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What do you think is Ellie's and Dina's height difference?
Ellie is supposed to be 5'5 (166cm) when she's 19. Dina is a little shorter, but I'd say it's not by much (I love when Ellie locks her eyes with Dina's and she has to look down a bit, why is this so attractive??). She's probably 5'4 (162cm) if not 5'3 (160cm). I think it's cute that Ellie is taller. I can't explain why, but it is.
That little smile at the end...
But maybe it's because in the first game, Ellie was such a short, cute little button, while in the second game she's a tall, still cute but strong as hell hot stuff.
#i'm having a moment here#what can i say#this girl makes me overthink#ellie williams#ellie tlou#dina nolastname#dina tlou#ellie x dina#the last of us#tlou#the last of us game#tlou game#elliespuns answers
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first post, found this poem of sorts (if you will) in my notes … ill just post from my notes for now
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#girlblogging#this is what makes us girls#this is a girlblog#poetry#bloom#lana del rey#lizzy grant#moodboard#summer#august#i cant sleep#overthinking#fiona apple#sylvia plath#wow is that a reference#coquette#girl blog#girlhood#female hysteria#quotes#thought daughter#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#hell is a teenage girl#pinterest#written by me#novel#lana del ray aesthetic
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Not to start shit, if you know me you know I'm a "ship and let ship" kinda gal and saying this I truly have no problem with James/Orla as a ship it harms no one and plenty of people like it, I like people having fun... that said...
I have never understood the common argument that James/Erin as a ship makes no sense and James/Orla should have been the ship instead. Often one of the arguments is that James/Erin wasn't set up while James/Orla was and I'm sorry... what? James/Erin have at least one ship heavy episode each season as well as plenty of background moments and several significant moments in Erin's Diary.
Even if you ignore all the background moments of the two holding hands, being inside each others personal space, the times where they're clearly matching and whatnot. There is at LEAST the implication that Erin would ignore her supposed crush for James, that she cares what he thinks, that Erin is James's type, that they're aligned in creative values and match each others energies, that Erin thinks he's handsome, that James thinks she's beautiful, that she can't imagine her life without him, etc.
James/Orla have some touchy moments... that's kinda all they have as far as romantic coding and I don't see how those two hugging in the Season 2 finale is somehow more significant than what setup James/Erin have throughout all the seasons.
Honestly, while I can see Orla liking James - you could build a case for it and convince me even though I see Orla as ace/aro in my own personal headcanons... no one has ever been able to give me a convincing argument for James liking Orla back. It kinda feels like you have to ignore that he never has a reason to fancy Orla back and just project onto him that.
Which, again, go off if that's your bag I think their friendship is fun and I could see making a ship out of it, but the common argument is that the SHOW makes a better case for James/Orla and like, no? No it really doesn't? It's just not main girl/main boy and some people really don't like that trope or Erin as a main and I think that if you say the show didn't set up James/Erin well and you argue the show would have been better with James/Orla based on what's in the show, you just might not like Erin very much?
I've also never been able to make sense of the argument that James/Erin is somehow the trope that 'guys and girls can't just be friends' like, is that not also James/Orla? Y'know, besides that Orla isn't a girl. They do use she/her during the show time period though and some people who argue this think Orla is a girl, they just think they're not THE girl. So somehow it's better even though it's the same thing.
Basically what I'm saying is that shipping is fun and we all oughta do it. Every ship besides the obvious ones is potentially fun and I'm down for it, but there is one ship the show was setting up and we all know what that ship was and I think it would be better if we all were honest about it.
PS: "James was gay the whole time!" Truthers, if you made it through this post somehow I'd like to offer a compromise: James Maguire is the most bisexual coded male character in media history we can all win here.
