#this is about rafayel's myths
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A Fish and Its Wish
My wishful dreams have long been washed ashore,
Under the blazing sun their demise was fast.
I fear not what future has in store
For history is just my tragic past.
Another life unlived, I stand before my heart.
I wish I had it back (I wish I had you back),
I wish this was a game where I could hit restart
And gather the resolve I desperately lack.
You call me childish, greedy little fish â
All that I am, for I was born to take.
But when you offer me to grant my greedy wish,
This time, again, I'll make the same mistake.
#love and deepspace#lads mc#lads#lads rafayel#rafayel#qi yu#qi yu love and deepspace#qi yu x reader#rafayel x reader#rafayel x mc#poetry#poem#this is about rafayel's myths#and the way he seems to make the same choice over and over again#nothing like mermaids and their soulmates veing reborn through the centuries you know#tragic love stories and angst for dinner
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thinking about rafayel and the process of loving mc
how in forgotten sea he only had a month (+ however long they may have known each other as kids) and her loving him was treated like a requirement but he had a resigned air to that part of it, how he wasnt supposed to love her as much as he ultimately did
how he loved sea witch mc bc she was the same mc but amnesiac but all the traits that remained and eventually returned. probably similar applied to siren's song's mc
so basically memories influence a lot of this, but he has kept an eye on linkon mc so long he ofc knows that how much even more she is different. but even then he'd know every similarity still fatefully there and memorize every new thing just as well, and even if hes way more wary about love now let alone the two-way kind he cant help craving what he was repeatedly robbed of before,
sure that surely there is an end to that cycle (and mc's cycle of being born into the most shitty situations too where ppl keep wanting to use her even after shes freed of the worst, and he does not want to be one of them as the sea demands bc it uses him doesnt care if she was manipulated into that betrayal or how he still felt (and the risks he takes are calculated) where they can at least remain alive n good company longer,
but ofc he falls all the way again bc shes so sweet and fun and strong blahblah and it's extremely better than ever but then god the world dies and more centuries pass and shes a recyclable fucking princess on philos and hes so so worn and yet-!!
#glubabbles#wheres that one old big tumblr post that's like ''i can have multiple contradictory headcanons'' i feel like ive become that except#like theres possibilities i believe by 35% then ones i believe by 90-100% and i forget to specify which is which. whateverrr âšïž#i need to finish xav's myth stuff so i can figure out whether abysswalker era mc would be before or after xav left but im figuring after#hoping after. so at least shes not uhh. alone lmao. but the AUs potential with xav...#love and deepspace#EVERY DAY I WAKE UP AND HAVE LONG TRAINS OF THOUGHT ABOUT RAFAYEL đđâšïžđđ«¶
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âgoodbye my beloved brideâ
#I HATE THIS GAME ACTUALLY#YâALL YAPPED ABOUT SY/LUS SO HARD U FORGOT TO MENTION RAFAYEL EXISTED AND WAS GOING TO GET ME#hil.txt#Heart? broke. Wallet? broke. Feelings? hurt.#i feel SIIIIIICK#and donât even get me fucking started on xavier.#i need to be focusing on my kinktober prompts but rafayel myth has successfully put me through the guillotine
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Heres a sorta drabble/headcanon of sorts of how I picture MC's relationship with Xavier would devleop~ I'm not much of a writer but the brainrot is real and im working on making similar ones for the other boys too! 1,029 words || You can also read it on ao3
â§ÍâșËàŒïœ„Ëâșâ§ÍâșËàŒïœ„Ëâșâ§ÍâșËàŒïœ„Ëâșâ§ÍâșËàŒïœ„Ëâșâ§ÍâșËàŒïœ„Ëâșâ§Í Zayne ă» Rafayel ă» Sylus
He would never admit it, but you saved Xavier on that fateful first mission. Not from the wanderers though- He wouldâve been able to defeat them all on his own, heâs lost track of how many stronger enemies he's dealt with over the years. What you saved him from was himself.
Life had become dull and monotonous for him- barely floating by and existing for the last eternity of loneliness after losing you the last time. Doing nothing more than throwing away his life against wanderers just to have some sort of purpose. You brought light back into his life once more, Just having you in his life again was more than enough. He didnt even dare to wish for more and let himself get too greedy out of fear of losing you far too soon.
But every day he got to see you for even a moment was everything he wanted and needed, it was a wonderful twist of fate that the two of you ended up being neighbors. He never went out of his way to see you, but you always happened to run into him time and time again whenever he wished to see you the most. Like fate was bringing you together
Between casual hangouts and missions together, you guys clicked hard and fast. You'd think youâve known this man your whole life instead of just meeting earlier this year with how comfortable and natural everything is between the two of you. When did it become the norm to see him sitting on your couch reading almost every day? You can hardly remember what your life was like before he entered it.
One day the two of you are assigned a mission far away, and despite having separate hotel rooms you found yourself in his bed talking strategy and everything else late into the night. You donât know at what point you had dozed off, but you found yourself opening your eyes early in the morning due to the sunrise pouring in. There was a sleeping figure next to you as well, with one arm gently draped over your abdomen. He looked absolutely stunning being illuminated from behind, you are almost unable to stop from gazing at his sleeping face.
You carefully reach out a hand to brush some hair out of his eyes to get a better view and he starts to stir a little, pulling you close to him while muttering that itâs too early to get up. Your heart is racing at the closeness. You could spend the rest of your life right there in his arms, it just felt it was where you belonged. Wrapping your arms around him in return, you press a gentle kiss on the top of his head.
Xavier doesnât talk about himself all that much, greatly preferring to listen to anything and everything you have to say. You always found that odd, you loved to yap on about everything you like after all but you canât seem to think of anything in particular he does that same for.
âIs there something on my face?â he asks, snapping you out of your thoughts âOh Sorry, I was just thinking that I donât know much about youâŠ.â âYou donât?â He tilts his head as he thinks âHmm well just ask me what you want to know. Iâll glady tell you anythingâ âThen letâs start with an easy one, whatâs your favorite movie?â âI donât remember the name, but Iâll have to say the one you showed me last weekâ âThat's my favorite movie Xavier, you always just agree with the things I like.. I want to know what you likeâ âBut you were the one who showed me it, so of course Iâm gonna like it.â he leans in close and gently places a hand on top of yours âAnd I like anything to do with youâ Your face starts to flush bright red, and the only thing you can think of as a response is to nod and clasp your hand around his.
It was like Pandora's box was opened- neither of you could deny your feelings for the other any longer, and it was impossible to tell who was the more clingy about it. Sneakily holding hands at HQ when nobody was looking, spending entire days in his arms as he reads aloud the latest book he got, and not to mention the fact you'd often spend more time at his apartment than your own.
 He's a strong and capable hunter, and while you know this you cant help but worry about him on missions. He's of course the exact same to you, neither of you want to lose the other. When you are paired on missions together its like an internal battle to protect the other the most, sure its not the standard way to deal with wanders but you both have the lowest record of injuries as of late because of it.
But every day was nothing but pure bliss with him by your side, you guys were in perfect sync. He always knew exactly what you wanted- sometimes before you even realized it yourself. It was almost like he could read your mind, he just knows you so well. If he could spend the rest of his long life taking care of your every need he would.
Perhaps if he ever told you the whole history behind your shared fate, you could realize just how much love he has for you. How absolutely broken and alone he was before you appeared in front of him again. How willingly he would die for you or destroy the world just to keep you by his side for a moment longer.
You trust him with your life, and let him lead your relationship into each next step without a second thought. From a surprise first kiss one morning before he left on a mission, to everything beyond that. Nothing felt rushed or like you weren't ready for it. The absolute perfect relationship with the perfect man of your dreams.
He is everything you didn't even know you wanted and more. You guys made each other complete
#love and deepspace#xavier#xavier love and deepspace#xavier l&ds#xavier lads#irodruwrite#i originally didnt want to include much about myths in these but i cant seem to write xavier without including it LMAO#anyones welcome to take what ive written for these and expand upon them in proper fic form btw!! ill kiss u if u do xoxo#ALSO THANKS FOR OVER 60 NOTES ON THE ZAYNE ONE IM CRYING I DIDNT THINK YOU GUYS WOULD LIKE THESE SO MUCH AAA#next should be rafayel im thinking btw!! saving sylus for last hehe#budding relationships
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I feel emotionally caught in the middle between Rafayel and Sylus, especially since the former has a dreamy/romantic/tug at your heartstrings sweet side...it's tough because they both have exteriors that hide a gentler/loving side, though I think the more you get to know them, the more you see those vulnerable bits...
#lads sylus#lads rafayel#just when i think sylus is pulling me over#rafayel just comes in with his funny sweet romantic self#ahh#raf is also excellently cockblocking my sylus gacha hopes#đ
#though idk enough about rafs past because i dont have myth stories complete/companion
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words cannot describe how the bgm in chapter 9 of forbidden sea carries a melancholy yet hopeful and serene type of feeling. honestly, it was perfect timing to what was going on in the scene. the day of rafayel's ceremony, how he even in the crowd, he easily spotted MC. how he lifted MC's veil then approached the doors of the temple.
#cathy rambles#im in pain#just rambling#dont mind me#god imma go through his myth again#idc#i wont be shutting up about it anytime soon#IM SORRY BUT MY H E A RT#rafayel#rafayel love and deepspace#love and deepspace rafayel#rafayel lnd#lnd rafayel#rafayel lnds#lnds rafayel#rafayel lads#lads rafayel#rafayel l&ds#l&ds rafayel#love and deepspace#lnd#lnds#lads#l&ds#god of the tides rafayel#rafayel god of the tides#forbidden sea#forbidden sea myth
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Damn, No Sylus myth. My diamonds are safe.
#love and deepspace#How about you rerun the older cards smh#I still want Rafayel myth#it's getting to the point that I wonder if they're ever gonna rerun anythin#I should check the tos/rules/whatever they're called for cards
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good morning!! <333
#woo i got to the point where it's telling me the battle's about to start#there's still like two quests after this one but at least the battle will be the biggest hurdle#it should be easy to just run around and talk to people after that#also i think the new rafayel card comes out today??#i have like 30+ pulls (bc i didn't spend any on xavier's myths beside the free ten pull)#so maybe??#i know zayne's myths should be next so i really wanna save for him#but i also want the rafa card (such is life of having two favorites in a gacha game lol)#anyways#i hope today/tonight is good to you!! <3333#morning rambles
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hes finally fucking home babey!!!!
#personal#lads lb#one day before the gacha ends too. yes it was the pity pull yes i did spend money. dont wanna talk about that#but now no more pulling. no more money. dont give a Shit who the next card is#unless its rafayel again. then im fucked. but thats not gonna happen#oh and on my last 10 tickets i got the other xavier myth. very nicey#not the myth i wanted but i will take it especially since the pity counter reset
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me trying to catch up w love and deepspaces new stories going đ°
#i forgot which bit im at#but its the second story they released w the underworld stuff. or whatever its called KFNDNDNSN#im reading in order idk if that matters so im reading the second zayne story and đ° HUH.#bro....#i mean i already knew about the human experiments w mc but also!!!!!!!! why tf we reviving dead people now what the hell đđđ#OK ALSO IM NOT CAUGHT UP W LORE 100% SO OBV IM MISSING OUT ON A LOT OF STUFF BUT IM JUST H U H ?????#avil plays lads#i come in here to smooch xavier and then i leave tbh i forget that theres lore JFBDJDJDJ#but its nice honestly to sit and read more of the lore#i still have some qualms about the storytelling in main story but#ill give it the benefit of the doubt that we just havent gotten all the pieces together juuuuuuust yet.#i also havent looked at all the myths stuff#(i have xavier and rafayels. im too scared to do either of them and come out crying)#(i did one of the little tender moment stuff w rafayel earlier this morning and i was crying BUCKETS so obv. i gotta chill ifdjjdjd)#anyways#ive missed playing this game#i need to shift my brain to just lore digging rather than grinding jgjdjdjd#also im trying so hard to see peoples thoughts on tumblr however!
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ugh i need to work on thesis but im far too deep into these Thoughts to even try
#i have to figure out dola's past a little more#also i cannot stop thinking about the push and pull rafayel is doing to himself both in main story and in myth...? so far anyway#ill hold off on looking through myth spoilers for now bc i wanna keep hoping ill get the card#but just from the kindled... and ch 1... hmm...#wait my god something just hit me re: thesis sdhfjksdfjhsdf#okay i need to finish these two comms asap.....
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ÎÎŁĐŻ & ÆŹÎÎŁ Æ§ÎŁÎ
àŒ you ask rafayel how lemurians reproduce, and he can't wait to show you
⯠warnings; rafayel x fem!reader, established relationship, MONSTERFUCKING, switch!rafayel, switch!reader, rafayel's lemurian form, sex underwater, reader is coded to be feminine (wears a dress and lingerie), mentions of alien genitalia, rafayel calls reader 'master' once, petnames (my little conch shell, my queen, baby, my love, miss bodyguard), size kink (reader is obvs smaller than him, he's a goddamn mErmAID), OVIPOSITION, dirty talk, language, breeding, girl on top position, missionary, reader sucks his merman cock (lmao), dubious breathing underwater methods, mentions of food, mentions of alcohol, suggestive content, slight spoilers for rafayel's myth if you squint, mild angst
⯠istg i am a zayne girlie but something about rafayel just makes me go feral
"đđđ đđ đđđđđđđđ đđđđ đđđđđđ?"
The question stunned Rafayel from taking a bite of his souffle pancakes, his fork pausing from its journey into his now lax mouth. Sunlight continues streaming in past the French windows; the patrons of this cafe going about their day, oblivious to the malfunctioning celebrity artist amongst them.
A glob of whip cream freefalls off the metal tines and onto his plate. Those magnetic pink-blue eyes flash with a multitude of colorsâlike a sea-worn rock under the brilliant sun.Â
However, as fast as your question hit him, he overcame it; no one could say that Mr. Rafayel, the art world's maverick and media-trained connoisseur, was slow in recovering his wits.
His signature teasing smile in place, Rafayel placed his fork back down onto the table.
Across from you, two friends were speaking in low tones and judging from their expression, unpacking their love lives with the sombreness of a priest reciting a divorce rite.
Rafayel blinked, tilting his head to the side.Â
"Why would you ask, Miss Bodyguard?"Â
He casually slung an arm over the back of his chair, a million dollar smile gleaming and ready. "Or, has something struck your most vivid imagination?"Â
Laying it on thick, he couldn't even begin to disguise the gleam of his teethâshining like the incisors of a great white after smelling fresh blood in the ocean.Â
"I never thought you would be so suggesâouch!"
Rafayel winced, and doubled over, rubbing his shin under the table. "What was that for?"Â
You huffed, and fixed him a glare. "Don't embarrass me."Â
"I was just joking."
