#this ask is like one or two weeks old lol im sorry
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OH MY GOD also guys. please literally go to any amateur theater or whatever that u can near u. i went to a live performance of the it's always sunny ep where theyre doing the nightman. or whatever. it was soooooooo silly and so fun and in that room i could feel centuries of people gathering in rooms to laugh together. this is what can save humanity
#abby talks#i want them to do another one...#then we went to this sketchy weird party. well FIRST we saw one of my old buddies at the show!!!!!!!#hes gonna help w my thesis film and then he was gonna come to the party but by the time he was ready we were leaving#it was crazy me and my friends were so high and we were just in this absurd house. fucking maze ass layout#so anyway these dudes r playing mario kart. i asked my friend if there were going to be mostly straight ppl there and well that was a yes#these two dudes trailed me until i found a way to perch in a corner with my friend next to me. anyway. these dudes r playing and bring up#brba bc of course. im sorry u guys know when we talk abt that show its extremely thin ice. bc this guy is ofc hating on skylar and we're#lit all like ok misogynist like. she was just a woman living her life with an insane gaslighting husband. but he Kept his values the whole#way thru... ok. anyway hes like genuinely getting mad like we can see him take pics of us and angrily type to someone LOL and them hes just#pissily playing the game. so anyway yeah then we went back outside. then left after watching ppl do keg stands#i get so scared for college girls. literally felt like i was staring daggers at all the guys around the vibes were just off.#anyway. so fun night.#the show was genuinely amazing im so excited to see the one person in my class this week. she played mac
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looking back on all my y7 comics is so funny but now im compelled to organize them 'chronologically' and see what that looks like
#snap chats#i also wanna stick em in a book... nay.. i shant...#Point Is LOL#sorry just saw my fave masada| comic of mine and was like#'oh this is before arakawa gets necked isnt it thats hilarious'#but then i realized before THAT wouldve been aoki asking jo to kill arakawa#all things ive done comics of#so now im just sitting here thinking 'how many y7 comics HAVE i done and how many of them can i organize in order'#sounds like it could be funny....#ok my tummy hurt by. i have one more comm to do and then uhhh#idk the demons are whispering to me to play SADX </3#'snap what happened to shadow' i am taking a BREAK i love my son but i also have to play Relatively The Same Route#like 28 times ok. i need to look at something else for a hot minute#ALSO I MISS MY CHAOS I WANNA SAY HI TO THEM#awful so for the past couple days my dads been calling me Every Day#i called him like Twice this past two weeks which is a LOT more than usual#and every time i did i was always crying or whatever so ig he was finally like 'lmao wait.... we should call more often....'#and now we do so im happier now :) i forget why this is relATE DI REMEMMERB#ITS BECAUSE EVERY TIME HE GOES TO HANG UP HE'LL BE LIKE 'laters :) One More Thing--'#LIKE OLD MAN YOU SAID BYE ALREADY but then i realize... of course.. im doing the exact same thing...#ok bye fr this time BYE
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Imagine a horribly clumsy creator in the sagau... like trips over their own feet, starts coughing due to choking on air randomly, knocking a vase off a table that was in the middle of the table somehow???? Silly goofy stuff like that (I pull these silly goofs often personally)
(obv goes w/o saying sorry for being so late to reply /gen) ;-;
clumsy reader is so me core idk why i didnt think of this lmao
(this gif is liek the modern equivalent of Charlotte posting ur embarrassing clumsy moments on insta Steambird acc lmao)
(so sometimes im lazy and dont include the ask stuff esp if its shorter like this, so here's at least the characters in this one: Fontaine ppl <3 along with a G for general audience, barring cuss words)
Navia would politely ask you to go the edge or whatever area ur in whenever she pulls out her cannons/guns LMAO
every time you and either Clorinde or Neuvillette are walking next to you, or doing rlly anything, its like night and day
ur out here finding all the cracks in the sidewalk, bumping everything that could even possibly have a liquid in it, and have constant bruises from hip checking/stubbing toes on mechas walking around
Clorinde is impressed at that point bc mechas are actively programmed to get out of your way, so how u managed to put them back into ur way rlly fascinates her đđ
Neuvillette would like to wrap u in fabric/bubble wrap equivalent for his old ass, in an attempt to desperately stop u from hurting urself lol
u get a new coat or new pants from him all the time, u just thought at first he was rlly into giving u Fontaine fashion until Furina pointed out that it was spring/summer and you wouldn't wear thick woolen pants and fur-lined coats everyday đ
(poor dragon guy doesn't rlly get the practical side of clothes, he likes fashion, but he inadvertently subscribes to the "hoes don't get cold" philosophy by being an ancient dragon lord)
Wriothesley is unfortunately nice enough to constantly try and catch his poor god, which ends well for neither of you 50% of the time
its not even ur weight takes him down, he's buff as hell after all, and he's dealt with rowdy inmates, its just.. ur clumsiness spreads.
if ur tripping, and the poor Duke reaches out to catch you, ur reaching out at the same time to steady urself on a side table w/a vase full of water, which u then knock off, drenching ur back and his face at the same time LMAO
he doesn't learn, despite u literally begging him to stop trying to help u, then u try and compromise to just let u fall and help u afterward asdfghkl-
Wrio's too chivalrous tho, the most u can get him to do is always grab ur arm instead of trying to bodily catch you
if u think after the first like, âď¸ TWO times Lynette is willing to help you, u r so wrong lmao
she's seen her brothers clumsiness, she knows theres no saving u
she does comfort u after slipping (not even falling but just flailing dramatically) for the 5th time in the puddles around water fountains tho
Lyney and Freminet are lowkey legit convinced someones cursed their god atp đ°
Freminet always had bandaids for u, and Lyney keeps a supply of ur fav candy to cheer u up after embarrassing urself by falling ass backwards right into the Fountain of Lucine right in front of Opera house lmao
...
...Charlotte thinks this is all vv hilarious, no she has no respect for ur godliness, her archon was Furina like LMAO- IM SORRYYY
(she has started a small section in the steambird of a near daily- DAILY picture of u being clumsy đ)
(u, not srsly, threaten to smite her and she just giggles)
(its ok they take it all in a cute/endearing trait type of way)
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again, sorry for lateness, when i reopen askbox (soon, FINALLY-)
ill try and stay more on top of it and try and sort whatre just chats/non-requests better too đđ
hope u guys are having a good week!! tysm for being patient and nice to me :')
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single mom lily x fem!reader?
reader works in an ice cream shop and cute little harry (im imagining hes like 4/5???) absolutely adores the place so lily brings him in for ice cream all the time and falls for reader bc she is just so good with harry
ok here's my attempt đŽâđ¨ thought this idea was so cute though!
single mum!Lily Evans x fem!reader meet cute
Lily was very lucky and very grateful that Harry had been a generally easy child. He was so much like his father that, whilst it didn't translate into the romantic relationship most parents wished to enjoy, led to a wonderful son and the best co-parent a woman could ask for.
And because Harry was such an easy-going child, she was trying very hard to stay patient with him as she frantically texted with James.
L: James Potter, where in the buggering fuck is this ice cream place that has âspidermanâ ice cream!? J: LOL oh god sorry. Itâs on the boardwalk near the ferry. L: Thank you đŽâđ¨ J: He making a fuss? L: I think we may have been moments away from a stage five meltdown. J: Thoughts and prayers đŤĄ
One meltdown avoided later and they were finally walking into the quaint, family owned ice cream shop on the boardwalk by the ferry, just as James described.
âOh no!â Harry cried dramatically, holding his little hands to his face.
âWhat is it, Haz?â Lily asked, looking around to see what could have possibly caused such worry in a five and a half year old.Â
âThe man!â He explained.
Which explained nothing at all to Lily, still looking around the shop in confusion.
âWhat man?â
âThe man with the spiderman ice cream! Heâs not here!â Harry cried, turning to his mum with tears magnified by his glasses as they began pooling in his eyes.
She was racking her brain for something to say to the boy when a bubbly voice trilled from behind the glass ice cream displays.
âHello there! What can I get for you two?â You greeted the pair with a beaming smile. If Lily wasnât so caught up with Harry, she would have likely taken a moment to admire your radiance.
âThe man!â
Lily watched as your smile fell only slightly and you tilted your head in confusion. âWhich man, sweets?â
âThe man with the special ice cream! He made it after my favourite superhero!â Harry cried with a stomp on his foot.
Lily pulled Harry towards her as she offered you an apologetic smile.
âIâm so sorry, he came here with his father last week and I-â
But like a beautiful ethereal angel sent from Lilyâs own personal heaven, you waved her off with an easy smile. âNot to worry at all, love. My dad is the better ice cream server, so I understand your disappointment, little man.â You empathised. âBut!â
Harry perked up at that, standing a little taller as he looked at you expectantly. âHe did tell me that a certain hero may be coming in to look for some special spidey ice cream; could that be you?â You stage whispered the end of your sentence to Harry, causing him to squeal in delight.
âYes!â
âOh thank goodness.â You said with a dramatic sigh. âI thought I was going to have to erase your memory for giving away trade secrets!â
Harry squealed in excitement again and shoved his face up against the glass casing to watch you start expertly scooping ice cream, completely unawares of his fingerprints and foggy breaths creating more work for his newfound hero.
âHow many scoops, my man?â
âFive!â
âUhm,â Lily interrupted, placing a conciliatory hand on her son's shoulder. âMaybe just two.â
âMum!â Harry whined, but you just laughed.
âSorry kid, mumâs the boss.â
Harry acquiesced with one more groan, but grinned when he saw the size of the scoops you were serving him.
âWhat about you, mama?â You asked after handing Harry his cone, watching as the boy made his way to sit at a table with his red and blue ice cream.
âIs it really spiderman ice cream?â Lily blurted instead of answering your very normal, professional, and polite question.
You barked a laugh, but Lily was pleased that your laughter was because you found Lily funny rather than at her expense.Â
âBetween you and me,â you whispered conspiratorially, resting your arms on the glass counter and your chin on your hands. âItâs just moonmist ice cream, but this batch used too much food dye, so instead of the normal light blue, pale purple, and pastel yellow, it turned out a little moreâŚsuper.â
Lily looked back to her son, happy as can be with his super ice cream as he watched boats sail by in the harbour.Â
âBrilliant.â Lily whispered as she turned back to face you, only to find you smiling softly at her already.
âYes.â You agreed, though Lily wasnât quite sure what you found brilliant. âSo, what can I get you?â
âOh.â Lily responded dumbly, looking hastily through the options before opting for two scoops of rocky road.Â
âFine choice, mâlady.â You said before scooping, once again expertly, the frozen treat onto a cone.
âIs that what you usually get?â Lily asked suddenly. You seemed surprised at her question as your eyebrows migrated to your hairline and you looked up to consider her.
Lily hoped to all hell that her blush wasnât as furious as it felt.
You smirked before your eyes flit back up to hers. âIâm more of a strawberry girl, myself.â You replied quietly, shooting Lily a wink.
If her blush hadnât been furious before, she was certain it was now.Â
Lily paid and Harry shot you a âthanks ice cream lady!â as they headed towards the exit with their ice creams in tow.
âYouâre welcome, little man! Stay super!â You said with a wave.
âI will!âÂ
âHope to see you and your mum here again soon.â You said quieter this time, sending Lily a kind albeit shy smile. Lily was certain youâd be seeing the two of them here again.
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hi! i love your works so much!!! i was wondering if i could request a hawks x pop princess f! reader?
like he does security for her groups concert and hes like âpffft im number 2 why do i need to be hereâ. then he watches her during sound check and is like okay i need to know more about her. so while shes getting ready hes just hovering backstage trying to talk to her. after the show she finally gives him her number (def against her companies wishes) and hes like trying to be suave and flirty and shes like âoh my god why is this workingâ. just a lot of hawks being a lover boy and sending gifts to her company anonymously and cutesy stuff like that lol. they have to keep their relationship a secret bc her company has a very strict no dating unless we agree rule. can be pre or post war hawks btw! you can take this wherever you want with it as well! can be nsfw or not.
im sorry that was so long! i was trying to make sure my thoughts were coherent lol.
Ooooo I love this idea so much, what a lovely dynamic to picture: a fanboy Hawks for a change, perhaps?? ~ this was a fun one to work on! @strwbrrykthv i sure hope this one was worth the wait and that I've done it justice!
You all are seriously the best readers a gal could ask for, and these requests are â¨giving me lifeâ¨~ Keep 'em coming!!
