#this is dsmp art related kinda

[cosmicasteroids]

Due to recent things concerning a certain creator I decided to make Wilbur a revamped oc version so meet Willow or wilmore! They are based of a red tail hawk and use she/he/they pronouns! My beloved girlfailure.

[plantywitchmoved]

When a syskid draws himself at his normal age and realizes how much he looks like Phil.

[victoriacoffee]

Punz painted something on stream im literally so proud <3

[starrrybug]

who's your pfp?

SRY I DIDNT SEE THIS TIL NOW! its silly fanart of a silly mcyt :3 goodtimeswithscar's hermitcraft character

[anonsactive]

How do I move on from a fandom?

I feel so empty, and also ashamed for some reason.

From 2021 to the end of 2023 I spent my nights before bed reading DSMP fan fiction. They were the most love filled pieces of text I had ever read. You could feel the breath of passion slobbered all down those works. These stories were about learning to live with grief of any kind, learning how to be independent—to be your own person, dealing with severe depression, learning about how to accept kindness and forgiveness. Knowing that you deserve the world, that you deserve to be loved.

You could see in real time an authors improvement in writing too. (I think my English grades shot up because I spent time writing and reading MCYT a lot back then) like I can’t count how many Harry Potter sized works I have read (I’ve written one too, I’m so shocked still by that)

It was my first and only fandom I have ever participated seriously in. Sure I’ve drawn a character for others here and there, I made a cringe comic for undertale AUs I saw on YouTube, but I had never been active online within a fandom. The QSMP was too much shipping for me, and this and that and blah… it kinda felt forced to make the art on my account currently.

Nothing else ever has matched the dsmp characters, the raw emotions, the dynamics, since then. I need something similar to grapple onto. my life’s (night) routine has been shaken up as amusing as it sounds. The only reason I stopped reading was cuz in late 2023 I got a partner whose time I honour lol.

It’s kinda crazy that i wouldn’t be the same without the fandom actually. Like those fics really helped me during my pique of suicidal ideation. So much comfort, so much life. The characters born from them are beautiful. They make me feel like I’m wrapped in a blanket by a fire place eating marshmallows. Bruh.

I think this void I feel now is because the fandom developed at such a pivotal moment in my life, of my puberty. I’ve changed so much since 2020.

Who else relates? Who else feels as though they’ve lost something? The fandoms slowing down, especially after everything that the original creators have gone through. I’m growing up and becoming distant from the fandom, distant from a time that was easy. I guess this is what growing up is like??

[iturastwordblog-youdidntseethis]

MASSIVE MAIN PIN POST FUCK YEEAH

Anyways uh Hi if you found this blog here's like a massive elaboration:

I feel I have to elaborate on the contents of my own blog why I draw/write what I do. This could also go for anyone else who finds this blog out of curiosity.

For starters, this blog is purely safe for work, no kinks no explicit art/subjects, none of that. I don't mind any people of any age interacting with my account as long is it's sfw on MY account as well. I want the safety to go both ways for me and other people. I as well want people to be able to explore their own tickle-related interests as I did on here, and I do so by posting about wholesome, fluffy content that's comforting, which is purely what corresponds with me as a person, leading onto point 2.

Getting personal here, I have absolutely 0 friends outside of my internet life. I stopped making friends around my junior year after too many just stopped or drifted apart from me, and the thought of just losing another person who knows me irl just kind of numbs me. And I've graduated. And the downside of going to a school in a different town is not knowing anyone at the town you live in. So I'm an anti social mess that just spends most of my time at home or at work, or being outside and exploring if it's warm enough.

Having no outside relationships is something I've gotten used to, but on a personal level, I am a sad touch-starved piece of shit who just enjoys the thought of the physical touch love language, (as well as some gift giving, but, like I said, no irl friends to give gifts to.)

Lore time. My curiosity kind of sprouted back in uh... 6th grade I think. Watching yt videos and looking at art on Google in secret and remembering I felt kinda uncomfortable at the kinks?

Eventually I made this blog around 2022.. I think. Was never active, but at the time I was very into the DSMP, loved it, but I am upset I joined that fandom so late. But, out of curiosity, I decided to come here and search "DSMP tickle" and that set everything into motion for me. I saw fanfics, art, headcanons and that was the spark that lit everything to me. I can thank that wonderful side of the DSMP for unleashing myself and allowing me to step out of my comfort zone, making a dsmp-sona (which is now Itura but in my personal fantasy SMP) and molding at her lore.

