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honestmouse20 · 2 months
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okay now that all 10 episodes are out on youtube in english, Ful lthoughts on monkie kid s5! spoilers under the cut :)
So, the big one. I really hardly notice the chance in animiation studio. I still see people being upset about it and saying its worse. But if no one had told me, I wouldn't have noticed.
On to the Fun stuff (pain)
This season is so freaking heartbeaking yall. Like MK has always felt like things were His fault, that he was bringing the chaos to the world. And then his Worst fear comes true. Nyua tells him that she created him For that reason. He exists for taht sacrafice and the demon (what's his name? the guy at the end?) only sped things up. Woke him up early. That's Insane! He really is the beginning of the end. And even when he Tried to do the right thing, sacrafice himself so everyone else would be safe, the universe/gods/whatever still were going to take his sacrafice and rewrite the world again anyway. And that's what Gets me about this season. Bc yeah MK listens at first and sacrafices himself. But the seccond he learns they've been pulling his strings this whole time and that his friends Won't be safe, he realizes taht he's still in control. He goes back to spend their last moments with his family and That ends up being waht saves everything. They share the power and prove that they don't need someone else calling every shot. it's just... a Lot for a lego show and im so so pleased with it.
Second thing! Uh we need to talk about Wukong in episode 9 and 10 bc oooh boy. NOt only was the man who was Terrified of dying to the point of becoming multiple times over imortal and taking his name out of the book of the dead WILLING to die so that MK wouldn't. But he fought MK with what I am assuming was his full power for the first time. MK wasn't holding back either. And that means a lot I think. MK is finally stronger (or maybe AS strong as him). Also the fact that MK used the circlet on him guts me everytime.
Also, adding onto the whole Wukong those last two episodes. What the Hell were those screams when MK 'dies'??? I have never heard something like that in a lego show. it gave me Chills. Like I fully expected him to yk get angry get Mean again but not just LIke That. That was so real sounding. Props to his va bc Shit dudes
third thing! Speaking of VA's god MK's was doing Just as good. All those little moments where his voice wavers as he comes to belive that sacraficing himself is the only way. God and the way his voice sounds as he tells Piggsy that 'jsut because it's hard doesn't mean it's not the right thing' (or something along those lines). This season Hurt me so much yall. Especially as MK chose to come back and Wukong catches him. And he just keeps telling him he's okay??? PAIN??
Oh and at the end when MK is just crying??? IM fine. Yep. His voice actor really nailed all of this. 10/10
Fourth thing! I said it in my other post but uhhhh Macaque?? He sacrafices himself Twice in this season. First into the Pagoda and then by using up a lot of his strength getting them all out of those bindings so SWK can save MK. For all their bickering this season (some might say like an old married couple) Maqaque and Wukong really do seem to be making up yk? and i mean not to mention at the end when they all think it's over and Wukong reaches for him????
Fifth! Are we gonna talk about the memory demon thign showing Wukong The fight with Macaque???? Like of all the shitty/awful things he's done and lived through, That is what the demon shows him to hurt him the most. And it is the Most painful thing bc MK's is all about his monkie side and sacraficing himself. And that's His biggest fear. SO it makes sense that Wukong( and the others) were shown Their worst memories. And yk the fact taht after he's cut free there are Tears in his eyes??? god Im gonna have to watch this season a few more times to pick out all the little details cause the tears thing I only noticed bc someone pointed it out in the comments on the video i was watching.
Final thoughts lol
This season was Incredible! Not only did everything MK has been through Finally catch up with him, something they've been hinting at since s1, but it did in a very satisfying way. I was on the edge of my seat all through the 9th and 10th episodes. I genuinly didn't know who was gonna do the sacrafice. And then when MK jumpped in, I was in awe bc this is a lego show. They wouldn't kill the main charcter. But I really like how they got around that. BC it doesn't Feel like getting around it. It feels like the thing mk Would have done. IF the goddess had told him that his friends were safe, MK would have stayed. 100%. The way his voice breaks as his knees give out when he realizes (incorectly) that they're safe. He'd have died to save them. The only reason he comes back is bc it was a pointless sacrafice.
