lemme know lol Again if you wanna be tagged in future fics, have any requests or just wanna chat hit me up! Thank you guys for reading and I hope you get excited for more stuff to come.

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Can of Coffee

Bobby/Kim Jiwon Scenario

Request: 16. Bobby please✨

Prompt: “You look like an idol.” “Who?” And then you mentioned the name of the guy who’s talking to you.

“Oh God, I’m so sorry!”

“It’s fine...” 

Saturday night, around 11PM to be precise. You sighed deeply as you looked down to what used to be coffee in your grasp, spilled as you got out the convenient store. Just your luck, a guy decided to go in, very quickly too, when you went out the door. You had not even sipped the coffee yet. Thankfully, it didn’t ruin your shoes but it was still an unfortunate event. 

“Why is this person not looking at me?”

Standing in front of you was a guy quite taller than you. His hair was messy, almost looked like he just got up from bed, with his baggy pants and sweaters, layered with another jacket. A dark grey face mask was covering his face. You could barely see his eyes with how messy his hair were, and also, the looking away thing. Him looking away seemed more of trying to hide his face, rather than an expression of embarrassment or shyness. 

“I’ll buy you a new one very quick—“ 

The guy quickly moved to ran back in the convenient store, it seemed like he was in such hurry and distressed, but you called him. “Wait,”

Silence. 

“You look like an idol.” You blurted without thinking. “But I couldn’t quite put my finger on who...”

“Who?!” The guy replied quickly. There was a hint of nervousness in the tone of his voice, but you couldn’t really tell why. 

“Uh, you know that guy from ikon? What was his name again...” You hummed. “B.I? No, the other one, Bobby... Yeah, Bobby!!!” You laughed at your own words. “Sorry, I’m a little random sometimes.”

“Uh...” The man awkwardly looked at you. “You still want the coffee? I mean, I don’t mind buying you two even.”

“Nah, it’s alright. I have plenty of that cheap-brand coffee at home anyway!” You laughed. 

“I insist.” 

You widened your eyes in amusement for a second. “Alright then, make it two, but the other one’s for you. How’s that sound?”

“Cool.” He shrugged and started walking back inside the store, with you following him from behind. 

**

“So, what’s your name anyway?” You asked out of the blue when both of you reached the cashier. 

The guy looked back at you for a good second, almost like the question you asked was so unbelievable.

“What? Oh... you thought I was hitting on you, huh?” You rolled your eyes. 

“What?! No! I mean...” He shook his head, thanking the cashier after, as he grabbed the two cans of coffee. “Wanna sit down for a while? I mean, if you’re not in a hurry that is...”

“So, now YOU are hitting on me?” You folded your arms, grinning. 

He finally broke into a laugh. His eyes turned into crescents. “My name’s Jiwon.” He said as he handed you the coffee. 

You grabbed the can and told him your name. “I have a day off tomorrow anyway, so... yeah! I don’t mind sitting down for a while.” 

“Alright.” He said casually, but immediately stopped his tracks. “Wait, does my name not ring any bell to you?”

“What bell again?” You laughed while pushing the store door open for both of you. 

“Forget it.”

“You know what? I like your sense of humor, I think it kinda matches mine!” You laughed again as you sat down. “I like people with dry jokes!”

“Sure.” He laughed too and took the chair next to you. “What do you do anyway?”

“I’ve just graduated from university three months ago, but I decided to take some short course this summer before I jump into the work field.” You explained. “You?”

“I don’t really know if I should tell you what I do for a living...” He chuckled. 

You gasped quietly. “Don’t tell me you’re some kind of drug dealer or something???”

He laughed, this time, out loud. “You’re so funny, I swear to God.” 

For some odd reason, your heart skipped one beat. 

“Don’t avoid the question!” You almost stutter. 

“Hmm...” Jiwon rubbed his chin, thinking. “Let’s just say I work in the music industry...”

“Wow!!!” You beamed. “What are you, some kind of music composer? Writer?”

The guy laughed again and shook his head in disbelief. “You could say so.”