"Wasn't funny."Â
"Yeesh. You're really wound up about this, huh?"Â
That infuriating smirk was plastered back onto his face; his boyish features making something in your chest squeeze.Â
"Shut up and answer the question."Â
He pretended to ponder on it for a moment. More color illuminates his stunning amethyst irises. Shining like jewels, only he knew the value of his true thoughts.Â
Before you could retract your question and salvage this bright afternoon, Rafayel surprises you with his next words.
"Why don't I show you, my little conch shell?"Â
You freeze. Scanning the area, you wondered if this was the right conversation to be having in such a brightly lit area. Granted, you and Rafayel were past the carnal stage âafter being together for close to a year, your bodies were well-worn maps that lips and fingers could retrace and discover any time.
Fighting back a laugh, you shake your head.
"Is this another one of your racy propositions again?"
Rafayel merely smirked. "If that is how you wish to see it."Â
Seriously now, you counter, "Will I have paint in my hair again?"Â
Memories flash in your mind; of a large canvas, soft candlelight, and streaks of paint on the most random parts of your body found weeks after the deed was done.Â
Your lover sits back, using one slender finger to cross over his heart. "I promise your hair won't go through such torment anymore." Despite your best efforts, your eyes trail to his broad chest, and the enticing V of his defined pecs.
As if sensing your eyes on him, Rafayel's mirth grows. "Looks like you can't resist much longer, I'll make you a dealâ"Â
He leaned in closeâmuch too closeâand you could smell the vanilla on his breath; the sunlight glinting off those purple irises softening with a look of warmth only he held for you.
"âcome with me tonight to Whitesand Bay, and I promise you won't regret it."Â
Muggy and balmy in the evening, Whitesand Bay wasn't exactly the ideal meet up spot for Rafayel to finally fulfill his promise and show you how mermaids reproduce.Â
But, you showed up anyway.
Dressed in a light, silk dress to combat the heavy heat of the summer night, you cautiously made your way down to the docks, keeping your eyes and ears peeled for Rafayel.Â
"You're here." He appeared a moment later, dashing as usual in his white button-down and pristine slacks. Dazzling under the half-light, you allowed him to take your hand and lead you right to a boat.
"We're not going for a to take a deep dive like last time, right?" Hearing the skepticism in your voice, he laughs.
"Of course, not. I paid Thomas a huge bonus last month and told him to buy a speedboat. For us to borrow, if you're curious."Â
"Poor Thomas," you mused, letting him hold you close to his side as he helped you atop the board. "His boss is a tyrant... asking him to use his bonus for such lavish nonsense."
"Is it really a lavish nonsense if I get to have you here?"Â
Rafayel's sincerity struck you mute. He breezed past your shocked figure, unaware of the effect he has on you. "Well? Are you going to continue mocking my methods of employment or are we going to do this?"Â
Even though his chest was puffed and voice full of bravado, you could tell your sweet artist boyfriend was struggling with his nerves. The tips of his ears were bright red, a faint shadow of a pout on his lips.Â
"Raffie," you whisper, taking his hand. He glanced at you, wide-eyed like a fish caught on the bait. "What're you so scared of? It's just you and me."
He lets you rub your thumb across his knuckles, tightening your hold on his fingers.
"I just..." he trails off. "... just don't want you to think I'm a freak. That's all."
Rafayel refused to look at you when he was this vulnerable, and you couldn't help the short giggle bursting past your defenses. He glared, and you quickly reached for his face, touching his cheek.
"Never," you emphasize. "I will never think you're weird. Ever. Besides, if you're a freak then I'm the weirdo in love with you."
Your dopey grin sets something aflutter in his chest, like ripples of ocean waves splashing across a strange shore. Rafayel smirks and takes your hand off his face, choosing to twine his fingers with yours.Â
"Shall we make a move, then, my little conch shell?"Â
"Rafayel..."
The sight before you stuns you with its splendor. Your beloved boyfriend had gone all outâpicnic blankets, lighted candles, flutes of champagne, and spreads of seafood as far as the eye could see... arranged all across the flatbed of this hidden alcove where the sea kisses the land.Â
In the distance, the gentle swishes of waves lapping at the shore greeted your ears, its waves illuminated faintly as if lit from within.
"Bioluminescent algae," Rafayel murmurs right behind you. His arms came to wrap around your waist, the heat of his breath fanning right across your exposed neck. "They only appear in the summer when the water is warm." You fight back a shiver, trying not to show how affected you were by his presence.Â
"Oh." Dumbly, you weren't sure how to put your thoughts together, much less a coherent sentence.Â
Sensing your speechlessness, Rafayel exhaled a laugh. "Come on. We should eat before the food gets cold."
There's a dip in his tone, something tinged with a darker emotion you barely had time to unravel before he was tugging you onto the picnic mat. The food was divine, his personal chefs going all out to satisfy both of your palettes. Conversation flowed easily like the champagne slipping down your throat, coaxing you to release the tightness in your chest in favor of bubbly giggles and flirty smiles.
Rafayel's cheeks were steadily growing pinker, and you were sure he would double over and pass outâforgetting about your brazen questionâwhen you felt his hand on your thigh.
"Would you like to take a swim with me?"Â
Memories of seaweed brushing your bare legs, Rafayelâs arms steadily around your waist as he led you past the shoreline fills your mind. Anything cool sounded like a blessing from this heat.Â
Plus, he was a pretty good swimmer, as evident from what he truly was. Rafayel would never put you in harmâs way.Â
Safe. That was the word. You always feel safe with him.Â
âYes.â
He takes your hand, gives it a squeeze and helps you stand.
Rafayel started to undress first. The hem of his expensive silk shirt reveals the fitted band of his equally expensive slacksâmade by the best tailors in all of Linkon. Then, pale skin. It stretches, tightens over defined obliques, abs and then his impressively broad chest.Â
Scattered across the sinew and muscle roping his torso were smatterings of moles and beauty marks.Â
Someone once told you that these marks were spots past lovers used to love kissing. You idly trace your gaze over the one on his left pec, right over his heart.Â
If Rafayel and you had been together in the past, you were sure that the spot over his heart would be your favorite spot to plant your lips on him.Â
As furtively as you could, you tried not to gape at him, but completely failed.
Rafayel was a masterpiece made by the gods themselves, and you were the poor fool gaping at his altar; transfixed on the sharp V which led to a light dusting of his happy trail.Â
His cock strains behind his slacks, bulging noticeably. You want to reach out and skim your fingers, eager to feel it twitch under your touch.Â
"Well?" His gentle amusement tore your thoughts from their sinful vices. "Are you gonna just stare at me or are we going for a swim? Your pick, Miss Bodyguard."Â
Showing that you were far braver than you felt, you stood up, shaky hands reaching for the straps of your dress. "Don't look at me."Â
A surge of heat flooded your cheeks, your eyes resolutely turned to the side. Obediently, Rafayel followed your orders, though you could hear the cogs turning in his head. It's not like I haven't seen her naked before. Â
But, this wasnât the usual plotting, teasing and flirting you both would indulge in.
Something about the air tonight felt heavier.Â
Intimate.
You swore Rafayel could pick up your heartbeat from where he stood. The heat on your cheeks spread down your chest, tingling on your fingertips.
âOkay. Iâm ready.â
In nothing but in your lingerie, you shift from foot to foot, feeling too vulnerable and open.
The sky above yawns wide, inky black jaws lovingly unfurling like a spread of velvet sheets. His hand is warm in yours, and you squeeze it, trying to hide how you were trembling.Â
âHey.â Rafayel sweeps you into his arms. Try as you might to fight off the nerves, they bubble up in a short squeak when your face meets his chest. âRelax, baby. Youâre shaking like a bubble in the sun⊠donât pop just yet.â
You find comfort in his scentâoceanic and muskyâbreathing him in.Â
Do you trust me? Rafayel once asked when you both were drunk on a night out.Â
Of course, I do. You flick his nose. Why wouldnât I trust you?Â
Even if Iâm different? He fixes you with a look, lucid for someone who had just downed an entire champagne bottle. And I canât be normal for you?Â
Especially because you arenât normal in the sense of its word⊠I trust you even more because you trusted me, first.Â
Waves lap at your toes, and you shiver at how cool the water is.Â
âEasy,â Rafayel coaxes you. He takes the lead, sinking into the soft sand first, never releasing his hold on you.Â
You do as he says, a sailor to his siren call, except you knew in your heart you would willingly follow him till the ends of the world.
Once the water was up to your waist, Rafayel exhaled. âStay here. Iâll be back.âÂ
You don't have time to protest when he dives into the waves, barely kicking up a spray. Eyeing the softly luminated sea surface, you dip your fingers into the warm water, watching a blue orb float in between your loose fists.Â
âHey.â
Startling, you look up to find him grinning, lilac hair darkened with salt water; holding a bundle of what you thought was tangled hair in his grasp.
âI know you hate the taste of seaweed, but thisâll help when we⊠get into things.âÂ
He ends in an awkward note, and you wondered what happened to the once cocky, and sure Rafayel you knew.Â
Unfurling his clenched fist, he hands you one single strand. âEat this. Itâll help you breathe underwater temporarily.âÂ
âWhat is it?â you sniff at the strange vegetation.Â
âHydroweed. It gives humans the ability to breathe underwater for up to an hour.â
Putting your faith in his words, you nod. Opening your mouth, you bite into the Hydroweed.Â
The briny taste was overwhelming, its tough fibers making it difficult for you to chew. But, you manage to swallow it down.Â
Instantly, you felt your throat closing, the air choked out of your lungs. âRafayelâ!âÂ
Strong hands grab your waist, dragging you under the foamy waves.Â
You gasp, about to scream at him to let you go, when you took in your first deep breath underwater.
The world suddenly came to life. Bright blue orbs floated right in front of your face, and you reached for them, in awe at how vivid they glowed now you could see them up close.Â
Down in the depths, the waves became hushed murmurs in the background, filling your ears with a ringing silence.Â
âAre you okay?â Rafayelâs voice shot through the floating calm like a shout, and you cringed back in shock.Â
âSorry,â he laughs, and pulls you to his side. âItâs way quieter down here than up above because sound travels differently. Strange, huh?âÂ
You nod, not entirely sure if you could use your voice. As if he read your thoughts, Rafayel chuckles.
âGo ahead and speak, my little conch shell. I can hear you just fine.âÂ
You take a deep breath. âO-okay.â Growing confident and more comfortable, you relax in his embrace. âIt feels⊠strange. Like you said. But, at the same time, I donât entirely hate it.â
âMhm,â he rubs your back, smiling reassuringly and wide. âIf there are other Lemurians within a few miles, they can most likely hear you scream.â
His double meaning didnât register until you felt his palms tracing your hips, teasing down your body to give your ass a fond squeeze.
âHeyâ!âÂ
You swat his hands away, mute with embarrassment. âI-is that why you all live so deep in the sea? For privacy?âÂ
Rafayel hums. Itâs a little off putting how clear his voice sounds, like you were listening to him through a pair of high-grade earphones.Â
âUsually, Lemurians mate deep in the trenches where the light canât find us. It helps to keep things more private and intimate. If not, we travel to other seas uninhabited by our species. I used to know a guy who dragged his wife to the middle of the Atlantic when they were trying for a family.â
Rafayelâs focus ebbs into the distance, a tinge of sadness in his tone that appears whenever he speaks of his long lost people and home.Â
You take his hands in yours and squeeze, trying to draw him back from the precipice of his ruined memories.
âWe could tryâŠâ you trail off, unsure if this was the right thing to say. â...to repopulate it?âÂ
Like your words were a trigger, you found yourself planted right on the ocean floor, soft sand cushioning your body.
You squeak, quickly darting your eyes to his, arms instinctively wrapping around his shoulders.
Rafayelâs usual glimmering pink-blue eyes were shadowed by a darker emotion; reminding you of glinting shark teeth or a blade of moonlight slicing through choppy water.Â
âDonât say that, baby.â Was it you, or did his voice drop an octave?Â
Your Lemurian loverâs low reprimand made a shudder run down your spine, his half-mast eyes causing your stomach to flip.
âYou donât know how those words make me feel⊠my kind used to reproduce by the dozensâI canât wait to see you bulging with my babies.âÂ
Wait⊠babies?Â
With a capital âSâ?
His mouth lands on yours, hungry and seeking. You kiss him back with as much ardor, lost in the sensations that you almost forgot what he had said earlier.
âRaf⊠Rafayelââ you gasp when he starts to dig his teeth into your neck, nipping down your jaw and collarbone.
Deft hands unclip your bra, the motion fluid like he has done this a million times before. From the corner of your eye, you see every article of clothing he took off you floating right to the surface; moonlight bouncing off the fragmented surface, playing across the broad expanse of his back.Â
Your head swims with fuzzy thoughts long discarded when he pushes the plush fat of your tits together, licking and nipping around your areolas, ignoring how your nipples were already circling with need.Â
âRaffieâŠâ You fist his hair, trying to push his mouth to where you need him the most. âDonât tease me.â
He laughs at your soft whine. âI need to make sure youâre prepared, my love.â
My love. Rafayel only called you that term whenever he was in the thick of his passion; it seems like you were about to witness the cumulation of your innocent question coming true.
Strong hands held you firmly while he eased down your body, planting fleeting kisses on every inch of your skin his lips could touch.Â
Down in the deep, gasps and screams werenât sounds, but vibrations; the sounds escaping your mouth resounding around your entwined bodies.
âFuck,â Rafayel cussed once he reached the apex of your thighs. âI canât wait to finally taste you underwater.âÂ
Barely giving you time to brace yourself, the broad stroke of his tongue melted through your folds.Â
Never would you have imagined you would be eaten out right on the oceanâs bedâgoing deeper and deeper into the neverending blue.Â
Rafayelâs lips were wrapped around your nub, sucking and caressing it with his tongue exactly how you liked it. Your smaller fingers sank into his hair, the other entwining with his own above your heart; back arched to give him everything you have.
âSâgood,â he murmurs, verging on the edge of slurring. âI love you.â
His name tumbles from your mouth like a primal echo, calling him right to the edge of a bottomless trench.
Rafayel wasnât afraid; he would traverse the deep beyond for as many chances to be with you as he could.
âPut your legs around my waist,â he whispers in between sloppy kisses back up your body.Â
If someone were to tell you that your sweet boyfriend was literally making love to you on the bottom of the ocean, you would tell them a Wanderer had infected their mind.
Out of the corner of your eye, you see his body emanating a faint glow. A distant memory claws past the thin membrane of your barely held together thoughts; moonlight bouncing off pink-blue scales, his unbearable body heat and a pearly sheen misting his eyes.
âRafayelââÂ
The change was imperceptible. At first, you couldnât feel anything but the sinful sinking of his cock stretching out your cunt.Â
Then, it hit you like a freight train.