I loved being apart of the dsmp tickle side of it all, making friends and such, but eventually, the members of the dsmp started to get bad reps and I eventually stepped back from the fandom and created and planned out my own fantasy SMP, the WingSMP. I very much want to make it real in the far future, but right now, all I have is two ocs and my boyfriend's Oc. I still need to expose the basic lore.

But at the same time, I continued to make tickle content and still earned followers while doing so. I'm proud of the amount of followers I have now, and I hope that more people would like to make their own WingSMP ocs or become tword art mutuals, just drawing each other's ocs back and forth.

Yeah. I'm touch starved, I wanna be platonically cuddled/held/tickled just so I actually feel physically comforted for the first time since, what, 2nd grade? Mental and emotional comfort is just numb to me at this point. "You're doing a great job!" "I'm proud of you!" "You don't have anything to be sorry for!" Is all just in one ear out the other. I just wanna be tickled from time to time (And mayyybe with some teases >///>) and just given aftercare once it's over. I find that the purest form of comfort in my opinion and I want to experience it.

Am I cringe for wanting this? Absolutely. Am I embarrassed to be admitting all of this to anyone who sees this. Without a doubt. But to those who ever come across this, whether it's from tiktok, discord or some other platform, at least knowing this may help better understand one of my more hidden secrets.

Now Onto the OC ref sheets (WIP, Post will be edited)

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Itura and OverWing finally have their ref sheets made! And soon, OverWing's tickle ref sheet will be made soooooon! (Itura's is made already). This will be a pinned post once and will be edited once I get these concepts along with my main Sona's ref sheet (*cough* and uh, tickle ref sheet). These 3 Ituras will be the recognized concepts of this blog!

Itura (bound)

OverWing

Tword ref sheets: (In the works when I actually feel motivated.)

[luckiestblock]

OKAY SO LONG YAP INCOMINNG OH MY GOD. wanna start with sorry! I'm kinda new to actually using Tumblr so Idrk where to put this OR if there was a better option but I really liked your post about cdream (and to and extent cwilbur) I really really liked how you point out that everyone made his character bc IT SO TRUE his character would be so BLAND (so fucking bland) without them bc GUESS WHAT? his ass is BLAND personality wise. I was a fan since the big 2020 bc my friend group were hot into DNF, tbh I did like dream at the time bc the Jackbox streams but I was a disappointed at his dsmp character bc I thought it would be...idk so much more? for the longest time I thought I liked him but I guess that was just part of the territory at the time, it was the DREAM smp after all, but instead throughout the years I ended up relating his character more to a malignant shadow for the server members, like he just haunts people, follows, stalks them, and is evil!!! It's an interesting prospect sure but its a disservice to him BECAUSE he needs someone to shape his villainy. I like how you put that he works as a villain because there are heros to fight against, he is fr the perfect foil!!! (tho I think that was accidental greatness) and the very little we saw of his perspective and the little of what we knew abt him really added to that spookiness and darkness of the story bc he felt like a real threat sometimes. During my time in the fandom from then (2020) into this day (possibly more??) I find it interesting how there was so little content to actually work off from his character that most artists and authors ended up painting his character like he was a blank canvas. (or shaping him like he was clay HAHA pun haha so funny) they got away with it bc there was no real and solid character traits to truly combat that things--I also think this is why his character was so beloved by those who liked him at the time ( bc he could be what you wanted) there were many times I believed that the fanfic authors were just better at writing him than the og ccs but what was there to compare to? (sidebr: The illusion really ended in 2022 when he was nothing like the collective imagination, ESPECIALLY IN PERSONALITY ESPECIALLY NOW, but I think that's a thing lots of the long time fans relate to and I guess I kinda deserved that as I was believing a dream hahaha pun haha so funny) Anyways, I really want (wanted?) to make this analysis work of him especially because the way the cc actually acts falls so much into what cdream solidly was (same with cwilbur but minus the "no-character, no shape" argument) It would cover my theories of him being the shadow for the other dsmp characters, the canvas for the fans, what is there in him really and what that meant for cdream overall minus all the rosy lens while being kinda metaaaa idk. I also wanted to do the same insane deepdive for wilbur's character and his overlap bc ITS SO INTRESTING. but now I feel doing this would be in very poor taste and kinda oddball of me (and when is it not in poor taste bc theres always drama??? its never my time fr) and that sucks because I'm still so down bad for this fandom its not fucking funny like I still want to make art for it, theorize, talk and trade ideas with ppl and do all these studies still and I don't know what's really wrong with me for still loving all the characters OH SO MUCH still while HATING majority of the ccs for these 5 years. I wasn't in it for the people after the big 2021 (as I kinda lost interest or didn't support) but the compelling lore and the AMAZING fan content. I don't know how ppl would take it and overlapping drama with the creators doesn't seem so "c! only" of me (but I think its fire so whateva) anyways sorry for the long yap just wanted to put this out there.

