#this fic updated and i had to draw smth for it again

[tiffycat]

Oh. It’s like Tim’s insides are swiftly and nauseatingly replaced with lead as Kon takes a deep breath. Oh. It’s—of course, it’s—it’s not even humiliating that this is happening, honestly. What’s humiliating is that Tim somehow didn’t see this coming. That Tim thought—of course. Of course.

From chapter 4 of Buy Back The Secrets by @vinelark

[lokisis]

HI LOKI i finally started reading rfas ^^

my sister wants me to mention that while i was reading she got a villager she didnt like to move out & i said it was bc of the fic. anyway

im almost tempted to write more fanfic of my own again!! maybe a rewrite of the cafe fic before i start smth brand new? i had an idea based on some songs, taking place over spams different eras but id need to workshop it a ton to make the pacing right... also brain wont let me focus on more than 1 thing at a time so im hopelessly dependant on dragons for now 😔

excited for more yuuspam!! will hopefully draw a scene at some point when the gragons let go of me 👍

Yippee!! And good luck with your endeavors! Dragon game included. I would love to see the café fic updated, but no pressure <33

[godtier]

hi I'm alive just busy bc holidays!

some minor blog updates for those who care:

I'm trying, generally speaking, to pivot more towards original posts again instead of using this as a reblog repository.

this blog is very old (going on 14 years!) and I used to be pretty active in my fandoms on here before the porn ban. when I came back, I lost a little over 50% of my followers due to my inactivity, with a good portion of the rest being dead blogs at this juncture. my blog was never "big" in any fandom I participated in, but I do miss the interaction with people.

I didn't really know how to get back in the swing of "normal posting," so I fell into using this blog as a repository because that was easier. there isn't anything wrong with that, ofc, but that was never the point of this blog. I have side blogs for that purpose that I'll probably revive soon instead.

that doesn't mean I won't reblog random things ever again on here, but I'll probably taper them down to more tailored things. stuff like fandom related posts or art refs/inspo rather than straight up memes 24/7. tho don't be surprised if a few slip through anyway. I'm not made of stone! 😭

this blog has, and always will be, focused around my interests. I don't post anything remotely political and intend to keep it that way. I will also say, I'm not very big about discussing my real life details in general; I am extremely private online and at most there might be vague hints at what I do for a living, but I keep my online persona segregated from real life as much as possible. that's more an FYI than anything else, just so any followers know what not to expect when I get back into "normal posting!"

so what's "normal posting" mean for me, then?

mostly discussion, theory crafting, or meta posts revolving around my fandoms, mostly Capcom titles, so I hope y'all can enjoy those as they come. I may also post the occasional informative post, mostly dealing with proper op sec for the web, among other things, as that's an interest of mine. if that ain't what you're here for, no worries. o7

but regarding planned post content, I'm working on a huge set of meta posts (yes, plural) analyzing vava/vile from megaman x, so any megaman followers, keep ur eyes peeled for that.

I've also been meaning to finish some drawings too so I'll hopefully be posting smth sometime soon. if you're more interested in my art, you can follow my art blog @deadawake!

lastly, been trying to finish fanfics that I've had languishing in my files. again, mostly megaman related, but I do have an RE fic rotting away in there somewhere. maybe I'll post that, too.

that's it! I guess you can think of this as a "new year's resolution" post! we'll see how successful I am 🤞

I hope y'all have a safe and happy holiday season! o/ see you soon!

[rawrtriesagain]

Long post incoming idk how to do Read More on mobile, sorry. Tldr: just a post abt my writing as usual and stuff about my interest in lwa (nothing crazy)

I know I talk abt my old fuckin fics all the fuckin time (like Jesus theyre old enough to be considered toddlers now) but anyway this is my vent blog and y’all will never hear the end of it so guess what still has an absolute GRIP over my mind after 3 years

Its forest of arcan- im jk its dreamer of stars lmaooo. I reread it right now for the funsies after months of forgetting abt it, and each time I read it I think “surely I am over this story and can move on with my life” and like the first half of the story its like yea I kinda am over it haha but then the second half just obliterates the thoughts and runs me over and I just lay in my bed and contemplate my life and go into like a State of Emotions and simply have to talk about it (but it also could be because its 4am at the time of writing this)

I do think it mostly has to do with nostalgia though. Truthfully I’m probably not able to write smth like that again because it was 100% written completely on emotion and quite actually everything bad Diana was feeling in the story was smth i was also going through so it was easy to… write a vent and disguise it as a fic LOL. But I was also running on the high of being in love with my best friend which also really easily translated to everything going on in the fic blah blah nobody remembers it but me so this means nothing to anybody and im being cringe and gay on main (not even my main)