#derry girls#james maguire#jerin#erin quinn#Orla McCool#james x erin#erin x james#not tagging Orla and James as a ship because I'm not starting shit it's literally just addressing a common fandom thing I see a lot#when I track discussions of the show#funny enough I do actually have a stream-of-consciousness ficlet in my best friend's dms#where very early on Orla gives James a 'Valentine You're a Horse' card and he overthinks what it means for a week:#Orla: I like horses.#James: Wait so does that mean you like me?? Cause you said I'm a horse -#Orla: *grabs his face* James. I really like horses.#James: I... okay.#Orla: So we understand each other. *walks away*#And then they never discuss it again for like ten years until his wedding to Erin where Orla says they are glad at least Erin won him#since their attempt at wooing didn't work#James: YOU DID LIKE ME BACK THEN OH MY GOD!#Orla: I TOLD YOU I LIKED HORSES HOW MUCH MORE CLEAR COULD I HAVE BEEN. WE WOULD HAVE NEVER WORKED. YOU DON'T GET ME.#This is how I see any romance between them going hypothetically: Orla making an overture James just doesn't get and nothing happens lmao#this was stream of consciousness so if this post is rambling and incoherent be nice to me I'm on my period#I am fog brained today
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me at the end of the day thinking about all the embarrassing things I've ever done
#girl hood#overthinking#hell is a teenage girl#feminine rage#female rage#im going crazy#i'm done#I don't wanna live#girl blogger#girl blog aesthetic#live laugh girlblog#this is a girlblog#this is what makes us girls#im just a girl#girl interrupted syndrome#girlhood#girlblogging#girl interrupted#daisy randone#just girly thoughts#just girly posts#just girly things#just a girl#manic pixie nightmare#manic pixie dream girl#girl hysteria#teenagers#me core#girl core#depressing shit
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shoutout to summer rose's back brace btw.
#ermmmmmmmm it's fun to draw. i like looking at it :^)#love how if you unclip the cape everything over the red dress is just gonna... fall off? they forgor to think about that i guess ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#or maybe i'm overthinking this. tell me the secrets of your outfit girl.#like what if i wanna draw her without the cloak huh? what if i find joy in drawing the contours of her back?#what if the straps across her chest make me cra- [red laser appears on my forehead.] my bad for picking apart her wardrobe logistics.
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Girls when men show them the slightest bit of respect and attention 🎀
#coquette aesthetic#coquette#this is a girlblog#this is what makes us girls#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey#lana del ray aesthetic#girly aesthetic#girl blogger#just girly posts#just girly things#cinammon girl#girly blog#cinnamon girl#girlblogging#girlhood#girly girl#just girly thoughts#girly stuff#girly#lizzy grant#lana del slay#i love him#overthinking#girl blog aesthetic#i’m just a girl#me and the girls
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potentially got invited to the pub by the people i met last night, not sure if that's on but i'll be paralysed with stress until i know
#it was so weird#my housemates left and i was in the middle of playing pool with a girl i'd met twice#both in bio labs#and a load of people i didn't know#had more fun with them than i ever have with one particular housemate tbh#got extremely drunk. went to the club. had an odd but good time#walked home with that girl and i now have her number#i was saying some questionable stuff though#and probably way too personal#but that's how it goes 😭😭😭#if she doesn't invite me to the pub i'll overthink and decide she thinks i'm weird#but if she does i'll be so overwhelmed#i'm mentally fuzzy and not in any mood to socialise#need to do some work but i can't whilst i might have to leave at any moment#i can't miss out on the chance to make friends#which means i am stuck here#and struggling to do so much as talk to the friends i do have#aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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me: well maybe i will contemplate joining the @girlcharles-ficfest
also me: bashes out 1,200 words for a challenge prompt in an hour
#wizstruggles.txt#it’s called: mental illness!!!#but thank you too op (breathofnyx?) for running this because i work way better with a hard deadline#so like. something to look forward to. no overthinking just writing just vibes just going with the flow#fic fest organisers ur the realest ones#girl!charles fic#the muse is here she is seated she is making me write hatesex!!#cl16
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NO STOP PLEASE MY HEART but there's something soooooo perfect about Uhura, another member of James' future crew and friend being there getting to know him AND being the one to introduce Spock and Jim and that knowing look she had when they shake hands like this is the start of something significant pleaseeee I'm going to cry
#im defo overthinking this but !!!#they are SO PRECIOUS TO ME#for uhura to be there im just SO HAPPY#just jim uhura and spock are my faves from the original show (though i do love bones too) and just the three of them being friends together#is soooo#also jim being everyone's personal manic pixie dream girl this season im so here for it#he has chemistry with everyone i love him#i was kinda hoping for more interaction between jim and la'an but i think we will get it at some point especially since there was that idea#in a quality of mercy that la'an would have been jim's first officer on the farragut so i hope they build up that friendship#anyway another huge day for jim girlies of which i am one#star trek#snw#v makes a post
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genuinely distressed by how bad i am at writing female characters
#like im SO ASS AT IT#i just overthink so much. like i worry abt every little thing bc its like no matter WHAT i do ppl are gonna hate her ykwim?#like just ON BASIS of her being a girl. SO MANY people will just despise her#so i just get so antsy and make them all so boring and nothing and oughhh it makes me wanna claw my own stupid eyes out#like i literally just wish i was good at writing! i wish i was good at character creation!!!!#watevar [kicking rocks furiously]
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also ok maybe had a weird little freak moment yesterday :/ i was with lydia and needed to eat my godawful shitass sushi before going to the library so anyway who do i spot but the roommate with some random guy naturally and im like lydia pause i need to be a stalker but so casually for just like a sec. (this is in a downstairs like cafe/hallway/elevators area) so i stall and then we go to check for a free room to sit in and when there r ppl in it we just go back near the cafe area and theyre over in this little. alcove. of a sitting area. lounging. and im so normal and rlly naturally glanced over a couple times hoping to god the guy didnt see me cause luckily roommate was faced away. anyway. but lydias screenaging it up so im just sitting there awkwardly. and i have to walk past them at one point to get soy sauce to drown the sushi in and maybe that made me look like a weird little stalker too. well again this is if the guy even knows who i am and prob not so whatever its like fine. but like yeah and then i def saw them getting up and then on the elevator to leave so i think my skittish little creature tendencies scared off the vibe from across the room even... and i didnt just wave like a normal person bc i wasnt sure they saw me but we've spotted each other at much greater distances there's simply no way. i was treating them like what the kids call an 'opp' kinda... me when im an anxious little beast...
