#this girl makes me overthink

[elliespuns]

What do you think is Ellie's and Dina's height difference?

Ellie is supposed to be 5'5 (166cm) when she's 19. Dina is a little shorter, but I'd say it's not by much (I love when Ellie locks her eyes with Dina's and she has to look down a bit, why is this so attractive??). She's probably 5'4 (162cm) if not 5'3 (160cm). I think it's cute that Ellie is taller. I can't explain why, but it is.

That little smile at the end...

But maybe it's because in the first game, Ellie was such a short, cute little button, while in the second game she's a tall, still cute but strong as hell hot stuff.

[3mmiegirl]

anybody else feel like they can never say or do the right thing? just everything comes out wrong and there’s nothing you can do about it?

[applearchived]

first post, found this poem of sorts (if you will) in my notes … ill just post from my notes for now

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[derrygirlstrash]

Not to start shit, if you know me you know I'm a "ship and let ship" kinda gal and saying this I truly have no problem with James/Orla as a ship it harms no one and plenty of people like it, I like people having fun... that said...

I have never understood the common argument that James/Erin as a ship makes no sense and James/Orla should have been the ship instead. Often one of the arguments is that James/Erin wasn't set up while James/Orla was and I'm sorry... what? James/Erin have at least one ship heavy episode each season as well as plenty of background moments and several significant moments in Erin's Diary.

Even if you ignore all the background moments of the two holding hands, being inside each others personal space, the times where they're clearly matching and whatnot. There is at LEAST the implication that Erin would ignore her supposed crush for James, that she cares what he thinks, that Erin is James's type, that they're aligned in creative values and match each others energies, that Erin thinks he's handsome, that James thinks she's beautiful, that she can't imagine her life without him, etc.

James/Orla have some touchy moments... that's kinda all they have as far as romantic coding and I don't see how those two hugging in the Season 2 finale is somehow more significant than what setup James/Erin have throughout all the seasons.

Honestly, while I can see Orla liking James - you could build a case for it and convince me even though I see Orla as ace/aro in my own personal headcanons... no one has ever been able to give me a convincing argument for James liking Orla back. It kinda feels like you have to ignore that he never has a reason to fancy Orla back and just project onto him that.

Which, again, go off if that's your bag I think their friendship is fun and I could see making a ship out of it, but the common argument is that the SHOW makes a better case for James/Orla and like, no? No it really doesn't? It's just not main girl/main boy and some people really don't like that trope or Erin as a main and I think that if you say the show didn't set up James/Erin well and you argue the show would have been better with James/Orla based on what's in the show, you just might not like Erin very much?

I've also never been able to make sense of the argument that James/Erin is somehow the trope that 'guys and girls can't just be friends' like, is that not also James/Orla? Y'know, besides that Orla isn't a girl. They do use she/her during the show time period though and some people who argue this think Orla is a girl, they just think they're not THE girl. So somehow it's better even though it's the same thing.

Basically what I'm saying is that shipping is fun and we all oughta do it. Every ship besides the obvious ones is potentially fun and I'm down for it, but there is one ship the show was setting up and we all know what that ship was and I think it would be better if we all were honest about it.

PS: "James was gay the whole time!" Truthers, if you made it through this post somehow I'd like to offer a compromise: James Maguire is the most bisexual coded male character in media history we can all win here.

[livefastnbebeautiful]

me at the end of the day thinking about all the embarrassing things I've ever done

[artbyfuji]

shoutout to summer rose's back brace btw.

[dariasonlinedairy]

i am blasting heaven by the cure in my room, i lighted a vanilla scented candle, after all these months i finally smoked, my window is large opened and I'm feeling so euphoric <33

[immortalsins]

potentially got invited to the pub by the people i met last night, not sure if that's on but i'll be paralysed with stress until i know

[laurellala-comics]

there are two wolves inside of you. One of them is fretting that you went through all the effort of making a new art account just to pigeonhole yourself once more into a specific fandom, which holds you back from exploring original art concepts that you care about. The other one came up with three separate ace attorney comic ideas in the last hour alone and isn't stopping anytime soon

[crownrots]

when you retcon all your rooks and start anew

[wisteriagoesvroom]

me: well maybe i will contemplate joining the @girlcharles-ficfest

also me: bashes out 1,200 words for a challenge prompt in an hour

[worfianism]

NO STOP PLEASE MY HEART but there's something soooooo perfect about Uhura, another member of James' future crew and friend being there getting to know him AND being the one to introduce Spock and Jim and that knowing look she had when they shake hands like this is the start of something significant pleaseeee I'm going to cry

[yikes-ajax-thats-sad]

Wanna hang myself with Christmas lights for a little extra festive cheer :D

[fappellmoan]

also ok maybe had a weird little freak moment yesterday :/ i was with lydia and needed to eat my godawful shitass sushi before going to the library so anyway who do i spot but the roommate with some random guy naturally and im like lydia pause i need to be a stalker but so casually for just like a sec. (this is in a downstairs like cafe/hallway/elevators area) so i stall and then we go to check for a free room to sit in and when there r ppl in it we just go back near the cafe area and theyre over in this little. alcove. of a sitting area. lounging. and im so normal and rlly naturally glanced over a couple times hoping to god the guy didnt see me cause luckily roommate was faced away. anyway. but lydias screenaging it up so im just sitting there awkwardly. and i have to walk past them at one point to get soy sauce to drown the sushi in and maybe that made me look like a weird little stalker too. well again this is if the guy even knows who i am and prob not so whatever its like fine. but like yeah and then i def saw them getting up and then on the elevator to leave so i think my skittish little creature tendencies scared off the vibe from across the room even... and i didnt just wave like a normal person bc i wasnt sure they saw me but we've spotted each other at much greater distances there's simply no way. i was treating them like what the kids call an 'opp' kinda... me when im an anxious little beast...

[connorsui]

Anxiety can be so mean when she don't need to be

Like why you have me panic over sum in the middle of the night!? When I should be sleepin!? ...girl don't make me pop out the anti-depressant

[toxictac]

Welp done posting art gonna go to sleep cause i wanna draw but i know im too tired to continue

Im gonna try doing a marine digital one of that song that goes "pa pa para ra" or something like that

Last drawing wasnt bad but it left me wanting to try more stuff so yeah