The season as a whole was also really good. I was a bit confused why it was so easy for MK to get al the stones but then it was revealed that it was Meant to be. This was supposed to be his destiny so things litterally fell into his lap. That was a really nice touch I think. I also really loved all the character interactions! Piggsy calling him son Repeatedly. MK saying he has a ton of dads. Just. Big emphasis on family and i Can't Wait to see how MK's almost sacrafice is gonna change things in following seasons! Bc that was a suicide attempt guys. He saw a world better without him in it and tried to die. if you take away all the fancy wording that's what it is. And ik lego would never yk Say that. but they're already tackling bigger themes than they have before (in this show and dreams and ninjago) so I have faith that they'll go somewhere with this too. Clearly Mk is still terrified and hurt by everything so I really hope eveyrone will come together to try and help him through all this. And yk the next big bad. Can Chaos be a big bad??? I'm so excited for S6!
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Fixing Unity's Animation System
Idk if there's a big game dev community on tumblr or not, but I want to talk about this, so I'm gonna lol
The problem with Unity's animation system becomes obvious as soon as you try to do anything more complicated than "idle, walk, run, jump". Trying to add attacks or more complicated form of transitions becomes absolute hell. And no small part of this I attribute to the fact that it's a state machine.
(I think state machines are shoe-horned into game development anyhow, but that's a topic for another post)
So, I went out to create a new system that better fit my needs. I managed to categorize nearly all of my animations into three separate groups: cross fades, snaps, and cinematics.
Cross fades are animations that play continuously under some kind of condition, like idling, walking, running, falling, swimming, etc. etc. The important part of cross fades is that they don't have a predetermined end (ie. they're meant to seamlessly loop).
Snap animations are animations that do have a predetermined end, like attacks, dodges, emotes, etc.
Cinematics are, well, cinematics. I was mainly thinking cut scenes, but there's probably other uses for them as well.
And what about animations that don't fit perfectly into one of these groups? Well, I added support for specialized behaviors as well. I'm not certain exactly what these would do, but I made an abstract class these scripts can derive from with an `ExecuteSpecializedBehavior()` function to be called. (I think it's better to build in support for these kinds of things right now, even if I can't see a use for them.) this also isn't, like, an asset. I'll provide the scripts, but I'm not, like, claiming to own the code or the process or anything like that lol (or offering support for bugs). feel free to use/modify it however you want.
(This got waaaay longer than I intended it to, so I'm going to put the rest under a keep reading)
This `ChangeAnimation()` function is at the core of the entire system:
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I had originally wrote out exactly what each of the variables not defined in the function did, but I think it'd be easier to just share them in a photo
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Some things to note: It'd be possible to get rid of 'defaultClip' with something like 'animations[0]', but I didn't want to force myself to remember that the first thing in the list needed to be the default animation (as well, it prevents things from getting messed up if the order of the list somehow changes).
'AnimationName' and 'TransitionType' (which I've renamed to 'AnimationType' in the script, I'm just too lazy to retake the screenshot. I'll refer to it here as 'TransitionType' for clarity) are (clearly, probably) enums. I realize that an enum isn't the best type for 'AnimationName', but I felt that the ease of writing 'AnimationName.Idle' in a script was worth the extra effort of adding each animation to the enum.
I partially blame this on Unity, as there is (as far as I know), no way to play an animation via script except with it's name (which is a string, ofc). I thought of several ways I could've implement this, including consts or a static class, but I felt like an enum had the fewest downsides relative to its upsides (consts would require a reference to a class, and a static class would've been more annoying to implement inside the `AnimationWrapper` class)
I could've coded something that would've handled it better, but this seemed like the easiest way that's also fairly robust and is supported by default inside Unity.
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'OnSnapAnimationEnd' is called via Unity's built-in animation event system. I tried really hard to make it so I didn't have to use it because I find it absolutely awful (supplying an function name by a string?!). But, unfortunately, Unity's way of adding them by via code is broken (because of course it is), so the workaround I came up with was to create one function that is called via the event which invokes another event that is far easier to subscribe to. (Plus, some extra functionality for the snap animations, which I covered above.)
The 'AnimationWrapper' class supplies both information about the animation (the actual clip, it's AnimationName, and its TransitionType), clip functionality (cross fade times and offsets), as well as a field to supply custom behaviors.
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And that's most of it. There are two extra functions ('OverrideCurrentAnimationSnap' and 'OverrideCurrentAnimationCrossfade') that I didn't supply photos of, but that's because I feel like just mentioning them clearly conveys their purpose. I plan on adding one for cinematics, as well, but since that part of the system isn't finished, I didn't see a purpose in adding it.
