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i'm outlining future chapters for my taimizu fic and it seems that a wild plot has appeared lmao ??? 😭
like this was meant to be a slowburn character-driven romance with character explorations and a shitload of healing-from-trauma™ and literally like nothing else. but Oops! Looks Like Something Else is Cooking!
#it happened cuz i was trying to find a way to slot akemi into the picture#this fic may thus turn out longer than expected... whoops!#a new ember taimizu fic#on writing.log#shut up haydar
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Into the Depths (Day 4)
Day 4 of Kinktober: Kirishima Eijirou
Kink: Breath Play
Word Count 1.5k (uhhhh...whoops?)
Warning(s): MINORS DNI, afab reader, cunnilingus (female receiving), uhm drowning (please don't try this at home), choking, breath play themes, probably inaccurate descriptions of how these activities should go. (I'm serious, please don't take this fic as a guide for...anything at all lol), use of the word vixen, pwp, and maybe ooc Kiri (idk just don't feel confident about his personality, or lack of one really)
Notes from the Author: *nervous chuckle* Is my favoritism showing? As y'all can probably this was supposed to be released an hour ago, funny story I didn't write this until the last second tho soooo here we are. I hope you all don't mind the slightly longer than intended story, I had an idea for this one, but I hadn't expected my mind to run with it quite so much lol! Anyways, enjoy!
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The ocean is so very blue. Especially at this time of night, a deep cerulean swirls around you, never-ending and beautiful. Well, not never-ending; the shore behind you ruins the illusion, but it’s a good enough distance that you think nothing of it.
You sigh slightly, letting the peace and quiet envelope you.
So relaxing…
Despite your thoughts, your breath does catch in your throat a little bit, as if your body is more on guard than your mind is currently. As if, in the back of your mind, you can tell that something is nearing you.
But you ignore it. Closing your eyes as you float on your back, deciding to be a little ignorant.
That is until something pulls on the shawl around your waist. It wasn’t a harsh tug per se. In fact, it was barely perceptible to the point that you almost ignored it almost. But no, instead, your eye opened, nothing but the sky in your vision, just as another tug occurred, this one a little harsher.
Ok, never mind, not funny, time to get out of the ocean.
But you barely have the time to make good on your thoughts because whatever it was now has brushed up against you. The bump is just harsh enough to make you startle and throw you off your balance, face now tumbling a little towards the water before you stave it off.
Now that you know something else is here, meeting it face to face does not make you the most excited whatsoever. No, the shore looks like the best place to be next to the unending black ocean surrounding you. And thus, you set off, beginning to freestyle your back.
It’s when you hear a splash behind you that you begin to pick up the pace. Furious arms pumping out in front of you in an attempt to get away from whatever is following you. Shark, dolphin, or hell, even a fucking narwhal, doesn’t matter. You need to get away from it. But it seems you’re guesses are wrong as you hear a sort of chuckle sound behind you. It’s low and obviously male, almost giving you turn. Could someone have possibly been fucking with you? A random frat boy or another leech of society finding a girl alone and deciding it’d be hilarious to scare her?
No, no, no- no, that can’t be it. You’d hear him, see him, anything!
Alas, you’ve thought too long, and in your thinking, your swimming slowed as well. Something, a hand may be, brushes your foot. And before you can truly comprehend it, your ankle is snatched, and you’re drug under.
You fight, and struggle, and try your best to claw away, but it’s of little help. The iron grip of this creature remains, and it only serves to pull you more into the oceanic depths. You’re running out of air as you know it. Think, escape, do SOMETHING. But you can’t.
You’re eyes begin to slide close, the last bits of oxygen leaving your chest.
All of this is so…
Exhilarating.
Air. Oxygen. And a gasp is all you register when you come back. Next is the lapping of water against your body, as gentle and calm as it had been earlier. Then it’s the odd feeling of numbness leaving you. Before finally, it’s the strong arms tightly wrapped around your middle.