“Which entertainment are you working for? SM? No, AOMG? You kinda look like someone who could be friends with Jay Park!” You said excitedly. “Sorry, it’s the caffeine, I get a little too excited sometimes.” You giggled. 

“I don’t mind.” Although you couldn’t see his face through the mask, his eyes turned into crescents again. You knew he was smiling. “No, I don’t work for AOMG sadly.”

“What a bummer! I was about to ask you to introduce me to Gray too!!!” You joked. 

“You like hiphop?”

“I guess? I never really take too much time to memorize all the artists’ names though.” You shrugged. “The only guys I recalled clearly were Jay Park and Gray, and I guess, those two guys from ikon that I said kinda looked like you earlier.”

He suddenly cleared his throat. “Uh... Enough talking about me, you mentioned about taking a short course?”

“Oh, yeah, I’m taking some digital illustration class around four to five times a week.” You replied excitedly, totally oblivious that the guy you were talking with, was changing the topic. 

“Awesome.” He said, amused. “You uh, draw human and stuff? Or just you know, cartoony, or I don’t know... I really don’t know too much about art.” He awkwardly rubbed the back of his neck. 

“I’m focusing on fashion illustration, and also some advertising. Occasionally I do paintings too, but that’s just purely to waste some time...”

“Ah, I have a friend who’s super into painting as well!” He said with excitement, that he at least knew something. 

“Oh? Do you have their Instagram or something? Can I see their works?”

Jiwon cursed silently. He really did not think the words that escaped his mouth through. 

He couldn’t exactly show Mino from Winner’s Instagram account, can’t he? 

“Wait... I— Oh, thank the heavens!”

“Huh?”

He took his phone out from his pocket, and swiped through his gallery for a while, before showing it to you. 

“He sent this to me a few days ago, it’s his latest and I don’t think he has posted it online yet.”

You took your time to analyze the artwork. “Hmm... he has a very distinct style, it’s colorful yet dark at the same time.” Your eyes were still fixated on the phone. “I like it though, it seems like it has a deeper meaning.”

The lad smiled at you secretly. Admiring how passionate you were talking about art, that made you seem even more attractive.

**

Time passed by so quickly. Both of you were so indulged into the conversation, that was basically pure random talk, that you did not realize that it had been almost three hours since you dropped a can of coffee to the ground, and a stranger with messy hair insisted on buying you another can. 

“Whoa! It’s already this late?!” You were shocked when you saw your watch. “Yah, we should probably head back now...”

“Yeah, you’re right.” He sighed. “I have to admit though,”

“Admit what?”

“I kinda don’t want our conversation to end this early... You can say I’m hitting on you all you want!” He giggled. 

Another beat was skipped. 

“You know what... yeah, it’s mutual!” You giggled too, but a blush crept onto your cheeks without you realizing. 

It seemed like he was grinning from eye to eye, you could not really tell because of the mask. Speaking of the mask, he had not been taking them off since you first met him, making you curious of how he would look without it. 

“Where do you live? Is it far? I can take you back home if you want.”

“I-It’s okay, I can just take a cab.” Did I just stutter?

“My place is nearby and I don’t mind.” He said, shrugging. 

“No really, exactly why I don’t want you to do so.” You refused politely. 

“Then I’ll pay for your cab?”

“No, Jiwon... you don’t have to—” 

“I insist, again.” He winked. 

This time, you were sure your heart was about to stop. 

Just the luck, a cab immediately drove by, and he quickly called it. “Give me your number.” He suddenly said. 

“I thought you wasn’t going to ask.” You smirked playfully, but deep down, your heart was doing a backflip. 

“So I can pay you back on the cab!”

“Does that mean I’ll see you again in the future?” You hummed, liking the idea.

“Yeah...” He folded his arms. “Probably, most probably.”

“Alright.” You cheekily grinned after you typed your number on his phone. “Umm, I’ll see ya?”

“I’ll text you later.” He waved. 

The whole trip back to your house, you could not stop smiling to yourself like an idiot. You literally felt like you were a high schooler again. It had been quite some time that you had not met a somewhat “romantic” encounter, if you could call it that. 

