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E&T: Deep in the Bowels of Gluttony
I am forcing more CAVE WHUMP into your enclosure (with an added dash of inspiration from my favorite national park that I can never visit âš)
Suggested Vibe: Dumaâs Scourge from Fire Emblem Echoes: Shadows of Valentia (youtube)
âPrevious - Masterlist - Nextâ
Ingredients: a lot of gore. eating is involved in the goriness if you couldnât tell. it is also very gross. Wow! Oh and there is a little bit of burning
By the time Erebus finished crying, his hand had grown back.
He hadnât even realized it at first, too caught up with gut-wrenching sobs to be aware of anything else besides how much his head hurt, how hard it was to breathe, how terrified he was to be in this strange place all alone, how he might never make it back home, or even back to his cell, how hopeless he felt, how-how-And then heâd noticed the stump of his left hand, no longer ending in a jagged tear, little strings of skin dangling off of it, but a-it was growing, it had to be, those little white nubs poking out of the mass of muscle had to be the bones of his hand, bones that had definitely beenâŠBefore he knew it he was crying in earnest again, his bodyâs sudden strange capability to repair itself overshadowed by the trauma of the past hour, fear and exhaustion replacing awe and relief, because even if he could heal, it didnât change the fact that he was stuck here, now saddled with the possibility that not even death could set him free.
If there was one good thing about this world, it was the fact that he was more alone than heâd ever been, and no one knocked on the door to interrupt his crying, no one commented on the redness of his eyes or asked him if he was okay too soon after heâd started to calm down. He caught his breath slowly, peacefully, washing the tears off his face using the fresh water from one of the pools near the sea, scrubbing the dried blood from his perfectly healed arm, revealing a ring of scar tissue around his wrist. The thought that neither of these hands were the ones he was born with almost sent him into another spiral, but he shook his head and put it out of his mind. That was enough for today.Â
TodayâŠFrowning, he looked up at the sky. Its blackness hadnât changed in the slightest since heâd arrived here, and something told him it wouldnât anytime soon. Even back in the windowless cell, heâd had meals and Neteriâs visits to help him keep track of the passage of time, but now there was justâŠnothing. It was all down to whatever cycle of waking and sleeping he fell into, and given how tired he was now, he was ready to get that started.Â
Walking back to his pack, left at the base of the cliffs, he noticed his leg was no longer in pain, either. Once he arrived, he pulled the knife out and used it to slice the stitches still woven through his flesh, wincing a bit as he pulled the thread out. The holes left behind healed quickly enough that he could ignore them and busy himself finding a good place to lay his bedroll for theâŠnight? For now.Â
He ended up settling down along the cliffside, too afraid to lie out in the open despite how quiet it was here, and it wasnât long before his exhausted body gave in to sleep.
When Erebus woke up, the sky was the same empty black as before, and it was impossible to tell how long heâd slept for, but he felt rested enough despite the circumstances. So now he was just supposed toâŠwander until he found something? He considered flying to get a better idea of what was around, but he decided it would be better to save his strength for the next fight. Since crossing the sea was out of the question, he headed back into the rocky maze heâd first arrived in. Eventually, he found himself at the entrance to a cave, a gaping hole in the side of the mountain rising even higher than the cliffs around him.
If the demons were tied to elements like their counterparts, the dragons, then whatever one was tied to the element of earth was definitely in that cave. His instincts screamed at him not to go into the dark, cramped space where his wings likely would be more of a hindrance than a help, but if he was going to get out of this place, then heâd have to go in eventually. So best to get it over with while he was here.
Erebus had never been inside of a cave, but heâd heard about how beautiful they could be, andâŠhow dangerous. But heâd be okay. He could heal, for some reason. Heâd be fine. He could handle this. He had to.
Burying his doubts, Erebus headed inside the cave, almost immediately tripping over a small, rounded protrusion of stone. They littered the ground, and the ceiling, too, their lengths varying. Heâd have to take care to avoid them, then.Â
Soon enough, though, the ground began to slope downwards, and the dim gray light streaming in from the caveâs entrance began to fade, not enough for even his new eyes to see with. It wasnât long before he was stumbling along in the dark, unsure how much progress he was making, or if he was even headed in the right direction. He could be a couple steps away from a dead end, for all he knew. Or even a cl-At that moment, Erebusâs boot caught on a rock, his desperate grasps for something to catch himself on meeting empty air, and now he was falling, spinning, bouncing off the uneven stone, everything was slippery enough to slide out of his grasp but hard enough to break his bones, faster and faster until-
Cold. Deep cold, water, he was underwater, he had to get to the surface, had to find it in this spinning dark void, no way to tell which way is up, which way is death, swimming flailing reaching-his hand broke the surface, and he worked his way up desperately, his sodden clothes and heavy sword making it difficult, but he made it, he breathed, he coughed, he dragged himself out and laid on the bumpy stone next to the waterâs edge, panting as his body throbbed and stung with a hundred cuts and bruises. Of course he hurt himself before even finding the demon. Of course. If only he had some way to know if he was even going in the right direction, but no, he was just supposed to stumble around in the dark.
One of his horns hurt, and upon poking at it gently, he found that the tip had broken off, exposing the tender flesh inside. Not like they served any purpose, besides telling him whereâŠwait. What he wanted most was to get out of here and go home. To get out of here, heâd have to fight all the demons. Starting with the one hidden somewhere in this cave. So, by that logic, what he wanted most was to find the demon in these caves. He closed his eyes, not that it changed anything, and drilled that thought into his head. He needed to find that demon. Wanted to. Had to.
Erebus couldnât help but smile as his horns started to tingle ever-so-slightly.Â
It took some time to get used to navigating the cave based on the feeling in his horns. The changes in sensation were rather subtle, so it was difficult to tell immediately after changing course if he was heading the right way. It would have been much easier if he could take a direct path, but the twists and turns of the cave forced him to switch directions constantly, sometimes leading him to dead ends or passages he was too large to squeeze through. Progress was slow, but he was making progress, he was, the tingling was stronger now, his scrapes and bruises from his fall earlier had healed, and his clothes were beginning to dry, despite the cave air being rather cool.
Well, now that he thought about it, the air had grown warmer than when heâd first entered. Heâd been so freezing from his wet clothes that he hadnât realized it until now, but it was definitely getting warmer. That had to be a good thing, right? It wasnât getting any lighter, unfortunately, so he was still stuck feeling his way along through the darkness, nothing but the tingling sensation in his horns to guide him, but at least he wasnât shivering as much anymore.
It was getting warmer and warmer, hot now, and humid, the stickiness of the air reminding him of summers back home. Were caves supposed to be this hot? Heâd been grateful for the warmth at first, but now he was sweating profusely, the thick, moist air making it somewhat difficult to breathe as he clambered up slopes and squeezed through small gaps, the feeling in his horns growing so intense he was starting to get a headache, made even worse by the slightly rotten smell that was starting to permeate the air.
Erebus stopped at the edge of some sort of drop-off. It was impossible to tell how far down it went, only that it was longer than his arm. Heâd been scared of this, of having to fly while blind. Out of breath, he sat to rest for a moment, letting the slight breeze cool him off a tiny bit, wishing it didnât smell so rancid.
WaitâŠbreeze?
The air was moving, pulsing past him in a hot wave, and then a cooler gust in the opposite direction. It was rhythmic, over and over, back and forth, in andâŠin and out.Â
Breathing. It was breathing.
If-if Erebus could feel its breathing, and the intense heat from its body, its stench, then it must be close, just off that ledge maybe, after all this time wandering around in the dark heâd finally found the next demon. With renewed energy, he stood and drew his sword. Heâd have to approach this carefully, making sure he didnât fly straight into the wall instead of hitting his target. After waving his hand over his head and not feeling anything above him, Erebus carefully took flight. It was difficult to move so slowly in the air, especially as he started to head down, but he didnât want to risk falling who knows how far and landing on who knows what.Â
Feeling his feet catch on something, he tried to land, but the ground beneath was slippery and almost gave way beneath him, causing him to fall for the second time today. Thankfully, he landed on something soft, though it was weirdly wet and sort of slimy, likeâŠErebus cried out and scurried back, but everything he touched was the same, squishy and warm and smooth andâŠandâŠIt was flesh. All around him. He-heâd somehow flown into the demonâs mouth, he must have, its breath was rushing by him with even more force now, the nauseating scent of rot all around him. He had to get out. He just had to fly up. He could do this. Heâd be fine.Â
ButâŠwhere was his sword?
Heâd dropped it in his panic, like an idiot, and now he needed to find it. He wouldnât stand a chance against the demons without it, and then heâd never be able to go home, never see another person again, he couldnât accept that, he had to calm down, had to focus. He wanted that sword more than anything. It was his way out.
His stomach sank when his horns told him his sword was below him.
There wasnât any choice but to fall further into the belly of the beast in order to kill it.
He took his time lowering himself, but it was more difficult than before. The heat was making his head throb, not to mention the toll all this flying was taking on him. Being unable to glide was putting a lot more strain on his wings than heâd realized, and though he couldnât quite feel it through the sheen of sweat covering his face, he tasted the blood dripping out of his nose. By the time the buzzing in his horns peaked and his hand wrapped around the cool hilt of the sword, the world was starting to spin, and he all but collapsed next to the blade, which had buried itself partway in the fleshy ground.Â
Erebus didnât know if he had the energy to stand. The heat and all of that careful flying had sapped all of his strength, leaving him sprawled on the hot, soft flesh of the demonâs insides. Was this it? Was he just stuck here until he fell further and ended up digested? The healing he had for some reason was slow, probably too slow to keep up with stomach acid. He breathed in deeply as the slightly cooler air coming in rushed past him, trying to calm himself down. The demonâs breaths were deep and long, so they were difficult for Erebus to match perfectly, but he tried anyway, the less rancid-smelling air coming in making him feel a little better somehow. But why wouldâŠmemories of dust, Neteriâs forehead against his, the puff of her breath against his cheeks. Sharing breath. He was sharing breath with this huge demon, gaining a little of its life force as he did so.Â
Once he felt well enough to stand, he did so, holding onto his sword for support. He could do this. After bracing himself as best as he could, he started to pull, wincing at the awful squelching sound the blade made as it slid out of the flesh it was buried in. It came out with a sickening pop, squirting what Erebus could only assume was blood all over him. Some of it even landed in his mouth, and itâŠit tasted good. Really good, like a rich, meaty stew.Â
His empty stomach started to growl.
This was a demon. Not a person.
He hadnât eaten in over a day.
No one would ever know.
He needed energy.
Hands shaking, he pulled out his knife.
Just a little bit.Â
It was warm, wet, chewy, almost rubbery, the texture making him gag slightly, but he didnât care, not when it tasted this good, buttery and savory, little hints of spice dancing through it, shifting from one flavor to another, and he was powerless to stop, grabbing more and slicing it off, shoving it in his mouth before heâd even finished chewing the last bite, his hands and face slick with that delicious blood, the perfect sauce to go with his meat, the fingers on his right hand had grown claws at some point, and now he was tearing away at the walls with his hand, ripping chunks off with his teeth, continuing to slice and shred long after heâd eaten his fill, even as the ground below started to shake, a guttural roar drowning out the sounds of flesh tearing and blood dripping, the force of it sending Erebus to the ground, snapping him out of whatever trance heâd been in.
WhatâŠwhat had he just done?
How could he be sure there wasnât anyone else out there in the blackness?Â
He could feel the ghosts of his parents watching him, watching their son turn into the monster he looked like.Â
He had to get out of here.Â
The walls shifted and pulsed as the demonâs breath sped up, roars and moans sounding out so loudly around him it made his head hurt. Its mouth might be closed now, trapping him inside. Heâd have to find another way. Or justâŠmake his own.
A large section of one of the walls had already been ravaged, cut and torn away during his frenzied eating, so he resumed work on it, slicing away chunks with his sword now, tossing them to the side instead of bringing them to his mouth. Progress was faster when he could focus, but it was almost impossible to tell how far heâd come, how much heâd carved away, how close he was to breaking through the skin. He came across a more rubbery section and ended up having to almost saw away at it, blood spurting all over him as he went, as if he wasnât already covered in it. How whole body felt so sticky and sweaty and gross, and all he could think about was washing off somehow after he got out of here.
Blood was flowing out steadily now, coming out with more and more force, and soon enough it was all Erebus could do to hold onto his sword, his anchor buried in the fleshy wall, praying he wouldnât get swept away by the jet of hot, sticky, delicious-smelling blood. H-he mustâve cut into a major blood vessel. Those shot blood out like crazy, from what he remembered. Maybe this would be enough to kill the demon? Then heâd just beâŠtrapped inside its corpse. For now, it was still very much alive, its roars and moans starting to get louder, more desperate.
