#this has been in my drags forever
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With your face 😁 and the beautiful eyes 👀 and the conversation 🗣️ with the little white ⚪️ lies❕and the faded picture 📸🖼️ of a beautiful night 🌌 you carry me 🙋🏼♀️ from your car 🚘 up the stairs 🪜 and I broke down ⤵️ cryin', 😭 was she 🤷🏼♀️ worth this mess 🙅🏼♀️? after everything 😏and that little black ⚫️ dress 👗 after everything 💯, I must confess 🥺 I need you 🫵🏻🫶🏼
#Tessa talks#this has been in my drags forever#drafts#lol but yes this is how I sing this#the other side of the door#that bridge tho!!!
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"Do you not see, Eleven?"
El & 001 + Mike Wheeler & Martin Brenner Parallels see also: Vecna' using El's trauma to manipulate(!) her ⤷ inspired by @heroesbyler & my own commentary (x)
#psa: pls read all og tags before you come for me I beg you#anti mileven#mike wheeler#el hopper#martin brenner#henry creel#vecna#st gifs#my gifs#userrobs#useraimz#tuserrae#tuserashes#stranger things#design forward#okay. okay y'all let me just disclaim before the world sees:#this is so toxic but! the manipulation present here is literally just what's in the show. I did nothing to expand it beyond itself!#el has been internally comparing Mike & Brenner all of season 4 + the show has been doing it since DAY ONE. Vecna just manipulates it.#to destroy El's sense of self-worth and drag her away from feeling like people care about her...which works. plainly lmao#does mike have a LOT of issues w/ relating to El because he's (over)protective AND gay + trying to (aware or not) self-protect? ABSOLUTELY.#but he has done nothing on the level of brenner. neither has 'you are like papa' hopper. our girl is just traumatized + feeling abandoned#and it's VERY easy to manipulate...to Vecna's advantage. It is what it is.#anyway! Stav I hope you like it. it took forever but hopefully it was worth the wait? I ran all across this show to make this lol
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I don't think anything will ever be funnier than Banesaw's first of his only two sentences being, "Finally, I get to kill a Schnee," knocking Weiss unconscious in a single hit, then just chucking her into the next room so Blake can save her
#rwde#forever giggling and exasperated by this train sequence#this could have been avoided if it had been BLAKE fighting Banesaw and far more interesting too#they (presumably) had HISTORY. HE WANTED TO DRAG HER BACK INTO THE FOLD. THIS COULDVE BEEN PERSONAL#and literally NOTHING came out of a white fang member meeting a schnee so what was the FUCKING POINT SHAWLUNA#YOU DIDNT EVEN TRY#also im like 99% sure banesaw is just yatsuhashis model w a mask#anyway wtf was that train plot eh? was the purpose solely to cause chaos and destruction? wtf was the goal?#seriously early rwby schemes feel so random. reminds me of mcu thanos oddly enough#the way both cinder and thanos bip bopped between destruction for destructions sake and Big Smart Plan with Big Purpose is uh. Bad#and for the exact same reason: there was no structure or forethought in the writing process#also both were written by shitty men. i will fight the russos in a parking lot with nothing but my teeth#they absolutely shouldve been fired after civil war. absolute dogshit#do not ask me abt my mcu opinions i will never stop screaming#edit: forgot banesaw opened for roman at the white fang recruitment meeting so he has FIVE lines not two#two out of five lines are abt members of rwby yet neither amt to anything. yeehaw
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MARCIA IS BACK TOO I JUST KEEP ON WINNING
#if we ignore the fact that I sprained my ankle yesterday this week has had so many victories#anyways I opened the app and almost screamed when I saw her icon on the story list#I know it’s only been like a week and a half but it’s been forever to me 😭#I missed her cute face#and her cute outfits#and her cute dances#and everything about her is cute#egads I love this bitch#anyways hi Marcia I’m SO glad you are back#I missed you terribly#drag race#rpdr#rpdr 15#drag race 15#marcia#Marcia x3#Marcia Marcia Marcia#rupaul’s drag race#RuPaul’s drag race 15
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Your writing is always great, I need you to write something to either making us optimistic about the future of the club or to make us realize how much in deep shit we actually are please 😭
Babe, just browse through my La Liga 2022/2023 tag and mourn with me. 💕
#funnily enough I’d say this: we’ve been in deep shit since FOREVER.#the way Barcelona works (ie deep issues within structure and management) goes back DECADES.#we are spectacularly mismanaged and unprofessional on top of having a victim hood complex.#the environment - whether mediatic or politic - surrounding the club is an utter and disfunctional nightmare.#in every club’s environnement there has existed corruption and favouring friends in positions you want them in#but it is especially the case for this club.#needless to say I am not saying all of fcb’s issues stem solely from itself and no exterior factors have ever influenced it.#a historically left wing club / figure head for a region/independentism movement / opposing centralism which controls the league/refs etc.#however as culers we tend to majorly - and rightfully - highlight the latest part without ever daring to question our precious multimil club#both factors (internal and external) have to be taken into account to understand ‘the deep shit’.#that said now. as I’ve said this *is not new*. we’ve had those issues for DECADES and yet this club became what it is today.#we’ve reached highest of highs and lowest of lows while dealing with aforementioned factors.#so my very tired take this evening is to chill out; nothing we can do but watch unfold.#perhaps once again La Masia youngsters and lucky choices of coach will drag us up. perhaps new political president conflict still battling#over cruyff’s heritage or against it will bring forth a good one; perhaps not.#overall a very Chill to us all.#we’re facing greatness and decadence and been on both sides of the coin; and there’s reassurance in knowing in both case we still did great.#this club has been rotting since mid 50s and you just have to roll with it and wait for the cycles to come and go.#anon ask#sorry it doesn’t make much sense rn I’ll talk about it more later. or NOT
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Okay, so not fanfic/writing stuff but do you ever think of how close Calla and Kody used to be? How sweet and bright and encouraging she was towards him when they were younger? How friendly and warm she was? How they smiled at each other? It makes me want to eat rocks.