You were too smitten, that you actually forgot that until you both bid your goodbyes, you still had not see the face behind his mask. 

Just a few minutes after you arrived home, with a little unsettled feelings because of the face mask thingy, a notification popped up on your phone. 

“Hey! Arrived safely? I forgot to... you know, show you my face today, didn’t I?” Followed by a grinning emoji. 

You wasted no time in replying back. “What are you gonna do about it then? Send me a selfie?” You teased. 

A minute later, another notification popped up again. 

“I hope this doesn’t seem like a catfish lol. You can call me Bobby too, if you want!”

You did not expect him to actually send you a picture. 

Nor did you expect him to look that handsome. 

Also, you didn’t exactly expect him to be... 

ACTUALLY BOBBY FROM iKON???

Bobby is just doing the social distancing y'all, that’s why he didn’t open the mask 😂😂😂

Jokes aside, I hope everyone’s staying safe and healthy. Please don’t just go outside because you’re bored at home like... I’m so sick of those kind of people :(

I hope this story could at least cheer y'all up even just a little bit! <3

[lafeae]

Shades of Red

(Prideshipping random thingy written at work ~2hrs)

Atem knew something was off when he arrived to work before Kaiba. It wasn’t an explicit thing, per se. There were times when he’d arrive and Kaiba wouldn’t be there at all, but those were scheduled events.

As he scrolled through the digital day planner, staring down at the lines upon lines of events, he found nothing on this Monday morning that made him believe that Kaiba should has been late or absent. And that immediately made him worry.

Fretting wouldn’t help. That didn’t get work done. It didn’t move appointments, take phone calls, and make sure everyone was doing what they were supposed to. Whether or not it was true, Atem controlled a vast majority of the company—at least from the sidelines.

That was what Kaiba trusted him for.

Not that he’d ever say it, he was too stuck-up and proud. But if someone wanted to be Seto Kaiba’s secretary, it required a lot of patience, attention, and most importantly, backbone.

So Atem got to work.

An hour later, Kaiba strode into the office. From initial glance he looked normal. Well put together in a nice suit, his overcoat snapping behind him.

But Atem saw more.

His hair wasn’t as coiffed. His collar was uneven. There was a wince on his scowled brow.

“Kaiba?”

“Not now.”

Kaba opened the office door and slammed it closed. With his left hand. Odd.

Atem jumped up and went to the coffee machine. The phone on his desk was scrutinised as he waited for it to blink. It took all of two, maybe three minutes (the coffee hadn’t finished brewing) for a light to start flashing.

He rushed into the office.

Ra, the man was a mess. And there was no getting around his right arm curled against his chest.

“Are you alright?” Atem asked. He craned his neck, confident that he saw Kaiba’s arm in a sling, but the executive pulled his coat closed. “You...want me to take your coat?”

“No.”

“Then what’s wrong?” Atem set the coffee cup on the desk.

“Nothing.”

Atem leaned against the desk. “Mmhm.”

Kaiba regarded Atem sharply. His eyes were dull, tired. “Go. Away.”

“Not until I know what’s up,” Atem pressed. He shifted a little closer, waiting for Kaiba to ease up a little. Discomfort seeped across his face. “If you need me to do whatever today, I can. I’ll move around appointments. The DeLarge meeting wasn’t too important you and—“

“Atem.”

Atem’s jaw clicked shut. The way Kaiba said his name was always tender, smooth, like velvet catching the grains of his fingertips.

“What?”

“I need your hands.”

Atem blinked. “I’m...sorry?” The ways that Kaiba could have meant that were...numerous. Curious. A little seductive if in the right frame of mind. Need his hands, how?

Blush crept up Kaiba’s neck, and he loosened his coat and collar. The bland sling came into view, as well as Kaiba’s normally long, even fingers barely sticking out of the end of a cast.

“I need you to be my hands. Until further notice.”

“O-oh. You mean like that,” Atem said. It was almost relieving, but also a little disappointing.

Kaiba frowned. “What did you think I meant?”

“Nothing. Nothing.” Atem waved his hands, playing innocent.

“Hn.”

Deep breath in, out. Atem had to calm down a little, his heart was fluttering.

