#this is an unofficial post for now bcs stuff are new and all but ya if anyone here wants it. heyyy

[astrxealis]

i now have a ffxiv blog hooray!

[fmdminaharchive]

intro~

oh whaddup, it’s ya girl jamie yet again with a new third muse. only this one isn’t new as i’ve decided to bring back miss na minah. some of you might remember i brought her in last summer originally but i fell through pretty shortly after cuz i, yet again, had too many muses to my name. virtually nothing has changed about her since last time but ofc, as either a refresher for who remembers her vaguely, and an introduction for everyone who doesn’t know her i have some pages for her up here: [biography] [profile] [connections]. i’ll also leave some more info below the cut. if you want to plot, please just like this post or slide into my ims at any time! you can also hit me up on d*sc*rd if you prefer, odds are i respond faster there at: goth gf kim minji#5703 .

the basics about minah: lipstick’s lead vocal, 27 yrs of age aka a ‘92 liner (we love a hag!!!) and all-around mom friend

she grew up in busan with her parents and later, with a younger brother and two younger sisters 

when she was 9 her parents divorced and her dad just kinda... up and left

a few years later her grandparents lost their home and moved into their already rather small apartment

so obviously, things weren’t going well for the na family

minah took on a lot of responsibility in housekeeping, taking care of her siblings/grandparents and even working small side jobs next to school

her mother was working hard to provide for them all so her siblings kinda mainly looked at minah for guidance, even though she wasn’t all that old herself at that age

she was 18 when she got scouted by bc entertainment on a summer afternoon when she was just playing guitar and singing in a local park with some friends

personally, she wasn’t all that interested in going but her younger sister insisted she must, so she did

she trained for two years, most of which went well really, without much of a hitch except that she really had to get used to being away from her family

she debuted as the lead vocal and only narrowly missed the main vocal spot or so her vocal trainer told her, she didn’t care much though

only a few months after lipsticks debut her mother had a back injury and ended up out of work

of course, minah wanted to return home and support her family but well, that wasn’t allowed, she was a debuted idol now

her siblings kinda held it over minah that she wasn’t there to help out both financially (as lipstick was still not making any damn money yet) and around the house

even after lipstick started making money, minah always felt bad for not being there when her family needed her and she continued to carry the guilt with her

when she began earning money, she sent home everything she could miss to help out her family

which caused her siblings to lighten up a little but they remained rather accusatory about how little time she had to be there for them

with that crisis averted everything was fine for a bit 

until ofc, the whole goeun debacle happened

first in the form of lipgloss being shoved forward to divert attention, a plan that failed as all it achieved was that minah was grossly overworked and the general public began to dislike lipgloss and namely their new sound

then goeun left and there was a lot of antis talking about how without goeun lipstick would surely flop

minah was kind of pushed into the role of the new main (unofficial) main vocal both by the general public and bc themselves

she never asked for such a huge responsibility, neither did she want that spotlight but she also didn’t want to let lipstick down so she tried to do the best she could

by now, most of the hate and the people doubting her skill have grown silent, which was a huge relief to minah

but because of that, more and more talk have been within bc to start pushing her more into solo work, something minah doesn’t necessarily want but also doesn’t want to be ungrateful about

so yeah that’s that for what’s going on in her life

about her personality

she’s a very caring person but can be a bit overbearing in it

a mom friend but not in the will coddle you sense, she will give you hell if needed, don’t think she’ll let you get away with stuff

yeah basically loving but firm

a great vocalist ofc, but not super super confident in her voice? she thinks it’s good but no measure for the big main vocals out there

plays guitar and piano very enthusiastically

not necessarily a home body but not super crazy in how she likes to spend her time

prefers going to workout together or going for coffee or cooking dinner with someone over going out or something of the likes

very attached to her family, sometimes to a fault as it tends to draw her attention away from her own life and she has a hard time from seeing their faults, will always defend them even if she shouldn’t 

not a great dancer, she’s never gonna be one and tbh she doesn’t care too much about being one either, she’s there to sing okay

she also has two cats, lucky and min, who she loves dearly

i think that’s the most important stuff? feel free to ask me any questions tho!!!