Normally I don't share my code because I don't feel like I've done anything innovative, but with this, I think it's good. It's not the most robust of animation systems, but it supports my needs and - imao - is so. much. easier. to use than Unity's built-in system.
Letting each script handle calling the animations they need is so much easier than getting a reference to the animator, getting a reference to a parameter, setting it up inside the script, setting it up inside the animation editor, defining all the transition, etc. etc.'Letting each script handle calling the animations they need is so much easier than getting a reference to the animator, getting a reference to a parameter, setting it up inside the script, setting it up inside the animation editor, defining all the transition, etc. etc.
Anyhow, even if this is just me shouting into the void, it made me happy to talk about it, so /shrug
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elcorhamletlive · 6 years
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Can you please please please do 1-13 for Hating Steve Rogers? If not all of them, than the ones that you want to do is okay, too! Thanks so much!
hhfishufefhi anon!! Thank you for sending this
1: What inspired you to write the fic this way?
I... can’t remember? Like, that fic is 70% structure, but I have no idea where it came from. I know I wanted to repeat the “[verb-ing] Steve Rogers” a bunch of times, and I wanted Tony to keep noticing things about Steve and to catalogue it as if he was gathering scientific data. Then as I wrote the rest started to come a long, and “the thing about [x] is” and “here’s how it goes” started showing up, and it felt right. At times I did wonder if was making the fic too repetitive or just plain weird, but I do love myself a good littany. It shows up in a lot of my fics, but I think this was the one I went all out with it. lol
2: What scene did you first put down?
The first kiss scene! Where Steve tells Tony he’s not “good at this”. They were initially going to talk longer, and I was going to insert virgin!Steve in there, but then as I wrote it didn’t fit, so I just kept the way Tony slowly starts kissing him all over.
3: What’s your favorite line of narration?
It’s hard to pick. I really like a lot of lines on this fic and they all mean a lot to me. But I have most often gotten comments praising this part: “And Tony loves too much and too loudly, and Steve loves too much and too quietly, and they learn to find each other in the middle, to create their own frequency.“
4: What’s your favorite line of dialogue?
“You were never meant to be alone.” I’m not sure if it counts as dialogue since it’s just Tony’s thoughts, but still. It was one of the first lines I wrote for the fic and it’s still one of my favorites.
5: What part was hardest to write?
Both the part covering the events of AoU and the part where they fight Thanos, for different reasons. The AoU part was when I had to accept the fic was going to get waaaay longer than I had initially planned to, and I had a crisis of “who the hell is gonna want to read this?”. And the Thanos fight because I hate describing action scenes, even if they’re just one paragraph long. lol
6: What makes this fic special or different from all your other fics?
I put the “(literally just 30 pages of steve rogers feels)” tag because literally, that’s what this fic is. lol I started writing it before seeing IW, and back then I was CERTAIN Steve was going to die in IW and I wanted to, like, pour all my feelings about his character into one piece just because he had come to mean so much to me in such little time. And I was getting in touch with fandom, then, so I had just been introduced to the concept of Steve hate, and specifically post-CW Steve hate, so this fic was also my way of putting all my ~~~feeeeeeeels~~~ about Steve’s actions during CW on paper. So basically the fic is my big love letter to Steve’s character, and I really poured my heart all over it. It took like a month to write, and I rewrote so many parts and worried so much over the structure. It means a lot to me.
7: Where did the title come from?
No idea. It just sparked into my head the second I decided to go with Tony's “hatred” as the basis for the fic.
8: Did any real people or events inspire any part of it?
Not at all! But I do relate to Steve in many ways so that does color how I write him.
9: Were there any alternate versions of this fic?
I initially planned to make this a gen character study. It was even going to be second person. But then I was already Stony trash so I couldn’t help it. Aside from that, no, no alternate versions, though I did edit a lot as I wrote it.
10: Why did you choose this pairing for this particular story?
It’s my one true pairing and I’m garbage for them, so (shrugs) there was never really a question of having to pick a pairing.
11: What do you like best about this fic?
The structure and the emotions. I think the fic flows well and it pushes all the buttons it needs to push. It really is one of my favorites.
12: What do you like least about this fic?
The fact that sometimes I look back on it and think that was my creative peak and I will never write something this good again. lol
13: What music did you listen to, if any, to get in the mood for writing this story? Or if you didn’t listen to anything, what do you think readers should listen to to accompany us while reading?
I generally listen to songs while writing just for the vibe they give me, not necessarily because of the lyrics. For this one I listened to Atlas a lot, especially while writing the second half, after Steve comes back (because thinking about Atlas makes me sad about Steve).
