#this is dsmp art related kinda

[cosmicasteroids]

Due to recent things concerning a certain creator I decided to make Wilbur a revamped oc version so meet Willow or wilmore! They are based of a red tail hawk and use she/he/they pronouns! My beloved girlfailure.

[plantywitchmoved]

When a syskid draws himself at his normal age and realizes how much he looks like Phil.

[victoriacoffee]

Punz painted something on stream im literally so proud <3

[starrrybug]

who's your pfp?

SRY I DIDNT SEE THIS TIL NOW! its silly fanart of a silly mcyt :3 goodtimeswithscar's hermitcraft character

[anonsactive]

How do I move on from a fandom?

I feel so empty, and also ashamed for some reason.

From 2021 to the end of 2023 I spent my nights before bed reading DSMP fan fiction. They were the most love filled pieces of text I had ever read. You could feel the breath of passion slobbered all down those works. These stories were about learning to live with grief of any kind, learning how to be independent—to be your own person, dealing with severe depression, learning about how to accept kindness and forgiveness. Knowing that you deserve the world, that you deserve to be loved.

You could see in real time an authors improvement in writing too. (I think my English grades shot up because I spent time writing and reading MCYT a lot back then) like I can’t count how many Harry Potter sized works I have read (I’ve written one too, I’m so shocked still by that)

It was my first and only fandom I have ever participated seriously in. Sure I’ve drawn a character for others here and there, I made a cringe comic for undertale AUs I saw on YouTube, but I had never been active online within a fandom. The QSMP was too much shipping for me, and this and that and blah… it kinda felt forced to make the art on my account currently.

Nothing else ever has matched the dsmp characters, the raw emotions, the dynamics, since then. I need something similar to grapple onto. my life’s (night) routine has been shaken up as amusing as it sounds. The only reason I stopped reading was cuz in late 2023 I got a partner whose time I honour lol.

It’s kinda crazy that i wouldn’t be the same without the fandom actually. Like those fics really helped me during my pique of suicidal ideation. So much comfort, so much life. The characters born from them are beautiful. They make me feel like I’m wrapped in a blanket by a fire place eating marshmallows. Bruh.

I think this void I feel now is because the fandom developed at such a pivotal moment in my life, of my puberty. I’ve changed so much since 2020.

Who else relates? Who else feels as though they’ve lost something? The fandoms slowing down, especially after everything that the original creators have gone through. I’m growing up and becoming distant from the fandom, distant from a time that was easy. I guess this is what growing up is like??

[iturastwordblog-youdidntseethis]

MASSIVE MAIN PIN POST FUCK YEEAH

Anyways uh Hi if you found this blog here's like a massive elaboration:

I feel I have to elaborate on the contents of my own blog why I draw/write what I do. This could also go for anyone else who finds this blog out of curiosity.

For starters, this blog is purely safe for work, no kinks no explicit art/subjects, none of that. I don't mind any people of any age interacting with my account as long is it's sfw on MY account as well. I want the safety to go both ways for me and other people. I as well want people to be able to explore their own tickle-related interests as I did on here, and I do so by posting about wholesome, fluffy content that's comforting, which is purely what corresponds with me as a person, leading onto point 2.

Getting personal here, I have absolutely 0 friends outside of my internet life. I stopped making friends around my junior year after too many just stopped or drifted apart from me, and the thought of just losing another person who knows me irl just kind of numbs me. And I've graduated. And the downside of going to a school in a different town is not knowing anyone at the town you live in. So I'm an anti social mess that just spends most of my time at home or at work, or being outside and exploring if it's warm enough.

Having no outside relationships is something I've gotten used to, but on a personal level, I am a sad touch-starved piece of shit who just enjoys the thought of the physical touch love language, (as well as some gift giving, but, like I said, no irl friends to give gifts to.)

Lore time. My curiosity kind of sprouted back in uh... 6th grade I think. Watching yt videos and looking at art on Google in secret and remembering I felt kinda uncomfortable at the kinks?