ANYWAY the point of my babbling here is that honestly I miss having that intense amt of emotions that would spur that level of creative writing? Like yea forest of arcana (not updated in over a year) is fun and all but it definitely isnt written on a personal level like dreamer was. I also just genuinely miss writing lol and its like ok bitch why dont you write then and then its like good question why dont i?? I probably still enjoy writing more than i do drawing and i know my blogs say otherwise but the two mediums are both definitely different outlets for my life. Maybe i would change my mind the day my art is actually good tho 😛

Im laffing rn seeing me talk abt this “deep” different outlets of life cause like when u think abt it im also literally just Currently describing little witch fanfic and fanart since thats all i do LOL. Not that theres anything wrong with lwa being my Muse of course, but it just adds humor in whatever the emo hell im going on about

Another side sad mini vent but i dont think im as into lwa as i used to be which also waters down my interests in doing things, but im literally not interested in any other media or fandom rn either so lwa stays my hyperfixation. Plz dont be alarmed lol im not saying im NOT into lwa anymore since diana is still a fuckin god to me like 10/10 chara design and vibes, but its definitely not as strong as it was when i first joined the fandom 3 years ago. And you know what maybe it has to do with me not watching little witch academia in full in those entire three years after i first watched it lmao. Most of the friends ive made in the fandom are pretty much gone too which is sad but is what it is. Sometimes i get a burst of seratonin when i think about smth diakko and definitely like now when i reread my fics i also remember the Emotions i had for these Gays and it like floods back for a bit like a buff.

I think something im very interested in for both the spark of writing and also the revitalization for my love for diakko is that i wanna do like a oneshot slice of life series for diakko. Just something easy, cute, subjectively funny, and a vibe. I still fantasize abt diakko shenanigans even if mundane and i wish i could also capture it more in my art but im not at that level yet, so writing it is. First i probably need to rewatch lwa in full since ive forgotten most everything except for key diana scenes haha oopsie And sucy world episode that was a good fuckin episode.

Anyway thanks for reading this far if you did lol sorry for the LONG ASS NONSENSE POST. Sometimes i see how i type in my blog and to people and compare it to my writing and its like where the hell did my comprehensive english go. Sorry if this was just hard to read from the lack of grammar and punctuation but thats showbiz anyway stay tuned for the next diana content ttyl bffl rofl xD zomg

[feyd-meowtha]

Hey there, how r u doing?

I don't know if it's ok to ask, and if this question bothers you in any way, please, don't feel pushed to answer and please forgive me for the intrusion... I really loved the Our House recent updates, and honestly, I held myself not to get inside the fic and beat up John myself (love our boy, but sometimes he deserves a knock on the head lol). Buut when I went back to read it again on AO3 I've noticed that the last two chapters weren't there.

Got worried, sorry... Have you received any kind of hate about it or smth that made you delete it? Or is it just some problem with my account?

Once again, sorry if this question bothers you somehow. Sending all reader's love I can to youu

So basically I got a comment that had some issues with my inclusion of Haussman in the fic. I know this is a tricky topic and my personal take on it was that as long as he remained an antagonist/non-good person then it was alright to include him, however I can also very much see the other point of view. To be honest i'm still pretty torn but at the end of the day it is really, really not a hill I'm willing to die on. I don't wanna fight on that hill, I don't wanna be on that hill, frankly I don't even wanna think about that hill. So I decided to take down those chapters while I decided what to do.

As of right now I think it's most likely that I'll just kinda tweak the character and reskin him into an OC, it's not like there was much source material to draw on anyway so that's not too hard. There's still a chance I'll decide to reupload the original versions, honestly at this point I'm just not sure and I'm kinda taking a break from writing that fic to think about it.

So I guess the good news is that you can expect some version of those chapters to go back up at some point, I'm just not sure exactly what that's gonna look like.

And no worries about asking, I'm glad you liked it enough to notice that the chapters were gone!

[14dayswithyou]

one sided enemies / lovers ren x mc fic where the high tension point of it is mc trying to stab ren while he’s “asleep” only for him to open his eyes and grab their wrists as they try and aim for his throat only for him to look them in the eyes and say “you’re really beautiful”, 25k slowburn, pinning, childhood friends to strangers to one sided love/hatred, not updated since 2018

A/N: Hello angels! Sorry I haven’t updated my multichapter 14DWY AU in a while! I got married, had three kids, divorced and then immediately got remarried again, came out of a 3-year coma due to my lack of copium, and recently adopted a dog :D Also I had to undergo surgery because I was suffering from sugondese, but I'm back now with another chapter! Plz enjoy!

pairings: MC x some pink haired guy idk i haven't played 14dwy

tags: over 25k word count, enemies to lovers to strangers then back to friends but not really, slow burn, only one bed, mpreg, stabbing (but not the sexual kind), pining, lemon/smut scene, mafia!au, etc.