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(put one of my fic titles in my ask + questions about it!)
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hii! i was wondering if you would do rfa + v reacting to male!mc performing as either evan in dear evan hansen or whizzer in falsettos?? its really nice to see another mysme fan who likes theatre stuff!!! :) thank you if you do this and thank you for making content!
Sorry this took so long! I had to watch Dear Evan Hansen and just. WOW. It was beautiful ;A; I really like it 😃 I’m not a super big fan of the lying, I have to admit ;;; But I understand why he did what he did and I love the story so much ❤️ I feel like it’s really relevant 😃 Thank you for requesting this hahaha! I hope you like it!
Yoosung
He’s super excited to see you perform up on stage, the bouquet of roses for you ready on his lap
He’s really focused on the songs and he tries his best to understand what the characters are saying through the lyrics
How come nobody wants to sign your cast?? Yoosung wants to sign your cast so bad!
But then Connor signs your cast and he’s pouting
Waving Through A Window —gets goosebumps when everybody steps up on stage and backs you up
Connor…killed himself?
Oh my God he’s already crying
For Forever —he’s biting his lip because the way you sang about your friendship is beautiful and he’s really touched and sad okay
You can bet he’ll take you out on that perfect day after the musical
Sincerely, Me is waaaay better and he finds himself laughing and even blushing when the guy playing Connor acts out what Jared is typing
If I Could Tell Her —your eyes slide to his in the middle of the song and he’s blushing because he knows you’re thinking of him when you’re singing it
When you kiss Zoe though, he has to remind himself that it’s only a musical ;A;
He knows you only have eyes for him though ❤️
Disappear — why is Connor touching you?? the lyrics are beautiful though and Yoosung finds himself smiling when your character proposes the Connor Project
And then Zoe kisses you and yandere Yoosung comes out
He feels sad when you and Jared fight though; he knows Jared considered you a real friend despite saying you were only “family friends”
And then Evan’s mom is at the Murphy’s and he’s frozen, dreading the scene that about the unfold
Good for You —he’s scared of Mrs Hansen now ;;; and he’s shocked when your character talks back to his mom
Your harmony is so cool though and he can’t tear his eyes away
Words Fail —nooooo Yoosung is crying so hard
He’s biting his lip but the RFA members next to him can hear him sniffling
He will give you a huge hug after the show ;A;
And tbh he’ll probably want a hug too ;A;
So Big/So Small —he misses his mom now
And he’s crying even harder because he sees his mother in Heidi
That no matter how much he screws up, she will be there for him
She only wants the best for him and he promises to call her after the show
He’s still teary-eyed as the show comes to an end but he’s the first on his feet, clapping and cheering for you and wiping his tears away, grinning
He’s so proud of you and he loves the musical so much
Backstage, he will give you the big hug mentioned above, making sure to hold you longer than usual so Zoe and Connor would know you’re his
And he will give you a bouquet with a cute teddy bear, gushing over how good you were that you made him cry a lot
Would probably ask you to sing to him when you guys are home, he loves listening to your voice and he really likes the lyrics of the songs
He makes it a point to call his mom more and makes sure his parents know he loves them
Zen
He’s so excited to see you up on stage
He hasn’t seen or heard anything about the musical yet so he’s really excited to see what’s going to happen
You nail the mannerisms and habits of the character so much that he leans forward in his seat and watches your every move
He’s actually learning from you
Waving Through A Window — he is hooked. You sing so well and with so much emotion
The smooth transition from your natural voice to your falsetto turns him on so much makes him puff out his chest with pride
That’s his MC up there
Sincerely, Me —he’s laughing at how adorable you are and he really hates himself for not auditioning for Connor
“…the only man that I love is my dad!”