[convndrums]

here the FAWK she ( the semi-finished masterlist of all my characters ) is ! took way too long but hopefully as you proceed to click on the linque below you’ll know why smh but yep ! i’ll be adding their pages on my account when i’m done with them soon i hope and maybe come back with a bunch of connections for each character but for now this is all i got & smash this like or im me for plots i’d love to get on those finally xx

reintroducing amanda wheeler;  intro & info page.

queen of irony. rich post- faux country gal who’s a loud homosexual and writes hetero fics/has an indie het smut for the absolute shits and giggles. dates a married woman she’s utterly in love with and will pull the life support cord for. said to be possessed by a possessed flapper. cute and knows it even though she looks like a republican. socially open & everywhere. morally grey.

reintroducing imogen yates; intro & info page. ( tw violence )

the grey area between your mom friend and your drunk aunt. happily vegan & owns a vegan restaurant called the fork, alt. the vegan cult’s lair. won’t kill you, but will convince you she really wants to. local brat tamer. minds her business via minding others. clashed head-first into nature’s very own reset button: amnesia. used to be satan and traumatized everyone. disgustingly active and accomplishing.

reintroducing ethan holland; intro & info page. ( tw suicide )

he is a sk8r boi, she said see ya later boy ( and meant it. they’re dating now. hey lourdes ! ) a nice person, so nice he doesn’t realize how fake he sounds/is. a certified headass. previously a bully/bully enabler, current guilty fuck. #torn. does the most for his loved ones. doesn’t remember his own birthday. googled foot fetishes once. trolls stan twitter with his fake selena gomez stan account when tumblr crashes. burned a sue of cide note with his name scribbled on it.

reintroducing sebastian miller; intro & info page ( tw violence )

kazimer sokolov whom. russian ex-cult member well-adjusted into a mundane life via lies, a fake canadian accent he’s ‘trying to get rid of’, being a twilight saga aficionado and a dickwad, a lame record store and a tumblr blog to keep himself sane by maintaining a general aesthetic and shitting on people and every discourse out there. knives/books sniffer. allegedly fucked a moose. probably kinkshames as a way to deal with his own “kinks” aka please keep the dead bodies away. ( im kidding i swear but [redacted] )

reintroducing prudence zima; intro & info page ( tw death )

parents died in a fire when she was two months old and it shows. idolizes avril lavigne & her favorite movie is lords of dogtown for aesthetics references. dude. social leech or effortless networker ? both. remains in her lane regardless. cry-types probably. here for a good time, not a long time. steals your stash and smokes you out with it. avid dick connoisseur. minimum effort lifestyle. either on her way to become a manager of some one hit wonder band that finds it’s demise in a freak accident, a drug dealer or god forbid, a guidance counselor; depends. mild cool girl syndrome. 

reintroducing jennifer meade; intro & info page ( tw death, violence and abuse )

bi/pussy muncher and proud misandrist, first and foremost. remembers killing her brother very fondly. the one girl in a room to call when you want to kill a bug and you’re relieved until she kills it with her bare hand. tops. unstable & chaotic evil, respectively. the ginger devil. biased and has her minion whom she invests a great deal of her time in brain washing and obsessing over. supposedly here to make amends but that’s not happening any time soon.

reintroducing margot williams; intro & info page ( tw mental illness )

deserves better. very gay. all her friends are heathens xtra, take it slow. corrects typos in the gc. a nerdy editorial assistant daydreaming about publishing houses instead of the magazine she works for. lowkey shy and she’s angry about it. goes off if she must. jacks off to #knowledge and yuri anime. helps with homework and essays and takes the kids out. deadpan because we’re original but she swears it’s just the face & unresolved trauma. stans her therapist. unofficial older sister.

reintroducing chandler accardi; intro ( re-written ) & info page

needs to do better. dropped out of college for culinary school then dropped out of that too. was engaged to an absolute goddess he ultimately wronged ( with her damn best friend, bitch disgostin* ) and got kicked out to the curb. currently residing in the couch of his sister until things are resolved. thot-by-default & annoying. has like three ( 3 ) redeeming qualities. has never been told to shut up and it shows. works at buzzfeed.

reintroducing abel gautier; intro & info page

french and “confused”. lives a minimalist n’ expensive life. if american psycho & french kiss were the same movie. wine sniffer. the devil bakes croissants. will watch you die. takes grudges to the afterlife. gets attached but either ruins it or ruins it to spare everyone, himself included. falls in love a lot but knows how to calm the fuck down. very giving, fortunately. manipulative but isn’t too wild about bending everything to his will. 

