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Silm Fashion - Part 6/? - Celebrimbor
Yes, I am basically going off that one poll for the order, so now we are going to go down my rabbit hole with Celebrimbor.
Well, he is interesting as a character, and whilst I kind of dig the red to green thing he has in RoP, I wanted to give my humble opinion on his fashion sense.
Under cut!
So, because my pipeline in fashion sense is generational, my mind went Feanor (hanfu) -> Curufin (hanfu - spoiler) -> Celebrimbor (modern hanfu street style).
But hear me out.
Of course when Celebrimbor was a toddler and still in Nargothrond he was in proper styled outfits, ofc with Feanorian red all over. Because if we go by the fact that Curufin took after Feanor the most, that includes Feanor's fashion sense (see Silm Fashion part 1). And because ofc urufin has a child, he is going to try his best in putting the little one in Feanor-inspired outfits.
Then we know what happens, after Nargothrond is destroyed and he disappers for the rest of the First Era I guess he has some sort of idk crisis, like he bonds with Gil-Galad and Elrond like stray cats bond to whoever gives them food and shelter. The Second Era, from and Elf's POV is like Mad Max. His fashion sense has not really strayed that much, but he has that je-ne-sais-quoi.
Then ofc he establishes himself in Eregion, he's got the forge, he grows up a little bit more and whilst he still keeps having the same fashion style, he also has more casualoutfits he's not afraid of ruining whilst working in the forge, like the below - still more black.
And then Annatar/Sauron appears, strokes Celebrimbor's ego, the Rings are made, we know. His fashion sense takes up a notch because Annatar is a bloody fashion icon and Celebrimbor is not immune to that.
(My brethren, I am unfortunately not immune to Silvergifting, pls do not impale me)
Thoughts? Prayers? Comments? Flagpoles?
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i’ve seen a lot of people in general agreement of the headcanon that victor is on the spectrum, but i’ve very rarely seen someone examine the why, and being the persnickety superfluous person that i am (and not being immune to projection myself) i thought i’d try my hand at it and break down his autistic traits!
disclaimer that this interpretation is speculative and is simply my unprofessional neurodivergent opinion + it’s based on contemporary understandings of psychology, which were not part of shelley's context, however autistic people have always existed even if there wasnt a word for it during that time period, etc etc. you know the drill
without further ado!
-- communication & social interaction
first and foremost, many autistics struggle with socialization. victor’s inclination to attach himself to a single friend (henry) and only talking to those inside of his close circle rather than forming many connections reflects this tendency, and he himself acknowledges his dislike and indifference of strangers. for example:
“It was my temper to avoid a crowd and to attach myself fervently to a few. I was indifferent, therefore, to my school-fellows in general; but I united myself in the bonds of the closest friendship to one among them”
“My life had hitherto been remarkably secluded and domestic, and this had given me invincible repugnance to new countenances… I believed myself totally unfitted for the company of strangers”
furthermore, he lacks relationship degradation (he does not require regular interaction or relationship maintenance to sustain a bond). during the creation process, he (presumably) goes months without writing to his family and friends, which clerval lectures him for:
“Very well, and very happy, only a little uneasy that they hear from you so seldom. By the by, I mean to lecture you a little upon their account myself."
yet upon his arrival at ingolstadt:
"...nothing could equal [his] delight on seeing Clerval."
victor also takes things literally several times and social nuances can fly over his head. he demonstrates this literalism when first meeting elizabeth:
"And when, on the morrow, she presented Elizabeth to me as her promised gift, I, with childish seriousness, interpreted her words literally and looked upon Elizabeth as mine"
and, of course, the infamous i will be with you on your wedding-night scene, when the creature obviously means he tends to harm elizabeth, not victor himself:
“It is well. I go; but remember, I shall be with you on your wedding-night.” I started forward and exclaimed, “Villain! Before you sign my death-warrant, be sure that you are yourself safe!"
he also goes nonverbal and groans/vocalizes instead of speaking when upset. there's several instances of this that i can recall (i believe another is with walton), but i could only find one, where elizabeth has to speak for him during their visit to justine:
"When she saw who it was, she approached me and said, “Dear sir, you are very kind to visit me; you, I hope, do not believe that I am guilty?” ... I could not answer. “No, Justine,” said Elizabeth"
and this is more of a sidenote but he gives walton every. minute. detail. of his story, including his childhood in-depth (which was not particularly relevant to the moral of victors tale, which was the whole reason he wound up sharing his story in the first place) which definitely feels like. Something. reminiscent of infodumping almost.