re: this post

firstly, welcome to tumblr! i think most people are fine with people adding discussion in inbox or when reblogging a post. i'm glad u liked my post :)

I was never a Dream fan, but i really expected more from his character as well. I WANTED more of his character. By himself, c!Dream is a walking plot device meant to Cause Conflict, which is a shame because the little that was set up was so interesting. Puffy at one point had a one-off line about being his mom (or maternal figure) if i remember correctly, which you could do SO MUCH with on that alone (though, I don't remember if that was just a joke or de-canoned. either way, it would be a VERY interesting dynamic)

The implications of him being trapped in the prison on purpose is very interesting, but that never got payed off. We know that he worked with c!Punz and c!Ranboo on some things, and with c!Dream being an Isolated Villain who is a Control Freak, that has SOOO much great potential. "Does he genuinely trust them? Does he want to trust them? Why do they agree to work with him?" are all interesting questions that... also got unanswered. but with these things (and the connections to Dream XD + Techno), you get the really great fan-interpretations of c!Dream that are really interesting and fun! that make him more of his own character with more nuanced motivations!

(this is coming from someone who wanted to put endersmile duo under a microscope. so i might a bit biased. but god. GODDDDD WHAT WAS THEIR RELATIONSHIPP)

"I really want (wanted?) to make this analysis work of him especially because the way the cc actually acts falls so much into what cdream solidly was" if you make this please send that to me 🙏

"I also wanted to do the same insane deepdive for wilbur's character and his overlap bc ITS SO INTRESTING. but now I feel doing this would be in very poor taste and kinda oddball of me" it might be because i also think there's overlap between wilbur and his character (like, besides how a person's creations reflect them in some way), but i think it WOULD be interesting, and only in bad taste if you dont think about the words you're saying. Which goes into your next point:

With what we know was going behind the scenes, i dont think you can (or Should) try to "death of the author" the dsmp. but that doesn't mean you should feel wrong for still enjoying the characters. there are still a lot of people who love the dsmp while not supporting the creators in anyway, shape or form. There's still lovely fanart (and i assume fanfic) being made of it.

honestly, i think about the lore and world very often. it's a really good example of something that can only exist in minecraft. it's a good showcase of everyone's ability to improvise and collaborate (or the opposite, in some cases). it's one of those things that make me think "gosh, if I could change this one thing..." over and over. i am eternally haunted by the potential of Limbo and how it was SO close to being the coolest thing ever.

anyways. i never get nonnys in my askbox (because i dont talk often) so i am very happy for this excuse to yap. i want to chew on the dsmp and i hope people release the lore docs and what they were planning

[officialdaydreamer00]

some lore crumbs and silly rambles about irene lovejoy's family history and powers (which will be more detailed and fleshed out when i write 'the House of Engelika' and 'DOOMSDAY DEVICE')

FAMILY

the house of engelika had a long history with mixed origins, a few of which were recorded from southern europe during the 1600s

their family tree used to have so many branches for siblings, cousins, nephews and nieces, but a lot of them got struck out as either disowned, unrecorded, or dead

their family name changed from engelika to angelis to lovejoy when irene's great-great-grandmother married a man with that surname

irene's middle name is angelika, in honour of their original family name

irene has four younger sisters named after the muses

POWERS

initially, i gave her technology related powers since her og lore had her created a soon-to-be popular video game (*cough* minecraft) and thus born birb child erin

later on, i thought "owls and crows are cool birbs and i like them *gasp :O* maybe,,, i can recycle erin's idea and turn that into her powers instead!!" ,,,,,and then percy jackson came roundhouse kicking me in the face :'D so i made her a child of athena bc it kinda fits her vibes and personality. but that's another au and i digress ^-^

