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NPMD Tarot - The Star
Others from the series: The Hierophant, The Lovers, The Devil, Strength, The World
A bit of symbolism under the cut, but I'm curious of other interpretations 👀✨
I matched The Star with Ruth based mostly on visuals and the reverse meaning (which among other things mentions feeling like everything is against you, which I thought fit her well).
Elements that represent hope, opportunities and shining bright from the original card are turned into foreshadowing of her death here.
Light - Her Moment, chance, ambitions and wants. The second she enters it, she's dead.
Background - theater seats, empty.
#nerdy prudes must die#ruth fleming#npmd#lauren lopez#fanart#tarot#tarot cards#my art#digital art#clip studio paint#you thought I was done with those huh?? ;D#two more!! feel free to guess the card/character combos#im not sure if i mentioned them anywhere and I happen to rather like them so!!#also changed my strategy with these - rather than universal typography placement/color this one is adjusted specifically for this piece#so it looks less awkward on its own but also doesnt match the others#i'll adjust the older ones to be good stand-alones and then maybe collect all of them in one post and unify them there again... we will see#thats in case someone is scrolling through these and wondering why they changed c:#500
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hands you all this cal to announce i’ve FINALLY finished fallen order (by which i mean i finally picked it up again after those couple hours i played a few months ago and then finished the whole game in 2 days lol)
#cal kestis#bd 1#jedi fallen order#jfo#star wars#my doods#anyway HOLY CRAP YOU MEAN STAR WARS WAS ALLOWED TO BE GOOD BEFORE ANDOR (2022-)??????????????? AND I DIDNT KNOW??#i love cal i loved the story i love how cinematic and amazing it looked good lord#i don't think i've ever played a game which gets such an amazing sense of scale across#like all the great temples or fallen starships were just Wow#like bracca ALONE gobsmacked me. seeing all these things i grew up watching in tcw as wreckage was like Ough Wow and THEY FELT SO HUGE#im just. wow!!#and THAT FINAL MISSION HUH. MOST FEAR INSPIRING VIDEOGAME ENCOUNTER EVER#my only criticisms are the awkward navigation/ level design in some areas and maybe the ending felt a bit lackluster somehow#i say somehow bc i dont get how lol#the reason im making this post past midnight is bc i got off work at 10pm and then immediately had to finish it LOL#anyway big heart emojis im very happy i sat down and actually played it finally#i want jedi survivor now LOL unfortunately it costs money and i have a rule i never buy games in release year lol#tbh i never rlly buy games til they're £20 or less
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On that note when therianthropy becomes about being a human roleplaying as an animal then a lot of folks start feeling a need to call themselves clinical lycanthropes and even psychotic delusional when they simply aren't. Just because they know they actually are the thing they identify as and it isn't a game. The same thing happened to fictionkin in the 2010s and we're now watching it happen to therians in real time.
#therian#alterhuman#it's kind of the ''tiktok autism effect'' huh#autism level 1 = being a little awkward but not at all disabled or ever struggling? well I must be level 2 then!
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Me: why do all the characters from Yona form really strong bonds with the party’s resident lizard?