Who Has the Mic
Words: 4.3k
Rating: T
Warnings: Pro Hero!Hawks x popstar fem!reader, forbidden romance, flirting, mostly FLUFF, mentions of canon-typical threats, protective instincts, Hawks is a little shitTM, we love him your honor
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Hawks falls prey to a special thrill out of extending favors to others.Â
âI owe ya oneâ-- such a simple nicety that in the beginning, he doubts anyone would truly come to collect on it. It makes him sound agreeable, charming, starved for connection even before the height of his inevitable fame.Â
Then he rose and rose in the hero rankings, securing himself into the very visible and wildly popular top spot, in terms of viewer popularity.Â
Itâs now that the redemptions of Hawksâ pro-hero favors have come rolling in⌠The unexpected keeps him on his toes and entertains him for the most part; and if itâs all for the sake of protecting others, then why not have a little fun with it?Â
Once upon an overbearing press conference, back when he was first tiptoeing into the public scene⌠Hawks begged a makeup artist on staff for a spot to hide out in the green room and sneak a snack or two (or ten). He was granted pity for a teenager expected to take a seat at the table of an albeit boring Commission presentation. Well, it seems that particular makeup-artist rose within the talent realm themselves, and ended up reaching out to âthat flyboy kidâ back for a surprising accommodation:Â
Top tier talent warrants top tier security.
Hawks takes a call at his agency and soon finds himself ushered in for the Tokyo opener of the reigning top-of-the-charts pop star with a voice of gold. The first meeting of old acquaintances led the Pro-Hero to tour the brand new, sky-high facilities, then return for the load-in day of the stage. Again for first dress, and each night of the week-long residency.
He carries his presence on the stealthier side, far above the stage floor in the scaffolding. Up here, lights are rigged with steel supports running every which way, where he executes perfect balance while walking in a straight line atop them. Heâs checked -double and triple- that each outlet is free from hazard, each line of multi-ton equipment has been secured and safe, so that even his âadventuringâ from up high is not a risk.
Heâs happy for the variety of work he faces as a hero- but right now, heâs bored. He shouldn't be feeling so dreadful, especially on the job, but he is. Itâs not his style to be so down, after all. But Hawks has checked into every nook and cranny of this place and for the sake of an understandably hypervigilant security team, has an eye for which points of entry and exit could use a birdâs eye view come showtime.
His muscles are used to far more fast-paced antics and time-sensitive chases; not traipsing around like a literal vulture ready to swoop in at any moment. Surely heâs needed elsewhere.
But the threats have been rolling in⌠as they do for all of these larger-than-life musician types who found their way into the spotlight. Theyâre at risk of going in blind if they donât have a good team around them to help them see.
So here he is, playing guardian angel to do his part and make sure all goes smoothly. It's a big operation by his count; thereâs sixty members on the tech roster, plus the venue stage manager and their contracted staff, then all performers, and of course the headliner. Now where she is, heâd like to knowâ for not so selfless reasons.
Heâd know her music by heart, given how much of an earworm and personal anthem her songs have become for him. Itâs rare that the tables are turned, where Hawks is the fanboy and someone else is the idol. That dream is his dangling carrot for completing this mission successfully: he has the most sought-after bodyguard duty in the nation, and as good as a front row seat to her show.
Yet in a weird sense, Hawks also kinda hopes he never meets her. Doesnât want to crush that bubble, ruin the allusion of the woman heâs got set as his ringtone.
So, he just runs his headcounts on all bodies supposed to be present at the top-of-show meeting to busy his mind. All is in order. âCuesâ are rounding up the pre-show acts, each in plainclothes for this rough stumble-through. Still doesnât see the little starlet yet, and he gets the residual feeling that this might be typical behavior of âthe talentâ to show up whenever she damn well pleases.Â
Though funnily enough, he spots a pretty thing down there sporting some Hawks merch! Always nice to see a supportive fan in the most unlikely placesâŚÂ
It's a well-fitting quarterzip sporting his red feather blades down each arm, an item he vaguely recognizes from this seasonâs newest launch. Sheâs got headphones on and subtly bopping about in her own little world, perhaps running through tonightâs set under her breath, if her self-contained taps of the fingers are an indication of her keeping beat.Â
Hawksâ curious attention to that girl on the fringes of the stage is pulled when he hears the strict timbre of the stage director heâd met on day one take center stage.
âOk, time to rein it in. As we covered in the email from Sec-Eng- which Iâm assuming you gen-zâers have read,â the bossman snarks to the younger members of this crew down below, âweâve got some additional eyes in the sky pulling security for this leg in the tour. So, I want to give you all a chance to get your excitement out -along with your thanks- to our equally chart-topping hero, Hawks~ whoâs⌠somewhere around here.â
Hoodie girl blanchedâ as if sheâd been told sheâd need to share her internet history to her grandmother. Immediately, she tosses off her headset and starts frantically stripping herself of the jacket she wore. While enthusiastic heads all fly around in every direction in search of the hero, Hawks chuckles at the sight of her alone.Â
â...//Well, heâs probably checking the perimeters anyway//. How bout we all just send a big thank-you, eh?â
The couple of âHoodieâs fellow dancers were poking fun at her -poor thing still flushed and clammed up- while the group gave a loud, singsongy âthank you!!â up to the stage doors, assuming the Pro-Hero might be busting in, grand entrance fashion on command. The love-laden response from the dancers makes Hawks roll his eyes lightly, but he appreciates their praise all the same.
They giggle about in jazzed excitement with oneâs voice carried out squealish and feminine, despite their professional assembly,
âOh my god, you must be in HEAVEN!! Heâs gonna be watching you ALL NIGHT!â
âHoodieâ looks downright mortified. The others have seemed to gather around spouting nothing but encouragement to this little fan girl who's doing her best to put on a poker face. Adorable.Â
âNow we also need to make some edits before the crew breaks for lunch, everyone, so we are gonna start today with opening of Set 5 instead- hold.. Hold on⌠WHO HAS THE GOD MIC??â
The mics table scrambles for the one handheld microphone with omniscient audio range to the house. Surely it's the one thing they wouldn't lose and should hand straight to the Stage Manager, right?Â
Well, said mic was sitting unattended there on the cart earlier⌠all for the Winged Heroâs taking when he was making his preliminary sweep earlier.Â
From his inner jacket pocket, Hawks catches his lip in his teeth as he remembers where to turn the thing on. Once his throat cleared and the mic blinks red in sync with the soundboard, he amplifies a little trademark bird whistle: for each and every soul in sight to hear.Â
The stage erupts in excitement, as planned. âHoodieâ immediately teeters over to one of the props hideaways and stows said jacket away.Â
Hawks chuckles with the mic at chest levelâ only to call her out from his perch,
âSaw that, dear~â
Seems logic caught up with the poor thing, as she -finally- pieced together the true vantage point of her idolâs presence, and looked up.Â
Sparing her too much embarrassment, Hawks simply cocked his head on a folded up fist and gave a little wave of some fingers to her.Â
Despite her clear shock and surprise, she did smile brilliantly back and gave a little signed âthank you for being hereâ rather than a scream like all the others.
The stage manager followed her line of sight to where the hero stands in wait, ready to dismount and return his bit of cheekily stolen equipment. Despite some bewildered aggravation to Hawksâ antics, he gestures with the exhaustion of a high school teacher.
âThere now, see kids? That's how you protect your voices before a show!! Better than belting your way to the doctorâs office. Our star here sure leads by example now doesn't sheââÂ
In rare form for the hero, it's Hawksâ turn to be stunned. His fangirl: itâs you.
Everyone else may be calling that first call time your lucky day��� but you were intimidated to the point of feeling ill. Thank goodness for your poker face; because locking eyes with Hawksâ stunning crimson canopy and giving you that wink and a grin about sent you into a heart attack.Â
You're starstruck. The absolute heartthrob of an idol you revere as your favorite Pro-Hero has been standing over 150 meters above your head, watching for every sign of danger that could threaten you for the last week.Â
That near guarantee of safety would trump your fleeting nervesâ if you hadnât given the first impression of a closeted fangirl like you did!!
Nothing short of awe crossed your mind when you so much as think of the hero. A very vocal fan whenever he came up in the news or your social feed amongst your inner circle. Hawks is a household name for you, who you were incredibly fond of⌠both in how he handled massive crowds or charmed in intimate, one-on-one interviews.Â
You know the role; you suck up for cameras, too, as it's all in the optics. But for every PR-guided response you know is crafted by easy-going smiles or a disarming tone, you remember to see past the spectacle of Hawks and look for âhimâ. Remove the wings and hero getup: who is he? Can you spot the tells on camera like your mom can when she watches you? No matter how big of a global phenomenon her baby girl gets, she can still tell when you have a headache while having to give an appearance on a talk show.Â
The man you spot on screen has to have a series of faults and slips. Even battle-ready heroes put their shoes on one at a timeâ just like everyone else. Heâs sure to have a favorite lunch spot, a favorite pen to use for autographs, a favorite singer, evenâŚÂ
Surely not you, but a girl can dream.
Thereâs a glazed-over glint in Hawksâ eyes when he very subtly checks out when being spoken to which gives you the strong suspicion you two may not be so unalike. And that list of little mannerisms has grown exponentiallyâ with every day that's passed:
Hawks has difficulty staying still, you've learned. Heâs also much younger than people assume. Carries a crafty habit of popping up unexpectedly in a way thatâs youthfulâ and borderline cheeky. From atop a stack of amps, to a crowdless green room, to the rigging of lights where you've stunned the crowds for the last four nights, heâs perched out of sight from your thousands of fans.Â
Though each little comment thrown here and there in praise has floated down to your ears in sweet jest, things come to a head when the last night of your show arrived: where the crushing realization sought to dampen your mood.Â
After tonight, you wouldnât have your angelic, crimson-winged shadow anymore.Â
But Hawks surprises you once again.Â
You nearly miss it, too, once your final round of âsurprise songsâ is revealed and you are snuck down to your assigned hideout to get ready to leave the venue. Itâs back in your can-lit dressing room that youâre making double takes down the hall looking for any sign of your security team; especially the one to whom you owe a hefty âthank youâ to for all his efforts.
-but as your half-redressed form has donned your beloved Hawks hoodie once more, youâre not so spooked to hear a familiar whistle from behind you this time.
Headphones slung back down around his neck and wings slimmed down to a more presentable manner for tight hallways like these, Hawks slips into your prep space with a speedy uptick of steps. A knowing whisper to âshut the door fast so no one noticesâ eeks out of him, eliciting a smile from you.
Each one of your suspicions are confirmed with that one comment alone; he knows this game well. Still, playing along with his dance of keep-away from any prying eyes (or cameras) doesnât mean your heart isnât hammering away in your chest at the knowledge of getting your hero all to yourself.
So here, Hawks traipses around your makeshift room with unbidden interestâ which, for such a small space, is cute to know how many little details pique his curiosity. Your various outfits still hang all facing the correct way, your personal backpack sits beside it on the end featuring your mess of pins and collected patches from the locations youâve toured thus far. The run schedule is still taped on the wall, and below it, your laptop has your notation software open and idle onscreen.
âWell, now,â Hawks chimes in with a little crouch over the back of your empty chair, âSurely Iâm not looking at our next chart-topping hit in the making, am I?â
âMaybe!â you chuckle, joining his side to quickly save your work before you forget. âItâs getting the lyrics and melody to marry right thatâs the hard part. Working out the latter right now, and itâs kinda kicking my butt.â
âBut youâre doing it! Look at all thisâ wait. Is this what you were dancing to earlier?â
Damn his powers of observation. Youâd been testing out the rhythm of the hook this weekâ when youâd been caught under his attention.
â...M-maybe?â you hedge again.
âI knew it-â Hawks beamed, âA stunning starlet and a mastermind. What canât you do?â
Flattered beyond belief, you answer honestly,Â
âKeep myself outta trouble with my managers. Trying to, at least,â you close the laptop to conserve its power, âbut between the shows and speaking engagements, itâs left me a bit starved for time to actually make the music.â
âNâwhy would writing get you in trouble?â
âIt takes me away from all the other things I âhave to doâ,â you sigh easily. âThey can bring in anyone to make the music and keep pitching songwriting teams to me to take the load off. Just think somethingâs gotten a little out of balance.â
Without meaning to, you held Hawksâ attentionâ enough to make him sit back on the armrest of your couch and listen with undivided attention while you explained your creative process more. While most J-Pop performers would be thrilled to have outside writers create the work and easy into a performance schedule with pre-set work to learn, you loved to have a hand in the writing process too. As an art form, itâs personal when you have to perform season after season.Â
Youâve chatted quite a bit here and there over these last several days, though not this extensively. He was interested in so much about this whole operation, to the point where you wondered if heâd ever met any of the performers who you knew presented at some of those hero galas he went to. Apparently not, by the way heâd lock onto your every word when you spoke. Either your timekeepers (or his) would inevitably interrupt you, so back to work you two would fly off to.. though youâd seem to circle back to one another and chat about anything and everything if given the chance- little spurts of talk that always left you wanting more.
Heâd commiserate with you on that front as wellâ the balance of stardom and freedom. Bogged down by meetings and public appearances wore on him just as much as you. With every roadblock you described about your recent album development, Hawks nodded along with expected understanding.Â
The revolving issue of personal safety might have brought him into your employ, but you know more and more cases like yours filled up his day-to-day life in ways you couldnât imagine⌠but he even shed some light on that as well to you. Heâd burst the bubble on hero work as an industry through little asides with you offstage: comments heâd likely get reprimanded for if he ever spoke them in a public statement.Â
But youâd keep his secrets safe. What happens on set stays on set.