His waist felt like it was expanding, pushing your thighs further apart. But, when you glanced down the line of your bodies, the length of his legs was replaced by something longer. Bigger. It distinctly had two fins attached to the end, bent at an angle to accommodate the position he was fucking you in.
âR-Rafayelâ!âÂ
âFuck,â he strains, lining his forehead with yours. âI-Iâm scared of hurting you.âÂ
âN-no,â you force your thick tongue to relinquish the words. âYou'll never.â
His skin grew harder under your touch, inches of pale expanses replaced by shiny scales. Minus his face, his limbs, back, chest and torso were completely covered by the armor-like toughness of multiple hardened plates. Where the scales couldnât touch, they were bonded together by thin layers of lamella, giving his entire body an otherworldly sheen.Â
Mesmerized, you titled his face towards you, marveling at the scattering of scales adorning his throat and jaw.Â
âWow,â you murmur, touching them. They werenât as hard or sharp as you imagined; his scales had a delightful give you couldn't stop pressing down on.Â
In response, Rafayel grunts. âBaby⊠Itâs happening.â
You were about to part your mouth and ask him what was, when your eyes shot wide open.Â
The place where you both were connected suddenly grew tighter, as if something was pushing against your insides. Your muscles instinctively tried to expel the foreign intrusion, tensing and tighteningâit was a shot of fear unlike any other you had ever tasted.Â
Panicking, you cried out, âRafayel, stop!â
Immediately, he ceased rutting into you, breathing heavily. Anguished, pastel eyes peel clapped onto yours, a pearly sheen filming over them.
âShit⊠shit, Iâm so sorryâŠâ
âWhatâs happening?â you blurt out, a tremble of fear in your question. âAre you⊠are you putting e-eggs in me?âÂ
âEggs?â he sounds bewildered, and that causes you to be perplexed in turn. Breathing hard, Rafayelâs forehead thumps onto your sternum. He doesnât refute you or confirm your suspicions. Instead, he takes in a deep, ragged breath, like he was trying to tame down a cresting emotion. âDid you actually think, for a single second, that I was going to leave eggs in you?âÂ
Before you can even speak, his broad shoulders start to shake. Rafayelâs quiet laughter roused your confusion and indignation; your brows furrowing together because he wouldnât stop laughing.
âShut up,â it was your turn to be the whiner in this relationship. âYouâre mean. Itâs a valid question!âÂ
âOh, baby,â he wheezes. One second, he was laughing, and the next, he lapsed into a quiet seriousness, the sudden mood change giving you whiplash. âI would never hurt you like that, my love. Trust me.â
Gently grasping your hand with his, he slips it down both your bodies, right to where you two were connected. âWhat I meant to show you, my little conch shell, is this.âÂ
He brings your hand between your own legs. You thought he was going to make you touch yourself, but when you feel something hard and distinctively not flesh-like bump your hand, you flinch back.
âSsh, donât be afraid,â he murmurs. âGo on and take a look, my love.â
Again with my love.Â
Rafayel was either struck with nerves, or he was completely enamored with you at this moment.Â
You licked your lips, tasting salt water on them and cautiously stretched your fingers to feel the strange object up. It was long and girthy, like a penis, except it wasnât.
Steeling yourself, you risk a peek.
Gone was the smooth, veiny skin of Rafayelâs cock. His human one.Â
In its place, was a thick length, riddled with ridges and bumps like an octopusâ tentacle. His very human appendage was always a stunnerâslender (like his physique), veiny, with a hooked tipâbut the sight before you (that strange and downright alien sight) blew your expectations out of the water.Â
Your gasp reverberated around the pressing silence. Rafayel was quiet, waiting for you to speak. In turn, you couldnât keep your eyes off his new genitalia.Â
âIs thatâŠâ you struggle to piece together a coherent question. âIs that all⊠going inside of me?âÂ
Rafayel grunts. âUnless you donât want me to, sweetheart.â
You take a moment to gather your thoughts, staring past the crest of his shoulder towards the shimmering, seemingly impenetrable ceiling of a world beyond the bubble you both created.
âI do,â you finally whisper, your confession rippling around the both of you, suspending your forms in an endless wave of mutual ecstasy. âI want this. I want you.â
Rafayel doesnât bother to waste his time replying. You brace yourself, heels digging into his hips, clinging onto him with all of your strength.Â
The first breach of his otherworldly cock inside of you felt like a touch of electricity up your spine. You cried out, nails digging into his scaly shoulders.
âRelax,â he paces you through the sensations. âI need you to relax for me, my love. I canât get in if youâre this tight.âÂ
You gulp in a few deep breaths with your eyes screwed shut, and eventually, your heartbeat slows down. Sluggishly cracking your lids open, you catch the gleam in his pink-blue irises; locks of his iridescent hair floating around his serene expression.
The strange sensation was back, easing past your ring of muscle. You choke on a moan, trying to swallow your fear.Â
âSsh,â Rafayel murmurs. To distract you, he leaves feathery kisses on your cheeks, jaw and then, your lips.Â
If the bottom of the ocean wasnât enough to drown you, his kiss would.Â
Rafayel⊠you whisper into the water.Â
His name was a prayer dedicated to the Sea Gods on your tongue, your body sprawled out beyond your comprehension. Every line of you was taut with tension, the achingly slow stretch of his appendage plunging deeper and deeper into your heat had your head spinning like a whirlpool was threatening to suck you in.Â
âAlmost,â his harsh whisper clashes with your breath. âSo good for me; youâre doing so good for me, my love.â
âRafayel,â you mewled, the sea taking your tears. Hiccuping his name, you shudder, hiding your face in the crook of his neck.Â
Your fist clamped down on soft sand, your back arched, and finallyâfinallyâyou felt his hips clipping yours.
âFuck.â
The both of you groan in unison.Â
His kisses were still warm, flush on your parted lips. Rafayel shunted his hips forward, then back. Repeating the same motion.Â
Again. Again. And again.
The sensation was unlike any other you had felt in this world. No cock could possibly compare to the ridges wrapped around his length, the blunt, elongated tip almost touching the deepest part of your body.
âRafayel,â you cried in a thick voice, like your mouth was filled with cotton. âOh, GodâŠâ
Your tits flushed to his chest, your fingers in his hair and his tongue twining with yours shook your inner world like a deep sea earthquake.
This wasnât like your usual lovemaking sessions; everything was amplified, more sensitive and tangible.
God, was it all so tangible.
You could physically feel every scaly ridge under your fingertips. His modified cock dragging those ecstasy-inducing bumps across your walls. Even his taste was different underwater; like a briny, primal flavor which coated your tongue.Â
âY/N,â his moan more angelic than what you could handle. âI love you. I love you so, so muchââÂ
Rafayel choked, and you didnât need to ask to know he was about to cum.Â
The ecstasy of it all wrapped its tendrils around both your embracing bodies; a human and Lemurian entangled in a dance as old as time.Â
âI love you,â you cry out, toes curling and your nails raking down his back. Rafayel grunts, and in the dim half-light of the ocean engulfing you, you swore you saw his frantic eyes shine like precious pearls.
The world was closing in, darkness seeping into the corners of your vision.Â
You pushed on his shoulder, trying to get his attention; acutely aware that the ache in your lungs wasnât because of his kisses, but of something else.
Something out of your control.
The call of the surface burned through your lungs, and you opened your mouth, about to scream for him to let you go, when it all slammed into you like a tidal wave.
Darkness exploded, splattering across your mind, and you heard his cry of your name, the sound now echoey and muggy.
There was movement. A sharp tug. What sounded like wind whistling through your ears.Â
Through your snatches of consciousness, you were aware of the pushback both your bodies weathered through the wall of water; how the ocean was trying to hold you back.
As soon as the sensation appeared, it was shattered by a golden burst of fresh oxygen.
Gulping in mouthfuls of air, you yelled out in fright, blindly grappling across the writhing dark mess of endless ocean surrounding you.Â
Rafayel! Rafayel!
You felt strong arms wrap around you, holding you in his embrace like how a father would cradle his child.
Close your eyes, you thought you heard him murmur in your ear. And donât open them until I tell you itâs safe to.
Arms clamped around his shoulders and legs wrapped around his waist, your intrinsic fear of the ocean made you trust his word.Â
Gently now, you were bobbing across the water, the cool currents rushing across your bare skin. It felt like gelatinous cold drafts constantly hitting every body part. Staying true to his promise, you kept your eyes shut until you felt rough sand on your back; the waves receding from your body to lap at your toes.
Gasping, you peel your eyes open, lid by lid.
The alcove where he took you tonight was back in front of you.Â
Rolling onto your front, you tried to stand, but only succeeded in stumbling back onto the sand; losing your sense of balance from countless minutes spent suspended in the ocean's mass.
âHey, hey. Easy there.â
Rafayel was still in his Lemurian form, and this time, under the dim, flickering lights of the bayâs lanterns, you were stunned into an awe-inspiring disquiet.
The flickering warmth casted shadows over his iridescent scales, those once tough and gray plates under the oceanâs darkness glowing from the inside out with a pink-blue flame.
Half of his tail was still submerged in the water, and you couldnât help but drag your gaze across the stunning length.
Easily a few feet long, you couldnât even begin to wrap your head around the mental image of how majestic his entire Lemurian form would look underwater. It was just too bad the Hydroweedâs effects were over before you could even get to the good part.
Your thighs were chafing, drawing attention to your gapingly empty cunt.Â
Pulling yourself to your knees, you came chest to chest with him.Â
Rafayelâs saltwater soaked fingers grasped your cheeks, titling it up to inspect you.Â
Trickles of water seeped down his face, darkening the sand with droplets of wetness.
âIâm sorry,â he whispered, fraught and remorseful. âI lost track of time. I couldâve seriously injured you.â
âItâs okay.â The both of you flinched back from how hoarse your voice sounded. Clearing your throat, you struggled to put your mushy thoughts into words. âI⊠enjoyed it.â
Rafayel dropped his hands, his breathing growing ragged. âI should get back to normalââ
âNo!âÂ
You stunned him with your vehemence, scrambling to grip his shoulders, clapping your crazed eyes onto his widened ones.
Youâre acting like a mad woman.Â
But, he didnât say that to you. Rafayel grasped your hands, drawing them to his chest, pouring every drop of attention onto you.Â
âI want to⊠try it⊠here.âÂ
You pieced together your incoherent request, and a part of you wonderedâdreadedâif you had already lost your mind from the lack of oxygen and crushing deep sea pressure.Â
Rafayel stared at you for a moment, unspeaking.
Then, he gently dragged you closer. Before you could even squeak, he had you straddling his waist.Â
This time, it was your turn to peer down at him, curtains of your wet hair framing your face.
âTake me, then,â his voice was equally as hoarse as yours, though you suspected it wasnât from ingesting enough saltwater to fill up your lungs. Trembling fingers touched your face, smoothing across your cheeks. âIâm all yours. Iâve been bound to you since the very beginning. You can take me, I wonât fight back. I told you I wouldnât that night, donât you remember? Iâm keeping my word now.â
Something about the longing in his tone, how those pink-blue eyes yearned to swim in your soul, brought a lump to your throat.Â
âRafayelâŠâ
Strong hands helped to guide your hips over his cock, easing you down with quiet praises and encouragement.
So good for me, baby. Look at you. Taking me so well. Wish I could paint this momentâyou look so pretty. All for me. My love. My love.Â
âR-Rafayel!â Thin red lines bloomed on his chest from your nails, your eyes rolling back into your head.
Without the seaâs buoyancy to support you, gravity took over, easing you down his bulbous cock.
Rafayelâs thumb circles your clit, rubbing it gently, soothingly, to get you wetter.
Your body felt like it was about to split cleanly into twoâhe was much too big for you.Â
âC-canât!â you whisper-cried. âI canât take all of youângh.â
His mouth found your nipples, licking and sucking along the fleshy nubs until they were coated with his spit and tightening obscenely; an erotic outline lit by the bay's dim lantern lights.
âYou can,â he mumbled in between your breasts. âI know you can.â
The rough strip of his tongue slid from your sternum towards your neck, pausing right at your pulse point. Sharp bites bloomed on your neck from his teeth, and you shiver from the throbbing pain going straight to your clit.Â
That strange, heightening sensation was back. You felt much too sensitive, like a lightning rod trembling from an impending electrical storm.
One touch couldâve made you explode.
Rafayel brought your lips to his, tangling his tongue down your throat; stoppering your cries.Â
Warm, smooth, distinctively human palms caressed your hips and thighs.Â
Almost in, baby, he whispers in between kisses. I can feel every inch of you.Â
You flit your eyes to where both your bodies meet, in mute shock from how deep he already was in you.
âYou like it, baby?â he breathes warmly on your jaw. âLike watching yourself sit on my cock?âÂ
Fuck. Stop teasing me, you want to whine. But, the words wonât slip past your clenched teeth.Â
His name bounces across the soft sand, the wind picking up and making you shiver.Â
The warm glow of the lanterns spill across his sharp cheekbones, planes of his jaw. Youâve never seen someone look this beautiful under a hazy night sky before.
âTell me if Iâm hurting you,â you feel him murmur against your lips. âSay the word, baby. Weâll stop.â
Youâre panting now, trying hard not to break your progress and having to start over. Rafayel was about halfway inside, and you forced your body to push and receive.Â
Guh, you gasp, tossing your head back.Â
âLove seeing you stretch yourself out on my cock, baby,â Rafayel mutters hoarselyâpassionately.Â
The implicit meaning in his words is clear: I love how you give yourself so willingly to me.
For Rafayel, you would do this ten times over until your body memorizes him. Willing your cunt to make a home for his monster cock even if it would break your spine.
âAlmost,â he reassures in a low groan. âYou feel sâgood baby.â
Heâs sweating as well, bullets of exertion not to break his composure and fuck into you mingling with the last of the seawater droplets rolling down his temples.
Rafayel, Rafayel, you whimper his name over and over. Oh GodâŠ
Something bubbles inside of you, thick and hot. You think youâre about to spill over, thighs shaking from the effort of holding yourself up.Â
Your lover groans, low and lusty, his eyes trapped right in between your legs. âYouâre so wetâlook. Your little pussy loves me, baby.â
You glance to where heâs telling you to look, and nearly pass out from the embarrassment.Â
Thick, pearly droplets are oozing down his merman length, and you wouldâve thought it was from him had you not felt your walls start to twitchâmore wetness gushing and trickling down to stain his pelvis.
The added lubrication made it easy enough for you to bottom out on his cock, and both your mutual cries of ecstasy reverberated into the dark night.
Shit, shit. Too big. Youâre too big for me.
âYou can take it,â he mouths your earlobe, kissing down your cheek. âDoing so well for me.â
Your breathing trembles, like a question hanging in thin air. Can you fuck me now?Â
Rafayel scoffs and bumps his nose with yours gently. âAlways making me do the hard work. You really are my spoiled, pretty princess, arenât you? OrâŠâ his voice drops, the heat in his eyes almost scorching you. âDo you want to be my good girl?â
You gasp: I do. I want to be your good girl.