“So...where do we start?”

A short pile of folders was fumbled with from an inbox and thrown in front of Atem. Kaiba laid his hand on it. “This first. Before the DeLarge meeting. Let’s go as quick we can.”

“O-of course.”

They went to work. Atem scribbling through a majority of the files all while taking calls, gliding between the executive office and his own desk.

“So, what happened?” He asked. A dozen times. A hundred times. A million times.

Kaiba was deaf to the question. More interested in pecking away at his keyboard one handed. It was cute; not that Seto Kaiba was cute, at least not to most. Handsome, dashing. Tall, dark, and mysterious. But Atem found him cute, in a strange way.

It was nice to be close to him, leaning over his shoulder and helping with documents. In between “What happened?” he peppered in “Are you alright?” each time Kaiba flinched or, not used to his left hand, tried to stand.

It was when he stumbled into Atem on his way to go to the conference call that Atem’s “Are you alright?” was met with:

“No! Clearly I’m not alright, so stop asking.”

Atem braced his hands against Kaiba’s chest to hold him. He hadn’t noticed the touch, but neither had Kaiba. He didn’tpull away.

“I’m sorry, I—,”

“And before you ask again: it was soccer!” Kaiba said. His anger simmered away. He looked down at Atem’s hands, still against his chest. “You can stop touching me, now. I’m not an invalid.”

“Apologies,” Atem said. He lifted his hands away. “But...soccer?”

Kaiba swept out of the room with fire on his heels. Atem was in lock-step just behind.

“Yes. Soccer. Football. Whatever you want to call it. I was playing goalie,” Kaiba said as he entered the elevator.

The very thought was amusing. Atem bit his lip trying not to laugh at the image of Kaiba in shorts and tall socks. Covered in sweat.

No. None of those thoughts.

Atem jammed the button for the 17th floor. “I didn’t take you for a sportsman.”

“I’m not. You can blame Mokuba for our mutual suffering for the next month and a half.”

“I don’t mind being your hands.”

It was Kaiba’s turn to blush and suddenly become very interested in the carpet. “Don’t push it.”

Atem just laughed. “Yessir.”

[temndogs]

2-50 evens for the ask

Oh boy, here we go *knuckle-cracking*

2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?Depends, usually I would say Jacksepticeye/ Markiplier, but only if I could spend some time with them.. I’m not the kind of person to talk to them if I would see them on the street, I want to casually hang out with them one day. If it’s randomly meeting someone, I just wanna see a cute puppy. :34: What do you think about most?Lately my low chances to find a significant other this life. :P6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?Without or just with boxers.8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence)Girls should be allowed to like whoever they like. Boys should be allowed to like whoever they like too, everyone should be allowed to like whoever they like without people making a big deal out of it bc of sexuality, gender or whatever.10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?Ehm, I never actually did. o:12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?Hmm, do french fries when I was younger count? :P14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?Listening to music, same as inside, 24/7. ^^16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?Probably Imagine Dragons. I mostly listen to japanese stuff, but I don’t have a fav japanese band, soooo yeah.18: Do you believe in karma?Nope. I used to, but when life kept being a bitch even if I was the nicest guy around, I stopped to believe in those things. 20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?Weakness: I’m a physical and psychological mess (seriously, I need a new body, mine is pretty much broken). Strength: I’m still a very kind person, even if people treat me like shit, I always try to help if I can. 22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?Nope, never have, never want to, had the chance before, but.. idk, I don’t really see the point in it. 24: Do you have a collection of anything?Sadly no, but if I ever have enough money I really want to start collecting those pop-bobblehead-thingys!26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?Well, definitely not what I expected a few years ago but I’m okay with it.28: What’s your biggest “what if”?What if I would’ve killed that person back then? (self defense, long story, you can ask me about it if you’re curious)30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.Righty: Monster energy drink. Lefty: A cup of chocolate cream. 32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to?That one highschool I attended for 1 week after moving to a new town, but the people were just *insert any insult here* so I transfered to another one.34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?Opposite gender? Hmm, I guess their eyes? And some hairstyles+haircolor, females have much more possibilities than males. :P36: Define Art.I think whatever you create and define as art is art.. yeah. ^^38: What’s the weather like right now?Grey, cold and windy.. I like it. :340: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?Oh no, I don’t want to learn how to drive either.42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?I don’t have a sense of smell anymore, but I used to hated it back when I could smell it.44: What was the last film you saw?What We Do in the Shadows, so good!46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?Not outside of Pokemon, lel.48: What’s your sexual orientation?Graysexual and homoromantic. ~50: Do you believe in magic?I’ve found mutuals here on tumblr who like me even if I’m weird sometimes, if that isn’t magic idk what else is. (Thanks for the ask btw, I love to answer these! :3 )