That’s not what you were saying last night ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
For Forever —your voice is beautiful and he just wants to listen to it for forever
If I Could Tell Her —he loves this song; you play the part of the guy who’s telling his crush how he feels but not letting her know it’s really him speaking really well
He’s not worried about Zoe at all, because he already knows you love him
Connor is another story ;;;
Because look at the guy playing Connor’s ripped body okay Zen is a little threatened
Disappear —yep, he’s so angry at himself for not being Connor
You Will Be Found —he’s so amazed and proud of you; he thought that last line that you sang, so soft and heartfelt after the crescendo of the cast was amazing that he felt shivers go down his spine
You are that good
Words Fail — His words have failed him. He wants nothing more than to run to you and hold you tight and promise you that everything will be okay. He’s so immersed in your performance and when you start crying —oh man, Zenny’s crying too
So Big/ So Small —Oh man, he’s crying even more because he’s wishing his mom was like Heidi; someone who didn’t resent him for having good looks and being interested in performing
“And I knew there would be moments I’d miss, And I knew there would be space I couldn’t fill, And I knew I’d come up short in a billion different ways, And I did, And I do, And I will.” —these words will stay with him
Because his family thought he was a failure for not “being successful” like his brother and for pursuing something that’s not “normal” or considered a “good job” by his family
And he feels like he let them down somehow but Zen still pursued his dream regardless; he’s not perfect and he knows he’ll disappoint his family one way or another but he also hopes they see what he’s achieved and one day be proud of him instead
He loves the ending though and he’s so proud of you
He’s cheering and whistling and he rushes backstage and pulls you into his arms
“Babe! That was amazing!”
He is your number 1 fan and he makes sure to post a selfie with you right after the show
“Giving my MC some much needed love after his breathtaking performance! Everybody check out Dear Evan Hansen and support my love~!”
He really wishes he could have been your Connor but he’ll memorize Connor’s parts nonetheless and will sing it with you at home
Late that night at home, you wake up and realize Zen’s not in bed
You tiptoe to the door and hear him tapping his foot impatiently on the floor
And then you hear his voice
“Hey mom…sorry, I know it’s late. Hm? Oh, yeah, I’m okay. No I just wanted to call and check if everyone’s alright…Yes, I’m fine…Yes, I’m still doing musicals…Oh? He said that?…When are you guys free then? I’ll book you the best seats in the house!”
You go back to bed grinning, happy for your man
Bonus: For your anniversary, he sings his own version of If I Could Tell Her with lyrics meant specifically for you
Jumin
He’s confused as to why you keep fiddling with the end of your shirt or act all awkward
But then he understands that Evan Hansen has anxiety and he watches with rapt attention at everything you do, making mental notes and learning about your character as much as he could through your actions
Anybody Have A Map? —wow, being a parent must be so hard. Makes a mental note to read up about parenthood because he wishes to have a family with you someday
Waving Through A Window —he’s so focused on you that he doesn’t even hear Saeyoung and Yoosung whispering about how good you are
But he understands how it feels like to be alone and to have no one truly understand you
That is, until you came into his life
For Forever —he vows to give you loads of perfect days to sing about
Of course, he doesn’t wish to just be “buddies” with you
But he doesn’t really approve lying about being friends with that Connor boy when your characters were obviously not friends
Sincerely, Me —creating fake emails about your relationship? He’s not sure supports what your character is doing
But for your sake he tries to be understanding and watches quietly, smiling at the friendship you and Jared seemed to have
If I Could Tell Her —he’s smiling to himself at how goofy and awkward your character is; honestly, he thinks you can be awkward like Evan, especially when he goes sweet on you and you become flustered
You Will Be Found —he truly thinks that what you’re doing for Connor is wonderful but Jumin knows things built on lies don’t last forever
He admires your voice though and he closes his eyes unconsciously sometimes, wanting to focus on your voice, the emotions behind your words
He wants your voice and only your voice filling his mind
To Break in a Glove —his heart melts at the song because it reminds him of his relationship with his father
Jumin really values family and he’s sad that your character doesn’t have a father figure but he’s glad you were given an opportunity to bond with Connor’s dad as though he was your own father
Makes a note to ask Assistant Kang to schedule a dinner with his father
“You do the hard thing ‘cause that’s the right thing.” —he already knows this is a foreshadowing ;;;
He’s afraid of the ending now; he doesn’t want everything to come crashing down on you
Only Us —a romantic song between you and the female lead? Lol he’s just chill because he knows you’re not interested in her romantically
Ah, your mother gets invited to dinner with the Murphy’s…this will not end well ;;;
He winces during Good for You
He doesn’t like family fighting and he feels bad for your character but he also sees things from the mother’s perspective
And then the Murphys find out you had lied to them ;;;
Words Fail —he sucks in his breath and he’s blown away by the raw emotion you’re showing on stage
He’s crying inside
This man loves you so much and he would never do anything to hurt you precisely because he doesn’t want to see you get hurt
But now you’re showing him how you would sound —how you would look with tears streaming down your face as you sing
His heart is breaking
So Big/So Small —he’s smiling now because he’s happy at the mother’s reaction
He’s a firm believer that at the end, your family is the one who will truly support you and love you and accept you; they are the people you can lean on and who will love you unconditionally
He can’t wait until you two start a family together
He’s happy with how the play ends; Zoe forgiving you and you moving on, trying to get to know Connor in your own way
He goes backstage to congratulate your wonderful performance when he sees the actor playing Connor is congratulating you
Big mistake
Jumin strides over to you, bouquet in hand
“MC.”
