#thiripuvana maadeviyar

[vishnavishivaa]

A Mother's Love

Vaanathi watched her eldest quietly, as he plopped himself near her feet, laying his head on her lap. She could feel the weight on his still young shoulders, and the burden of being the heir, of being raised the heir. There had always been a tug of war among most of the family on how Madhurantakan should be, till Vaanathi had put her foot down, and Arulmozhi, now Raja Raja Cholan, and Kundavai as well had supported her.

"Madhu," she said softly, carding her fingers through his hair.

"Amma?" he seemed to curl in, allowing her soothing touch to balance him, an action Vaanathi knew all too well.

"Do you want to hear a story about your Appa?"

"About Appa?" Madhurantakan looked at her, his chin on her lap, and she nodded, pressing a soft kiss to his curls, so much like Arulmozhi himself.

"Yes. When expectations become too heavy, we feel very burdened by them. We want an escape, we want freedom. Even your Appa, who is so conscientious of his duty was like that."

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This OS has been on my wish list for a long time, where Vaanathi advices Madhurantakan, the one who goes on to become Rajendra Chozhan. I have more ideas involving the children of Raja Raja Chozhan with their parents, and this is the first in the series- most OS' in this series are standalones, though they can be read as joint ones as well. I hope you all like this snippet, and the OS will come tomorrow or day after.

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[ahamasmiyodhah]

Some people think Vanathi was just a side character because she was an Empath and didn't wished for fame and recognition and was a timid and frail girl and that she was buried under the headstrong women like Panchavan Madeviyar or Loka Madeviyaar.

Some people are idiots.

And I don't know how I am offending those some people who think so.

The Girl who basically took an oath to prove her innocense, and the girl who pushed her husband to ascend with his second Queen, and wanted nothing but his pure Love.

Before saying that Vanathi wasn't the one he loved, try to understand THE Vanathi, Princess of Kodumbalur and Wife of Raja Raja Cholan, Thiripuvana Maadeviyar.

[vishnavishivaa]

Edhuvum Avanukaaga

Meaning: Anything for him

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'May his light ever live on,' prayed Vanathi quietly, in front of Kaayarohanar, the presiding form of Ishvara at Nagapattinam. She had been restless since she heard about Poonkuzhali in the letter her Prince had written to her Akka, or rather letters. Though he never failed to ask about her, it was perfunctory. Vanathi was no fool, though many thought her to be so.

She had refused to even meet Arulmozhi, instead having seen him once as he woke up. She had not left her chambers except for her prayers, even food, she had gotten to her chambers itself. She had come on Akka's wish, but she was not going to involve herself anywhere near Arulmozhi. She had to lick her wounds in private, and smile to show the world she was happy with his choice of woman. She would always love him, and thus, she will let him go. For his happiness, anything.

Tears filled her eyes at her own thoughts, and she wiped them off, looking straight at the One she worshipped above all, at the One who was everything in the Universe.

"Emperumane, give me strength," she whispered softly, getting up after a prayer to Nilayatakshi and Kaayarohanar, when her Sakhi Tulasi came running in, saying, "Ponniyin Selvar is to visit the temple now with Ilaya Piratti, Vanthiyathevar, Sendhan Amudhan and the odakkari."

Vanathi felt her heart stop and she got up, saying, "Come Tulasi, let us leave. I have some work in my chambers. I need to stitch the pallu for Vanavan Athai. Come come."

Vanathi slipped out of the temple, hurrying to her palanquin faster when she saw the said group of people walking in that direction. Luckily, only her Akka had seen her, and she shook her head, running and entering her palanquin, not knowing that Arulmozhi had seen the end of her saree as she got in.

She heaved a sigh of relief, and asked the bearers to go ahead, when his familiar voice reached her ears.

"I have never known the Princess of Kodumbalur to run away from her Akka or me, have you, Devi?"

She trembled when she heard his voice, and thought of Shiva, prayed to Him again and again, and stepped out. She folded her hands and greeted the younger Prince of Chozha Nadu, her heart beating out of her chest. She did not want to look at him, but by protocol she had to.

"Vanangugiren, Ponniyin Selvare. I am glad to see you awake and doing well now."

"I am surprised to see that you did not come to visit me, Vaanathi," he said, and Vaanathi resisted the urge to snap. Why should she go to see him?

"Ilavarase, I came as Akka's companion," she said. "By protocol, I should not come to meet you alone."

Her eyes met his steadily, and she could catch the hint of surprise in his lovely amber eyes, the hint of something amiss, and she smiled a little more. She wanted his happiness, and he clearly was, around Poonkuzhali. She must thank the woman for not just saving the Prince, but for also giving him that happiness and contentment. Swallowing quietly, she allowed herself to still look at him, not letting the flood of her heart reflect in her eyes.

"But you can with Akka," he pointed out correctly, but she shook her head.

"Ilavarase, only those whose presence is needed must come to see you. My presence would be a disturbance. But I am thrilled to see you doing well. I will pray to Emperuman for you. For now, please let me take leave and not disturb you all in your darshanam."

"You will not come with us?" he asked, eyebrows raised.

"No Ilavarase. I already finished my darshanam. I have some work, vanangugiren."

Saying thus, and smiling at Kundavai, Vaanathi went back to her palanquin, feeling his eyes on her, but refusing to look back or at him.

It was not her right, any longer.

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This is a sneak peak into an angst Vanathi and Arulmozhi story. It will not be too many chapters in length- I am trying to make it as limited but with the punch it requires, as possible.

Please do let me know what you all think of this snippet!

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