then my irl and i, we goofed around with our ocs' dorm outfit, and i threw in a variant of victorian mourning dress for shits and giggles. I DID NOT THINK WE'D RENOVATE RAMSHACKLE INTO A FUNERAL HOUSE— :'D

and after that, derivakat made her grand comeback with her dsmp bangers, aka doomsday (especially doomsday), and that got me thinking "dark irene??" and whipped out a design for her dorm uniform, with braincells losing sessions with my irl :D

so now, her current power is: dark arts with a huge side of crow summoning :D she can (kinda) manipulate dark matter and/or shadows, and can summon a murder of crows from inside her cloak to do her biddings. she can also talk to crows (and, to an extent, owls) as a result, like philza minecraft and his chat :D

tagging people in lore to confuse them: @identity-theft-101 @thehollowwriter @xen-blank @taruruchi @axvwriter @cookiesandbiscuits @azulashengrottospiano @ferris-the-wheel @dove-da-birb @siren-serenity @edith-is-a-cat @escha-evenstar @ameleii @loser-jpg

[day-mark]

random question since you have a drusic quote in your profile: what sort of music do you enjoy?

oh thats a tough question tbh 😭 for genre i feel like its mostly pop and then followed by rock?? here i'll give u a small list of the current songs i have on loop/faves .. i feel like that might be more revealing if ur interested in listening!

always, everytime - the wrecks (Obsessed w this song rn, helps that i can relate some of the lyrics to dream lmao)

cheerleader - porter robinson

the adults are talking - the strokes

violet - wild party

dont sleep, repeat - 44phantom ft. mgk (shout out dream for this one LOL, i steal music from him a lot)

strange clouds - ufo ufo (xdnf song to me. if u /like/ that ship -> i like it in the, "their dynamic is so interesting and goes hard" not necessarily a romantic ship kinda way if that makes sense

pick me up - too close to touch (lot of the lyrics remind me of dream too o(-( i wanna make an art piece w some of the lyrics so bad actually )

2 a.m. - the candescents (fun fact, my manhunt fic i was planning out like 4 years ago was named after a lyric in this song)

harms way - stepdad (always wanted to make a manhunt animation to this song!)

ludens - bring me the horizon (u guessed it.. also wanted to make a dsmp/cdream focused-ish animation for this song)

falling - chase atlantic (i remember so vividly.. day of the face reveal.. someone dropped an edit of dream to this song and i associate it with him so hard to this day and im SO SAD i didnt save the edit bc i couldnt find it ever again :(((( )

all over - cruisr (reminds me of dnb but i dont think ur into that haha)

heaven is a place in my head - bad suns

baby blue shades - bad suns (srry got reminded of this song bc of the last one and i think it would sound soo pretty if dream covered it. idk anything about like vocal ranges and stuff tho so idk if itd actually fit, i just think its a pretty sounding song 😭)

figure 8 - peach pit (ALSO a song i think would sound so pretty if dream covered it :3)

bleed magic - idkhbtfm

modern day cain - idkhbtfm

and here are some more out of the box(?) ones

amanita - marmalade butcher

katagiri - buta musou

ENTIRE OKAMI SOUNDTRACK !!! it's so good one of my favorite video game osts of all time

trilogy - carpenter brut (i listen to this when i need to focus lol)

chasing daybreak - fire emblem three houses ost (also a very good soundtrack!! love So many of the songs)

god shattering star - fe soundtrack ^

blue skies and a battle - fe soundtrack ^ (definitely missing a lot of the tracks i also like but i'll just put a few cause this post is already getting so long 😭)

fsdjklfhsdjkf this turned into me just sharing songs bc i associate them w dream in some way 😭 I REALLY LIKE SHARING MUSIC W PEOPLE

also random question if u use spotify/similar app, do u like all the songs you enjoy?? sometimes i see people with liked songs in like. the hundreds including my sister. and i was talking to a coworker about music and she says she rarely likes the song and usually adds it to a playlist or listens by album. meanwhile i have 1.6k 😭

[jinlin-at-the-moon]

🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈ok new pinned time or whatever🇵🇱🇵🇱

places this here gently to warn off idiots

hiiii :3! i'm koi, cyprin, jinli, karp, and any other translation you want to do for that fish; he/him, on/jego i am in fact formerly tumblr user @ifidogaysomyself. this information would be more relevant if i made literally any original posts on my old account, but here we are. other names i'm known as are The Freudian Media Analysis Mutual, The Has Too Many OCs Mutual, and The Necrophilia Guy Who Strikes Again. i got some kinda freak vibe going on, possibly.

