#this IS about Sunday Honkai star rail btw

[aventurinnnnie]

Oooooh, Oh I hate him so bad, we should fuck, he makes my blood boil and maybe that's part of the reason I want to smash our mouths together. He infuriates me to the ends of the earth and caused me irreparable trauma but we should have sex

[generalsdiary]

given Sunday's canonical ocd, it is unknown if he was taking medication for it or not- but if he got the diagnosis as a child, there's a high possibility that that awful man medicated Sunday which just made it easier for him (G. Wood). ocd meds make you numb, apathetic, not like yourself one bit, lacking passions in life or excitement for anything, basically a shell of a human being (+ they're usually given with antidepressants).

to put it in perspective after the livestream; Sunday may be off his meds and finally learning how to live again, how to feel again and who he is on a another level.

[biblicallyaccurateangeloncrack]

Pacing around my evil lair (my room) with hands behind my back, thinking intensely about my evil plans (sad over the penacony quest)

[two-nines-left-spleen]

The people complaining about not every Genshin Impact Dendro character needing to be "dressed in green" are the same people who were complaining about HSR Yunli "not being a fire character despite having lots of fire in her artwork".

change my mind

[finisnihil]

I need to stop getting attached to doomed characters I can’t keep crying until I feel sick when the Jesus allegories and psychopomps have the most devastating character arcs imaginable

[cheriafreya]

I hate being a F2P player it's driving me insane

[roseapov]

HOLY- THIS HSR VERSION?!

FANSGRBDGVHKDFBJVSNLKACMODVSNFIBDJK LSVNK;ACM

I can't calm down!

Major Spoilers to Honkai: Star Rail Main Story of version 2.2 (about basically everything) under the cut

First of all GENSHIN COULD NEVER AND IT NEVER DID! None of the Genshin Archon Quests could ever compare to this.. Masterpiece!

Hoyoverse outdone themseves completely! This whole update was truly perfect!

(Because I saw the leaks) I was like, so Harmony MC wasn't needed in the Sunday fight? But weren't they mandatory? Why was it so easy?

Until the plot went farther and we had a real fight with Sunday! And my jaw dropped. I'm a big fan of this fight! But I expected it to be harder- I literally build my Ruan Mei with some random pieces in one day for it-

This was the most beautiful and emotional moment in this entire version! Also MC's response to 'Why does life chose to slumber'? BHJDwfabshkjnlaksvdjfbkhjsnlBKHAFSDBKJEFL

That moment and the whole quest made me really love this sibling duo! It was so sweet how Sunday was always concerned for Robin and was caring about her more than for himself. Also, Robin got shot at the neck-

I'll admit the moment when Dan Heng and Jing Yuan appeared in Ena's dream was so funny and random, but the entreance was indeed surprising and gorgeous! Honestly I couldn't stop smiling at Jing Yuan🥹

Mikhail's indentity was WTF honestly, the fates of the 3 Nameless were sad, mostly Tiernan. And Acheron's real name!

SHE'S MEI!

*inhale and exhale*

Sunday looked so good and sexy during his boss fight~🤣

I'm happy we got lots of Sunday this version and that Gallagher wasn't really as bad as I thought he would be!

Sunday in the confessional?!?!!?!? I'm dead

But I have so many questions at the end of it all, such as, what exactly happened to Firefly? And will Boothill and Black Swan still travel with us (The Astral Express) just like in the dream? Would everyone really get along in the negotations in the end?

And.. What will happen in the next update? Is story in Penacony really finished?

Our next destination will probably be

Regardless if it happened in a dream or not, they thought it was reality so it's still prob gonna be our next stop-

(Because this planet is mentioned every time, no matter which option you chose, and it wins 4 votes for Edo, and 1 abstained - if you decide to abstrain)

Btw, Harmony MC has such a beautiful icon!

AND THE WAY THIS WHOLE UPDATE ENDED? HELLOOOO?!?!!?

Why does March 7th have Question Marks?

So yeah-

This update had gorgeous illustrations and stories! I love Robin's song in Sunday's fight-

Me casually before facing Sunday's first boss-

The best part is, I was like something's wrong, it's not like on the leaks when the 1st battle with Sunday happened but I eventaully forgot about it and had a big schock at the end- A truly delicious plottwist!

I have lots of the ss's from this update...

[pearlymel]

✰ RULES AND ABOUT ME

ABOUT ME:

I go by Pearl. you may call me any petnames as long as they're not weird. But my most common nickname is nana!

I'm 18, and STILL trying to graduate highschool (i repeated a school year due to traveling!).