So even now, as heâs tucked himself into your dressing room while you puttered around chatting about your true dreams of getting a new concept album wrapped by the end of the year, Hawks tuned in with genuine interest that only made your heart skip a beat for him more.
âI havenât always gotten the time to work on it lately⌠though this week, Iâve had a clearer head to be in here rather than under lock and key with a security force breathing down my neckâ which is largely thanks to you, Mr. Hawks.â
âOh please,â Hawks scrunches his nose and teases, âMr. Hawks is what the lawyers call me. Just Hawks is fine!â
You exhale, squishing back any girlish outburst from your voice at how fussy he looked.Â
âAll the same, thank you for your help this week,â you pressed, âItâs -uhm- not often I get to meet my favorite Pro Hero on the jobâŚâ
A pleased smirk lifts Hawksâ cheeks, though you spot a funny kind of shyness in them when he studies your sleeve rather than look you in the eye-
âFavorite, huh?â Hawks smiles, â nâhere I thought I was the lucky one, sweetâeart-â he taps his headphones for emphasis, âOne day Iâm listening to you on repeat on my morning commuteâ and the next, Iâm standing two feet from you!â
â--Youâre kidding.â
From his pocketed phone, Hawks challenges you with a press and hold on the speakers to boost the volume as high as it could go. Faintly, you caught your own pop vocals from your second ever album casting from Hawksâ headphones.Â
You canât believe your luckâ heâs really a fan? Of yours?
The mix of sentimentality and surprise must be palpable on your face as you grasp exactly which song has Hawks spellbound before he cocks his head with a sheepish grin of his own,Â
âBelieve me now?â
Words fail you, but you shudder out a little giggle that speaks volumes. He tests with a smile,
âSoooo guess you wouldnât mind if I asked a horribly stereotypical favor and snagged a selfie while Iâm here?âÂ
Eyebrows shot up to the sky as Hawks dangled his phone between you, you immediately pause. No one on your Communications team is still backstage (to your knowledge), but the engrained warning about checking your professional list of partnerships before posting comes to mind⌠annoying as it is. All you want is a pic with him, too!
âNothing for socials-â Hawks assures you with a gloved hand, âIf your handlers are just as pesky as mine, theyâd never let me live it down. Justâ something to keep me grounded, on the hard days.â
That reasoning⌠it almost broke your heart just as quickly as your potential disappointment had been earlier.Â
With a knowing smile, you nodded sweetly to Hawks- heâs charming in a whole new light to you.
âOnly if you send it to me too, hm? Favor for a favor?â
â âCourse!â
Sliding up into his open space, Hawks clearly knows his best side but keeps you right in the center of his shot. That smile he makes⌠you are going to keep this proud glint in his eye and sight of his hand around you locked into your mind foreverâ even if he forgets to send it to your insta handle after this.Â
Itâs too brief of a moment, watching his wing curl around you though the phoneâs front-facing camera burgeoning you close, head tilting gently against yours. Keeping a close-lipped smile seared into your mind when you think of him now.
Then in an even more lightning fast moment, while heâs fussing with a weird flip of his bangs, you reach to tap the shutter as you sneak a kiss onto his cheek.Â
Heâs stunned by the move, but by the even brighter muted smile, you stand by with pride double checking his photo gallery that the shot made it. It surely did.Â
âYou have a hard job, Hawks; harder and more dangerous than anyone I know,âÂ
You step away casually.. Though the need for distance is more for your sake than just optics of your forwardness.Â
â... Thought you deserved more than one lil selfie. Hope thatâs ok?â
âH-okay?â Hawks breathes out, studying his camera roll with reverence, âBetterân ok..â
Outside a muted feedback from the PA system is calling for Exit team to assembleâ get staged for your departure from the venue at last.
âThatâs me. Better bounce-â Hawks piped up after a small clearing of his throat. Youâre nearly too shy to look at him after this-
-but when a kiss greets your hand, lifted imperceptibly fast and squeezed just as fleeting as his words grace your ears- you couldnât look away if you tried.
â- a pleasure, dear.â
And before you can utter any further word of thanks or manage something other than a shocked smile, Hawks slips out of the room and off to hand the reins back to your team. You can barely hear from the still-live walkie talkies that your security detail is back at their regular stations, and your Pro-Hero is off for his final step of his hired work. Soon heâd be relieved of his station and off to save someone else from an unsavory fate.
He doesnât forget to send you the photos; and you now have his private insta handle.
The photo where you snuck a peck onto his cheek would be set as your internal screenshot if it werenât for your nieceâs constant borrowing of your phone when she visits you on setâŚÂ
But now, youâre back for a month-long stay at the studioâ your reward for a successful first half of the Tour.
Encouraged by your protective museâs spark at the thought of your new music, you decide to take that energy back to Chichibu. Your headphones might as well be glued to your head, with how much youâve head-dived into your sound mixing apps and sampling library. In fact, itâs that unwavering attention to your music that you nearly miss the most obvious sight walking through the lobby of the unassuming recording studio. Almost.
But how could you reallyâ when the largest floral arrangement youâd ever seen is gracing the reception table? That stunning piece looks like it costs more than the linoleum flooring the desk sits on.Â
A few aides have been distracted by the sight, studying the typed message attached and racking their brains for any sign of a calling card. One of your cutting room techs was currently rounding the base of the standing arrangement for some tucked note, which made you giggle how intently she was studying the thing.Â
You know the sound booth manager best out of this group of other visiting accompanists,
âLucky, lucky girl~â she reels you in excitedly, plucking the card from the otherâs sights and handing to you directly. âSorry to say thereâs no hint who itâs from⌠but itâs for you, little bird!â
You hedge at the pet name once againâ the nickname stuck unwillingly not only for your melodic talent, but the association with your clear celebrity (heroic) crush.Â
However, as you read the note, the immediate assumption that this may have been another gift from a venue host was thrown right out the windowâŚ
This was a personal gift:
To keep my genius company while she makes her magic~ No one can give us the stories you can; donât ever let them take your voice. Itâs the most beautiful thing Iâve heard. Canât wait to hear the new demo!
âNo matter how high or low I am.. a piece of me will be here with you. Itâs- where I'd rather be... Till next timeâŚâ
âNext time? Wait, who sent these again?!â
âIt was just the delivery guy, from that really flouncy place downtown~â the receptionist answers with interest.
âNooo, I mean on the card! Who signed the card?
âThere's nothingâ no initials, nothing..â you confirmed, still reeling over the message. But as you trail off over the cascade of tropical flowers, the flecks of red blooms catch your eye and bring you to study harder.Â
Then- tucked under some deep green curls- a spot of red hides. A quill amongst the mossy padding of the arrangement- not unlike a surprise found in a nest.
Sifting through under the guise of feeling tender petals, you grasp the soft, downy feather which bears a small post-it flag on the underside with a sequence of numbers on it.Â
âDo you have any idea who?â
Balling it carefully in your fist just as quickly, you answer, âCouldn't tell ya. But the pop of red sure is pretty, isn't it?â
In your booth -set up with your sticker-laden laptop and butterflies in your stomach- you hold the sticky note in one hand, pinching the crimson feather precariously in the other.Â
Face warmed and unbelieving of your luck, you think on what to send first to your mic-stealerâŚ
To be continued?
#keigo takami#hawks#mha hawks#bnha hawks#keigo x reader#keigo takami x reader#hawks x reader#takami keigo#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#mha x reader#bnha x reader#mha#bnha
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i became inspired so heres a silly oneshot smg34 fic that also includes mario and meggy
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This fic includes:
snowtrapped reference. Sorry yall </3
shitty grammar whenever mario speaks
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SMG43 crush frustrations, a 2 1/2 part oneshot
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Segment 1: SMG4 and Mario
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SMG4 sits at his desk, making videos, as per usual. Working hard to appease the hell that is the YouTube algorithm, all that good stuff.
SMG4 is just focused on working on making a decent video, trying his hardest to work in peace.
Suddenly, the door breaks down for the 17th time this week (it's tuesday), and SMG4's idiot best friend Mario bursts in to disturb said peace.
"ES EM GEE FOUR" he yells, startling his friend.
SMG4 sighs. "Hey, Mario, what do you need?"
"I just wanted to see what you were doing :))" Mario replies.
"I'm just making videos, that's all," SMG4 says, attempting to regain focus on making the video. "I gotta finish as much as I can before I have to hang out with SMG3 later today"
"Ooooo, watcha gonna be doin?"
"3's just gonna be streaming the two of us messing around on Gmod. I think he wants to play prop hunt?"
"Mario played that one time with him. He's too good at it," Mario recalls.
"Heh, as if. He only won cuz he was against you," SMG4 exclaims. "He won't stand a chance going against me."
Mario peeks over the chair and observes SMG4 making his video.
"Can Mario help???" Mario asks.
"Hahaha, no," said SMG4. "You don't know shit about editing."
"Lol ur right, im just bored af and wanted to do something" Mario says, eyes crossing. "What video you makin"
"I'm remastering an old video called 'Charming Peach'; people seem to like when I make remasters of old videos," SMG4 responds.
"Oooooooooo" says Mario. "Can I suggest a video idea?"
"Y'know what, sure. Go ahead."
"Snowtrapped remaster :))))"
SMG4's eyes widen. He turns and looks at Mario in the crossed eyes and humongous mustache.
"Hell no!"
"Hell yeah :)"
"Why would you suggest that?! I'm not doing that!"
"Why not?"
SMG4 blinks. "Why do you think?"
Mario shrugs. "Because it's too cold?"
SMG4 face palms. "I forgot; you don't think."
"Awww :(" Mario frowns. "Thats mean :(("
"Dude, SMG3 and I literally have sex in that episode."
"And?"
SMG4 blinks.
Mario blinks in return.
"AND WE WOULD RATHER DIE THAN REMAKE THAT? What do you want me to say?" SMG4 exclaims.
"You didn't enjoy it?" Mario asks.
SMG4's face turns bright red. "MARIO!! Why the hell would you ask that?!"
Mario blinks. He grins. "You're avoiding the question"
"I'm not answering the question. I'm not remaking Snowtrapped, period. SMG3 and I could never relive those events again."
Mario blinks one eye after the other, like a frog.
"Do you like him?" Mario asks out of the blue.
"Huh??" SMG4 says, red creeping on his face.
"Do you like SMG3?" Mario asks.
"I mean, yeah... as a... friend, of course."
"Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..." Mario's eyes narrow, and his head widens as he stares directly into SMG4's soul. "Mario doesn't buy it."
"What? What do you mean?!"
"I think you are gay :)"
"No. Also can you stop talking in emoticons?" SMG4 sighs.
"Come on!! I'm pretty sure you like him in a gay way"
"Why do you have to say it like that?"
"huh"
"...Nevermind. No, I don't like him like that." SMG4 chuckles, like he's trying to gaslight himself into believing the words he says. "Why would I? He berates me every day, I can't stand him sometimes... Why would I be in love with someone who constantly tries to do some bullshit to piss me off?"
"But when you do get along, what then?"
SMG4 opens his mouth to speak, but no words came out.
"I just... I..."
Mario smiles really wide. "Youuuu liiikkkeee himmmm!"
"Mario, quit it!"
"Youuu dooooo :)"
"MARIO!"
"Youuuu likeee yourr rivaaaaalll :)))))"
SMG4 sighs, tired of trying to convince Mario otherwise. "Fine, you caught me. Yes, I may or may not have developed a crush on SMG3..."
Mario gasps with the utmost glee in his eyes.
"I KNEW IT!"
"Yeah, but you BETTER NOT TELL A SOUL!!" SMG4 puts a firm hand on Mario's shoulder and points at him aggressively.
Mario frowns. "you're no fun"
"Yeah, yeah, whatever. I just don't want word to spread and for SMG3 to find out. Then he will really hate me, and not in the joking way he usually does."
"You think he hates you?" Mario tilts his head
"...Not really, but..."
"Then tell him!" Mario says.
"Haha, hell no. He is my rival, and even though we're able to... tolerate... each other for enough time, but SMG3 is very keen to remind me that we are 'rivals', and refuses to admit that we are friends, no matter how much we get close to admitting we are friends."
SMG4 looks down. "I do really like him, I just... I have no way of knowing if he does like me at all, and if he is being serious when he shit talks me. Maybe he thinks and talks about how stupid I am when I'm not hanging out with him. He probably hates me, with how much he berates me. Why would I want someone who hates me?"
Mario blinks. "You are dumping all this info on someone who has zero advice for you" he says.
SMG4 smiles sadly. "My bad. I just... it's been eating me up inside, I just wanted to vent about it."
"Its ok :) mario can try to give advice if you want!" Mario says.
SMG4 sighs. "Go ahead."
"Mario thinks that if SMG3 hated you so much, he wouldn't go out of his way to be around you"
"Huh? What do you mean?"