currently mostly danmeiposting with some ace attorney ment but other things might sneak in. i will tag pretty much any fandom i see if i like a post about it enough to rb it, but don't expect consistency ‼️I DON'T REALLY TAG SPOILERS OR TWs‼️ enter at your own risk

FISH TAGS: #🐠 - original posts made by me, or reblogs where i do more than tag ramble #fishy meta - s/e #fishy answers - for when i get my one ask in 1000 years #fishy aus - i will get brainworms i need to put out without actually committing to any kind of real fic writing, occassionally. #fishy art - you may notice theres nothing here. that is because i don't post my art but shit man one day i might #fishy writing - you may notice there is also nothing here. that is because i have one (1) fic up on ao3 and it was a gift oneshot for an exchange so it doesn't really count ANY # that starts with "#alt:" - i have roommates and sometimes they wish to speak, or i associate a particular post with them. mostly to bully them about it.

OTHER TAGS (under readmore because there is a lot):

MAIN FANDOM TAGS(that i can't be assed to link): #svsss, #tgcf, #mdzs - current danmei tags #ace attorney, #dgs - hit games about lawyers #dsmp, #mcyt, #traffic - i'm back in the fucking building again #dangan - i enjoy murdergame as a concept. udg haters dont talk to me #d20, #fh, #acroc, #eftbk, #mismag - current d20 tags, but i might get into other seasons so who know who know. most of these are filled over at my former blog unforch but we ball #genshin - not asougi #the asterisk war - if you have never heard of it, good for you! if you have, my condolences. least used of these but it's my shitty special interest #lit - and related tags. i'm a huge classic lit enjoyer (chroniczny czytacz lektur) so those might show up #miraculous* - these are all going to also be tagged with "alt: valid troll tag" as well. this is because i am not into miraculous but my horrid roommate is. i'm only putting it here because it's a gun to the head situation

OC TAGS: aka "what the hell is [x] ive never heard of it", aka i've accidentally goncharov'd my friends a few too many times. feel free to ask about any of these btw i dont bite but i do yap. i have way more ocs than just these, even among the typed out stories themselves, but these are the main ones i might tag sooo. i will probably update these as time goes on. i am the imaginerrr

#days of death - related characters: illyen rovisau, van lorem, cryn abad, laegan mawdkind, sephyr frinsc, hecate vixeuret, sen, romeyn enber, cassius, the antigoni

#overcast - related characters: jyan, lucien reidel, levar lexly, aurelius arcite, khachin epthroe, tristan, lady "moth" anvell, the general/marcis, simurgh rose, avicus spiridon, iris tojoi, tierin epthroe, elias arcite, jace, morby, phoenix rose

#3/4/5 - related characters: akihito imai/sky sunrise, katashi sonata, ray nicholas/sky sunshine, claudia nicholas/sky cloud, helena andromeda (naya) eltnam/sky comet, "blue" blue/sky blue, sky moonlight, nathan edison

#the tale of three/#ttot - related characters: seilin, corvus asphodel, caevynn asphodel, clorine asphodel, clover, laura, aileen, sowl, the four winds

#danse macabre - related characters: anastasia mori, luke caedis, shana aufer, haydn effligo, rebecca sollertia, lily occidere, amelie deleo, lucretia vanitas, astra vista, illiana evito, yuki cruor, ilreto effligo, regina gauld

#salem hunts p.i. - related characters: salem hunts, nikita kirillovich roszczeń, poppy wallflower, alec trisity, karen liede, exen trisity

#mirages - related characters: miles/"em", noelle/"rue", rowena nishikawa, miko/"key", jorge/"chu"

#alan promise - related characters: alan promise, jeremi mazur, creswick promise, riddley the abomination

various unrelated ocs for different media i might tag: cheng wenxiao, tang qingchi (svsss), banchi (tgcf), janka (genshin), tsubasa asougi, ryuuha wright, katya baskerville, silvester gorey (ace attorney), kaiko/"coriander", kamiyo kiyoshi, wentazuke kelly (bnha)

[the-sex-havers-au]

Welcome to the TSH blog !!

(My main MCYT blog is @the-cockroach-that-survived )

The TSH AU (aka The Sex Havers AU) is a DSMP band and college AU. It features the DSMP members (along with some other CCs occasionally) all as college students, and DTQK as a band called “The Sex Havers” (thus the AU name).