All of a sudden, the ground beneath him lurched, and Erebusâs sword slipped out of the cut it was in, sending him tumbling backwards, the river of blood sweeping him away before he could try to stand up, stab the floor, do anything to save himself, but he had to, he couldnât fall any further down, couldnât lose the tunnel heâd carved out in this sweltering blackness, couldnât sink into the sea of blood and digestive acid that was likely waiting for him below, he had to stop somehow, the sword was too long, his wings couldnât generate lift, nothing to do but desperately scratch at the slippery ground below, dig his claws in, deeper, deeper, deeper, hold on, arm trembling with the effort, he couldnât afford to let go, to fall, the blood was coming with less force now, the tremors not as frequent, just a little bit longer untilâŠ
The great beast fell silent, fell still, its blood merely trickling by now, dripping in imitation of the water in the cave surrounding it.Â
Erebus dragged himself to his feet, coughing up blood. Heâd tried to keep his mouth closed during the whole ordeal, but some had still made its way in. Was the demon actually dead? It was hard to tell for sure, but he supposed it didnât matter. He had to get out of here regardless, and any other escape route besides his tunnel was out of the question. Nothing to do but resume work, then, and hope he could get out of here soon.
Time crawled by as Erebus hacked away at the wall, and just when he was starting to think he wasnât headed towards the surface of this thingâs body, his sword met with a different sort of resistance than before. It wasnât like the blood vessel, more stretchy and tough, but he was pretty sure he was able to poke through, and soon enough heâd made a gap large enough for him to squeeze through. He didnât realize how hot itâd been in there until he was sitting outside it, the cave air unbelievably refreshing after being swallowed up by that rancid heat.Â
After feeling around a bit, Erebus decided he must be on the demonâs back or something. The slope down was pretty steep, enough that he wasnât sure he could walk down effectively in the dark. His wings were still exhausted from flying earlier, soâŠscooting down very carefully it was. For the first time today, he was able to move downwards at a reasonable pace, not having to be careful of random rocks jutting out of the floor or ceiling. He was starting to get a bit excited to leave these caves and be able to see again. The water in the sloth demonâs domain would be perfect for washing all of this blood off of him, and there were few things he loved more than feeling clean. Already, he was starting to realize everything heâd taken for granted in his previous captivity.
Heâd taken light for granted, too, and the moment he saw it, the moment he could see at all, he teared up a bit, but that might have just been because it was bright. Navigating the rest of the way down the demonâs body was much easier now that he could see, and it wasnât long before he was back on solid ground, nearly running towards the cave exit. Finally.Â
The dark, starless sky was a welcome sight, almost as beautiful to him as the small pools of water a little ways away. He was lucky this exit dumped him out closer to the water than the entrance heâd originally gone through had been. Curious, Erebus looked down at himself, and couldnât help but wince in disgust. He was covered from head to toe in blood, most of it dried to a brownish-red, cracking a bit around his joints, little pieces of the demonâs flesh caked on here and there. His hair was sticky and matted with it, and the coppery, still tempting tang of it was all he could smell and taste. Heâd never been so revoltingly filthy, and he was secretly glad no one was here to see it.Â
It was a quick walk to the nearest pool of water, and while it looked a bit different than the other little pools from before, he paid it no mind. Water was water. He fell to his knees in front of it and stuck his hands in, ready to-HOT! Erebus pulled his hands out of the fiery water, screaming as they burned so intensely he could feel it in his very bones. All he could do was lie on his side and wait for them to heal, tears streaming from his eyes as he wailed. None of the water in the sloth demonâs domain had even been warm, so why was it nearly boiling all of a sudden? Unless he wasnâtâŠ
âYou really wanted to make a good first impression on me, didnât you, intruder?â
Blinking away tears, Erebus looked in the direction of the familiar voice, his blood running cold when he saw who had spoken.
It was Shiori.
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#i wrote something#erebus & terror#erebus#vorath#whump#whump writing#gore#heavy gore#nonhuman whumpee#sorry erebus you get that tag now#suck it#uh yeah so. hope you enjoyed.#i love Cave i am sad i couldnt describe how pretty it looks :( maybe another time#and i already wrote guy stumbles around lost in a cave in complete darkness so ofc it was a little more than that <3#toss him into the mystery flesh pit!!#yeah i cant visit my favorite national park because its not REAL which is probably for the best ig đ#i will make erebus go into the meat tunnel instead and since he was very hungry he uh. mmmmmm yummy walls#gluttony demons taste super delicious to other gluttony demons so that is why he was having a gourmet experience#gluttony demons usually engage in nonfatal cannibalism if they encounter each other it is truly a lovely time#yeah i covered that man in blood he is the filthiest he's ever been probably hehe#maybe he will finally get to take a bath!!#sorry abt the cliffhanger BUT the next chapter has been mostly written for years so it shouldnt take me that long to get out#so hopefully yall wont be waiting for months lmao
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I would love to listen to your podcast (if you wanna have one) about anything, but something about languages intrigues me. Please, tell me more : )
had to think for a second about what this was about I'm guessing it's my Nopony In This Country Is Pronouncing Przewalski Correctly and now listen..... I have no more to tell you because the like. Concept of languages and within that phonology (the study of the patterns of sounds in a language and across languages) is so wide you wouldn't have enough of a life to say everything about it. Unless you got one thing in mind. But I'm Flattered. Idk if I'd be much of a podcast guy I love visual stimuli. shan't lie I've had for months the idea to do a. Franco-Cantabrian Archeological iceberg... with shit like....... Fontainebleau "water breaking" carving... the RĂ©seau Clastres Only Know Depiction Of [Animal]..... stuff of the sort. but oh well. FLATTERED.... maybe one day. Podcast ideas anyone.
#every few months someone in the patho fandom whos been there a while seems to realize the KH of Khatange or Khodo Khara or even Burakh is#not pronounced K but instead HH and idk if thats because i had the game in russian audio or because i spent hours on the different#Steppe Language pages but im always surprised this is new to some people. like well yeah its the x letter. mostly i dont understand like#not checking the pronounciation if youre unsure. the russian x is not hard to find audio from. its a little like youtubers who go âim not#even gonna try to pronounce this one XD''. but also im glad more people get hashtag aware because i think phonology is such a fantastic#thing to be interested in so. yayyyy.#it just kinda sometimes feels like. A great sense of incuriosity and lack of drive to learn. possibly from fear at a new foreign language.#but above all I'm truly glad more people are hashtag realizing hashtag finding it because truly with the internet pronounciation info#has never been so easy to find. even in english resources. godspeed you!!!!Language learner. Etc.#the wiki has every name (of characters + of places) and every steppe word written in both latin & cyrillic letters by the way that way you#can find what the cyrillic letter of a sound youre unsure of looks like and look it up :D it helped me a lot when i had to find more words#for ATA. good times#tldr it just makes sense To Me when confronted to a phoneme/sound youre unsure the pronounciation of to like. immediately look it up.#so im kinda baffled that ppl may go months being unsure. its not like cyrillic is like. hard to parse its as straightforward as other stuff#ring ring (answers)#anonymous#meiri podcast guy when after all. look at all that yapping
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this time in busficland - ellie having Complicated Feelings when given a genealogy assignment at school
#this has been mostly written sitting in my docs for like a month and a half#spinny wheel of destiny decided i should finally finish it#turn the page#the last of us fanfiction#tlou fanfiction#joel and ellie#on the road again (there i go)
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The Runaway Update
So some of you know that my life has been an absolute fucking mess this month. Long story short; I'm still dealing with burnout, my coworker is a complete idiot and making work harder, and Cryptid has been talking to the actual fucking government and setting up a lawsuit because his job fucking him over real bad. I don't feel like putting all my personal shit on display, but I'll discuss it in DMs if anyone wants to know more.
ANYWAY. The point of this post isn't to talk about my personal life. It's to be exhaustedly enthusiastic that I finished the next chapter of The Runaway, something I've been trying to do for a literal month. As usual, I'll leave the AO3 link here, and a snippet below to entice ^.^
âThe fuck are you still doing here?â Temperance asks, whirling on Dean. âI donât need a goddamn babysitter.â
Dean just stares at him, the tiniest wrinkle of a frown on his brow. Temperance scowls and crosses his arms against the instinct to bite like a cornered animal. Itâs not his fault Dean is blocking the only entrance to this stupid cabin. Itâs not his fault Dean feels like a predator even in his human skin.
Shapeshifter taglist: @sunset-a-story @touloserlautrec @ceph-the-ghost-writer
#wip: shapeshifter#shapeshifter: the runaway#i've had this half-written or mostly-written all month#but getting time or energy to finish has been hard#also i've been horrendously ill a lot#like debilitating migraines and food poisoning ill#so that hasn't helped either
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Iâm always paranoid of my tumblr being deleted or malfunctioning or something like that someday, so hereâs other places to find me/follow me, just in case lol
~ instagram -Â https://www.instagram.com/lucalicatte/
~ main youtube -Â https://www.youtube.com/c/LucaLiCatte
~ games/sims youtube - https://www.youtube.com/@cloudycatte
~ facebook page (I rarely use this because I hate facebook but.. it at least allows text posts better than instagram does, so idk maybe Iâd use it more if tumblr went away? lol) -Â https://www.facebook.com/cloudycatteart/
~ Other Links (stuff I donât use often/isnât Main enough to list here, like twitter, neopets, other tumblr sideblogs, youtube channels, etc.) are here - http://icewindandboringhorror.tumblr.com/otherlinks )
#An updated version of this since some of the links on the old one are no longer the same lol#I might make a website website one day (not with a custom domain since I'm not paying for that/dont have the money lol#but like a 'my name.weebly.com type thing lol) but I haven't had the time recently. If I ever get around to it I'll update the post and#reblog that version. ANYWAY.. I just like to have one of these written out to reblog every once in a while. During the once ever few months#when poeple are like 'tumblr is failing again! it wont survive!' which has happened like 80 times but I'm still always like :0c what if!#also love the ms paint art done with a mouse ghhj#ANYWAY.. also if you want to see the stinky game I made that's not actually related to my own worldbuilding really (why I have never#posted anything about it publilcy because it's like.. how do I talk about it lol) I have my itch.io linked in the 'other links' page#as well as my General Projects blog. which talks about all the ongoing and upcoming projects I want to do that are#actually set in my world and can give you previews of some of the things I'm working on. Currently resuming my Game after abandoning it#basically for the entire pandemic and a little before that - as mentioned before - so that's OUgh.. in terms of A Lot Of Work#Especially since while kind of 'revamping and updating' I want to add a few features which are mostly easy but every once in a while#I don't understand something and it's like....... hGGhh...... Ironically despite Blogging I just hate talking to people in public open foru#.. I love privacy and security lol.. and I always feel that ONE day I am going to have a question that has not already been asked on a foru#somewhere and I am going to have to post myself and.. no.. I shan't even imagine it.. It's not even really social anxiety it's just like..#efficiency.. instead of wating like days to get an accurate response and resolve the problem with the general public I would rather just ha#e a one time 30min conversation with an expert and resolve it quickly. PLUS then I also only interact with One stranger instead of Many Of#Them lol.. any 6+ yrs of experience Ren'py experts hmu so I can pay you like $50 to have a single 45min conversation#with me over an insanely simple question and then never talk to you again until a year later when I have a second question. hhjb#ANYWAY.. I still really don't like instagram or it's layout and I never understood how it works like.. if I should be tagging photos or wha#or how you really use it and I just... euGH... stimky.. but it is one of the most popular so I feel obligated to link it. I wish facebook w#sn't such a nasty poo poo because I do actually like the variety of posts you can make and how Pages on facebook operate. In the scense of#it being similar to tumblr that you can make a VARIETy of styles of post. not just Only Post Photos or Only Short Text or Only Video which#is still like.. how the funk does sutff like that even get popular lol.. the Limited nature.. hewwo.. but alas.. and NO way I'm touching#fucking Threads please do not make an account on there and don't let your friends do it and don't let that shit catch on lol.#BUT YEahg... links...... just in case.. i hope tumblr stays aroundin it's current format forever though lol..#I'm pretty sure even facebook doesn't have audio posts. or tags the way this does. or CHRONOLOGICAL FEED. custom html for pages.. aaaaa
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nano day 20-25
20- 1952
21- 771
22- 643
23&24- 0 (donât look at meeee I didnât have time lol)
25- 2233
Total word count: 32149, 25885 towards main wip (!!!)
I didnât realize how many days had gone by without updating lol but itâs fine bc itâs not like anyoneâs really keeping track
anyway itâs v apparent Iâm not hitting the 50k BUT ITâS OKAY! Iâve made peace with it. It was p dumb of me to start the month going âI just wanna write as much as I canâ bc obv I was setting myself up for disappointment. So if Iâm able to reach just 30k on my main wip, Iâll be happy.
Also patting myself on the back for reaching +25k, I think the 30k will be v feasible with the remaining 5 days. Thatâs <1k a day!