Eventually I made this blog around 2022.. I think. Was never active, but at the time I was very into the DSMP, loved it, but I am upset I joined that fandom so late. But, out of curiosity, I decided to come here and search "DSMP tickle" and that set everything into motion for me. I saw fanfics, art, headcanons and that was the spark that lit everything to me. I can thank that wonderful side of the DSMP for unleashing myself and allowing me to step out of my comfort zone, making a dsmp-sona (which is now Itura but in my personal fantasy SMP) and molding at her lore.

I loved being apart of the dsmp tickle side of it all, making friends and such, but eventually, the members of the dsmp started to get bad reps and I eventually stepped back from the fandom and created and planned out my own fantasy SMP, the WingSMP. I very much want to make it real in the far future, but right now, all I have is two ocs and my boyfriend's Oc. I still need to expose the basic lore.

But at the same time, I continued to make tickle content and still earned followers while doing so. I'm proud of the amount of followers I have now, and I hope that more people would like to make their own WingSMP ocs or become tword art mutuals, just drawing each other's ocs back and forth.

Yeah. I'm touch starved, I wanna be platonically cuddled/held/tickled just so I actually feel physically comforted for the first time since, what, 2nd grade? Mental and emotional comfort is just numb to me at this point. "You're doing a great job!" "I'm proud of you!" "You don't have anything to be sorry for!" Is all just in one ear out the other. I just wanna be tickled from time to time (And mayyybe with some teases >///>) and just given aftercare once it's over. I find that the purest form of comfort in my opinion and I want to experience it.

Am I cringe for wanting this? Absolutely. Am I embarrassed to be admitting all of this to anyone who sees this. Without a doubt. But to those who ever come across this, whether it's from tiktok, discord or some other platform, at least knowing this may help better understand one of my more hidden secrets.

Now Onto the OC ref sheets (WIP, Post will be edited)

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Itura and OverWing finally have their ref sheets made! And soon, OverWing's tickle ref sheet will be made soooooon! (Itura's is made already). This will be a pinned post once and will be edited once I get these concepts along with my main Sona's ref sheet (*cough* and uh, tickle ref sheet). These 3 Ituras will be the recognized concepts of this blog!

Itura (bound)

OverWing

Tword ref sheets: (In the works when I actually feel motivated.)

[cleofast]

So hi! I know I've kinda switching moods a lot latetly and Im sorry for that. Things irl are strange and well I decided I'm gonna start trying reduce my time on social media. There's some reasons I want to explain:

Seeing the lore analisys side outside of dreblr has kinda make me spiral a bit. Bc I've seen people accuse of awful stuff and be assholes towards real people just bc they had x opinion on ctommy and other characthers. And seeing people being so vile for the non-real feelings of a fictional characther has make me spiral badly.

I'm being more busy and my screen time it's kind of messing up my schedule. It's also not allowing me working on fandom stuff I want to do nor re-watching the dsmp as i wanted to. I've tried to take a breaks in the past but i always fail. It's really difficult when I'm mostly alone all the time.

And I am kind of a bad headspace regarding my art. I just rarely like what I draw and it's being demotivating latetly. The fact that I know I'm a small acc and therefore I'm not gonna see many people liking my art doesnt help even if I am normally okay with that.

And the first one has made loss a bit of motivation and love in anything ctommy regarding and a bit for dsmp related stuff. And I dont want that. If you saw the comic I posted yesterday, you can see I still want to do a lot of stuff for the dsmp and I still love it sm.

That's why I need a break to organise myself and let my positive feelings for the dsmp heal. I also want to get into lore analysis too, I'd love to share my visons and observations with more to back them up. But I need time to not only re-watch the dsmp but also time to find let my love for it to stabilize again and motivation to actually do so. I dont want to let a overuse of social media and toxic fans ruin the fun I have here so Im taking a break. I'll never leave and I'll come back in soon if I dont fail in making this. BUt just wanted to say that dreblr is amazing with it's flaws and pros has always be welcoming to me and I love you guys <3

[officialdaydreamer00]

some lore crumbs and silly rambles about irene lovejoy's family history and powers (which will be more detailed and fleshed out when i write 'the House of Engelika' and 'DOOMSDAY DEVICE')