All characters featured are based on the CCs AND their Minecraft counterparts, so they’re not purely CC! Or C!

For the record, I do not actively support or watch every single CC included in this AU, however I do like MOST of them, and I keep a handful I don’t simply because I have been working on this AU a very long time and I am attached to how I’ve characterized them, and/or their character is kinda plot important so it’s hard to just entirely not include them.

I’ve been working on this AU since early-mid 2021, and it means a lot to me.

I haven’t worked on it actively in probably about a year atp so I’m kind of in the process of revamping everything (it is a forever WIP regardless, so pretty much everything about the characters and story is subject to change)

On this blog I will: post art and comics of the TSH characters, talk about the AU, take asks both in and out of character, and frankly whatever else I see fit related to the AU.

I hope you all enjoy this just as much as I have enjoyed making it for going on 3 years now !! :33

Tags:

Art: #tsh art

Story/lore: #tsh lore

Asks/ooc asks: #tsh asks/#ooc tsh asks

All characters also have their own tags in the format of #tsh!character

[plantywitchmoved]

Really starting lgbt+ pride month right! Love wins

Karl 🩵💜

[v0idsp3rson]

!!THINGS TO KNOW!!

Hello! I'm v0idsp3rson, this is my tumblr homepage lol.

I have some rules for blog!

#1: No being a bully! That means no being really rude to anyone.

#2: The second rule is have fun because felt like I needed a rule, so then I had to create a second rule. Blame the ocd.

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I am in a few fandoms, however I don't post about them that often, but if you don't want any possible spoilers for a book or tv series, here is a list! Dsmp(Minecraft server, no I do not support all the creators) Qsmp(Minecraft server, no I do not support all the creators) Hermitcraft(Minecraft server, no unfortunately there won't be many posts about this one srry lol) Mcga(Rick Riordan book series, Magnus Chase and the Gods of Asgard) Rick Riordan(His book series in general, Magnus gets his own part because he's my favorite) Wof(Wings of Fire, DRAGONS! qibli qibli qibli qibli) Warriors(Cats lol) A few tv shows/videogames, but not necessarily in the fandom; Good Omens, Marvel, uhhhh, I'll add to this later A few tv shows/videogames that I am in the fandom of; Undertale/Deltarune, JWCC(Jurassic World Camp Cretaceous), Portal(pls no spoilers for me I'm not finished with the second one yet), and more that I will add onto here later That is my list of fandoms, pls enjoy whatever you find on here!

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My art has different levels of art

My main style: Sort of Cartoon/anime= litterly everyone's art style but their own version aka my own art style that I made Ig(I guess)

It varies in intensity of how my brain says I can do art.

lv.1; drawin' regularly

lv.2; more cartoonish than normal kinda silly

lv.3; bro wtf is this? This ain't art the fuq?

Right now I'm at lv.2

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!! hey just so you guys know !!

I am broke, I have no money, I had to point that out. I had a lot of asks in my inbox and I felt really bad because I couldn't help people, and then realized I was being a dumba$$ and answered them so other people could see and spread the word I sincerely apologize I've had those in there for a long time and I just hope that nothing bad happened to some of them and they got the help they all needed. That being said, i'll try to spread the word more often, people all around the world need help and we all need to do our part or at least try to help them.

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Tags:

Tags! Most of my posts don't have any tags on them but I'm going to try and start using them because it's a bit of a mess in here lol (⁠´⁠-⁠﹏⁠-⁠`⁠；⁠)

The Void Games (<- all posts relating to the event)

My Art (<- all posts with my art in it[or something i rebloged that had the tag in it])

Ttffh (<- all posts regarding the story)

Vacuum (<- me speaking random crap that belongs in the void)

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Please help Rehab! Her baby is sick and needs treatment, her number is vetted by @gazavetters #410. Her account is @rehab0-2 and her campaign can be found here.

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DNI IF U R : Homophobic, transphobic, racist, sexist, ableist, nsfw(just don't respond anything nsfw/say anything nsfw on my posts pls I don't really care if u r nsfw), map or map supporter, proshipper, or terf.

Hope u have here!