"He frequently shows up to hang out with you, he saves you, he talks about you a lot..."
"Wait, he does?"
"Yeah! I was waiting to get a bomb at his coffee shop and he was in a corner writing in his journal again, and he was saying everything he was writing out loud; he was saying 'I'm excited to hang out with smg4 tomorrow, we gonna play some gmod together and im totally gonna beat his ass at prop hunt, hes gonna be so mad itll be so funny, seeing his face so angry is so entertaining-' and then he stopped writing cuz he saw me waiting for my bomb order and he shoo'd me out of there and i didn't get my bomb"
SMG4 blushes. "Huh. So, he does shit talk me outside of my earshot, but in a positive way..." He smiles ear to ear. "Mario, honestly, I cannot believe I'm saying this, but your advice actually helped. I think my intrusive thoughts were just trying to lie to me. I needed to hear that."
"Yay! Mario's glad he could help :)" Mario says, smiling. "This is my character development! I am therapist :)"
SMG4 chuckles. "Mario, I would not trust you as a therapist 100% of the time."
Mario smirks. "But you can trust SMG3 as your therapist-"
SMG4 punches Mario's arm "Shush. This stays between us, okay?"
"yeah B) i gotchu"
"Thanks, man."
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Segment 2: SMG3 and Meggy
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Meggy steps into SMG3's coffee shop, 3's Coffee and Bombs. The cafe was very empty, there was little to no people there.
"Hello? SMG3?" she calls out.
SMG3 pops out from the kitchen.
"Ah, Meggy! Welcome to 3's Coffee and Bomb's!" SMG3 exclaims with a grand flourish. "How may I serve you?"
"Hey dude, I came here two days ago," Meggy says, deadpan. "You don't need to make a grand spectacle everytime I show up."
"Yeah, yeah. What'll it be? Coffee or bombs?"
"I'd like some coffee today. I think I'm gonna go for some black coffee today."
"Daring today, aren't we?" SMG3 says, in a sarcastic tone.
"Look, I'm trying to expand my horizons. Try new things. Every time I drink coffee, it's sweet as hell. I'mma take something bitter for once."
"If you say so," SMG3 says.
SMG3 makes Meggy her coffee and Meggy gives him his money. SMG3's watch beeps.
"Oh! Looks like it's break time!" he says.
"Nice! Care to join me?" Meggy suggests.
"Sure, why not," SMG3 says, shrugging. He makes himself some coffee of his own and sits at a table across from Meggy.
"I heard you have plans on doing a stream collab with SMG4 today," Meggy comments. "You guys are playing Gmod, right?"
"Yeah!" SMG3 sips his coffee. "I'm gonna kick his ass in prop hunt. He will be so pissed."
"Haha, I see," Meggy says, taking a sip of her coffee. She spits it back into the cup.
"Rude," SMG3 frowns.
"It's not that you're bad at making coffee, it's that black coffee isn't the right coffee for me," Meggy responds, also frowninh. "Don't take so much offense to everything."
"Welp." SMG3 leans back in his chair. "I'm excited. I can't wait to absolutely destroy his ass in games I'm goated at."
"Aren't you just happy you get to hang out with 4?" Meggy remarks.
"...Hanging out with him to make him look like a loser on stream, yes!" SMG3 responds.
Meggy smirks. "I think you do enjoy his company."
SMG3 studies a speck on the ceiling. "Says who?"
"Says me. I know you like him."
SMG3's face immediately turns bright red.
"NUH UH!" SMG3 exclaims. "He's stupid and a moron and a loser! W-why would I be attracted to a- a loser like him?!"
Meggy looks him dead in the eye. "I was gonna say opposites attract, but you guys are both oblivious AND obvious dumbasses, so you guys have more in common than you like to admit."
SMG3 looks away. "I don't like him. He probably hates me, with how much I berate him. Why would I want someone who hates me?"
Meggy smiles.
"3, I think 4 is just as in love with you as you are with him."
"What makes you think I like him?" quizzes SMG3.
"Oh, you constantly talk about how excited you are to do anything with him, you pout when he's not around, and you're usually the first person to try to instigate helping him as soon as he's in trouble," Meggy recounts.
SMG3 blushes. "We're Meme Guardians; if one of us isn't around, our powers are very minimal. I'm just looking out for him because I don't know what happens to one Meme Guardian the moment his counterpart is dead, and I don't want to find out."
"Awww, you care about him!" Meggy smiles.
"Just talk to him, dumbass," Meggy said. "He usually functions better once people communicate their issues with him. If you ask if you take things too far, and if he feels hurt by your words, talking it out is the right thing."
"Shush. So what if I do? He would never like me back. He probably can't stand me. I berate and belittle him too much. I know, I know, it's bad, but... I don't know how to communicate appreciation to people I care about. Teasing is all I know, but I never know if I've pushed it's limit-"
"But that's so difficult! I'm no good at communication!" SMG3 complains.
"You're a therapist! This is the type of advice you give your patients!" Meggy responds.
"I'm a hypocrite!" SMG3 wails.
"Look, just talk to him at some point. Maybe after the stream is over, just take some time out of your day to figure out how SMG4 feels about your constant teasing, then go from there."
"Yeah. Y'know what, I'll keep that in mind. Thanks Meggy."
"No problem! And, while you're at it, you should totally go for it!" Meggy exclaims, beaming.
"Meggy..." SMG3 sighs.
"I know you like him, you can't keep hiding."
SMG3 groans even louder.
"Yes, but you tell no one, okay?" SMG3 orders.
"Of course," Meggy says, smiling.
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SMG4 and SMG3 are up in SMG4's office, playing and streaming Gmod shenanigans. Mario is sitting on the couch in the gaming room, watching TV. Meggy comes in and joins Mario on the couch.
"SMG4 and SMG3 can't be any more obvious, can they?" she remarks.
"they gay as hell," Mario agrees.
"3 confirmed he does like 4," Meggy says.
Mario laughs maliciously.
"What?" asks Meggy.
"mario also got SMG4 to confirm he likes 3 >:)," Mario says.
"Ha," Meggy says, "Cool. Do you think they'll ever actually get together?"
"hmmmmmm, Maybe!" Mario answers. "But if they don't, it's incredibly funny to watch their gay struggling, so we can keep watching it for a while"
"I like your thinking, Red," Meggy smirks. "Let's just let them be for the time being."
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cardigan J. Drysdale
Jamie Drysdale x fem!reader
synopsis - when you and jamie get married you canât help but look back on every single memory, good and bad, that led you two to this moment.
wc - 2.5k
contains - honestly mostly fluffy, some angst flashbacks but itâs a cute fic mostly, cursing, shouting, kissing, oh reader has a sister who is her maid of honor, i think thatâs it (as always lmk!!)
an - i was about to post this yesterday but i fell asleep sorry lol. iâve had this practically done for like a week but i kept thinking it wasnât good enough. im actually really excited for this one! i mightâve not made Jamie and bad as James is but we all know Jamie would never do anything like James so. i love the folklore triangle SO SO MUCH (betty especially my favorite) so this one was so fun to write! i hope you love it!
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Today was the best day of your life, your wedding day. You married your best friend since 8th grade, Jamie. You were finally Mrs. Drysdale, Jamie had been waiting for this moment since he realized he was going to marry you in his senior year of high school.
The ceremony was absolutely gorgeous, Jamie cried during your first look and then again when you came down the aisle. He looked perfect, a navy blue suit matching the color of the ribbon on your bridesmaid's bouquets. Trevor was tearing up next to his best friend as you came down the aisle, his grey suit matching with the groomsmen.
Now Trevorâs suit jacket is long gone, thrown over his chair as he dances to an old 90s song in the middle of your reception hall. He had created a dance circle and brought most of your guests, even the elderly, into it. That was also where your husband was dragged to at the moment. Now you were sitting at your dinner seat, looking through the gift your sister gave you as she sat next to you.
Your sister had been your best friend since you were born, her being 3 years older than you. Now, she held your hand as you teared up turning the page of the photo book sheâd made you.
vintage tee, brand new phone. high heels on cobblestones. when you are young they assume you know nothing.
The first picture there ever was of you and Jamie, sitting next to each other on your parentsâ old couch, his arm wrapped cautiously around you at your 14th birthday party, when he was still just your friend boy. Heâd gotten you a new shirt. Well, it was not new, but it was a thrifted vintage shirt youâd been looking for for months.
Youâd also gotten a new iPhone 7, amazing at the time. It was a phone you texted Jamie on every night before bed, when during the school year youâd have to leave it on the counter of your kitchen till the next morning. It was crazy to think that those 2 little babies were married now.
sequin smile, black lipstick. sensual politics. when you are young they assume you know nothing.
You laughed at a different picture, remembering when you were almost 16, thinking you were hot shit with your dark lipstick at homecoming. Your beautiful boyfriend of over a year with his shining smile wrapped around your side.
You guys had shocked most when at 17 they asked how long youâd been together, and you guys answered with 2+ years. You guys were so young for how long you were committed to each other.
but i knew you, dancinâ in your Leviâs. drunk under a street light, i. i knew you.
You flipped a few pages, seeing a photo of you and Jamie (taken by your sister), slow dancing in the kitchen, him just in his jeans, bare back muscles on display in the photo. Another photo, you and Jamie, holding hands and running down the sidewalk of Anaheim, both quite tipsy as Trevor filmed you two, being the DD. It all was so surreal. Youâre married, to Jamie, the boy youâd loved since forever.
hand under my sweatshirt. baby, kiss it better, i. and when i felt like i was an old cardigan, under someoneâs bed. you put me on and said i was your favorite.
A picture of the night you and Jamie got back together. You had broken up for all of 2 and a half weeks when you were both 18. After almost 4 years of being together, it was overwhelming to think of him moving to Anaheim, so far from you.
He came to your place the night before he left, pleading with you to just try and make it work. It didnât take much begging from him, you were always gonna be his. The way he made you feel, was like no other. His most special girl, as Jamie would put it.
The picture was a snap youâd sent to your sister, a selfie of you and Jamie both crying but laughing, with a caption âguess whoâs fav couple is #backtogether!!!!â Your sister loved the photo so much, one of her favorites.
a friend to all is a friend to none. chase two girls, lose the one. when you are young they assume you know nothing.
A picture of you two when you were 16, heâd just won a game with his junior team and your moms needed a picture of you two together when he got off the ice. Heâs still in all of his gear, youâre in one of his sweatshirts that had his name and number on the chest. His arm is around your waist, youâre both smiling from ear to ear with rosy cheeks. You remember that night, it was your first argument.
There were some girls, presumably playerâs sisters, who were waiting around the locker room at the end of the game. Jamie was the first boy to come out of the lockers, and the girls decided to try and sink their teeth into him.
Jamie was trying to get them off of him, all he wanted was to see you. When you finally came over to the locker rooms, all you saw was Jamie with his back to you, and two girls rubbing his arms with big smiles on their faces, telling him how amazing he played.
If Jamieâs back hadnât been turned from you, you wouldâve seen his uncomfortable and upset face, and him telling them to get off of him. But you didnât see that, what you did see broke your little 16-year-old heart.
You knew in the back of your head you probably shouldâve waited to see what his reaction was but you couldnât fight the ache in your chest when you saw it. You practically ran out to the car, texting your mom that you didnât feel well and wanted to go home before your planned dinner with the Drysdaleâs.
You got a few questions from your parents, but you just told them you felt sick. And you did, to be fair, just not in the way they assumed. Jamie texted, his parents told him how you felt sick and he was concerned. Your answers to his texts concerned him more though, you were being vague, a little mean, even. Youâd avoided Jamie for almost a week before he came over when he knew youâd be home and questioned you.
His first thought was that you were really sick, but he also knew how you got when you were sick. If you were sick you always wanted Jamie however you could have him, in person, over text, on Facetime, anything. He knew it was something else. His suspicions were proven correct when he barged into your room, and you were lying on your bed texting, perfectly well.
He argued with you a little bit, just upset that you were telling him you were sick to not see him. He was almost embarrassed about it. When the truth finally came out, Jamie immediately softened, feeling bad that you thought he would give any girl other than you the time of day. When he told you what really happened, you felt so stupid. You apologized over and over. Jamie assured you he understood, but asked you to please tell him if something was ever bothering you.
but i knew you. playing hide-and-seek and giving me your weekends, i i knew you, heartbeat on the high line once in twenty lifetimes, i. and when i felt like i was an old cardigan, under someoneâs bed. you put me on and said i was your favorite.
You were Jamieâs sanctuary, his place of peace when his world was upside down. Because of how long youâd known each other, you both could be kids again while together. Your moms bet that you would get married the minute they both found out you were dating. At 14, they both knew that you two were forever. They could see the soulmate connection you two have.
You made each other feel new, while also reminding each other of the good in the past. You came to every Otters game, then when he was drafted almost every Ducks game. Your parents werenât skeptical even for a second when you said you were going to move to Anaheim and go to school there. They knew Jamie had you, and that you were in good hands.
to kiss in cars and downtown bars, was all we needed. you drew stars around my scars, but now iâm bleedinâ.