Now was your chance. You finally had the opportunity to kill the fucker that had been embezzling funds from your Mafia father’s company. The timing was perfect... you had seduced him with your super hot appearance and slipped sleeping pills into his drink like a creep who belongs in jail. Now he was unconscious in your bed (there's only one bed in this huge expensive $$$ mansion) because you're not a monster who lets your enemies/lovers sleep on the ground.

Getting closer to the sleeping dude, you noticed that he was sleeping with a cheap ass face mask and sliced, dollar store cucumbers on his eyes… Like wtf… If he could steal over $1,000,000 from your father, you’d think he’d be able to buy something more expensive? Cheap ass….

Anyways it doesn’t matter because now you're looming over him and ripping off his $2 mallwart self-care products and staring at his prone and vulnerable form.

Wow... he actually looked.... beuatiful????

No-- stop it Y/N M/N L/N! this was not the time to be falling for the enemy! after your recent break-up with Teo -- the son of the rival mafia and the guy you were once in an arranged marriage with -- you were in no position to date again. But... wait… who said anything about dating? oh wait I did because I'm the narrator lol

Shaking your head and letting your H/L H/C hair loose, you draw your knife and angle it at the pink-haired ex-yakuza heir (your father and his mother are rivals as well). But before you could go for his jugular or smth, his eyes flutter open and lock onto yours.

It was as if time stopped and nothing else existed outside of your bedroom walls. You were captivated by his striking blue orbs and soft, dewy skin. He looked like an angel sent from heaven — but in the form of your childhood friend. aka the one you met on the playground all those years ago.... sakura blossoms were blowing in the wind which was romantic, but didnt make sense because corland bay doesn’t take place in Japan (omg 14dwy lore?? in my crack fic????)

Memories come flooding back, and it was as if the pink-haired guy was remembering them too — if the way his eyes softly trace over your features was any indication. How could you kill him? Did you want to kill him? He was nothing but kind to you, despite the fact that he literally stole money from your family and tried to kill you ex. And wtf why am I actually putting effort into this???

Shaking your head again (i don't know that many descriptors), you strengthen your resolve and press the blade firmly against his heart instead. But ya mans must've been made out of steel or something because you haven't drawn blood yet? tf?? anyways, before you could notice, he wraps a large and veiny hand around your wrist and softly murmurs something under his breath.

For some reason you forgot how soft and breathy his voice sounded, and for a moment in time, you found yourself falling for him. ah shit bois it's the beginning of the enemies to lovers arc!!!!! yehaw 🤠 ok anyways

Before you could say anything, he cuts you off "You look beautiful”

"How can you say that I'm literally wearing a balaclava right now? :/" you say, “I’m going for that mysterious vibe”

"Yeah but I know the real you, the you that's underneath that balaclava."

it was sweet, but you knew better than to trust the words of your enemy/lover. "Ok but what if I told you I was wearing another one underneath”

"yeah that's valid i'm literally wearing two sweaters rn"

"oh sick" looking down you notice that he wasn’t lying “nice I love the complimentary colours. very neutral and very based uwu”

"y-y-y-y-eah" he blushes "sorry i forgot that i'm supposed to be haruko rn"

"oh shit!! you like attack on giants? my man!!!!!"

"i-it's pretty pog ^^ anyways," he looks at your really cool and expensive gucci blade that was pressed against his heart. "weren't you going to kill me?"

"oh yeah" drawing the knife for the 69th time, you position it again before looking into his ocean blue cerulean cyan orbs once more. "this is for stealing money from my dad… the richest mafia don in all of corland bay…. he's a great dad btw because my mom tried to sell me to one direction-- anyways I'm rambling now. time to unalive you hehe"

but... you couldn't do it. You couldn't kill your childhood friend, your twin flame, and the man you harboured secret feelings for. He was too pretty and too Baby to kill. look at him. Would you really murder a guy looking like that? Jail time for even thinking about harming such an innocent soul :/ and so, you retract the blade and dramatically look off into the distance.

"I.... I can't do it."

"here i'll do it then." and then he grabs the knife and straight up stabs himself.

"MY BROTHER IN CHRIST WTF???"