#and me when i type up a long paragraph abt like nothing happening! <3#um. and i am overthinking and in my defense. ill lament one more time. HAVENT HAD MY ANXIETY MEDS IN DAYS. so plz be nice..#and lydia joked abt how i was a little weird. which i was. but now im like fuckkkkk man we're never hanging out again...#they also went back to like one of my stories theyd seen this morning so its like wowwwwww so youre literally obsessed w me..#anyway. still being so strong and leaving it to them to make a rain check plan if they wanna. and if not thats so hashtag chill#also ive barely seen sam this week which is like nice but i found out they last second saw the eclipse together#and again not that i think i would come up or w/e but i did have sam off my close friends for a while bc he was stressing me out. yk.#and im not sure if um... that would have become evident... doesnt actually matter who gaf#but yeah also naturally hes seeing one of the coolest most beautiful talented creative etc girls in the film major rn#on top of his little fuck buddy. and im not being a bitter little incel abt the fact that hes got bitches and i dont.#bc its like. whatever. too much going on rn to have bitches. tho ill stick to my guns in saying some good sex could fix me a little#yayyyy i love talking#abby talks
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why didn't that idiot just fucking kiss me in Rome? I think I'm going fucking crazy
#Johanna speaks#this is about the german roomie btw :)#i want to marry her#<- tumblr just suggested me this tag and I will neither confirm nor deny those allegations 🥴 (😭😭😭)#I genuinely don't get how people are okay with just interacting online because every time I try to talk to her I feel like I'm overstepping#I'm not great with social cues irl either but not being able to see her reaction makes me feel like I might be acting like a weirdo#so I end up not really interacting as much as I'd like. I KNOW I am probably overthinking but I really don't want to make things weird#I might still be reading too much into it. I sure fucking hope not but it wouldn't surprise me if this was yet another one-sided thing#I maintain that she nearly kissed me back in Rome tho lmao#anyway everyone wish me a very happy go to Dublin in August and make out with cute german girl pls 🥰#L
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OMGGG IDK HOW TO TALK TO PEOPLE 😭😭😭😭😭😭
im so fucking awkwarddd omg 😭
"talk to you soon"
"yep :]" LIKE WHATTT 😭😭
#idk maybe im overthinking it#but i felt so awkward lmfao#also#why does talking about kinks/stuff that im into feel so awkward and embarrissing#like#idk#saying that i have cnc fantasies out loud make me feel so shy 😭#or any kink tbh#like having a praise kink is so tame#yet im too shy to admit that i like being called a good girl lol
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That tiny duklyon cameo panel in the CLAMP School Detectives flashback chapter is going around in my brain again.
We know Takeshi is at CLAMP school because of a scholarship so he doesn’t have to pay what all the rich kids’ families pay to have their kids go there. But again bc of that tiny background panel in CLAMP School Detectives I wonder what age he joined the school at. I assumed he hasn’t been there for his entire school life but until spotting that panel ages ago I’d always just assumed he joined at the high school level, at around 15 and was fairly new there.
The flashback in CLAMP School Detectives to when Suoh and Nokoru meet is supposed to be three years prior to current events and since CLAMP School Detectives and Duklyon are set around the same time, with Takeshi as a high school student, the flashback would put him as a junior high student.
so it’s possible he actually has been at clamp school since he was about 12 or so then which is great bc Kentaro is there in the flashback panel with him which means that Kentaro had already latched onto him a good few years before they were ever paired up to fight as Duklyon.