(pfp was found on pinterest[if anyone knows who drew it please tell me], oc drawing permission box thing by frogsforthefrogwar, mutual userbox by burntoutuserboxes, pride userboxes by zero-templates, crow userbox by crowleys-plant, boop box by radio-graphics, Minecraft userbox by turnsyouintoabox(thank u for making that one :]), I lost the users that made boops u and ocd boxes if u find them pls tell me), bagels gif by a game called "grab them by the eyes" I found on coolmathgames.com

[griancraft]

Ok as per my last post. This is Long and very much about my feelings so uh don’t read it if you don’t want to. Also I’m aware I sound genujneky crazy for half of this I’m just really really mentally ill in ways I don’t talk about here at all and now I am sharing them and it’s. A little scary but oh well. The system stuff is the stuff I’m most concerned about right now to be honest bc it effects my day to day and if anyone has any kind words or thoughts on what to do I’ll be happy to listen

Please read my previous post if you’re mad /gen I don’t think I say anything bad here but I have really bad morality ocd so like uhm I am scared to post this!!! Prev post

Also I’m very sorry that the prose is terrible to read and my spelling is shit I have dyspraxia which is a coordination thing and it’s worse rn

The maybe I was boring album came on yesterday while I was cleaning and I had to stop what I was doing and turn it off halfway through because I just couldn’t stop hearing an admission. I wasn’t even sad I was just. So done with it. I still am just kinda like. God I hope Shelby is doing ok with all this being public now. I’m glad she was able to heal like she said and I’m glad she made the video dude.

I almost got his lyrics tattooed if that’s testament to how much I loved his early music. It’s not connecting in my brain that this music that’s been apart of my life for like 4 years and helped me through so much was made by an abuser.

But like, in retrospect you can see it. I can’t bear to delete ycgma off my mp3 player bc I related to his songs so much as an abused lonely teenager but I also can’t bare to listen to it. I learned the fall on my guitar as my final exam and I used to repeat his lyrics to myself to cope with abuse and I wish I could still love these songs. I dressed like his dsmp character bc I thought it made me look cool. Which is lame as fuck to admit now lol

Originally I was planning on pirating them and I like, can’t especially after that manipulative ass statement. How much was an act? I don’t know. I don’t know if I’m a bad person because I still kinda do want to listen to that music again. I still want to feel that safe but I know I won’t feel that way anymore.

with dsmp stuff I think I’m going to be still able to look back fondly on it generally and I don’t think I’ll ever stop. The community was what made it and the community is what I loved, and i still do. I don’t think I’m going to reblog art of him specifically but if he’s in it I might. Idk. My policy on dream fanart is if he’s not alone in the art and it’s dsmp or mcc related I reblog so I guess I’ll continue that here. Im sorry if that sounds callous I just. Am not prepared to talk about this so I’m going back and forth

And like. We also have a wilbur factive/fictive and we have for years now and nobody in our system knows how to feel about that. He formed to fill the role of a big brother (I was being heavily emotionally neglected at that point and needed someone to be there for me) and protector from my parents abuse. Obviously, he is entirely separate from his source now bc alters change a lot for me but how we picture him is still wilbur. he’s literally just some guy now but grappling with that connection is fucked up dude it’s weird. He’ll probably further distance himself but it still fucking sucks and I don’t know how to communicate the cognitive dissonance we had to push through bc our brain struggled at first to make sense of how this person who we liked so much that he became the template for a Protector to shield us from the emotional neglect and abuse, essentially, is a terrible person. I’m sorry I know people who aren’t systems, and some who are ngl, will find this fuckibg nuts and I get that but we’re a very very internal person like I just. Kinda am with us as a system a lot and nobody else. It feels like my safe space that I’ve created in my head has been marred. Also. uhm. Our alters speak in distinct voices so it’s bad bad for me rn and we are trying to fix it. I know I know fictives and factives arenttheir source but that doesn’t change that it makes me feel gross. I’m rambling rn I’m sorry. Support Shelby.

[barzfrommarz]

Hey barz :] It’s late, and instead of working on the Pogtopia TNT duo comic I started tonight (because comics are lowkey so intimidating), I came to your blog to ask you some questions:

How often do you think about the fact that Revivebur has canonical PTSD related to swords? I think about it a normal about and it doesn’t add extra angst to anything I write, especially not a death scene or anything (some of the biggest lies ever told)

Does everyone it this fandom who likes c!Wilbur and was in a toxic relationship at one point also project that onto c!MAD duo, or is that just like a me thing? (This question is more of a joke, but still)

Any c!Wilbur headcanons that you wanna share?

