#this is a whole mess 😹

[franzkafkagf]

no bc despite how aegon has so much on his shoulders, i find it interesting they still show that he's the same when we see his friends/kingsguard take him out in the city and he goes back to being the same bully as in the dragonpit towards aemond and taunting and belittling him??? peaked in high school kind of vibe

i do nawwwwt agree at all omg. he is obvs grieving and tries to get distracted. he is LITERALLY going through mania rn have some empathy he is my little angel…..

[daisymbin]

26. "are you… blushing? because of me?"

—Vernon has no idea how much of an effect he has on you cuz bros just cool & nonchalant

this is so him 😹

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fluff prompt #26: "are you... blushing? because of me?"

you could feel it—the warmth creeping up your neck and settling on your cheeks, the telltale sign of your embarrassing reaction to hansol. the two of you had been sitting together for a while, just talking, but the heat seemed to cling to everything, including you.

you dabbed at your forehead with your sleeve, hoping to keep things subtle, but hansol noticed immediately.

“hey,” he said, leaning in closer, his face barely inches from yours. “you okay? you’re sweating a lot.”

you froze as he reached for the napkin on the table, his long fingers wrapping around it easily. he didn’t even pause to ask, just leaned in further and gently dabbed the bead of sweat threatening to slide down your temple. his movements were soft, deliberate, and completely unbothered.

meanwhile, you? you were a mess.

“you don’t have to do that,” you stammered, trying to turn away, but hansol just followed, his eyes narrowing slightly in focus.

“it’s fine,” he replied casually, like this was normal for him, like this wasn’t making your heart race or your cheeks burn. “i don’t mind.”

of course, he didn’t mind. this was hansol. he was always cool, always unruffled, completely unaware of the chaos he caused in your chest.

“seriously, i can—”

“hold still,” he interrupted, his voice calm but firm. he tilted his head slightly, his eyes scanning your face as if to check if he’d missed a spot. “there. all good.”

he pulled back finally, the napkin crumpled in his hand, and you exhaled a shaky breath, realizing only then that you’d been holding it.

“thanks,” you mumbled, your voice barely above a whisper. you looked down at your lap, hoping to avoid the weight of his gaze, but you could feel it on you, steady and curious.

“are you…” he began, his tone softer now, almost teasing. you dared to glance up at him, only to find his lips quirking into the smallest of smirks. “are you blushing?”

your stomach flipped.

“what? no,” you denied, your voice a pitch higher than usual. you waved your hand in front of your face, as if that would dispel the heat crawling up your skin. “it’s just—it’s hot, okay?”

hansol didn’t seem convinced. his smirk grew wider, and his head tilted to the side like he was studying you, piecing together some secret you hadn’t meant to share.

“are you blushing,” he repeated, leaning forward just enough to make your breath hitch, “because of me?”

you wanted the ground to swallow you whole.

“hansol,” you groaned, covering your face with your hands. “don’t say things like that.”

“why not? it’s cute.” his voice was so casual, like he was commenting on the weather, and that only made it worse.

peeking at him through your fingers. he was still looking at you, still smiling, and the sight of it made your chest ache in the best way.

“i mean, it’s not a bad thing,” he said, his tone lighter now, like he was trying to reassure you. “i think it’s kinda… adorable.”

your heart skipped a beat.

you dropped your hands from your face, your fingers fidgeting in your lap. “you really have no idea, do you?”

“about what?” he asked, his brows furrowing slightly, the first sign of uncertainty you’d seen from him all day.

“about how…” you trailed off, biting your lip. this was a mistake. why did you say that? why were you even entertaining the thought of telling him?

but hansol didn’t let it drop. “about how what?” he pressed, leaning closer again, his voice quieter now, more serious.

you took a deep breath, your hands twisting together nervously. “about how much of an effect you have on me,” you admitted finally, your voice barely audible.

his eyes widened slightly, the smirk slipping from his face. for a moment, he just stared at you, his expression unreadable, and you immediately regretted everything.

“forget i said that,” you blurted, waving your hands in front of you. “i didn’t mean—”

“wait,” he interrupted, his voice gentle. “you mean that?”

you nodded hesitantly, unable to meet his eyes.

there was a pause, a moment where the world seemed to hold its breath, and then hansol laughed softly, the sound low and warm.

“i don’t know why you’re so nervous,” he said, his smile returning, softer this time. “i think you’re pretty amazing, too. you have the same effect on me, you know?”

your heart skipped again, harder this time, and you couldn’t help but smile back, the heat on your cheeks now from something entirely different.

“cool,” you whispered, trying to sound nonchalant.

he grinned, leaning back in his chair. “just so you know,” he added, his tone turning playful again, “you’re definitely blushing because of me.”

hansol chuckeled as you groaned, covering your face again, but this time, you couldn’t stop the laughter bubbling up in your chest.