Jamie had been there through everything. Every panic attack, every bad day, every fight with your parents. He was always there to hold you and whisper sweet nothings to you. He never expected anything from you except for your love, and that wasnât a hard ask.
Jamie was the most loving and lovable person in the world. He knew what to say and when to say it. He was always able to make everything better, he was everything everywhere all the time.
cause i knew you, steppinâ on the last train. marked me like a bloodstain, i. i knew you. tried to change to the ending, Peter losing Wendy, i. i knew you. leavinâ like a father, runnng like water, i. and when you are young they assume you know nothing.
During those few months when you couldnât tell what the future of your relationship looked like you were so scared. Pretty much everything youâd done in the past year or so had been for Jamie. Finding a school near Anaheim, moving across the country to Anaheim, trying to be the most supportive girlfriend you could.
Jamie was unlike himself for those months. You were scared the NHL would have forever changed the boy you fell in love with. He was just, different. You couldnât tell if he was just getting older or if he felt like he had to act older to be respected in the league.
The night Jamie found you broken down is the night he realized he had almost ruined the one consistently good thing he had. He has apologized for weeks after, he felt so terrible and it made you feel even worse, seeing him tearing himself up over something you were past.
but i knew youâd linger like a tattoo kiss. i knew youâd haunt all of my what-ifs. the smell of smoke would hang around this long, âcause i knew everything when i was young. i knew iâd curse you for the longest time. chasinâ shadows in the grocery line. i knew youâd miss me once the thrill expired, and youâd be standinâ in my front porch light.
You knew no matter what happened to your relationship he would always be âthe 1â. He had been your everything since you were 14 years old, there was no way you could ever get over him.
Jamie had realized his mistake of putting you on the back burner a few weeks before he was able to admit it. He had had a bad game, like really bad. He had multiple penalties, hadnât done a great job leading the defense, or assisting the offense.
After the game, he was pissed with himself, but his best friend came over to him, patting him on the back and saying âGo home and relax. Youâve been so tense lately. Go be with your girl and chill, you definitely need it.â
It confused him, all season heâd been working harder and harder than ever before, and he assumed when all that work wasnât helping, he had to push himself even more. He never realized that his best successes came from when he was relaxed when he had been talking to you before, when he could see you in the crowd.
You had come to as many games as you could all season. But one night, after a fight over God knows what, Jamie told you not to bother coming to his game the next night, and you hadnât gone since.
Jamie had questioned his love for hockey at times during his rookie season. Heâd even thought about what his life would look like without it. He never had to question one thing though, that youâd be there no matter what he did. Heâd thought about his future, always just knowing you were gonna be there.
Jamie realized that you werenât always gonna be there if he didnât care for you like he should. He realized you could probably find another guy who would bend over backward to do everything you ever wanted for you. He realized he had to start doing that again, because youâd done everything for him in the past year, and never asked for anything in return.
and i knew youâd come back to me. youâd come back to me. and youâd come back to me. youâd come back.
You didnât realize tears were running down your face until your sister wiped them away, tilting your head up to look at her. She then nodded to the side, and you followed her gaze, seeing your husband standing next to you. Your husband. His smile drops when he sees your tears.
âHey woah baby, are you alright?â
You sniff and nod, laughing at yourself.
âYes, just my stupid sister made me cry with her present.â
He laughed and shook his head at your sister, saying something about not making the most important girl of the night cry. Your sister stood up from her seat, going to pick up your niece who had fallen asleep at one of the tables. You turned back to Jamie after your sister had left, smiling at him with glossy eyes.
âYou tired pretty?â
âA bit, but I guess I could dance with you a little more. At the end of the day, you are my husband.â
He nodded at you with amusement, letting out an âoh yeah?â and grabbing your hand to pull you from your seat, smashing his lips into yours. You held his face while he held your waist. You got a few whoops from your wedding party, calling you over to the dance floor, a Taylor Swift song had just come on, and Trevor was about to go crazy.
When you pulled away from each other, you both had the most lovesick smiles on your faces, intertwining hands and running over to the dance floor, jumping around with the people you loved most, shouting the lyrics to Cruel Summer.
Jamie was always gonna be yours, no matter what happened.
and when i felt like i was an old cardigan, under someoneâs bed. you put me on and said i was your favorite.
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Penny/Alex !! next door neighbors filled with parental issues
Han baby hiiiii ty for the ask my sweet sorry for the delay
Ok Penny and Alex are super cute actually. Im seeing size difference. Im seeing popularity disparity that could make for fun angst. And tutoring potential because Alex has dyslexia in my every interpretation of him.
Hereâs the pitch. Forced proximity through school. Either a group project or tutoring, something. Im thinking college and Penny is either a TA or works for a tutoring center. (I havent looked into fics but im certain this is so basic for them its gotta be lol but lets get a little nuanced with it)
Alex is kind of an ass like he is at the beginning of the game to female farmers. Backhanded compliments, that kind of thing. But Penny is used to dealing with children (sick burn ik ty). Sheâs also used to being bullied, at school and at home. She has one hell of a poker face and is excellent at quietly steering Alex back to their work.
Alex finds himself bringing more work to her for her help, because she doesnât talk down to him like heâs stupid, and heâd rather hear her soft voice read the words aloud than take forever trying to understand them himself.
He stops poking fun at her clothes, or really trying to make any of the jokes he normally makes because he starts to notice how she shuts down when he does it. Thereâs a practiced blankness to her eyes that feels familiar.
(Oooo wait Hozier: Honey, youâre familiar, like my mirror years ago Oh man that line always GETS me)
One day while studying someone intentionally bumps her as they pass behind her chair, murmuring something rude about her odd, conservative style (I would imagine her wearing long skirts and cardigans, kinda old lady style. Lots of yellows and browns, flower prints)
Alex immediately shoots up out of his seat ready to kill someone, his chair falling backwards with a SLAM.
âWhat the fuck did you just say?â
Heâs fuming like a bull, not immediately noticing that his outburst is the one thing that has ever gotten Pennyâs facade to crack and sheâs shaking, hands over her ears.
In a single moment he has so much to process. Where did that reaction even come from? Not two weeks ago he might have made the same comment at her expense. They werenât even friends but they felt connected somehow. He felt protective of her. Like he wanted her to be his to protectâŚ
But thatâs when he looks down and sees her. And his heart breaks.
âPenny?â
Eeeehehe that one was fun. For ship name I like PenAlex but I really donât know about a more abstract name for them. Good Egg? Lol. Like when someone is a good student youâd say theyâre a good egg. Idk. Something something jock nerd something.
Send me any Stardew Valley rarepair and I will tell you how I would make them work! (Even non-marriage npcs) If youre lucky you may get a mini fic out of it. Check the list below to see if Ive already answered yours
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Kwazii design Take 1 (plus Kobb!)
sorry if my info seems wack I'm only now just starting to catch up to above and beyond lol
{ LONG POST BUT IT DOES INCLUDE SOME HEADCANONS ABOUT KWAZII AND HOW HE JOINS THE OCTONAUTS}
Ok so I'm gonna be honest this is from like 2 weeks ago when I was first getting back into the octonauts hyper fixation and the way I've drawn kwazii Has Changed since then but its still pretty close lol
Btw, that's Kobb, someone from his "mysterious pirate past" loll. His name is Kobb because its inspired from Japanese Kobolds, Hes a doberman.
He comes off as a guy with very quiet and threatening aura full of silent intense states, but really he's a sweetheart. He's not very talkative, but he adores children (knew kwazii since he was a kitten) and is the type to take the blame to keep others safe. He's really a shantyman, (I'll have to dump all my pirate lore and how it works in the octonauts universe in another post, I'll link it when I do) and that doesn't just mean like singing songs, but also communication of ship orders via long distance with flags, whistles, howls, and such.
He also knows how to work a canon :)
INFODUMP ON KWAZII HERE:
I would give kwazii some sick pirate earrings and all that jazz, but honestly dude lets be real there be BARACUDAS and YEAH.
He switches his eye patch between his eyes because apparently pirates mightve used em to effectively train their eyes to see in the dark better? Very cool to me, so for below deck and night raids which makes sense. The smudged eyeliner is also just Kohl, which is an old thing that alot people still use because they believe it improves the health and vision of the eyes. Makes extra sense when I remember cats see in the dark lol.
Kwazii was a bit of a lookout in his preteen years and such.
Ive got a lot of ideas and like genuine plot for the octonauts in general so I'll have to make a list and post em one by one.
Basic timeline for kwazii though (Im explaining how pirates work in this universe on another post) so kwaziis born into a pirate clan and well his grandad was the captain and all that jazz. He's raised with em and gets the Pirate Education of reading, math, navigation, Pirate Battle Tactics, Pirate Politics, how to bribe sea life, how to stab and no be stabbed, steering boats, water currents and maps, How To Survive If ShipWrecked, and etc.
All cool, all silly pirate times for our ADHD kitty, around age 10 is when calico jack left in my timeline, (also y'all I'm just now getting to watching above and beyond so if I mess stuff up gimme some grace please :'> ), and they expected the guy to come back a year or two after satisfying the treasure itch but he just... didn't.
3 or so years later, some drama happens in the crew happens and eventually kwazii ends up going solo at the age of 13, (he wants to get treasure and adventure just like his grandad,maybe even find him!) its pretty rough at first and the most social interaction he gets is sea life or just people at ports he visits lol. He does successfully hunt out treasure (and bully unethical fishermen, he and the dolphin pod are still great friends) and etc. He even found an abandoned lighthouse on an island (weird, but hey! free pirate hideout) and he was just living like that till he ended up meeting none other than captain barnacles!
The thing is the octonauts were like like getting a crew together at all, and the only one that was really there (other than tweak and the prof) was shellington and well. Needless to say they're understaffed lmso.
So barnacles has been chasing this dolphin pod, well he tried to nicely ask if he could tag some of em for scientific purposes but well, they thought it was a game and now they're convinced they're playing tag. Of course the captain still isn't experienced in Being An Octonaut, and well gup A might end up getting wrecked by some rocks he crashes into. And then he's just stranded on the rocks above the waves and oh wow did you know that the land above the water is even hotter than the water?
Anyways he's just melting and questioning his life choices because, like what's he supposed to do wait for tweak to pedal to him on the gup f đŤđlike be for real man that must've suuuuccked
anyways he just sees this tiny boat with this even tinier guy on it??? sailing to him???
(sorry if they sound outta character lol)
"Oh... H-HhhIiiii"
"Y'know them phins told me some big furry thing crashed but I didn't expect it to be- You alright big fella?"
"mM nO I think.. YeAhp, Im ALL GO ooOD."
"Ive got shade and water?"
Oh sh- fr? " Thank you tiny man"
"Awh man ya don't even got a wallet on ya, oh well."
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"So are you still a beached whale or ah?"
"I-I'm fine, thank you I simply, well I'm feeling better I just need you to drop me off at this location."
"Y'sure you're not still about t' feed the fish? On accounta all o the uh, squiffy looks ye have?"
At this point barnacles is just doubly wondering what his life is, because either he's still under the effects of overheating or this guy has said "me clipper" in reference to his boat 3 times already. He was actually very grateful but honestly was this guy even real???
"I... don't think so?"
"M yeah yeah, so what's a walkin Nothern whale even doin out here?"
Was that an insult or- No he seems far too friendly- If a bit rough, maybe scraggly looking-
After a very lengthy, educated explanation of his goal and dreams of the octonauts and all they would accomplish- He'd realized the cat had been stared at him with the biggest blankest eyes he'd ever seen-
And then in a second they snapped to clarity-
"OHHHHHHHH- so yer like, some sorta ah, sciency type... a nerd ha! Well alright that's nice for ya"
The ginger cat didn't even have an ounce of mocking in his tone either- He was really just stating a fact. He really hoped he seemed like a strong dependable nerd at least. á´šáľĘ¸áľáľ áľáľáľâż ᾠ˥ᜌáľáľËĄáľ Ę°áľĘłáľáśŚáśâť
They'd bid farewell. A stranger helped a stranger and that was the end.
Or it wouldve been until he'd been struggling to find some little sea creatures in a reef and he'd just so happened to come across a certain cocky cat. Of course, the guy was happy to help, he was friends with the little critters after all!
Silly fun little coincidence and wow kwazii sure is decently good with this haha well good bye (again)-
They meet again and this time Kwaziis boat has been absolutely wrecked. And wow captain you're not really gonna wreck a poor pirates boat (one who helped ya plenty) to just suffer when your whole motto is explore RESCUE protect are ya?
So until Kwazii could get to his safe spot, (an abandoned lighthouse he turned into his own 'secret pirate base') to repair the thing, he was... kinda just stuck in the octopod.
And well- He was grateful, and very very curious, being cat and all that.
