#things happened today and i was sad leaving the buildi ng BUT LIKE FOR NO REASON HC GUESS WHAT??? I GDT TO COME BACK TOMORROWWWWWW 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩 | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

pepprs · 3 years

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running on 5hrs of sleep cr*mps so bad im out of my fucking mind and every bone and muscle in my body is screaming for mercy but i live here now and today i got to give hugs to 2 ppl i love and missed so much and i’ll get to give more hugs to more ppl i love and miss so much soon. so nothing else matters actually.

#i spent like 2.5 hrs trying to reorganize my furniture only to keep everything i. the same place it was originally in im insane 😭 and like t #today’s as so fucking weird. like i am convinced i have covid and am goi ng to die but also it’s fucking awesome to like. live and do things #actually. to like eat around other ppl and walk places and be in a place that makes me happy. im overwhelmed and ditzy but apparently not #frazzled like i used to be and thank god for that and like im literaly ehre and ive barely even seen it again yet wtf. also some big news #today stole my thunder and will set the precedent for like the rest of my life i thjnk but im here im here im here and it’s huge and huge th #things happened today and i was sad leaving the buildi ng BUT LIKE FOR NO REASON HC GUESS WHAT??? I GDT TO COME BACK TOMORROWWWWWW 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩#AND THE NEXT DAYYYYYY 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩 LIKE INSAAAABE that im just here now. wtfffff 🥺🥲🥲🥲🥲#purrs #also it’s like kinda sad bc i took SO MUCH for granted in 2019 and now that things are so constrained cuz of covid it’s like we’re clawing b #back to how things used to be and it’s bittersweet. idk. like i had the whole world in 2019 and i DIDJT even know it and i hope i’ll get bac #back some version of it but everyone is scarred forever and then so is the world and nothing will ever be the same 😃👍#also ok in other news. my ac is broken actually.. i mightve fucked up the carpet by moving furniture but whatever.. im cancelling my meal #plan bc I dont rly need it… im fucked for getting ng food delivered bc reslife staff cant store it and also aren’t responsible for shit that #happens to it so like idk WHAT im gonna do abt my mamasezz tmrrw but it’s gonna fuck w my day i think. i need to buy groceries and room #decor… my sheets still aren’t ehre. and i need to sleep so fuckinf bad. OH AND idk what im gonna do abt calling ppl bc my roommate doesn’t l #like noise but residents can’t use the meeting rooms so id have to go to the library and then walk back in the dark which . is not safe so #idk. help. anyways what was i gonna say im just rambling.. im SO tired i need to go to slee. OH YEAH im so deeply sad and so deeply happy at #the same time and feeling so many thi ng s and i wish i wasn’t in such physical distress rn bc then i might have a chance at like soaking it #in better or wherever but like fuck. ok im gonna go look at room decor or smth now i guess even tho it should be the last thing on my to do #list like the way i have ANVILS hanging over me… b it whatever bye ♥️#ask to tag #also now im in lighting on video calls and it’s so EMBARRASSING like why can u see my f*ce STOPPPPP STOP ITTTT 😭😭😭😭😭#ok uodate not 2 seconds after i posted this I cut my thumb in such a stupid way and now i can’t type w it FUCK. girls who are taking damage♥

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