[literallygwenandjinx]

Your Gwen and Hobie dynamic hcs???Canon compliant,self-indulgent,etc!!I see them as either a t4t couple or siblings :] Also polyship them with Miles and Margo ofc

Hmmmm BET

-Hobie wakes up SUPER early to make Gwen pancakes almost every day (they’re her favorite), and he puts a buncha bananas and chocolate chips in them 😋

-MOVIE NIGHTS!!! Every weekend! I can picture Gwen and Hobie staying up till like 1am watching something on Hobie’s TV, Hobie makes popcorn and Gwen usually gets to choose the movie, but when Hobie picks a movie it’s either the goofiest shit you’ve ever seen or some crazy horror shit he picks just to scare Gwen (she secretly loves it though)

-Hobie’s a morning person, but Gwen DEFINITELY isn’t. Hobie would hover over Gwen at like 6am while she’s sleeping and blast an airhorn in her ear while yelling “RISE N SHINE!”

-I feel like Hobie would randomly ruffle Gwen’s hair, not because it’s soft or anything, but because he just wants to mess it up cause he thinks it’s funny 😹

-Ohhh Hobie would TOTALLY let Gwen paint his nails. Probably for a dare or something but I think he’d actually like how it turns out. He’d choose all the craziest color combos and Gwen would be all like “HOLD STILL” as she mischievously giggles and Hobie regrets all of life choices. This whole entire thing could also work the other way around actually (New headcanon: Hobie knows how to paint nails)

-They definitely play Roblox together at like 2am, mostly horror games. I can see both of them screaming at the top of their lungs when they get jumpscared but Hobie would scream at everything even if it’s not a jumpscare and Gwen would just laugh hysterically (Just like my last headcanon, this could also work the other way around)

-Hobie offered to teach Gwen how to play guitar one time and she said yes, so now she takes guitar lessons with him almost every day, and in return Gwen teaches Hobie how to play the drums 😸

-Hobie occasionally plays in the Mary Janes and almost all of them are DOWN BAD for him. Like when Gwen first introduced them to Hobie they all fell in love the second they saw him. Oh and when Hobie can’t play, he comes to their shows and has the proudest smile on his face when he watches Gwen play the drums. <3

-When they’re on missions together, each of them has one AirPod in so they can listen to some music. They have pretty similar music tastes but Hobie mostly listens to punk rock and metal, and Gwen also listens to punk and classic rock. They show each other their favorite bands while they’re swingin’ around.

-Since Hobie’s dimension is set in like the 70’s, he takes Gwen to all sorts of places that don’t exist in Earth-65 anymore. He also takes her to a ton of concerts, cool restaurants, aaand clubs, pubs, and bars. How did they get in you may ask? Hobie has a couple of fake ID’s 😼 (they’ve definitely been kicked out of at least 5 places)

-Gwen steals all of Hobie’s stuff, mostly clothes but it can be anything. Oh, he has a cool pair of shoes? She’s taking them (canon). He has a nice jacket? Snatched. A poster of a band she really likes? BOOM! It’s hers now. She’ll usually leave sticky notes next to the thing she stole so Hobie knows who took it, but he’ll figure out who stole it anyways.

-Gwen stays up late and gushes on about Miles for HOURS to Hobie without even realizing how long she’s yapping for, and Hobie just listens with a smirk on his face.

-They got matching piercings!!! Hobie’s amazing at piercing stuff and has a shit ton of jewelry, so sometimes he lets Gwen borrow some or if it’s REALLY special he’ll give some to her as a gift. And Hobie lets Gwen do wacky shit to his hair, like giving him braids or dying the ends pink so he can match hers. Speaking of which, Hobie helped Gwen dye her hair pink when she first decided she wanted to :3

-They both have a soft spot for animals, specifically cats. If there’s a cat on the street, both of them are stopping whatever the hell they’re doing to go pet that cat. Hobie takes Gwen to cat cafes all the time, or just cat infested areas. Gwen ALWAYS asks if they can keep them, so sometimes Hobie takes a couple stray cats and dogs back to his place so they can get food and shelter. (He’s so sweet guys)

-(WARNING!! very angsty) Sometimes Hobie walks in on Gwen while she’s crying, he immediately gets concerned and always rushes to her to ask what’s going on while he speaks in the gentlest way possible to try and calm her down. Hobie is one of the only people Gwen feels comfortable opening up to, so she tells him things she normally keeps bottled up. Gwen starts rambling on and on about how she really feels while more tears form in her eyes and her voice becomes shaky as she starts to breakdown completely. Hobie then pulls Gwen into a hug, and she clings onto him tightly as she cries into his shoulder, Hobie rubs her back in a soothing way to try and comfort her in any way he can.

-PILLOW FIGHTS!!!!! 90% of the time, Hobie’s the one who starts them. While Gwen is just chilling on the couch or about to go to bed, he’ll just *WHACK* and Gwen fights back and it ends up lasting for like 30 minutes. Oh and I can also imagine them having water gun fights at Hobie’s place.

-Amusement parks. They LOVE amusement parks and arcades, especially Gwen. She’s obsessed with rollercoasters and always asks to go twice, and Hobie is a god at all the arcade games, and he always wins stuff for Gwen. Bonus: One time Hobie won Gwen a baby deer plushie and she named it Miles.

