#this answer is kinda a mess

[kmpostal]

cd tower

[itadooori]

s2 gihun with s1 characters PLEASE

wait i love this concept omfg

[anti-dazai-blog]

. probably gonna delete later

"bsd has always been about persevering through hardship and being innately deserving of life and love"

you're so right. I agree entirely. however.

those are the themes. not the plot.

[zivazivc]

jd's hair going from green to teal would be a cool 'maturing' thing - as well as darkening post their parents' death. like you get hints of blue to match your mother and then suddenly you have to basically fulfil that role - oop

JD and Clay share a gene where their hair goes through changes the way blond kids' hair does lol

Also how dare you about the mom part 😢 But his hair darkening because of stress could be cool and would also explain why Branch's hair is nearly black instead of desaturated blue or gray...

[holdmymetaphor]

okay heres some things about houses childhood i think about

theres clearly a few dynamics here

-he hates his father, resents the abuse, recognizes that bad things were done to him

-probably when he was very young, he didnt understand why bad things happened to him, was not intentionally A Bad Kid

-because he surmised his dad was not his dad at 12 i assume the abuse started from a young age.

-house mentions ice baths and sleeping outside, but he also mentions his father not speaking to him for months at a time, which is interesting to me. when house tries to qualify the severity of abuse to eve he says "not as bad as your [trauma] if how your acting about it shows how bad it is." which to me is pretty noncommittal. was he doing that bc he was still kind of lying, trying to get info out of her? if not, it seems like house is actually unsure of how to qualify his own abuse, which would lead me to believe it was largely emotional and verbal. although i suspect that his father did physically abuse him at times, to me this exchange implies that house thinks the ice baths and sleeping outside were the worse of it (interestingly both acting on his whole body and ability to regulate temperature)

-at some point he acts out intentionally, instead of unintentionally, bc his father is Wrong and shouldnt be abusing house in these ways(the fact that the thing he wanted to hear from his father was "you were right, you did the right thing" 😭😭)

-this leads to worse and more cruel punishments, which house both detests and wants to avoid repeating. furthering his resentment, but reinforcing his fathers authority

- despite his knowledge that his father is wrong, his dad claims to do these acts out of love, to teach dicipline, to toughen him up. (in this way his struggle with god is really an allegory of his father: is it better he hates me (i deserve pain) or loves me (i dont deserve pain) when he does awful things to me? or is it better for him to not exist at all (things just happen, there is no deserving)?

-in my perspective, especially as house got older, into his teens, he was actually probably really "well behaved" finally smart enough to fake social cues and swallow his pride so that his father wouldnt hit him or what have you (which is why he regresses to a child often as an adult, because he was not allowed those things)

its interesting to me, to see how all of houses character is shaped around the shadow of his father. the parts where he is similar: rigid, principled, yell-y, and where he is intentionally different: encourages independent thinking, respects challenges to his authority (only when he has authority lmao that all falls apart when people take his power(read:agency) away, his biggest trigger)

and none of this even gets into his mother, blythe (a word which means both happiness and bland disintrest) which is a whole nother can of worms. the fact that at the funeral she said that "the war was over" (which implied that no matter how much house actually listened to his father, there was still a part of him that couldnt help but to point out the logical issues, and therefore continued abuse)

lastlly, she had said that john loved him. which i think house believes to be true. especially when he tries to talk to his dead father in season 6, he says "i think i focus on the wrong things," implying that he did want to find some peace with that relationship, and that he wanted his fathers love, despite it being illogical, painful and confusing.

that he was willing to look past the abuse was shocking to me, because house is right his father shouldnt of abused him. but it was coming from a place of love, however ill concieved.

this is as close as we get to house praying to god. to admit that the suffering of life cannot be defied or denied, and grasp for the love nestled in between all the pain, however flawed, wrong, or illogical.

in a lot of ways, his story is so much about houses struggle with the body, its agency, its disability, its doom. he literally becomes a doctor to grasp with this ideologically (at times paradoxically) instead of physics because his question isnt really about existance in general

its about why he exists in the broken, painful way he does. and at the end of it, he sets down his need for an answer, righteousness, and admits that despite it all, his body cant help but love. and that love is the death of him. the end of his suffering.

[forgettable-au]

So, dingbat fonts.

Skeletons can understand them, and no one else.

Do you have any ideas on why that is?

Like, what is different about skeletons that makes it understandable to them?

Is it that they can see the written-out message of what’s spoken? (explanation I first saw in Handplates)

And why is font changing difficult? What kind of „tiring” is it (as in, what can this kind of effort be compared to? Speaking a language you’re only starting to learn? Something else?)

Sorry for the question avalanche but I can’t stop thinking about it

Also good lord the colors in this comic are so good, if i was less lazy and color theory-hating i would definitely study em or something

Skeletons can understand them cause their hearing works differently, that's how they can identify a font by just listening to the other skeleton! If not, how would they know how to name their babies that can't really talk or write yet? It's about how they sound

Changing font is difficult because it requires an extra effort you wouldn't normally make: Imagine speaking another lenguage while speaking in a baby voice constantly

It wouldn't bother you if you do it as a joke and you can get used to it, but it would be annoying for long periods of time!

