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this is such a little thing but while reading the book it never really struck me that they never technically…got the chance to change clothes. i mean yeah it was obvious but it’s only when seeing the show that i am fully realising that it has been THREE EPISODES of them in these clothes and percy has been DUNKED into water so many times that it’s a miracle his clothes aren’t stiff as wood.
it’s a really small detail but idk it really emphasises the way these kids have put EVERYTHING into this quest and have consequently gotten no time to do anything else and i know i was a little shit as a twelve-year old who needed two changes of clothes PER DAY.
#this is extremely incoherent#but then looking the same over the course of these episodes#while simultaneously going through SO. MANY. CHANGES#means something to me for some reason#percy jackson#pjo show#pjo tv show#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo spoilers#pjo series
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The confirmation that Lucanis is demisexual (and a virgin) has opened my eyes further. When Lucanis flirts and leans in for the almost-kiss, he's not only panicking because of his concerns for growing close to someone while being possessed and working to stop the apocalypse... BUT HE IS ALSO panicking because if he's starting to feel that physical attraction, that's a major confirmation of his feelings. AND when we add that to his inexperience...
Majorly scary "oh fuck" moment. Too much is going on and he's reached a point where he can't really fool himself. I'd go stare blankly at the Fade-sky too.
#sorry if im incoherent because i definitely FEEL deranged#im also in that spectrum so lucanis is extremely important to me#i wish to hold him gently#lucanis dellamorte#datv spoilers#rookanis#dragon age the veilguard#yapping#dragon age
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you always land on all fours
#umineko#umineko spoilers#ikuko hachijo#ikukos turn for a more serious piece... the old man has reigned for too long#now. INCREDIBLY LONG INCOHERENT TAGS RANT INCOMING FAIR WARNING HAS BEEN GIVEN:#it makes me so so sad how little discussion there is about specifically ikuko because imho she fits so neatly into a lot of the more#overarching Big Themes of the game in a way that i have not ever really seen people take notice of or point out in a meaningful way#like even just off of the top of my head. the significance of names and what it means to go by a name that's Not Yours (she has like 4+)#what it Means to be a witch how it represents a person's deepest insecurities and flaws & how its at its core a coping mechanism#the fact that it takes two to create a universe and trying to do it on your own anyways has the capacity to bring you intense misery#^ (how she's shown to be extremely dismissive of her own work and skill until a collaborator comes into her life and helps/encourages her)#and even the family/patriarchy/misogyny stuff that is so prevalent in the rest of the game comes back around to her. even her Only Friend#(young&stupid atp to be fair) remarks that shes Weird for being unmarried + the little she does say about her past invites the question of#to what extent her self-image stems from her family deeming her a freak outcast & effectively disowning her while celebrating her brothers#and i have lot in my mind about the witch thing specifically because i think her particular situation is very reflective of what umineko's#entire magic system and fantasy facet as a whole is meant to represent for an individual. from what little we see of (what is presumably)#her Real personality she is shown to be deeply self conscious in a way that is JARRINGLY diametrically opposed to both 1.) what we see in#featherine and 2.) what we see when she is acting as a Public Figure. because both of the above are very much purposeful acts that she is#putting on in order to obfuscate her true self. and i have always been very resolute & adamant about not totally equating her to featherine#not only because im very firmly in the camp of “featherine is the avatar of the Pen Name & tohya is part of her too” but also very much b/c#i feel very strongly that the stark differences between the two are very centrally relevant to her character & her psyche. as is the case#with most other witches featherine's personality traits serve to reveal/magnify a lot of ikukos inner workings by playing on her#insecurities/reversing them e.g. ikuko being very quick to downplay her skill/achievements becomes featherine being the COMPLETE opposite#to the point where she barely registers even other witches as living beings rather than just fun touys. BUT even though i do champion the#ikuko/featherine separation so hard i ALSO think it is purposefully relevant that at first glance the line between them seems so blurry#her introduction implying a more nebulous separation between her reality/fantasy counterpart is i think is an intentional move on her part#like it is part of the front she is putting up when acting as the Author. as opposed to Ikuko the person who we (in a way ironically very#similar to the way that the Real Battler is presumably only shown during the boatscene) only very briefly get to see take up screentime#which even on a meta level lines up very well with her apparent underlying nature as a like. extremely private largely reserved/shy person#hit tag limit but if by some miracle anyone is still reading this thank you... please see ikuko with the love she deserves... ok ily byeee
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I actually don't recall Bruce having Jason hallucinations but he has to have had them in some comic somewhere#writers would not let that opportunity pass
so I said that and then just googled "bruce Jason hallucination" and found someone had catalogued every single jason apperance including cameo mentions and hallucinations and I'm so impressed by this I have to tell you all. That's the level of obsessiveness I was on about Steph but across infinitely more comics. I gotta share it out of respect.