Okayyy I hope you enjoyed these silly headcanons and I’m sorry there’s so many I got a little carried away aauahsjskks but tysm for the ask this was really fun to make!! ^_^

[key-nya]

Hello (≧∇≦)/

Can you do a one-shot or headcanon with Leo x gn reader were Leo has a crush on the reader but is to shy to confess because he is a mutant but one day he discovers that the reader has a lot of fictional crushes on non human characters (like venom, Jack Skeleton, etc 😹) and that gives Leo more chances to confess?

your wish is my command, also it was a fun challenge and cute to think about also sorry if it a bit short

one-shot shy leo x gn reader (rottmnt)

just one chance of success

''Hey, Y/n i neeeeed'' Leo slowly turned away from them ''never mind'' he shyly mumbled like every other time he tried to confess. It was odd for leo to fell all these and not dare say a word. All because Y/n or at least the fear rejection mostly because he is a mutant this feeling swallowed him whole each time over and over.......

Leo was passing in his room back and forth. His mind filled with thoughts of how to confess to Y/n yet he felt helt back. swallowed in fear of rejection mostly stemming from the fact he is a mutant.

''What are you doing Leo?'' Donnie ask while givings his brother the eyebrow.

''Donnie, your a smart guy right?'' he said turning his attention towards his brother. his cheeks nearly as red as his markings.

''well I am a genius, -'' ''so say I have feels for someone, IN THEORY, however there human what are my chances seeing that a mutant?'' leo looked at his brother with puppy eyes even just cutting him off.

''unlikely...unless they have thing for such things, why?'' donnie asked.

''nooooooothing'' leo face showed a sad young man who heart was shattered,broken. donnie rolled his eyes, ''sure'' and turned around.

''LEO, DONNIE, RAPH, APRIL AND Y/N WANNA HANG OUT!'' Mikey yelled (in doctor delicta touch voice). Donnie and Raph both walked toward Mikey meanwhile Leo could feel his heart start to race yet he felt so hopeless. he stood there his brain spyringling in all driffed directions. He pretended to be his razzel dazzel self as he finally made his way to his brothers.

''come on there waiting for us, leo'' raph said giving his brother a pat on the back. ''sorry, purrfection takes time'' he joked as he smaged.

Y/n and april where sitting on the rooftop waiting for the boys.

''you like capper from mlp'' April said teasing there friend. ''and? he has ya'know'' Y/n said complete a tomato, while turning there head to the side. ''come on who ells'' April continued to tease as Y/n try to change the subject. Then they saw them ''he look the guys are here'' Y/n pointed out. ''hiiiiiiii'' Mikey geerted the two of them. donnie waved and Raph smiled. ''hey'' Leo said trying to act cool while his cheeks brighted a just a little. April smirked at Y/n '' so did you guys know datY/n likes Capper from mlp'' April anasont. Y/n turned into blushing mess. ''THE CAT'' Mikey gasp. Leo eyes winded looking at his crush (they like a mutant character) his hopes brought yet he felt so shy to tell them how he feels. ''Same Y/n'' Mikey said. Y/n panic slowly left them after hearing that. Leo graped to curish to sit next to Y/n as they sat down talking about fictional crushes. Leo felt his whole face burning the whole time. ''Y/n any other once'' Leo asked with a smug look on his face as he was dying from the inside. ''Umm...well nick wild...'' Y/n said in a shy tone. Leo was quite pleased to hear this a grin formed on his. ''and you?'' Y/n asked him. ''You'' Leo split out his whole face bright ''What'' Y/n face completely shocked. ''I SAID MEWTWO JEP TOTALLY NOT YOU,HAHAHA'' he felt his whole heart sink. he turned his face away from them. ''Oh, okay'' Y/n replied looking a little sad. Leo didn't say a word to Y/n for the rest of the night only blushing and looking away. On one hand he ad hope on the other he was still shy about. Maybe one day.

Y/n, sighed after they all parted ways. ''why does he get all shy around me'' Y/n mumbled to Themself. All they wanted was for Leo to feel comfortably but recently he has been getting all shy.....Y/n wonders why.

[not-goldy]

Very Jungkook esque of me I know but I do I have commitment issues ngl 😹

Saw this in your last ask.. and why you think Jikook are in a long term relationship when JK can't even commit to small things 🤔

I'm not asking to debunk jkk but out of curiosity. Like we've seen him changing his style every 1-2 years, whole ig mess, him changing hobbies constantly.. bored of computer ? Sold it, border of car? Sold it.. when we've seen Richie richs having a big car collection.. but how is it possible for him to stay with the same man for over 5 years now ? 🤔

Listen to me carefully,

As I type this I'm on my back, legs in the air wide open. My gf is on her knees in between my legs, a shaving stick in hand going at it at my hoohaa cos we out of wax. Ain't nobody got time for this.

How can you quote a text of me explaining I have commitment issues except for when it comes to my relationship to ask me if another human being can be committed to a relationship while having commitment issues?????

He has commitment issues..... but he's committed to his music career no?‽??? How can he be committed to building his career while also having commitment issues🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡

Busy. Come back later.

