#this does not give me any fuckin brain chemicals right away what a scam

[quasarkisses]

been trying not to become an alcoholic/my father and god its so unsatisfyingggggg

got the urge to get drunk/high, asked myself why. answer: dissatified with current activity/bored of stardew valley. don't want to do any of my other creative activities, but have been upset that my kitchen is messy so I should go clean.

that is a responsible behavior and good to do. I will go do it. but auuuuuughhhhhh I would rather explode myself with a surgically implanted bomb