"you wanted to kill me, and I only want what you want. it's logic :)"

"omg the rapper? anyways that's not what I-- you know what? yeah okay sure bet"

and just like romeo and juliet, you stab yourself as well so you could be with your lover in the afterlife. But you didn't die quick enough, so you had some time to kill on the ONLY bed in the mansion. so u woohoo with each other before kicking the bucket

you see ren in the afterlife and that’s when you realise that one of you were pregnant. yeah.... now this is the annoying part of every fic where they introduce the unwanted pregnancy arc. but that continues in chapter 69 so stay tuned! I should be able to update this next week if nothing goes wrong :)

-- THE END --

A/N (for real): if y'all want an actual serious scenario with this prompt, lemme know lmao

[alo-piss-trancy]

Btw I FINALLY finished most of the stuff I was killing myself doing and irl has settled a bit lol so I'm hopefully gonna be on here more often again! So some updates before I start going thru messages/DMs and stuff:

* My laptop is pretty much Dead, has been for months. 💀So unfortunately I currently can't access any Steam or Epic etc. games in my collection. I'm trying to save to get a new/better one but it's been slow going and I need to prioritize features for my work over gaming when I do pick one. So no Dangan V3 for an indeterminate length of time. Which is fine tbh bc I have a lot of other console games I want to finish, but it does mean I'm still blacklisting spoilers and won't be reading/writing/drawing anything for it on any of my accounts! I'm mentioning this just bc I know I had quite a few dangan fans and anons asking about it, apologies but you'll have to wait a while longer c':

* Better news tho, I have finally been writing (sfw) stuff again recently and I think I'm finally adjusting to my meds! So I'm really proud and excited about that and hopefully I can keep that drive to start writing fics again! Being in a position with time to get sucked into plot-heavy games again has helped too! I really REALLY missed writing and interacting with y'all, so I'm hopeful to do some drabbles or smth soon! ;u;

* Also, expect more art (both piss and other lemony goodness) on my art blog/FA! I've been really motivated recently so I'm gonna be posting more in those places soon! Probably less polished/cartoonier pieces but it'll be fun I think!

That's it I think! Just that I'm hopeful and trying to get back into the swing of things c': Thank you all for sticking around for the last year or so, I know this blog's mostly just been a rambling/game account in that time lol 💛

[bastardtetsu]

wowowow. over 200 of y’all ??? insane. i know i don’t put out content all that consistently but thank you all for following my dumb lil thirst blog ! wild to think that less than a year ago i was embarrassed to admit that i even had a weeb phase in middle school, only to end up back on my bullshit in full swing as an adult writing reader insert fanfic on tumblr dot com,,, the validation i am feeling is unparalleled. so thank you ♡

i wanted to do something fun for this milestone, so i’m having a nice lil barbeque ! come get fed, grab something to drink, or just vibe w me :) all are welcome !

status: closed

○ THE FOOD ○

drabble requests : come get ur food fuckers !!! with permission i am taking a page out of my darling elle @/karasimpno’s book and asking u to send me:

a character 

a body part

a time of day

whether you want it mild (sfw) medium (suggestive) or spicy (explicit)

your preference of f!reader or gn!reader, if any

& i’ll write you a lil sumn sumn (~200-700 words probably) also i’ve updated my guidelines with specifics on who i write for/lewd, so be sure to take a look at that before you request !

anons are welcome, but if ur off anon you must be over 18 & indicate somewhere on your blog to request anything besides sfw

>> drabble mlist here <<

○ BEVERAGES ○

FMK : send me 3 characters & i’ll tell you which of them i’d fuck, marry, + kiss and include one or two hc’s for what i think that might be like ;) (you can include characters not on my ‘who i write for’ list, that’s only for drabbles!)

doodles : send me a character (or whatever u want idk) and i’ll draw a shitty lil doodle :) once again it will not be good :)

○ SMALL TALK ○

chat with me !! here’s some ask games if u need ideas, or ask me ur own questions, send thirsts, hc’s, roast some mf’s, flirt w me, the possibilities r endless !

all posts for this event will be tagged #bbq.200

ok moot time under da cut >:)

@karasimpno literally where would i be without u. thank you for diving into this pit of degeneracy with me and supporting & gassing me every step of the way, i can’t think of anyone else from my irls who i could go on this journey with and just make me feel so VALIDATED in all my insanity !!! i am so endlessly grateful for you ❤️❤️❤️ ilysm MWAH xoxoxo

@strawberryakaashi cait pls ur one of the funniest bitches on here not to mention a fantastic writer, so thankful we both joined the whorehouse around the same time bc having another newbie around to interact with made me way less nervous hehe :shypiss: thanks 4 being my sexiest beta & bestie 💞💘💖💗

@cultsumu nina nina nina i am SO happy i discovered your blog & started chatting with u, i’m obsessed with ur brain and talking with you is so great aaaaaa <3 we truly just clicked right away, i think we must be sexy aliens from the same planet or smth 👽💫🪐💕

@heauxzenji my angel daisy 💕💝💫 literally i was starstruck when u first followed me back, i love you so much ur always keeping us fed with ur writing, nsfw alphabets, p word hours, astro knowledge, suga content, all of it. AND ur the sweetest person in the whole world ?? bye get over here n smooch me 😩