[raisedbythetv89]

But Daddy I love him from TPD not only is extremely spuffy coded but it gave me lines that perfectly encapsulate the psychotic levels of rage I feel when anti spuffy/spike people try and shame and judge me for loving a fictional ship/character while pretending they’re “concerned for me” up on their little moral superiority high horse and they all say the same exact shit with zero variation or originality:

“Clutchin' their pearls sighing, what a mess. I just learned these people try and save you 'cause they hate you”

“I'd rather burn my whole life down Than listen to one more second of all this bitchin' and moanin'”

“I don't cater to all these vipers dressed in empath's clothing”

“God save the most judgmental creeps who say they want what's best for me - sanctimoniously performing soliloquies I'll never see”

“You ain't gotta pray for me. Me and my wild boy, and all of this wild joy. If all you want is gray for me - then it's just white noise - then it's just my choice”

She just says “OH MY GOD LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE YOU JUDGMENTAL BASIC ASS BITCHES I DO NOT GIVE ONE SINGLE FUCK ABOUT YOUR STUPID LITTLE OPINION AND HEARING IT AGAIN ACTUALLY MAKES ME WANT TO LIGHT MYSELF ON FIRE. MIND YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS YOU DON’T ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT ME YOU JUST NEED SOMETHING TO HATE YOU ARE NOT SUPERIOR YOU ARE JUST A FUCKING ASSHOLE” so much more poetically and eloquently, painting such a vivid picture with her words that reads these people for filth and I really appreciate her for that 😹

[kidflashimpulse]

After having reread the first chapter of Retrocausality and the newest chapter of AAIT, I'm REALLY curious how Jaime will react when (if?) Bart tells him that Owen is in their timeline after having heard Bart's stories and literally having seen Bart cry about Owen and his past

Like okay, Jaime still being a Mom Friend and defending Owen after Bart said that he loves Jaime more than his own brother is such a Jaime thing to do but I also feel like Owen (accidentally?) completely messed Bart's view of a stable life up in their own timeline, and I very much believe that Jaime knows that and very much holds that against Owen

i don’t even mean this hyperbolically but u’ve nailed the situation exactly as it is (and nicely tied up the two plot points that were the reason for why i couldn’t help but post the prologue to Retrocausality, like i really couldn’t help myself LOL)

the “accidentally completely messed Barts view of a stable life up in their own timeline” is everything because yes, the horrors of a post apocalyptic society isn’t just the event that had caused everything and the wasteland of an environment they had to live in, but also the resulting toxic and abusive remains of a society that they have to grow up in and navigate.

Owen is a character who i see as deeply flawed, but that’s also inadvertently his appeal/charm. And I think his tropes play nicely into Barts themes. Owen’s not a bad person and he’s always just trying his best, but that doesn’t excuse his actions (?) either.

Whilst i think (and did atleast attempt to allude throughout AAIT in spite of/including the latest chapter) that the two cared for eachother deeply, i think it’s realistic to expect it to have been a heavy and loaded relationship. And despite Jaimes sympathetic mom friend nature (as u so nicely put it lol) he feels for Bart and in doing so he knows that he ultimately loved Owen which is ironically why he’s arguing with him because it’s like he wants to help bart untangle his messed up view of his relationship with owen. But hes only doing that because of his friendship and understanding for the other, and at the same time 100% does hold it against Owen.

there is then the role of what it means for jaime to be blue beetle and how Owen would cope with that, but that’s a whole other essay in itself 😹

as i low-key may have spoiled in some previous posts, the very important points that u’ve raised do manifest in upcoming chapters but- probably not in the way u might be thinking/expect, atleast not this “early” on in Retrocausality .

Thank u so much for reading and for sharing these thoughts with us, always so fun to read and think about <333

[astrologycharts242]

The astrology marketing scam!!!

The astrology marketing scam!!!

I've been researching the past month observing what astrologers are doing and what their own clients say about them. I've definitely paid for readings in the past so I have my own experiences. I came across a video last night of women accusing sunnymfmoney astrology of many things.

I'm noticing a trend with what some people call pop astrology. The goal is to talk about zodiac signs because this gets the general public interested. They say the most generic or cliche things that can relate to any sun sign.

For example Libras get very angry when they have to wake up for work 😹😹Which obviously gets most people invested. This then inflates the views and follows. Another trick with it is by talking about eclipses, retrogrades, full moons. They'll say stuff like this Venus retrograde Leo signs can experience hardships or breakups in relationships. Then everyone will chime in on the comments saying stuff like "wow I just broke up with my boyfriend last week." Now others will believe the credibility of this source. Even though they haven't even said if someone is a Leo moon, Leo rising, a Leo sun etcetera. Yet somehow a very broad general statement can relate to them personally.

Now they have 100,000 plus followers. This method works mainly on TikTok I've noticed. People see a large following on social media so now they trust and believe everything he or she says. They even are willing to give them money for anything just because the following count gives the illusion that this person has value in what they are saying.

With a big following count now what do they do. They'll provide their followers with readings. Readings of all sorts: synastry, birth chart, transits etc. They even provide course services mentoring and teaching people how to read birth charts.