He hisses when you start to shift your hips, the motion making your clit catch on his pelvis. You mewl, leaning forward to repeat the same motion; trying to chase after that spark of pleasure over and over again.
Those big, smooth palms cradle your face, pushing your hair back.
Rafayelâs jaw is tense, like heâs biting down on some inner demon you canât see.Â
Thatâs it. Thatâs my good girl.Â
Your nails leave white crescent moons on his pale shoulders as you ride him, every bump and ridge of his cock brushing your sweet spot. He was so deep in you, almost plunging right past your cervix.Â
âFuck,â he curses. âYouâre gonna kill me, baby.â
An arm sweeps you right to his chest, your cheek pressed atop his heartbeat. Rafayel thrusts his hips up, meeting your sensual grinding.
Spit pools in the back of your throat, your eyes squeezed shut as you let your Lemurian lover have his way with you. You part your mouth, mellifluous moans touching the air and turning it golden to his reddened ears.
I love you. His whispers against your throat, the sting of his teeth soothed by the sweetness of his praise and adoration. I love you so much, my good girl.
âYou fuck me so good,â the words tumble from your split mouth, recklessly thoughtful. âNo one can fuck me like you.â
Yeah, he pants, mouthing your pulse point. Cream on this cock, baby. Itâs all yours. His hands span across your lower back, traversing down to grip your ass and spreading you wider for him.
Give me everything youâve got, Princess.Â
His cock plunges so deep inside of you, and you were sure that if he came right now, he mightâve knocked you up in one try.Â
All yours. Rafayel was all yours.Â
You lean up, arms resting on either side of his head as the sand bites into your skin.Â
Rafayel thinks he mightâve died and gone to heaven. He watches, mesmerized, as your tits sway right in front of his face. Youâre fucking him now, meeting each fluid thrust he had to give; bouncing on his lap like you were riding out a desperate heat.
His thighs tense, and he feels your pussy clench down on him.Â
Fuck, you stutter, and so do your hips. Iâm close.Â
He squeezes your ass, smacks it with both palms.
Your breathing catches, and you ride him even harder. Faster.
âFuck,â those pretty eyes were hooded, latched on your bouncing tits and stiff nipples. âLook so good fucking meâyou love using me, donât you, Master?âÂ
You gasp, and Rafayel feels your composure slip when you squeeze down on him. He almost cums right there and then. But, he fights it off, needing to see you lose control first.
The sight of your stickiness frothing at the base of his cock nearly makes him white out in pleasure, getting messier with every stroke of his non-human cock.Â
Heâs never had a human before in his Lemurian form, but itâs something straight out of a wild, wet dream.
Your skin was so, so soft in comparison to his hard scales that heâs almost afraid of hurting you with them.
But, you prove youâre made of tougher stuff when you lean back, bracing both hands on the girth of his tail.Â
Showing off your puffy pussy and glistening hole taking every inch of him like it was made for this and only for this purpose.
He feels himself drowning in you. No one has ever taken him this deep. His mouth falls open, a low grunt touching your hot ears. Good girl⊠good fucking girl. His praises make you warm all over. You would do anything and everything to earn his devotion. But, Rafayel doesnât make you do itâhe gives it to you freely. One large hand smoothed over your belly, your tits, pinching your nipples and smirking inwardly when you gasp and groan.Â
Breathy whimpers resound, his thumb on your clit rubbing out full body shudders. The sky above spins, like heâs being sucked into and about to be spat out of a whirlpool.
His eyes bounce from the softness of your belly, your tits jiggling, and then back down to your pretty pussy taking all of him in.
âLike what you see?âÂ
Rafayel flits his gaze back up. Your eyes were two pools of smoldering heat, about to burn him alive.
You grab his wandering hand, pressing it right over your stomach. âI can feel you here.â He twitches, and you gasp. âSo, so deep.â
Sloppy sounds of your bodies meeting; you were so, so wet and perfect. Your pussy was gushing, fighting between squeezing him out or sucking him in.Â
Iâm gonna cum, baby, he grunts. The vein in his neck tightens, and your whimper almost sets him off.
Gonna cum so deep inside of you. Make you so round and perfect with my babies. Youâre my Queen, arenât you? My love. Iâll love you until the seas dry up. Youâre mine forever.Â
Itâs that tinge of possessiveness which does you under. You were putty to his deep, gravelly voice; those words of unending devotion and sin.
His thick, dark lashes flutter, those pretty eyes rolling back into his head.
Fuck, baby. He grabs onto your hips, looking for something to steady him. âI need you⊠Iâm gonna cum,â he whines, and itâs pathetic reallyâhow much youâve affected him.
If he was a lesser man, Rafayel mightâve called you his weakness. But, you were more than that.
You were the reason he woke up in the mornings. The reason he relentlessly pursued the passages of time and space to find you; you were the muse to his madness.Â
âDo it for me, baby,â you pant, and fall back into his arms. Chest to chest, lips to lips, every breath you took was exhaled by his own. âCum for me.â
Make me yours forever, Rafayel.
The world goes white, and your pussy quivers around him, an ending opera note suspended in mid-air.
It comes crashing down, slo-mo turned to a normal pace when time rushes back to engulf your sluggish shore.
His cum fills you up, thicker and running hotter than a humanâs. It felt strange; pulsating inside of you, glob after glob. Your pussy shudders and breaks, physical and emotional walls all torn down for him; voice hoarse and edged with mania. Rafayel, Rafayel, RafayelâŠ
You mumble his name like a prayer while he drags your lips to his, kissing you like an oath.
He feels you shudder around him, growing weaker like a kitten. It would be so easy for him to pierce your neck with his teeth, cut through your jugular with his scales.Â
But, Rafayel tames his primal, oceanic urge to destroy, reining it back in favor of nosing your hair.
âFelt so good,â he mumbles tiredly. âAre you okay, my little conch shell?â
You hum, shift your hips. The bulbous head of his cock brushes the opening of your cervix. âI canât believe I took you so deep.â You drift off and in a few minutes, feel him go from soft to half-hard in you again.Â
âAre you still turned on, baby?â you ask innocently, voice soft and frayed with exhaustion. Rafayel swivels his face away, trying to hide his red ears.
âN-no.â
You huff a laugh, using all the strength in your jelly-like limbs to sit up. Something catches your attention, and in the corner of your eye, you pick up the dark strands, fisting it close to your mouth.
Rafayel watches, unsure what youâre intending to do. He sits up, squints, and almost gasps.
Thatâs enough Hydroweed for you to last a night under the ocean.Â
Heâs about to stop you, when you ingest it all in one go.
The second you convulse, he pushes you back into the ocean, your gasp of relief second to only his bruising kiss completely devouring your mouth.Â
Your legs wrap around his waist, and your back meets the ocean floor again. This time, you take the lead, rolling him off to straddle his waist again.Â
Rafayel glances at you, gorgeous pastel eyes hooded.Â
He notices how comfortable youâre getting underwater; how easy it is for you to scoot down his torso, your playful smirk making his cock and heartstrings throb.Â
âBabyââ he mumbles, only to be cut off by the sight of you kissing his bulbous tip.
Rafayel isnât a believer of god per say (coming from his own experience as a retired sea deity), but at the sight of your pretty lips skimming his merman tip, he thinks he could give religion another shot.Â
Whatâre you doing? His whisper carries across the currents.
Ssh, you hush him, rimming the tip of your tongue around his flushed head. You donât miss how his tail twitches, cock now painfully at full mast.Â
Isnât it obvious? You mumble, kissing the tip reverently. I want to taste my Lemurian's pretty cock.
He seizes, back arching, putty in your hands when you take him down as deep as your little throat allows.Â
What else you couldnât fit, you used your hands to jack up and down.
Soft hisses slip past his clenched teeth. âYouâre driving me crazy, baby.â
Mhm, you slur, flickering your hazy, fucked out gaze to his flushed face. Tastes so good, you whisper, and Rafayel was glad the ocean didnât show the line of drool that usually trickles down your jaw; your fucked out expression which would make his control snap instantly.Â
You would need to consume at least three more mouthfuls of Hydroweed before he was fully done with you.Â
Luckily, Thomasâ yacht came with some fluffy towels.
Rafayel had wrapped you in one while he laid the other under your back; content to curl his tail around you, still in his Lemurian form. The honeywood deck was warm to the touch, the balmy evening offering comfort and respite from hours underneath the cold, dark ocean.Â
âSoâŠâ he quips, not one for stewing in silence. âQuestions? Thoughts? Comments?âÂ
You fight back a smile.Â
âWas there really eggs put up inside of me? Swore I felt a lot of round and hard things sloshing inside.â
âThat⊠would be my tip.â Rafayel flicks your nose when you scoff. âOn a scale of one to ten, how freaked out would you be if I said I did actually put some eggs up in your body and it had to be fertilized so the rest would start falling out of you like gelatinous goo until the only one takes?âÂ
You blink. âPretty freaked out, if Iâm being honest.â
âSo⊠a nine?âÂ
âMore likeââ you lifted your hand and made a so-so motion. ââa six, at best. Iâm kinda used to your bullshit by now, babe.âÂ
âHey!â Rafayel tugs on the ends of your hair, making you laugh. Growing serious now, he murmurs, âSo, youâre absolutely fine with being knocked up with a half-Lemurian kid?âÂ
âDepends,â you mumble mildly. âAm I the first one youâre doing this with?â
Barely missing a beat, he nodded. âThe only one. Never had time to sleep around. Always busy running a kingdom. Blah-blah. Typical God of the Sea stuff. No biggie.â
âAw,â you coo, âIâm so honored you waited for me.âÂ
You expected him to scoff or roll his eyes, not lapse into a serious quietness. Rafayelâs silence stretched on, and you perched your jaw on his shoulder.
âHey. Penny for your thoughts?âÂ
âHmm.â Rafayel tugs you closer, grabbing your hand and pressing it to his cheek. His lips are inches apart from yours, warm breath touching your parted mouth. You taste him on your tongue, invigorating yet comforting.
A well-worn sign of home.Â
âJust that I would do it all over again. Wait for you, I mean. Even if it takes a long, long time.â
A few centimeters and 800 years stand between the two of you.Â
But, for tonight, you breach the distance and kiss him, grateful that you had been given this cherished memory together with Rafayel.
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how I think the boys from love and deepspace would give a first kiss :3
warnings: suggestive content (obviously?), writing might be out of character, spoilers in general, i get carried away explaining everything because i'm afraid of being accused of mischaracterisation
[story spoiler] first kiss = first kiss where mc is a hunter/the timeline in game
authors notes: i have favourites and it will show CLEARLY in my writing⊠sorry (not sorry no1 rafayel stan) and i am a yapper
characters: rafayel, xavier, zayne and sylus
link to my master list here!!
more below the cut :3
sorry rafayel... but i feel like he's the most unskilled at kisses because - hear me out - you're his very first kiss. lemurians as a species seem to value bonds and loyalty, and as the literal sea god he wasn't able to nor wanted to just hook up or mess around - he's looking for devotion!!!
(okay, we ignore the kiss in forgotten sea myth story because like come on there was literally no romance mc was drowning)
definitely waits a while before kissing you, rayafel really takes his time to fall into place. after all, he needs to make sure his beloved bride/groom is well and truly his!!!
the type to wait for the âright momentâ - but doesnât force or stage it ykwim? like the time comes naturally - e.g. watching the sunset, or youâre leaning close to him whilst heâs painting
heâs a romantic 100% like thereâs a reason his 'floral promise' card was (imo) way fluffier compared to the others - like xavier's was tender-ish but rafayel was fucking melting
he's a sweet talker I just know it.
that charm he uses on his clients? he doesn't want to nor will he manipulate you with it but you know he's going to ramp up the charm to tease you a little
definitely knows his effect on you and uses it to his full advantage (cough cough fiery undercurrents secret times) like whispering in your ear, making excuses to touch you or get close to you
(i think heâd be more 'traditional' because of lemurian customs - the whole bonding + [forgotten sea spoilers] the sea god ceremony where the mc must devote themselves to rafayel displaying a strong level of devotion)
SUCH A GENTLE KISSER OMG like compared to his almost bratty and childish personality heâs a gentleman when it comes to kisses (also because he's kind of unsure what to do...)
the type to tuck strand of your hair behind your ear, fiddle with it a little maybe twirl it around his finger before trailing a finger along your jawline... i can see him like massaging your ear too? idk how to describe it he's a handsy man
first kiss was definitely more sweet than passionate ugawhriulgs he's such a cutie
right after the first kiss i think heâd be pretty affectionate, rather than bratty/tsundere since for him to kiss someone i believe heâd really need to love them (and therefore is more open to being vulnerable)
affectionate as in saying something cheesy probably, commenting on how you tasted or another one of his poetic, artistic quotes (dw raf we love it)
wouldn't be satisfied with just one after that, i can see him going in for a more passionate second and even a third (i mean look at his 'floral promise' memory OR 'fiery undercurrents') in the same few minutes
these follow up kisses would probably be longer and way less chaste, hands moving from tilting your chin up to your waist ahahahahahuwfa
you'd have to show him the appeal of tongue if that's your thing because he's seen it before but never really saw what was nice about it
"But... you're just drinking each other's saliva?" "Rafayel that's hot-"
definitely relived the moment in his head hundreds of times after that night - and you bet your ass he painted a piece inspired from your first kiss with him
any kisses after that i feel like they would follow this default pattern;
if he initiated the kiss i think heâd be more cocky and teasing, especially if he surprised you with one and he sees your flustered face
âDidnât expect that huh, cutie?â
if you surprised him, however, get ready for typical rafayel childish behaviour, blushing and averting his eyes, covering his mouth with the back of his hand and a pout
âHey- what was that for!!â ÎŁïŒă»âĄă»ïŒïŒ
either way rafayel is the worlds silliest man and would cave into literally anything with just a few kisses from you
ALSO KISS HIS COLLAR BONES AND YOU'VE GOT A WHOLE NEW SCENARIO TO UNFOLD
oh i just have a feeling this man is devouring you because puh-LEASEE?? sir we aren't forgetting your 'tender night' card i know that night was anything but tender
xavier is the definition of pent-up desire because this man has been waiting a LONG time and he's not going to be able to hold back very well
(taking heavy inspiration from his '21 days' memory because with his reaction it kind of feels like his first kiss with mc... but tbh i don't know much about xavi)
he's definitely not shy when it comes down to it, yeah he gets flustered if he thinks about it because of course imagining kissing the person he's pined over for centuries is going to fluster the shit out of him but he doesn't shy away form the idea or avoid the topic in conversation
i feel like he'd bring it up casually - like in the 'partner go go' event (aka heartbreaker-chasing-rhythm-game event) he was so insistent on the 'kissing page'
mc was like "apparently you can solve arguments with a kiss" and this mf straight up said "we can argue then" this man is STARVED
i feel like you'd need to initiate the kiss or give him very clear signs you'd be okay with a kiss for it to happen, i don't know why i just feel like he's that type of person
the first kiss is deep despite him trying his best to hold back - you can just feel his desire and longing oozing out of him and he's definitely on fucking cloud nine
xavier's holding your face and stroking his thumb along your cheek and god damn he's good at kissing where the fuck did he learn this from?
the type to break the kiss and then fucking bulldoze into the next one and my god his restraints have broken and he's actually kissing you as if it's the last thing he's able to do on earth
100% a tongue user he's biting at your bottom lip before slipping it in the sly minx
after the kiss he's more flustered than he expected to be - kissing the love of his life (literally) sends him into a flurry of emotions he's never really experienced before
given how possessive xavier is i wouldn't be surprised if halfway through making out he managed to leave a hickey or two in very. visible. places.
he isn't even pretending to feel guilty in the slightest, a smug grin as he shrugs out a half-assed apology.