Also me: *falls in love with every single lizardfolk (or in the case of Taishen, Dragonborn) LOA has to offer*
#yes this is me saying that I am liking Sarnax a lot more than I thought I would#like he’s quite a fun character so far in a way that I wasn’t expecting#like he’s very intense but in a quite way (compared to shepherds loud intensity)#and he’s also just. very relatable.#dude is just so socially awkward. even when he tries to be charming he comes off as intimidating#I just. I love him. a lot more than I was expecting to.#I’m not even done with chapter 2 yet and I’m already quite fond of this funky little lizard#even Briggsy took me half the campaign before I started really liking his character#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#ouaw#kremy lecroux#edge of midnight#briggsy kratch#curse of strahd#curse of strahdanya#sarnax of the edelwood#icebound#taishen fireblossom#I like on how I’m making this post less than a day after making the ‘Yona is basically Texas’ post#damn it’s really just a Texan thing huh#(/lh /j)
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2011 Italian Grand Prix - Vettonso
#SORRY. I AM GOING THROUGH IT.#this is why i had to put vettonso merchant in my bio bcs if i dont post them at least 5x a week ill die#their dynamic in this race is like actually indecipherable to me#cause this is the race where fernando 'allegedly' said fuck you my boy#but their dynamic is so odd????#like they have that happen in the cooldown room#and then generally ignore each other on the podium#and then we randomly get this cute moment and then they INSTANTLY go back to being awkward#but then in the press con they keep talking about each other and looking at each other???? okay :)#sometimes im just like. yeah no i give up on trying to understand them#not rly noticeable in these buts its so funny how seb pats him to get his attention#and then immediately goes to cheer as if to be like 'huh what i didnt touch uou'#to ref that one post about this race said: he didnt wanna embarrass himself again by getting turned on#stealing this from c cough cough but hes like 'oh no!! if he looks at me im gonna embrass myself on broadcast again!!'#anyways i love this moment and the pics from this are like my fav ever 2010s pics of them so yeah <3#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#we do a little bit of f1#*its so odd i completely remember finishing this and scheduling it last night#*but when i woke up it was only half done??? im still confused#2011 italian gp
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Their moms wanted a photo
#I’m going for peak awkward eighties photoshoot vibes here#my mha art#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha#deku#midoriya izuku#izuku midoriya#katsuki bakugou#bakugou katsuki#lord explosion murder god dynamight#bkdk#dkbk#bkdkbk#dkbkdk#bakudeku#dekubaku#oh man y’all got a lot of those huh
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post-system reveal yue qingyuan calls shen qingqiu "xiao yuan" exactly once and the look on both shen qingqiu AND luo binghe's faces is enough to make him go ah, got it, never again
#keri chats#bingqiu#yue qingyuan#svsss#scum villain's self saving system#luo binghe's possessive hissing ''MY HUSBAND. PAWS OFF''#shen qingqiu's awkward-ass ''ahaha PLEASE stop it's qingqiu''#yue qingyuan's deflated ''no qi-ge even for this version huh...''
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how it feels being one of the like 3 ppl on tumblr not portraying könig as a creepy asshole panty sniffing incel freak
#robin talks#call of duty#konig#könig#konig cod#‘don’t like dont read’ fuck you actually 🤗#‘just because im writing problematic stuff doesnt mean im condoning it’ then what does it mean. huh. what does it mean then.#i love portraying konig as a goofy awkward loser but not in the creepy way
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ABO verse
Hohenheim finally figured out the person who scent marked his son. He’s ill with the thought that Ed’s commanding officer is abusing his power over Ed.
Ed, of course, thinks that’s a bunch of bullshit. To Hohenheim, he said: “Roy was there for me more than you ever were.”
Hohenheim let go of the soldier, utterly crushed by the thought that his children’s suffering came from him.
Ed rushed yo Roy's side, who’s gagging and nursing his throat, but Roy told him: "I'm fine. Go see to your father."
“But…”
“Edward, go!”
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Idk I just wanna see some ABO verse conflicts
#RoyEd#Hohenheim#sketch#roy and Hohenheim have awkward bonding time afterward#So... you and Fullmetal's mom huh... you didn't date anyone for 400 years?#‘... I heard you have a reputation as a womanizer.’#‘…’#‘….’#‘Sorry I asked... sir.’#fma
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*Slaps some Los Angeles Azules on this married-divorced couple* WOOO
Hi!