I remember paying a nakshatra course from krs astrology and I learned nothing from it. I didn't even finished it. Which is ironic because he is very knowledgeable about astrology and his videos helped me become great with this astrology thing. I paid for a navamsa book from him it was useless. I can't even remember one thing I read from it.

Now imagine paying for a course from someone that only talks about Leos, Virgos etc. I don't mind someone doing this if they are an amateur and using it to build themselves up. In my beginnings to this day I regret a lot of the things I was saying. I look back at how I read birth charts and I be like boy I messed up 😹😹. I even be wishing I could apologize to those people but I was very far from bad. I was never one of these types of people promoting zodiac signs. Which made me have lots of potential regarding astrology. I always focused on what the houses represented, lords and house rulerships.

How to spot these marketing scams?

1. You'll see most of them on TikTok.

2. They only talk about eclipses, retrogrades, basically horoscope stuff.

Number 2 is most problematic on this list because they have no basis or foundation in what they're saying. Which shows that there potential with astrology will be weak.

3. They don't use charts especially celebrity charts to give an idea of how they would read a chart. Which is crazy because now you are giving this person your money without validity. You are just going off following count. Instead if they have a celebrity's chart on display you can easily see if something occured in a celebrity's life.

4. How can someone read your transits and they don't even have proof of them making predictions.

5. Watch out for those that provide courses. This is very tricky. The best way you can tell if you should be paying someone for a course is if they don't do things on this list.

When it comes to courses I've seen tons of people complaining about spending thousands on a course. Like the whole course would actually cost a thousand plus. Me personally I paid a course or as he calls it a webinar from Marc Boney. I honestly don't regret it not one bit. What he does is create books and make courses surrounding the contents in a specific book. Which is great because paying for the book first will let you know if a course is worth it or not.

6th. Don't fall for someone promoting the length of how long they have been learning or practicing astrology. Many use it as a promotional tool when it doesn't prove anything.

[inkwolvesandcoffee]

In today’s episode of “Dear God, she’s at it again in the kitchen!”

Low Calorie Vegan 2-Ingredient Brownies

As you may have noticed, I’ve recently gotten into healthy low calorie baking. Earlier today, I found this recipe video by Rahul Kamat and decided to give it a spin myself.

Btw, go check out his channel! It’s full of videos on low calorie baking and he also provides nutritional info about everything he makes.

Now, let's get cracking!

What you’ll need

Tools

A square baking tin

A fork

A spatula

A piece of parchment paper

A bowl

Ingredients

6 bananas

40g cocoa powder

A pinch of salt

Sweetener (optional)

Process

Preheat your oven to 175 degrees Celsius.

2. Mash the bananas until there is a smooth mixture. Yes, your arms will hurt, but it’s a free workout.😉😝

Think of the reward!

I’ll admit, though, my batter still had some wee lumps because I used bananas that weren’t fully ripe (I don’t have much of a sweet tooth). Then again, you can only do so much when your arms are pure jelly.

2. Add the cocoa powder and fold it into your banana mush with a spatula. Add a pinch of salt. Optional: add sweetener to taste.

3. Crumble the baking paper and line your baking tin with it.

4. Plop it in the oven for 30 minutes.

[Optional] Lick the bowl clean before you give it a wash and clean up the rest of the mess.😉

5. After 30 minutes, pull the brownie from the oven. It could look a bit burnt, but that’s alright. The top should be firm. Also, it’s supposed to jiggle when you give it a shake.

TRUST THE PROCESS!

Here’s what mine looks like:

Positively looks like a piece of chocolatey banana heaven🤤

6. Let it cool until it’s reached room temperature and plonk it into the fridge for about 2 hours to properly firm up.

7. Cut into either 6 (118 kcal per serving) or 16 pieces to enjoy with a cuppa or on its own.

I grew a bit impatient and had two slices already despite it not having firmed up enough yet. HOLY F*, IT’S SO GOOD! It’s so soft and moist. Just melts on the tongue.🤤

Gods, I could honestly eat the whole tray.

Also, this is a good example of what happens when there are banana chunks left in your batter. I guess my brownie truly is a banana brownie, haha.🤗😹

Side note:

- 6 pieces (118kcal per serving)

- 16 pieces (44kcal per serving)

And there you have it, a simple yet delicious low calorie vegan brownie. Let me know what your opinion is if you try this one out.

Also, seeing as I’m getting into baking as a hobby, should I maybe create another blog dedicated to it? That could be fun, I think. Yeah, I’ll consider it.🤔🧐

[kamiversee]

Is Choso gunna find out that sukuna slept with reader too 👀 I’m here for the mess. I know the whole thing will blow up eventually but finding out about the list and that your brother was on it too ouuuu

Maybe he will mayb he wont, WHO KNOWS? 😹 im here for the drama too tho

[itneverendshere]

''but i swear to god that looks like a relationship 😭😭😭😭'' That ''situation'' is such a mess. I don't even know what to make off it. I don't know if there ever has been proof that they used to at least before, but if so, such a weird thing to still be hanging out with an ex. I remember when I brought it up to my female friends who watch the show and find him HAWT but aren't invested beyond that. The look on their faces when I said, there is a ''chance'' he is bestie with his ex and keeps her around. Their faces hahah! As girls who have been in or seen a situation where a guy is friends with his ex and it's always a red flag, unless you share a kid.