"Sorry, I guess you'll have to try hide it. Or don't, that would be easier."
if you leave any marks on him he's not leaving you along that night. forget sleeping you two are recreating 'tender night' ALL night.
but seriously, if you leave hickeys over his neck (his canonical sensitive area and where he feels vulnerable) he's going to go crazy because what do you mean you want everyone to know he's yours??? what do you mean you want him as much as he wants you??
tldr; xavier is unusually talented with his mouth and is desperate to prove it to you.
i accidentally wrote way more for xavier than i expected i even cut out some bits holy crap maybe iâm more into xavi than i thought
oh no... zayne you beautiful man i am so sorry... (here comes the one character i have no idea how to characterise + no clue about his lore zayne fans pls bear with me)
okay - zayne looks like a gentleman and i'm sure he very much is even in intimate moments, but i cannot get rid of the idea that his first kiss w you was lowk spicyyyyy
like OH MY GOD I JUST WATCHED SNOWY SERENITY RN I FUCKIGN KNEW IT
that man was pouncing on you in a hospital bed, dishevelled, and kissing you deep my god like the type of kiss that literally as you forgetting where you are
i feel like zayne would be the one to initiate the kiss, again no idea why maybe i'm falling into the dominant zayne agenda
you're probably surprised when he kisses you because he's usually so composed, the 'cold unfeeling' dr zayne - then suddenly he's panting and pushing himself on top of you (consensually of course), pinning you down and going to town.
when he kisses you i don't think he's much of a lip biter, but if you bite his lips or lick at him or anything he's not opposed, as long as your lips are on his and vice versa
after the first kiss he's going straight into another one, his patience has thinned to the point of snapping and now he just needs you.
his hands what does he do with his hands? i'm thinking the typical otome face hold, gentle grasp juxtaposing his fervent kisses LOL
now, why does he kiss you?? how does this all build up? unfortunately all i can think of to match this scenario is something angsty or something along the lines of zayne has fucking had it and all he wants is you
"I need you... please."
this is the type of kiss where he wants to drown in you, breathe you in and just smother his being into yours to forget and erase whatever else is happening/happened
if he's kissing you and pinning you down and you bring up your hand to interlock fingers with him - your warm hands against his cool hands? wow his kissing is all of a sudden even more passionate.
after the little make out session he's going to go all mushy on you, physical affection of an embrace something uncharacteristic of him to match his dishevelled state
in kisses after the first i like the idea that he checks your pulse mid make-out and just silently smirks/chuckles when he notices it's faster and more erratic than usual
"Why are you nervous, this isn't our first time."
he also has this sneaky habit of whispering incredibly close to your ear, the reason why i choose to point this out it because i feel like sometimes he uses his evol to his advantage to like, breathe out cool air on your neck/ear and likes to watch you shiver
the ultimate dominant figure if you try to kiss him first and take control he somehow manages to overcome you and take the lead without using his strength, just good ol' sweet talking and technique
congratulations, you managed to snatch a kiss from the renown leader sylus!!!
i can see why people would think he's promiscuous or a fuck-boy because honestly i see it, but imo just because he is more flirtatious, assertive and... responsive (try tapping his... crotch... in the café LOL) does NOT = play boy
to me it just shows that - unlike the other LIs - sylus is just more forward with his approach, he has that devil-may-care like feel to him ykwim?
"Do I like you? What type of question is that, isn't it obvious? Or do I need to show you?" is much different to "Hey baby girl lemme rock your world tnite xx"
but just because he's got a 'fuck-all' attitude doesn't mean he fucks around with random people, he's 1. got standards and 2. living in the n109 zone?? do you THINK he can afford to let random people close just to fuck???
that being said i don't think he's a kiss virgin, just very selective and honest man when it comes to love and physical intimacy
now, when i say he isn't a fuckboy, that doesn't mean i don't believe in cocky-smugass-know-it-all sylus - he kisses well. and with PASSION. and probably the worst part is that he knows it.
first kiss with sylus? i can't imagine him making a large fuss about it like rafayel, nor it having to be some "i'm-at-deaths-door-and-need-to-kiss-you-atleast-once" situation like zayne, but no matter where or when you two share a first kiss he is making sure you remember
that being said, there was definitely a LOT of romantic and sexual tension between you and sylus for at least weeks before the kiss, i mean the air was thick with suggestive glances and denial
i think you two'd have to already be in close proximity which is very easy to achieve with sylus (touchiest man award goes to him) for the first kiss to initiate
he's grabbing your waist, or your face, makings sure your eyes are on. him. as you two kiss. watching with delight no matter what reactions you have, he admires you through surprised and flustered to confident and defiant
rather than a tender first kiss itâs probably a full blown make out session, just desire and lust flooding out of the both of you after having built up for over a month.
assertive does not mean he's going to force a kiss on you to clear this up, more that he likes to take the initiative and take control as you two kiss <3
yeah he's into biting (wow what a big shock) - likes biting your ear, or neck, or bottom lip, one time he tried nipping at your tongue too.
you can bite him back, he likes it.
"Hah, looks like someone is baring their claws tonight..." heâs really into that whole cat thing huh.
what does mr sylus do with his hands? waist, hips, ass, around your neck, pulling your face in by squeezing your cheeks, fingers threading through the hair on the back of your head, you name it he does it. again, i think sylus is a touchy man.
he doesn't mind if you try to take control, just dont expect to be successful. different to zayne - as in he will overcome your control with his evol and strengthâŠ
inappropriate use of his evol has occurred (he âtiedâ you up and made out with you (CONSENSUALLY))
after his affinity 15 (i think) memory i can just tell heâs freaky with it bruhhh so yeah handcuffs are probably something he indulges in
if youâre persistent or physically overcome sylus you might get rewarded with a resigned, more submissive sylus
the idea or sight of someone man handling/overcoming his strength really sets him off.. i mean have you seen âno defence zoneâ?? but youâre really going to need to work to get him to this stage, and heâs going to have to love you
âNo oneâs ever seen me like this, lying on my back and begging for you.â
secretly finds out through you that he enjoys being dominated (BRAT SYLUS FOR 2024) so climb on top of him and kiss him until heâs blushing and panting hahahahahaha
tldr: sylus isnât a fuck-boy but he sure kisses like one
AN; as an ao3 writer may say, no beta we die like caleb i wrote half of this when i was half asleep LMAOO anyways i hope this was okay please dont attack me BYE
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âł there's no way they're getting jealous over pixelated men.. right? it's not your fault you've got a very particular type.
âł scenarios in which they witness you fangirling over fictional men (ironic i know) that's actually quite similar to them in personality/vibes
áŽáŽÉąê±: mdni; fem!mc (but ur welcome to hc urself as whatvever you want); mostly crack; zayne suggestive (implied smut), fluff, xavier fluff, rafayel angst, hurt/comfort, sylus fluff; references to l&ds myths lore, a lot of anime references and possible spoilers for shows/game (jjk, apothecary diaries, ghibli movies, ff), established relationships; a lot of thirsting, jealousy, mc is emotional and assertive, periods, ovulation mention, mc and sylus have playful banter dynamic; unedited
â„ a/n: these are silly ideas that's been in my head for a while now and its most self indulgent. its been plaguing my head now about how i would let nanami and zayne hit at the same time and dingdingding! ideaaa. i do appreciate some feedback and reblogs!! this is my first time posting about l&ds, and my own interpretation for them may vary from yours. english isn't my first language so pls pardon my grammatical errors. minors and ageless blogs will be BLOCKED.
Now ever since you were both kids, he already knew your absolute fascination for anime, sometimes even joining you as you watch the latest Sailor Moon and Detective Conan episodes. He also remembers vaguely how you had an absolutely massive crush on Roy Mustang from FMA. He was sure you didn't even understand the plot you were just ogling at him as he silently judged you.
So it shouldn't be a surprise that you still are, in fact, a massive weeb.
And it shouldn't be surprising you would still have fictional crushes, even with your established relationship. It's not that Zayne feels threatened in anywayâthey're not real for heaven's sake.
But after a long 36-hour shift and a major surgery, exhaustion seeping into his taut muscles, bones aching, skin longing for yoursâsomething just slightly irks him when he sees wayyy too close to the TV, kicking your feet like a silly little girl on the floor, gripping your biggest plushie.
You were giggling and grinning like a mad woman as you were just practically drooling over the latest episode of Jujutsu Kaisen.
You were replaying the part of Nanami Kento pulling some blonde dude's hair roughly, pulling him to his shadowed face.
"What's the number and location of your allies?" Nanami growled through the screen, and you were giggling again, rewinding for the nth time. Damn his wide ass shoulders seems so nice to rest (your legs) on.
He was the perfect balance of serious and dry humor. His suits were always on point, paired with leather shoes and luxury silver watch. The way he would carry himself; his presence bringing in the level-headed maturity needed by the mostly teenage cast, truly the reliable adult they all need. Nanami Kento was truly husband material.
You go over the scene again when Nanami tugs the dude again by his ponytail, a good shot of Nanami's packed pants in side view.
And god, you would have pulled those pants down and showed Shibuya a real incidentâ
After a while, you were getting uncomfortable, so you stood up from your spot, deciding to get something to drink when you stop dead on your tracks.
There was Zayne, sitting on the couch still dressed from the hospital minus the white coat. He had his arms folded against his chest, watching you with tired eyes.
"OhâZayne! Welcome back, love." You greeted as you made your way to him to give him a kiss.
He didn't kiss you back.
You give him a concerned look. Although you were already used to his stressed demeanor though after work, you can sense this was slightly different.
"Love?" You called out to him again, hand travelling to his chest. You see his gaze faltering into a fondness familiar to you, and he looks away.
Ah..
You bit your lip to suppress a snort, grabbing the tie to make him face you again.
"Is Doctor.. sulking?" You quirked an eyebrow at him.
Zayne grabs your wrist, pulling you into his lap and you oblige, effectively straddling him.. You put your arms around his neck as he nudges his nose at the crook of your neck, placing butterfly kisses.
"I don't know... maybe my woman saying she's about to pull down another man's pants is a justifiable reason?" he murmurs into your skin, hugging your waist closer.
Oh fuck, you said that out loud?
He felt you shake with laughter. Unraveling from the embrace, you cup his face with both hands.
"My love, we both know the only man I can and will ever that to is you." You reassure him, still giggling as you feel him sigh a shaky breath.. and a familiar tent poking you down there.
You loved when Zayne gets like this, being extra clingy after long work daysâsoft, yearning, needy.
The renowned Doctor Zayne, always so frigid when it comes to other matters, is melting under your touch, almost pouty because of a fictional blonde man on TV. You could almost coo.
"Hm.. maybe I'd like a demonstration?" Zayne drawls out in request, almost plea. Polite as always, you would think,
If not for the sudden tug at back of your hair, exposing the column of your neck.
A silent moan breathes out of your lips, feeling him nip down to your collarbones.
You huff out a laugh, feeling Zayne hum on your skin.
"Seems like someone's got inspired."
Xavier is a jealous man. Whether or not he acknowledges this, everyone and their mother knows this is an established fact.
Another man breathes your direction and something immediately itches under his skin to pull out his sword. This may or may not be an exaggeration.. I mean the man is literally jealous of himself.
So what do you expect when, unbeknownst to you, he catches you giggling to yourself at your phone during lunchbreak? He's on his way to spend it with you at your usual place, take out of your favorite food in hand.
"Did your boyfriend text you or something, girl?" He hears someone tease youâTara, he figuresâand he stops at the corner where he's about to turn. Xavier peeks his head a little and he sees her nudging your arm as you look up at her, eyebrow quirked and a goofy smile on your lips. You were both turned away from him waiting at a table.
He remains hidden at the corner, confused.
He didn't text you though? Did he?
"Nooooâit's nothing.. just a new episode." You tuck your phone away from her prying eyes.
"Ohhh, so it's your other boyfriend-" Tara teases, and you hit her playfully. "Who is it now? Gojo? Himmel?"
There's a ringing in Xavier's ears.
"Ssshhhh!âyou're so loud!" You whisper yelled, pulling Tara beside you to show her your screen.
It was Apothecary Diaries. Jinshi spotted Maomao at work as a servant after being laid off the palace, and of course, went to bother her.
Jinshi brushes his finger over Maomao's lips, staining it with pink rouge, before bringing it up to his own lips and kissing it. He smiles at her after and she looks away, flustered.
You and Tara start squealing as discretely as possible to avoid looking like total idiots in public to no avail, as you were shaking Tara in giddiness.
"If Maomao ain't gonna kiss him soon enough, I will!" You say through your gritted teeth in frustration.
The way he looks at her, like she's so far out of his reach whenever they do touch, sadness and longing in his gaze. You eat it up every time he's getting starstruck by her hidden beauty. It was so obvious he was the supposedly sickly prince of the kingdom, masking his own identity for the sake of his mission (ahem), yet it cracks sometimes just to let this supposedly common clever peasant girl to seep through, leading to his silly misunderstandings and petty jealousy-
Behind, you both hear someone clear their throat, and you slowly pan over your gazes.
There was Xavier, arms crossed, an unamused look in his eyes as he looks down on you both. Tara stands up way too fast.
"Hey there! I just remembered I have something to doâSee you later, girl!" She quickly takes off, leaving you high and dry.. and awkward as fuck.
Yeah, he's seen the scene himself too while you two were too busy fangirling amongst yourselves. Yes, he knows who Jinshi is, as you two were also watching the show together every new episode. And yes, he was aware about your love for shoujo and how you absolutely going crazy over Jinshi and Maomao's moments way before this. He did find it cute whenever you get giddy about them, telling him they should just get together already.
"H-Hey, Xavier!" You stammer, also quickly standing to greet him. Shit, you think to yourself. You were holding those other thoughts to yourself as you watch together because once again..
