#theyre the one who handles strong negative emotions but shes kinda just floating in the background
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raccoonfagdyke · 1 year ago
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#im depressed but i cant tell which one of ys is going thru it or what happened#its mostly quiet but im still so dissociated#like... i dont know whats going on and i dont know who has a problem right now or what i can do to help#i hate this part of being a system#tbh i wish u could go back to before lexapro and never realize the others were there#thus just makes things so goddamn complicated and everythings been so muddy that i cant get anything clear#i wish my brain was normal sometimes#i wish i was just one person#i honestly dont know if i can do this#like i dont even really know who i am right now and i just geel kinda blank#like everyones suddenly in hiding and im a husk of a body#i do think nox is still here#theyre the one who handles strong negative emotions but shes kinda just floating in the background#i dont know how to feel and i dont know what this is really#all i know is nox (and im sure some of the others) dont wanna be alive any more cuz we dont know what were coping with#i think its talia whos dealing with something#but she wont tell us what#im assuming its something with our brother but i honestly dont know#why is my brain like this ?#i think im blended between tonic and nox rn#which on my experience isnt a great combo#i wish i could just go into this brain and get a clear look at everything#just figure out how all of us fit together and how the cogs inside turn#but instead were on lexapro which while yea made us all aware of eachother but also dissociates us all so much that everythings foggy#no need to worry tho#were not gonna kill ourselves#apparently part of the problem is that im trying to pry before people are ready#but were not gonna die just yet#tae and arya dont want to and we need a consensus
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bladelearnt · 8 years ago
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REALLY  LONG  CHARACTER  SURVEY.   RULES.  repost ,   don’t  reblog  !    tag  10  ! good  luck  !   TAGGED.  nobody but i stole it from dislcyal   TAGGING. cosmicstardreamer, valilance, mov-lepida, elleonazul, bloodsung if you guys wanna (im not tagging 10 fuck this rule)
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BASICS.
FULL  NAME :  keith kogane NICKNAME :  mullet (by lance), keith (general name) AGE :  eighteen BIRTHDAY :  unknown ETHNIC  GROUP :  korean NATIONALITY :  half-galra LANGUAGE / S : english, korean SEXUAL  ORIENTATION :  demisexual ROMANTIC  ORIENTATION :  demiromantic RELATIONSHIP  STATUS :  verse dependent, canonically single HOME  TOWN / AREA :  born and raised in austin, texas, left the state after his father abandoned him CURRENT  HOME : he has no permanent residency. the castle of lions is the closest place to home that he has PROFESSION :  a paladin of voltron, specifically the red lion
PHYSICAL.
SKIN : light skin, slightly yellowed/tannish skin from his korean descent. EYES:  blue-grey, but can sometimes be seen as a faint purple in certain lights. medium sized eyes that end in points with large irises in the middle of them FACE :  a long, thin face that ends in a pointed chin LIPS :   sometimes pouty due to his expressions. his lips arent thick, but they certainly arent thin either. theyre a perfect medium. are often cracked because he forgets to drink or just gets lost in what hes doing. doesnt wear chapstick or anything like that either COMPLEXION : is typically pretty good. keith doesnt get much acne, and if he does, he just waits for it to go away. hes one of the lucky ones. he had more acne when he was in the desert probably due to how much dirt he was suspectible to, but after that things calmed down BLEMISHES :   no blemishes, no notable faults in his skin SCARS :  a scar on his right shoulder from the blade of mamora trials TATTOOS :  none HEIGHT :  177.5cm / 5′10″ WEIGHT :  68.04kg / 150lbs BUILD :  thin frame, but still built strong from all of his personal body training. has a thin waist and long legs. muscled, but nothing too extensive FEATURES :  nothing notable ALLERGIES : none known USUAL  HAIR  STYLE :  black hair cropped into a mullet USUAL  FACE  LOOK :  often emits a grumpy or plain expression, but is perfectly capable of smiling and showing other expressions USUAL  CLOTHING : outside of his paladin gear, keith is seen with a half jacket of red, yellow, and white, thats almost designed as a racers jacket, with a black short sleeved shirt, black pants, and red, white, and black boots that come up a little under his knees. he also wears leather fingerless gloves as well as a brown belt with two pouches on their respective sides, his blade hanging in the back
PSYCHOLOGY.
FEAR / S :  losing the people hes close to (especially shiro, his closest friend and considered brother), being alone again ASPIRATION / S :  defeating zarkon, finding shiro again, finding his family (specifically his mother) POSITIVE  TRAITS :  adventurous, brave, calm(at times), capable, cautious (also at times), committed, curious, dedicated, determined, faithful, fearless, hardworking, honest, independent, loyal, self confident (typically),  skilled NEGATIVE  TRAITS :  annoyed, argumentative, awkward, feisty, grouchy, hot tempered, impatient, restless, risk-taking, skeptical, stubborn, tactless, unpredictable,  MBTI : VIRTUOSO (ISTP) ZODIAC : scorpio (subject to change) TEMPEREMENT :  choleric SOUL  TYPE / S :  The Hunter, The Performer ANIMALS :  penguin VICE  HABIT / S :  crossing his arms, frowning, raising his eyebrow(s), nape scratching, looking off FAITH :  agnostic GHOSTS ? :  definitely a believer AFTERLIFE ? :  yes, but unsure what sort of afterlife it would be REINCARNATION ? : hes on the fence with this one ALIENS ? :  oh yes. even before voltron he believed in these things POLITICAL  ALIGNMENT :  the voltron force EDUCATION  LEVEL :  high school and military drop out
FAMILY.