Music taste: ariana grande, sza, odetari, sabrina carpenter, chase Atlantic, bruno mars, cigarettes after sex.

mbti is ENFP, asian, and she/her pronouns.

Ar 60 in genshin impact, Neuvillette main.

Tl 70 in honkai star rail, Blade/ratio main. Future Sunday main too

Feel free to ask more things abt me, i would love to talk to all of you :)

Oh yeah, do not interact if you support isr@el.

RULES AND REQUESTS:

requests are: open.

Please be mindful that i do write nsfw stuff, you are responsible for the things you read and it is absolutely not healthy reading inappropriate works at a young age. My sfw works can be fun to read instead :))

And don't be offended if I don't write your request, if it is not to my tastes, then i will delete the ask and move on.

If you are requesting for multiple characters, the limit is 5 characters, anymore than that then I won't write.

WHO DO I WRITE FOR?

For the love and deepspace men.

For (almost) all genshin and honkai star rail characters. Btw no i do not age up any characters, but that doesn't mean i hate on the people who do, all have their preferences. (You may ask first if i can write for this ___ character)

And lastly, i write for the jujutsu kaisen men as well.

FOR SFW:

All my sfw works will be gender neutral reader, but will be specified if fem reader for some requests.

I do write all kinds of sfw works, that includes angst. I do also consider a bit of suggestiveness (like kissing, a few touches) completely fine and sfw.

FOR NSFW:

All my nsfw work will include fem reader.

Here are the list of things i won’t write: stepcest & incest, pseudo-cest, scat, dub + noncon, kidnapping, piss kink, somnophilia, bondage, ddlg, age regression, fisting, yandere, vomit, vore, race play, feet kinks, sacrilege, teacher x student (unless it's an acceptable age gap. Professor being in his 30's, reader in their 20's) period s^x, furries, anything abnormal tbh.

You may check out my masterlist here.

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The list will be updated if i missed anything. Thank you for your time. (Banner is from Pinterest.)

[addcests]

five favorite characters

rules: make a poll with five of your all time favorite characters and then tag five people to do the same. see which character is everyone's favorite.

tagged by @hoardingator :3c

this was really rough bc my favs from the past (who shape lapin core) vs favs rn are clashing...... and it's Really rough when you have multiple from the same franchise and you have to Pick One (i Could put multiple from the same fandom to fill up the poll but that's Boring!)

as for my choices

obvious add pick, if you've been around on this blog long enough and know me, then i don't need to explain this one

minato from p3! aka p3 protag - if you call him his corn star name i am unfriending you Immediately (that goes for all the other persona protag's """canon names""", i def have many a words about this)

usagi but wow i wanted to do all men (bc i'm misogynistic and hate women !!!!! /s) but who would i be today w.o mentioning The bunny magical girl of all time?

libra -- this was tough bc out of all the fire emblem characters there's a few more i'd thought i'd pick but then i realized how crucial libra is to like... my tastes nowadays (and just of all times/overall) lmfao i am sooo weak for the (long hair) blonde type (bonus if healer or support of some kind; see next option below)

aventurine! i cannot explain how this man has invaded my head and took over my life.... i thought kaveh was bad but this gambler is truly infuriating,,, (affectionate) doctor i sympathize with you

and as for tagging, you the person reading this! free free to do it (and tag me!) i am simply too lazy and idr which of my friends are on here now to be bothered

honorable mentions below the cut! bc i'm in a rambley mood (it's pretty long):

the guy who SHOULD ACTUALLY BE THERE BESIDE AVENTURINE IS KAVEH! (genshin impact) happy bday btw light of my life but sorry you passed the torch to your son; other genshin impact honorable mentions: kaeya and diluc and albedo!

hsr: luocha....... you are literally just libra (do u see the vision in my taste now), this man was the reason why i kept playing hsr at all so he def deserves a medal; argenti could have been there too had there been more space! also sunday :>

rip lio (promare) who i demoted in favor of The guy aka aventurine, raihan (pokemon swsh) almost made it as well; i almost put howl (howl's moving castle) in aventurine's slot too but imo howl and lio are like same tier for me -- if i could do a sixth one of them would be there for sure

persona honorable mentions: akechi (if u hate akechi i absolutely Do Not Trust you) and naoto! < 333 also aigis! yusuke and haru! also shinji (if u hate shinji i also Do Not Trust you)

fire emblem honorable mentions: whoo boy i ALMOST put soren in 3rd or 4th slot! chrom was considered briefly too as well as flannel; when raihan was being considered i almost put claude. claude could have been there if i finished fe3h lmfao (some day!) also ferdie too! :3c

others: n (pokemon), leon (pokemon), kaiba (ygo), chibiusa (sailor moon - she should Really be up there with usagi for Many reasons but i'm not doubling up on the fandom so rip), madoka (pmmm), graha tia (ffxiv), sho minamimoto (twewy), thanatos (hades)

alternatively you could just stare at this: https://anilist.co/user/alittlelapin/favorites (but unfortunately it's Mostly anime chars - and Some video game chars who got anime/manga material and therefore they also luckily got thrown in the database lmfao)

thanks for reading o7 have a cookie!