FAMILY

the house of engelika had a long history with mixed origins, a few of which were recorded from southern europe during the 1600s

their family tree used to have so many branches for siblings, cousins, nephews and nieces, but a lot of them got struck out as either disowned, unrecorded, or dead

their family name changed from engelika to angelis to lovejoy when irene's great-great-grandmother married a man with that surname

irene's middle name is angelika, in honour of their original family name

irene has four younger sisters named after the muses

POWERS

initially, i gave her technology related powers since her og lore had her created a soon-to-be popular video game (*cough* minecraft) and thus born birb child erin

later on, i thought "owls and crows are cool birbs and i like them *gasp :O* maybe,,, i can recycle erin's idea and turn that into her powers instead!!" ,,,,,and then percy jackson came roundhouse kicking me in the face :'D so i made her a child of athena bc it kinda fits her vibes and personality. but that's another au and i digress ^-^

then my irl and i, we goofed around with our ocs' dorm outfit, and i threw in a variant of victorian mourning dress for shits and giggles. I DID NOT THINK WE'D RENOVATE RAMSHACKLE INTO A FUNERAL HOUSE— :'D

and after that, derivakat made her grand comeback with her dsmp bangers, aka doomsday (especially doomsday), and that got me thinking "dark irene??" and whipped out a design for her dorm uniform, with braincells losing sessions with my irl :D

so now, her current power is: dark arts with a huge side of crow summoning :D she can (kinda) manipulate dark matter and/or shadows, and can summon a murder of crows from inside her cloak to do her biddings. she can also talk to crows (and, to an extent, owls) as a result, like philza minecraft and his chat :D

tagging people in lore to confuse them: @identity-theft-101 @thehollowwriter @xen-blank @taruruchi @axvwriter @cookiesandbiscuits @azulashengrottospiano @ferris-the-wheel @dove-da-birb @siren-serenity @edith-is-a-cat @escha-evenstar @ameleii @loser-jpg

[the-sex-havers-au]

Welcome to the TSH blog !!

(My main MCYT blog is @the-cockroach-that-survived )

The TSH AU (aka The Sex Havers AU) is a DSMP band and college AU. It features the DSMP members (along with some other CCs occasionally) all as college students, and DTQK as a band called “The Sex Havers” (thus the AU name).

All characters featured are based on the CCs AND their Minecraft counterparts, so they’re not purely CC! Or C!

For the record, I do not actively support or watch every single CC included in this AU, however I do like MOST of them, and I keep a handful I don’t simply because I have been working on this AU a very long time and I am attached to how I’ve characterized them, and/or their character is kinda plot important so it’s hard to just entirely not include them.

I’ve been working on this AU since early-mid 2021, and it means a lot to me.

I haven’t worked on it actively in probably about a year atp so I’m kind of in the process of revamping everything (it is a forever WIP regardless, so pretty much everything about the characters and story is subject to change)

On this blog I will: post art and comics of the TSH characters, talk about the AU, take asks both in and out of character, and frankly whatever else I see fit related to the AU.

I hope you all enjoy this just as much as I have enjoyed making it for going on 3 years now !! :33

Tags:

Art: #tsh art

Story/lore: #tsh lore

Asks/ooc asks: #tsh asks/#ooc tsh asks

All characters also have their own tags in the format of #tsh!character

[v0idsp3rson]

!!THINGS TO KNOW!!

Hello! I'm v0idsp3rson, this is my tumblr homepage lol.

I have some rules for blog!

#1: No being a bully! That means no being really rude to anyone.

#2: The second rule is have fun because felt like I needed a rule, so then I had to create a second rule. Blame the ocd.