so yeah I control f'd hallucination and he has had some ofc, and I remember this comic!!! It was on scans_daily or something. He hallucinated him thanks to the scarecrow's fear gas.
Then proceeded to just beat the shit out of the Joker screaming Jason's name over and over again. I remember we were talking about this one on scans_daily and it was like "well good thing the Joker doesn't care about Batman's secret identity because he'd definitely know it now"
In my famous post about how Bruce should have just bought up all the wild stuff that happened to Jason when he came back, and explain he did attempt to murder the Joker, but Superman got involved etc, he should have bought up this one too, he actually might have beaten him to death if the Joker hadn't managed to escape.
Also the backhand here is cracking me up
Ok but this is actually really depressing (possibly accidental, possibly on purpose) continuity but. I know it because it was in the Mike Barr run with Bruce and Jason and the adorable art I'm extremely fond of:

It remains his greatest fear, even after Jason actually dies. He just has to accept that the fear came true and he can't wake up from it this time. That's actually genuinely really depressing, I was getting all nostalgic about comics and I made myself sad.
#it's VERY late at night and i'm getting nostalgic about comics instead of sleeping so this is probably incoherent#i remember this!!! and my brain went all flashing lights#bruce wayne#jason todd#batman#dc comics#honestly extremely actually sad internal monologue about Jason too#i did not expect the comic to actually make me feel emotional.#i do have such a soft spot for all robins
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the Liberator is very good i'm sorry but i was just thinking abt it like. Raven goes into it believing their only ally will be Ayre and they're willing to make enemies of Arquebus and Overseer at the same time just bc it's the right thing to do even though they don't want to fight Carla and Chatty. and Ayre and Rusty both tell them "hey you should see what you mean to people" and go to lengths to make sure Raven knows that there are people on the ground who are inspired by them and admire them. like!! idk there's something abt both of Ayre and Rusty wanting to reassure Raven and it's like... humanizing if that makes sense? idk when i first got the "Destroy the drive block" mission and Ayre said that she sent out a message to try and get allies i was like "idk if they think Raven means more than 'killer', Ayre :(" (i was very upset abt killing Carla and Chatty still).
anyways idk if i've explained it very well here but it's very sweet to me. Ayre and Rusty love that weird little freak so much
#this is extremely rambly and incoherent#armored core 6#raven and the two bad bitches they pulled by being weird and off-putting
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Truthlesssage rambling incoming
I literally love these two so much. I can't believe Devsisters needed a pair costume to Truthless and said "Yeah how about we make the perfect character to have a chance at bringing Truthless back from despair through genuine compassion and understanding"
Sage telling him he knows the pain he's going through and telling him that he still has some truth left in him, a conviction to protect the cookies. Even if Recluse goes against his own mission of teaching the Truth, Sage recognizes him as a person with good intentions, as misguided as he is. LORD.