reintroducing simini gale; intro & info page ( tw abuse, violence & mental illness )

token white actress & character in rosie’s show. [ britney vc ] its me.... against dissociation. a loud mess with an intense mental state and anger issues dulled out by her prescribed meds and whatever pill she got in the bottom of her manager’s purse. dependent and distraught about it. grocery shopping for garbage food and attending comedy stand up shows half drunk as a hobby. stable ? where. very nice and super flighty. heels are hot. wishes she could fight someone without feeling the urge to actually fight someone. 

reintroducing calvin o’shea; intro & info page ( tw mental illness )

it’s not just the depression more than the incredible self hatred. walks into rooms with his bad energy, grumpy mood and cunty attitude. graduated college just to shut his dad up. wants to die harder than edward cullen. just doesn’t give a shit. has a baby named freddie mercury ( also known as the antichrist, with alanis, his mortal literal enemy whom he absolutely despises and will not hesitate to put his dick back in again lbr ) who will probably grow up to talk shit about his parents whom he also mentioned in his tell-all book on ellen. works at his family’s bookstore that sucks the life energy out of college students nearing a mental breakdown.

reintroducing isabel pavia; intro & info page ( tw drug use )

contemporary dances her feelings away. too ambitious for her own good but knows what she’s doing. in a goth ass secret society ( here ) a.k.a her new found purpose. knows everything eventually. oddly trustworthy. doesn’t know what speaking loudly is, let alone yelling. loves the moon & has that moon app. had to take painkillers when she twisted her ankle very badly and would take them for a while for stress and performance reasons, but has stopped. a quiet angel. 

reintroducing anastasia zeller; intro & info page

ambitious/multi-talented asshole. horror trash & an emotional/mental maze which translates well into her weird works on no sleep reddit and current horror comedy podcast. ( click here for info ). needs a therapist according to a friend, whom she dropped for saying that. will bite your head off. obsessed with her works to an unhealthy point. would love to establish a company and stuff out of it and is working on that. healthy relationships are a semi-foreign concept.

reintroducing morgan booker; intro & info page ( tw death )

vape-curious and takes photos of ghost towns and abandoned-everythings because #vision. had a roadtrip phase like the fake deep idiot he is. morally grey. genuinely here for a good laugh and spreading joy in the form of hover-friendships and taking lit candids of his friends. knows shit and comes off as a creep sometimes but does he really care. knows your mom’s name. lives in a disused hospital bc he’s marinating on that aesthetic. 

reintroducing bowie harmon; intro & info page ( tw drug use & abuse )

part of a duo in a web series as the anxious n’ cackling mess. showcases her depressión & anxieté by her colorful wigs n’ new hair dyes. painful receptionist at a tattoo parlor. recovering addict who advocates for drug use. thinks tattooing a ruler on someone’s dick one day would be the peak of her accomplishments as a tattoo artist. daily bad decisions. “ it’s complicated. ” when asked about literally any relationship she has with anyone in her life. traumas include her failed singing career. an ex viner-by-association.

reintroducing shaheen bin baz; intro & info page ( tw violence & mental illness )

the physical deception of going through hell in a short amount of time with zero mental durability to begin with during midterms. trigger-anxious. will shoot your toes off your foot if caught off guard. aided in criminal operations with the brilliance of his mind in codes. would not mind dying. seasons your food. waters his crops in his balcony garden. the grey area between a super laidback dude and a crackhead with violent tendencies. nearing a mental breakdown probably. 

reintroducing minka abbott-santos; intro & info page ( tw abuse )

defeats the evil stepmom stereotype one breath at a time. the human embodiment of a deer. gothic angel. alarmingly gets black swan. type to wake up to her staring at you from an armchair across the room, but lovingly, with a book she was reading in hand and two hot cups of tea; she was waiting to start the day with you. spooky until you get to know her and even more spookier when she’s ( note: calmly ) pissed but that’s extremely rare. gentle voice, soul and everything.

reintroducing reuben faulkner; intro & info page ( tw abuse & violence  )

rekt hell prince. lived in an amish community with his family until he got kidnapped away from home when he was seven into an awful living situation. doesn’t remember if the gas leak that happened five years later and killed everyone was his doing or not. knows where his real family is after months of tracking them down but. blood kink under investigation. shady bouncer at a shady club. has issues he has no care or time to diminish. fights for the shits and giggles. leaves texts at read. leaves you alone for your own good and his own sanity. 