“Damn,” a male voice starts, “you really gave me a scare there, babe. Had me thinking I had overdone it!” Rather than responding to the words, you smile. Body curling into his a little as a stretch racks your body, a small whimper leaving your still wet lips. Baby, my song? You are awake, right?”
Oh~, your dear sweet Eijirou, he was always so caring with these things, wasn’t he?
“I am love, I am,” you whisper to him. You feel his exhale against your head as if he had held in a breath expecting the worse. “I’m sorry I worried you. But…I handled it quite nicely, didn’t I?” you speak a little louder now, your tone holding a slight edge to it.
He huffs out, hands moving to your hips as he hoists you up and onto a rock behind, one you hadn’t even registered before.
“Maybe, but you should’ve tapped out when you thought you’d pass out. That’s not good for you babe,” his sentence lingers in the air, letting you know he’s not entirely done yet. “And, I could’ve hurt you; that’s the last thing I’d want.”
His voice is morose and apologetic, a tone you can never reasonably handle coming from him. In an attempt to calm him, your hands gently grasp his face between them, rubbing small circles into his cheeks. You also lean down to kiss his forehead, whispering, “I’m sorry I worried you, love. I’ll be more careful next time. And-”
“Next time?! What makes you think there’ll be a next time.” He inquires incredulously.
You smirk and pull back from your previous position, the simple words “Don’t act like you don’t like it.” Causing red to sprout on his face. You both knew he enjoyed the power he held over you at least a little bit. It only being thrilling because you were both playing with such a powerful concept. Life and death, such an exciting coin to spin.
But your mind was immediately pulled away from this quandary as you instead felt Eijirous head nuzzle into your inner thigh. His own natural mischief-making an appearance as he inquired, in a low deep voice, that always made you shiver, “Well…I think I’ve earned some compensation. Don’t you, my song?” His arms proceed to wrap around your thighs a yank you closer to him as they are now set on his shoulders. Perfectly framing his face with your skin tone.
A shaky breath is what falls from your lips, a hesitant breath as he nips a little at your still-clothed heat.
“Take allll the compensation you need, love, please do.”
At your consent, your bottoms are swiftly removed, and Eijirous face is promptly buried in between your thighs. He takes deep inhales, moaning at your mere scent before beginning to quell his thirst. Extremely lewd slurps and sucks sound from your lower half as Kiri ravages your sex. His tongue, ever dexterous, alternates between figure eights around your clit and plunging into the velvet walls of your cunt.
Moans of pleasure leave you as you enthusiastically encourage and beg him to continue in his pursuits.
But then stops again. Just as you’re about to whine and ask why he did, he simply states, “Wanna try something.”
He pulls your body to a much more narrow part of the rock, laying you across it, so your head is mere inches away from the water, but your pussy is still above it. Ever so carefully, you feel his hand travel up and between the valley of your breasts before reaching your neck. He slowly wraps his hands around it, maintaining eye contact with you the whole time, making sure you’re ok with this, but also turning you on that much more.
He begins to slowly eat you out once again, a mewl leaving your throat at the contact. But in conjunction with this, he also begins applying pressure to your throat, not only cutting off your air supply but also putting you closer and closer to the swirling water.
Your pussy clenches around nothing, something Kiri can feel more than he can see. He pulls from your heat, muttering, “Such an slutty vixen, getting off to me controlling your breath.” He slurps at your entrance again, his tongue once again thrusting into your cavern, seeming to reach deeper and deeper each time.
IF you could get more oxygen to your lungs, you’d be praising him more. His pace has quickened now, flattening his tongue ever so often, so your hips swirl against his face. He alternates between applying pressure to your neck and letting you breathe, the timing never consistent, always keeping you tiptoeing along the edge.
“Mhm- I’m g-gonna cum, Eijirou! Oh fuck fuck fuck fu-” your moans, reaching the level of pornographic, are cut off by his hand tightening more than it had this entire time. The cutoff leaving you a little dizzy and on the path to a euphoric feeling. His tongue never stops moving, and it’s when he nips at your clit a few times in quick succession that you find yourself tumbling over the edge. The high that much sweeter with his hand releasing from your neck and the rush of oxygen making your head swirl.