I imagine it's like that for most skeletons, but it was probably harder for Wingdings since he had to change from symbols to letters, not from letters to other letters

Hehe also thanks! I put a lot of effort on the colors!

[shallowseeker]

I know why Cas says he cared about Sam because of Dean but I don’t get why he says it about Jack? I feel like his relationship with Jack was fairly separate from Dean

I personally don’t view Cas’s statement as that literal. To me, it means less that he cared about Jack because of Dean, and more that caring about one person gave him the courage to keep opening himself up.

Love, after all, spreads like a contagion. It grows, expanding outward like a stone dropped in water, rippling further and further. Dean wasn’t the start of Cas caring about things; Cas had his own convictions and compassion long before that.

But Dean was a turning point. He became family, a kind of structural support Cas could grow with (and change with, and mess up with, and come back to against all the odds). Through that foundation, it became possible for Cas to live and love more fully: Sam, Bobby, other angels, Claire, Mary, Jack, the AU hunters, Rowena, and humanity itself.

[lazywriter-artist]

question for YE alpharius (it assumes stuff about alph through canon feel free to discard of it doesn't match) as someone that grew up in the palace under the emperor's direct care, and as someone who loves to set up information networks... were you aware of the emperor's... "state"?

The more you know

[stale-cornflakes]

draw phobos as turbo or vice verse. they both have helmets, it makes sense

Mixed medias YAYAYA

Transcripts in alt

[flowerwiththemachinegun]

Do you think Angeal has the capacity to dirty talk during sex? Like, legit dirty talk. Filthy, disgusting talk.

Now that I'm done napping and feeding my face, I can get to this juicy ask.

Maybe it's because I favor Angeal over the other two Firsts....but I absolutely think he can dirty talk and far better than them. But just how nasty are we talking? I don't know about downright disgusting though. Guess it depends on what you mean by that. (I even went and had a good FEW clips playing to hear his voice, while stiff at times, I dub it as his professional tone of voice. Even whipped out the laptop cause this was something I briefly touched on while writing foursome hc's for these guys from another ask. I also hc him as the freakiest fucker out of the three.)

Angeal remains respectful as always. He isn't going to call you a bitch, slut, etc. That's not his preference and I don't think he even considers using terms like that.

I also can't see him using words like "cock" and "dick" during sex, certainly not telling you to take his cock. I imagine he's pretty nicely sized. Will ask if you can "handle it". I imagine he'd talk in a fairly soothing voice but given the sexual nature of everything, it's a major turn on as well. "You're doing so good." "It's okay. I know you can take it."

Asks if it's "too much for you" when it clearly is. Angeal knows it. You just can't bring yourself to tell him it is because he gives you so much pleasure it'd be a shame for him to stop for even a second. Not like he wants to stop anyway, but he will if you tell him to.

I can see him using a commanding, nearly mocking tone of voice. "Turn around." Though he's already flipping you into the position he wants. "You can take more. Can't you, sweetheart." While you're struggling to take his cock in your mouth while gently nudging your head forward. I imagine Angeal has a list of commands on hand for you.

I find him to be a teasing bully. The "look at how wet you are/look at how much you came." type. Definitely points out the fact that he has you shaking underneath him. Hitting your orgasm quickly will definitely have him teasing you further while drawing another orgasm from you.

On occasion, he tells you where he's going to come. Angeal isn't asking by any means. Certainly not, he's just giving you a heads up.

[odysseys-blood]

god hes such a little shit i need him

[trashcreatyre]

Heya, I think you mentioned character playlists on a couple posts, would ya be willing to share some of thoseee ?

(Fellow mephiles fan here, Hiiiiiii)

Oh toootally. I used to have a post that had most of them linked but I haven't updated it in a while soooo..... let me make it this one instead >:)

Mephiles

Elise

Silver

Sonic

Shadow

Rouge

Metal

Amy

Infinite

And then I do have a bunch of other sonic playlists, like mostly aus and ships sooo I'm gonna add em because I like sharing :3

Post 06

Knights

Ghost

Bugs/ mephillmina or whatever they're called, haven't decided (more au than ship but they've got some songs in there)

Mephinite

Mephiblis

Merlise

My ocs lol

Literally just an 06 playlist :3

[whattheskyknows]

Was toying with the idea of planning a despair disease fic and it's turned into an entire chapter 3 rewrite,,, I don't know how this happened??

[fisheito]

hello... please consider... yakumo in:

the classic traditional style qipaos

the modernised and modified ones

bonus: modified hanfu

he would look wonderful wouldn't he? all the more delectable and sashimiable?

ahaha...ahah...AHAHHAH.AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

[dowlep]

uhhh I really like the John laurens thing can I have more pls🥹

*eats him*

Of course pookie!! Oh and have a drawing of Laurens :))))

[the-kipsabian]

hey babes a quick thing

i made a little questionnaire about the bracelet shop stuff, since im kinda undecided on stuff so

if you have bought anything from my bracelet shop and/or know someone who has, please share this with them. im not collecting any personal information, this is not serious by any means, its just mostly to scout future interest and whats been happening with it the past few months ive been trying to keep it together. and i mean you can also reply if you havent bought anything or have no interest, theres buttons for that too lmao

if you can spare two minutes to answer that would be awesome, thank you 💜