@honeybunny-sawamura JADEEEE the sweetest ever, you are truly one of the nicest / most positive presences on my dash and i am so grateful for your support and friendship !!! all the hugs and kisses for u lovely 😇💓💘💖

@sugardaddykenma linnnnn truly The blog that made me officially return to tumblr & start this sideblog 😳 ur a sexy evil genius madam and i am in LOVE with u. yet another who i was starstruck to get a follow back from, ur brain is huge ur funny asf and ur the loml 🙏💗💞

@tsumurai OKAY FIRST OF ALL HOW WAS I NOT FOLLOWING U SOONER i really thought i had before i’m so sorry djhfdsj,,,, but darling your comments and tags on elle & i’s ficmas fics were truly keeping the two of us going, your support & enthusiasm is so encouraging and genuinely means the world 😻🥰❣️ also we gotta discuss the fact that i, too, am rabidly in love with rin matsuoka and have been for years plssss 😭😭

@stonersugawara​​ @miyangel​ @daishou-s​ (+ @strawberryakaashi @heauxzenji & @sugardaddykenma again) hi whores 😏💛 i love kicking it in the server with u all, & all of you are such talented writers and i feel honored to be amongst such icons :hheeee:

@ceo-of-daichi @chaotickatts @kagsbitch @aiiishiiiteru @tetsurolls @saetyrn9​ @velvesagi​ we’ve only interacted a lil bit (either bc i am shy or bc we became moots 2 seconds ago, or both) but either way I AM SUCH A BIG FAN OF YOU ALL & i am formally giving u an open invitation to hop in my inbox, DMs, or discord whenever u want 🥺💘💗💕

@daichis-kitty @keibby  @scorpiosanssexy @bobawithpomegranate @kmorgzz @waitforitillwritemywayout @rintaroutea​ we may not interact as much / at all bc i’m shy & we haven’t gotten to know each other yet 👉👈but know that i love you sm and you also have an open invitation to hmu wherever whenever xoxo

[birlcholtz]

artist appreciation post

@omgdexnursey did this and said anyone who wanted to should feel free to do so as well!! and i thought it would be a nice idea leading up to update week :) (that smiley face was me dying inside because UPDATE WEEK) so here we go!! in the course of compiling this post i realized i read a LOT of fic religiously and don’t know as many fanartists by url as i would like :( i apologize and i seriously love y’all!!!!

@omg-whiskey the dream of having no room is SERIOUSLY incredible and the thoughtfulness and love you pour into how you write whiskey and kent is super clear!! the narration is so immersive and you strike the perfect balance between dialogue/action and introspection

@jam-heathen your ficlets are absolutely beautiful and i really admire your work ethic with them!!! you seem to get them written and posted SO quickly and i don’t know how you do it but all the kudos omg, also i literally just realized you’ve compiled your ficlets on ao3 which is good because i wanted to link to smth!

@somethingnurseywouldntdo okay like. i know i’ve already talked to you about pen pals before (like ‘five minutes ago’ before) and you know my thoughts but i just had to fling some more love for it into the world, the way you wrote dex and nursey over the years was so poignant and lovely!!! getting to see them grow up was incredible

@poindextears i literally marathon read 20 chapters of love finds you, full on making faces at my computer screen levels of invested. your worldbuilding is so thorough-- i can absolutely envision good haven and it brings your fic to a whole new level!!

@shitty-check-please-aus first of all obligatory shitty AU shoutout: your blog is art, second of all your fic is so snappy and witty and i ADORE reading it. i’m pretty sure i’ve left three times as many comments on a pseudonym is just another word for a secret identity as there are chapters because i reread it constantly

and again, another MASSIVE shoutout to the people who draw and paint and make edits and graphics and icons!! y’all bring so much love and hard work to my dash and i appreciate it so much <3

THANK YOU EVERYONE!!

[blackkiwi]

Just a quick update just to show yall that I'm not dead,, but i finished my school semester!! and took some time to just relax and draw etc, but I'm finally back in the mode of wanting to write again so hooray!! 

and also hope everyone had a wonderful mother’s day, to moms, mom friends, and other Mom-adjacent in your life! 

if i had the energy yesterday believe me i would have wrote a yummy fic of the reader being a mommy siGh , tho i could today or smth??

mwah- ♡

[parkjiminer]

ok SO theres this person lets call her butter; so this butter person well shes touchy like REALLY so she likes holding hands and putting her head on my shoulder anywayyyyy apparently butters friends told me that butter when im not ther is like a lion in a cage but when im there shes the calmest an cutest person aND IDK WHATIS HAPPENING i may be overreacting here;;;; its my right tho also i got more soRRY FOR TAKING UP YOUR TIME ;;;;;