[haikyuuwaifu]

Hiya, I was the person who asked you this if you don’t mind answering (not trying to be disrespectful or anything I’m just curious) I know many people reflect onto Hermione (me being a POC trying to fit in and constantly prove myself) and seeing people ship canon dramione (I don’t mind fanon) over romione knowing that he called her slurs is horrible, after what he’s put her through and her “falling in love” with him is so degrading to her character. And yes no one is born a racist, I do admit he was raised in that environment but he was old enough to understand what it mean once he got to school, he saw that they aren’t that bad y’know, so why should I call them something that’s hurtful to them? you claim that he’s her intellectual equal doesn’t add up if him knowing (or not) what it meant. Meaning he’s either not intellectual or he just chose to ignore it and still call her slurs. What I’m saying is he could form his own opinions by that time, he was in a space where his parents weren’t around. Not only was he a racist, classist but he also was a bully, in GOF laughed at the prospect of her getting sexually harassed, constantly harassed her (what he did was not pick on her, he literally bullied her). I get not liking romione or liking another ship but canon dramione? How is that not worse than romione? ur reasoning for not liking Ron is valid albeit it isn’t correct, kissing lav to make Hermione jealous? When? They weren’t together? He didn’t owe her shit to make her jealous, she never told him she liked him. Abandoning them in the forest, was due to the horcrux (idk how to spell it) playing into his insecurities. And let’s be honest harry and Hermione started getting somewhere after he got back. Tbh he always complemented her intelligence so idk where u got that he treated her like shit. The Yule ball thingy, cmon don’t tell me you weren’t stupid when you were 14? I pretty sure many have done worse at that age, Hermione wasn’t really bothered abt it. But anyways I completely get the reason U ship dramione (personally like drarry or Harmione better) enemies to lovers but they also have to have some kind of mutual respect for each other (they literally had no interactions unless he called her slurs) otherwise it’s just the oppressed and the oppressor trope. Yes draco had a shitty family, but he had choices, hard ones at that, in the end he was really just a huge coward, people were reaching out to him trying to help, in some ways that makes him a bit like Ron when he left harmione in the forest, one was a coward and the other was insecure. Honestly fanon dramione is great, awesome even. But saying canon dramione is better than romione is such a character assassination to Hermione. Anyways you’re entitled to ur opinion obviously, but I just wanted to know how is that any better? Not trying to be disrespectful, ur opinions are valid I’m just curious.

-While he saw in school that muggleborns and half-bloods weren't all that bad, how do you expect him to branch out and diversify, when he's been sorted into a house full of purebloods? He's spent 12 years learning and being taught hate and bigotry. One year isn't going to change 12 years worth of corruptness. One year around those that are different isn't going to magically fix all the damage his upbringing brought forth.

-And yes, he could have formed his own opinions that were entirely different from his family or his friends, but would he even voice those opinions? Would he have the courage to step out of line and find his own path? He was a teenager in high school. He's going to give into peer pressure and follow along like everyone else.

-Yes he has choices. Everyone has choices, but do they have what it takes to make those choices?

As I've stated before, Whether it's Canon Romione, or Fanon Romione either one of them doesn't sit right with me. I don't have to ship Canon Dramione to think that He and Hermione were a better fit. I can ship Fanon Dramione just fine. At this point, as I've stated before it's not just about Dramione anymore. Anyone could have been a better fit than Ron. I'm not offended, you're allowed to have your own opinions and I respect that.