Xavier is a jealous man.
Maybe you can still get off the hook because its a fictional man for heaven's sake. You internally sigh, remembering the one time you were hitting the sofa too many times with a hushed scream the moment Yuta Okkotsu popped out on screen in season 2 of JJK.. Xavier had his eyebrows knitted the entire evening after that.
But alas, Xavier is your jealous man.
There's a pout on his lips with the familiar frown, and you could almost laugh.
"You watched it without me.." He complained, yet still letting you pull him beside you this time, and sat down.
"We can watch the whole thing later again, bunny." You hook your arm around him, and you feel him loosen up a bit of his tension. But now he won't look at you.
"Maybe, I don't want to anymore.. It's been spoiled now." Xavier pouted.
You can't help snickering, squeezing your embrace on his arm, tugging him to catch his gaze again. He just continued to look away pettily, sulking.
An idea pops in your mind.
You brush your finger over his lips ever so slowly, finally catching his attention.
He watches as you bring them to your own lips, kissing intently just as Jinshi did for Maomao.
A blush creeps into his cheeks, ears tinting red as you smile at him. He's so adorable, and all yours.
"Kiss me?" You ask, eyes lingering on his lips, and Xavier's breath hitches.
"You're no fair.." He huffs, closing the distance between the two of you.
Who was he to refuse?
We've all got our childhood cartoon crushes, in more 'hear-me-out' ways or tame ones. There's ones we grow out of and ones that's like.. forever ingrained into your mind because it changed your brain chemistry.
You were rewatching your ultimate comfort Ghibli movie for the millionth time: Howl's Moving Castle.
Yeah, yeahâit could be considered overrated nowadays but that doesn't matter as it never truly gets old for you. You always find new ways to appreciate the film, from the enchanting music, the vibrant distinct art style and animation, the beautiful characterization of the cast, and the overall themes and plot is just absolutely perfect.
And yes, you do cry every time. You stopped wondering when you would grow out of that phase because it just hits so good.
It also doesn't help that it's your period, so the hormones are wack as hell and your uterus was killing you and stabbing out your fucking ass. You were contorted in an uncomfortable curled position as you downed the left over ice cream on Rafayel's couch in his studio. The night sky through the windows was a nice ambience as the TV illuminated the rest of the living space. You were wearing his favorite cream diamond patterned cardigan, the one with the red and blue hems. It still smelled like him, perfect for maximum comfort.
Rafayel wasn't actually in the studio when you got there. Ever since you got together, he gave you a spare key, insisting you were welcome anytime even when he wasn't around. His home was your home now too, he said. You texted him several times beforehand you were coming over, yet no replyânot even a seen. Moody as hell, you still crashed the place anyways, even more disappointed he wasn't anywhere in his property.
So now, you were just waiting for him to finish whatever business he has you have no idea about. You decided to stop pestering poor Thomas over him either as he too was didn't seem to know where in god's green earth Rafayel wasâyou were too tired and moody and in fucking pain to give a shit. If he doesn't wanna show up, fuck that guy.
Whatever, at least you've got Howl.
It was nearing the climax of the movie. Sophie was wandering through what was seemingly Howl's dream, finding herself in a familiar stone house in the middle of valleys of flowers. The meteor shower drifted against the night sky. A young Howl stood in the middle, jet black hair flowing with the wind as he catches a falling star. "I know where I am! I'm in Howl's childhood!" Sophie realizes, as the wind starts to lift her off her feet. Howl swallows the star, keeling over at a pain in his chest, and in his hands was his heartâCalcifer. "Howl! Calcifer!" Sophie yells desperately, and they both look over to her. "I know how to help you now! Find me in the future!"
Aaand you were bawling. It wasn't even that dramatic yet but you were bawling. It goes on for god knows how long as your attention wanders off.
Howl, despite his eccentric and seemingly vain nature, is deeply caring. Howl did not care for the war, only that it would end for everyone's sake. He sees the beauty within Sophie when she could not. The symbolism of Calcifer being able to be tamed by Sophie, the implied longing for her all those years, so much so even if the only thing seemingly linking them is an unsaid promise.
To be honest, you might just be projecting right now.
Maybe you actually miss him badâhis familiar low V-neck white shirts and black slacks hugging his waist, his pouty lips, and stupid charming smile. The studio was in the familiar mess, meaning everything was reminder of a touch of your own gorgeous annoying ass lover who's somewhere out thereâ
"Baby..?" A concerned voice calls out, and despite being here the entire time already, you finally felt like home.
You didn't even notice he was already there cause of your tear-blurred vision, relief making you cry a little harder as Rafayel wipes your tears away. All your irritation and the mental angry scolding you were gonna give him melts away as you lean into his hands.
"Heyâwhat happened? Are youâ" Rafayel stammers, as this was kind of the first time he encountered you this seemingly distraught the entire time you were together. He knew he kind of fucked up by not answering soon enough because of his dead batteryâfuck all that actually why are you even bawling your eyes out over the TV?!
He knew you can get emotional in films and shows but not this much. It made his chest ache seeing you like this even if it's just a movie.
"Let's run! Don't fight them, Howl!" Sophie cries out, drawing Rafayel's attention for a moment to the screen at the familiar dialogue. "Sorry, I've had enough of running away, Sophie. Now I've got something I want to protect. It's you."
He remembers you saying Ghibli movies were your comfort movies and you both had plans for a marathon together at some point. Seems like you started on your own. Rafayel knew a bit of this story.
Alright, perhaps more than just a bit.
"A-at the beginning, he greeted her saying he wasâ" you hiccupped, stammering your words out, placing your own hands over his, "He said he was looking everywhere for her."
"Yeah?" Rafayel whispered, hushing your cries.
"Mhm.. And he did wait for her, looking everywhere for his heart even when it was actually with him the entire time."
There's a pang in Rafayel's chest, squishing your face gently.
"And yet, it wasn't with him, even if his heart was in his chestânot unless she was with him." Rafayel whispered with an aching softness in his tone that's hard to miss.
Because Rafayel was holding his own heart in his hands right now, drying her tears.
You finally get a better look at him, the purple hues in his eyes twinkling like twilight seas against the dark. It was there againâa look into the familiar murky depths he doesn't let you dive into, lest you drown.
Yet you wouldn't mind if it was Rafayel. You wish he could trust you a little more.
Rafayel leans in for a kiss, but you stop him with a hand over his mouth.
"WaitâI'm literally snotty and ugly right now-" You quickly wipe the rest of the wetness from your face away, but then Rafayel's hands directed you back to his now growingly intense gaze.
"You're beautiful." He states, true with conviction.
"Are you trying to make me cry more?" You whine.
"Of course not, cutie. I-"
"You made me wait an eternity here.." You sobbed out, pain twisting in your gut again.
Rafayel's gritted his teeth, a flare of something unwanted momentarily rises but quickly gets doused again. No, this situation was all his fault and it's not fair on you. You were in pain and he wasn't there.
"I.." He manages, "I'm sorry.. But I would wait an eternity for you, my bride. I really will, Iâ"
I did.
The words immediately die in his mouth, drying his throat.
You notice Rafayel's own eyes glistening, tears threatening to fall and his breath beginning to shorten.
"Fyel? I'm not mad anymore, please don't cry too.." This time it's your turn to cup his face.
"I just really really missed you." You confess, caressing his cheek as you rested your forehead against his own.
"Well, I'm hear now, sweetheart.. Sorry I'm late." He breathes, finally pressing his lips against yours.
A heavy burden beats in his chest, one he knows you will unknowingly carry evermore.
Maybe you really had a type.
You admit you're always quite drawn to the questionable, morally ambiguous characters. Bonus points if the said character is insane to some degree. You tell yourself it's not like you would actually date people that crazy in your actual life. It's just all fun and games, right?
Sure.
Well, now you're dating The Leader of Onychinus, Sylus, the unofficial uncrowned emperor of the N109 Zone himself.
It isn't really as bad as regular people would think really. Sylus is a sweet and genuinely caring man in contrast of his public image. He has a reputation to uphold after all. He always spoiling you in whatever you wish, always open to whatever you want to say, and always present for you to call or visit. His tall imposing figure was more of a sign of comfort. He was basically a walking hearth, free to cling to whenever, wherever as you walk through the frigid streets of the N109 Zone.
Like look just at the man.. You literally fucking won at life.
To be honest, you have no idea how the hell you even got at this point. And who are you to complain? You were living your best life with someone who can match your freak, so to speak.
But, for now..
"Damn, why is he so.." You mutter to yourself, caressing the large tablet at your lap like an idiot.
"Don't deny me." Sephiroth says, doing some mental fuckery with Cloud for the hundredth time. It got you biting your nail. "Embrace me."
You definitely had a fucking type, you giggle to yourself.
You were just killing time since it's your vacation, and you were spending it in the ideal environment: your boyfriend's dark luxurious base, in the comfort of his king sized silk sheeted velvety bed, sleeping your troubles away. Sylus is out as usual, going on about his own business, so you had the whole place to yourself.. and Mephisto.
Upon your doom scrolling, you stumble upon this hauntingly beautiful man, Sephiroth, and you were pulled in like a moth to a flame.
It's not your first time seeing himâheck, everybody who's at least half as chronically online as you are has at least seen him onceâbut more of the first time to appreciate him more closely, especially that goddamn faceâdamn, are you ovulating or something what the hell?!
And now you've been going on for hours just ogling at the dude with no idea how long it's been. You already ordered all the games with the help of your so ever generous boyfriend's card, but your ass cannot wait for it anymore and just spoiled yourself silly watching other streamers and silent walkthroughs of every Final Fantasy content you could get your hands on.
One hundred percent no regrets.
You then wonder about how Sylus would look like with longer hair.. it might not be good for your health, you conclude, for both the sake of your heart and uterus.
Luckily for you at least, Sylus doesn't seem like he's hellbent to destroy the planet in an existential downward spiral of insanity. But it makes you think about how far you'd be willing to actually follow him in his path.
(Something dark stirs within you, but you pay it no mind. You don't wanna be hearing those voices again anytime soon.)
The camera pans to Sephiroth's lips for what seems like half of his screentime, and your biting your own goddamn lip. The curve of that upper lip was killing you.
They didn't have to make him literally so damn ethereal, although it fits his fallen angel motifs. His uncanny green eyes literally stares into your soul, pulling you in and in and in, until you you're all snug under his thumb. Sure, the dude is a manipulative murderous bastard with a literal God-complex, because fuck his ugly ass father you refuse to acknowledge has any relation to him..
But now that's just a part of his charm now, isn't it?
"Good, Cloud.. very good.." Sephiroth whispers as he embraces the blond with such eerie intimacy that shouldn't be possible while being fucking stabbed.
You swear you can already feel the hot breath fanning your ear as he said those lines.
"Damn itâCloud, let me be the trusted adult to save you right now and switch!" You shake the screen with frustration. "That should have been me..!"
"What should be you, sweetie?"
A familiar deep voice calls out from the dark entrance of your shared bedroom, reverberating from your toes and up your spine.
"Sylus!" You throw your tablet so fast you weren't sure if it landed on the mattress as you stood up, sliding your feet towards him.
No one beats your real white haired, ruby-eyed, impossibly handsome, ridiculously tall powerful man for you..
But you would never say that out loud because the man needs to be kept knocked down a peg or you will never hear the end of it.
"A little birdie has been bugging me all night about how.. unfaithful you were being," Sylus tucks a strand behind your ear, finger trailing down your jaw. "Care to tell me what's that all about?"
You gape at him, snapping your head towards Mephisto who was still as a statue at your bedside. From your view, it seemed like that accursed bird is avoiding your gaze in shame.
"You little..!â"
Sylus grabs your attention back by your chin, making you lock eyes with him. There it wasâthat intense gaze, his crimson eyes pouring into yours, making you come undone. He can pick you apart and mold you back piece by piece, and the scary part of it all was that you would most likely let him.
Again, not that he needed to know that.
"Now, now, kitten. Don't blame him." He chuckles and you swear it's the sexiest sound you've ever heard, your heart pacing faster.
"IâHe's literally exaggerating! I was just watching a game here the entire time!" You huffed, crossing your arms and looking away like a petty child. He laughs a little more.
"What were you watching so intently that I catch you still awake at the break of dawn, hm?"
You glance at the clock. 5:02 AM. You were up all night? Damn.. not the first time but you haven't lost track of time that badly since binging House of the Dragon a couple months ago.
"Oh, I thought that little traitorâ" You give Mephisto a pointed look, still looking away with guilt, "âtold you everything at this point."
Sylus pulls you closer by your waist, until your chests bump each other. "Well.. maybe I want to hear it from you, since you somehow purchased a whole game series with the card I lent you."
Okay, fair enough.
"It's just a game, love. I saw a character I liked, so I decided why not get it myself? But then I couldn't sit around waiting so I just.. watched some videos." You scratch you head in frustration. "Like how did that turn into unfaithfulness!" You whine.
Maybe it's the sleep deprivation drooping your eyelids that's got you more irritated as you hit his chest with some considerable force.
He huffs mockingly. He was obviously messing with you, yet you were oddly taking this more serious than he anticipated. Makes him wanna tease you more.
In a blink, your tablet was in his hands, grabbed by his Evol. It's still open.
"Hey!" You jump up into your tippy toes, trying to pry your gadget back from him, but he's literal fucking giant.
Seeing an opportunity, Sylus hooks his arm under your thighs and hoists you up easily as many times as before. You quickly bring your arms around his neck, trying to remain in balance.
"Put me down!" You struggle in his hold whilst still reaching for your tablet to no avail. It made Sylus laugh even more.
"What's the matter, sweetie? I simply want to watch it together."
Sylus walks the two of you to the edge of the bed, sitting down with you on his lap. Before you could protest more, the video compilation starts playing,
And you wanted the ground to open up and swallow you whole.
"You're practically panting." Sephiroth says, walking up behind Cloud. "I'm excited." Cloud admits, claymore in hand. Amused, Sephiroth tilts his head with a hum. "Such a puppy."
You find yourself your face Sylus' shoulder in embarrassment, pursing your lips to suppress a scream.
Cloud, can you not enable this motherfucker I swearâ
"Okay, that's enough of thatâSephi, shut the fuck up right now." You finally get a hold of the tablet with a burst of speed, throwing it in the furthest part of the bed.
Sylus just looks at you with a knowing smug grin, and you wanna smack the it off his stupidly handsome face.
"I am in no obligation to elaborate nor divulge into whatever the fuck that was." You quickly state like an automated message, and Sylus is just laughing at you. "I know that my agony brings you amusement but please just shut up right now."
"I haven't even said anything yet." He says between his chuckling.
"I can feel the judgement brewing in your brain, Sy." You glare at him half-heartedly.
"Could you at least tell me why are you so attached to.. Sephi?" He repeats the nickname you gave him mockingly, and so you smack his chest again.