(2)  ITS ME AGAIN also when i was in french class jk was live and the french teacher is like really strict but i swear to god that butter came to my class even tho she is scared of that teacher and texted me to go to the bathroom to watch the live for like 3 min;; butter was skipping a class just to watch that vlive w me and i was internally screaming again still not done i aM SO SORRY

(3)  THE LAST ONE I PROMISEEE ok so this week we have like a "different-week" going on and the maths teacher was like ok so lets do 2 hours of maths but with both of my classes (the one i am in and the one butter is in) and butter was like yaay well stay together at the same desk an drawww and i was like super happy and excited skip to 1 hour later when no one was writing anything anymore so butter was just drawing on my sketchbook anyway im out of space gotta go fill another ask hahah sorry

(4)  OK BUT THIS REALLY IS THE LAST ONE ok so butter starts like idk how to describe it like scratching but softer w the fingertips my legs and she asked really softly like whispering if i like it and i did like it so i said umm sure and she was like well you know because soe ppl dont like it;;; istart doing the same to butter and she was like well dont do the same circle in the same spot so i started like moving to the knee aand tp was like well thats more like it ONE LAS THING BUT NO SPACE LEFT IM

(5)  L A S T O N E butter is one of those ppl (im in the same category) whos not realllly a fan of selfies and doesnt take them like at all butt she wanted to take one w me bc apparently we dont have any and butter kept saying that im really pretty and i was like haVE YOU EVER SEEN YOURSELF IN A MIRROR and just went back and forth also butter took a lot of pics of me when i was like what is you doinnn and i took a bunch of pics of her bc shes like so prettyyy and thats it sorry i need your opinion

butter pls that's so cute fndjkfnkds and it all sounds so cute !!! i can imagine how you're feeling omg

sO it's already established that butter has a big soft spot for you and you only, as her friend told you; and all the interactions you described really seemed like things someone who ha a crush/likes you would do - and it actually rang a bell on me lmaoo especially the scratching legs part tbh (but let's get back to this later)

butter is really out there skipping class to watch a live with you and taking selfies with you even if she doesn’t like it but she wants bc it’s /you/ and beiNG CUTE AND SOFT WITH YOU !! from my point of view it really seems like she likes you back as well. Now let's get back to the bell thing: i had a total of 2 major crushes in my life and it was pretty similar to what you're describing (the last one was even more !! bc everyone shipped us lol but nothing happened sadly), but i was always too scared and never said anything to them and i regret it so the first advice is: tell!! her!!!!!!!

I know it can be hard and that we want to know if the person actually feels the same before confessing so for the rest of my advice: 1) if it's possible, try to pay "attention" to the friend that told you about the lion in the cage thing when you're around her - if she makes "knowing faces" to butter when you two interact or something like that; 2) also if you can, maybe you can ask her friend?? like 'uh so, does butter likes anyone rn?' or smth like that; 3) the best option tho is to ask butter herself, and it seems like you guys have a pretty nice relantionship so it would be easier to ask (also pay attention to her answer and general body language when she answers!); 4) when she start doing These Things try to show her that you really likes it and try to start it be yourself sometimes as well

crushes can be really tricky and i know that when we are actually in front of them we have no control of we do lmao see how things go from there, but pleaseee try to tell her how you feel!! i know it's hard but it can be such a relief to finally say it to the person you like and!! it will destroy all your doubts al well. 

I'm wishing you all the luck anon!!! i hope i could help you even if just a bit and pls keep me updated on what happens with butter! honestly, you guys seem so cute i wanna explode and @butter pls stop this slow burn 100k fic 

[riskeith]

HI BABY!!!!

I LOVE THOSE TYPES OF VIDEOS SO MUCH THE SECOND THE SONG STARTED I KNEW WHAT WAS GONNA HAPPEN!!!! I’M SO HAPPY ALSO THE PLAYER TRYING TO MAKE ZHONGLI DANCE SKDJFJDKDJFLD i love how dancin’ has just become the official genshin song.

yes back to scheduled program:

it’s a super unpopular opinion 😳 i’ve never heard anyone say that skdhdfjdks. but same i think i’ve seen the first two over ten times throughout the years but i’ve only seen the last one Once. the movies do a great job at lore though so i don’t think reading the books are necessary... personal opinion. OH idk how famous it is but it’s a truth and dare fic and it’s super nsfw idk how much you like reading those but it’s called ‘it started with a spin’... it’s a mess but i remember reading it years ago and really enjoying it jshshsj.. also WOW???? you really fell into the drarry hole huh? granted it’s understandable they have some amazing writers. and sooo much content.