-- repetitive behaviors
victor shows both repetitive motions and repetitive language to such an extent that it'd be ridiculous to put them all here, particularly when he is distressed and agitated. some of these motions include clasping his hands, covering his face with his hands, and gnashing his teeth, which he does on walton's boat, after finding out about william's death, in his confrontation with the creature, during his time at the orkney islands, etc. the use of certain phrases/verbal repetition include his many "great god!"s and "begone!"s, which he usually says in reaction to the creature or while grieving a loved one. these behaviors are arguably self-stimulatory (stimming) and done to cope with overwhelming, stressful situations.
-- fixations/spinterests
ths one's perhaps his most blatant characteristic. victor has a highly focused, intense interest, initially in in the workings of the world itself:
"It was the secrets of heaven and earth that I desired to learn... still my inquiries were directed to the metaphysical, or in its highest sense, the physical secrets of the world."
"The world was to me a secret, which I desired to discover;"
"I have described myself as always having been imbued with a fervent longing to penetrate the secrets of nature"
this is to the extent that his education is noticeably different from his peers, both in acceleration in the topic of his choice and neglect of other, more typical studies due to the intensity of this focus:
“I confess that neither the structure of languages, nor the code of governments, nor the politics of various states possessed attractions for me.”
“…but by some fatality the overthrow of these men disinclined me to pursue my accustomed studies.”
this early fixation eventually narrows into a special interest in ancient alchemy, after victor finds one of agrippa's works and a "new light seems to dawn upon [his] mind," upon which he proceeds to acquire all the works of agrippa and other authors:
"When I returned home my first care was to procure the whole works of this author, and afterwards of Paracelsus and Albertus Magnus. I read and studied the wild fancies of these writers with delight; they appeared to me treasures known to few besides myself"
this remains his special interest until he is a teenager, upon which, after finding out ancient alchemy has been disproven, he takes up mathematics until his arrival at ingolstadt. then, his interest shifts into a fixation on natural philosophy, particularly chemistry, which becomes his "sole occupation":
"He concluded with a panegyric upon modern chemistry, the terms of which I shall never forget... one by one the various keys were touched which formed the mechanism of my being; chord after chord was sounded, and soon my mind was filled with one thought, one conception, one purpose"
"I read with ardour those works, so full of genius and discrimination, which modern inquirers have written on these subjects... the stars often disappeared in the light of morning whilst I was yet engaged in my laboratory. As I applied so closely, it may be easily conceived that my progress was rapid. My ardour was indeed the astonishment of the students, and my proficiency that of the masters"
which, of course, develops into an interest in physiology and the structure of the human frame, which leads to his obsession over the secret of life, followed by being "thus engaged, heart and soul, in one pursuit" during the creation of the creature.
-- intense, volatile emotions; resistance to change
in general, victor is very emotionally demonstrative, and has difficulty managing these emotions. he also experiences quick fluctuations in emotion. this is something he has experienced since childhood, and is something he maintains as an adult, when he acknowledges that:
"My temper was sometimes violent…"
some examples of these shifts in emotion:
"My heart, which was before sorrowful, now swelled with something like joy..."