"I'm going to kill you." You hissed at him. Sylus wants to kiss the scrunch on your nose. You wiggle out of his grasp, but his hand catches your fingers in time, holding you in place. You attempt to tug out of his grasp.
"Where are you going now, sweetie?" He quirks his eyebrow at you, tone amused. Sylus was enjoying this way too much for your sake.
"Out, far away, in another universe so I don't have to deal with you making fun of me." You sneered at him pettily, still tugging your arm away.
Deciding to ride along your silly threat, Sylus asks. "And how do you plan to do that? You can't go anywhere around here without me, kitten."
"I'm flying away with my half winged, crazy, silk-pressed white haired man to help him attain godhood since I am apparently disloyal to you." You spat out pettily, lacking any real venom. Apparently the wrong answer, since Sylus just pulled you back closer, trapping you between his thighs while gripping yours.
He had his eyebrow quirked, crimson gaze laced with something you can't discern maybe because sleepiness was slowly creeping up on you now. Honestly, you're like half aware of what you're saying at this point.
"Don't deny me.." Sylus whispers, almost like a plea instead of a command, breath fanning your skin, raising goosebumps. "Embrace me."
Your eye twitches, reference registering in your mind. "YouâHow long have you been standing there?!"
You raise your hand to smack him again, but he catches it and keeps it in place over his heart.
"Even if you do leave, sweetie, I'll still be here." He says, the sudden softness slightly catching you off guard. Sylus smiles up at you, not the usual smug one, but pure adoration.
His blood-red eyes were blooming roses as the first dew of sunrise greets its petalsâit's pure, unadulterated, naturalâlike how his heart beats with so much fervor you could feel the thrumming of it under your fingertips like a rushing river. It was overwhelmingly powerful, tempting you to pluck it yourself, thorns digging in your palms. It was almost like you had your hand already buried deep in his chest, his heart pulsing in your grasp, blood pouring out and merging with yours, because you would carve out your own for him too.
"After all, my love, I know you will come back to me." He says with an assurance that shouldn't be possible without sounding pretentious, and yet it got your heartbeat racing, matching his.
Because you were his as much as he was all yours.
"You seem so sure of yourself, huh?" You say instead, feeble way of trying to remain composed after all that, scratching the back of his head lightly the way you know he loves. A relieved sigh leaves his lips. "You're lucky I love you."
"Perhaps I truly am." Sylus draws you closer, placing kisses on your neck, just above an artery. The blood flowing underneath hums against his lips, deciding to gently nip the skin. It made you melt, letting out a shaky sleepy sigh. Your eyelids droop dangerously heavier.
"Seems like your joining me in my sleep, sweetie." Sylus kisses your jaw.
You hum in response, and before you know it, you're curling on his lap again, relishing the welcoming warmth like a kitten and their favorite spot. Sylus swears you're purring.
You smile up at him. "Maybe that was the plan all along."
"Oh? How naughty, ruining your sleep just to blame it on me?"
You yawn, snuggling closer. "I would do anything for you."
He didn't need to know that, but you said so anyways.
He stills for a moment, bated breath, carrying the weight of your words in his embrace. Maybe it was just your groggy murmurings of the moment, but the declaration already sowed itself in his heartstrings, making it skip a beat. The kind that lingers physically for a moment. You were too dangerous, all cutely cuddled up against him to be saying that.
Despite your fading consciousness, you gave him a longing look. Your eyes flickered down where you were mindlessly tracing over his bottom lip, lingering for a moment, then back at his gaze again. It's all he needed to know you were being genuine.
He leaned in for a kiss, savoring the softness of your lips pushing back against his, until it didn't. As soon as Sylus pulled away, you were already softly snoring.
You really were purring.
"Such a kitten." He chuckled.
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â„ a/n: i definitely got too carried away with sy and raf.. don't blame me i love me howl and raf parallels istg and im a sucker for sylus fluff. zayne got me feeling something all week istg and xavi is my forever baby. let me know what you think but pls be nice c: i'm working on the dads lnds one i swearrrr this just took longer than expected.
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Hello, I love ur LADS works <3. Can i request the boys on the day of their and reader's wedding, their reaction to first seeing the dress and their vows in the current timeline. Tysm đ©·
i literally wrote this entire thing and then tumblr deleted it so im so MAD - wrote this w/ reader being g/n bc what if you wanna wear a sick pantsuit to your wedding, focues on the first look/vows!! but i dont write vows bc i dont know the touch of another human also very very slight references to myths you dont need to know them to read this/its not really a spoiler
Zayne took an active role in your wedding planning because you wanted him to. You know he's got his preferences and even though he bends to your will a majority of the time you know that you want as much of his input as possible.
A part of him honestly wanted to be there for you to pick out your clothes for the wedding. He wanted to spend the afternoon telling you how amazing you look and how excited he is to marry you but he knows it would make you much happier to surprise him on the day of. Besides, he has a reputation to maintain as a professional doctor - crying in the changing room is not conducive to such an image, you tease.
The day of the wedding he focuses on the empty space in front of him. He doesn't want to look at the walkway until he knows your day, knowing that the anticipation of your presence would just make him cry. Unfortunately for him when it's finally time for him to meet you at the alter he immediately starts crying. He doesn't even notice that tears are sliding down his face until the officiant hands him a tissue.
You can't help but tease him a little for his reaction but you're crying just as much, bringing a hand up to wipe away his tears as you laugh. He leans into your touch, the two of you sharing a quiet moment until it's time for the two of you to say your vows. His vows are concise yet affectionate, detailing the moment he knew he loved you. It's a day that's just out of your reach, one that you can't remember but one he clearly looks upon fondly.
When it's time for the two of you to kiss he steals the breath out of your lungs. He kisses you hard, passionately as a reminder of how much he loves you. You can't help but blush a little at how intense the kiss was but the way he looks at you is even more intense, thanking you for giving him the opportunity to be loved by you.
Xavier was always happy to give you his opinions for the wedding whenever you asked for them. He might not have a strong opinion but he does definitely have one, telling you that he wants but that he's also happy to just go along with whatever you want. All he cares about is that he's marrying you.
When you come down the aisle he can't take his eyes off of you. He's had a determined look throughout a majority of the ceremony, one you recognise from moments of intense focus whenever he's working. It's his default for trying to stay calm throughout the day, waiting anxiously for you at the alter. Now that you're finally here the look on his face softens, smiling at you as he watches every step you take to him carefully.
His vows are simple, swearing to protect you for the rest of his life. Somehow, you get the sense that he's spent a lot of time working on the words, his speech more formal and elegant than you're used to but it's still perfectly him. He smiles at you softly the entire time, his absolute adoration for you obvious as you listen.
When he kisses you it feels like the first time. He holds you delicately, hands cupping your face as he whispers another "I love you" against your lips. He tells you how excited he is to finally be your husband, promising you again that he'll always be by your side.
Rafayel went all out for your wedding. Anything you wanted he got for you, no questions asked. Surprisingly, he actually didn't have very many wants for the ceremony himself, constantly telling you that as long as you're happy he's happy. The only thing was he really wanted to design your wedding attire, wanting it to perfectly match is. You had to fight him for it, telling him it'd defeat the purpose of it all being a surprise. You end up compromising by allowing him to pick the fabric and pattern - that way you two could still match but he doesn't know what the final product looks like. Besides, he already designed the wedding bands so he wasn't too upset about losing this battle.
His eyes are glued to the head of the aisle, waiting for you to come down it. The second you appear his eyes start watering just the slightest, wiping his tears as he waits for you to come to him. His breath feels like it's been stolen out of his lugs, taking your hands in his when you finally stand across from him. His vows are memorised so he doesn't bother to reach for any notecards.
He promises you the world, telling you that he'll be waiting for you until all the seas in the world dry up and even past then. His words are ardent, almost feverish as he devotes his entire being to you, reminding you time and time again that as far as he's concerned, his life means nothing to you.
After the two of you kiss he buries his face into your neck, holding you tightly as his vows continue. They're simple yet just as devoted, Rafayel telling you that right now, his words are just for you.
Sylus, like Rafayel, spared no expense for your wedding. He has less opinions about the whole ceremony and tells you that whatever you need to make you happy then you have to get it. As long as you want it, you'll have it.
When he sees you for the first time he's rendered speechless. He's got a good poker face though so to everybody else, they just think that the smirk on his face is a warning to you of what's to come but you can see the softened arch in his brows, the way his lips are just the slightest bit downturned in anxiety. You reach out of his hands, laughing softly at the fact that they're shaking. Nobody can tell but you, keeping your hands in his so he has something to ground himself to.
His vows for you are hushed, barely heard by the audience since as far as he's concerned, they're promises that are only for you. He loves you more than anything, and he swears that he'd never do anything to hurt you for as long as he lives. He promises that he'll go along with all your schemes and love you with all of his heart - even though that comes to him as naturally as breathing.
The audience is surprised to see such a soft version of him come out in public, the look in his eyes when he sees you making them all melt. He kisses you softly, holding your face in his hand as he makes sure you understand the depth of his feelings for you while he swears his life to you.
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On the rare and mystical Ebb Day, when the tides unveil the secrets of the deep, creatures from the oceanâs depths are carried ashore. Once upon a time, a sailor embarked on this extraordinary day and came upon an injured mermaid amidst the waves. With a voice as enchanting as the sea itself, she pleaded for her freedom, promising her most cherished treasure in return. As their eyes met and their worlds intertwined, a bond formed, weaving a tale of love and unity. The sailor and mermaid, drawn together by fate and the oceans whisperâlived happily ever after.
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Rafayelâs moods were something youâd grown used toâhis artistry matched only by the drama he could conjure. Yet today, even that familiar spectacle felt off-kilter. You woke to the sound of his ringtone, his usually vibrant voice laced with a heaviness that set alarms off in your mind; a weight that prompted you to rush over the moment he suggested a walk.
In less than an hour, he was already whining about the air being inexplicably stickyâ âhow do you guys even breathe?â he grumbled, pivoting to head home, seemingly indifferent to whether you chose to follow him or not. Once home, he had the nerve to tell you to see yourself out, especially after you had dashed over just because he sounded upset.
You were near the door, tossing a cutting remark over your shoulder, when he collapsed. There was an audible thud as he hit the floor. Part of you wondered if this was just another act in his dramatic reserveâbut the feverish heat radiating from his skin told a different story. Concern swallowed your annoyance, fueling a desire to stay and see him through the night. Despite his initial protests, he eventually surrendered with a grumble about how your lingering presence would be your own regret. With that settled, you fetched him a glass of water, returning to find him asleep, sitting upright on the couch.
As you were setting the water down on the coffee table, a glimmer caught your eyeâsomething shimmering softly on his face. You leaned in to discover a scattering of delicate, iridescent flakes adorning his cheeks and neck, trailing beneath the open collar of his shirt. Unable to resist, you reached out to touch them, settling beside him on the couch. The texture beneath your fingertips was astonishingly silkyâalmost ethereal. Gently, you traced one, barely grazing his skin as a realization dawned. âScalesâŠâ The word slipped from you in a breathless whisper as you prodded one delicately, prompting a sudden, soft murmur from Rafayel that nearly startled you off the couch. He shifted slightly, but remained fast asleep. You knew you should stop, but the bright scales seemed to draw your fingers back, their allure irresistible.
Growing bolder, you applied a touch more pressure to fully feel their texture. his response was immediateâa low, almost decadent groan that took your breath away. Maintaining the pressure, you swiped your thumb across, eliciting a soft whimper that sent a jolt of arousal through you. You couldnât resist the urge to repeat the motionâcraving that sound again. But his hand caught your wrist. âOn any other day, you wouldnât be able to get close enough to touch me like that,â he murmured, his voice thick with sleep. His gaze was icy, almost mistrustfulâa look you had never seen before, and it cut deeper than youâd expected.
âAre they scales?â you asked softly. Rafayel couldnât shake the irritation that welled up upon awakening to your touch.
From the moment he had encountered this version of you, the bond between you two ensnared him effortlessly. And it didnât surprise him in the least how much he enjoyed your company, just as he had in every lifetime.
Yet, he remained guarded, unable to fully open his heart. The memory of your past betrayal still stungâa persistent thorn despite the passage of time. And having you close on this day, of all days, was a decision he was already regretting. Your fingers brushing against his sensitive scales brought an unsettling familiarity, too reminiscent of a memory he preferred to keep hidden. Although he knew you didnât mean to exploit his vulnerability, the resemblance to those past wounds was much too striking.
He was painfully aware of his behaviorâhis irritation with you evident in his expression and the underlying anger coloring his voice, but he just couldn't help it. âShocking, isnât it? All those stories about the Lemurians? They arenât just fairy tales,â he remarked.
To your surprise, his revelation didnât shock you. Instead, it felt like a dormant truth that had been whispered to your soul all along. "I thought Lemuria disappeared thousands of years ago,â you said softly. Rafayel's voice was still cold, but the edge had softened a bit as he looked away. âThink of me as a lost pearl that washed up on the beach,â he murmured, each word carrying the weight of unhealed scars and unspoken secrets.
You nodded, accepting his words as a spark of curiosity ignited within you. âSo⊠Do you have a tail, then?â you asked, intrigued. His mesmerizing eyes locked onto yours. âYup. Whenever I cry, my tears transform into shimmering pearls. A single song from my lips can doom anyone who hears it. And those scales you touched? Theyâre the sharpest weapons in the world.â
You stared in disbelief as a note of mockery crept into his expression. With a derisive snort, he turned away. âCool. So now youâre mocking me,â you said with a smirk, reaching out to poke one of his scales playfully, only to have your hand caught in a firm grip.
âTouching me wherever is rude, stop it,â he admonished. Undeterred, you tickled a scale on the hand holding yours, making him squirm. âI see, I see. So Lemurians truly are ticklish,â you teased. âAnd humans truly are greedy,â he shot back, disdain in his voice. âAlways ready to exploit other species once you discover their vulnerabilities.â
You hummed softly, a playful challenge in your eyes. âYouâre rightâI could take advantage and kidnap you right now if I wanted to.â His gaze met yours. âBut why me?â Your fingers trailed along his jawline, your voice low and heated. âYou can cry pearls, wield the sharpest weapons, and create breathtaking art. How could I possibly let you escape?â Your touch wandered down his neck, tracing the shimmering path that led to his collar bone. âIâll lock you in a cage, and whip you daily, forcing you to finish your paintings. And if you want to eat, youâll have to call me âMaster.ââ
You were surprised by your own audacity. You had longed to touch Rafayel like this but never dared until now. âIs that really what you want?â His serious tone caught you off guard, as if there was more weight to his words than mere banter. âW-whatâŠâ you began, but his whisper resounded in your ears, as if echoing within your very beingâ âMaster.â
For a fleeting moment, you thought you saw a faint glow above Rafayelâs heart, but it vanished before you could confirm it. His hands wrapped around your waist, lifting you onto his lap. He guided your hand to his face, pressing his feverish cheek into your palm as he murmured, âHelpâI donât feel so good.â
Despite the reluctance lingering in his heartâstirred by nervousness at exposing himself to you againâyour teasing, possessive words had ignited something within Rafayel. He found himself instinctively pulling you closer.