Your hips rapidly ride his face as you ride out your high, him mumbling out “good girl” and “doesn’t that feel good” right into your pussy lips. By the end of it, you’re practically a rag doll, and the only sounds between you both are the ocean and your pants for breath.
Eijirou comes around towards your face, holding it in his palm-which you kiss- and simply waiting for your response to the events that just took place.
Your reply only has him chuckling and threatening to leave you out for the sharks,
“You take my breath away…literally.”
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#kirishima smut#kirishima eijirou#kirishima x y/n#kirishima x reader#kirishima x you#my hero academia#mha smut#bnha smut#azurestags
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Day 4 of Entrapdak Positivity Month was Cleaning!
I don’t normally write angst but it snuck its way out of me, whoops!
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Hordak stared at his reflection in the water. He was standing next to the large bathtub in the bathroom of his given room in Dryl. He had stood here many times. This moment marked the least he had trembled thus far.
There was a knock at the door. “Hordak? You good?” Entrapta called softly.
He had been unable to bathe properly in the last several weeks since the war. He had tried several times, but he...he could not... He couldn’t even manage to use the shower. He’d taken to rubbing himself down vigorously with a towel, but it was not as efficient.
The first time he entered the shower, he'd screamed. The memories of the... violations he’d endured on the Velvet Glove consumed him and he had screamed so loudly that Entrapta had broken the lock on his door to come check on him. He no longer locked it and she waited outside now; he was mortified, yet grateful.
She was so patient, so understanding. He could not ask her to…
“Hordak?” She called again, her voice laced with concern.
He sucked in a shuddery breath and walked to the door. He wore soft, loose shorts in case she had to come in, although she had seen him fully naked during the first episode. His face burned in embarrassment at the memory.
Choking down what little pride he had remaining, he cracked open the door. Entrapta was wearing pajama pants and a t-shirt, and it was clear he was keeping her from going to bed. He had been in there for a while now, he supposed. “Entrapta,” he murmured. “Can you...Would you mind waiting in here with me?”
She gave him the sweetest look and nodded. “Of course!”
She shut the door behind her as she entered, coming to stand next to him at the tub full of not-so-warm water. She turned to smile at him. “I’m actually really glad you asked me to come inside. May I try something?” He looked at her in confusion, but nodded.
His eyes widened as she peeled off her socks and gloves and began rolling up the legs of her pants. Wordlessly, she stepped into the tub. She’d had it built especially for Hordak’s large frame, so the water came up well above her knees, soaking the rolled hem of her pants, but she didn’t seem to mind. She held out a hand as she smiled softly at him. “Only if you’re ready.”
He hadn’t thought that he was ready, but he found himself grasping her hand and with a deep breath, he stepped over the edge.
The moment his feet submerged, he gasped, both at the coldness of the water and of the painful memories that hit him like a tidal wave. Before he could slip into another panic attack, Entrapta was flush against him, her small head against his bare chest, her soft hair enveloping him tentatively. “It’s okay,” she whispered soothingly, and he felt grounded. He should have felt ashamed for making her do this, for standing before her practically naked. But he knew she wouldn’t want him to feel any of these things, and he found that his trembling body was slowly relaxing in her embrace.
Slowly, she moved backwards away from him, until she was sitting at the head of the bathtub. She patted the rim, wordlessly suggesting he come sit deeper in the water. Not a command. An invitation.
Nervously and clumsily, he sloshed over to her, turned, and slowly sank, resting his back against the edge between her splayed legs. She praised him the entire time, and her hair helped him ease himself down, although it did not restrict him or force his movements in any way.
“Are you okay?” she whispered once he had settled. He nodded stiffly. She picked up the bottle of shampoo that had remained untouched since he had moved in. “Can I help you with this?” He nodded again, grateful she couldn’t see his eyes burn with tears. He was certain she could hear him sniffling, but she said nothing.