FATHER :   the man who raised him in austin, texas after his mother disappeared mysteriously. has a scar on his right eyebrow and speaks in a texan accent unlike his son. left keith one day while he was still a young age and keith feels spiteful towards him for this. it is unknown if he is alive. MOTHER :   a presumed galran woman that keith cannot remember. he still feels close to her, however, and wonders how that can be even if he does not remember her. it is also unknown if she is alive. SIBLINGS :  none known EXTENDED  FAMILY :  grandparents and other family still reside in korean. only keith and his father lived in the united states NAME  MEANING / S :  the name “keith” means “wood” and it is derived from scottish heritage. “kogane” is the japanese word for “gold” HISTORICAL  CONNECTION ? :   unknown
FAVORITES.
BOOK :  he hasnt read a book in a long long time MOVIE :   alien vs. predator (he hasnt seen a movie in like 500 years let him live) 5  SONGS :  the best of you foo fighters, everlong foo fighters, tonight seether, welcome to the black parade my chemical romance, float on modest mouse (he has also not listened to music in forever. he has a small, old, outdated music player) DEITY :  he believes that theres a god, just not one that has been named in any religion that hes heard of HOLIDAY :  hes always liked halloween despite the fact that he didnt often participate in it MONTH :  he doesnt have one SEASON : summer. he likes being outside, being in warm air, and just being relaxed. hes a chilly person despite being associated with the fire element, so the warmer the better. its also what he grew up in, regardless of whether it was in texas or in the shack near the garrison PLACE : the castle of lions is practically home, so thats where he likes to be WEATHER :  a little breeze, nothing too crazy, warm weather, sunny SOUND :  the people he cares about laughing, comforting voices, the songs he likes SCENT / S :  vanilla, the desert, the smell of summer TASTE / S :  pineapple pizza, spicy curry (spicy food in general), hot wings FEEL / S :  dirt, smooth skin, dog’s fur ANIMAL / S :  dogs NUMBER :  he doesnt have one COLORS :  red, yellow, orange
EXTRA.
TALENTS :  moderate mechanical skills (i.e: he built his speeder), hand to hand combat, survival BAD  AT :  shooting guns (aim), trusting people, opening up to people, conveying deep emotions without being awkward TURN  ONS :  biting, care, confidence, dirty talking, marks, praise TURN  OFFS :  inconsiderate, people who assume, rude, talks too much (he can only handle so much), etc HOBBIES :   listening to his old music player, staring at his gd blade, sparring (especially against the gladiator) TROPES :  "80′s Hair”, “Ace Pilot”, “Half-Human Hybrid”, “No Social Skills”, etc QUOTES :  “We had a bonding moment! I cradled you in my arms!” (to Lance) || “I have to know!” (to Shiro) || “Good kitty” (idk if this means his quotes or ??? so im just gonna wing it)
MUN QUESTIONS.
Q1 :   if  you  could  write  your  character  your  way  in  their  own  movie ,   what  would  it  be  called ,  what  style  would  it  be  filmed  in ,  and  what  would  it  be  about ?           A1 :   oh my god dude i dont know omgg....i mean i like to think i write keith pretty well to canon. Q2 :   what  would  their  soundtrack / score  sound  like ?           A2 :   alksdf im not sure for this one either tbh. i have issues with songs that reminds me of keith because a lot of songs dont remind me of keith Q3 :   why  did  you  start  writing  this  character ?           A3 :   because i love him. and i honestly just fell for him so fast lmfao Q4 :   what  first  attracted  you  to  this  character ?           A4 :   okay im ngl when i started this fandom i thought that shiro was gonna be my favorite (albeit this was only based on looks, but i digress) but then keith entered that room and i felt a legitimate doki in my chest and it was all over from there Q5 :   describe  the  biggest  thing  you  dislike  about  your  muse.           A5 :   that one scene where he said the thing abt leaving allura made me kinda :// but i think hes gotten better since then Q6 :   what  do  you  have  in  common  with  your  muse ?           A6 :   i dont think were very similar tbh Q7 :   how  does  your  muse  feel  about  you ?           A7 :   man id hope hed like me i mean im trying my best here Q8 :   what  characters  does  your  muse  have  interesting  interactions  with ?         A8 :   i have a shit ton of interactions on this blog, before and after that short hiatus i had, so naming them all would be ridiculous, but you definitely see me interacting with a lot of lances. he has a bias towards elleonazul’s lance vwv Q9 :   what  gives  you ��inspiration  to  write  your  muse ?         A9 :   i dont rly get insp im just thirsty for keith and have no life outside of school lmfao Q10 :   how  long  did  this  take  you  to  complete ?           A10 :   probably like 2 hours oh my god im not sure exactly but it took a longass time thats all u need to know
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