BUNNY CUTE CLUNA OH MY GOD HE SAID BUNNY CUTE!!!!!!! 🥺 ok this just made razor and bennett my new favorite duo in the game sorry everybody else..... ok nvm aether + razor too? wait no now i’m confused razor should be everybody’s baby.. including ours yes let’s adopt him... i can’t believe we already have children together 😳

RIGHT? i love that so much too! as much as i enjoy canon bamf midoriya i love fics that contain quirkless midoriya as well. something about him not needing a quirk yet changing the world is just *chefs kiss* that does feel like a you thing to do lmao sjshskks imagine how easy writing would be that way. also i’ve been curious about smth: do you have any favorite fics you can recommend? longer fics perferably i’m feeling Angsty.

it is a long time but idk.. it can create friendships that last for a long time. i’m still bestfriends with people i got to know at 5 years old and i’m 21 now so sjsjdksdk i guess being around each other for so long makes your bond different. but i’m sure it’s the same when you share those crucial teenage years together too.

diluc is always there and he’s so tempting.. damn. but yeah after xiao you could go for it!! imagine having xiao and diluc on your team... the fucking op-ness. is it difficult to get primogems at the higher levels?

WHAT????? are you kidding????? holy shit this game is on something.... how long will it take to ascend hahaha. now i know what streamers mean when they say that it’s okay to stop at level 80 with most characters....

CLUNA DO YOU HAVE 8 TUMBLR ACCS OR AM I PICKING THIS UP WRONGLY.... but jokes aside that the best system you don’t have to worry about spamming one blog or it being messy. i admire that a lot, couldn’t be me but i admire that a lot.

CHONGYUN EATING COTTON CANDY.. i just got a visual like him picking cotton candy from his hair and snacking on it help shdjjdhdjsks he’s so adorable. (pink and blue are equally used here!! i mostly see it during fairs and stuff. do you like it?) dip dye was so famous around that time remember when everybody did it? i remember crying bc i wasn’t allowed. and yeah i dye my hair once a year usually. mostly softer brown colors (my natural hair color is dark brown) and black when i’m feeling emo. i did peachy red hair once and i think that was my prime hsjsks. wbu? have you ever dyed it?

OIKAWAAAAA....... there’s something so fucking good about a seemingly confident boy that’s actually super insecure and very passionate that just hits right. right? and i do have two hq wips actually they aren’t very advanced because i’ve been so busy but they exist. one iwaoi and one kagehina. those two are my main ships in the show so far actually, that might change but who knows. i just love those two soooo much. the dynamics are just mwah. i need to get them out in the world some day.... hbu?? are you currently working on anything? hq or anything else? AND OFC IVE SEEN THAT. i actually love that drawing sooooo much cluna i remember seeing it weeks ago and going aaaaaah wow. the crown,,, his hair,,, i just think you’re the most amazing and i have such a crush on your talent.... 🥺 (just you in general as well actually 😳)

it’s the weekend, aka more time for us! can’t wait to hear from you again babe... <3

HI HIIIIII

HAHAHA YEAH WHEN I SAW IT I WAS LIKE OMGGGGGGG OMGGGGGG!!!!! the things people come up with wow 😩

oooo! that’s good then. i just don’t think i absorb information as well from movies compared to books ahaha. well i’ve learnt all the important stuff through fics now i reckon 🤪 oh i’ve seen that!! but i’ve purposely been not reading it fhdjdjskkwndks i feel like the concept wouldn’t be my thing but.. i might give it a shot. AND YESS there are so many good drarry authors who’ve written amazing fics ugh i love it here

it’s what razor deserves 😩😩 where should we take him first 🤪 family day out

hmmm fic recs which pairing? i could give you a lot of drarry, and a decent amount of iwaoi and kagehina maybe.. i don’t read a lot of fic for pairings/fandoms i write unfortunately.. but for a start the drarry fic running on air i mentioned is reaaaaally good!! a shorter one but just as good one is “to hurt and heal”. and i hope you’re doing alright 💞

omg nice!! that’s so sweet tho.. do you know anyone who’s had their childhood friends to lovers experience <33 ahahah

dude xiao and diluc omg… i am manifesting 🕯 it kinda is! if you run out of achievements and you’ve explored everything you can only really get primos from your daily commissions… i believe. which is why updates with new areas like dragonspine are a big blessing djdjskkdnfjc

yeah same omg crazy.. i think i might try levelling some of my main 4 up with books and then i’ll just like passively let them gain xp as i play lmao.…