Your other hand cupped his cheek, offering comfort as his arms encircled you. âHow can I help?â you whispered. His grip tightened as he nuzzled into your neck. âShare your warmth with me.â Your breath hitched, your heartbeat pounding as you reached out to touch his scales again.
A gentle sigh escaped your lips as your fingertips met his heated skin. Your eyes locked with his, silently seeking permission as you lifted the hem of his shirt. Rafayelâs hesitation was palpable, a myriad of thoughts swirling in his mind. Finally, he reached a decision, raising his arms to let you slip off his shirt.
His heart soared at the look in your eyesâmesmerized, hungry, and entirely focused on him. He hadnât realized how much he had missed that look until he felt a small piece of himself begin to heal simply by soaking it in again.
The need to keep touching him was overwhelming, but concern crept in as the heat radiating from his body intensified. Beads of sweat formed on his skin and his breath quickened. Reluctantly, you pushed away gently. âWe should stop⊠your fever is really high. You need to rest; Iâll get you an ice pack.â Barely off his lap and only a few steps away, you were surprised to be pulled back into his embrace, enveloped once more in his arms.
The look of complete shock on your face was the most endearing thing Rafayel had witnessed in a long time, sparking a tender smile from him. His voice was so sensually charged that it sent a rush of heat through your core, your thighs pressing together instinctively. âWhat? Werenât you planning to keep me as a Lemurian pet?â he teased, a suggestive glint in his eyes as they traced the curve of your lips. âI canât even run away⊠Do whatever you want to me.â
Though his words were incredibly tempting, your concern lingeredâhe could be seriously ill, and perhaps you should be taking him to a hospital rather than indulging in this moment. âCan you at least tell me whatâs going on? Youâre acting really strangeâŠâ you pressed gently.
âEvery year, thereâs a day when the tide lowers, and reverses its flow,â he explained, nuzzling into the crook of your neck. âThatâs when Lemurians are at their weakest... Even the frailest human could end us if they knew.â His lips brushed your skin with a featherlight kiss. âIf you want to push me awayâor even kill meâI couldnât stop you.â
Startled, you pulled back to meet his gaze. âRafayelâŠâ He interrupted, a warning undertone in his voice. âYou have no idea how dangerous this is, do you? Thereâs still time to find someone else to care for.â Despite his words, he drew you closer. âNot every fairy tale ends happily ever after. Maybe the mermaid set the trap from the startâto claim the sailorâs life,â he added, referencing the love story you had discussed earlier.
Rafayel watched you with a calm intensity, his fingers lazily twirling your hair. He knew you too well and sensed the flicker of fear in your expression at his words. Yet, as always, you pushed past the fear, your eyes turning sultry as you leaned in closer to whisper in his ear. âSo? Iâm okay with that. Butââ you grasped his chin, shaking his head playfully. âDid you ever consider that you might be the prey in my trap?â
He remained silent, his beautiful eyes calmly assessing, waiting to see your next move. âRafayel⊠Iâm not sure why you said those things, butâŠâ You captured his lips in a tender kiss, whispering, âI will never hurt you.â He stiffened beneath you momentarily before his hands found your waist, pulling you tightly to him as he kissed you again. âDo you promise?â The raw pain in his voice and the desperation in his eyes made your heart ache. âI promise.â Your hands looped around his neck as you melted into him, capturing his mouth in a kiss far more passionate than the last. His lips were just as soft as youâd imagined, each touch of them like the most powerful aphrodisiac.
The tiny whimpers and groans he let out only fueled your growing boldness, as did the way his body reacted to even the lightest touch of your fingertips. You tangled your fingers in the curls at the nape of his neck, holding him there. âIâve decided on my first request for my new Lemurian petâstay still,â you commanded in a low, firm voice.
The tone sparked something in himâa thrill he hadnât felt in a long, long time. It was a dynamic he had happily embraced many times before, and he could hardly contain his excitement as your gaze roamed his body with a renewed heat. âDefine sit still,â he teased, his voice laced with anticipation.
You hummed softly, leaning in to trace a path along his scales with your tongue. He cursed under his breath, hips instinctively grinding against you, hands settling on your lower back. You swatted them away with a teasing reprimand. âNo touching.â He pouted and let out a genuine whine, drawing a giggle from you. âYou can try to get off by grinding against me, but thatâs the only movement Iâll allow.â Your lips returned to his neck, teeth grazing his increasingly sensitive scales.
You hovered just above him, making him work for every bit of friction he craved. You delighted in the sight of him beneath you, whimpering and struggling to find release. The power you felt was exhilarating, heightened by Rafayel's evident enjoyment. But each time his hips managed to connect with yours, grinding his erection against your clothed core, it tested your resolveâthe urge to have him inside you was nearly overwhelming. But this newfound game was too rewarding to rush.
You slipped your shirt over your head, tossing it and your bra aside. Your palms glided over his chest, your breath quickening as you traced the defined ridges of his abs and followed the soft trail of hair leading beneath his pants. He trembled beneath your touch, desire pooling within him as he resisted the urge to reach out and cup your breast. Instead, he stayed still, a symphony of groans and whines escaping him with every sensation you elicited.
Once satisfied, you leaned back, teasing him further as you squeezed one breast, and let your other hand glide through your folds. He didnât attempt to rise to find friction, he simply watched in enraptured awe, plush lips slightly parted, breath quick, his hips making small, involuntary thrusts in response to your display.
âYouâre being such a good boy,â you praised, surprised by the words that slipped from your lips. You hesitated, wondering if youâd gone to far, but Rafayelâs immediate, whimpering plea reassured you. âSay it again,â he begged, his desperation palpable. A grin spread across your face. âYou're such a good boyâŠmy good boy,â you cooed in his ear before standing to add your pants and thong to the growing pile on the floor.
Sitting back on the couch and spreading your legs invitingly, you motioned for him to come closer. âMake me cum, Raf,â you commanded softly, feeling a thrill of anticipation as he eagerly settled between your legs. He could scarcely tear his eyes away from your glistening core, so wet you were dripping onto the couch beneath you. Silently, he vowed to never have this sofa cleaned again.
âIs there anything you wonât allow me to do?â he asked. âMhmmâno touching yourself." A soft groan slipped from him as he nodded, bending to press gentle kisses along your inner thighs. Rafayel remembered every spot that made you sing, reacquainting himself with them until your pretty little noises filled the room.
He knew you liked it a bit rough, and was pleased to find that hadnât changed. Your hands tangled in his hair, your head falling back with a cry of pleasure as he boldly bit your clit, leaving behind a sharp, exhilarating sting.
He sighed in relief as his tongue touched you, eagerly lapping up your arousal with a deep, satisfied hum that sent vibrations coursing through your entire body. You were so soft, so warm and inviting, your familiar essence wrapping Rafayel in a comforting embrace.
The moment he slipped a finger into your warmth, your walls clenched around him like a vise, nearly pushing him to his own edge without a single touch. He paused for a moment, awestruck, before setting a gentle rhythm with his fingers.
His lips soon found their way back to your sensitive bud, sucking and nibbling with just the right amount of pressure to make your body sing in that perfect blend of pleasure and pain. Rafayel seemed to know every one of your sweet spots with startling accuracy, attuned to the precise pressures and motions that drove you wild. Your hips bucked, grinding against his face, coating him in your arousal as he groaned in delight.
You stroked his hair affectionately, watching his mouth fervently work over you as his eyes took in every part of you as you moved against him. His gaze, hazy with desire, never left your from between your thighs. âSo beautiful,â you murmured, and he made that cute little whimper again, spurred on by the tightening of your soft walls around his fingers.
His own hips began thrusting into the air again as you rode his face with abandon, your body pulsing around him as he guided you through each wave of pleasure. Spent, you collapsed back on the couch with a deep sigh of contentment, looking down at him with a blissful smile. âWow,â you breathed softly. âYeah⊠wow,â he echoed gently, a mixture of awe and satisfaction in his voice as he moved to sit beside you on the couch.
You stopped him before he could sit, reaching over to unbuckle his belt, looking up with a question in your eyes. Understanding, Rafayel shed the rest of his clothes, letting them drop to the floor before settling beside you. Biting your lip, your hands eagerly reached out to wrap around his length.
Just like the rest of Rafayel, his cock was delightfully perfect, a promise of immense pleasure in both its girth and length. A sinful groan escaped both of you as you licked up the precum trailing down his shaft, savoring the taste. Within moments, you had him stuffed in your throat, unfazed by the challenge, a dopey smile curling your lips as you choked slightly. You pulled back briefly to spit on the tip, spreading the slickness with your hand. âIâll be still this time,â you assured him softly before taking him deeply once more.
His hand immediately threaded through your hair to hold you in place, his hips setting a steady rhythm as they thrust into your welcoming mouth. Rafayel knew the rewards of patience and complianceâif he was a good boy, and did what you asked, pleasure awaited him.
âYou take me so well, cutie,â he praised, a possessive edge to his voice. âI almost forgot how fucking perfect you are,â slipped out before he could catch himself, but you seemed too lost in the momentâor too cock-drunkâto hear or care, your face an embodiment of ecstasy as you continued to devour him.
He could have easily prolonged this blissful moment, riding the edge of his orgasm just to enjoy the sensation of being in your mouth a little longer. But his desire to finish inside you was undeniable. Gently, he lifted you off him, guiding you to straddle his lap.
The way you blushed and grew shy as he rubbed his cock through your slick folds brought a soft, appreciative smile to his lips. You were even tighter than he remembered, which required him to take things slowly as he pushed into you. His hands rubbed soothing circles on your back, and he pressed gentle kisses to your cheek to ease the way. âAlmost there, princess,â he murmured, his cock inching deeper.
âThatâs my girl,â he whispered as he finally pressed flush against you, feeling your arousal seep where you were joined. Rafayelâs possessive praises sent a shiver through you, evoking emotions that mirrored his. Tears welled in your eyes at his words, the sense of being so perfectly filled by him heightening the intensity of the moment.
He gently took your chin, guiding your gaze to meet his. âI want you to use me,â he pleaded, his voice raw with need, as he gripped your hips to encourage your movement. You searched his eyes, then nodded softly, leaning in to capture his lips in a tender kiss. It began gentle, as did your movements atop him. But as your lips and tongue paid homage to the scales adorning his skin, your hips began to rise and fall with fervor.
His hands supported your rhythm, gripping your ass as you rode him with increasing urgency. Watching you embrace your pleasure, tears of ecstasy streaking your face, urged him to test if you still enjoyed another particular sensation.
He slapped your ass, the sound resonating through the room. Your eyes shot wide in surprise and your movements faltered. âRiding me like such a good little slut,â he growled, delivering another, much harder, slap. He seized a breast, tugging roughly on a nipple, and your mouth fell open in a soft âO,â a fierce blush spreading across your skin. âDidnât I tell you to use me, cutie?â he teased. âI haven't felt that pretty cunt gush on me yet, so whyâd you stop moving?â His words ignited something within you, compelling you to continue, your hips resuming their relentless motion in a quest for release. His voice was teasing, low and commanding, much like yours had been earlier in your game. You were surprised to find you enjoyed this dynamic just as much with the roles reversed. Your own voice came out in a small, slightly shaky whisper. âSorry, Raf,â you murmured, earning a chuckle from him, your hips resuming their eager rhythm.
You were impossibly wet now, coating Rafayel's cock and abdomen in your shared arousal. He relished it, gathering the slickness and spreading it over your skin with a pleased hum. âJust like that, cutie,â he encouraged, punctuating his words with firm slaps to your ass and rough squeezes of your breasts. âYouâre the only one who can make me feel like this,â he whispered urgently, his fingers lightly tugging your clit, making you tremble and whine above him.
He pulled you closer, your head resting in the crook of his neck as you surrendered to the overwhelming sensations. He chuckled softly knowing from experience that you were too lost in pleasure to register much of anything else. He allowed himself to speak more openly, assured that his words would float through your haze without consequence.
âThis is always my favorite part,â he murmured, taking over the rhythm as he gripped your hips, moving you against him as you cried quietly, sniffling against him. âYouâve always had a knack for teasing me,â he said with a playful edge, âand once you discovered how much I enjoyed it when you took controlâyou were relentless.â Rafayel smiled gently, a fondness in his tone as he recalled a memory from long ago.
His tone became softer, words drifting through your foggy mind, carried by the gentle love in his voice. âIâve cherished every second of turning my body over to you. I crave it, actually⊠Maybe itâs because of the bond we shareâ Iâm not sure⊠But as much as I enjoy it, I secretly look forward to this moment every timeâŠâ Tenderly, he lowered you until your bodies were flush, grinding you against him with each deep thrust. âThat moment when you melt in my arms, surrendering to my care and affection,â he continued, tightening his embrace around you. âIf I werenât so desperate to finish, Iâd stay buried inside you, holding you like this indefinitely,â he teased as he cherished the closeness. You whispered his name on a choked sob, your mouth instinctively finding the scales on his neck as your tongue traced firm, deliberate paths over each one you could reach.
With every stroke of your tongue, Rafayel's movements grew more frenzied, but when you latched onto what had always been your favorite scale, sucking it softly, he lost control, his thrusts becoming desperate and fervent.
The sensation of his scales beneath your tongue, combined with the mind blowing ecstasy of him stuffing you full, sent you spiraling into another intense orgasm. You cried out into his neck, pressing yourself as deeply onto him as possible, grinding against him to chase every ripple of pleasure. Your movements stilled as his cock throbbed within you, but you squeezed around him in waves, helping to coax out every last drop of his essence, unwilling to let any go to waste.
As the haze of pleasure began to lift, a sense of reality seeped back in. You leaned down, licking Rafayel clean with a satisfied hum. He raised an eyebrow, grinning at you. âSo you still do that,â he remarked, his voice gentle and teasing. You tilted your head in mild confusion, a small frown forming on your lips. He simply pulled you back into his arms with a quiet chuckle. "Donât worry about it, cutie,â he murmured, kissing your forehead and tucking your head against his chest, fingers gently combing through your hair.
His touch was loving, almost reverent, and it combined with the deep sense of contentment humming through your body after your release, causing you to melt against him without even realizing it. Sleep began to overtake you, his arms enveloping you like the warmest blanket.
Rafayel didnât quite know how long he sat there, gently rocking you as his hand caressed your hair, reacquainting himself with its texture. He was certain of one thing: you had ruined him once more⊠There was no way he could let you go nowânot that he had ever been truly capable of letting you go... Nor had he ever really wanted to.
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