She warned him before he felt her fingers on his scalp, massaging the shampoo into his almost-assuredly dirty hair. She was unhurried and more gentle than she had to be, but he kept his eyes open, unable to relax for fear the touches would turn painful. “I need to rinse it out,” she said after a while. He tilted his head back and felt himself tense up, expecting it to send him spiraling, but the sight of Entrapta being the one to touch him eased his mind. While the tub had a handheld wand, she cupped the water with her hands instead, apologizing for the coldness.
She held up a washcloth in his line of sight, once again silently asking if he wanted to continue, and he nodded. She bathed his upper body, as much as her small arms could reach, and took great care to avoid the port in the back of his neck, although Hordak found he was no longer afraid, knowing it was her beside him. She was all soft touch, affirming words, and most importantly, she made it clear that Hordak was making choices. She would not push him if he was not ready to move forward. When she could reach no more of him, she offered him the soapy cloth, which he accepted and began washing his lower half.
When he was finished, he lay back against her once more, and she kissed the top of his head before leaning in to wrap her arms around his neck. They sat like this for some time, until they were shivering from the cold, but it was worth it. Hordak had chosen this. Hordak was safe and cared for. And finally, in more ways than he could have ever imagined, he felt clean.
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Dabi - So big, so small, so tearfuly
A/N: This fic is inspired by an ask that @league-of-villians-headcanons received a week or so ago. THIS IS THE ASK I REFER TO. Anyways, after looking up that song, I cried like a little baby and thus, this story was born. But holy damn! I did NOT expect for this fic to reach over 3.1k+ words. Enjoy, my loves!
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Well, it happened. Waiting in the waiting room with his quirk-cancelling handcuffs. Sitting on Dabi’s left side is Mr. Compress, also with those special ‘bracelets’ made for villains. Even here at the police station the tall showman is still wearing his mask and top hat. They’re both a little torn up, though. Just like all of them, to be honest.
Who knows how that crusty trash rat they call a leader is looking now. Maybe he’s just as banged up as Spinner. The scaly man was currently in the interrogation room with two officers. Most of their members were dragged away by different officers. Toga is still waiting with them. For multiple safety precautions they had restrained her like Hannibal Lector, including the muzzle. Still, that didn’t stop the girl from trying to break free from them.
Didn’t matter, though. Dabi knows that the gig is up. The heroes had all whooped their asses in this last fight. Showing the world that the ‘good guys’ would always win in the end. ‘Cause that’s what always happens, right? The bad guys lose and the good guys win. Because they’re the good guys. And Dabi was one of the bad guys.
He had to lose. That’s what bad guys do, they lose the fight. Good guys like his dad, they win. Good guys like his dad give people hope. Good guys like his dad were there to help control the chaos. Good guys like his dad are praised by the public for protecting them from bad guys like himself. Good guys like his dad always strife for perfection. Good guys like his dad would destroy their own families to save the public people. Good guys like his dad would do anything to keep the public people safe. Good guys, just like his dad.
So that’s what Dabi’s dad did. He protected the public from harm. He strived for protection, he destroyed his own family. Even if it meant nearly killing his eldest son for a second time. All because his dad is a good guy, right?
‘Should’ve burned that shitbag alive when I had the chance,’ Dabi thought to himself. ‘Instead of burning my own damn self. Just burn that fucker to a crisp.’
But no amount of ‘should have’s’ were gonna change the current situation.
Dabi tried to go up against his old man, the great flame hero Endeavor and got burned. Not that it would matter anyway. He himself did a pretty good job of that in the past. By letting his emotions get the better of him. Trying to impress Enji so he would leave his youngest brother alone. So his little brother would have a chance of a somewhat normal childhood. So that maybe, his father would be proud of him for once.
But Dabi couldn’t have been more wrong. Because of his mother’s genes his body wasn’t able to keep up his flames for a long period of time. Not long enough for Enji to matter, anyway.
The moment he pushed young Touya aside, right into the wall was the moment Touya died. His anger and hurt no longer kept under a lid.