He'd never dove so deep into the water before! And he certainly hadn't ever seen such cute curious creatures as the (admittedly very young at the time) vegimals, and well of course he'd help Tweak try out the new speedy gup she was makin, anythin to help around-
By the time they get there well.... Barnacles has realized that Kwazii is well, Kwazii is kind of the exact person he'd been struggling to find.
Quick to learn, quicker to act, understood navigation and sea currents, gifted at diving, capable of steering subs well, crafty when dealing with the unique challenges of dealing with sea life and-
Well, he was also possibly a very good and kind friend. A strange one, but well, a very very good one.
They were about to say good bye, but well, the captain lamented on how he hoped kwazii would have good luck with treasure hunting, and he well maybe he kinda hoped he'd find someone at least half as good as him to help.
And well, who said he couldn't be a pirate AND an octonaut? Since the captain, you know, really needed the help- BESIDES, he probably had a way better of finding treasure when going UNDER the water- AND WELL, what pirate could say no to adventure and-
And kwazii was not a legally recognized citizen of any country so he couldn't legally become an octonaut.
Getting legal documentation for a lone pirate cat he'd met in the middle of the ocean wasn't on the captains bingo card. At least he... sort of knew what taxes were....
"Well what's your place of birth at least?!"
"Uhhh I dunno, a boat?"
"Okay- But, But w he r e ?"
"The ocean, matie???"
"In what waters though? Like- Like near what country???"
"... I dunno just like, the middle 'o it?"
"Kwazii I cant put "the middle of the ocean" as your place of birth!"
"Why not? its true-"
A very fun process for everyone that didn't include long wait times or long explanations of why on earth aren't you legal anywhere- or even shorter "explanations" of thats what makes a mysterious pirate past mysterious me heartie
anyways my brain is broken have fun lol
also I finally finished captain barnacles drawing today lol I'll post later
#octonauts#octonauts kwazii#octonauts oc#octonauts art#my art#octonauts captain barnacles#octonauts barnacles#I'm a living wreck
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part 31 / old man â
masterlist
important note!! there is the implication of a panic attack in this part so if that makes u uncomfortable, please do not continue reading! i am sorry in advance if i offend anyone by the way i write out the panic attack. i have not experienced one before and am basing the information solely on research i have done beforehand as well as the experiences of my friends. and for anyone who has experienced a panic attack, U R ONE OF THE STRONGEST PEOPLE EVER!
âgeez, the school needs to start providing free umbrellas or something!â coach ukai exclaimed. he stared at his two players and team managerâ tetsu, kozume, and yn were all dripping wet and shivering from the intense weather. âweâre ending practice a bit early so just grab a towel and dry yourselves up a bit or go take a quick shower in the locker room so you at least donât catch a cold before the game next week.â
âyes, coach.â the three nodded, quickly making their way to the showers.
âyn!â mori called out, running up to his friend with a hoodie in hand. âchange into this after so youâre not cold.â
yn eyed the material, smirking once she realized who it belonged to. âdid rinnie give this to you?â she mused, âohoho, so are you guys talking or what?â
âoh shut up, go take a shower. you smell like wet dog.â mori grumbled, shoving the hoodie into ynâs arms. yn giggled, thanking mori before heading into the girls locker room.
(note: guys.. i donât actually ship mori n rin LOL js a disclaimer bc ik (or im pretty sure) they like havenât met in the actual seriesâŚ? theyâre more of a sub-plot like cece n tetsu bc i love side character lore! anyways back to the storyyy)
once yn was done freshening up, she joined coach ukai and mr. takeda on the bleachers to talk about the game. "the team is looking good," coach examined. he watched as the players went up against each other in a quick match. "i just don't know what to do about kozume and keiji." he rubbed the back of his neck, deep in thought as he analyzed the papers yn gave him last practice.
"what do you mean?" yn asked. she didn't recall writing anything weird about the two.
coach ukai shrugged. "maybe it's because i've known these kids since they were freshmen, but something just feels off between the two. i compared your notes from the beginning of the semester to last week, and there's a slight decline in their abilities."
yn furrowed her brows, taking the papers from coach ukai to see the difference herself. "a decline?" her eyes scanned the data and much to her surprise, he was right. kozume's agility went down by 2.5% and keiji's been struggling to successfully set the ball up for kou which puts the team at a big disadvantage since kou is normally always on the court and has the most trust in keiji to send him the ball.
(note again: idk what i js pulled out of my ass w this one >o< i donât play volley but wtvr! :3)
"speaking of kozume and keiji, where are they?" mr. takeda piped up. tetsurou finished showering at the same time as yn and was currently talking to a few members, assumingly giving them tips for next week, but kozume was still nowhere to be seen. there couldnât have been only one working shower right?Â
"bokuto!" coach ukai called out, "where's your setter?"
"uhh-" kou looked around, "not on the court, coach!"
keishin groaned. "well, obviously.."
"keiji is in the locker room, pretty sure.â kei answered instead. he heard the setter excuse himself to grab something in the locker room, but what would he need in there when they usually dropped their things off on the bleachers? the middle blocker shrugged it off, not caring too much about his upperclassman.
âuhm i think kozume is also still in there.â shoyou added. his eyes met ynâs, both of them starting to feel a bit uneasy after talking about the two last night. âdo you want me to go grab them?â keishin sighed, motioning for shoyou to retrieve the two missing players.
as shoyou neared the red-painted metal doors, his ears picked up keijiâs voice. he sounded annoyed. really annoyed. âyou canât be seriously telling me you wonât leave yn alone, right? right? kozume câmon,â keiji laughed in mockery, his voice was getting a bit louder, but not loud enough to reach the ears of the other people on the other side of the gym. âyouâre just going to keep hurting her. she doesnât deserve that. you donât deserve her.â
âlike you have any place to talk,â kozume barked back. though not as aggravated as keiji, kozume was firm with his words. âyou made yn feel unimportant the whole time the two of you were in a relationship. you were the one who had an interest in her first, yet you barely took the time to show any effort. you couldnât even go to one of the most important events in her life! she worked so hard, she always does, for the annual art exhibition, but you forgot about it.â
âi had an important meeting that day-â keiji tried to reason.
kozume only scoffed. âoh please.â
âokay. fine.â shoyou could hear heavy footsteps. keiji was corning kozume into the lockers. he pressed an accusing finger against his chest. âmissing the art exhibition was a dick move, but am i the one whoâs going for their friendâs ex? am i the one who would publicly reject yn, yet give her mixed signals behind closed doors, continuously confusing her and manipulating her feelings? am i the one who canât make up his mind, slowly declining ynâs mental and emotional well-being? no, kozume, iâm not. you are. know your place. yn doesnât need you.â
it was quiet for a few seconds before shoyou could hear keijiâs footsteps walking toward the door he was pressing his ear against. in a quick panic, the ginger hid behind a nearby scoreboard until he saw keiji far enough to where he wouldnât see the worried sophomore slip into the locker room.
âkozume!â shoyou cried out. the blond was in a fetal position on the floor against the lockers. he rocked back and forth, the frantic movement almost causing him to hit his head against the hard metal. his breathing was short and unstable, almost like he was choking. it was even more difficult to breathe due to his strained cries. the state of his close friend made shoyou sick to his stomach, his body trembled, not knowing what to do. âwhat- whats happening?!â he tried to prevent kozume from accidentally injuring himself, but once his hand made contact with kozumeâs shoulder, the blond slapped his hand away.
âdonât touch me!â he cried out. his eyes grew in panic, everything around him was overwhelming him past his limit.
shoyou fell back at the sudden impact, âkozume-â
âiâm sorry,â kozume dug his head back into his arms. âiâm sorry iâm sorry iâm sorry iâm sorry iâm sorry-â he repeated the same words over and over again, each apology more desperate than the last. âi hit shoyou? why did i hit shoyou?â âi didnât mean it- i didnât i-â his voice was restless, saying the same thing over and over as his mind grew louder by the second. âi hurt shoyou. i hurt yn. i canât stop. i donât know what to do. i canât stop. it hurts. everything hurts. i hurt yn. my heart wont shut up. itâs so loud. everything is so loud. please shut up. please shut up. shut up. shut up. shut up-â
âkozume i donât know what to do!â shoyou sobbed. the situation was getting to much for him, he needed to call someone for help. âiâm going to get yn, sheâll know what to do-â
âSHUT UP.â shoyou stopped in his tracks, body cold at the sudden yell. kozumeâs head jerked up at his own words, disbelief written across his face. was he the one who yelled that? âplease donât get yn. please- shoyou please.â he was tirelessly begging. tears constructing his vision enough to not even know if shoyou was opening the door or not. âplease. please donât call yn. i donât- she canât know. please. iâm sorry i yelled. iâm sorry- just. just- donât move.â
shoyou slowly removed his hand from the door handle. his movements were slow, scared that he might suddenly alarm kozume again. he squeezed his eyes shut, breathing long and slow to calm his nerves so that he could at least provide some sort of ease to kozume. âokayâŚâ he whispered, slowly opening his eyes. shoyou bent down to kozumeâs level, leaving a foot of space between them as he tried to calm the blondâs nerves as he just did his own. âitâs okay koz. itâs okay.â continuing the breathing exercise he was previously doing, shoyou used his hands to motion each inhale, each hold of breath, and each exhale.Â
âiâm sorry.â kozume murmured, unable to meet shoyouâs gaze. he was slowly regaining stable breathing, the pain in his chest diminishing.Â
âdonât apologize!â shoyou scolded. âiâm the one who should say sorry, kozume.â the ginger choked back his tears, refraining from overwhelming his friend. âi didnât know what to do and i couldnât help you..â
kozume shook his head, âyou did help, sho. thank you.â a small smile graced his features, reassuring his friend.
the two sat in silence for a few minutes until shoyou decided to let his curiosity flow free. âkozume, can i ask you something?â the blonde nodded. âwhat's happening between you and keiji? and why canât yn know about this? why are you hiding it from her?â
kozume let out a weak laugh. âthatâs more than just a something.âÂ
âsorry, i just donât get it!â shoyou whined. âyn likes you, a lot, and i thought you really like yn too. so why are u letting keiji get in the way and talk you down like that? why are you so afraid of letting yourself be happy?â
the familiar question rang through kozumeâs mind. a previous conversation from tetsurou suddenly resurfacing.
âare you afraid of letting yourself be happy or something? look, iâm not saying you shouldâve prevented keiji from asking yn out, but youâve liked my sister since what? the second grade? and you just let some new guy sweep her off her feet? thatâs just crazy, man! i know for a fact that he could never have the same connection you and her have, trust me, iâm like psychic or something. i know youâre the better personâ- the only person, actually, for yn.âÂ
âitâs not thatâŚâ kozume groaned. âiâm afraid thatâŚif yn and i do become something more than what we are now, iâll disappoint her more than i already do. what if, once we start dating, she realizes she doesnât actually like me?â
shoyou frowned. keijiâs words were dug deep into kozumeâs heart. nothing he could say, no amount of reassurance could ever directly change kozumeâs mindset. it needed to come from herâ
knock. knock. knock.Â
âsho? kozume? are you guys okay? i- uhm weâre getting worriedâŚyou two have been in there for a long time, is everything okay?â
there she was. the only person who could dissolve all of keijiâs cruel words from kozumeâs distraught soul.Â
âsorry, weâll be out in a sec, nn!â shoyou called out. he reached a hand out for kozume to take. âare you okay to go outside?â
the blonde took a deep breath. âwe have a game next week, donât we?â he placed his hand on shoyouâs, pulling himself up.
the two opened the door to reveal ynâs big doe eyes brimming with concern. âwhat happened? did you lose your towel? was the water too cold?â she enveloped kozumeâs hands into her own, feeling the difference in temperature. âif you didnât have any warm water, you shouldâve told us! taking a cold shower after being soaked in the rain isnât good for you!âÂ
âhey!â coach ukai irked, already frustrated that kozume would only have less than an hour to practice. âstop feeling the boy up and let him get his ass to work!â
ynâs eye twitched at the suggestive assumption. she quipped her head at keishin and flipped him off. âshut up, old man!â
part 30 sassy man apocalypse <- | masterlist | -> part 32 nipples in a twist
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hi!! just wanted to say thank for your service on behalf of the star wars community𫡠your writing is so good! i saw your requests were open and honestly anymore modern/delinquent!kylo content of any kind would be appreciated lol <3 anyways hope youâre having a good day :)
omgggg hi thank you sm <3 lucky for you i am currently working on a part two for nicotine stains !!! im shooting for it to be out by thursday at the latest but knowing me if i have an idea i cant stop until its done so it will most likely be earlier lmao. if you wanna be added to the taglist you can pm me or send another ask that isn't anonymous and i won't post it!
however as a little treat while you wait here are a few more modern/delinquent!kylo hcs my beloved @enviedear and i have come up with:
delinquent!kylo who is constantly taking cute pictures of you. literally doesn't matter what you're doing he just likes looking at you. he keeps a polaroid of you on his dashboard too. he also keeps pictures/love notes/ticket stubs from your dates in the sunglasses compartment and one time you opened it and they all fell out and he was rlly embarrassed about it.