"Sometimes he commanded his countenance and tones and related the most horrible incidents with a tranquil voice, suppressing every mark of agitation; then, like a volcano bursting forth, his face would suddenly change to an expression of the wildest rage as he shrieked out imprecations on his persecutor"
hand in hand with his emotional dysregulation, he shows resistance to change and has strong reactions to this change. the most obvious example of this is during the animation of the creature:
"The different accidents of life are not so changeable as the feelings of human nature... but now that I had finished, the beauty of the dream vanished, and breathless horror and disgust filled my heart"
"Mingled with this horror, I felt the bitterness of disappointment; dreams that had been my food and pleasant rest for so long a space were now become a hell to me; and the change was so rapid, the overthrow so complete!"
but it also occurs when moving to ingolstadt, suggesting a discomfort with unfamilarity and a need for stability:
I threw myself into the chaise that was to convey me away and indulged in the most melancholy reflections. I, who had ever been surrounded by amiable companions, continually engaged in endeavouring to bestow mutual pleasure—I was now alone.
-- black-and-white thinking
this aspect is most clearly shown through the way victor thinks about, and drops and gains interests and relationships. he spends years studying ancient alchemy and it is his principle interest, and then drops it on a dime and suddenly looks upon this passion with contempt:
“By one of those caprices of the mind which we are perhaps most subject to in early youth, I at once gave up my former occupations, set down natural history and all its progeny as a deformed and abortive creation, and entertained the greatest disdain for a would-be science which could never even step within the threshold of real knowledge. In this mood of mind I betook myself to the mathematics and the branches of study appertaining to that science as being built upon secure foundations, and so worthy of my consideration”
later, he spends four years with his mind filled with "one thought, one conception, one purpose" studying the processes of life so intensely he forgoes adequate food, water and rest. this culminates in the creation and subsequent animation of the creature, which he again turns around and abandons this interest immediately, to the extent that he cannot bear to think of natural philosophy:
Ever since the fatal night, the end of my labours, and the beginning of my misfortunes, I had conceived a violent antipathy even to the name of natural philosophy.
it's a very polarized, all-or-nothing approach that is mirrored with his relationships, too, which he alternatedly neglects -- he cuts contact when he goes to ingolstadt but abruptly picks it up again when henry comes into his life; when the creature flees victor's apartment, victor treats it as if he never existed entirely; his family only comes to the center of the narrative again when he gets the letter from alphonse about william's murder, despite 2 years having been passed at ingolstadt, etc.
and finally;
-- low empathy
victor repeatedly focuses solely on his own internal emotional experience, and struggles to fully comprehend and understand the depth of feelings of others and respond with compassion in conventional ways. during justine's trial, for instance, he elevates his own suffering above justine's, even as she faces her literal execution:
I rushed out of the court in agony. The tortures of the accused did not equal mine; she was sustained by innocence, but the fangs of remorse tore my bosom and would not forgo their hold.
Despair! Who dared talk of that? The poor victim, who on the morrow was to pass the awful boundary between life and death, felt not, as I did, such deep and bitter agony.
similarly, victor dismisses ernest's grief after william's death, he frames it in terms of how it affects himself -- telling ernest to "be more calm" to avoid causing his own discomfort:
Ernest began to weep as he said these words. “Do not,” said I, “welcome me thus; try to be more calm, that I may not be absolutely miserable the moment I enter my father’s house after so long an absence.
this detachment suggests not deliberate cruelty (victor very clearly loves his family, and he's said to be kind several times) but a limited capacity to process and respond to other's emotions. this is a detachment that extends to his views of the dead. during the creation of the creature, he refers to the corpses he utilizes as only "materials" instead of once having been fully-fledged human beings, and he does not contemplate the lives or dignity of the deceased.
aaaaaand thats it! thank you for indulging my. headcanon projection land. let me know what you all think...