Also finished the 12th scene! Weâre over a third of the way through the project :D (which admittedly is around where I hit my typical story middle slump, but Iâm hoping I can remain consistent after November)
#also âabt the 50k. I posted a fic too so thatâs worth celebrating#Iâve written a lot Iâm def not discrediting that#plus those extra 20k words are gonna get written regardless just not within this month itâs fine#Iâm expecting this project to be ~75-80k#so thereâs gonna be plenty left to do after November anyway#scene 13 is a Big Emotional scene so I hope I donât flub it up#but Iâm excited for it I think itâll be good. Iâve had ideas for this scene in particular for a while#so its crazy that Iâm finally writing it#I def feel like this entire story has been a HOT mess so far#mostly bc these characters have been living in my head for so long that I keep forgetting the gradual progression of their development#I feel like I keep skipping significant moments in their growth bc Iâm so used to how theyâre /supposed/ to be#but itâs cool. I never expected a lot of this draft to be solid anyway but what matters is that itâs something to work with!!#also feel like it jumps around a lot. like the flow between scenes isnât entirely clear#and thatâs mostly bc I donât wanna write scene connectors rn lol#but thatâs always something I can grumble and groan about later#dahl does nano 23
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ngl folks i said i was working on my next we happy few fic chapter after like a year hiatus and then i only wrote like two paragraphs before going off to work on my silly self-indulgent ya fantasy book for days oops
#i am#determined#to get this next chapter out#it's been a roadblock to me continuing this fic for ages#(well that and my entire life blowing up and falling apart for 8 months straight but you ken how it is)#the problem is this chapter wasn't in the original outline#and has to exist due to a continuity error i made in my original outline#so i'm struggling to make it feel natural with the narrative#like i'm resigned myself to it being a little contrived but i don't want it to feel HORRIBLY contrived#since i have to kinda... delay arthur#for like a week#otherwise the entire plot falls apart#look we're so so so very close to arthur and sally running into each other and from there on it'll be (mostly) a breeze#like the whole paris arc is half written already#(gritting my teeth) I. WILL. FINISH. THIS. CHAPTER.
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be proud of me (vented in my journal instead of on tumblr)
#mostly because i actually used my journal LMAO#that shit has not been written in for at least a month despite how strong my special interest is#:)
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#one thing about me i dont give gifts often but i do give them and theyre always meaningful#bc i'm not especially creative or insightful in these things#so the ones i do give are thoughtful and precious. meaning if we were really really good friends for a while it's likely#i've given you such gifts#and (this has so far luckily only happened twice) when there's a friendship break up#i'm left to think if those gifts are haunting for them? bc mostly i won't have that issue for myself. i dont really receive gifts#i've been thinking about my recent friendship break up in this regard these days#for the record she fucked up and she ended it for that reason#and since then i'm left to think of the few precious gifts i've given her and how she looks at them now#how she was looking at them while she was intentionally ghosting me for months#and every day i remember another gift i had given her lol#a little self made bowl painted like her fav fruit. a cup holder she had told me had been so practical. a postcard saying wish you were here#a pretty classic hardcover from her fav author. a poem i had written her myself#and probably some other things i cant recall#when i make gifts it'w always at random times. not for birthdays or whatever#i just think of an idea or spot an item and i know i want to gift it to them#years ago when me and my then bff fell apart i thought about a gift i had given her#a notebook each page filled with another uplifting hopeful quote or quran verse i had written inside myself#whatever. i still feel heavy hearted of course and i pray for Allah to heal it#nesi rants
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After all these years, we're able to reply from side blogs and that changes the game because I CAN ACTUALLY INTERACT WITH PEOPLE ON HERE UNDER THIS HANDLE! đ I might post more actively then.
#i'm mostly on twitter but i'm going to try crossposting some of my tweets here#hence the flurry of posts#i'm going to try to spread them out so it's not a deluge though#i need a better place to keep track of posts i've written and want to refer to later but i've been terrible at transferring them over#i felt bad because people used to tag me in stuff or talk to me in the tags and replies and i couldn't respond#i regretted not making this account with a separate email for years#until i made a reply account a few months ago that has largely gone unused because that was also a hassle#anyway hi i'm here. i've always been here but not super active under this account but i can talk more! exciting!
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Damian is de-aged to a baby and lost in Gotham. A magic user hit him with some kind of spell. His legs donât work as well and he has trouble walking. Thatâs when a man appears and squats down with a tilt of his head.
âYea, you are definitely not supposed to be out here, little guy.â
Damian glares at the man, early twenties, stubble along his jaw, ragged clothes, and dark bags under his eyes.
The man turns his head to look at the brick wall.
âAre you sure?â
And now he was talking to a wall. Curses. Of course he would be found by a crazy person.
The man suddenly hangs his head with a deep sigh. He regains himself quickly and stands. Moving closer to put his hands under Damian arms to lift him to perch on his hip.
Damian squirms to get down but refuses to make a sound. The last time he opened his mouth like this it was a pathetic baby sound. He couldnât let this man see him like this.
âLooks like youâre coming home with me, little guy. I can tell youâve got some spirit in you. Good, youâll need it.â
Not ominous at all.
Damian stays with the man, mostly because he couldnât physically drive a car, but also because he was almost always with him. The man would talk to air at the most random times. Obviously a schizophrenic. But Damian had to admit this man, Danny he comes to find out through a neighbor baby talking at him, has been genuinely trying to take care of him and take care of him well. Well, to the best of his abilities anyway. ïżŒ
He feeds him organic purĂ©es that donât taste half bad, except the carrots, that one was unacceptable. Danny cleans him regularly despite his crappy apartment and makes sure he is dressed appropriately for the weather. He makes an effort to take him out to the park to play in the sandbox or just walk around discovering ânewâ things.
Damian doesnât need a parent, he outgrew the concept when he was five and technically he already had one, but he could tell Danny would make an excellent father. Some mistakes can be overlooked compared to the effort he was putting in.
The only concerning thing was the talking to thin air. It took Damian an embarrassing amount of time to figure out the reason Danny was visiting all these random people and the graveyard. (Sometimes he will set Damian down to âplayâ in the grass at the cemetery. It was quite odd.)
He was talking to ghosts. It wasnât thin air or imaginary friends, no it was actually dead people. The reason Damian actually believes this is for two reasons.
One, Danny shows true results. Damian observes closely whenever they visit a âclientâ and Danny always has accurate information despite never looking up or researching anything going in.
Two, he never calls himself a medium or psychic. He doesnât boast about his ability to see ghosts. He does what he does to help the ghosts move on to the other side. Closure is what Danny always says. Closure for the family and the victim. In Gotham, there are a lot of victims.
Damian adjusts to his new life with Danny. Itâs been five months and heâs getting used to being small and vulnerable. Heâs allowed to be messy and whiny and childish. Danny never scolds him like Mother did. The man has never hit him or raised his voice at him and never expects anything from him. He encourages his progression to speak and walk, but doesnât expect the best out of him.
Itâs⊠nice. A good break if anything.
They are at the park when one of the bats spot him and pauses. Danny is blowing bubbles into the air and Damian tries to pop as many as he can. Itâs a silly game with no clear rules, but Damian finds it entertaining nonetheless.
âHi there! Is he yours?â
Dick Grayson wears a bright smile, but Damian can see the tightness around his eyes.
âHuh? Oh, yea, this is Damian,â Danny answers.
He had written it with the wooden blocks Danny had given him one week in. Danny took one look at the name on the ground, laughed loudly and ran with it.
âDo you mind if I say hi? Heâs so cute.â
Danny looks puzzled by the request but ends up shrugging his shoulders, not seeing a problem with letting a stranger get close to Damian. (Damian knew Dannyâs intense eyes were watching Dickâs every move. He was very protective like that.)
âSure.â
Dick squats down to search Damianâs green eyes. Damian stares back just as intensely.
âHey there, Damian. My name is Dick.â
Damian gives him a flat look at Dickâs terrible introduction.
âGrayson.â
Although with his little baby teeth not fully in it sounds more like âway-shahâ.
Relief flashes across Dickâs face and he gives Damian a reassuring smile. Itâs not as reassuring at he thinks it is. It promises to bring him home and restore him to his original age. Damian doesnât know if thatâs what he wants anymore.
Dick stands and gives Danny some imaginary excuse to leave quickly. Damian watches him go and so does Danny.
âFunny guy, huh Dami?â
Damian doesnât respond and Danny notices his change in mood.
âCome here, little guy.â
He knows what Danny is going to do and willingly goes. He is pulled up into the manâs lap and held between two surprisingly muscular arms. Dannyâs hugs are nice and warm. They arenât too tight like Dickâs nor are they stiff like Bruceâs. He never thought he could enjoy human contact, but Danny has been showing him things about himself he didnât ever know. Turns out he does like hugs and playing airplane and when Danny runs his fingers through his hair when heâs really sleepy.
âLetâs go home a little early today, huh? Iâll make spaghetti and you can be as messy as you want,â Danny promises.
Damian hums. Yes, that sounds nice.
That night Batman comes in through the window. Damian is waiting.
âDamian,â Batman whispers.
âBah-mun.â
The flat, unamused stare is what gives him away.
Batman lets out a breath silently and reaches into the crib Danny had gotten him.
âI wouldnât do that if I were you.â
Batman jerks into action, twisting to face Danny who had appeared suddenly. The door behind him is still closed.
Batman stays quiet, silently studying the man before him dressed in pajama pants and a worn t-shirt.
Danny tilts his head as he does the same. Damian has never seen the man so serious. He silently worries for the man. He didnât want him getting hurt to unnecessarily protecting him from his father.
âIâd have to break your arm if you tried to do what it looks like youâre doing.â
Danny says it so plainly. So simple.
Batman straightens.
âHe isnât yours.â
He doesnât say Damian is his. He doesnât claim him as his own. Just that Danny shouldnât have him.
Damian silently agrees because technically heâs right. He doesnât deserve Danny. He canât keep playing house like heâs an actual baby. But Damian is also selfish and over the last few months has been taught that itâs okay to ask for things he wants even if itâs not inherently beneficial. The stuffed dog he sleeps with every night is proof of that.
So Damian says nothing.
âHe is now,â Danny answers simply like there was no other answer to such a statement.
âHe needs to go back to where he belongs.â
âOver my dead body,â is the immediate response.
They stare each other down until Danny scoffs.
âDonât think Iâm not petty enough to fight you, Batman. Iâll fight anyone who wants to take him from me. Damian is mine.â
When Batman tries to forcibly take him, he ends up with a concussion, a blood nose, and two broken arms. Red Robin finds him in a dumpster the next morning.
The story continues with Damian learning how to be a child his age, Danny protecting him and doting on his brilliant son, and the Batfamâs frequent failed attempts to kidnap Damian back to them.
#dp x dc#danny phantom#danny fenton#dc x dp#dp x dc crossover#damian wayne#bruce wayne#batman#Damian is learning to be a kid#and enjoying it#Danny finds a lone baby in an alley#the ghost that lead him there says he was left there#Danny: okay#guess Iâm a dad now#Bruce is in for a rude awakening
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me when i'm working on the castys pirate whump part ii but i also wanna do coyotehusk's goretober but i also want to try and have an new E&T chapter before the 3 year anniversary on halloween đđđđđ
#nemi's vibes#tbf to me the next chapter of e&t has been partially written for AGES but it's just a starting point#the goretober isnt gonna be like all full-blown pieces just lil things#i just have Ideas from those lovely prompts but it'll be lowkey (as far as the effort i prommy the torture will be very intense)#and castys pirate thing is mostly done i think? idk i havent looked at it in a bit. maybe i can finish before this month ends idk#okay brush my teeth and then try to write let's GO
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SWEET LITTLE MONEY MAKER. â S.JY
When your best friend quite literally gifts you an entire man, you realize that youâre in no place to pretend that you donât love it. or the one where youâre very much an âi donât need a manâ type of person, and Jake shows you that you do, in fact, need a manâŠ.him, you specifically need him. Only because he needs you.Â
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CONTENTâ Â heâs a switch and desperately wants to be ur sugar baby, youâre a boring rich bitch who has no interest at first, masturbation, reader is kind of power-hungry, jake chokes her NOTE â if youâve read this before, specifically for jeno, hi. that was written by me back in 2022 except now itâs way better and not an absolute trash-fire. enjoy! not proof read kind of.
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It was a gift, or rather, he was the gift.
A downpayment of six hundred dollars told you enough about the man. Itâs obvious he offers his services to lonely, sad, rich women who have no one else to spend their money on. A parasite, a leech, is what he is. Yet, still, your best friend has been taunting you with the idea for months in an attempt to have you give the guy a try.
She had apparently heard of the infamous Jake through various means. All rich women, all lonely and unsatisfied women. Which, to you only seems like a fucking insult to be taunted with the very idea of hiring this man. What is she implying? That youâre lonely and unsatisfied? Please.