I was listening to this song the other day and thought about making a stupid thing with Comic Ambrosius sitting in a plastic chair with a bottle (of alcohol) in hand with colorful lights like a party- but I drew this comic instead where nothing happens and it's just Ambrosius looking at Ballister jskdsj
I didn't give myself much time to draw it bc I got stuff to do (pipipi) but it's colorful and that's all that matters to me ajskd
Under the cut there's the first idea and other things too c:
HC that Ambrosius listens to vieja culia's (HC 2 that he's a thirty-something vieja culia too) music and drinks Gato Negro wine and cries for Ballister while regretting his life choices from fifteen years ago
BTWW I wrote down this idea aksjdsaj I hope it makes sense, also I base every single thing I make for them on the few first chapters I read of the comic on internet, so- you know🧍 each number is supposed to be a panel wiii
It's based over that moment in the Good Place where Michael's like 'what am i supposed to say-?' and then says all he has done wrong, and Chidi's like, yeah, exactly that. And so, Michael apologies for real and he confesses he's scared and waa (I think, i haven't rewatched the show in a while pipipi)
I swear that I had thought of something deeper but then I forgot to write it down at the moment and had to improvise now ajsdkadj Curse my terrible memory.
Anyways, maybe Ballister's getting the apology he wanted but he hates Ambrosius so much and has so much resentment that his apology just makes him angrier- in a Yeah, you should hate yourself, I'm glad you do way, but he still feels like weird bc the guy's apologizing, and he has fondness for Ambrosius despite everything, so he's like 🧍
(HC that he is very resentful and is very hurt/upset that it took Ambrosius so long to dignify himself to apologize?)
I love them so much your honor
By the way, I didn't know Comic Ambrosius was a tad bit shorter and I love that fact 10/10
#nimona#ballister blackheart#ambrosius goldenloin#goldenheart#blackloin#my art#I'm drawing another comic but it's pure fluff based over a little scene in a kdrama with movie goldenheart and the difference is so funny#where younger ballister says something romantic and younger Ambrosius' like (manly) squealing and then playing it cool#but Ballister already looked at him with heart eyes forever and ever - their relationship was sorta new so they're still awkward and shy#HC that Ambrosius or maybe not so hc that he's very enthusiastic and sometimes loud and his personality is endearing to Ballister#BROSKI I love the fact that both ships are so different fr asdjhdja#Like I only think sad stuff for Blackloin but only sweet stuff for movie Goldenheart I just want the bestest for the last ship#And the first one nu huh
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Self Care
Time sighed heavily as he dragged his feet into the house. Last night had been a disaster - one trauma after another, one death after another. He hadn’t had back to back deaths in a while, maybe even since the war.
It was disheartening and exhausting, to say the least.
Four had texted him a couple times. Apparently the young man had been working last night and had been anticipating admitting Time’s cases, but they’d never made it up to him.
Malon had texted him too, a message of love, even though she had no idea what had happened; she’d been asleep, after all. Now she was at work, and Time barely had a few hours before a scheduled procedure in the late morning. He really should have just slept in the on call room, but he’d wanted to go home.
A sense of relief flowed over him as he entered the empty house. Most of the inhabitants were at work, leaving the place quiet.
Time shook the rattling sound of alarms in his head. He needed quiet.
He wasn’t much of a religious person, he had to admit, but today maybe he’d say a prayer. To whoever was listening.
Sighing, Time walked into the kitchen, finding leftover comfort food and heating it up. While he did so he closed all the blinds, trying to simulate night as closely as possible. He had four hours before he had to get going again. He’d take advantage of it.
Grabbing a bottle of beer and the food he’d warmed up, he slid to the kitchen floor, staring off into the void. Time fiddled with his phone a moment, putting soft music on the speaker. And then he stared again.
He didn’t have words, or feelings. But in this moment, he could just basque in peace.
Taking a deep breath, he slowly ate and drank. Then he grabbed some water and headed upstairs to the shower. After standing under the water for probably twenty minutes, he eventually stepped out and dressed himself in the most comfortable pajamas he could find.
And then he paused in front of the guest room.
Peering in, he saw the one inhabitant in the home aside from him. Sky didn’t have to work today, so naturally the young man was sleeping in.
Time thought of the family mourning their lost loved one, and he stepped inside the room.
Sky didn’t stir as he sat on the bed. Didn’t stir as he ran a hand through his hair. Only furrowed his brow slightly when he kissed his temple. Time sat there watching him for what felt like forever, and he said a silent prayer.