reintroducing alexandra turunen;  info page

wants to do everything and be everything and doesn’t know what to do with herself ( read: post-graduation identity crisis ) currently investing in a motorcycle for no reason. essentially jobless. a “retired” kathryn merteuil who “outgrew” her cunning ways since highschool but really only found new socially destructive interests. appears to be self-possessed but she’s #shaken. doesn’t care about how well she presents herself anymore after getting rejected by four universities and refusing to accept her father’s offer to pull some strings to get her in one. sleeps a lot. 

reintroducing giuseppe del vecchio;  info page ( tw death & drug use  )

goes by pepe because well. son of italian oil peeps & is extra. said to be in a cult when all he’s in is this extra ass dining club that does the most for initiation ceremonies. ready to fall in love with you. goes to the king’s college in london and studies business & changes his minor way too often for everyone’s liking. into everything and will be down to do whatever. faux deep. mischievous shit. incredibly unbiased. had his rawrk n’ roll phase that died along with someone in a club literally. still has it but he knows god now & less drugs.

reintroducing kelian scott;  info page ( tw death & drug use  )

a father/father figure who tries™. runs a mechanic shop/chop shop because bad decisions and dire needs ( had his son to send to school and his daughter who passed away due to a disease he couldn’t afford to treat even after turning his shop into a chop shop. his wife then left him ). stares into the distance. wants the best for the kids but one of them is a junkie ( he doesn’t know yet ) and the other -- his niece -- is an orphan he’s worried about. thinks ahead 24/7. needs to pull out of this dull n’ depressing daily routine he has fallen into like the basic ass divorced dad he is. 

reintroducing sal presley;  info page

smexy trace & fingerprint detective. talks. the perfect illusion to bring home to your parents and friends. gets shit done which is both a good thing and a bad thing. looks calm, collected n’ well-rested but isn’t. his actual name is salvatore but no. knows how to mix drinks and more; used to showcase his multi-talented ass to make his ( currently ex ) fiancée look good now just himself. was engaged three times; two of those times with the same person. obsessive; gets into his job a little too intensely for no reason but #justice and maybe something else whom knows. loses sleep at least two nights a week as a habit at this point. has an extended family back home he misses occasionally. wishes he could calm down truly. 

[the-untouched-flower]

Escapism

o lord im very bad at expressing my feelings. 💯 confirmed that this is my worst personality trait yang paling aku benci, wallahi. alright before i change my mind, lets get started /inhale exhale/ asdfdahakslgskslsn im very thankful to all these crackheads for making my final year in iium so effin freakin amazing and memorable. im gonna stitch every single memories i had with @stuffiium especially the time i spent with my extended family called energizer module (wei we need a cute unofficial replacement name for that, formal benor bunyinye). tbh there was one time somewhere 2 years ago, i felt like leaving bcs of my personal problem but "Ya Allah nabila bersyukur nabila ngak ninggalin STUFF" tiberrr. yes, i choose to stay. in fact, through these crazy people la (also include old members that has graduated) from EM i managed to escape from my personal problem gittew. i build a new ME through STUFF and indirectly, from the help of the members. yawww and another thing, out of all 'places' in iium, this is where i feel like i belonged to the most, no exaggerating but im telling the truth. ye tahu cringey, aku pun rasa meremang huhu but wtv im still gonna write it. bukan selalu aku nak buat luahan hati secara public macam ni tau huhuhu and knowing that im getting old and have less time to spend with these people make me feel sad 😢 they are indeed my favorite people, even if later on im no longer here in iium pls dont forget me, lets not be strangers.

i may regret writing this and might delete it later huks. im officially overcaffeinated right now, so i blame the coffee for making me to write this cringey overdramatic post hmm.