Some best friend. Then again, she has since experienced Jake herself, and now her taunting feels more likeâŠpromises.Â
âHeâs so clean, toned, and oh godââ She had paused with a flush across her cheeks as she thought back to the heated night. âThe way he moves, shit, he teases so much. I could have died right then and there if he were toââÂ
The expression of disinterest on your face did not halt her doting, nor did the blatant grimace you eventually shot at her. Genuinely, you cannot take her seriously. Already you know too much about her, which is nice and all, but you could do without the details of her little stripper friend and how âwetâ he left her.Â
âI even heard that sometimes he even gives special treatments with his servicesâŠâ She had rolled her eyes after she said that, almost looking offended. âNot that I'd know or anything, he took my cash and left when our session was up.âÂ
You recall knowing exactly what that âtreatmentâ probably entailed, and the reason your best friend didnât get it was likely due to the fact that sheâs, well, not that rich. Youâd assume such an expensive man wouldnât give special treatments to women who wouldnât end up being repeat customers anyway. Or, maybe, he just wasnât trying to drain her dry.Â
And even with all of the information being dangled in front of your face, practically force fed to you, the image should be more delicious than the century-old wine you have every night at dinnerâ for the entire duration of her doting compliments of Jake, you are simply not fucking interested. Thereâs other things to do in life, more to worry about than getting your body excited for someone who will never finish the job.Â
Last week was when your bestie told you all about her single night with him. In fact, her entire visit was just her speaking of him, of how great he is, of how alluring he is. Arguably, you see that sheâs a bit obsessed. Does it make you curious? Maybe a little bit, but not enough to actually give him a go yourself. And so, after that visit, you watched her leave with a menacing, evil little glint in her eye. You ignored it, as per usual considering sheâs always up to something, unaware that the visit she lends to you today is not a complimentary marketing campaign of a male stripper, no, itâs a fucking ambush.Â
When she appeared at your doorstep, she said nothing. She didnât even look you in the eye, actually. Weird. She did, however, have an envelope in her hand and you were almost offended at how she threw it at you and trotted away without a single greeting or goodbye. No afternoon lunch over champagne, no gossip, no advertising. Just an envelope.Â
Suspicious.
Upon opening said envelope, you find that your bitch of a best friend dropped that six hundred dollar down payment, likely in an attempt to force you out of being the stick in the mud that you always are. Thereâs a note. Your name in bold letters, a date, a time, and a signature of none other than âJake Simâ with a fucking website on the back.Â
Shortly after huffing and rolling your eyes, about two seconds from tossing her six hundred dollars in the trash, you feel your phone ping to show your best friend texting you.Â
Best Friend: I paid for it, you just have to tip him. a lot. tip him a lot. You: why the fuck would you buy a stripper for me?
Best Friend: you need it, trust me.Â
So, now here you are waiting for that knock on your door and wondering why you even tried to look nice for some dude thatâs about to swing his meat in your face. Appearance, reputation, whatever. Fucking unbelievable, you think, that thereâs a stripper out there that only does private parties and your own best friend thinks you need it? You could have any dick you want, why the fuck should you have to pay just to look?Â
Heâs going to be expecting more than just you here, alone in your house. Surely, he wonât be expecting to waltz into someoneâs home all oiled up only to find one very disinterested woman.Â
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To your dismay, Jake has apparently already been warned of you. Your best friend probably told him that youâre a nightmare, too difficult to fluster or gain an interest from. The first words out of his mouth when you opened your door was âShe said youâd give me that look.â
Still, even so, your best friend wasnât lying to him. You played the part of yourself all too well as you watched him saunter into your home as if he owned the place. Youâre impressed actually, with the way he doesnât seem to feel out of place in such a lavish room. He looksâŠcomfortable here as he scopes out his stage for the night, like he belongs.Â
âBig place, looked smaller on the outside.â He says casually, filling the silence in the room since you make no attempt yourself to greet him.Â
You watch as he tosses his bag beside your living room couch and eyes the spacious area just in front of the large fireplace. His eyes flick to the windows, to the walls, counting the outlets and looking for shelves with space.Â
âThe smaller the better, sometimes it feels too big in here for just me.â You finally speak, admitting a small weakness of yours almost immediately. You are lonely, despite never wanting to admit it. And you watch as he shrugs, now crouching to grab wires from his bag.Â
âOh yeah?â He glances at you. âMust get lonely. What a good friend to purchase me to help you with that.â
You bite the inside of your cheek at that, noting his calm and cool tone as he talks his business. The little smirk at the corner of his lips is charming, but itâs all for show. Heâs just a pretty man, thatâs all heâs got going for him and you guess you can respect the hustle.Â
âThis was not my doing.â You cross your arms, pretending to be unimpressed.Â
âYeah, yeahââ He waves you off as he begins to set up, making space for small lights to set the mood, looking to see if you have a sound system he can use. âI already know that youâre new to this.â Heâs still calm, still collected.
âLucky for you, first-timers are my favorite to entertain.â He smirks again, now looking directly at you as he, now, fluffs some of your couch pillows.Â
Your curiosity spikes again only for a moment. You really did think that the initial meeting would be different, less casual. You half expected him to waltz in cock swinging. Wasnât he, like, supposed to pretend to be a cop or something? You know, show up and press play on a magical stereo that didnât exist beforehand and start vibrating on you?Â
Instead, heâs just setting upâŠfully clothed in a ratty sweater with jeans that hug his thighs. He doesnât appear at all to be a man that gets paid to take his clothes off. It makes you wonder. Makes you want to ask questions. Then again, you still have no interest in learning about him considering you already know exactly what he will be doing soon enough.Â
âYouâre good with the mood lighting, yeah? Or do you prefer the morgue lighting?â His eyes shoot up to the bright white lights on your ceiling as he goes for his laptop now, presumably to connect it to your very obvious sound system.
You only take slight offense to his comment on your living room lighting, considering you have a control panel that can make them way less blinding, butâ heâs right. And now youâre a little insecure that you prefer such a drab color in your home. You make your way to the wall, clicking the buttons on the panel just to prove you have warm lighting too, and that you can adjust the brightness.Â
âAh, perfect.â Jake hums from across the room, eyes focused on his laptop screen before glancing to you and your extravagant light switch. âA little lower.â He guides you, knowing exactly which lighting accentuates his toned body the best when paired with his own little LED colored lights.Â
You turn the knob slightly, wondering just how good he must be at dancing in houses like this one.Â
âLittle more.â He smiles
You dim the lighting more, looking at him and his relaxed posture.Â
âRight there.â He finishes in a more gentle tone, eyes focusing back on his laptop as he prepares not only the playlist but the mood lighting from his end too. Red. Lots of red.
And you just watch, his voice ringing in your ears as you try to pretend that your best friend wasnât right. Even with just this casual set upâŠheâsâŠgoddamn, heâs alluring. In that ratty old sweater, with his messy hair and pretty smile.Â
Stunning.Â
This motherfucker is stunning.Â
âGo and sitââ Jake says now, nodding to your couch as he places his laptop down, presumably done with the set up. âJust tell me where I can get myself ready and Iâll be back out shortly.âÂ
You point towards the guest bathroom as you take your seat on the couch, unsure as to why your hands feel so clammy. And by the time he rounds the corner and you can hear the bathroom door shut, you attempt to make yourself comfortable.Â
And goddammit, no matter how many times youâve napped here on this plush and soft surface, you canât find the comfort here right now. The curiosity of why youâre okay with this burns in your gut despite knowing exactly why. Despite the fact that your best friend can always see straight through you and know exactly what you are.Â
At the end of the day though, why the curiosity exists isnât what matters. Itâs the curiosity itself. You want to know how much money Jake makes doing this, if he likes doing it, how he got started, what he does to advertise himself in a way to only find women like you, and many other things. Countless things. Heâs hot as hell, actually, and how heâs come to do this kind of work is either one of two things. One being that heâs using what the Gods gave him to the fullest. Two, being that he had no other choice.Â
If heâs going to be paid to give you attention, the least you can hope is that he does it because he enjoys it, not because he has to do it. And if it does end up being because he has to do it, then perhaps his tip would be even larger than what youâd give for the ladder.Â
Youâre uncomfortable.Â
The fact looming that you genuinely could go out and find a man at any given moment, yet here you are with a man forced upon you because you simply wonât do it. The implications of this man being here, why heâs here, how he ended up in this situation.Â
Youâve never been one to care, so why start now?Â
âYou overthink too much.â Your best friend had said to you once, twice, hundreds of times during your friendship. Maybe sheâs right, maybe you should just enjoy the show without feeling entitled to a slutty manâs life story.
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Jake remains in the bathroom for a good thirty or so minutes, each of them passing like a nightmare in your head. Back and forth your brain goes, from not wanting to be in this situation to fighting yourself for being such a fucking bore. A very, very attractive man is primping himself for you to look at, heâs going to come out and do his best to turn you on, the least you can do is let yourself enjoy something for once. Enjoy him. Gawk and fawn over him. After all, at least you know thereâs no promise to be had after he leaves.Â
No missed calls, no blocked numbers. This is business.Â
Fucking thankfully, the moment he comes out of your bathroom your mind has adjusted itself into the correct state of mind for this. A torturous adventure of thoughts, but you made it nonetheless. You actually canât even look away from him now that heâs revealed himself, even when you tried. He isnât dressed in anything that looks tacky or cheap. Hell, he doesnât even look sexual. He just looksâŠ
Expensive.Â
Jake genuinely looks like this is a place where he belongs. He smells like he belongs here, walks and murmurs like it too.Â
You feel yourself physically react to him in his blazer and dress pants. Business is what got you to where you are today, but never have you found the attire sexy in any way until now. The suit looks much like what your team would wear day to day in the office. Always all those shy men coming into your office, stuttering through their questions and need for approvals. Jake isnât stuttering in his suit though, heâs standing confidently at his laptop as if he hasnât even noticed you staring yet.Â
One look from him though is all he needed. Choosing this attire for someone like you is sure to mix both business and pleasure. It was a gamble of course, to bring your work home for you, but he does have the slight hope that youâll never look at a man in a suit the same way again after this.Â
And goddamn the way his abs were glistening in the dim lighting before he had turned away from you. His blazer was partially open revealing nothing but skin when he walked into the room, and you honestly wonder if he even needed to do that. He could be fully clothed at this point and you think the room would still feel hotter than usual given your mind-state.Â
The way his belt held his pants on his hips was enough to have you thinking, looking as if itâs begging to be unbuckled just so the sound of it could fill your ears. The way the blazer widens his shoulders much more than the sweater from before. He looks bigger right now, both physically and in aura.Â
The scent of him wafted off of him in an even prettier way when paired with his image. He smells like a sweet type of musk, something youâd be interested in drinking alongside your dinner on special occasions. And under the assumption that the scent is why his abs are fucking glisteningâ fucking body oil. He uses body oil for this.
His hair rustles about when he turns to face you again, this time with the bass of whatever song heâs playing accentuating each step towards you. SoâŠthe talking is done then? Your cheeks heat up at how quickly he starts his session with you, even without a single roll of his body. Already, you could eat him alive, the smirk on his face leading your eyes straight to him.Â
Trailing down, down down. To his neck, that small glimpse of exposed chest, to the even more exposed lower abdomen section. His belt.
âGood?â He asks, leaning over you and placing his hands on either side of your head as he grips the couch.
You canât look up at him, eyes training on his chest that you can now fully see through his single buttoned blazer. That same sweet musk assaulting your lungs.Â
Watching you from up here, Jake can tell youâre going to be fun to play with. A woman with such a harsh exterior now melting at the mere image of him when heâs got the right lights on him. To be fair, he really was warned and prepared by your friend, which didnât seem the type to afford him on more than one occasion.
He thought it was nice that she paid for another session, shocking him to learn that it wasnât for herself at all. What a wonderful friend, and what a bitch youâd be to have turned him away.Â
Finally, you nod to him, still eyeing his body in a shameful show of how much you genuinely did need this. Whatâs so bad about paying to look? Especially when the man is Jake, and heâs presenting himself like this.
âRule number one.â Jake smiles, swaying in front of you as his grip tightens against the couch, wanting you to feel trapped and hopefully mesmerized by him, âI only accept bills of twenty, fifty, and one hundred. If you toss a fucking dollar, Iâm leaving.âÂ
Thatâs clearly not an issue you could fathom having, despite your internal protests. You only carry bigger bills anyway so you nod to him, quickly forgetting he even shared that ridiculous rule that would never apply to you by means of watching his hips swirl rather than sway. You see the heaviness in his pants, and you wonder if he gets himself hard for these little shows.Â
You fear looking up at his face now too, because you know heâs staring down at you, watching your every breath, every move.Â
âRule number two,â He lends down now, lowering his voice and blowing against your ear in a short breath. âDonât touch me without being invited, or without asking.â
Now, thatâs a rule that applies to you only because you immediately want to defy it. Thereâs a knee jerk reaction almost that makes you want to reach out, to grip his flexing body and pull it closer. You wanted to feel how slick his skin is with that wonderfully scented oil. You wanted the scent on your fingers for later, you wanted to feel how warm he must be.Â
He doesnât wait for your nod this time though, already noticing a familiar look on your face that he gets from most, if not all, of his clients. This is why heâs so in demand, after all. If he plays hard to get, sometimes he gets more out of his sessions. Sometimes he even gets a repeat client.Â
âAnd rule number threeââ He continues, this time pulling back and positioning his face in front of yours. This rule appears to be an important one, the rule where you need to look at his face rather than his body. As if it needs to be heard. âI wonât touch you unless you askâ or beg.âÂ
What youâre not realizing at this moment is that rule number three isnât something he often speaks of. Sometimes, very rarely, Jake is in a mood when he goes out on a job. Condoms are always with him, just in case, but he never intends to use them or utter rule number three until meeting said client. They pay to look at him, not to touch him, howeverâŠif they pique his interest he surely offers the third rule.Â
And if a client never hears of it, they know that even if they ask to touch, he would never. Even if they want him to touch, he wouldnât touch anywhere too pleasurable.Â
Meaning, you were right to assume what he was doing in your bathroom for so long. His hand felt better than usual against his length for the split second he had of tucking it into the most attractive position. He knew instantly that tonight was one of those nights, and you were to be a point of his own desire too. He played with himself for a bit, allowing himself to get half hard before coming out of the bathroom.