Dabi doesn’t remember much from that moment of his past life. He knows the sky of their garden became engulfed by his blue flames. The heat unbearable and scorching away his skin, inch by inch. He looked as his father tried to reach him, only to be pushed back by the sea of blue. There are nights where Dabi can still hear his mother scream for him to stop before he could hurt himself. Echoes of her pleading for her child’s safety.
And yet here he sits, incarcerated and forgotten by his family. Well, not entirely. He had waited for the perfect moment to reveal himself to his past family again, this time as Dabi. He had to wait for years before the timing was right. But the pure look of terror on his old man’s face was worth every single day he had waited.
‘And by then you already had my chest beneath your boot, just like poor little Shouto once was,’ he snickered to himself.
Luckily for him, Shouto was only a couple of feet away from them. For it was to save Shouto that Enji had attacked Dabi. Fighting together, the two Todoroki heroes went up against the flame quirked villain. With his years of experience it was Endeavor who overpowered Dabi. And as he contained him, Dabi had looked up at him and said:
“What a way to welcome back your dead son, father.”
He had seen the way everything clicked in Endeavor’s head. Every little piece of the puzzle fell into it’s place. The weight of his sins intensifying by the second. He knew Shouto was putting the pieces together for himself too. The boy may look dense, but he certainly isn’t stupid.
But before either of them could come to their senses and ask any questions, the fight was over and Dabi was taken away. Only to be kept waiting here in this shithole of a waiting room, guarded by others, heroes and-
“Ma’am, I have to ask you to-“
“No, get out of my way, now!”
Muffled voices sounded from the other side of the door to Dabi’s right. He turned his head, interested in hearing more of the commotion. Multiple hurried footsteps are coming closer.
“Todoroki-san, you are not allowed-“ the officer outside says.
“I don’t care, I need to see him.”
Todoroki-san? He clearly hears, what he assumes is an officer refer to a female voice. But what business would a female Todoroki have at the station?
The door bursts open and a group of five people come flooding in the waiting room. The guards standing around the remaining League of Villains-members put their attention on the newly entered people. All the heads turn in their direction. His fellow villains are also startled by the commotion. Dabi’s world freezes.
He knows these people. Well, four of them, at least. Or used to know, to be precise. They were the ghosts of his past. The people he tried to desperately to forget. The people who once loved him. But why the fuck are they here? Why the fuck would they be here to look at his sorry ass?
A woman, the oldest of the two females, pushes the officer that tries to stop her out of her way. Her pewter grey eyes are overflowing with tears as she rushes over to Dabi’s recoiling form. She throws her arms around him and pulls him tightly against herself. She sinks to her knees and pulls him along down with her. Her chin rests on his shoulder as her cries grow louder by the second.
“It’s you! It’s really you, Touya. Oh my boy, it’s really you!”
Touya. She called him ‘Touya’. His old name rings in his ears. Too shocked to look at the other worried faces of his siblings, his cerulean blue eyes slowly glance over the woman holding him. The woman who has held him so many times before in his past. The woman who carried him for nine whole months with her every second of the day. The woman who blew all his scary nightmares away with a kiss on his head at night when he was a child.. The woman who had mourned for years after her husband told her their first born son had passed away.
His mother Rei is finally holding her son after all these years.
“Wh-what are you do-doing here?” he manages to get out. His breathing becoming rapid and shallow. Hyperventilation setting in as Rei refuses to let go of him.
“Shouto told me, he told me how you fought with him,” she cries, “He told me how you-… how your… he told me you were alive!”
Her tears are slowly wetting his entire shoulder. Her hands tremble as they desperately hold onto his soot covered coat. Her entire body shocking with her sobbing.
Then he finally looks back at the others. The guards are trying to hold back a tall, young man with the same show white hair and pewter grey eyes as their mother. The young man doesn’t budge a single step, a furious look on his face. Behind him a young woman, no younger than a year or two than Dabi himself. Her hair white like melting icebergs with some lava colored tips and her charcoal grey eyes. Scared, but determined she tells the officers that they all have the right to see their brother. He knows they are Fuyumi and Natsuo, the younger sister and brother Enji never bothered to care for.