"you weren't supposed to see that."
delinquent!kylo who when you get into fights he cries in his charger to nothing else matters by metallica, i was all over her by salvia palth, my body is a cage by arcade fire, and vindicated by dashboard confessional. he shows up at your window at 3am to apologize. his apologies are always terrible and he never actually says the word sorry, but he means what he says... he's just bad with getting the right words out.
delinquent!kylo whose favorite place to be is his 1969 charger with you in the passenger seat, driving around aimlessly with his hand on your thigh. he likes to play road trippin' by red hot chili peppers because it reminds him of you. he'll softly sing along to the lyrics while stealing glances at you at stoplights.
"'blue you sit so pretty west of the one
sparkes light with yellow icing,
just a mirror for the sun
these smiling eyes are just a mirror for.'"
delinquent!kylo thats childhood best friends with your brother so you all grew up together. your mother has pictures of an 8 yr old kylo helping 5 yr old you reach the kitchen sink and pictures of 12 year old kylo and finn making christmas cookies together. he's had a crush on you since he could remember and he made you a valentines day card when he was in 5th grade but got too nervous to give it to you. he kept it just in case though. he's a devotional lover even if the person he loves isn't aware of it.
delinquent!kylo who looks for you in every girl he dates before the two of you finally got together. one time your parents were out of town so finn threw a basement party. kylo brought his new girl-of-the-week but as she talks to him, he isn't listening. he's watching you across the room dancing with some random guy, wishing that was him.
delinquent!kylo who, when at a different house party, sees you way too drunk and guys getting too handsy so he gets you the hell out of there as fast as possible. he knows you're too drunk to take home to your parents so he takes you to his house. he lets you sleep in his bed and he sleeps on the couch. he doesn't care that he's showing genuine care for you and that you'll pick up on that in the morning. he only cares that you're safe.
delinquent!kylo <3
#kylo ren#kylo ren x reader#ben solo#ben solo x reader#kylo ren headcanons#modern!badboy!kylo makes me rabid#modern!kylo au#delinquent!kylo au
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when i meet the band they ask, "do you have a man?" i can still say, "i don't remember"
matty healy x reader
face claim: amelia dimoldenberg
childhood friends, reader and matty healy have been the ultimate power couple, with his success with the 1975 and her increasingly popular online series. unfortunately, things don't always stay perfect forever...
authors note: this took me FOREVER but she's my baby and I hope you enjoy!! Absolutely no hate to gabrietta shes seems really cool, but i needed the drama lol
yourusername and chickenshopdate
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chickenshopdate when will they get it!! my quest for love is still ongoing. TWO more dates lined up for this season, lets hope I don't get ghosted xx
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yourusername mwhahah you guys are gonna love them!!
1975fan1 oh my god please please have matty on we've been so patient 1975fan2 fr i need to see more of my parasocial parents yourusername dont think I know a matty ?? is he the one who sings about chocolate?
trumanblack well fit xx
yourusername stranger danger !! 1975fan2 hahah you'd swear they haven't been dating for like 5 years 1975fan3 AND friends for like 7 years before that
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chickenshopdate No crashing here, just crushing. đ My date with @charli_xcx is out on Friday!đ
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fan1 holy shit this is my roman empire
yourusername watch out @bedfordanes75 imma bout to steal your girl xxx
bedfordanes75 two can play at that game hun xx charli_xcx guys please theres enough of me to go around trumanblack and me yourusername @trumanblack sorry who brought you into the conversation?? trumanblack love it when you're mean to me x rass75 AH my eyes
1975fan1 damn they're both so hot, i fear the boys of the 1975 have rizz...
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yourusername sadly Miss XCX wasn't the one for me, or i wasn't the one for her whatever blahblahblah
im giving love one last try next week before i give up and let my mum set me up!
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1975fan1 omg matty liked this post maybe he's the last date?
1975fan2 me when im delusional xx 1975fan3 you do know they're going out years? he likes all her posts babe x
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chickenshopdate it's the one you've all been waiting for.. my date with @trumanblack @the1975 is out THIS Friday!
keep the hopes low guys he can't be funny in his first language let alone a foreign one xx
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1975fan1 OH MY GOD i was right this is everything
rass75 you picked the wrong band member love
yourusername if you weren't too busy being cool and mysterious, it could've been us falling in love over chicken nuggets xx trumanblack oi rass75 back off
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yourusername just broke the internet so i think i'm good to hardlaunch my current placeholder @trumanblack x
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trumanblack babe you look so cool
yourusername BAHAHA did you quote your own lyrics to me?? thats an ick I might have to rethink this placeholder thing, rass75 are you free? trumanblack stop tryna replace me, hurts my feelings
trumanblack posted on their story!
-go watch me be fit and cool on a date
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1975fan_base in honour of @trumanblack and @yourusername's groundbreaking date i thought we should all love on the old pics of the two and the guys from her old insta!
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1975fan1 parents literally my parents
1975fan2 so so cute they've been together so long !
1975fan_base ikr!! they make me believe in love
1975fan3 shes doing gods work giving us those photos
yourusername đđ
1975fan_base ahhh omg HI!!
yourusername posted on their story!
trumanblack reposted onto their story!
more boyfriend content cause he's giving out it's ruining his "cool" image lol
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bedfordanes75 cant ruin what was never there in the first place 1975fan1 IM SO OBSESSED WITH YOU TWO AHH
four weeks later
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tmz SPOTTED !! the 1975's frontman matty healy was seen out on a loved up walk around NYC today with gabriette, despite him and his long term girlfriend being seen together just over a month ago. Do we think the previous couple had broken it off already or is the singer adding cheater to his name?
let us know what you think down below!!
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1975fan1 oh my fucking god men I cant
1975fan2 nooo I hope he and yourusername broke it off before this, shes too good for this shit!
1975fan1 doesnt even matter its very quick to already be in a relationship after ending one that lasted like 5 years...
1975fan3 this afternoon?? tmz you guys are disgusting putting this up, what if yourusername finds out through this!!
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1975fan_base guys i cant be delusional anymore yourusername just unfollowed matty and all the boys đđ
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1975fan1 noo I cant stop thinking she found out through tmz, hard day to be a 1975 fan....
1975fan2 how can he cheat on the girl who he wrote when we are together and about you for !!
1975fan_base genuinely makes no sense men are TRASH
1975fan3 feel like you guys should've seen this coming he's written so many songs about cheating on his girlfriend
1975fan2 literally no one asked!!
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yourusername oh hi! hope you've missed me? let's play 2 truths and 1 lie: it's awards season, i'm fit as fuck and men are trash.
fans of chickenshopdate don't fret we'll be back with another season soon! it's time to level up on english singers, im looking at you @harrystyles xxx
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yourusername god 1'm so bad at games there's 3 truths there isn't there?
fan 1 AHAHAH you are so iconic, gone for three months and you come back with this fan2 make him payyyy
florencepugh the real queen of england right here!
yourusername đđ
harrystyles i'm a pescatarian so what about just a regular date love x
fan 1 oh she's such a girlboss I hope ratty healy regrets every decision he's ever made!
bedfordanes75 gonna smash it! call one of us back when you get the chance <3
(liked by rass75,1975adam and charlie_xcx) fan3 eek the fallout of a couple in the same friend group right there
#matty healy#matty healy imagine#matty x reader#matty the 1975#matty healy fanfiction#fake instagram
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iâm going to give a comprehensive list of songs that hit way too hard for me or that i cry to, because im little lonely (only child syndrome) and have no one else to tell đ.
Liability by Lorde
i so vividly remember listening to this song for the first time, and it was like someone put how i felt every single fucking day into a song. i just felt like a huge burden to everyone and everything. especially since i had to whole sad clown thing going on (being the life of the party and silly until i had to be apart from anything that happily distracted me). so many nights were spent laying on the ground and staring at the ceiling, or sobbing in a dark closet to that song. thanks lorde đ! (/s)
Stay by Post Malone
by far one of the most embarrassing songs on this list đ. sorry unfortunately i dabble in hating mainstream artists (particularly yt men). however, an old friend of mine showed me this song as one of her fave sad songs to cry to, and i was like thanks im stealing this for my playlist đ. once again just a song that put my thoughts into words (omg i love art), and i really just needed someone to hug me and tell me everything would be okay. also strangely, itâs a great song for if youâve had a rocky relationship with your mom or anyone you love so deeply youâd do anything for but shit happens and you both fumble the ball, so now everyone is pissed off. like post simultaneously asking someone to (hopefully figuratively)put their cigarette out on his face, but also stick around for him and love him and tell him everything is okay? yeah real.
Iâm Not A Mountain by Sarah Kinsley
fully almost cried when i saw/heard this live, because Sarah almost cried. *defeated* yeah. just another lonely girl who canât set a boundary to save her life so she runs from her problems and has a sharp tongue song. iâve said things that i didnât mean out of anger and so deeply regret because i caused a friendship to end. i have people i (sort of) want a relationship with that i canât get back because iâve learned too much and im living in the past in some ways (rightfully so imo) (yes im contradicting myself ik). but yeah sometimes i wish i was a mountain too.
Last Time We Never Meet Again by Sarah Kinsley
sarah kinsley you will always be famous.
but fr this song was simultaneously a swift kick to the gut, but also a breath of fresh air. i was fresh off of calling it quits with a guy (like a month lol), and i had a lot of firsts with him (first serious relationship, first music festival, first time traveling without family, etc) not s*x though someone else beat him to it lmao.) so basically i was ranting to my mom and friends about him and everything i didnât like that he did, because everything around me reminded me of him and it PISSED ME OFF to no end. then this album (Escaper) dropped (thank god), and once again this song was just everything i felt. like i canât stand you, i never want to see you again, but hope everything works out how you want it to (im not a monster guys cmon). he called me tho like last week to make small talk and then ask me questions about his personality and stuff. so then that re-pissed me off bc i deleted his number while i was drunk on vacation, and i donât follow him on anything anymore like pls take a hint.
Casual by Chappell Roan
self-explanatory.
Magnolia by Laufey
let me preface this by being a butthole and let everyone know how cool i am, because i was into laufey before she was uber famous. like im talking tickets to her show were $30. anyways!
basically a girl strung me along, and then left me for a mid yt man đ. this song was there for me when i was too embarrassed to tell my friends what happened. didnât cry, but definitely gazed out of my window on a rainy day and listened to the song on repeat for an hour or two (yes this is a part of my villain origin story) (yes i know im a terrible villain fr, more sad and lazy than vengeful)
Baby by Brittany Howard
feeling like i wasnât enough and didnât measure up (especially romantically)
Sullen Girl by Fiona Apple
my mom actually played an old fiona apple cd for me while we packed up our house to move. this song really stuck with me bc that whole summer (â22) was a blur. the second half of the song genuinely sent me into shock because it gave me war flashbacks of childhood trauma that i try to repress đ. then my mom told me, she pictured me as the sullen girl during my lowest moments and i cried and we hugged.
Cellophane by FKA Twigs
self-explanatory. especially if youâve seen ananiaâs tiktoks to this song (doing mundane tasks, deadpan thousand yard stare, and this song blaring). i feel the same way girl, me too. also that music video is literally stunning.
Prey by The Neighborhood
ahhh an old classic. honestly the whole Wiped Out! album is good to cry to but this is a personal favorite. sobbed for two hours then fell asleep because why not. i felt like a waste of space that couldnât do anything right (i still feel like that sometimes). you are so right jesse rutherford i do feel like something is wrong (i have extreme anxiety, everything feels off and i will freak out at any moment) i feel like prey (i will be chastised and ostracized the moment i do something wrong, and everyone is watching, also i was unmedicated).
okay besties this was a really short little playlist and long thoughts i randomly wanted to get out. thanks for letting me be annoying and reading đ (i say to my 5 followers, 2 of which are bots)
#diary#dear dairy#thoughts#music#sad music#playlist#sadgirl#the neighborhood#fka twigs#fiona apple#brittany howard#live laugh love laufey#chappell roan#sarah kinsley#again#post malone#lorde#sorry this is so long#girl why am i kinda starting to like blogging#lol#i love posting my unorganized thoughts into the ether#girlblogging#only child#femcel#black femcel#woc#blk#matchaâs favs
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Reader that can emit sounds from their memory(like as an aura)
Walk into a room? Why do I hear boss music
Comedic timing? Fuck yeah.
Bored? Jumpscare noise.
Zhongli talking? Jeopardy theme.
Someone is annoying? Earrape.
Think about it!
Hello! Iâm the 12th Harbinger, aka as CHIL- bitch shut the fuck up, WHATS UP ITS YA BOY AQUARIUSSS- /ref
lmao imagine you walking into a room like this in teyvat, with like that audio I SAVE BY GIVING IT CPR- TIGHT AS VIRGIN BOY DONT GET NERVOUS-
(also ill stop apologizing for the late replies to these, bc as we all know by now that im slow and u will get answered eventually i promise tumblr most likely didnt delete u guys asks im just hoarding them LMAO)
Iâve been super busy running in circles so sorry about ghosting! I still very much enjoy and love u guys and love seeing you guys enjoy my stuff :â)Â
Still cant believe that, but thank you!