The way you looked at him finished the job, allowing his cock to grow to full attention at the mere sight of you fawning over him in silent discomfort. Soâ yeah, the third rule being for you was a given.Â
And when you swallow around a lump in your throat and look dead into his eyes, he thinks you know exactly what he means too. Youâre lucky his cock is acting up, hell, heâs lucky itâs acting up. Look at you, fuck. Those tired eyes look ignited, and what luck the two of you have to have ever known your best friend.Â
âDeal?â He finally says, tilting his head cutely and waiting for you to nod. And you do nod, just as he suspected you would. Slowly, before glancing down at his body again.Â
He knows now that itâs time to start moving. Really moving.
âIs the song okay?â He asks, now pulling back and bracing himself against the back of your couch with all of his strength. âIt was picked specifically for you.â
Youâre not entirely what he means by that, but you assume your friend must have told him what she thinks youâd like.Â
âItâs fine.â You say, glancing away from his direct eye contact and suddenly feeling like a love-struck puppy in the way you feel so incredibly fucking shy because of him.
Jake notes that you didnât ask what he meant by the song, but he doesnât push. Heâs better at talking with his body anyway. So, he begins to focus. Opting to start slowly and work his way up, specifically to work you up.Â
He steps back and away from the couch, centering himself in your living room as he closes his eyes and stretches his arms up to loosen his body a little more. Most of his clients love to see the way his muscles move as he stretches, and he suspects youâre of the same mind.Â
This entire playlist is chosen for clients like you. The ones he intends to let see all of him if they so wish to. The music is slow, the bass is strong, and each beat runs through the body in a way that makes him shiver. He can move as if heâs fucking you even from across the room without so much as a touch, and he knows youâll realize it.
Heâs at his best too, when this sort of thing happens to him. The eye contact is more intense, his hips are more pointed for a reason other than payment, and arguably he feels heâs most attractive like this too. Considering the countless times heâs been paid to dance and expose himself to women heâd never even look at twice, it always hits differently when a client is just his type.Â
And when he looks at you through the start of his dance, you appear to be painfully stiff against that soft couch. He smirks, a small chuckle rumbling from his chest. If only you knew how lucky you are, knowing his clients would be on their knees for a chance to experience him like this.Â
The fact that itâs your first time doing thisâŠheâd be smart to not pull this shit on you. Heâs never tried this with a new client, after all butâfuck, just look at you.
Jakeâs hips move on their own for the most part, he doesnât have to think much when heâs getting into it. He easily dances along to the music for you, as if itâs second nature to him despite not yet removing any clothing. Itâs the build-up for him now, and he thinks it may be that for you too. Of course, if he leaves your house tonight with a large tip in his pocket and a hard, untouched cock, thatâs fine too, though not preferable.Â
You watch him the same way he watches you, after all, the electricity for this to play out is there. Itâs rare that he can feel goosebumps raise on his skin by a mere look from a woman that looks far too powerful despite sitting there helpless. Heâs making you helpless, the dim lighting of this room accentuating his body is making you helpless.Â
And truly, you find yourself understanding with each shadow on his stomach as to why heâs so favored in the groups of lonely women. Arguably, youâre shocked your best friend decided to share him.
As the song begins to fade, Jake readjusts himself. He watches you during the brief silence, a sort of fondness in his eyes making you wonder if heâs looking at you or if he does this for everyone. It feels intimate with the way his eyes slowly scan your body in the quiet room. As if the silence doesnât need to be filled with anything other than eye contact.
For him though, a woman has never met his eye between songs. Typically, their eyes are glued to his chest, cock, hands, and neckâ never his eyes. Theyâre muttering, moaning, or shouting for him to hurry up, that the clock is ticking and they want to see more. But not you. Even as the next song plays, your eyes stay focused on his until he looks away and starts closing the distance. He skews his body now, allowing you to see him in profile.Â
In some ways, you have him feeling a bit flustered in the way you keep meeting his eye despite his body making a show for you. Heâs never had to act with his face more than he has with you, even as he drops to his knees during a particular part in the song, thrusting his hips forward in an attempt to make you imagine yourself bent over on the floor in front of him.Â
He glances to his side, and still youâre searching his face.
He, now, looks back down for a moment, finding himself trying to guide yours somewhere else. He knows his job is to be looked at, to be seen, but this is far too seen for his liking. Thankfully, your eyes do follow his, and you gasp at the way he moves.Â
Your mouth falls open, gripping the hem of your dress as you imagine exactly what he intended.
The fact that this is your first time, Jake realizes this is new ground for him too. Typically, he speaks with his body and it appears now, he needs to portray some form of sexuality to you with his eyes. Like the roles are switched, he has to do to you what youâre supposed to be doing to him.
This is new, but warranted. Easy, even, for him to do it because he does want you.
You watch him intently, not fully realizing that youâre barely watching him fuck the air in front of him. Yeah, you see that too, but your eyes always go back to his and now, his own gaze is meeting yours. His gaze is searching your body, watching you move in reaction. From the way your fingers grip at the clothes heâd like to see on the floor later, to the way you slightly rub your legs together in a way that is almost too easy to miss. This alone is enough for him as his eyes burn their gaze into you. Much like youâre supposed to be doing to him.
Heâs supposed to be able to look at you and know exactly what youâre thinking. So be it, the least he can do is let you know what heâs thinking.Â
Jakeâs dance is more intentional now when he leans back on his arms, throwing his head back but keeping his head turned towards you. He tries to show you specifically what he would do to you. That bulge in his pants is large and blatant as he thrusts forward and back to the music. You glance to it, offering the same jittery reactions of arousal.Â
And this is when he allows his blazer to slide off of his shoulders, reaching to unbutton that single clasp for it to go sliding to the floor. He continues his movements through it, watching your eyes move to his arms and the strength used to hold himself up, his skin more and more visible to you. You do try to keep eye contact butâŠwell, the way his abs flex when he presses forward, going concave with each inhale of those sensual lips that constantly smirk at you.Â
Itâs a shame, really, to know that the bulge in his pants will remain there, unseen.Â
With his blazer now pooled at his wrists, he regains his focus. He wants you so badly by this point that itâs driving him crazy how hard heâs having to work for it. Youâre supposed to be feeling this way, not him. Even if he can see that his routine is causing a reaction from you, heâs practically masturbating himself against the inseam of his pants just to get you to say something to him.Â
Meaning, he needs to work harder. The current song is soon to be replaced with another, his favorite to dance to, his favorite to fuck to. And to be fair, by the time this playlist gets to this song on this specific playlist, usually his clients are already shaking under him. Not you though, youâre holding yourself back and he can fucking see it.
He ignores the fact that itâs technically not time for him to move on to his next set of dancing, mostly because he almost never has to get to this part, he leaves his blazer on your floor as he positions himself back on his knees, turning towards you this time and looking you straight in the eyes. The fact that heâs hard and horny is enough to amplify the way heâs looking at you, confidence so high that heâs fine with being seen in any way you want.
Heâs slow when he does it, crawling a few steps closer to you. You watch the way his shoulders move in the light, his eyes rounded and cheeky, his hair falling in front of them with a charming movement. Itâs not intentional when you rub your legs together at the image yet again, very much wanting to spread them the closer he gets to you.Â
You canât help but think he looks smaller on his hands and knees, eyes looking up at you as if he could eat you whole. You do wonder if your face reads the same for him, with the nervousness hitting you off and on.Â
âYouâre hot when you look down at me like that.â Jake mutters out of nowhere under the veil of his music, stopping in place in front of you, planting himself right at your feet. âIâd like to touch you, is that okay?â
Nevermind the fact that Jake has never actually had to ask to touch a client before, he really canât help it at this point. His cock is aching in his pants and he isnât quite ready to wait an entire playlist worth of songs just to put his clothes back on and leave the door with pain between his legs. He very much wants to fuck something right now, preferably someone.
You.
On the other hand, heâs pleased to see how fucking fast you accept his request. Yes, he can touch you. Fuck, you want him to touch you.
And the whole idea that this is just him doing his job is so far in the back of your mind right now that you almost forget that he probably does this to most of the women heâs paid to entertain. Quite frankly, you donât give a fuck. You can pretend that he only does this for you, you can live in a fantasy just for a night.Â
Jake lends you a smile as the current song finally fades out, the silence back except this time, youâre not looking into his eyes when you nod.Â
Heâs slow when he places his hand on your knees, rubbing up, up, up until heâs able to lift himself and hover over you. He intentionally pushes your dress up your thighs, solely because he wanted to see you rub them together in full, shameless view for him. He wants to know what his body does for you. What it does to you.Â
And he stands, hovering over you for a moment with his hands glued to your thighs before he stares down at them. You just do as he expected, you rub your legs together, you look anywhere but at his eyes now, your hands grip the couch beneath you.
âIâm going to get on top of you,â Jake says now, dipping his head into your line of sight and forcing eye contact again, now gripping the back of the couch rather than your thighs, Just as he did when all of this started. âWould you like that?â
âDo you do this for all of your clients?â You suddenly ask with a smaller voice than you gave him upon opening your door. You breathe in sharply when he moves instead of answering your question immediately.Â
He spreads his legs, propping himself right on your lap, facing towards you, letting you feel the warmth of his chest radiating near your face.Â
âWhat kind of answer are you looking for?â He laughs fondly, grabbing your hands and placing them on his chest. âYou should touch me, by the way.â He foregoes his own rule with that one, not wanting to wait any longer for you to maybe ask him yourself. âJust pull away if you donât want to.â He adds, guiding your hands over his chest and down his abdomen.
âYou didnât answer my questionââ You interrupt him, feeling the warmth pool and drip into your panties. âItâs a yes or no question.â
He chuckles sweetly, stopping your hands at his abs and holding them there.Â
âNo,â he admits, moving his focus to the music now that heâs got your hands on him. âI donât do this for all of my clients.âÂ
Jake isnât sure why he does it, but now he canât bring himself to look at you. The eye contact feels more intimate than it should with you asking him such a question and demanding an answer. Even as he swirls his hips, feeling his clothed cock rub up and against you every few seconds, it feels almost too intimate.Â
âOh, yeah?â You nervously chuckle back, feeling his muscles move beneath your hand as he thrusts his hips forward.Â
âYou know,â He mutters, guiding your hands a bit lower despite his own confusion at how much heâs enjoying this moment with you. You feel the cold metal of his belt buckle against your palm and you think heâs going to stop there, like maybe this is just something he does to amp up the show or something, but no. He drags your hand down further until you feel the warmth of his cock under his pants.. Â
Your pulse quickens as your ears start to ring. Your eyes avoid where your hand is right now, taking in a deep breath and looking up at him with question. Heâs not looking back though, instead, his head is dropped and heâs staring at his pathetic bulge against your hand. Heâs dancing into it, against it.
âIâve never gotten this hard over a client that doesnât want me.â He admits shamefully in a pathetic little laugh, bucking against your palm again to the beat of the song. âI canât tell if Iâm doing my job well enough.â
You feel shocked at that. A client that doesnât want him? Is he fucking insane?! Then again, you need to be honest with yourself sometimes. Youâve tried to appear as uninterested as possible until he started crawling to you. There is clear attraction, obvious needs swirling in the air right now. You force yourself now to look at your hand with the hefty bulge rubbing desperately against it. The sheer size of him is something entirely different from what you were expecting out of him. This feels forbidden.
Wrong, even, But goddamn. The man is masquerading his dance solely so he can fuck against your right now. Maybe you should show some interest.Â
âYouâre doing well, Jake,â You finally mutter to him, the first compliment youâve given since he got here.Â
âYeah?â He sighs out, relieved as his hips press harder into your palm. Arguably, heâs not even dancing at this point, just trying to get off. âHow well?â
Yeah, heâs a little desperate at this point for you to do something on your own. Itâs so out of character for him to do all of this just toâŠwell, get off.
âShow me,â He raises his brows, now removing his hands from yours and running them up his chest. His hips continue to move on you, and he watches you as you hold your hand in place. âCome on, the buckle is right thereââ he nearly pleads. âYou donât have to be shy.â
Like a book, the two of you read the other at this moment. Youâre not a woman of many words and he seems to understand that now, taking your single compliment and running with it. You do as he says, unbuckling his belt and now, sliding your hands up his body to meet his.Â
âThere you go,â He stresses through another relieved sigh. Leaving your hands where they are against his chest and sliding the belt from his loops on his own. He tosses the belt behind him, relishing in that lost look in your eye.