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some folks are gonna hate me for this but I think people get maybe just a teeny bit too riled up about characters being ooc in fan content/fanon
#this includes me. i am not immune to this.#it can be very frustrating yes it can ruin immersion yes#but every person's “he would not fucking say that” is another person's “he would fucking say that”#like no i hate to break it to you no one's interpretation of the character is the “correct” one necessarily#aside from the person who created and has control over said character#and when people stray from the source material... who gives a fuck?#like guys i thought we agreed not to take fandom too seriously and argue with people for stupid reason#i am well aware that a lot of the time my version of a character is very ooc and indulgent#but like. the whole point of fandom is to be indulgent.#if a person has more fun flanderizing a character or projecting dumb headcanons onto them...#you don't have to agree but for fuck's sake leave them be#people get way way WAY too mad about this stuff#hila has spoken
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before we realized
#kingdom hearts#khgraphics#khgifs#my graphics#sorikai#i spent an actual eternity looking for the right lyric to go with this set#in the end i picked a line from When We Were Young by Adele#i am not immune to melancholic adele#also i had wanted to include a gif of their kh3 appearances#but wouldn't you know it there isn't any footage of them together :)#ask me how i feel about it :))))
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i really like that literally every artist i see on this site gives sniper a mullet. we really understood the assignment. oh that reminds me i have speeding bullet furry art i need to post
#this includes me#i am not immune to propaganda#sniper tf2#speeding bullet#sniperscout#<- mentioned#chaogarden
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Discourse in silm is literally 50% people flat out refusing to admit that everyone is at least a little bigoted including themselves. and 50% of just people making up other people to be mad about
#the silmarillion#silmarillion#this includes me obviously i am not immune to bigotry#someone: i can’t believe people think that (the most unpopular take that nobody has ever said before)
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*politely raises hand* Ayo do you have any thoughts on if fear toxin is even anything to worry about in the face of the Courage of Achilles?
Like Billy Batson would obviously have a terrible time if he’s exposed to it but would Captain Marvel, setting aside the fact he doesn’t need to breathe, be fine?
I don’t have a penny to give but I request thy thoughts.
Hey there!
So my answer here is two fold:
Technically there have been canon comics where Captain Marvel is affected by fear toxin (Shazam #12 i believe), bringing his greatest fears as Billy to the surface despite him being powered up. There have also been other non fear toxin induced events to a similar effect.
But to be perfectly honest, the comic I'm thinking of largely included him being affected by fear toxin as an excuse for a more experienced Batman to save the day and highlight his own inexperienced fighting style.
So as with most things, Cap's immunity to toxins (including fear toxin) varies based on what the writers want to happen in their story.
Personally, I think that he should be immune to standard fear toxin or at the very least be able to power through the hallucinations because of the courage of Achilles. I mean what's the point of having supernatural courage as a power if you can't overcome a chemical to induce fear? Especially if perfectly ordinary human Batman can do it with sheer willpower?
Mostly I think a lot of people have the tendency to downplay Cap's abilities while at the same time hyping up Batman and his rogues. If Cap's powers are actually understood and respected by the writers there really shouldn't be much to worry about with fear toxin (unless there's a a team up with a magical villain enhancing it or Billy is caught in it before he can transform. Then we might have an interesting story).
So that's my two cents on the subject! I'd love to other people chime in!