JEOPARDY THEME MUSIC WHEN ZHONGLI TALKS
HEâD BE SO CONFUSED
THINKIN HE GOT AN ANCIENT CURSE HE DOESNT KNOW ABT PUT ON HIM OR SMTH BC HEâS ALWAYS BEING STALKED BY THIS SONG-
(tbh unless the person is super observant I dont think most ppl would get that itâs YOU causing this chaos lmao)
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Like I can see Zhongli eventually getting it lol, other ppl I could see after the first few weeks of interacting with you (esp bc you mix it up, honestly it was only bc u kept playing the jeopardy theme over and over when Zhongli ranted on too long that he got it was you đ):
Heizou (heâs the best detective on all of Inazumaâs islands, ofc he got it! no he will not acknowledge that he totally thought you were hiding a very musical tanuki somewhere on your person at all times lol)
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Alhaitham and Cyno (haitham took like, two hours of walking around town with you and knew, bc heâs a little know-it-all lazy bastard like that, and Cyno is actually just really aware, despite what most ppl think, heâs the General Mahamatra and not just a regular Mahamatra for a reason after all)
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Tighnari (i stg he can like, smell when bullshittery is happening in his vicinity âŚor... hear?)
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Venti (unsurpringly, heâs totally in love with this power of yours, i mean he definitely loves you cares about you a lot he says, but youâre starting to think heâs just lying to butter you up into pranking Diluc, Barbara, Jean, and really the entirety of Mondstadt more often  including Zhongli just so he can laugh until heâs on the ground again, also he definitely once asked you to make a dragon sound thatâs the equivalent of shouting FUCK at Dvalin when he was flying overhead one day)
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Hmm
Hm hm hmmmm
Who elseee, i need a characcctterrr lissttttâŚ
Albedo (duh, heâs albedo, you think he has an entirely too thick folder dedicated to your recent obsessions, you rant a lot about it while playing and also he can access your browsing history đ, and he somehow doesn't know that about you?? Youâre like, literally one of his long-term, there-for-life, has-bought-a-house-for-free-in-his-head-you- arent-even-on-rent-anymore, hyperfixations or special interests. Autistic!Albedo is autistic, Because I Am Your God, And I Say It Is So.)
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Dehya (always knows when its you walking around near her bc you like to listen to your old worldâs songs too often when you arent pranking bitches, she actually rlly likes it and your music tastesâŚ)
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HOLY FUCK SPEED RUN BC GOD THEREâS TOO MANY BITCHES WANNA BE YOUR BABY, RIDING AROUND IN A DAMN MERCEDES-
OKAY-
SO not all in the same way or at the same time, or even the same length of time did they realize you literally change background music or some shit so Iâll let you just- you know okay- like you get it- you get it.
Xiao, Kazuha, Kaeya, Diluc, Ayato, Yae Miko, Keqing, Qiqi, Klee, Sara, Kuki, Nahida, Ningguang, Rosaria, Scaramouche/Babygirl, Dainsleif, Kokomi, Xinyan, Yun Jin, Yelan.Â
Jfc got the whole damn pride flag up here
Anyway everybody else outta luck, at least takes em a month or longer to get it lol
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Sorry abt the end there i didnt feel like writing out all those bitches bc the few I did before were already longer than I thought theyâd beâŚ
Also, I am posting these spam of drafts (and that old follower 100+ event possession headcanons in prep for the next 2 weeks bc I will be really busy, again :/
Got spring break shenanigans this week, then Iâll be running around like a cat with zoomies bc im getting ready to install/actually submit my artworks for the gallery exhibition!Â
âŚwish me luck or prayers or anything good from any god you believe in, I need the strength.Â
With love, safe travels,
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âĄthe belovedsâĄ
@karmawonders / @0rah-s / @randomnatics / @glxssynarvi / @nexylaza / @genshin-impacts-me / @wholesomey-artist
#omg but on a wholesome note#u could actually give venti the experience of new songs#god im too soft#u think u could remember a song soft enough to help xiao like how venti does#do u think since theyve heard and known u so long that some songs or sounds from ur world could be nostalgic for them#or remind them of you specifically#like in that way u kno smone's favorite song or they like the way bubble wrap pops#so anytime u hear it - u cant not think of them?#yeah they would totally feel that way for you#genshin impact#genshin sagau#my asks#sagau#genshin imagines#gender neutral reader#genshin isekai#genshin god reader#genshin impact sagau#genshin impact reverse harem#i mean what#i mean like#i mean c'mon
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I feel like thereâs a lot of sacrificing for a joke in hsr, which is definitely annoying especially when it justâŚdoesnât make sense, tonally and just logically. And I really do wish we found out more abt the TB, and I wouldâve like even like a tidbit from firefly since we talk to her sm, we even play as her at the end. Or maybe get an offhand mention abt how sheâs not supposed to tell us bc of the script or smth . I def agree w you, I cannot take the ipc seriously, bc thereâs all this stuff abt how theyâre doing stuff for their own benefit and profit but idk the stuff w the stellaron hunters and them is just so goofy, like it doesnât make any sense.
ok so, I was looking thru ur blog and I realized I sent a message abt two-ish weeks ago, tumblr probably ate it smh. I was just saying how it was silly that Kafkaâs wanted poster literally says she likes coats on it, and her bounty, like thatâs it. Shes so sjsjshbsbddbbewv. And I also came up with another fic idea, like Kafka in an idol/band AU, but also I think her being an actor w the other stellaron hunters would be funny. But yk if I ever get around to writing anything instead of Kafka just living in my brain, who would she be in a band with, I was think abt using some of the characters from the animated before the show starts thing, but the instruments just donât go together. Also I think I need to work on writing Kafka in general, bc sheâs so complicated and itâs fun but I also overthink things too much.
And the leaks were unfortunately right abt 4 characters on one side. Iâm not as devastated as you ofc, but hopefully I win my 50/50. Hjskalskskskndn I will cry if I loose.
also, no need to apologize for ranting, your rants always make more sense than mine, and I really enjoy your thoughts. -đ
i agree with you 100%!!! missed opportunity with firefly and the tb reconnecting it could have been so nice. and omg i think i read that ask, it sounds familiar but i have so many (most are really old reqs, the recent ones are the event reqs i keep to answer eventually) and sometimes things get lost or iâll click on the notification, answer in my head, then go do something else and forget to actually post my reply, im sorryđđ but YES i was thinking of kafkaâs description in the game and while i know its the objective writing of the game and not the ipc, i find it funny to believe that whoever was in charge of her wanted notice thought she was hot as fuck because âdashingâ and âbeautyâ in the same sentence is crazy work. her bounty is even funnier bc im wondering how they found out that she loved coats likeđ did she steal a bunch (she did), are they rlly monitoring her credit card and seeing all the purchases of expensive coats, is she always found in a storeâ what is it?!
actor au stellaron hunters would be really fun⌠you could also just put then in a band together for the idol/band au because i do think theyâre the people who understand her best. the thought of kafka and jingliu practicing together is so funny because jingliu would hate that woman like GDJFBFNG her arrogance would have liu clenching that instrument so tight
i dont think you should worry about overthinking when it comes to writing, it can be a weakness because then you focus too much on details and forget the big picture, but personally i also think j too much into things when i write characters like kafka especially. when every genuine emotion is in the twitch of a finger, thereâs kinda no choice lol
âim not as devastated as youâ is killing me but its true⌠im the biggest victim of this banner system bc if i dont get my swanie iâll @)&$(&)@)ÂŁ<ÂŁ#%. i hope u win the 50/50, unless i lose mine in which case i hope everyone else also loses <3
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hey krash, i wanted to reach out and say that i'm so sorry that you got such a hurtful reaction from one of the l&co servers for speaking up about something that genuinely needed to be addressed. i won't badmouth anyone in particular but this is not the first time this fandom has dogpiled someone over a misunderstanding, and when it happened to me i had severe anxiety over it for about a week even after it was resolved, and eventually left because of it. it left a pretty bad taste in my mouth for the fandom in general, so i mostly just stick to my small group of mutuals now lol. i wish this fandom truly was different from other fandoms, but this kind of thing is unfortunately inevitable once something reaches a certain level of popularity. but that certainly doesn't make it okay, and you didn't do anything to deserve the reaction you got. i hope you can feel peace about it soon, and i'm sorry again that it happened at all. đŤ
(please don't feel pressured to answer this if you'd rather the matter be left alone, i totally understand. i just wanted to send you an ask because i didn't know if you're comfortable with dms.)
hi im so sorry i forgot to answer!!! thank you so much this means so much to me. đđđ i read this for the first time when i was feeling pretty attacked and it really cheered me up <3
hmm other people have been telling me about how they got attacked in this fandom too. and maybe this shouldn't have surprised me as much as it did. but it's something fans never talk about and claim doesnât exist, so i thought it didnât. i was horribly fooled lol. as, uh, i am about to rant about; do you mind? u donât have to read it, i wonât be offended, but halfway thru answering this ask it turned into a rant i wanted to release into the world lol, so sorry about that đđđ
very important disclaimer!!! this is NOT about everyone. ABSOLUTELY NOT. most of you are absolutely amazing people, and i assure you if ur worried this is about you, itâs prob not lol
ANYWAYS!!!
im kind of feeling i was betrayed?? ig? i rlly believed everyone was so kind, and look what i know now. it genuinely seems like people are gaslighting themselves. how else do they only see our âharm?â yeah, our fandom is known for being passionate, but saying weâre known for kindness is starting to make me sick. maybe we were, i know a lot of us still are, but throwing that out there in the middle of your hypocritical hate post seems like justification for the shit things people have been saying. you can say no wrong so long as youâre here. only people who donât agree with you. so yeah, fuck krash and ljc and anyone else who doesn't agree!!! that totally shows how kind you are and how much you loved the fandom before we messed it up. nobodys visibly mad, cuz we're too scared to say shit!!!
iâve seen too many examples of the contrary from the âvictims,â wailing about how cruel we are the second they disagree with someone. (in a highly hypocritical manner, at that.) âeveryone was so happy before this!â no, they werenât, thatâs why i brought it up. âstop bringing hate to this fandom! now let me fucking berate you!â do you even hear yourself? ânobody even cared before, we were all content!â we werenât all content, we were just silent. it sometimes looks the same.
someone even declared they were leaving the fandom because âone person wanted to stop show saving efforts entirely because it traumatized them, and this is no longer a safe place.â like, what? where did you even get that? for one, there were at least two of us posting together, and thatâs just barely knowing anything about whatâs happening. thats not even touching on how one of us (idk who the op of that post was talking about, itâs a 50/50 lol) made the fandom an unsafe place for our personal gain. what?
hella kind. hella safe on their part.
another said they saw only old fans agreeing about this so itâs just us being pissed about change. itâs us hating the show. me and ljc being upset about not being the only âbig blogsâ any more. our fandom is only for the elite, etc. fuck us. yet ljc is getting blackmailed. weâre getting hate replies. friends that try and help get attacked. misinformation spread. how did that even happen? we never once tried to hurt anyone; thank you to those who understand.
but to some, WEâRE the ones in the wrong.
do they SEE themselves? how hypocritical all of this is? or are their heads that far up in the ass of their petition and beloved fake idea of this fandom that they care about more than all of us?
now, this is where i add another ânot everyoneâ message. not everyone is like this, this is not me saying i hate the petition or people who support it. hell, i signed the petition. twice. and once more from my mothers email.
i donât regret the i love you posts i made, because i still do love this fandom, i am still absolutely here for the rest of yall. but DAMN if we werenât hiding something under happy Save The Show, I Love Locknation! messages. perfectly smiling faces until they bite. i was surprised to see how many people did.
as if our previous problems werenât enough, now it turned into this lol. no, thatâs a lie, it didnât. it already was, and i HATE THAT.
ig im kinda spoiled, i never really experienced hate like this from this fandom before. but now i know it happened BEFORE too, and that just pisses me off. it hurts coming from a group who says they love us. genuinely wacko (not the fun kind) behavior :[
i know this isnât everyoneâs experience, but it is mine, and enough others to make me wanna say this. and this is ofc me and @lucy-j-carlyle 's brand of hate, not yours. but it does happen and the constant chant that IT DOESN'T IT DOESNT IT DOESN'T isn't helping anyone. and now I know.
idk what im even saying anymore lol, sorry for ranting. what i mean to say is, thank you, and i wish things were better. and i love you kind people. im happy itâs most of you.
#đđđđ#if people hate on the person who asks me this !!! you will have to get thru me (i am 5â4)#okay but pls iâll take the fall. genuinely#they did nothing wrong#im the one who answered in rant form#lockwood and co#literally idk what just happened sorry for the word vomit
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