You clearly have no fucking idea what youâre doing, but you seem to like it. And god, does he fucking love it. Especially when he motions his head back down, forcing your hands back to where they belong and helping you unbutton his pants.Â
âTake it out, go on.â He says in a rush, âIâm asking you to do it.â
To be fair, youâre going to do it despite the nervousness in your gut. Itâs been so long since youâve touched a man, and even longer since you wanted to. You could half argue that you feel like youâre about to lose your virginity right now despite all those hook-ups in college. Still, you donât even nod at him when you do it. Carefully tugging his pants down and watching the weight of his cock do the rest of the work for you.Â
His legs spread wider as he points it up at you, a lewd scene, one that feels both disgustingly sexy and very, very, straight forward. Youâve never been like this with any other person. Or rather, no one has ever blatantly shown themselves like this to you.Â
And still, Jake just looks at you. So much eye contact becoming more and more comfortable as he learns what you seem to like. He can feel the air in your apartment against the head of his cock, the cool air rushing past his shaft and causing him to shiver with a very quiet moan. He still only looks at you during this moment, wondering why youâve let your hands fall to his thighs. Then he sees a new look in your eyes.
Are youâŠwaiting to be told what to do?Â
For some reason, he keeps forgetting that youâve never had a stripper in your home before, let alone been seduced by one. Honestly though, he assumed youâd catch on by the point his cock was out. This isnât for show anymore, he wants you.Â
âTouch me?â He asks gently, reaching back down to your hands and urging you to grab his cock. âYou donât even have to move, I can do the restââ He chokes out a groan mid-sentence as he feels you grasp him in your fist.
Such a silent woman beneath him. He can only read you in specific moments, this one not at all being one of them. Youâre hesitant but willing, perhaps? You leave him questioning himself and his own motives, still wondering if that compliment you gave him was genuine or just part of your own little show.Â
Yet still, youâre gripping him tightly and allow him to focus his hopes. Dancing beautifully into that little circle your hand creates for him. The best part is that when or if he ever actually dances to this song, itâs when heâs blatantly fucking someone. So the movements come naturally, just as they would if your legs were buckling and your pussy was spread open on him. So, basically, this dance is nothing short of fucking your fist, pretending to keep up an act that he so wishes youâd see through.Â
He keeps his face intense, moving his shoulders and arms as if itâs easy for him to turn the tables and position you to where your legs are on his shoulders and heâs rubbing his cock against your, hopefully, soaked panties. Â
Itâs a struggle though, to not moan out in desperation when you tighten your grip on him. He watches your pupils blow out, and can see the way youâd now probably ask him to do just that. To put it on you, to shove it in you. And so, he slows his hips a bit and catches his breath, staring down at you in wait.Â
âYouâre really expecting me to get off all on my own?â He finally says in an exasperated breath to your stillness and silence. He really is, trying to act as though he canât see the look in your eyes and how itâs changed since he started dancing. âBaby, donât you want it?â He adds, now waiting to see if youâll move your hand away from him.
You donât though, to his surprise, you actually start moving your hand on him. Youâre jerking him off, staring up at him like you want it, squeezing the head of his cock before dragging those pretty fingers back down.Â
Instantly his eyes roll back. âFuck, thatâs good,â He compliments your hand, shaking a bit and shivering at the fact that you really just did that. âCan I stop pretending that Iâm still dancing for you now?â Â
You find it in yourself to chuckle now, nodding with a confident sort of smile. It hit you fairly quickly, actually, as you watched him chase his pleasure all by himself. Heâs so hard, and so incredibly thick in your hand, youâd be stupid to say it didnât turn you on. Itâs that fact that youâve barely said anything to him and heâs begging you to look at him, to watch him, to touch him. All of your nervousness slowly disappeared because it was being replaced with power.Â
Now, that, youâre used to. You know what power feels like in all aspects of the working world, but never at home. Never when sex is involved. Youâre always expected to play the part of a desperate woman in need of love, and thatâs just not you. No, youâre a powerful woman with nerves that could kill you. And the way Jake parallels your working world, itâs almost too perfect. Youâre used to men being beneath you, begging for your money, giving you all of their attention, apologizing for normal human errors.Â
Jake isnât exactly begging you for money, but heâs still begging for your hands.Â
âNo.â You finally say, relishing in the shock on Jakeâs face. âKeep dancing, itâs what youâre being paid to do.â
His eyes fall a bit now as he nods his head. You almost feel his cock falter at the same time at your response, but you move your hand a bit faster. You grip a bit tighter, urging him to do whatever it is thatâs on his mind. You want to see if he will actually do as heâs told now, considering youâre the one with the money to bring him back here.Â
Itâs endearing how he does his best, and honestly, his best probably far surpasses some of the most notable dancers on the market if you had any idea of how they were. Itâs just a bit hard to continue this act for him when youâre gripping his cock in such a beautiful way.Â
âYouâreââ He pauses to hold in a moan, feeling the way you drag your hand in time with his dance. âYouâre not going to ask me to touch you?â He finally adds, meeker than before, far less confidence.Â
In fact, heâs hiding his face.
You smile in response, looking up at him with dark and wide pupils as you swallow each movement his body makes for you. Your ears are still ringing, unable to comprehend the music blasting in your sound system. Your focus is solely on him, your hands are on him, your confidence is because of him.Â
The answer to that question should be a given, after all, shouldnât he be well aware considering this little stunt he pulled that actions truly speak louder than words?
âNo wonder she liked you so much.â You start, now loosening your grip on him just to see the way his hips frantically chase the warmth of your palm.
âWaitââ He asks slightly out of breath, cheeks flushed and bashful. âYou really thought, I let her get me off like this?âÂ
It almost pisses him off that youâd say that to him, then again, itâs not like you knew that this specific instance is rare and reserved for very few clients.Â
âYou couldnât even look at me properly thirty minutes ago, now you think you can make assumptions?â He argues, pushing away from you.
Your response is skewing an eyebrow at him, watching him fight for control as he pulls his hips back and shuffles off of you and onto his feet. You glance down at his cock and the way it stands painfully erect, twitching at the sudden lack of friction.Â
âIs it wrong to assume when you very clearly want me to make you cum?âÂ
He stills himself, a blank expression turning to that of a devilish smile, eyes narrowing at you as he leans over you.Â
âAre you suggesting that youâll get me off?â
You smile, spreading your legs a bit and feeling the stickiness drip through your panties now.Â
âShe did tell me that some clients have gotten special treatment from you,â You mock him slightly, watching his eyes glue themselves to your thighs. You make a show to spread your legs a bit for him. âI also know that she was no such client.â
A small moment of silence as he devours you with his eyes, seemingly interested in the attitude you have towards him now.
âI also didnât imagine your clients would be the ones getting you off.âÂ
Honestly, itâs like he hit the fucking jackpot with you. Challenging him, mocking him with his cock out in front of you. If you so much as wiggled your cunt in front of him, he would instantly be back on his knees, letting you soak his face in whatever way you please.Â
âNormally theyâd be jumping at the chance, you thoughââ Jake very nearly growls at you with a deepened voice. âYou look like youâre the one who needs to get off, if anything to get that snarky grin off your face.â
âGo on then, dance.â
Itâs almost like a game now, he feels. You know heâs trying to seduce you and it seems youâre enjoying the fact that you havenât let him yet. He knows that you intend to let him, so yeah, fuck yeah, heâs going to play along.Â
He raises a brow at you as he steps back once more, trying to ignore the fact that his cock is aching to be touched again. You still want your show? Good. Heâll fucking give you a show.
Jake does as heâs told, finally kicking his pants off in full and keeping his eyes on you the entire time. He watches the way your legs spread when he rubs his hands down his naked chest, straight down to his cock where he only briefly tugs at himself. He can almost see under your dress as you continue to spread your legs more and more, but the lighting is far too dim to see what his act is doing to you just yet.
When he saunters behind you, dipping his head by your neck and whispering the dirtiest part of the song into your ear, he can see your sharp intake of air, and he watches the way your breasts move with each breath he forces out of you, and the way your nipples perk through the fabric.
So, he stays here behind you with his hips pressed to the back of your couch, ghosting his hands over your neck, moving down your arms, and then to your chest. He doesnât touch, because you still haven't asked yet, but he knows hovering alone is enough. Itâs like he can feel the electricity beneath his fingers somehow reaching your skin.Â
 And he continues to sing against your ear, leaning further forward to plant his hands on your thighs again, mostly because heâs already been given permission to touch you there.Â
âMore,â He gently demands between lyrics. âSpread them all the way.â
Jake watches for a moment from behind you, pressing his cock against the back of the couch the moment he sees your legs stretch open, your dress hiking up past your waist, enough now that he can at least see a glimpse of the skin closest to your pussy.Â
âAsk me to touch you.â He pleads against your ear, trailing his fingers up your thighs enough to where he would need you to tell him to stop otherwise. âJust tell me you want it.âÂ
Itâs silent save for the music playing, and his cock is aching so badly by this point that each time he rubs against the couch heâs almost breaking down to fucking beg you to let him touch you. That alone could make him cum, but god, youâre so good at playing hard to get even if itâs blatantly obvious that heâs already got you.Â
Youâre fucking playing with him, and he canât decide if he loves it or hates it.Â
Your silence is so damning to his dripping cock, and his skin feels so hot right now that heâs almost forgotten that he was paid to be doing anything thatâs not this.Â
âNo.â You playfully respond, dangling yourself just out of reach. You breathe in deep though, knowing you canât keep denying him for much longer with the way his hands are rubbing at you. âI like it better when youâre the one asking for it.â You lean your head back and rest it against the cushions of the couch, and he instantly moves from your neck to look down at you.Â
Oh.Â
âCute.â He says, having no issue at all to be the one to ask, beg, plead, or cry. Whatever it takes to get a feel of you at this point. Itâs justâŠnew to him.
Another long moment of eye contact has him trailing his hands higher than before, almost to the point that thereâs no skin on your thighs to touch that doesnât involve your panty line.Â
âMay I?â He asks, leaning down a bit closer so that his face is mere inches from yours. âWill you take my fingers?âÂ
You could mistake this distance as something that should not be crossed between the two of you. Barely hearing his question at this moment, the only thing you want to do is to kiss him, and it hit you so fucking fast that you almost forgot heâs doing anything you ask of him.Â
âCome again?â You smile, blinking up at him.Â
He breathes in, seemingly frustrated.
âMy fingers. Take them.â He says rather than asking this time, already moving his hands to trace up your panties and feeling the wetness seep through onto his fingertips. âYouâre already drippingâbaby,â He stops to moan at it, amazed by how fucking soaked you are. âI can imagine theyâd slide right in.âÂ
Typically, you wouldnât allow anyone to call you that. âBaby.â but coming from his mouth, it sounds fitting. It sounds seductive, sexy. It has your stomach in knots, actually, your hips bouncing up just slightly at his words with the pet name attached. Finally, you let him. Finally, you grind yourself against his fingers.Â
âIâll make you feel so goodââ He groans at your movements, loving how desperate you suddenly appear despite pretending you werenât going to work for your own pleasure. He continues to trace his fingers up and down just to feel the mess of you, the one that he created, and the one that he intends to make messier.Â
âMoving your hips isnât the answer though, baby.â
You swear he can read your mind, thereâs no fucking way he would say it like that without knowing how you just internally admitted to liking it.Â
âYes,â You let out shortly, darting your eyes away from him. âIâll take them.â
That breathy laugh he releases sounds sweet, almost dripping like syrup when he lays his head beside your neck. His soft singing picks back up as he listens to you now more than the music, his fingers continuously ghosting where he promised to put them, not yet moving your panties.Â
Paired with it, his abdomen stays tense as he humps against your couch, his muscles locking up at the pleasure running through him in this position. Your hips lightly chase his fingers, up when his fingers move down, and he canât help the shy smile that spreads across his lips. Itâs one you donât see, but the constant shift in your personality is something that keeps him on edge. Keeps him wanting more, to know more, to see and feel more of you.Â
And when he finally reaches around you with his other hand, pulling your panties to the side and exposing your pussy, he watches you take over for him and push them down instead, offering far more than he anticipated. He watches as you kick them off your ankles almost elegantly, as if you could do this job of dancing better than he can.
âEager?â He teases, knowing you wonât respond to that. And you donât. It pleases him to know that at least by now, he can kind of read you. Yet, still, thereâs nothing more at this moment that would please him more than getting to see you in full. To wander back around this couch and get a real good, close up look at what heâs doing to you.Â
âYouâre so wet right now.â He groans, knowing that you were soaked before and only hoping youâre dripping more and more for him now. His cock is weeping as much as heâd like for you to be, chasing any amount of friction he could have. And he can see his fingers slip and slide through your slick into places he wasnât even attempting to touch just yet solely because of how wet you are.Â
âYou held out for so long,â He coos now with a soft breath against your neck, feeling your cheek nuzzle against his flexing arm. âLook at that,â Two of his fingers tease at your hole beforeâ âthey slipped right in.â
Your breathing is labored by this point, feeling him play with you as if he has all the time in the world to fuck with your head. Which isâŠnice. No rushing despite the time limit on his session, proving time and time again that youâre getting more than others get from him. Lucky you, that you can moan out without shame for him.Â
And you do, grabbing his hand and practically fucking yourself with his fingers. That takes him by surprise as the warmth and sheer tightness envelopes his digits. You are excruciatingly sexy to him, he doesnât even attempt to stop you.