ALSO

Thank you. You weren’t rude. You’ve made some very good points, and I appreciate the fact that you didn’t deliberately try to be a dick about it. 

[tinyyuki-blog1]

BITTER OR BETTER

#FIRST LOVE SYNDROME Are you one of them? 'Yong mga taong in-love pa rin sa kanilang first love? Or what should I called First Love Syndrome. Well, read it carefully because I know everyone will relate pwera na lang kung never ka pang na-in-love in your entire life. You know, I also have that feeling. Everyday I was hoping to see and meet my first love. Tama po kayo riyan, I haven't met him since then. How was that possible? Kausuhan pa lang ng cellphone noon, hindi pa uso ang unlimited at pausbong pa lang ang new generation of technology. Like hello, Nokia 3310 pa lng ang cellphone ko noon at ginagamit ko pa siyang pantantsing sa tsinelas ko kapag tinotopak siya at nagha-hang. So eto na nga, I met this guy through that somewhat like wanted textmate show - Kool On Kam (KOK) where there is a small screen at the left side where you can see usernames of people who greets on-air. Of course, kailangan mo talagang gumawa ng account there. Register then boom! You are good to go. I tried to watch that show to have a textmate of course kasi boring naman kung may cellphone nga ako wala naman akong ka-text. I even joined clan to have more textmates. While I was watching, this username catches my attention, kasi naman kausuhan din ng beyblade noon and I am addicted to that cartoon and game that time. I found this KAI guy interesting looking for a textmate. I quickly get his number flashing on the screen and texted him. I was hoping na sana mag-reply siya and I was like, seriously? Kasi naman he replied back saying na "Sa wakas may nag-text din." Meaning to say, ako lang ang nag-text sa kaniya? We became friends, talking about this beyblade thing. Dahil nga hindi pa uso ang unlimited that time, syempre we both need to text using regular loads. Naaalala ko pa nakakaubos ako ng 300 load within a day, as in puro text lang 'yon at wala pang call. Halos buong araw, kami lang ang magka-text until we went to that getting to know each other stage. I found him a nice guy until I got a crush on him until this character enters the scene, tada! YURI. Pinakilala niya sa akin si Yuri as his friend using his phone, wala raw kasing cellphone si Yuri. Pumupunta si Yuri sa kanila paminsan-minsan and this Kai gave us time para makapagkwentuhan kami ni Yuri. I even asked Yuri what type of guy is Kai, his favorites and hobbies. Lahat halos ng tungkol kay Kai kay Yuri ko itinatanong. He don't drink and he didn't smoke. Isa 'yon sa mas nagustuhan ko kay Kai. I thought everything will not gonna change until that day comes. One day, while I was texting with Kai, nagpaalam siya na susunduin lang si Yuri sa kanto, so I said Okay. Maya-maya pa ay may nag-text na. Hindi ko alam kung bakit all of a sudden ay nakilala ko kaagad na si Yuri siya, instinct I think. Iba ang pakiramdam ko habang ka-text ko siya. Hanggang sa magsabi nga siya na 'yon na ang huling text niya sa akin. I don't know why pero a tear fell from my eyes. Alam mo 'yong masakit? Mahirap huminga. Feeling ko there is something na nakabara sa lalamunan ko. I ask him why, then sabi niya lilipat na raw kasi sila ng bahay. I told him na kunin niya ang number ko and text me just in case magka-cellphone na siya. Umoo lang siya. Pinipigilan ko pa siyang umalis no'n kasi nga syempre napalapit na rin siya sa akin as his friend, until hindi ko ine-expect na masasabi ko sa kaniya ang word na 'yon, "I LOVE YOU YURI." Naghintay ako ng reply niya pero walang nag-rereply. I was about to go to my room and cry when he replied back, "I LOVE YOU TOO." Pabebe pa ko no'n na sinabi sa