idk i try to keep out of his personal life cause it’s none of my business and out of respect, but i do find the whole situation a little funny/weird 😹

[immessingaround]

i can put together a list of stuff i like, stuff that i recognize as "cool" or "interesting". some of this stuff brings me joy. all of this stuff i am grateful for it existing. i want to be able to add and complete this list so i can look back on it and be reminded of what i have when i feel like i am nothing.

pete the cat

leonard cohen / songs of love and hate album

doing eye makeup (eyeshadow, liner, mascara)

garfield

polo shirts

jennifer Lawrence

ethel cain ptolemaea "stop" scream

also preachers daughter by ethel cain

chris pratt/jared leto hate hell yea

the cat emojis😸😹😺😻😼🐱😽😾😿🙀

saw iii angel trap

baggy black jeans

eyebrow slit

my old black lace up boots

ada wong microwave edits

ellipsis "dot dot dot" ...

people writing cuss words/weird things w lettering decor in stores (ex: 'kms' stockings at kohls)

7/11 by beyonce

gardettos

poetry i relate to

wham! last christmas pudding mix

considering broad and pointless philosophical questions (i.e. what is the meaning of life?)

christmas (ofc)

80s comedies (ferris bueller, better off dead, big, ...)

sad brokeback mountain edits

angel/religious imagery, iconography, references

alvin (and the chipmunks)

spelling "with/without" as "w" or "w/(o)"

trail mix

children of men last 40-45 mins specifically

tajin watermelon/peach rings

ikea model hand 🖕

pinterest

fuzzy socks

bti cg

ghostbusters

life is strange quotes "ready for the moshpit shakabrah" "holy shit are you cereal" "rachel in the dark room" "youre gonna DIE, motherfucker" "ik ur pumping drugs n shit to kids around here..." "i need to medicate" "shake that boney white ass" "no moshpit for you shakabrah"

classic movies

when u call me daddy (nvm she left lmao😭)

caramel coldbrew m&ms

(green) mechanical pencils

santa alter ego

mr x thomas the train mod in re2

weird/unique compliments

wearing jewelry

bolos or ties

my green skull necklace ilyyy

elektra from marvel (comics)

my handwriting idc if its messy

"can a loc come up in your crib?" scene from gta

"no i didnt kill him... but i did kidnap his wife!" scene from gta

pretending im a man

"i took her to my penthouse and i freaked it"

songs that begin like other songs but arent that song

12 am bathroom concerts

ppl who look unique

uno +4 cards

hawaiian shirts

(organized) clutter

bjork

keepin the streak (i mean chopping it up)

messing around in big stores

whole lotta red christmas ver.

baggy shorts (would totally still wear u)

we are the people by empire of the sun

mauve or plum UR MY FAV COLOR UGHH😩

a horse walked into a bar... i love that joke

updog "what's updog?" "not much. hby?"

we cry together clean ver.

being a lesbian so glad i dont like men

"walmart version of justin bieber"

grey spelled w an e

"culturally significant/pop culture moments i think about regularly/we dont talk about enough" videos

pretending im not living my own life

ornate things

going through old closet/junk

laying on the floor in front of my mirror w grouper or ethel cain playing (i want to get out of the house)

making spotify playlists after memes/tt audios

pajama pants

"LEAVE ME ALONE" "HES GONNA GET MEEE"

johnny cage (the international love edits from last year)

leon kennedy and those smooth operator edits

temp tattoos

roller skating

gorey/grotesque drawings

goretober

jar of flies by aic

pitbull mr worldwide mr 305

kevin gates ethical freak concert

jane from breaking bad

harris/chares my snake

painting my nails. all my beautiful nail polish ty😫

hash browns

mini beanie babies (the ones on my floor)

smores goldfish w the marshmallows even tho it got discontinued

eyeliner in my waterline

fake fruit in stores

deep red roses

george harrison

mix matched socks

coconut/lavender smells

coffee flavored things

soggy purple grapes

cashews

funky eyeshadow colors and palettes

my moms old lipstick colors (they are beautiful)

cherry flavored things

drawing on a mustache

turquoise and silver jewelry

samples in stores

physical touch (never get any😼)

purple hair dye (u made my life sm better)

gingerbread smells

my gta character

keyboard spam

smelling candles in stores ofc

carmex chapstick

immessingaround@myyahoo.com

gum / altoids (the pink ones)

silver jewelry/rings

last.fm

pineapple flavored things

mascara on bottom lashes

brownies

doawk

being a cowboy ig

no doubt

"your final challenge... let yo bih stroke yo bone"

"oh hell yea jigsaw you da goat!" audio

my celeb crushes

scooby doo characters

drawing crude cat drawings

catch me if you can

nacho from better call saul

chicken taquitos

aloe vera gel

i am mclovin☝️

these emoji combos: 🤠🔫, 🎅👍, 😹🫵

hoop earrings

commas, i literally abuse the comma key everytime i touch the damn keyboard

q tips

drawings ppl as drag queens (using artist's free will)

hair clips

xiuxiu

sky lights

fargo movie woodchipper scene

spotify obvi

[kpophubb]