[lost-act]

I don’t really know what to blog about because nothing eventful is happening other than a headache

Curiously speaking, I still don’t understand how tumblr works or how to get activity on here. Though I could as much say that I’ve ran my luck when it comes to ventures I really want to go through. I don’t really bother much with it because my writing is mere madness. Yet I hope someone out there can understand at my madness and laugh at it.

It’s pretty hard to comprehend things when your mind is stuck focusing on surviving rather than living. I really find that living part difficult because you’re so used to trying so hard to survive that living is like relearning everything all over again. It’s relatively hard as well if you’re so used to expecting the worst out of everything that looking at yourself you realize you’re a hot mess. Like— hot in a bad way not hot as in “damn bish you look slay today” (or something along those lines) and more of “damn bish you live like this?”

Look, when you have a mental breakdown after mass while still in church (btw that breakdown is NOT related to anything church related. I just ended up breaking down all of a sudden mostly because I do not have a stable and/or healthy support system) shit really gets to you. I don’t know how but at one moment you’re happy and next thing you know your entire week is a living nightmare. Yet again I don’t know how to explain it but best I could say is that my fingers are peeling and I am suffering intense hair loss despite not being in my 80s. Next thing you know your entire body hormones start being lil shits and then you realize how you hate being unwillingly subscribed to a natural biological occurrence that literally is another equivalence to flawed biological engineering made by G O D. None of this is delightful and I’d rather not be waking up to another fucking headache.

Huh…my fingers peeling has gotten worse. Lol I just looked at the situation of one of my thumbs and it looks like it’s screaming in horror. Me too, buddy, me too. I won’t lie, my fingers have never peeled this bad until the final semester of year 1. I mean— this…oddity has happened before but then it stopped for a couple of years and then came back to torment the hell out of me now. Maybe it’s dehydration but gods only know because those past few years I was not a hydrated plant at all.

I’ve also managed to finish my first zine so that’s that. I’ll probably make more zines in the future because they’re p fun to make. Though there’s one zine I’m making that I’m putting a lot of effort into because it involves birds and I can’t afford to fuck that one up. I’m not entirely sure if I can sell the photos I took of em considering I’m an amateur bird photographer, but maybe drawing them instead would be better because I really find the lil guys interesting.

Huh…would you look at that? Another idea for me to write. Is it definitely heavily referencing Honkai: Star Rail’s Sunday? Very much so because the lil shit grew on to me as a call out. Except I’m spiraling down into my own insanity and struggling to fly after being caged for so long.

Back to studying I guess…

[gojoidyll]

idyll's masterlist

thinking of jing yuan (and saving for e6 blade)

about me ヽ(*´▽)ノ♪ 20+ | she/her | an aerospace engineer with a call of duty & gacha addiction | i write a lot of different types of content but a lot of times i like to sit back and write fluff & angst (and a dabble of smut) | i don't write on the weekends ( ￣▽￣) or at night

i tend to hyperfixate on a lot of characters :*(〃∇〃人)*: namely blade , jing yuan , dan heng , sunday , jiaoqiu , aventurine , boothill , capitano , childe , alhaitham , zhongli , wriothesley , neuvillette , ayato , lycaon , jane doe , caesar , burnice , yanagi , grimmjow , ichigo , kisuke , aizen , gojo , sukuna , natsu , grey , laxus , sting , rogue , jellal , shiki , acheron , feixiao , lucilius , lucifer , sandalphon , vash , kakashi , naruto , & sasuke

Genshin Impact

Honkai Star Rail

Zenless Zone Zero

Call of Duty

Jujutsu Kaisen

Trigun

Naruto Shippuden & Boruto

Fate

My Hero Academia

Wind Breaker

Granblue Fantasy

Bungou Stray Dogs

Tokyo Aliens

DC

Jason Todd

have a request? pls feel free to ask away <3 my ask box is always open !! i like to write fluff, angst, sfw, nsfw, yandere/dark content, etc !! (and i write for all sorts of series/anime/manga/games btw)

(in other words, requests are open!!)

fic recommendations (*´▽｀)