#this is about high school and rampart and IB

[godoftoads]

i sure pushed myself so hard in high school (and also in college honestly) just to be mediocre as fuck. like i seriously busted my ass for all that absolutely mid shit, and what did i even gain from it?? i fucking killed myself over 3 points in IB bio, as if that mattered in my life at all. but no one tells you that none of that matters when you’re in it. when you’re in it that’s apparently the most important shit in the world. i hate the entire system honestly. fuck school, fuck all of it. that shit destroyed me and i don’t forgive them.