#Lumine#Lumine webcomic#Lumine (webcomic)#Lumine (webtoon)#Lumine webtoon#And then ableism starts dragging Kody down.#Dozens of things that are either pinpricks or full-on bricks getting slammed into him (figuratively. I do not mean. Kody got beaten with#bricks.)#''It's not like he could have played anyway--he can't use magic''#Kody's disappointment and heartbreak at not being able to use magic like the other witch kids#Him finding other ways of being a witch (potion making) to accommodate to his limitations#But still not being seen as a proper witch according to some (i.e. Calla's family; ''they could forbid me from seeing you/us being friends#if they found out'')#Anyways I don't really know where I was going with this but it just makes my heart Ache#I can't remember how canon it is (I'll find out soon) but I always imagined that Camille had a heavy focus on potions;#I feel like she really appreciates potionmaking and the uses/applications of it; how versatile it is and while it isn't as convenient as#general magic--having a potion prepped in-advance would be pretty useful and convenient. Especially if you got too tired to actually do#general magic or something was blocking it off.#It's why I think she would be a good parental figure or aunt figure or mentor or SOMETHING to Kody#Kody finding a way to accommodate to his illness and disabilities by trying potion making has always been something that's stuck out to me#That doesn't take away the grief or pain of Not being able to do it ''the normal way'' but it gives you SOMETHING. Any connection to what#you love dearly and want to do.#This was Not meant to be a rant on disability stuff whoopsie. And yet here I am. I'm gonna cut it off there.#If this didn't make sense sorry the migraine-hangover brainfog is eating my words alive#My heart just hurts over their old friendship and how sweet they were#Also forgot that Kody wanted to open a bakery when he's older... Aughhhh. Implodes into 500 tiny shrapnel forever.
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nooooooo i have work tomorrow cries and cries and cries and cries and cries forever
#teeth.txt#i over extended myself last week and have been feeling like a horrible beaft ever since#my bf has been very kind and patient as i refuse to leave the apartment or use any coping skills#i did both of those things today but it took some work lol#anyways i think probably going out an doing something all day even if it is working#probably good for me right now#oh god i haven't made egg salad for my lunches#ok dragging myself out of bed to do that in a few minutes i guess#anyways i kind of hate my job but it does pay me a cool $19 an hour which is nice#scared a little bit of getting stuck there forever but also i'm thinking abt going to trade school next year so u know. probably i will not#ugh graduating college kind of sucks. wdym everything is different now? wdym i have to think about my future?#anyways. just trying to save money rn i guess. i have more in my savings than i ever have before which is kind of nice#ugh also i have to think abt transition related things -_- that's soooo complicated and lame
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It's pretty cool having a parent that will swear up and down that there's nothing wrong with you as soon as you even implicate that you want to get even just checked, while also constantly outright insulting you for being abnormal.
There's something wrong with you for thinking there's something wrong with yourself. But also those things wrong with you don't exist. Btw did you know there's something wrong with you?