#ask me whatever you want y'all#shazam#billy batson#dc captain marvel#fear toxin#batman#scarecrow#yes i am throwing some shade on comics writers who dont seem to care about Captain Marvel's actual powers#he can do a lot more than punch things really hard and shoot lightning#Cap should be able to one hit KO at least 75% of Batman’s rogues gallery#that shouldn't even be a question#i love batman and the Gotham rogues but they work because they are (for the most part) non powered people fighting other non powered people#also people (including DC wroters) seem to forget thst Cap is immune to most non magical poisons#sorry for ranting in the tags#but i have feelings about my boy not being respected by DC writers
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Jumping deeper and deeper into the unknown, Even within such nonsense and incoherence, There should be a piece of truth buried~🎶 Ghost Game's finale aired today, and I'm sad to say goodbye to The Baby Boy and the rest of the gang. I loved these characters so much, I'm gonna miss them ❤️
#My art#Digimon#Ghost Game#Thetismon#Diarbbitmon#This is not Inspired Fanart by a LONG SHOT lmao#I just. I just wanted to draw the Blorbos leave me alooone I'm sad enough as it is#Like part of me wanted to draw ALL OF THEM just ALL THE EVOLUTIONS EVERY SINGLE ONE#But god knows this took long enough as it was with just Thetis and Diarbbit#I did kinda choose to draw my favorite Perfect and fave Ultimate (look. I am not immune to Pretty Designs)#It probably would've made more sense to draw Gamma with Angoramon and Jellymon instead#Or at least have included Wezen and/or Gulus (fave Adults) but. Again. This took forever.#I've been working my ass off on merch designs and my crummy webcomic just let me have fun with mediocre fanart this once
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me the past two days: idc about the new dragon age stuff at all
me now discovering lucanis from tevinter nights is a companion: i might be listening
#the only thing i remember from that book is him#also i am not immune to my friends being excited about stuff#and i’m also at the whims of my little brain that likes being involved and included and never makes up its mind#so i can’t say if i will cave and get it when it comes out or look forward to getting it on a deep black friday discount in 2-3 years#i got off track here the point is i loved lucanis in the story agdhjdksk#anyway no more DA posting from me but have fun friends \o/#i need a text post tag
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#bionicle#i always thought of ahkmou as fandom punching bag but i see way more people willing to rehabilitate him than velika so! yeah#i mean including me. i am not immune to ahkmou redemption arc.#also everyone is in agreement that kazi should be allowed to kill velika with a rock on my last post abt it so.#vote for who you think is the matoran universe's most hated po matoran
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oh i'm definitely gonna lose some friends for this one huh
#already got vagueposted about by one former friend as 'comparing pro-palestine sentiments to antisemitism'#direct quote 'israel desperately wants them to believe this is a religious war and not a genocide'#same guy who said 'boy howdy do we know their side of the story' and ten short texts later said verbatim:#'we can't use religion as birthright thats stupid and the Number One Tool of Colonizers'#which is a STAGGERING amount of cognitive dissonance#as if religion is the relevant part and not the literal historical fact of jewish indigineity to eretz israel#mind you at the time of the vaguepost the ONLY thing i said regarding palestine#was that if your 'support' for palestinians includes sharing basic antisemitic dogwhistles and blatantly lying about history#then that 'support' will accomplish nothing for palestinians and only get jews killed#and i feel like looking at that and insisting that i'm comparing all pro-palestinian sentiment to antisemitism is uh. telling#we'll see how this ends up going - i fear it may not be the greatest for my social life but i stand by what i said#bc even if i am wrong about Everything directly surrounding israel and palestine#i was strictly discussing antisemitism in the discourse surrounding it#and a longer version of 'no stance on israel makes you immune to antisemitism and antisemitism runs deep and will affect your thinking on#the matter and refusing to acknowledge that is dangerous' isn't actually dependent on the intracacies of the conflict it's just True#and i'm not gonna back down again i'm not going to downplay antisemitism again i'm not going to give up#i'm not sure if i have jewish friends i simply do not know about who see what i say on there#but if i do then i need it to be clear they have Someone who is willing to fight for them#and if not i still need to make it clear i won't stand for blatant antisemitism no matter whose name it's in#the only thing that would make me consider taking down what i said is if i believed it's counterproductive#and part of me wonders if it is - i don't want to put people on the defense bc that's simply not conducive to good faith discussion#but at the same time i know that a lot of what i've needed to hear was fed up or harsh words#that i started off just reading and keeping my defensiveness inside until they sunk in over time#and maybe my frustration will have that effect for someone#damn i really need to make some jewish friends... maybe after break i'll reach out to hillel or a local shul to ask if they could use a han#or something idk we'll see#personal#faggotry enjoyer original
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I think. I think there's still a lot of "Well I don't want to be like THOSE girls," even among plenty of adults who truly do genuinely care about feminism. And I just want to say that trying to assure someone who is attempting to parse all of that out with "Oh, don't worry, YOU'RE not like One Of THOSE™️ Girls" does not........actually help.