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I am in a few fandoms, however I don't post about them that often, but if you don't want any possible spoilers for a book or tv series, here is a list! Dsmp(Minecraft server, no I do not support all the creators) Qsmp(Minecraft server, no I do not support all the creators) Hermitcraft(Minecraft server, no unfortunately there won't be many posts about this one srry lol) Mcga(Rick Riordan book series, Magnus Chase and the Gods of Asgard) Rick Riordan(His book series in general, Magnus gets his own part because he's my favorite) Wof(Wings of Fire, DRAGONS! qibli qibli qibli qibli) Warriors(Cats lol) A few tv shows/videogames, but not necessarily in the fandom; Good Omens, Marvel, uhhhh, I'll add to this later A few tv shows/videogames that I am in the fandom of; Undertale/Deltarune, JWCC(Jurassic World Camp Cretaceous), Portal(pls no spoilers for me I'm not finished with the second one yet), and more that I will add onto here later That is my list of fandoms, pls enjoy whatever you find on here!

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My art has different levels of art

My main style: Sort of Cartoon/anime= litterly everyone's art style but their own version aka my own art style that I made Ig(I guess)

It varies in intensity of how my brain says I can do art.

lv.1; drawin' regularly

lv.2; more cartoonish than normal kinda silly

lv.3; bro wtf is this? This ain't art the fuq?

Right now I'm at lv.2

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!! hey just so you guys know !!

I am broke, I have no money, I had to point that out. I had a lot of asks in my inbox and I felt really bad because I couldn't help people, and then realized I was being a dumba$$ and answered them so other people could see and spread the word I sincerely apologize I've had those in there for a long time and I just hope that nothing bad happened to some of them and they got the help they all needed. That being said, i'll try to spread the word more often, people all around the world need help and we all need to do our part or at least try to help them.

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Tags:

The Void Games (<- all posts relating to the event)

My Art (<- all posts with my art in it[or something i rebloged that had the tag in it])

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DNI IF U R : Homophobic, transphobic, racist, sexist, ableist, nsfw(just don't respond anything nsfw/say anything nsfw on my posts pls I don't really care if u r nsfw), map or map supporter, proshipper, or terf.

Hope u have here!

(pfp was found on pinterest[if anyone knows who drew it please tell me], oc drawing permission box thing by frogsforthefrogwar, mutual userbox by burntoutuserboxes, pride userboxes by zero-templates, crow userbox by crowleys-plant, boop box by radio-graphics, Minecraft userbox by turnsyouintoabox(thank u for making that one :]), I lost the users that made boops u and ocd boxes if u find them pls tell me)

[griancraft]

Ok as per my last post. This is Long and very much about my feelings so uh don’t read it if you don’t want to. Also I’m aware I sound genujneky crazy for half of this I’m just really really mentally ill in ways I don’t talk about here at all and now I am sharing them and it’s. A little scary but oh well. The system stuff is the stuff I’m most concerned about right now to be honest bc it effects my day to day and if anyone has any kind words or thoughts on what to do I’ll be happy to listen

Please read my previous post if you’re mad /gen I don’t think I say anything bad here but I have really bad morality ocd so like uhm I am scared to post this!!! Prev post

Also I’m very sorry that the prose is terrible to read and my spelling is shit I have dyspraxia which is a coordination thing and it’s worse rn

The maybe I was boring album came on yesterday while I was cleaning and I had to stop what I was doing and turn it off halfway through because I just couldn’t stop hearing an admission. I wasn’t even sad I was just. So done with it. I still am just kinda like. God I hope Shelby is doing ok with all this being public now. I’m glad she was able to heal like she said and I’m glad she made the video dude.

I almost got his lyrics tattooed if that’s testament to how much I loved his early music. It’s not connecting in my brain that this music that’s been apart of my life for like 4 years and helped me through so much was made by an abuser.