In fact, he doesnât even hold back now, meeting each chase of your hips with the force of his fingers plunging into you deeply, with full intention. He scissors them open, feeling your hole stretch around them beautifully enough to fit in a third. And god, youâre so fucking wet. He can hear the slapping of his soaked fingers inside of you pushing more and more of that arousal out.Â
He moans blatantly against your ear now, easing you into talking back to you.Â
âBet you could take cock so wellââ He murmurs, feeling you shiver against his grasp. âHow long has it been? Hm?â
Heâs talking to you, yes, but hyping himself up at the same time. The scent of your hair forcing a slight obsession with you in his mind. The way you feel, look, smell, move when youâre just inches from him like this. He knows you wonât respond to a goddamn thing he says too, but it doesnât matter too much to him at this point. Because now, youâre whimpering.
Such a confident, well respected womanâŠfucking whimpering.
âWhat was that?â He asks playfully, running his other hand up your body until he gets to your neck. âHas it been that long?â
And for the first time, you were going to answer. For the first time, he doesnât leave room for you to answer. Instead, you feel his palm resting flush against your neck, now pressing in and practically holding you down by the neck as he fucks his fingers into you faster.Â
Painfully faster.
âCry for me again,â He encourages you, wincing as his own hips frantically chase the back of your couch. âYouâre allowed, come on, do it again.â
And because heâs working for it, because heâs doing so fucking well, you let out another choked moan. His hand straining your neck so tightly that any sound coming out sounds strained and desperate, even the sound of yourself right now ignites a fire inside of you. You can feel that grasp tighten each time his fingers fuck into you with a painful jab, his palm placed so perfectly that you can feel your clit being rubbed each time he pulls his hand back.
ItâsâŠoverwhelming.
âYes, fuck- again.â He groans, bucking his hips forward and frantically lifting his head from your shoulder, all so he can look down at you. Heâs heard you, now he wants to fucking see how desperate you are when you cry out.Â
When you open your eyes again, wincing every few seconds at both the pleasure and pain of his desperate hands, all you can see is his face. All you can feel are those same long fingers threatening more and more cries from your chest. Heâs hitting spots inside of you that haven't been touched in a long time. Feeling it now almost burns, even with the cold metal of that single ring on his finger against your neck.Â
And when he tightens that hand on your neck once more, not only do you cry out, but he matches you with his own stuttered gasp. You strain to keep your eyes on him through this moment, watching the way his teeth appear to scrape at his bottom lip when the sound of you envelopes his ears. So, you do it again, and again, and again.Â
His fingers only continue their aggressive assault inside of you, his palms still hitting your clit, and that other hand around your throatâŠhonestly? You could fucking sing songs to him at this moment if he so wished it.Â
âYouâre shaking.â He comments, eyes flicking to your body. âCan you even breathe right now?â
His smile looks so fucking mean, knowing full well that you canât breathe and only tightening his hand harder against your throat. Nevermind the fact that you never discussed this type of thing with him, fucking wasnât even in the agenda. But now? Fuck it. You do like it. Maybe you even love it. The way youâre moaning for him is all either of you need to know.Â
This time though, when you moan out and itâs sounding particularly raspy, he releases his hand from your throat and instantly leans down to your lips. Heâs a bit shocked that you immediately strain your neck to kiss him. What he was going to do was degrade you. Now though, heâs just tasting the way youâre so desperate to kiss him. As if youâre wanting this to be real, to be intimate.Â
Arguably, your idea was better than his own because now he canât bring himself to degrade you. In fact, he was stupid to even consider such a fucking thing. Despite never kissing his clients, things with you have already lasted far longer than heâd normally allow. Things have already surpassed the intimacy level he allows too, even with the very few lucky women who get to touch him. Heâs never asked for it, and heâs never gotten this much of his own pleasure out of finger fucking them. Not once has he ever fucked himself against a couch to hold himself back for a woman either.Â
Maybe just this once, he can want it to be real too. Even if he leaves with a pocket full of cash, the fantasy right now is enough for him to accept it as is. If you want him to kiss you, he will fucking kiss you.
His pupils grow as his eyes close, slowing his fingers unintentionally as he focuses on your lips and tongue. Even his body against your couch relaxes and his hips slow to that of a sensual thrust forward, one that offers a long and painful drag against his already raw and reddened cock. You kiss him back better than heâs even been kissed before, and falling into it was terrifyingly easy.Â
His brain nearly short circuits at the softness of it, allowing his hands to move on their own accord, cupping your jaw with one hand and emptying your pussy to rub your clit with the other. Heâs intentionally deepening the kiss far past his own comfort level.
But he is comfortable, and thatâs precisely whatâs uncomfortable about it.Â
âYou can take itââ Jake mutters between kisses, more focused on your lips than the words he spilling to you. âYou want more, right?â He continues, only now pulling back in a breath and waiting for you to adjust your eyes on his.Â
Immediately, when you open your eyes they widen at him. Goddamn, was he this sexy before? Did he even look this into you when he was on your lap fucking your fist? Out of all of his begging, thisâŠthis right here. Are you really about to fuck a stripper? The man you were so against meeting just this morning? The man who has $600 in his bank account from your lovely, fucking adored and beautiful best friend?Â
The man that youâre probably going to give the entirety of the contents in your purse to the moment he packs up and moves on as if this never happened?
Yes.
âI want moreââ You say to him, blinking at his pretty eyes and intentionally rubbing your clit against his fingers, mostly because it appears as if heâs stopped functioning all together.
And before you can even blink, his fingers are pulled away and his presence is gone. You lift your head to watch him, cock still erect and heavy against his thigh as he goes directly to his bag. As if he knew it was going to happen, as if this was his plan before he even met you, he pulls out a condom and slips it on without so much as a sigh of relief.
After all, he does have to take precautions to be fucking an absolute stranger like this.
âOh.â You huff in disappointment, not entirely meaning for him to hear it.Â
He raises his eyes to you as he pulls at the end of the condom, offering plenty of space for whatever release he intends to have soon, but his eyes donât seem concerned nor bothered.Â
âWhat? You want it raw?â He asks playfully, wiggling his eyebrows briefly before making his way back to you. âThatâll require a bit more discussion, you know.â
Discussion that neither of you are willing to have solely because your pussy is throbbing and his cock appears to be more pathetic than it already was being strangled in that thin layer of latex. And without another word, allowing both of you to put that to rest for now, heâs right back over you, lifting your dress up and off of you.Â
âFuck.â He breathes out as your tits falls from their perfect place within the dress. The sopping wet couch beneath you only soaking up more of your slick as his words force more out of you. God, you feel so wanted.Â
You keep your arms lifted to help him ease the dress entirely off of you, leaving you bare beneath him as he instantly goes to grab both tits, pressing them together before flicking both nipples with the tips of his fingers.Â
Your body jolts at the sensation, feeling it run through you and swell your clit more than it already was. The ache is worse, your hole is pulsing, yearning, wanting to be filled. Still though, he takes his precious expensive time, leaning down and sucking one erect nub into his mouth and flicking it all the same with his tongue.Â
âRight here?â He mouths from around your tit, eyes closed and tongue still focused elsewhere. âYou want to be fucked here?â He mumbles again, realizing that his question will likely go unanswered. Itâs very likely that he is going to fuck you right here, on your living room couch. Asking you such a thing was stupid, borderline cringe-worthy.Â
To his surprise though, you lend him a small âno.â as you lace your fingers in his hair, pushing his lips to your other nipple just to feel the warmth of his tongue.
âNo?â He questions, blinking up at you from your chest before biting gently around the sensitive bud against his mouth. âWhere then?âÂ
To his dismay, your smile is still beautiful but the way you close your legs and sit yourself up from the slouched, relaxed position you were in disappoints him. Mostly because heâs now forced to stand up too, and even more so because he has to keep his head dipped in order to keep his mouth on that perfect nipple of yours.Â
His disappointment fades as you hold his head there, feeling your legs almost buckle against him when he moans around it, sending vibrations through your chest. You remain gentle though, wobbling on your legs and shuffling forward, allowing him to continue his antics. Slowly but surely, you turn him around and back him up against the couch.
Only now, when you push him back and his teeth graze your sensitive nub do you realize that heâs so, so much needier than you expected. Even with his begging, his little disappointed sound didnât go unnoticed. His brows are still furrowed now, not even paying attention to the fact that youâve just shoved him down so that you can be the one straddling him. Itâs cute, actually. Noticing how he was so intimidating when he came into your house, walking with confidence, dancing with intention, finger fucking you and choking you as if he had a right to do itâŠonly to now look at him and the way heâs melting.
The way heâs needy, borderline puppy-like to be near you.
His eyebrows shoot up from that little face of disappointment though, when you pull yourself from his mouth and instead plant yourself right on his lap, letting your pussy lips envelope the underside of his cock as you grind up immediately.
Itâs the first slippery touch his cock has felt all night and honestly? Heâs been on edge this entire time. You grind so fucking beautifully, and itâs a first for him to realize that heâs entirely speechless.
Youâve rendered him incapable of speaking.Â
âYouâre cute, I donât think you realize that.â You comment, gliding against his cock and watching his hands reach out to grip your waist, âReally cute.â
He doesnât falter at your compliments, instead he just melts into it even more. His cheeks are permanently blushed as he leans forward to try and get your tits in his face again, and all you can do is grip his hair and let him. Itâs been a long time since youâve felt the head of a cock bumping your clit, and youâd never forgive yourself for not letting yourself have this kind of fun more often.Â
And Jake just gets whinier. His cock pulses and twitches to be inside of you all the while despite the discomfort of that latex layer likely needing to be replaced already. Still, his hands keep moving your waist, pushing and pulling you faster against him untilâ ah.
You angle yourself perfectly when he slides your upwards again. All you had to do was perk your ass out and wait for him to push you back down. Finally, he slides in without fully realizing thatâs what was going to happen, and goddamn the sound he makes, fuck.
âMmfuck,â He winces, digging his nails into your hips at the speed of which he bottomed out. The breath is knocked out of him and all you can do is stare down. Look at him now, so docile and sweet like he wasnât fucking your livingroom floor prior to this.Â
And the grip of you on him, so strong. The slide was so easy, so fast, that he genuinely is seeing stars at how good you feel wrapped around him. The velvet walls inside of you pulsing, pushing and squeezing his cock all over. He canât help the sounds he makes, grunting and feeling that grip you have in his hair intensify his pleasure.Â
Both of you now let out a long winded breathy groan at the sensation of your body adjusting to his, in all fairness, you had to grip onto something and his hair just so happened to be the best thing at the moment. He seems to love it though, so when you finally regain your senses of being absolutely fucking full, you pull at it again, tilting his head back so that you can see the expanse of his neck and the way it moves when he swallows.Â
âBounce.â He croaks out at you, eyes glistening with pure fucking hope that you will.Â
And, wellâŠwhen you feel his length pulse in place inside of you, you do exactly as he asked. You bounce, taking his full, thick cock each and every time. Not allowing a single inch of it to be neglected. All he can do in response is squint, trying to keep his eyes open through each breathy groan of praise and encouragement. He does lose himself entirely to the feeling of euphoria and the pain of how harshly you keep his head tilted back.Â
He really didnât think you could get any sexier, honestly, and as far as heâs concernedâŠif he moves right now heâs going to cum. So, he doesnât. Instead, he just lazily smiles at you and lets his eyes finally close so that he can fall right back into the state of seeing nothing but stars.
Frustrated, yet incredibly turned on by the way youâve just completely lost him, you bounce harder, then you sit flush against him, twisting and swirling your hips. Grinding forward back, counting how he moans each time you do something that feels particularly sensitive for him. And you hang onto that, repeating those actions, lifting your ass and sliding back down. Again and again, until your legs shake and your fingers threaten to pull his hair too hard.
âLook at you now,â You half-chuckle out of breath, hearing the wet slaps of skin on skin paired with his blatant and sensual moans drowning out the playlist that has been long forgotten. âYou canât even move.â
All he does is nod his head, that same lazy and cocky smile appears as if to insinuate that youâre damn fucking right he canât. Like heâs proud of it. And youâre not going to ignore the fact that his hands are still on your waist either, gripping onto you so tightly that you fear he could draw blood if you move the wrong way.