Taking a deep breath, he walked to his bedroom, closing the room darkening curtains, sipped his water, put on an ambiance video, and went to bed.
He’d be fine. But for now he’d just focus on taking care of himself.
#That awkward moment when you write something you think is comfort#And then you reread later and are like “huh idk if others consider this comfort” LOL#he DOES take care of himself it counts#There’s comfort!?#idk lovelies#lu in healthcare#writing#lu time#lu sky
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OUTLANDER (2014—) Roger & Brianna in every episode: S07E03, Death Be Not Proud
#outlander#outlanderedit#outlander spoilers#themackenziesarehere#tvedit#periodedit#perioddramaedit#brianna mackenzie#roger mackenzie#roger x brianna#*mine#i stand by the fact that bree has more social skills than roger but by god they are both awkward little bugs huh!!!!!!#when they're trying to get fiona to leave them alone and they're both just the 🧍♂️ emoji
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The thing about fem! Yuu, is that I do genuinely think she’d be treated a bit differently than her male and gn counterparts, not in a weird way though ofc, just that some characters would treat her differently. Like, Leona is obviously going to be a bit more respectful to her, or maybe Deuce wouldn’t know how to talk to her at first. After a couple of weeks or maybe a month I think they’d just. Forget that she was a girl and start treating her the same regardless. Idk, there would be slight differences but nothing that’s like. Weird or anything. Because NRC is an all boys school so fem! Yuu would be even more of an “outcast” for lack of a better word, but that’d be gone in a month
#Deuce at the beginning: fuck how do I talk to girls?? isn’t this an all boys school???#Deuce after a little while: Huh? There aren’t any girls here this is an all boys school. Yuu? What does she- OH SHIT WHOOPS I FORGOT#Or like Leona thinking: Shit a woman goes here now? Guess I gotta be nice to her. Or at least nicer#Leona after a little while: You’re just as much as a little shit as everyone else in this godforsaken school so fuck off and leave me alone#those two are the first ones off the top of my head but yall get what I’m going for right?#she’d be treated differently at first cause it’s an all boys school but once they get to know her and stuff they just wouldn’t care anymore#and they wouldn’t be weird about it either just like. a little awkward#but more respectful#until they don’t care anymore and forget about it#twisted wonderland#twst#fem yuu#twst yuu
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GUYS
I LITERALLY MADE THE JOKE THAT I WAS GONNA STEAL SOMEONES PLUSHIES THROUGH THE SCREEN IF MINE DIDNT ARRIVE SOON AND THEY FUCKING. ARRIVED LIKE 8 HOURS LATER
They heard me 🥹
#my mom was like ‘you have something’#and I thought ‘huh that’s weird I didn’t order anything recently’#and then I saw the bag and was like. no fucking way#and when I saw the makeship bags I had to stifle an excited scream because it’s literally midnight and my family is sleeping#yall i literally cried when I opened the bags. I am. so happy.#also just so yall know. frosty has toe beans on his paws. AND THE PALM PART IS A FUCKING HEART#LIKE HIS NOSE#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#ouaw#torbek#morning frost#I am so happy can yall tell?#I am absolutely going to cuddle them while watching Witchlight#(I mean they’re an awkward size to cuddle but idc)
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Druid!Merlin
#merlin#merlin bbc#I think if fantasy/medieval showrunners were brave there would be more long haired men#... i keep doing this huh? first gandalf and now Merlin#no wizard is safe#also tryna get better at reducing features to draw them? i think i made a bit of progress#I've been having so much fun rewatching merlin as a now-adult#it's so FUNNY and AWKWARD like there are so many vine booms and awkward cuts#also can we talk about how there was that gwen/merlin thing at the beginning#*shudders*#fanart#my art#brought to you by Pink Floyd - The Wall (album)
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why is the voice in my head mumbo jumbo.
#hermitblr#hermitcraft#mumbo jumbo#mumbo#why is this happening#awkward little british guy#so basically me but a man#huh.
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