But like, in retrospect you can see it. I can’t bear to delete ycgma off my mp3 player bc I related to his songs so much as an abused lonely teenager but I also can’t bare to listen to it. I learned the fall on my guitar as my final exam and I used to repeat his lyrics to myself to cope with abuse and I wish I could still love these songs. I dressed like his dsmp character bc I thought it made me look cool. Which is lame as fuck to admit now lol

Originally I was planning on pirating them and I like, can’t especially after that manipulative ass statement. How much was an act? I don’t know. I don’t know if I’m a bad person because I still kinda do want to listen to that music again. I still want to feel that safe but I know I won’t feel that way anymore.

with dsmp stuff I think I’m going to be still able to look back fondly on it generally and I don’t think I’ll ever stop. The community was what made it and the community is what I loved, and i still do. I don’t think I’m going to reblog art of him specifically but if he’s in it I might. Idk. My policy on dream fanart is if he’s not alone in the art and it’s dsmp or mcc related I reblog so I guess I’ll continue that here. Im sorry if that sounds callous I just. Am not prepared to talk about this so I’m going back and forth

And like. We also have a wilbur factive/fictive and we have for years now and nobody in our system knows how to feel about that. He formed to fill the role of a big brother (I was being heavily emotionally neglected at that point and needed someone to be there for me) and protector from my parents abuse. Obviously, he is entirely separate from his source now bc alters change a lot for me but how we picture him is still wilbur. he’s literally just some guy now but grappling with that connection is fucked up dude it’s weird. He’ll probably further distance himself but it still fucking sucks and I don’t know how to communicate the cognitive dissonance we had to push through bc our brain struggled at first to make sense of how this person who we liked so much that he became the template for a Protector to shield us from the emotional neglect and abuse, essentially, is a terrible person. I’m sorry I know people who aren’t systems, and some who are ngl, will find this fuckibg nuts and I get that but we’re a very very internal person like I just. Kinda am with us as a system a lot and nobody else. It feels like my safe space that I’ve created in my head has been marred. Also. uhm. Our alters speak in distinct voices so it’s bad bad for me rn and we are trying to fix it. I know I know fictives and factives arenttheir source but that doesn’t change that it makes me feel gross. I’m rambling rn I’m sorry. Support Shelby.

[plantywitchmoved]

Really starting lgbt+ pride month right! Love wins

Karl 🩵💜

[barzfrommarz]

Hey barz :] It’s late, and instead of working on the Pogtopia TNT duo comic I started tonight (because comics are lowkey so intimidating), I came to your blog to ask you some questions:

How often do you think about the fact that Revivebur has canonical PTSD related to swords? I think about it a normal about and it doesn’t add extra angst to anything I write, especially not a death scene or anything (some of the biggest lies ever told)

Does everyone it this fandom who likes c!Wilbur and was in a toxic relationship at one point also project that onto c!MAD duo, or is that just like a me thing? (This question is more of a joke, but still)

Any c!Wilbur headcanons that you wanna share?

Are you excited to hear about all the c!Wilbur angst in all my DSMP AU’s (it’s a LOT)

Anyways, have a good day/night, bye :D

tysm for the c!wilbur questions!

I think about c!wilburs ptsd a normal amount! I never particularly think about his trauma revolving swords tho. I think back to the moment in the finale stream where I think c!tommy pulls out a sword in anger (excuse me it’s been over a year since I watched the final stream) and I think about how that would’ve affected c!wilbur. I like to think his body tensed up and his eyes widened and he flinched back a little in that moment. Thinking it was happening again.

Maybe. I wouldn’t be suprised but I never rlly think abt c!mad duo a lot. I should more tho their dynamic has so much potential

-I like to think he’s the kinda guy to refuse to admit he’s disabled/Neurodivergent/Mentally ill. Nope i’m fine type beat. Powering thru the chronic pain and the autistic meltdowns and manic episodes like it’s nothing

-Tourette’s syndrome. I’ve never talked abt this headcanon before but I have tics irl and I feel like he would have them.

-He is a big fan of other forms of art. I think he would paint and write novels he will never show to anyone

-He lost all pain tolerance after revival.