kaniyang "bilang kaibigan 'di ba?" Pero sinabi niyang "more than just a friend." Tuwang-tuwa ako na we have mutual feelings. Hindi ko alam kung kailan nagsimula 'yong love thingy na 'yon. Hindi ko alam kung paano nangyari pero isa lang ang sure ko, mahal ko talaga siya beyond the distance at kahit hindi ko pa siya nakikita. Naniniwala akong someday we will meet. Kung kami ay kami talaga sa huli. First time ko naniwala sa destiny nang time na 'yon. I asked him to come back and sabi niya nga na babalik siya. Umasa ako sa promise na 'yon. Alam kong tutuparin niya kahit na walang kasiguraduhan na mangyayari. Ang tanging pinanghawakan ko lang sa kaniya ay ang nararamdaman ko at alam kong sapat na 'yon hanggang sa hindi na nga kami ulit nagka-text pa. Lagi ko pa ring tinatanong kay Kai, how was Yuri. Kaso lagi niya ring sinasagot na ayos lang daw 'yon at huwag akong mag-alala. I felt relieve at iniisip ko na lang na maybe Kai was right, Yuri is fine. I waited and waited hanggang sa abutin na ako ng kamatayan ko, charot! Hahaha! 10 months lang naman hehe! That day was the happiest day of my life. Kai texted me and told me na may sasabihin daw siya, I was curious what was it lalo na nang sinabi niyang mag-promise akong hindi ako magagalit, so I made him a promise. I am clueless kung ano bang meron, kinakabahan ako to the point na parang lalabas na ang puso ko sa lakas ng heartbeat ko and those words made my day. Natapos na ang matagal kong paghihintay kay Yuri. He came back. Tinupad niya ang pangako niya na babalik siya. "Ako at si Yuri ay iisa." Hindi ko alam kung bakit hindi ako nagalit. I was shocked of course, pero mas nanaig 'yong tuwa ko na nagbalik na siya and ang nakakatuwa pa is 'yong crush ko pala na si Kai at si Yuri ay iisa lang. Kaya pala ganoon kadali lang ako na-aattached kay Yuri kahit na 3 days lang kami nagka-text. Kaya pala ganoon kadali lang akong nahulog sa kaniya. The next part is our relationship status, he asked to wait. He even challenge me. Naging kami in one condition, "kapag nag-away tayo ng 3 times in 1 month, we will break up," that's our 1 golden rule so we stick to it. Hindi ko makakalimutan how he teases me, at nainis talaga ako sa kaniya, we even fought - wait! Baka nawawala na tayo, sa text pa rin ang lahat ng 'to ha? - tapos ayon nga nagulat ako sa sunod na reply niya nang maramdaman niyang badtrip na ako, "1 down, 2 to go." Napakunot pa ang noo ko no'n, like duh! What is he talking about? So I asked him, "ha?" And he said na "hindi ba may kasunduan tayo, na kapag nag-away tayo ng 3 times, we will break up." Alam mo 'yon?Biglang nawala ang badtrip ko at natawa ako. Nahaluan pa ng kilig hahaha! Ewan ko ba kung bakit ganoon 'yong pakiramdam pero I find it funny. Lahat sa kaniya interesting. He is different among all. Sa totoo lang ang tipid niyang mag-text na parang boring akong ka-text pero still kinukulit ko pa rin siya hanggang sa hindi ko na namamalayan na humahaba na pala ang usapan namin. Days passed, kinikilig pa rin ako sa kaniya. He treated me oh so well. Napaka-sweet at caring niya. Naipadama niya sa akin kung gaano ako kahalaga despite the fact that we haven't met each other yet. That most memorable moment of them all was when he said that "call me." I quickly ran to the nearest store and made a phone call immediately (excited nga kasi bes), wala pa kasi kaming landline noon e. Kaso praning talaga siya kasi when he picked up the phone he asked "bakit ka napatawag?" Hello! Siya kaya ang may sabing tumawag ako. He said goodnight lang ganoon lang kabilis at ganoon lang din ang reply ko. I said I love you and he replied back then we both ended the call. What is pretty kiligabols to the highest level is that moment when my cellphone beeps, and