[starliters-blog]

thirty questions!

catching up with tags from eons ago (probably from my hiatus), i was tagged by @chalight​ to do this!!! thank you <3 

one / nicknames i have a bunch! there’s ‘kashi’, my main one along with just ‘kash’. then there’s stuff like ‘uncle kashif’, ‘kash ketchum’, ‘kush’ and my favourite, ‘seven whole grains on a mission’. two / gender female!  three / zodiac sign pisces. four / height i’m a short mf. i stand at 5′3′‘ to 5′4′’ or around 165 cm! five / time it’s 5:59pm and i just got back from work. okay now its 6:00pm. six / birthday i’m a march baby born on the 6th. 8^) seven / favourite bands this being a vixx/gugudan-biased blog, i’ll start off with vixx and gugudan! in kpop, i also like exo, bts, btob, b1a4, red velvet, f(x), kard, dreamcatcher, loona, tvxq, mamamoo-- this list will continue. for non-kpop, i like the used, fall out boy, studio killers, coldplay, hedley and the prodigy! eight / favourite solo singers sunmi, luna, iu, sia, zayn, ariana grande, boa, jinsoul (SHE COUNTS IN MY HEART), aaaaaand seohyun nine / songs stuck in my head these days its pied piper by bts, esp kook’s ‘i’m taking over you’ part aaaaaaaHHHH! ten / last movie i watched admittedly, i don’t want movies all that often but i watched hidden figures on my trip to london AND BOI I SHED SO MANY TEARS. i would honestly recommend this movie to other woc engineers/engineering students it moved me so much!!! eleven / last show watched i don’t watch shows either but it would have to be the 2016 chuseok special of isac LMAO. i watched it yesterday bc i just wanted to see jaehwan pancake into jin again i’m not even sorry twelve / when was this blog created? i? actually don’t remember? i’ve been on tumblr since 2010 but this blog is fairly new? i think mid-2014 for this blog. thirteen / what do i post? as the unofficial mom-ager for vixx and gugudan, i usually post what my children are doing, support them and luv them in my tags. i also post dumb memes bc they make me happy in this shitty world fourteen / last thing i googled asianjunkie bc i open up that website like i would read the newspaper in the morning fifteen / do you have other blogs? i do, actually! sans my roleplay blogs i have my anime/more-shit-tier-memes (majidere) blog, which was my main acct for a while before kpop happened. and i have a gross sm-stan (10velies) acct. i haven’t posted anything yet, but trust me it will be filled with my luv for kyungsoo, lay, ten, yunho, changmin, luna, wendy, joy, seulgi, heechul--- you get it. i also had a kard (ilybm) acct but i don’t remember the email associated with it;;;;

sixteen / do you get asks? sometimes! 

seventeen / why did you choose this url? the name ‘jelpi’ is a shorter (and cuter) way to say jellyfish, vixx and ggd’s company! since we’re talking bout this, i’d like to mention i chose it for jelpi’s artists, not bc i like jelpi as a management. (they aight but they could do better)

eighteen / following? 316!

nineteen / followers? not disclosing awksss

twenty / favourite food? MY BROWN ASS LOVES BIRYANI, TAEKWOON WHO sorry taek

twenty one / favourite colour? i like both pink and purple equally! pink is just pretty and purple bc it was associated with my favourite blanket as a kid :’^) its also my faculty colour.

twenty two / sleeping hours? lel okay let’s see if i can pinpoint a decent schedule. during my work terms/co-op terms, i sleep at around 9pm to 10pm and wake up at 5:30am. during school terms, i’ll be lucky if i go to sleep at 12am, but generally its either 1am or 2am, and then i wake up at 6:30am.

twenty three / lucky number? the only luck i believe in is leo and hyuk 10 sits well with me.

twenty four / play any instruments? i played the trumpet in middle school but i never picked it up, or any inst up, after.

twenty five / what are you wearing? idk what to call them? i guess they’re kind of like palazzo or gaucho pants, but i call em’ dividers and they yellow + a grey engineering faculty shirt. 

twenty six / how many blankets do you sleep with? one! i think the better question would be how do i sleep and that would be always on my right side, one blanket, two pillows (one under my head and one on my side) and the ac on full blast.

twenty seven / dream job? uhm. idk how to tell you this, but it’s water treatment! i guess i want to work with organizations that help get clean drinking water to third-world countries, maybe develop cheap water filters for well water as well?

twenty eight / dream trip? i’d like to take a tour of europe and asia? go to new york, paris, london, venice, greece, bangladesh, india, australia and nz, japan and korea! 

twenty nine / nationality? bengali-canadian!

thirty / favourite song? (answering this for recent songs only) pied piper by bts, singing in the rain by jinsoul, whisper by lr, and v recently rollin’ by b1a4!

i tag anyone who sees and hasn’t done this already, whoops looks like ya gotta do it now -- and tag me bc i want to know people <3