-He has a speech impediment. He grew out of it but it never fully went away

-Pathetically anxious. No comment

-Shakes/trembles constantly. He’s just colder now

-He never knows when he is sick. He will often go weeks without realizing it and usually has to have someone tell him he’s sick (if it’s not bad enough)

-I think he would age regress to cope. In secret of course (c!quackity knows)

-speaking of c!quackity, c!wilbur never realized he was secretly crushing on him bc he never picked up on the social cues

YES I AM. I don’t read a lot of fanfiction anymore but I will still read c!wilbur angst any day

You too tysm for asking I love talking abt c!wilbur :)))))))

[queenarsinoethepoisoner]

About me/Things to know

-I’m Raven

-My pronouns are They/He/She

I mainly post drawings, generally traditional art, sometimes digital art

Here’s a list of all the fandoms I’m currently in:

MCYT: Hermitcraft, Traffic smp, Empires, Evo, Dsmp (Very rarely)

Video games: Stardew valley, Hollow knight, Pokémon

Books: 3 dark crowns, The lunar chronicles, Ace of Shades/The Shadow Game Series, All of us Villians

Tv shows: Gravity falls, The owl house, Amphibia

AUs: Boatem knights by Applestruda, The hermit archives by Sixteenth days, Hermits hollow by Majickth, Bets against the void by Mikaotter, ATUS by aayaptre, GG rivals Au by greenchrysanthemums, Princess bride Au by Gladumf. (Boatem knights AU, Hermits hollow AU, GG rivals au, and Princess bride Au are the creators tumblr name. The others can be found on ao3)

Miscellaneous: Hamilton, Six the musical, Helluva boss, Hazbin hotel

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Mainly this blog is MCYT, however I will randomly throw other things in the mix, so it’s kinda a melting pot of fandoms. I do take art requests, so feel free to shoot me one, however it might take me a bit to actually draw it.

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I do sometimes draw or reblog characters being shipped, specifically MCYT, but just as a disclaimer, I do not ship the ccs, only ever the characters. And I will not ship anyone who is uncomfortable with being shipped.

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I am not really on any other social media, so I do not have access to know if a content creator has said that they are uncomfortable with being shipped, so please tell me if I do ship someone who is not comfortable with being shipped. On that same note, I also will most likely have no idea if a content creator is toxic or does something on a social media platform, so again, please tell me if someone I draw is toxic or has done something to anger the community.

Adding onto this: I do not support William Gold, he’s a disgusting piece of shit. Get off my blog if you support him. If you don’t know what he did, literally just look through the William Gold tags

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For art it’s just ‘#ravens art’. I try to tag my text posts as ‘raven spews words’, but I’m not really consistent with it. Asks are always tagged with ‘Ravens asks’ And tag games are tagged as ‘tag games!’ Every once in a while I’ll tag my reblogs, but that’s once in a blue moon. I’m gonna be honest the only tag I’m really consistent with is the art one, so good luck if you’re trying to find anything else.

Added on specifically for art fight!!! “Ravens fighting art” for any of my art fight attacks!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Last little thing: I do not consent to my art being used in any way, shape, or form to train ai, or anything related to ai.

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Art fight is coming up! Here is my link if anyone wants to take a look at my ocs or anything like that!

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And that’s it!

(Just gonna tag all my fandoms don’t mind me)

[gr3yyyyy]

intro? maybe?

hello all !!!!, my name is grey!!!

i post art, fanfics, i ramble, it’s mostly reblogs here, to be fair—i’m gonna be continuing on with tagging all my posts with my tags ^_^, which are below >:3

this all will likely be changed as i grow & evolve as a person ^_^ !!!!

dni / interact / boundaries :

dni : basic dni, no t3rfs, r4c1ts, p3d0s, pr0sh1p, z00s—i will not tolerate homophobia, transphobia, abelism on my blog. have some mortals before you interact w me <3

interact !! : anyone in any of the fandoms i’m in !!, if you think i’m epic don’t be afraid to ask for a moot, i will probably say yes >:3

boundaries :

jokey petnames ✅

innuendos ✅

flirting,, platonic or romantic ❌

any nsfw or clearly explicit stuffs ❌

my tags :

#gr3yyyyy art - all my arts!!, digital, traditional, writings, etc :3

#gr3yyyyy asks - answers to my asks, which is always open so feel free to ask anything !!!