#you are not immune to internalized misogyny!! this includes me because I am an imperfect human!!!!!#like I'm just as worried about the rise of anti-intellectualism as anyone else but toooooo many people seem to put that phenomenon on#young women and not like. the shitty state of the general world.#I don't actually care if someone thinks I'm Like Those Stupid Girls because I don't give the time of day to people who are#insistent on making generalizations about random women. but that doesn't make the phenomenon itself any less frustrating.#now if you'll excuse me I have to go log off and be a deranged pathetic 'incorrect' woman irl. goodbye.#:o)
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every single time i do a td ship chart without fail it looks like rainbow vomit all over the canvas. tried to make it look any amount of serviceable and readable but idk at this point i just love drawing 100 meaningless lines on a canvas
#every time i do a td ship chart gwen has like 100 lines coming off her too idk what it is about her she makes me wanna drop an anvil on her#accidentally put gwidgette twice. i just really like gwidgette#i mostly only put canon ones + ones i care about but also included big ones in the fandom for the lolz#ship hate#yeah sorry im not immune to ship hate even if i pretend i am
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Song of the Day: February 17
“DYWTYLM” by Sleep Token
#song of the day#Sleep Token really saving my sanity as we navigate this dark and uncertain time without an upgraded sibling singalong playlist#had to go out into the snow on under two hours' sleep to get groceries#(the farmers' market gave me kefir cheese so any amount of suffering would've been worthwhile but I couldn't know that at the time)#and getting into Nick's car knowing there was music I could request that he could play loud as he wanted and I wouldn't want to cry#I mean blessing isn't even a strong enough term. baking a cake for the Sleep Token guy (his name is Vessel) as we speak#anyway this song sounds incredible in the original and then so odd sung acapella. like singing a bass line just a couple beats repeating#polar opposite of my lady indie covers. a song rendered fully unrecognizable when I wander the house mumbling it to myself#the verses do alright I suppose but the chorus is out of the question. the lyrics are so strong too real gut-punch lines#'and my reflection just won't smile back at me like I know it should / and I would turn into a stranger in an instant if I could#and there is something eating me alive I don't know what it is / maybe not that you conceal your feelings they just don't exist'#the whole song is like that it is so so so good. every new Sleep Token song I hear I'm like oh of course yes I see why these are fic titles#(Sleep Token catching up to Fall Out Boy and Hozier in terms of lines I've seen as fic titles. I mean we are really getting up there#and I am definitely not immune. if/when I put up those fanmixes y'all are gonna be seeing some Sleep Token let me tell you)#edit: it stands for 'Do You Wish That You Loved Me' I just realized I never said#didn't even pick lyrics that include it which is nuts when you realize that every verse does twice. whoops
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once again expressing my hatred to that mentality of "your sources are all full of lies and are extremely biased. unlike mine, that are entirely truthful and contain no bias whatsoever, while still confirming every pre-existing belief i already had"
#today in the age of algorithms you're likely to see mostly things you agree with#(outside of social media i mean. there you're gonna see things that make you angry)#you saying ''I'm not going to check or acknowledge any other angle'' isn't as highly moral and enlightened as you may think#you are not immune to propaganda etc etc all people in power have an agenda of getting you on their side etc#in times like this it's best to cross check and keep yourself aware and not immediately believe in whatever's most comfortable etc#you being usually well read and educated and holding generally progressive beliefs does not exempt you of that#(that includes me too ofc i am not immune to propaganda either. no need to call me out on that)
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im not sure how to describe it but i love how Real kanghan is. its like they knew exactly what they were doing because i look at him whenever hes on his phone or playing/talking about video games and i just go, yeah thats exactly how someone his age and status acts. 10/10 no notes
#gaiaxyposting#dangerous romance#this extends to other parts of it too but the gaming one is probably my favourite example#i hope we get to see gamer nava btw i have so many jokes about pawin being a twitch streamer lined up#i dunno about sailom but i assume hes similar?#felt like i was looking at a much richer version of several people i know irl the whole time#(this includes me. i am not immune to annoying inflated ego gamer disease)
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