I HAVE...… DEFINITELY MORE THAN 8 INCLUDING ONES IM JUST USING TO SAVE URLS/BLOGS I STARTED BUT NEVER CONTINUED BUT..… yeahhhhhh LMAO

omg.… your brain m.a. your brain!!! (i love cotton candy!! we call it fairy floss ehehe. do you like it?) FJSKKDKSMS i wasn’t allowed either 😔😔. oh nice!! omg peachy red??? das cool af. and i’ve never dyed my hair before!! but i’ve been wanting to bleach it lately heheh

iwaoi and kagehina dynamics are definitely top tier… i hope you’re able to work on those wips again soon!! and i have a lot of hq wips!! none i’m actively working on.. but yeah! thank you so much 😭😭😭😭 you’re too too kind to me 😭😭😭 but yeah i was also like??? i really did that??? wow. i must’ve been possessed by some kinda oikawa loving and good at drawing demon when i drew that fr (the feeling is.. mutual 😳)

ALSO THAT REMINDS ME. I HAVE THE PERFECT PLACE TO GO ON OUR CO-OP DATE omg so i was thinking about where we could possibly go together as xingqiu and chongyun before falling asleep and literally startled awake when i realised… won’t tell you yet so it’s a surprise hehehe unless you also know 👀 what i’m thinking 👀

woo!! can’t wait for your reply 💌

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Update

Drabble Night: I have gotten through just a little over half of the drabbles y’all sent in last Sunday. I will continue working on the last ten this week and post two a night along with a full fic. That way, come the weekend, I will be caught up on those. If you’re wondering if I still have your request, I’ll post them under a read more!

Requests: So as of right now, I have 56 fic requests. The following characters each have one request: Dean W, Hook, Graves, Credence, Lupin, and Sirius. Cedric has two, and the rest are NewtxReader. 56 is a much higher number than I ever expected, so thank you all for your support and kind comments on everything I’ve posted so far. Please know that I will get to your request, and I apologize for any length of time you have to wait.

Sequels: Today I’m going to go through and outline a lot of future works (which might mean no posting tonight), so hopefully I will be able to return to Sequels Saturday and Sundays this coming weekend. I have seven sequels in the works. One of them is a series, the others are just simple sequels. I’ll do the series after the rest.

Thank you, everyone, for reading my works and commenting and sending me such sweet messages. They’re honestly the best and you guys are the greatest. I really mean that. Special thanks to @dont-give-a-bother for listening to me ramble about story ideas and being literally the best (she also posts great gifs of Newt with great captions). Special thanks also to @gemininomad and @babybarryy bc they’re both great writers and they take the time to talk to me?? I’m so honored. If y’all haven’t read their works, you should definitely check them out and follow them bc they’re awesome

That’s my update for the week, so I’ll add the drabble requests now. Have a fantastic day everyone!!

1. Hi, can I have a drabble with bisexual Annabeth Chase x female reader, inspired by the song ‘Runaway Baby’ by Bruno Mars? Annabeth is really proud of her gf when they go out for a formal party with friends, and Percy is low-key jealous? Idk if it makes ANY sense, but yeah 2. Alright Do you think you could do a Tony Stark Drabble where the press makes fun of the reader and he gets protective of her? 3. For Drabble night, may I request a NewtxReader song drabble based on “What Hurts the Most” by Rascal Flatts? Thx! 4. HI I would like to request a Drabble for my dearest, author. Angst angst. Angst. Bc I love your angst. Newt fucks up badly (yells at Reader for not taking care of his animals right? Leaves Reader?) Reader is heartbroken and cries a lot over it. Newt regrets it much but when newt comes to Reader again, she’s happily married? Idk it’s probably too long for a Drabble but U can choose 5. Oh! For Drabble Night, may I request a Newt Scamander x Reader with the dialogue: “Have I gone mad?” “I’m afraid so. You’re entirely bonkers. But I will tell you a secret, All the best people are.” Or “O think I’ve gone around the bend.” Or something along those lines. I thought it would be a nice fluffy drabble:) Thank you!!! 6. Hi hi! Can I request a Fred Weasley fluff drabble?? (If you’re still doing these…) Like maybe smth with cocoa and blankets?? And vv fluffy?? 7. When you have time, can you do a Sam Winchester x Reader drabble? Where you left hunting with the Winchesters a long time ago and like they’re taking a break and Sam drags Dean to a Broadway production like Hamilton or something idk and the reader is the lead female in it? And afterwards Sam waits outside for hours, trying to see her again, and wher she sees him she runs up and kisses him without words? Tysm ❤ ❤ 8. Cullen Rutherford learning Elvish for his Inquisitor 9. I READ YOUR DEAN DRABBLE AND LOVED IT! So I was wondering if you get the time if you would do one where Dean you know comes back from hell and comes searching for you. To find out that you had his child while he was gone and he didnt know you were even pregnant before. Thank you!! 10. hey!! idk if you do Newt Scamander drabbles but can you do one where his gf is really good at drawing and he sees a pic of them together she's drawn & he gets really excited