#gr3yyyyy rambles - various talkings, mostly just me complaining about school and such :0

#gr3yyyyy reblogs - reblogs, pretty self explanatory lolsies,,,,

#free palestine - reblogs of go fund me’s, and asks relating to palestine 🇵🇸

alt blogs :

@ask-phoenixxx - my agent phoenix askblog (which i wanna reboot-kinda,,) !!! i rarely get asks so 🥺

my fandoms !! :

shows : gravity falls, hannibal, good omens(by terry pratchett only xoxo), forged in fire <3

games : ieytd !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! minecraft!!! (the game itself, hermitcraft, …..dsmp), cult of the lamb, inscyrption, the room games (i’ve only beaten 4 & VR,,,),

there are probably thing i’m forgetting,,,,,,,,,, i’ll add them later /silly

carrds :

none yet !!! when i make them i’ll add them here <3

extras :

to accounts asking for donors of any kind, im have no money due to the fact that i’m a minor—and this is a small as hell account. please don’t ask,, 🫶

[iturastwordblog-youdidntseethis]

Op ok so my moots and friends outside of tumblr are slowly finding this account and I feel I have to elaborate on the contents of my own blog why I draw/write what I do. This could also go for anyone else who finds this blog out of curiosity.

For starters, this blog is purely safe for work, no kinks no explicit art/subjects, none of that. I don't mind any people of any age interacting with my account as long is it's sfw on MY account as well. I want the safety to go both ways for me and other people. I as well want people to be able to explore their own tickle-related interests as I did on here, and I do so by posting about wholesome, fluffy content that's comforting, which is purely what corresponds with me as a person, leading onto point 2.

Getting personal here, I have absolutely 0 friends outside of my internet life. I stopped making friends around my junior year after too many just stopped or drifted apart from me, and the thought of just losing another person who knows me irl just kind of numbs me. And I've graduated. And the downside of going to a school in a different town is not knowing anyone at the town you live in. So I'm an anti social mess that just spends most of my time at home or at work, or being outside and exploring if it's warm enough.

Having no outside relationships is something I've gotten used to, but on a personal level, I am a sad touch-starved piece of shit who just enjoys the thought of the physical touch love language, (as well as some gift giving, but, like I said, no irl friends to give gifts to.)

Lore time. My curiosity kind of sprouted back in uh... 6th grade I think. Watching yt videos and looking at art on Google in secret and remembering I felt kinda uncomfortable at the kinks?

Eventually I made this blog around 2022.. I think. Was never active, but at the time I was very into the DSMP, loved it, but I am upset I joined that fandom so late. But, out of curiosity, I decided to come here and search "DSMP tickle" and that set everything into motion for me. I saw fanfics, art, headcanons and that was the spark that lit everything to me. I can thank that wonderful side of the DSMP for unleashing myself and allowing me to step out of my comfort zone, making a dsmp-sona (which is now Itura but in my personal fantasy SMP) and molding at her lore.

I loved being apart of the dsml tickle side of it all, making friends and such, but eventually, the members of the dsmp started to get bad reps and I eventually stepped back from the fandom and created and planned out my own fantasy SMP, the WingSMP. I very much want to make it real in the far future, but right now, all I have is two ocs and my boyfriend's Oc. I still need to expose the basic lore.

But at the same time, I continued to make tickle content and still earned followers while doing so. I'm proud of the amount of followers I have now, and I hope that more people would like to make their own WingSMP ocs or become tword art mutuals, just drawing each other's ocs back and forth.

Yeah. I'm touch starved, I wanna be platonically cuddled/held/tickled just so I actually feel physically comforted for the first time since, what, 2nd grade? Mental and emotional comfort is just numb to me at this point. "You're doing a great job!" "I'm proud of you!" "You don't have anything to be sorry for!" Is all just in one ear out the other. I just wanna be tickled from time to time (And mayyybe with some teases >///>) and just given aftercare once it's over. I find that the purest form of comfort in my opinion and I want to experience it. Am I cringe for wanting this? Absolutely. Am I embarrassed to be admitting all of this to anyone who sees this. Without a doubt. But to those who ever come across this, whether it's from tiktok, discord or some other platform, at least knowing this may help better understand one of my more hidden secrets.