Are you excited to hear about all the c!Wilbur angst in all my DSMP AU’s (it’s a LOT)

Anyways, have a good day/night, bye :D

tysm for the c!wilbur questions!

I think about c!wilburs ptsd a normal amount! I never particularly think about his trauma revolving swords tho. I think back to the moment in the finale stream where I think c!tommy pulls out a sword in anger (excuse me it’s been over a year since I watched the final stream) and I think about how that would’ve affected c!wilbur. I like to think his body tensed up and his eyes widened and he flinched back a little in that moment. Thinking it was happening again.

Maybe. I wouldn’t be suprised but I never rlly think abt c!mad duo a lot. I should more tho their dynamic has so much potential

-I like to think he’s the kinda guy to refuse to admit he’s disabled/Neurodivergent/Mentally ill. Nope i’m fine type beat. Powering thru the chronic pain and the autistic meltdowns and manic episodes like it’s nothing

-Tourette’s syndrome. I’ve never talked abt this headcanon before but I have tics irl and I feel like he would have them.

-He is a big fan of other forms of art. I think he would paint and write novels he will never show to anyone

-He lost all pain tolerance after revival.

-He has a speech impediment. He grew out of it but it never fully went away

-Pathetically anxious. No comment

-Shakes/trembles constantly. He’s just colder now

-He never knows when he is sick. He will often go weeks without realizing it and usually has to have someone tell him he’s sick (if it’s not bad enough)

-I think he would age regress to cope. In secret of course (c!quackity knows)

-speaking of c!quackity, c!wilbur never realized he was secretly crushing on him bc he never picked up on the social cues

YES I AM. I don’t read a lot of fanfiction anymore but I will still read c!wilbur angst any day

You too tysm for asking I love talking abt c!wilbur :)))))))

[queenarsinoethepoisoner]

About me/Things to know

-I’m Raven

-My pronouns are They/He/She

I mainly post drawings, generally traditional art, sometimes digital art

Here’s a list of all the fandoms I’m currently in:

MCYT: Hermitcraft, Traffic smp, Empires, Evo, Dsmp (Very rarely)

Video games: Stardew valley, Hollow knight, Pokémon

Books: 3 dark crowns, The lunar chronicles, Ace of Shades/The Shadow Game Series, All of us Villians

Tv shows: Gravity falls, The owl house, Amphibia

AUs: Boatem knights by Applestruda, The hermit archives by Sixteenth days, Hermits hollow by Majickth, Bets against the void by Mikaotter, ATUS by aayaptre, GG rivals Au by greenchrysanthemums, Princess bride Au by Gladumf. (Boatem knights AU, Hermits hollow AU, GG rivals au, and Princess bride Au are the creators tumblr name. The others can be found on ao3)

Miscellaneous: Hamilton, Six the musical, Helluva boss, Hazbin hotel

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Mainly this blog is MCYT, however I will randomly throw other things in the mix, so it’s kinda a melting pot of fandoms. I do take art requests, so feel free to shoot me one, however it might take me a bit to actually draw it.

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I do sometimes draw or reblog characters being shipped, specifically MCYT, but just as a disclaimer, I do not ship the ccs, only ever the characters. And I will not ship anyone who is uncomfortable with being shipped.

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I am not really on any other social media, so I do not have access to know if a content creator has said that they are uncomfortable with being shipped, so please tell me if I do ship someone who is not comfortable with being shipped. On that same note, I also will most likely have no idea if a content creator is toxic or does something on a social media platform, so again, please tell me if someone I draw is toxic or has done something to anger the community.

Adding onto this: I do not support William Gold, he’s a disgusting piece of shit. Get off my blog if you support him. If you don’t know what he did, literally just look through the William Gold tags

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For art it’s just ‘#ravens art’. I try to tag my text posts as ‘raven spews words’, but I’m not really consistent with it. Asks are always tagged with ‘Ravens asks’ And tag games are tagged as ‘tag games!’ Every once in a while I’ll tag my reblogs, but that’s once in a blue moon. I’m gonna be honest the only tag I’m really consistent with is the art one, so good luck if you’re trying to find anything else.

Added on specifically for art fight!!! “Ravens fighting art” for any of my art fight attacks!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Last little thing: I do not consent to my art being used in any way, shape, or form to train ai, or anything related to ai.

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Art fight is coming up! Here is my link if anyone wants to take a look at my ocs or anything like that!

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And that’s it!

(Just gonna tag all my fandoms don’t mind me)