You turn to him and your eyes go wide when he pulls you to him and kisses you in front of the actor
Lol Jumin please calm down ;;;
Juju she’s into women ;;;
MC he’s not listening hahaha
He finally pulls away and hands you a large bouquet of red roses, lolol they are the same color as your face
“The show was truly beautiful and I’m very proud to have you as my partner, MC.”
He would try his best to watch your shows because he absolutely loves watching you do what you love
Saeyoung
Note: This happens after the whole Mint Eye so Saeran is with him in the audience.
Dear Evan Hansen, huh?
A lot of people have been saying Zen should play Connor on Tripter so Saeyoung has heard about the musical a little
When the curtains open to reveal you sitting on the bed he’s clapping and cheering the loudest
“We’re family friends.” He’s laughing so hard in his seat
It’s a good thing you reserved the balcony for him and the RFA ;;;;
Waving Through a Window —he’s quiet because he can actually relate to the song and your character
He’s a secret agent so he doesn’t have any lasting relationships apart from the RFA, Saeran, Mary Vanderwood the 3rd and of course, you
“When you’re falling in a forest and there’s nobody around. Do you ever really crash, or even make a sound? Did I even make a sound? It’s like I never made a sound. Will I ever make a sound?” —this line really gets to him because he doesn’t “exist” in this world
So if he disappears…will anyone even know?
But he looks at you singing your heart out on the stage and he smiles, glad that you chose to love him
For Forever —uh oh. Did your character just lie? Oh boy, he already knows where this is heading ;;;
He loves the imagery of For Forever though and his eyes slide to Saeran, who’s sitting beside him and he can’t help but wish he could have that perfect day with his brother as well
He cracks up during Sincerely, Me though
Makes a mental note to look for Zoe’s costume so he can wear it at home~
Disappear —Saeran could swear he saw tears in his brother’s eyes but Saeyoung’s gaze never leaves you
And when you turn to him during the song, he bites his lip so hard that he tasted blood, to keep himself from crying
But when the Connor Project is mentioned he clears his throat and hastily wipes away his tears
You Will Be Found —he thinks you sang it perfectly and he’s up on his feet the moment it ends, clapping and cheering
He disappears the moment the lights come on though but Saeran tells the rest of the members not to worry; he has an idea where his brother is and he knows Saeyoung just needs to be alone
He returns just as the lights are dimming for Act II and he’s fine for a while
Until Momma Hansen comes into the picture
Uh-oh
He’s cringing because he knows the consequences of lies and he cringes even more when he sees your character flustering on stage during the dinner with the Murphys and your mom
Good For You —whoa there, Momma Hansen is getting riled up and he’s honestly scared for you ;;;
Words Fail — …oh my God. He’s speechless. He wants to run to you so bad Saeran scrambled to pull him back when he stood up and started climbing the railing
He hates seeing you sad and the sight of you singing there, the anguish laced in your voice —Saeyoung is heartbroken
So Big/So Small —the twins are crying
They’re not even hiding it anymore, their friends know their story
The rest of the members give them a group hug, yes even Jumin, because these boys have been through a lot and they had the roughest childhood with no one to support them —no one was even allowed to know they exist; it’s worse because their mother was the one making them suffer
His eyes are puffy at the Finale but he’s happy that Zoe forgives Evan and he’s screaming your name during the curtain call, clapping loudly
He nervously meets you backstage and you notice his red rimmed eyes and you smile at him
He knows the poster is of you in a cast so he hands you his gift: a robot cat with a cast on its leg —and Saeyoung’s name on the cast
At home you’ll hear him humming the songs to himself sometimes, and when you come back from shows (and he doesn’t realize you’re home yet) you hear the songs blasting through the speakers and he’s singing along with it
I couldn’t do V’s because I haven’t played his route and I saw some photos of his mom floating around tumblr somewhere so my interpretation might be inaccurate ;A; Sorry! 😔
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