âKeep going, babyââ He somehow manages to say to you. âDonât stop.â
There it is. This entire time heâs been begging to fuck you, and now heâs finally begging you to fuck him. His voice still sounds like honey, with that impressively hard cock inside of you pulsing so constantly that you could probably feel him in your stomach if you were to press against it.Â
âMhm,â You answer him, promising that you wonât stop through just a half-moan and a long winded intake of air. Honestly? At this very moment, you feel like youâre sitting on a throne. Jake, obviously, being said throne but whatever. The fucking power heâs making you feel is nothing short of alluring.Â
And now, as that power goes to your head, you opt to grind rather than bounce for him now. Your hips arenât as erratic, yet still he tenses up for you, forcing his cock to somehow feel even harder as you fuck it into yourself through lazy drags of your clit against his pelvis.Â
If you keep going like this, you could cum in an instant. But before you can even finish that thought, you look down at him on instinct due to his sudden silence.Â
His eyes are squeezed shut tightly, and his mouth is open in a silent moan. You can see that heâs not breathing, seemingly holding his breath even after you release his hair. His head lolls back with that same expression, and thatâs when you feel his fingernails dig.
âOh,â You moan, now resuming your grinding much harder now, making a point to bump your clit repeatedly against him. âFuck, are you cumming right now?â
Still he doesnât respond, you can only feel his hips stutter under you despite trying to remain entirely still and stiff for you. You know that now is when you need to be chasing, because youâll be damned if youâre not going to cum with him inside of you.Â
You want to be full like this, you want to squeeze him, to play with his sensitive cock even if it starts to soften. Heâs too pretty, too fucking pretty when he whimpers. And so, you continue grinding, up until youâre on the brink of your orgasm but not quite there yet. To the point his cock is only half in you with the way youâre angling your clit against him, chasing your own high so aggressively that you barely feel his fingers tightening on you again.Â
Jake shoots his head back up, eyes opening as the sensitivity hits him quicker than he would have liked, but you donât relent. The pain is intense from how hard youâre riding him, but he can see how close you are, the image alone compliments that sensitivity heâs feeling right now.Â
He seethes out painful praises to you as your desperate cunt finally reaches orgasm, squeezing against his softening length so tightly that he canât help but whimper with you. Still, he studies your face through his own winces, shuddering at the way you close your legs around him despite them being forced to stay open in this position. You try to curl into the pleasure, as if you wish you could disappear completely alongside it.Â
And god, the way you grip at his arms for leverage as you shake through it. Dare he sayâŠheâs fond of you. It still hurts, but it kind of hurts more when he knows itâs over. Mostly because it feels like heâs been in this room with you for days, knowing thatâs not true. Surely heâs stayed longer than your allotted time with him, but you seemed to have given him something worth staying for at least.
When you slump over him, he almost wants to cry from how fucking sensitive he is right now. Thankfully, you seem sensitive too as you wince before he does, remaining as gentle as you can when you reach down to the base of his cock and hold the condom, allowing him to slide out of you at his own pace.Â
And then, the playlist comes to an abrupt end at just the wrong moment, because it forces Jake to realize that he hadnât stayed at all over his paid time frame. Now, all he can hear is the way his breath is entirely too uneven compared to any of his sessions with prior clients like this. Heâs breathing much too fondly for you, or rather, not breathing well because of you. He canât justâŠgo home can he?
âYou okay?â You ask to the slight panicked look on his face, seeing how he stares straight up at the ceiling, not blinking, no readable expression. âJake?â
He shakes himself out of it, eyes slowly moving and blinking to look at you.
âThatââ He tries to talk, genuinely, he does. âUmâŠâ
The change in atmosphere almost freaks you out. Isnât this what he wanted? You saw the way he lost himself there briefly though, you can admit. None of this was even that rough or kinky, so youâre a bit confused as to why heâs acting like this.
Maybe you even feel a bit guilty. Like youâre the problem. So, you silence yourself and lift onto weak legs to stumble and find your dress. You throw it on quickly, hiding your shame that he so wanted to see just fifteen minutes ago. Then, you head for your purse and grab every single bill you have folded neatly inside.Â
Just like that, you place the money in his shaking hand and canât bare to look at him.
âWha-â He starts, licking his dried lips and sitting up a bit too quickly. âWhy are you giving me so much?â
âItâs your tip.â You try to say casually as you clear your throat. âYou can shower too, if youâd like.âÂ
Jake holds his breath, hoping you donât genuinely think he did all of that for the money. He was already paid to be here, the wholeâŠyou know, fucking thing, was his doing. What happened was because he wanted it, andâŠhe still does. Are you truly just strictly back to business like this? You literally just handed him his rent for the month and then some, it kind of amazes him. The audacity. As if heâs never been handed handsome sums of cash from drunken lonely women. You arenât a woman who needs him, and yet you pay like you did.Â
âShower with me?â He forces himself to ask, because he knows heâll regret it if he doesnât. After all, this tip feels like a rejection of what just happened. Hush money, even.Â
He doesnât know what just crept into this room through the fucking silence, but he doesnât like it. And it seems you donât either, because you instantly comfort him with a smile and a step forward.Â
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He didnât intend to spend the night, free of charge no less, but he did. All of that including some embarrassing talk involving the seriousness of how this is not normal for him.Â
Surprisingly, you believe him.Â
After the shower, the mood had shifted into something that felt natural and less rehearsed. He wasnât just some stripper you could call over with a downpayment of $600, he was Jake, a man trying to make ends meet in a city far too expensive even for you if youâre being honest.Â
Jake, a man wanted by several women. You, on the other hand, feel the need to mend your lonely and stone-cold heart with him, however much that may cost. Not to fall in love, or to fill any type of voice. If anything, you want to be taken care of in specific ways, and youâd like to take care of him in turn.Â
So, when he grimaced at your joke, saying that he would practically be your sugar baby and that youâd run off all of his other business out of need to continuously be fucked by him and him alone, you almost stopped pressing the matter.
Because you would run off all his clients solely for keeping him too busy with you to go to them. You would be paying him every time, making damn sure heâs well taken care of and financially stable.Â
Jake did notice how you looked disappointed, quickly backtracking his grimace.
âWait, youâre serious?âÂ
You nod shyly, blinking at him.
âItâs not like we have to sleep together every time, you wonât even have to dance for me anymore.â You argue, knowing thatâs at least a half-lie. âAll I ask is that you donât fuck your other clients if youâre still seeing me, and intending to..you knowââ
Jake nods happily, without question even.
âSo, what happens if Iâm horny and youâre not available then?â
You narrow your eyes at him.Â
âJerk off like a normal person?â
Fair enough.
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man, i forgot how lame this fic is but yknow what? good for me. jake is so fuckinâ fine fr I DONâT EVEN CAREEEEEEEEEEE. pls reblog and leave feedback on my work :D
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I just read your pregnant wife with 141 but that got me thinking. What about horny pregnant wife with 141
Feel free to ignore this if you feel uncomfortable writing it ïżŒ
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I haven't written smut in ages so forgive me if I'm a little rusty. 18+ only pls and thx (vaginal sex, cunnilingus)
Soap
Hooo boy! Alrighty, here we go
So for starters, that man is PENT UP. Like seriously, he's so backed up, he thinks he can feel it all the way to his esophagus
Since you first got pregnant, it's been nothing but morning sickness, aches and pains, and a total and utter lack of desire on your part
Trust him, he's tried taking care of himself in the meantime, but it's never really gotten the job done since it wasn't with you
But once you enter your second trimester and the desire has come back, it takes everything in him not to ravage you the moment you give him the green light
Why? Well, truth be told, he's scared about potentially hurting you or the baby
You know how he can get in the sack. What if he dents the wee bairnâs poor head? He's knocking (more like pounding) right on the little oneâs door after all
You have to assure him that he's not going to hurt you or the baby (and please, never refer to your cervix as a door again)
So he'll start slow and gentle at first, not wanting to be too harsh, but it won't take much to get him back to fucking you hard and rough like you're used to
He's got your knees up by your chest (or, as close as they can get) while heâs drilling into you from above, snarling like an animal
When he finally finishes, it's loudddd, slamming the headboard against the wall, and he pushes his hips as far forward as they'll go while he empties four months worth of cum inside you
Ghost
I'm so sorry to have to be the one to inform you, but you're not getting that man's cock while you're pregnant
It's not because he's overly rough when you make love normally; it's just that he's not willing to take any chances when you're in such a delicate state
However, the man is inherently a giver, so with just enough whining and begging and pleading from you, he'll oblige you to some degree
He'll stick mostly to his fingers or his mouth, maybe a toy or two if you're really needy, but he's generally going to rely solely on his own skill to get you where you want to be
He'll have you recline against a mountain of pillows while he settles himself between your legs, his arms looping around your hips to hold you still for him while he works
But he doesn't just dive right in, oh no siree. The man loves to tease you â kissing your thighs, the inside of your knee, the bottom of your belly first
He'll turn you into a pathetic little thing squirming desperately for his touch, before finally granting you mercy by giving you his tongue
He'll make you cum so hard with just his mouth alone that you'll temporarily lose all thought of that gorgeous dick of his
But afterwards, if you want to return the favor, you certainly won't hear him complaining about it
Oh but trust that the moment the doctor gives the okay after youâve given birth, he's gonna be all over you, making sure you walk funny the next morning (and the following week after that)
Gaz
Like the other two, Gaz is concerned with potentially putting you and the baby in a dangerous position
But the man is a sucker for your puppy dog eyes, so it doesn't take much convincing to get him to take you to bed
But he still wants to be safe about it, so he researches the best positions for couples to have sex while pregnant
That's how you find yourself in his lap, naked back to his chest, as he sits in one of the chairs he dragged in from the dining room
You're bouncing on his dick, hands braced on his thighs, ass smacking off the hard plane of his lower stomach as you lift up and down
His hands on your hips are more of a placeholder than a guide as he lets you set the pace, just sitting back while you take what you need from him
It doesn't even matter if he cums or not, that's honestly the farthest thing from his mind. All he cares about is making sure you're satisfied in the end
Need him to snake his hand forward, tracing the curve of your belly down, until he's circling your clit in fast, tight motions? Gladly, love.
Your thighs may burn and your eyes may water, but there's something about this position that makes him hit so deep that it leaves you gasping for more
Ultimately, your orgasm will trigger his own (nothing gets him there faster than the sound of you cumming), and afterwards he'll help you into the bath where he'll clean and massage your aching muscles better
Price
Unlike the other three men, Price is eager to fuck you the moment you show even the smallest inkling of want
What's that? His poor baby needs him to fuck her right now? Say no more, sweetheart. Hubby's come to the rescue
That man is dicking you down anytime, anywhere he can
Just got done shopping? He'll find a deserted road to pull over on. Just stepped into the shower? Might as well kills two birds with one stone
Really, it becomes a challenge to find where in your house he hasn't had you in these last few months. The kitchen, the garage, the back porch. You name it, he's done it (multiple times, in fact)
But his favorite â oh boy, his favorite without a shadow of a doubt â is when he takes you in front of your bedroomâs full length mirror
He'll hold you up from behind, standing you both on your feet, and just watch as he fucks you nice and slow
Seeing it in profile is fun when he wants to watch his dick slide in and out of you, but he's especially fond of having you directly face the mirror
There's just something about getting to watch you â that pretty face, those juicy tits, that fucking delectable rounded belly â that makes him blow his load faster than a damn rocket launch
With the number of times he's had you like this, you swear, that man of yours is trying to knock you up a second time (But shhhh. Quiet now. Don't go giving him any bright ideas, sweetheart.)
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#idk if this is angsty or not so im just gonna throw it in the tags#but like. i fully know what my problem is. and how i could fix it. and literally the only thing making me sad and upset is myself#why? because my choice of medium is writing. because that makes it incredibly difficult to get anything out there and get people interested#in my creations. cause visual media is preferred so much over written anything cause its so much easier to consume#it doesnt help that i dont work with popular characters or ships (literally my current work im most excited about is for a ship only *i*#have contributed to so far. like.. we are talking that level of unpopular choices here)#and like. i dont say this to shame or blame anyone. this is obviously my choice. ive decided to do both of these things when i could have i#so much easier. i wouldnt be better at it if i did visual shit still. im way worse at that than writing. ive always been a writer first#but.. honestly seeing the difference with interaction and even in general interest due to these factors...#idk man. again i know this is entirely self inflicted like i chose this. i chose all of these things. and continue to do so#ive literally seen all of this. im not making it up. im not talking about just in general im talking this has happened to me personally#that rare time in june i made and posted art? do you understand the amount of ppl that said 'ive missed your stuff'?#the same people that dont consume my current works due to their form and have never went on the lengths to say the same thing about#my writing? when i took a two year hiatus from all of that basically? but a few months of visual arts?#idk fam im just. i understand all of this but im hurt. you know?#cause i know it doesnt matter. and its so much more difficult. i know there are people out there who love and appreciate what i do#and who understand how important this is to me compared to other stuff and before and whatnot#but at the same time the negatives (that are mostly in my head but they are still real things and they still hurt) are so much louder#i dont know where im going with this. im just thinking. excuse the brain barf#or dont. whatever. im just.. acknowledging my recent feelings. there is a reason i had a breakdown few days ago and yesterday was so rough#i should probably go to bed. sorry about this#its not gonna change anything in how stuff is viewed or how im gonna act about it but just.. you know. putting this out there#the inequality of how art is treated just has me thinking. that maybe im not made for this#maybe i should just be the below mediocre visual artist that does things that give them no happiness just cause it gets more attention#idk. just. yeah#good night#night is an absolute mess on main
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