I actually think a lot of people misunderstand Sage and idk where its coming from. Sage never forced anyone to find the truth, that's the entire point of his lectures being held in the town square. There is no formal classroom. Cookies are free to listen to him, but they're just as free to leave. He believes in the uniqueness of each perspective, and gladly questions his own in order to perfect his understanding of the world
He's the only one who can truly oppose Recluse's idea of the Truth being nothing but harmful specifically because he somewhat agrees with the notion. The Truth is painful. The Truth is devastating. But it's better to know and learn to adapt than wait for the Truth to sweep you off your feet and plunge you into darkness
I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE THIS IS GOING I JUST. I LOVE THEM OKAY.
#THEY MAKE ME SICK!!!!!!#devsisters more Sage PLEASEEEEE#truthlesssage#sagerecluse#sage of truth#truthless recluse#extremely incoherent character analysis
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Hey maybe it's too late to ask but... maybe... any bartylily headcanons and fic ideas? I feel vital necessity to write about them but have exactly 0 ideas only non-transferable vibes
hm i may be in an echo chamber but, to me, the appeal of bartylily lies in the fact that despite being pretty out-there in terms of canon— when you place them in a modern au (any au!), it becomes so achingly plausible. expected, even!
like, you definitely already know them. if you've ever met a lily evans (capri jeans, too-tight ponytail, her own personal portable daisy-print hole puncher in her purse) then you know EXACTLY the kind of questionable tattooed bassist she swipes for on tinder. if you've ever had a classmate like barty (disarmingly sleazy, surprisingly sharp, daddy paying his way through his ivy league bachelor's degree) then you know that he ALWAYS has some pretty headband-clad valedictorian girlfriend at a prestigious all-women's libarts college.
they're sophie and howl. they're your two coworkers who bicker cause they clearly want to fuck instead. in high school, james made lily blush sweetly on the apples of her cheeks. barty makes lily turn an ugly, splotchy red all the way down to her heaving chest.
as soon as you configure lily as someone beyond the girlfriend-wife-mother constraints of canon, her brimstone&fire suddenly really complements barty's mischief. she's the type to always assume she's clever enough to conquer whatever slightly-reckless plan she's set out for, armed with naivety and a spreadsheet. she's the type that loves fixing up dirtbags-with-unexpected-depth. lily enjoys fighting her way through a challenge! she gets turned on by being annoyed, though she won't admit it. she wants a yelling match. she relishes having her mettle met. any option besides barty— annoying, complicated, rankling, secretly-tender, obnoxiously-smart, secretive, neurotic barty (!!!) — feels much too boring for someone like lily evans. they will always be soulmates to me idk! more than any other ship...
#a#bartylily#UUGH im incoherent but they are just extremely real to me. i picture them together and it just feels right.#barty flirting a little... toying at the frayed edge of her denim cutoffs. lily kicking at him. scuffing his boots with her yellow sneakers#imagine them dressed up to go to a black tie event? barty with his hair tamed and lily poured into a gown?#imagine them as baristas. now as enemy law school students. now as two ministry of magic employees.#IT DOESNT GET BETTER THAN THAT! ROSEKILLER OUTSOLD#saints speaks 🐇
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one of the most heartbreaking aspects of mouthwashing is anya's and curly's relationship i think. like before the thing that curly did to her, they seemed to genuinely be fond of eachother, and anya was fully comfortable with him too. she couldn't bring herself to give curly his medicine because of the pain it caused him and how distressed she was, and how uncomfortable she found herself being around jimmy. i genuinely think that they cared about eachother a lot on a personal aspect, but i feel like something people aren't getting about curly is that he was most likely also scared of jimmy in a sense. but the way he went on about it was completely different in comparison. he tried to calm him down- almost like he knew jimmy would do something horrible. do i think this excuses him not taking jimmy accountable? not really, that was still shitty to do, especially considering the fact that anya was you know. sa'ed. do i think that the situation in which both of them were was extremely difficult and that they both were scared, and that curly took a terrible decision instead of thinking it through? yeah, too. but it's also how even after that, anya and curly seem to care about eachother. anya's last moments were with curly and she used his last painkillers to end it all. he could've helped her, he could've done something, anything, he could've gotten jimmy out of there for the sake of anya. but he knew that it would go wrong, because jimmy... well. you know. there's some interesting emphasis on how curly seems to want to take care of the fact that jimmy literally sa'ed anya. like he was the culprit. when he wasn't. it was shitty of him to not hold jimmy accountable but i think that the fact that even on that aspect, the game tells you how jimmy never took responsability, but that curly always did. anya and curly would've been okay if curly wasn't scared and if he only just... tried to find any other way to take care of the situation. to protect anya. but he wasn't able to.