#you're so useful#“its all in your head” wow really#glad i decided to confide in you for the first time in forever yep#diggory thoughts#it's sure been quite a year#no i dont really wanna talk about it sorry#my tolerance has been dragged out for months and months so apologies if a little leaks out#im talking from multiple perspectives to multiple people so this might not make sense
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sigma zero escape. my guy of all time
#listen LISTEN i love junpei. so much so dearly. seeing his evolution and development and everything#but sigma drives me insane. i'd figured out most of the vlr twist (just didn't know the logistics lol) and STILL it made me lose my mind.#because. the implications of it all. he just gets dragged into something that has nothing to do with him but it has Everything to do w him#and yet. there's still just nothing he can do abt it. as things are he's trapped in this fucking infernal loop w the knowledge that he did#this to HIMSELF. and yet it's all so out of his control. he wakes up in the AB room by his own fault/by circumstances he can't ever change#the choice has been made for him already. by himself. and he doesn't get a say in it#like. even if his plan works!!! it just creates a new timeline. but one version of himself At Least is forever trapped in this loop.#anyways i'll stop ZKMSKSNKS thoughts!!!! also. everything everything can't do -> sigma song. thank you#txt#zero escape
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like im just saying they should invent a family that doesn't make you want to kill yourself
#and a school system while theyre at it#or just a me that wouldn't make me want to kill myself#just like. without all the problems that make it impossible to exist in normal society as myself#i know technically its possible for me to have a future but goddammit i dont see one okay#i havent made a single goddamn real life connection since middle school and now we're so distant i barely remember whos who on discord#thats not to mention how I've just been on the edge of every friendgroup anyway. including that one#im just some fucking loser. im not going to fucking graduate my only career aspiration is a goddamn pipe dream and if i dont fucking kill#myself by then im going to be stuck living with my family forever and we're not going to be seeing eye to eye.#all ive ever done is dig myself a deep grave and then tether other people to me to drag them down too#i love you all but i dont know how you see me as anything but gross and annoying and weirdly fucking clingy okay#i just#i dont know what im fucking doing#i wish i did. i wish i knew but i dont. and it feels like everyone else has figured out how things work and im just supposed to do that too#but i cant. i fucking cant and it keeps getting worse and i keep getting worse and i keep making it worse for my family while im at it#i miss being able to imagine doing stuff tomorrow. or in an hour#i miss being able to wash the dishes and not having to think about stabbing myself with fucking cutlery#i miss being able to show my mother my report card#but its my fucking fault im in this mess in the first place#and i just cant fucking try enough. or at all#aethers rants#cw vent#cw sui ideation#personal posts and stuff idk
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i am clocking out praise the lord 😭
#rambles.#work has been pretty chill actually but it feels like it's been dragging on FOREVER#i also wanna finish my lil 'sex me up' piece. praying my brain lets me
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man i want to make an animatic about my ocs so bad
#my post#the lore is stored in the tags#the wondrous oc tag#madineau#that would require knowing literally anything about the plot though#i could maybe make something with reworked october hills? rip peyton and rory and austin and grace they were cut for being irrelevant </3#mm but id need a good song and idk#i do have an animatic wip for madineau but i dont even know how that endssssssssssssssssssss#explodes and dies#guys i think im gonna kill off everin and not revive her. i think she just dies. i think it happens too late in the story to bring her back#itd drag on forever#and the others just have to live with that. they have to carry that.#but do they go home? i think they do they have no more stake in this kingdom#fucking. rip andoras though. oh poor guy hes all alone.#he wouldnt go with them. he hates the sib squad on evs behalf. oh nooooo but then he would just Get Worse :(#i mean he has A and B! so hes not totally alone. they can- they can be supportive and shit#maybe i can hint at them maybe. wanting to riseup against the new kings?#PERPETUATING THE CYCLE 💪💥💪🔥🔥‼️🔥💥💥💪💪💪#oh my god#did i just write the fucking ending for this#....#ive had this as a wip for three fucking years. did i just write the fucking ending. in the tags on a tumblr post#IVE BEEN DEBATING WITH MYSELF ON HOW TO END THIS SHIT FOR THREE YEARS#AND THIS IS HOW WE GET HERE??#FUCKIGN. I GUESS!!#ALL BECAUSE I WANTED TO ANIMATE?????
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the way i'm not worried about tumblr shutting down cause we go through this rumor every year.
#*and this is icarly!#everybody's freaking the fuck out and i'm just so unbothered#like yeah this hellsite isn't gonna be around forever#and is running itself into the ground and has been for the past decade#this place isn't gonna evaporate overnight#tomorrow i'll log on again and i'll still be here#and the day after that and the day after that and the day after that and the day after that#you'll have to drag my cold lifeless corpse to get me out of here#i am in this places walls YOU CAN'T GET RID OF ME!!!!!!
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My bowels have been at war with me for 3 days normal fiber isn't working I think I might need Sacred Oats blessed with holy water to combat the demons inside of me
#not to drag on that joke forever but this has been going on ever since I had the weird fries on saturday and my partner also had complaints#so I'm might have been literally cursed by the stoofvlees sewer water
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cookie run update save me
save me cookie run update
#a discord friend dragged me back into the game like a month ago and now im once again living update to update so i can play new events#and get new cookies and such#i havent been able to get back into kingdom unfortunately but ovenbreak fun#hyped for the 2 new space cookies. xylitols design has grown on me since yesterday tbh#scifi space aesthetics my beloveds... and the little robots in the xylitol planet...#kcat talks#unfortunetely i'm back to work again and cannot focus :/#i will forever be disappointed that i returned at the very end of the 7th anniv event and didnt have time to fully do it
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We are now into day 5 of being unmedicated! I feel like garbage and I want to die lol
#withdrawal is a bitch!#i have to give my doctors office another 48 hours to respond before i go back into the office and be like. hey motherfuckers.#i did send them a follow up message this morning (sent the first one monday and supposed to give them 72 hours to respond) juat saying like#hey im having withdrawal symptoms can we move this along? or can you tell me how to alleviate the symptoms?#we'll see what happens i guess#fucking hate being at the mercy of others#especially this doctors office. as long as ive been seeing them theyve been dragging their feet and being stupid#next week i have the initial appointment with my new pcp (the one my husband has been seeing forever and loves) and i can not wait to be#out of this ghetto fucking medical system lol fuck Cleveland clinic doctors
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