#this is about drawing gijinka amaterasu from okami (2006)

[s-lycopersicum]

Thinking about this whole art thing I got into kinda messes me up a bit.

As if a hand is stirring the depths of my memory, kicking the detritus of my decomposed dreams up into a turbid cloud, and uncovering the ambitions I left to slumber into oblivion.

In the murky water, I see the silhouette of who I wanted to be when I was twelve years old, and eagerness bubbles up to the surface. Yet, I hesitate, shuddering at the prospect of failing to live up to it, again.