How he expects anyone to believe his ‘I don’t know that guy! We’re not even friends!’ nonsense after all that is hilarious.
#Duklyon#Clamp school defenders#idk how scholarships work irl but clamp school is a special case xD#love the idea of 12 yo takeshi on his first day in junior high being greeted by the whirlwind of energy that is 12 yo kentaro#and being utterly swept along by his boundless enthusiasm#also the idea kentaro latched onto him long before they were put on the same team makes me happy#dude saw this grumpy serious kid walk into his class and was like I Am Going To Make You So Many Meals#and then he sees him at kendo practice and is like Oh!!! 💕✨💕✨💕✨💕✨#I don’t think we really see the junior high boys uniform clearly pointed out but I assume it’s the same as the high school one#I know the girls get a slightly different design but I can’t remember seeing a distinction for the boys#so this is either the boys in junior high or clamp weren’t thinking of timelines that strictly and it’s just a fun cameo#and only I am overthinking this xD
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What being Sarek’s Favorite Child Does to a Motherfucker AKA: Mutiny Specialist
[Comic One Transcript] Michael looks off to the side as she speaks with Spock. They are both children. It is implied that Spock has asked Michael to tell Amanda she loves her. M: Why don't you just tell Amanda you love her? Instead of trying to live vicariously through my humanity. Spock appears flustered, caught off guard by the accusation. S: That's not-! I am simply... You are the only one who can do it, Michael! You are the only one and yet you will not- you will...not...n-not... Michael’s gaze stalls Spock’s tongue. Her expression is impassive with a hint of distain. Real or perceived? Her control is iron clad, unlike her Vulcan brother’s. Spock stops speaking, intimidated and suddenly self-conscious. He has seen this look before. S: Those eyes...the eyes of Vulcan. [Comic Two Transcript] An adult Michael looks tired and disgruntled, vaguely annoyed. She has wrapped a ratty blanket around herself and she is speaking to Spock, ostensibly out of view. M: Spock, I could have spent every second of our childhoods telling Amanda how much I loved her. Seeking out and receiving hugs, kisses and praise. It would still never have been enough for you. You would still resent me. Because it was never about me and my (real or imagined) distance from Amanda. It was about yours. Michael pulls the blanket tighter around her. She looks remorseful. Her previously iron clad control has softened to a circle. M: ...And I am sorry. I'm sorry you could never say you loved her. None of us could, in the end...I wish I could have said it for you. I wish I could have held her for you. But I think you would have only hated me more if I did. [END]
#Michael Burnham#Michael Burnham art#Michael is paler when she's in her freshly-graduated form bc she just stayed inside studying all day#Michael and Sybok mirroring each other with Spock in the middle....#Human girl who acts Vulcan VS Vulcan boy who acts Human#and then Spock's in the middle#Michael being very conscious about how she carries herself how she phrases things what her face is doing etc etc etc is real to me#I haven't watched a single episode or clip of discovery this is all off the dome#Sarek seems like the type of guy to subconsciously pit his children against each other (does not mean to)#Shows Michael clear favortism bc she's the most 'well behaved' (acts most in line with what he views as Properly Vulcan)#Michael's trouble with facial expressions comes from multiple things#No one around her using facial expressions while growing up on Vulcan + Michael's own anxiety around what her face is doing causing her to#overthink even when she does want to make an expression + I can imagine her consciously training herself not to do things like laugh/smile#Michael favored Sarek over Amanada and Spock favored Amanda over Sarek#and by 'favored' Sarek I mean she spent more time with him. She doesn't really know if she likes him or not...she...it's complicated#She knows him better than Spock or Sybok do but Sarek knows very little about her v_v#I also like the thought of Michael's vocal inflections being a bit off to humans because she was raised amongst Vulcans#Anyway yeah Michael being More Properly Vulcan than Spock despite being fully human is a nice concept to me#angsty#Girl who is your sister and you love her but also a symbol of your own inadequacy so you hate her#star trek#star trek art#that's all for now#Michael: (monotone) that's really funny. (pause. grimace) /I/ MEAN it.#I don't know what Michael and Spock's canon relationship is - again this is just my own heart talking#they love each other so much but also problems problems problems#bea art tag#comic transcripts under the cut bc I know how I format text is confusing and small#Spock#Sarek
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Today’s the daaaaay
Time to yell
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
#so I’m going to meet Lord of the Lost for the 1st time ever#I’m so nervous#my anxiety is making me overthink and I think I’m just gonna screw it up bc I’m stupid ™️#I hope to take pics with all of em#girl HELP I’m so fuckin anxious
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