#mouthwashing#i am extremely incoherent here i think. I AM NOT EXCUSING CURLY FOR WHAT HE DID#regardless of his intentions or the context it was still a shitty thing to do. But i think that looking deeper into it. is interesting#it's just. god#love how every character is extremely complex here. just. yeah
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"when ur reading an x reader fic and the author blatantly mischaracterizes u 🤮" "I would NOT fucking say that" idk man.........I feel like reading x reader stuff requires you to be.......okay w/a certain level of roleplay. like yeah, you might not be this exact type of person—or maybe even the slightest bit like them. but, for the duration of the fic, you ARE. that's what's kind of neat about them. you get to step into another version of yourself and walk around your favorite stories. call that latent theater kid energy or whatever. but I dig it. she doesn't have to BE me, she's just me for now. and I'm buckled IN
#also. reader HAS to have some agency and character in order to move the plot along.#otherwise she's the equivalent of a literary fleshlight & that's not as fun to write#this is ofc barring really extreme examples where reader is named/given distinct physical features#and additionally. idk if this is controversial to say. as I've seen a lot of takes from other reader authors like#''reader is a completely seperate entity from me/she doesn't represent me/my fantasies at all“#& that's cool and all. but for me. I'm writing these bc I want to fuck [insert loser here]#like yeah. it's ''you''. but it's also pretty transparently Me. welcome 2 my willy wonka chocolate river fuckride#idk this is probably incoherent. I'm yappin along#sam speaks
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thinking about gender presentation and the patriarchal ideal of masculinity and how non-conformity to that particular conception of masculinity is very much mirrored opposingly (kind of, but i'd say it's more discomfort arising from SOME recognition. of themselves) by certain teens of this series, but especially saionji. like the first couple of episodes and what he says to utena or even touga throughout the show is SUCH a tell-all. sure, tell us about how your projection of masculinity has nothing to do with touga (and akio, inevitably, when he attempts to emulate him-- just to a comparatively smaller degree than touga already does), and has nothing to do with how you feel about utena's non-conformity to general expectations (her expression of masculinity-- and before we say anything about the implications of wanting to be a prince in this world, not all masculinity is toxic, and her existence as a queer person does have its own significance) because here's someone who doesn't conform-- purely because it's who they are and not because they have something excruciatingly specific to gain from it. and how you don't feel bothered by it (you do) and how you can stomach that no problem (you can't).
