#this alltime cloudy weather outsides is pissing me off
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winter time sadness.
#rant i guess#everything i do lately doesn't bring me joy#i feel ignored on every platform#i have no vigor to interact either#and feel bad about this too#bc I want to talk to people#and at the same time it feels like people don't want to talk to me#the short days make me tired way too early#so i get the feeling I'm missing out everything bc most people are awake when I sleep#that said I'm awake too early also not knowing what to do#work is a pain in the ass#i don't have any vigor to work either#I don't have any to do new pics bc it feels like I'm stuck#no one is saying anything about it#bc they look boring#and every time i try to make something more interesting i feel it goes into the opposite direction#this alltime cloudy weather outsides is pissing me off#it feels like this years jan and feb only its just nov and dec#no sun no blue sky not a single nice sunny day since weeks#just clouds and rain and clouds and rain and clouds and rain#I can't stand this - i need sun damnit#i want to take my bike and feel the air be outside but with tihs? I can only sit at home going slowly mad#and having my body ache everywhere including headaches#I hate winter so much and everyone else be like: aaah winnter christmas love friends#yeah not for me …#it's just a fucking huge depression time#and to know that my birthday is alway around this time of the year makes it only worse#3 days before christmas - never a chance to celebrate it bc everyone is too busy#christmas with family is alright#silvester is another pain in the ass
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