Hi lovely ☀ I'm so happy to hear from you, this week I was literally checking your Tumblr five times per day with my tags. I miss you so much and this week I also needed you so much, but it's okay💛 I'm so sad that you are sick😿😿 I thought you recovered but you mentioned that you don't feel good and I'm just so sad about this(((

Honestly this week I have my period, and I have to take 💊 every single day because it's just so painful 😔so I think we could have some sick party together😹

I had an exam last week which I failed, but I was so confident but I failed and my manager was so stressful and is pressuring me so much😮‍💨🤕🥴

How were your weekends? Today is Sunday and I just don't feel anything ...tomorrow I have to start work again and it's not tomorrow even it's like in 6 hours(((

Today I talked to my grandma and the second time during this 10 months and she's not doing good and mental health is bad she's pretty messed up 😣😭I'm watching this one movie now and it just reminds me of some Horrors that have been through and how lucky I am to actually Escape. ironically the movie is called No Escape. The movie is so well done tho 😭😭💔😢🥺

I Never thought these things would ever happen to me.. or would ever happen in my reality 😔😔I am just so shocked that this happened and they're still consequences and I just don't want to be a part of this you know❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹💔 I wish all of this was just a nightmare and I wake up tomorrow and everything is like before

I actually wanted to send you a short message just wish you could have happy Monday and better week 😭😢🥺🥺🥺💛💛

Stay strong baby I am just so thankful that you exist thank you for all the love you give me💛

Thank you for hyunnies gifs and quotes 🤗💗 I miss you so badly

You probably have no idea and will never understand the way you helped me during this sickness period of my life😔❤️‍🩹💗 thank you so much for saving your hyunnie lixie. Please get well soon

🐁

Hi hi hi my love 🥺🤍 tumblr has been mean to me with my other asks since they crash when I make em too long (?) and can’t be edited later so here we go!😭 keeping it short but ilysm 💗 and value every little bit u say ~

First of all don’t worry about me, I’m doing better now altho I skipped my medication yesterday bc I thought I got better but apparently it made my sickness worse and took away my good night’s sleep 💔 but anyway I’m mentally active now..how are you feeling baby?:( is your period pain GONE?? I’m so sorry for being ia I’m here now promise ☀️💛🫂

The movie seems so strong..and really pain invoking and lesson learning is it on Netflix? If so, I’d love to watch while trying to understand you..

Aah it’s getting hectic for you I can say :( no sleep and so much work 😭 but I really hope smh u get a break soon and can rest as much as you need anonie. <3

I can understand about the whole nightmare part. Altho I have not been in such an intense situation like you (that’s why I give it to u always that you’re super strong bc you are my love) but I have had super dark times too and I can relate to that part where I’d be terrified and cry myself to sleep everyday and beg whatever deity was listening to make it better tomorrow and make it all vanish..but everyday I woke up and nothing changed and that made me feel devastated and made me feel like I was better off gone 💔

but I sincerely hope like me a time comes in your life where everyday would feel as good as a dream where you keep wishing you never wake up from the happiness..💖 the things of the past will never really leave u and even tho the shackles are gone someday and you’re free to walk forward, the scary marks will still be there to your feet. But look baby, slowly you’re healing even if it’s at a micro pace, getting a job, connecting w your family member (grandma) and slowly getting up even tho the suffocating feeling still haunts u, it’s slowly leading to a betterment. Like this, I’m sure you will walk towards light, love and happiness soon. Just faith it till u make it okay??

exams Are shitty..and it’s so disappointing to fail after giving your best it’s like realising your best never amounted to anything but hey love remember what I told u? “Human beings are filled w crazy potential even if you feel like u gave your best today you could still wake up tomorrow and try harder.” So keep your chin high, take a deep breath and try hard again. 💘 every success comes with ten failures, remember that.

and lastly I’ll always be here to save u and pull you up just like lixie does for hyunjin. It’s a promise, not a fancy statement. And I keep my words always. I love you sm and I couldn’t add the last quote bc that post isn’t working anymore but it was..

“The world doesn’t matter. YOU matter. 💛☀️..”♡♡

[essiekuko]

i’m not sure why but having a new phone makes me download way more songs than before…i’m here resaving all the songs i got sick of, like redownloading the whole por vida ep again!!

maybe it’s just me feeling sentimental over them, and how much i loved them at one point

sycamore tree is the only por vida song i don’t like but it’s the only one i don’t have saved and it just looks silly not having that one song 😹

this new phone makes music look so appealing, even music i don’t even like that much and im pretty sure im gonna skip anyway 🥲

it’s like, when u have sm, u feel like having more

i really do love all the songs in por vida and isolation, it’s just that there’s some that i overplayed sm and im so sick of them i can’t have them in my library, not even to complete the album 😭😭

i absolutely adore artists’ eps ughhh omg!!! i just found out sza got an ep, and i saved some of doja’s and ofc lana’s (paradise) and kali’s…i prefer most artist’s early work sm

chance the rapper u messed up child’s play.