A familiar mop of half white-half read hair is a little farther behind them. Shouto looks down at the floor and Dabi can’t tell if it’s because he’s angry, or hurt, or ashamed. Hell, it could be all three.
But none of the other people in the room mattered. He tunes out the questions of his comrades, the arguing of his family and the guards, the fast and heavy beating of his own heart. All he can hear now are the strangled cries of his mother.
Softly, so softly only Rei can hear, he asks: “How did he figure it out?”
Sniffing through her words, Rei says: “After they took you away, Shouto confronted your father. He demanded to tell him the truth. Eventually he told him everything; how the fire department didn’t find your body in the ashes of the fire. How he lied to all of us, saying you were too badly burned to see. How he always wondered if your ashes were among those of the garden or if you got away.”
Her grip loosened slightly. She leaned back and took a good look at him. His terrified eyes looking back into her own. He’s terrified that this is all just another nightmare. That the warmth of his mother’s embrace will be ripped away again any second.
Her hand comes up to his face. Gently wiping away one his falling tears. Tears? He doesn’t even realize they are rolling down his cheeks. Despite both their quirks, the feeling of her fingers tracing over his scarred skin are hotter than any of his flames ever felt. He can almost feel the love and sorrow in her touch. A love only a mother can give to her son.
Never in all these years he spent apart from his family would he ever dare dream of seeing her again. Because he knew what happened after his supposed ‘death’. He knew that Rei finally broke over all the neglect and abuse their family had to endure at Enji’s hands. Their family was ripped apart, torn to shreds. Even if they did stitch all those pieces back together, he had accepted the fact that he would never be a part of the Todoroki-family again.
But here they were; the members of his past family he used to love so much. They were standing here in front of him. Demanding they get to see him, Dabi or Touya, that didn’t matter. They were standing up against all these guards and officers just to see him.
His hands try to reach out and hold his mother the way she is holding him. To feel her presence in his hands again. But he’s reminded of the cuffs around his wrists. He tugs at them, trying to break out of them. But these wretched things are keeping his hands locked together. His struggles become more desperate. He just wants to hold Rei.
He whips his head to one of the guards and yells at them. “Get these fucking cuffs off of me!”
“No way, villain,” the guard curtly replies.
“JUST LET ME HOLD MY MOTHER, DAMMNIT!”
Hands cover his own and he looks back at Rei. “Ssh, ssh… It’s okay, I’m not going anywhere,” she gently coos at him.
Slowly, she lifts his hands over her head, so that he can hold her now. His body stiffens once again. This really had to be a dream, right? There was no way in Hell he’s able to hold his mother again. It couldn’t be. As far they all knew, he was dead. Todoroki Touya was dead. Dabi was just another villain. And no one would ever know the secrets he keeps locked in his heart. He knows that giving in now would mean that dream would come to an abrupt end. He didn’t want it to end.
But the look in Rei’s eyes is real and so is the rest of her. Realizing this, he immediately clings onto her. A little clumsy, but he’ll take it for now. Even if it’s just for this moment, all he wants to do is to close his eyes and his mother embracing him back. And so she does.
The air is getting hotter. Heavy footsteps are coming closer. Natsuo’s voice calling out: “What do you think you’re doing here?!”
Both Rei and Dabi are looking to see who Natsuo was talking to. The feeling of a sweet reunion quickly slips away and is replaced by a building rage. But before Dabi can make a move towards Endeavor, who’s stepping into the room, he’s held back. Back by the arms of his mother.
The tension is cold. Rei’s staring daggers at the father of her children. Natsuo moves in front of his younger siblings, also held back by Fuyumi. Shouto stands in front of Enji to block his path. Endeavor, with all his power, dares to give Rei a sympathetic look. He tries to speak before one of the guards cut him off.
“All right, that’s enough! All of you people! Out!” They move closer to the stand off between Enji and Shouto.
“Rei, listen to the guards,” Enji calmly says, “this is out of our hands. They need to handle this from now on. There is nothing we can do-“
“HOW DARE YOU! HE’S OUR SON!” Rei yells back.