#enokido's script commentary talking about how he represents the transition in the idea of beauty being an androgynous quality#to being something outside of masc identity (patriarchal kind. it can exist out of the system but not to him) & something to be possessed#and the era he's meant to parody and the views of gender from that time. like his being the other extreme of utena does have to do#with how he views anthy. but gender is pretty implicit in all of it. it's rgu after all.#incoherent ramble etc etc but here you go#saionji kyouichi#utena tenjou#touga kiryuu#akio ohtori#meira.txt#analysis#rgu
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I know that people are rarely their best selves at a funeral, but do you ever just watch your family move through the process of mourning the Patriarch and have a sudden and violent and vivid understanding of Why Everyone Is The Way They Are
#it doesn't really matter if the answer is yes or no#because the thing is i am watching my family disintegrate in the wake and wreckage of disability/chronic illness#and i am feeling a grief and a rage that i cannot quite cope with#i am feeling many things and I am extremely drunk on vodka and tequila and red wine and i spent all day emotionally regulating#the worlds most fucking fucked up audhd genetic pool i've ever seen in my life#i don't quite know how to cope with the things that have happened today and as busy as my brain is given all that i prolly shouldn't have#had quite so many substances#the crossfade is far superior to being sober around my family and apparently despite it all i wasn't too incoherent#i was a blubbering baby the whole funeral tho#and i did spend the whole reception trying to manage a pots episode and the whole after party trying to stabilize my cousins#i don't know where in all this I will really be able to grieve my uncle himself#but honestly part of the issue on that is that i am feeling rather upset with and disappointed in the few people in my family who I had come#to trust over the years#chrissy and jenn are still everything i knew them to he#*be#and everyone else.....well#the people i knew before at least#fucking intergenerational trauma - the musical
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everyone should watch the ok ko minisodes NOW
#i love how all the animation styles are different and extremely expressive. it feels somehow more ok ko than the show. am i making sense#incoherent ramblings
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why did griffin immediately buckle and blurt out the marriage was for pr like that
#literally at the table with both bands....#that felt like a scream for help#tbf it was kind of a strange question for my mc to ask#but most ppl will lie about something like that lmaoo#was it the awkward silence and him being tired of lying#was it cause the mc themself asked#a mixture of both?#perhaps he was having an off day too#idk but its kinda “funny” when i look back at it 😂#like.... um#ANYWAYS...*everyone moves on and doesnt fully acknowledge what just happened*#i think about infamous everyday i just try to restrain myself cause most of my thoughts are incoherent#yves gif yves gif#stan loona and all that.... T~T#infamous if#mc in that moment really shot me back to my middle school self ngl#...anyways i wanna like put G under a microscope#im extremely interested in them
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I saw someone's post the other day about Bruce turning off his emotions in emergencies, with the consequence being that once his mind deems it "safe," all the emotions kinda just pour out at once. I think this works well with him laughing when he means to cry. Imagine, on at least one occassion, he started laughing out of nowhere, a JL member walked it, got scarred for life, and falsely reported that Batsy got dosed with joker venom.
Hello again (presumptuous but I'm thinking we've spoken before :)).
I do love that coping mechanism for him, and yeah I can see him going into near-hysterical relief when something ends. Based on Gotham and the fact that there's likely a specific decontamination protocol specifically for anyone coming out of Gotham during a Clench virus outbreak/Fear toxin exposure/Joker venom going around, they probably have a contingency for Bruce and Joker Venom.
Batman laughing... terrifying. Apocalyptic even. Because even if it succeeded, seeing him lose control probably freaks the rest of them out.
#my god it is 5 am and I haven't sleep all night so if this is incoherent I am extremely apologetic#but thanks for the brain food anon!#batman#asks answered#personal#jla
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i just got the time to play the bday card today after a long week and wofnisxbisnrie his GIGGLES HIS GIGGLES HIS GIGGLES 😭🥺💕🥹🫶🏼 soft sylus, my sylus, loverboy loverboy loverboy
#no thoughts#actually extremely incoherent rn#him saying he alr found the person who he feels safe to b vulnerable with#kissing him what??? thrICE????#ugh UGH im so happy#i love him so much#sylus#urs yaps ( ⸝⸝•ᴗ•⸝⸝ )੭⁾⁾
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something about steve buying jonathan a new camera is so dear to me. he recognises what he did was wrong and tries to fix it in perhaps the sweetest way possible. it also makes me kind of sad that he felt like he couldn’t give it to jonathan himself + how hopeful he looked after nancy gave it to him. the little smile on his face when he knows jonathan had it is something so precious in a way that i don’t really know how to explain
#this is literally incoherent#idk i just really love them#and stonathan is so painfully extremely underrrated#stranger things#stranger things season one#stonathan#steve harrington#jonathan byers#nancy wheeler
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