when I read who texted, sabi ko pa sa sarili ko, "kausap na ako, hindi pa sinabi ang sasabihin." I read his text message and waaahhh! Naglulundag talaga ako sa gitna ng kalsada as in hanggang pauwi ng bahay, teenager e. Ganoon talaga, kinikilig nga kasi. "Namiss ko boses mo." - 'Yan lang naman ang text niyang nagpakilig sa akin ng bongga. But things really changed, biglang isang araw sabi niya na lang na, "let's break up. Kaibigan lang ang tingin ko sa'yo." Ang masaklap pa no'n, kinabukasan sana monthsary na namin. Alam mo ang sakit-sakit no'n kasi okay naman kami, walang problema, we didn't fought at naramdaman ko talagang mahal niya ako. I don't know why he breaks up with me. Hindi ko matanggap ang mga dahilan niya. So eto na, eto na, passed forward na natin, years passed I have been searching for him. Uso na ang facebook, twitter, instagram at laos na ang friendster. May unlimited calls at texts na rin kaya mas madali na ang makipag-communicate sa lahat but no trace of him. Kabe-break lang namin ng boyfriend ko nang mapagpasyahan kong i-search ulit ang name niya sa facebook and then hooray! Nakita ko rin siya sa wakas. He is still that Kai/Yuri that I know. At first, nagdadalawang isip pa ako kung icha-chat ko siya or what kasi alam mo 'yon baka kasi mamaya ma-snob ako, you know that feeling naman siguro. In the end, I still ended up seeing myself chatting on him. "How are you?" I asked, then nag-reply naman siya kaya naman waahh! Ang saya-saya, party-party ang puso ko sa tuwa. So ang sabi ko, I am just someone from the past. Noong una parang nag-aalangan pa siya sigurong mag-reply so sabi ko na lang kakamustahin ko lang naman siya kaya ayon mission accomplish nang sabihin niyang okay lang siya. Pero dahil makulit ang lola niyo, ayon nasundan pa ang chatting all the way namin, hahaha! Kumakarengkeng ako e, hahaha! Hanggang sa naging pa-mysterious na nga ako, kaso hindi talaga siya nagcha-chat 'pag 'di ako nag-chat. Until finally, I didn't expect na maaalala niya pa ako, as in pati apelyido ko. Alam mo 'yon? More than a decade na ang lumipas but still naalala niya pa rin ako, tuwang-tuwa talaga ang heart ko. Oo na, ako na ang assumera na baka nga mahal niya pa rin ako pero hindi pala ganoon. Siguro gaya niya, gusto ko lang rin maibalik ang nasirang friendship namin dahil sa kalandian ko. Kung hindi ako na-fall sa kaniya malamang ay hindi namin kailangang maghiwalay ng landas. Siguro hanggang ngayon ay friends pa rin kami. Hindi sana nasayang ang higit sa sampung taon. Kung ako ang papipiliin ay ayoko nang maging kami pa ulit. I know his happy now with his life. Gwapo siya, chaka ako, hindi kami compatible. Masaya ang buhay niya, at magulo naman ang akin. Ayokong ipasok siya sa magulo kong mundo. Ayoko nang guluhin pa siya at mas lalong ayokong masira ulit ang friendship namin na papasibol pa lang ulit after so many years. Kuntento na ako sa kung ano kami, siguro ang makita na lang siya ang tangi kong hiling then good to go na ako. Masaya ako na nakita ko ulit siya sa tulong ng facebook and this time I will never ever break our friendship again. Pero this makulit na utak of mine was asking. "Paano kung siya naman ang main-love sa'yo?" Sa totoo lang the answer is hindi na. Although, ayokong pangunahan ang lahat ng mga mangyayari. Isa pa, alam kong imposible 'yong mangyari. Kasi naman baka mamaya kainin ko lang lahat ng mga sasabihin ko kaya naman abangan na lang ang susunod na kabanata sa future 'di ba? "Posible pa bang maging kayo ulit?" Well, the answer is still no, but still, tadhana lang ang magpapasya. Pwedeng oo, pwedeng hindi pero as of now, ok na talaga ako sa kung ano kami ngayon. Gaya ng sabi ng marami, enjoy life to the fullest, kasi nga you only live once!^_^