Her words hit a nerve. Enji extends his hand towards his wife.
SMACK!
She smacks his hand away. A sharp intake of breath from Fuyumi follows. The scene before her eyes; her mother holding their older brother, shielding him from their father. The fury rising in Rei’s eyes hold a force so strong it scares her. Not even Enji made her feel this scared before.
“Don’t you dare touch our children again!” Rei screams out. “Keep your hands off of Touya! Haven’t you hurt us enough?! Our family is torn to shreds by your hands, Enji! MY CHILDREN TAKEN FROM ME BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU DID TO ME!”
Shouto carefully tries to calm his mother down. “Mom, please. Try to calm down.”
“No! For too long I’ve let him destroy our family, let him hurt you! He-…. Because of him…. HE MADE US BELIEVE TOUYA WAS DEAD! DEAD! HE TOLD ME WE HAD LOST OUR CHILD!”
She can’t stop. Not anymore. After all these years Rei couldn’t hold back all the pain Enji had caused her. The pain he inflicted on their children. The way his behavior broke her. It had made her hurt her youngest son too. The neglect by his hands had made it impossible for her to see her children properly grow up.
Calmer now, she continues: “Of all the things you have done to us, I don’t know which one is the worst. But I do know one thing. And that’s that you can’t keep me from my children any longer. You will no longer stand in the way of my children’s future.”
The hate she directs to Enji… It was clear to him that she didn’t want him around any of them. Maybe just for now. Maybe forever. In trying to face his past, he accepts this outcome.
His shoulders sag and he turns around to walk out of the door.
“Everyone, you need to get out-“
“I will not leave my son,” Rei interrupts the guard.
They look at her and the young man she’s holding close. They sigh and tell her that only she is allowed to stay here. All the others still need to leave the waiting room. Toga and Mr. Compress will be taken to their interrogation rooms. One guard will stand outside of the door. For now, they respect her wish to be alone with Dabi.
When the door is shut close, they both look at each other. Unsure of what to say next. The loving look Rei gives Dabi makes him feel all different kinds of emotions.
Ashamed, for becoming a villain. Vulnerable, ‘cause he feels like she can see right into his soul. Angry at himself, for not coming to visit her in the mental hospital sooner. Relieved, for only a mother can see past all the shit he’s done in his life and still love him.
“I’m sorry, I guess… For not showing up these past years,” he says as he looks down to the ground.
“Don’t be. I understand,” she says.
Her hands cup his face and pull him up to look at her face. A sad smile decorates her lips. Fresh tears forming in her eyes.
“All that matters right now is that you’re back. I missed you so much, my sweet boy. So much, you can’t even imagine.”
But he could. In his dreams he would see her, with all his siblings. Even Enji would be there, only in Dabi’s dreams he was the loving and kind father every child wants and needs. In his dreams they were a happy family. He has longed for that family for as long as he can remember. He still does. Somewhere deep inside of him there’s a part that wants nothing more than to erase all that has happened and just start all over.
He missed Rei just as much as she missed him.
Throwing his face in the crook of her neck, he lets out a forceful and loud cry. “I-I missed you t-too, mom! I missed all of you! I’m so sorry for everything, mom! Please, believe me!”
Her hands comes up to softly pet his hair. Making reassuring sounds to calm down her crying child. His body now completely on the floor with hers. Gently rocking him back and forth.
“I believe you, I do.”
“Please don’t hate me! Please, I’m so sorry! Mom… please don’t leave…”
“I’m not going anywhere. You may be all grown up now, a handsome and strong man. But you’ll always be my sweet little boy, Touya. I’ll never leave you again.”
Her words are a binding promise. A vow to Dabi, a vow for him to regain the name Todoroki Touya. Filled with love and protection. Never would she hurt her children again, any of them. Rei will fight for her family. Starting with the crying man in her arms.
They stay right there. In this world that felt too big for them, they felt so small. A small space for a mother and son to hold each other close.
She’ll always be there for her family.
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