[meowmageddon]

December 2023 Reading Update!

Despite how busy November was, I finished a bunch of things (though there were two short novellas and a DNF in there, to be fair)! So there's a bunch of mini-reviews ahead, balanced by the fact that December is a quiet month for publishing, so I don't have anything big to highlight coming up.

So here's the Keep Reading break for the Long Post ahead!

November Mini-Reviews

The Forest Brims Over by Maru Ayase - 4 stars

Each of the chapters is told from a different perspective, circling inward to Rui herself at the end. There's a lot of examination over gender roles and iniquities, though it plays a little softball with the subject for my taste. I tend to prefer when women are allowed their full rage, and kinda feel some folks were let off the hook a little easy.

Lone Women by Victor LaValle - 5 stars

This was a wild ride; I understand why folks can't say too much about this one, because the journey takes many unexpected turns. What you can expect is for the chills to come from human sources at least as often as supernatural ones. I'm more interested than ever to pick up The Changeling from LaValle now, as I've heard it's incredible, too.

Fresh Dirt from the Grave by Giovanna Rivero - DNF

As much as I enjoyed the first couple stories, there were iffy things in the next two or three that put me off, particularly with portrayals of Indigenous folks and disability. Chose not to finish and to leave it unrated.

The Crane Husband by Kelly Barnhill - 4.5 stars

Heartbreaking. Hard to say much without revealing too much for this short novella. Just be warned it's a lot of parental neglect and abuse for the main character.

Feed Them Silence by Lee Mandelo - 3 stars

I could make a full post as long as this one about my thoughts on this little novella. I will say the main character's already a mess going in, and the time spent with the wolf is actually not a whole lot. I could see the points the book was making, but the execution wasn't quite there for some of them. The prose was good, and I'm still interested in their novel, Summer Sons, for now.

Current December Reads

Speaking Bones by Ken Liu

Almost halfway through! Just got through a battle that lasted 100 pages, due to interludes about the development of the technologies involved, and that's delightfully typical of this series. 😹

Loot by Tania James

Almost 1/3rd through. Pleasantly surprised by how much I'm enjoying this, so far. As a history nerd, I personally recommend looking up the situation in Mysore, India around the time of Tipu Sultan's reign for extra context and immersion.

Organ Meat by K-Ming Chang

Less than 50 pages in, but already noted down so many bits of prose I adore. This is absolutely not for everybody, both for sheer quantity of bodily fluids and functions mentioned, but also its shifting narrative style. So far chapters have been in first person POV, third person POV, and pure dialog written in a script-like format. Absolutely loving it.

Recent Acquisitions

The Lizard Prince and Other South American Stories

I forgot to mention I received my copy of this from Iron Circus Comics a couple months ago, after backing their crowdfunding for it last year! This completes their Cautionary Fables & Fairytales series, covering the stories of six continents!

Tomb Sweeping by Alexandra Chang

My pick from Book of the Month for December! It's an anthology of short fiction spanning the US and parts of Asia.

There's a lot to do this month for the holidays and preparations for the new year, so I'm not loading up my reading radar for now. If I finish Loot, I'll likely pick up my other giveaway win, Our Shadows Have Claws, so I can review it. If I finish Organ Meats, the next library read will depend on a few things, including how accessible my preferred branches are with holiday hours and inclement weather concerns 🙀

Until next time, look forward to my posts for my Favorite Reads of 2023 and Favorite New Music of 2023, which I'll migrate here in lieu of the traditional Twitter threads.

Thanks for reading, and happy holidays!

[elliemyun]

Monday, 5/29

SLEEP: 5 hours (4:30 AM - 9:30 AM)

MEALS:

Lunch: chick fil a chicken nuggets + fries + lemonade

Dinner: sun nong dan galbi jjim

REFLECTION:

i cant believe may is dwindling to an end🦭🥲 one of the most memorable months eva 🐼i got ready then walked down to westwood w/ kaui, emma, kelly, nikki ! @kauibunga and i hv gone to westwood together like 4 times this week it is getting concerning :d we went to lucy in the sky to buy dresses ! it was a bonding moment bc we changed in da same room 😹nikki & i got kids meals n ice cream at chikfila yus. we met all our pbros at dnta it took like 2 hours to gather us all 💀many of us stuffed into chels' car & we headed to santa monica pier w/ good music blasting! we went on the pier and on the sand in our bus pro & cow ears. we kept getting looked at from the ppl on the streets so we told them we r 'bruin safety for cows'. we went to santa monica promenade to shop for gifts for our biggos. then we drove to USC to take a pic w tommy trojan n ucla merch n had some real pee [space] bro bonding in the library 🧐we drove to sun nong dan n it was SO BUSSSS delishus. we ended the night doing work tgt in rieber terrace n ethan dropped off my pool noodle 🤯today was core memory. it was super packed but i spent the whole time w/ my mus and we had so much fun together talking about random things and messing around 😹

JP Update: kelly & i spent all of today together again! we went to lucy in the sky and she bodied those dresses omg. we went to santa monica & usc together and she had very yummy food.

TIME STAMP: 11:59 PM